It's been a while since I wrote. Sometimes life happens, you know?
This story is inspired by the story "Shall We Play A Game" by Lisa Teez
over at mcstories.com. It's one of my all-time faves, so I recommend
you checking it and the rest of her work out. If you like my kinks,
then you will love this story. I tried to flesh out a complete plot
from beginning to end. Let me know if I worked the pacing correctly.
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story, please leave a note, and then check out my others on this site.
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Science Class
By Boredsitting
The crowd of disaffected teenagers shuffle into my grey-walled classroom
one-by-one. Nearly all of them seem too exhausted to do anything more
than a bad zombie impression as they take their seats in the crooked
rows of desks. Purses and folders smack onto the tile floor echoing
their inaudible screams for the day to be over. Spatters of
conversations alert me of the big party this weekend at the creek, Susan
was caught blowing her friend's boyfriend, Rene seems to have found a
new girlfriend, and unfortunately Jody is on another rant about how her
parents don't trust her anymore (I don't blame them). The mass of teens
finally separate into their assigned seats, and many begin to take out
their pens and notebooks.
The minute hand on the ancient brown clock between the ubiquitous "Hang
in there" posters above the door clicks to two o'clock - fifth period
science.
I admit, I should have been at the door greeting my students into the
classroom to gauge what my audience will be like. However, a pile of
folded and abused papers that I've neglected to grade almost toppled
over when I reached for my cup of water earlier, so I felt the need to
stuff some of them into my bag to take home. A disgruntled sigh escapes
me as I sort through the ungraded papers. It looks like another weekend
spent grading papers and inputting grades. I guess it's not too bad.
What else would I have done? Go to the party at the creek? No way.
They'd laugh me away before starting rumors of my trying to see the
girls or something. Like all other teachers, I just relive my youth
vicariously through their exploits longing for the opportunity to do it
again. Mmmm. Damn, I've grown old.
I glance up from my completely covered desk to see them all looking at
me expectantly. Wow, that's unexpected. They're usually so talkative
and stubborn about starting class. Have they finally succumbed to my
constant reminding to stay on task? I doubt it. I'm too wise to look
this gift-horse in the mouth, so I begin the lesson a little
prematurely.
Glancing around the room, I see them all staring at me. Some of them
have an expectant look about them as if they expect me to put on a show.
Others just stare blankly at the front of the class. I should be glad
that they are so engaged, but this isn't the norm. It's almost
unworldly. Honestly, I'm a little creeped out about it.
With hesitancy, I begin my explanation of the differences between the
different life cycles by drawing two large circles on the board. It's a
lesson that they've had since elementary, but we are about to begin
human growth and development, so this is a good way to transition from
general biology to human biology. It's my least favorite lesson of the
year because it makes me so uncomfortable talking about sex to other
people's children. I always feel a little dirty about it. Sure, I try
to hide it with a couple of jokes here and there usually followed by a
chorus of groans and sighs. It's an important part of biology, but damn
if it isn't awkward to teach. Maybe it's not too late to ask to move to
the open technology position.
As I walk across the board a flash of flesh attracts my eyes to a girl
sitting near the aisle. Her yellow, ruffled blouse hangs loosely into
her lap, but I cannot see if she's wearing any pants. I shrug. Kids
these days don't have any respect for themselves. They just show their
goods to anyone that asks. Cheap, I say. There's honestly no reason to
look at porn nowadays when you can just watch the local teens hang out
in public. It's as if there are no inhibitions anymore. Well,
officially I would remind her of our school's dress code, but it's
really not worth the effort. At least her legs are toned and pleasant
to look at, so I'll just take a couple of glances to last me through the
day. She won't know that I can see almost to her privates. That's when
her neighbor's legs catch my eyes. She, too, doesn't seem to be wearing
any sort of pant. Hey little girl, if you're gonna put on a show, then
don't get upset if you attract attention, right? Then I see another,
and then another. All of a sudden, none of the girls in class have any
pants on. It's as if they just didn't bother to put any on. None of
them. Back and forth my over-filled eyes take in the sight. Is this
some class trick?
A brunette in the front row opens her legs to get more comfortable in
the most unlady-like way possible. There, under the first row desk is
her exposed, untrimmed privates. I gasp trying not to be too obvious
glaring at her exposed crotch. I look up to her eyes. She seems
oblivious. They all do. They're not witty enough to pull a stunt like
this without at least one of them giggling or smirking. What do I do?
Do I mention this to the principal? Oh, god! No. He would never
believe me. No one would. They would think that I'm some sort of
pervert.
I blink.
They all have pants on again. Every last one of them. They haven't
moved. There's no way that they could have all put their pants on in
the time that I blinked, but here they all are. Pants. Maybe I just
need some sleep. Maybe I've been surfing too much porn online. Even my
mind can't get away from it. No more porn, I tell myself. Not for a
while at least.
As I draw the steps of the complete life cycle, I notice the Bunsen
burner on my desk. It's partially covered up with week-old quizzes, so
only a bronze colored nozzle is really noticeable. I'm not sure why it
is drawing my eye at the moment, but it looks like it needs to be picked
up. I turn away from the board in mid-sentence and pick it up as I
continue the lesson. All of the students continue to be in rapt
attention. As I'm turned to them I begin to unconsciously stroke the
long, metallic, narrow shaft of the burner in my hands. My mind is on
the conveying the lesson in the most logical order for the students to
comprehend, so I'm not paying too much mind to what my hands are doing.
Being somewhat ADD, I've always needed a stimulus for my hands, anyway,
so this Bunsen burner is performing its job just fine.
"So, the female will take her man's cock," I explain while lifting the
pink, rubber cock to my mouth, "and suck it like this to make it hard."
Finished with my stroking, I lift the thick, pink dildo up to my mouth
and begin to insert as far as I can without gagging. Various tart
flavors invade my mouth with the cock alerting me that I probably should
have cleaned it off before beginning my cock sucking lesson. If only
those slutty girls could understand the need to pleasure their man's
cock before they spread their legs, then maybe we would have a lot more
happy men around. Unfortunately, it's really hard to speak with my
mouth full, so I use pantomime to illustrate the technique that is the
most effective at getting all of that good man juice from their favorite
cock.
Alarmed, I pause staring outward to my class holding the Bunsen burner
with my hands at about chest level. They haven't really moved or
responded to any of my lesson so far, so I stutter a moment trying to
come to my senses. Where's the pink dildo? I look around my feet
thinking maybe I dropped it. Surely, I must have dropped it, but why
did I have it in the first place? What the hell happened? Looking down
at the phallic Bunsen burner in my hands, I ask myself whether I really
just put a dildo into my mouth in front of these kids. I drop the
burner out of disgust letting it clang on the hard, tile floor. Where's
that dildo, damn it?!?
