In the aftermath of a battle an escaped Venetian galley slave is given
a Gypsy's transformation spell evade the Turks, but later events hinder
use of the reverse spell. An unexpected ally gives help.
This story is set about ninety years after my story 'Turbulence'.
A LONG WAY HOME
By Geneva
It was the afternoon of the day following the battle before our galley
struggled into a small deserted bay and beached. From what I had seen
of the battle, set as I was below the deck, it might have been the sole
survivor of the seven that had set out from the home harbour some weeks
earlier. I hoped that other Turkish ports would have suffered similar
losses. It had been a serious defeat for the Ottoman Turks but I had
rather mixed feelings about it. I was exhilarated that my own people
had won, pleased for all of the Christian slaves in captured galleys
who would be freed, yet bitterly disappointed too that my own galley
had not been captured, and now apprehensive of my own life.
You see, I was a galley slave, captured by the Ottoman Turks about two
years previously from a Venetian merchant ship and sent with the rest
of the crew to Turkish galleys. Now the Turks had just lost a big sea
battle at the entrance to the Gulf of Corinth. I heard the name
Navpaktos used. My own galley was badly damaged in the first part of
the fight, but unfortunately for me and the rest of its slaves, it had
managed to elude pursuit from pursuing Venetian galleys and limped away
to avoid capture.
I suppose I was lucky to be alive. We had been hit by a shot from a
Venetian galleass right in the opening of the fight. It killed a dozen
or so of the Turkish crew and even more of the slaves. I had received a
small cut in my side from a splinter. Soon afterwards many of the
galley slaves on the other side had been crushed by a ramming Spanish
vessel. The Turkish crew had somehow managed to move the galley back
from the fight when another Turkish galley blundered between us and the
Spaniard. After the dead and dying were cut from their chains and
thrown overboard, some slaves from my side of the rowing deck were
unchained and driven to the oars with whips. Almost as soon as we were
out of the fight and running for shelter my leg was rechained to a
wooden beam below one of the starboard oars with a new companion. At
that moment more missiles hit our fleeing galley and the crewman who
had been about to chain my wrists to the oar fell down with blood
pouring from his chest. There were now only two of us per oar and the
Turks worked us hard. I saw several men cut by whips. One time the whip
snaked over me and raised a weal, but did not cut me.
To make the situation even worse, we were barely away when a storm also
blew up. My galley weathered it, only just. Several times large waves
spilled water over the sides and we were only saved by the wind blowing
us into a relatively sheltered bay.
After the hard jolt when we ran onto the rocky shore I saw the Turkish
officers conferring at the front of the ship, then some rushed off, no
doubt to find the crew of any other surviving ships and to work out how
to explain the defeat to their superiors. The slaves, of course, were
left in the ship. Water and some food were given to us. The food, as
usual, was fairly tasteless, but I had not been starved in the two
years. Men cannot be expected to row effectively if they are half
starved. I was lean, but well muscled after two years at the oar. I
slumped back in exhaustion and looked at my new oar mate. He had a
swarthy complexion and looked as if he was about double my age. His
beard was tinged with a few white hairs. My own complexion was quite
fair. He looked back at me.
"Today we were lucky. We might have been killed or drowned." He was
speaking in the rough Turkish that served as a language for the mixed
races that were the galley slaves.
"Yes, but we are still slaves."
"We are alive, but unfortunately to row the Turks about for years more
until we die. Where are you from?"
I told him my story. I was a youth of only sixteen, on board a small
vessel from Venice, when I was captured by a Turkish ship in the
Adriatic. Now, two years later, I was a man, shaggy and bearded, clad
in rags. My hands were callused over, my skin was burned by the sun,
but I was lean and fit. "What is your name?" I asked." I am called
Giovanni." Bleakly I remembered that I had not been called much by that
name since my capture. Galley slaves had little use of names.
"I am called Ali," he smiled wryly. "Yes, I was given a Turkish name to
hide the fact that I was a Gypsy. Not that it did me much good."
"Where are you from?" I asked.
"Everywhere," he sighed. "I have been all over Greece and Turkey, even
Macedonia and Serbia to the north. Two months or so ago I made the
careless mistake of being caught for a small theft. Someone informed on
me. The Turks might have cut off my hand, but I suppose they were
merciful and sent me to the galleys instead. Sometimes I wish they had
killed me." He nodded to my arms. "I see your wrists are not chained to
the oar either. Unfortunately, our legs are still fastened."
"I fear I am lost too. I do not think I will ever see my mother again."
"Careful," he whispered. "Someone is coming." I slumped across my oar,
as if in exhaustion, to hide my unfastened wrist chains. An overseer
passed by us glowering at us and we were silent.
"And you?" I whispered. "Have you family?"
"Yes, somewhere north of us in Greece there is a woman who is my wife.
My father is also living. You see, being a Gypsy we move around a lot.
I do not know where they and the rest of my people might be now."
So he was a Gypsy. There had been a few in the Venice area, and,
although I had personally never had any dealings with them, I knew they
were looked on suspiciously, as they were thought to be thieves. Still,
I had no choice in my companion, chained as we were. I looked round the
galley. Some slaves had already fallen fast asleep in their exhaustion.
They had been forced to row all of the day after the battle and the
night as well. I was dog tired too, but sleep eluded me. I hoped that
we would be taken off the ship soon. It was not at all seaworthy. The
bulwarks were smashed in two places, one where a cannon ball from the
galleass had hit and another more serious, where the Spanish vessel had
rammed us. Finally, it had beached on some rocks and probably suffered
more damage. The galley would require major repairs, if it was not
scrapped. That would not free me. I would simply be sent to another
galley.
I pulled at my leg chain. It was fastened to a bolt through a beam, but
then I noticed that the part of the beam holding my chain had cracked.
It must have received a blow in the collision with the Spanish ship and
opened more as we ran aground. The crack had probably been hidden in
blood or debris when they chained my feet to the beam. I pulled at it
more strongly, and the crack widened a little. With a more effort I
might be able to pull the anchoring bolt through the wood.
My companion noticed my effort. "The crack extends to my chain as well.
They forgot to chain my wrists also. Together we may be able to pull
our ankle chains free and escape, but better do it later," he muttered,
"when it is darker."
"Yes, but then they may have moved us off this wreck and chained us
together. Then we will be sent to other ships."
"No, It is now getting late, and the crew is short-handed. It does not
look as if they will move us tonight. The sun has an hour to go before
it sets. How is your chain?"
I tugged at my chain just to make sure. "No, I am afraid I am held
fast. No, wait." I pulled and I saw the crack in the beam holding my
own chain extended as far as his. We looked at each other. "Try
tonight?" I muttered. He gave a faint nod.
