This is the latest story in my Legacy Universe. Like the
others, it is self contained and does not require having
read any of the previous stories to be understood or
enjoyed. The other Legacy stories in order of their being
written are listed below.
The Miracle Legacy
Change of Heart
Hardshell
The Praxis Crossing
Manniquin
The Vengeance of Lady Hexx
By Morpheus
I grimaced, cursing the weather in frustration. It
was too damn hot. Then I reminded myself halfheartedly that
it really wasn't all that bad. It could have been a lot
hotter out, like it had been the week before. Or even
worse, it could be raining.
On a normal day, I wouldn't care about the weather.
I'd been nice and comfortable inside of an air-conditioned
office building. But not at the moment. At the moment, I
was standing out in the middle of what looked like a large
parking lot, next to the half demolished remains of a
warehouse.
However, neither the parking lot nor the warehouse
was what occupied my attention. Instead, I was watching the
truck and the dozen men in sealed yellow suits who were
carefully loading five gallon drums into it. Drums that
were each clearly marked BIOHAZARD.
My name was Scott Felding, and I was a fairly tall
and somewhat attractive man of 32. I would never be on any
magazine covers, but I didn't have much difficulty in
finding dates either... though I had yet to find the right
woman to settle down with.
I also worked for Barion Morris Realtors. In fact,
that was the reason that I was currently standing outside
and watching the men in the biohazard suits working.
My company had leased the property to a smaller
company, though it recently turned out that this was a
front for some sort of mad scientist super villain. He had
built some sort of laboratory within the facilities, though
doing what I still did not know. All I knew was that some
hero had found out taken him out, but there was a large
mess left behind which required cleaning up. And my job at
the moment was to watch the cleanup crew for my company.
Even though I had been watching the hazardous
materials being removed for most of the day, I still wasn't
even really sure what was in them. I had heard them mention
that they thought it was waste products from various
experiments and possibly mutagentic compounds, though that
made little sense to me. I worked in property management...
not biochemistry.
"We're almost done," one man called out from by the
truck.
I looked over at the half dozen containers that
appeared to be near the last of what they had found in the
facility, but still had to be loaded into the truck. I
nodded faintly, thankful that I'd finally be able to get
out of there and back to doing my normal job. Baby-sitting
these over hyped janitors was taking time away from my real
work.
Suddenly, I heard a noise from above... just an
instant before a massive ball of fire smashed into the
ground on the other side of the parking lot. But a moment
later, the ball of fire stood up... revealing itself to be
a man... or at least what looked like a man made of fire.
"What the hell?" I demanded in shock, though fear
quickly appeared as well.
The burning man stood there for a moment, looking
somewhat dazed. Then the flames around him seemed to grow
even more intense, burning into... melting the very
concrete that he stood on.
But then, something else suddenly hit the ground as
well a short distance away, though this time it was not a
burning man. This man was not burning at all. Instead, he
was well muscled and blonde with the square jawed good
looks that everyone instantly attributed to either the
perfect super hero... or actor. He was also dressed in a
blue and white spandex costume. The white on his chest was
framed by the blue to form a stylized letter F, and there
were silver metal wrist bands and shoulder pads, as well as
a white cape. And this man was familiar to not only me, but
anyone else who watched the news.
"Force," I gasped, instantly recognizing the world
famous hero.
Without a word, Force punched the ground, sending a
sudden shockwave through the ground and knocking the
burning man off his feet. However, the same shockwave
knocked me off my feet as well.
I quickly scrambled back to my feet, seeing that the
burning man was flying off into the air, with Force
following close behind him. Force quickly even overtook the
burning man, hitting him and slamming him back to the
ground... or at least right into the top of the truck full
of biohazard canisters.
The cleanup crew were already running, though I could
only stare in shock as the truck started to erupt in
flames. The burning man went back to the air and fired a
stream of fire from his hands, straight at Force, though it
seemed to do no good at all. Force even grinned before
firing some sort of blast back, missing the burning man but
hitting the ground below him, sending a massive shockwave
out which shattered concrete... and sending me flying
backwards.
"Oh shit!" I screamed, suddenly realizing just how
much danger I was in.
I yelled out to get Force's attention, to let him
know that I was right there. But to my horror, I realized
that he didn't notice me... or just didn't care. How could
he possibly have missed a bunch of guys in bright yellow
biohazard suits running around beneath him? He had to know
that we were there...
Force slammed the burning man into the ground again,
then hit it himself. Just as I was getting back to my feet,
he slammed the ground, sending out a massive shockwave that
shattered the concrete... creating gaps and holes. And a
moment later, the truck... still on fire... suddenly
exploded.
I screamed in pain and terror as I was thrown back,
fire erupting everywhere around me. But instead of hitting
the ground, I continued to fall a little further before
finally slamming to a painful stop. Though everything was
happening so fast, a part of me was aware that I had fallen
through one of the holes that Force had torn in the parking
lot, and into one of the tunnels below it.
"FORCE!" I screamed out for help, or at least tried
to since all that came out was a weak gasp.
There was no doubt that I was hurt, though just how
badly I couldn't tell. Everything hurt too damn much.
Though I could guess that I was probably burned from the
explosion and fire, not to mention whatever the fall had
done to me.
As bad as I was though, I was still holding on. I was
still awake, which meant that I saw the half charred
biohazard canister as it fell down into the hole with me.
It hit hard, splitting open and spilling some sort of slimy
goo all over me. I tried screaming, but that only let some
of it get inside my mouth, causing me to choke as I
struggled for breath.
Suddenly, my skin started burning... though it was
hard to tell on top of all the other pain that I was
feeling. But even then, something else hit me... dripping
on me from above. Somewhere up above... probably by the
hole was another leaky canister. Whether it was the same
stuff as the one beside me or something else, I didn't
know. Nor did I truly care. At the moment, I didn't care
much about anything... even if I lived or died.
At the moment, my whole world had dissolved into
nothing but pain, dizziness and confusion. But even that
slowly faded away into nothingness.
***
I had no idea how long I remained there at the bottom
of that hole, soaked with the biohazard goo, fading in and
out of consciousness. My existence seemed to alternate
between periods of nothing, and periods of awareness...
awareness that was filled with pain and numbness.
At first, I silently prayed during my periods of
awareness... prayed for someone to find me. I prayed for
the pain to end. And I even prayed for a quick death,
rather than the slower one, which I was coming to believe,
awaited me.
