Thanks to all of you who not only had the patience to stay with this
story, but also took the time to post a review. Even though this was
one story, I felt it better to break it into several chapters. Then the
unthinkable happened. My USB memory stick got corrupted somehow. I did
manage to get most of it straightened out, but the story has changed
somewhat. I used this to my advantage and changed some things. I feel
it's an improvement.
The Penny - Part 5
Work also noted my changes, and several people even said that since I
change my looks more often than women, I ought to join them. My
supervisor overheard this, and it started a huge harassment nightmare.
The three people that were involved all received 3-day suspensions. Boy
did that help matters for me! Now I was being left out of
conversations, and when I walked up to one, everybody just stop
talking, and left.
My changing looks brought in more people just to look, so my work area
was moved into a different part of the shop where I wouldn't cause any
distraction. The good thing was that I finally got a private office,
even the door locked! Out of sight, out of mind I guess.
The aerobics class noticed my new look and complimented me on the 'new'
look. Even though my change in appearance was the 'talk' of the day, it
wasn't as bad as I had imagined. Once the music started, I fell into
the routine and blocked out everything else. Before I knew it, the
session was over and we were toweling off. The longer hair covered my
shoulders, and I really was sweating from it. Lisa and I made small
talk with the rest of the class for a few minutes as we were heading to
the truck.
The kids have already had dinner, so Lisa and I just had some chips and
salsa. I gathered my 'dinner' and was heading out onto the back porch
when I remembered the corset.
I took a quick shower, done a brutally quick job on my hair and makeup,
then Lisa helped me back into my corset.
Lisa and Alyson were becoming very close friends. When I finally joined
them, I had to tell them every detail of my work fiasco.
Alyson finally went home just as the news was starting. I helped pick
up things and locked up for the night. I done my now 'normal' night
washing routine, and went to bed. Lisa was already in bed and watched
me undress.
I was asleep in minutes. I was up, showered, and ready by 5:45am. For
the first time doing my hair like this I thought I did very well. It
didn't look quite as nice as when I left the salon, but I'm still
learning. I kissed Lisa 'bye and headed and headed out for my tanning.
After I finished tanning, I went to work on my face. The eye shadow was
kind of tricky. The blue-gray color that went along the upper eyelid
took a second try to get it right, the rest went okay. Once I finished
my eyeliner, I couldn't believe how sexy my eyes looked. Before I
didn't look at them critically, but now, I could see that I did have
very nice eye shape and nice, long, thick lashes. I finished and looked
very carefully at myself. I fluffed my hair some and used the hair pick
to bring a few loose strands in. I looked as good as I could.
Work was a nightmare. If the first couple of weeks were bad, then now
it was hell. Between the difference in my hair and the addition of the
makeup, I was a spectacle to be seen. The guys at the shop weren't
happy to see me, but at least they didn't just stare at me. Once word
got out about me, practically all the police and fire personnel stopped
by with some imaginary radio problem just so they could see me. But
because I was back in my new 'office', they couldn't see me. Word got
out and the nonsense problems went back to normal.
At home, I told Lisa about my day as I changed into a skirt outfit. She
felt bad for me but we both new there wasn't anything we could do about
it.
Lisa noticed I was really bothered by what had happened at work. She
reassured me that I was okay and would come through this just fine. I
went into the living room and vegg'ed out with the kids until the late
dinner was ready.
As the week went on things got better. As people would come in to watch
me, I would stop whatever I was doing, and stare right back at them.
Most of the time this made them go on their way. But a few others would
require me going into a deep explanation. At Candi's softball games, I
kept my spirits about me and had a good time.
At home, the kids got used to me, and the girls even jumped on the
bandwagon and told me how nice I looked, or how I wasn't sitting with
my knees together. But all in all, by Friday evening I was in a happy
mood again.
Saturday was beautiful. I did all the yard work and cleaned the
motorcycle up for our first real ride of the year. With everything
going on last month, I hadn't had a chance to clean it up. We had gone
out a couple of times before all this started, but hadn't done so since
the contract started. The weather hadn't cooperated much either,
between the rain and cool evenings, we didn't want to go riding.
By 4:00 I had the bike looking like new and had everything put away. I
took a shower, done my hair and makeup, and was putting on my black
polyester pant outfit when Lisa came in and asked what I was doing. She
reminded me that I had already worn that outfit once this week and
would have to wear something else.
I was saving the dress pants outfit for church in the morning, so that
left the two jean outfits. The tight ones with the pink satin top was
out, so that left the flare-leg jeans with the yellow deep-cut top. The
only draw back was that the shirt wasn't very thick and would show my
black bra easily. At least the shoes were the black pullover-style with
large block-style heels. Shifting and braking in heels should be
interesting.
I didn't have any place on the motorcycle for storage, so I would have
to hold my purse. Lisa tried to hold it but with hers and as big as
mine was, she couldn't hold both. I ended up putting it over my head
and my arm through the opening. I had always wanted to get some simple
removable saddlebags but just haven't done so yet. But I think I will
get some very soon.
We had only rode down the street before Lisa had to do something with
my hair. When it was short it wasn't a problem, but now it whips her in
the face. She quickly braided it and put one of her scrunchies in it to
hold it. It worked just fine.
The heels didn't prove to cause any real trouble, but they did hold my
feet still and in place on the pegs. I never realized how much I moved
my feet about as I rode before.
By 7:00 we were both hungry and went into our 'regular' restaurant when
we were out riding. The waitress recognized Lisa right off but not me.
But we ended up telling her the story so she would quit staring.
By the time we got home, my breasts were sore. Usually after going
riding Lisa and I make love, and tonight I wasn't sure if we should,
but Lisa insisted on it. We did 'it' in the standard position. My
breasts were very sore by the time I went to sleep, and I was
exhausted.
My life was still complicated but everything started to fall into
place. Work was still a pain, church was getting better, and the
aerobics class was doing fine. My weight continued to drop. I don't
know if it is my paranoia, but I think I am starting to develop hips
now. My waist is down to a dramatic improvement of 37 inches, where
before I know I was a tight 42 inches. I don't know what my hips were
before, but now they are 40 inches.
For May, I bought the required outfits and plus included two pant
outfits.
My trip out there was largely uneventful. Soon enough I was back at his
estate and was greeted warmly by Karin. She took my suitcase and met me
in my bedroom for my weigh in. My weight was now down to 249lbs.
Shortly after dinner Mr. Lewis arrived. He went directly into his
office. Half an hour later he asked me to join him. After some
questions about how I am getting along with things, he noted that my
weight was good, but my normal activities around home were lagging a
little. However, both of the pant outfits were rejected. Mr. Lewis
offered me another little side deal. He would overlook the slight
change in my personal activities and I could have these pants and
shorts if I wanted, but in return, I would have to agree to a couple
more piercings. Since I already had 4 holes in my ears, I thought one
more couldn't affect much. I signed the addendum and was able to take
these two pantsuits as well as the other I brought last month.