If this was a proper Turkish port instead of a deserted bay we would
have been moved into a cell, but the Turks were off, either licking
their wounds, or reporting to their leaders about the disaster. They
would not be too concerned about their galley slaves. If we were cold
in the night, that was of little concern.
The sun set in an hour or so and soon there was no sound except a few
snores from the other slaves and the slap of small waves on the sides
of the galley. Even the watchman was slumped, exhausted, on the deck
above us. As the gloom grew, my companion nudged me. "If we are to do
it, now is the time," he whispered." It is dark enough. Better we go
over the far side, the water will be deeper there."
My heart was pounding as we began to pull. The crack in the beam
widened, but still the bolts did not slip. I stood up to get a better
leverage and the crack widened more. The bolt had just about slipped
the beam, when with a loud ripping sound, the wood totally split along
its length and both bolts slipped out. We were free. The guard was
awake in an instant, but he could barely see us in the gloom of the
rowing deck. I saw him grab his lantern, but at that same instant we
leaped overboard and plunged into the water. Ali had been right; the
sea floor on that side sloped away quickly. My chains were still
attached and I felt their weight drag me down. Once I felt I my ankle
chain catch on some object in the sea floor, and I panicked, but it
came away with a strong pull. My lungs were almost bursting before I
struggled to the surface. I was about fifty paces from the galley, now
lit with several lanterns as the Turks peered over the side. My wounded
side was stinging with the seawater.
I looked round and glimpsed an object in the water a short distance
from me, silhouetted against the faint twilight of the western sky. It
was a man's head, that of the Gypsy. I swam towards it, cursing the
weight and hindrance of the chains. "Is that you ? Are you all right? I
whispered.
"Good to see you survived," he gasped. "Now I think we have to swim a
bit further. There, to the west, to the land on the other side of this
bay."
We barely made it. My muscles were terribly tired after only half the
distance, and it was only by good fortune that we found a small shoal
and were able to catch our breath before we pushed to the far shore.
The beach was pebbly, and we lay exhausted on it for an hour. There
were continuing shouts of alarm from the galley across the bay, but we
dared not go further as we could not see at all. By good fortune a half
moon came up an hour later, and we picked our way further along the
shore away from the galley.
We kept going westwards the rest of that night until the beach gave way
to a series of cliffs, with large rocks set between the cliffs and the
sea. That gave us shelter from above, and we were hidden from the sea.
Ali was older than me, but strong and fit for his age. Like me he was
well muscled from rowing, but we were still exhausted by the swim and
lay on a small patch of sand at the base of cliff for the rest of that
night..
It was bright sunlight when I awoke. I examined my side. My wound was
slightly red, but did not seem to be badly infected. My companion was
lying beside me and I shook him. He was instantly awake, a wary look in
his eyes.
"We are safe?"
"Yes, so far. I have not heard anything. Perhaps the Turks think we
drowned."
"Well, we are alive, we are off that cursed galley, but now we have to
escape properly. First, we have to get rid of these." He shook his
manacled right arm. "Then we have to get food and water, even clothes
and something for our feet. But I wonder where."
"Where are we?" I asked.
"We must be still close to the bay with the galley, but we are in
Greece, and although the Turks control it, the population is mostly
Greek and Christian. They have no love for their Ottoman overlords.
Perhaps we can get help from some of them. Meanwhile, let us eat." He
looked about. "See, here is water in this depression in the rock." He
tasted it with a finger. "Ah yes, a bit brackish, but drinkable. And
now." He walked carefully in his bare feet over the rocks to the water
and picked some shellfish from the rocks. "These are edible. I am sorry
they are raw, but they will do for just now." I looked at the shellfish
with distaste, but forced myself to eat the raw slimy mess, almost
vomiting. At least some of my hunger was satisfied.
"Now these manacles." The metal was almost half as thick as my little
finger and tightly closed around my wrist so that I could not have
slipped it. It was held with two large rivets.
"We need someone with a chisel and hammer or....." I looked round. The
rocks were of a hard rough sandstone. I began to rub the manacle on the
rock. I scraped myself, but I saw fresh metal under the tarnished
surface.
He grinned at me. "So all we have to do is grind them away. "
But it took all of the rest of that day. I got free first, my hands
blistered and my wrists raw from rubbing on the manacles and scraping
on the rocks. The metal was ground through, but I had to struggle to
bend the metal from my wrists. I was about to throw the chains into the
water when he stopped me. "No, bury them in the sand, in case a search
party finds them. Now help me." It was easier with me using two hands
to grind at his, but it was still another hour before I had his chains
off as well.
I was too exhausted to deal with my ankle chains that day, but by the
end of the next we were free of these as well.
We had been continually listening for pursuit, but we heard nothing. At
one point two small fishing boats sailed past and we hid, not knowing
who the crews were. We had yet another revolting meal of raw shellfish
and brackish water, and slept again in the hollow under the cliff.
The next day we picked our way further west along the shore, putting
still more distance between us and the beached galley. Several times
the sea came right to the base of the cliffs and there was no option
but to climb up the rocks in our bare feet. Occasionally too there were
fields. It was now October and the grain in the fields was long since
harvested, but we found a few unharvested stalks in a corner and added
raw grain to our raw seafood diet. By the end of the third day we
supposed we had covered a sufficient distance from the galley to walk
more openly along the cliffs. My stomach was cramping and my bowels
were loose.
The next day we came to a few huts set on a small hill in the middle of
some fields. We watched the few comings and goings of the inhabitants
for an hour or so. There appeared to be only two or three men in the
place, an equal number of women. As all appeared to be simple peasants
we decided to trust them. Besides, if they were not, they would have
difficulty capturing us as we were fairly strong from our time on the
galleys. When we were about a hundred paces from the nearest hut I
called out to alert them. They might not have appreciated our appearing
suddenly. A man's face looked out cautiously, then he and several
others filed out of the huts. It seemed as if all of the small
population had come out to watch us.
They were neither friendly nor hostile, but just a bit suspicious. We
must have looked a strange sight, ragged, bearded and unkempt, but it
was obvious we carried no weapons. I held up my hands to show we meant
them no harm.
"Do you speak Greek?" I asked my companion.
"Just a little, but enough to say who we are." He began to speak and
the inhabitants' looks became tinged with fear. They began a heated
discussion with each other.
"They have heard about the battle," he said. "We are well west of
Navpaktos. They are very pleased the Turks lost the battle, but it does
not look good for us," he muttered. "They are afraid that the Turks
will come looking for us, and will take revenge on them if they help
us."
Then an older woman began speaking. It was obvious she was berating the
others and a few even began looking sheepish.
"She is scolding them for not helping unfortunates, and no doubt fellow
Christians."
"Yes, tell them that I am Italian and a Christian. Are you?"