Towards the beginning, my periods of consciousness
could barely be called that. I was in pain, feeling as
though my skin were on fire and everything within me was
broken. Those periods were short, and my mind too dazed to
even think clearly at all. I was barely even aware of my
surroundings. But then my periods of wakefulness slowly
became longer and clearer. The pain was replaced more and
more with a numbness over my entire body.
Then came the time that I had been awake, staring up
at the sky through the hole above me and slowly realizing
that I had been awake for longer than any time yet. I kept
expecting the darkness to claim me again, yet it did not. I
remained awake... I remained aware. And then I became aware
that the numbness was fading. I was slowly able to feel my
body again.
"No pain..." I whispered, which was the most I was
able to get out. They were the first words that I had
spoken since I had fallen in and tried calling for help.
They were the first words that I'd had the strength to even
attempt.
As the numbness slowly faded away, I awareness of my
body started to return. However, there was no pain. At
least nothing like I had felt before. What I did feel
though was a growing hunger. That just served as a reminder
that I had no idea how long I'd been trapped down there
without anything to eat.
But even as sensation in my body returned, I still
could not move. At least not at first. Then even that
slowly started to return, starting with my fingers and
eventually spreading from there. It took a lot of effort,
but I was finally able to lift my arm up. It wasn't far and
I was exhausted, but I'd managed to do it. But that was
just before sleep overcame me again. Not the dark
unconsciousness that I had been drifting in and out of...
but true sleep.
When I finally woke up again, I felt much better...
and much stronger. But still, I remained motionless for
some time before cautiously sitting up. I felt strangely
calm as I did this, as emotionally numb as I had been
physically. I supposed that I had just been through too
much as was and couldn't handle anything more at the
moment.
"I'm all right," I croaked out weakly, feeling a
vague sense of relief at that.
With some effort, I managed to get to my feet,
feeling disgusting as I realized that I was covered with
something crusty. I absently realized that it had to be the
stuff that had spilled all over me and started to wipe it
away. However, my clothes started to crumble and fall away
as well.
I didn't bother wasting more time with that, looking
up at the hole above me and then the shattered walls all
round me. I grimaced, knowing that I had to get out of
there. I had to get away. With that new purpose in mind, I
was filled with determination and slowly managed to crawl
my way back out. Nothing else mattered except getting
out... getting back to the surface...
When I finally got back to the surface, I took a look
around the parking lot, or what was left of it. There were
cracks and holes all over the place, as well as quite a few
signs of things having burned. The whole area was a
complete mess, though it didn't look like an extremely
recent mess either.
However, I didn't waste much time thinking about the
damage to the parking lot or the fact that there was no one
there. Instead, I lay down on the ground and rested for
awhile, having exhausted all of my energy just getting out
of the hole.
After I'd regained enough strength, I sat back up
again, noticing my clothes for the first time. They were
all extremely pale, as if heavily bleached, and covered
with the dried up crust of the biohazard goo that had
spilled on me. And they were completely falling apart, as
if extremely dried out and fragile.
But the clothes were the least of my concerns as my
eyes caught sight of my hand, then shot wide in surprise.
My hand was white... not just pale... but WHITE. Pure
white. Chalk white. And it didn't even look like my hand.
My fingers looked a little thinner... more delicate. And I
had longer, sharper looking nails.
"What..." I started in confusion.
I held both of my hands in front of my face, seeing
that it wasn't just one hand that was affected. Then I
slowly looked over the rest of myself, seeing that all of
my exposed skin was chalk white as well.
It was only at this point that I realized just how
strange my whole body felt. At first, I hadn't been
thinking about it, being dazed from all the pain and
numbness. There was also the fact that I'd known that I'd
been hurt and didn't want to think about that, even if I
wasn't feeling any more pain.
With that, I tore at my clothes for a better look,
wincing as they crumbled away beneath my fingers. I was
even more stunned as I saw what was beneath my clothes. Not
only did my entire body seem to be chalk white... there
were two growths on my chest. It took me several seconds to
realized that they weren't growths... they were BREASTS.
I took a deep breath as I stared down at them,
"Impossible..." But as I looked closer, I couldn't deny
that they were breasts. A woman's breasts. Nice... big...
round... firm breasts... and on my chest as well. "This
can't be..."
Suddenly, I was VERY thankful that I was still too
much in shock to fully take in the horror and confusion of
what was hitting me. If I wasn't still at least a little
emotionally numb, I might even have screamed out in panic.
As it was, I tried to deny it, looking around
instead. I couldn't make out everything about the parking
lot and warehouse since the sun was in the middle of
setting. But as I had seen earlier, there was no sign of
the fire... of the cleanup crew... or of Force.
"Force..." I whispered, suddenly wondering why he
hadn't saved me. How come no one had come to look for me in
the hole? Why was I just left there...
Then I suddenly remembered WHY I had been put in that
hole in the first place. That fight... No, not just the
fight. It was Force.
I remembered the way he suddenly slammed into the
middle of our cleanup... not even seeming to care that
there were people there while he was fighting. He didn't
seem to care that there were all sorts of bright yellow
containers and protection suits that were all clearly
labeled BIOHAZARD sitting around either. Not even when he
threw that fire guy right into the clearly labeled truck
full of the stuff... or smashed up the containers.
"FORCE!" I growled out, more force my voice than I'd
been able to manage since my accident.
HE was responsible for the accident. HE had brought
the fight there, caused the explosion and everything else.
Force was supposed to be some kind of super hero, but how
could any hero be that careless... that reckless.
However, I didn't have time to just sit around and be
pissed at Force. I grimaced and realized that since no one
had found me, I probably wasn't expected just yet. So it
was up to me to get to the hospital myself and find out
what the hell had happened to me.
Unfortunately, I was nowhere near the hospital. In
fact, I was much closer to the worst part of town. There
was little in that area but a few warehouses, and close by
there were the slums. And even worse, the Ruins.
The Ruins was a part of the city that had once been a
rather nice residential area, though as the decades passed,
it slowly became more low income housing. But several years
ago, there had been a fight between several developed,
leaving more than a block in ruins. Every building that was
still standing afterwards had been condemned; leaving the
area free for the homeless, drug addicts and gangs to move
into.
Of course, there had been talk about leveling the
Ruins and rebuilding something more useful there, and I had
even heard some of that talk in my own office. However, it
had yet to happen, and there were no set plans for it as of
yet, due to local politics and economics.
But at the moment, none of that was of much concern
to me. Nothing was except for getting to someplace warm...
someplace safe... and finding something to eat. The
hospital was definitely high on my priorities, but several
steps below a nice juicy hamburger.