"Excuse me, Mr. Arac, instead of these silly circles, shouldn't we learn
the life cycle interactively?" a student in the back asked without
raising his hand. I instantly recognized his voice. Samuel. He's one
of those kiddos that you really want to help out because you know that
he's been handed a bad deck in life, but his attitude and brash behavior
prevent you from really doing anything for him. Everyone who tries to
help him out gets punished in some way by either him or events that he
creates. Because of this, everyone is scared to be his friend or
mentor. His parents are non-existent, so I've never had the option to
talk to them about his rude behavior in the past. He's usually not very
talkative in class though preferring to piss everyone one off outside of
school, so this outburst of his surprises me a little.
I glance up from the dropped burner to look at him sitting in the back
slouching down with his legs spread out before him. His greasy, flannel
shirt smacks of low-rent garage work, and his spread, untied, black
military-style boots take up a large volume around his desk.
"What's it like being an active part of the life cycle?" he pleaded.
"You know? Did you enjoy getting knocked up and participating in this
whole life cycle business yourself?" he threw out with a knowing grin.
The rest of the class continue to stare at the front.
How dare he speak to me like that, the little bastard! Clutching my
bulbous midsection, I waddle to face him giving him a disapproving
glare. His thin grin cuts into me as if he knows something that I
don't. Looking down, my blouse extends well far out in front of me with
my fat, pregnant belly. Yes, it's only been a few months, but both my
jelly-filled breasts and my taut belly have grown so much since then.
They jiggle heavily with each motion I make, and my belly seems to bump
into everything in my way. Damn, I've been so uncoordinated lately.
"That's none of your business, young man." I counter in as firm a voice
as my high octave will allow. It's not quite the measured response that
I want to give, but I still need to stay professional. Children, no
matter what age, sometimes look for attention or love in the most
hateful and inappropriate ways. He's being a little bastard at the
moment, but I need to keep things in perspective.
"I heard that it was the principal's baby, Ms. Arac," he spit stressing
the title, Miss. "At least that's what everyone is saying."
As inappropriate as his comment is, I can't really argue with it. He
was very rude, but he was correct. A year or so ago, we started seeing
each other romantically while at school. His wife wasn't giving him the
attention a woman should be giving him, so I took her place. Oh, god!
He was good in the sack. I bet we fucked in almost every room in the
school. Blushing at my memories, I glance over to my desk remembering
the time that he took me from behind. Oh, boy he was big. I had run
out of birth control a couple of weeks before but was confident that he
would pull out. He told me that he would. I promised me that he would,
but he didn't. I place my hands to my belly lovingly. He hasn't told
the wife, yet. I should push for him to tell her, but inside, I'm just
happy that we could make this baby together away from her. I love him,
but I don't want him to deal with a nasty divorce. It's unfortunate
that everyone knows. I hope that my reputation doesn't suffer too much
from it.
"...or, maybe it's mine?"
Startled, I look back at him again with wide, open eyes. How dare he
openly admit that to the class? It was only one time after school. He
asked for help on an assignment. My blouse accidently opened up when I
bent over, and he reached up to grab my hanging boob. One thing led to
another, and I found myself lying on my back on the desk with him
pushing between my legs. I honestly didn't really enjoy it. I've had
bigger and better. Sigh. It was just a brief fancy. I just wanted to
know what it was like to fuck a scrub. All of my boyfriends have been
very successful financially - I saw to it that they were - so I took the
opportunity to sample some of the other items from the manhood buffet.
My hands clutch my rounded belly in anger. He may be the father of this
baby, but I'll never admit it to him.
In a flash I was back to my normal, male self in front of the class with
a broken Bunsen burner at my feet. What in the hell just happened?
Dazed, I stumble back and placed my hands on the desk behind me. The
feint memory to being fucked still resonates, but I know it's not real.
My blue, button-up shirt is still tucked into my khaki pants with no
trace of being pushed out by a pregnant belly. The students continue to
focus at the front as if I was still there teaching the lesson.
Panicked, stop the lesson to catch my breath. That's three times I've
had these weird visions, and twice they had me believing that I was a
girl. Grasping for a calming mechanism, I look at my open, shaking
hands in an effort to get control of my outward emotions. Have I gone
mad? Is this the start of a breakdown? Oh, my God! I'll be put into
an insane asylum. That's what they do to people who've gone mad. My
jittery eyes scan the room to see my students' reaction to my breakdown.
Surely, they would be freaking out at me. Or worse, they would be
laughing and taking videos of me. My face would be the poster boy for
'teacher goes crazy in the classroom" in some viral internet video.
Back and forth I hyperactively zero in on each student's face
anticipating scorn. They must be having a great time watching me
unravel.
Nothing.
My deep breaths slow. A bead of sweat rolls down the side of my face
undisturbed.
Nothing.
They aren't laughing at all. There's no chorus of jeering.
There's nothing.
They're just sitting in their desks. Attentive to my lesson. Frozen.
What on earth is going on?
"I almost thought you would lose it there for a moment, Mr. Arac,"
Samuel calls out over the crowded classroom. His voice drips with
smugness and sarcasm.
My attention pinpoints to the slacker in the back.
He continues, "Did you like being a slut? I bet you would give anything
to go back to being the school slut, wouldn't cha? Waddling around
showing everyone that someone has put a baby in you. Showcasing your
sexual prowess."
He's not affected by whatever is causing everyone else to stay in place.
He's talking. Was he connected to my mental episodes? How could he
have known what I was feeling?
"What do you mean, Samuel?" I counter in a shaky, thin voice. It was
the best I could do given that my attention is divided at the moment.
"I mean you enjoyed being a knocked up slut. You were standing at the
front of the class pregnant just now reminiscing on how you and the
principal fucked on the desk behind you."
I felt that someone just sucker punched me in the gut. That's
impossible! There's no way that actually happened, and there's no way
he could have known about it. I'm still processing everything, do I
didn't offer a response to his insights.
Samuel stands chuckles as he slowly stands up. "This is going to be
fun, Mr. Arac. I wonder how long it will take for you to hold on to
yourself? I'm going to enjoy making you my little slut. Piece-by-
piece."
I can feel waves of heat exude from his presence. Step-by-step he
struts over to me while lightly caressing the back of a guy's head
jerking him awake.
"You're gonna be begging to suck his cock, Mr. Arac," the seated jock
awkwardly teases before zoning out again.
"You're going to beg to be fucked on your desk," another student
torments as he's awoken by Samuel's hand.
"You're gonna show all of us your big tits," a nerdy, glasses-wearing
girl threats while mimicking holding large breasts in front of her
disproportionately small ones.
One by one, my students join him in his threats then just as they were
awakened go staring back at the board.
The hairs on my neck bristle and a cannonball of fear churns within my
belly. I've got to get out of here. I've got to put as much distance
from this guy as possible. Now!
