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Waking up to a New Life. Ch9 by Matthew. |||||||||||||||||||||||||| I was left kneeling on my cushion before Mummy's armchair with fingers interlocked behind my back with a stern warning, "We don't want those little hands wandering do we?" I was told before she and nanny went to see the Doctor off. It felt like an hour, but guess only a few minutes before Mummy returned. Oh how I now wish it was longer, much longer as she started, "Well they weren't very nice outbursts you made in front of the Doctor, were they Lobelia?" "No, I'm very sorry Mummy." But that didn't satisfy her standing stone faced before me. "Do you see what I have in my hand?" I got asked in an uncompromising voice. "Yes it is the clothes brush, Mummy," as I looked at it with some concern for my wellbeing. "You are so right, it also has other uses as you well know, so for now I want you to think about what it is going to be used for a little later!" she said before telling me to sit on a chair while she touches up my makeup as someone from the sperm bank should be here soon, with another warning about the clothes brush if I have any more tantrums while I'm being milked. The clothes brush was then placed by itself in the centre of the coffee table before me, so I couldn't help but notice it knowing why it sits there on view. At least my mind was taken away while my face got touched up again, I love having my makeup put on it makes me feel so pretty, even if she is making my cheekbones stand out further with extra blush she is applying it to them. No sooner was my face looking respectable again when nanny returned announcing the arrival of someone from the sperm bank and she has taken them into the back bedroom. Butterflies quickly entered my stomach, yet again, I didn't know what to do or say seeing the clothes brush sitting agonizingly before me, but knew I had to ask something before being led off for milking. "Mummy why do I have to have someone come to take sperm from me, I know how to do it myself I've done it many times?" "Remember Lobelia my sweet sissy you have no say in anything, the sooner you get that into your little head the better it will be for you, or do you like feeling the clothes brush?" Putting her hand out ready to take hold of mine and lead me out like a cow being taken to the milking shed. I stood in absolute shock on entering the bedroom, standing there waiting my arrival displaying a cute smile was a chap not much older than myself I'm sure. So embarrassed at being seen dressed in all these sissy clothes for the first time in front of a stranger and a real boy nonetheless, I tried to hide behind Mummy's back, like you would see some small child do. "Come now Lobelia don't be shy, I'm sure this nice young man doesn't want to harm you," she said while pulling me to her side. "This is Peter from the clinic he's come to take Lobelia's offering for the sperm bank," nanny said introducing him to Mummy and me, "He's going to take your first supply of semen for safe keeping." nanny said to me which made them all laugh a little. After shaking hands with Mummy he offered his hand to me, oh I thought he was going to squeeze mine off, his seemed so firm to my little limp wristed hand. At the same time I couldn't take my eyes off of him, he was a few inches taller than me and bigger built also, has an olive complexion with short black well kept wavy hair, everything about him looked so friendly and clean. "What say we take your pants off dear so we can get this over and done with for today?" Mummy said bringing me back to the moment and the reason Peter is here. Listening to their little conversation I gather Peter has just started college and works part time at the clinic for extra money, can guess what he'll be telling them all tomorrow about picking up sperm from this sissy yesterday, well at least they don't know who I am. "Can I do it in private please Mummy?" as I didn't want Peter watching me wanking myself off. "You are dear there is only the four of us here. Your nanny and I know what you've got and I'm sure this nice young man has seen better things," she said sounding delighted, looking towards Peter he also had a delighted looking smile on his face. In no time I was stripped of my pants and panties to be standing there on view displaying one deflated peepee covered with a rubber and dressed in a pretty pink bow with its ends hanging a good three inches below. Oh how Mummy loves embarrassing me as she had to audacity to ask Peter if he would like to undo my bow for me. "I'm sure Lobelia will love you doing that for it." guess what? Yes he couldn't have been happier to oblige. I stood red faced with eyes closed feeling his warm hands taking hold of each end of the ribbon while deliberately touching over my peepee and thighs before slowly pulling each in opposite directions. "There we are all done, it looks so pretty wearing a big sissy bow on it doesn't it?" he said, my eyes still closed but I could sense he was looking to me as he said it. "Tell the nice man how you love having your peepee dressed up Lobelia?" "Yes I love wearing my pretty bow and Mummy is getting me other pretty things to wear on it also," I said while looking into his beautiful eyes, not knowing why I had to add that last bit. "Oh Lobelia my dear what did I tell you about addressing men and boys?" I got firmly asked. "I'm to address them all as Sir." "Yes that is right now don't forget it in further, so what do you say to this nice young man?" "I love wearing a pretty bow on my peepee, Sir." Hoping that satisfied them. I never notice Mummy pull