Shy by Vickie Tern TG Femdom
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Shy
by Vickie Tern
i.
I mean, a girl goes to college to get away from her parents and be
with her girlfriends full time and scope boys and figure out what
kinds she likes and what she likes about them and what she wants
them to do for her and everything. To do whatever she likes doing,
and learn how to get other people to help her do it. Preparation
for Life is what they call it. You know.
So after two years at Webster College I'd finally figured it all
out, with two more years to go for enjoying it! All of it, the
frat system and the concerts and parties and the fake IDs and
having an in at the local bars and where to score grass and knowing
which places to go when and what's cool and what's hot. And how to
play the dating game so you're never without a guy when you need
one. Life was wonderful!
There was studying too of course, books and labs and reports and
papers and stuff. But I'd already worked out which gut courses
give automatic grades good enough to keep your folks off your back,
and I'd built up a decent enough PHR so I could slack off whenever
I felt like it. And I knew which boyfriends could write the best
papers for you. We all have to pay attention to things like that,
because education is very important. I did, so studying didn't
bother me any.
Most important was being one of the Quintettes. That's what we
call ourselves, the five of us, girls who've shared the same dorm
suite ever since we were all Freshmen. In fact we share everything
-- clothes, jewelry, makeup, advice, money too when one of us is a
little short. Even guys.
Guys are the easiest to share, really, because they pretty much do
what you want them to do. They don't have a clue how we pass them
around, not even how we make bets on how quickly they'll do what we
tell them. They think they're so dashing and attractive that none
of us can help ourselves, that we fling ourselves at them as soon
as they look available. And it's true in a way. We do. As a
Quintette we maintain different stables of guys, each guy in each
stable tested and certified for superiority in at least one
category. When one of us gets tired of a guy she passes him on to
another of us. Our guys are selected and trained, so we don't want
to drop them until we've all used them and they're pretty well used
up.
Our requirements are fairly strict. For example, there's the poet
stable, we call them poets even though some of them just stare
soulfully at you and never say much of anything. You know,
romantic guys who call on you with flowers, and help you with your
coat. Maybe between dates send you sweet poems about how they
yearn to touch you. With any one of them a girl can feel really
desirable, really delicate, like a fresh-budded flower, you know?
They're so very sweet. When one of them's out at night with you
and comments on how the stars look so far away, or so close, and
you say "Yes!" breathlessly, you can practically see him fly into
the air. They're always rapturous about something or other. They
hardly ever come down to earth long enough even to kiss you. I
sorta like it, I don't mind being worshipped from afar. A girl
likes to be a goddess sometimes, to feel she's a soul mate,
sublime, spiritually pure. Now and then.
When we date a poet we let our hair down and let it flow free along
bare shoulders and bare backs, so it can blow in the breeze and
touch our skin and perfume the air -- the poets all think that the
flowery aroma is us! They lie on the grass to look at the stars
and we lean close over them and let our hair fall forward to caress
their faces and they go into a trance! Sometimes they cream in
their jeans when they're surrounded by fragrant hair, "tossed in
the tangle of my lady's tresses" one of them called it. Make as if
you mean to touch their lips with yours and they stop breathing!
But you have to keep an eye on their crotch because it happens fast
-- they catch their breath suddenly and hold it and that bulge goes
THROB THROB and it's done! Then they take a few deep breaths and
sigh as if they'd just visited paradise. They've squirted all over
themselves without anyone touching anything! Incredible! You
realize you've just acted out a starring role in a waking wet
dream!
We once held a contest to see who could get the most wet dreams out
of a poet in a single month, honor system for the no touching part,
but the guy had to have a large visible wet spot on his pants when
he brought his date back to the suite for his good night peck on
the cheek at the door. There had to be no question that he'd
actually come in his pants. Well, it ended the first week. Sally
has straight blonde hair that goes down to her waist -- she looks
like Lady Godiva without the horse. What she did was, she touched
perfume to her palms and wiped it on her hair, then left it flowing
free when she went out, not even a hair band to keep it off her
face. Doubled up on her eye make-up and touched some more perfume
to her lips.
That was all it took. Two nights running she brought off her dates
just by surrounding them with hair and letting them breathe when
they could. But no one saw the evidence so no one believed her.
So the next three nights she invited her guy in for just a minute,
supposedly so he could read aloud some marvelous poem or other
about her he'd just written, or to wish one of us a happy birthday
-- any one of us, we took turns. And meantime the rest of us
checked out his crotch, or at least checked out whether he was
embarrassed about it, whether he was trying to cover it with a book
or with his bare hands.
Then, no question, we declared Sally the suite's Wet Dream Queen.
She wiped the floor with us. We kept the contest going for second
and third place of course, our poets all seemed so happy to breath
us for an hour or so and then be the center of attention when they
left us at our suite the end of the evening. I finished fourth,
can you imagine? Only four of my dates wet themselves, out of
thirteen tries, can you imagine? I never should have gotten my
hair cut and re-styled last Christmas! But it was getting in my
way all the time, and things that get in my way are always
annoying, so what could I do?
We've also got a stable of boy brains. Intellectuals, you know?
They talk a lot too, but not about dreams. Instead, they go for
long walks and tell you about ethical choices, and political
coalitions, and Lacan, and Riemann's hypothesis. Ideas, you know?
Whatever they say, all you have to do is reply "You think so?" and
then they think you're unpersuaded but respect them too much to say
so, so they think you're maybe even smarter than they are, so they
feel honored that you allow them to hold your hand. Chances are
we'll all end up married to one of them, because the chances are
they'll all be earning pots of money sooner than the other guys.
Brains know things rich people pay big money to hear, or they
figure out those kinds of things soon enough, and the word gets
around, and after a while they're rich too. Unless they get so
tied up with their ideas they want to become professors and talk
about them all the time and never do anything with them. We've got
a couple of those in the stable, but we're careful never to get
serious with them. They'll never be rich.
But when it comes to girls' brains they haven't a clue. For
instance, they don't know any more than the poets that down between
our legs we've got slits and needs. They respect us for what they
think is between our ears, but they never notice that a little
further down is a mouth that now and then wants to be filled with
lots of tongue, or would love to wrap its lips around a cock. And
way further down we've got another just like it. Teasing a guy
with our mouths is how you turn him into a mass of moaning,
quivering jelly. And that's so much fun! But lips and cunts
aren't intellectually stimulating, I suppose.
I once shocked a brain by kissing him good night after a first
date. I forgot myself. He had cute curly hair, so I pecked him on
the mouth instead of his cheek. Brian was his name. Brian was so
grateful he was ready to do anything for another peck. We talked
it over, the Quintette, and decided we'd make him our suite's
official tutor, we put him on call to cram any of us for an exam if
we'd put off studying for too long or it came at an inconvenient
time. He even wrote papers for us when we got too close to our due
dates. It didn't matter whether he'd taken the course before or
not -- he was always willing to work up the material well enough to
get a girl a respectable grade.
