The Soul Catcher by Maggie O'Malley
Three young women stood in front of the rundown house. It was just
one of the slums that lined the street. Evening had come, and the
streetlamp glared across broken children's toys and overflowing
trashcans that littered the sidewalk. The street was empty of traffic,
but the sounds of nightlife filled the air, and the girls knew they were
not alone. They could hear dogs barking out a warning from a nearby
house. Rats squealed and squirmed in a nearby pile of garbage bags.
Latin music blared from a boom-box sitting in an open window that had
neither screen nor curtain. They heard a man and a woman heatedly
arguing in the house adjacent to the one they stood in front of. The
girls could not know this was a nightly occurrence, and had they
listened long enough, they would have heard the woman's angry shouts
replaced by sobs, as the man would end up beating her, as he always did.
A baby wailed from an upstairs apartment, and they wondered if it was
from hunger, fear, or neglect. Any of the three would be bad. A
combination of them could be tragic.
A light drizzle began to fall, and Misty wondered if it was really
rain or Mother Nature's tears of pity for the hopeless souls who
inhabited this godforsaken street. The chill of the rain, and the
stench of the garbage made Misty shudder and she pulled her leather
jacket up close about her neck. Her jacket matched the short, high-
heeled leather boots she wore. Even with three-inch heels, she was
barely 5'5, and fully clothed, weighed no more than a hundred pounds.
Thick, platinum blonde hair, almost white in color, ran down the back of
her jacket and nearly to her waist. Size 1 flared jeans and a lace
trimmed peasant's blouse sculpted her petite but well endowed body, and
completed her leather and lace look. A gold rope chain encircled her
neck and matching hoop earrings hung from each ear. On her right wrist
she wore a gold charm bracelet with four charms that shared a common
theme; a tiny gold baseball was joined by a mitt, a bat, and a pair of
cleats.
These charms stood for far more than her childhood love of
baseball. They represented a bloody rite of passage for her. It was
not the rite of passage all girls travel when they experience
menstruation on their journey from girlhood to womanhood. It was the
bloody rite of passage inflicted on a little boy's body as it began its
journey to match the spirit of the little girl that dwelled within.
Misty wiped a few drops of drizzle from her cheeks. Her petite size and
light skin coloring gave her the ability to pass for an age younger than
the 19 years she was. Her figure, her piercing dark eyes, and full red
lips spoke the truth.
Misty peered up at the dark house, searching for any signs of life
and finding none. "Hey Christy, you're the navigator here. Are you sure
this is the right house?"
Christy, Misty's older sister at 22, stood to Misty's left, and at
6 foot tall, three inches of that coming from the heels of her tall
black boots, she towered over her younger and shorter sister. Christy
had the legs that Italian boot designers dreamed of when they made her
boots. Long, lean and shapely described not only her legs, but her
entire body. Suntan colored hose rose from the tops of her boots to mid
thigh length, where they were met by a short cotton skirt. The skirt
was black with teal and white in a plaid pattern. A thin leather belt
secured by a silver clasp adorned the skirt and encompassed her 24"
waist. A classic white silk blouse complimented the skirt; and, with the
top three buttons undone, gave a ready view to her ample 36C breasts. A
silver and topaz necklace hung from her neck, and matched the earrings
that adorned her ears. Her hair, though both long and blonde like
Misty's, was wavier and more of a sandy blonde. Her bangs were
feathered back, and exposed the bronze complexion of a sun goddess. The
gleam of her blue eyes played off the topaz from her necklace. When her
eyes were a soft azure blue, they signaled her gentle and vulnerable
spirit. When they blazed a darker hue, they were the windows to a
passionate and sensuous soul. Tonight, they were a soft azure blue, and
were surrounded by thick, black lashes. Cinnamon lip-gloss featured her
full lips and matched the nail polish on her long natural nails.
Christy shared her younger sister's fondness for leather, and donned a
knee length black leather duster to compliment her boots.
She reached into her duster pocket and pulled out a computer print
out. Holding the print out in her hands, she positioned it to catch the
light from the street lamp. She read the directions, double-checking
each turn they had made. She almost wished she had made a mistake as
she surveyed the house and its surrounding street
"No, this is it right. Maggie lives at 337 East Lincoln Street,
and this is 337 East Lincoln."
Christy glanced to her left at her other sister, Rebecca. "Well,
what do you think sis? You sent her the email. You told her we were
coming tonight with a big surprise, right? Do you think she didn't get
your email?"
Rebecca stared intently at the dark windows of Maggie's house. She
folded her arms across her chest; and rubbed her hands up and down the
sleeves of her thick woolen cardigan sweater. Like Misty, she was
chilled. Just a few minutes ago she had been as warm as toast. The
chill came in part, more from the house before her, and the ongoing
changes to her body, than it did the steady drizzle. She shook the rain
from her hair.
Like both of her sisters, she had been blessed with a thick,
luxurious mane. Only hers was a deep rich auburn, and it cascaded over
her shoulders and down to her waist. Standing next to Christy, it
appeared she was several inches shorter, but in reality she was the same
5'9. She had decided to wear soft brown flat-heeled leather boots, as
they complimented the long flowing "Earth Mother" dress she wore. The
loose fitting, comfortable dress was a soft cotton blend. Despite the
loose fit, Rebecca's womanly features were hardly hidden. The long dress
flared from her waist to highlight her shapely hips and long legs. The
top was low cut, and held together by a drawstring that could barely
hold her 38C breasts within. Hanging just above her breasts was a
silver chain and pendant. The pendant was also silver and in the form of
a pentagram, her symbol to the world that she was a white witch.
Complementing the chain and pendant were her earrings. They were black,
white and silver. The one on the left was the symbol for "Yin" and the
one on the right wa
symbols for male and female in the Chinese culture. They are shown
together and said to be in constant struggle for harmony. Their
struggle so mirrored the one within her, that from the moment Rebecca
first saw them at that mysterious Wicca bookstore, she knew she had to
have them. She had found her dress at the same shop as well.
Originally, she had purchased the "Earth Mother" dress because its blue
and green pastel colors flattered her peaches and cream complexion and
sparkling green eyes.
As of two days ago, it had become an ironic symbol of the changes
to Rebecca's life and body. Two days ago, she became a true "Earth
Mother", as she discovered she was eight weeks pregnant. No woman in
the world could be happier to carry a child than Rebecca. To her,
giving birth was a woman's greatest glory. All her life she had longed
to feel another life stirring within her. Now she did, and it was every
bit as wonderful as she had dreamed. The thought of her child made her
smile warmly, and her green eyes sparkle. Her smile and eyes drew
attention to her high cheekbones, round face and full lips. She was a
traditional beauty whose face beamed with a healthy glow. The same
healthy glow every young woman gets when she is to become a young
mother. She was the third vision of loveliness that stood before
Maggie's home.