I quickly found my way into the Ruins, not having
consciously intended on going into them. In fact, normally
I would have steered clear of that place, though my current
circumstance were far from normal. I was even a little
startled when I looked around and realized that this was
where I was at.
Most of the buildings there were half rubble, and the
ones that were still standing didn't look in great shape
either. The streets were littered rubble and long abandoned
cars, or at least what was left of them. No one had done
too much cleaning of the area after those developed had
half leveled it, and it showed.
As I carefully made my way through the Ruins, I felt
rather nervous... remembering some of the stories that I'd
heard about that place. It wasn't a place that nice normal
people tended to live anymore. Not by a long shot. Even the
cops didn't bother going in there most of the time.
However, it was too late now and I thought that it would
probably be best if I just got through and away as quickly
as possible.
Strangely enough, I had half expected to see the
streets completely filled with street gangs and the like,
though I barely saw anyone at all. And those I did see were
mostly glimpsed at a short distance, running across the
street or dodging into what was left of one building or
another. I suspected that most of the Ruin's residents had
gone to shelter since it was already dark out.
Then I finally heard some people talking and looked
to see several people standing around a metal barrel with a
fire in it. There were three of them and they didn't look
like the gang members that I had imagined, but more like
homeless people. Two of them were grizzled old men, and the
third looked like an old bag lady, even having full
shopping cart that she was leaning up against.
"Hello," I started, nervous about them but my empty
stomach trumped my caution.
All three of them turned to look at me, and almost at
once they all gasped in shock. The two men scooted back,
looks of fear on their faces. Then one of them turned and
ran away as fast as he possibly could.
"It's a vampire..." the second man screamed in
terror, quickly turning to join his companion in running
away.
The woman remained there for a moment longer,
clutching possessively at her shopping cart, looking at me
as if daring me to steal it. But as I tried smiling at her
to show her that I meant no harm, that seemed to unnerve
her more.
"Mine..." she whispered, suddenly looking around as
if expecting her friends to be there to back her up against
me. And after realizing that she was there alone, she too
turned and ran away from me.
"Wait..." I tried calling out, though my voice was
still too weak to carry far.
After a moment, I realized that they were all gone...
having run away from ME. They had actually been afraid of
me. That was something of as surprise, though I realized
that I had to look like hell after spending who knew how
long in that hole. Of course, there was my bleached skin
too, but I didn't want to think of that.
Instead, I took the opportunity to look around where
they had been gathered, to warm myself up a little around
their fire. I'd begun feeling a little chilled, though
definitely not cold enough to need it just yet. It wasn't
really the fire that I was looking for though, but
something to eat.
Though I felt a little guilty, my grumbling stomach
quickly quieted that. I looked around and didn't seem much
of anything except for that woman's cart, so looked in
there at the pile of stuff that it was filled with. And to
my delight, some of it was food. There were several
slightly overripe fruit, some stale bread and a number of
dried and canned items. Without hesitation, I started
eating.
Only after I had stuffed my mouth did I really look
at what else was in the cart. There were clothes, which I
realized would be useful since my own had crumbled away. As
it was, I was almost entirely naked, though I had been too
dazed... and stubborn to pay that much attention. I grabbed
a bunch of those up in my arms, as well as most of the
food.
Then, I turned my attention to the newspapers. There
was quite a large stack of them as well. I looked at the
paper on top, my eyes going wide as I saw the date on it.
Assuming that it was that day's paper, I had been out of it
for almost a week and a half.
"Oh shit," I gasped as I dropped the paper back onto
the stack.
However, as I stuffed an entire Twinkie into my
mouth, I thought of something else and quickly started
going through the stack. That bag lady had a paper from
almost every day it seemed, so I dug down, looking at the
front pages and the dates until I found what I was looking
for.
"Here it is," I gasped as I looked at the front page
article about the fight between Force and the burning man.
I frantically read through the article, using the
light from the fire to see by. To my disgust, it made the
whole thing look like the burning man's fault. Where was
the explanation that Force had been the one to bring the
fight into the middle of where we were working? Or that he
had been the one to cause all the damage while going after
him?
However, one line suddenly caught my attention.
"...explosion caused the death of passerby Scott Felding
who was incinerated in the blast..."
For a moment, a very long moment, I just stared at
the article in horror. It wasn't possible... I was dead...
Or at least everyone thought that I was dead. That would
certainly explain why no one had come looking for me in the
hole.
"Oh my God," I whispered in shock, realizing that
everyone I worked with thought I was dead. My family and
friends thought I was dead. Somehow, I was going to have to
tell them that I was alive...
But then, I let out a loud yawn, the exhaustion
setting in again since I had finally filled my stomach. I
grimaced, realizing that I wasn't going to make it to the
hospital. I wasn't even going to make it back home. So with
that, I picked up everything that I'd found in the cart
that looked useful, then made my way into one of the
shattered buildings.
"Just great," I grumbled as I looked around the
darkened interior, not feeling very safe. Especially when I
reminded myself that every building around had been
condemned. For all I knew, it could fall in on me at any
moment. Then I muttered, "Relax," telling myself that if it
hadn't fallen in yet, there didn't seem much chance of
doing it overnight.
The dark interior of the building though did make me
thankful that I'd taken a pair of candles and a couple
books of matches that I'd found in the cart as well. They
quickly provided me with enough light to make my way
further inside.
Several times, I thought that I heard movement
elsewhere in the moving, and not just the creaking. There
were other people in the building, though I didn't think
that any of them were really close to me. However, it was a
reminder that I had to be careful of not just the building.
The building that I was currently in was still half
standing and had at one time been an old apartment building
or hotel, so it wasn't too difficult to find a room that
was suitable for the night. And by suitable, I meant that
it was empty of other people and had a door that I could
close, as well as things that I could jam against it to
keep someone from coming in.
Once I had barricaded myself into the room, I
collapsed on the floor, wrapped in a blanket that I had
taken and sleeping on a bed of clothes. It was the softest
bed that I'd slept on in a week and a half, and I was
immediately asleep.
***
When morning came, I wasn't sure whether it had come
too soon, or not soon enough. I would have preferred the
comfort of my sleep to dealing with reality, yet at the
same time, I knew that I couldn't put it off. I was going
to have to face things.
I grimaced as I lay there on the hard floor, thinking
that I'd slept pretty well considering. Or at least I had,
except for when I'd been awakened by the sound of gunfire
somewhere in the distance, or someone screaming. But after
those incidents, I was tired enough that I quickly fell
back to sleep.
"Some neighborhood," I mumbled to myself.
