OUT OF MIND
by Marianne Nettes
The ESP experiments at the University of Seacombe weren't
going too well, until they started to use the curvaceous
Tracey Miller as a guinea-pig. Dr Goodchild was one of the
few men on campus who wasn't trying to get inside Tracey's
knickers, but as it turns out, he was the only one who,
quite literally, succeeded. What a shame someone had to die
on the way!
This is a work of fiction, and all people, places and
events are entirely imaginary. If some UK readers feel they
recognise the University of Seacombe, located on the
English coast, I can assure them this is entirely
coincidental.
MN
CHAPTER 1 - A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE
Occasionally, I guess, we all wonder what death will be
like - the feelings as we pass from one world into
nothingness, or, depending upon our religious convictions,
from one world to another. For the first time ever, I
thought I knew.
I'd been unconscious for just a few seconds, before my
dreamlike experience started. Except that I knew this was
no dream. This was for real- as real as life and death. I
knew I was still floating face down in the water, my arms
outstretched on either side of my head, and my feet
trailing down into the depths beneath. I sensed, rather
than felt, my long, blonde hair splayed out around my head
like a halo, and my outsized breasts which had drifted
apart and were now nuzzling under my armpits, like a pair
of partly inflated water-wings.
I felt completely at peace, as much as I felt anything at
all. The water was completely still, neither cold nor warm,
and I could feel nothing against my skin. Only seconds ago,
there had been bright images flashing in front of my eyes,
but now there was only blackness. Of all the senses, only
my hearing was active, and I could hear harp music, as
though from angels, welcoming me to heaven, but still with
that unreal quality, as though being played through cotton
wool
That damned harp music! Dr Beckham loved it, and played it
at every opportunity, even though he knew I hated it.
His voice came through the headphones, now, 'OK Tracey.
That's the end of the session. You've done really well,
today. Excellent results.'
I could hear the excitement in his voice as he continued,
'Dawn will help you out of the tank. You can get dressed,
then I'd be grateful if you could come and see me in my
office.'
I felt I should know why he wanted to see me, but the
reason just alluded me. I was still wondering what it could
be, when Dawn's hand firmly grasped mine, and with that, my
contact with reality was re-established. I lifted my head
clear of the water, but was still in total darkness until
Dawn released the straps securing the mask over my head,
and light came flooding in, dazzling me for a second.
I glanced up at Nurse Dawn Tomlinson, as she knelt down at
the top of the immersion tank, and slowly pulled me towards
the ladder at the side. She gave me a nice smile and, as
she bent even lower towards me, I realised she had on no
bra beneath her nurses tunic, and I could see almost down
to her navel.
She had small breasts, no bigger than the fleshy mounds on
the palms of my hands, with tiny, brown nipples, and an
"Oh, so slim" waist. My own figure, in comparison, could
most sympathetically be described as voluptuous - I had a
huge wobbling bottom, and breasts so large that virtually
every male on the university campus would get an erection
at 200 yards. How I envied her slender body, and the
ability to wander anywhere on the campus without being
eyeballed or catcalled by every jerk in sight.
'I often get drenched through when subjects climb out of
the tank. Much easier to simply change my tunic, than all
my underwear, as well.' She had followed the direction of
my eyes, and wanted to reassure me there was nothing
unseemly about her dress, or lack of it. I guessed it was
often necessary, being a nurse and a lesbian, to show that
she kept a professional distance between the two.
The thought surprised me. How long had I known she was a
lesbian? I certainly hadn't consciously noticed it before,
but I suppose I must have been aware of it for ages.
I hurried to reassure her, 'I was admiring your splendid
figure. You're so lucky to be able to walk around without a
bra - in fact, without it even being obvious that you
haven't got a bra on.'
She wrinkled her nose, in a quite appealing way. 'Maybe,
but I often wish I had a more shapely figure.' She smiled
at me again. 'With your figure, I bet you have plenty of
choice of partner, whatever your orientation?'
She raised her voice at the end, to make the last few words
a question, rather than a statement. I was about to say I
was heterosexual, absolutely and completely and no way was
I into lesbian sex, but then I thought, 'No, why should I?
Let her guess.'
'Yes,' I said, and smiled back at her.
She wrapped a towelling robe around my shoulders, and as
she led me towards the changing cubicle, she said, 'Dr
Beckham said he wanted to talk with you, before you go.'
She swished the curtain aside for me to enter.
'Thanks,' I said. 'Do you know what it's about?' I knew it
would all come flooding back into mind, as soon as she told
me.
'I think he may want you to do another experimental
session, this evening. We don't have anyone booked in so
far.'
That certainly wasn't the reason at the back of my mind,
but still I couldn't sort out what it was.
'Well, he can think again,' I said. 'No way do I work in
the evenings. I shall be in the students' union bar.' Then
I added, almost as an afterthought, 'Will you be there?'
She gave me a surprised look. 'I could be,' she said,
'although I don't normally go in the students' union. I
finish here at nine.'
'See you just after nine, then,' I said, and I smoothly
slid the changing-room curtain between us.
********************
'Dr Beckham,' I said. 'You wanted to see me.'
He glanced up from his computer, and hurriedly clicked a
key to blank out the screen - too late to prevent me
seeing, reflected in the glass panel behind him, the
picture of a large-breasted, naked woman. 'But not,' I
thought with a smirk, 'as large-breasted as me.'
'It was good of you to come,' he said, his eyes drooling
over my boobs. He gesticulated at the chair in front of his
desk. 'Have a seat.'
'Thanks,' I said, and I made certain my tits gave a nice
bounce as I flopped into it. My blouse was unbuttoned down
as far as the top of my bra and, as I left the dressing
room, I'd made certain my boobs were pushing out the top of
it. Dr Beckham stared, mesmerised at the sight. I smiled at
him, to no effect - his eyes were elsewhere, so I leaned
forward, as though to hear what he said, but of course, in
reality, to provide him with an even better view.
'Did you want something, Dr Beckham?' I gently asked.
I almost heard him whisper to himself, 'Oh, yes please!'
Instead he glanced up at my eyes, and said, 'I've told you
before, please call me Colin.'
'OK, Colin.' I gave him another nice smile, but it was
wasted. His eyes were locked on my cleavage. 'What exactly
did you want?'
He came to with a start. 'Yes, er, sorry. I, er, wanted to
tell you that the experiments were going very well. You're
an excellent guinea-pig, and I... that is Dr Goodchild and
I, would like to increase the amount of testing we're doing
with you. Naturally, we'll continue to pay on a per test
basis, so that should give you a sizeable increase to your
income. What do you say?'
It was time to play hard to get. I appeared to hesitate.
'Well, I'm not certain Dr Beckham... Colin. I mean, isn't
it dangerous?'
'Dangerous?'
God knows where I'd got the idea from, but it seemed to
strike home, because he pulled his eyes away from my tits,
and stared me in the face.