I was so happy to have more pants. I would only have to wear skirts or
dresses at home 4 times a week!
Lisa met me at the airport and asked how everything went. I told her of
everything and showed her the check for $26,784. This was awesome! The
money was definitely helping to forget all the looks and comments. I
really felt this was our ticket to a debt-free life and early
retirement.
As usual for my Monday after the trip salon visit, my hair was
changed. It was lengthened another 4 inches and lightened a few more
shades of blonde. The perm was re-done so the curls were the same as
last month. But because of the added length, my hair was very full now.
My nails now had grown out some more and the color was another shade of
red.
I knew the additional earrings were going to be done next, but when she
was done with my nails, she handed me the bottle of polish and handed
me a business card. On it was the name of a private medical office just
down the street. I looked on the back and it had an appointment for me
that was in just 15 minutes. She told me that she was done and could
go.
Uncertain of what was going on, I drove the 2 blocks to the medical
clinic. But because the small parking lot was full, I had to park
almost a block away. I mustered up some courage and made my way down to
the clinic. I quickly walked in to see 6 guys and 1 woman standing
around talking. A younger guy broke from the conversation and asked if
he could help me. I handed him the card and said I had an appointment.
He looked back at me, and the card several times and started to grin.
He nodded for me to follow him and as I did, everyone was smiling and
watching me.
By now, every time I went out, I raised my voice and tried to carry on
as a woman, and by their reaction, they bought it.
He showed me into a small room and told me to sit down. As I did, I
noticed this room looked like a miniature operating room. On a tray
next to my chair were a strange looking pair of long-nosed pliers, a
large, curved needle, and what appeared to be a small 'basket' about
the size of a 35mm film container.
He introduced himself as Dr. Bain, and said that he would be doing my
piercings shortly, as he pointed to the basket.
The entire basket was made from metal rods were nearly 1/4 inch thick
and looked like a two oblong capital letter D's that were joined at the
top somehow. If the basket was stood up so that the curved parts were
on top, the basket had a diameter of 1 inch and stood about 11/2 inches
high, not including the thick, little 1/2 -diameter ring that was
welded to the top.
The metal rods that made the bottom of the basket were removable and
one of them had a hole on the center to allow the other rod to go
through it. I could see that the rest of the basket would sit atop of
the other two metal rods in little sockets, but I didn't see how they
would stay together.
The doctor didn't say much when I asked him about the basket. He handed
me an envelope with my name on it. In it was a copy of the addendum as
well as a second paper. This paper was from Mr. Lewis and stated that
the piercing was for the head of my penis. The piercing was to be
immediately behind the head of my penis and be done so it completely
encircled the head of my penis. He even included a well-done drawing
showing how it was to be done. He said I was going to be given a shot
to block any erection until the piercings heal. When done this way, my
penis would still be functional and my wife would have extra pleasure
from it. The basket was to be 'welded' in place to insure my
compliance. The doctor only knows he is doing a 'personal' piercing
with a dominant style application. Mr. Lewis had already pre-paid, and
I was to explain my desire for this piercing.
After I tucked the letter back into my purse, the guy looked at me and
said, "So, you ready?" I nodded and said, "Let's do it!"
He proceeded to strap my legs down at the ankles, knees, and thighs.
From there he strapped down my wrists, elbows, and across my chest and
shoulders. Lastly, he strapped my forehead into a curved headrest and a
very wide strap around my waist. Once he finished that, he looked at me
and asked if I was comfortable yet. Trying not to panic, I just nodded
at him. I tried to move my head to look away so I couldn't see this,
but the way I was strapped in, it was impossible.
He then asked me where I wanted the piercing. When I described what the
letter stated, showed him the drawing, he just smiled and shook his
head. He undid my pants, pulled my shirt up as high as the wide strap
would allow. He commented on liking my thong, then pulled it down. He
must not of believed me about the penis part, because his reaction when
he saw it caught him off guard. He then looked at me again, and the
plastic vagina lips in my thong and muttered, "Damn!" He then casually
washed up and put on a gown and latex gloves. He moved the tray and sat
in a stool between my legs. He shook his head again and pulled my penis
out. He laid a rubber-backed towel over my thighs and under my penis.
Holding my penis he looked at it for where he would stick the needle.
He took a 'sharpie' marker and put a dot just behind the head on top
and bottom and asked if this would do. I just nodded approval. He did
the same on each side on my penis and asked again. I nodded again. As
he picked up the pliers I started to try and squirm.
As he told me this is really going to hurt, he realized he forgot
something. He moved quickly to a cabinet above my head. He grabbed
something and told me to say, "Ahhhhh." I responded before I thought
about it, and before I could do anything, had stuffed a large gag in my
mouth fastened some straps behind my head, and locked it into place. He
sat back down and said he does this to keep people from yelling and
causing a disturbance.
He took the pliers and centered them around the dots and put a rubber
band around the handles to keep them closed tightly. Just doing that
hurt! He picked up some anti-bacteria swabs and wiped the entire area.
By now I was sweating and breathing rather hard.
As he picked up the needle again, he asked if I mind some visitors.
Shaking my head NO as much as I could, he just got up, walked to the
door, and called for the others to come see this.
By the time they entered, I was blushing so bad I thought my face was
on fire! When they saw my penis and how I was secured, the all started
laughing. The doctor picked up the needle again, grabbed my penis
firmly, and ensuring he had the needle on the lower dot, turned my
penis back upright and then with one motion he had it pushed through!
Glancing down, I could barely see a large needle poking through the top
of my penis.
I tried to scream but the gag silenced me. The others made "EWWW"
noises then began laughing again. The guys kept looking away and back
again. He took an alcohol swab and wiped the bottom part of the needle
and pressed the one metal rod that had the hole in the center and
forced the end of it into a small recess in the end of the needle. He
had to really push and work it until the hole of the metal rod went
through the new hole and was in the center of my penis.
By now I was crying it hurt so bad. It was a good thing I was strapped
and gagged or I would've lunged for him. He then lined up the needle
and forced the needle through the sides of my penis. He continued
working the metal rods until he heard the straight one snap into the
hole of the first rod. He then took the pliers off and got some other
pliers and things out.
Looking down at my penis, only the four ends of the metal rods could be
seen. From all the trauma, the head of my penis was quite small and
covered lightly in blood. The ends of the rods stuck out about 1/4- or
so now.
