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By Geneva
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That I would be punished was certain and when it would happen was not
in doubt either. The only question was what form it would take. Queen
Medere had just pronounced the four of us guilty and I knew that
punishments of the Genorian state were severe and carried out almost
immediately after trials. My three co-conspirators, Kadir, Telor and
Selakos, were kneeling beside me and I felt Kadir trembling with fear.
Selakos was actually sniveling. Telor was trying, like me, to hold
himself as still as possible. I did not want to give Medere the
satisfaction of seeing my fear.
The queen rose to her feet stared down at us. It was a special session
of her daily court and she was in her dark red formal robes of office
and attended by her five slave girls. To her one side was an older
woman who I had been told was Myrine, the queen's mother and a former
queen herself. On her other side the chancellor stood, dressed in gray
robes with a chain of office about her neck. Several of Medere's
guards were close by, poised in case of trouble and with their hands
on their sword hilts, not that trouble was likely. The four of us were
well bound.
The guards were all female, as was common in this country, but
muscled, almost as much as any man, and tanned and fit. I was on my
knees before her, my hands bound behind my back and a short chain
between my ankles. The rest of the court was filled with curious
onlookers. I had heard their cries of anger when our crimes were read
out. Now that we had been found guilty, some began calling for our
deaths. At a glare from the queen, they subsided into a resentful
silence.
Kadir, Telor, Selakos and I thought we had seen an opportunity in
Genoria. It was essentially a state run by women, with a ruling queen,
although I had been told that only a few years previously it had begun
to accept a role for men in it and to tolerate men coming to trade or
provide services. There was a legend that Genoria had been founded by
some Amazon refugees and, following Amazonian tradition, had
established a society with no role for men, other than to impregnate
Genorian women at times prescribed by ancient custom and ritual. Then,
a few years ago after attempted invasion by a neighboring kingdom, the
previous ruler, Queen Myrine, had begun to allow men in, and even to
marry some of the women. She had even taken a husband, but his
governing role was much eclipsed by her own.
After some investigation, the four of us had entered Genoria,
ostensibly to investigate trade, but really with the intention of
eventually overthrowing the queen and the rule of women. We hoped to
use bribes to persuade the men of the state to rebel against the queen
and her female officials and also to allow more and more men to enter.
Of course, they really would have been trained soldiers. Once in, we
intended to overthrow the gynarchy. The queen would be captured, along
with the women officials. We would take over and the men in our forces
would take the women for slaves or wives. When I saw Medere, I toyed
with the idea of making her my personal slave. She was a strikingly
beautiful woman. She would look well, naked and chained to my bed. If
she resisted, we would have her executed.
Our intention had been to install Kadir, the oldest of us, as the new
ruler of Genoria, but I had other plans in mind. Once our position was
consolidated I intended to get rid of him and install myself as king.
Perhaps then Medere would recognize that her best hope would be to
consent to become my wife. Of course, that would be only for official
purposes and to reduce unrest in the population. In reality she would
still be my slave.
We had originally intended to simply take over the state but, seeing
the beauty of all the Genorian women, another idea had come to mind.
Such beautiful women would be in high demand as slaves in the Greek
city states and Mesopotamia and elsewhere. We had come up with the
idea of kidnapping some of the young women and smuggling them out to
the slave markets.
Our first attempts had been very successful. We had actually been able
to ship out two groups of a dozen or so girls. We abducted them from
the outlying districts or poorer parts of the city, drugged them and
held in a cellar in our warehouse. Later, they were squeezed into tiny
cages and smuggled out to boats in the harbor owned by some trading
partners. They were soon in high demand.
Unfortunately we became careless and someone noticed us capture a
girl. The queen's agents had raided our warehouse, and discovered five
young women in an underground cage, getting readied for shipping.
Also, they had discovered our plans to overthrow the state. They had
arrested us and thrown us into prison. I still hurt from their
rigorous interrogations. Now we had undergone trial and been
pronounced guilty of kidnapping and sedition. The latter at least was
probably an unusual crime in this small state.
Look at me!" the queen commanded." You four, Merdones, Telor, Kadir,
Selakos, have attempted to overthrow my rule here." She gave a
venomous look to each of us in turn as she spoke our names. "In
addition, you kidnapped and sold some of my citizens into slavery and
we had to make strenuous efforts to rescue them. Your guilt is evident
and you have shown little contrition. I could have you all executed
and your head stuck on spikes on the city wall. Fortunately no one was
killed in your plot but you will be severely punished as a deterrent
to others."
There was a cheer from the audience. I recognized some of the women we
had kidnapped. "Kill them all!" I heard one scream.
The queen held up her hand to quieten the noise and gave a hard smile.
"You apparently did not approve of women running a society. In fact it
seemed you were openly contemptuous, not only of my rule, but that of
women in general. You don't approve of women having power? For that I
have a suitable punishment.
"I will not sentence you to death, but you will be made slaves and we
will sell you away from here, along the coast, to get rid of you."
I had expected as much. At least our lives were to be spared. Slavery
would be bad enough but I was totally shaken by her next words. "But,
so that you will rue your presumption, all of you will first be
changed to women." She hesitated and gave a feral smile when she heard
our gasps of astonishment. "We have methods to do this, ancient ones,
that have helped in our society. So, we are going to make you into
women, of your own age." She gave a sarcastic smile." Actually, you
will be quite comely, and should fetch a good price in the slave
markets. The sentence will be carried out within one day. That way,
for the rest of your miserable lives, you will experience the female
slavery that you tried to inflict on my citizens. It will not be easy
for you in places other than this. A fitting punishment! I am queen
here I take my duties seriously to protect all from adventurers and
rogues like you."
I was totally bewildered at the thought of being changed to a woman.
We had heard rumors that the Genorians did this in the past but had
dismissed it as some ridiculous legend. It was totally unbelievable.
"Please, Queen Medere," I croaked, "you cannot do that. I was born a
man. I must stay as one!"
She actually seemed amused. "By what rules?" she asked. "No, my
judgment is made." She signaled to some of her palace guards, all
women. "Take these wretches down to the cellar. I will carry out the
sentence later tonight."
As the guards pulled at us Selakos struggled and shouted. "Never, I
will not be a woman!"
"Nor I," I cried, but Kadir and Telor remained quiet.
"As you wish," said the queen, contemptuously. She signaled and six
guards standing at the side immediately leaped on us and dragged me,
followed by Selakos, through a door that led to the outside. I drew in
my breath when I saw dark stains on the flagstones. They looked like
old dried blood. In a minute another woman who seemed to be some type
of official came to stand by us. She was dressed in a short leather
skirt and with some bronze armor over her chest. She held a heavy
sword. "I am Sala, the queen's head of security." She stared at us
malevolently. "This punishment is too quick. If I had my way you would
be thrown to wild dogs. Make them kneel!" she commanded the female
guards. We struggled but we were forced to our knees on the
flagstones. Selakos was behind me. I heard him still protesting and
then his voice was more frantic, screaming until it was suddenly cut
off.