Then I slowly sat up, feeling the new weight on my
chest and quickly remembering what that weight was. I
grimaced, quickly getting to my feet and trying not to look
at my body too much. It was hard to avoid though since my
clothes had almost entirely flaked away, and my chalk white
skin was impossible to miss.
It was only then that I looked around, seeing the
tiny apartment that I was in clearly for the first time
since there was sunlight pouring through the shattered
windows. It was even worse off than I'd thought the night
before, with the windows all missing and several holes
through the walls. There was even one section of the floor
that was extremely buckled under, looking as though it
could collapse at any time.
"What a shit hole," I grumbled, thinking that it was
a wonder that the ceiling didn't fall in on me while I
slept.
With that, I started for what I thought was the
bathroom, feeling a bit disgusted as I saw what kind of
mess it was in. Then I positioned myself to use the toilet,
noticing for the first time that I was lacking the
necessary equipment. That should have been a complete shock
to me, though it wasn't. I'd been half expecting something
of that nature since I'd noticed my breasts and feminine
hands.
I winced, spitting, "Damn," as I looked between my
legs, seeing that I did look just like a woman down there
now. Except of course for the fact that my skin...and small
patch of hair were chalk white.
Though I was definitely not pleased with the fact
that I now had an innie instead of an outie, there seemed
little that I could do about it at the moment. I grimaced,
feeling angry though pushing it back. Instead, I tried
focusing on practicalities... like straddling the toilet so
that I wouldn't actually have to touch it as I did my
business. It felt strange... familiar yet different at the
same time.
Once I was done, I flushed the toilet... or at least
tried to. The bowl had already been completely dry before
my use, and flushing it hadn't changed that. Of course, it
was obvious that there wouldn't be any water or electricity
in a place like that, so I wasn't surprised. Just annoyed.
"Fucking shit hole," I complained.
Then I noticed the mirror. It was set over the sink,
and cracked in several places. I knew that looking at it...
or at myself in it would be a bad idea... a very bad idea.
The very thought was terrifying. How badly was I scarred?
Those people had run away in terror... But at the same
time, I couldn't resist.
After taking a deep breath, I looked into the mirror
and let out a gasp. My eyes widened at the sight, then I
had to try wiping the mirror clean to make sure that I was
seeing what I was seeing. The face staring back at me
wasn't all scarred and deformed like I had half expected,
though it sure as hell wasn't my own face either.
"Impossible..." I whispered, my hands going up to
feel my face.
The face that stared back at me was definitely a
woman's face, and one that probably would have been very
beautiful if it wasn't for the fact the skin was all chalk
white. And not just the skin either. I had long white hair,
and thin white arched eyebrows. But the strangest part were
my eyes. Like my skin and hair... they were pure white.
"Holy SHIT!" I blurted out, suddenly realizing why
those people had run.
I no longer looked human. With my pure white skin,
hair and eyes... I looked completely unearthly. Inhuman.
Especially my eyes. They made me look as though I could
have been a statue or something. No, even worse, they made
me look like I was a creature of the night... maybe a ghost
or vampire.
"No wonder they ran..." I whispered, suddenly feeling
extremely tired.
Turning from the mirror, I returned to the pile of
clothes and blankets that I'd slept on, then sat down to
slowly explore my body. Though I was tempted to scream, I
tried my best to be objective... to pretend that I was
looking at someone else. It wasn't easy, but it did help a
little bit.
As I'd already seen, my body was definitely all
female now, at least as far as I could tell. And my skin
was not only chalk white but very smooth. In fact, other
than on my head and pubic area, I didn't seem to have a
single hair left on my body.
I nervously looked at my breasts, thinking that they
were absolutely huge. They certainly felt like it. Though I
wasn't any kind of expert, I guessed them to be about a D
cup or something. Whatever their cup size, they were round
and firm. Perfect breasts... if they had been flesh
colored, and of course, on a real woman rather than me.
Once I was finished, I had to admit that I had a very
sexy and feminine body, and knew that if my skin color had
been more normal, I'd probably have guys tripping over
themselves to get close to me. But as was... I was a freak.
An unnatural looking freak. And I hated it. Both the freak
part, and the curvy woman's body part.
"Damn it," I growled.
Then after giving my body a look of disgust, I
started getting dressed in the clothes that I'd stolen.
None of them fit of course, and even worse, they were all
dirty and probably infested with fleas or something.
However, they were better than nothing and at least
provided a way for me to hide my body from my sight.
Since I was dressed, I turned my attention to the
next important business. Breakfast. My appetite was
beginning to return, so I started in on the rest of my food
cache. If nothing else, it helped to take my mind off my
changed body for a few minutes, though just barely.
And when I had finished eating, I looked down at the
newspaper that I'd found the night before. The one with the
article. I picked it up and read through it again, then
several more times, each time getting angrier and angrier.
"That fucking bastard!" I screamed out, thinking of
Force.
Force had been responsible for the whole thing. He'd
been so reckless... so careless. He was the one who'd
brought the fight to where we were at in the first place,
the one who destroyed everything nearby just to hit that
burning man... and the one who didn't seem to care if
anyone... meaning me, got hurt in the process...
I was furious as I thought about it. And I was even
more furious as I thought about the article, which didn't
even say a word about Force having caused the disaster.
Instead, they blamed everything on the burning man. The
villain. From what I'd seen, he'd been more trying to get
away than anything. It was Force who had done all the real
damage.
Suddenly, I remembered that this wasn't the first
time. I couldn't help remembering the scandal from several
months earlier.
At the time, Force had been leading his own team of
developed called the Elite. They were supposedly the elite
of the developed hero community, composed of some very
powerful as well as famous heroes. However, most of them
were known more for solo work than for being part of a
team.
The Elite had been fighting some sort of living
mannequin, but all of those powerful and 'elite' heroes
couldn't even stop her. And in the process, they went too
far, getting reckless and leveling half the neighborhood.
It was Force and his team that had done that... not the
mannequin... who somehow managed to get away. And the whole
fight had been caught on video.
But as humiliating as that had been for Force and the
Elite, it was made even worse when some kind of robot had
appeared a short distance away from where they were at and
leveled everything nearby. And as close as the Elite
were... they didn't even show up to stop the robot.
Instead, it was the very mannequin that they had just been
fighting.
That whole situation had created a large scandal and
was big news at the time. The Elite had become
laughingstocks almost overnight and their team disbanded,
with each of the members going their separate ways,
apparently pretending that they had never even been a team
in the first place.
"Force," I spat, knowing that it was exactly the same
thing. He'd been reckless then... living up to his name and
destroying nearly everything in sight, just like he had
been at the cleanup.