'What makes you think it might be dangerous?'
I was hoping he wouldn't ask that, because I hadn't a clue.
'Well, Dr B... Colin. With these waves you're using.' I
searched my brain, for something to add, and said, 'Gravity
waves.'
'Gravity waves?' My face had his total attention now. He
stared at me, searching to see how much I knew, and his
voice was quite aggressive as he asked, 'Who told you about
gravity waves?'
I could hardly tell him I just made it up. I shrugged and
pretended total innocence. 'I don't know, Dr... Colin.
Someone in the student bar must have mentioned it. I can't
remember who.'
'It's bar room gossip? This is supposed to be a secret, for
heavens' sake. You must swear not to tell anyone else,
whatsoever, and if you find out who's spreading these
stories, you must tell me. Do you understand?'
'Colin.' I leaned forward again, and just for an instant,
his eyes flicked downwards, and then back to my face. 'The
student bar is full of gossip and stories. I don't know
what to listen out for, unless you tell me. And I do think
you owe me an explanation about what you're doing to my
body with gravity waves, especially if you're asking me to
increase the level of testing.'
His eyes flicked downwards, and this time my breasts held
his attention, as I took an extra big breath, making them
heave.
'I suppose you're right,' he said. 'But you must promise
not to tell a living soul. Do you swear?'
'Of course I do, Colin. My lips are totally sealed. I'll
tell no-one.'
Except, of course, for my best friends Natasha and Clare,
and Simon would be fascinated, as well, but I didn't say
that aloud.
My words appeared to satisfy him, for he gave a single
glance upwards at my face, and then his eyes flicked
downwards as he commenced his narration.
'I'm sure you realised right at the start that we were
essentially doing simple ESP tests, but under rather
different background conditions. By putting you and
the other subject into immersion tanks, we were depriving
you both of all external senses. The two tanks are isolated
from each other, and from the rest of the world, and we
took particular care to design the face and head masks so
they fitted comfortably, and the air supply was totally
silent. So you were both effectively in two completely
black holes. OK?'
I nodded. Even though people believed I was one of the
classic dumb blondes, I'd pretty well worked that out for
myself. OK, Natasha had told me that scientists had been
trying to prove the existence of Extra Sensory Perception
for years, without conclusive proof, and Simon had
suggested that if the experimental subjects were deprived
of all outside stimulus, then the result would be much
cleaner than if lots of other things are going on at
the same time, but I had put the two things together.
'In your visor,' Dr Beckham continued, 'we displayed
pictures and played sounds, whilst keeping our other
subject in total darkness and silence. But we instructed
the other subject to speak into the microphone, telling
us of whatever images or sounds came into their minds.'
That had been obvious too. In front of me had been flashed
pictures, of triangles, squares and circles, and more
recently, playing cards. Sounds had been played in my ears
- perhaps water gurgling down a plughole, wood being
sawn, or classical music.
'Go on,' I encouraged.
'You see, Dr Goodchild and I had this theory that we could
substantially improve ESP success rates by exactly
synchronising the natural rhythms of our two subjects'
minds.' Another glance at my face, before dropping his
eyes to my boobs, again. For some reason, it seemed easier
for him to talk to my breasts than my face. 'We thought we
could synchronise their rhythms by subjecting them both to
identical gravity waves.'
'Colin, this is where you lose me. What exactly is a
gravity wave?'
He shrugged. 'It doesn't really matter. To be honest, I
don't know much about the physics, but then in order to use
a mobile phone, you don't need to know about
electromagnetic waves. The key issue is to understand that
all objects exhibit gravitational pull.'
He picked up a glass paperweight on his desk, and held it
aloft. 'Imagine this is the earth. Because the earth is so
large, there's a very strong gravitational force, and we
are all held on the earth's surface by that force.'
He waved the paperweight again. 'But if this is really a
paperweight and not the earth, it still exerts a
gravitational force, only an extremely small one -
a force that's so small you need incredibly sensitive
instruments to measure it. The magnitude of that force is
dependent upon two factors - the mass of the object, and
the distance from it.
'Dr Goodchild and I decided we could generate oscillating
gravity waves by mounting heavy weights onto the rim of a
vertical flywheel. We spin the flywheel, and place our two
subjects immediately on either side of the rim, so they
both receive the same pulses of gravitational force, as the
weights go whizzing past. We actually make it a bit more
complex than that, by using two flywheels - one above the
other - so the combined effect of the gravitational force
is to produce a twisting force inside their heads. We quite
literally put the subjects' minds into a spin - with the
speed of the spin precisely controlled by the speed of the
flywheels.'
He actually looked me in the face as he continued. 'So you
can see, there's nothing at all dangerous about what we're
doing here. The apparatus was constructed very carefully by
the University Engineering Department, and they are
absolutely confident of its safety.'
'And that improves our extra sensory perception?' He wasn't
going to distract me that easily away from the experiment.
A look of caution suddenly crossed over his face. 'Well,'
he said. 'It's too early to tell, definitively, but it does
appear as though there's a modest increase.'
OK, so I'm not bright, but then I'm not that stupid either.
The look on his face told me all I needed to know. He was
desperate - not only to bury his head between my tits, but
also to use me as a subject for his experiments.
I fluttered my eyelids at him. 'If you want me to do more
tests, Colin, you'll need to speak to my course tutor, Dr
Jacks, and get me excused from some of the lectures and
tutorials.' How I hated those boring lessons.'
'Er... I'm sorry, Tracey. I have spoken with Dr Jacks, and
he's already concerned about you missing so many
sessions...'
Damn, I thought. On the other hand, the money would
certainly come in useful.
'Extra testing during the day is a no-no, I'm afraid,' he
continued. 'But we were hoping you would do evening
sessions with us - say four evenings per week.'
'I'm really not keen on working in the evening,' I told
him, and I had another thought which might push up the
price he'd pay. 'I'd need to pay taxi fares to get to and
from my lodgings, late at night. It's really quite
dangerous travelling by bus, you know.'
I didn't think it wise to tell him I regularly made the bus
journey in the early hours of the morning after late night
partying, whilst almost legless from drink and drugs.
'Oh, I understand that, Tracey. But I think I can do better
than that. A room has become vacant in Regent's. I think I
could swing things so that you could get it.'
Of course! That was what he wanted to talk about. A room in
Regent's Tower! In case you don't know, John Regent was a
Victorian industrialist from Bradford, who upon his
retirement to Seacombe, built the folly on the hill above
the town. It looked for all the world like a fairy-tale
castle, with turrets, mock arrow slits and battlements. But
after it had been bequeathed to the local council in the
1960s, the folly had stood empty for decades.
Ten years ago, it had been selected to be the centre of the
site for the new university, and the campus had been built
all around it. The folly had been totally renovated and
turned into high quality accommodation, and was now called
Regent's Tower, in honour of its designer. It had the
advantage that it was almost immediately next to the
students' union, and the sports centre. It was regarded as
a highly prestigious residence, and normally reserved for
staff, or favoured post-graduates. Undergraduates rarely
got a look in. What wouldn't a girl do for that
opportunity?
