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Emerging from the Cocoon, Chapter 8
Screaming, weeping, sobbing.
Those were the noises Amanda heard coming from the bathroom. Amber and
Kayla were already in bed.
Nicole was taking a bath.
Amanda rushed into the room to see what was the matter.
"It's ugly, it's ugly," Nicole said, pointing to her private parts. "I
want it off, mom. I want it off. It's gross."
Amanda struggled to find the words to say. She sat on the edge of the tub
and put her arms around Nicole, who was covered with suds from the bubble
bath she made.
"Sweetie, I know," Amanda said.
She did her best to comfort Nicole. She rocked her.
"It's going to be okay," Amanda said. "It's going to be okay. When you're
old enough, I'll take you to the hospital and we'll get it fixed, I
promise."
"You mean I'll have..." Nicole struggled for words. "I'll be just like
you, Amber and Kayla?"
"Yes, you'll have a vagina just like ours," Amanda said. "That's what it's
called."
"Why can't I get it done now?" Nicole asked, still weeping.
"Oh sweetie, there may become a time when you might not want to be a
girl," Amanda said. "If they let you do it now, they wouldn't be able to
change you back into a boy, if you want to do that."
Nicole gave Amanda a strange look as she dried off and grabbed her panties
on the counter.
"Mom, I'm not a boy," Nicole said with a little resolve, well as much as a
12-year-old could have.
Amanda didn't argue the point. Nicole's soul echoed her words. But Amanda
wondered if cruel experience would change her mind some day.
"Well, if that girl wants to change her body, I'll help her do it," Amanda
said, trying to assure Nicole.
"In a few years, they'll let you take a special medication that will help
you develop into a woman," Amanda said. Nicole at times seemed mature
beyond her years, but Amanda wasn't entirely sure if Nicole understood the
concept of hormones.
"It will help you get hips like mine," Amanda said. "But you might not
want to be as fat as I am."
"Oh no, mom, you're beautiful, I want to look like you," Nicole replied.
"Your beautiful, too, sweetpea," Amanda said, kissing Nicole on the
forehead.
She grabbed a comb and began to brush Nicole's hair. It was starting to
grow out. It was beautiful and blonde.
"Will the medicine help me grow boobs," Nicole asked.
"It might help you grow breasts," Amanda said, giving Nicole a hug. "But
if not, we might can fix that, too."
That brought a smile to Nicole. Amanda seemed really relieved.
She led Nicole to bed and tucked her in.
"I want you to have pleasant dreams tonight, angel," she said before
giving Nicole a kiss on the cheek.
"I love you, mom," Nicole said as Amanda turned off the light.
"I love you, too, sweetie, now get some sleep," Amanda said.
Sleep wasn't something Amanda did a lot these days. She wondered about the
life Nicole faced.
Surgery, even hormones, could help Nicole grow better in her own skin. But
there were things that wouldn't be able to happen. It saddened Amanda that
Nicole would not be able to experience childbirth.
The only way she could have children, if she ended up having surgery at a
young age, would be to adopt or marry someone who already had children.
She didn't even know if adoption were an option in a country as
conservative as the U.S.
But those were battles, struggles that were far off in the distance. What
kept Amanda up at night were the problems Nicole would face in the
present.
It was bad enough Nicole felt she was trapped in the wrong body. But she
was about to start middle school in a few days. All her life, Nicole would
likely face people who won't accept her. But Amanda knew middle school
children could be among the cruelest she would ever face.
Amanda knelt to pray before going to bed. She wanted answers as to how to
guide Nicole through the transformation that was to come. She also prayed,
somewhat selfishly, that perhaps Nicole would change, that perhaps a life
as Nicholas would somehow become appealing again.
That would be the easy way out. Nicole seemed determined to take the hard
way.
But it was a way, Amanda thought, that might seem to be the right way.
