This story is based on the "Chronicles of Gor" novels written by John
Norman. I claim no rights to these characters, ideas or specifics
listed here. This story is a work of fan fiction.
Chapter Twelve
Fifth Hand, First Day of the Month of Camerius
Four Months Ago
It seemed as though we would never arrive at the Slave Bells. The trip
took months. We stopped often to pick up additional slaves that Master
had purchased for the tavern. We picked up a young slave, still very
new to her collar, in Argentinium who the Caravan Master named Dina.
She spent the trip sobbing and speaking in English and broken Gorean to
whoever would listen about her Master who sold her. I was sick of her
after about two days. Eventually, the wagon driver gagged her and made
her walk next to the cart.
We traveled into Ar. It was Glorious; the buildings and the shops, the
silks and jewelry and the perfumed slaves. The sounds and sights and
smells...I had never seen such an amazing place. We stopped at the Belled
Collar and picked up a slave named Dorna. She had been a scribe in
Helmutsport until she was sold and then trained as a dancing slave.
In Treve, we picked up a free woman who approached our cart begging for
food. Our caravan Master gave her some and she, in turn, asked to be
collared. Once that was done, he lay her on the floor and put the bread
in a bowl making her eat from there. She learned what it was like to be
a slave.
The nicest people we met were a Master from Lara and his unnamed slave.
She had just been sold to this Master a few months ago. It was she that
told us about the Tahari; some of their customs and traditions as well
as stories about the area. She had spent a few years as the Master of a
Tahari warrior. They left at the edge of the desert, near the city of
Tor, as we continued on our way.
Eventually, the four of us arrived at the Slave Bells. It was a small
tavern, resting in between an inn and a blacksmith's shop. As we were
unhooked from the cart and taken below to the pens, I could see why it
was called The Slave Bells. The Master had hooked a number of bells to
the top of the door so that it jingled as the patrons entered. Also,
stationed at the front door was a belled slave, her hips moving and
dancing from the constant stream of music played inside.
We were taken down, stripped, and washed with rough towels by other
slave girls in service to the tavern. The towels rubbed my skin almost
raw. I looked around nervously. I had never been inside a tavern
before. The girl washing me sensed this and smiled.
"Greetings, sister. I am Alisa," the girl said as she washed the sand
and dirt from my arms.
"Greetings. I am Tana," I replied. It was good to meet a friendly face
in the pens.
She giggled. "There is no need to be nervous," Alisa said. "This is a
very nice place and we are treated well by the Masters" I smiled at her
as she washed the back of my neck around my collar."
A man walked by and stopped as we talked.
"Silence, slaves!" he yelled, placing his hand on the whip on his belt.
"You will have time to talk later." He stood there for a moment and
then walked away.
Alisa whispered in my ear as she washed my back. I could feel her warm
breasts against my body. I tried to ignore it.
"That is Farvus" She continued. "He is Master's right hand man." I
looked at her oddly.
"That is not a very Gorean expression," I replied. She blushed.
"Sometimes, I forget and slip back into Earth sayings," she replied.
"Do you know of Earth?"
I reached down and splashed water on my face to hide the tears filling
up my eyes. It had been so long since those days in Philly. It seemed
like three lifetimes ago.
I nodded. "I used to live in Philadelphia," I said slowly and softly,
as if I might someday get back there.
"Greenwich Village in New York." She sighed thinking about her home and
laughed. "Living in a fourth floor shithole apartment hoping to make my
way as a Broadway actress."
"How long have you been here?" I asked.
"In the tavern...about eight months. On Gor...A looooong time. Years, even.
You tend to lose track of time here." She laughed and scrubbed my
stomach. As the rag touched the underside of my breasts, I shuddered
slightly. She noticed this and laughed.
"There is no modesty for you here, Tana," she said. "Step out."
I stood up. The water fell off me and back into the bath. I stepped out
on to a small towel on the floor. She handed me another towel to dry
myself with. I wrapped it around my body and went to sit on a bench
along the side of the pen. She walked over to grab a comb and then
joined me. She ran it through my hair. I didn't realize how long it had
become. It was still a bit knotted and tangled.
"What did you do in Philly?" Alisa asked.
"I was an accountant. Corporate tax returns were my specialty," I
laughed.
"Can you read Gorean? Do you know the numbers?" She asked. I shook my
head. "I will show you. Sometimes Master uses slaves to keep track of
his holdings. It's a lot better than dancing."
She combed for a while long and when she thought the knots were out,
she pulled the towel off me and began to dry my hair. "Tell me of the
Earth. I've been here so long that I don't remember what it was like."
We sat for a while talking of home. She'd been gone for about 10 years.
She told me what she remembered and I tried to fill in the rest. Never
paid much attention to current events, but was able to tell her of the
latest sports teams to win titles and who won the last elections. We
laughed and sometimes slipped into English, then quickly corrected
ourselves. It seemed like hours that we talked when Farvus walked back
to the pens.
"Lights out, wenches," he yelled. "Some of you have big days ahead of
you tomorrow."
He blew out the small candles that lit the room and the entire area was
suddenly plunged into darkness. I felt hands around my waist and jumped
slightly until Alisa whispered in my ear. I smiled and closed my
eyes...falling asleep.
Chapter Thirteen
Fifth Hand, First Day of the Month of En'Var
Three Months Ago
I quickly learned the ways of the Slave Bells and was made a paga
slave. They are slaves that serve to Masters in the tavern and are also
permitted to be used by them if they are found pleasing. The price for
girls such as me is the price of the cup of paga. Most evenings, Master
would have girls serve and then switch off and have them serve while
another dances. I had become well liked in the Slave Bells. This was a
nice change from the torture in the pens of house of Kamaras.
Meanwhile, Alisa became my best friend and would talk about everything,
when we had the chance. Master kept us rather busy.
"Watch this one, Tana," she would say laughing. "His breath stinks of
sip roots," I would laugh as well as I dashed from table to table.
Serving in a house is very different from serving in a tavern.
Alisa also taught me the numbers and a little bit on how to read. I was
probably at the level of a 1st grader right now. I could read small
words and phrases. I laughed thinking about my High School French class
where they taught useless phrases like "Where is the bathroom?" When I
told her this, she laughed.
"I felt the same way in High School Spanish," she said, quietly in
English.
I danced one particular evening to the chain dance. It is similar to
the whip dance but in it the girl is dancing as if chained to a post,
which she sometimes is, the chains encircling her. She uses the chain
as a prop, first fighting it and then kissing it and becoming its
lover. It is a sensuous dance and the men will throw more coins for
that dance rather than the whip dance. When the dances are over, I am
to collect the coins, placing them in my silks and give them directly
to Farvus who counts them and delivers them to Portous.
I had just finished my dance and was lying on the sand floor, when a
man caught my eye. He was a soldier. His uniform was scarlet and he had
a helmet adorned with what I found out later was sleen hair. He sipped
his paga slowly, nursing it, and watching my every move with extreme
interest. Next to him was an ugly man. His nose was too large and his
eyes were too close together. He didn't wear a uniform. They both
stared at me as I walked off to give Farvus the coins.