me a little closer till I was almost sitting on her knee between her legs, her left arm around my waist. I felt my face going the deepest shade of red with embarrassment, as she started caressing lightly around my genitals. After sliding off my little rubber her fingers encircling my now awaking peepee, whispering softly in my ear telling me how nice it feels, isn't it lovely having someone milking it for you, just what all sissies love is having their peepees milked for them. As her hand squeezed ever so softly on my peepee, I could feel it thickening up with each little caressing squeeze she gave. Looking towards nanny and this boy seeing them both watching with utmost interest at something I've mostly done to myself in private was so much more humiliating than having the Doctors playing in my butt hole. "Hold your blouse up a little dear," she asked, as I did I noticed my whole lower area was now on display, somehow I didn't really care the sensation of being played with along with little kisses to my cheek seemed to trill me no end. "I bet you're thinking of those sissy images you love looking at wishing they were here doing this for you, aren't you dear?" she then asked making me blush deeply wondering what this Peter must be thinking about me, I didn't dare look at him. "I think my sissy loves the thought of Mummy going to milk all those sissy sperms out of this thing." she whispered in my ear, while running her fingers gently along the length of my now fully awakened twitching peepee. Holding it between her thumb and forefingers she began stroking it slowly, on each downward stroke I felt my skin sliding free exposing my blood filled gland head, all the time she continued whispering sweet sissy girly thoughts to me. With my mind filled with immoral thoughts of its own, still thinking of these sissy images I keep seeing, now this cute Peter kneeling before me holding a small glass tube thing, I couldn't really hear what Mummy was telling me. Everything was happening so fast my fingers were up fondling eagerly over my lovely new training bra feathering on two new found pumped out tense nipples. The lovely sensation coming through having my peepee stroked in such sexual way, something I thought would never be happening to me, the warmth of Mummy's body as I sat engrossed between her legs. All the while thinking about those adorable sissies I can't get out of my mind, seeing their stiff peepees play together, the lovely kisses they gave each other all the time knowing I want to be with sissies like them. My mind was running wild, I know I've become such a big sissy I never want to be anything else, my eyes were closed dreaming, even wishing I had Cindy in my arms telling her how I felt, wishing also to be dressed in elegant dresses like hers. Quickly I was brought back to reality on hearing Mummy ask, "Peter would you like to stroke Lobelias little peepee, I know it isn't very big but I think you'll enjoy playing with it and its little cherries below." My face went red as red with embarrassment on hearing that, not even asking me if I would like him to play with my peepee. Nobody has ever played with it before, now it seems like I'm to be offered around, just hope nanny doesn't have a turn. I now know why I'm wearing so much blush on my cheekbones today, it's to mask the redness of my embarrassment from what I hear being said about me. "Oh yes thank you Mrs Campbell I would love to play with its little peepee." Next thing I watched him wrap his fist around it, then decided between his thumb and forefingers is the best way for such a small sissy's appendage. Oh what a thrilling sensation it was feeling his warm hand stroking my peepee, playing his fingertips over my cherry basket, the way he pulled back my skin then back over my knob pulling it right forward before stroking quickly a few more times. His other hand kept entertained caressing between my tights, underneath fingering at my little virginal pussy. At one stage while he was stroking me I must have trickled some pre-cum as I felt his finger wipe over my slit, with great delight it was offered to my tongue to once again be able to savour something I haven't been able to do for however long. Am just hoping I now get offered some of the real juice. He wasn't talking to me only to Mummy telling her, "It must be so nice having such a sissy like this, I bet all the boys can't keep their hands away of it?" With that he was informed, "Lobelia hasn't been out yet, you're the first boy it's had play with it." Humiliate me why don't you I thought, not having time to think anymore as I got an electrifying awareness go through me. I flopped my head against Mummy's breast, looking to her I begged. "Please Mummy cuddle me!! Kiss me!!" My whole body was beginning to tense up, I kept tweaking lovingly over my slightly puffed out taut sensitive nipples, I was almost at the point of no return, when she asked. "Who wants a cuddle and kiss?" "Lobelia does please Mummy." even trying to sound in a more dire need of her lips on mine. "Well ask again properly," I was told. "Please Mummy can Sissy Lobelia have a lovely kiss?" was all I could think to say, hoping that is what she wanted to hear. "That is much better, you mustn't forget you're a Sissy." With that her lips came briefly to mine. One quick, but ever so welcomed kiss was enough to send shockwaves through my whole carnal body. Arching forward I sensed a pair of hands holding my legs steady and apart, I knew it wasn't Mummy, didn't care who it was. I was at the pinnacle, ready to explode my many days or weeks of built up supply of semen wherever. Again I could