****
"Sheee," Nicole said, pressing her finger on her lips as she led Amber and
Kayla into the kitchen. "Mom's tired. She needs her sleep."
She reached into the cabinet and pulled out three bowls. She got a box of
cereal and poured it into the bowls. She then got some milk out of the
refrigerator and poured it in the bowls.
Nicole loved the role of being a big sister.
She made toast. She poured three glasses of orange juice.
"You're being like mom," Amber said with a mouth full of Captain Crunch.
Nicole smiled.
"Thank you sweetpea," Nicole said, kissing Amber of the forehead much like
Amanda had done her.
"Um...Amber's not sweetpea, you are," little Kayla said. "She's punkin
drop!"
"Oh yeah..." Nicole said, forgetting Amanda's pet name for Amber.
"Thank you, doodle-bug," she said, kissing Kayla on her forehead after
remembering her name.
"Nikki, can we play Barbies?" Kayla asked.
"Why sure!" she said. "But first, we've got to finish breakfast and put
everything away."
The sisters put the dishes in the dishwasher. They then ran upstairs,
grabbed Barbies, Barbie houses, cars and clothes.
Nicole wondered if she were too old to play with Barbies. But it didn't
matter. It was something she had been denied most of her life.
They drove their cars, talked about their Barbies' dates to the prom.
"Is your Barbie's boyfriend named Sam, Nikki?" Amber teased.
"Sam? Who's Sam?" Nicole teased back, trying to be a little coy.
Amanda heard the giggling. She grabbed her housecoat and came down stairs
to see what was going on. She stood outside the doorway, at first, not
wanting her "girls" to see that she was watching.
She grabbed a cup of coffee and sat down on the sofa and watched them
play.
"Mom, am I too old to play with Barbies?" Nicole asked at one point.
"Oh no, sweetpea," Amanda said. "You're never to old to play Barbies with
your sisters."
They played for a couple of hours. Then Amber had another idea.
"Let's play majorettes!" she said.
Nicole helped Kayla wriggle into her little spangled leotard. Amber came
prancing out in her own.
Nicole then put on Amanda's old uniform and glared at it in the mirror.
"Try these on, they used to be mom's," Amber said, handing her a pair of
white boots.
Amazingly enough, they fit. Amanda was amazed as Nicole came down the
stairs and modeled her outfit.
Amanda felt like someone had placed her in a time machine. It almost
seemed like she was looking at herself in her preteen or early teen years.
She watched them as they went into the garage to twirl. The girls lost
track of time. They were still twirling when the doorbell rang.
"I wished I had brought my suit," Sara said, surprising them in the
garage.
"Girls, we're going shopping for school clothes and supplies with Sara and
her mom," Amanda said.
"Well, guess I've got to change," Nicole said, looking a little sad.
"You look awesome," Sara whispered. She was just as amazed how much Nicole
looked like a girl in a majorette uniform as she was when she saw her with
Sam at the movies in a dress.
"I have to admit, Mandy, I'm really amazed how much Nikki looks like a
girl," said Sara's mom, Julia. "Sara told me how she looked at the movies.
I didn't believe her."
Nicole quickly changed. Her demeanor changed as much as her clothes. Sara
noticed and did her best to cheer her up.
"You look pretty hip as a boy," Sara said. "You may look like Nicholas.
But you're still Nicole to me."
"Thanks," Nicole said.
Nicole played it close to the vest when they arrived at the store. She
tried to give Sara weird looks when Sara found an outfit and modeled it
for him. She strutted "his" stuff when modeling boys clothes for her.
"People are going to talk about you two," a familiar voice said. It was
Meredith. She was there shopping for clothes and supplies with her mom,
too.
It made things a little more fun. The three critiqued clothes before
taking the to the "mom squad" for their approval.
They also tried to get the "hippest" school supplies.
"Want to come over tonight?" Meredith asked Sara.