"If they will help us, I will be anything they want." He grinned
slightly. "No, I do not know enough of your Christian rituals or
beliefs so I will have to be honest with them, although many do not
trust Gypsies." He spoke to the group, and the woman looked at me with
pity, but with mild hostility to him.
We were soon hustled into one of the small houses, barely larger than a
hut, and smelly with smoke and perspiration. We were given a few rags
to cover ourselves, only barely better than the rags we already wore as
galley slaves, and only just worse than the peasants' clothes.
The food was better, pieces of a coarse bread and some type of cooked
green vegetable and even a roasted fish. We ate them ravenously. We
were even treated to a haircut with a sharp knife, not too short, as we
were supposed to be uncultured peasants. Like the men, we kept our
beards, although trimmed much shorter than they had grown in the
galleys. I was fascinated by the women . I had not seen a woman in the
two years since I was captured. Most were old, but there was a young
woman, barely older than a girl. I relished looking at her. She seemed
so graceful, despite her rags and bare feet.
"Careful," Ali muttered." They may not like your attentions to their
women."
He was right. I forced myself to look away from her, and I was glad
when she left. We were both exhausted and were glad to get a good
sleep.
Next morning the woman who had taken our part came in and spoke briefly
to us in Greek. She looked at me expectantly, but I did not understand
any of what she said. I looked at Ali for a translation.
"She says she is sorry they cannot do better, and she is sorry we
cannot stay here. We are too near a detachment of Turkish soldiers, and
they have little enough food for themselves."
"Just thank her for what they gave us. We were desperate."
Ali uttered a few words and the woman nodded and smiled . He spoke
again and she thought briefly then answered with a few words.
"I asked her about any of my people, Gypsies, you know. She tells me
that there is a group of them nearby."
"Why do you need them? They will probably not be your tribe."
"Because I am a Gypsy, they will accept me and help me. Most gypsies
help each other. Most." He seemed to think briefly about something,
then continued. "Perhaps they may even know the whereabouts of my own
group. I want to get back to my wife, if possible. This group is about
a day's journey away, just north of a small town across the next bay."
I hoped that he would find his wife, but I wondered if she might have
despaired of ever seeing him again and had taken up with a different
man.
We set off the next morning at first light. It was easier this time,
not being barefoot, and having other than rags to wear. We had also
been given chunks of their coarse bread. I kissed our benefactress on
her hand and had the satisfaction of seeing her blush. She began to cry
and muttered another few words.
"She wishes us good fortune," said Ali. "Her husband was murdered by
Turks some years ago. She hates them."
"We had still better keep out of sight of any Turks." He gestured to
our wrists and ankles. The callus marks of our chains were still
visible and in places the skin was scarred. The pale fresh skin stood
out against the rest of our tanned and weather-beaten skin. It would be
obvious to anyone that we had been chained. Otherwise we looked like
two poor Greek peasants, but if anyone stopped us to ask our business,
I knew no Greek. I had an idea. "I cannot speak Greek. If anyone asks,
I will point to my throat. You can say I am dumb."
This area was quite rocky and sparsely dotted with trees. We saw a few
goats wandering about but there were no signs of any shepherd and it
was the end of the day before we came to a small hill overlooking the
town. There was a light drizzle of rain, but we found shelter under an
old olive tree. I looked at my companion. "Do you want to enter the
town to ask?"
He shook his head." No, we will not need anything from them unless we
cannot find the Gypsies. Anyway, no sense alerting any Turks that might
be snooping around."
At first light we headed north. My companion began looking in gullies
and under tree clumps. "Aha!" he exclaimed and pointed. In a small
wooded ravine a few hundred paces away I saw a flash of movement.
"I think we have found what we are looking for." He gave a small grunt
of satisfaction.
We watched the small camp carefully for about an hour, but it was
obvious that there were only Gypsies there. We walked into the camp
cautiously, yet openly to allay any suspicions. The few men and women
looked at us cautiously, until Ali began talking. In seconds we were
rushed into one of their carts. "I have told them about us, "he said.
"They want to get us out of sight."
Ali began talking with a man in a rapid speech. I had no idea what
language it was. It was certainly not Turkish or Greek.
Ali beamed at me. "They are going to help us, but first, they will feed
us. Ah, it will be nice to get some familiar food inside me."
I was very hungry, and wolfed down the food. It was a stew, mainly of
vegetables but with a few scraps of meat and quite spiced. I thought it
was the best thing had tasted in years. All the while Ali was talking
to the other gypsies, occasionally gesticulating to make his point.
He grinned at me. "I have asked them about my own clan. They are not
sure, but last month this group were further north and briefly met up
with another group who sound like my own clan. There was even a woman
in that group who may have been my wife. So now I must try to get to
her. What about you? What are your plans?"
"I want to get back to Venice, but I am not sure how to go. If I went
by land I would have to go north into Macedonia and further through
Albania. Then further still round the north of the Adriatic. It is a
long way, very mountainous, and most of the territory is controlled by
Ottoman. Or I could try to cross the Adriatic, but I would have to find
a boat. Whichever way I try I would have to go north for some distance
anyway as the narrowest point across the Adriatic is at the Strait of
Otranto. Another possibility is the island of Corfu. I believe the
Greeks call it Kerkyra. It is just off the Greek coast and is held by
Venice. From there I might get back to Venice. I know that the Turks
have laid siege to Kerkyra, but so far they have been unsuccessful. At
least there might not be too many Turkish ships around after their
defeat and Kerkyra is not too far from the mainland of Greece."
"That is a good plan, but why not come some ways with me? If my own
people are in the North, maybe they will have heard of ways to get you
home by land. Gypsies are known for wandering. There you can reach
Italy from Albania" . He grinned. "At least we are on the correct side
of the Gulf of Patrai. Otherwise we would have many added days' journey
to walk around, or steal a boat. Or swim!"
I thought about it in bed that night. Either way home had its dangers,
but if I had the support of gypsies? In the morning I spoke to Ali. "I
have decided. I will go north with you. It will be safer with two of us
to help each other and then perhaps your tribe can help me."
He clapped me on the back. "Excellent. Then I shall tell the people
here. We must be on our way soon."
The next day, provisioned and even fitted with fresh clothing, we set
out. Ali said that it would be at least two week's constant travelling.
It was now getting colder day by day as winter set in. Each morning I
looked at the mountains, eyeing the snow level, lowering day by day, it
seemed. I hoped our journey would not lead us through mountain passes.
Some days we did well. On others we were lucky to make a league or two
through overgrown tracks. Our food soon ran out and again we were
forced to scavenge what we could from the countryside. In two weeks we
were close to the supposed location of the Gypsies, but I looked at the
mountainous wilderness and wondered how we could find anyone.
Ali nodded when I told him my doubts. "We have to find a village now,
to ask if they have seen gypsies. If not at one, then another and
another, until we are successful."
