Virtually Twisted
By D.A.W.
The following story is set in Morpheus's Twisted Universe. All
characters, any locations in the town Clearville, and the town Clearville
itself are my own creation. Any resemblance to real life individuals
events or locations is purely unintentional.
Only Fictionmania, and tgstorytime.com have permission to post this story
Before reading this story, I recommend you read Morpheus's three twisted
stories: Twisted, Twisted Pink and Hair and Now before reading this work.
However this story is a standalone work and can be read separately from
his stories.
* * * * *
I was sitting in class, on the last day of school at Clearville High,
bored out of my mind. My fourth period teacher, Mr. Beekman insisted that
every day of school was important even the last one. So there I was
listening to a boring science lesson on the last day of school, instead
of goofing off like I had in every other class.
I think I must have dosed off for a little bit because a short while
later I woke up to the sound of the school bell. I immediately jumped out
of my seat, but was stopped by Mr. Beekman, "Mr. Rumsfeld," he exclaimed
with his nasally voice, "In your eagerness you seem to have forgotten
that class ends when I dismiss it, not at the sound of the bell." With an
annoyed sigh I sat back down.
"Alright class as I was about to say before Mr. Rumsfeld interrupted me,"
Beekman continued, "Those of you that will be taking my AP Chemistry
class next year remember there's a twenty-five dollar lab fee that's due
by the first day of school. Class Dismissed. Enjoy your summer and don't
get into any trouble."
I was one of the first out of class, every extra second in that place was
one second less of my summer. I sped down the hallway, weaving in and out
of the crowds. As I made made my way to the end of the Hall, I nearly ran
into Megan Hails.
"Oh, hey Jim," she said smiling. Megan was a pretty hot tomboy. Megan and
I grew up together and had been friends as long as either of us could
remember. When we'd gotten older I'd found myself rather attracted to her
and I even asked her out a few times, but she didn't seem interested in
being anything more than friends. Which was pretty hard sometimes because
I really had a thing for her.
"Hey, did you hear about that new Game Palace in the mall?" I said
suddenly remembering I had been meaning to mention it to her.
"A Game Palace in the mall?" she said thoughtfully, "Awesome!" she
suddenly grinned, "There's one where my grandma lives."
I grinned in return, "Yeah, there's one in Clinton it's pretty freaking
awesome." then I added, "You want to go check it out? They're supposed to
have a huge grand opening Friday"
"Sure," she replied.
"Alright, I'll pick you up Friday around noon," I said.
"Sounds like a plan," she said then added "I gotta go, see you later."
"Alright," I said, "later."
Then I watched her fade from sight as she walked away.
* * * * *
I arrived home after a short drive from school. The house was empty, my
mom hadn't made it home yet. She worked some pretty crappy hours being a
manager at her job so it wasn't that surprising that she wasn't home. So
I climbed up the stairs leading away from the landing and I plopped down
on the couch and flicked the television on with the remote.
I watched tv for a quite a while watching some documentary on a ziprock
band who had made it big and squandered it all on drugs and prostitutes.
It was mildly interesting and it gave me something to do until my mom got
home.
After a few hours I realized the time so I threw a couple frozen meals in
the oven for dinner. I sat down again and I watched a repeat of a sitcom
I liked. It was pretty funny.
A short while later a voice called from the landing, "Jim, I'm home."
I hopped off the couch and made my way down the landing where I found my
mom, Kate, setting down her bags. "Hey mom, how was work?"
"I'm just glad to be home," she said, "I've been doing employee
evaluations all day."
My mom worked as a Manager at a department store in the Mall called
Haglund's. She hated it, but managed to bring in a decent sized paycheck
every month. Not bad, considering she started out as a lowly grunt and
worked her way up the ladder in only eight years.
"Dinner should almost be done," I said changing the subject, "I put in a
couple of those Lasagna dinners you bought the other day they should be
done in a few minutes.
Mom looked a little relieved, "Good, I'm famished."
After dinner was over I looked to mom and asked her, "Want to watch a
movie or something?"
"Maybe after the news," she replied, "I want to see what the weather is
going to do tomorrow." So we went into the front room and mom switched on
the tv.
"-is 570 MBC, News," the tv blared, "This is Katey Charles with today's
News. In Los Angeles, a suspect has been arrested in relation to the Echo
Park killings, the police have not released the suspects name, but he is
believed to be a 24-year-old male Twisted, find out more after these
words from our sponsors."
Mom muted the television as she growled, "Those damn Twisted! Those
freaks need to be locked up so they can't hurt anyone else. What's this
world coming to when decent people can't even trust-"
That's where I started tuning her out. I really wasn't in the mood to
listen to another one of my Mom's rants. I used to think the twisted
where just as horrible as mom always said, but my views had become rather
conflicted on the subject as of late. Megan's dad was a pretty good guy,
for a lawyer, and he seemed to think they were decent people. On, the
other hand there were the twisted we heard about on the news, the ones
that did horrible things, but maybe they were as much the victims as the
people they harmed.
"Your father was-" my mother started to say snapping me out of my
reverie, "You know what? I'm feeling tired. I think I'll go to bed." she
said then sprang off the couch and hurried up the stairs.
"Mom wait! What about my father?" she didn't seem to hear me. I think
it's needless to say I was rather perplexed at this point so I followed
her up the stairs. When I had nearly reached her bedroom door she slammed
it shut. I reached for the doorknob and found it was locked. "Mom, what
were you going to say!"
"Mom!" I called out again. Still she didn't reply. I pounded on the door
a few more times, then I gave up.
My mom had done some bizarre things, but this one took the cake. What had
she been about to say? Every time I'd ever asked my mother about my
Father, she would quickly change the subject or act like she hadn't heard
me. What was it about my father that she didn't want me to know? What had
she come so close to telling me and what did it have to do with the
twisted?
With an exasperated sigh, I made my way to my bedroom. Closing the door
behind me, I went directly to the chair I had sitting in the corner and
turned it over. I pulled loose the bottom, taped inside was my mother's
old sophomore high school year book. I'd found it hidden in the back of
her closet a few years ago. Loosening the tape on the bottom of the
chair, I opened the book.
I flipped to page thirty-two there listed in the second column was a boy
named Harry Turow. A heart was drawn around his picture and underneath
was written "Harry and Kate 4ever". The boy's physical resemblance to me
was striking, which made me wonder: was he my father? If so what had
happened to him?
I was born during my mother's junior year of high school. I learned by
asking Megan's dad that his family had moved away the summer before I was
born. Had he and his family moved away because they'd learned my mother
was pregnant? Or had they moved away for some other reason not knowing of
my conception?
I sat there for a moment staring at the photo of the boy, who might have
been my father. I closed the year book replacing it in it's place under
the seat of the chair and popping the bottom back in. I righted the chair
then I laid on my bed and thought about the boy in the yearbook photo.