I had no idea how long I just sat there, thinking
about Force and what had had done to me. But eventually, I
had to calm down and focus on more practical matters, such
as getting home. And of course, getting to the doctor to
see if they could do something. Of course, I knew that
there was probably nothing that they could do for me. I'd
never heard of any kind of normal doctor or medicine being
able to deal with something like what had happened to me.
However, I didn't want to admit that... or even think about
it.
After wrapping even more clothes around myself to
help hide my skin and hair color, I carefully left the room
and headed out of the Ruins as fast as I could. The whole
time, I thought about my home on the other side of the city
and wished that I had my car. But unfortunately, I'd caught
a ride to the parking lot with one of the cleanup crew,
which meant that I was on my own.
I hated the thought of having to walk all the way
home, but I knew that there probably wasn't much other
choice. I didn't have the money for a taxi and didn't know
who I could possibly call for a ride. Somehow, I couldn't
think of a single person who could help me, who was close
enough for me to actually tell what had happened. Or who
might actually believe that I was me.
While I was walking, I couldn't help noticing the way
people looked at me. They were looks of disgust, followed
by quickly averting the eyes. Everyone seemed to think that
I was a bag lady or something, but then again, I supposed
that I looked like one, being wrapped up in dirty clothes
the way I was. Of course, the looks were much better than
the rude comments which where occasionally hurled in my
direction as well.
It took me all day, and a number of breaks, but I
finally got home. I let out a long sigh of relief once it
was in sight, thinking only of how great it would be to
take a nice long bath... to get off my aching feet, have a
nice meal and sleep in my own comfortable bed. Even the
doctor could wait until I'd had all of those.
However, when I got to the door and remembered that I
didn't have my key on me, I let out a stream of curses. It
must have been left back in that hole I'd been stuck in, or
possibly even destroyed like my clothes and just about
everything else. Either way, I wasn't going to be able to
get in that way. But when I went to my window to see if I
could get in that way, I was in for another surprise.
"What the hell?" I demanded, staring through the
window at my empty living room. It was completely empty,
not even any furniture or pictures on the walls. "My
stuff..."
I made my way around, looking through all the other
windows, but it was more of the same. My entire house was
empty. Even my car was missing. I collapsed onto my front
steps in shock, not sure what had happened or what to do
next. I'd been gone for just a few days and I got robbed of
everything.
Then I remembered the newspaper article. "I'm dead."
I winced at those words.
My landlord must have heard about my supposed death
and decided to clear my stuff out so that he could rent the
place to someone else. Either that, or my parents had come
down and done removed all my stuff themselves. And if
they'd done it, then just about everything that I owned had
probably already been given away to Goodwill or something.
"Nothing," I whispered in horror. "Nothing left..."
And I didn't just mean that there was nothing left in
my house... nothing left that I owned. I had nothing... not
even my own face anymore. Not even my own body. Even my own
family thought that I was dead and gone. EVERYTHING that I
had was gone. Nothing remained.
After that, I just sat on my steps and cried, feeling
ashamed of doing so but unable to help myself. If this
wasn't something worth crying for, I didn't know what was.
Some time later though, one of my neighbors came
walking past, pausing to glare at me in disgust. That was a
bit startling since we'd always been on good terms, but
there he was, giving me the same dirty looks that everyone
else did.
"Get going," he snapped at me, "this isn't a
shelter..."
I stood up, suddenly feeling angry. I'd lost
everything and that asshole wanted to talk to me like that?
I tore back the hat and clothes that I was wearing to hide
my face, giving him a full look. The look of shock and fear
on his face was priceless and at another time might have
made me laugh.
"Oh, I'll get going all right," I snarled at him,
then paused to look back, "There isn't anything here for
me..." Not anymore.
With that, I took a menacing step towards him, while
he took a nervous step back. Then I grimaced and started
walking again. My legs were already killing me from all the
walking that I'd done that day, and I knew that the bottoms
of my feet were probably covered with blisters. But at the
moment, I wanted to get as far away from my former home as
I could.
I only went about a block further though before I had
to stop. It was already starting to get dark out and I was
completely exhausted. Somehow, I didn't think that my legs
could take much more of that at the moment. I needed a
place to stay for the night and something to eat. However,
I knew that at the moment, I would have trouble getting
either.
In the end, I snuck into someone's backyard and made
good use of their shed to sleep in. It wasn't very
comfortable, but it wasn't really much worse than the night
before. It almost seemed as though I was getting used to
misery. Unfortunately, I couldn't do anything about the
food at the moment.
The next day, I woke up sore and achy, barely having
slept at all. It took almost all of my willpower to even
get moving, especially after how much I'd overexerted
myself the day before. However, the thought of being caught
in the shed by the owners provided enough motivation to get
me going again.
I cursed under my breath almost constantly as I
slowly moved away from my former home, not sure where I
could go or what I could do. I only knew that I couldn't
stay there... I couldn't go back. Not to my home, not to my
job and even my friends and family. Every one of them
thought that I was dead and I couldn't face breaking their
hearts by showing up alive again, and revealing what kind
of freak that I'd been turned into. At least not until I
could get turned back to normal, and I wasn't holding my
breath on that one.
Just when I had thought that I'd lost all luck, I was
delighted to find a five dollar bill on the ground. I
stared at it for a moment, unsure if it was really there.
Or maybe if someone nearby had dropped it. However, I
quickly snatched it up and hurried away, hoping that if
someone had accidentally dropped, it they didn't see me
pick it up. Normally, I wouldn't have done something like
that, but that wasn't normal circumstances.
"Finders keepers, losers weepers," I muttered to
myself as I left the 'scene of the crime'.
Since I was half starving, the answer to what to do
with the money was obvious. Food. And fortunately, there
was a McDonald's right in front of me. If I'd had the
energy, I would have run.
"Imagine," I muttered bitterly, thinking that a five
dollar bill was a fortune or that McDonald's was the
greatest food ever. It disgusted me that I'd been reduced
to that.
As soon as I stepped inside of the restaurant, I was
met with a number of hostile stares. I grimaced, trying to
ignore them as I made my way to the counter anyway. The
pimple faced kid behind the register looked rather nervous,
glancing back to his manager for reassurance.
"Big Mac combo meal," I told him, nearly drooling at
the thought.
"Sorry. Can you repeat that?" the boy asked. I
groaned and repeated my order, but he shook his head, "I
still couldn't make that out..."
It was then that I thought about the scarf that I was
using to hide my face and slowly moved it back to give my
order. The boy's eyes widened as he got a good look of my
face... of my chalk white skin and dead looking eyes. He
looked as though he was either going to scream or feint.
