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Waking up to a New Life. Ch10
by Matthew.
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It was a couple of mornings later that I woke with terrible pains in my
stomach, turning from side to side trying to find the most comfortable
position. Fortunately my wrists aren't restrained any longer, after
tossing and turning I found lying on my stomach seemed to give the most
relief. I wonder if it's hunger pains seen as I'm not given much in the
way of food these days, even my bowl of mush has been cut to only half
the normal amount and a small sandwich at dinner with my glass of milk
plus that protein tablet. Even my diaper feels so full this morning as I
tried to make myself comfortable while pressing on my peepee.
"And what do you think you're up under there sissy?" nanny yelled as she
entering the room.
"I'm just trying to get comfortable nanny, I've got hunger pains as I
haven't had much to eat lately, have I?" while turning to look at her.
In no time the covers were pulled back my nighty pulled up, just as
quickly her hand squeezing oven my soft peepee. "Good." she said
realizing I wasn't trying to rub myself off that way. "Just lie still
Lobelia till I get your Mummy?" offering a sweet smile before turning to
leave my room.
"Oh Lobelia my darling little sissy, you know what this means don't you?"
Mummy said coming towards me, putting her hands out ready to pull me to
her.
"It means I need more food, I'm staving?" I let her know.
"No it doesn't my pretty sissy you have plenty to eat for a sissy your
size. It means my sweet Lobelia has started its menstrual cycle, isn't
that wonderful your first period, puberty has arrived at long last for my
sissy." as I got wrapped lovingly in her arms.
I wanted to say I had gone through puberty a long time ago, you've also
milked my peepee dry remember, but thought better of it knowing how I
felt and any excuse for either to use her clothes brush on me, so silence
again prevailed.
In a flash I was taken into my bathroom, stripped of my lovely nightgown
then diaper. At the same time nanny ran warm water into the hand basin
ready to give me a quick wash down below.
"Now bend over the toilet a little dear I want to give your pussy a
little douche, you'll be doing this often during the day so watch what I
do." Mummy said while holding this small enema looking thing in front of
me, at least it doesn't hold as much water as the enema bag does. With no
warning the nozzle of this thing made itself known to my pussy as it
entered freely. One good thing it didn't go in as deep or discharge a
great amount of water into me.
"Now squat over the toilet sissy and let it out." that I happily did
doing my wee wees at the same time, only my stomach pains remained.
Back lying on the bed facing the ceiling stark naked with my legs pushed
slightly apart and two pillows under my head so it was sort of in a
sitting precision, a couple more pillows under my backside. I couldn't
help but watch Mummy smear some gel over my pussy lips. While telling me
how mothers love being apart of their daughters first period, that it
brings them so much closer to their mothers. Having your periods is the
most personal and private thing females do. By the look I got I think she
was expecting me to somehow agree, but I never, even closed my eyes while
thinking if it's so private why then is she doing it for me.
Next thing nanny took both legs raising them well above so I could see
what Mummy was up to down there. "Now take hold of your legs Lobelia and
keep them way up and apart." nanny ordered. I now saw Mummy insert a
small capsule into my pussy quickly followed by one of those tampons
being inserted sort of like through a plastic syringe as it got pushed
out and into my sissy pussy. It was bad enough having this tampon pushed
in there and straight away sensing its presence, but to notice nanny
having the cheek to take photos of its incursion saying, "Won't it be
wonderful to look back and be reminded of Lobelia's first period, yes it
will be dear." she said sounding so delighted about it all so had to
answer herself as I had no intention of doing so.
"See this little string Lobelia that's for pulling your soiled tampon out
with." Mummy advised while pulling slightly on it again making me feel
this thing sitting up my back passage. "Now stand up so we can put your
new little panties on you sissy?" she said while taking these small
panties from nanny.
As I stood Mummy showed me how I'll have this little sanity napkin
sitting over the crotch area of my panties in case of seepage, these
should be changed at the same time as your tampon dear."
"But why can't I keep wearing my pretty panties, these things look so
small and awful." I made known.