He clipped a heavy metal clamps on each end sticking out and further
compressed the head on my penis. He then placed an assembly over my
crotch and strapped it so my penis was stretched straight up. He sat
the basket onto the four sockets in the ends of the metal rods.
He wiped some 'grease-type' of stuff all around the joints. He picked
up a mini-torch and lit it and adjusted the flame so it was only about
an inch or so long. He laid a foil-type of cloth over my penis and wove
it through the basket so that my entire penis was covered. He then
applied the flame to the basket and rod end.
The grease stuff started to melt and sizzle. I could feel the heat now.
Just as it started to burn worse, he put some silver-solder to the
joint. It quickly melted and was sucked into the joint. When the
silver-solder started to appear around the opening, he pulled the flame
and silver-solder away and quickly laid a wet towel across the basket.
The sizzle and steam was terrible! The burn was excruciating! I was now
sobbing it hurt so bad! I could smell burn.
He did the same on the other three ends then they left me for a few
minutes and when they came back, I had managed to get control of
myself.
The doctor cleaned up everything and put some salve on the piercing. As
he stood there, he toyed with the basket some by moving it back and
forth. He said that this was his first piercing like this. He said that
Mr. Lewis sent the basket, torch and silver-solder. He knew what he was
going to do, but in conversation with Mr. Lewis, he was explicit in
making me say what needed done.
He then came back with a syringe and said that this would prevent a
hard-on for about 3-4 weeks until the piercings healed. The piercing
was sure to bleed from now on, and to protect my clothes, I would have
to wear Kotex pads.
He released my arms and told me to finish while he washed up. As soon
as he released my arms, I grunted and made noises while pointing to the
gag. He laughed some and said that I needed to see Alyson to get the
keys to the lock!
By the time I finished releasing all the straps, Dr. Bain had left the
room. Before I tucked my blood-seeping penis into my thong, I picked up
the thick maxi-pad the doctor laid out for me and carefully lined it
up, and pressed it into place. The pressure from the thong really
pressed into the piercing bad, and it took me several attempts to get
it in place without causing too much pain.
As I made my way through the lobby, the 'witnesses' were openly
laughing at me. Fortunately, it was 8:00pm now and the street mostly
empty. I no sooner got clear of the clinic when three guys came
crashing out of a check cashing store and stopped right in front of me!
I could easily see alcohol of them. As I made my way around them, they
all started making obscene comments and gestures. I nearly ran all the
way to my truck. By the time I had sat in the seat, I could hardly
breathe! It took me several minutes to get back to normal.
Not wanting the kids to see me like this, and unable to call home and
warn Lisa about what is going on, I drove to Alyson's house. I knocked
on the door several times, but she must still be at my house with Lisa.
As carefully as I could, I walked around her house and looked into my
backyard. Sure enough, they were back there. I tried to make noises and
waved at them trying to get only their attention, but after a few
minutes, I gave up and went back out to my truck. I ended up driving
around until just after 9:00pm so the kids would be in bed before I got
home.
I parked in the garage and went through my shop to the back patio. Lisa
jumped from the chair when she saw me, and ran to see what was covering
my face. Alyson was right behind her. Lisa was frantically asking me
questions about what was going on as tears were streaming down her
face. I turned around and motioned to the lock and then to Alyson
moving my hands to indicate an imaginary key turning. I ended up
writing a note saying that Mr. Lewis sent Alyson the keys. At first she
looked confused then she took off running for her house.
Lisa went from crying, to anger, to laughing by the time Alyson
returned. I was even laughing by now. Alyson had a small box with about
100 keys in it! She dumped it out and they started to go through them,
one by one like this was a timed stunt on Fear Factor. It was key
number 72 that opened the lock.
When I pulled the gag out, I realized it was a 4-inch long, 1 1/2-inch
diameter penis gag. If the piercing wasn't enough, the penis gag was
sickening! I wrapped the gag in a rag and slowly tried to loosen my jaw
up.
It took several minutes, but I was finally able to speak clearly enough
to explain my evening. Just as I began the story, Alyson's cell phone
rang. The conversation was brief and she only said a few things before
hanging up. The first thing she said was that it was after 9:00pm and I
didn't have my corset on yet.
The three of us went into my room to get me into the corset. The minute
I was down to my thong, Lisa noticed the wings of my maxi-pad. I had no
choice but to show her the whole thing now. I asked Alyson to leave but
she said that Mr. Lewis wanted a picture of the piercing. I tried to
put off showing the piercing until I had a chance to explain what
happened. I explained everything that happened at the 'medical clinic'.
Up to this point Lisa didn't know anything about the piercing, and
looked at me rather shocked. I told her about the addendum and that I
thought that I was only going to get my ear pierced again, so I didn't
say anything about it when I got home Sunday afternoon.
Alyson still had to take the picture, so I pulled the thong only to
reveal a mess of blood. It was gross! I went to the bathroom and washed
myself very carefully and had Lisa and Alyson come in to see the
piercing. After Alyson took the picture, she went home to email the
picture to Mr. Lewis.
She lightly touched my penis and the basket as she looked for the
soldering. She asked if I could still "do it" and I said that I was
assured that I could. She asked what the little ring on top was for,
and I just shrugged my shoulders and said that I would find out when I
meet with Mr. Lewis in June.
Alyson came back over and asked how I was doing. I told her that it
still hurt, but what hurt the most was how the plastic lips things
tried to flatten it. She nodded and said that I was to still to wear my
thongs, basket and all, like usual.
I had to go pee really bad so Lisa left to my business. I knew it was
going to hurt. I wasn't let down! It burned like hell all over again.
As the pee came through the crossed metal rods inside my penis, I could
feel the pressure. Then, when it hit the basket, it splattered
everywhere. It looks like I won't be standing to pee at least until
this heals and can be removed.
After I wiped the basket out, I managed to push it all inside, but a
little blood was still seeping out. I got one of Lisa's pads out lined
it up over plastic lips, and stuck it in place. This time, I carefully
pushed my penis inside rather than just laid in the panties. Hopefully
this will help the bleeding.
Lisa knew I would need thicker pads, so she was going me some thicker
ones that should also help cushion it until it healed. She asked if I
had to wear the pads all the time now, and I nodded that I did. So
without any other options, I did just that.
As it healed, I began to realize the basket was heavy. Taking showers
it just hung there and I could feel the weight.
I was thrilled that I could wear pants some now! I wore them at every
opportunity. But it was getting hotter, and as it did, the pants along
with the required stockings, got too hot. I had to wear the short
skirts if I wanted to keep cool. But I was still wearing the pants when
I could.