"Go ahead and stare," I snapped at him, aware of
everyone behind the counter giving me those looks. I
slapped my bill on the counter, "Just give me a Big Mac
combo..."
"What the hell is she?" I heard someone off to my
side demand.
Another person gasped, "God... those clothes... How
can anyone live like that..."
I grimaced, biting back the urge to yell and scream
at them as I waited impatiently. The people behind the
counter hurried to give me my order, even before people
who'd been waiting there longer. It was obvious that they
wanted to get rid of me, especially since they didn't even
bother to hide their stares.
As soon as I had my food in hand, I hurried out the
door, well aware of the people who continued to stare. One
teenage boy even followed me for half a block, calling out
names and insults before he finally lost interest.
"I can't believe it," I spat out viscously as I found
a secluded spot where I could eat my meal in peace.
I was burning in rage as I thought about my
experience in the restaurant. The way they'd treated me had
been horrible... as though I hadn't even been human.
Everyone who saw my white skin was like that. Suddenly, I
realized one more problem that I now had because of my...
accident. I had a college education... but I couldn't even
get a job at McDonalds. Who would possibly hire a freak
like me?
While I was sitting there, I heard something
nearby... a bunch of yelling, followed by sirens. Curious,
I looked around the corner and saw that there was a
building on fire. Several cop cars were already gathering
around, though no fire engines had yet to show up.
Suddenly, I saw THEM. It was the E.R.S. The Emergency
Rescue Squad. Definitely a strange name for a super hero
group, but these were an odd group of super heroes. All
four of them were arriving in a floating pink bubble.
I stared at them, having seen them on the news a
number of times but this was the first time that I'd
actually seen them live. The E.R.S. was unusual in that it
was the only super hero group that I knew of that actually
worked for the city. They were all city employees, and most
of them didn't bother with secret identities, though they
did still keep the costumes and silly names.
First was Pursuit... a black man with a black and
white spandex costume, with a gold police badge on his
chest. He had been a normal cop before something caused him
to develop the ability to run at super speeds. But instead
of putting on a costume and being a super hero, he just
continued to do his normal job... albeit with developed
powers. This had made him such a media hit, that he had
been given a spandex costume and code name anyway.
Next was Rescue, a blonde man wearing a red and white
costume with a big red cross on his chest. He had a number
of pouches and stuff on his costume as well to hold medical
supplies. He was a real strange one among super heroes,
having been a medic before gaining the ability to make
force field bubbles. He used those to fly with, to get into
difficult locations and protect people. But what made him
an oddity was that he used his abilities not to chase down
and fight criminals, but to find people who needed rescuing
and getting them medical attention and to safety.
Pursuit and Rescue had both been such a big hit in
the local news, that the city council had recruited them
both for a team of developed devoted to dealing with
emergencies. Sometimes those emergencies involved rogue
developed, but just as often dealt with anything else that
needed help.
Smoke was the next member of the team, a dark
skinned, black haired woman with a black spandex costume.
She had the power to actually turn her body into smoke...
to sort of fly that way and get into tight spaces. Of
course, she also had the ability to shoot fire from her
hands, but that was sort of downplayed in the media due to
it being more dangerous.
The last member of the team was Nexus, the only one
who wore a mask and kept her real identity secret. She
claimed in interviews that this was because she had a
family that she was protecting. Nexus had dark brown hair
and wore a costume that was mostly blue with some gold,
also having a gold metal mask. From what I'd heard on the
news, she was extremely strong, very tough and had sharper
than normal senses.
As I watched, everyone of the E.R.S. arrived in
Rescues' force field bubble, then immediately went to work.
I was amazed as they hurried to get inside the building,
then pulled everyone to safety. It was so quick... so
efficient.
"That's the way heroes should be," I thought aloud,
helping people rather than hurting them... like Force.
It didn't take long for the whole situation to be
settled, with the fire department arriving the E.R.S. left
the same way they'd arrived.
I waited a minute more, then wrapped my face back up
and turned to continue on my way. But on my way to where, I
didn't really know. I didn't have any place to go now. But
after I had started, it suddenly dawned on me that I did
know. That was why I'd been walking in that direction. I
was going back to the only place left for me... the Ruins.
***
It had been four days since I had witnessed the
heroics of the Emergency Rescue Squad, and two days since I
had returned to the Ruins after having visited my old home
for the last time. Somehow, I doubted that I would ever be
able to return to that life, even if I should be cured by
some miracle, and knew that the Ruins was the only place
left to someone like me.
Currently, I was sitting in a place of darkness, lit
only by the light that came from several small narrow
windows up above. The walls and floor were both concrete,
being softened up only by the small pile of blankets and
clothes that I had managed to salvage. It was not a great
place of comfort, but it was one of security. Or at least
as much security as I could find in the Ruins.
After I had returned to the Ruins, I knew that I
couldn't stay in that abandoned room like I had the first
night. There were too many other people around, people
staying in nearby rooms... and people who weren't all nice.
There were gang members and drug addicts, several of which
I'd witnessed getting violent from a distance. That was why
I had chosen to find another place. A place that was a
little more hidden... and a lot more secure.
I scrounged around for more than half a day when I
had stumbled across it almost by accident. It was an
abandoned... and apparently forgotten basement for one of
the more heavily damaged buildings. Even the small slit
windows at ground level were almost completely obscured by
the rubble that surrounded the building.
Only the bottom floor of that building remained,
though only half of it was really stable. I had been
looking inside when I found what appeared to be where the
rubble had collapsed. However, a second look revealed that
there was a large opening in the rubble, and a bit of a
hallway beyond. The hall didn't go far before becoming
completely sealed, though in that short distance was a
stairway down to the basement.
It was a small basement that was structurally intact,
the most intact part of the entire building. Light came in
through the two small and hidden windows to the street, and
there was a metal door that could be locked from the
inside. I had immediately realized that this would be the
perfect place to stay while I was in the Ruins. It was both
hidden and secure. And I quickly went about making it even
more so, hiding the opening in the rubble to prevent anyone
else from discovering it as well.
At the moment, I might have been in a place that was
fairly secure, but that didn't make me feel much better. In
fact, I was feeling pretty horrible and had been since I'd
woken up a short time earlier. Every muscle in my body
ached, especially my stomach. I was beginning to suspect
that I had food poisoning, not surprising considering my
dinner from the night before came out of a dumpster behind
a grocery store.
"I can't believe I did that," I complained to myself
with a grimace.
