If there was one thing that Sam liked to do these days, it was to look
at herself in the mirror. It wasn't just a vanity thing, although she
knew that played a part, but a reminder of just how far she'd come. She
loved to run her hand along the contours of her waist especially, and
still marvelled every time at the hourglass shape that appeared in
front of her.
The hourglass was hidden tonight under a mid-thigh Donna Karan red
dress. It was a little shorter and lower cut than she was used to, or
felt comfortable with, but she was dressing with purpose tonight and
the dress was just an accessory to help her. As were the four inch red
patent Christian Louboutin courts, the ones she'd picked up on her last
weekend in New York, and the diamond necklace she'd treated herself to
on her last birthday.
Katy had been especially taken with the Christian Louboutin, and Sam
had had to stifle laughter when her "flatmate" had been unable to get
her fat feet into them. No! Sam had cried when Katy had started to
complain that she was gaining weight. The shoes are probably just a
small fit.
That wasn't true of course. Katy was gaining weight. She was gaining
weight right now in fact, while she lay on the sofa drinking her third
glass of white wine and slobbing her way through yet another takeaway
pizza. "This is my last treat tonight," she'd told Sam, pathetically.
"I'm going to get myself fit again, starting tomorrow."
"Don't be silly," Sam had told her, looking at the very apparent bulge
above Katy's jeans. "You look great."
It was all part of the plan of course. It had worked perfectly to this
point, Katy thought Sam was her new "bestie," or whatever awful word
the awful woman had used, and why should she think anything different?
After all, it had been Sam that was there for her when she'd broken up
with her boyfriend. It had been Sam that was there for her when she'd
been evicted from her flat. It had been Sam who was there for her when
the police had found Katy slumped in the toilets of the local
nightclub, a half line of coke sitting untouched on the sink in front
of her. The police had told her that she was lucky to be alive, and
that the coke had been spiked. Sam had rubbed her head and told her
that she was safe now.
Sam turned back to the mirror, smiling at her good fortune. She picked
up her hair straighteners and started work on her newly dyed blonde
hair. She wasn't yet sure what to make of her new hair colour, it was
an accessory like the dress, shoes and necklace of course, but she
kinda liked it. The girl at the salon had told her that it made her
look a little like Marilyn Monroe, which was clearly ridiculous, but
still left her with a warm glow. Gentleman prefer blondes, don't they?
"Oh my God, you look amazing," Katy said, when Sam presented herself in
the front room, "and that hair! Wow, sexy lady."
"Thanks doll," Sam replied. "You know, you could still come if you
want. There's plenty of time." She didn't really want this of course,
in fact it would be a disaster, but she wanted to keep up the "bestie"
facade. In reality, ordering Katy the pizza had ensured that the tubby
slob would want to stay in and watch her programs.
Katy shook her own chestnut brown hair, which looked dull and tired in
comparison to Sam's new vivid blonde look. "I'd only cramp your style.
What's the guy's name, anyway?"
Sam couldn't tell her this. "Errm, I've forgotten to be honest. It's
saved on my phone though."
"Wow, I'm so jel," Katy said, putting her pizza box to one side and
standing up to take a closer look at her new "bestie'. Sam particularly
liked how the woman's belly jiggled noticeably as she stood up, which
was in contrast to her own, toned, stomach. It was another of those
moments that made Sam excited about the plan ahead, and its success so
far.
But Katy had been the easy part. She was weak and stupid. Tonight was
all about part two. It had already been far more difficult and time
consuming. In fact, she'd almost given up on more than one occasion,
telling herself that Katy was prize enough and that she was being
unrealistic thinking she could do it all, but then she reminded herself
just how much fun part two would be. It was one thing to get Katy. But
to have them both?
Southern Comfort was his new favourite drink. At first it had been
mixed with lemonade, a sweet tasting drink that was his port of call
when lager had lost its appeal on a night out, but with the lemonade
jettisoned as an unaffordable extra, it was down to neat Southern
Comfort. He wasn't sure he really even like the taste of it on its own,
but it was the only spirit that he'd even come close to liking and with
his luck the way it was, it was only spirits that could dull the pain.
Lager and cider just didn't do the trick any more.
A pull on his kidneys told him that he needed to go the toilet, so he
made his way across the sticky hardwood floor of the pub. It wasn't the
best pub in the world, hell who was he kidding, it was a long fucking
way from being the best pub in the world, but it had the esteemed
virtue of being local enough that he could stagger back to his flat at
closing time without having to pay for a taxi. Plus the landlady, Jill,
took pity on him and often let him drink on credit. She hinted that it
was a favour that should be rewarded in the bedroom, but things hadn't
got so desperate that he'd sleep with a bat-faced old bitch like her,
not even for free Southern Comfort.
He thought about this as he stumbled from the urinals to the sink and
looked at himself in the mirror. Sure he was getting on now, 36 next
month, but he still had an impish charm about his face that women
liked. He was lean too, a pleasing side effect of laying off the lager.
The temples were greying slightly but he'd kept his hair, and even in
the dull light of the bathroom he could see his blue eyes gleaming with
a boyish glow.
Megan had loved his eyes.
The only thing that made him look old were his teeth. He'd never looked
after them properly, and his wisdom teeth had pushed some front teeth
out of place, leaving him with the kind of smile that reminded him of
Austin Powers. They'd started to discolour too, a sad side effect of
too much booze and junk food.
He threw a little cold water on his face and shook his head from side
to side. It was no use thinking of Megan, he told himself angrily. It
was his own fault that she was gone, and it was time that he just
accepted it. It had been almost a year now, and she wasn't coming back.
"She was a fucking slag," he mumbled to himself, but his heart wasn't
in such a comment. Truth was, she was the only good choice he'd ever
made.
"How's tricks?" Jill asked him as he made his way back to the bar and
sat down.
"Bad," he replied, running a finger around his glass in the forlorn
hope that she'd offer him something on the house. He watched as she
leaned over to pick up some discarded bottles and got a glimpse of her
bra, shuddering at the sight of her withered cleavage. Time was, he
could get any girl around. The glory days, as Bruce might say.
In truth, bad was an understatement. He was sure that he was going to
get the boot at work the next day, and he couldn't really blame them.
It was an incredible fall from grace for the former golden boy of the
showroom, old Oliver Twist, AKA the Artful Dodger, the whiz kid of a
salesman that could sell any car to anyone. There was an old saying
about selling ice to Eskimos. Oliver used to boast that he could sell
them the ice, and a new Ford Focus, at the same time.
Women were his best customers. They'd swoon around him, especially the
middle aged ones who loved his cheeky little jokes and suggestive eyes.
He'd given a few of them a seeing to of course, one particular test
drive with a bubbly nymphomaniac had had nearly resulted in an
unfortunate collision with a parked police car, but mostly he just let
them believe he was interested in them. Stupid old slappers. He joked
that he was a bit like a male prostitute, but instead of slipping them
his penis, he slipped them a second hand car.