It was Thursday two weeks after I had the piercing when I had my first
hard-on, I was taking my morning shower. It didn't last long as the
piercings hurt and they started to bleed. And bleed they did! As soon
as I could, I pushed everything inside and put the pad on. By the end
of Thursday night aerobics, I had gone through 3 pads, and I could tell
this one was about to ooze out too.
The next day it happened again and the pain it caused brought tears to
my eyes, and it started the bleeding all over again, but not as bad as
before. So I made sure I had extra pads in my purse and went about my
day.
After my Thursday aerobics class before my June meeting with Mr. Lewis,
I noticed that the basket didn't hurt at all. When I got home and
changed back into my regular clothes, I saw that my pad still had some
blood on it. I thought of an experiment to see how much I really was
bleeding.
I pulled out a fresh pad, and poured 4 ounces of generic maple syrup
into a measuring cup and thinned it down to the same consistency as
blood. I then poured the syrup mix into the pad, 1/2-ounce at a time
and waited 1 minute between each pouring to give it time to soak in. It
took 11/2 -ounces before the syrup stain was as big as mine on the used
pad.
But that night I got a huge hard-on, bigger than any I can ever
remember. The head of my penis completely filled the basket and was
pressing out some. I quickly went into bathroom, sure I was covered in
blood. Only minor seeping, but still bloody enough to cause a mess.
That Friday, after work I stayed after a few minutes to change into my
outfit for the night, a pair of stretchy white pants and tight shirt.
On the way home, I stopped by the medical clinic and saw Dr. Bain and
told him of my situation. He nodded satisfactorily about everything. He
asked if I had intercourse yet, and replied no. He said that as long as
I don't have any pain during en erection, intercourse would be fine
now.
I asked him why it was still bleeding though and he said that the
piercing went right through both of the main blood "tubes" that caused
my penis to get hard. He said it is most certain to bleed about that
much from now on, but not to be alarmed because as long as doesn't
bleed in streams, I will be okay. I will just have to wear the needed
protection in my thong from now on. I pressed him as to how long he
meant. He said that until the piercing is removed and completely
healed, it would most likely bleed a little all the time. So I asked
him how soon it would heal enough, and he responded that it was as
healed as it would get. I then asked him about removing it. But he said
removing it might be worse than leaving it. It seems removing this kind
of piercing, would most likely, cause damage that could prevent me ever
getting hard again, or even complete amputation!! I looked at him
stunned and asked if the piercing ought to be removed now before any
permanent damage was done. He looked at me and said that when he
pierced me, the permanent damage was done then. I asked "Forever then
huh?" He just nodded yes.
I asked if the basket was taken off and just left the metal rods in me,
if that would stop the bleeding. He was a little bit nasty and said
"You're just not getting it are you? The damage is done, now you have
to live with the consequences! It's too late! Your best bet is to take
some of your big-time money and buy stock in Kotex because it looks
like you will be a customer for the REST OF YOUR LIFE!"
He apologized for the outburst, but asked if I got the picture now. I
nodded yes. I paused for a second then asked him if this would set off
metal detectors at the airport. He thought there was enough stainless
steel in the basket for sure. I asked if I could get one of those cards
that are given to people that have joint replacement surgery. He said
that piercings are not cover by those rules and I would have to deal
with that now too. Lastly I asked how much the basket weighed. He said
it was 24 ounces. I thanked him for his time and left.
My mood was crushed, not only would I have to deal with this
basket now and forever, I would have to go back for a strip search
every time I fly.
When I got home Lisa wondered how things went with the doctor. I
filled her in on everything. She was also shocked about the
information, but went on to ask how long and how much I would bleed. I
repeated everything the doctor said again. Then the realization hit
her, she kind of chuckled when she said, "So, let me get this straight.
Removing it isn't an option?" "NO" "Having it altered isn't going fix
it?" "NO" So you will have to wear a Kotex the rest of your life?"
"YES" She stopped chuckling when she saw I was serious.
She then went on to ask if I liked the pads she was getting me because
there are lots of different kinds to choose from. I said that I thought
these were okay, but the thickness was a bother because it would bunch
up. She said she would get me some other kinds so I could find one that
worked best for me. Just as I thought this topic was dead, she said she
did the syrup experiment on her pads when she was on her period. The
end result was that I would leek as much as she would on her heaviest
days. I couldn't believe it, I now 'flowed' more than my wife.
While we made dinner, she asked if I was up for sex tonight as I was
leaving tomorrow morning. I told her I would love to give it a try.
That night we did make love! Many times in fact. It was absolutely
wonderful! I woke up well rested and noticed the stain on my sheets. I
forgot to put on the pad and thong! I woke up Lisa, showed her the mess
and quickly changed the sheets while she got around somewhat.
I got myself around, put in the much-needed pad, and finished getting
ready for my trip. I gathered all my new clothes into the wheeled
suitcase and loaded up into the van for the trip to the airport.
Indeed, the basket did set off the metal detectors. The hand scanner
triggered on my crotch, and I said that I had a rather personal genital
piercing. The two security guards looked at each other and then I was
escorted into a holding room.
After only about two minutes, a woman came in and had me fill out some
paperwork and show my I.D. She then asked me to explain what it was I
had done. I briefly explained the basket while she wrote down the
details. I never did say just what part was pierced. She put on latex
gloves and asked me to show it to her.
She saw the thong, slightly dirty pad, and then the basket. At first
she didn't realize it was on my penis, but when she realized it, she
gasped and looked at me and asked if I was a man or woman. To minimize
this, I said I was transitioning, and the basket was to insure
fidelity.
Embarrassed, she quickly told me to get dressed, and sign the
paperwork. I told her I would be coming through here every month about
this time, and wondered if I would have to go through this each time.
She had me fill out another form. She signed it and said I would only
have to have the guards refer to the control number. She gave me a copy
of the form and escorted me out past the checkpoint.
I bought all pant outfits this month. Mr. Lewis was there again and
greeted me at the door. He then asked if I liked my piercing and how
things went at the airport. I tried to be nice and lied about how much
I liked it, but I didn't go into much detail about my search. He smiled
slightly as we walked into his office for our meeting. He weighed me
and asked for measurements. I was down to 246lbs now and he took my
measurements as for a woman. I was 40D-36-40 now. He complimented me on
the extra weight loss, but reminded me that just because I lost extra
this month, I still had to lose the regular weight every month. I
nodded that I knew this. He wrote all this down then he noted that by
now I would have went out riding at least a dozen more time than I did,
and been boating at least 2 times, and swimming at least 3 times a
week.
I said that the pain from the piercing kept me from riding, and I lied
that the basket could be seen through my approved swimsuits and I
didn't want to embarrass the kids. As for the boating, the weather was
too cool and the kids didn't want to go.