I heard a soft thud on the ground and when an object rolled by me a
wave of horror washed over me. It was Selakos' severed head, blood
pouring from it. The eyes flickered for a moment then went still. I
looked round and saw his headless body lying in a spreading pool of
blood. Sala was holding a bloodied heavy sword. "Now your turn," she
said. When another guard seized my hair and pulled it forward to
stretch my neck my courage left me." Please!" I screamed. "Do not kill
me. I will accept the sentence."
Sala held up her sword. "You no longer object to it?" she asked.
I was broken. "No!" I shook my head. "Please, spare me!" At another
signal from her my hair was released and I was dragged back into the
palace and placed beside Kadir and Telor.
"I see you have changed your mind," sneered the queen. "So you are not
as brave as you thought! Take them away!" she commanded. I did not
reply and Sala and some guards pulled us out of the room and at sword
point pushed us along a corridor, down some flights of stairs and into
a cellar and into a cage constructed of of iron bars. Our legs were
chained to rings set in the floor and the cage door was slammed behind
us, locking us in.
The rest of that day we lay there in the gloom, sick with
apprehension. At one time a guard came to us with food and water but I
could hardly eat. I had tried my chains, somehow hoping to slip them
but they were too well fastened.
"I do not want to be a woman," Kadir muttered.
"Neither do I, but you see she is serious. It is that or death."
Telor whimpered. "I am afraid, Merdones. We will be slaves, and
female. She says we will be beautiful too. You know what that could
mean. Men would use us. I could not stand that. Our lives may not be
worth living."
I did not want to think about it.
The sun must have been setting and the gloom in the cell was getting
even deeper when a guard came with a torch and a large cloth bundle.
She stuck the torch in a wall bracket and unwrapped the bundle. It
held Selakos' head. She gave a malicious leer at us as she placed it
on a ledge, the blank glazed eyes facing us and reflecting the
flickering light of the torch. I felt nauseous when I saw some of the
flies in the cellar settle on the head. She was about to say something
but stopped, unlocked the cell door and stood aside at the noise of
footsteps coming down the stone stairs.
Queen Medere ducked her head as she came into the cell, frowning
slightly as her lustrous, piled, ornamented hair brushed the cell
door. She was followed by two of her personal slaves and her
chancellor and some guards. She had changed out of her formal dark red
gown into a simpler dark gold one trimmed with red, and no longer wore
her crown, but her hair was still but her hair was still up showing
her small ears, the lobes decorated with gold earrings set with dark
red jewels.
"I hope you are ready. I am going to read a spell to you three. You
will first shiver, then fall unconscious while the changes that make
you into women take place. You will wake in about a day and half as
women. I should tell you that at first, although you will have the
bodies of women, you will still have male feelings and think as men.
But eventually, it usually takes some months, you will begin to think
as women and accept your new bodies. Accepting your position as a
rightless female slave may take longer.
"You are ready?"
I was so overwhelmed that I could not answer and she glared at me and
repeated the question, louder. My throat was dry. "Yes, I am ready, "
I croaked. I was not ready. I never would be but I had no choice. My
companions did the same. The severed head faced us with sightless
eyes, warning us of the alternative.
"Then I will start." She opened a small bag and drew out a parchment
scroll, unrolled it and, first looking at us, began to read some
strange sounding words. "In case you are interested, this was handed
down to me through a line of my ancestors, all female," she added.
It had not taken long for her to read it. I don't know what I was
expecting but nothing happened. I looked down at my body, then at my
companions but we were still men. I wondered if it had not worked but
Medere showed no surprise.
"You are wondering if it has not worked? I assure you it will, in a
few minutes."
The queen was watching us intently. It was warm and humid in the
cellar and some sweat trickled down my brow, but with my bound hands I
could not wipe it.
"You see my two attendants here?" asked the queen, pointing to them.
"They were once men too. Don't you think they are beautiful women?"
The two girls blushed. It was hard to believe they had once been men.
Their slim graceful figures were totally female, with long necks, high
breasts, narrow waists and nicely shaped hips. Their faces were
pretty, with full lips. Their features were all enhanced by subtle
cosmetics. Their dark ringlets of hair, set with ornaments, hung over
their shoulders. Their breasts pushed out the tops of their gowns,
with smaller bumps from their prominent nipples.
"Yes, they were once free men, but strayed into our territory and as a
penalty for their intrusion have been changed to women. It will also
discourage others. That way I can control and train them better to be
useful members of this society. I use these two as attendants to serve
me for some time, and when I'm satisfied that they are trained well, I
will free them. Actually I am being very generous. Being a woman here
in Genoria is a privilege.
"However, a life here is not for the three of you. Your crime is too
heinous. You will be sold away from here to uncivilized lands where
men rule and where women have few rights, and as slaves you will have
absolutely no rights. So, you should trouble us no more. A fitting
punishment for trying to enslave my citizens!"
I felt a slight shudder, changing to a shiver. I frowned. The room had
been warm.
The queen nodded knowingly. "Shivering is the first sign. It will not
be long now."
I felt another shiver, so severe I cried out. Almost immediately yet
another shiver took me. "I am cold," I gasped. The other two gave
grunts of discomfort too.
The queen nodded. "It is the spell. You," she pointed to one of her
slaves, "tell them what will happen to them."
The girl swallowed and hesitatingly, she spoke, her voice husky. "When
Queen Medere read it to me I began to shiver after a few minutes then
it got more and more severe until I fell unconscious. When I woke
after almost two days I was a woman, completely. I had lost all of my
manhood." She blushed. "My body was totally female. I had breasts and
between my legs I had only folds and an opening. All that was left of
my male body was a little tuft or two of male hair and these soon fell
out. I was very sore all over my body for almost a day afterwards but
I soon recovered."
"Tell them how you got used to your new body," Medere commanded.
The girl spoke awkwardly. "Yes, and in a month I had a bleeding time,
like woman do, but for some months I still thought and felt as a man.
I did not want my new body but that too changed. Now I am glad."
It was more and more difficult to concentrate on what she was saying
as I was almost shivering continuously. The girl stroked my cheek and
kissed it. "Best accept what has been done to you. I am happy with
what happened to me. Now I have a beautiful face and body and I work
hard to learn from the queen so that I can be a true and effective
member of this state." Before I could think more about what she said
the room seemed to grow dark and I remembered no more.