Rebecca breathed a heavy sigh. "I'm worried; and it's not about
whether or not she got my email. I'm worried about Maggie, really
worried. Something's wrong here. I can feel it."
Rebecca, at age 25, was the oldest of the three sisters. Their
mother had died when Rebecca was 12, and she had assumed the role of
family matriarch soon afterwards. It was an easy and natural transition
for her. Even at an early age, it was evident she had a strong maternal
instinct and a nurturing nature. It was one of the reasons why she had
taken a liking to Maggie so readily. Regardless of the fact that her
chat room friend had told her she was a 36 year old, male to female
transsexual, Rebecca sensed a little girl at a library keyboard, sad and
frightened. That was more than enough to bring out Rebecca's maternal
instinct, and she had basically adopted her friend into the family.
"Maggie the cat", Maggie's chat room nickname, had in spirit, became the
youngest of four sisters and was affectionately known thereafter, as
"Maggie the kitten".
The four would chat online and the "kitten" would come out to play
more and more with each conversation they had. Still, Rebecca would
worry terribly about her littlest sister, from the time she would log
off, until their next conversation. Rebecca last spoke to Maggie nearly
a week ago. She had been very depressed that day, and while Rebecca
could read her sad words through the Internet connection, it was her
"big sister" connection that could see the tears, and feel the pain.
Rebecca and her sisters agreed. It was time to bring their little
sister home, and now they had the power to truly do it. Rebecca had
sent Maggie an email telling her they were coming, and they had a big
surprise for her. The original surprise was going to be, them bringing
her back to her new home. That was a big surprise indeed; but the
journey to Maggie's house produced an even bigger surprise for Maggie's
three sisters, and they were eager to share both surprises with their
newest family member.
Misty may have been the youngest, but at the moment she was the
wisest. "Look, I'm getting cold and wet standing here. We didn't come
half way across the country to stand out in front of Maggie's house.
Let's just go up and knock; and see if anyone answers."
Rebecca glanced over at Misty. "You're right. The only way to know
is to find out."
Three women walked up the driveway and stepped on to the front
porch. Rebecca peered into front window. She could see nothing but total
darkness. "Something is wrong I tell you. I can feel it!"
Christy smiled devilishly at her. "You're feeling something
alright. It's probably the baby kicking."
Rebecca looked down at her flat belly, imagining the time when she
would be plump and round, her breasts swelling with milk and the baby
within making his or her presence known by a "kick" or stretch.
"Christy, you know its way too early for that yet."
Misty smiled impishly, and took her turn at teasing her oldest
sister. "I don't know what you are feeling, but it ought to be
indigestion. Geez Rebecca, how can anyone eat macaroni and cheese with
hot fudge sauce? When you ordered that concoction the waitress looked
dead at you, and asked how far along you were. Nobody but a pregnant
woman would eat something that sickening!"
Rebecca smiled back at her and then teasingly stuck out her tongue.
"You're just jealous!"
Misty eyes grew wide and she waved her hands in front of her. "No
way am I jealous. I can't wait to be an aunt, and someday I do want to
be a mother. I want it with all my heart, but that day isn't today, and
it won't be coming for a while yet. It has taken too long to get this
body; and I have plans of sharing it with certain other bodies, before I
become an incubator. Jealous of gaining 50 pounds, needing a hoist to
get me in and out of the bathtub, and screaming in pain as I try to pass
an eight pound watermelon... I DON'T THINK SO!" Misty laughed; and then
smiled lovingly at her sister, walking over to her and hugging her.
"I'm not jealous, but I am so happy for you. I don't think anyone is
more deserving of a child, or will make a better mother than you will."
Rebecca hugged her and tears welled in her eyes. "Thanks. I'm
gonna try to be a good mother. You know, I'm looking forward to all of
it: the cravings, which I already have, the morning sickness, swelling
breasts, swelling belly and swelling ankles, not being able to see my
feet for five months, feeling life other than my own stirring within me,
and at last, watching my child take its first breath."
Christy smiled and shook her head. "Rebecca, you ought to be the
poster woman for motherhood! I'm with Misty on this one. I'm looking
forward to being an aunt, and spoiling this child rotten, but I'm not
ready for motherhood yet. There are a few horizons and a few hunks I
want to explore first, before taking on that kind of responsibility.
I'm just so glad to know that when I'm ready to have a baby, I CAN!"
Misty's impish smile returned. "I just want to be there when you
explain to your child, how you got pregnant, and who the father is."
Rebecca rolled her eyes. "I told you before. When the time is
right, I won't be afraid to tell my child the truth."
Christy grabbed each sister's hand. "If we don't get in there and
find Maggie, Rebecca's is going to get to have this baby on Maggie's
front porch instead of at the maternity ward at St. Vincent's!"
Misty and Rebecca nodded in agreement, and the three women
approached the front door. Finding it slightly ajar, Rebecca knocked
several times loudly. When she heard no response, she knocked again, and
this time followed it by a shout. "Hello, anyone home? We're here to
see Maggie?"
A few more seconds of silence passed before it was broken by a male
voice. "Who is it?"
Rebecca, relieved to have finally reached someone, answered
cheerfully. "It's Rebecca, Christy, and Misty. We're friends of
Maggie's. She should be expecting us."
The male voice in the dark answered her. "Yes, you're expected.
Please, step inside the doorway and I'll turn on a light."
The women huddled together as they stepped inside the doorway.
They were standing in the darkness of a strange house; and the man's
voice they had heard had been neither threatening, nor overly friendly.
It was tired, somber, and definitely not Maggie's. Rebecca's feeling
that something was wrong within this house was still with her.
When the dim floor lamp illuminated the room, her feeling had
substance. Cobwebs hung from the corners of the ceiling. Dirty
wallpaper was cracked and peeled on every wall. The wood floor was
filthy, and the grit cracked beneath the soles of the girls' boots. A
black and white portable television sat on a bookcase against the wall
to their left. The wall to the right held a well-worn hunter green
couch. At the far end of the couch was the floor lamp that their host
had switched on, and to the left of the lamp was a leather recliner.
Gray duct tape had been used to patch several large rips in the leather.
A doorway covered by a blanket nailed across the top, was directly left
of the recliner. The floor, aside from being in need of a good sweep and
mop, was littered with pizza boxes, empty two-liter bottles of Diet
Coke, and sports equipment. The girls weren't sure if Maggie was here,
but by the looks of the floor, it was evident she had been.