'Oh, Dr Beck... Colin.' I leant right forward to show him
how keen I was, as well as what would definitely be on
offer if he came up with the goods. I fluttered my
eyelashes at him, again, but that was really wasted for
his eyes had moved downwards, again. 'It would be
marvellous if you could get me a room in Regent's. I'd be
ever so grateful.' I put a lot of stress on the 'ever so'.
He looked pleased, but a bit suspicious, as though he
couldn't believe his luck.
'Well, the Bursar's coming to see me shortly. I'll get the
key off him and we can look it over sometime. In fact,' he
paused, as though he had only just thought of it, 'why not
come back here at about eight pm, and we can go and check
the room over.'
'That's an excellent idea,' I said. 'And at the same time,
we can also work out exactly what you want me to do for
you.'
God, I was laying it on thick. He still looked suspicious
though, and I didn't know whether to come straight out with
it and tell him I would screw his balls off for a week if
he got me a room in Regent's. In the end, I decided it
would make me seem like a prostitute, and it might put him
off, so I kept quiet. I knew I'd made my point.
*********************
It wasn't until I left Dr Beckham, that I realised how long
he'd kept me talking. I currently lived in lodgings, in
Seacombe old town, which took about twenty minutes on the
bus. Unfortunately, the terminus where the bus waits, was
across the campus - in fact, right next to Regent's - and I
had to dash to try to catch the 5.15.
I was still over fifty yards away when the bus driver
started the engine, and closed the doors, and I had to
sprint like mad. I had my student bag clutched under my
left arm, and with my right, I tried to stop my boobs
flying about so wildly that they struck me under the chin
and knocked me out. I'd had to do this before, and I'd
developed this kind of technique where I grasped my left
tit in my right hand, and pressed my elbow over my right
tit. It worked after a fashion, but it was incredibly
ungainly. If only I had a figure like Dawn's.
The driver opened the door as I drew level, and I clambered
on board, my breath coming in short gasps. I stood doubled
up for a few seconds, until I realised the driver was
staring down my cleavage, then I stood up, as straight as
my aching lungs would allow.
'Got your fare, luv?'
'Hang on,' I said, noticing the clock on the bulkhead.
'It's only 5.10. You don't depart for another five minutes.
Why did you start the engine and close the doors?'
The driver smirked at me. 'I just wanted to see what it was
like when you ran, love, and I can honestly say, I haven't
seen a better sight all day.'
I was still fuming when, a whole ten minutes later, he
started off with a lurch which almost threw an elderly
woman off her seat. Bastard! I had a good mind
to...
The chatter of voices in the bus was suddenly subdued, and
a mist appeared in front of my eyes. I tried to raise my
hand to rub them, but my arm wouldn't move. It was as
though I was in a dream, again, and was floating,
floating...
*****************
I was still floating face down in the water, my arms
outstretched on either side of my head, and my feet
trailing down deep into the water beneath. The water was
completely still, neither cold nor warm, and I could feel
nothing against my skin. Just seconds ago, there had been
the image of the bus in front of my eyes, and the chatter
of people - but now there was only blackness and silence.
I gave it a minute or so, just to regain my composure,
before I spoke. 'Colin? Are you still there?'
'Graham! I was starting to get worried.' His voice came
loudly in my headphones, but he didn't sound at all worried
- more as though he was jubilant. 'Dawn's been keeping an
eye on you, and she's currently right on the side of the
immersion tank, immediately above you. Are you ready to
get out?'
'Please. The sooner the better.'
I felt Dawn's hand firmly grasp mine, and I lifted my head
clear of the water, but I was still in total darkness until
Dawn released the straps securing the mask over my head,
and light came flooding in, dazzling me for a second.
She was kneeling down at the top of the tank, and she
slowly pulled me towards the ladder at the side. But there
was no repeat of the nice smile she had given Tracey, and
she kept her body upright so there was no peeping down
the front of her nurses tunic to view that wonderful body.
No pleasant chit-chat, either - just a simple 'Are you
alright, Dr Goodchild?'
Unfortunately, she would never give me the slightest
encouragement that some day she might become heterosexual,
and satisfy the lust of a rampant male who fancied her like
crazy. I couldn't blame her, of course. We are what we are.
She was turned on by women, and I was turned on by her. I
was naked as I got out of the tank, but for all the
attention I got, I might have been wearing a frogman's
suit, in fact, I might as well have been a laboratory
frog.
After I'd changed, I walked along to Colin's office. This
time, he didn't bother to clear the computer screen of the
naked beauty, who by now was impaled on the huge cock of a
West Indian guy.
'What took you so long?' he asked. 'Did you get any hint of
retention, after Tracey got out of the tank?'
I nodded, but since he was still staring at the naked girl,
who in the next picture was gobbling off the guy, he didn't
notice my nod, so I put it into words.
'Yes,' I said, 'I retained the link with Tracey's mind
after she got out of the tank.'
He looked up at me then.
'Great. Do you know, I reckon I might hit lucky with Tracey
tonight. After I made the offer of her moving into...'
'I know.'
'You know what?'
'I know what you said to her, and what she said to you. I
know she was thrilled to bits to get the offer of a room in
Regent's, and she would shag you rigid for a week, in order
to seal the deal.'
Colin gave me a long, serious look.
'Are you kidding? You could listen in to our conversation
whilst you were still in the immersion tank? You could tell
what she was thinking?'
I nodded again. 'You'd better start the tape recorder, and
I'll talk us through the whole episode, whilst it's still
fresh in my mind.'
'Jesus Christ!' he murmured. 'That is fucking incredible.
You mean she's really prepared to go to bed with me, in
exchange for the room?'
CHAPTER 2 - HEAVEN? ...OR HELL?
To give Colin his due, once he realised just how powerful a
link I'd had with Tracey, from the time when the two of us
had been in the separate, but adjacent, immersion tanks,
until the moment when the bus pulled away from the campus,
he gave me his total concentration.
We spent more than an hour discussing the success of the
trial, before he noticed the time.
'Bloody hell. It's half-past six. I have to dash home now,
or I'll be late.'
'I thought the Bursar was coming across, and at eight, you
were meeting Tracey here, and showing her the room in
Regent's?' I replied.
He gave an embarrassed smile. 'Yeah. Well, the Bursar can
leave the key on my desk. I thought I might freshen up a
little, before I meet Tracey. You know, put on something a
bit more casual.'
'Colin, Tracey's only nineteen, and you're thirty-eight and
married. Have you thought about that?'
'No reason for Norah to know, is there?'
I shrugged. I was not his keeper.
'Besides, now I know what's on offer, she's a dead cert, if
you know what I mean.'
And he had gone through the door, before I had chance to
respond.