"I know how it must be for a sissy who adores its beautiful panties with
lots of bows and frilly lace on, well dear you can wear your pantaloons
over these if you like." with that this small pair of panties were pulled
up my legs to sit snugly around my crotch. In turn making me realize the
discomfort I'm going to endure for the next week or seven days or
whatever she said it will be.
Before putting my pantaloons on me, it was back into my nighty, then
wrapped in Mummy's arms for a lovely embrace while being told how happy
it is making her, seeing her sissy Lobelia developing into the adorable
sissy she has always wanted. She knows having my periods will be very
painful for me, but that's the price a sissy like me has to pay. Even
standing wrapped in her arms I noticed how my nipples and lips even the
palms of my hands for some reason felt so much more sensitive than
before.
"Why are my lips and nipples so touchy now Mummy?" I needed to know.
"Yes that's right didn't you read all about those sensitive areas in the
'Getting to know your body' book I gave you the other day?"
"I don't know can't remember now, there was so much to read about it
all."
"Well all those parts will get like that most of the time while you're
enjoying your period this is why you've had stomach cramps earlier. At
least it will help keep your hands from wanting to touch that peepee of
yours." she said sounding pleased about it.
Just listening to all she was telling me began making me feel sorrowful
after being so happy yesterday, even before yesterday being the sissy
I've somehow been turned into. Thinking of it all for some reason I just
burst into tears crying my eyes out like a little baby, my head buried
into Mummy's breast, while trying to ask "Why?" She started stroking
gently over my head telling me how it will help make me into a sweet
loving sissy.
"I know I'm a sissy Mummy, I can't help being a sissy." still unable to
stop crying.
"Here let me wipe those tears away, look see even your pretty Sissy
Lobelia hanky dear."
Don't know if that was meant to make me feel better, will it never.
I don't know how much time had gone by, but the next thing is Mummy has
me back in the bathroom, pantaloons off, little panties off, then I felt
her pulling on the little string feeling the tampon slowly being freed of
my pussy, it reminded me of when I used to do normal poos, then to watch
this bloated pad being wrapped lightly in some newspaper. After a quick
wipe over using baby wipers in went another tampon, at least no little
capsule this time. All the time hearing her saying "Oh my darling sissy
is having its first period isn't it wonderful." a new napkin thing got
taped over the lining of the panties before having them sitting
uncomfortable back over my butt, the soiled one wrapped up with the
tampon for disposal.
Starting the next morning I had to change my own tampons and napkins,
along with flushing out at least once a day. So much for being told this
is such a private and personal thing for girls to do, yet I had Mummy or
nanny with me every time, just watching making me feel so degraded while
bending over pulling out a blotted wet tampon.
After cleaning up watching as I use the douche or pushed this little
capsule in once a day and telling me to make sure it's pushed right in,
then to watch as I try to hold my pussy lips open ready to receive a new
pad. All this time I can sense either one standing smiling enjoying my
humiliation before them, even the changing of the sanity napkin had to be
done in front of a smiling audience. I must admit by the last day I was
realizing what a true sissy I am, as I sort of enjoyed the suffering I've
just been through, even to the point of being watched the whole time.
After many discomforts, cramps, untouchable nipples and peepee, along
with lots and lots of crying for no reason it seemed a week or seventh
day has arrived. At least I know how long a week is now; it is a long,
long time if you're a sissy having its periods. Talking of nipples, yes
twice a day I still had to have my hormone cream massaged in as tears
rolled from my eyes. After all the misery I've just experienced, Mummy
then had the audacity to say, "Now having your periods you will feel so
much better about everything from now on, no more tantrums I hope?" No
response parted my lips.
Hoping to take my mind away from everything a lady came most days to give
me some ballet exercises in a room just along from my bedroom. Even the
act of curtsying became an effort along with remembering to address her
as 'My Lady' all the time. It was not much fun and didn't do anything in
the way of taking my mind away from any discomfort; I think it prolonged
it trying to do these things with a tampon in your pussy not to mention
the tight panties holding the sanity napkin. I liked the dancing you have
the sensation of being a little fairy skipping around while using your
hands and body so daintily, only if I could stretch my legs or lift them
without bending at the knee, with any luck I might once I'm free of
wearing tampons!!!!