The somber male voice that had greeted them finally showed the
girls the body that went with it. The voice was definitely male, but the
body was a little less convincing.
Her host was a standing sexual contradiction. At 6'1, with broad
shoulders, long face, Adams apple, big feet, and no hips or ass to speak
of, the body matched the male voice. Yet, with shoulder length blonde
hair, the remnants of yesterday's make-up, small breasts, and shaved
legs, it was obvious their host had tried to feminize a male body. The
girls knew that picture well. A textbook male to female transsexual
stood before them.
All three girls thought the same thing without speaking it. "Could
this be Maggie? Could this really be their little sister?" Aside from
being 36 and having no home computer, all they really knew of her was
her love for basketball and pizza. Basketball and pizza lie on the
floor before them. No computer was in sight, and their host could be
about 36, but the receding hairline, bags beneath the eyes, lines and
wrinkles gave a much older appearance. The clothes, while rumpled and
dirty were sort of a Maggie look; baggy sweat shorts, basketball t-
shirt, and sweat socks.
Rebecca decided to end the short but awkward silence, by
introducing herself, and her sisters. She hoped her host's introduction
would solve their quandary.
"Hi, I'm Rebecca and the blonde to my left is Misty. The blonde to
my right is Christy. We're the big sisters that adopted Maggie."
Rebecca and her sisters waited for the host to reveal his, or her,
identity. He did. He walked up to within a few feet of them and smiled
weakly. "Hi, I used to be Dennis, but I changed my name to Maggie. I am
the hands that typed the words from the library computer. I am the body
that holds the spirit of the girl you called your little sister. I am
the closest thing to "Maggie the kitten" you can hug."
Rebecca smiled, and hugged the soul that stood before her; and
Christy and Misty followed suit. They knew that somewhere, locked
within that tortured and misshapen body, lived their little sister, the
real Maggie; and they had brought with them the key to release her.
Maggie stepped back and regarded the three of them. She shook her
head in disbelief. During the course of her chats with the three, she
had learned that Misty was young and petite, but she had no idea of what
Rebecca or Christy looked like. All three women were young, absolutely
gorgeous, and as genuine looking and sounding as any genetic woman she
knew. Rebecca had said that Misty was blessed, but she wasn't giving
herself or Christy the credit they deserved. Without a doubt, these were
the three most genuine looking transsexuals Maggie had ever seen. Over
the next twenty minutes, the women explained why.
Maggie led her sisters over to the couch, before taking her place
in the recliner. Rebecca started the story; but each took turns,
telling the unbelievable tale that explained how, the three women
sitting before her, came to be.
It was Rebecca's idea to come get Maggie, but both Misty and
Christy were in favor of it. The three sisters shared an old Victorian
home, with several extra bedrooms, and plenty of room to accommodate
their little sister. There was no reason for Maggie to live alone, when
she had "family" to be with, so Rebecca sent the email telling Maggie
they were coming. The original surprise had been that they intended to
take Maggie back with them, to give her a home filled with big sisters
and love. A place where her spirit could be nurtured and her body
wouldn't matter.
That would have been a pretty big surprise for Maggie, a wonderful
surprise, but it paled in comparison to the surprise her sisters during
the trip to Maggie's house.
They had decided to make it a road trip, as it would be easier to
haul Maggie's belongings in Christy's Jeep Cherokee, than to squeeze
them into two suitcases for a plane ride. It would also give the four
of them a chance to spend some time together, help Maggie ease into the
full time role of little sister, and offer the opportunity to see some
interesting sights. The most "interesting" site they encountered on
their pilgrimage to Maggie's didn't just change their lives, it gave
them life. In Rebecca's case, it gave her two lives.
The girls had been taking shifts driving, and the Cherokee had made
few stops, save for food and gas, since they had left California a day
and a half ago. They had been tempted to stop, and to explore some
interesting places, but had decided to save the adventures for the
return trip, when they had Maggie to share them with. They would wait
until then, to do their own remake of the journey in "Too Wong Foo".
Rebecca was driving the night shift across barren plains, while
both Christy and Misty slept. She had the radio, an ample supply of
cd's, and strong coffee to keep her company on the lonely, dark, road.
She glanced at the fuel indicator, and realized they were under a
quarter of a tank. Gas stations were few and far between out here, so
she'd stop the next available place she found. She hadn't driven ten
minutes before she saw the lit sign of a gas station. As she pulled in,
she felt like she had traveled forty years into the past. The place
looked like Wally's Gas Station, right out of the Andy Griffith show.
Rebecca stopped in front of the second of two pumps and dug in her purse
for her credit card. She was a bit startled when a young man in
overhauls greeted her. He had to be a mechanic as he wiped the grease
from his hands before he spoke to her. "Evening ma'am. What can I get
for ya?"
Rebecca couldn't believe her ears. Shaking her head in disbelief,
she thought to herself, "Not only am I wearing almost no make-up and he
STILL called me ma'am, but this is a full service gas station! I must
really be in Mayberry."
After a moment's hesitation, she politely answered the attendant.
"Fill it up with your best please."
The man set the nozzle in the tank, and then proceeded to fulfill
the rest of Rebecca's fantasy by cleaning the windshield, and checking
the tire pressure, and the oil level.
Rebecca decided to grab a cold soda and avail herself of a bathroom
break. She wasn't about to leave the two sleeping beauties unattended in
the Cherokee, even if their attendant was Gomer Pyle. She roused the
two with some persistent prodding; and shortly, the three women yawned
and stretched outside of the SUV.
Christy noticed a small building next to the gas station, and
seeing it open and lit at three o'clock in the morning, she naturally
assumed it was a truck stop restaurant. Hotcakes and syrup sounded
awfully good right now. She had had about all the granola bars and
pretzel sticks she could stomach. She was in the mood for some down
home cooking. While Misty and Rebecca headed around the side to find
the ladies room and the pop machine, Christy investigated next door. A
few minutes later the three women met back at the Jeep. Rebecca and
Misty had found the facilities, and a pop machine that sold 6 1/2 ounce
Coke's for only ten cents. Christy's excursion had not been so
fortuitous. The aroma of burning incense had thwarted her hopes of
smelling grilling hot cakes and sizzling bacon. Her hoped for
restaurant was in reality a Wicca bookstore. Rebecca's eyes grew wide
when Christy told her what she had found. She looked first to Christy,
and then to Misty, her eyes pleading with them to let her explore.
Wicca and white magic had always fascinated Rebecca. Maggie had
christened her "Spell Slinger" shortly after they first chatted, because
of her legendary love of witchcraft.
Christy and Misty figured it was easier to give in to her than to
listen to her complain for the next two days about not stopping there.