He didn't know why the drinking had started. It had just crept up on
him from nowhere, like a shifty predator in a wildlife documentary, and
then engulfed him in its vicious claws. He'd always drank a little,
socially mainly, but in the last year it had become an all consuming
desire. From the moment he woke up, all he could think about was where
his next drink as coming from.
Megan had given up on him about a year ago, when she'd found him
wrapped around a giggly brunette that he'd picked up at work. It hadn't
been his fault really. She was supposed to be away on a training
seminar in Amsterdam, but there'd been a bomb scare at the airport and
she'd come home early. Dumb fucking luck. Oliver had begged her to
stay, both of them in tears, but she'd kissed him tenderly on the cheek
and told him to get some help. He could still hear her sweet, tender
voice now. "I'm not even that angry with you Olly, just sad. But I
can't let you destroy me too." And that was that. Ten years down the
drain.
After that, he'd lost all interest in selling second hand cars. It
seemed so pointless. The women stopped swooning around him as he became
more dishevelled, and he wasn't particularly interested in them anyway.
In the space of a year he'd gone from top salesman in the area to
bottom of the pile, beaten even by the snotty 20 year old sales kids
that he used to laugh about. The final straw had come that morning
though, when he'd told an old woman to "make her fucking mind up', as
she dithered about whether to go with one crappy car or the other.
"It's like I'm on a never-ending slide," he bemoaned to Jill, who still
hadn't given him that free Southern Comfort. "Did you know that I was
the most popular boy in my year at school? All the girls loved me. And
then I was the best car salesman, and had the prettiest girlfriends..."
"That's life," Jill replied, voice devoid of any real emotion. "Kicks
you when you're down. Like my Dave, keeling over of a heart attack when
he was fifty. Life's a bitch." She lifted a crate of empty bottles.
"And then you die my friend."
She left him with this happy thought, and it was one that resonated
with Oliver a little too closely. Would dying be such a bad thing? He
wouldn't have to worry about the flat being repossessed, or how he was
going to find another job, or how he could find the money for his next
drink. He could slide back to his flat now, get an old piece of rope,
and bang, it would be all over. That would show Megan. He wondered if
she'd come to the funeral. He wondered what she'd wear, if she did.
But deep down, he knew he was too much of a coward. Plus, he still
thought he could turn himself around. All it would take was a little
willpower and some luck. He was still a young man, with the world at
his mercy. "God I need a fucking drink," he sighed.
"Me too," came a voice next to him.
Oliver turned to find a very attractive blonde, taking a place on the
stool next to his. Even through his Southern Comfort induced fog, he
could see she was an absolute stunner. Big tits, long legs, small
waist. Just his type.
"So? Are you going to buy a girl a drink?" she said, her red lipstick
shimmering under the fluorescent glow from the bar.
Oliver could barely stop himself from staring at her tanned legs,
stretching out from under her red dress. He followed them down to her
expensive looking high heels. They looked like the kind of shoes that
Megan used to wear on special occasions. Sexy beasts, he used to call
them.
"Have I stunned you into silence?" The woman laughed.
"A bit," he replied. How had he become so out of practice at this? Time
was, he'd already have this bimbo on the way to the bedroom. "Plus,
I've run out of money."
"Oh dear," she said, shaking her head. "Well perhaps the girl can buy
the boy a drink then. What would you like?"
Oliver sat up straighter. "Southern Comfort please. Neat."
"Good choice. I might have the same." She ordered the drinks from Jill,
whose eyes nearly popped out at seeing such a beautiful woman in her
awful pub.
"Blimey girl," she said, in her south London brogue, "you'll take
someone's eye out with those. The last time we had anyone looking that
posh in here was when we put the Queen's speech on at Christmas."
The woman smiled again, but Oliver noticed that she looked a bit
uneasy. "What are you doing in a dump like this?" he asked, once Jill
had left them with their drinks. God, it tasted good.
"I could ask you the same," she purred, a naughty twinkle in her eye
reminding him of Megan.
"I'm here because I'm a pathetic drunk," he replied, before holding out
his hand. "Oliver, by the way."
Her expression changed. "God, it is you, isn't it?"
"You know me?" That was just perfect. He'd probably sold her a dodgy
second hand car. "listen love, if it's about something from Elliot
showroom, I can't do any......
"No, it's not from there. You're Oliver Gaddis, right?"
"How did you know that?"
The woman laughed. "You don't recognise me, do you?"
"Love, I'm so pissed I'm just happy to recognise myself."
"I'm Samantha Jones, you know, from Cardinal Hume. You were in my year
at school!"
Suddenly Oliver felt a lot more sober. Could it really be? Surely not.
"But you," he stammered. "I mean, you were....."
"I know, I know. I've changed a bit right?"
"A bit?" Oliver said, stunned. "I mean, I can't believe it." Then he
started to remember. "Jesus, I wasn't very nice to you, was I?"
"You and a lot of other people," she replied coolly, but without
malice. "that was a long time ago though. So how have you been?"
"Yeah good," he said, still not able to believe that the stunning woman
in front of him was Samantha Jones. "am I thinking of the right person?
What happened to your glasses?"
"Laser eye surgery sweetie," she replied, before laughing again.
"Remember how you used to all call me a walrus because of my buck
teeth?"
"Jesus yeah, I'm sorry about that."
"No don't be. Look at the work I've had done though." She smiled
brightly to show a perfect set of teeth. "Great, huh? I got them done
in the States a few years ago. Cost a bomb, but worth it I think."
"It wasn't the only reason I called you a walrus though," Oliver mused.
"I mean, you were a big girl then. You must have lost loads of weight."
"Yoga," she ran her hand through her long blonde hair. "And eating less
chocolate."
"Fuck me," Oliver exclaimed. "I'd never have believed it. So are you
married, got kids?"
"Me? No! I like the single life. Well," she took the hand that had been
running through her hair and placed it on his thigh, "it's more fun
being single, isn't it?"
Oliver jumped. "fuck!"
"Plenty of time for that," Samantha smiled. "Let's buy the boy another
drink though first."
Katy pulled herself out of bed with more effort than should have been
needed by a 35 year old woman and made her way gingerly toward her
dressing gown. Her stomach felt bloated and gassy again, remnants of
another night in front of the television with only wine and take away
food for company, and she cursed herself for her lack of willpower.
Her plan had been to get up early and go the gym, but the bright light
from her iPhone told her that it was already nearly midday. She looked
at her lycra shorts and top sitting on the wardrobe, where she'd
optimistically left them before going to bed, in the hope that it would
make her get up and go. But the thought of squeezing into all that
lycra made her stomach feel even worse, and she headed to the bathroom
to run herself a bath instead.
She had been able to fit into that Lycra just fine not long ago. In
fact, she prided herself on being able to last longer on the treadmill
than just about anyone else at the gym, and on good settings too. But
over the last few months her desire to work out had pretty much
completely vanished. It felt even worse because Sam had been kind
enough to keep paying her gym membership, and she felt like she should
reward her friend for doing that. But she could never quite take that
step of getting ready to go.