The first village we tried had no information, but they directed us to
another, where we were lucky. As usual, the inhabitants were suspicious
to strangers, but pointed us to a site they said was only a day away. I
gulped. They had pointed up a steep sided ravine. Even in good weather
it would have been a trial. This was now November, and a light snow was
falling.
So we trudged on. That night we huddled under a stunted pine tree,
watching the snow constantly falling. Despite the dangers we had to
light a small fire to keep warm. By the morning the snow was ankle deep
and as we had only sandals, we had to fashion some foot covering from
some rags. We were almost to the end of the ravine, struggling through
the snow, when with relief I saw the ground flattening out. We were
over the pass. Then disaster struck.
We were so preoccupied with out own difficulties with the snow that the
pounding of hooves behind us took us by surprise. We looked round to
see three mounted soldiers heading towards us. Two were young men but
the third, wearing a more elaborate uniform, looked older. His beard
was flecked with white.
I was crushed. To have struggled so far away from the galley, and to be
recaptured now, but Ali muttered under his breath, "These are Turkish
army men, not from the galleys. They are probably not looking for us."
I heard them shouting at us. "Better stop," muttered Ali. "They seem
interested in us. Now is the time for your dumb act. Play the idiot if
you want."
The three men set their horses round us. We looked up to the older man.
From the crude Turkish I knew he was commanding us to stop, and asking
who we were. Playing a simple fearful peasant, Ali began to explain in
crude Turkish that we were two farm labourers heading to the village
and our homes. We had been out checking our fields for any unharvested
crops when we were caught by the snow. I let my mouth open slackly. One
of the men barked a command at me but I only gave a lopsided grin. I
heard Ali say I was a half-wit.
The men did not seem suspicious, but were out for mischief. One edged
his horse towards me, so that I had to stumble out of his way. He did
it again, laughing as I fell over into the snow. I had barely staggered
up when another rode at me so that I tumbled yet again into the snow.
All were roaring with laughter. I was trying to keep my temper, acting
the simpleton, but as I got up, the covering on my arms slid off,
exposing my wrists, with the callused skin from my galley chains
showing. The older man spotted it immediately.
He shouted at me, drew his sword and pointed it at me. It was obvious
he wanted to inspect my ankles and wrists. The chain marks would be
evident and we would soon be found out. No slave was ever released
alive from the galleys.
Their attention was all on me when Ali seized the older man's arm,
pulling him from the saddle. That distracted the other two men's
attention and in turn I jumped up and pulled down one of the younger
men . The other man who was still mounted drew his pistol and fired at
Ali, but Ali had swung the older man in front of him as a shield. The
older man gave a choking cry and clutched his throat, but could not
stem the gush of blood.
I struggled with the man under me. He was young and strong, but I was
stronger from my years in the galleys. The older man's sword was at my
hand and I smashed the hilt again and again over his head until he lay
limp. Vaguely I heard the other soldier galloping off, but I just sat
back in shock, with a growing awareness of our plight. We had just
killed two Ottoman soldiers, one of them probably a senior officer. The
other man would soon be back with help, and as murderers and escaped
slaves there would be no mercy for us. If we were caught our deaths
would be painful and prolonged. The two years in the galleys would seem
like pleasant prelude to our fate.
I was unscathed and almost unmarked, but Ali's hands arms and clothes
were covered with blood. "Damnation," I swore. "What do we do now?"
He laughed. "First we celebrate. We two unarmed men, on foot, bested
three on horseback. We are great warriors." He looked at my serious
face. "All right, we will hide the bodies. The ground will be too
frozen, but we can hide them over there, by that gully. The snow will
cover them until Spring. Maybe some wild animals will dispose of the
bodies. Let us pray for more snow. It may also cover up the blood here.
I had better get rid of some," and he scrubbed his hands and arms with
snow until the blood was mostly washed off.
"What about the horses?"
"Better chase them away. No wait, we need to get away from here fast.
The Turks will soon be looking for us. Can you ride?"
"Not at all."
"Then, Giovanni, now is time to learn."
We armed ourselves with the pistols and swords from the two dead men,
dragged the bodies to the gully and threw them in. In a minute we were
galloping the horses down from the pass and away from the red stained
snow. Ali pointed ahead. "Now we had better find my people quite fast.
Pray that we do. The Turks will not rest until they find us."
My horse was fairly obedient, but I found the ride getting very
uncomfortable after an hour. It was yet another miserable three hours
through the snow when Ali spotted something. "See there," he pointed to
a clump of trees. "That looks like more Gypsies."
I could sense his growing excitement and tension as we neared the camp.
We were spotted while we were still a good distance away, and a group
of men slowly came out to bar our way.
My companion drew his breath, then spurred his horse towards them.
Still some paces from them he stopped and dismounted. Rather, he almost
leaped from the saddle and ran to an older man. There was a brief
hesitancy then they embraced, with shouts of joy, broken by tears. The
other Gypsies' faces were covered with delight. I saw a group of women
approach. One looked at the couple, her hand went to her mouth and she
too rushed forward, screaming in delight. Ali took her and embraced
her, then swung her off the ground to kiss her exuberantly. They sank
to their knees in the snow, still embracing, tears in their eyes.
I remained a bit apart from the celebration, standing awkwardly at my
horse, uncomfortable in the gaze of some urchins. I seemed to be mostly
ignored. At last Ali pointed to me and took the woman in one hand, the
older man in another and brought them towards me. "Giovanni, today is
one of the happiest of my life. I present my father Yayal and my wife
Zula." He spoke to them in a tongue I did not recognise, and both
embraced me.
I thought that Zula looked quite attractive. Her complexion was swarthy
and her hair dark. She looked much younger than Ali, and she had a
nicely curved figure. Yayal was a man in his sixties, bald, and with a
short white beard. He had a powerful build, but walked with a slight
limp. He took my hand in his and I felt his powerful grasp and embraced
me. "My thanks to you, Giovanni."
Ali clapped my back and embraced me to. "I have told them that without
you it would have been impossible for me to escape, but that you now
badly need our assistance to avoid the Turks and return to Italy. They
agree you are to be given all help. If we cannot, we will seek more
Gypsies who will. We look after our friends. Now first, let us get
washed and some food and drink inside us. Yes, and out of the cold
air."
I was led to a tent close to the one that appeared to be Yayal's. The
air was cold, but the tent was well supplied with blankets. I would not
be cold that night. Later, I was led outside to a blazing fire in front
of the assembled Gypsies. Ali rose to speak and at his words the
Gypsies gave me shouts of approval. Soon food and drink were brought
out and the atmosphere was filled with jubilation and singing.
After the celebration, Ali took me aside. "It is good to celebrate, but
we have spent enough time. We are too close to where we killed those
men. Tomorrow we must all move well away, at least three days' journey.