Seeing an escape I lunge for the door slamming it open with a shout of
both fear and pain and careen down the empty hallway sending a cacophony
of rapid footsteps throughout the school. I eye the red exit door on
the far end leading out to the parking lot and run straight to it. I'm
not really at a place to form any plans. My whole body just screams to
run far and fast.
I look back and see Samuel standing in the doorway laughing in my
direction. The echoes of my footsteps and rapid breathing drown out the
sound, but I can feel it resonate inside as if it is a presence that has
latched itself onto its host. Charging to the door I lower my shoulder.
Whether it breaks the door down doesn't really bother me. With a loud
crack, it smashes open knocking me to the ground outside the building.
I fall sprawled out with my front sliding along the dirty ground. The
collision knocked the breath out of me, but I don't wait to catch it. I
scramble up coughing and hacking gasping to breathe. I can use the
parked cars as an opportunity to hide myself to purchase some time to
gather my wits and breath. Trying to find a random car to hide behind,
I spot a large, grey, older car in the middle of the lot. It's large
enough for me to rest behind, so I meander a random line among the
students' parked cars to my spot and crash to the ground behind a wheel.
My forced breaths come in sudden jerks, and I shake my head back and
forth to bear pain from my shoulder and abused lungs.
My reprieve could last a lifetime. My breathing slowly comes back, but
the pain in my chest and shoulder is still very strong. None of this
makes any sense. How did Samuel do that to me? Is he some kind of god?
I catch myself tensing up again from fear, and consciously slow my
breathing. Where would a child acquire such power over the minds of
those around him?
Still huffing, I peer over the top of the trunk to spy if I'm being
followed. There's no one there. Surely, I must have busted the door
with the way I slammed into it, but it's closed without any damage.
Safe. Calmness reluctantly washes over me as I gather my senses and try
to formulate an explanation or at least a plan to escape this insanity.
Rest.
The door opens above me with a creak and an arm taps me on the shoulder.
Wearily, I look up to see one of the freshman girls motion for me to
come in by waving her arm. She's very pretty. I can't place her name,
but I do remember thinking that she has a good reputation and is very
friendly to others. She's smiling a bright, somewhat euphoric smile
with long, brunette curls wrapped behind her ears. Trails of pink smoke
wafts out of the top of the car swirling and dancing in the afternoon
wind.
"Come in, come in!" she playfully requests with a slight giggle. Her
movements or speech don't seem very coordinated.
Glancing around to see if I've been spotted, I slide into the back seat.
It's funny. I'm not in the least worried that I'm a grown man, a
teacher no less, sitting in the back of a car with a teenage girl or
that some god was playing with me earlier. No. What I'm most concerned
about is whether she has any more of whatever she's smoking. I've been
through a lot just now, so I need to let loose a little and have a some
fun with some friends. Kelly, that's right it's Kelly, pulls me up by
my arm and wrestles me inside. I didn't expect her to pull so hard, so
I fall into her in the seat. We both collapse into giggles as the
silliness of it.
The back seat is an expansive bench seat with course, tan fabric and
broken, brown piping. Some of the ceiling fabric is starting to sag
down, and the fake wood in the door handles scream 'old people's car'.
Trails of thick, pink smoke from Kelly's blunt undulate and dance as it
is absorbed into the greater, grey cloud above our heads. The door
slams with a thud behind me.
"OMG, Chloe! I thought you'd never get out here," she whines. What is
she talking about? We planned skipping class last night, and I would
totally never let my bestie down.
"And guess who I've brought along." she sings motioning to the hunky guy
in the front seat rolling some green herbs into a paper. It's Rene from
geometry. He sits in front of me, so I get to stare at him with
impunity when the lesson gets boring - which is usually is. He's soo
dreamy. He comes from South America, so his golden, brown skin and
thick accent is to die for.
"You didn't!" I tease. "You know that I like him."
"Here!" Kelly commands and hands me a smoke which I take without delay.
"Maybe you'll like him a little more after today." Skipping school to
have a smoke out was the best idea in, like, forever. I sigh and melt
into the seats. I love sharing this with my BFF. Waves of relaxation
flow from the top of my head to my tingling toes making any form of
movement almost impossible. The slide opens my blouse up a little at my
chest allowing the tops of my bra to show, and my skirt rides up showing
a little of my panties underneath.
"I know someone who thinks you're cute," Kelly admits as she leans down
into the foot well near my legs. I immediately perk up at this good
news.
"Who?" I lazily reply still lost in a haze of relaxation. My vision is
starting to become a little blurry and moving my head causes a delay
between my eyes and my mind.
Kelly playfully uses her fingers to walk up my exposed leg until she
almost reaches my panty line then motions with her other hand towards
the front of the car. She then opens the next two buttons on my blouse
exposing my bra-covered breasts. My eyes open wide at the realization
that Rene may be who she's talking about. Oh, my god! I've had a crush
on him all year. Excitement builds up between us and we both explode
into a fit of giggles and squeals.
"What are you two girls so excited about back there?" he booms in his
sexy Spanish accent and leers over the seat at us. His bloodshot eyes
scan my body from my head past my exposed bra and to the juncture
between my legs. Feeling naughty I don't bother to cover up. Honestly,
I probably couldn't manipulate the buttons of my blouse at the moment
anyway. He's totally looking directly at my pussy and I bet he's
getting hard over it on the other side of the seat.
"Rene has put together a great combo this time. He says that it is a
recipe to increase a person's libido, whatever that means," Kelly offers
as a compliment and a conversation starter.
My eyes move over to her thin, low-cut shirt that both supports and
outlines her above average bust. She's not huge, but compared to my
little mosquito bites, hers is totes legit. We've seen each other
topless plenty of times, so I know what they look and feel like. Hell,
I remember watching them grow last summer and making fun of her about
it. I just wish the boob fairy would visit ME already. Her leopard-
print bra is visible through the stretched fabric of her strained shirt.
I giggle as I wonder if she chose that bra and shirt combo on purpose.
I reach out to touch them. Her fixed, half smile comes closer as she
closes the distance between us.
"I'm not sure why I feel this way, but I think you are so beautiful,"
she whispers leaning over me. Slowly, she lowers her mouth to mine and
we begin to kiss. Her strawberry lip gloss explodes in my mouth as we
grow more passionate with our make-out session. Forcefully, our tongues
weave and dart along each other accompanied by our lustful moaning.
Sloppy, wet groans and huffs fill within the car. I'm lost in the tart
smoke and strawberry in my mouth as the world outside of us disappears.
We paw each other's bodies. I want her as close as possible to me. I
want her with me. My arms wrap around her and pull her boobs into to my
chest. She lifts up in a fit of giggles, "Oh no. You're in trouble
now."
I fix my eyes on the cartoon character on her shirt. Its head is
pressed out by her boobs creating a weird funhouse mirror effect. Its
eyes stretch over the front with two little nubs poking out behind their
irises. It's then that I notice that she doesn't have any pants on
underneath. Had she been fucking my crush in the car?