Then being as how he was coming over so often anyway we appointed
him our official delivery boy, to fetch pizzas and sandwiches
bought and paid for and brought to our door any time any of us
called him, day or night. Guys envied him, and he got off on it,
on doing whatever we wanted, I mean. You know guys like that.
Lots of them are like that. Sweet, but ...!
You won't believe this, but one time I called Brian out of a sound
sleep at 4:00 am and told him to go to the all night CVS drugstore
off campus right away and buy a couple dozen condoms and bring them
up to us. Right away, we needed them!. And he did! He handed
them over to me at the door and got his peck on the mouth and then
he left, no questions asked. I was amazed -- no curiosity why we
wanted them? Or why at 4:00 am? When I asked him about it the
next day, he had all the answers. He thought I was just testing
him, or I wanted to know whether he really was willing to gratify
my least whim no matter what it was, or I'd made a bet with the
other girls that he'd do it, or for a class project in Psychology
I wanted to see if I could make him jealous. One of those answers,
he figured, maybe all of them. Isn't he a dear? Always, brains
always come up with reasons for things. He thought I wanted to
know how far he was willing to go if I asked him. I suppose I did.
But it wasn't a whim or a class project, we really did need those
condoms! We each of us had a guy in our beds that night, and we'd
run out! You see, what with the poets taking care of our hearts,
and the brains cultivating our minds and reassuring our folks about
our futures, we Quintettes maintained a third stable, guys who're
well-equipped to take care of our physical needs. Hardbodied, cut,
horny, uncomplicated guys with big pricks and lots of stamina who'd
fuck our brains out all night if we'd let them, if that's what we
wanted. And then thank us for letting them do it. You know --
walking reciprocating dildoes, pre-warmed. Big shoulders you can
grab with both hands like grabbing the edge of a wall and then
pull yourself up and settle yourself back down on their jutting
oversized cocks. Now and then we'd call on some special stud of
the moment to service us, especially after a romantic date with a
poet or after a whole evening talking Life and Philosophy with a
brain. We all need now and then to remind ourselves what a joy it
is, after all the dreaming and talking, how great it is to be a
just a girl with a cunt full of cock and a long night ahead of her.
There are others too -- musicians for example, trumpeters who can
triple-tongue a girl's pussy and play her highest notes at the same
time, and violinists who can make her moan or sing by fretting her
clit with their fingertips. But tending all these stables takes up
a lot of time. You know the male ego. Boys don't train to heel as
easily as dogs. Even a poet or a brain will get temperamental now
and then, as if it's just occurred to him that he has wants and
needs too. Then you have to make him think he's special to you for
his body also. You tell him, I do anyhow, that you're just dying
to see how he jerks off, as if seeing him squeeze out a few drops
of his goop was the most important event of your life. Then
they're happy for a few more weeks, I suppose hoping that you'll
ask them to do it again for you. Or that you'll actually touch
them there yourself. Dreamers, all of them.
Then too there's partying, that takes up a lot of time. And
shopping. And just hanging out talking. Even studying, when
there's no other way to get through a course. Studying can take
time now and then. So college can keep you pretty busy!
So you can understand how I was a little wary when my mother came
up to my room when I was packing to go back to school at the end of
the summer, and then sat down on the bed and looked at me seriously
the way she does when one of us has a toothache, or maybe both of us.
She wanted a little favor from me, she said. I just kept packing.
And then she dropped the bomb.
"Honey," she said. I kept packing. Then "Jennifer Lynn, listen to
me" to be sure she had my attention, and then "Just listen!" to
tell me I wasn't going to like what I heard but I should keep my
mouth shut until she was through talking. "Your Aunt Tracy has
asked me to ask you for a favor. It isn't a favor really, it's an
obligation, but she wants me to put it to you as a favor so you
won't resent it."
I was packing some of my slips into a suitcase. Lace edged around
the bodice, pretty in their way, but I didn't want them, and I
didn't intend to wear them. Mom insisted I get them when she saw
the kinds of gauzy blouses and sheer skirts I was buying to take
back to school. You need see-through blouses and short sheer
skirts for informal get-togethers and dances, to make sure people
notice you. But I made a big show of folding and stowing the slips
in the very bottom of my suitcase, where they'd stay until it was
time for me to pack up everything and come home again. "I already
resent it, Mom. What?"
"You don't have to be so short with me, young lady. We pay all
your expenses so you can have all the advantages, all the free time
you need for study, and not have to wait on table or work in the
library or do the other things other girls need to do to help pay
their own way. Every now and then you should feel glad when you
have an opportunity to give something back."
Oh God, it was going to be something really unpleasant! I softened
my voice so she'd think I repented my honesty. "Yes Mom, of
course. I'm grateful. I'll be glad to do a favor for Auntie
Trace. Anything. What?"
"Well, you know Donald, her second husband's son, he's just
starting at Webster this year? You remember him? Your cousin by
marriage? Or whatever he is?"
I tried not to remember him, and failed. A boy two years younger
than you is from another planet, but this one came from another
galaxy altogether! Talk about dorky? I'd seen cousin Donald at
family gatherings, and I'd managed never to exchange two words with
him. He made it easy enough! He was so shy around girls he
couldn't manage an answer even when you only said "Hi!". He'd just
stutter and twist his face and look miserable. Even though I'm
only a cousin once removed or something, so I don't matter to him,
I don't even exist hardly, he still couldn't say anything to me!
The last time I saw him he'd finally figured out both syllables of
"Hello," but he was still working on the weather and the time of
day as conversation starters. Which wouldn't matter if he was
studly. But he was short and thin, all elbows and edges and
nervous giggles. A dweeb.
So I just nodded to my mom, and I tried to look away, hoping that
whatever was coming would also go away.
"He's petrified about going off to live with strangers," Mom
continued. "He's terribly shy. I think you know that. I told
your Aunt Tracy that you'd be glad to take him in hand and help him
over the hurdles. Help him to meet people. You're lucky -- you
have lots of friends. Well, you can introduce him to some of them.
Include him in some of your activities and help him get past his
shyness. Especially his shyness with girls. He's paralyzed when
he meets girls. I suspect you've noticed. It's about time he got
over it.
"How do I do that?" I asked her, clicking my suitcase shut.
"You'll know," was all Mom said. "I've seen you work a room full
of boys. You know things about boys I don't ever want to know."
"Mom!" I called out in desperation, stretching out that single
syllable into four or five, trying to make it a cry of anguish.
She turned her back on me. "Just do it!" she said. And she closed
the door between us.