"You did very well tonight, Tana," Farvus said.
"Thank you, Master," I said, absently. My attention was still on the
soldier.
Farvus, as if able to read my mind, spoke up again. "His name is Cillus
Abruzzi. He is a Lieutenant in the army of Scimitar." He paused,
continuing to pick up the coins. "He has become favored in the house of
his Ubar. The man with him is the advisor to the Ubar. His name is
Haikeem."
I nodded, looking at them. Farvus pulled on my silk, ripping it from my
body. "Ohh, Master!"
"You may serve them...naked," he said. He grabbed the coins, placed them
in a box and walked away.
I blushed and laughed to myself. It felt odd that I was embarrassed
about my nakedness. Many Masters had seen me naked. Many others have
used me in the alcoves in the tavern. But for a change, I was nervous
about meeting this man. Master often says that Modesty is not permitted
in slaves, they own nothing...not even that.
I walked out and Haikeem called me over. I darted quickly to the table,
kneeling at their feet.
"How may this girl serve you, Master?" I asked. I strained to look up
at Abruzzi, knowing that it might get me beaten. I had never felt this
way about a man before.
Haikeem spoke, not to me though.
"She is beautiful, isn't she?" he said. The man hissed like a snake as
he spoke. Then turning back to me, he continued.
"You dance very well, girl. By what name are you called?"
"My Master has named me Tana," I said. He touched my hair. I tried not
to recoil in disgust. He moved his hand to my chin and lifted my head.
His hands were iced cold. I could see both men now. I tried to avert my
eyes from their gaze. "I...I hope that it pleases Master."
Haikeem waived his hand. "It is unimportant if it pleases me, girl. I
do not own you," He turned back to Abruzzi. "Look at her, boy. Luscious
curves, full breasts, skin like soft silk," He laughed and touched my
cheek. I bit my lip so that I wouldn't scream. "It has been a while
since you've used a slave. Why not this one? Especially since you so
intently watched her dance."
Abruzzi sat there, still sipping his paga. He turned to look at me and
then looked to Haikeem.
"Fetch me a key, girl," Abruzzi finally said. I stood up quickly and
grabbed a key for one of the alcoves along the far wall. I brought it
back to him and placed it at Haikeem's feet. He picked it up, walked
towards me.
"Leading position," he said. I knelt before him, head down and he
placed his left hand in my hair. I then led him to the alcove that
corresponded to the key he carried. I secretly wondered what pleasures
this man would give to me.
When we arrived at the door, I knelt before it, his hand still entwined
in my long hair. He placed the key in the lock and stepped inside. The
alcoves are dark and sometimes musty. I made sure that I picked one
that was the better of the group available. This one had the mat on the
floor cleaned just this morning and the walls were scrubbed and dirt
removed. He picked up the alcove collar and placed it above my collar,
snapping it shut. He shortened the leash, giving me no slack between
the wall and the area where I was kneeling. He then snapped the ankle
cuffs on each of my ankles and pulled the chain tightly. I was flat on
my back, unable to move more than a few inches up. My arms were still
free and I was using them to support my weight.
"Master?" I asked. He ignored me and moved to a spot between my legs.
"Tana, is it?" he asked, touching my thighs softly. I began to moan.
"Yyyy..yes, Massster....ohhhhh."
"Hiakeem was right. You are a pretty thing," he said. His hands moved
up and down my legs and around the thighs. My body tingled and I
squirmed in the chains. My arms felt weak and began to shake. I looked
up at him and could see him smiling.
"And wet," he said, touching my inner thigh again.
"Ohhhh...Yesss Master. This...this girl wishes only to pleassssse," I
cried, nodding my head. His touch was light and tender and he traced
over my thighs as if his fingers were feathers. He moved one hand to my
breast. He traced around my nipple, flicking at it lightly. My body
jumped as he touched me. My ankles strained against the chain holding
them. I arched my back, trying to entice him more.
"Ohhhh...Massssterrrr!!!" I cried. He ran his hands up from my breast to
my arm, tracing it and then quickly and effortlessly slipping it into
the chain on the wall. I didn't care. The touch was like nothing I had
felt since before. He continued on my other breast, touching and
teasing it before sliding that wrist into the other bracelet. My arms
were stretched above my head and my ankles stretched out. I could feel
the strain against my body but his touch was cancelling that out. My
body was on fire! His hands moved back down my arms and resumed playing
with my breasts, running his hands along the outside and then moving
between them before working on the other. I moaned louder, I thought
everyone in the Slave Bells would hear. I didn't care. I was a slave
girl in the throes of pleasure. His hands roamed back down my body,
touching my stomach and heading back down to my wet pussy.
"Mmmmasssstterrrr!!!" I yelled.
He leaned up and whispered in my ear. "You will not yield, girl."
I nodded, my tears in my eyes. My body burned. Every inch of my skin
tingled and I could feel myself dripping. Juices running slowly down my
leg, taking every ounce of strength I had to hold on.
His hands touched the outside of my pussy and I jumped. I don't know
how I didn't explode at that moment. He expertly moved his hands around
my lips, touching me in such a way that I had to bite my lip not to
scream. I needed to cum...
"Pleasssse Massssster..." I cried. He shook his head.
"So, what did Haikeem tell you to do to me once we were in here, hmmm?"
He asked. His voice was harsh but soft as he continued to touch me.
I looked up at him, tears in my eyes. "Mmm...Massster???" I asked. My
body shook as he moved his fingers around me.
"There must have been some orders, Tana," He continued. He had an evil
smile on his face. His fingers moved dangerously close to my slit. I
was so wet. I could hear the moisture on his fingers as he worked. "Did
you notice how eager he was for you to serve me?"
"Massster...this girl has....uhhhhh..." I moaned as his finger expertly
entered me. He moved around slowly, as if feeling his way around.
"..has never met...met him before....ohhhhhh.....Masssssterrrrrr...," My voice
trailed off as he slid another finger inside me. He flexed and moved
them so that he touched all the right areas. For an instant, I thought
back to Master Lolar and the first time I was used; long before I was
brought to Gor. It was those kinds of feelings.
"You're lying, slut," he said, pulling the fingers in and out of my
body. "It is well known in Scimitar that Haikeem wishes me dead. This
is a perfect way to achieve that. Tell me, Tana. Tell me and I will let
you yield."
It was at that moment I noticed that his sword was still in its
scabbard.
"This girl swears, Mmm...Masster..." I replied. "She has never....never seen
him...before...before thissss...evening...uhhhhh..." My body was shaking as he
moved his fingers in and out of my pussy faster. It became difficult to
concentrate. I started to sweat. My arms and legs bucked against the
chains holding me. I threw my head back, my hair brushing the dirt
above the furs. Everything was a blur. I would have told him that I
shot Kennedy or was the mastermind behind terrorist attacks if he
wanted me to. I needed to cum...more than anything else....