******************
I went to the refectory for my evening meal, all kind of
thoughts buzzing around my mind, stretching right back to
the moment when we'd first thought up the principle of the
experiment.
Six months ago, Dr Colin Beckham and I, Dr Graham
Goodchild, had been only passing acquaintances at Seacombe
university, where we both lectured - me on the physiology
of the brain (I was a medical doctor by profession),
and Colin, who was a psychologist, on the more esoteric
aspects of the mind. We had little in common, apart from
our age - we were both in our late thirties. He was short
and fat, I was tall and thin; he still had a full head of
hair, whereas mine was showing all too alarming signs of
balding; and we had totally different interests and
pastimes.
Then we'd both attended a lecture entitled 'Brain Waves'
given by a prominent visiting Cambridge professor, and
afterwards, we'd got into a stimulating discussion in the
bar, which had continued into the small hours of the
morning. By then, the two of us had sketched out the basis
of the apparatus which Colin had earlier described to
Tracey.
It had taken three months to get the experiment set up. In
spite of Colin's bland reassurances to Tracey, the
university had been very sticky about the safety aspects,
fearing that if the flywheels got loose, they would
decapitate the subjects, whose heads would be only a
centimetre away. Surprisingly, the water tanks themselves
had initially been conceived as a way of cushioning them,
in case of such an accident. It was only later we had
realised the bonus - that the tanks could be used to
totally isolate the subjects from reality.
Then, the university had insisted we employ a nurse, who
would not only be able to professionally handle the naked
students without impropriety, but more importantly, be on
hand to deal with any medical emergencies.
To be honest, I had been delighted by this suggestion. I
had been visiting the medical centre with all kinds of
invented excuses, ever since Nurse Dawn Tomlinson had
started work there. I was totally infatuated by her,
but infuriatingly, she never accepted my invitations for a
drink or a meal, and all too often, she appeared to be
absent when I turned up. I called in some favours to get
her assigned to the project, envisaging that my
opportunities would then be limitless - she would fall in
love with me, and we would live happily ever after.
It was not to be. After the first few days with us, she had
revealed her true sexuality - kept secret for fear that it
might interfere in the professional relationship with her
clients, both male and female. I was left in hell -
constantly looking at the most gorgeous creature on earth,
but not able to touch.
We had run the experiment for months without any noticeable
results, before Tracey Miller turned up. I'd seen her about
the campus, of course. It was impossible not to notice; she
only had to walk into the crowded refectory, for a
momentary silence to descend, followed by a rumble, as
every male in the hall started muttering one of the well
worn clich?s to his mates. Until today, I had thought she
enjoyed her prominence, a cheeky grin would come across
her face, and she would push her breasts out as far as they
would go, and strut across the room. Now, I realised how
much she despised the catcalls, and her act was one of
bravado, rather than pride.
A few weeks ago, Colin had come into my office, his tongue
positively hanging out, and told me that Tracey had
attended one of his lectures, and had come up to speak to
him afterwards.
'She's agreed to be one of our subjects,' he said. 'Can you
believe it? We're going to have her naked body in our
immersion tanks!' The thought was mind blowing for both of
us!
But even with Tracey, we failed to make any headway, until
one day, one of our other guinea-pigs - an engineering
post-grad - was ill, and with no-one else on hand, one of
us had to take his place. In order to avoid accusations
of collusion, and the consequent invalidity of our results,
we had a rule that, to the best of our knowledge, the pair
of subjects used in each experiment should not know each
other, personally. That ruled out Colin, straightaway,
as he'd spent countless hours chatting Tracey up, ever
since she had started with the project.
So I was the replacement guinea-pig. The very first time
that Tracey and I worked together, we got a result which
was modestly better than pure chance would dictate. We
repeated it the next day, with similar results. We tried
varying the flywheel speed, and results went back to pure
chance. We set the speed back to the original, and got
modest results again.
It took a further two weeks to make the breakthrough. I had
suggested that since flywheel speed obviously played an
important part in the results, I should be able to control
the speed directly from my immersion tank. I could then
adjust it for optimum reception of Tracey's thoughts - the
same as when you're adjusting a TV aerial for best picture
strength, it's always easier if you can see the screen. So
Engineering Department rigged up a kind of twist grip,
which would give me fine control of the speed.
With just a tiny adjustment from our original speed
setting, I was suddenly mainlining. We'd been showing
Tracey just three shapes up until that moment - triangles,
squares and circle. I consistently picked every one
correctly, and Colin and I decided to up the ante - we
displayed playing cards to Tracey, which would be almost
impossible to consistently get right by chance. Just a
bit more fine tuning of the speed, and once again, I was
getting every one correct.
The previous afternoon, Tracey and I had spent more than an
hour in the tanks, and I was still fiddling with the speed
control as our test session came to its end. As Tracey
moved away from the test position adjacent to the flywheel,
all ESP activity between us should have terminated.
Instead, as Dawn removed Tracey's blanked out face mask, I
got a blinding flash of light, followed briefly by the
image of Dawn's face, right in front of me.
It was gone in an instant, and I was left wondering whether
I'd imagined the whole thing. So, for this afternoon's
test, we'd set the speed to be exactly the same as that on
which we'd finished yesterday...
And it had worked!
*******************
My mind was a mixture of emotions. Elation, of course that
we had made the kind of breakthrough that every scientist
dreams of. But also a dreadful anxiety that we might be
opening up fields that were better left hidden for ever -
almost like inventing the atom bomb.
For example, I had informed Colin that Tracey was quite
prepared to shag him, if he got her a room in Regent's, and
he was now going to make use of that privileged
information. Had I maintained her secret, she could
easily have managed to fob him off if she chose, simply by
giving him another quick glance down her cleavage. I had
violated the privacy of her own mind.
And if I revealed to others how it could be done, how many
of us would ever be safe again - from unscrupulous
criminals to the, much more likely, government agencies.
The answer, of course, was no-one would be safe, ever
again.
I left the refectory, totally oblivious to whatever food
had passed my lips, and returned to Colin's office. I
pocketed the tape recording I'd made at the end of the
experiment, which we'd carelessly left in the cassette
recorder. I didn't want that information getting spread
around. Then I picked up the phone and dialled Colin's home
number.
Norah, Colin's wife answered.
'Hello, Graham,' she said. 'Are you going to this lecture
this evening, with Colin? From the way he's behaving, it's
going to be quite spectacular.'
It certainly promised to be spectacular for Colin, but not
in the way that Norah was expecting.
'It's about this evening I wanted to talk to Colin. Is he
there?'
There was a muttered conversation I couldn't quite hear,
then, 'He says he'll be there about eight. He'll speak to
you then.'
'No, Norah.' I had to be quite firm on this. 'Tell him I
need to speak with him now. If he can't come to the phone,
you will have to relay the whole conversation between us,
word by word.'