The Turks may not suspect us, being Gypsies. After all, the two
labourers were supposed to be Greeks from a nearby village, but the
Turks will be in an angry mood and out for revenge, any revenge."
"What about the horses? Will we drive them away?"
He grimaced. "They are fine beasts. It would have been good to keep
them for our own use, but they would be too easily recognised. We could
also have slaughtered them for the meat, but their blood and bones
would have been too difficult to hide in the snow. So one of my tribe
took them into the mountains, up there. There is a group of rebels that
could use horses. Now they will be grateful to us, and leave us alone."
He grinned. "Also, if the Turks pick up the trail of the horses they
may think it was the rebels that killed the two officers."
The Gypsies struck camp at first light the next morning, and by midday
we were out of the snow and well away from the site, and heading north.
The group made good speed that day, and by the next we camped in a
patch of ground near a small town. It was still cold, but at least the
snow had missed that area.
That evening Ali took me aside . "I have to leave you for a bit. I have
a small matter to attend to over in the next town. I will be gone a day
or so." I noticed that he was armed with one of the pistols that we had
taken from the Turks. He gave no explanation and I was a bit concerned
to see him go. I did not like the idea of being with people I did not
know well.
I was awakened the next morning by Yayal shaking my shoulder.
"Trouble," he said. He was speaking in a crude Turkish. "The Ottoman
have reacted more than than I thought. They are determined to find
those who killed their men. One of my people was in the village and the
Turks are saying that it was a senior officer that was killed. The one
who escaped said that they were ambushed by a force of twenty rebels."
I snorted, but Yayal just grinned." Well, it wouldn't do for him to
admit that you two, on foot, beat three of them on horses, would it? He
needed an excuse for his own cowardice too. However, he says that he
especially noticed two of the rebels. In fact he gave quite a good
description of Ali and yourself. They have now cordoned off the whole
area and will gradually tighten the net. Unfortunately for us, we are
in it. They will go door to door searching for you. We have to hide
you."
"But where?"
"I do not know yet. It is possible you might slip away and escape north
over the Pindus Mountains but there is now snow on the higher slopes,
and I hear all of the passes are guarded by Turks. Oh yes, they have a
good description of you and they will be looking out for the marks of
chains."
"I will not let myself be captured," I said. "If I can, I will kill
more Turks before I am taken, and if necessary, I will kill myself."
It was only slightly later that day Yayal came to see me. "Look over
there."
I squinted into the sun and saw a line of Turkish soldiers at the top
of a hill.
"See, they have established a ring round the town. They are searching
some of the outlying houses first. They will now slowly tighten the
noose. It is too late for you to slip away. Have you thought of another
plan?" he asked.
I trembled. "No, have you?"
He hesitated. "I was speaking to Zula, She suggested something. It
would involve disguising you as a woman. "
I snorted. "Yes, we would be very successful, I do not think. I am too
tall and muscled from the galleys. Also my face is bearded. It would
take more than a conjurer's art to make me appear as a woman."
"Yes, I agree that it will need more than a conjurer's art. What about
a magician?"
I looked at him narrowedly. "I have heard people talk about magicians,"
I said, "but I doubt there is really any such thing. A belief in magic
is only for the superstitious."
"Giovanni, there are things that you have not heard of, things that
have been passed from generation to generation of Gypsies, but that
were used discreetly and only occasionally. Zula has a certain book,
passed to her by her mother before she died. She in turn had it from
her mother. It is a knowledge that has been passed through the women.
It is in a book of spells, written in an ancient language. There are
many spells, mostly for healing. I have seen Zula use some to heal
cuts, help in childbirth and so on. Perhaps you have noticed that I
limp. I had a severe injury and could have lost my leg, or my life, but
Zula cured it almost completely with one of her spells. There is one
spell she told me about - I do not know its purpose- if a man hears it
he will become a woman, fully. The spell lasts well and does not wear
off until a reverse spell is spoken. Zula says her grandmother used the
spell first at the fall of Trebizond a century ago to save a young man
but there are legends of more ancient times where the spell killed
tyrants and saved the innocent. She says the spells are only used
sparingly. She does not want them widely known, but these are desperate
times, and you have done her husband, my son, a great service."
I hesitated. I was sceptical anyway but I did not like the idea of
using magic, even if it was true. When I was a boy the priest at my
church had always warned about the evil arts, and I remembered a witch
being burned in the town square for her supposed use of magic. Still,
ordinary prayer had not helped me much in the last two years.
"Supposing it did work, how long would I need to stay as a woman, and
anyway, what about the marks of our chains?"
"Only as long as it takes to pass examination by the Turks. But she
warns that the spells are severe. Some men have died from them,
especially older men. So usually the reverse spell is not used until
about a week afterwards to allow the person to recover his, or her,
strength. We could dye any pale scarred pale skin with walnut juice,
and as a Gypsy woman you could wear bracelets and anklets to make them
less noticeable."
I did not fancy living as a woman for a whole week, and to be
ornamented as one? I shook my head. "I will take a risk. There must be
somewhere in this village that I can hide. Either that or I will try to
pass through the Turkish lines."
"As you wish, but I think you should try the scheme."
Later that night I was surprised when Yayal came to me with a bottle of
wine. "We will try to get you away tomorrow. I expect you will soon go
off in search of a place to hide, and I may not see you again. I would
like to thank you for your help with my son and wish you a safe journey
back to Italy."
He poured two cupfuls of wine, gave me one and toasted me. I drank. It
was good wine and I toasted him back, and then with "Death to the
Turks" we had another toast. We talked about my few weeks with Ali and
my plans for the future. Yet he seemed preoccupied and I noticed he
drank only a half cup of the wine. He poured me another and I drained
it fast. It was good wine. I had not drunk wine for years.
"Well, I wish you goodnight," and he took my hand.
Something was very wrong. I had no strength in my hand. I tried to
rise, but my legs would not obey my mind. He rose and pushed me gently
onto my back. I was beginning to panic, trying to shout for help, as
much as my befuddled brain would allow, when Yayal called out and Zula
entered, holding a small book with a cover that looked like yellowish
hide..
"He is ready now," Yayal said.
"What do you mean?" I struggled to say, but my tongue would not obey my
brain. Then I realised that he had drugged me. I was almost unable to
move any muscle, yet my mind was clear.
"We are going to give you the spell," Yayal said, "so you will become a
woman. I am sorry, Giovanni, but it was too dangerous not to change
you. Your appearance is too distinctive. If the Turks recognized you
they would torture you, and that would have led them to my son. Then
not only he, but all of my small tribe would have been killed. The drug
will do you no harm, but it will keep you from struggling or running
away while we use the spell. I must leave you now, otherwise the spell
would change me too."
Zula looked down at me. "This is a book of magic spells. It is very
ancient. Even I do not know what the sounds mean. They must be from an
ancient language. You should know that I do not like to use this book.