When I finally fell asleep I dreamed about the boy who might be my
father. In the dream the boy stood with a man holding a knife to his
throat. The man pointed to a scar above his left eyebrow with his free
hand and laughed. I begged the man to let go of the boy, but he refused.
"You don't get it," he said with a laugh, "This boy aint nothing. He's
not your father don't you see?" the man raved.
The man's arm began to shake uncontrollably. Blood dripped from the boy's
throat. I called out to the man demanding that he stop. The man grinned,
then with one swift jerk he slit the boys throat.
"He's not your father, Jim." the man cackled, "I am."
"Nnnnnnnoooooooooooo!" I screamed out ready to hurl myself at the man,
but soon realized that I was no longer facing the man, I was in the
comfort of my own room. After a few seconds I became fully conscious and
realized I'd been dreaming.
"What a weird dream," I mumbled as I stumbled out of bed and into the
bathroom. I did my business then went to wash my hands. After I was done,
I went into my mother's room only to find it empty. She must have had an
early shift. That wasn't too uncommon, her work shifts seemed to hop all
over the place. It was just one of the hazards of working retail, or so
she said.
I made my way downstairs and had a couple bowls of cereal. After that, I
headed back upstairs and took a shower. Once out, I went back into my
room and switched on my Gamestation and began playing Last Illusion XX.
It wasn't long before I got caught up in the game and lost track of time.
It was almost noon before I remembered that I was going to pick up Megan
to go to the Mall. I quickly saved my game then shut down the console. I
raced out of the house almost forgetting to grab my keys on the way out.
I hopped into my car and within a few minutes I pulled up in front of
Megan's house.
I was about to get out when the door to Megan's house swung open. Out
came Megan, followed by a really hot looking blond girl I didn't
recognize.
"Hey Jim," Megan said as she approached my car, "Is it okay if my cousin
Allison, comes along?"
"Sure," I replied. Megan look at her cousin and seemed to scowl for a
minute, but quickly covered it up.
"Well, hop on in, girls," I said reaching across to open the passenger
side door.
Allison got in the front, leaving the back for Megan. Megan didn't say
much as she got into the back seat, but I could tell she was rather
annoyed with her cousin.
"Hey, I'm Jim Rumsfeld," I said holding my hand out.
She took it and giggled, and with a rather vacant expression on her face
she said"You're friend is cute, Megan. I'd wonder why you weren't dating
him if I didn't already know you were gay."
I choked at that "You think I'm cute?"
"Yeah," she giggled, "I'd totally date you if I didn't have a boyfriend."
Then it suddenly clicked what she'd said about Megan. I seemed to have
trouble thinking straight around cute girls. "You're gay?" I said looking
back at Megan.
Megan sighed, "Thank you so much Allison," she said with a sneer, "I
wasn't really ready to drop that particular ball, just yet. Were you
planning on telling any other of my secrets today?"
The previously vacant expression on Allison's face took on a more
menacing cast as she said "No, but there are still plenty of hours left
in the day."
Things were getting a little on the heated side so I decided to step
in,"Ladies, I think things have gotten off to a rocky start. Perhaps we
should all forget what was said and just have a fun time."
The vacant expression returned to Allison's face, "Oh, we're just teasing
each other," she said giggling again, "Aren't we Megan?"
I looked back at Megan, "Yeah, sure" she said gritting her teeth, "Just
teasing."
The drive to the mall was pretty awkward, but luckily the mall was only a
few minutes drive away. Once there, I found a parking spot and we piled
out of the car. Allison went her separate way upon learning our intended
destination was a gaming store.
Once we parted company with Allison I let out a sigh of relief. It was a
lot less awkward with just me and Megan. There seemed to be some kind of
rivalry with Megan and her cousin.
"So," I said ,"You like girls."
"Yeah," she said, "I only came to realize it a little while ago.
Remember, last month when I visited my uncle? Well..." she trailed off
for a moment. "Allison had a slumber party with a few of her friends
while I was there. Long story short, I-I" she stuttered a bit, "I found
myself strongly attracted to one girl and without knowing what I was
doing I sort of kissed her."
I found myself thinking of Megan kissing another girl, and found the idea
very provocative to say the least, but for the sake of Megan's feelings I
kept those thoughts to myself.
"Is that why things between you and your cousin seems so tense?" I asked.
Megan sighed, "Yeah, her friend that I kissed won't talk to Allison, and
she blames me."
We continued talking as we made our way to the Game Palace, eventually
our conversation shifted towards video games, and we had soon made our
way to the store. The place was packed, and for good reason, they had the
largest selection of games I had ever seen. We moved to the center of the
store where they had an exclusive demo of the upcoming Demon Can Die
game.
"Awesome," I exclaimed, "I can't wait till it comes out."
Megan didn't agree, "Oh, come on the only game of the series that was
half-way decent was the first. I seriously doubt the fifth game will be
better than the other sequels."
I was about to retort when something caught my eye, "Holy freaking crap,"
I said running to a display, "They have Death Stalker I've been looking
everywhere for this," I said grabbing it off the shelf, "and it's only
twenty-five bucks," I added.
"Look," Megan called out waving me toward an area where a crowd was
gathering. At the front of the crowd there was some guy demonstrating the
capabilities of some new virtual reality system, called Virtual World,
that he claimed was supposed to make the gaming experience feel
completely real , it even enabled people to feel the wind blowing on
their skin inside the game or so he said. There was what appeared to be a
big screen tv and something about the size of a motorcycle helmet sitting
on a table under a big cloth behind him. He continued on for a few
minutes, then he called for a volunteer to test it out.
I raised my hand just as everyone else did, "Pick me," I called out. The
man scanned the crowd for a few seconds then his eyes passed over me, and
seemed to settle there, "You with the blue shirt there," he said pointing
at me.
In disbelief I made my up to the front of the crowd where the man was
waiting.
"Young man, what is your name?" the man asked enthusiastically.
I replied haltingly giving him my name.
The man smiled a huge grin spreading across his face, "Tell me Jim, have
you ever used a VR system?"
"No, but a friend of mine used the virtual attachment for the Playnetwork
system," I said then added, "He sthought it sucked."
The man laughed, "I've heard a number of gamers say much the same thing,
but the Virtual World system is a much more advanced device than anything
that has come before. As I'm sure you'll agree once you've tried it out
for yourself."
"The Virtual World system uses diodes that are built into a head mounted
sound and display system. It does not operate by catching your motions,
like older vr systems, but instead senses what you want your avatar to
do, and in turn feeds sensory information back to your brain.
"That sounds awesome!" I said feeling the excitement building inside me,
"When do I get to try it out?"
The man laughed, "Well folks looks like our eager beaver is ready to try
it out. What say you?"
The crowd was unanimous they wanted to see what the system could do.
"Alright," the man said and with a dramatic flick of his wrists the man
drew clear the cloth sitting atop the table. Underneath was some kind of
helmet with a darkened visor over where the eyes would go. The man
grabbed the helmet and placed it atop my head. He adjusted some knobs on
the side as he did so I felt some metallic points touch the skin on my
forehead and the back of my neck.