As well I had a young man come one morning to give me a new hair do and
my, did he do just that. Mummy told him it's getting a little long for a
sissy, we don't want it to be taken for a girl do we, but Lobelia still
wants to have lovely bows tied in its hair, so I'll leave it with you.
With that I was left in the hands of this ever so sweet handsome
hairdresser, I dared not look as he started cutting away. From a mousy
fair haired to a silverish blond, but that wasn't all, another wash then
to watch as my hair got divided into sections before all these hair
rollers were sitting tightly over my head each with who knows how many
hairs rolled tightly around them. After some smelly liquid got patted all
over my hair it was under this portable hair drier for some time.
He was such a lovely young man I don't know what his name is other than
Sir, he talked to me the whole time calling me Lobelia or sissy, never
referred to me as 'IT' like everyone else does. When time came to remove
the dryer from my head, and oh what a relief that was, I thought my head
was going to get burned under there. No the curling rollers didn't come
out, he told Mummy they would be better staying in till later and he'll
come by and take them out, so a hairnet went over my new hairdo
preventing me seeing the new look. "Then we'll see what a beautiful sissy
we have, I bet you can't wait either Lobelia?" He said addressing Me!!
Apart from addressing me as he did, I must say he is so very sweet, as a
guess would say just in his early twenties. My suffering of these rollers
will be well worth it just to see him again.
No I don't know how long it was as since I've been here with Mummy I
don't know what time is anymore. All I know is bed time is when it's
getting dark and daytime is when the lights don't have to be on. I just
have to do what I'm told when I'm told whether it's light or dark. I've
asked Mummy even nanny at times what day is it or what is the time, only
you be asked why you're not going anywhere so what does it matter, so
that is it.
For the rest of the day while doing house cleaning I wore my white
pinafore with Sissy Lobelia written boldly over the bib covering my
pretty blue silk blouse and deep blue taffeta pants which came down to
just above the knee with baby blue satin bows sitting prominently and so
very sissy like in front of each leg opening, at least I had the pleasure
of wearing my fluffies while doing my cleaning. Over the hairnet a large
silk scarf was put to be tied off at the rear in turn coursing extra
discomfort to my head.
I liked doing the cleaning apart from being taken away partway through
and reminded it's time to change my tampon again. I was delighted to
notice at last there is now only a few tampons left in the box, the final
day is near at last I thought with much delight back to normal soon I
hope, I noticed my sensitive parts aren't so touchy now either,
wonderful!
Mummy decided before I finish cleaning I should have my milk, only
instead of a glass she had hold of this bottle saying, "Come now
sweetheart sit over Mummy's knee like a good sissy for your drink this
time to rest those little legs after all yours not used to working hard
are you dear?" I could have cried hearing that as she pulled me to her
sitting me across her lap like a baby. In no time the teat was inserted
in my mouth, automatically I began suckling on it, just as a baby would.
At least I couldn't answer her as she kept saying how beautiful my hair
is going to look, she can't wait to see it once all these pins are taken
out, she always knew I would make the prettiest sissy and you haven't let
me down Lobelia. Aren't you the luckiest thing ever to be Mummy's
beautiful sissy? I can't wait to show you of to all my friends.
Oh how I wanted to push the bottle from my mouth just to cry hearing her
saying all this, but she held the bottle firmly that there was nothing I
could do but drink. Once I'd finished I had my makeup freshened up as the
hairdresser should be back soon to finish his magic on my hair. At least
someone to brighten me up a little after all I've been hearing from Mummy
and I knew any comment I made would result in a good spanking.
I had no sooner finished doing my wee wees with nanny's help as always
when this handsome man returned ready to put those gentle hands though my
hair again. In no time there I sat back in this chair feeling each of
those pins slowly being detached from my hair. After a few minutes each
little curl seemed to be combed out then wrapped around his finger before
being let fall free before having a good going over with a lovely
smelling hair spray. Only if I could see what is happening as my head is
feeling so light and weightless.