sense Mummy whispering sweet sissy words to me, but I was up on the most sissy filled cloud of my own. I wasn't thinking past this moment in time, as my body began convulsing uncontrollable. Opening my eyes momentarily as I felt myself being tilted forward, I still couldn't see, all was a blur, I knew Mummy was holding me firm with one arm while the other stroked quickly on my peepee, my legs were also held steady as I jettisoned my load. Whimpering, moaning, squealing like a little girl, as my body jerked violently forward the best it could while being held rigid. Lord knows how much I gave up all I know is that it went into a small funnel like tube Peter was holding over my spewing peepee. A warm kiss to the side of my head brought me back to earth. My whole being felt washed out and oh so very weak. I kept caressing over my new gorgeous bra tweaking my sensitive nipples at the same time while on a short post ejaculation high. It wasn't long before my eyes focussed plainly on all around me; my erection had all but vanished. Mummy had squeezed every last drop of sperm from one softening peepee, realizing I was now watching and about to say something. Mummy again got in first telling me what a good supply of sissy juice I have produced, to add insult to injury she went on to say. "A few more offerings like this just think of all those girls out there having Lobelia's babies. Won't that be lovely dear, wonder how many will be sissies like you?" "I don't want anyone having my babies, unless I push my cock into whoever she might be." Suddenly realized this is the first time I've called my peepee a cock since who knows when. Angrily pushing me from her knee, Mummy made known that I don't use that word in this house. That Sissies have useless PEEPEES, what girl would ever be interested in entertaining such a skinny thing as yours, girls like to feel a real man size penis!! Something a sissy like you could never have. So get that into your little sissy brain quick and smart. All the while trying as best I can to stand on two weak legs seems any strength I had before departed in my orgasm. Noticing my plight nanny took hold of me helping me sit beside Mummy, who I hoped had cooled down a little from that outburst. I noticed Sir showing Mummy and nanny the milky contents of this little container, then nanny had to say, "Let Lobelia hold the tube while I can take a photo so it can see where it is going." I got handed the tube told to smile while looking happily at the contents, yes I had furnished a decent supply of sperm. "Lobelia I got some really lovely photos of you being milked, you looked such a happy sissy with your Mummy and Peter stroking that thing." I'm sure she gets great thrills in embarrassing me. With the sealed tube back in Peters hand he wrote my name and ID number on it before placing it in a freezing thermos, ready for sale to some girl that wants a baby I guess. "Open your legs dear so I can wipe your peepee nice and clean for you." as she took a damp soft facecloth from nanny then proceeded to clean me up even pulling my skin back to clean under there for me. All the while sir was looking on showing great interest as Mummy did her thing, properly thinking this useless sissy can't even clean itself. "Now lets get your panties back on, we can't get about half naked now can we?" she asked with a giggle. Firstly my lovely bow got tied back around my peepee and to my great delight no rubber this time, guess seen as all had been milked from me there was little need for it. While having my panties pulled back up for some unknown reason I had to tell Sir about wearing this beautiful new training bra, asking Mummy if I can show him. "Lets get you all dressed first, but I'm sure he can see it through your blouse anyway." was her reply. Looking disappointed towards him, he eagerly said "You must show it to me later." Bringing a happy smile to my face. "Lobelia seen as you're got this nice young man so sexually worked up through your milking, I'm sure he would love you to satisfy his needs for him, wouldn't you like that Peter?" Mummy asked smiling to him, but not asking whether I'd like to do it or not, again I have no say. Well really I do want to satisfy his needs for him, what every they are. "That is very kind of you Mrs Campbell, I would love to have Lobelia ........" He didn't say what, but guess we all knew what he wanted. "So there is no need to put your pants on dear, I'm sure Peter will love to look at your dressed up little peepee through your panties while you're showing him that lovely new training bra. Remember to do as you are told, I'm sure you don't want your spanking added to any further, do you?" did she have to add that in front of Sir to embarrass me even to a greater degree that I get spankings. After offering Peter a sweet smile Mummy and nanny departed closing the door behind them, leaving me standing nervously looking to this young man wondering what sort of a sissy he is going to call me now we are alone. With a smile on his cute face his hand came out ready to take hold of mine, in a flash our hands were entwined as one. "You liked me stroking your peepee didn't you?" he asked. "Yes I did very much I haven't had it played with like that before Sir." I shyly told him. "Have you seen other boy penises?" was his next question, how many more I wondered. Not remembering much anymore I'm not sure so said, "I don't know, I might have." while still feeling nervous standing before him with my hand securely in his. "Well they are much bigger than that sissy peepee of yours and I bet you will enjoy playing with mine, won't you Lobelia?" he