"Do you feel metal touching your forehead and neck?" he asked, and after
I replied in the affirmative he in turn asked if I was feeling any
discomfort. When I replied in the negative he flipped the visor down over
my eyes.
"Now," I heard his muffled voice speak, "As our friend, Jim, experiences
the full splendor of the Virtual World System, this television monitor
will display a limited visual interpretation of what Jim will be
experiencing. So that you may catch a glimpse of the detail and
awesomeness of the Virtual World Console."
Suddenly, a flash of blue light appeared before my eyes and some kind of
menu appeared in front of me. The man started to give me instructions. I
chose to ignore him. I reached out with my hand and noticed that instead
of a my own hand I could see something resembling what a crash test dummy
might have.
"Must be some kind of default avatar," I thought to myself. "As you might
have noticed..." I heard the man start to say, but I chose to ignore him
again. Instead I reached my hand out again and touched the menu option
that seemed to indicate gameplay. There was another bright flash this
time it was a green one and I found another menu before me.
I heard the man speak again, it was some dumb joke about me getting ahead
of myself. I simply stopped listening to him at that point. I looked at
the menu and noted what appeared to be several game demos. One had a
picture of a really hot looking woman with light blue skin, almost cat-
like ears and a small set of horns in a futuristic setting, another had a
bearded wizard with lightening shooting out of a staff, and the last had
an Tarzan-like character in a rainforest.
I debated for a minute then reached out my hand and chose the science
fiction setting. I'd always had a thing for science fiction, plus the
alien, or whatever she was supposed to be, looked pretty hot. There was
another bright flash, this time it was white then my vision cleared and I
found myself inside what may or may not have been a spaceship. I marveled
at the detail and how it looked real. It wasn't until I drew near a
bulkhead that I noticed a few details that didn't look quite right. I
drew my hand up the wall feeling it with my hands. I could feel it like
it were real.
I studied the wall and the surrounding area for a few minutes, and then I
took a look at my hand realizing for the first time that all was not
quite right. It was blue like that of the woman in the image, but what
struck most about it was that it had six digits rather than the usual
five. The nails were short and well-manicured, the fingers themselves
were long and delicate like those of a woman.
It was then that my hands went to my chest and noticed something very
different from the usual. There protruding from my chest were what
appeared to be a set of large breasts poking out from a rather revealing
halter top. I grabbed hold of one and felt it jiggle on my chest. "Wow,"
I said aloud, "That's definitely weird."
I started to feel tingly like static electricity was building around me
and there was pressure that was somehow building up inside me. I wasn't
sure if it was the game or something else, but...
"Stop right there," a voice said behind me, interrupting my thoughts. I
found myself facing a character in the game in some kind of combat armor
pointing some kind of ray gun at me. "Crap," I said, hearing both the
voice of the female character I was playing and my own.
Still feeling the pressure inside of me I looked down at my hip noticing
the gun I had holstered there. I began to reach for it, but then stopped
short when everything seemed to explode and a incredible jolt of pain
shot through my body like I'd been struck by lightning. Massive forces
rippled through me and for a moment it seemed as if the entirety of my
existence began to waiver as if I would simply cease to exist. Dark swept
over me and I lost consciousness.
* * * * *
When I came awake, a bright light blinded me, I tried to bring up my hand
to shade my eyes, but nothing happened. I wasn't able to move. It was as
if some very strong person was holding me down. I opened my mouth to
talk, but there was no sound.
I would have panicked then if not for Megan. "Jim, you're going to be
alright don't worry," she said not sounding particularly convinced
herself. Nevertheless, her voice acted like a soothing melody calming my
nerves and keeping me from the grips of hysteria. It struck me then what
a good friend she'd been to me, it was too bad she was a lesbian I think
she could have grown to be much more than a friend.
I tried to move my hand again, and much to my relief I felt my fingers
twitch. I worked at it a bit longer and was able to bring my hand over my
eyes, but in so doing my hand brushed against something. Something that
shouldn't be there. After a bit of a struggle, I was able to force my
head up and found a pair of naked blue breasts poking out from my chest.
I simply stared at them for a minute. Was I still in the game? I looked
around. Megan was there next to me and a crowd of people had gathered
around me. No, I couldn't be in the game, but then how was it that I
looked as I did? Suddenly feeling very self conscious of my naked form, I
used one arm to cover my breasts and another to cover my new privates.
"What is it?" A boy to the right of me said.
"It kind of looks like that character from the game. That hot looking
alien chick. How is that possible?" said a voice from behind.
"I'll tell you how it's possible," said a girl standing right in front of
me. "That creature is a twisted freak."
The second I heard those words escape from the girl's lips I new she
spoke the truth. I was twisted, I was a freak. I lay there stunned unable
to understand how this could be possible. Then realization struck me, my
mother must had known. That's why she'd always been so secretive about my
father. He must have been twisted too, but then...
My thoughts were interrupted by the girl "Your kind aren't welcome here,"
she said this time her voice filled with venom. Then she practically
screamed. "Get out before you expose us all to the Antarctic Flu."
I was so taken aback that I did not reply I simply stared up at the girl
not knowing what to say. The girls lips curled up into a snarl and she
acted as if she were about to speak, but before she could Megan stepped
in front of me and hurled her fist into the unsuspecting girl's face.
"Shut up, you stupid bitch," she said as the girl fell to the floor
clutching her nose. The crowd nearly erupted into chaos, and would have
done so if not for the arrival of the mall cops. They cut right through
the crowd and went straight for Megan, handcuffing her arms behind her
back.
"Get up, you freak of nature," the tallest of the three mall cops said
angrily.
Still a little weak, I forced myself up and in so doing I felt my hair
brush against my shoulders and my back. I reached back about to touch it,
but then catching the look of undisguised hatred in the tall mall cop's
eyes I turned around putting my arms behind my back so he could cuff me.
I looked back as we were leaving noticing the burn marks on the ground
where I had been laying. It must have been a result of my twist. The
damage to the floor was quite extensive. It was a wonder no one had been
hurt. "Get moving," the mall cop,who had cuffed me said kicking my bare
rear with his shoe. I stumbled forward, barely able to stand let alone
walk.
The mall cops marched me and Megan nearly halfway across the mall. They
made no attempt to cover me up. When Megan asked for something so I could
cover myself, she was told to keep moving. As I walked barefoot and naked
through the mall I felt everyone's eyes on me. It was the single most
humiliating experience of my entire life. Tears cascaded down my face a
few escaped far enough to splatter upon my breasts.
When we finally reached the security offices, Megan and I had our
handcuffs removed and then they shoved us into a security cell. I
narrowly avoided landing on my new breasts, as I twisted to the side.
I continued to weep, I simply couldn't help it. I don't know how long I
lay there, but I remember Megan coming over next to me and wrapping her
arm around me. She didn't speak, but simply made her presence known.