Suddenly, he stopped. I felt his fingers pulled out of me. He wiped his
hands on my naked body and stood up. I lifted my head and looked at
him, longingly.
"Master...no...please..." I yelled. "This slave begs to yield."
He stood up, adjusting his clothes, before staring at me.
"No. You have not been pleasing," He turned to walk out through the
door. "And I will be sure that you are beaten for it," He left the
alcove.
I lay there, hanging a few inches over the fur rug, my arms and legs
securely fastened to the wall, still unable to move. I began to cry. I
wanted this man...more than I had wanted any man before.
"I love you Cillus Abruzzi!!" I screamed. And I wept. I cried tears
that seemed to come from the bottom of my soul, every pain...every
anguish I ever felt could not compare to the feelings that I had
now..that feeling of lost love.
Chapter Fourteen
Third Hand, Fourth Day of the Month of Se'Kara
Present Day
I was beaten severely by Master Portous that night. he said 'firstly
for being displeasing to Master Abruzzi and, secondly for speaking his
name out loud'. A slave is not permitted to speak the name of a free
man. I received 10 lashes for each one and Master forbid me to wear
clothes for three hands, which was about 15 days, except when dancing.
I started to become depressed.
I continued to work in the Slave Bells, dancing for the enjoyment of
the Masters and being taken and used in the alcoves when they desired
it. Master Abruzzi came into the tavern almost every evening, sometimes
with Master Haikeem but more often without him. He would sit and drink
his paga slowly, watching me dance. I would look to him, but he would
have no emotion in his face. I was nothing..nothing but a lowly slave.
When I finished, he would slap his right shoulder with his hand in the
traditional Gorean fashion and then would take another girl to the
alcoves and use her.
One night after I danced, I ran over to his table..nearly knocking over
Alisa in the process. I grabbed a glass of paga from one of the
counters.
"Here is your paga, Master," I said, breathlessly, my body still
drenched in sweat from my dance. "This girl begs to serve you further
in any way that she can," I put the cup to my lips and held it before
him. He looked at me, but did not take the drink. He called over to
Alisa.
"Bring me paga, girl...warmed," he said to her.
I spoke again, louder this time. "Do not forget that this girl comes
with the price of the cup. Use me as you will, Master." I kissed the
cup again and held it up to him. My eyes were pleading. It had been
some time since our one and only session in the alcove. I was needy. I
was wanton. I had to have him...
I tried again. "This girl serves you, naked and collared. Take me later
to the alcoves. I beg to be taught my slavery!" I cried. My arms were
shaking and the liquid inside was swishing around. I could feel drops
of it falling on my naked thighs.
Alisa returned nervously with the warmed paga. She was my friend, but
she needed to be pleasing before Masters, no matter what. Before she
could say anything, he took it and placed her on his lap, knocking me
over and spilling the drink on the floor. The other men in the Slave
Bells laughed and Farvus, the manager, quickly came over and grabbed me
by the hair. He pulled me roughly from the floor and beat me 5 times
with the slave whip he carries in his belt.
"You will leave Abruzzi alone, Tana," he said when he had finished
whipping me. I lay my head on the floor, weeping. "Hasn't he caused you
enough trouble or do you just enjoy being beaten?" Farvus walked away
growling; leaving me on the floor. I kept crying. Couldn't they see
that it was he that I wanted. I thought about ending it all. I couldn't
see any reason to go on.
I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up and it was Portous. He had
seen the entire incident and walked out from the floor. I saw him and
knelt quickly. I could still feel the sting marks on my back.
"Head to alcove 10, Tana," he said. "You are being requested. Hurry,
girl!"
I dried my eyes and stood up quickly, darting past the other patrons
and heading to the alcove. I could see that Dorna, one of the girls
that came with us on the original caravan from Bazi, was dancing the
whip dance. She was excellent. I glanced at her as she moved, hoping to
remember some of the moves that she used so that I could use them when
I danced.
The hallway to the alcoves was dark, but you could hear the moans of
slaves in the throes of pleasure as you walked by. I learned to
recognize some of the voices and knew when they would be close to
yielding. A slave is not permitted to fake their longings. They have
been trained mercilessly to respond to a Master's touch and Gorean
Masters, unlike Earth males, KNOW when a girl is not responding. This
situation is resolved very easily with the whip.
I reached number 10. The door was opened slightly and knelt quietly
before it.
"Enter, girl." I shuddered. I knew who it was. Cillus Abruzzi.
"Yes, Master," I replied, my voice shaking. I walked into the room and
knelt quietly. I spread my legs as wide as I could, in the position of
the pleasure slave. I didn't dare look up.
I could hear him pacing around the small room. I shook softly. I wanted
to cry. I wanted to run, but I knew neither was an option.
"You have embarrassed me tonight, Tana," Master said. "Acting the way
you did."
I continued to kneel silently.
"I did not wish you tonight. Yet, you continued to bother me." He
stopped and sat behind me on the fur. He touched my back, feeling the
lash marks. I winced slightly, hoping he didn't feel that.
"You were whipped well for your actions, Tana," he continued.
"Yes, Master," I said, my voice shaking. His hands were soft on my
back, tracing the marks. I held back my emotions.
"And, you used my name a few months back," he continued. I straightened
my back, his hands falling lower. I had forgotten about that. "For
these actions," he said "I could have you killed. All it would cost me
would be your worth to your Master."
I turned to him quickly. "Master??"
He sat there. No change in his facial expressions.
"Position, kajira," he said. I turned back around and returned to the
position of the pleasure slave. My body shook again and my mind raced.
What would he do to me? Would I be beaten again? Killed? Feed to wild
sleen? I could hear him moving, but wasn't able to see what he was
doing. Was he going for a whip..or worse?
"Turn, kajira," he said. I turned slowly, not breaking my position. I
could see that he had removed his clothes, tossing them in a pile next
to him.
"Master?" I asked.
"I have paid for your use, Tana. I intend to get my money's worth," he
said.
I crawled over to him. I pressed my lips against his body, kissing his
chest and stomach. I could feel him breathing and could hear his
heartbeat. He groaned softly as I kissed him. My naked breasts pushed
up against him, nipples hardening as I moved up and down. I moved up to
his broad shoulders, then to his lips, pressing his against mine. He
responded by reaching back and lacing his fingers in my hair, pulling
me towards him and holding him in place. I moaned and could feel my
body reacting to him as it did the first time he touched me so long
ago.
He pulled my hair, pulling my lips from him. I smiled at him and moved
back down his chest and stomach, more quickly this time, to his hard
cock. I kissed the tip and flicked my tongue against it. I could taste
his wetness as I did. He groaned again and I ran my tongue and lips
along the shaft, moving up and down. His body jerked slightly as I
licked and I smiled quietly to myself.