So what could I do? When I got back to school I told the other
members of the Quintette about this conversation, and I asked them
the same question. How do we do it, I asked. That made it their
problem too.
"Well, she gave you one clue," said Sally. Sally like I say was
our garden of delight for poets. "The lass with a delicate air"
one of them called her -- she always moved daintily, weightlessly,
as if she was floating in a dream about music and candlelight.
Fairy tale princess pretty -- it took her hours to create that
impression when she was going out. But as we all knew and our
hardbody stable guys certainly knew too, she was ruthless when she
wanted something, and she always got it. She had an insatiable
sexual appetite, and an ass that wouldn't quit when there was hot
meat stuffed into her cunt.
"Your mother says 'Take him in hand'?" Sally said. "So do it.
Easy! Jerk him off! He'll beg for more. Then pass him around,
tell him other girls'll do the same thing if he's nice to them,
talks to them just a little. That'll give him an incentive. Do
the same as you train a horse -- he makes a little effort, he gets
a little sugar cube. That'll make him more sociable in no time!
We can help, I guess. Is he cute?"
She paused, and then delivered a really wicked smile. "Better yet,
tell him that boys jerk each other off all the time, you'll fix him
up that way instead if he wants. Even if he doesn't want, that's
how he can learn how to get on with guys at least. Maybe that's
his problem? He's gay? Introduce him to Gary and Kevin if you can
unplaster them from each other long enough!"
Gary and Kevin were one of my success stories. Sally began to
reminisce. "You know," she continued, "I really don't think you
should have faked up that bet with them the beginning of last year,
the one that tricked them into fucking each other? Remember how
they hated it, but they'd made the bet and they lost and they
couldn't bring themselves to welsh on a girl? So they had to do
it, they each had to get off inside the other one's ass? So they
did? And they liked it, so now they're roomies and you had to tell
them to wear tampons so their asses wouldn't leak so much into
their pants, it was embarrassing being seen with them?"
"Of course I remember," I replied. "I also bet them they couldn't
not fuck each other for a week. They won that one by sucking each
other off all week instead. Which is what I really wanted them to
do, I figured they'd discover it for themselves, and they did. I
lost that bet, they think. But it cost me only one fuck each to
turn them into cock suckers. Sometimes it takes a lot more than
that to persuade a guy to suck another guy's cock."
"One fuck each? Well, that's no hardship! I tell you, Jenny, it's
lucky for us Gary's bi, the way he's hung. He's an ox. I was
afraid you'd ruined him for the rest of us when you got him going
with Kevin. Kevin wouldn't've been a loss though, I must say.
When he was fucking you, could you tell he was even in the same
room? I saw him once when he was coming out of a shower. It was
lucky I had my contacts in, or I wouldn't have seen anything at
all."
But I wasn't paying attention to Sally any more. I was thinking
about my current problem. Take Donald in hand? Jerk off a cousin?
Never! Give him to Gary and Kevin? They wouldn't stop with a
hand job, they'd want to ream his ass too, for sure. But was that
so bad? He'd limp for a week after Gary got into him, but Sally
was right, Kevin was such a pencil dick Donald wouldn't even notice
he was getting fucked. Of course Kevin could give him a blow job
too, then teach him that it's a blessing to give as well as
receive. So that wasn't too bad an idea. It would get Donald
mixing with other guys, anyhow. The gay crowd. Better than
nobody.
"Maybe," I told Sally. "Anyone got any other ideas?"
Beth looked about to speak, then stopped.
"What?" I asked her.
"Nothing. I was just going to say that we shouldn't have to be the
ones to take this Donald of yours in hand. He should learn
self-reliance. He should take himself in hand."
We all stared. This was the most risque thing Beth had ever said,
in the whole two years we'd been together. Beth was the daughter
of a minister, a stalwart moral force in his community. At first
she'd only dated poets and brains, and only had out of body sex
with them, whatever that was. Transcendent sex. Until we'd
practically forced her into spending the whole night in bed with
Ziggy and things changed.
Siegfried was Ziggy's real name. He had the cock of a horse and
about that much intelligence too. But Beth had been one of those
teenage horsy girls, same as Sally, equitation, show-jumping,
grooming them, all of it. She knew how a big animal can feel
between your legs, so she never had a problem with Ziggy. They
were going steady now. We never could decide what it was they did
together when they were alone, and Beth never said. But clearly
once Beth got her heels into his sides and dug them in, he reared
back once and then got absolutely docile, well-broken. He'd even
decided to follow Beth's father into the ministry, and he'd begun
delivering earnest sermons to us, whenever we spoke to him at all.
So we never spoke to him if we could. We avoided him.
Beth didn't want to be misunderstood. She suddenly realized that
with "he should take himself in hand" she seemed to be counselling
masturbation, which in her eyes was the sin of Onan, unless two
people did it to each other. So she blushed. "I mean, if he
really wants to meet people he will, and if he really doesn't want
to meet anyone there'll be no stopping him, that's what he'll do
too. So it should be up to him! He should do whatever he feels in
his heart he wants to do." She grinned apologetically. She'd
delivered her little homily on individual conscience, one of her
father's, no doubt, even though she knew the advice she'd just
given was useless. Parental voices had spoken, my aunt's and my
mother's, and a parent's will be done. We couldn't ignore Donald
-- we had to do something with him.
Maureen was crouched in a corner painting her toenails, and hadn't
seemed to be listening. Pretty, dark-haired Maureen, always solid
and decisive. She was our make-up artist -- she'd done Avon house
calls with her mother for three summers running now. Her mother
split from her father years ago, so they'd become real close. In
her first year chem lab she invented a combination foundation and
vanishing cream we all used now -- wipe-on, wipe-off, and you've
got a perfect complexion. She was keeping it a secret until she'd
invented a whole line of products to go with it, and then she was
suddenly going to be rich and famous. We all knew it.
"It's easy," Maureen said suddenly, not even looking up.
We all turned to face her. "How?" I asked.
"We're not shy with each other."
Puzzling. "Why should we be? We know each other. We live with
each other." I didn't understand, but I knew she had to be onto
something. Maureen liked to withhold ideas until people arrived at
them themselves. It was a sales technique -- get people to
persuade themselves, and then you haven't sold them anything,
they've bought it. Then they stay bought -- lots of repeat orders.
"Well, that's part of it," she replied. Her bottle seemed to be
running out of polish. She dipped into it and frowned.
"I'm not sure what you're saying. We know each other. And we're
all girls. Girls aren't shy with girls."
"Voila!" Maureen said. "Head of the class! That's the other
part." She stretched out her legs and pointed her toes and wiggled
them. All ten were now red-tipped. "There! There was just barely
enough."
I just stared at her. "Part of what? Other part of what?"