The three women entered the shop; and were greeted by a charming lady in
her early fifty's. Her long straight hair was a mixture of gray and
black. She had soft brown eyes and she wore beads, a long dress, and
sandals. She looked exactly like the kind of person you would imagine
running a place like this.
She introduced herself as Jan, but invited the girls to address her
as Aunt Jan, if they were comfortable calling her that. The three young
women split up, and browsed separate sections of the small, but well
stocked store. Aunt Jan approached each one separately, and spoke with
each of them about what they might be looking for. Aside from a set of
earrings, and an Earth Mother dress, that Rebecca absolutely fell in
love with, all three women gravitated to the same display case. The
case featured just one item. A round glass globe, mounted on a silver
stand. The detail work in the silver was incredible, and the piece was
obviously very, very old. Aunt Jan noticed the three of them staring at
it, and she walked over to meet them at the case.
"I knew you would all end up here. You know, this IS exactly, what
you're looking for. I make it my business to try to have the things
that people really need. Things that are not always easily found, but
very necessary indeed."
Misty smiled at the lady. She really liked her. She had no idea
why she needed a glass globe; but this lady's sales pitch was so good,
she just had to find out. Her sentiment was shared by Christy, and
echoed by Rebecca.
"Okay Aunt Jan, you've got my curiosity going. You gotta tell me
exactly what this globe is, and why we need it. It appears to be a
beautiful antique."
Aunt Jan reached under the counter and produced the globe. "My
dear, it is beautiful, and it is extremely old; but it is much more than
just an antique. It is a 'soul catcher'."
Misty spoke up. "Aren't those the things that Indians made with
feathers and beads? I've seen them hung in windows and from rear view
mirrors."
Rebecca was quick to correct her. "I think you are talking about a
dream catcher Misty."
The baby blonde gazed sheepishly at her oldest sister. "Ooops, my
mistake! Blonde moment I guess."
Aunt Jan took the lead again. "Actually Misty, you could almost
call this a dream catcher. The properties this globe possesses would
indeed be a dream come true for most people."
Christy was totally intrigued by now. "Okay Aunt Jan, exactly what
does this soul catcher DO?"
"Alright, I won't keep you in suspense any longer. Actually it
does exactly what its name says it does. It catches the soul of anyone
who holds it."
Rebecca frowned. "Wait a minute; I thought Wicca was white magic.
Capturing souls sounds like black magic to me."
"No child, I assure this is the purest form of white magic. When I
say it captures the soul, I mean it captures its image and displays it
in the globe. It allows you to see the form your true spirit, or soul,
would take, should it have a physical body. That, in and of itself, is
a pretty neat trick, wouldn't you say?"
All three women stared at the globe and nodded in agreement as the
older woman continued. "However, the true magic comes next. Should the
holder of the globe wish her natural body to mirror that of her souls,
he or she need but to close their eyes and wish it? Within twenty-four
hours, their wish will be granted. They will have a body and soul in
harmony for the rest of their life."
Aunt Jan paused a moment, and regarded her three customers. They
were reacting just as she knew they would. Each was staring at the
globe and imagining what their soul would look like, and how it would
feel to have a body that matched that image.
"Sadly, there are many people whose physical body does not match
that of their soul's image. It must be a tremendously frustrating and
painful life for these people. My heart goes out to anyone suffering in
such a way."
The girls knew Aunt Jan was talking about them. She was trying to
be delicate and compassionate, but she was definitely talking about
them. These three women weren't always women in a physical sense. They
had all lived as boys, or men; but at some point discovered that in
their heart, they had been women all along. From that point on they had
worked diligently, and painfully, trying to correct the grave error
Mother Nature had made. Misty was one of the lucky ones. Her situation
was discovered at a very young age, when her male genitalia were
basically destroyed in a sports incident. Being petite and young, her
body had adapted well to the hormone therapy and she was a very
attractive and passable young woman. Rebecca and Christy had not been
so lucky. Although, saying a transsexual was ever lucky, seems almost an
absurdity. They had begun their journey to womanhood later in life, and
while they also were attractive and mostly passable, they weren't the
complete women either of them wished to be. Even Misty, as young and
beautiful as she was, envied the girls who had lived as girls since
their first breath. They each wanted to see their souls image, and they
wanted the opportunity to change their bodies to match it, should it be
the image they hoped to find.
The three women asked in unison. "How much, Aunt Jan?"
Aunt Jan smiled and shook her head. "This item is not for sale.
How can anyone put a price on a soul, or a dream? You each may use it
freely, but remember, its effects are permanent. Once the wish is made,
it will happen, and there is no going back." She paused a moment.
"Okay then, do you each wish to use it?"
Once again the girls spoke in unison. "Yes!"
The three excited hopefuls looked at each other, trying to decide
who would go first. Aunt Jan handed the globe to Rebecca and the other
two girls crowded around her.
Misty smiled while declaring, "I can't wait to see what that soul
of yours looks like. I always had a feeling that a fiery, red headed
vixen lurks just beneath that cool exterior of yours."
Aunt Jan immediately commented on Misty's remark. "Oh, I'm sorry.
I forgot to tell you. Only the person who is holding the globe will see
the image of the soul. Anyone else will see only the clear globe."
Rebecca smiled at Misty. "I guess you're just going to have to
wait to see 'The Vixen', if I decide to turn her loose." The three
sisters and Aunt Jan laughed heartily at the young woman's quip.
Rebecca then held the globe in both hands and concentrated on the
image. While Christy and Misty saw a clear glass globe, Rebecca was
given a glance of what she always knew existed, but never believed would
live in the real world. Her sisters couldn't see the image, but the
smile on Rebecca's face, and the tears in her eyes, told them she was
happy with what she saw. Rebecca closed her eyes for nearly a minute and
that told them she was bringing that image into reality.
Christy took her turn, and then Misty. Their reaction and their
decision mirrored that of Rebecca's. They each had decided to go for
it. Misty handed the globe back to Aunt Jan. She smiled lovingly at
all three. Her work here was nearly done.
Rebecca wiped tears from her eyes. "How can we possibly repay you
for this Aunt Jan?"
Aunt Jan handed the globe back to her. "I will ask one thing of
you. Take this globe with you; and see that it gets to your friend who
you are journeying to visit. Her situation is the same and yet
different from yours. The image in the globe though will give her
peace, just as it will give all of you."
The girls looked at each other in stunned amazement. They were all
thinking the same thing. "How did Aunt Jan know about Maggie?"
Of course any woman who knew about 'soul catchers' probably knew a
lot more than any of the three could imagine. She had even commented
that Maggie was the same and yet different. Obviously, she could even
sense that Maggie wasn't just a female in a male's body, but also a
child in an adult's body. Whoever this mysterious woman was, she was
like no one else they had ever encountered.