"Do not dally, girl. I haven't all night," he said. I moved back to the
tip and slid it past my lips and into my mouth. I sucked him slowly,
sliding my lips over him and pushing him deep into my mouth. He arched
his back, sliding in deeper. I gagged slightly, pulling my head back,
but he reached up and held my mouth on him. I felt tears in my eyes as
I held him. He eventually let me go and I coughed before he shoved
himself back in again. I could feel my body shaking as I sucked him
harder almost pulling his skin as I slid up and down. He grunted again
and quickly shot a huge load deep into my mouth. I coughed again,
feeling it spill out and land on my thighs. I swallowed as much as I
could, trying not to choke. It felt like it wouldn't stop. I could feel
my body react to the taste of him by becoming wet again and I could
feel myself dripping against my legs.
He leaned back and grabbed the alcove collar and placed it above my
collar again, shortening the leash and keeping me close to the wall. He
turned me on my back and pushed my legs apart. I gasped as I saw him
slide between me and press the head of his cock against my wetness.
"Masterrrrr...." I purred. He slid in easily, being already very wet, and
began to move deeper inside before pulling out again. I moaned, my
hands grabbing the fur rug, my body tensing and lifting as he began to
take me.
"Uhhhhh....you are a hot slave, Tana," he grunted as he shoved his cock
in again. I nearly screamed as he fucked me.
"Yes....Yes, Masssterrrr..." I moaned. I felt his warm body on top of me,
my breasts pressed against him.
I could hear him laughing as he pumped harder, feeling him fill me.
"May...may this girl....girl yield, Master?" I asked, breathlessly.
"No," he replied, grunting again pushing harder and faster still. I
could see the sweat on his brow. I bit my lip to keep from screaming
again. He grunted and groaned as he fucked me. I lifted my head,
feeling the tight collar against my throat. For some reason, it made me
more excited. I pulled my head up and down, my hair brushing against
the dirt behind the fur. I began to shake, pleasure overtaking my body.
I needed to yield.....
"Please...please, Master....please...," I begged. I looked into his eyes,
they stared back at me from a man fully in control of his situation.
"When I have finished," he replied, pushing again. He flipped me over
on all fours and pushed in from behind. His hands reached up and began
to massage my clit as he fucked me again. I lowered my head. It became
difficult to see or even concentrate. My body burned with desire for
him. My arms shook and I had trouble holding myself up. He pinched my
nipples and my body became electric. It took everything I had to stop
from exploding right there.
"Aaaiiiii!!!" I yelled. I sunk down on the rug. Master removed his
hands from my breasts and put them on my hips. He was now above me,
pumping down, pushing deeper than I think any other Master had ever
taken me. My face was in the rug and I screamed again, burying my lips
so that he hopefully wouldn't hear me.
A moment later, he arched his back and I heard his scream as he
exploded into me. Without waiting I exploded, feeling our juices mixing
as they ran down my legs and on to the rug. Again, he continued pumping
until I thought he couldn't release anymore. He fell on top of me,
covering my body.
Eventually, he pulled out and sat next to me on the rug. I moved close
to him, nuzzling in his arm. His breath was heavy and his heart raced.
I could feel the sweat in my hair mixing with the sweat on his chest.
"I love you, Master," I said. He lay there, silently.
I looked up at him and smiled. I watched his face, there was no
expression in it. I had been used by a Gorean male. That was it.
"Master? May a slave speak?" I asked. He nodded.
"Buy me, Master," I begged. "I love you and wish to serve you, wholly,
in my slavery."
He stood up sharply. I slid down his body and my head was now resting
on the mat.
"No," he replied, grabbing my hair roughly. The entire mood in the room
changed.
"I do not need a kajira like you," he continued. "You would do nothing
for my career and make me to look like a fool. Just as you did in the
tavern tonight."
I screamed and began to fear for my life. "No, Master. No. This girl
would humbly serve you. She wishes to make Master happy. Not to
embarrass Master. Please." I reached up to touch his wrists and he
pulled my hair harder. "Please, Master!"
His free hand slapped me hard across the face. The alcove collar kept
me from moving very far. I tried to roll over to protect myself, but he
continued to slap me. Whatever rage was stored up inside him was coming
out and there was nothing I could do about it. Any free man may do what
he wishes with a slave. He struck me again and finally let me go. I
could taste the blood in my mouth and feel the sting on his hand on my
face. He stood up and slipped his clothes back on.
"You will have your Master beat you for being displeasing...again,slut,"
he finished. "Be assured, this is the last time I will have you in this
place," Once he finished getting dressed, he walked out the door. I was
still chained to the wall. I didn't dare try to get myself free. I lay
on the floor, crying, curled up in a ball on the soft furs. I could
still smell his scent as I lay on the furs. I thought, for a moment,
that things might be better. I thought that I could be happy here.
Master Farvus returned a few minutes later and proceeded to beat me as
Master Abruzzi commanded. I received 10 lashes from him before he
unfastened the chain and led me out of the alcove. I couldn't stop
crying. My body shook uncontrollably. He grabbed me by the hair and led
me to the pens. Instead of being put in the large pen with the rest of
the girl, I was placed in a small cell. I had to crawl to get inside
and once there, all I could do was kneel.
"You will stay here for the evening, Tana," he said. "You will continue
your duties tomorrow," He left the room and I was plunged into total
darkness. I cried again and heard a pounding on the outside door.
"Be quiet in there!" Master Farvus said. I bit my lip and lay there in
the dark. There was nothing left for me. I wished that I could die. I
couldn't think of any reason to live anymore.
In the middle of the night, Alisa came in and snuck me some food. After
a few bites, I put it aside, I couldn't eat. I didn't know what to do.
She sat with me for some time.
"After Master Farvus put you in here, I saw him talking to Master
Abruzzi," she said.
I laughed nervously. "Probably to find out if I was sufficiently
beaten," I replied, touching the marks on my back.
"Coins were exchanged," she said. "I've seen that happen before. A
Master uses a slave, has her beaten and then buys her later." She
shrugged her shoulders. You never know, Tana."
"I'm just interested in getting out of here, Alisa. To go as far away
as I can. I don't know what else to do."
She touched my arm through the bars.
"Try to think good thoughts. I think that something positive might
happen soon," I smiled at her. She looked around and left the room.
Since that time Mom and Dad, I've been dancing and serving patrons here
at the slave bells. I do hope that he buys me. I'm still not entirely
sure why I wrote this in the first place. Master Portous insisted that
I do...but I don't think it helped any. At least if you read this, you'll
know that I'm alive. Don't worry about me. I'll be ok. Just be sure
that I think about you and I miss you both very much.
Your....son
Harold.
Chapter Fifteen
Fourth Hand, Fourth Day of the Ninth Month
I lay my head to the sand, the silk and bells still moving from the
breeze. My body was covered in sweat, heart racing. All around me, I
could hear thunderous noise; men slapping their shoulders in approval.
I dare not lift my head until ordered to. After all, I was only a
slave.
Men threw their coins to me and I collected them quickly. Master Farvus
was waiting for me outside in the hall. I knelt before him, smiling, as
he took them from the pouch I made in my silks.
"You did very well, Tana," he said. "Portous has told me what a good
job you're doing. He wants to see you when we are finished here."
"Yes, Master. Thank you, Master," I waited as he carefully counted all
the coins. His job was to check that all items were accounted for.