* * * * *
As strange as it might seem under the circumstances, I think I must have
cried myself to sleep because the next thing I remember was hearing
voices speaking somewhere nearby.
"... story short Jim went through a twist and that's why we're in
here,"said a voice I think it was Megan.
"That's the only reason you're in here?" the voice of a man asked, it
might have been Megan's dad Jonathan Hails.
"Well..." Megan's voice said trailing off, "I might have hit another girl
in the face, but she totally deserved it."
"Oh god," I said sitting up interrupting their conversation, "It really
happened. I'm a girl now," I said looking down at my breasts. "I even
sound like a girl," I said noticing my very feminine voice for the first
time.
Megan started motioning towards my chest and I realized with a start that
she was trying to tell me to cover my breasts. "Sorry," I said my cheeks
burning, "I never even suspected I was twisted. Suddenly, growing a pair
of..." I said trailing off l looking embarrassed at Mr. Hails and then at
Megan, "Well you know... breasts wasn't exactly something I expected to
happen."
Mr. Hails cleared his voice nervously, "That's quite alright Jim," he
said his face bright red from embarrassment. Then he quickly changed the
subject, "I think it would be a good idea to contact your mother. She
works somewhere here in this mall doesn't she?"
"Yeah, she works over at Haglund's," I replied.
"I think It might be a good idea for me to go find her," he mumbled then
started toward the door.
"Mr. Hails?" I asked.
"Yes?"
"Could you maybe get me some clothes," I said.
"Yes, yes. I think that would be a good idea," he replied then swiftly
left leaving me and Megan alone.
We both sat there awkwardly staring at one another for several minutes
before Megan finally spoke, "So..." she said trailing off, "You're about
the last person I expected to be twisted."
"Yeah I think my dad must have been twisted. Mom was always secretive
about him." I replied. "Your dad didn't seem too fazed when you told him
I was twisted."
Megan pursed her lips, "You heard that?" she paused for a moment as if
considering something, "Dad's twisted, and everybody says mom was too.
Most of their relatives are twisted, so it's something we're pretty used
too.
"Wait both your parents are twisted that means you're twisted." I said.
"Yeah," she shrugged, "I haven't really been through my twist, yet."
"Are twists usually this extreme?" I asked reaching up to touch the new
ears and horns that were now protruding from the top of my head.
"No, not always. Some are, but some people end up looking more or less
the same after their twist."
I groaned "Why couldn't I have been one of those."
"Trust me it could be worse. A lot of people get weird compulsions and
sometimes they make them do weird and even bad things. Like that guy they
think killed all those people in California."
"How do we know I don't have some kind of compulsion?" I asked.
Megan pursed her lips and started to speak, but was interrupted as the
door swung open behind me. I turned my head to see who was entering, it
was my mom.
Mom looked down at me with a look of contempt on her face, "Twisted
freak," she muttered.
"Megan, where's Jim, and what is this thing doing here?" she asked
spitting out the last part.
"Well, um didn't my dad tell you what happened?" Megan replied nervously.
Mom sighed, "No, he only told me there was some kind of incident and he
seemed rather intent on buying some clothes," she said casting her eyes
once more towards me then mumbled, "Probably for this freak."
Megan looked at me then back at my mother, "Well I, um Jim I mean h-"
"Oh for crying out loud," I cried out, "I'm Jim. I appear to have
undergone a twist. By the way mom thanks for telling me I'm twisted."
Mom simply stared at me for a moment seemingly flabbergasted. Then
suddenly she lifted her arm and slapped me, "How dare you," she screamed,
"I worked so hard to keep the truth from you. Hoping you would never end
up like your freak father. Just look at you, you're an even bigger freak
than he is." she spat.
It was my turn to be flabbergasted as I stared up at mom. Tears began
well up in my eyes. "Mom," I started, but found myself unable to
continue.
Megan stepped in "You thought if you kept the truth from Jim, that he
wouldn't be twisted. That's screwed up lady."
"Shut up," mom snarled. "this is none of your business."
Tears still streaming down my face I finally was able to speak, "Her
business or not, she has a point."
"I can't tolerate the presence of a twisted in my home," she said
suddenly, "You have until Wednesday to remove you're belongings from my
home," she finished.
"What?" I said, "Where will I go? What will I do?"
"I don't care," she said flatly then turn her back and exited the room
after waiting a moment for the guard to open the door.
Where before my tears had been a light drizzle now they gushed out as if
they were a rapid torrent. Megan came over beside me placing her arm on
my bare shoulder,"Oh god, Jim. That was horrible." she said.
I didn't respond I just buried my face in her shoulder.
* * * * *
I was still crying when Allison arrived about ten minutes later with a
bag of clothes.
"Oh god," she said, "Is that really you Jim?"
I didn't respond, I couldn't bring myself to speak. "Yes, it's Jim."
Megan replied for me.
"Something has happened," Allison said suddenly, "Why is she crying?" she
asked. Her use of the female pronoun was not lost on me.
This time I answered, "I am crying because I just had my heart cut out,"
I said, "My own mother wants nothing to do with me because I'm a freak!"
"What?" Allison's responded her voice full of shock, "What happened?"
"I don't want to talk about it," I said sniffing, "Are those for me?" I
asked indicating the bag of clothes.
"Um yeah," Allison said holding the bag out to me.
I grabbed it nearly tearing it out of Allison's hands. In the top of the
bag I discovered a package of bikini panties. I hesitated a moment then I
split the bag open fetching a white pair then pulling them up my legs. I
couldn't help, but notice how different they felt from my usual boxer
briefs especially with the lack of my usual equipment.
I peered back inside the bag and found a red polo shirt with a black
collar. I slipped it eagerly over my head glad to finally cover my
breasts. The shirt was a bit tight,especially over my breasts, but it
would suffice. I was about to move on to the next item when I realized my
hair was caught inside my shirt. I pulled the hair out and held it out in
front of my face, noticing it's purple color for the first time.
Brushing my hair behind my back I reached into the bag and pulled out a
pair of black short shorts with a drawstring. I held them before me
fighting the urge to throw them back into the bag. They were completely
and undeniably feminine and despite my very feminine body, I wasn't sure
I could bring myself to wear them in public. Casting all doubt aside I
forced them up my legs. They were a little loose so I pulled the
drawstrings tight then tied them into a bow knot.
And finally I pulled out a pair of flip flops. I pulled off the packaging
they were attached too and slipped them on.
I looked down at myself taking stock of how everything looked. The short
shorts showed off a lot more leg than I would have liked though I had to
admit I had a nice looking set of legs.
"Seriously," I said, "short shorts?"
Allison shrugged, "They were cheap." she said defensively.
"They look good on you," Megan said suddenly.
I wasn't quite sure why, but her comment was oddly comforting, "You
really think so?" I asked.
Allison looked from me then back to Megan, "You definitely have the bod
for it."