"I've told you not to worry about the gym fees," Sam kept telling her.
"You know money isn't really an issue for me. If you want to go, the
option is there for you. But I think you look great as you are."
Katy didn't really believe that, especially now, as she stood naked in
front of the mirror. She could grab a whole roll of fat now on her
waist and her figure was slowly disappearing underneath a layer of
chocolate and ice-cream created flab, something that would have been
unthinkable only a year ago. Stephen would never have allowed it.
She thought of him as she lowered herself into the water. Sure, they
had had their bad times, but she'd assumed they'd get through it. But
the drugs had been too much for him. He could deal with the ecstasy,
but once the coke and heroin had started, he couldn't take it anymore.
Katy thought how lucky she'd been to find Sam when she had. It had been
purely by chance in the supermarket, they had bumped into each other in
the dairy aisle, and Katy had scarcely been able to believe it was the
same fat little girl that they'd given such a hard time in school. Buck
tooth herself. Old Buck Rogers. The walrus. Fat arse.
She still went red thinking about these insults, even now, after Sam
had made it clear that all had been forgiven. She had told Sam how
sorry she was, and how she hadn't understood at the time how hurtful it
must have all been, but Sam had only laughed and told her that "kids
will be kids."
Katy just hadn't understood what it was like to be unpopular, she knew
that. She'd always run with the most popular gangs. Katy, the doll, who
could get any boy (or male teacher) to do whatever she wanted with a
simple flutter of the eyelashes and maybe even glimpse of cleavage.
Katy, who won the most popular girl of the year award. Katy, who went
out with the captain of the football team.
So the same Sam, who she taunted endlessly and whispered viciously
about her awful NHS glasses and buck teeth, was now the one saving her.
She'd given her a place in her flat and kept her in money when Stephen
had left. Katy had thought about getting a job, but she had no idea
where to start with such an idea. Stephen had taken care of the money
side of things, and Daddy before that.
But Daddy didn't want to know her any more, since the arrest. He'd been
all caring at first, even coming to the hospital, but then he realised
that the old boys in his club were talking and whispering, and that
wouldn't do for Daddy. So he told her that it was time she stood on her
own two feet, and that he couldn't keep bankrolling her.
It was Sam that paid for the rehab. Katy wasn't sure where her friend
got the money from, Sam was always evasive when asked, but she was
eternally grateful that she had. Daddy slinked back off to the south of
France, leaving her like some old dog that needed shooting. Stephen had
already found himself a new woman, some bimbo from his squash club.
"Screw them," Katy thought, as she climbed out of the bath.
Getting dressed wasn't something that Katy much enjoyed any more. That
had never been the case in the past. Stephen had like to see her in the
latest fashions, and Katy had always been a bit of a girlie girl when
it came to clothes and accessories anyway, so she'd try to dazzle him
with something elegant. She'd sold all her best clothes for drugs now
though, and the stuff she did have left barely fitted over her ever
expanding hips and backside. She settled for the black stretch leggings
that she'd worn the day before, and a flowery camisole top that Sam had
bought for her last week. She winced at the size 16 label on it though,
and how it felt tight against her stomach and boobs.
"You're never going to believe this!" Sam told her, grabbing her
excitedly as Katy came out of her bedroom. She looked lovely in a
yellow sundress, her lithe figure clinging to the dress in a womanly
fashion. Katy felt herself feeling more than a little bit jealous.
"What is it?" she replied, after getting over her bout of envy.
"Well I brought a guy home last night, but you'll never guess who."
That was a first. Sam had gone out on a few dates recently, but never
brought anyone home before. "Ooh, you're a bad girl Samantha. Who is
he?"
"Someone you know," she was grinning manically. "Someone you know very
well."
"It's not Stephen is it?" Katy said, but then felt instantly stupid.
"Of course it's not babe," Sam replied, stunned. "I'd never do that to
you. No, it's someone from our past. Someone from Cardinal Hume."
"Really!" This was exciting. Katy loved thinking about school and often
wondered what had happened to everyone. "Oh it's not Declan is it? He
was so fit."
"No, try again."
"Hmm." Katy wracked her brain, trying to remember the names.
Sam was too excited though, and grabbed Katy by the hands. "It's
Oliver!"
"No!" Katy felt a twinge in her stomach. "Not that scumbag!"
"What do you mean? I thought you two were friends?"
Katy tried to remember. "Well, I suppose he was OK But he cheated on my
friend Lydia, and he was really horrible to you."
Sam shrugged. "Yeah, but so were you. So was everyone."
Katy wanted to change the subject. "Well, where is he anyway? I can't
wait to see him. God, did you really sleep with Oliver Gaddis last
night?"
"Well not really." Sam had gone a little red now. "He was a bit too
drunk, so we just sort of messed around a bit." She lowered his voice.
"He's a bit small to be honest. And he couldn't get it up."
Katy put her hand to her mouth. "How small? Like this?" She made a gap
between her fingers, no more than two inches apart.
"Acorn," Sam giggled. "Oh listen to me, I shouldn't be so mean. I just
thought it was funny is all. I remember him making the girls call him
Mr Big! How ridiculous. Anyway, be nice to him. His girlfriend has just
left him and he's about to lose his job, apparently."
Katy didn't know how she'd feel about seeing Oliver again. She wondered
if he'd remember that time at her house, when her Daddy had been away
on business. She didn't remember him being small then, but perhaps
memories play tricks over time. "He's going to think I'm a fat blob,"
she sighed. "And look at you, looking like a movie star."
"Oh no babe, you look great. I love that top on you. Plus, I wouldn't
worry. He hasn't exactly turned into George Clooney himself. Sssh, here
he comes now."
Sam went to bed feeling very pleased with herself. Despite his
pleadings to spend the night with her again, Oliver had eventually
taken the spare room next to Katy's. Her little ducklings were lined up
in a neat little row now, sleeping next door to each other and both in
thrall to kind Samantha.
It had actually been quite a fun night. The three of them had gone to
dinner; Sam making sure that "Olly" got a nice big portion and Katy had
two helpings of puddings. The fat slobs. It was going to take a while
to get Oliver up to speed, he was still pretty lean, but a few
spoonfuls of weight gain powder in his milkshakes that she was going to
make specially for him ('you have to try them," she boasted after
dinner. "they're delicious.), would help that along. She'd put a few
other things in there too, but not too much yet. There was plenty of
time.
Plus, she didn't have him under her control just yet. She needed to
break him fully, just like she had with Katy, who now followed her
around like the little lap dog that she was. She could make that tubby
bitch move whenever she wanted, like a master puppeteer. She looked so
fat and ridiculous in that floral camisole, her rolls of lard barely
contained at the waist and her boobs almost falling out of the top. Sam
smiled at the idea of her getting even bigger and bigger. She planned
to stop once she'd got her up to a size 20 or so, but she might go a
little further just for fun. It wasn't like Katy was going to do much
about it.