He said that piercing or not, I was to continue as if nothing was
different. But he did know the weather was anything but warm in our
area last month. But, by the contract, I would have to forfeit this
month's money, but he would be willing to make me a deal.
The thought of losing the entire month's money stunned me. I asked him
what the deal was to be. He said that it was more or a penalty or a
reminder than anything, but make no mistake, he would know if I wasn't
doing it. I tried asked what his 'deal' was, but he said it doesn't
work like that. He said I had to agree with his deal without knowing
what it was. I tried to press him but he held out his hand to silence
me and said I had 5 seconds to agree, or the money was forfeited. I
said I would do whatever it took to keep the money. He smiled and said
"Good." He then pointed to a box beside his desk. He showed me a
display on his computer, and described the readings. It had sensors for
temperature and pressure, as well as times and dates.
I could have all the money, but I had to agree to wear a corset for 24
hours a day, 7 days a week. The only exceptions were morning showers,
salon visits, aerobics, swimming, and boating.
For the showers, I could only take the corset off just before I get in,
and get right back into it as soon as I was dried off. I had to wear it
to the salon, and from the time I took it off, I had 30 minutes to get
it back on. As for the aerobics class, he knew it took me 55 minutes
from time I left the house until I got back, so I had only had 1 hour
out of the corset then.
As long as I was wearing a two-piece swimsuit and at a pool or the
boat, I didn't have to wear the corset. So I could at least go swimming
and boating, but if I wore the one-piece swimsuits, the corset was
required. It could get wet, but I needed to remember, that once I put
it on, I had to use that corset until the next morning.
At this point, he showed me one of the new corsets. There were 7
corsets, each in red, black, teal green, purple, blue, pink, and white.
There weren't any laces or hooks in the back, just in the front. Built
into the zipper was a pressure sensor that could tell when it was not
zipped, as well as a temperature sensor. These were attached to a small
device that was sewn into the front near the bottom that recorded the
times, durations, and date that the corset was off of me.
I was to change the corset every morning with my shower. I was to
substitute the appropriate color for the same color as my required
lingerie for the day. Once I was into it I had to wear the same one all
day. So that meant that before I went to work, I needed to know what
outfit I was going to wear that evening. Alyson was to retrieve the
corsets, get the data, have them cleaned, and bring them back when she
was finished. Mr. Lewis would also receive this data.
If I agreed to this, the money was mine. He pulled out another addendum
and I looked it over. It said this was to last 6 months or until
amicably cancelled. I tried to convince him that 1 month would be all
the 'reminding' I needed. He just shook his head 'No'. After several
more tries, I finally nodded my approval. He had me sign it under his
signature. He put the addendum in his desk and pulled out my copy
signed only by him and handed it to me.
He had Karin take the box upstairs and told me that as soon as I put
the corset on and came back down to see him, he would give me the check
and my clothes.
As I left the office, Karin was already outside the door. Mr. Lewis
called her in and gave her the instructions. I went up to my bedroom to
wait for the box.
Karin helped me unpack the box. She asked how I like the corsets so
far. I told her that I was used to it now, but didn't know how I would
be able to handle them for the next 6 months. Being positive, she said
the time would fly.
I went into the bathroom to change. Since I was wearing teal lingerie
already, I took the teal corset.
This one had 20 hooks, and was already snug. Seeing that I would have
to draw it in at least four inches, I knew this was going to be
difficult. It took a lot of pulling, but I got the zipper up. This was
very tight, but didn't have the boning the other corsets had. That
meant I could at least bend over and move about.
This corset also had 8 wide straps for the stockings, but these
couldn't be removed or adjusted. These straps were different lengths,
but all came to the same height from the ground so my stocking was held
evenly and straight, and when they were all connected, pulled my
stockings rather taught. So putting my thong on over them was out of
the question.
The bra cups were all lace and fit so snug that I 'spilled' out of the
top some. The cups were comfortable enough, but they did lift my beasts
up and make them look bigger. And whenever I moved, it caused my
breasts to jiggle more than normal.
The corset was cut up around my hips, but came back down both in front
and back. These parts were heavily boned, but weren't visible and
didn't hurt at all.
When the corset was on and zipped, it shimmered in the light. In fact
it was very pretty, and had it been on Lisa rather than me, I would
have loved to see it.
I knocked on Mr. Lewis's door and he waved me in. He looked up at me,
had me turn around so he could how it fit. After he was satisfied, he
had me step closer to his desk. He took a little box that was connected
to his laptop and held it to my right side for a few seconds. He showed
me the results on the laptop. The zipper was connected 17 minutes ago
and my temperature seemed to have leveled off at 93 degrees. Happy with
the readings, he gave me the check, my suitcase, wished me well until
next month, packed his laptop and left.
I took my suitcase and check up to my room and while I stared at the
check, I realized how close I came to losing it. With this check, the
last of our loans will be paid off and we will be able to putting some
towards our second mortgage. As long as I don't screw up anything, by
the time I can get out of the corsets, will we be debt free!
If I missed anything next month, I don't know what else I could afford
to have happen to me. But I am sure that he already has plans if that
happens. I will just have to be careful and not miss anything. It would
sure help if I knew how many times I had to do each activity.
I heard a noise by the door. It was Karin. She was concerned about me
and how things went. We talked for some time about my arrangement and
Mr. Lewis. She told me not to underestimate him. She said that he had
people watching everyone he deals with, and that she was certain Alyson
was being watched also. He wasn't evil or anything, just very creative
with his dealings.
Gary was back home visiting his drinking buddies for the weekend so
Karin and I just made a quick snack and ate while we continued talking.
My measurements came up again, so she took them with my new corset.
39D-32-40. The corset made that much difference. Granted, I had some
difficulty breathing, but I was able to move about fairly well.
I went through my suitcase to see that all my pant outfits were still
there along with the others that were confiscated earlier.
I woke to Karin knocking on the door at 7:00am as usual. I took the
corset off, went to the bathroom, brushed and flossed my teeth, and did
my shower. I enjoyed the feeling of not being so severely constricted,
but knew that I only had minutes to get another corset on. I took the
top corset out of my suitcase and put it on. I timed myself, 27 minutes
from the time I unzipped the teal one, brushed my teeth, showered, and
had the red one on and zipped. Too close for my comfort, but I did lose
time tightening the laces. I guess from now on I won't take the corset
off until just before I climb into the shower.
Because of my hastiness in putting on the red corset, I didn't have any
clothes in my suitcase to go with it. In fact, the only thing here at
all that was coded for the red corset, was in the closet. It was a red
leather mini-skirt with a thin white silk, button down shirt that
didn't have buttons above the bottom of my breasts, very ornate
sculptured red stockings, and red leather pumps with 5 1/2 -inch spike
heels! I could have sworn that there were several other red outfits in
there before I went into the bathroom. I called for Karin and asked her
what happened to the other outfits for the red corset, but she pleaded
ignorance and said I was imagining it.