Slaves are not allowed to own anything, even their name, so if coins
are found on a slave they are whipped mercilessly. I saw it happen to
one of the girls. She had put a Silver Tarsk in her mouth and never
told Farvus about it. She hid it under her straw and when it was found,
she was whipped so badly that she wasn't able to stand up for a week.
Farvus finished and I darted to Portous' office. The door was open so I
slid inside and quickly dropped to my knees.
"Master? You called for me?" I asked.
He was going through papers on his desk, standing up and throwing
things to the side.
"What is this?!" he yelled. I looked up. He was holding my papers in
his hand.
"Master?" I asked again. I heard the door close behind me. I shook a
bit but did not look back. It was at that moment, I noticed that Alisa
was kneeling at the side of the room, chained to the wall by her
collar. She didn't look at me. Her eyes were on Master Portous.
"A MAN??!" he yelled. "YOU WERE A MALE BARBARIAN?"
My face drained of color. I'm sure I was going to faint. I felt myself
wobbling and fought to stay upright.
"Master...I....I..." I replied, but stopped. What could I say to him?
"How...how.." My voice trailed off.
He pointed over to Alisa with the papers in his hand. "This girl is
able to read your language. I wanted to know what you wrote...and I find
THIS!!" Alisa put her head back down. I tried to judge the look in her
eyes. It seemed to be disgust and betrayal. I began to cry.
"Master...may this girl try to explain?" I asked. He put his hands up.
"There is nothing to explain.." he said with distain in his voice.
"This explains everything."
"Yes...your story explains everything," a voice behind me said, very
matter of factly. I spun around. Master Lolar was standing in front of
the door. He walked slowly past me, touching my hair as he passed, and
continued walking to the desk.
"I'm going to be ruined," Portous said. "Everyone will question my
slaves. My business will go under. I might as well head North and start
again among the Red Savages," He yelled, dropping into his chair.
"I told you that I would handle this, my friend," Lolar said. "Have I
ever lied to you?"
He laughed heartily. "Plenty of times," he replied. "Like those two
slave girls on the docks in Port Kar..."
Lolar laughed as well. "I had no idea they were lure girls," he said,
falling in the chair next to him. "Remember it took us three months to
get off that ship?" They continued laughing. Portous took a piece of
bread and bit into it, getting more crumbs in his huge beard.
"We have been through a lot, you and I," Lolar continued. "We shared
adventures, fought fights...and bedded slave girls."
Portous nodded, brushing the crumbs from his beard. They landed on his
lap, where he then pushed them to the floor.
"Yes. Yes," he said. "Have there...I mean, are there other..." His voice
trailed off. Lolar shook his head.
"I promise my friend, by the Priest Kings, that she is the only one.
All the others are genuine."
Portous stood up, staring at me again. The look in his eyes was
frightening. He picked up the stack of papers...my story..pointing them
at me.
"THIS is the cause of my problems," he said, walking over to the fire.
My eyes went wide.
"Master...please," I yelled.
"No one must know of this," he continued and began tossing sheets of
paper into the fire. I leapt up, running towards him.
"Tower, kajira," Lolar yelled. If by instinct, I fell back to my knees
and put my head down. I looked up. I could see Portous tossing the
sheets of paper into the fire, watching them quickly catch and causing
a thick layer of soot to form on the bottom. He would throw a dozen
pages into it, wait and then throw in more. I wanted to run up and grab
them out or knock them from his hand. I could see Lolar looking at me,
his eyes like daggers.
In a few moments, they were gone. My life flashed before my eyes. As
each stack burst into flames, I cried. It was as if a small piece of me
died each time it was thrown to the fire.
"There. Now we shall never speak of this again," Portous said, falling
back into the chair. The floor nearly shook as he flopped back into it.
"We said two silvers for the girl, right?"
Lolar nodded. That was the most that I have ever seen a slave sold for.
When I was sold from Master Kamaras, It was more than double what
Portous paid for me. He turned to Alisa, who was still kneeling by the
wall.
"Bring more paga, girl. Quickly!"
She leapt up and headed for a bottle sitting on the far side of the
room. Lolar sat down next to Portous again. They talked of old
adventures, laughing and joking. They ate some of the bosk meat that
Portous had on a plate in front of him. Alisa took the bota and Lolar
stood up and met her before she got to the desk. She knelt, handing the
bota to him. Lolar then went back and closed the door, before returning
to the desk. Alisa was kneeling a few feet from me and to my left. I
could see the disgust in her eyes. I looked down and away from her
gaze. I could feel it piercing my soul, burring into me.
Lolar took the bota and got two fresh goblets from the table. He poured
the drinks and handed one to Portous. He held it up.
"To you, my friend," he said. Portous nodded and took a huge sip from
his cup, draining the glass.
"Now," Portous said, putting the goblet down on the table and wiping
some of the liquid off his beard. "Let us discuss....uh..." I could see
Portous close his eyes, his head slump back in his chair. Alisa saw
this as well.
"MASTER??!!" she yelled. Lolar saw her and glared. She leapt up,
running for the door. She pulled hard on it but couldn't open it....Lolar
had locked it when he entered. I watched Lolar speak softly to Portous,
leaning in close. I was unable to hear what he said.
Alisa was pounding on the door with her fists, screaming. "Help! Help!
Master is being poisoned! Please...someone!! Help!!"
Lolar looked up, still ignoring her and continued his whispering. Alisa
looked back and saw Portous laying back, then began screaming louder.
"HELP!! PLEASE!!" she screamed, her fists were red from pounding so
hard.
A moment later, Lolar sat down in the chair and Portous opened his
eyes. He looked over and watched Alisa pounding on the door.
"GIRL! TO MY FEET!" he yelled. Alisa was startled and turned. Portous
glared at her. "Must an order be repeated?" he continued.
She quickly ran up to the table, kneeling before him and kissing his
sandals.
"What is all this about?" he asked. Lolar smiled. Alisa looked
confused.
"Master. It appeared that...you were being poisoned." She looked at him,
embarrassed.
"Poisoned?!" he questioned. He turned to Lolar, who shrugged his
shoulders. Portous laughed, his body shaking. "That's ridiculous,
slave." He looked at the one clock in the room. "It is getting late,"
he said, standing up. "I must prepare for the evening's entertainment."
"Of course, my friend," Lolar replied. "We said One Silver for the
girl, correct?" he said. Portous nodded. He took a silver out of the
pouch on his belt and laid it on the counter. "I shall gather my girl
and be on my way. I wish you well, my friend."
Portous smiled, gripping his hand. "I too wish you well." He turned to
Alisa. You will clean the glasses and plates and then report to the
pens."
"Yes, Master," she said as Portous left the room. She began to walk up,
cautiously, to the table where Lolar was sitting. She did not meet his
gaze as she approached.
"Kneel, slave," he said to her. She quickly fell to her knees, the tray
of glasses and plates at her feet. He reached down and grabbed her
hair, pulling her head back. She moaned and reached up to touch his
wrists.