It was much later, two days I was told, that I began to be aware of
myself. Reaching consciousness was like climbing out of a dark pit,
and every muscle and bone in my body ached. I had a raging thirst and
when I tried to speak I could only give a croak. Someone put water to
my lips but I could only sip at it and before I could form words I
sank back into sleep.
The next time I awoke the pain had lessened to an ache. I could not
remember where I was at first and I could not concentrate with the
pain in my head.I was barely conscious. My whole body was stiff, my
limbs especially and I just lay on what I found later was a pad until
I could collect my thoughts.Two figures were lying beside me, a man
and a woman. I was still dazed and I fell asleep again.
Later, when I forced my mind to remember where I was and what had
happened. things slowly came back. There was something about
shivering, and a woman. I suddenly remembered the queen, and a trial
and a sentence, something about being a woman and a magic incantation.
An hour or so later, as I began to feel better and tried to rise, I
was suddenly aware of a weight at my neck and a clinking noise. I felt
at my neck, finding a metal collar round it, and the collar attached
by a chain to a metal loop in the tough masonry wall. It was then I
became aware of the different feel of my chest and I felt at it,
suddenly wide awake, feeling two soft female breasts.
I clutched at them and began crying out. I remembered now that the
queen was going to use a spell to make me into a woman. I shook my
head to try clear it and looked down at myself. My whole body felt
different. No wonder! My penis and scrotum were gone. I reached down,
feeling only a vertical grove with sensitive soft lips around a moist
opening. I cried out again, recognizing that it was a woman's high-
pitched scream. I looked at my hands. They were different, smaller. It
was the same with my arms legs and thighs. They were slimmer and
smoother. Below my breasts my body had a narrow waist, but flared
again to broad female hips and prominent buttocks.
Beside me, a woman was grunting and twisting on the floor. By her
clothing I recognized that she had been Telor. As she gradually
reached consciousness I saw her hands too explore her body.
I shuddered, remembering the queen's sentence and her book,
recognizing what had happened. I sank to my knees in misery, huddled
on the floor in a ball, as much as the collar on my neck allowed. They
had made us into women. We were in new bodies and worse, we were to be
sold as slaves. We would be at the mercy of some masters, with our
women's bodies, exciting lust in any man seeing them. Men could use
us. We might be beautiful but we were weak and vulnerable.
Then I noticed Kadir lying on the floor beside us, hardly changed at
all. I shook my head, wondering why Telor and I were the only ones to
have the change until I looked at Kadir closer. He was not moving or
breathing. I could barely reach him with my outstretched finger, and
when I felt him I shuddered and drew back. He was cold.
Just to be sure I prodded him again, with no response.I cried out. He
was dead! I looked at the wall. Selakos' head was still there but now
shriveled. Telor and I were the only ones left alive. The woman beside
me must have been Telor. She stirred at my cries and I watched her
gasp and run through the same emotions that I had.
I heard a noise at the cell door and I looked up, squinting into the
light of a torch. It was the queen again with two guards and the same
two slaves. "Ah, at last you are awake! Good!"
"Please," I cried. "Change us back!"
"No, that will never happen!" She was implacable.
"My companion, Kadir, what has happened?"
The queen barely gave the corpse a glance. She shrugged. "Unfortunate
for him! Some men die from the spell. A pity for us too! If he had
gone through the spell as you two did it would have meant a little
more money for us when we sold him.You two have survived so we will
take a little profit from you. Now that you are recovering, you are to
be ready for a day from now. A trading ship in the harbor is loading
as I speak. You will be sold to its captain and be taken along the
coast to the east. I suppose you will end up in the hands of a slave
dealer, but that is no longer any concern of ours."
She looked at us with distaste. "But first, you smell! You need to be
washed. Clean slaves will sell for more." She beckoned to her two
slaves. "Take these specimens and wash them and tidy them up. Give
them simple white women's tunics. Feed them if they want to eat. You
first!" She pointed to me.
Still aching and weak from the incantation's effects, I was pulled
from the cell by the two slaves, forced into a stone trough of cold
water and washed completely. My hair was freed of its knots and
tangles, and they even pulled out the traces of male hair lingering on
my chest and my groin. It came off easily with barely a sting. My
beard gave more resistance but it too pulled off. When they had
finished I was left with only the hair that a woman would show.
I looked up at the two slaves. Both were beautiful. One was black
haired and the other was blondish. "What did you two do, to be
transformed and enslaved?"
The blonde one grimaced and sucked through clenched teeth. "We were
hunters from further east along the coast. We were pursuing a wild ox
that we had wounded. It made its way into the marches along the
eastern border of Genoria. We had chased it a long time and we were
careless about watching where we were going. In the marshes it escaped
from us and then we became totally lost and finally we got mired in a
swamp. A troop of the Genorian border guards spotted us and rescued us
but, as we were in Genorian territory they chained us and brought us
here. They asked us a lot of questions. I think they suspected that we
were spies. Finally we were brought before the queen and as a penalty
for intrusion we were offered the choice of death or being made into
women."
"Yes," said the dark haired one. "Hardly any choice is it? Like you,
we chose to live. The same thing has happened with many men that stray
into Genoria, accidentally or not. The only men allowed here are
carefully vetted and are watched carefully."
I thought of how Selakos, Telor, Kadir and I had been careless. "What
now?" I asked.
The dark haired one made a slight face. "We were sentenced to serve
the queen as slaves for a year at least. If she finds us satisfactory,
we will be freed and can live here."
"If you are not 'satisfactory'?" I asked.
"Then, like you are to be, we will be sold away from here. So we have
tried very hard to please the queen. Our slavery here is not pleasant,
but we will be freed eventually. In other places, the slavery would be
harsher and likely until we died.
"Actually, we have less than two months to go. I am looking forward to
my freedom," said the blonde girl.
"Then what? Will you leave?"
The dark haired girl gave a shy, slightly rueful smile. "No I have
come to accept and even like my female body and I will stay here."
"I will too," said the other.
I looked down at my new body, seeing breasts pushing out the top of my
gown. The sight brought home my vulnerability. "This is a dreadful
punishment." I muttered.
The blonde one looked at me sympathetically. "It can be, for you. It
seemed like that for us at first. Then, as the months have gone by, it
does not seem so bad. We have begun to appreciate and like our new
bodies. Yes, we are women now, but in a country where women rule." She
shook her head. "For you, it will be different. You will be sold away
from here. In any of the other countries that are ruled by men, you
will always be vulnerable. That will be first in your mind as you make
your way through the rest of your new life. " She raised her eyebrows.
"Maybe you will learn to use your new body to make your situation
better. Just like us, you are pretty. Men like pretty women."
I shuddered. "Men will use you, and me."
"Yes, probably. When we were first changed I was distraught at that
thought. I thought of killing myself. Now that does not seem so bad.