"Your mother said we should include him in our activities. This
'Don' cousin of yours. So, no problem. That's what we should do."
"Oh?" I still didn't get it.
"He needs a ready made gang, friends who can give him advice and
set examples he can follow till he's ready to strike out on his
own. Teach him how to act with different kinds of people, guys and
girls both, how to be popular, how to get on easily with anybody.
Things we've all got down cold."
"Get some of our stable guys to help him out?" Beth asked. She
liked the idea, make Donald our very own Helping Hands project.
"See to it that he pledges a fraternity or something?"
"I heard Jen say he's a dork," Maureen replied. "So it'll do us no
good to throw him in with our poets or our philosophers and
probably not with our fuckers either. They've each got their own
talents, and chances are this guy doesn't qualify." She smiled to
herself, imagining whatever it was she was imagining. "So what's
left? "
I saw where Maureen was going, and just waited. Now Maureen looked
each of us directly in the eye. The closing pitch. "What's the
best way to get a guy accustomed to talking with girls? So it's no
big deal for him?"
"Of course!" I said aloud, to break the suspense, and also to get
Maureen to say it. She did, as if she was repeating it.
"Of course!" Maureen repeated. "Bring him in to live with us and
do everything we do. Make him an honorary girl and treat him just
like a real one. So he gets used to it. Then he'll be no special
hassle, no extra bother, we'll just do what we always do and he'll
do what we do, all of us without even thinking about it. We become
a Sextette for a while, until he's no more shy with girls or boys
than we are. That name's more like us anyhow."
Now all four of us stared at Maureen. She wriggled her toes some
more and leaned back luxuriously. "It's not so hard, as long as
this Donald has no character to speak of to begin with. Heck, I
did it to my brother Jason just this past summer."
"Made him an honorary girl?" Sally asked, amused?
"Made him a real one, as it turned out."
We waited. Maureen saw she had our rapt attention.
ii.
"He's fifteen, and he'd just started going with girls. Well, girls
scarcely know anything at that age, you remember, but we all knew
even back then that boys know even less. Well, Jason started up
this past summer with a real tease! A sex pot named Cindy! They'd
spend the whole night necking, and he'd rub her through her panties
and she'd rub him, and if he was real diligent and brought her off
she'd let him suck on a nipple before he went home. But nothing
more, ever. No release, not a lick! Nothing! He'd come back to
the house bent over double, worst case of blue balls I've ever
seen. Remember two years ago, that contest where we did that to
our guys to see if their balls would really turn blue? Well, for
Jason it was worse! Then out again the next night for more
punishment. More bliss, more agony. She was turning him into a
sub masochist, depriving him that way! My own brother!"
"Well, one night I intercepted him in the hallway. 'Why do you let
her do that to you?' I ask him. He was ashamed, and he had no
answer. 'At least jerk off when you come home.' I told him.
'Relieve yourself. You can do yourself damage this way.' 'I
can't,' he replies. 'Why not?' 'Because Cindy doesn't want me to.
She wants me to save all of my energy for her. She says she'll
know. And besides, she says that if a boy jerks off a boy, even if
that boy is himself, that's being queer, and she wants to have
nothing to do with queers. Maureen, is that true?'"
"You ever try a line like that on a guy? What a cunt! Boy, what
nerve! Pull that on my own brother? Still, he believed her, so
that's what I had to work with. So I just said, 'So why do you go
with her? Find some other girl who doesn't have such high
expectations!' Well, he tells me there aren't any others,
everybody his age is out of town with their parents, or away at
summer camp. She's it."
"So the next night when he comes crouching home I tell him, 'Come
into my room! Orders!' You know how bossy a big sister can be.
He comes in, and sits down on the floor so he won't have to
straighten up to sit on my bed or a chair. 'Stand up,' I tell him.
'Strip! To the buff!' He stands but he hesitates. 'I've seen you
a thousand times,' I tell him. 'You're a boy. I know, you have a
cock. Don't worry, your secret is safe with me!' So he does it!"
"Well, girls, right then and there I dressed him up to look like a
princess! Really pretty! He whined and complained when I first
handed him a pair of my panties, but when he'd slipped them over
that hard little cock of his it must have felt real good, because
all the noise died down and he put on everything else I handed him
without a sound. As if he were numb. Bra, slip, and a rayon
challis dress I had lying around. A flowered print. Anklets and
flats. Then a little lipstick and mascara, and I pushed his hair
around, and he was a doll! Really! It was amazing!"
"So then I stood him in front of my full length mirror and I asked
him, 'What do you see there, a boy or a girl?' He was a little
stunned, but he gave me the right answer, 'Girl.' I said, 'Good!
Now ask that girl to reach into your panties and jerk you off.
That's what Cindy should be doing, and since she won't, you can be
just as well pleased that you've found another girl who will.
Here's a box of kleenex! Use them, and don't splatter my panties,
wait till we can get you some of your own!'"
"And I left the room, trying hard not to laugh. My poor little
brother was just staring at himself in the mirror. A half hour
later he came bouncing downstairs wearing his usual shorts and T
shirt. Still wearing full make-up, I guess he couldn't bear to
part with the look just yet, or maybe he'd gotten so used to
looking like a girl he no longer noticed it. He said, 'Thanks,
Maureen!' He sounded very sincere and humble, but he was standing
tall and proud. He'd found a girl who liked him and wanted to make
him feel good! I told him, 'You're welcome! Any time!' and I got
back to whatever book I was busy with by then."
"Well, he took me literally. 'Any time' for him meant the next
night too, and the next one after that. And most of the rest of
the summer. He got to love the way that girl in the mirror made
him feel, so much so that he kept coming back to her each evening.
It was weeks before I found out that he'd broken up with Cindy,
that she'd gone off to find someone with more energy saved up to
devote to her! By then he'd borrowed some clothes to wear during
the day too, and he'd asked me to take him shopping to help him buy
more clothes still."
"So we went out to get him a few outfits. Talk about crazy in
love? He wanted to buy that girl who was jerking him off
everything he saw in every store we went into, sport skirts,
evening gowns, everything! She was his first real crush! He
actually went out and got her hair done, can you imagine? My
brother, the brand new living doll, got himself a permanent! And
he got his ears pierced so his new girlfriend could wear prettier
earrings! And he started staying out all hours with her!"
"Well, we ran both of our allowances into debt, but it was such
fun! None of the salesgirls ever suspected anything, and he came
back with some of the prettiest things imaginable! And it turned
out that he has exquisite taste when he's mixing and matching and
accessorizing, my little brother does. I started asking him for
advice about my own outfits, especially when we'd gotten to where
we were being two girls together getting ready for our double
dates. What he'd come up with for outfits sometimes was as daring
and imaginative as anyone'd ever wish for. Without Jason I'd never
have looked classy enough to get into Winslow's pants. You
remember Winslow? That boy I told you about, came home from
Princeton last summer, his father the State Superior Court Justice?