A hand starts massaging my leg at my knee and gravitates upward. My
mouth continues to open to capture her tongue, but she pulls away. To
my left, Rene has joined us and is just inches away from my panty-
covered center.
"So, you like my herbs?" he asks. I motion my head up and down with
half-lidded eyes. Speech is not easy at the moment in my lustful
euphoria. I wonder if he knows how tingly and lightheaded I'm feeling
right now. My hips shift up and down in frustration, and I moan his
name.
He lowers his mouth to mine and blows a puff of smoke into me. I open
my throat to him to take as much of his smoke as I can. The smoke fills
me as if it was more than just smoke. It is his very essence that I'm
taking him into me, and I want more. I want him. I need him. I've
totally waited enough time to do this. I wonder if we'll do more than
just kiss.
His mouth covers mine, and I continue to suck in his smoke. In the back
of my mind I wonder where all of it is coming from, but my female
instincts are very much in control at the moment. His finger hooks
around the bottom of my panties. I gasp at the contact in my most
secret of places. It was only a brush of the backside of his finger,
but it felt so good. His touch reverberates throughout my body
eliciting a groan of lust as I feel them slowly slide down to my knees.
Cool air washes over my wet cleft and for a moment I become a little
embarrassed. Both Kelly and I know that no boy has ever seen me down
there. Thinking of her, I peer up to see her grinning and silently
cheering us on. With her encouragement, I bend my knees together to
allow my panties to be pulled off. I'm now completely exposed. OMG!
I'm totally open down there. My eyes try to stay focused on my dark-
skinned lover, but the images stretch and stutter. By now, closed eyes
are the best way to keep from getting too dizzy. His sensuous touch
along my most sensitive areas are enough stimulation, anyway. It's the
touch that I want.
"I didn't know that you liked to be touched there," he whispers into my
ear referring to the soaked junction between my legs.
"Yes," I moan. Touch me again.
"Do you want me to touch you there more?"
"Yes," I spread my legs a little more to give him access. I can feel my
wetness string between my lips as they spread. Is this how he and Kelly
did it? Did she feel like this, too?
"Do you know what people call little girls who allow guys to touch them
there?"
Let me show you how good you are making me feel like this by opening my
most secret of places to you. See my spread legs. Look at how wet I
am.
"Yes," I answer. I want to know what it feels like. I want to know how
it feels to have a boy inside me.
"What do they call them?"
Sluts. That's what they are called. But, I can't be one. I'm just
riding a high while totally turned on. I want to know what it's like to
be so close to a guy that I can feel him inside of me. My body wants
it. My mind wants it. I mewl into his smoke-darkened mouth my desire
to go further. Every fiber of my body wants to have him inside of me.
I must have him in me. I must have him in me, now. I want him to fuck
me. I want him to complete me. I want him to make me a woman. He must
make me his.
"OMG, Chloe! You're gonna lose your virginity in the back of my dad's
car!" Kelly screams.
My hand reaches over to open his pants. They snap open very easily, and
my hand feels the heat and desire in my South American lover.
"Yes, that's right. Make me ready for you. Just like a good girl
should."
I reach over and grunt in an effort to pull his pants down. He assists
by lifting up separating our connection and exposing his hard, throbbing
brown cock. I stare openmouthed. I've never really seen one in person.
It's so long and the head is a thick, pulsing red helmet. I try to grip
it but fail to get my hand all the way around it. The skin is soft and
flexible, but underneath is an iron-hard muscle that flexes when I grab
it. For a moment, I fear that he may be too big. Is this what I want?
"What do people call a girl who opens her legs for a guy she just met?"
his accented voice demands.
His large, strong hands grab me by my waist and places my long-wise
along the fabric seat with an "oof". I open my legs again and bend them
at the knee to show that I still want to continue. My center completely
exposed to him. All the desire to have him in me overcomes any fear
that may have crept in. He must have me. He must be in me. I'm his
for the taking. Wetness leaks down between my cheeks and my legs
convulse in anticipation. My pussy is his to be in. I'm his lover.
I'm his girl. I'm his slut.
His hips push up against the bottom of my butt, and I can feel his cock
rubbing the top of my mound teasing it with a sawing motion. His balls
glance my wet opening making a sticky noise and forces me to jump in
surprise.
I look up at Kelly. She's lost in excitement for me. I look up at
Rene's face with smoke gently wafting out of his nose and mouth.
"What do people call a girl who fucks strangers in the back of a car?"
I rock my hips up and down his pole and moan with open lips.
"What do you call a girl who spreads her legs like this?"
It's rubbing along the top of my pussy and sending electric shocks into
every part of my body.
"What are you?"
I reach my right hand between my legs and grasp ahold of his firm staff.
Gently I lower it to my entrance and rub it up and down to wet the tip.
Once set, I let go and raise my arms over his head.
"Your slut," I whisper and pull him in with my legs.
The head presses hard against my tight opening causing it to swell open.
The pressure grows in intensity until an immediate heat followed by a
rush of fulfillment takes its presence inside of me. My lips stretch to
accommodate his girth burning with strain. I cry out as tears force
themselves from my dilated eyes. His hard, firm cock that was once
outside of me has become a part of me. I'm complete. It is no longer
considered a part of my lover, but it is now a part of me. The pressure
intensifies. Rough bumps glide along my opening stimulating my pleasure
centers. Slowly it pushes in pressing out from within me making my
entire lower halve a sleeve for him. It keeps coming. Oh, fuck! How
big is he?!? Gently, a tuft of wiry hair presses up against my lips
signaling that he's completely in. Rene stops allowing me to become
accustomed to him.
"Chloe, you're totally fucking Rene, aren't you? OMG! You're such a
little slut."
I am content. I am happy. This is the most amazing feeling I've ever
felt. My whole body is holding another within it, and it feels so
right. I like this. I really like this. I don't want to stop doing
this. Kelly's words sound so good to me. She's so, completely right.
I am a slut. I like to fuck. No, I live to fuck.
"I AM a slut, aren't I?"
Suddenly, I awake on the ground leaned against the tire of the old car.
Feeling all over, I check to see who I am. A firm grope of the loose
crotch outside of my pants confirms that maybe Samuel is winning this
fight. It elicits a small, wet spark of energy that snaps in my mind as
I grab myself again. Man! That feels good. Fuck, where is Rene when
you need him? I'm so wet.
No! That's not right. Why would I think that? It was just a dream.
It was...amazing. I've never felt so complete than I did with Rene inside
of me. He was so hot.
Please, stop tormenting me. I'm not a slut. I didn't just fuck some
teenage stoner, and my best friend is not some freshman girl. It's all
in my head.
"Stop this madness, Samuel!" I cry out to the sky and collapse back
into a ball whimpering with tears streaming down my face. "Please,
stop."
In the distance, the dismissal bell sounds alerting me that the parking
lot will soon be full of students. They can't see me like this. I've
got to get home. Across the lot is my little grey car. It's not much
considering a teacher's pay, but it gets me back and forth from work.