"There now you look one beautiful sissy Lobelia." he said smiling happily
to me with Mummy and nanny standing admiring the new me.
"Can I please see how pretty I look now, please Mummy?"
"Yes you most certainly can Lobelia and what a beautiful sissy you will
see."
As Sir helped me stand, I could feel all my hair not wanting to move like
normal, turning to face the mirror I saw something I never ever dreamt
of. My sides have been trimmed; all the hair above has been pulled up and
now sits in a mass of who knows how many tight curls. I could only look
in shock, as not only the head of curls but the complete change in
colour, now finished it is an almost bright silver mass up there. I
didn't know what to say if I said what I thought it would most likely be
a good spanking and more than likely in front of Sir.
I could see they were awaiting a response so just said "I look different
don't I?" which was not the answer required as I quickly found out via a
firm slap across my upper legs. "You ungrateful sissy after all the work
this kind gentleman has put into your hair and that is all you can say.
You know you had to have it cut, you were starting to look to much like a
girl not the sissy you most certainly are!" another firmer slap made
itself known to my leg as I stood there with head bowed.
After a little silence Mummy then informed me, "I think when you change
your tampon we'll put your diapers on so you can sit in front of the
mirror till bed time to admiring your beautiful new hairdo, how dose that
sound Lobelia?" I was firmly asked as well as being humiliated by saying
about my wearing of diapers in front of this handsome young man.
"No please Mummy it's just that the new me came a big surprise, I do like
it, really I do?" I lied in hope of sparing an early diaper.
Sir came to my assistance saying, "It would take any sissy a time to come
to terms with such a change after so long, I bet by the morning Lobelia
will love the new look."
"Yes, guess you could be right and not seeing it being done either, there
again its having those mood swings that goes with its first period."
Mummy conceded as well as embarrassing me even further.
How I wanted to wrap my arms around Sir to thank him for saving me from
what lay in store for me. Before he left I heard him telling Mummy to put
the hairnet on before I go to bed, then in the morning to brush all the
curls out and they will look so pretty sitting atop of Lobelia's head,
I'm sure it will be the sissy image you're after for this sweet thing. Oh
thank you so that's all you think I am, just a sweet thing at least it's
better than being called 'IT' I guess.
After a sleepless night of not wanting to disturb my hairdo visualising
what will happen if I did, then there was the discomfort of my bloated
pussy via the tampon, only if I could go change it but I wouldn't be able
to put a diaper back on. Lying on my stomach which has become the most
comfortable way to sleep lately I must have dozed of to sleep again, soon
to feel nanny pulling the covers off while telling me to turn over. I'm
sure she spends the night dreaming of the pleasure she gets out of coming
into wake me up by squeezing over one urine filled diaper; wonder if my
wee wees excites her?
"Come now Lobelia into the bathroom lets get you cleaned up." as she just
stood smiling at me.
Stripped of my nighty and diaper then told to change my tampon. I'm still
wondering about this being such a personal and private thing to do, yet
I've had company every time so far and don't see it letting up anytime
soon. There again it might be what gets them all aroused watching a sissy
changing its sanitary pads.
"I bet you must be feeling sad Lobelia only one more tampon to go and
it's all over for this month." she said with her eyes focussed watching
me douche before inserting my next tampon, she said it in a tone which
you would think was to make me feel sad about it, well it didn't.
Once finished in the bathroom and reminded I'll be using the pumps again
tonight, oh wonderful from one agonising time to another, well guess the
pumps are only on for a short time. Nighty and dressing gown back on a
well talcum powdered and perfumed Lobelia, entering the bedroom to see
sitting beside my bed waiting my return was Mummy all anxious about
brushing out my hair.
"Come sit at your vanity Lobelia and let's see how beautiful you look,
shall we?"
I sat watching as one hairnet got lifted free, I could only look at this
mass of light silvery curls sitting up there. For some reason I put a
hand up there to feel what I now have, what I felt was so silky soft at
least I liked that.
"I think my sissy is in love with its new hair style already, aren't you
Lobelia?" she asked looking to me through the mirror.