Christy posed a question. "How will we get this back to you? I
mean we can't trust something like this to the mail service."
The older woman smiled lovingly. "That part is easy. When you
wish to return it to me, the three of you hold it in your hands, close
your eyes, and simply wish it back to me. When you open your eyes it
will be back with me, safe and sound. Now, any other questions my
dears?"
Rebecca basically repeated her earlier question. "Is there anything
else we can do for you?"
Aunt Jan smiled; and then pointed at the dress Rebecca held in her
arms. "Now those I do sell, so you can pay me for that, if you want."
The three sisters hugged their incredible new friend, and then
Christy and Misty waved and headed out the door while Rebecca paid Aunt
Jan for the dress.
When Rebecca put the money in the older woman's hand, Aunt Jan
squeezed it lovingly and then held it as she spoke softly. "Rebecca,
your friend you are about to go see needs you. She needs all three of
you, but especially you. Your destinies are linked by perhaps the
strongest bond of all. Without you my dear, her dream will never be.
This is why I must ask you to do something very important. YOU must be
the one to give her the globe, and YOU must hold it with her and when
both of you look into the globe she will see her soul and all will be
made clear."
Rebecca gave Aunt Jan a puzzled look and started to ask some very
logical questions, but the wise woman silenced her quickly. "Child, I
know you don't understand why I am asking this of you, and you have so
many questions, but I can tell you no more for now. Your heart and your
mind can barely believe what I have shared with you so far. If I told
you the whole truth, you'd think me a crazy old woman for sure. Please,
you must trust me. Do what I ask and all dreams will be realized in
such a way that your four souls will know peace. I promise you dear,
you will understand in time."
Aunt Jan then hugged Rebecca and sent her out to join her two
sisters. She glanced out the window as the oldest sister hurried to
catch up with her younger siblings. She smiled at their image. She
knew they were women the moment she had laid eyes on them. Within 24
hours, the rest of the world will see the souls she had seen the first
moment.
The three women walked back to the gas station, paid the kind
attendant and began the long drive again. Not one of the three
travelers thought to look back through the rear window at the gas
station and bookstore. If they had, they would have seen both places
disappear as they pulled back onto the highway.
The Cherokee was quiet. Each woman was reviewing the image they had
found. Misty finally broke the silence. "So... either one of you two
want to share what you saw? I mean, I will tell if you want me to."
Christy rubbed her chin and thought deeply. "I don't know. I
mean, if this thing doesn't work then talking about it is going to make
it even more painful."
Rebecca was still driving but able to voice her opinion. "I don't
mind sharing, but I think I would rather it be a surprise, and trust me,
you both are in for a surprise!"
Christy tapped Rebecca's shoulder from the back seat. "I'll tell
ya something kid. If this thing works, surprised ain't going to be the
half of it."
Rebecca debated on whether she should mention Aunt Jan's final
request to her sisters. Realizing that if she told them, it wouldn't
make any more sense than it did to her, she decided to stay silent and
just wait to see what would happen.
Rebecca drove until about 8 and then they stopped and finally got
those hot cakes that Christy had been dreaming of. After breakfast,
they decided it might be wise to get settled in a motel room and wait
this thing out. There was no telling what could happen if one of them
was driving when the change occurred. They had less than 18 hours to
wait. As long as there were no complications, they could still make it
to Maggie's by late tomorrow night.
Nothing much happened that day. Misty got hit on by a couple of
guys at the motel pool, and Rebecca spent the day fawning over the baby
of the couple, who had the room next door. Christy struck up a
friendship with the older couple that ran the motel. She helped the
woman fold bed sheets, and then fixed the ice machine for the man. By
ten o'clock that night, they were all three uncharacteristically sleepy,
and by midnight, they were all asleep.
Rebecca was the first one to wake up that morning; and her yelling
woke the other two immediately afterwards. It had worked. Oh girl had
it worked! Misty had changed the least of the three, while Rebecca and
Christy had changed so much that Misty had to turn in their room keys,
as the owners would never have recognized her two "new" sisters. They
were three very different versions of beauty, but they were the same in
one regard, they were at last in complete harmony. Their body and soul
had become one.
They had to make a few quick pit stops that morning. Mostly, it
was because none of either Rebecca's nor Christy's old clothes would do
justice to the new bodies each possessed, and after waiting so long to
have it, they were wanting to showcase it.
By noon they were famished; and they stopped for lunch at a
roadside cafe. They had spent the morning comparing their new physical
attributes. Rebecca was finally ready to share with them one physical
attribute that neither of her sister's possessed. The waitress went
first to Misty, then Christy before settling on Rebecca. When Rebecca
asked for a large serving of macaroni and cheese topped with hot fudge
sauce, Misty's eyes grew wide. Christy then went positively pale when
the waitress asked Rebecca when she was due. Rebecca smiled demurely,
and said she was only eight weeks along. The waitress extended her
congratulations; and went to get the orders.
Rebecca stared at her shocked sisters. Finally she had to say
something. "What?"
Misty answered her dryly. "Oh, nothing really, my sister orders
mac and cheese with fudge sauce, and tells the waitress she eight weeks
prego. Nothing really I guess."
Rebecca rolled her eyes and answered defensively. "Well...I was
going to tell you guys; but I wasn't sure if I was really pregnant until
we walked in here. I mean, I thought I was, but I was almost afraid it
was just a dream. But, when I saw macaroni and cheese, and hot fudge for
sundaes, well... I just had to have them. I mean, like life or death
have them."
Christy quipped. "You eat that combination, and you'll have that
death part."
Rebecca continued. "I'm serious, until we walked in here, I wasn't
sure if I was pregnant. I didn't tell you guys; but when I saw the
image of my soul I knew she was pregnant. I couldn't see it in her
image, but I could feel it. I was sure she was eight weeks pregnant.
That number came to my mind as soon as I saw her. I wanted to be
pregnant so bad, but I didn't want to tell you guys until I was sure.
Once I started getting cravings, I was sure. Actually, I guess we should
stop at a drug store and get a home pregnancy test, just to be
positively positive."
Rebecca smiled and her face glowed warmly. "But, I'm telling you
guys, I already know. I'm pregnant!"
Misty and Christy got up from their chairs and hugged Rebecca.
Christy sat down and shook her head. "So far today, I've been
given the body of my dreams, been told I'm going to be an aunt in seven
months, and it isn't even one o'clock yet."
The three women laughed, and then two soon-to-be-aunts gasped as
Rebecca devoured a combination only a pregnant woman could love. They
did stop at the Rexall, and got the pregnancy test. By this time it
came as no surprise, Rebecca was now officially pregnant.