Scads of money and more good taste than any family can ever afford?
His mother knew I was perfect for him the first time she saw me,
the way Jason dressed me. True, Winslow's prick is like a wet
noodle, but you can never tell how these things'll end up. He
still sends me e-mail every day, nearly. He wants to lend me
enough money to start a business bigger than Mary Kay. I may let
him. And I owe it all to Jason!"
I had to bring her back to the topic at hand. There was something
useful in what she was saying, but I hadn't quite located it yet.
"You say you and Jason were two girls getting ready for double
dates, Maureen?" I asked. "You actually double dated with your own
brother?" I was impressed." "With boys?"
"Oh, a few times," Maureen replied. She stood up and stretched.
"Of course with boys! He really turned out to be terrific girl, my
baby brother! I was so proud of him! It started when my boyfriend
Alfie's cousin Carl came in from out of town for the summer, and we
thought it might be fun for all four of us to go out together. I
introduced Jason as Jessie, and Alfie looked at him a little
cross-eyed but didn't say anything. Then by the end of the summer
Jessie and Carl were practically going steady. Jessie'd get home
all hours and come into my room, and we'd giggle, and he'd tell me
everything."
Beth doubted this. "Everything?" she asked."
"Well, nearly everything. Carl must have caught on quick enough,
but Jessie was so pretty he didn't mind. Jessie took a little
longer. He didn't understand everything. I asked him once if his
boyfriend ever got off, and he just smiled and licked his lips and
said, 'Of course!' So I asked him if he ever got off, or if he
took care of himself afterward like before, and he said, 'Well, at
first I'd use my own hand when I got home, because when Carl kisses
me good night I feel so rosy and ... well you know.'"
"Now this part you'll love! What my little sister Jessie tells me
is, 'But then Carl found another way we could both get off at the
same time! Really wonderful, I don't know why everyone doesn't do
it! Though now I have to remember to slip a sanitary pad into the
front of my panties whenever I'm dressing to go out, so I'll be the
right shape for him in front even when I'm hard, and then I have to
remember to slip a tampon pretty quick into my rear afterward, or
else his juices drip all over my panties and onto my skirt. But it
feels so good when he slides it in and out! So very good! Do you
do that with Alfie?'"
"That's what he said, practically word for word! I told him yes,
sometimes. It was a while longer before he found out that girls
have two places down there for boys to slide in and out of. I
didn't tell him, because he really loved being a girl, and I didn't
want him to feel inferior. By then he was trying to grow breasts
by wearing bras all the time. He thought that's how we did it.
Maybe he still does."
"What did your mother think about all this?" Elvira asked her.
Elvira was our group dyke. Or would have been if she were into
girls, but she preferred domming and bondage, power and control,
you know? She liked humiliating boys whenever they'd let her, even
hurting them, and she enjoyed training them to like pain just a
little, even to appreciate it. She was good looking in a severe
way, tall, her brunette hair bobbed even shorter than mine to just
below her ears. She was always on. She'd come on even to
supermarket clerks when she was out buying groceries, always
practicing. She had this great technique! She'd lean in on them
and get them to squat right there in the aisle where she told them
to, supposedly to get cans from a lower shelf for her. Then she'd
practically straddle their heads, and when their eyes and mouths
were an inch away from her twat she'd tell them where she expected
them to meet her later that night.
But here were some things to do with boys that even Elvira hadn't
thought to do yet. "It didn't bother your mother?" Elvira asked.
"That the family's only sapling turned out to be a pansy instead?"
Maureen shrugged. "Oh she didn't know for the longest time. She
was always getting ready to go out herself when we were dressing up
to go out, I think she just thought we were going to a lot of
costume parties. She minded a little when he got his ears pierced
and started wearing long, dramatic dangling earrings all the time,
but then she figured that must be what adolescents were doing these
days, it was better than an orange and purple Mohawk or a stud in
his tongue. She figured he'd get over it. She never did notice
that Jason was Jessie until he was full time, way past the point of
no return. Does your mother ever notice how you dress, Elvira?"
Elvira's mother had run off with the woman next door years ago, and
Elvira's father and that woman's husband had consoled each other
about their lost loves until one day Elvira had found them both in
bed together. She'd pretended to be furious, and was amazed at how
great it felt. So she'd ordered them to stay there all through the
next day. And they felt so guilty about what they were doing and
being found out, that's what they did! Her father and the neighbor
man! Under orders, their cocks in each others' mouths or asses the
whole time, and she pulled spot checks now and then to make sure!
That's how Elvira'd found out what she wanted to do with her life.
Her mother was long gone.
Elvira just looked at Maureen. "Does my mother ever notice me?"
she asked with amused disbelief. "My mother?"
So Maureen figured she'd better ask someone else. "How about you,
Jennifer?" she asked me. "Does your mother ever notice?"
"Not while I'm here and she's home," I had to say. Obviously. If
she knew how I dress here, and why, I wouldn't be here any more and
then we wouldn't be talking about how to deal with Don at all.
Everyone was quiet for a minute more.
"So that's my point," Maureen said finally. "Who'll know or notice
how this Don looks? What he wears? Or anyhow, who'll care? While
he's here." She went into my room to find a shade of nail polish
that matched her toes, and came back with a little bottle and
started in on her fingernails. "Remember to tell your Brian to
fetch me some more of this stuff," she said. "This bottle's almost
out too."
"No, I'll tell him," Elvira broke in. "Give me that bottle when
you're done with it. You've given me such a terrific idea! I'll
ask Brian to find the exact shade by matching the different bottles
on display in the store with the color of his own nails. I bet I
can even get him to ask a salesgirl to help him find him a matching
lipstick he can wear back to campus."
"Brian belongs to Jennifer at the moment," Maureen said, never
lifting her eyes off her nails. "You'd better ask Jennifer first."
But I was thinking too hard to care. I'd never found the limits on
Brian's desire to please me, so why not let Elvira try? "Be my
guest, tell him the bottle's mine, since it is," I told Elvira
idly. What Maureen had proposed had a lot of merit. It would
accomplish everything my mother wanted with no hassle at all. But
how far could we go with it?
"Does Jason wear nail polish too now?" I asked. "I mean Jessie?"