"Yes it feels so soft and lovely Mummy." hoping that satisfies, it must
have.
I couldn't look as this thin hairbrush was worked gently through each and
every little curl, to be turned around her fingers before a light combing
then another soft brushing out. Detecting her hand over my eyes I
realised the new hair style is nearing completion as the lovely perfumed
hair spray drifted freely over my head of fine curls.
"Now what do you think Lobelia, isn't this a beautiful looking sissy
sitting here?" Mummy asked.
Slowly reopening my eyes looking straight ahead, I just smiled I looked
so different yes I even looked cherubic like, as I told Mummy "It doesn't
look like me now does it, it looks beautiful."
My words must have pleased her no end as a lovely kiss came to my cheek.
"Mummy always knew you would turn out to be this pleasing beautiful sissy
I wanted." Then I got another kiss.
Thankfully just after lunch it was time to remove my last tampon, with so
much pleasure I bent over the bath to pull on this little string hanging
freely between my butt cheeks. "Now have a good douche out then wipe
yourself clean and that is it till your next period Lobelia." with the
flashing out after the douche for some reason my pussy felt quite empty
not having a pad sliding back in there, I knew better than to tell Mummy
how it felt or I'm sure she'd find a reason to insert another one. There
again I was thinking what it must be like to have something bigger fleshy
and hot being pushed up there.
About to put just my pantaloons back on, only no "What about your little
panties Lobelia?"
"I thought I had finished my period now?"
"Yes but you'll need to wear a sanitary napkin for the rest of the day at
least in case you have little leakages and we don't want to soil our
lovely panties do we?"
So on with these little panties with sanitary napkin attached, hopefully
just until bedtime. Guess it isn't as balky under there as wearing my
diaper.
It felt so good having my pumps go back on tonight all the sensitiveness
had gone from those sensitive parts, Mummy's hands never felt so soft and
gentle as she massaged the hormone cream in. With makeup removed diaper
and nighty back on, back on the vanity stool I sat to have my head of
many little curls brushed out before the hairnet went back on for the
night.
"You know your hair looks so beautiful with all these sweet little curls
Lobelia, I can see you love it also?" she said smiling as she went about
the task.
"Yes I'm getting to like it more now Mummy." hoping that answer will
suffice and save my butt, as I don't really like it.
"It doesn't matter what you think anyway Lobelia my sissy, it's how I
want you to look that counts." she let me know before covering my head of
curls with the hairnet.
After putting Cindy into her pretty soft yellow silk nightgown for the
night I gave her a lovely kiss before placing her gently in the bassinet,
she looks so sweet lying there only wish I was allowed to take her to bed
with me.
"Come now Lobelia lets get you to bed also for a good night sleep, we
have a lot to do tomorrow." she said watching as I remained looking down
at my little cuddly doll Cindy.
Lying there looking up to Mummy smiling happily to me as she taped these
dreaded plugs back in my ears, before tucking me in, another loving kiss
got offered to my welcoming lips this time. I smiled to her saying,
"Thank you Mummy."
As the light went out the soft music started once again with this
mesmerizing soft voice constantly reminding me that I'm nothing but
Mummy's little sissy, all you think of is the beautiful soft girly
lingerie and the sissy clothes you can't get enough of to wear. I'm
beginning to wonder if I'll ever have a nights sleep without hearing this
voice telling me what I've had drummed into me for so long and now
believe this is what I truly am. Will I ever have a night without wearing
my diapers, at least I don't have a tampon sitting uncomfortably in my
pussy now, but oh how I wished I could have something bigger in there.
Hope I see my hairdresser again soon or even Peter if he comes to milk me
again, as he likes to be satisfied after would. I know what they have
would be much more satisfying in my pussy than a tampon.
Just listening to what I'm again being told brought tears to my eyes
knowing, I can't help being this sissy with Mummy makes me wear all these
gorgeous clothes, makeup and smelling of divine perfume. I must have
cried myself to sleep, as I woke in the morning with nanny pulling back
my covers for her early morning pleasures of squeezing over one wet
diaper.
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