In fact I look forward to meeting men. If I do not have a man of my
own I can visit the temple of Ishtar. Every month women who want to
conceive can visit and lie with men from neighboring tribes. In fact,
all women are encouraged to do this." She grinned. "I have heard that
some do it simply for the monthly pleasure of sampling a variety of
men."
The next day I sat crosslegged in the cell. Kadir's body and Selakos'
head had been removed and the stinking straw replaced by fresh stuff.
I was wearing only a simple woman's short gown, in a rough fabric. I
had been washed well, scrubbed even, by the two slaves, so that my
skin felt raw and the rough weave of the gown's fabric was harsh on my
body, grazing my nipples annoyingly when my breasts moved beneath it.
Telor too had been washed and dressed like me.
I heard footsteps on the stone stairs and four female guards entered
the cell. They unlocked our chains and threw sandals to us. "Put these
on!"
I bent down, to the sandals, wondering about jumping up and pushing
the guards over to make a break for it, but they stood away from us,
their swords unsheathed and ready and I had no choice but to do as
they said. They tied our arms behind us and fixed short chains between
our ankles that only allowed us to take short steps. Despite their
tough look I could have easily overcome them had I been in my man's
body. Now, with this woman's body, I was helpless against them. Not
gently, one on each arm, two pulled me up the stairs and into the
sunlight. The other two took Telor.
An official, another woman, dressed in a long gray robe, was there and
read something to us. I supposed it was a confirmation of our sentence
but it was done rapidly and in my misery I remember little. When she
was finished, she held up a placard to me. "Read this!" she ordered. I
was devastated. It said, in a few words, easily visible in large red
letters, that I had been found guilty of a crime and as a punishment
had been changed from a man to a woman and reduced to slavery. To my
horror she hung it about my neck so that it would be easily read by
all and sundry. "Please don't do this," I pleaded but she just shook
her head. "Being humiliated is part of the punishment." She did the
same with Telor.
She gestured to the guards and they pulled us, shuffling in our
chains, along the main street, the one that led to the harbor. A
number of Genorian citizens were strolling in the street or buying
stuff at the market stalls. They stopped haggling with vendors in the
marketplace and turned to look at us. The great majority were women.
Some looked at us with amusement and occasionally tittered. "Enjoy
your new lives!" one cried out and laughed at us. Some others spat at
us. There were a few men. Some pointed and laughed at us
contemptuously but others looked almost pitying. Our punishments would
now be well known in this small state.
The sight of the merchant ship at the docks in the harbor brought home
my predicament to me and I tried to hold back, but the guards cuffed
and kicked me and forced me forward at spear point. "We have been told
to be firm with you," one said, removing the placard. "But this is a
small mercy so that the sailors will not know your past lives,
anything of you other than you are women and have been found guilty of
a crime."
A sailor was checking a list at the gangplank and looked me up and
down approvingly as they led us to it. " Ah, so these are the slaves.
They'll sell easily," he exclaimed. "Won't you, pretty ones."
I blushed in humiliation as coins changed hands. Telor the same.
Their task done, the two guards unfastened our chains. "Enjoy your
slavery," one said sarcastically. They left and we were immediately
pulled below the deck and into the hold by two sailors. I squirmed and
struggled as I felt their hands squeezing my breasts and probing
between my legs and Telor too cried out too in protest. They put us in
a space by the stern, barely enough to stretch our arms fully, and
chained our ankles to a beam.
We were left there in the semi-darkness. I tried my chain but there
was no way to slip it. In less than an hour I heard cries then felt a
slight jolt followed by a gentle roll. A minute or two later the ship
rolled even more. "What's going on?" Telor muttered.
"I think the ship has left the harbor. We are feeling the effect of
the waves. We are leaving Genoria and on our way to a slave market or
dealer." Tears ran down Telor's face.
Some hours later a sailor brought us some food and water but nothing
to eat the food with and we had to use our hands. Later another crew
member came to look at us. "I am in charge of cargo. Both of you,
stand up!" he commanded. "Open your mouths!" He looked at our teeth,
then our ears and felt at our breasts, kneading them and leering at us
began pinching our nipples.
Telor squirmed away but he was given two hard slaps. "Stand still!
"the sailor ordered. I reddened with humiliation as my nipples were
pinched. "Good!" he said. "Nice and firm. Lie on your back and open
your legs!" he commanded. When I hesitated he gave me a slap and I
complied. He probed between my legs and I squirmed when he rubbed his
finger on the cleft and even allowed it to partially penetrate me.
Otherwise, we were left alone except for another meal in what I
assumed was the evening. For some hours after we was taken on board I
could hear waves slap against the side, but later the ship only gave
slight rolls and as I heard much less noise from the crew. I assumed
that the ship had been put in a sheltered bay for the night. I did not
sleep much. I was in a new body and bound for slavery. Any kind of
slavery was not pleasant and some were much worse than others.
I wondered about my future. Perhaps I would become some kind of
serving girl. That could mean hard physical work that would wear me
out. If I was lucky I might be some kind of serving maid. I might be
purchased for some rich man to become part of his harem in some place
where men took many wives. I was now female, and the spell that had
been used on me was supposed to make me beautiful. I could be the
object of the lust of any man who bought me. I felt sick at the
thought of a man forcing himself on me and entering me.
The worst would be that I was purchased for a brothel. Then I would be
offered to all and sundry, young or old, handsome or ugly, clean or
smelly, anyone who could afford the price.
We were awakened by shouts from the sailors and the ship began to roll
again. Soon we were brought some more food, a type of grain mush and
water in a pottery cup of water.
"Where are we going?" Telor asked, but the sailor did not answer.
"I've been watching the shadow of the mast on the deck," I said. "The
way it's moving I think we must be travelling east."
Later that day the ship began turning, and its rolling motion stopped.
"What's going on now?" Telor asked. At that point there was a heavy
bump and I heard shouting. Then there were other voices, fainter, some
of them women's. "You hear the voices? I said. I think we've entered
sheltered water. Probably we're in a port."
This was confirmed when two sailors unlocked the chains holding us,
and pulled us out. I blinked in the strong sunlight as I was pulled up
to the deck, and forced down the gangplank to the land. Telor was
behind me. I recognized the harbor. I was in Perad, a kingdom to the
east of Genoria
A bearded man in dark blue robes, with another in simpler dirty white
robes were waiting for us. I saw their eyes light up. "H'mm, Pretty
ones!" the first one said and gestured for us to remove our simple
robes. My spirit broken, I slipped mine off my shoulder and let it
fall. His eyes ran up and down both of us and he gave us yet another
examination as he looked at our teeth, ears, felt at our breasts and
probed between our legs. He gave a grunt of approval. "Virgins too.
Good!"