"I have no idea what he wears now," Maureen replied. Her nails now
had three coats of red, and she was concentrating full attention on
her gloss coat. "When the 'Back to School' sales started up Mom
finally took a good look at him and how he was dressed. They had
a long talk about what he was doing with his life, and what he
wanted to do, and so on. He's such a together kid, he had all the
answers! He wanted to be beautiful was what. And being an Avon
Lady and all, Mom just had to help him! So in the end she let him
drop high school and go out-of-town to this terrific Beauty Culture
Academy she found, to learn how to be gorgeous, ultra-feminine, and
so on. Best in the country, very tough admission standards, she
didn't think they'd admit him. But he has this incredible fashion
sense to offer the other girls. He sent them photos of himself in
the different stylish outfits he'd assembled for different
occasions, and that turned the trick. He loves it there. Being
beautiful, and learning how to make other girls look more beautiful
too."
"Amazing!" I said. I'd made up my mind -- this was the way to go
with Don. "Does he still date boys?"
"All the girls there date boys," Maureen said as she cinched the
nail polish bottle shut and handed it to Elvira. "Every weekend.
They need to be reminded why it's worth while being beautiful.
Jessie's a lot in demand, because he gives great head to make up
for his lack of a pussy. He takes birth control pills same as the
other girls, so he won't feel left out, he says, and also shots
now. So his figure has finally started to ripen, I hear, new
titties and everything. He still gets stiff, so the girls can
still practice their fucking techniques on his cock. They've all
been warned though that in another few months he won't be able to
get it up any more, that they'll have to practice being lesbians on
him then same as they do now on other. But mainly they practice
beauty culture on each other, every night before they go to bed.
Their homework is always to make each other look gorgeous, and then
to flirt."
Elvira nodded her thanks to Maureen for the nail polish, and stowed
it in her purse. Maureen continued thoughtfully. "You should see
him now! 'Her' I mean. My new sister. Cute? I'm as proud of her
as she is of me!"
There was a long silence. "So he gets on well with the other
girls," I commented. "He's a girl now."
"Oh yes. He's a girl, same as the rest of them. No difference.
Well, he has to wait until he's eighteen to get a real pussy put
in, but he makes out pretty well with the openings he's got. They
practice their hairdos and everything on each other, and they tell
each other their secrets, and they scheme new things to do with
boys, same ways we do."
There was another long, respectful silence.
"Same ways we do," I said. Would I have to sell this idea to the
other girls? "Maybe cousin Donald could make himself useful here
if he were one of us? As a boy, he'd be handy to practice things
on. While he's still a boy."
"Yes!" Sally said suddenly. We all looked up startled, she sounded
so vehement.
"I'm for it! Girls, Jennifer's problem is our problem, and we can
have a lot of fun solving it for her. Let's become a Sextette for
a while. Take her Donald in and get him accustomed to being with
girls, same as we're accustomed." A wicked smile lit up her face.
"For the same reason we are. Because that's what we are!"
"Boys and all?" Beth asked. She looked worried.
"Of course boys and all," Sally said. "That would be part of the
fun! I'll teach him. Jennifer's his big sister, sort of, so
she'll be in charge. But I'll be his special girlfriend, teach him
what girls know about other girls, what girls like, how to be with
boys given what boys are, what boys like. The usual. He can share
my room, I've got that new Queen sized bed in there, I'll see that
he loves it and won't ever want to leave! Which reminds me, who's
got that jelly dildo strap-on I got for a prize when I made all
those poets come in their pants? I'll need it this weekend. I've
got a date with Foster, and what with all this talk I really feel
I should try it out on him."
Elvira approved. "Good for you," she said. "Bust his ass!
Foster's ego is as big as his cock. He needs a lot of taking down.
In fact use my strap on, it's bigger than yours. Way bigger than he
is even, and he's bigger than most. But be sure to give him the
impression that the strap-on's only average, so he'll feel humble,
grateful to you that you bother to fuck him at all, even if only in
the ass." She thought a moment. "Mine is in my top drawer left,
you're welcome to it. There's still some jellied Gatorade in the
balls, I think, for squirting cum into him when you've got him
pinned down and helpless. Be sure to warm it up first. But the
prick part itself needs fresh batteries."
"So it's agreed?" I asked. "We bring Donald here to live with us?"
I looked around. No objections. Done! "Now to what's involved.
What should we be thinking about next, Elvira?"
Elvira wrapped her arms around herself and frowned, thinking. We
watched silently.
Elvira's not only our resident domme, scheming all sorts of
amusingly wicked things to do to guys, she's also the most can-do
of us in other ways. She makes all of our business arrangements
and does all of our computer hacking. Because she intimidates
people easily and she never quits. She did all our phoning for
airline tickets and hotel rooms for us, for example, that time when
Sally decided she wanted to go trolling for a weekend pickup pot
luck at another college, and we all thought hey, why not, so we all
went. You should hear her when she's on the phone! She's never
yet failed to get us reservations on flights that're already fully
booked.
I shouldn't say this, but end of Freshman year we went through this
"I double-dare-ya" phase, and it ended up with each of us spending
a few nights out on the street as whores. We figured it would
uncomplicate our lives, give us each a crash course in kinky sex,
get us past all the romantic mystique stuff once and for all,
acquaint us with the down and dirty at first hand, all in all give
us lots of experience with all kinds of men and cocks. So we'd
know instinctively how to deal with boys. No illusions. Y'know?
But it had to be in a city far enough away though so our
reputations would be safe. Well Elvira made calls and arranged
everything, even arranged for pimps to pay off the cops if the real
whores complained to them about us, and of course to protect us in
case of rough customers. Actually fixed it so we'd keep half of
what we earned!
Well, the guys who climbed onto me that night! I began to think
before daybreak that Elvira had a point -- make them beg first!
Just because they pay you they think they own you! Still, I must
say, there was the cutest guy, blonde curly hair, paid to fuck me
but then for a whole hour couldn't get his face out of my pussy,
and it was real sloppy by then too, getting on toward morning,
maybe eight or ten guys had shot off their wads inside me by then.
I think now that it was the cum he wanted, not me. Some guys never
can admit to themselves that they're queer. But I still wriggle
when I remember how that tongue felt, slurping and sucking and
gobbling between my legs!
Beth wasn't too happy about her time out on the town, being so
upright and moral and all, and she'd just started in with Ziggy so
I suppose she was still feeling virginal too. But I did notice
that she brought back way more money than the rest of us. And she
looked pleased with herself each morning when we met for coffee.
So I figure she did OK. The Protestant work ethic I suppose -- she
must've really hustled.
She still goes out now and then locally when she and Ziggy need
money for a date. Got him to agree to let her, and now she's even
trying to get him to come watch. 'It'll be good for him,' she
says. 'Then he won't feel so possessive about me. And if it comes
right down to it, it wouldn't hurt for him to turn a trick or two
himself, give a few blow jobs maybe. There's a demand for it. But
I suppose he hasn't yet realized that it's better to serve other
people's needs than your own convenience."