I still knew she was up to something, but she did seem like she was in
a joking mood. So I figured that Mr. Lewis was behind the missing
clothes. I looked through the rest of the closet and this outfit was
the only thing in there that was big enough to fit me. Since Karin
wasn't in the room when I laid out the red corset, the room has to
bugged with video cameras somewhere.
The jewelry called for earrings that touched my shoulders, and an
anklet that had about 12 charms on it, as well as a multitude of rings
and bracelets.
Once I was completely dressed I saw that the entire 'bra' portion of
the corset was exposed. I looked like an ugly hooker. Realizing that my
only defense was to add more makeup, I did.
Karin waved me a rather subdued 'goodbye' and couldn't look me in the
eye when I hugged her.
A very similar incident happened at this airport here too. But this
time, I had to have a picture taken and declare my sex. Since I am
legally considered female, I responded 'female'. This I.D. would allow
me to avoid the strip search again, but only after they scanned me with
the metal detectors.
If my breasts bounced before, now they REALLY bounced! Just walking
normally through the airport in these heels caused them to shake
terribly. The take-offs and landings were very interesting to say the
least.
When Lisa saw me she had to suppress a laugh. She asked what happened
and I told her everything and showed her the addendum. She was really
taking this well because her response was just that we had better make
sure we do better this month. Alyson also was amused by my outfit and,
while giggling, asked how I did at the airports dressed like this.
Between aerobics and the tightness of the corset, I ate much less than
normal. I could tell I would lose a lot of weight this month.
Monday at the salon, my hair was darkened to a reddish-brown, and
lengthened at least 6-inches! It now touched my belt! Granted the belt
was worn high considering I was wearing women's jeans, but still! The
perm was full of long loose curls that caused my hair to nearly fly as
I walked. I have to admit, my hair looked awesome, even if it was a
women's hairstyle. In sunlight, it really glistened.
Even my nails and makeup was changed. The colors around my eyes were
now a shimmering gray and blue. Since I had blue eyes anyway, now they
really stood out. My nails were filled in and painted a dark burnt red
to match my, now very obvious, lipstick.
Looking in the mirror, I didn't recognize myself anymore. If a person
were to see me now versus 4 months ago, they wouldn't recognize me
either. I knew where Mr. Lewis was going with this, and I was helpless
to stop him. All I could do was to try to make the best of it.
Candi's softball games were over now and we filled our time with
hanging out at the pool. Of course Alyson was almost always there, but
the good thing was that I could take the corset off! I did have to wear
two-piece swimsuits now but at least I could breathe. But the top was
leaving definite tan lines though.
We did ride the motorcycle some, but with the corset holding my back
straight and chest out caused a huge amount of bouncing of my breasts.
Every time we put the bike away, my breasts hurt. Boating was similar.
I bought more pant outfits, but I was really having a difficult time
picking out new accessories. My jewelry box was large to begin with,
but is nearly over flowing. I had virtually every kind of belt and
high-heeled shoe there was. The only thing I could add to were boots.
Alyson got approval from Mr. Lewis so I didn't have to keep buying any
more accessories. So on the trip out to see him, my large suitcase was
barely half full.
Mr. Lewis met with me immediately. He didn't seem very pleasant though.
He quickly weighed me, 226lbs now! I dropped 23 pounds in one month!
Sitting at his desk, he handed me a report on my activities. There were
2 blank lines, bicycling, and camping! He asked me to explain, but I
couldn't. He even pointed out that I haven't rode the motorcycle to
work yet either.
Knowing what was coming, I asked him what kind of deal he had for me
before he could ask me about it. This caused him to chuckle and say
"Very good".
He had me look at his laptop again. On it were some more readings. It
had sensors for temperature, pressures, an orientation arrow, as well
GPS coordinates with a flashing marker on his computer screen that
shown it to be on his desk. He then pulled a box from a drawer in his
desk.
Knowing that I wanted the money, I agreed. He pulled out the addendum
and had me sign it under his signature. He put the addendum in his desk
and pulled out my copy signed only by him and handed it to me. He then
pulled out the check and sat it on the desk in front me. When I reached
for it, he slapped his hand over it, and nodded towards the box.
He opened the box and displayed a butt plug with about a 6-inch wire
hanging from it. He said that I was to wear this everyday until we meet
again. Every morning I had to put a new battery in it. He said that if
I didn't have it in, he would know.
As I pulled it from the box, I could feel that it was quite heavy for
its size. As I looked at the bottom of it, he explained that the wire
was the antenna and it would only work when it was laid out straight.
He also pointed out the little screw on it with a little hole. He also
pulled a small pump with a hose out of the box. The pump was one those
squeeze balls that are used to pump up a blood pressure cuff. Once the
plug was inserted, I had to pump it up enough and turn the screw to
hold in the air. If I didn't pump it up enough, he would know. I asked
how many pumps it took, so he had me pump it up until it displayed
"okay" on the computer. By the time it was okay, the plug was about 6-
inches long and 3-inches across at the widest. The pumping makes it
stay in, in fact, once pumped up, it should be impossible to remove.
But he assured me that when the plug was inside me, the resistance from
my body would prevent it from getting that big.
I put the butt plug back into the box, and as I was going to put the
lid on it, Mr. Lewis asked what I was doing. If I wanted the money, I
had to put it in now. So I turned the screw released the air and took
the buttplug and pump into the bathroom. At the door, I asked if he
would tell me when it read "okay". He told me that when I thought I had
pumped it enough, ask and he would say if I was okay or not.
I went bathroom first and pushed as best I could to insure I was as
empty as I could be. I wiped extremely well and used the KY that was in
the cabinet. I managed to get the plug in without too much pain. I
already felt full, but connected the pump anyway. After 1 pump I asked,
he only laughed and told me to keep going. After a total of 7 pumps, he
finally said it was okay.
I felt like I had to shit so bad! I knew I was okay, as far as that is
concerned but I still felt full. I shut the valve and pulled the pump
loose. I pulled my thong and pants up and went back into his office. He
smirked about me waddling and said that I had better learn to walk
normal soon or I might cause a scene.
He motioned for me to sit back down, when my weight was fully down, I
felt like I might bust. He had me go through all my clothes and explain
why I chose each outfit. He asked why I didn't have any skirts or
dresses this time. I told him now that I can wear pants, I was going to
do so. He nodded and said that he wasn't going to approve any of my
outfits this time. He explained that I was only allowed the pants
because he wanted to see how I was going along with the spirit of the
contract.
