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A Little Tail - Part 11
By Lexi Lee
Just a Really Bad Day
You know sometimes I get depressed. Didn't guess that did you?
No really I do. Maybe it's a hormone thing. Yes sweety, I'm
still on them and will be for a long time. They suck too, let me
tell you and not in a good way. You see the things we do for you
guys? No you probably don't, so let me clue you in 'K?
Lets start at the beginning (funny how I always do that). I was
just a kid when I first realized that I was different. Yeah I
wasn't too good at sports and was the quiet type (shy?) and
small too. Small and thin and not too confident. Maybe that's
what pushed me to the way I am but I'm not sure.
Hey I'm not complaining. Really. I'm usually an upbeat person
and pretty happy with my life, but sometimes just talking about
this gets me over the Lexi funk. And, sweety, thanks for
listening.
I told you earlier about my first guy, Chuck, and how he made me
his girl. God, I loved him and miss him still. Thank you Chuck
for showing me who I really was. A girl in a guy's body. It
happens more often than you think. Anyway besides the sex I
loved the way he would hold me. No not after. Very few guys do
that. I mean how he would hold me during it, the sex I mean,
just making me feel like a real woman. The fact that he had me
do all his friends, well, I forgive you Chuck. I really do. If
you want to read about that check the first story I posted 'K?
I was one of the lucky ones, when I first started to dress, I
had some help. It was Chuck's sister, Jean who took the time and
showed me the little secrets that make a big difference. Yes,
Jean caught Chuck fucking me while in her clothes. At first she
was pissed and made me pay for my sins, but later we became
friends. No silly, not lovers. Girl friends. She taught me about
make up (I had to buy hers too, but what the hell), how to pick
the right clothes for the desired effect (she even took me
shopping with her) and even how to act for the boys. Jean was
kind of slutty I guess, maybe that's why we got along so well.
The big break in my life was meeting Micki. She was the one
person in my life that really got me over the rough times. Its
not easy being transgendered, trust me. Christmas dinners are
usually out. Your old friends only want to see you now for a
blow job or to fuck you. Hey that's ok with me. It was why I was
their friend to begin with. I wasn't going to be on the team,
just there to be used I guess. That was the hard part and I
don't mean dick hard, I mean the rough time mentally.
It was the time when I still felt strange when I'd slip on my
girl clothes. Sure I had Jean to give me some pointers, but who
did I have when I was in the back seat of some guys car? I had
to learn how to make some half drunk totally horny guy want to
look past that little extra part down there. Oh yes sweety,
sometimes my date wouldn't or couldn't get past it and I would
end up with the shit kicked out of me. It happens. I hope all
those bastards die. No not really. Fuck 'em. They are probably
all happily married to some cunt that is fucking the neighbor.
Serves them right.
Sorry but I told you I am in one of those moods. It kind of does
bring up the learning to read your date. When I was in school it
was mostly OK, the guys doing me knew what I was. Hell sweety,
I was one of the most sought out dates in high school. A guy
knew he was going to get his dick sucked or fuck my ass without
much effort. We both knew it wasn't going to be a lifelong
commitment. It was only sex and I only got thrown out of the car
or slapped a little a few times. Funny it was always after they
had cum too.
The real bad time was when I was on the streets for about two
years. I was seventeen and just couldn't stay home anymore. I
did a lot of things to survive those two years but I was
spending 90% of my time as female. Yes I was hooking mostly, but
there were a few other things. To the people I hurt doing those
few other things I'm sorry. No I mean really truly sorry. Those
things are the only things I'm ashamed of having done, and I'm
not going to talk about them. Just say I was a shit and let it
go 'K?
In those years I learned how to pick my dates (I hate the term
"Johns") and I had to learn fast. I was beaten up pretty badly
during this time. Three times bad enough to be hospitalized.
Maybe it was a lucky break, because while in the hospital I
learned about transgendered issues and all the medical and
mental help I could get. Only downside was being on the street
and having no insurance; doing the full makeover would have to
wait. Did you know you can get hormones on the street? You can
if you know the right people and have the money. He took it out
in trade. Best payment for cock sucking I ever got.
Fuck I'm sorry I kind of wandered there. I was telling you about
Micki. She bought me from the guy with the pills. She never did
tell me what she paid and never asked for a dime back. I love
Micki and always will. Anyway Micki took a struggling cross-
dressed just starting the self meds and turned her into a first
class professional service provider. Me. She taught me things
about men that would turn your head. The correct way to suck.
The proper way to fuck. The right time to swallow and the right
time not to. She also made me finish high school at night. That
really sucked but now I'm glad she did.
Micki also made me save some money and spend it on myself. A
real doctor. Real meds. Even a shrink. If you're doing the
change here, you have to do a couple years in therapy before
they will do SRS. I'm not going all the way yet, I'm having to
much fun, but you never know and it's the law.
So lets see, about then I was, say, twenty or twenty one and
starting to make some good money. Actually some very good money.
I'll just say six figures and I earned every penny. When you're
first starting out, you have to build up a client base (just
like in a normal business), so you have to do almost any cock
that cums in. Not as bad as on the streets, but not like now
either. Quick thought here about the streets. I must have sucked
a couple hundred cocks in alleys or back seats or doorways. I
even had my own little stall at the rest stop of a major freeway
here.
I was really lucky not to have died or gotten some incurable
sickness during this time. Sure I did get some curable ones kind
of cums with the territory I guess. I have been clean and
healthy for the past five years thank you (Thank God). Girls try
really hard not to be a street whore 'K?
Anyway, I was making very good money, so I got boobs. A really
nice starter set from one of the best doctors on the east coast.
Sorry no names. If you're really interested in getting tits, you
already know him. Oh yeah they also hurt like hell for about a
month. I also got some other minor work done, all face work ,
lips, cheeks and I did have my eyes done. If we ever meet, go
right ahead and say I look nice. After all I did it for you guys
(well mostly). I can't decide to do my ass. I'd love to, but I
just don't know if I ever will. As for having my extra long clit
fixed, like I said not yet.
God I'm pouring my soul out here. Sorry about that, but it
really is just one of those fuck it all days. Tell you what,
I'll just go out and get drunk, like I normally do. Maybe get
laid and I'll be better tomorrow. Umm Sweety, thanks for
listening. Really thanks a lot. I mean that.
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