I felt a tingle of excitement at Allison's comment. "Oh, god," I said, "I
am so hot."
"I think you might have some mental changes," Megan said a hint of a
smile on her face. When she caught the questioning look on my face she
added, "It's not that uncommon of an occurrence with a twist."
I opened my mouth about to speak, but suddenly sensed motion from behind
and I turned to find Mr. Hails standing in front of the now open door.
"It took some doing, but I managed to convince them not to press any
charges." he said then looked about, "Jim I expected to find your mother
here."
"She was here," I said finding myself fighting back tears, "She left. She
won't have anything to do with me, like this." I said motioning down at
my transformed body.
Mr. Hails stared at me for a moment then spoke, "I would have thought a
mother's love would see past such things."
"Apparently not," I said my lips trembling.
"I'm sure she'll come to her senses," he said, "Until then you can stay
with Megan and me.
"Thank you," I muttered.
"Come on," Megan said putting her hand on my shoulder, "Let's get out of
here."
A bit of a melancholy smile touched my lips, "Gladly," I said, "I never
want to set foot in this mall again."
When we stepped out of the security offices I could feel the eyes of
nearly every person in sight fall on me. I cast my gaze about noting the
hateful glares on just about every face. I even noted a few lustful
glances. For some weird reason I found myself liking the lewd looks I was
given, but I still had a hard time with the hateful ones.
I noticed a boy of about thirteen staring at my chest, I looked and
noticed my nipples were poking out through the fabric of my shirt.
Blushing furiously I folded my arms across my chest. The walk out the
Mall wasn't as humiliating as my naked march to the security offices, but
it was a close second. Before I'd been so shocked about my sudden change
that I hadn't really paid as much attention to the denizens of the mall.
This time I noted every hateful glare, every obscene jester, and all the
other looks I was getting.
We followed Mr. Hails to the North side of the Mall and had nearly made
it out when I found myself face to face with the girl from before. The
one who Megan had hit in the face. She was sporting a huge black eye, and
her nose looked swollen.
"FREAK!" she screamed, "I don't know how you got out, but I'm..."
"Shut up, and get out of my way," I said.
"No," she said, "I won't let you get away."
"You thought being hit by my friend here was painful." I growled
motioning back at Megan. "What I will do to you will make what she did
pale in comparison." I said with a nasty grin on my face.
The girl paled noticeably and stepped out of the way. "Freak," she
muttered halfheartedly under her breath as we walked away. From there we
made our way out of the Mall's double doors and into Mr. Hails car. I was
startled to realize it was already dark.
"Thanks for coming to get us dad," Megan said after buckling herself in.
Mr. Hails smiled,"You should really thank your cousin. She was the one
that called me."
Megan glanced at her cousin then after a brief moments hesitation she
said, "Thanks Allison."
"How'd you find out what happened to us anyway?" Megan asked.
Allison shrugged, "I started to wonder when I couldn't find you guys. So
I started to askFall around. I learned that someone had been carried off
by the mall cops. I figured it had been you so I called uncle John."
"Oh," Megan replied, "That makes sense."
Silence followed Megan's comment and a few minutes later we reach the
Hails home.
After Mr. Hails let us in. I realized I kind of had to pee, "Um, can I
use your bathroom." I said asking Megan.
"Yeah," she said giving me a weird look, "Go ahead."
I made my up the stairs, then once I had reached the bathroom I locked
the door behind me.
I flipped open the toilet seat, and pulled my short shorts down ready to
take a wiz in the usual fashion,only to be reminded once again that I no
longer had my male parts. So I flipped the seat back down, and plopped
down. It took me a moment, but after a few second and a little bit of
pushing I managed to evacuate my bladder. Once, I was done I realized I
was still a bit wet down there so I tore off a small chunk of toilet
paper and I dried 'it' off.
Once done I pulled my shorts back up and began washing my hands. Even
such a simple act reminded me of my change, my hands were long and
slender and the additional finger made them look just a little too large
for my arms. I glanced at the mirror and felt my jaw drop. The girl in
the mirror was nothing short of breathtaking, despite the oddities. The
girls breasts were quite nice. They were the perfect size, large, but not
monstrously huge and oh so firm. Her angelic blue face was a framed by a
mane of violet hair that ran almost all the way down her entire back.
Atop her head growing out of her parietal bone was a set of horns that
matched her ice-blue skin. Just to the side of each horn was a pair of
blue-colored feline-like ears, but the most striking feature of all was
here eyes. They were the same violet as her hair, but amazingly the iris
seemed to constantly shift shades, almost giving it the appearance of
some tumultuous violet fire.
"Wow," I muttered staring at the girls eyes, until I realized I'd been
thinking of my own reflection as if it belonged to another person. "No,"
I said, "That's me now." I reached up to touch my ears each in turn. The
were hairless matching the color of my skin it felt strange feeling
something where it should not have been. Next, I reached out to touch my
horns. The feeling reminded me of the way it felt to touch my teeth, but
very different in other respects. I looked back at my reflection, "Damn,"
I muttered feeling a bit turned on, "I'm totally fuckable."
I continued staring at my reflection. I was a bit weirded out by the
arousal I felt not only because I was getting off by my own reflection,
but because the very same arousal I was feeling felt familiar yet alien
to what I was accustomed too. It was an all-over sensation whereas when I
was a guy it had been more concentrated. I couldn't believe...
There came a pounding at the door, "Jim are you alright?" it was Megan,
"You seem to be taking a long time.
"Yeah," I said clearing my throat, "Yes, I'm fine I'll be out in a
minute." I said then finished washing my hands and wiped them off then
swung open the door.
I found myself eye to eye with Megan, "What were you doing in there?" she
asked suspiciously.
"Nothing," I said, "I was just looking at myself in the mirror."
"Right," she said obviously straining to keep a straight face.
"You know," I said quickly changing the subject, "I think I'd like to
have a chat with you guys. I think I need to know more about being
twisted."
"That might be a good idea," she replied. "Here let's go back
downstairs."
Once back on the main floor, we found both Allison and Mr. Hails lounging
on the furniture.
"So," Megan said the first to speak, "Jim wants to know about the
twisted."
"Why would you think we know more than anyone else." Allison said with a
nervous giggle.
Mr. Hails looked to me then to Megan then back to myself, "I think under
the circumstances that Jim should be told the truth."
"Dad, I've already told her that we were twisted," Megan replied. I
winced at her use of the female pronoun.
"Well in that case. What would you like to know Jim?" he said.
"Well," I said, "I really don't know much I know it was passed on by the
survivors of the Antarctic Flu to their children and grandchildren. I
know some guy from Canada, John Kinkaide I think his name was, brought it
back after exploring in Antarctica."
Mr. Hails nodded his head, "That's correct though I might add that those
who survived the Antartic Flu did not show any signs of being twisted.
They're descendants however did."
"Oh," I said, "I didn't know that."
Mr Hails sighed, "The schools don't really seem to teach much anything
where the twisted are concerned, except of course to fear and hate us."