But for all fun that Katy was, it was Oliver that was exciting her more
now. The idea of having him under her total control was just to
thrilling for words. "Big Time" Oliver, with his perfect hair and smile
and those blue eyes that made all the girls (not Sam of course, she was
immune to his evil glare) go weak at the knees.
He'd been the absolute worst to her. Katy was mean and bitchy too of
course, but at least she had the excuse of being a girl. Teenage girls
are generally mean and bitchy. But she'd never understood why Oliver
had been so horrible to her. None of the other boys had given her any
trouble once they got to 14 or 15, but "Olly" just never stopped. In
years 7 and 8 he would always pull her glasses off when he ran past
her, leaving her to scramble around on the floor looking for them
before some other bastard run off with them. Then he started pinging
her bra strap every time he walked past, laughing with his friends that
she needed parachutes, not a bra. He was worse than any of the girls,
and even pointed out stupid little things that Sam thought only girls
would notice, like how her eyebrows were too bushy or how her tights
were the kind that only old women wore. He always fell about laughing
at the sight of her in her games kit, shouting out stuff like "thunder
thighs" and saying things to his friends like. "fucking hell, we could
use that skirt as a tent lads."
Sam felt herself getting angry and upset all over again, even now,
laying in her bedroom nearly twenty years later. She consoled herself
with the knowledge that she'd soon have him dancing on her strings,
just like Katy. The most popular boy and girl at the school, bobbing up
and down at her command.
She had lots still to do. Besides, if her little lapdog Katy behaved as
expected, she'd keep Olly occupied tonight.
Oliver hadn't really needed to take the call from his boss to know that
he'd been fired. But he'd answered anyway, feeling like he somehow
needed to get that closure. He'd been sitting in the pub when the call
came through, and Sam and Katy had offered sympathetic overtures.
Katy, just like Sam, was vastly different to how he remembered her, but
not in a good way this time. She'd been the girl that all the boys
craved after at school, taunting them all with her short skirts and
flick of her blonde hair. Now though, he'd probably give Jill a ride
before grappling with Katy. She looked pasty and unhealthy, a diet of
alcohol and bad food had left her skin dry looking and she was spotty
around the mouth. That was before you even got to her fat arse and
thighs, which he couldn't help but look at the jiggling around
underneath her leggings. He'd also heard a rumour that she was into
heavy stuff, like meth and crack, but that seemed hard to believe.
But Katy's appearance was the least of his worries. He needed to decide
what he was going to do for money, his mortgage was due in a week's
time and unless they accepted IOUs, he was in big trouble. His last pay
check was only going to cover his overdraft, so he still needed at
least ?600 to get through the next month.
He really liked being around Sam. She was so friendly and
understanding, and had listened to his problems without judgement. It
was hard to believe she could be so nice, given the hard time he'd
dished out to her. Not to mention sexy of course. She'd worn a pair of
tight skinny jeans to dinner that had left little to the imagination,
and a low cut top that showed off her tits brilliantly. He'd suggested
another try in the bedroom, he was a little more sober tonight after
all, but she'd smiled gently and suggested they wait for another time.
He closed his eyes and imagined running his hand up and down her toned
body again. God, even in his drunken stupor the night before he was
realised just how spectacular her body was, although she'd only allowed
him to feel inside her bra and swatted his hand away when he tried to
touch her down there. Not that she had any complaints about fondling
his penis of course.
God, why had it let him down again? It had happened every time since
Megan had left and he couldn't explain it. He wanted to blame the
alcohol, but he'd always been able to give Megan a good time, even when
paralytic.
A small knock at the door interrupted this worrying thought. It was
Katy. "Hey Oliver. Are you asleep?" She crept into the room, her
nightie swirling around her a little unsexily as she did so, and sat
down on the bed. "Isn't this odd, the three of us together again?"
"It's beyond odd," Olly replied, feeling the warmth from Katy's body.
"You know, I can't understand why she'd be so nice to us after all we
did to her."
"I guess she's just a nice person," she sighed. "I have to know Olly.
Do you think I look really fat now?"
"Hey, we've all put on a bit of weight since school. It's only
natural."
"Not for me, I've always been stick thin. But I've had lots of problems
recently, and I've just found comfort in food I guess."
Olly could smell the alcohol on her breath, and wondered if it was just
food that she'd become addicted to. "It was booze for me. I've got a
problem, no doubt about it." He was surprised to find Katy slowly
laying down beside him. What a weird few days this was becoming.
"Do you remember that night at my house," Katy continued, pressing ever
so slightly against his groin with her back. "Did you have fun that
night?"
"Of course I remember it," Olly replied. "You were the most popular
girl in school. It was a bit of a trophy, to be honest."
Katy turned her not insignificant frame around to face him. "Am I too
fat and ugly for a reunion show?"
"Of course not." Olly wasn't really sure that was true. "But isn't it a
bit naughty, doing it in Sam's house with her down the hall?"
"She had her fun with you last night." Katy reached down and put her
hand inside his boxer shorts. "I haven't been with a man for months,"
she whispered.
She worked him slowly, running her fingers around his flaccid shaft in
a way that reminder Oliver of how Megan used to play with him. She even
took her fingernail and tickled the top of his penis, something that
used to drive him wild. But nothing was happening.
He tried to get himself going by moving his own hand inside her nightie
and bra. She had great tits, there was no doubting that, and Oliver
caressed them gently and with the expert touch that drove so many of
his old conquests wild. She certainly groaned appreciatively, and he
started to wonder who would climax first. He'd never had a bird orgasm
before him.
"What's the matter?" Katy whispered. "Does the little man not want to
play tonight?"
"Calling it little probably won't help," Oliver replied, desperately
trying to think of things to excite. He tried to imagine he was
fondling Sam's tits, an idea that would have laughable just a few days
ago. This helped a little, but still only got him half erect.
Katy, by contrast, was well on her way. This was helped by her grabbing
of Oliver's spare hand and placing it firmly on her vagina, which he
could feel was already wet. "Work me please," she panted. "fuck, it's
been so long."
Oliver, realising that he wasn't going to orgasm, turned his attention
to driving her mad. He circled and circled until he thought she was
going to go crazy, before gently bringing her to climax. She had to
stifle her groans so not to wake Sam up, but it was clear that she'd
cum pretty heavily.
"Jesus," she whispered, "you're good at that."
But Oliver was too concerned about his own lack of performance to think
about anything else. Two failures in two nights. What was happening to
him?
Katy didn't know how to think about her night with Oliver. She was even
less sure the next night and the night after that, but on both
occasions he made her orgasm so heavily that she didn't worry too much
about his own lack of performance. She wondered if Sam knew about their
little trysts, and what she'd make of it.