Nicole looked at her friend, curious about an answer. She knew that
Meredith only knew him as Nicholas. She knew that excluded "him" from
consideration.
"Can't," Sara said. "We're going to church with my cousin Sam tomorrow."
"Sam?" Meredith said. "Isn't that the girl who thinks she's a boy?"
"Sam is a boy," Sara said, correcting her friend. "He's just stuck in the
wrong body."
"I still think that's a bit weird, don't you, Nikki?" Meredith said.
Sara was interested in how Nicole would reply.
"No, I don't," Nicole said.
"Sam's pretty cool, once you get to know him," Sara said.
"Hate to interrupt your conversation, you three!" Sara's mother said. "But
we've got to go."
"Don't let what Meredith said upset you," Sara said. "She's really sweet.
She just doesn't really understand."
"But how will she react when she finds out about me?" Nicole asked.
"What are you two talking about?" Amanda asked.
"Meredith said what Sam is going through is a little weird," Sara said. "I
was worried Nikki would be a little upset."
"You didn't have to tell them," Nicole whispered.
"That's okay, Nikki," Julia Lewis said. "Meredith just doesn't
understand."
"Do you think she ever will?" Nicole asked. "I want her to be my friend.
But I want her to accept me as me."
That was an answer Sara, Julia and Amanda could not answer.
Sara knew it was time to change the subject.
"Mom, can I ask her now?" Sara said.
"Sure, but you've got to ask her mom," Julia said.
"Ask what?" Amanda asked.
Nicole was just as curious.
"Can Nikki spend the night and go to church with us tomorrow?" Sara asked.
Amanda looked at Nicole, who shook her head yes.
"That will be fine," Amanda said. "But there is just one problem. Nikki
doesn't have anything to wear to church."
"That's not a problem," Julia said. "Sara has some really nice dresses.
I'm sure they can find something for her to wear."
Amanda and Nicole were really puzzled.
"It's a Unitarian church," Julia said. "Gina and the boys have been going
there for a while. They wouldn't have a problem with Nikki wearing a
dress."
"Besides," Sara said. "Nobody will know her there. They won't know Nikki's
in the wrong body."
Nicole was really excited. This was her first chance to actually go to a
sleepover. Deep down, she was also excited about seeing Sam again.
Sara helped Nicole pack.
"No Nicholas clothes allowed on this trip," Sara said. "It's just the
girls."
"But what if someone sees me?" Nicole asked.
"Our windows are tinted," Julia said. "No one will know you are anything
else but a girl."
"Have fun, sweetpea," Amanda said as Nicole climbed into Sara's mom's car.
"Call me if there are any problems," Amanda said.
"Don't worry, she'll be fine," Julia said.
It turned out to be a really fun evening. They watched videos from Sara's
dance recitals and competitions.
"One of these days, you'll be in them," Sara said. She did her best to
teach her friend jazz and ballet combinations up in the Lewis' rec room.
Nicole was having the time of her life. The dancing wore them both out.
"You're going to be a great dancer, Nikki," Sara said. "One of these days,
you, I and Meredith will be on a jazz dance team together."
"But with me as Nicholas?" Nicole asked.
"No, silly, as Nicole," Sara said. "We'll make her understand."
Nicole hoped so. She then changed the subject.
"What was Sam like when he was little?" Nicole asked.
"Well, Sam always liked boys things," Sara said. "Never wanted to play
with girls things. I tried to get 'her' to play dolls with me. Sam didn't
want to do it. Sam always wanted to play boys' things, wear boys' clothes.
All of the sudden, he started saying he was a boy."
It sounded familiar to Nicole. But things were a little different.
Although some of Sam's family rejected him and he lost a few friends, he
always had the support of his mother and brother. He also had the support
of Sara and her mother.
Sam was able to be who he really was in side, even when he was very
little. But things were still hard.
He and his mom were kicked out of church. There were problems at one of
the schools he went to about him living as a boy.