I could wear the pants that I already have but he wasn't going to
approve anymore for 6 month's! Since this is late June, I couldn't have
any more pants until after New Years!
He asked how my original clothes were fitting now that I've lost 30
pounds. I knew they were loose and starting to get baggy, but I replied
that they were okay. He chuckled and told me that he seen a couple
pictures of me. I was to have Alyson with me and try on all the
original clothes. Whatever didn't fit properly I was to have them boxed
up for shipping by Friday.
He said that he would pick out some things from upstairs so I could
travel home, but I would have to keep with the spirit of the contract
from now on. Just as we were leaving his office he turned to me and
said that to insure I keep my spirit, I can only wear pants or shorts
on Mondays, Wednesdays, and when I ride the motorcycle. He asked me if
I was okay with this or if he should add another addendum. I replied
that I was okay without the addendum.
From there he went into my room by himself and had me find Karin for
him. After he left, Karin met me in the room and asked if I was ready
to go swimming. I tried to beg off, but she insisted until I gave in.
As changed into my swimsuit, I realized just how difficult this next
month is going to be. Every movement and action causes pressure and
makes me think I need to go to the bathroom. In the swimsuit, I pulled
the little wire on the plug up my crack. Looking in the mirror, I could
only see an over-weight woman. What a disappointment to Lisa I must be.
Karin wasn't playful t this time, but she was trying. But she could
still tell something was bothering me. She asked if I was okay and if I
wanted to talk about it, and when I didn't' respond right away, I think
I hurt her feelings some.
I didn't see Gary at all or hear about him all day. That night just as
I was going to bed, Karin came in to talk. She spilled her guts about
Gary.
Days after I left last month, they had a big fight and he left for the
evening. When he didn't come home that night she wasn't too concerned
because he did stay in town more and more now. After lunch she saw a
police car coming up the drive. It seems that after he left, he went to
a local bar and had quite a few drinks. Then from there he was going
back to their home town, and along the way, he veered into the path of
an oncoming car, then swerved to miss it and started the car rolling.
He was tossed through the window and killed.
By this time, she was crying badly on my shoulder and I just comforted
her. We sat and I kept her talking about it until she was all cried
out.
It didn't take long after she regained herself before I spilled my
guts about my piercing and the penalty plug. When I told about the plug
she started laughing and said that Mr. Lewis had one in her also.
She asked how I liked it so far. I hated it! It didn't hurt anymore,
but is sure was uncomfortable. She said that after a couple of weeks,
she forgot all about it. I asked how long she has had to wear it. It
was part of her initial deal. As long as she works for him, she has to
use it. She said now that I have one, he'd probably use that as a
penalty for everything I do wrong. He uses them as a way to track us.
His computer logs them constantly and if anything doesn't seem right,
he won't hesitate to find out why. I asked how she knew she had to go
bathroom with it in. After a few days, she found a rhythm that works
for her. Every morning before her shower, and every afternoon before
cooking dinner, she pulls it out, goes bathroom then gives herself a
large enema. She said that by doing the enema, the plug doesn't come
out all nasty. Now that she's been doing it that way for several
months, it is never nasty and she is quite used to it.
She had me come into her room and showed me her 'setup' for the enema.
She had an adapter on the sink with a long tube that attached to the
enema nozzle. She put the nozzle in the sink, closed the drain, turned
the cold water on, and counted to 10 slowly. When she shut it off, the
sink was about half full. She said that this about how much works for
her. She said that she would hold it during her shower then let it go
when she was dried off. I nodded my understanding and said that I just
wanted to go to bed. She gave me a kiss on the cheek and said
goodnight.
When I woke up the next morning, I found my own adapter, tube, and
nozzle on the counter of the sink. Not knowing how to do this, I
positioned myself over the toilet and then released the valve, and felt
the relief of the deflating monster. When I pulled it out, it was
NASTY! Washing it was even worse! Not wanting to do that again, I
thought I would give Karin's enema thing a try.
I hooked it up and practiced the timing a couple of times. Once I was
comfortable with it, I slowly pushed the nozzle in and turned on the
water. Before I could get to 5 it was running down my legs. I shut off
the water, pulled out the nozzle, and released the water. I cleaned the
floor and myself up and tried it again. This time I squeezed tight and
was able to make it. After I had the nozzle out, I started the shower
and by the time I was finished, I could feel the water trying to
escape.
I dried off and barely made it to the toilet when it came out. By the
time I was done and wiped, I felt much better. But I knew that this
plug had to go back in before anything else, so I used the KY again and
tried to put it back in. I looked at the clock and realized that I only
had 16 minutes to the plug in and get my corset on and zipped. In it
went, pumping was just as uncomfortable as before. I almost couldn't
stand the plug today. My butt was in turmoil. It was extremely
sensitive. I had to put it in several times before I finally managed to
deal with the discomfort. I had to forget about a shower today.
I went into the closet in my bedroom and looked what I was to wear. A
pink corset and lingerie set. After I had the corset, stockings, and
thong on, I was amazed to see he laid out a pair of pants! The pants
were tight up top and down the thighs, but really flared out below the
knees and had 4 inches of lace around the cuffs. The top was a thin,
white, halter-top with spaghetti straps that left the bra straps of my
corset exposed. I had knee-high pink boots with a 4-inch block-style
heel that lace up the center. Next was a matching pink purse and some
accent jewelry. After I got dressed and changed over the purse, I came
down for breakfast.
Karin asked how I did this morning and I told her about my mess. She
couldn't help but laugh but I knew she felt bad for me. Karin took my
old purse and went to pack it into my suitcase. She handed me a key and
said that it was for my suitcase. She told me I wasn't to open the
suitcase until I was home and I ought to be alone. I asked what she
meant, but she wasn't about to get in trouble with Mr. Lewis. The limo
was ready so we hugged and said goodbye until next month.
Sure enough at the airport, I set off the metal detector. I showed them
the card and after they searched my body, I was allowed to pass.
The rest of the trip was okay. At home, I showed Lisa the check.
$26,784 for one month! She was thrilled, as was I.
She asked about the visit, so I explained the lack of motorcycling,
swimming, and boating. She said that Alyson had warned her about it,
but Lisa knew we were busy with other things.
She knew I shouldn't have the money for not doing those things. I tried
to brush over the butt plug story. Alyson already knew that this was
coming, but didn't say anything to Lisa. Lisa was shocked that I did
it, but I told her I wasn't going through all this just to loose the
money over silly little details. She asked if it was in now and I
nodded that it was. She asked if I hurt at all. I said that I knew it
was there and I was uncomfortable, but it didn't hurt.