Scampering back to my feet, I scramble over it hiding ducking behind
cars as I run. Warm slickness between my legs remind me of my well-
fucked pussy from earlier. Some students have started to exit the
doors, but I don't see any sign of that bastard, Samuel. Deep down, I
know he's just waiting to punish me again. If only I can get away then
maybe he won't be able to reach me.
Sneaking around the back end of my car a sudden thought freezes me. My
car keys and wallet are still in my bag in the classroom. Shit! What
am I going to do, now? I've got to find a way back in and hide until
everyone leaves. Maybe Samuel is finished toying with me and has moved
on to another victim. Dear god, I hope so. There's a rarely-used door
around the back near the gym that could allow me to get in without
anyone's knowledge. Luckily, my classroom keys are still in my pocket,
so all I have to do is sneak in there and hide out for a while.
The parking lot is filling up. Getting back to the school without being
seen is not an option, but if I keep an eye out for Samuel I may be able
to avoid another run-in. I just have to play it calm and walk quickly.
"Hey there Mr. Arac. Are you okay?" a sweet girl in a cheerleader
outfit asks. She's one of my Seniors this year dressed in her highly
revealing cheerleader outfit for tonight's game. I'm not sure who picks
out those outfits, but they really do a number on us guys. This year's
is no exception with a plunging neckline and high mid-drift. Secretly,
I'll take a glance at her exposed breasts, but this time it just doesn't
seem right. Her boyfriend who she's holding hands with is such a hunk,
though. I bet they fuck every night. Good for her, I say. I bet he's
hung like a mule and is as hard a rock. How wonderful would it be if
he'd take me home so I can make love... Shit! Where did that come from?
"I'm fine. Thank you for asking. Good luck tonight," I struggle with
keeping the words clean as my mind is thinking about how wet I've gotten
over her man. What the hell happened to me? All I can think about are
sexual thoughts. Is it possible that he made me a slut in the real
world like I was in the car? I may actually like that idea.
After a couple more close calls with students and one confused male
teacher, I snake around a blind corner to see the door. Slowly turning
the lock it clicks, and I move in. There in front of me on the tiled
floor is the pink dildo from earlier haphazardly dropped in the middle
of the dark access hallway. There you are, you little minx. I was
looking all over for you. Relieved that I finally found my pink toy I
pick it up and continue on my way down the hallway.
"Click clop, click clop" my shoes clicking echoes down the hallway
announcing to anyone close by that I'm here. On a whim I strip off my
shoes and drop them into a corner. I only have two hands, and one of
them is holding my favorite pink dildo. At the end of the hallway are
the locker rooms and weight gym. There's a closet there that I can hide
in and wait. Heavy fumes of sweaty guys working out invade my senses
making it hard to focus. Thankfully, no one is there. It's Friday
afternoon, so all of the athletes and coaches are at the field house.
I'm not sure that I would be able to control myself if there was anyone
here. With a sigh of relief, I duck into the supply closet and wait
with the lights still off. Only the sound of my heartbeat and breathing
can be heard. It doesn't take long for boredom to give course my
desires. If no one is here, then no one would know, right?
I'm so glad I found my little pink friend in the hallway. He's so big
and veiny. He fits perfectly in any hole I put him in. Enshrouded by
the darkness, I caress and stroke the thick, rubber cock wishing that it
was connected to a hunky guy. It's not the real thing, but it'll do
when I get into a frenzy like this. Not that I'm complaining. An evil
thought slips in. Why am I just waiting here stroking him, when I could
have him in me? Maybe I can get off a couple of times while I wait.
I stand up hoping that there's nothing above me and hastily undo and
slip my pants off. I can feel strings of slick moisture pull off when I
remove my underwear. Oh, fuck I'm so horny. Kneeling down on my knees
I aim the tip of the dildo to my entrance and let gravity pull me down
onto it. Mmm, the fullness quietens my raging desire. This is what I
was made for. I was made to fuck. Every fiber of my being relishes in
the pressure and pleasure the veined cock creates. I moan out loud. Up
and down I rock and allowing this invader deeper into me. My pussy
contracts and pulls as I lift up trying to milk it of its cum. Mmm.
That's what's missing. Cum. I press a finger to my mouth and slip it
in. I'm so hungry for some. My mouth is actually watering. One hand
is in my mouth sucking on a finger and the other slides down to caress
my lips as I work the dildo in. They spread out, slick with juices,
absorbing each fake bump and vein channeling each contour to my brain in
a euphoric haze. My body is acting on its own. I'm just a third party
as it does what it must to get what it needs. I need it all in me. I
grunt in an animalistic fury. Oh, fuck I need to cum. Oh, I need it.
I need cum. Mmmm, yes! I need cum.
"Hello, Janice?" a male voice calls out from the locker room outside.
I freeze. My insides beg me to continue. My pussy pleads for more
fucking. No! He'll hear. I can't be caught in the locker room fucking
myself. What will people think?
"I heard you. Stop playing. I know it's not four, yet, but I just
couldn't help myself. I wanted to see you again." he pleads to his non-
existent girlfriend.
I whimper as he walks closer to the closet door. The dildo is still
firmly lodged in my quivering pussy, so when I try to stand it slides
shooting a lightning bolt of pleasure through me. I groan, then freeze.
Oh, shit, he heard me.
The door gently begins to open aligning a beam of light to the opposite
wall. Its brightness partially blinds me.
"Janice, are you in there?"
The light outlines his physique fluttering both my heart and my
hormones. Oh, my god he's hot. Forgetting that I'm trying to scurry
away, my center demands attention so I sit back down taking the rubber
cock as far inside me as possible. I know that my pussy is begging for
more, but the consequences of him finding me sitting on a dildo in the
school are too severe. Plus, a thought pushes all of my rational ideas
to the side. Cum. Oh, fuck I need his cum, but what if he finds out
I'm not Janice? Maybe I can get him to cum quickly, and then I can
escape before he knows it's not her.
"Shh," I whisper trying to keep my voice hidden. Without letting the
dildo out, I lean forward and pull him to me by a belt loop on his
waist. I don't need to say anything. My erratic fumbling of his belt,
pants, and zipper tells him that he's found what he was looking for. I
take a moment to admit that it's quite difficult to undo another man's
pants in the dark from the other side. With the zipper down, I reach in
and caress the hard shaft behind the thin material of his underwear. My
hands shake as they show affection for his manhood. A soft moan from
above tells me that I've hit the jackpot. I exhale through the fabric
bathing it in my moist breath. Now that he's satiated, I can attend to
the task of removing his pants.
His pants slide to the ground with a jingle and a plop. His muskiness
wafts out enveloping me in a chemical bath of testosterone and teenage
hormones. I reach up with my right hand and take his semi-hard cock
stroking it up and down. Its length bounces on my wrist as I stroke it
to arousal. The head feels so soft rubbing against my skin belying it's
firmness underneath.