Colin was on the phone within ten seconds. 'What do you
want that can't wait?' he was angry, but half whispering as
well, anxious that Norah wouldn't overhear.
'I'm abandoning the test programme, Colin.' As senior
lecturer, I had the right to pull the plug.
'What!'
'You heard. What we did today was a tremendous violation of
human privacy. You only have to use a little imagination to
guess where it might lead...'
'Where it might lead! For Christ's sake, it will lead to
fame and success for the two of us.'
'I was talking about where it might lead humanity. I take
it that does concern you?'
'Humanity? Well... of course it concerns me.' He paused for
a second, and then continued in a more reasonable tone,
'Look, I do understand the issue about personal privacy. It
is something we need to carefully consider, before we
continue with the project. But why do you need to discuss
it tonight?'
'It's not just privacy, Colin. It's also about self
determination.'
'But...'
I hurriedly continued, over the top of his attempt to
interrupt. 'What happened today wasn't just about me
scrutinising Tracey's personal life. I also affected
the actions she took, today.'
'That's impossible!' He was scornful, and went on to
ridicule my argument. 'Are you suggesting that when I
mentioned a room in Regent's, it was you that made Tracey
think about...' He broke off abruptly as he realised Norah
could probably hear every word he said.
The break was enough for me to voice my concerns. 'Right
from the start, I was swaying her actions. You asked to see
her in your office, and Tracey could almost remember what
it was about. Except that Tracey hadn't a clue what the
meeting was about - I did.'
Colin was derisive, and quoted my words back at me. 'Almost
remember...'
'Then Tracey realised that she'd known Dawn was a lesbian
for some time. But that was a well kept secret. Tracey
hadn't known that, I had!'
'Word gets around...'
'It's a well kept secret, Colin.'
He was furious, now, and was almost shouting. 'OK, you're
making out that you're so morally correct, so what was it
that influenced Tracey to ask Dawn out for a drink?'
'Exactly the point.' Colin may have been attacking me, but
he was also proving my argument. 'It wasn't the
heterosexual Tracey who asked Dawn for a drink, it
was me, Dr Graham Goodchild - the person who has been
infatuated by Dawn for months.'
'You have no evidence of any of this. Only supposition.'
'OK Colin. What about gravity waves?'
'She told me - she heard someone talking in the bar.'
'That was bullshit. How many people know about our use of
gravity waves? How many people could have been talking
about it in the bar? The answer - only you and me. I know I
haven't told anyone. Have you?'
'No, but she could have just happened upon it...'
Colin's voice faltered as he realised it was almost an
incredible long shot, then he continued, in a more
faltering fashion, 'OK, I agree there is something
in what you say. But let's not make hasty decisions
tonight. There's no reason why we can't sleep on it, and
have a rational discussion about it tomorrow morning. We're
not going to undertake any more tests in the meantime.'
It was a valid response, and I reasoned I couldn't ask for
any more. Or at least, I did until I put the phone down,
and I stood staring at the thing I had been twirling
between my fingers, all the time I'd been talking on
the phone to Colin.
It was a key, with a brass tag attached stating REGENT
TOWERS 9. The key that Colin was coming across to give
Tracey, in exchange for which she would give him free
access into her knickers.
'Surely after our discussion,' I thought, 'he won't still
be intending to go ahead with that assignation.'
I telephoned his house again, to confirm, but Norah told me
he had just set out for the university. I was absolutely
livid as I put the phone down.
'Hello, Dr Goodchild.' Dawn had stepped into Colin's
office, where I was still sitting. 'Tracey is outside,
looking for Colin. Do you know where he is?'
She stood before me, looking as beautiful as ever. Her
tunic was as pristine as it had been when she'd arrived at
nine am. I had a terrible pang of jealousy as I realised
that Dawn had called me 'Dr Goodchild', whilst using
'Colin' for him. It was so bloody unfair! Colin was going
to have sex with the luscious Tracey, who was then going on
to have sex with my goddess, Dawn. And I was missing out on
it all.
And a rather wicked idea passed through my head. An idea
that was so erotic, I thought I might instantly self
combust.
CHAPTER 3 - HEAVEN
I consulted the wall clock. With a shock, I discovered it
was already eight pm. No wonder Tracey was waiting outside.
I realised that Dawn was still looking quizzically at me,
wondering why I hadn't answered her question.
'Colin has only just set out from his house, so he's
unlikely to arrive until about 8.30,' I said. 'But I would
like to speak with Tracey. Show her in, and afterwards, I'd
like to run one short test. Could you please get everything
prepared.'
'But I thought there weren't any more tests scheduled for
this evening.' She sounded dismayed, as though she'd been
hoping to get away early with Tracey.
'If we get our skates on, it shouldn't take more than
fifteen minutes. Colin and I have been discussing a problem
with the testing, which is why I want to repeat a test now.
I'm hopeful this will be completely successful, but don't
tell Tracey anything until after the test. Assuming it's
successful, and since Colin probably won't have arrived by
then, perhaps you'll take Tracey over to see her new room
in Regent's.'
I let the keys dangle from my fingertips. Dawn's eyes
focussed on the keys, and she immediately worked out the
opportunities.
'Thanks.' The keys were taken from my hand, and in an
instant were in the pocket of her tunic. I even got a nice
smile for it. 'I'll show Tracey straight in, shall I?'
She had disappeared before I could respond.
Thirty seconds later, Tracey was knocking on the door. 'Dr
Goodchild. Dawn said you wanted to see me.'
Dawn had obviously dressed to make a killing, that night.
Whether it was solely to secure her room in Regent's by
seducing Colin, or whether she was still thinking of the
appointment with Dawn afterwards, I didn't know, but if her
normal mode of dress was fantastic, tonight she looked
absolutely devastating.
She was wearing a Marilyn Monroe, skirt-blowing-up-over-
the-head, white dress. On a normal girl, the material in
the halter neck would have been ample to decently cover her
breasts - on Tracey it was like using tiny ribbons to
conceal giant melons. The effect was explosive for any male
in sight - including me, with my ongoing ache for Dawn.
I controlled the lust which swirled through every cell in
my body, and said, 'Yes Tracey, thanks for coming in
tonight. Now I understand that Dr Beckham told you we had
been getting excellent results from you.'
'Yes, that's right Dr Goodchild. Colin... that is, Dr
Beckham, said he wanted me to do extra work, because my
results were so good.'
'I'm afraid that this evening Dr Beckham and I have
realised we've made some mistakes with the testing
programme.' Well, it wasn't a lie. We had made enormous
mistakes.
'Oh, does that mean...' Tracey could see the room in
Regent's disappearing.
I put on a stern face. 'It's probably nothing, Tracey, but
we need to run one more short test, before we can confirm.
Dr Beckham was still at home when I spoke with him, a few
minutes ago, so he's unlikely to be here immediately. Why
don't we run the tests, now?'
'Well, I've just spent hours washing my hair.'