"None of this will ever be repeated, is that understood," he asked
speaking to her in English, hissing through his teeth. Her eyes went
wide, not knowing he was able to speak and understand Earth language.
"Not the events in this room nor the contents of the now burned
manuscript. If you disobey, be assured that I will be back....and your
tongue will be cut out," he finished, then let go of her hair.
"Yes, Master," she replied quickly. "As you say, Master."
"Do not think that I'm joking, girl." He reached down and pulled out a
knife, making sure she saw it. "I will...cut out...your tongue," Her eyes
filled with tears watching the knife, her gaze never left it. He smiled
and put it away. "You may go back to your duties," he said. She wasted
no time in rising and gathering the rest of the plates and cups and
heading out of the room.
Lolar walked down to me, slowly.
"Master...what..." I asked. He held his finger up to his lips.
"All will be explained shortly, Tana," he said. "Open your mouth."
I did as he commanded and a wadding was placed into my mouth. He
tightened it behind me and then slid a slave hood over my head and
tightened it under my chin. The world became dark and quiet. I felt
myself being lifted up and carried out of the slave bells. A hand
slapped me on the ass as I left and I jumped slightly before Master
Lolar pushed my head back down.
I felt the warm night air on my naked body as I was moved outside. I
closed my eyes, as the bouncing movement was making me a bit sick. I
was dropped on to a hard piece of wood and my ankles were fastened into
bracelets. I lay quietly on the floor and felt the cart move. A few
moments later, the cart started off. I could feel the bouncing movement
as we headed down the bumpy road.
Chapter Sixteen
Fifth Hand, Third Day of the Ninth Month
We traveled for three days. Master Lolar only stopped to water the
Thalarions and to give me small bits of food and water. My mask was
lifted and the wadding taken out of my mouth. Master then shoved a
small bit of dried meat into my mouth, which I had to chew quickly
before being given a swallow of water and then started the process
again. A few times, I gagged on the meat or choked on the water and he
would stop for a moment. By the start of the third day, I was able to
get the rhythm down. I was never taken out of the cart. Fortunately, it
was long enough for me to stretch out or sit on the bench comfortably,
but it wasn't comfortable. I longed to be able to stand and run or even
walk.
We rode a shorter distance that last day and I felt the cart stop.
Master jumped down from the driver's seat and opened the back of the
wagon. He then walked in, unhooked the bracelet from around my ankle
and dragged me out of the cart. He put me on his shoulder again and
carried me a short distance before stopping. I could feel him pressing
against something and a moment later, we moved through. I was placed
gently on a soft fur and I knelt immediately. My legs were still
slightly cramped from the long trip, but I stayed there as obediently
as I could.
I felt Master's hands on the strap under my chin and the mask was
pulled off my head. I blinked to adjust to the light and then opened my
mouth so that he could remove the wadding. It was wet and squishy from
being in there so long and he tossed it into a small fireplace that was
along the wall behind me. Master knelt down and got the fire going. He
went over to a small cupboard and picked up a large piece of meat,
which he then placed on a small rack over the roaring fire.
"You may rise, Tana," he said to me. I stood up. "Please, relax. You
must be sore and tired from the long trip. He walked over to the
cupboard again and took out two small glass bottles.
"Scotch or whiskey?" he said. I blinked, looking at him. "I don't have
any ice, but I can dilute it with some water, if you'd like," He poured
a small bit into a goblet, poured a bit of water from a bucket into it
and then handed it to me. I slowly took it, wondering what kind of
trick he had up his sleeve.
"No trick," he replied as if he was reading my mind. He poured himself
a bit of Crown Royal straight. "Please, sit down."
I walked slowly over to a wooden chair at a small table. It felt nice
to be able to sit somewhere other than the floor. I took a sip of the
alcohol and gagged. It had been so long since I've drank any. He
watched my expression and laughed, taking small sips of his drink. I
could feel the warmth flow through my body and sighed. It felt so good.
He took a pot out from another cabinet and put it on the fire next to
the meat. It smelled wonderful. I watched as he took a few potatoes and
mashed them up, tossing them into the pot with a bit of milk and began
to stir it all together, still watching the meat on the rack.
"I assume you're hungry," he said, poking the meat with a fork. "There
wasn't much to eat over the past few days."
I took another sip of the scotch. It felt much better going down.
"M...Master?" I asked.
"Jim. Please, call me Jim."
"Jim?" I asked. He laughed.
"Lolar is a name that I took when I came to Gor. My real name is Jim
Connor. I used to be an insurance salesman from Minneapolis." He
laughed again.
"How...how did you get here?" I asked.
"That isn't important," he replied, still playing with the meat. "Is
Medium Rare ok for you? Cooking over an open fire isn't the most
scientific method. I used to be a pretty good griller, though." He took
the meat off the rack and placed it on a plate, putting it aside for a
moment. He checked on the potatoes, stirring them again, before taking
them off the fire and bringing them and the plate with the meat over to
the table. It smelled amazing.
"I've never seen this type of meat on Gor. What kind is it?" I asked.
"Kansas City Sirloin," he replied. "I picked up a few pounds the last
time I was back on Earth." He cut the large piece in half and gave one
to me before taking the other. He didn't wait and sliced greedily into
it, taking large bites. I took the knife and sliced myself a piece,
slowly putting it into my mouth. The flavors danced across my pallet as
I chewed it.
"Mmmmm. That is AMAZING," I said.
He laughed. "I know. It's so much better than Gorean meat." He took
another bite and scooped some mashed potatoes on to my plate. "Try
this. Idaho potatoes with some bosk milk. Unfortunately, there's no way
to bring regular milk here. No refrigeration." He laughed again and I
took a large scoop of the food. It was warm and slid down my throat. It
was wonderful.
"Mmmmmm. Ohhhh ...wow," I said. He nodded and took a bit more. "How did
you get all this?"
"I am a crew member on the Voyages of Acquisition that are taken to
Earth to find kajira, from the Priest Kings. While I'm there and in-
between assignments, I pick up a few necessary things for myself." He
tapped the glass. "In fact, I have a ? dozen cigars sitting in a small
humidor that I have to get to soon."
I nodded and kept eating. It was the best meal I'd had in three years.
I took small sips of water as I ate and then finally finished the glass
of scotch. I leaned back in the chair, noticing that I was still naked.
I covered my breasts with my hands, absentmindedly.
He took the last bite of the steak and finished the glass of scotch
before leaning back himself. He watched me and smiled again.
"It seems your modesty has returned, Tana," he said. I blushed, but
didn't move my hands. He cleared his throat and leaned forward. "I feel
that I owe you an explanation." He got up and took the bottle of
scotch, holding it out to me, asking if I wanted another one. I shook
my head and he poured himself another glass before returning.
"You were part of an experiment," he began. "We have been taking the
women of Earth to Gor for hundreds of years. The men of Gor are much
different than the men of Earth, as you well know." He laughed.
I nodded. The men of Gor are unlike almost any Earth man; confident,
aggressive, masculine.