"Yeah," I said, "People don't really like th... us," I said correcting
myself.
"So," I said suddenly, "How is it even possible really? It's always
seemed to defy all logic.
"Well yes," Megan piped in suddenly, "but I'll let dad tell you." she
said after catching a look from her father.
"I don't really understand the scientific principles that well, but I'll
try to explain. The twisted are unique in that we can tap into some kind
of quantum field. When a person undergoes a twist it's usually triggered
by a new experience, or an emotional response. It also the first time a
twisted taps into the quantum field. For reasons I don't understand the
field changes us in strange and unexpected ways. The changes can include
not only physical transformation as you have experienced, but also
changes in personality. Many times the twisted gain compulsions to make
them behave in way they otherwise wouldn't and we almost always gain a
trick."
"A trick?" I asked.
"Yeah," Allison said, "It's kind of like having a super power."
"You mean like flying or something?" I asked.
"Our abilities come from tapping into the quantum field and aren't always
so grand," Mr. Hails said, "but some people do gain the ability to fly.
We always refer to them as tricks so as not to draw any more ire from the
public's eye."
"So what's your trick?" I asked Mr. Hails.
"I can shrink or grow to a quarter my regular size and back," he replied.
"That's awesome!" I said, "Can I see?"
Mr. Hails grimaced, "Maybe later. I was thinking you might want to try
out for yourself and see if you have a trick."
"Yeah, but how?" I asked.
"It varies from person to person, but it for me it involves a good deal
of concentration," Mr Hails replied.
"Ok," I said, "here goes nothing."
I closed my eyes and begun to breathe in and out and cleared my mind. I
felt a kind of tingling sensation similar to when I had undergone my
twist, but nothing seemed to happen. I opened my eyes again and brought
my hand up to my face as I did so my hand brushed against one of my
breasts and I felt my chest jiggle a bit and found myself wishing my
breasts wouldn't jiggle so much.
That's when it happened, my clothes seemed to twist and contort and
change upon my body. It lasted only second, but the changes were almost
immediately apparent. I looked down at my chest, instead of wearing the
red polo as I had been before I found myself wearing a red t-shirt with
with the lower portion cut-off. It left a good portion of my abdomen
exposed. I touched one of my breasts and I noted it felt significantly
less jiggly so I peaked under my shirt and noticed I appeared to be
wearing a matching red bra.
"That was awesome," Allison said suddenly, "I wish I had a trick that let
me change what I was wearing."
Megan seemed to stare at my chest for a moment, "Did you mean that to
happen?"
"No," I said, "I felt this tingling then I remember wishing my chest
wouldn't jiggle."
"That doesn't seemed to make much sense. Why would you be wearing that
instead of a bra or something?" Allison added.
"I am wearing a bra," I replied feeling my cheeks burn.
"I think it's pretty obvious that you've gained the ability to change
your clothes. I would guess that it's limited by the amount of clothing
you are wearing." Megan said.
"Why couldn't my trick have been something cool?" I said with a groan.
"It's still possible you might have another trick," Mr. Hails added,
"It's not too unusual for a twisted to have two tricks.."
I looked down at myself again, "God I looks so hot. I can't hardly
believe this is me."
I looked over at Megan and realized she was staring at my breasts. I felt
a bit of a thrill at that, like I had before at the mall. It must have
had something to do with my twist. I had a hard time not looking at
Megan, she was very attractive after all, but for some reason she seemed
even prettier than usual.
"Well," Mr. Hails said apparently oblivious of the looks Megan and I were
giving each other, "I don't know about the rest of you, but I'm feeling
rather hungry."
"Yeah, starving," I said looking toward Mr. Hails then back at Megan,
only to find that she was no longer looking my way.
"How's pizza sound?" Mr. Hails asked.
After receiving an enthusiastic reply from Allison, Megan and myself, Mr.
Hails called up Pizza Master and placed an order.
A short while later our pizza arrived and we sat down to eat. Throughout
the meal I kept finding myself staring at Megan and she in turn would
cast her own glances at me.
"Oh, for crying out loud," Allison said suddenly slamming her slice of
pizza into her plate. "Would you two just get a room already!"
Megan's jaw dropped and her eyes immediately darted to glance at her
father.
"Megan," Mr. Hails said, "Your cousin is right you and Jim have been
giving each other googly eyes all night. Is there something you need to
tell me?"
Megan sighed and her eyes briefly met my own, "You were probably going to
find out eventually anyway." she hesitated for a moment then said flatly,
"I'm a lesbian."
"I can't say I'm too surprised from the way you've been looking at Jim. I
guess the question is how long have you known?"
"Since I visited Allison's house in Spiral," she said.
Mr. Hails raised an eyebrow and gave Megan a questioning look, "Is there
something you and Allison need to tell me?"
"What?" asked confusion evident upon her face then realization seemed to
strike and she said, "No no no... That's not what it sounds like. Ew
definitely no." she said glancing at her cousin, "Allison had a slumber
party and I might have kissed another girl."
"Megan, you could have told me," he said, "You know that I would never
think less of you for being gay."
"Yeah, I know dad. It's just that I'm just coming to grips with it
myself. I always has a clear-cut image of how my life would turn out. I
never pictured my life any other way."
Mr Hails smiled, "Sometimes when life takes you off the beaten path, you
make your own way."
"Look at me," said a bit embarrassment evident in her voice, "Here I am
whining about being a lesbian while Jim has had his hole life turned
upside down."
"It's okay, Megan. I think I'm a lesbian too." I replied.
Megan laughed and I think it must have been the most beautiful sound I
had ever heard.
* * * * *
After we finished our meal, Mr. Hails excused himself, and Megan, Allison
and I hung around and just talked. We kind of lost track of time and
before we knew it it was getting pretty late so we headed to bed. Megan
offered me a pair of pajamas, I turned her down upon seeing Allison in
her night gown. I chose to morph my clothes into a rather form-fitting
black nightgown. It wasn't until after I had morphed into the nightie
that I felt a bit of unease at wearing such a feminine garment, but then
I thought about how hot I must look wearing it and suddenly it didn't
seem so strange.
"Aw shit," I said, "You were right, Megan, I did get some mental changes.
I don't even know myself anymore."
Megan smiled sympathetically and put her hand on my shoulder, "I've known
all my life that I would one day go through a twist. You didn't have that
advantage. I know that none of this was expected, but maybe you can take
comfort in knowing that no matter what happens I will be there for you."
I felt my eyes mist up a bit, but I managed to keep myself from crying
again, "Thanks Megan. I don't know what I would have done had you guys
not taken me in." I replied reaching up to where Megan's hand was
touching my shoulder.
I don't know quite how it happened, but I found myself feeling some very
strong emotions for Megan. Suddenly I was face to face with Megan, our
lips drew close to one another. Our lips brushed, and I could feel
butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
Before we could truly kiss we were interrupted by the sound of someone
clearing their throat. It was Allison, who I had forgotten was in the
room with us.