said displaying his cute smile. "I guess so Sir." Not quite sure what I am going to be doing with it. Pulling me closer towards him while placing his other hand behind my head. My eyes for some reason closed as I got offered a beautiful gentle kiss to my lips, it was heaven I didn't want it to end, it didn't as another followed quickly behind. As we broke the kiss I almost fell to my knees to thank him for it, "Thank you Sir I've never been kissed like this before, I'll always remember it." I happily told him. "You're a very pretty sissy you know, I'm sure you will be having lots of kisses like that soon," he said making me feel wonderful. "Do you like being a sissy Lobelia?" I now got asked. Sheepishly I hung my head as I softly said, "Yes I guess I do." Then looked up waiting some response. "I thought so everything about you is so feminine, so very much a beautiful sissy." that cute smile on his face still shone brightly. "I want you to undo and remove my trousers for me?" I got told. After unfastening his belt my fingers seemed to fiddle around trying to lower the little zip as my hands got all shaky knowing what sat beneath in need of my attention, at last the zip was finally lowered I manoeuvred his trouser down his legs. In doing so noticing how much more muscle and hair he had on his legs compared to mine, kneeling before him now having to remove his shoes then trousers while he just watched till they were freed. Looking straight ahead I couldn't help but notice what sat boldly on but hidden under his Y front underpants, his penis standing to full attention beneath, looking up to Sir waiting, all I got was a smile, "I think you know what to do next, don't you Lobelia?" lowering my eyes from his I was looking straight at his white Y fronts with a distinctive decent size bulge on display, putting my fingers under the waistband ready to pull them down also, only Sir had other ideas. "Before taking them off how about some lovely sissy kisses over my undies first?" he suggested. For some reason I didn't need telling a second time as my face went snuggling in like a flash, my lips placing gentle loving kisses over his whities, letting my tongue lick just as lovingly along its length, feeling the warmth and smelling the musky male odour with a hint of urine in the mix. I don't know why, but it had my peepee standing almost as ridged as Sir's, which didn't go unnoticed by the receiver of my adoration. "You like kissing my undies do you Lobelia?" while stroking over my head and playing with the bow in my hair, I didn't know how to answer him so just looked up and smiled. "One more lovely kiss then you can lower them and enjoy the real thing, a nice size penis for a sissy to savour." he said, obviously suggesting the difference between his and my sissy peepee. I knew to obey not even thinking of the clothes brush or warning Mummy had given me. With his undies now sitting around his ankles he made himself comfortable in the chair Mummy had been sitting on earlier ready for my attention. Looking at the size of his penis with great interest I had to ask, "Sir, can I put my hand around it first, please Sir." With his permission I eagerly wrapped my hand around it noticing the length and girth of it, I'm sure mine used to be big like that once, all I seem to have now is a much thinner and longer foreskin. I just kept hold of his penis wondering what has happened to mine, tears came to my eyes as I tried to wonder how mine had shrunk so much till Sir took my mind away saying, "I don't have to much time sissy so go to work and show me how you want to suck my beautiful cock dry for me, but mind those teeth of yours won't you?" looking to him all I got was a cute smile as his finger pushed out one nice size uncut penis. I could see what he meant by a penis being so much bigger than my sissy peepee. Was I to just kiss and lick it all over and use my hand on it or do something else, wondering if my mouth was big enough to suck on his hot twitching penis. Having never done anything like this before but it's strange how natural impulse takes over. Not bothering using my hand, no straight in I went kissing and licking over his manhood like my lives survival depended on it even to the point of savouring the sweaty taste of his nice size cherries, if you call men things cherries. "Now put your mouth over my cock and suck it well like a good sissy should?" he ordered. I placed my open mouth over his skin covered knob slowly taking as much as possible down letting my tongue lick the best it could while my head was bobbing in and out. A couple of times I got told to mind my teeth, he doesn't want his manhood marked. I must say I was enjoying the whole taste even the smell from down there, I'm sure he doesn't pat his penis dry after doing wee wees like mine is. Holding the skin of his penis back so I could let my tongue lick happily under his knob to cherish the taste of his maleness, and that I did. Soon after my hands were holding firmly behind his hips as I worked my mouth happily away, my tongue licking like on a lollipop. Next thing Sir's hands were on my head playing with my bow and its long streamers while making sure I went deeper on each downward thrust to the point of almost choking, bringing tears to my eyes while trying to fight against him. In no time he was holding my head down and still as he started jerking his lower body violently at me, moaning deeply calling me all sorts of names as he did so, then suddenly jerking forcefully into my mouth depositing many shots of man sperm. I couldn't move my head away from his grasp, my mouth was full of his juice, do I let