I shrugged. 'It's up to you. If you don't want to do the
tests now, we can do them tomorrow, sometime. I can
telephone Dr Beckham and tell him there's no need for him
to come over here, this evening.'
'But Dr Beckham said there was probably a room going in
Regent's...'
I gave another shrug. I was becoming a master at it. 'I
know there are several people on the waiting list, if Dr
Beckham doesn't take up his option tonight. But don't
worry, Tracey, there'll probably be another one turn up
within a few months. We'll make certain you get first
choice at the next one. Assuming you pass the test, that
is.'
'I suppose it doesn't really matter about my hair...'
I smiled. 'That's great. Well, if you get a move on, we
should be able to confirm the result quite quickly.'
She disappeared almost as quickly as Dawn had done.
***********************
I was floating face down in the water, my arms outstretched
on either side of my head, and my feet trailing down into
the depths beneath, when Dawn's voice came into my
headphones.
'Are you already to start the test, Dr Goodchild?'
It was not the first time that Dawn had handled the test
rig on her own, and she was just as competent as Colin or
me at controlling it. Tracey and I were submerged in our
respective isolation tanks, the system had been run up to
speed, and Dawn now simply had to start an automatic
sequence, to display in front of Tracy the pseudo-random
series of playing cards.
'Yes thanks, Dawn. Make it a sequence of fifty cards, at
two second intervals.'
'Is that all?'
'Yes, Dawn.' From recent experience, I reckoned that was
ample for what I had in mind. 'And unless I instruct you
otherwise, you can tell Tracey immediately afterwards that
the test was successful. If Dr Beckham hasn't returned by
then, take her off to see that room in Regent's. I'm in no
hurry. I'll get out in my own time, so perhaps you could
turn off the main lights and lock the door on your way
out.'
'Is that alright?' Dawn knew I had stayed in the tank on
previous occasions, and it was now becoming my norm.
'Fine,' I said. 'I'll be OK.'
**********************
After the playing cards stopped flashing in front of my
eyes, I barely had time to think before Dawn's voice was
speaking in my ear.
'That completes the test, Tracey, and I'm pleased to say it
was successful. I'll come and help you out. Dr Goodchild
has given me the key to the room in Regent's. If you get
dressed quickly, we can go up there straightaway.'
Dawn appeared to be in a tremendous hurry, for barely had
she finished speaking, before I felt her hand grasp mine,
and draw me towards the edge of the tank. She had my face
mask off almost before I'd lifted it out of the water, and
was helping me climb the ladder out of the tank. I knew I
really should understand why she was in such a hurry, but I
couldn't quite figure it.
She had pushed me into the changing cubicle before I had it
worked out. Of course. If Dr Beckham returned before I was
dressed and ready to leave, it would be him who took me to
Regent's, and him to whom I would have to show my gratitude
in the appropriate way. On the other hand, if Dr Beckham
hadn't arrived by then, Dawn would take over his role - in
all aspects, if she had her way.
I considered. On the one hand, I wasn't averse to being
shagged a few times by Colin Beckham. OK, he was positively
ancient, but he was quite nice, and I always felt
appreciated, the way he doted upon my tits. I mean, most
blokes liked looking at them, but he absolutely idolised
them. And it never did any harm to your end of term results
to bonk one of the tutors. He was sure to put in a good
word for me, and with the way I'd got behind with my work
this term, I needed all the good words I could get.
On the other hand, I'd never had sex with a woman before.
Indeed, this afternoon when I'd seen Dawn's breasts, it was
the first time I'd ever felt at all sexually attracted. But
I'm always interested in broadening my experience, and I've
got nothing against lesbianism, as such. So, given the
choice between the ancient, short, fat, Colin Beckham, and
a totally new experience with the beautiful, lithe body of
Dawn, it really wasn't a difficult decision to make.
In fact, the more I thought about Colin Beckham, the more
utterly repulsive he became. How on earth could I even have
considered letting him shag me? And the way he kept leering
at me, just because I was well endowed. Those pictures he'd
been looking at on the internet showed what kind of a guy
he was. Not interested in women for what they really were,
only in...
'Are you not dressed, yet?' Dawn's voice came impatiently
through the curtain.
'Sorry,' I said. 'I'm having difficulty getting the straps
right.' The halter neck had straps at the sides which
pulled across my back, and tugged the edge of the halter
underneath my armpits, thereby preventing my tits from
falling out the sides. The problem was that my tits were so
large that the strap wasn't long enough to wrap twice
around my waist and then tie at the front, as it was
supposed to. In fairness, perhaps the size of my waist was
also a contributory factor to the problem.
The curtain twitched aside, and Dawn gasped slightly, as
she looked at the side of my left breast. I could see, she
wanted to softly touch it, and stroke it, and then kiss
it...
'Do you think you could try tying the straps at the back.'
If we didn't get a move on, we'd still be here when Dr
Beckham returned, and there would be no opportunity to
bring such action to a satisfactory conclusion.
My words were enough to jar Dawn out of her reverie. She
took hold of first the left, then the right strap,
accidentally managing to brush against both my
breasts as she did so. I suppressed my shudder of
excitement. I really mustn't encourage her.
Within a second, she had pulled the straps tight and
secured them behind my back. I slipped my feet into the
high-heeled white sandals - which were a dead ringer for
the ones Marilyn had worn - and said, 'Right, let's go.'
We were out of the changing room and along the corridor in
an instant, with Dawn switching off the lights as we went.
At the entrance door, she turned out the final set of
lights, we left the building, and she locked it behind us.
Outside, it was already fairly dark. I was about to start
walking towards Regent's when Dawn grasped me by the hand
and pulled me in the opposite direction, and into the main
administration block, which was immediately next door.
'Let's go this way,' she said. 'It's a more pleasant walk.'
'More pleasant, this way?' I queried. Had Dawn taken leave
of her senses.
'Yes,' she said, in a way that brooked no comment. Over her
shoulder, I saw Dr Beckham walking across the square
towards the door through which we had just departed. Had we
gone directly towards Regent's, we'd have bumped straight
into him.
'Of course, it is,' I said, and we sneaked through the
silent corridors, and out of the side door at the end of
the block, giggling like naughty schoolgirls dashing
through the boys changing rooms.
'I think we should go and have a drink in the bar, now,'
Dawn said.
'But I thought you were going to take me to Regent's?'
'Well, there's really no hurry to get there. Is there?' She
emphasised the last two words, to stress their importance.
It took me a while to work it out, but then I had to admire
her logic. If Dr Beckham went into his office and saw the
key was missing, he would assume that either Dr Goodchild
or Dawn had already taken me to Regent's. He would
immediately go chasing over there to establish his rights
over me.
Whereas, if we had a nice leisurely drink in the student
bar, he would find the room in Regent's still locked and
all in darkness, and simply assume that Dr Goodchild or
Dawn had put the key away for safe keeping. Brilliant!