The girls drove the rest of the day and evening, arriving late that
night at Maggie's house. It had been the greatest day of their lives;
and the only thing that could make it better, was to add a little sister
to their family.
Maggie buried her head in her hands and wept. At first the girls
thought they were tears of joy, but soon realized they were pain-filled
sobs, and they crowded around their little sister to find out what was
wrong?
Maggie finally regained her composure, and asked them to sit down
again. It was her turn to tell a tale; only this tale didn't have a
happy ending. She told them this was a long and confusing story, and
to please wait until she was finished before saying anything. She also
asked them to think of the person who sat before them as Dennis, and
Maggie as the little girl who was her soul. She hoped it might make it
a little easier for her sisters to understand as she explained. "The
three of you came in here and shared a pretty unbelievable story with
me. I listened without interrupting, and waited until you were
finished, to draw my conclusions. I believe every word you said. There
is no doubt in my mind you are genetic women right down to the last xx
chromosome; and there is nothing in this world I would rather do, than
join you, and become your full-fledged little sister, but I can't; and
if you will allow me, I will tell you why."
Dennis rubbed his tired eyes, and took a deep breath before
beginning. "I don't know any easy way to say this; so I'm just going to
say it, and then try to explain."
He looked from face to face, and then spoke. "Maggie is dead. I
think she died before I ever met you. What you first felt coming to you
from the other side of that computer screen was Maggie. More
accurately, it was her hopes and dreams that perhaps by the strength of
her will, survived even after she was gone.
As the communications continued, you sensed her anger, her fear and
her need. Only that wasn't Maggie any longer, it was the third player
in this body. I refer to it as the "Evil Beast"; and it was using your
affection for Maggie, to draw attention and sympathy in order to feed
its own unquenchable need for both.
The beast sleeps now, but if it awakens to find you here, it will
stop me from telling you the truth. It knows if you find the truth, you
won't let it feed from you any longer; and it will have to move on to
some other unsuspecting soul to feed from. I pray I will have the time
to find the words to convince you of their sincerity."
Dennis rubbed his hands up and down his face. He felt as if he was
bordering on insanity and above all else he was tired, so tired, but he
couldn't stop now. The Evil Beast may never give him this chance again.
He owed these three women the truth. "In a lot of ways, I probably
started life, just like the three of you. I was born with the soul of a
girl, and the body of a boy. Believe it or not, it wasn't until I went
to school that I truly realized I wasn't a little girl.
That realization so traumatized me, I split into two separate
entities. What you see before you is body, intellect, and experience.
That is Dennis. All the hopes, dreams, desires, heart and soul stayed
within Maggie. We became two incomplete individuals where there should
have been one little girl. My job became protecting Maggie at all
costs, searching for someway to bring her into reality, and in the
meantime, trying to do for her, the things she longed to do for herself.
Maggie had but one job; and that was to survive. She had to survive
in a world without parents, without brothers and sisters, and without
friends. All she could do was watch through my eyes as other little
girls played, laughed, cried, loved, learned and grew. Most importantly
grew. While I aged normally, Maggie didn't grow one day older. All
these years had passed; and she was still the same little girl she'd
always been. If you think about it, it makes perfect sense. What does
growing up really consist of anyway? It's a combination of physical
changes and learning experiences. Maggie has no physical changes,
because she is only an image. I have the body. Maggie had few learning
experiences, because she could do almost nothing herself. No one can
learn FOR you. You can't know that fire is hot until you feel the heat;
and, despite my best efforts to shoot baskets for her, she couldn't know
the joys of winning a ballgame, until she could actually set foot on a
court.
We both came to the realization early in our lives, that if I
didn't find a way to bring her into reality, she was going to be
sentenced to solitary confinement as a permanent child in the prison
that was my body. I in turn would be a hapless creature without any
drive or ambition, save that of bringing Maggie home.
It was all sadly ironic. To the outside world I was everything,
and no one believed Maggie even existed. Yet actually, Maggie was
everything, everything that really mattered. I was nothing, just a
vessel carrying an essence.
Maggie and I thought we were alone in here, but we weren't.
Somewhere in my weakness, I failed to protect Maggie. I let this Evil
Beast in. I didn't mean to but I was weak. Being half of anything is a
weakness, and the Evil Beast seized the opportunity to capture the house
that was divided against itself.
At first, I didn't realize it was there. The Beast took Maggie's
frustration at being trapped, and mine at being unable to free her; and
turned it into childhood and adolescent rage and anger. It took her
fear of forever being alone, and the hopelessness of my quest, to create
a need for attention and sympathy that kept me in an out of psychiatric
wards. It drained every ounce of compassion from my friends, until they
had no more to give; and then, it sent me in search of new ones to
drain.
The Evil Beast is like a weed; once it sinks its roots in; it
spreads fast and is nearly impossible to kill. It was growing stronger
everyday. It fed from both Maggie and me. For me, it was getting
harder to resist its urges for violence, hate and anger. For Maggie, it
was just making it harder for her to survive. It was draining her of
her strength."
Dennis stopped for a moment to gather his thoughts. He had to make
them understand. He just had to! He got out of the recliner and
kneeled before them. "Each one of you is a soul just like Maggie was.
Two days ago, you were trapped in the wrong body. You know that pain,
and how it drains the life force from you. I would be surprised, if
each of you hadn't, at times, prayed for death rather than face another
day living alone inside that prison: your screams and cries unnoticed,
your needs unmet, and your dreams unfulfilled.
I don't know how you all survived, but I am glad that you did. You
deserve to live, same as Maggie did. I don't know if you battled demons
and evil beasts. If you did, then perhaps you were stronger than we
were. Perhaps the split that created two incomplete entities didn't
happen to you, or not to the same degree. Perhaps you were able to find
some measure of peace, some common ground that allowed both parts of you
a measure of happiness, and gave you the strength to resist evil beasts.
All three of you grew at least into young adult hood. I mean,
those aren't little girl bodies that I'm staring at right now. Look, I
don't know how you survived, I'm just glad that you did."
The girls had listened to Dennis talk for thirty minutes. His and
Maggie's story had reached their hearts, as they knew first hand, so
much of the pain and hopelessness he described. Tears flowed from all
three girls. They had come there to give birth to a new sister, and now
they were mourning her passing.
Rebecca could be quiet no longer. "Dennis, when did she die, and
please forgive me, I don't mean to doubt you, but are you SURE she is
dead? Couldn't she just be quiet or sleeping or anything but dead?"