It is covered with human skin. In our beliefs that is bad, although the
spells in the book can be used for good." She began to read from the
small book. I heard strange words, certainly not in any language I
knew. It only took a minute and she put the book down. There were tears
in her eyes. She was also speaking in a crude Turkish, but her voice
was so much more accented that I could barely understand her. "This
will be uncomfortable for you. I am sorry, but it may be the only way
to save you, and all of us."
I still could barely move, but otherwise I felt well. I looked at her
in fury. "I trusted you," I said, my voice slurred, hoping against hope
that her tales of a magic book were only unfounded superstition.
"I am sorry, Giovanni, but these are desperate times. I do this to save
you, and my clan."
I began to feel cold and a small shiver took me. Then, even in my
drugged lethargy, another shiver, stronger this time, made my teeth
chatter. I rolled to my side, then struggled on to my belly and slowly
pulled my knees up. My legs were as heavy as lead, and I hunched as
another even stronger shiver took me . Yet another and I sank to my
face in the dirt. Shaking continuously. I was only half aware of the
woman turning me onto my back and putting a rag between my teeth when I
must have fallen unconscious.
The next I remember was a hand shaking me. A woman's voice was calling
my name, as if from a long distance. I felt a great weariness as deep
as my bones. I wanted to sink back into sleep, but the voice sounded
again, and my shoulder was shaken again.
I tried to speak but my throat and mouth were parched. Eventually I
managed a gasp, then a croak. I felt a cup of water at my lips and I
slurped it awkwardly, much spilling over my chin. I remember that I was
so confused I did not know where I was. Even the effort of thinking was
too much. Then I felt my face being wiped with a damp cloth. It felt
wonderfully cool. Now someone was washing my neck and my curiously
tender chest, my belly and below. The cool water began to revive me and
I managed to croak, "Where am I? What has happened?" There was
something different about my voice, higher somehow, like a woman's. I
tried to open my eyes but they seemed stuck shut.
"Just rest," I heard but I felt more water at my lips and I drank. It
hurt to swallow but I sipped some more. I had a raging thirst and I
took another drink, larger this time.
I think I must have fallen asleep again but eventually I heard, "Can
you talk?" My hearing was fuzzy, my head was throbbing, and my body
hurt. When I rubbed my brow with my hand, it felt hot and sweaty and
something did not feel right, as if my skin was smoother, and my hand
or face had changed. Again I tried to open my eyes, but they were
crusted over, then that blessed hand with the water gently bathed them
so that I could finally force them open. I squinted in the light. Zula
was leaning over me, looking at me. She was only in a simple peasant
dress, but she seemed beautiful nevertheless.
"What has happened,?" I croaked. My voice was getting stronger, yet it
still had that same higher pitch." Why am I speaking strangely?"
"It is the effects of the spell. It has worked well, but you are weak.
It is a severe spell."
"What spell?" I asked, but then I remembered that Yayal had drugged me
and his wife had a book that she had been reading to make me into a
...!
I screamed with the memory and understanding but noticing even in my
weakness that my body was different, and my voice shrill, like a
woman's. I tried to raise myself from my bed but Zula held me back.
"Sshh. Take it easy. You must still rest a bit."
But I forced my aching muscles to raise me. I looked at my right arm,
then my left. They were tanned, still muscled, still hairy, but
shorter, slimmer,, rounder, smoother. The veins on the back of my small
hands were barely visible. Apart from the coarse male hair, they were
the arms and hands of a woman.
I felt at my bare chest. Someone had undressed me while I was
unconscious. On it were two projections of soft, yet firm flesh. I
screamed at the realisation. Did I now have breasts? I pushed down the
thin blanket and stared down at myself in shock. I screamed again. On
my chest were two half globes, each tipped with a large pinkish nipple
and areola, yet on and between them was a mat of my blond male chest
hair. Wider awake now, I threw off my blanket completely and looked
down past my belly to my crotch. I gave another scream of terror and
horror. My familiar penis and the sac below were gone. Desperately I
felt further downwards, but there was nothing.
Zula tried to hold me but I shook her off. I spread my legs and
examined my belly, and then further down. I bent my head as far as I
could but it was not far enough to see. I felt with my fingers. They
found soft folds of flesh, oddly sensitive to my touch. I spread my
legs more and probed through the springy hair at the base of my belly
into the folds. A vertical cleft held a small nub, sensitive to the
touch. I pressed it but jerked my hand away at the feeling. I forced
myself to return my finger and probed below. There was an opening in
the folds, moist inside. I shivered. Indeed I had a woman's body,
completely. I screamed in despair.
Zula now had tears in her eyes. "I am sorry, Giovanni, but we had no
choice, to protect not only you, but all of us."
"How could you do this?" I cried. "This is witchcraft. I did not want
this." I burst into tears, female tears.
"It was for the best. This course is the least risky. I promise that it
is only until we escape the Turks; then we will restore your manhood.
My husband's father thought it best."
I looked down again. The body was female, well curved, an hourglass
shape, but hairy, like a man's. "I look nothing like a woman. Just look
at me!" I screamed. "I have hair on my chest and arms. I look like a
freak. The Turks will easily notice me."
"The male hair will fall out in a day. Little time enough, as the Turks
are searching ever closer to us. "
I felt at my face. I still had a beard. It felt just as bristly. "This
too?"
She stroked my face. "Yes, that too will soon fall out, but when I
change you back your beard will start to grow again, never fear. I know
that the hair on your head is too short for a woman, but that cannot be
helped." She examined my arms and legs. "Your wrists and ankles look
better. You have lost most of the scarring but we must still disguise
the marks of the chains. Here, have another drink. "
I drank more water, feeling more physically revived by the minute, but
if anything, more frightened by my new body and status. "Now rest" she
commanded. "You will not have much energy for a day or so, but I still
have things to do." She gave me a blanket and I sat miserably hunched
over the bed, watching as she worked.
A figure entered. It was Yayal. There was surprise, or even shock on
his face. "I am sorry, my friend," then he hesitated as he ran his eyes
up and down me. "It was too risky to leave you unchanged. Do you not
think it is a good disguise?" His face fell at the expression on mine.
"Have patience, Giovanni. It will only be for a few days. I am afraid
it will be rough on you again when we use the other spell to reverse
this one, but hopefully you will have slipped through the Turks' net. "
"I did not want this," I said. "You betrayed me."
"I am tired of your complaints," he said, grabbing my chin and staring
at me, "I would let your miserable skin be found by the Turks, but it
would be trouble for us." Then he relented. "I am sorry, Giovanni, I am
unfair. It is just that we are all still in great danger."