He began to haggle with the ship's captain then I saw the captain nod
and money changed hands. We had been sold to him.
"Put your clothing on again," our new owner ordered. We did so and the
two men tied our hands behind our backs, put a rope round our necks
and led us away from the harbor through a market square filled with
stalls. Again we had to endure suggestive cries and gestures from the
vendors and customers. In a street off the square I saw we were
heading to a large house. We were pulled into its cellar, thrust into
a cell and the door clanged shut behind us. There were two other girls
already in the cell. Both were in simple brown tunics and each was
chained by the ankle to a ring in the floor.
They looked at me dully. Eventually one spoke to me. I gathered she
was asking my name. I could understand her as she spoke in a Greek
dialect. I had to think fast. I had not been given a female name but I
could not let her know I had been a man. "Niobe," I muttered. It had
been my mother's name." The woman who had been Telor simply shook her
head and refused to answer.
"You'd be better to take a female name," I whispered later. "You
certainly can't use your male name."
She squeezed her eyes to stop tears. "Yes, I suppose so. I'll use
Balatha."
We were there only two days, before we were ordered out and pushed
into an uncovered ox drawn cart with two men beside it. They chained
us by the ankles to a bar in the floor and started off immediately. In
a few minutes we were in the country going along a dusty road.
Around midday the driver took pity on us and set up a shade over the
cart to protect us from the hot sun. I guzzled down the water he
offered us but there was no food. The road passed through an area with
small fields and I saw peasants at work, but they paid us little
attention. Then, as the sun began to go over the western horizon the
men stopped in some woods and ordered us out of the cart.
They made camp, set a fire and began to cook some food. I was hungry,
but all I was given was some cooked grain and pieces of fruit. I
desperately needed to relieve myself but I was not allowed any
privacy. Blushing furiously, I had to squat behind a bush. The sun had
now set completely and it had begun to get chilly. We were not given
any shelter other than a coarse blanket and we had to huddle together
for warmth.
I was almost glad when the following day we eventually came to a
walled city. At some thick wooden gates the cart was stopped by guard
and another guard came to look us over. He grinned at us. "So, more
slaves. This is a pretty bunch. This one especially!" He looked me
over lasciviously and squeezed my breasts.
"Not for you! Hands off! You couldn't afford her on a soldier's
wages!" the driver laughed. The soldier jovially slapped my rear,
grinned at my small yelp and waved us on.
The cart pushed through the city gates, along a street filled with
citizens and eventually came to a building where we were ordered to
get out. I was cramped and stiff from sitting and it was some minutes
before I could stand upright. Our driver ordered us to strip, but I
was now past any feeling of outrage or embarrassment at my nakedness.
In a minute we were herded inside and pushed in a cell to join even
more girls. They were all naked too. From another cell I heard men's
voices. Male slaves, I supposed. Some had seen us and made hooting
noises and coarse suggestive comments to us. I just sat in a corner,
miserable, in despair. I now had a woman's body and I knew what these
men would do to me if they had the opportunity.
We were kept in that stinking room for two days then I heard the cell
next door being opened and the men being driven out. I heard their
feet shuffle and the clink of chains. Sometimes too I heard sharp
commands and the cracks of whips and cries of pain. The owners were
taking no risk that the slaves might escape.
For the next several hours I heard voices outside, like bidding. There
were occasional shouts and cries of approval, sometimes applause above
the general hubbub of the crowd. "What's going on?" Balatha asked.
"Isn't it obvious? The male slaves are being sold. It'll soon be our
turn."
The next day we were ordered out of the cell, blinking at the the
sunlight, set in front of a trough of water and ordered to wash. Each
of us was thrown a light white gown and ordered to dress, then chained
by our right wrists in a coffle and herded through a gate.
My heart gave a lurch when I saw we were in the sales courtyard. There
was a wooden platform, set with several posts. In front of it were it
were wooden benches, and sitting on these watching our entry, were a
variety of men, even a few women.
There were about a dozen of us to be sold. I was eighteen. The others
looked much younger. We were made to stand in the courtyard, our
ankles linked together by a long chain. In the next hour the audience
sauntered up and down looking us over and even taking notes. Once
again I had to endure the humiliation of being prodded and felt by the
men. I was not alone. The same was done to the other girls. Often the
men squeezed my breasts and even a few of the women did the same. I
did not dare resist them as I saw that one of the slaver's assistants
carried a broad bladed whip in his belt. He looked ready to use it.
Balatha and I seemed to have the most of the buyers inspecting us.
Queen Medere had told us would become beautiful women and this would
be what attracted them most.
I felt sick when I thought of what that meant. I would be eagerly bid
for. Then, what would be ahead for me? I had this body and face that
attracted men. They would choose me for my looks but I wondered what I
would be used for. I shuddered at the thought that I would I be set to
work in a brothel. I had been a slave and a female only a little over
a week, not nearly enough time to prepare for the idea. It would have
been bad enough if I had been born female. The thought of a man
entering me filled me with disgust and horror. I could not endure
that. At least if I got a good price my upcoming owner would be better
off than most. But would he or she be kind or demanding?
Another man came to inspect me. "You have nice firm breasts," he
complimented. "Open your mouth," he commanded.
I did so and he looked inside, obviously checking my teeth. Along with
that he squeezed my breasts as if to confirm his original thoughts,
and before I could react, he felt between my legs for good measure. He
frowned. "You are dry! Ah well, perhaps you are frightened, but you
will soon get used to that."
There was a call that the sale was ready to begin and the buyers made
their ways back to the seats. At a signal from the auctioneer the
first of the slaves, a dark haired girl was prodded onto the dais.
"Stand here, slave." She stood there obediently, just trembling
slightly. The auctioneer had her turn around slowly, while he read her
age, and announced that she was part of a batch of slaves taken from
one of the Greek islands. I did not think she was particularly pretty
and the bidding went slowly, only three bidding for her until the
auctioneer raised his hand then let it fall.
The next girl was prettier, but stood hunched over. She was ordered to
stand straight but she broke down crying. I had spoken to her earlier
and she had told me she was only fourteen. She had been free but her
family had sold her to pay off some debts. The man with the whip was
immediately on her and she was lashed until she was screaming in pain
then she was dragged to the post to the post, her hands tied and
fastened to a peg higher up and her simple white gown torn from her.
She was so stretched up so that her breasts were raised. She could no
longer hide herself and was totally exposed. He body was shapely and
she began to attract many bids until she was sold, then released from
the post and pulled off the dais. She sank to her knees crying, but
was roughly pulled up and dragged off the dais.
It only took a few minutes before the next girl sold. She too had been
hunched over in shame, but when the whip was shaken before her she
straightened up. No doubt she had learned from the previous girl's
experience. Some of the other girls gave no problem. They stood tall,
pushing out their chests and swaying their hips, and even posed
suggestively at the buyers. One even lifted her breasts with her hands
and parted her legs slightly.