Dennis smiled at her. "I'm not upset. You've asked a perfectly
logical question. Unfortunately I can't answer your first question
exactly. I'm not really sure when she died. I can tell you when she
started growing progressively weaker. It began when I contacted a coven
of witches about body transformation. That should tell you how
desperate I had become. They told me that it was possible to get the
body that I wanted, but it would cost me my soul to get it. What good
was a little girl's body, without her soul being in it? That would be
worse than what I had already.
We both took that defeat quite hard. It was my last gasp effort at
giving her a real girl's body. All I had left to try was feminizing
this body and trying to live as a woman. I was hopeful at first, but I
lost my enthusiasm after awhile. It was obvious that is wasn't really
helping Maggie. I think she did try to make a go of it, but it's nearly
as impossible for a little girl to live in a grown woman's world, as it
is for her to live in a boy's world. She didn't have the maturity or
experience to draw from like most 30 something women would, and more
importantly she did not have the desires of an adult woman. She was
still waiting to get to the playground and just play.
Somewhere around the time that I realized that me trying to live as
a man-made woman was never going to be a real success, she truly began
dying. She started becoming more distant, and I wouldn't feel her
presence for days at a time. When she did come back to me, she was
always weaker than the time before. Finally, she was gone ever so long,
and the next time I sensed her, I knew I was only sensing memories. I
knew she had finally grown too weak to fight anymore. An exact time of
death I can't give you, but I know she's been gone at least a couple of
months. I'm sure of it.
Once I knew she had left me, my life changed in so many ways. I've
continued to take the hormones and live as a woman, but I knew I no
longer had a little girl's soul. Of course, I didn't have a man's
either, so perhaps more out of honor to her and the dream that could
never be, I continued living as this nearly sexless creature you see
before you.
My priorities changed though. I no longer worried about protecting
her. I hoped a great power was doing that. I no longer needed to
search for a way to bring her into this world. If her soul returned
now, it would be the old fashioned way and perhaps if Mother Nature
would give her another chance to be born into this world she would match
her up with the right body this time and a loving family to boot.
My 'soul' purpose in life became to find someone else to believe
she existed. I failed at bringing her into this world, but if I could
bring her WORDS into this world, then perhaps others would feel her life
force, and believe she once existed. I owed her at least that much.
Putting her essence into words would be difficult, but I knew her
hopes, her dreams and her wishes, AND I knew that if I just put a pen in
my hand, somehow she would guide me.
What I desperately needed was to find a safe place to take her to,
and loving friends who would believe in her and care for her. Crystal's
site became the place, and each of you became my friends; and the big
sister to a dead little sister. You gave me the encouragement to write,
and Maggie's words flowed. Because of you three, and the other kind
souls I encountered, Maggie lives. As long as you remember, as long as
someone can experience her through these stories, then she lives and the
Evil Beast has no dominion.
I have felt that my purpose on this earth has been complete since
I've finished my last story, and evidently God agrees with me."
Dennis paused for a moment. He had given them so much darkness in
such a short time, but he had to tell them the rest of the story. They
deserved to know the whole truth, and as dark as the rest of it was, it
did have a silver lining, if they would only look for it. Taking a deep
breath he started again. "I don't know any easy way to say this so I
better just say it straight out. I'm dying kids. I felt for sometime
there was something wrong with me, something beyond my dying soul, and I
was right. I don't know if my body just realized there was no real
reason to stick around any more, or if God had mercy on me, but either
way, the battle is nearly over. AND... before you ask, I'm sure I'm
dying. I got the final tests results from the doctor yesterday. I
ought to feel special; it's not a real common illness. I would tell you
the name, but I can't even begin to pronounce it. Just trust me, it's
always fatal, and my doc says I got maybe six months, seven on the
outside. I am so sorry to have told you all this and most of all I am so
sorry you all came up here for nothing."
Tears streamed down the cheeks of all three sisters. Misty stood
up and went to Dennis, wrapping her arms around him, she hugged him
tightly. "We didn't come for nothing. We came to be with our friend
and sister, and to hug her and tell her we love her."
Christy and Rebecca joined the two in a group hug and if for only a
moment they were four sisters united. Once the tears subsided and they
released their embrace. Rebecca took Dennis' hand in hers. "Dennis, you
can't just stay here, and die all alone. Why don't you come with us? We
were gonna take Maggie back with us. I think we all would be glad to
have you at our place. At least you would be with friends when it came
time to go. I don't want you to be sad, frightened and alone with your
pain."
Christy and Misty immediately seconded their sister's offer, and
added their own pleas for him to come with them.
Dennis was obviously touched by their kind gesture and he smiled
warmly at the lovely young angels before him. "Thank you all very much.
It means a lot that you would be willing to do that, but trust me, I
won't be alone. I've already got a place to go when the time draws
near, and while I may feel some pain, I won't be sad or frightened. I've
been sad and frightened all my life, but I'm not afraid of death. I
welcome it. The Evil Beast that rages within me, it fears death. It
knows I will no longer be a tool for it to hurt others, or allow it to
use Maggie's memories to trap others, and feed from their kindness.
See, the Evil Beast has beaten me badly in several battles, but now I am
about to win the war. I honestly don't fear this coming sleep. For me
it is a release, for the Evil Beast it will entomb it forever. It will
be alone, powerless, and as far as I am concerned, in hell. See, I will
be okay, please trust me, I will, but if you really want to do something
for me, go out and have a wonderful life. Embrace and experience all
the joys that every young woman is entitled to, and of course always
remember Maggie. If you can do that for me, I will be happy and Maggie
will never really die.
Dennis then dropped his head to his chest; he was physically and
emotionally spent.
Christy took his hand. "I don't want to make this any harder on
you, but could I ask you a favor. Maybe it's pointless now, but would
there be any harm in you at least holding the globe, just to see if
there is any part of her soul left, any part at all?"
Dennis smiled wearily at her. "No child, there is no harm in that,
but I already know what I will find. I will either find nothingness or
the face of the Evil Beast. Either way there will be nothing to wish
into existence."
Christy handed the globe to Dennis; and he held it in both hands.
All three girls prayed for one last miracle. A miracle that might still
bring their little sister back to them and still save the fairy tale
ending they had hoped for.
Dennis stared intently into the globe for nearly a minute. Tears
ran down his cheeks, as he regarded the empty the empty vessel. He
sighed deeply and shook his head. The look on his face told them he had
seen nothing, nothing at all. There just weren't any more miracles left
in that day. He handed the globe to Rebecca, but at the moment their
hands both touched it, the auburn-haired young woman suddenly winced in
pain and lost her balance. Dennis, dropped the globe to catch the
falling angel, and Misty made a diving catch of the magic orb only
itches before it would have shattered on the ground. Dennis carried
Rebecca over to the couch, with both sisters in tow.