This question was answered a few days later, when Sam took her to
lunch. She ordered for both of them, as he liked to do for some reason,
and Katy found herself with an outsized slab of Lasagne that was to die
for. She cursed herself for eating it all, and then cursed herself
doubly when she finished her Eton Mess desert. It was like she just
couldn't help herself.
"I'm guessing you've been having a little fun with Olly then," Sam
said, sipping the cup of coffee she'd ordered for dessert.
"How did you know? You're not mad are you?" Katy hated the thought of
upsetting Sam in anyway. "I'll stop if you want."
"Don't be silly. Are you having fun?"
"Well, yes I'm having fun....."
Sam raised an eyebrow. "You mean Olly isn't?"
Katy shrugged. "Well he might be, but I haven't seen it, if you know
what I mean."
"Same as the night he spent with me then." Sam looked intrigued, as
though she was trying to solve a puzzle. "what do you think of his
size? He's shockingly small, isn't he?"
"I can't believe it." This was true. What Katy was especially confused
by is that she didn't remember any gossip about him being small at
school. She had decided that they were all just too na?ve to know
better. "It's like a baby boy's. I remember my cousin had a little boy
a few years ago, and I swear his was about the same size."
"I wonder how his girlfriend put up with that," Sam mused, still
sipping her coffee, "and I've heard rumours that he's been quite the
Lothario. Maybe he just knows how to use it."
"That's not my experience." Katy wondered if anything could make a
penis get smaller. She was going to ask Sam the question, but decided
it was ridiculous.
The women sat in a silence for a few moments, as though both thinking
about Olly. But then Sam spoke up. "Changing the subject babe. I was
thinking the other day how you might like a new challenge, something to
stimulate your mind."
Katy was a little taken aback. She had been thinking the same thing
recently, and wondered how Sam had guessed. It was like the woman was
some kind of oracle. "What were you thinking?"
"Oh, I don't know," Sam continued, but there was something in her voice
that suggested she did. "I know you like fashion and girlie stuff like
that. Would you be interested in doing a beauty course?"
"Yes I would," Katy replied, feeling excited at the idea.
"Wonderful. I know someone who runs a night course at the local
college. Do you want me to book you on it?"
Katy felt like a little kid. "That would be amazing. But how much does
it cost? How am I going to be able to afford it?"
Sam smiled. "Don't be silly babe. I've told you that money isn't an
issue for me. I'm more than happy to pay."
"I don't know what to say." Katy felt herself welling up. "I don't know
why you've been so nice to me. I really don't deserve it." She reached
out and took her bestie by the hand. "you're like the nicest person in
the world."
"Stop it," Sam replied bashfully. "I'm just glad to help. I'm sure
you'd do the same for me."
"Stupid fat cow," Sam thought. She knew Katy would love the idea of
doing the beauty course. The poor deluded thing probably thought it
would help her get thinner too, because she'd have something to occupy
her time. She probably thought she'd become some superstar makeup
artist, and that she'd be able to look down on everyone again, just
like at school.
But Sam had other fish to fry too. In fact, little Olly needed catching
first. She didn't expect it to be too difficult, given how pathetic
he'd become. She could hear him crying some nights through the power of
the listening device that she'd hidden in his room. When he slept, he
sometimes cried out for Megan.
She was happy to keep playing him with booze for now. She had learned
from Katy not to do too much too soon. Let them think you're their
friend first. Of course it was different with Olly being a man, she
couldn't just sell him the idea of being "besties', like she had with
Katy. Plus, he was definitely a little brighter than that airhead of a
marshmallow. Not too bright of course. He could still be made to dance.
"You've got a lot of worries, haven't you?" Sam said to him. They had
taken a trip to the pub, not the one they had met in of course, but a
nice out of town country pub where the floor didn't stick to your feet.
"Hasn't everyone?"
He looked weaker and more pathetic than a few days before. It was too
early for the weight gain stuff to start working, although Sam thought
she could him struggle just a little in his jeans as though they were
getting tight, but she knew he was headed in the right direction. Poor
old Olly, she thought, this is going to be so much worse for you than
Katy.
"Is there anything I can do to help? Sam asked, putting on her most
caring voice.
"Nah, you've been too kind already. It was really nice to let me stay
in your flat for a few days, but I really need to get home and start
working out my problems."
"Olly," Sam placed her hand on top of his. "can I say something that
you might think is rude?" He nodded. "And you won't get mad at me? I
really wouldn't like you to get mad at me," she put on her little girl
eyes now.
"Of course I won't get mad at you," he replied.
"I think I know what you're going though." Sam tried to put on her most
sympathetic of tones. "I hit the bottle a little too hard a few years
back. Whiskey was my choice though. I see you're in the same position
now."
"Yeah I like a drink," Olly replied. "But I wouldn't say I'm an
alcoholic....."
Sam shook her head, but gave a friendly smile. "I was the same. Told
everyone I could stop whenever I wanted. But I started to drink in the
morning, and taking a flask of whiskey out with me so I could have a
taste during the day. Then I lost my job...."
"Really?"
"Yep," Sam lied. "I was doing so well too. But I threw it all away.
Punched my boss once day when I was drunk. I was lucky not to go down
for it." A little detail always helps, Sam thought.
"Jesus," Olly whispered. "I'd never have believed it."
She squeezed his hand a little tighter. "Olly, will you let me help
you?" She could see his expression change, and could almost touch his
thoughts. He was thinking about the job that he'd thrown away, and the
beautiful woman he'd lost, and how he couldn't perform as a man any
more. Dance little puppet, she thought wickedly. "Olly, are you OK?"
He was staring straight ahead and Sam could see those bold blue eyes
welling up. "Jesus Sam, what am I going to do? I've thrown it all
away," he whimpered.
"Hey, don't cry silly," Sam replied. "I can help you."
"How could you possibly help me," he spat, trying to stop his tears.
"As if I need help from Samantha Jones."
"Fuck you," Sam thought. "You'll see how Samantha Jones can help you."
"I'm sorry," Olly said after a moment. "I shouldn't have said that."
"It's OK," Sam replied. God, she was so stoic. "You didn't mean it."
"No you're right, I didn't." He wiped his eyes clean with his sleeve.
"I'm sorry Sam. God, I've hit rock bottom. The bank are going to take
my flat this month and I've got no idea where I'm going to go."
"Have you spoken to the bank? Can't they give you an extension?"
"I'm all out of extensions," he sighed. "Never been that good with
money to be honest. Megan used to pay the bills and stuff like that. I
was good at spending the money though. Jesus, the amount I've thrown
away."
"You know," Sam said, rubbing his hand in a soothing fashion. "I can
help you out with money if you need it."
"Oh no, I couldn't....."
"Really Olly, money isn't a factor for me. I'd really like to help you
out though, will you let me?"
"Why would you want to help me? Especially after all I did....."
"Ancient history," Sam replied brightly. "you can't let the bank take
your flat, and if you claim bankruptcy that will ruin you forever.
Believe me, I had a friend who was made bankrupt and she could never
get so much as a 30 day loan ever again."