My stomach flipped when the girl before me was sold and it was
Balatha's turn. She was pushed onto the coarse planks of the dais.
Like me, her previous life was gone. We were only female slaves. We
had been adventurers, taking risks, living by our strength and our
wits. Now our lives were completely turned over.
The bidders competed vigorously with each other and heard orders for
her to turn or raise her arms over her head and eventually a small man
in brown robes was the winner. The auctioneer looked happy with the
transaction, no doubt with the money he would earn. Balatha gave me a
last panicked look as she was led away.
When it was my turn I decided to simply stand straight, but my knees
were knocking together as I heard the auctioneer announce that I was
also from Genoria, from along the Dark Sea coast but that nothing else
was known about me other than that I was in good condition and a
virgin. I simply stared into the distance trying to ignore what was
happening around me but through my misery I became aware of small
murmurs of approval as the bidders began to compete vigorously. I
simply moved as I was ordered. "Look at the bidders! Smile!" I heard
ordered but in my misery I was to slow to do so until a sharp command
from the auctioneer and the sting of the whip on my legs reminded me
of my situation. I saw the men in the audience looking at me, a kind
of hunger in their eyes, some openly leering.
The bids began. It was soon obvious that six men were bidding for me,
until one by one they dropped out. Finally it became a duel between a
small man who had first examined me and a large man with a swarthy
face. I heard low cries from the spectators as the bidding increased.
I did not like the look of either, but I saw that behind the swarthy-
faced man there was a white bearded man offering comments, or nodding
approval. The bidding finally ended when the small man abruptly sat
down. The auctioneer called for more bids, but there were none. His
hand fell.
I had been sold to the swarthy-faced man! Some spectators began
clapping. As before, the auctioneer smiled at the commission he had
earned.
I was pulled off the dais and handed to the man. He tied a rope
around my neck and my hands behind my back. In turn, I was pulled off
to the side of the auction area and the white bearded man came up and
paid out some gold to a clerk.
The white bearded man looked at me. I gathered the swarthy man had
simply been a helpert. "So slave girl, what do they call you?"
I decided I would use the same name as earlier. "I am called Niobe,
master."
"Niobe? An attractive name! Maybe my mistress will let you keep it."
"Your mistress, master?" I did not understand. "Who is that?"
"Curious, are you? You see. I am buying you for the Lady Pargia. She
is a rich woman in this city. Her husband is a powerful warrior and is
one of the king's commanders. Lady Pargia wants a young slave, a
comely and amenable girl to be her personal servant."
He looked me up and down. "I think you will do. You will learn to be a
slave well, won't you?" His look suddenly became threatening.
I trembled but, "yes, master," I replied.
His eyes softened. "Yes, if you are slow or disobedient, there will be
the stick or whip to encourage you. I have disciplined quite few
slaves. I hope you will not be one of them? You are a yirgin?"
I flushed. "Yes, master."
Without removing the chain from my ankles he took my arm and led me,
shuffling at times, through the streets. Eventually I saw we were
heading to a fine looking house. He nodded to two guards at the gate
who quickly stood aside as he led me inside an ornamental doorway,
into a courtyard and then through another door into a room.
"Stand there," the man commanded and removed my chains. I looked
round. The room's walls were smoothly plastered and draped with
expensive cloth where they were not decorated with paintings. The
floor was made of polished marble slabs set with many mosaics. There
were several chairs and long couches, all made of expensive wood and
draped with rich fabrics. There were two matching tables with ornately
carved legs. There were even marble sculptures set in niches in the
walls or on plinths. It was a house of rich owners.
I looked enquiringly at the man who had bought me. "Hold still!" he
ordered. "Your new mistress will be here soon. When she enters make
sure you bow before her." I had a slight feeling of relief. Perhaps I
was to be a maid in a female household.
In a few minutes two women entered the room. The most imposing was a
tallish woman dressed in a dark blue gown. Its collar, down its front,
and the elongated cuffs of the sleeves were ornamented with gold
braid. On her feet were red sandals made of fine leather and her
fingernails and toenails were painted gold.
Her ears had been pierced and delicate filigree earrings with many
sparkling stones were set in her lobes. She was extensively made up,
with eye shadow and reddish coloring on her lips. She wore her
lustrous black hair coiled above her head, and set with many golden
ornaments, a style I had seen many richer Genorian women wearing. She
exuded confidence, power and haughtiness.
The other woman was much older, and very plainly dressed in a simple
long, off-white tunic. On her feet were plain worn-looking leather
sandals. Her gray hair simply hung to her shoulders.
As I had been ordered, I sank to my knees and knelt before the more
richly dressed of the women with my head down. I reasoned she was
probably going to be my mistress and I thought it best to keep her
mollified.
"What is the slave's name?" the woman asked.
"She tells me her name is Niobe," the bearded man spoke. "You are her
first owner."
She stood right in front of me. "Is that true?"
"Yes, Mistress " I answered. So I had guessed properly that I had been
bought for this woman. Her voice told me that she was used to her
power and influence.
"You have an accent! Where are you from? "
"I am from Genoria, mistress, but I was born and lived many years in
Ceradol."
"Genoria is along the coast, to the west, I believe. Interesting! I
hear that the women in Genoria run the society. Yet you are a slave.
Why is this?"
I wondered how much she could find out by herself, but I could not
tell her the real reason, and certainly not that I had been a man, nor
the punishment Medere had given me.
"I was a free woman, mistress, but I was involved in a dispute with a
group of other women. They lied and were believed, rather than me. I
was therefore judged guilty, Mistress. As a punishment I was reduced
to slavery and sold to the captain of a vessel trading along the
coast. He sold me to someone in another port, then I was transported
across land and your agent bought me at a slave market here in Perad."
"Oh, a crime?' So you are a criminal! That is not good," and she
glared at the bearded man. He went red. "Please, mistress, I did not
know this", he spluttered.
"Mistress, as I told you, I was innocent!" I protested. I decided it
would not do to vigorously complain about my slavery. Instead, I spoke
quietly as if my innocence was beyond question.
She did not seem overly concerned. "Stand up," she ordered, and she
walked slowly round me, appraising me. "Yes, she seems fairly pretty.
Docile too, " she commented to the bearded man. "She will do!"
He bowed and left.
She looked at me. "However, Niobe, whether you are really innocent or
not, your behavior here with me will be impeccable. No dishonesty will
be tolerated. You will obey me without question. You understand?"
"Absolutely, mistress."
"Then I will allow you to be my personal maid. My name is Pargia. My
husband is called Myristes. He is a general for King Polyphanes.