"Fuck, Janice. I didn't know you were willing to do this. You told me
not to push you last night. Are you sure..." I cut him off by engulfing
the head into my hot, moist mouth. My hand strokes back and forth
forcing the cock as far into my mouth as I can handle. Out of instinct,
I try to work up as much spit as I can to allow it slide back and forth
easily. He's stopped talking. Good, now give me what you have.
For a minute, I feel sorry for Janice. She's had a crush on him for
some time. We were both ecstatic when he finally asked her to a date.
Yes, I helped him by telling him that he had nothing to worry about, but
he didn't believe me. That's so cute. He's like this big, hunky teddy
bear. I keep working his cock deeper into my mouth. It's starting to
push into my throat.
"Ack!" I cough in a high-pitched voice.
"Janice?" he asks in a confused voice.
I reply by shoving his cock as far down my throat as possible to shut
him up. I cough and gag a little, but once it's in he's fine. With
nothing else to do my hands start caressing my areas. My right reaches
down to feel the dildo sliding in and out. My left reaches up under my
bra to caress my nipples. Janice has always had bigger boobs than me,
but that hasn't stopped me from teasing her boyfriends with my hard
nipples. They're hard as rocks and poke out enough for me to roll them
around. I may be stretching my shirt out, but I really don't care. He
shuts up again.
We're both moaning over the sound of my sucking. Shouldn't we be
staying quiet? I would be mortified if anyone knew I was fucking myself
with a dildo in the locker room. Damn it, will you just enjoy your
blowjob in silence!
I've always been envious of Janice. Ron is such a great guy, but Janice
isn't the type of girl who would do anything like this. "Saving herself
for marriage" she says. She knew that I was a slut. She's even tried
to "save" me a couple of times from my behavior. Ron deserved better.
He deserved a slutty girl who knew how to please him. How could he let
those muscles and this cock go to waste?
His large hands grip the ponytails on the side of my head. He's close.
It's about fucking time he decided to let me have his come, I was
getting impatient. His cock is expanding within my mouth pulsating with
need and desire. It fills me forcing my jaw to open enough to be sore
by now. I trace my tongue along the underside of the head and grab this
thrusting, hairy ass with both of my hands. Give me your cum! Faster
is slide back and forth. My sore throat is begging for me to stop.
Tears and a little snot run down both sides of my face. I must have
your cum, Ron. Give your cum slut your cum!
The lights turn on blinding me in light.
"Ron?" Janice asks in disbelief in a quavering voice.
"Janice?" he replies then looks down to see my tearstained face looking
up at him. His hands are holding my ponytails. "Susan?!?" he cries as
his body gives up and forces his orgasm. The large, cock shakes and
swells inside as it slips out spraying his cum over my face and hair.
My mind is bombarded with the embarrassment of being caught fucking
myself and the satisfaction that he came. A drop of the tart liquid
slides into the side of my mouth causing me to lick my lips in
satisfaction. "Susan, what the fuck?!"
Janice turns away crying forcing Ron to make a decision. Should he run
after her and try to explain that he thought she was me, or should he
stay and have another round with his new slutty girlfriend in front of
him. Like a dumbass, he runs off chasing after her pulling his pants
back up to his waist. So, I guess he really did like her. Oh well. I
got what I wanted, so all's well. I'm suddenly fatigued lying back on
my elbows. My body collapses sprawling my legs and arms out. I'll get
up in a moment. Being a cum slut takes a lot out of you.
Groggily, I look around at the shelves of sports equipment located all
around me in the dimly-lit closet. Oh no! I had another dream. I gaze
downward to see my trim, cute, girly body lying on her side on the cold,
closet floor with dried cum caked all over her. Brunette hair covers
much of my face and the floor all around, so I use my hand to pull it
behind my ear. My little brown cones push out only a little giving a
hint that they're breasts.
He's done it. He finally turned me into a girl. There's no way this is
possible. I'm a middle aged male teacher. I'm not some slutty girl.
The flavor of Ron's cum in my mouth flashes images of naked men and hard
cocks through my mind making me queasy and a little turned on. "Hold it
together," I tell myself. He may be doing to this to your body, but
you're still in control. At least now I know that Samuel knows I'm
here. I sit up bending my knees up to my pointy chest. Both knees are
scraped and slightly bruised. I guess I really did suck a cock just
now. So, that's what he's doing. He's using these dreams to change me
into some slutty girl. Each one brings me closer to his goal. To test
my theory, I reach over to the pink dildo at my feet. I still think
it's cute, and loved having it in me, but I need to focus for a moment.
The first dreams were his idea of showing me that he has the power to
change me. Then, he gave me my girl parts and a desire to use it when I
let Rene take my virginity. Finally, he must have made me a cocksucker
when Ron came in. I have to know if I'm right. I have to test this to
see where Samuel is taking me.
I look down to see that my hands were already stroking the phallus in my
lap. "Focus, Christine," I tell myself in frustration again. As if by
habit I bring it up to my mouth and let it go back as far as I can. The
pressure it exerts on the back of my throat sends pleasure thrills over
me and makes me want to spend some more time doing it. The gurgling
sounds I make get me a little wet. I can take this entire cock like a
pro. It's not an accomplishment that most people would be proud of, but
I think it's nice. Suddenly, I feel different. It's like I'm more in
control now - like I'm a predator. There's so many guys out there who
would give their left arm to be inside of me. My whole world just
opened up. I can have any one I want. What in the world am I doing
teaching a bunch of pain in the ass teenagers? I could fuck my way to
an easy life as arm candy. It's so empowering.
Hesitantly, I pull the dildo out and drop it to the ground. I can't let
it draw me away from my goal of surviving this ordeal, so I kick it
under one of the shelving units. Reaching over to put my pants back on
I realize that they won't fit anymore. I've must have shrunk. Well,
I'm not going to run around the school naked, so I need to find
something quickly. I'm sure Janice is telling others about us, and soon
someone is bound to come in here to verify her story. I grab a pair of
green athletic shorts and put them on. They don't leave much to the
imagination with a very high cut that almost exposes the bottom of my
butt. I grab a grey t-shirt nearby and put it on. It fits pretty
snugly exposing my hard, miniature nipples. Was this the boy's or the
girl's locker room? Anyway, I forgo any shoes to stay silent on the
tile and quickly make my way back to my classroom after remembering to
grab my keys.
I snake around each corner checking if anyone is in the hallway before
scampering along the side near the lockers. The shorts are hugging my
female parts so much that they've gotten a little wet and my nipples are
chafing on the t-shirt. Hallway-by-hallway I sneak. Everyone must be
gone. Finally, I'm standing outside of my classroom. Stealthfully, I
peer through the window to see if anyone is there. Vacant. I sigh in
relief. Deep down, I know that Samuel isn't finished with me, and I'm
sure that he'll try to catch me in my classroom when he sees that my car
is still in the parking lot. Nevertheless, I must at least try to get
those keys. I've worked too hard to get here for nothing.