"I'm stunned," Olly replied, clearly lost for words. "But are you
sure?"
God, you're such a worthless taker, Sam thought. That's how you've got
through life, by taking what you need whenever you could. Taking money
from gullible people for crap cars. Taking from your girlfriend. Taking
other people's dignity away to make you feel big. "Of course I'm sure.
I'd love to help you out. I know what you're going through remember."
"I really don't know what to say. Katy was right about you, you're one
in a million."
"Oh no," Sam replied. "I'm just lucky enough to be able to help. But I
really would prefer it if you came and stayed with Katy and me for a
little while. We've got lots of space and I don't think you should
spend too much time alone. Plus, maybe I could help you go easier on
the booze?"
"I'd like that," Olly replied softly. "I really would."
"Excellent. Oh, this is going to be fun," Sam cried. "Katy is going to
be so happy too."
It's time for dinner little doggie, Sam thought, I'm ringing the bell.
The next couple of months passed in a blur for Olly. Sam had been as
good as her word and took on his mortgage, although he really didn't
understand why. She also helped him lay off the drink as promised,
cleverly weaning him off like a mother moving her child from breast to
bottle.
The only problem was that Olly needed something to take his mind away
from drink, and he found that in food. God, Sam was such a good cook!
She prepared awesome Cottage Pies and delicious deep stews that left
Oliver feeling so full and contented that he thought his eyes would
roll up in his head. Then there were the puddings of course. Sam loved
to serve Katy and him big generous puddings, telling them that they
both deserved it for beating their demons.
He'd thrown away his 32 inch waist jeans some time ago, and now found
himself wearing a pair of 36 inch chinos that Sam had bought for him.
He'd also noticed a definite jiggling underneath his tops, where he was
developing quite the pair of middle aged man boobs. "Fuck it," he
thought, "there'll be plenty of time to lose that."
He couldn't really explain it, but he found himself in total thrall of
Sam. She was so wonderful, so perfect, so understanding. Sometimes
they'd talk through the night, with Sam managing to find a way of
making all his problems slide away. She told him not to worry about
finding a job yet, that she'd look after him while he got better. She
told him that there were other fish in the sea and that he needed to
move past Megan, but that she understood that it would take time. She
giggled about his weight gain, telling him that it the same had
happened to her when she'd stopped drinking.
"I think you look better with a little meat on your bones," she'd told
him. "All big and manly."
Katy kept dropping in some nights too, although since she'd started her
night course she'd been more occupied with that. He still couldn't rise
to the occasion, but they had fun playing with each other and he
enjoyed seeing how hard he could make her orgasm. It was Katy's idea to
introduce the dildo, a ten inch black monstrosity that Olly worked with
expert precision, making her explode with excitement.
He did feel silly well their stomachs would rub together though, like a
pair of beached whales. Katy was still getting bigger, her belly
protruded wildly over the waistband of her trousers now but it was as
though she had stopped caring. Olly promised himself that he would sort
himself out before he got to that point.
He was getting ready that morning to go out with Sam. They were going
to the dentist, with Sam promising to pay for all the work he needed to
make his discoloured and displaced teeth perfect again. He'd protested
lightly of course, but he liked the idea too much to protest too
vehemently.
"They're not too bad," the dentist, an attractive young brunette, told
him. "I've definitely seen much worse."
Olly spat out the mouthwash. "Well, they're definitely not my best
feature, if you know what I mean." He gave her a wink. The famous Olly
wink.
"Oh, I see I'll have to watch you," the dentist replied flirtily. "What
would your wife say?"
"My wife?"
"Oh sorry. I thought the blonde lady in the waiting room was your
wife."
"God no." Olly looked at the dentist's breasts poking out from her
under her white tunic, wondering if he could get hard for her. "That's
just my friend."
"Must be a good friend, paying for this work. Anyway, I can do the
cleaning now, and then we'll take an x-ray to see what kind of braces
you need."
"Braces? No-one said anything about braces! I thought you could just
straighten them?"
"Blimey, you weren't kidding when you said you didn't know much about
teeth, were you," the dentist laughed. "But don't worry. Braces can be
all but invisible now. We can fit them next week."
"Don't worry about it," Sam had told him while they drove home. "I'm
going to take Katy to see the dentist next week too, so at least you
won't go through it all alone."
It wasn't the first time that Olly had considered the odd dynamic that
was forming in the house. It was clear that Sam had become an almost
mother like figure, and that he and Katy were almost like her dutiful
children. She washed their clothes for them, she made dinner, she took
them to the dentist. It would have been embarrassing, except that it
seemed to give Sam so much pleasure to help them that they wanted her
to do it for them.
When they went back the following week, the dentist showed him the
options and the prices. He could have those invisible braces that she
told him about, or the more old fashioned metallic braces like the ones
he remembered kids at school having. The invisible ones were four times
the price though.
"You should get the invisible braces," Sam told him. "Honestly, don't
worry about it."
But he'd notice her wince just a little at the price tag. It really
wasn't fair to make her spend all that extra money, when the metallic
braces would be just as good. For once, Sam didn't argue and let him
get the cheaper option.
He started to regret his choice though, as just before she started to
apply them, the dentist realised she only had pink braces left. "It's
so long since anyone's asked for them that I've just run out of
metallic and blue."
"Why don't you take the invisible?" Sam offered. "It's no problem."
But Olly felt strangely resolute. It didn't really matter if his braces
were pink. The dentist told him that he'd only need them for six
months, and who was going to see them? Fuck it, he thought. Man up and
take the pink braces.
"They're hardly noticeable," Sam told him afterwards.
That wasn't true, but Olly appreciated the sentiment. "You're a bad
liar," he said, noticing for the first time how the braces made him
lisp just a little. It was even stranger when Katy got her braces the
next day, choosing the same pink ones that Olly had.
"Well I couldn't ask her to spend more, could I," Katy had explained.
"Besides, I thought it would kind of cute. We're like the braces twins.
We can help each other keep them clean."
Sam could barely contain her glee at seeing Olly struggle with his new
braces. That he'd been lumbered with pink ones was a stroke of luck
too. He was performing right to plan, and it made her so happy.
But how to keep things moving? The weight gain was going well for both
of them, hell Katy was almost finished, but Olly had some catching up
to do. She calculated in her head. He was still only a 36 inch waist,
which equated to a women's size 16. He'd need to go up to a 40 inch
waist to get to Katy's size 20. By that point, he'd be just as much of
a marshmallow as she had become. Although the funny thing was that Katy
thought she was still a size 16 herself, because Sam had been ripping
out the size labels from her ever expanding leggings.
That's the biggest size she'd been at school. They'd had to buy her
uniform from a special stockist and it left her with a different skirt
to the other girls. She hadn't even wanted to wear a skirt, but the
school had insisted. Wankers. She hated how the tights made the top of
her legs rub together, and how her legs looked so huge, not like the
other girls with their supermodel bodies. Everyone laughed at her, even
the little year 7 girls and boys.