"Oh, god Megan. You are such a lesbian whore. Jim just barely got turned
into a girl and already you're trying to stick your tongue down his
throat," she said.
Before Megan could retort I cut in, "It was as much me as Megan," I said.
"I think we should just all go to bed and forget this even happened,"
Megan said.
I felt a bit of disappointment at Megan's suggestion, but I nodded my
head in agreement nonetheless.
"Come on," Megan said, "Let's get you situated for the night."
As a moderately successful trial lawyer Megan's dad made a pretty good
living, enough to afford a rather large five bedroom house. Two of those
rooms served as bedrooms for Megan and her father, the third functioned
as a guest room, the fourth as a computer room, and the fifth as a home
office for Megan's dad. Since, Allison was already occupying the guest
room I was given the computer room. It had an old, but rather comfortable
looking sofa sitting opposite the computer. Megan walked over to it and
pulled the back of the couch forward then pushed it back and laid it down
flat to make it into a bed.
I couldn't take my eyes off Megan, she was so beautiful even in her big
frumpy pajamas.
"Dad says it's called a Klik Klak," Megan explained, "There's sheets and
blankets in the closet."
"Thanks," I said my eyes drifting to her breasts.
"Well, good night," she said seeming to blush a bit.
As she turned to leave I grabbed hold of her hand "Megan wait," I said,
"I don't want to forget what happened."
Then I kissed her. I had kissed girls before, but this was different this
was so much better. Her lips were so soft and warm again my own. She
broke the kiss then looked me in the eyes, and before I knew it I found
her lips locked against mine again. We kissed for what seemed like
hours,and I found myself wishing it would never end.
When we finally broke apart, we simply stood there staring at one
another. It was Megan that finally spoke, "I can't believe we just did
that."
"Me neither," I replied sporting a huge grin.
We stood there for several minutes just holding each other. Then finally
she kissed me lightly on the lips and said, "I better head to bed."
"You're probably right," I said releasing my arms from around her back.
Megan smiled as she turned away, "Goodnight." she said.
"Goodnight," I replied closing the door behind her.
I collapsed on the bed, the memory of her lips touching mine still very
clear in my mind.
* * * * *
I didn't sleep too well that night. My body was still very foreign and I
just couldn't get comfortable. Every time I changed positions my new
breasts or my hips, not to mention the ears and horns atop my head,
seemed to get in the way. I finally resolved myself to lying on my back
and after quite a while I drifted off to sleep.
I don't remember much about my dreams but I seem to remember a lot of
angry people screaming at me. I think my mom might have been there too.
The rest was a big blur, but I do remember waking up in the middle of the
night feeling really freaked out.
In the morning, I woke up to find myself in a strange place. The memories
of the previous day were temporarily forgotten in the cloud of my
drowsiness. I reached up to rub my eyes, and in so doing my hand brushed
against something sticking out of my chest. I looked down and I freaked.
I screamed like the girl that I now was.
I don't know how long I kept it up, but after a stinging blow to my face
I came to my senses and found Allison and Megan standing over me. All my
memories from the previous day came flooding down on me like a wave. "Oh,
god," I muttered. "It really happened."
I let myself drown in my self pity and anguish for a few moments then I
pushed it aside, "Who slapped me?" I asked rubbing my jaw.
"That would be me," Allison volunteered a bit guiltily.
"Thanks, I needed it." I replied.
"Don't mention it," she replied giving me a quizzical look.
"Jim are you alright?" Megan put in.
"Fine, just woke up and sort of freaked." I replied, "What with the new
hardware and all."
"Just don't do that again, ok?" Megan said relief evident on her face,
"It scared me."
"It scared me, too," I said a wry grin beginning to form on my face.
"Well, since you're up," Allison put in, "Uncle John is making chocolate
ebleskivers for breakfast."
"They're Danish pancakes," she added after catching my blank look.
"Sounds great," I said, "I'll be right down."
After excusing herself Allison left the room, and I was once again left
alone with Megan.
"You look nice," I said giving her a peck on the lips.
"You look miraculous," Megan replied, "I could never look that good when
I first woke up."
"Really?" I said feeling pleased by her complement.
"Definitely," she said returning my kiss.
"Hey are you two coming or not," said poking her head from around the
side of the door.
"Yeah, we'll be down in a second," Megan replied a bit irritably.
"Well, I guess we better go," I said wryly.
"I guess so," Megan replied. And with that we both made our way
downstairs.
The ebleskivers were done cooking by the time Megan and I had made our
way downstairs. They looked a lot like a cream puff, but tasted more like
a cross between a popover and a pancake and they were covered in powdered
sugar. We had bacon and orange juice to complement the meal.
After breakfast we took turns showering when my turn came I found much to
my distress that Allison had taken it upon herself to brief me on a few
feminine hygiene basics. After a one of the most awkward conversations I
had ever had with a casual acquaintance. I hopped in the shower. First I
soaped my body using Megan's body soap she said I could use. When I got
down near my vulva I stopped.
I traced my hand over the very foreign body part. Feeling first along the
slit then outward. I moved onto my breasts. They seemed massive when I
looked down at them, but I knew from looking at the mirror, that they
weren't nearly as huge as they seemed. I cupped them with my hands gently
caressing them. They felt so foreign, but the way they felt when I
caressed them was unbelievable.
Once, I had finished with my breasts I continued to wash myself. I
cleaned my vulva the way Allison had instructed me then I moved on to my
hair. It was pretty wet by then so I just poured some shampoo into my
hand and began lathering it into my hair. It took quite a bit more
shampoo than I was used to, and it took a lot more work to get the suds
out. Once done I repeated the process and then I was just about to turn
off the water when I spotted the bottle of conditioner.
I'd never used the stuff before, but for some reason I felt a strong urge
to use it. So I reached for it. I followed the instructions and I was
soon out of the shower. I dried myself off and worked to dry my hair the
best I could.
Then I reached for the clothes I had been given. First I put on the pair
of panties from the package Allison had gotten me the day earlier. Then I
reached for the jeans I had been given. They were definitely of a
feminine cut, but looked to be pretty old. They must have belonged to
Megan's mom before she had passed away. Then I grabbed the shirt it was a
bright pink t-shirt that had been given to Megan by a well meaning
elderly relative. Megan, who detested the color pink, had never worn it.
I looked down at myself, not even remotely satisfied. So I morphed the
clothing. I morphed the shirt into a violet tank top with spaghetti
straps, to match my hair, and the jeans I morphed into a pair of form
fitting black low-rise jeans. The excess material I used to form a built-
in bra in my shirt and a pair of socks that matched my top.
Once dressed I yanked my hair irritably out of my shirt then, I opened
the door and stepped out into the hallway. I found myself facing Allison.
She took one look at me and let out an annoyed sigh. "You didn't comb
your hair did you?" she said irritably.