I wish I had brains like that. My regular boyfriend, Simon,
always maintained that girls couldn't have tits and brains,
and that I had plenty of what was most important. But
somehow, I couldn't believe that if Dawn had breasts, she
would be quite as stupid as me.
We managed to find a quiet corner in the student bar, out
of sight of the main section, and Dawn offered to get the
drinks in. That suited me, because I knew that once I
walked over to the bar in this dress, I'd get a round of
jeers and whistles, even more raucous than usual. Dawn and
I would get no more peace, that evening.
We drank our wine, whilst I talked a little about my life,
about how guys were always leering at me, and making
comments, as though I had no feelings, whatsoever. Perhaps,
I surmised, that was why I was so thick - if I actually
started to think about what men said to me, I'd be living
in a perpetual nervous breakdown.
I paid for the next round, but Dawn again fetched it.
Afterwards, she told me how difficult she had found trying
to keep her sexuality a secret, especially when men such as
Dr Goodchild kept asking her out on dates.
'Don't get me wrong,' she said. 'He's a perfectly nice guy,
and perhaps if I'd been born a hundred years ago, I'd have
married him and led a perfectly respectable life, on the
surface, whilst having a maid to attend to my personal
needs.'
We giggled hopelessly at this idea, and we went onto talk
about all kinds of stupid things. We had one more round of
drinks before Dawn suggested we make a move towards
Regent's. I was happy to agree. I didn't know quite
what Dawn had in store for me, but by now, I was aching to
find out. She wanted to go to the toilet, so I said I would
wander over to Regent's, and meet her outside my new
apartment.
In fact, as soon as she had disappeared, I slipped the two
glasses we had been using into my handbag, and dashed over
to the bar. I collected a load of whistles and catcalls on
the way, but it was worth it because I bought a bottle of
the wine we'd been drinking. After all, I didn't want to
receive the first guest in my new residence, and not offer
them any hospitality.
Dawn took much longer to arrive at Regent's than I
expected, and when she did so, she was clutching something
behind her back.
'I brought you a house warming present,' she said, and
pulled out another bottle of the wine I had just bought. We
almost wet ourselves with laughter when I showed her mine.
'Ah, but I also borrowed some glasses,' I cried, revealing
the contents of my bag.
'So did I,' Dawn screamed, and opened her handbag to show
her booty. 'I slipped them in there when I got the fresh
round of drinks.'
By this time, my bladder was making its presence felt, and
I asked her to unlock the door pretty smartish. At first,
she couldn't find the key, then she dropped it on the floor
and it went behind a radiator, so I was almost exploding
when we eventually got inside. I didn't have time to put
on the light, only to streak across to the bathroom, lift
my skirt, pull down my panties, sit down and let everything
go!
'Strange, that,' I thought to myself. I mean, you don't
normally think about what you do when you go to the toilet,
do you? You just normally go in thinking about what has
just been said or is about to be done, and you come out
again afterwards. So why did it feel so novel to lift my
skirt and pull down my knickers? Weird!
As I was washing my hands, Dawn called out to me, 'You just
will not believe this place, when you see it.'
I stepped out of the bathroom, and I didn't. Subdued
lighting, soft carpeting, hand made book shelves, a leather
settee and a matching swivel chair in front of a huge desk.
There was a tiny kitchen at the end, and a separate
bedroom with a king-sized bed. The sitting-room was on the
corner of the building, with windows looking in both
directions, but the piece de resistance was right in the
corner - a short wooden step-ladder, which at the top
disappeared through a hole. Climbing the ladder took you
into the turret.
It was tiny - about four feet diameter - with a window seat
running all around, which only left an eighteen inch hole
in the centre through which I had to squeeze first my
shoulders, and then my breasts, and then my giant arse.
(Perhaps the hole was much smaller than eighteen inches -
my arse surely isn't that big!)
There was room for only one person at a time, and each of
us took a turn to stare out through the arched windows -
one window looking along the front of the building, the
other along the side, and the third with a tremendous view
over the whole of Regent Square. I felt like a fairy
princess, and that if I opened a window and let down my
hair, a prince would climb up from below, and kiss me.
Except that I already had my beautiful princess with me.
I returned to the sitting-room, and whilst Dawn was taking
her turn in the turret, I pulled the thick curtains across
the windows, shutting us off from the outside world. I
opened the wine and by the time Dawn returned from her
trip in fairyland, I had the first glasses poured. The
first bottle went down so easily. We talked and laughed,
each of us knowing we were going to end the evening in that
king-sized bed, but neither of us wanting to rush the
moment. Eventually, Dawn went to the toilet again, and I
climbed the turret to get one last look outside before we
retired.
I must have been there longer than I thought, because I
suddenly felt something wet and soft on my left ankle. The
hairs on the back of my neck prickled, and I gasped
slightly. The wet and soft thing transferred to my right
ankle, and then it started to move further up my leg.
I moved my legs apart, to make way for it. When it reached
my right knee, it tickled the back of it, and I struggled
for breath as my heart leapt into my mouth. I leant right
back against the window and slightly lifted my legs, the
better to allow access to the underside of them, and the
tongue, for that is what it was, transferred to my left leg
again, and made me cry out with pleasure.
I slid my bottom forward as the tongue continued further up
my leg. I knew moisture was already dripping out of me, and
I pushed my groin forward, making it easier for that
wonderful tongue to find its way.
Something new nuzzled against my knickers - a nose - and it
tried to bury itself inside, whilst breathing in the smell
of my juices. But then it withdrew and a finger with a
sharp nail slid between my skin and my knickers. Moving so
slowly, and being careful not to scratch, the wetness of my
panties was slowly pulled to one side, and I could feel
cool air, and then someone's warm breath on the lips of my
pussy.
The tongue moved in again, and now I could see a bulge
appear in my skirt between my legs, which were splayed wide
apart, with Dawn's head slowly moving up and down
underneath it, in time with her strokes against the lips
of my pussy.
'Oh, please. Please! I want you. Now!' I pushed my groin as
hard as I could against Dawn's head, but it was so cramped
in that turret, I couldn't force it on her, and she would
not be hurried. The long strokes against my lips continued
their leisurely pace, until, at last, the tongue forced
its way inside, and touched heaven!
I exploded, and as I did so, a bright light came flooding
into my eyes, dazzling me for a second. Everything was
illuminated in its harsh glare, especially my white dress
with me inside, screaming and thrashing wildly from side to
side and backwards and forwards.
As quickly as it had come, it went pitch-black, and I
realised the light was not a sign from heaven that I had
reached the ultimate in earth-moving moments, but the
headlights from the bus across the square, as it turned
around. The thought was enough to shatter my orgasm, and I
screamed in frustration at how quickly my orgasm had been
and gone.
'Don't worry. I won't let you finish there,' a voice
underneath my dress said, and I felt the long, warm, moist,
tongue licking my pussy lips again.