it dribble out or do I swallow it, that decision was made for me as I got told in a raspy voice to swallow it all up and don't spill a drop you sissy whore. That I did and must say enjoyed every drop while letting some swill around coating my mouth, savouring the warm mild salty taste before letting it slid down my throat. With his penis now deflating it flopped free of my mouth, I couldn't help just admiring its beauty thinking how much bigger it is to mine, realizing also what Mummy had said about mine not being able to excite any girl with my sissy little peepee, wonder if it will be able to excite anyone. "Did you enjoy sucking my cock Lobelia?" I got asked bringing me back to reality. "Yes I did very much so, thank you Sir." With my hands still wrapped around his thighs. "I'm pleased you did but you still have a lot to learn to satisfy all the boys that will want to play with you. Now using your tongue start licking all your lipstick and makeup off my cock, can't have my girlfriend see lipstick on me she'll think I've been with another girl, couldn't tell her no it was some sissy, she wouldn't believe that I let any sissy suck me off." I felt quite sad and hurt hearing him say such a thing straight after giving him the pleasure he wanted. I went to work licking all around his bush along his now deflated length making sure to slip my tongue under his skin for one last taste. Looking up satisfied I'd done a good job, only to be told to take my hanky and wipe him dry, in doing so I noticed for the first time as did Sir that my hanky has 'Sissy Lobelia' embroidered in a bright orange in one corner, which made him remark about everything shows what a real sissy I must be. I'm beginning to feel that everybody is going to just embarrass or humiliate me for being a sissy. It was also noticed the whole time my peepee stood erect, I went to touch it for the first time since when? Only to be told, "I don't think your mother would approve of you doing that, would she?" I quickly took my hand away in case he tells knowing I already have a spanking awaiting me. I remained kneeling watching as he dressed himself even to the point of stroking teasingly over the front of his undies before tucking his shirt in then fastening his zipper and belt. "Would Lobelia like one last kiss before I put my penis out of sight?" I got asked, well what else could I do but say "Yes I would love to do that, thank you Sir." In no time my lips were in there planting a few adoring kisses over his white undies one last time. Offering me his hand to stand up again, as I stood meekly before him his hands went under my blouse raising it up telling me to hold it up for him. I could only take a deep breath as he fondled with enthusiasm over my beautiful new satin training bra, saying how pretty it is while tweaking both nipples gently between his thumbs and forefingers. His touch was so tender I wanted to wrap my arms around him to kiss those sweet lips once again. But no, Oh my god, he raised my bra above then went down licking over both puffed out sensitive nipples before giving a little suck on each. I could only close my eyes savouring this loving moment, wanting to rub my stiff peepee against his leg to let him feel the pleasure he was giving me, but there again I didn't want to move to interrupt the gentleness of his hot breath as he sucked on my sissy titties. All too soon he moved off, lowering my bra offering a sweet smile while saying, he best get going before the clinic closes for the day. Oh to be left hanging in such a state, my heart beating like never before, my whole being in a state that I would give myself completely to him here and now. But guess as Mummy said I have no say in anything any more, I'm only a sissy who must obey. "Put your pants back on Lobelia can't go walking around showing off your stiff little peepee can we?" As I did so he stood watching looking me up and down, I can just imagine what is going through his mind thinking about this sissy in front of him. With pants and shoes back on, at least I don't have the lace of my pantaloons to make sure is on display today. Suddenly without warning he pulled me towards him his lips came to mine offering a most beautiful soft kiss before his tongue ran across my lips then made entry to my welcoming mouth the taste was divine. Oh god, I went to put my arms around his waist not wanting him to leave me, but he would have none of that pushing me out saying, "You are a real sexy little sissy you know?" One final kiss followed. With my sperm offering safely in his bag we headed to Mummy's sitting room to receive a big smile from her and nanny as they were waiting eagerly to find out how Lobelia performed. I was so pleased to hear Sir say how I did everything he told me and what a sexy sissy I am, which seemed to make Mummy very happy. She also told him Lobelia will be out of action for the next week, so she'll ring to make my next appointment. Now I've got a week to wait before seeing Peter again, well he is some thing to wait for, with that there were "Thank's and goodbyes" all around only wish I could give him another goodbye kiss or two, but don't thing Mummy would approve of her sissy do such a thing. While Mummy and nanny were seeing Peter off I again knelt on my cushion waiting their return, thinking of what is in store for me seeing the clothes brush still sitting agonizingly alone on the coffee table waiting to be used on a sissy's backside. "Well, well, well it seems like you know how to satisfy boys with your mouth Lobelia just as a true sissy should," Mummy said on their return taking me by surprise, while I was