It was no wonder she'd left school at 16. But being stuck at home with
Nana, gorging on junk food and watching soap operas, was no life
either. So she joined a walking club. God, it was hard at first, but
she stuck at it. Then she joined a gym. Then she started running.
She'd hoped that might make the taunting stop. Those ghostly voices
that came back to her at night, chasing her through her dreams and
screaming at her. Thunder thighs. Lardo. Fat bitch. But if anything,
they became stronger. Only now, they had started screaming at her that
she needed to get even.
It was their fault of course. She had to deal with them.
Sam moved her hand underneath her nightie as she lay in bed and started
to caress herself slowly. There was only one thing to think about of
course. "Big Time Olly', now just one of her little disciples. The way
she'd made him dance made her feel so powerful that she felt like she
could explode. Maybe she could even get him to call her Mummy
eventually. He'd be her fat little marshmallow, all shy and nervous.
She worked herself slowly, savouring the idea. He had no idea what was
about to hit him really. He'd have to beg for her help. She was almost
there now. Beg little puppet, beg. Beg your Mummy for help.
She threw her head back onto the pillow and sighed loudly. With a post-
orgasmic clear head, she thought about the next step. It was time to
get her girl puppet working on her boy puppet.
Katy enjoyed the beauty course, but not getting ready for it. All the
other girls were young and slim, with the pert boobs and toned stomachs
that she'd had only a year ago and they made her feel like a whale.
They didn't say it of course but she could see them slipping little
glances to each other as if to mock the fat old bird in their number.
The uniform for the course was a white tunic top, which Katy wore over
a pair of the black leggings that Sam had bought her. Yet another thing
that Sam had been so wonderful about. She'd never commented on Katy's
weight gain and had even started tearing out the labels on the clothes
she was buying her. She was such a thoughtful friend.
But Katy knew she'd have to do something eventually. Even the short
walk from the car park to the adult learning centre left her out of
breath and sweating, and that was before she had to climb the two sets
of stairs to the classroom, an Everest-like feat in her present state.
Plus, there was a mirror at the top of stairs and she could never quite
believe that the pasty, fat thighed woman was her.
Still, she loved the course. One of the only things that Katy hadn't
sold off at her lowest point, desperate for drugs and trying to pay
rent, was her make-up box. Over the years, using Stephen's credit card
of course, she'd built up an envious collection of cosmetics that she
kept in a beautiful antique case that her Dad had given her as an 18th
birthday present. Sometimes she'd sit in front of the make-up case and
pretend that she was 18 again and that all the bad stuff in her life
had never happened.
The course had moved onto hair styling now, which Katy found very
exciting. In truth, a lot of the make-up stuff had been pretty easy,
but she found cutting and styling hair far more of a challenge. She'd
even heard sneers from a few of the other girls at her efforts, which
left her feeling red faced and pathetic. But her work partner, a chatty
little girl called Jasmine, had told her to forget them.
"They're just jealous because you were better at the wedding make up
than them," Jasmine told her. The pair of them were putting hair
extensions on their mannequins, and Jasmine had already raced ahead
with her efforts.
It wasn't rocket science, Katy knew that. She had put extensions in her
hair lots of times, but somehow it was though she'd forgotten how to do
it. She needed more practice, so she covertly grabbed a couple of sets
from the communal box, they weren't really supposed to take them home
but no-one would know, and stuffed them in her bag. She chose a
chestnut red- brown set to practice on herself with, and then picked up
a blonde set too, knowing that Sam would be more than happy to let her
practice on her.
"Hey, I need to pop into New Look after class to get a dress for next
week," Jasmine said, still applying blonde hair to her mannequin head.
"do you want to come with me??" She'd been talking for weeks about this
party she was going to, her friends 21st birthday, and it made Katy
feel so old. God, she could barely remember 31 anymore, never mind 21.
"Thanks Jas, but I don't think I'm going to get anything in New Look in
my size." Katy looked down at her white tunic, which was barely
containing her boobs and belly any more, and felt so angry with herself
all over again.
"Don't be silly," Jasmine replied. "You're not big at all. God, did you
see Jeremy Kyle this morning? There was some woman on there that was 30
stone. Now that's big."
Katy thought about this. Maybe Jasmine was right. Perhaps she was being
too hard on herself. She was sure she could still squeeze into a size
16, which wasn't terrible. Plus, Sam had given her ?100 spending money
earlier in the week which she still had most of.
She was filled with a tinge of excitement as the pair of them made the
short (thankfully) walk from the adult centre to the mall across the
road. It had been months since Katy had been shopping, the idea was
just too depressing, but she immediately caught the buzz again as soon
as they walked through the doors. The glow of the window displays. The
bustle of people, happy with their new things.
"I don't want to get anything slutty," Jasmine mused as they made their
way to New Look. "But I want something short enough to show off the tan
on my legs."
"Anything would look good on you," Katy told her, fishing for
compliments.
"Aww, thanks babe. Everything would look good on you too."
But that was a lie and they both knew it. Katy sighed as she looked at
the racks of pretty clothes and then down at her dowdy black leggings.
She ached to wear some of the things in front of her. The cute dresses
and the smart tailored trousers. Stephen had liked her in the best
clothes, and she always dressed up for him. He especially liked her to
wear sexy undies, and Katy thought of some of the gorgeous little
things she'd owned. They were in stark contrast to the plain white
knickers she was wearing now, mainly chosen because they contained her
belly better than the others.
Katy focused her attention on a beautiful dark pink chiffon dress, with
a cute diamante embellishment on the waist and a really pretty tie
detail at the back. It was just the kind of thing that Stephen would
have liked her in. She ran her hand along the fabric and dreamed about
how good it would feel on, imagining Stephen running his hand along her
toned, tanned legs and then underneath the dress.
"You should try it on," Jasmine told her, interrupting Katy's thoughts
before they got too racy. "That would look so cute on you. It's made
for your colouring."
Katy looked at the size labels. It only went up to size 16, but surely
she could squeeze herself into it? After all, she was pretty sure her
leggings were size 16 and although she knew they were supposed to
stretch, they were a pretty good fit. Even if she didn't buy it, it
would be nice to see how it looked.
Like a child on Christmas morning, she took the dress to the changing
area, trying to ignore all the stick thin young girls coming in and
out, telling herself that she wasn't as big as she was making out. Her
excitement grew as she struggled out of her work tunic and leggings,
being careful not to look at herself in the mirror as she did so, and
slipped the dress of the hanger.
It was so nice to touch. So light and airy. So feminine. Since her
weight gain, she'd had to settle for shapeless, horrible androgynous
clothes, chosen to best hide her size. But this dress was the exact
opposite. It was the kind of thing she'd have worn for going out to
dinner with Stephen, or for drinks with the girlfriends of his work
colleagues. She always looked the best on those nights out.