The key clicks as I slowly unlock the door. Very weary of my
surroundings, I peer around to see if I'm being watched. Still no one
is around. It's uncanny. It's not that far past the dismissal bell and
the school seems entirely vacant. Surely, there must be some student
club meeting or studious teacher prepping a lesson for next Monday. The
hallways are just too quiet. No use in second-guessing my decision to
come here. I slip into the doorway.
Finally, my parents left the damn house. It's like they have no social
life at all. What losers! God would please just give my loser parents
something to do. I make a beeline to my computer upstairs in my room.
Cliff told me that he'd be on until dinnertime, so I hope that he's
still there. He's really cute, and he's been dropping hints that he
wants to go out, but I'm not too sure. I log onto the chat session and
see his nick, strongmanjones, is still there. With a couple of clicks
of the mouse his video feed pops up in the browser.
"I was wondering when you would come on, Jody. Took you long enough,"
he teases.
"My stupid parents wouldn't leave. I've been grounded from the computer
for some stupid reason, so I had to wait," I whine but quickly change my
tune when I see that he's disaffected by my complaints. "It's so nice
to see you again."
We talk about nothing for a while. You know, small talk. I don't
really care what we talk about. I just don't want to be alone and bored
in the house. Yes, I complain when my parents aren't here, but it's a
really big, scary place. If they would just give me a separate room
like I asked, then we wouldn't have any problems. Anyhoo, Cliff is a
cute guy and all, but he keeps looking down into the bottom of the
screen. I guess he noticed that I forgot to wear my bra. Sheesh, is
that all boys think about?
I've been blessed with good sized boobs since middle school. OMG it was
soo embarrassing then, but I've learned tricks to keep them out of sight
these last three or so years. A girl learns little tricks and secrets
to keeping her girls out of the sight of roving eyes. The worst is when
it's one of the teachers. Eww!
So, this time is no different. His face can't hide the disappointment
when I lean forward taking them out of the camera's range.
"Let's play a game. Rock-paper-scissors. Loser has to do what the
winner says. What do you say?" he offers. How fun! I start before he
has a chance to back out.
"One, two, three, go!" We both show our hands - his rock to my paper.
"Oops, looks like I won that one," I tease.
I tell him to bark like a dog. It's cheesy, but I just want to see if
he'd do it. At first he's hesitant, but quickly barks. He's not loud,
but at least I made him feel like a fool. Tee hee. This was a good
idea.
"One, two, three, go!" I say again. He holds out his scissors while I
show paper. Okay, he won that one. I wonder what he's going to ask me
to do. Barking like a dog wouldn't be too bad, I guess.
"Let me see your nipple."
"What the hell, Cliff?" I spit. "I thought we were having a fun time.
Geez. Is that all you think about? Is that why you've been chatting
with me this entire time just to see my boobs?" His request shakes me
up a little. I thought he was a real gentleman. I thought I really
liked him.
"Relax. I am having fun, Jody. No need to get upset. I just thought
you'd be ready to stop playing kids games and have some REAL fun - like
adults do. Besides, it's just a nipple. What harm is that going to
do?"
His argument makes sense. We aren't little kids anymore, and we swim
every summer together at the pool. It's not like he's never seen my
breasts when I wear my bikini. As big as they are, he could probably
see them before seeing my face when we meet in the hallway. Anyways,
how come grown-ups are always telling us that we can't do this or we
can't do that before doing those very same things themselves right
after? Okay, Cliff. If you want to play that game, then I'm in.
"You aren't recording this, are you?" I ask. The hunky guy on the
screen shakes his head. I hope he's telling the truth. Looking around
my room as if someone would be there, I sit up in the chair so my boobs
are in view of the camera. He immediately perks up and gets closer to
the screen. Slowly, I lean forward so that my shirt's neck hole opens
exposes the upper crest of my left breast. I pause.
"Are you sure you aren't recording this, Cliff? I will hate you if you
are."
"No, Jody. I'm not recording any of this. I promise no one will see
this other than you and me." he confidently states. He really is cute
when he talks so sternly.
Cautiously, I pull down the front of my shirt enough to expose my left
nipple, then immediately pull it back up and lean forward covering
myself with my crossed arms in a fit of nervous giggles. My entire body
shrinks down into a ball in the chair. I just flashed Cliff! Oh crap,
what if anyone finds out?
"There, you pervert. You saw my nipple. Happy?"
"Very. One, two, three, go!" replies and holds out his flattened hand
to the camera. I barely have enough time to put my fist up. Damn! He
won again.
"You had fun showing me your nipple, didn't you?" Okay, yes, it was
kind of intense. My heart is still pumping furiously and my hands are
shaking a little. It was kind of like riding a roller coaster for the
first time. I didn't really want to do it, but once it's over you are
over the fear from the beginning.
"It was okay," I reply trying to sound cool.
"Show me your belly."
Huh? Of all the things he would like to see, he asks for my belly?
Well, I guess it isn't my boobs again, so I don't really feel the same
anxiety I did earlier. "Okay."
I stand up and push the roller chair back. I'm eyeing the camera so I
can control what he sees. I don't want him seeing too much. My hands
reach down to grab the bottom of my shirt, and I pull up to the bottom
of my unrestrained boobs. There on the screen is my trim belly. All of
those sit ups in athletics is paying off. There's still a little winter
padding, but it'll all be gone by summer. You know, I'm kind of proud
of my belly. Those workouts at school suck. I stand there for a moment
to let him take it all in. He can't take his eyes off of me.
Does that make me a hottie? I should be. I'm the biggest chest among
all of my girlfriends. Yea, Cliffy-boy. Enjoy this view. You're
looking at a hottie and you should appreciate it.
As I'm posing for him my hands must have slipped upward a little
exposing the bottom of my swaying breasts. I didn't notice it until
now, but oddly I'm okay with it. He's already seen my nipple, and now
he's seen my underboob. There's not much else to see. Watch this, I'm
gonna surprise the hell out of him.
"Like what you see, there Cliffy? Well, check these out!" I say like
I'm surprising him a gift and pull the entire shirt over my head
completely exposing my bouncing boobs. Back and forth they jiggle and
sway. The room's cold air flows over the tops sending chills to my
large, hardening nipples. Feeling like he's seen enough I quickly cover
them up with my folded arms. Oh shit! I really just flashed a boy.
What was I thinking? Oh, why did I just do that?!?
"They're beautiful," a wide-eyed, shocked Cliff expresses as if in a
daze. Really? He thinks they're beautiful? "Why are you holding them
after you just showed them to me?" I guess if he likes them, I
shouldn't be too embarrassed. He did just see them, so holding them
doesn't make any sense. In fact, I kind of liked showing my girls.