Elvira made all that happen. But it's her skill with computers
that's really appreciated. Her hacking is another reason why we
never worry too much about grades. She once got some computer
repair guy to put a back door access into the Registrar's Office
records, it was either that or she'd tell his wife exactly how
she'd turned him into a total degenerate. So now everyone's
academic records are hers. All she wanted at the time was to
re-schedule an inconvenient early morning class, make it later in
the day. But it turned out it's a handy way to scare guys, by
threatening to lower their grades if they don't do what she says.
And she can always raise grades a notch or two if a Professor
blows his one big chance to give us a grade we need.
"Jennifer, would your clothes fit this Donald until he can get some
of his own?" she asked suddenly. "At least your underthings, maybe
a tight pair of jeans? Better, those leather hot pants you've got
that are so tight they show the crease in your pussy?"
"No problem," I replied. "Probably. He's about my height." I
thought of something, and had to smile. "Shaped different right
now, but we can work on it. He's got one femme thing down already.
Maidenly modesty. He never looks up at anyone, ever. When his
eyelids are frosted he'll look gorgeous."
"We'll change his look right off," Elvira said. "I see no problem
changing his admissions office records. "'Donald' is easy to fix.
He can be 'Donna' or maybe 'Dawn.' Let's say 'Dawn' so when people
call him that he won't notice, he'll think it's just how they say
things. I'll switch him to 'female' on his health chart right off
too, so he can get his own birth control pills and we won't need to
lend him ours. Freshman ID photos are tomorrow. We'll get him a
proper ID and then it's done."
"He'll certainly want hormones," Maureen said. "Double doses for
openers! Jason's complexion got soft and gorgeous almost as soon
as he started, and they help keep his cock soft when he's wearing
tight jeans and needs to tuck. If we're all going to be suite
mates, your Dawn has a lot to catch up on."
"How do we get him to agree?" Beth was worried as usual about free
will, dignity, individual choice, stuff she'd learned at her family
dinner table. She always asked Ziggy's advice about everything,
though she always had better sense than to take it.
"How do we ever get guys to agree?" Elvira asked in her impatient
monotone. "We tell them to do what we want, then reward them when
they do it. They love it! Put them down, put out, put them down,
put out, and pretty soon they don't know whether they're down or
out, coming or going!" That was Elvira. Her dates measured up or
they were out of her life.
"No," Sally said thoughtfully. "He's shy, so let me lead him into
it. I'll explain each step so it makes sense to him, get him to
agree to everything. You know, smile, be really appreciative and
grateful. Then when he's really hooked we can finish him off so
fast he won't know what's happening till it's over. Of course if
he's a real dork and doesn't understand that it's all for his own
good, we'll just tell him it isn't happening to him at all really.
That we're practicing on him so we can do it to someone else. Let
him try to deal with that."
The others nodded. If he was a real dork and couldn't see how we
were trying to help him, he'd buy that logic.
"We don't leave him a road back?" I asked. "I mean, we're talking
hormones and all ...."
"Why would he want to go back?" Maureen asked. "Where would he go?
Back to what he is now? I say, burn his bridges. Do him a favor,
let him concentrate his mind on becoming the best kind of girl he
can be and not worry all the time about getting back to whatever he
is now. Don't let him know that of course."
"What'll I tell my mother?," I asked. "What'll I say to my Aunt,
when she sends us a son, her husband's son anyhow, and we send her
back a daughter?"
"Tell her the truth. That he fell in with the wrong crowd. But
she should look at the bright side, that now he's exactly what she
wanted, really at ease with girls and with boys too. We'll see to
that, that he's happier all around!" Sally said.
"He will be too, chances are," Maureen added. "Jason certainly is.
Anyhow, your aunt will be his problem, not ours. Are we agreed?
It'll probably take us a few months to finish him off."
We were agreed. Certainly helping Don learn to change his
appearance and teaching him new social skills would give us plenty
to fill our spare time and occupy our minds until the axe fell at
mid-term and we all finally had to get some studying done.
Then it occurred to me! If I write this whole thing up as a
journal I can get credit for it as an Independent Study project in
the Gender Studies Program. It might even make a good Creative
Writing project too, for that course I could pretend it's all
fiction! Yes! Three birds with one stone! My problem with my
aunt and my mother solved, an ungainly boy made over into a
graceful girl, and two fewer courses to fake up before I can get
out of here! No need for Don to thank me!
iii.
I decided to get started right away, see what we had to deal with,
change his life right away and rescue him from all those
orientation lectures they give Freshmen, before they give him the
wrong ideas about life at Webster College. So we made a quick
plan, and I was on my way.
I found him sitting by himself in the back of a dorm lounge with
about fifty other freshmen. An Assistant Dean was telling them
about special student services, health, psychiatric, how to study,
garbage like that. Same lounge, same talk I remembered from when
I came in as a Freshman. As if no one knew how to read the
catalogue or if driven to it, how to ask a resident adviser or a
Senior, someone who really knows how things work. Boring?
Even when I was a Freshman it was boring. But I remember, I looked
around and right off I found a cute guy -- what was his name,
Jerry? -- and I joked with him a little, and smiled at him a lot,
and whispered a little suggestion, and in no time he on his knees
between my legs under my long skirt licking my cunt, while the Dean
droned on and on. I clamped his head tight between my thighs.
That's how I do -- it feels better that way each time I orgasm, you
know, and also he can't move, so he's there for as long as I want
him there. Also, with my thighs covering his ears he can't hear a
thing, not even all the noise everyone makes when the session ends.
So he kept at it the whole time. Everyone leaving looked down at
this massive lump under my skirt with the Nikes sticking out from
it, and some of them asked me if I knew who it was, and whether
they could borrow him when I was done with him.
Mostly girls asked, but some boys too. I told the boys sure, I
could fix it so he'd do them too. But here's how, I told them.
The first time he'd have to be blindfolded and expect to feel a
cunt on his tongue when the head of a cock came into his mouth
instead. Then they'd have to show no mercy, they'd have to hold
him there tight until he'd swallowed a few different loads of cum,
so he'd get used to it, know it wasn't as bad as he'd thought it
might be, and anyhow it was a done deal, no big deal, life goes on.
And meanwhile take pictures of the whole thing, and then let him
know how easy it is to hack into the "Student Life" pages of the
college informational URL and post the pictures there so high
school applicants can see how getting your cock sucked by this guy
is one of the advantages of attending Webster. Then when that
sinks in, bring on one more cock for him to suck entirely on his
own, his decision, voluntarily, because he wants to. I told them
he'd look over the situation and figure finally, hey, what the
hell, so I'm already a cock sucker, so that's what I do, so what?
And then he'd suck or lick whatever was put in front of him.