"You think I'm going to go through the same things?" Nicole asked her
friend.
"I dunno, maybe," Sara said. "I don't know how they'll react at Franklin
Middle if you show up as a girl."
That was still a long way off. But Nicole wondered how Meredith would
react.
"We'll introduce Nicole to her before that," Sara said. "We'll just have
to pick the right time."
That would be a frightening time, Nicole thought.
"That's not something we need to worry about tonight," Sara said.
Instead, they spent the rest of the night talking girl talk. Sara rented
just about every dance movie known to man, including her favorite, Center
Stage. Nicole liked it too.
****
Sara and Nicole did their best getting "dolled up" for church. They
painted each other's fingernails and toenails. Sara let Nicole borrow a
pair of earrings. Julia helped them both with makeup.
Sara pulled out slips and dresses. They both slipped on hose. They wore
headbands that matched their dresses.
Sara then pulled out a present.
"You didn't have to get me anything," Nicole said.
"Oh yeah, I did," Sara said. "Open it!"
Nicole fought through the wrapping paper. It was a purse. It looked
exactly like the one Sara had.
"I bought it after I saw you and Sam at the movies," Sara said.
"Girls, you need to hurry up, we'll be late for church," Julia shouted
from downstairs.
"We're coming, mom!" Sara said.
"Oh wow! Both of you look really gorgeous," Julia said when the two
friends came down the stairs. "Wait until Gina and Sam get a load of you
two."
The church was an interesting place. There were a couple of adult
transgendered people there. There were a couple of lesbian couples. There
were also gay male couples. It was an accepting atmosphere.
Julia introduced Nicole to the minister. Nicole shocked her when she told
the minister she was a transgendered person like Sam.
No one would have ever known that, Nicole said.
"Well hello ladies!" a familiar voice said. It was Gina. "Sorry, we're
late."
"Mom was late," Sam said, matter of factly.
"It takes us girls longer to get ready," Sara said.
"Yeah, you try to paint your nails and put on makeup," a confident Nicole
said.
Sam smiled. "You guys look great."
"Glad you brought Nikki," Gina told Julia.
"It was Sara's idea," Julia said. "It was Nikki's first sleepover. Those
two really had fun last night.
"So Sam, played any Guitar Hero lately?" Sara asked him.
"He's hooked," Sara whispered to Nicole.
"I noticed," Nicole whispered, telling her about the swim party that had
over his house.
"Oh, I played until about two in the morning," Sam said.
"I had to finally tell him to shut it off," Gina said.
The service was nice. Julia told Gina she would invite Amanda to the
church.
"I think you guys would like going to church as a family" she said to
Nicole.
Nicole agreed.
"We're grilling out after church," Sam said. "Mom said you guys are coming
over."
Nicole was surprised.
"Don't worry, Nikki, your mom knows," Julia said. "I packed you and Sara a
couple of suits."
"Good," Nicole told Sam. "I'll get to harass you and Luke."
The pool party turned out to be a nice activity to do before school
started.
Nicole borrowed tape and taped down her privates. She and Sara wore
matching suits.
Sara taught Nicole how to dive off the diving board. Sam tried to teach
them both how to do cannon balls, but they would have none of that.
"It's not lady-like," Sara said.
"I kind of like it that you want to be lady-like," Sam told Nicole, who
blushed.
"Am I too young to have a boyfriend?" Nicole asked Sara.
"Well...mom said I can't go on a real date until I'm at least 15," Sara
said. "But I like Dan and we went to the movies like you and Sam did. I
also know that Sam wants you to be his girlfriend."
That caught Nicole off guard. She liked Sam, she really did. But she
didn't know if she were ready for that.
"He does?" Nicole asked. "I don't know if I'm ready for that, yet."
"Can't blame you," Sara said. "He also said he didn't want to rush you. He
really wants you as a friend."
The feeling was mutual, Nicole thought.
They were very much kindred spirits.
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