Unfortunately, he is on a campaign just now, fighting Perad's enemies
in the west. When he returns you will obey him too. And, as you are my
newest slave, you will obey the servants and all of my other slaves
too until I tell you otherwise.
"Now, your duties, you are to become my personal servant and you will
attend to all my personal needs. You will help me dress, with my
cosmetics, and my jewelry. You will be my bath attendant. You will
care for my clothes and you will bring me my meals. There are other
duties too that will be given you later."
I was utterly taken aback and I must have let it show.
"What? You do not want this? Then perhaps I will send you back to the
slave dealer. I am offering you a comfortable life. I would have
thought that you would be happy with it."
"I shook my head. " It is not that, mistress. It is just that I am
overwhelmed. And, I know little about these duties."
"You look intelligent enough. I am sure that you can learn," she said
haughtily. She gestured to the older woman by her side. "This is my
old faithful servant Asha. She has become less and less able to serve
me as she is losing her sight. In fact it was she who suggested I get
a young slave. She will instruct you in your duties for a few days.
Then I will expect you to do them perfectly by yourself."
I nodded my head. "Yes Mistress." Inside, I had mixed feelings. I had
been an adventurer, ambitious and ready to make my way in the world by
my strength, skill and cunning. Now I was a female slave, and would be
set to running errands and serrving this haughty woman.
On the other hand, my fate could have been worse. I might have become
only a domestic drudge. Even worse, I could have been bought by a
brothel, or as a concubine.
"You gave a small shudder?" asked Pargia.
"Mistress, " I said hastily, "it was only the thought of being
punished. I will be a good servant."
"You mean you will be a good slave." She emphasized the 'slave'. "Do
not forget that I own you. I can do with you what I want." She looked
down on me. "As I said, it will be your duties to be my attendant, but
first," she looked at me half contemptuously, "you need some
attention. If you are my slave I expect a neat appearance to better
reflect on me."
"So?" She looked at Asha. "Take this dirty slave and show her how to
wash and tidy herself up." Asha beckoned me and I followed her to
another room with a glazed tile floor.
"Remove your gown," Asha said, "and stand in this basin." By this time
I had been so often naked that it no longer bothered me. She fetched
some clay -like material and gave me a large jug of water and a cloth.
"Wash yourself completely. Use this clay. Rub it over your body. It
will help to strip off dirt and perspiration from your body. Wash your
hair too! Yes, that slave market is a dirty place."
Carefully, I washed myself. It was days since I had been able to do
it, before I was captured and brought before Medere. I had not yet
become accustomed my female body and I still flinched when my hands
rubbed over my breasts and nipples. "Between your legs too! " she
commanded. "You are to be clean there! Didn't women wash properly
wherever it was you came from?" I obeyed her but I gritted my teeth at
the unfamiliar intimate feeling, reminding me of the punishment that
had been inflicted on me. When I was done, she handed me a cloth to
dry myself with. She peered at me critically. "Your hair is much too
short, but otherwise you are actually quite pretty. You have a smooth
skin and your body is not scarred."
She took hold of my damp hair. "Yes, much too short, and straggly and
untidy too. I will tidy it up for you. Now, hold still!" She combed
and trimmed my hair. "Here, use this little comb. It's bone. Run that
through your hair every day and remove tangles. You can put in your
hair if you want to decorate yourself."
She studied my face and sighed. "I'm supposed to decorate your face
just a little. I'm too old to bother about it, but Lady Pargia wants
you to look neat, and reasonably clean. But maybe you should not be
too pretty though." She gave a faint smile. "Just to advise you, do
not ever appear to compete with her. She is jealous of her beauty and
position.
" All right, sit down and I will check your face. A pity I can't see
you better with these old eyes." She ran her fingers over my face.
"Nice skin!" she observed, and she began to apply things to my face.
"Here's a little dark powder for your eyes and I'll put trace of this
red stuff on your lips. "That will be enough," she said. "Just to make
you look better, but, I'll tell you again, you must never compete with
your mistress. Be careful too. Her husband Myristes has an eye for
pretty women. "
"I think your hair is dry enough now," and she gave it another touch
with the comb. She looked at my ears. "You are also to wear earrings.
Now hold still!" I started to jump up when I saw she had a pair of
small bronze rings.
I have always hated the thought of something piercing my flesh but I
did not dare object, for fear of being sent away. I cried out at the
sharp pain at one earlobe. My eyes began to tear as the pain was
repeated at the other ear and then yet again as she pushed the
earrings though the tiny holes and fastened them. "Stop crying! You'd
think I'd hurt you!" she said. She held up a piece of polished metal.
"How do you like yourself now?"
I removed a tear from the corner of my eye and looked into the mirror.
I gave a small start. I would not have believed that I could have been
so changed. The woman looking at me bore no resemblance at all to the
man that I had been just a few weeks back.
Even distorted as I appeared in the polished metal mirror, I was
looking at a beautiful woman with a pretty oval face, dark brown eyes,
high cheeks and full lips, emphasized by the red coloring. The bronze
loops in her earlobes actually complimented her nicely, although spots
of fresh blood showed. Her face was framed by slightly curly dark
hair, pretty enough, but too short for a woman. Her neck was long and
slim, over pretty shoulders. Her body was well curved, with full
breasts, a narrow waist and wide hips. Her limbs were slim and smooth.
Inadvertently I turned my head to better see myself. I felt my new
earrings brush my neck. It was a strange feeling, but oddly
stimulating. My neck was smooth, with no signs of an Adam's apple. I
turned around more, wondering at the narrow waist flaring into
generously curved hips and buttocks but tapering again into smooth
slim thighs and long legs. I looked down at my hands. They were small,
but with long tapering fingers. Asha had earlier smoothed my broken
nails.
I looked at my feet. My calves and ankles were slim and neat. My feet
were small but high arched.
We were interrupted by the Lady Pargia. She looked me critically up
and down yet again. "I must say that is a definite improvement. Now
you look respectable enough to be a slave of mine. Yes, much better."
She contemptuously kicked my old garment aside. " Now, some clothes
for you. They are a pattern and color that will show to all that you
belong to me. I will give you two gowns. You will care for these and
keep them clean. You know how to wash clothing, do you?"
I had rarely been concerned with that in the past, but I remembered
how my mother and sisters had washed clothing and I supposed I could
do the same. "Yes, mistress," I replied.
Asha opened a chest and, lifting things out, she handed me a tunic -
like garment . I recognized it as an undergarment and pulled it over
my head. Next she pulled out two gowns, both in a grayish green
although one looked newer than the other. They were both cheap
garments, in but in tough cloth, suitable for a slave. She handed me
the newer one and I pulled it over my head. It came to half way down
my claves. I tied it about my waist with a white cord. I wondered
about my feet but nothing was offered.