Lisa was rather irate about this and was going to call Mr. Lewis
herself to give him a piece of her mind. Alyson quickly calmed her down
saying that Mr. Lewis would only listen to her, but it would only make
things worse for me.
Then Lisa was upset because I didn't talk it over with her before
agreeing to this. I told her that I wouldn't have been able to call,
and besides, Mr. Lewis wanted the answer immediately. Alyson agreed and
added that he does give me an opportunity to keep the money, rather
than sending me off. And if I felt I could do this, I should be
commended for my dedication to the family. Lisa finally calmed down and
warmed up to it.
Before I could give details of how the plug worked, Alyson started
explaining it and how quickly he would know if I didn't comply. She
could see I was putting this together, and volunteered that she had one
also. Both Lisa and I were stunned. Alyson explained that all of his
'employees' have one. In fact, once I had mine, she doubted Mr. Lewis
would let me out of using it.
I showed her the addendum and she instantly pointed out that it stated
'until such time as both parties meet again to re-negotiate". He might
meet not with me for months now.
I felt that this whole thing was so far out of control that I ought to
just give up now and accept the fact I would be broke the rest of my
life! Lisa and Alyson both helped me stay calm and let me vent. When I
finally calmed down, I felt much better.
I did manage to open my suitcase by myself, and in it were my supply of
batteries for my plug and the 'black-thing' from the dresser. Attached
to the box of batteries was a note from Mr. Lewis. The note stated,
that on the Saturday morning I fly back out to see him, I am to call
the emergency contact number as soon as I have removed my butt plug,
and he will give me further instructions. Alyson would give me a box
that Friday night prior.
At my monthly salon visit the only thing changed was my nail colors,
but my hair was touched up so it looked nice again. I don't know why,
but I am really taking special care of my hair now, and seeing it
looking so nice after the salon visit, makes me rather happy.
That night Alyson brought me a small package with a ribbon around it.
The tag read "a gift from Mr. Lewis". Inside were two bikini's, one
neon blue bikini with 'shorts' style bottoms, and crop top style top,
the other was glowing pink but had the typical bottoms, and a heavier
bra-style top. Both did have an underwire for support but they showed
more skin than I was ready for. Alyson wanted to get me some better
bikinis, so Mr. Lewis had her pick out several two-piece swimsuits and
email him the pictures. These two were the only ones he approved.
Lisa wanted me to try them on to see how I looked. I went into the room
and stripped naked and put it on. When I came out, Lisa pointed to the
shorts. The basket was plainly visible. I turned and tried to tuck it,
but it was always visible. I went back into the room and put the thong
back on. The basket was no longer visible, but my crotch definitely
looked female, lip contour and all!
The aerobics, corset, and diet are starting to work. My gut has just
about vanished! My waist was even starting to tuck in now. My butt is
quite shapely as well. By the time I hit my target weight, I will
definitely have a woman's figure. Not what I would have wanted, but I
should be able to change that later on.
Since I took the corset off, I HAD to go swimming. This is the first
time I have swum at home in front of the kids. Sure, I had sat by the
pool lots of times, but at least by staying on the deck, I could use
the table to hide behind. I was so embarrassed about my figure and
having to wear a bikini that I had a perpetual blush. Lisa thought I
was cute!
Lisa, Alyson, and I had gone through all my clothes and packed up all
the original clothes I was given. I was to keep all the jewelry and
footwear. I really got some room in my closets now. I hated to give up
the one pair of jeans, because now, with my weight loss, they fit just
like I like them - baggy.
Within a couple of weeks, I did get used to the plug and fell into a
rhythm with it. Even with 'getting used to it' I still had many
uncomfortable moments. I even had to miss a couple of days at work just
because when I put the plug in, I couldn't even function. I felt like
my insides would just blow out at any time. The enemas really helped
keep it clean. Only when I skimped on the amount of water would the
plug start to get messy.
My first time on the motorcycle was rather interesting after a couple
of hours. Between the weight on that area and the vibration from the
motor, I got quite uncomfortable.
A few times we went over to Shawn and Tammy's pool. They didn't have a
problem with me, but I still felt wrong having to wear what I did.
Tammy was rather overweight and was well endowed in the chest, and me
being like I was, we could have been sisters. Both of us tan well and
had the same hair color as well as the being the same size now. I ended
up telling them my measurements, and Tammy went on a diet so I wouldn't
show her up. Not that I was trying to show her, or any woman, up but I
did look like a woman and with my exercise, weight loss, hair, and
makeup, I did look like a big woman.
For boating, I tried to wear the bikini but it just didn't have enough
support for my chest. So the second time out, I wore one of my exercise
outfits, without the corset. But Alyson noticed and said the rules were
that I could only wear the exercise outfits for my exercise routines
and workouts. I ended up wearing the corset with a couple of my one-
piece swimsuits.
Work still hadn't gotten any better, but I stayed as positive as I
could. Church was getting better each time. The visitors didn't know
how to take me, so to make things easier, I introduce myself as Tracey,
and let them think what they will.
It was the week following my June trip an issue came up with my name.
At work, I never changed any information and the accounting department
caught the issue. To try and keep this issue from ruining the rest of
my life, I had to tell everyone about it. My drivers' license showed me
as female, but I wasn't legally a female. I had to go to the courthouse
and straighten it out. I had to fill out a form describing what all
changes I've been through, but when I tried to explain why, I wasn't
allowed to.
The next day Lisa and I met with our lawyer and judge in private. The
judge had a strict guideline he had to follow when it came to gender
issues. Because of the changes I voluntarily went through, even though
I still had my functioning 'male' equipment, my outward appearance was
anything but male. I was ruled to be a female. However, since I still
had functioning male equipment, had no desire to complete a gender re-
assignment, and could revert back to my previous appearance, he would
not order that our marriage be dissolved. For tax purposes, we would
still be married. Our lawyer apologized for this, but knew this would
happen eventually. Our lawyer was going to straightening out our
financial issues.
I had to go and straighten it out with work, and within the day, my
supervisor knew about my new name and that I was legally considered a
female! One of the guys has a neighbor that works in human resources
for the city, and she called him and spilled her guts.
Now work really sucked! It only took a few days, and word of my new
name and gender got out. I continued to withdraw from the guys at the
shop.
Shopping this time, I bought 2 very supportive bikinis as well as 6
casual skirt outfits. With the bikinis, I bought overshirts and 4-inch
heel sandals. Of course the outfits included more boots and even I even
found a pair of high-heeled sneakers.
On the Friday before I was to fly out, Alyson gave me a long box and
told me not to open it until I get call Mr. Lewis in the morning.
Then on Saturday morning, I stripped down, took my shower