Zula held a piece of polished metal to me and I looked at myself. I
gave a small cry. Even allowing for the distortion in the metal, I was
a freak. I had a woman's face, perhaps even a pretty face, now lacking
heavy male eyebrows, but with a man's facial hair. "I look nothing like
a woman," I howled. "This is a cruel joke. I am all hairy. "
"No, not at all. I have already told you. You will lose the male hair
very soon."
She gave a small smile." I am sure that you do not want to know, but
you will be quite a beauty. The spell makes beautiful women, and it has
worked especially well for you. It affects women too. See." She twirled
to show her curved figure. "I have read the same spell in the past to
others so it affected me as well. Don't I look young? Yet I am almost
the same age as Ali."
I had not realized that. She was much older than me, to be sure, but
her face was still unlined. Still, I did not want to be a woman,
however beautiful. "The sooner you change me back, the better," I
hissed. I tried to get up further, but my legs still ached. "How long
was I unconscious?" I asked.
"For more than a full day," Yayal said. "Are you able to get up?"
"No Yayal, it is too soon for her," Zula protested.
I did not relish being referred to as 'her' and I tried to stand anyway
, but my legs gave way beneath me.
"See, better to rest for a bit, but after that you will have to hurry."
she said. "The Turks are getting closer. Can you use this?" She held
out a small metal pot to me. "Can you relieve yourself?" She looked at
Yayal. "You should leave now. Give her some privacy."
Blushing, I sat on the pot and relieved myself. It was strange not to
stand.
"I have used the spell two times previous to you," said Zula. "One was
for a young man who wanted to live as a woman. I think his clan would
have killed him if I had not. I changed him and hid him, then I was
able to get him taken in as a woman by another clan. The other was a
boy, a Greek Christian boy who his family wanted to protect, in case
Turks took him for their Janissaries."
"What happened to these?"
"The first adjusted well. The man, now a woman, was from another tribe.
His own tribe would not accept her afterwards but she found shelter
with another. I believe she married and is now a mother. The other, as
soon as the Turks had done their sweep for the army, I changed back. I
do not know how he has been since." She thought for a minute. "There
was a boy too, in Serbia. His parents were generous to us and in
gratitude I suggested that I could temporarily change him, but his
parents changed their mind at the last minute. They said it was
witchcraft. Too bad for them. The Turks took their son."
She called out the door and in a minute a boy entered carrying a small
pot. "This is my son, Jano," she said proudly." This is a thin soup to
keep your strength up. But tomorrow you must be up and ready. I have to
dress you as woman."
I finished the soup, and even had another helping, I felt suddenly
sleepy and lay back to close my eyes. I thought I had only been asleep
a few minutes, but it was Zula shaking me. "Time to get up. You slept
another whole night." This time I felt much refreshed and in a better
mood until I remembered that she said she would dress me as a woman.
Now sit up," she commanded. "I have to see if I can remove the male
hair. She began to pluck at my arms. "Ah yes," She seemed satisfied.
"See, it comes away easily." She began to rub me with a coarse cloth. I
was amazed to see the hair stripping from my arms, leaving only a few
fine hairs. It was the same with my legs and she turned her attention
to my chest. There was almost no discomfort and in a minute my breasts
were as hairless as a woman's. I gasped twice, when the towel rubbed
over the nipples. She grinned at my surprise. "You see what women
feel?"
"Now your face." That too cleaned up easily. My short beard pulled from
me with only a slight stinging, as if it was barely attached.
"Now, down there." She pointed to the base of my belly. "That looks
nothing like a woman's. Let me see." I tried to stop her but she
brushed my hand away. "You are a woman now. So am I, and I have seen
other naked women before." She pulled gently at the hair at the base of
my belly. This stung more and I saw some hairs pull off, but not all. I
was left with a small oval patch of hair above and around my new female
genitalia, a woman's pattern.
"Here." She held out a faded black dress to me. "Now cover yourself.
Put this on."
I was so bewildered that I gave no objection as she pushed the dress
over my head and shoulders. The material was coarse and worn, but it
was clean. She brushed at my hair with expressions of disapproval. "It
needs washed." She called out and in a minute Jano returned with a dish
of warm water and a small piece of dark soap. "Your hair is filthy. It
will need washed. If you want the disguise to be effective you need to
pay more attention to your appearance. Women keep themselves cleaner
than men." She pushed my head into the pan then rubbed in the soap. It
needed a rinse and another application of soap before it formed a
lather. "Now dry it." she commanded, and threw me a dry cloth. I dried
it to the best of my ability and she began to brush and comb it,
snipping with a small pair of scissors. "Now your eyebrows." She began
to pull at my eyebrows and I saw small tufts of hair in her fingers.
"There, you look nothing like your previous self. "Now look at me." she
inspected my face. "Yes, not bad, but your hair is too light. We must
dye it." She grimaced "More work, but we cannot let the Turks discover
you."
"Let me see." She rummaged in a chest and pulled out a small pouch. She
shook a little into her hand. "This is a dye to make your hair much
darker." She dipped my hair into the dark brew, wiped some on my
eyebrows, and in a few more minutes she was satisfied.
"Another thing, I had better use a female name for you, Seradya. It was
the name of an aunt of mine. I cannot call you Giovanni if there are
any Turks around, can I? How do you like yourself now?"
I looked in the mirror and gasped. Facing me was a pretty dark-haired
woman. Her hair was much shorter than the other gypsy women, but the
style looked nothing like a man's. Her hair was a dark chestnut brown.
It contrasted oddly with her blue eyes. Her features were even and
regular, with a pretty shaped face, slightly prominent cheekbones, a
small but determined chin, and full lips. Her blue eyes were large
under dark fine arched eyebrows. Zula been thorough; I was well
disguised. "She is pretty, but it is not me." I said. "I do not like
myself like this, but I have no choice now."
"No, you do not. But you may have to practice moving and walking and
behaving like a woman, unless we can soon escape from the Turks."
We were barely finished when Jano gave a shout of alarm, and we watched
as a group of Turkish soldiers marched into our camp. They were
commanded by an officer on a white horse and I felt my stomach turn
into knots when I recognised him as the surviving officer of the three
that we had encountered.
"Here, put this over your head," said Zula. "It is a square of cloth to
hide your short hair."
He barked out orders and the soldiers began to round us all up, even
the sick and elderly, to push us into two lines. One for men, one for
women and the children. The children were released almost immediately,
but stood by the carts fearfully watching the rest of us.
Next the women. He rode up and down in front of us. I was standing by
Zula. Whatever happened I was not going to let her out of my sight as
she had the reverse spell. The officer even stopped in front of me and
peered at my blue eyes for what seemed like a minute but then turned
away to the men. These were given more careful inspection, but with
another order the soldiers picked up and marched from our camp,
tightening the perimeter of their search of the small town even more. I
almost sank to my knees in relief. I had escaped.