"One, two, three, go!" he blurts and extends his hand into a fist.
Without thinking, I bring up scissors leaving my boob exposed again.
Crap, he won again.
"Did you hear that stoner Rene and two girls were caught fucking in the
parking lot after school today? I heard that one of the girls was so
stoned that she offered to fuck the security guys." he said laughing.
"That is pretty funny," I chuckle. He continues to fill me in on the
other daily gossip while I follow along. My arms lower to rest at my
side forgetting that I'm not supposed to show my boobs to other people.
I am more comfortable now without any clothing above my waist. It feels
so much more natural, like this is the way it's supposed to be. We
sometimes go this way during sleep overs, and I'm pretty much nude when
I wear my bikini to the pool. Why are people so uptight about a boob,
anyway? I mean, really? They're just boobs, people. Look at mine. I
don't mind. Seriously, look at mine. They're no different from anyone
else's. Why would I be embarrassed by them? Half of the population has
the same thing, right? Freeing my breasts on camera has liberated me.
I feel amazing. There's no embarrassment with on my body. There's no
shame. I don't mind that a boy is looking at them. Hell, let everyone
look at them. People should look at my boobs. They're amazing!
They're perfect.
As we continue to converse, my hands begin to caress the undersides and
rub across the nipples. I'm not really thinking about it. It's just a
natural reaction. I've seen guys play with their junk when they are
showering (yes, we spy, too!). I'm just enjoying owning a perfectly
good pair of breasts.
"Show me how wet you are."
His command jars me back into the game.
"What?"
"I never gave you a command after winning. Show me how wet you are."
"That's getting kind of personal, don't cha think?" I scold him. I
mean, really? Showing him my boobs are one thing, but showing him
my...um, girl parts is another. Plus, I am getting pretty wet from
playing this game with him. That's going to be so embarrassing.
"I'm not asking you to take your pants off. I just want to see if
you're as excited as I am." he explains. He's excited? I guess he
should be. There's a topless girl in front of him - a pretty hot one at
that. Yea, he should be excited damn it. He shared that with me, so
this isn't a one-sided sex chat. I guess I can check without him
looking.
"Okay, but look away." Did I really just say that? Sheez, that sounded
stupid. Again, looking all around me by instinct I start to comply. My
hands pull the elastic waistband of my shorts forward giving me a good
view of my privates. It's a good thing that I trimmed up. She's
looking pretty good down there. Tee hee! I reach down below and slide
two fingers across my clit and into my folded lips being careful not to
go in. Their presence forces me to look up and lift my body to
accommodate my pressing along the underside of my body. Man, this is a
personal feeling. They're so close to my entrance that they slide
easily. I guess he's right about me being excited. Oh, this is so
embarrassing. Curling my fingers, I pull out a little moisture and lift
my hand to the camera. See? There you go! I'm wet. Happy? Out of
curiosity, I pull my shaking fingers apart and see the moisture string
between them. I giggle at the absurdity of it all. I just felt myself
up in front of a boy and now I'm showing him my juices.
"Have you ever had an orgasm, Jody?" he asks. My eyes focus on him, but
I don't say a word. Private scenes careen through my mind as I scan
through my very short list of erotic memories. I've experimented a few
times, but it never really led anywhere. Every girl has spent time
rubbing herself while in the shower, but I'm not sure I had one of those
orgasm things. I've heard stories about them. Even watched a few
videos of people having sex online, but I always thought the girl was
just pretending to be very excited. They always seemed overacted.
"What do you mean, Cliff?" I probe not wanting to answer. It's like
telling someone you're a virgin. You don't really go around telling
people these things. It's just a personal matter that you keep hidden
from your friends.
"Would you like to have one, then?"
"What? How?" I stammer.
"It's easy. Just put your hand back where it was and rub back and forth
while we talk." he explains matter-of-factly. Is that it? Is that all
there is to having an orgasm? If I have one, would he know about it?
Would a little light come out of my head and blink like one of those
skee ball games at the arcade?
"All I have to do is rub?" I press thinking that it may be possible to
keep everything off camera. "I'm not going to stick anything in, if
that's what you're asking."
"No. Just rub yourself while we talk. I don't have to see a thing."
My heartbeat thumps through my ears and my hands shake so much that it's
hard to hold the mouse steady. I could do this without him knowing. He
won't be able to see anything. Plus, maybe I'll be able to know what an
orgasm is when someone asks me again. That nugget of knowledge alone is
worth any embarrassment that may come. Without any more prodding, I
slip my right hand back to my...pussy. Yes. It's not my girl parts. It
has a name. She has a name. She's my pussy. God, I feel dirty just
calling it that.
"Aren't you going to talk or something while I do this?" I ask before
starting.
Like I just slapped him, he wakes up. "I got a C on my calculus paper
today..." I honestly didn't hear anything more than that. My entire
attention is on my fingers rubbing back and forth underneath me shooting
euphoric explosions in my mind. I'm kind of feeling my way around down
there. It's not like I have a lot of experience. Do I just rub back
and forth or do I have to go in? Cliff said that I didn't have to stick
anything in there, so maybe if I just keep doing this something will
happen. His voice continues to come from the speakers in wordless
tones. Background noise. My lips (ladia, labia?) bend over the sides
of my fingers as if they are trying to grip them. They have a separate
feeling than my rubbing inside the little valley. It's like I can feel
two things at once. Back and forth my fingers rub, but they seem to be
getting more sticky than slick. Reaching down a little more, I find the
opening is very wet. I should use some of that. Pressing down my
fingers push at the hole forcing a ball of the wetness to roll into my
curved fingers. I jump a little and yelp. Shit! That was intense. He
stopped talking. I open my eyes (when did I close my eyes?) to see his
open-mouthed expression. I must have been a bit loud that last time.
Nonplussed, I close my eyes and continue. Wow, this feels amazing. Is
this what sex feels like? If it is no wonder people are in such a hurry
to do it. It's like I've taken a drug. I'm so happy and my body is
moving on its own. Rubbing myself feels soo good.
My moisture is starting to get sticky again and I reach down for some
more. I wonder what it would feel like to put a finger in. It's just
one finger. I've always wondered, but really never tried to put
anything in there. I rub across the entrance again this time putting a
little more pressure on the tips of my fingers. By instinct, my body
pushes my pussy forward making me want to put more in. I rub across
again. It feels so open. It feels so strong. I'm going to do it. I'm
going to put my finger in. Tee hee, I'm going to finger myself.
Leaning back in the chair, I lift up my legs to give me greater access.
Only the elastic is stunting my spread. I've got to get these off. I
soo want to do this now. Out of frustration, I stand up and pull my
shorts and underwear down to my feet and kick them to the side. Chilly
air blows across my heated sex shouting out to the world that I'm
completely exposed. Fuck this feels good.
There's nothing like this. There's nothing that I'd rather do. This is