"We wondered how the men of Earth, who were already emasculated by
their women, might act as female slaves on Gor. The technology exists
to change peoples' appearances, so why not find out? We looked around
for almost a year to find a suitable candidate. You were the first to
be tested to see if this theory would work. If it was successful, we
would have a whole new pool with which to bring slaves to Gor."
I shuddered briefly. I couldn't imagine hundreds or thousands of men,
men like me, being taken from their homes, changed to females and
having to serve the men of Gor.
"What...was your conclusion?" I asked.
He took another sip of scotch. "The experiment was a success. You
proved that a male could be an adequate female slave. Your actions and
behaviors proved it. You did everything that you were told to do,
without question. You were no more difficult to train than any other
slave..." His voice trailed off for a moment. "But you are going to be
the only one to undergo this experiment. Even though you behaved
properly, the risks are too great."
I sighed. At least no one else would have to go through what I went
through.
"What's going to happen to me now? Will I be returned to Earth?
Returned to my male self? Surely if you can go one way...."
He stopped me, laughing. "No. You will not be returned to Earth nor
changed back to a male. We couldn't have you telling anyone what
happened to you."
"I wouldn't tell anyone," I replied quickly. "Honestly. I promise."
Suddenly, he was himself again. He snapped his fingers and pointed
down. I paused a short moment and then moved off the chair and knelt as
his feet. He smiled.
"See...you are too well conditioned," he replied, his fingers moving
through my hair. I leaned into him and purred at his touch. "You will
stay on Gor...as a slave," He finished. He removed his hands from my hair
and I blushed as being so easy to manipulate. There was nothing I could
do about it. Three years here have conditioned me to do as the Masters
command.
"But...how?" I asked. "Master Portous may not remember that I am..." I
blushed again. "A man," I finished. "But he will remember me or I might
meet Alisa again."
He stopped me. "Do you remember 'Plan B'?" he asked.
I thought back to the large operating room and the doctor with his
thick accent. 'No need for you to worry about that. It's only used as a
last resort.' He had said.
I hoped I'd never have to worry about Plan B. Apparently, I was wrong.
"Yes....Master," I replied, sliding right back into my role.
"Plan B...is a....reset button, so to speak," Lolar said. "It will change
your appearance one time only. This body will be changed and you will
be a different person...in body AND MIND," he said.
"Master??" I asked.
"Plan B will erase all memories of your time here on Gor and change
your appearance drastically. The nanobots have one more cycle in them.
After that, they will die. You will look completely different and not
remember anything, including Gorean language. You'll have to learn
everything all over again. It won't....be pleasant," he finished.
I gulped and shuddered again. His hand reached up and into my hair
softly again. I forgot, for a moment, about everything but that touch.
An idea suddenly popped into my head.
"Keep me, Master," I exclaimed. "You have already bought me. Please
keep me. Let me show you how good a slave this girl can be," I said. I
leaned into his touch, brushing my cheek against his hand. My fingers
moved up his leg, touching his body. My eyes were begging, pleading. I
didn't want to go through all that. I didn't want to start all over
again.
He smiled and leaned down to kiss me. I felt his lips against mine and
instantly became arroused. My body was betraying me again. His hands
moved to my breast and touched me softly. It was like the first time in
the hut on Earth. I moaned loudly, not taking my lips off of his. My
hands reached his tunic and removed it from his body. I touched his
cock which hardened in my hands. I began to stroke it softly, feeling
his wetness.
My lips left his and I leaned back into his hand again, letting his
fingers touch my cheek and lips. My mouth was open and I gasped for
breath. My hands gripped him firmer, stroking him faster. His cock was
fully hard now and I slid them up and down slowly along its length. I
slowly moved my cheek away from Master's touch and moved down his body
to his cock. I licked the tip as I stroked him, tasting how wet he was.
My tongue flicked along the head and then moved to the underside of his
cock as far as where my hands were. He moaned slightly, arching back in
the hair and letting his hand fall from my hair.
I took the opportunity and opened my mouth, letting his cock slide past
my lips and into my throat. I began to suck slowly, running my lips
along the shaft. My hands rested on his thighs, sitting there patiently
waiting for something to do. I sucked a bit harder on him and tasted
him. I moaned, knowing that I was pleasing him, and continued my
sucking.
"Uhhhh...Tana..." he moaned. I smiled still sucking. I could feel myself
getting wetter and reached down casually to touch my throbbing pussy.
As my finger reached it, I felt a jolt of electricity that coursed
through my body. I jerked a bit and moved my finger away. I could never
control myself if I kept doing that.
A moment later, he exploded deep in my throat. I swallowed quickly,
keeping almost all of it in my mouth. He pushed a few times before
falling back in the chair.
Master lifted me off him. I stood before him.
"I assume.." he said out of breath. "That you are no longer a white
silk girl."
I shook my head. "No Master, not for some time." I blushed as he lifted
me off my feet and placed me gently on the table. The plates were on
either side of me. Master took my legs and threw them up over his
shoulders. I spread them as far as I could. I wanted this...from the
first time that he used me, I wanted this. He took his cock and pushed
the tip against my wet pussy. I moaned and thought that I would explode
right there. I felt his tip against me and wanted to grab him and push
him deep inside me, but I waited. My hands were firmly holding on to
the table. He took the tip and moved it against my lips, not quite
pushing it inside me. I screamed this time, feeling his cock against
me.
"Please Master....please.....use this girl....please...this girl begs to be
used!"
He smiled, his body beginning to sweat. He took the tip and finally
pushed it past my lips and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I had been
with many men; Master Kamaras and his men, men in the alcoves of the
slave bells, even Master Abruzzi...but none had ever made me feel like I
felt now. My body tingled, danced with excitement. You always remember
your first love.
Master grabbed my hips and slid the rest of his hard cock deep into me.
My body arched, letting him go deeper and he began to slide in and out,
slowly at first then increasing in speed. I gripped the edge of the
table harder. I was sure that I was going to snap the wood in half. I
arched my back as much as I could. I needed to feel him inside me. I
need to feel him use me, as a Master needs to use his slave.
"Uuuggghhh!!! Master yelled as he started to pump harder. I could feel
his balls slapping against me. I spread my legs wider, feeling the
strain against my thighs, the muscles burning.
"Aaaiiii!!!" I yelled. I opened my eyes to look at his face. He stared
down at me, sweat on his forehead and upper lip. His eyes sparkled as
he continued. He grunted and grit his teeth. My body bucked against
his. I needed to yield. I could feel how wet I was and I was sure that
he could feel it too.
"Mmm....Masssterrr!!!" I yelled.
"You...you may yield," he said, breathlessly. I felt my body buck once
more and exploded all over him. I could feel it dripping down the back
of my ass and hitting the table. I screamed loud enough that I'm sure
Master Portous could hear me three day's ride away. A moment later,
Master stopped and shot his load deep into me. I screamed again and
felt myself explode one more time. I threw my head back against the
table, my body covered in sweat, my hands straining to hold on to the
table, a small puddle under my thighs. A moment later, my body
collapsed. I loosened my grip on the table and my legs fell from his
shoulders, bending as they hit the table. Master fell backwards,
letting go of my hips and back into the wooden chair.