I felt a tremor, inside. God, sex with a woman was good.
Had I been with a man, this would be the time when he'd
have been zipping up his trousers, and wondering if he
could catch the end of the football match on TV.
The tongue continued its work, and I started to gasp,
again. Now her tongue was inside me, sliding over every
part of my insides, apart from very one spot where I
desperately wanted her. I tried to move but my head was
jammed at a strange angle against a window, whilst my
ankles were trapped down the hole by Dawn's shoulders, and
my hips were locked rigid. She moved her mouth and sucked
one of my pussy lips between hers, and then let it slide
out again. Again she sucked, and let it slide out. Then she
changed the position of her head, and commenced the same
operation with the other lip of my pussy. I felt my orgasm
starting, and this time, knew it was going to last for
ever. The tongue touched heaven again, and I screamed with
all my might.
'For God's sake, you little vixen, don't make so much
bloody noise. I know you need fucking, but there's no need
to tell everyone.'
The voice had come from beneath Dawn, down in the sitting-
room below. My skirt was suddenly pushed up to my waist,
and Dawn's face appeared from beneath it, staring at me, as
puzzled as I was.
'God, it's dark in here. I can't see a thing. Where's the
light switch?' The voice changed in volume, as though its
owner had turned away. 'That was really clever of you. I'd
have walked straight past if you hadn't thought of
illuminating yourself in the headlights of the bus, like
that. You're not as stupid as you make out.'
Dawn's face disappeared as quickly as it had arrived, as
she leapt down to the floor below, and I was left staring
down a black hole between my thighs. Then, the black hole
was suddenly bathed in light, as Dawn found the light
switch, and I could see down, past my knees, to the room
below.
Directly underneath me was Dr Colin Beckham, his mouth wide
open and his head swivelling like a spectator at a tennis
match, as he switched between staring at a stark naked
Dawn, back to a worm's eye view of my pussy, nicely
framed for him by the hole in the bottom of the turret.
******************
He wasn't very pleased.
Well, actually, he was absolutely livid. How dare we behave
like this, me cavorting in the turret in full view of the
campus, and Dawn engaged in totally unprofessional
behaviour with a client. We were cheap sluts, who he would
immediately get thrown off his programme, out of the
university, etc, etc, etc.
We both said not a word, until he'd almost run out of them.
Then I told him to leave. This was now my apartment - it
had been offered to me by himself, and I had been given the
key by a member of the university. He had no right in my
apartment without invitation, and for him to break in and
stare at two naked woman was illegal.
Dawn told him there was nothing unprofessional about having
sex, as long as it did not compromise her work, and since
we hadn't mentioned it during the whole evening, he was
speaking slanderous words, and she would be making a formal
complaint to the Bursar about it, tomorrow morning.
Without a further word, Dr Beckham turned tail and left the
apartment.
*******************
'Phew!' Dawn gave me an embarrassed grin.
'I think he was a bit upset, actually,' I said. 'Do you
think it's time to open the other bottle of wine.'
We were just about to chink our two glasses together, when
there was a knock at the door, and Dr Beckham's voice came
through, 'I need to speak to Nurse Tomlinson on a
professional matter. Immediately, please.'
It was a demand, not a request.
'Don't go,' I whispered to her. 'It's a trap.'
'It's a trap which might work in two directions,' Dawn
said. 'He said he needs to speak with me, professionally.
If I refuse, he could accuse me of unprofessional
behaviour.'
She put on her tunic and buttoned it up, before going to
the door, opening it and stepping outside.
I was wildly looking around for something which I could use
as a weapon, if I heard sounds of assault coming from
outside. But Dawn was back inside within a minute, and said
to me, 'I think it's time for that drink, don't you?'
'I thought he was going to attack you.'
She shook her head. 'Nope, just a question about the test
programme.'
We sat on the settee and cuddled together, as we sipped our
wine, and gently kissed. Dawns hand started gently
squeezing my left breast, and tweaking the nipple, which
started to drive me wild, but then I thought, 'No, Dawn's
given me a lot, this evening. It's my turn to give her
something.'
So I unbuttoned the top of her tunic to reveal those tiny,
rounded breasts, with the nipples which, even when erect,
were no bigger than black peppercorns and, as I found when
I rolled them around my tongue, almost as hard. I gave them
long, hard strokes, then soft, short ones, and within a few
seconds, Dawn was clutching my head and gasping, and
moaning, and writhing against me.
But she wouldn't let me move downwards. She clutched my
head as though she would never let it go again, and I
continued to suck those slim, beautiful breasts and tongue
those nipples until she was done.
'Thank you,' she said. 'I can't remember when I last had an
orgasm, simply from someone tonguing my nipples. That was
wonderful.'
We drank some more wine, and I really don't know why I
asked the question, but I did.
'What did Dr Beckham want with you? Was it just an excuse
to get you outside?'
'No, it was a reasonable question,' she replied. 'A bit
strange to need the answer at this time of night, but
perhaps he's decided to write up some results - you know,
to cool down before he goes home to his wife.'
She hadn't sated my curiosity, so I pursued the question.
'So what exactly did he ask?'
'He wanted to know why your hair was wet.'
'Oh!' Strange question. Then, I jerked upright.
'You did tell him I'd washed my hair, tonight, didn't you?'
'Don't be silly,' she said. 'That wasn't the reason why
your hair was wet. It was because Dr Goodchild asked us to
run another test.'
'And you told Dr Beckham THAT!' I shouted the last word at
her.
'Of course. What's the matter? There's no secret about it.'
Except... Except what? There was something wrong, and I
couldn't think what it was.
I really don't know what I would have done at that stage,
but suddenly, I choked. There was something unpleasant
filling my mouth and throat! I bent double, still choking,
and then dropped to my knees and started retching on the
floor. I coughed and choked and retched for minutes.
Dawn had immediately leapt over to me, thinking there was
something stuck in my throat. When she realised there was
not, she simply held me and patted my back and uttered
soothing words, until it had stopped.
I opened my eyes, ready to face an horrific mess on my
lovely new carpet, but apart from a little wine mixed with
spittle, the carpet was still in pristine condition.
'Just a dry retch,' Dawn said. 'Perhaps something at the
back of your throat which irritated you.'
'I can't breathe,' I said.
'Yes, you can. You're breathing,' she pointed out. Her
logic was indisputable.
'But I really can't breathe. It's as though...'
I sat bolt upright. I knew why I felt as though I couldn't
breathe. 'Dr Goodchild is still in the immersion tank,' I
said. 'Dr Beckham is trying to drown him!'
'Why do you think he might...'
Dawn was still speaking, as I ran, as fast as I could, out
of the apartment door and raced down the corridor towards
the exit.
Of course, I had the same problem as earlier, with my
breasts flying in all directions as I bounced along the
corridor. At least, I'd had a bra on before. It was much
worse this time because Dawn had released the