She took the dress and slipped it over her head. It took some work to
pull it over her bra, an ugly old lady shaper bra that Sam had given
her, but she told herself that it wasn't the right type of bra for the
outfit anyway. It required something softer, maybe strapless.
"You can do this," she whispered to herself, tugging at the dress to
move it down toward her waist. "It's a size 16 for fuck sake." But it
was so tight! Suddenly Katy became very aware that she was sweating, no
helped by the low lighting, and it was making the dress stick to the
top of her belly. Full of resolve, she pulled the hem over the worst of
the bumps but it would barely move. "Come on," she whispered again,
sure it would look OK once she got it over her waist.
"Are you OK in there sweetie," Jasmine called.
"I'm fine," Katy replied, more out of breath than she could believe.
Fucking Jasmine. This had been her idea. The dress was firmly wedged
into a crevasse between her boobs and belly now, and wasn't moving.
Katy tried again, this time breathing in with all her might and then
pulling the hem firmly. It moved a tiny bit, but stopped again still
way short of the top of her knickers.
Katy gave up. Clearly New Look and its cute dresses had been a pipe
dream. She would have to stick to horrible leggings and large t-shirts
for now. She took hold of the hem and tried lifting it up. But it
wouldn't move that way either. "Fuck fuck fuck," Katy whispered, then
faster. "fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck." She couldn't pull it any harder
without ripping the shoulders or the skirt of the dress, but it just
wasn't budging. She hated herself with a vengeance. How the hell had
she let herself go so much? She was like those fat women who her
friends had laughed at on nights out, all wedged uncomfortably into
their horrible mini dresses. She was like, well, she thought of how
she'd taken the piss out of Sam for all those years at school. "Fuck
fuck fuck," she whispered again.
"Are you sure you're OK?" Jasmine asked again.
Katy looked down at herself. Sweaty, sticky, rolls of fat protruded
from under the hem of the dress, with the dress lodged uncomfortably
underneath her bra and biting viciously into her armpits. She felt
herself welling up. "I need your help Jasmine," she said eventually,
mascara stained tears starting to flow down her perfectly made up face.
"I'm so sorry," Katy cried, as the girl stepped into the cubicle.
Olly knew that living with two women wasn't going to be ideal, a fact
brought home to him as Sam comforted Katy in the front room by pouring
her another glass of wine. He'd had to stifle laughter to be honest,
but finding the idea of Katy stuck with a dress stuck halfway down her
body and her old lady knickers on show to the world would have been
funny to most people.
Sam hadn't laughed though. "Oh babe, don't get yourself all worked up.
It was probably just badly sized."
"They had to cut me out of it," Katy had sobbed. "They actually had to
get a pair of scissors and cut the dress in two. I wanted to die. I
can't go back to that class now. I bet Jasmine will tell everyone."
Still, Olly's mirth was tempered slightly by the knowledge that he was
putting on weight himself. Not that getting a dress stuck over his head
in New Look was something that he had to worry about of course, but he
didn't like how now even his 36 inch waist chinos were starting to bite
into his waist.
He hated the braces too. He didn't understand why he'd let them put the
pink ones on him. Sam had plenty of money, he should have gone for the
invisibles. At least then, he wouldn't have had to try and keep his
mouth closed when he went outside. Worse still was that lisp. It made
him sound like a fucking simpleton, like one of the nerdy kids he'd
beat up at school for a laugh.
Walking back to his room, he wondered what Megan would think of him
now, gaining weight with pink braces and holed up with two oddballs
like Katy and Sam. He'd thought a few times about asking Sam if she'd
mind him moving back into his flat, but he could never quite muster the
nerve to do it. Amazing as it seemed, he found himself a little
intimidated by her, especially when she fixed those deep brown eyes
onto him.
It wasn't all bad. He was definitely drinking less, and getting free
room and board while he recovered. Sam was so thoughtful too. She'd
persuaded him that he should take his Maths and English GCSEs again,
telling him that he was wasted selling crappy cars and that with a few
qualifications he could find something far more interesting. Olly
particularly liked the idea of becoming a sports therapist, and so let
Sam book him up for an adult education centre. It didn't start for a
month though, so Olly was reading some of Sam's old revision books in
the meantime.
Going back to the classroom and wearing braces, Olly thought. Fucking
hell.
Katy came into him that night, looking fatter and more pathetic than
ever. She'd sidled up next to him, the single bed not really big enough
for both of them anymore, and then cuddled in to his chest like a
scared child.
"I can't go back to that college now." She had already moved her hand
down to his penis, but her melancholy was apparent even in the way she
was fondling him.
"Well don't then," Olly replied, not interested in her complaining. He
wasn't even sure if he was interested in her at all anymore. That
vision of her in the changing rooms was enough to kill any sexy
thoughts.
"Can we play our game?" Katy asked, the wine on her breath stronger
than ever. "that might make me feel better." She rolled off the bed to
get the dildo from the top drawer. Normally she handed it straight to
Olly to let him get to work, but she had a different look in her eyes
tonight. "We should try something different," she said. "Something
kinky."
"This is pretty kinky babe," Olly replied.
She got back onto the bed. "Yeah I know, but I feel sorry for you.
Having to do the same thing every night. You should have some fun too."
"What do you mean?" Olly looked at the dildo in her hand. It looked
even bigger with only the moonlight illuminating the room.
She started to rub the dildo. "Wouldn't you like to know how it feels?"
She whispered. "wouldn't you like Katy to be in charge?"
Olly felt his blood run cold. "iIn charge how?"
She leaned in to him. "You'd like to know how this tastes, wouldn't
you?"
This was kinky. Olly had done lots of strange stuff, but he'd never had
the woman use the dildo on him before. Was the idea exciting him just a
little bit? God, was the idea of Katy being in charge getting him
aroused? He reached down to feel his penis, which was stiffening at a
rapid rate.
"Oh, we might have found the thing that gets little Olly excited," Katy
said. She took the dildo and touched the tip of it with her tongue,
before moving it toward his face. "Your turn."
"I can't," Olly panted.
"You will," Katy replied. "You're my little bitch, aren't you? Say it."
Olly felt momentarily ridiculous, but ever more excited. Still, he
couldn't bring himself to say it.
"It should have been you in that dressing room," Katy continued. "You'd
look lovely in a pretty chiffon dress. It's not like your little knob
would get in the way, is it? Probably hide that with some sexy undies,
right?"
"Katy, what the hell?" There was the strangest look in her eyes. It
reminded him of someone else, but he couldn't remember who.
"Touch the dildo," Katy whispered. "I know you'll like it. Bimbos like
you always do."
Was she drunk? He was pretty certain she was, but it was still weird.
Yet, he was definitely being turned on, to the point where he could
finally feel the beginnings of an orgasm forming. God, he hadn't felt
that warm glow in months, not since Megan. He wanted to get there so
much.
"Touch it," Katy commanded, sterner this time.
Oh God, Olly thought, as he extended his tongu