"This girl hopes she has pleased Master," I said, slowly taking my time
with each word.
He laughed, looking at me. "You are...adequate, girl."
"Does this mean...Master is content to keep this girl?" I asked,
confidently.
He laughed again. There was a long pause.....
"No," he replied. "You attempted to manipulate me. To use and control
me for your purposes. To exploit me. It is not wise to do that to a
Gorean male, girl." He stood up and adjusted his tunic. "For this, you
could be beaten."
My heart dropped. I jumped off the table and fell to my knees. I could
still feel the wetness inside me and against my legs.
"Forgive me, Master. This slave begs for forgiveness for her actions,"
I yelped. I put my head down to his feet and kissed his sandals, then
looked up again.
"It does not matter, Tana," he continued. "In short time you will have
other troubles to contend with." He looked down at me.
"Position, slave," he said. I moved as I was taught..the position of
the pleasure slave. In this case...a used pleasure slave.
"Master? May a slave ask one last question?" I asked.
He nodded.
"When Master Portous said that he had methods to allow information to
be sent to Earth, did he mean you Master?"
Lolar nodded. "He did."
"Can you get a message to my parents, Master? Let them know that I'm
all right?" I felt tears filling my eyes.
He touched my hair softly.
"I will do my best, Tana." He cleared his throat. The next words were
in English.
"Nanobots...Code X273Lolar...."
I felt a buzzing in my head. My vision blurred and my mind went blank.
I couldn't move. I couldn't talk. I couldn't scream.
"Nanobots...initiate Plan B protocols. Verification LolarX273 Alpha."
The buzzing got louder. I tried to close my eyes. I couldn't do
anything...except feel the tears welling up in my eyes.
"Nanobots...begin Plan B procedures. Continue until completed."
I heard a click and my body went numb. I fell to the floor, my body
lying there. The pain running through me made my head spin. I tried to
scream..my mouth wouldn't open and nothing came out. Through the pain,
I saw Master Lolar kneel down next to me.
"Goodbye, Harold," he whispered.
The buzzing got even louder. My body convulsed as I felt the changes
starting. After a few moments, it became unbearable and I blacked out...
Chapter Seventeen
Monday, The Eighth of December
I woke with a start, wiping the sand off my face. I blinked, trying to
adjust to the bright sunshine that was now in my eyes. I brushed my
blond hair out of my eyes. I reached my hand up to it and touched it.
It wasn't that long yesterday. I stood up, shakily on my feet as they
sank slightly in the sand. I brushed the sand off my breasts. It was at
that moment I noticed I was naked. I quickly tried to cover my body
with my hands, laughing as I needed one more hand to do that
effectively. I took the opportunity to look around. I noticed a tent in
front of me, about 20 yards ahead. I tried to walk that way and was
stopped in my tracks, feeling a pain in my ankle. Looking down, it was
then I noticed the cuff around my ankle and the chain....leading to a
post that had been sunk in the sand. I walked back to the post and
tried to pull the chain free. It wasn't moving.
I surveyed my surroundings and tried to remember the last thing that
happened. I was asleep in bed. It was snowing. I shook my head, trying
to clear it out. I looked up and saw a figure standing about 50 feet
away from me. He was just...standing there...staring at me.
"Hello?" I yelled. "Hello! You there!" The figure ignored me, just
standing where he was. "I could use a bit of help! Hello??!!" I waved
to him, but he stood rigid. I thought for a moment, he might be a
mirage.
Quickly, a hand reached into my hair and I was thrown back to the sand.
I looked up in time to see a five lashed whip coming towards me. I
reached up my hand to cover myself, but the lash fell before I could. I
felt the sting against my skin and screamed.
"Stop!! Stop!! Please!!" I yelled.
"Da, Kajira. Har-ta. Har-ta," he said, firmly. He was pointing to his
feet.
"I don't know what you're saying. Please! I can't understand you," I
said again. The lash fell on my body one more time. The pain was
amazing.
"Da, Kajira! Har-ta! Har-ta!" he said again. He was louder and more
insistent.
I crawled slowly to him feet, kneeling in the hot sand. He used the
handle of the whip to spread my knees wider. I fought to keep them shut
but each time I did, he pushed them open again.
"Nadu, Kajira!" he said.
"Please, I don't know what you're talking about. My name is Harriet
Masterson. I don't know where I am or how I got here. Please, I need
your help," I said.
I turned around and the figure standing on the other side of the post
was still there.
"Sir! Please! If you can understand me...I need help!"
The whip hit my back again and the pain went through my body like a
knife. I screamed. I looked up again in time to see the stranger walk
silently away.
Chapter Eighteen
Monday, The Twenty Second of December
Epilogue
The large black car sat across the street from the small semidetached
house. Three men sat in the car, two in the front and one in the back.
The snow fell lightly and the wipers on the car easily swished away the
flurries.
"How long must we wait?" asked the man in the back seat. He looked at
the man in the front passenger's seat. The man was silent.
"I think," the driver stated, "that you are getting weak, Lolar."
Lolar moved catlike, smashing the man's head against the steering wheel
several times before pulling his head back by the hair, a dagger at his
throat.
"I should kill you right now for making a remark like that," he said,
hissing. The driver shook slightly. Lolar smiled, pushing the dagger
deeper into the driver's neck. "You still think me weak?"
The driver shook his head, tasting the blood from his broken nose.
Lolar took the dagger and placed it back in its sheath.
"Next time, you will die," he said. The driver looked forward not
making eye contact with Lolar. Lolar looked back out the window. The
snow was beginning to coat the driveway of the small house.
"I made someone a promise," he said. "I plan to fulfill it."
The man in the back sighed quietly. Lolar shifted in his seat and the
man squirmed uncomfortably. Earlier in Lolar's hand was an envelope,
closed with a wax seal. He had placed it in the mailbox of the house.
Now, he waited. He turned on the radio and changed it to a rock and
roll station. He smiled, slightly.
Shortly, a car pulled up in the driveway of the home and two people got
out. The man, grey haired and looking to be in his mid to late sixties,
took a few grocery bags out of the back seat and trudged slowly up to
the door of the house. He kicked the stoop, knocking some of the snow
off his boots and grumbled. The woman, wearing a bonnet, walked over to
the mailbox and opened it. She saw the letter and looked at it
curiously. She touched the wax seal and flipped it over. On the front,
Lolar had written "Harold wanted you to have this" in a fancy script.
She called up to her husband, who was coming out for another few bags
of groceries. She handed him the letter, he stared at it...touching the
wax seal and ripped it open quickly. He unfolded the pages inside and
started to read. Lolar looked out the window again. He could see the
look of shock and disbelief in the man's face. He started to wobble and
sat down in the snow. His wife knelt next to him. They were unable to
hear what was said, but the man handed the letter off to her. She read
it and shook, unable to believe what she was reading.