I wasn't far wrong. When I let him loose finally he went away with
some of the boys who'd hung around waiting. He was a Freshman, and
they promised to pledge him to a frat. And they did. In fact
after that night Jerry got to be very popular, in big demand for
cuntlapping and cocksucking both. The most exclusive fraternity on
campus -- Kappa Delta -- bid for him and won him when they realized
that with him as a brother they'd get not only an experienced
in-residence cock sucker to use whenever they wanted, they'd also
get this terrific extra attraction for girls they invited to their
parties and dances and things. His tongue got to be dynamite!
Talk about orgasmic explosions? Kappa Delt's sister sorority
wanted to pledge him as their mascot, but the Hellenic Council
wouldn't allow it. Eventually it was understood that if a girl
wanted to use his mouth she had to fuck a Kappa Delt first. Some
Saturday nights there was a line outside the frat house!
Jerry realized that I'd done him a favor, and made himself
available to me any time. I always leave my guys well-satisfied!
I still call on him now and then.
So anyhow, up front this Dean was droning about how to study while
I stood behind Don and looked him over. Soon to be Dawn. Real
thin, a small nose and an underslung chin. A nobody, small chins
lack character if you're a boy, that's what my mother once told me
about guys like him. So do small noses. But they're great on
girls -- girls I guess don't need character. He also had long
blonde hair. Lots to work with! Potentially a doll! But can you
believe it, while the Dean talked and talked he was actually taking
notes!
I came close and put my hands on his shoulders. "All this stuff is
in the Freshman Handbook, you know that, Don?" I said. "This
lecture is only for the incoming Frosh who don't know how to read."
He heard my voice and recognized it, and his face got bright red
with embarrassment, and he tried to stand up and turn around. But
all he managed to do was fold himself into his own folding chair.
When he pulled himself out he just stood there, shrunk into himself
and looking down as always.
"J-Jennifer," he finally managed to come up with after much
stuttering. "My mother told me you'd be c-coming by to look me up.
I'm pleased to see you."
Pleased to see a cousin? I hid my disbelief and went directly to
an Elvira-style bottom line. "Come on, Don!" I said. "This way!
Now!"
He did, without speaking even another word. I didn't even look
back to see if he was following. I knew he was following. Habit
of command is what a guy in the ROTC called it when I wouldn't
unwrap my legs from around his waist until he'd gotten hard and
ready to fuck me yet again, and we were just lying around and
talking while waiting, and I told him to tell me his life story.
It works on lots of guys, that tone of voice. When finally his
cock got stiff and we'd fucked again and we were done, I got him
down on his knees and commanded him to suck all his cum out of me
and off my ass and everywhere else and take it all home with him
inside his belly, back where it came from, nearly. And he did that
too! So I knew Don was right behind me.
When we got back to our suite, by pre-arrangement only Sally was
there, her hair already loose. Sally would relieve him of his
virginity this very night, we'd agreed ... he had to be a virgin.
Then he'd be pliable, grateful, as easily trained and manipulated
as a puppy dog. Guys do have this special thing about the first
girl who's willing to fuck them. It's as if they were giving them
their manhood. Besides, Sally always seems ethereally virginal
herself, at least until her first few orgasms warm her up -- then
she becomes a voracious animal who can't ever get enough, certainly
not from any one guy at a time! So she was just the right girl to
debauch an innocent like Don and then make him doubt his ability to
become much of a man. I introduced them.
Sally took his hand and breathed "How wonderful!" at him as if he
were a teen rock star. She gazed helplessly into his eyes.
"Jenny's cousin! You look so much like her! So very pretty!"
I'd forgotten to explain to Sally that we weren't blood relations
-- his father and my aunt were related only by a second marriage.
Don gargled something and of course tried to creep under the carpet,
but he couldn't because she wouldn't let go his hand. She led him
deftly into our suite man trap, a couch so low and soft that once
in it, the only way a boy can ever get out is by rolling onto the
floor and then getting on his knees. Some did, and if they did
then it was easy, there are things you can do with boys who are
already on their knees. But most boys can't bear to seem that
helpless in front of a girl, especially on a first date. So once
in the man trap they usually stay in. Sally folded herself in on
top of him, and wriggled, and told him that his eyes were marvelous
dark pools, that she just couldn't look away.
Watching Sally work a guy was always fun, but even so I went off to
the bookcase where we keep our liquor to fix Don a Waylayer.
That's the drink we use to soften up dates when they come calling
-- half a tumbler of vodka laced with Southern Comfort, splash of
Coke, and a Prozac. I melted in two birth control pills too, so
even though he didn't know it he'd be authentic right from the
start, the same estrogen and progestins and things flowing through
his veins as ours. For his complexion sure, like Maureen said, but
also to get him started on his new boobs, because a girl can't get
very far anywhere without boobs for a guy to play with.
But mainly because I wasn't altogether comfortable about this, and
it helped if I could think that I wasn't betraying a boy cousin who
meant nothing to me, I was helping out a girl cousin who was one of
my suite mates. "Here, Don," I said, handing it to him. "Welcome
to the Sextette!" He had no idea what I meant, but he wanly smiled
his thanks. I handed Sally her usual diet coke. She took it with
her right hand -- her left was already somewhere in Don's crotch.
He sipped his Waylayer while Sally cuddled against him and asked
him the usual stuff about his major, his classes, his parents, what
kind of groups he listened to, whether he had many girlfriends.
You know. And kept accidentally rubbing his crotch -- with her
hands, her boobs, her own crotch, whatever she could get near to
it, all the while he tried not to notice. In no time at all his
boner was obvious enough. Not too bad a piece of meat, I thought
when I saw the bulge in his pants, large and still growing.
Sally's lucked out, I thought. Then I brought him a second
Waylayer fixed the same way, so now that was two Prozacs and four
birth control pills. Sally'd have no problem. He'd be zonked
tonight and inspecting his new zits tomorrow, boobs soon to follow.
When Sally questioned him about his roommate we hit pay dirt. It
turns out the roommate he was assigned was a bruiser twice his size
who'd already taken over all of their closet space. Don confessed
that he was afraid to ask for his share, so he hadn't even unpacked
yet. Terrific! That was as good an opening as any.
"Great! It's settled! You'll stay here then!" I said. "Until you
can change rooms or your roommate, and that won't happen till the
end of the semester chances are. My mother'll be delighted to hear
you live nearby. Yours too. They asked me to look out for you."
Don looked surprised and troubled, trying to pay attention to what
I was saying while Sally's fingers were still idly stroking his
lap. "Can you do that?" he asked. He looked a little zonked -- no
wonder! Then the words tumbled out. "This is a girls' suite,
isn't it? I mean, can boys ... ?" He looked around a little
wildly, as if seeking confirmation.
Sally put her hand on his arm. They'd nearly disappeared into the
man trap's soft upholstery. "What a wonderful, wonderful idea!
Yes, it's a