I'd been eating out of dumpsters. At first, I'd been
extremely disgusted by the idea when I saw other Ruins
residents doing so, but then my stomach started getting
more insistent. Finally, I'd broken down and at least
looked, being delighted when I found 'good' food having
been thrown out. There were cans of food thrown out because
they were out of their expiration date.
"I can't believe that I've been reduced to THIS," I
spat out bitterly.
Just a few weeks earlier, I had a nice home, a good
job and almost sixty thousand in my bank account. But
now... now I a homeless freak who'd been reduced to living
off of other people's garbage. If it wasn't so pitiful, it
would have been hilarious.
Taking a deep breath, I poked at my breasts, having
ignored them as much as possible since my transformation.
It hadn't been easy, especially with the fact that they
were so large... so prominent. And... God help me, so
sensitive. At the moment though, they were even more
sensitive than before, at least the nipples were. They were
sore as well.
"Maybe it's some kind of cancer," I thought aloud,
having thought of that possibility before.
I didn't know what kind of changes that my body had
really undergone due to that toxic goo, and for all I knew,
my whole body could be riddled with it now. Sure, I'd felt
pretty decent up until that morning...at least considering,
but who knew how these things worked.
Just then, I realized that I felt something warm and
sticky between my legs. I gasped, wondering if I'd
accidentally pissed myself, but when I put a hand down
there to feel... I realized that it wasn't. And when I
pulled my hand back up to look at it, I was even more
horrified to see that my fingers were coated in blood.
"Oh SHIT!" I cried out, staring at my fingers in
horror.
My heart raced and I felt like screaming in panic. I
was bleeding... I was bleeding and I couldn't get to the
hospital for help. I jumped to my feet, my thoughts racing
a thousand miles an hour. I was hurt... I had internal
bleeding... The accident had hurt me worse than I thought
and now I was hemorrhaging. I was going to bleed to death,
right there in the middle of that hellhole called the
Ruins.
I paced around in my little hidey-hole for the next
hour, knowing that moving around so much was a bad idea,
that it would make me bleed even faster, but unable to help
myself. What else could I do? I sure as hell couldn't get
medical attention like I was, even if I could get to the
hospital. But strangely enough, even as I paced, I didn't
seem to be bleeding any heavier, or even getting any
weaker.
Then suddenly, it dawned on me. I froze where I was,
staring down at myself in horror, my eyes going wide at the
impossibility of it. "No way... It can't be..."
My hands quickly patted the flat area between my
legs, the place that was formerly occupied by my male
equipment. And as I did so, the sinking knowledge of just
what the sickness and bleeding really were soaked in. It
wasn't food poisoning, which would have been much more
comforting, or even internal bleeding. At least not of the
sort that I had thought.
"I'm having a... a..." I stared down at myself, at
the marks of femininity, which protruded from my chest,
visible even beneath the clothes I was wearing, "I'm having
a Goddamn PERIOD!"
At that very moment, I didn't know whether to let out
a scream of horror, a sigh of relief that I wasn't dying
like I'd thought... or just burst out laughing at the
ludicrousness of it all. Instead, I collapsed to the ground
and started crying.
***
"Nothing should bleed this long and still be alive,"
I spat as I looked through a pile of trash, hoping to find
something useful.
It was the second day of my period, and I was not
happy in the least. I was sore, achy and in a VERY bad
mood. And of course, there was also the fact that I was
making a bit of a mess.
"No wonder women are such bitches when they're on the
rag," I muttered, feeling pretty bitchy myself at the
moment.
Though I hated the looking like a woman, my new
period had shown that my transformation wasn't just skin
deep. I now not only looked female... but apparently was
one as well. And at the moment, I was hating that even more
than before.
"How can they live like this?" I grumbled, "Every
single month..." I could almost understand why women would
want to get pregnant now. That way they'd at least get a
break from their periods.
As ironic as it was, at the moment I would have
killed for a sanitary napkin, a pad... or even a tampon.
Anything to clean this up a bit. As it was, I'd been
reduced to wearing shorts stuffed with rags, which was
neither sanitary nor effective. Unfortunately, it was all
that I had at the moment.
"That fucking bastard," I screamed out, forgetting my
normal caution to stay hidden for a moment, "It's all his
fault." Of course, I meant Force. With every day, I'd been
hating him more and more. Every bit of my misery was
because of him.
Then I paused as I caught sight of something in the
pile of trash, being distracted from my troubles for just a
moment. But only a moment. It was a big cutting knife. It
was dull, a bit rusted... but still usable. Now if I could
find a way to sharpen it, I'd have a useful weapon. And
living in the Ruins, that would definitely be useful.
Once I had the knife, I slipped it into my clothes,
taking a nervous look around. Fortunately, I didn't see
anyone nearby. Of course, that wasn't too much of a
surprise considering that most of the people that lived in
the Ruins had been avoiding me, running away or hiding as
soon as they saw me. Apparently, the people that I'd run
into the first night had spread stories about me, and now
everyone thought that I was some sort of living dead that
might drink their blood or something. It was a but
unnerving to realize that people actually thought of me
like that, but it was a bit of a relief at the same time.
It made people leave me alone.
"Alone..." I whispered sadly, knowing just how alone
I really was now. I didn't have anyone anymore. It was
definitely a lonely existence.
After a moment, I let out a sigh then gave another
quick look at the trash pile. They might be avoiding me,
but I wasn't going to push my luck and avoided staying out
in the open for too long.
I picked up the few useful items that I'd found in my
scrounging, then hurried away, determined to get back to
the safety of my basement before anyone became brave enough
to try coming after me. I was just thankful that I still
had a few cans of veggies saved so that I didn't have to go
looking for food again either.
While I was on my way back, I caught sight of some
guy wearing rags vanishing into a building. I wondered if
he was running from me, or if it was something else. But in
the end, it didn't matter.
I continued moving to safety, when I saw someone else
in the distance as well. However, this time it was a man
who was just sitting there, not running away or anything. I
watched for a minute, but he showed no signs of moving.
That did seem just a little strange. After waiting for just
a little longer, I started walking in his direction. I knew
that it probably wasn't a smart idea, that I should just
avoid him like I avoided everyone else. But the truth was,
I was feeling a bit lonely, even if I told myself instead
that I was just going to check it out.
When I got closer, I saw that he was an old man,
looking to be in his fifties or so. It was hard to be
certain though due to his old clothes and somewhat dirty
face. He looked in my direction, giving a bit of a smile,
showing that about half his teeth were missing.
"Howdy," the old man called out to me, his hand going
to a hammer that was sitting next to him, but making no
effort to pick it up or threaten me with it.