still thinking of what I had just done and still savouring Peter's lovely sperm. At least he didn't give her any reason to add further to the spanking I guess I'm about to receive as I watched Mummy sitting comfortable back in her armchair right in front of me. "Come sit beside me dear?" she said in a much happier tone this time. After putting my little purse on the coffee table I went and sat fearfully beside her ready to be told about the spanking I'm about to receive for being so disrespectful in front of the doctor, plus for what I called my peepee in front of Peter after my milking, but no she only remarked about the lack of lipstick saying. "Looks like you lost most of your lipstick in the process, must make sure a little touch up is done in the future, a sissy must always look presentable?" "Yes Mummy I never thought about it and I don't have any in my purse." Peter and the taste he left in my mouth were the only things on my mind, but couldn't say that in case it added to my spanking. "This is why you have to learn to do your own makeup for times like this, you can't always wait for someone to do it for you, am I right?" she said with a smile. "Yes I never thought about times like this, but I really love having you or nanny making my face look beautiful," I had to remind her. "In the morning I'll teach you to do your own makeup Lobelia, so you will have to concentrate not like yesterday or this morning just sitting in a dream world enjoying these feminine pleasures of being a complete sissy." nanny said. Which made me blush knowing she must have noticed my mind was on these pretty sissies I keep seeing. "I'll get going now and see you in the morning Lobelia all ready for makeup lesson number one." she said cheerfully. "Give your nanny a cuddle dear and thank her for being so good to you?" Mummy said. I knew to do it, but can't think of what she has done in anyway of being good to me, unless the spankings I get are good for me. With my mine now back on the table before me and the clothes brush sitting alone upon it I guess the moment has arrived, at least nanny isn't here to possible use the brush on me. Taking hold of my hand Mummy said, "What I have to till you now you might not understand completely, but I have mentioned it before and you heard the doctor saying about starting your menstrual cycle didn't you?" "Yes." was all I could think to say about the matter. "It is a time when a girl goes from being just a child to becoming a beautiful young woman and all it contains, yes going through puberty. Well it is sort of the same for a sissy like you, as we have mentioned all those tantrums you've been having that is because you're about to go through puberty as a young sissy, to help you appreciate what your superiors have to endure. You do know what a menstrual cycle is, don't you Lobelia?" "Yes Mummy it is when females have their periods I think." At least I know that. It was right at that time nanny returned with Cindy in her arms along with a small book and wouldn't you know it, those torturous five inch heels. "I thought Lobelia would like to have Cindy beside it at this time, and what better time is there to sit and get used to its heels." she happily said "Oh by the way I've laid out the darling little things that came this morning, you're going to look the prettiest sissy ever Lobelia." she said finally before giving Mummy a hug and kiss on the cheek. Now sitting wearing these heels forcing my legs into uncompromising positions, at least I have Cindy to cuddle taking my mind away from the agony below, but not from what Mummy is telling me about having a girly time each month from now on. I sat frightened listening to what is about to happen to me, the discomfort I'll have to accept with a smile at all times, while thinking how my superiors have to tolerate even worse discomfort just for being beautiful females. As a sissy I should endure it as the greatest honour to experience my monthly periods. "Do you know what is going to happen to you at his time dear?" she asked. "No not really, just that it's going to be uncomfortable for Me." As I cuddled Cindy in close. Well she went on about having to wear tampons in my pussy plus use sanitary napkins in my panties to soak up any discharge overflow or something, I'll get cramps at times as well as having hot flushes, my sensitive parts will become even more sensitive, such as my nipples, lips not forgetting my peepee won't be happy or want to get erect. Oh my god what a time I'm in for and to think it will be for seven days. "But I'm not a girl Mummy and have been through puberty, that's why my peepee likes to be played with and you and Peter milked all my sperm from it before." I said not really knowing if I should have said what I did, but thinking what she is offering in having a monthly period doesn't sound like a fun time for me. "Lobelia my dear you well know the trouble that thing has coursed you up till now, tantrum after tantrum or do you like getting a spanking all the time because of it? Where as a sissy like you is so much happier once this time starts, look how delighted you were to show Peter your lovely bra and developing nipples, it's all part of being the sissy you know you are and will BE!!" I was informed. To think I just love wearing all these gorgeous sissy clothes, makeup as well, I don't know what is happening to me anymore, all the time cuddling Cindy in close to my left breast, it is all I have to make me feel proper. I don't really know what I'm feeling or even wanting to be anymore, with Cindy safely in my arms tears of fear came to my eyes. All I could do was rest my head