Christy took her hand and searched her sister's eyes. "Hey girl,
you gonna be alright. You just about did a swan dive there. You want
us to call a doctor something?"
Rebecca quickly waved her off. "I'll be fine Christy. I just felt
this sharp pain, and then I got real dizzy for a minute."
Suddenly her face filled with horror. "Oh no, I dropped the globe!
Please tell me I didn't break it!"
Misty squeezed in between Dennis and Christy, and smiling impishly
produced the precious parcel. "Ta da! It's in good hands with Misty!
All those years of baseball finally paid off. I had to do a head first
slide, but I caught it."
Obviously relieved the globe was intact; Rebecca tried to recall
exactly what had just happened. "I don't understand where the pain came
from. I was feeling fine, and then Dennis handed me the globe-".
Her voice trailed off for a second, as her mind brought back
another piece of the puzzle to her. Her eyes grew wide as she spoke.
"I saw something in the globe. I remember now! I saw an image."
She closed her eyes as she tried hard to focus and when she opened
them again, a warm smile turned at her lips and she reached out to take
Christy's hand. "I saw my baby! I looked in the globe when Dennis
handed it to me and saw my baby. I guess it was kinda like an
ultrasound, only way better! I'm going to have a beautiful baby with
hair and eyes just like mine. It's all so amazing!"
Dennis and the sister's gave Rebecca hugs as she sat up on the
couch basking in the glow of the memory. "I'm glad I got the vision, but
I don't understand what triggered all this. I was feeling fine, and
then when I took the globe I got this sudden pain in my side, almost
like a baby kick, only this baby must have been wearing army boots,
cause it about doubled me over, and then...for some reason I felt
compelled to look into the globe and that's when I saw my baby for a
second. The next thing I know I'm getting all dizzy and well...it was
almost lights out."
Misty shook her head and smiled. "If you ask me the whole thing is
obvious. That macaroni and cheese with fudge sauce is finally coming
back to haunt you!"
Rebecca's emerald green eyes sparkled as a thought came to her.
"Dennis, for a second we were both holding the globe. Did you see
anything? Did you feel anything? Did you see my baby?"
Her friend shook his head. "I'm sorry Rebecca. I wish I could say
I did, but I really wasn't paying any attention to the globe. As soon
as you started to fall, I just grabbed you and never gave the globe a
second look. I just wanted to be sure 'momma' didn't go bounce! I'll
tell you something though. I don't have to see a vision in a globe to
know that she's gonna be a beautiful girl just like her momma, and very
lucky to have such a loving family as the three of you."
Rebecca gave her friend a light peck on the cheek and smiled warmly
at him, but the smile faded quickly as it was replaced by a puzzled
frown. "Dennis, how did you know I was going to have a girl? I never
said my baby was a girl. I know I didn't. I wanted that to be a
surprise, so I deliberately avoided saying that."
Dennis shrugged his shoulders helplessly. "I don't know Rebecca.
I promise you I didn't see an image in the globe or even look into the
globe, but I just knew you were having a little girl. Maybe it was just
a lucky guess, or perhaps the God's did give me a sneak preview since I
won't be fortunate enough to be here to welcome that little angel into
the world."
Rebecca hugged her friend tightly and having fully recovered from
the effects of her "spell", she knew it was time to go. The girls stood
up to leave but their dying friend asked them to wait a moment before
they left. He went through the blanket-covered archway, and returned
immediately with a stuffed lion. "This lion was Maggie's. It was the
only thing in the real world she ever had. I know she would want you to
have it, and if you wanted to share it with your daughter I think Maggie
would really like that."
Dennis handed the lion to Rebecca. She swallowed hard; too
overcome by emotion, she just nodded and clutched the lion to her chest.
Dennis led the three women to the door, stopping one last time to
regard them. "I know you will see that her stories get published on the
Internet in some form; but if you will, I have one last request. I have
shared with you, things I have shared with no one. Only one other person
felt Maggie's presence when she was alive. I realize that you never
really got to meet her, but you are kindred spirits of sorts. If her
stories have touched you, then please carry some piece of her in your
heart, and think of her from time to time. I don't care if you forget
me as soon as you walk off this porch; but please remember that little
girl. Remember Maggie."
Each of the girls hugged Dennis, wiped the tears from their eyes,
walked out the door, and returned to where they first had stood on the
street. The three held the globe in their hands. They knew its work
was done here. They closed their eyes and thought of Aunt Jan. When
they opened their eyes it was gone.
Silently they returned to the car. Christy and Misty got in to the
back while Rebecca walked to the driver's side. Sliding into the front
seat, she clutched the stuff lion to her breast. She rocked it close
and like her sisters behind her, her thoughts were still with her dying
friend and the little sister they would never bring home. The young
woman looked down at the well-worn lion, and solemnly promised him that
her own daughter would give him the same love that little Maggie had.
She knew there was nothing left to do but begin the long drive
home, yet in her heart she knew this was not the way this story was
supposed to end. A voice kept telling her she was missing something.
She didn't know what it could be, but she felt as if it was just sitting
right in front of her if only she would look. Perhaps it was just the
fact that she didn't want to admit that Maggie was gone, but whatever it
was, it started her thinking. As she replayed the events of the last
few days, one thing just didn't make sense. Turning to her sister's she
shared it with them. "Guys, there's one thing I just don't understand."
Misty raised her head off Christy's shoulder to answer her.
"What's that sis?"
Rebecca sighed heavily and began. "Aunt Jan knew we needed the
soul catcher and she knew that in our souls we were women. She also
knew that we were going to see Maggie and that she needed the soul
catcher. I'd say she probably knew a whole lot more than she ever told
us."
Christy nodded in agreement. "I'll agree with you there. She has
got to be one of wisest, most magical people I have ever met, but what's
that really got to do with anything?"
Rebecca frowned as her eyes sparkled a deep emerald green. "I'll
tell ya what I can't get. How could anyone as all knowing as Aunt Jan
tell us to take this soul catcher to Maggie and not know her soul was
already long gone? I can't believe she would know everything else and
not know this. It just doesn't make sense."
Misty and Christy looked at each other in amazement. Rebecca was
right. That was strange. Christy shook her head as she spoke. "Yeah,
that is weird. I'm with you. I can't believe she would make that
mistake either, but I guess somehow she did. I mean we were all there,
and Dennis held the globe and he didn't see a thing."
Misty struggled to hold back her tears as her heart was breaking.
"It's just all so sad. I mean here we three are with the bodies of our
dreams and a life just waiting for us to live it. We come to get our
little sister and make everything perfect and we find out she's dead,
our friend is dying and we can't do a thing to save either. Rebecca,
the only bright spot in coming here is when Denn