Perhaps Pargia read my mind. "You will be barefoot, of course, being a
slave. In the winter you will be given sandals when I send you for
errands out of the house."
I stood completely still, mostly trying to accept my predicament. She
lifted my chin. "You are actually fairly pretty, Niobe, but you will
let your hair grow. It is too short for a woman, even a slave." She
gave a slightly contemptuous smirk. "You will serve me well, won't
you? Because... if you do not I will sell you back to a slave dealer."
She looked down her nose at me. "Now that you have cleaned up so well
I might even get more than I paid for you. Many men would want a slave
like you. Any man would desire you.
"However, Niobe, to remind you of your status," she said. She went out
of the room and returned with a curved metal object. "Lift your head
and stand still." I did so and I felt something cold placed round my
neck. There was a click. "There, Niobe, a pretty slave collar for
you."
I looked at myself in the mirror. My neck was now circled by a narrow
bronze collar. I tentatively felt at it, but it would not shift. It
reminded me of Medere's two slaves. They also had worn narrow collars.
She slapped my hand. "You will not remove it!" she commanded, as if
reading my mind. "If you attempt to do so you will be punished. Turn
your head so I can see it!" She examined the collar and my neck." Yes,
I like that. You are now in my personal service, Niobe. I shall expect
very high standards of your behavior and appearance. Like your
clothing, the collar will identify you as one of my slaves."
All of that next week I was instructed by the older woman and I
struggled to remember all that she told me.
My duties were to wait in the morning until Pargia was awake. When I
heard her call I would take her in a small tumbler of wine or fruit
juice or sliced fruit. After that I would have hot water ready
prepared for her to wash and I would help her disrobe, stand by while
she washed and have her clothes ready for that day. I would have made
sure they were clean and brushed. I was not responsible for cooking.
That was the responsibility of two slave women in the kitchen area,
Mora and Zelane, but I had to serve her and remove the dirty dishes.
Pargia did not work her slaves too hard, other than demanding that
they be always available. My own duties, after her bathing, dressing
and getting clothed, were to run her errands and serve at her meals,
and to accompany her when she went to the market or other shops and
carry back her purchases. The first days I was worked hard and she
constantly criticized and guided the way I fashioned my dress and hair
ornaments, the way I wore my hair, my accent, the way I walked and my
mannerisms. After some days she was more satisfied.
After that first instruction I was expected to groom myself. I found
it difficult at first to get the right touch, but at least Asha guided
me and gave me instruction. I was exhausted at the end of each day,
but I was learning. As the days went by I learned all my duties and
how to care for myself and soon I got more confidence . I no longer
saw Asha after the first two weeks and I was left on my own. I had
several scoldings when I omitted some things or failed to do them
properly but soon my service to her appeared to be satisfactory.
My body may have been that of a woman, but my mind was not. I could do
all of the tasks easily enough, but I suffered agonies of frustration
as each morning I saw Pargia completely unclothed when she washed. It
was her habit to stand, completely naked, in the large basin, while I
handed her water or soap or cloths. The sight of her curved olive-
skinned figure, her pert breasts with darker areolas and nipples, and
the shiny hair at the base of her belly often made me screw up my eyes
in frustration. It was even worse when she slightly opened her thighs
to wash between them.
She must have noticed. "My nakedness disturbs you, Niobe?" She
laughed. "Have you not seen another woman naked before?"
I fumed inwardly. Had I still my man's body I would have soon removed
the tantalizing self-satisfied smile from her face! "None as beautiful
as you, mistress," I replied. That pleased her immensely. I dared not
do anything. I was no longer a man. Moreover, she owned me. If I
displeased her she could sell me.
It was then I decided to escape my slavery.
After that, it was as if, she had decided to deliberately tease me.
She had noticed my discomfort and her exhibitionism became greater.
Her tongue in her half opened mouth, looking at me, she would run the
water slowly over her breasts, running her finger round her nipples
until they stood erect. Then she would wash between her legs, opening
wide and washing the little folds of dark flesh, even running a finger
up and down the furrow in her dark springy hair.She was playing with
herself, showing herself off, knowing I was uncomfortable, teasing me
deliberately, yet I dared not do anything. I was almost squirming at
the sight.
"What's the matter, slave?" she said. "Am I embarrassing you? You are
a woman. Surely you've seen this before? Did Genorian women hide their
bodies from each other? One would almost think you were a man, you
look so uncomfortable!"
I would lick my lips and give an appropriate answer. "Please mistress,
it is just that you are so beautiful. Any man must desire you. Your
husband is a fortunate man."
"Yes, I suppose he is!" She gave a self-satisfied smile.
My own woman's bleeding started about a month into her service. I was
shocked at first, although I knew women bled monthly. It was just
another result of the spell that had been cast on me, showing me that
I was a woman internally as externally. It was slightly uncomfortable
for three days. My back hurt, I had little appetite and my breasts
were tender.
I had been another month in her service when, one morning, as I was
handing her some water for her morning wash, the container slightly
slipped and my hand brushed across her nipple. When she gave a slight
gasp I drew back and hung my head. " Please forgive me, mistress," I
blurted out, afraid of getting a whipping or, even worse, being sold
away.
But her eyes closed slightly and she gave a sly smile. "Come here,
slave!" I wondered if she was going to slap my face, but she took my
hand and placed it on her breast. "Take my nipple, Niobe, and pinch
it."
She was taking her teasing to a higher level. I did as she said,
almost shaking with tension. I felt her nipple harden and she closed
her eyes. I knew what she wanted. After all. I had lain with a number
of women before my change and taken my enjoyment of them but now I was
a female and, as a slave, I had been commanded to please my owner. She
closed her eyes and sucked in her breath, a slight smile on her lips.
"The other one too, slave. Now roll my nipples!"
I gently did as she said, unsure as to how strongly to do it. I was
tempted to twist hard and bring her to her knees in pain. I wondered
how long it would continue, but at last she pulled my hands away.
"Enough, slave! Now go about your duties!"
I hurried away from her, almost weeping with frustration for loss of
my male body and worry for the future. If she persisted in making me
attend to her like that, it might be discovered.
That began to be a regular pattern when I washed her. Sometimes she
would take the initiative and and pull me to her, presenting her lips
for me to kiss her. Her nipples were hard under my hand. She smiled at
me slyly. "Please me, slave," she commanded. Before my change, or even
the first days I entered her service, I would have been attracted by
her sensual body but now I was petrified at the risk this posed for a
female slave such as me. If her husband found what was going on he
could be terribly angry. I had no doubt she would pass any blame to
me.
These first months in her service passed on, with continual
frustration as she took advantage of me. For my part, I was left with
the frustration that while I was