Before I could reply she directed me back into the bathroom and pushed me
in front of the mirror. Pulling a comb out of drawer she proceeded to
comb my hair starting at the tips and working her way up.
"Did you use conditioner?" she asked.
When I replied in the affirmative she spoke, "Good, just remember to
always use it. It helps keep long hair from tangling. Shampoo takes all
the moisture out of your hair, conditioner adds it back. Combing after
showering helps prevent tangling, too. Make sure you use a wide-tooth
comb and not a brush."
"All right, professor," I replied sarcastically, "Thank you for the
lecture. Can I go now?"
"Yes, just remember what I said," she said.
"Okay," I mumbled then left Allison standing alone in the bathroom.
I walked down the hall and made my way down the stairs and found Megan
sitting on the loveseat in the front room. "I think your cousin takes
things a bit overboard." I stated.
"Why what did she do now?" Megan asked.
I explained what had just occurred and Megan started to laugh, "Her
personality changed a lot after her twist. She can be a huge pain
sometimes."
I sat down beside Megan and grabbed her hand, "Why is she visiting if you
and her don't get along?" I asked. "I'm sorry that's none of my
business." I added.
"That's okay," she replied, "After everything I've witnessed happening to
you, I don't think there's anything I couldn't share with you. She's here
because her parents are on some sort of cruise and they had no one else
to dump her off on."
"Parents, at least she still has hers," I muttered bitterly.
Megan gripped my hand more tightly, "I'm sorry if what I said upset you."
"No," I said, "That's all right. I'm just been sensitive since my twist."
Megan smiled sympathetically, "You have a right to be. I know I'd be
upset as hell. I think you're handling it pretty well."
"Thanks," I said, "I need to talk to mom, make her understand..." I
muttered, "It's not something I can control. It's just who I am. I
thought she'd know that."
Megan jumped up, pulling me up with her, "Let's go," she said.
"What?" I balked, "No we can't!"
"Look Jim, you need to confront her. You need to know for sure if she's
really wants nothing to do with you. She's had all night to think about
it maybe she regrets what she did."
I shook my head, "You don't know her like I do. She's so damn stubborn
she'll never admit she was wrong. Not even over something like this."
Megan sighed, "Then at least go and try and get some of your stuff. You
need clothes, and with your trick you should be able to salvage your old
boy clothes."
I'm not sure what made me do it, but I finally relented, "Fine, I said,
"but we're leaving if things get too hairy."
"Agreed," she said.
* * * * *
We left after grabbing a roll of plastic garbage bags. The ride to my
mother's house was the longest of my life. Logic told me that it was only
a few minutes, but it seemed like much longer. By the time, we reached
the house, I was so nervous, that I almost told Megan to turn the car
around, but after a reconsidering I forced myself to get out of the car
and walk to the door. I was surprised to find my car sitting in the
driveway. Mom must have had somebody bring it home with the extra keys.
Upon reaching the door, I hesitated for a moment, then I grabbed Megan's
hand for support and rung the bell. A few moments passed by then the door
swung open. Much to my surprise, it was not my mother who answered the
door, it was my aunt Lily who I hadn't seen for a number of years.
"You! What do you want?" she sneered.
I bit my lips then clenched my teeth, "I've come for my belongings." I
said defiantly.
Aunt Lily laughed mockingly, "You have a lot of nerve. After, what you've
done."
"What I've done! You think I wanted to get turned into this!" I said
grabbing hold of my breasts.
I forced my anger down, then said "Look, just let me talk to mom. Then
I'll leave if she don't like what I have to say. I promise."
Lily hesitated for a moment, then the choice was taken away from her as
mom appeared at the door.
"What the hell do you want?" she said angrily.
"I'm just trying to understand. I'm still Jim beneath all this," I said
motioning at my breasts. "I just want you to say it'll be all right. I
want you to say you still love me."
"Love you?" she spat, "I can't love that and you..." she trailed off
tears beginning to form, "You are not Jim. He's dead."
"But Mom," I said nearly in tears myself.
"NO!" she screamed, "Go away! Go somewhere you're wanted. Go live with
your freak father."
"My father? I don't even know who he is!" I yelled back at her.
"Liar!" she growled, "I found my yearbook taped inside your chair!" she
said storming off.
I followed her and confronted her inside the house. "All these years," I
said, "You could have told me. At least then I would have been prepared.
I would have know that I was twisted!" I screamed.
"I had to hide it," she snarled, "I was trying to keep you from ending up
like your father."
"What kind of sense does that make," I said throwing my arms out, "It
obviously didn't work."
"Because you asked too many questions," she said poking her finger into
one of my breasts. "Look at you, you're an even bigger freak than he is."
Frustrated I tried changing tactics. "That boy in the yearbook, Harry
Turow, is my father." I said making it a statement of fact, "Where is he
now? Why did he leave?"
Mother laughed bitterly, "He left after he had his twist. Had I known he
was twisted I never would have let him touch me. You never would have
been born."
I gritted my teeth, "But where is he now?" I asked again.
"How the hell should I know?" she spat.
Sighing, I spoke, "Is there any chance that you will ever want me" I
wasn't even able to finish before mother interrupted me.
"No!" she said vehemently, "I don't want anything to do with you! Get out
of my house!"
Suddenly I found Megan's hand within my own again. I hadn't even realized
she had followed me when I had gone running after mother. I squeezed her
hand and she in turn did likewise.
"Fine," I said forcing the tears back, "Just let me gather some of my
things and I'll leave. You'll never see me again if I can help it."
My mother didn't answer. So I took her silence as an affirmative. With
Megan in tow, I went to my room. Megan pulled out the garbage bags, and
we began throwing my clothes in them. I was a boy, so I didn't have a lot
of clothes about a weeks worth and a set of dress clothes for special
occasions so my closet and drawers where empty in a matter of minutes. I
grabbed a few other things, my stamp collection, all my money, and all my
gaming stuff and I was ready to go. As I was about to leave I grabbed my
extra set of keys that were sitting on my dresser as an afterthought.
We met no resistance as we left. Mom just stared at us, and Aunt Lily let
out quite a few curses at me, but she made no attempt to block our
departure. Once out the door I headed straight for Megan's car. Just as I
as reaching for the door, I looked back and noticed something hanging out
of the trash can from under the lid. Without saying a word I walked over
to the dumpster and flipped the lid open. Inside I found a binder
labeled"Jim's baby book". With tears running down my face I grabbed the
book and went straight for Megan's car.
Megan put her hand on my shoulder once we were inside the car. "I'm
sorry, " she said, "I shouldn't have pushed you to come."
"It's okay," I muttered, "I needed that."
Megan smiled sadly putting her hand on my shoulder then she started up
her car and we were on our way.
We had our first glimmer of what was to come a few blocks away from
Megan's house. It happened at a stop light. The car beside us was an old
Jeep, it belonged to a classmate of ours, Jeff Goldwin.
Without even thinking about it I