against Mummy's arm hoping for a cuddle, which happily came. "It won't be so bad darling Mummy will be helping you through it all." after a little kiss to forehead she offered me this little booklet nanny brought in telling me to just sit and read through it while she goes and gets my dinner ready. I got offered another quick cuddle before she rose leaving me with this little booklet called "Sissies time has arrived." Oh my, I even felt worse than I did listening to Mummy, there were even diagrams of these tampon things being inserted, yes step by step and I'm sure a little capsule goes in before hand. How one has to douche out their pussies using what looks like a small enema thing. Then these napkin that sit taped inside the crutch of your panties, I should change my pads and napkins at least three times a day. Looking at the panties here they don't look like what I wear at all. I now see why I'm given this little yellow capsule each morning, it helps sissies bodies prepare for their periods, once I've finished it back to those capsules again. By the time Mummy returned I felt sick with it all, because my body is feeling so good right now that I told Mummy "I really don't feel like anything to eat right now." But what say do I have in anything these days. "Your meal is on the table waiting, come along." was the only reply given. I got escorted into the main dinning room this time and oh what a difference it is to the small room I've been taken to up stairs. All the time my mind was trying to comprehend having periods that I couldn't take much notice of anything around me or even talking. Once she had given me the little red pill the doctor had left for me, showing my lack of interest in eating coursed Mummy to take over the job and began feeding me my sissy food in the same manner nanny used too. "It won't be so bad dear, I think just the thought of what is only a day away plus the excitement of it happening to you is playing games in your little sissy brain. You love being a sissy don't you darling?" she asked while putting another spoonful of this mush into my mouth. Yes I do like being a sissy so told her so, which made her genuinely happy. I think she realizes I am now completely hers to be moulded into the extreme sissy she has always wanted me to be. Wiping my mouth clean with the table napkin her beautiful glossy red lips then came ever so welcoming to mine at the same time her hand holding the back of my head in case I moved away. Little did she know just how much I've been wanting to experience her lips on mine like this for some time and I wasn't disappointed, not one but two gentle loving kisses I received exciting me greatly. "Oh thank you so much for that lovely kiss Mummy." Which also brought one peepee back to life. A sweet smile was all she gave before telling me to finish my dinner so she can prepare me for bed. With Cindy safely in my arms the clothes brush threateningly in Mummy's hand we heading up stairs. On entering my bedroom right before my eyes sat temptingly, almost pulling me towards the bed were so many darling little items to magnify any sissies sissy body to the world. Mummy just stood watching with the utmost delight as I kissed Cindy before resting her down, then sat almost salivating while examining each exquisite article before me. Picking each up in turn just to appreciate the fineness knowing they will hopefully soon be beautifying my body. There were a few different coloured satin garters edged with fine white lace to be worn around the upper arm, others to go around ones leg either above or below the knee, each garter was adorned with a sweet bow letting its streamers hang at least a couple of inches below. Next I just had to pick up a couple of the most divine lace wristlets with narrow pink satin ribbons to be tried into beautiful bows. My heart again almost stopped when I asked Mummy what are these for? Holding up what looked like a fancy lace doily with a hold in the centre and a narrow white satin ribbon going through the lace in the same manner as my anklets, only to be told "These will be tried at the base of your peepee dear you know how a sissy must look pretty down there also, mustn't it?" Like everything else I couldn't stop myself from holding it affectionately to my face, I know these little things love to be kissed by who is going to wear them. As well all this time my peepee stood ridged pushing against my taffeta pants, which could do nothing to hide my dilemma. "I think my little sissy is in love with all its new pretties, would I be right?" a delighted Mummy asked. "Oh yes I am, Mummy I'm so lucky to be a sissy aren't I to wear all these delicate things?? I just got a beautiful smile in return. Stripped of my delightful blouse, pants and earrings we headed to the bathroom where I had to watch how to clean the makeup off and apply my night time moisturizer. How I wish the makeup could stay on all night it makes me look and feel ever so much more feminine. There again I won?t be looking at myself over night will I, at least I have the morning makeup time to look forward to again. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed two packets sitting there, on a closer look, one said ?Tampax? tampons the other ?Carefree? containing sanitary napkins, in turn bringing fear back to what is in store for me in the coming days. I just wanted to go back to my bedroom to all those gorgeous pretties waiting for me to wear, but no I?m to be stripped of my bra while the hormone cream is massaged in, then panties and bow removed and told to sit and do wee wees. Fortunately it didn?t take long till all had flowed free, for now. Standing wearing only stockings and suspender cleaning my teeth watching peepee swinging to and fro at least it took my mind away from other things that lay ahead of me. ?We will put all these little delicacies in your drawer dear, I know you can?t wait to be wearing them to let everyone see what a beautiful sissy you are, true?? I didn?t quite know what to say on hearing her mention ?everyone? seeing me, so with eyes downcast I just nodded a couple of times. While putting all these new pretties away I noticed other panties in the drawer also embroidered with the word SISSY boldly on display to the left side of the leg opening that is not all, seems all my hankies now let it be known they belong to Sissy Lobelia, wonderful, at least the stockings and suspender are free of any such writings. ?There?ll be nothing to worry about sweetheart people love seeing sissies like yourself.? oh wonderful I thought being put on display like a shop mannequin for everyone to play with. ?Would you like to wear your lovely pyjamas tonight, you haven?t worn them for a few weeks now?? ?Yes I would love to wear them again for a change, although I really love wearing my beautiful nightgowns,? I said excitingly. ?Good now up on your bed so I can put your diaper on for you?? Without a word I lay there waiting thinking at least I won?t get a spanking with my diaper on. I couldn?t help offering Mummy a beautiful smile as she sprinkled talcum powder over my peepee then gently caressed it all around, the touch of her soft warm hand had an instant effect on my peepee state as it stood immediately with hopeful anticipation. ?Lobelia likes Mummy doing this doesn?t it?? leaving her hand resting over my protrusion. With my heart beating rapidly, my nipples rising to the occasion, I looked her happily in the eyes to tell her, ?Oh yes Mummy Lobelia loves you touching its peepee like this.? Yearning more to follow, but as always I got let down. Diapered and pyjamas on I sat beside Mummy on the bed while she explained why she isn?t going to punish me tonight. She realizes what a shock it must have been for me on seeing who my doctor is, then how well I behaved why giving my first supply of semen for the sperm bank, as well Peter was very pleased with my performance said I?m a perfect little sissy who did all he asked. Little does she know how much I loved being with him, wishing it was a longer time, but won?t tell her that. ?We?ll put you to bed now for a good night sleep, not long to wait now is it?? she asked. ?For what?? I had to know. ?To start your first period dear,? I was reminded with that same smile. No response parted my lips. After putting Cindy safely into her basinet for the night I had to asked as she went to help me into bed, ?Mummy can I please have a nice cuddle first, I?ve never really been cuddled before and I do want to feel like I?m loved?? ?Yes you most certainly can sweetheart; you know Mummy does love her sissy, don?t you?? In no time I was wrapped lovingly in her arms even little kisses to my lips, just as quickly I had my arms around Mummy telling her it is indescribable the way I?m feeling in the last couple of days. Even before I had finished she broke our embrace standing ready to put me to bed. Somehow I think she was starting to get overly aroused by our closeness, knowing my peepee is still standing painfully erect under my diaper. Wonderful no restraints tonight but my earplugs were taped securely over my ears, as I got tucked in lying on my side much like a child being tucked in to bed, the only problem as I was to find out, no sissy images could be seen. Lying there peacefully Mummy sat herself on the bed beside me stroking lovingly over my hair, the side of my face not saying a word, I didn?t care at least I felt safe and secure and with the knowledge I?ll be able to let my hands wander wherever at last. Soon the soft music started a woman's hypnotic voice spoke quietly at the same level. I began drifting off to sleep sensing Mummy?s lips kissing my cheek while whispering, ?You?re going to have lovely sissy dreams tonight,? while putting something in my hand. I know it was daylight when I was put to bed, as I wake up needing to do wee wees I notice it is once again daylight showing through the drapes. Only if I could take myself to the toilet, but wearing a diaper which I dare not take off, so just lay there and let it all flow free, at least I?m used to waking with a wet diaper. I was beginning to wonder how many hours I?ve been in bed seen as it is light again, what is the time, for that matter what day is it? I?ve really lost track of everything now. All I could do was lie here looking towards Cindy's basinet wanting to cuddle up to her while this message keeps telling me I'll never be anything other than an well-trained docile sissy. Suddenly I thought about Mummy putting something in my hand before she left me, quickly looking through the bed for whatever it was, oh my god she had given me a tampon to hold all night, good job it moved away from me as I slept and having sweet little dreams in the process. Picking up this little thing I started examining it, as I did I got cold shivers go all over me thinking I?ll be having one of these in my pussy hole for a week, pushing it partly out of its tube I decided to wet it in my mouth to see what happens. In no time the result inflated before my eyes ?so to speak?. Quickly I put it down as though I?d never seen it and tried to go back to sleep and trying to think of other things away from the message I'm hearing and this girly thing in my bed, only to be intrude upon by nanny?s entrance.