The Turks finished their search of the town a day later. One or two men
had been arrested on some suspicion or other. One had even been shot
while trying to escape but Yayal said that the Turks were not likely to
give up the search.
"I do not want to keep this so-called disguise longer than I have to,"
I protested. The next few days were filled with embarrassment. I was
bored sitting in the wagon, yet any time I ventured out, I was aware
that the Gypsies were scrutinizing me. The tale of my change must have
got out. Their reactions varied between smirks and sympathetic glances.
Even worse, I was soon followed by a group of curious urchins and I hid
away as much as possible. I was uncomfortable in their scrutiny and
wanted to hide in the wagon but Zula almost dragged me out. "You need
the air, and anyway, I have work for you to do," and she set me at
peeling some vegetables and tending to the fire. Although the dress was
long skirted, I was aware of the strange nakedness underneath and kept
my legs well tucked under me. I fretted at the domestic tasks and began
counting the days until I could change back.
Ali rejoined us three days after I had regained consciousness, slipping
into our camp one night. "Where have you been?" I asked.
I realized he was appraising me. I flushed under his gaze.
"Ah Giovanni, or is it Seradya? You are well changed indeed. Zula says
it went easily for you. You had less discomfort than others."
If this was easy, I wondered what difficult was. I also wondered how
many others there had been. Zula had mentioned only two. "Be thankful
you were off on your mission or whatever it was, or perhaps you would
be similarly changed," I snarled. "They tell me that the Turks may
still be looking for us, but if you are not disguised, then perhaps I
need not be either."
"Yes, but I am like a thousand other Gypsies, Greeks or even Turks. You
are fair, one in a thousand in this country and as noticeable as a
white dove in a flock of crows. How long since you took the spell?
About four days perhaps? No, Giovanni, you should wait a full week. We
do not want to kill you. So you must be satisfied with the name Seradya
for some days yet. You should continue to use women's clothing too,
just in case the Turks give us another search. You obviously have a
woman's body and wearing men's clothes with it would attract their
attention. You are also shorter than as a man. Your clothes would not
fit. Now, have you decided how you want to go to Italy?"
"I have decided that I will go north to Albania. Then I hope I can
persuade some fisherman to take me across to Italy or just to Kerkyra.
If not I will steal a boat. It is too far to Venice through the
mountains, especially in winter."
"Why not stay with us, at least over the winter?"
I shook my head. "I want to get home to see my mother. I do not know if
she is even still alive. I have been gone for years."
"We are set to go north and you can come with us. Then in another four
days you can read the reverse spell and get your male body back. We
will remain with you until you are recovered but after that, I am
sorry, my tribe intends to go east. My first duty should be to them,
but I will go with you as far as the Straits of Otranto. Perhaps I can
even help you steal a boat."
"Where have you been these last days?" I asked.
"Settling an old score. It was near here that I was arrested by the
Turks when they sent me to the galleys. A man of another tribe betrayed
me to them. We were old rivals for the hand of Zula. He hated me when I
was the winner. I swore that it would be one of my first tasks, if I
ever got free, to kill him."
"And did you?"
"Yes, but I made the pig plead for mercy first. Ah, usually Gypsies
help each other, but we can be deadly enemies too."
I shivered. Ali had seemed like an amiable person, but perhaps I did
not know him.
The Gypsy band set off the next day, heading north through a long
valley in the mountains. Occasionally I saw the sea through breaks in
the clouds, but then a fog blew in and we were closed in by the
mountains. I do not like mountains. I am always afraid that they will
come tumbling down on me. The Gypsies had both carts and wagons but all
walked except the old and infirm. I tried to walk at first, but I
suppose I was still weak from my change and soon Zula took my arm.
Paying no attention to my protests she pushed me inside a wagon.
Despite the jolting I fell asleep and was surprised that it was quite a
few hours later when I woke . I tried to apologize, but Zula just
smiled at me. "I told you the spell was severe".
The next morning I felt better and I walked all of that day, although I
slept in exhaustion that night. There was no respite from mountains.
One valley led to another and in three days we reached a junction of
three valleys. I was nervous about our narrow path hugging the side of
the mountain. A cliff hung over us and far below us a river tumbled
through a gorge.
Ali and Zula had encouraging news that night after supper. "I think it
is safe now," she said. "Tomorrow I will give you the reverse spell to
read, and you can return to being a man. You will lose that woman's
body, although, I must tell you, the spell was very successful. Your
face is pretty, and your body has all the shape a woman could want -or
a man could want," she smiled. "Now you should get a good sleep."
Ali looked at me, a small curl of amusement at the corner of his lips.
"I have to ask you, Giovanni. How has it been being a woman for a
week?"
I glared at him. "I hate it," I burst out. "I want out of this weak
woman's body. It has an awkward shape, my hips and rear stick out and
these breasts get in the way of everything I do. They are too sensitive
as well, and I hate the exposed feeling in this woman's skirt. And I
especially hate sitting down to relieve myself." I glared at him , but
he just grinned at me. I stormed off to my pad in the wagon.
But my change back was not to be. That night I was awakened by
shouting, gunfire and screaming. I leaped out to see mounted men riding
through the camp. There was more gunfire and one raider fell from the
saddle. Ali was beside me, reloading a pistol. "I was careless," he
gasped. "These are from the tribe of the man that I killed. Now they
seek revenge. Get back into the wagon."
I did not need to be told twice. I climbed into the wagon and cowered
on the floor. I lay down to keep protected amid the fighting but all at
once I felt a jolt and the wagon moved, then tipped. I screamed and
tried to get out but the slope of the floor was too much even for my
scrabbling fingers and I slid down. The slope suddenly increased and I
was almost weightless as the wagon tipped over the brink of the
precipice, with me in it. I was screaming, trying to find something to
hold to, but it jolted and tumbled and I was thrown and battered about.
I awoke in complete darkness, finding myself wedged somehow between
several objects. It was too dark to see, but by the texture of one I
recognised it as a tree root or branch. The other was smoother, but not
cold like a rock It was dark and I was afraid to move but I was soaking
wet and getting chilled. I desperately struggled out from my trap. One
time I put my hand down and felt icy cold water and I felt the rush of
the river. Yet I could see nothing. I decided to wait until light to
see if it was safe to move.
I carefully tested my limbs. My feet were numb, but I decided that was
because of the cold. I inhaled deeply and felt a series of bruises, but
no sharp pain. I decided none of my ribs were not broken. One arm was
sore, but it seemed to move freely.
At last it became a little lighter, and although I was in dim shadows,
I was able to make out my situation. I was lying almost enclosed by
earth, under an overhanging riverbank. I must have been swept there by
the river, or somehow had managed to crawl there. I was wedged between
a log and a plank, from the smashed wagon I supposed. I carefully
extricated myself, trying to avoid a further soaking from the freezing