"Um... hi," I started nervously, not sure what to
say. He was the first person that I'd really talked to at
all since my transformation. And at the moment, I wasn't
even wearing anything to cover my face, so he had a full
view of my face.
"You have a nice voice," the old man told me. Then he
abruptly changed the subject, "The name's Hank..."
"Nice to meet you," I told him as I moved closer,
feeling nervous but a little more comfortable. He didn't
seem dangerous.
It was just then that I noticed his eyes, and the
fact that he wasn't looking straight at me. Sure, he was
looking in my direction, but his eyes didn't seem to be
focused. And they looked just a little cloudy.
"Are you blind?" I abruptly asked, staring closer at
him and fighting back the urge to wave my hands in front of
his face.
Hank shrugged, "Yep. Well... at least mostly. I've
still got a little bit, but I can only make out light or
some shapes when they're really close like..."
I let out a sigh, "That explains it..." No wonder he
wasn't running. He didn't see my face... my pure white eyes
or chalk skin.
Then Hank frowned, "You the one they been talking
bout... The ghost girl..."
"I guess," I responded as I sat down in front of him,
"But I'm not a ghost or anything. I've just got... a
medical condition." That sounded a bit more reasonable than
telling him that I was a mutant freak who'd been changed by
toxic waste.
"Never put much stock in talk anyway," Hank told me
with a smile, "Glad to meet ya..." He held out his hand,
which I shook.
I remained there and talked with Hank for a little
while, finding that he was a rather nice old guy. Most of
all though, it was just nice to be able to talk to
someone... someone who treated me like a person, not the
freak that I really was.
However, I wasn't completely comfortable with staying
out in the open for too long, nor was I feeling well. My
period was still making my life a living hell... or at
least a bigger one than it already was.
Just as I was leaving, Hank called out, "Maybe we can
talk again sometime." Then to himself, he added, "Nice
lady. Too bad everyone's scared a her..." That last almost
made me smile.
***
I was surrounded by darkness, lit only by the small
fire that I'd built to provide light and keep myself warm.
There was only so much that it could do for my basement
home, but what it did provide was very welcome.
Then I turned away from the fire, looking towards the
windows... knowing that no one would see any light from the
fire on the other side. Not only were the windows
positioned in such a way to much such a thing very
unlikely, but I'd also build my fire in a spot where the
light wouldn't even reach the windows.
It had been two days since I had met Hank, and
thankfully, my period seemed to be slowing down. The whole
experience had been something of a nightmare, and I didn't
look forward to experiencing it again the next month.
"Mydol," I muttered, "Need to find some..."
Of course, that was on a very long list of things
that I would like to get my hands on. The first on the list
was Force's neck, followed by a cure and then a good
comfortable bed and a great tasting meal. Unfortunately,
none of those seemed very likely at the moment.
I had no idea why I was just sitting in darkness,
doing nothing but wasting fuel for the fire and thinking.
It was already late enough that I should have been in bed
and sleeping, that was if I had a real bed worth the name.
Fortunately, my pile of clothing had increased, making my
bed a bit bigger and softer, though still no match for the
real thing.
Then, I sat upright, hearing something coming from
outside. I moved closer to the windows and listened,
realizing that it was... laughter. That and singing.
Neither of which were things that I'd heard in the Ruins
since being there. I'd heard yelling, gunshots and all
sorts of strange banging noises, but never anything like
those.
I remained in my basement for a little longer,
growing more and more curious about the noises that I was
hearing. Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore. I just had to
know. I had to find out what the hell was going on.
After taking a deep breath, I carefully left the
safety of my basement, following the sounds until I found
them, sitting right outside the building next to mine.
There were four men, homeless men rather than gang members,
and they were all sitting around a small bonfire, laughing
and singing.
As I cautiously moved closer, I realized that one of
them was Hank. And then I saw that they were passing a
bottle around, each taking a drink before passing it to the
next.
Suddenly, one of them caught sight of me. He stared
at me for a moment, giving me an odd look before bursting
out laughing. "It's that vampire lady..."
One of the others giggled, "She's gonna take our
souls..."
But then Hank looked around, not even in my
direction. "Why dontcha come have a drink lady..."
"What?" I asked in surprise, even more surprised when
the other three hadn't really objected.
"Why dontcha have a drink?" Hang grinned, holding the
bottle out.
I hesitated, then slowly moved closer, taking the
bottle from his hands. It was obvious that he and the other
guys were pretty smashed, or otherwise they probably
wouldn't have stuck around after seeing me there. But as I
looked at them... at the dazed looks in their eyes, I
couldn't help thinking that whatever they were on, it was
more than just booze. I sniffed the bottle, suspecting that
it was probably in there.
"Spiked," I muttered to myself.
"Drink up," one of the nameless men urged me.
"Yeah..." another grinned, "Drink our blood..."
I rolled my eyes at that and sighed said, "What the
hell..."
After hesitating only a moment more, I took a long
drink, nearly gagging as I did so. It was some sort of
cheap whisky... or at least I thought that it was. It was
pretty rough going down.
"Smooth..." I gasped out, earning some laughs.
With that, I sat down with the others, feeling the
effects of the booze... and whatever else was in there
hitting me real quick. I soon felt real lightheaded and
strange. But I continued to take drinks from the bottle as
it was passed around to me. And before long, I was even
singing along with the group.
Suddenly, I looked around and realized that
everything around me looked extremely strange. That caused
a brief thought that maybe it was acid in the booze, but
that quickly passed, as I was lost in the strangeness
surrounding me. It was as though everything was made of
sand... but with much tinier grains. Smaller than I could
even see... yet somehow I could. I could sort of feel it
everywhere... in the walls... in the ground... and even in
the air.
"Wow..." I whispered in dazed amazement.
I just stared at pavement in front of me for some
time, lost to almost everything else. It was like sand...
Really... really fine sand. And with that thought, I
giggled and started making a sandcastle. A really nice
one... or at least that was my only thought at the time.
And after I had finished with my sandcastle, I turned
my attention back to the others. I accepted several more
drinks and joined them in more off tune songs before
eventually falling asleep right there in front of the fire.
***
When I awoke in the morning, I felt less than at my
best. I was chilly and my body ached all over from sleeping
on the hard pavement. Even my head pounded horribly,
another remnant from drinking too much the night before.
"This is worse than the damn period," I groaned as I
slowly sat up, thinking that at least this would be gone by
the end of the day and wouldn't keep coming back
automatically every month.
Once I was fully sitting up, I looked around and
realized that the others were gone. I wasn't sure wheth