CHAPTER EIGHT
Samantha's Surprise
Julia sat alone in Samantha's office. It had been almost twenty minutes
since she had left to fetch another document they needed to finalize
Julia's promotion. Impatience was settling in.
Oddly enough, Julia had never been in Samantha's office before, she
never mentioned she even had one. Thinking on it, Julia realized that
Samantha had always sought her out. She'd come to Julia's cube or invite
her out to lunch somewhere. Sam had really put in the effort to be a
good friend.
It was an interesting room as she looked around, not really what she
expected. If a room was supposed to reflect the personality of its
occupant, this one seemed to lack the vitality and flash of the Samantha
she knew. The office was well organized, spartan, lacking the typical
clutter of most offices or cubicles. What was really odd though was the
lack of personal touches that one normally expected to see. There were
no photos displayed, no plaques citing accomplishments, no doodads that
reflected on the occupant or that offered the occasional distraction
during the day. It was far easier to believe that it was some loaner
office for visiting executives. There was one notable exception - a
portrait that hung behind Samantha's desk.
Protected by a sleek, modern, metallic frame, it looked to be an oil
painting of a warrior woman, or was it something else? Contrasting
themes seemed to be at play blending warrior and woman together into
something that was both familiar and yet surreal and distant. It was a
fusion of a beautiful woman wearing a scratched and scarred medieval
helmet which oddly came down over her eyes to rest at the bridge of her
nose, blinding her. Below the cold iron helmet, her plump lips were
colored a deep, rich red and, instead of armor, she wore a cream colored
dress with floral embroidery. There was a haunting, somber quality to
the painting which fused feminine beauty and the harsher realities of
conflict and war into a single, evocative image. Beauty and conflict.
Both were part of the Samantha she knew.
Getting restless for some attention, Julia peered through the glass
partition into the monochrome hallways and common spaces outside the
office looking for Samantha. There was a continual buzz of activity as
people moved about the hallways or toiled away at their desks. It was
good to see the company busy and productive and to know she was an
important part of making it successful.
Still looking for Samantha, a man passed by in the hallway and offered
her an awkward wave and stiff smile as he moved by. If she recalled, he
had been in another sales division, competing with her for sales. He
almost certainly worked for her now, likely a couple of levels below her
on the organizational chart. Maybe she'd arrange a lunch sometime for
her subordinates and invite him to see if he'd properly fall in line
behind her so Samantha could add him to the tally in the "who's the
boss" game. Power had its privileges after all.
In time, she finally spotted Samantha coming down the hallway with a
portfolio in hand. Her skirt was swishing about her legs as she hurried
forward on strappy, peep toe, stilettos, walking in them as easily as
most women did in flats. She smiled warmly at Julia as she approached,
mouthing the words "last one" as she got close.
"I am so sorry to keep you waiting," Samantha said as she entered the
office. "Legal pushed out a last minute change to the corporate non-
disclosure agreement you need to sign and I had a problem getting my
hands on it."
"It's not a problem," Julia said. "You can make it up to me though," she
added playfully with a grin.
Samantha sat down behind her desk with a bemused expression. "Okay,"
Samantha responded coyly, unsure of what to expect.
"The painting?" Julia asked, gesturing towards it with her eyes. "It's a
striking image. Beautiful in a way but sad too. Any idea why the helmut
is over her eyes?"
Samantha shrugged. "Well, I can't say what the artist was thinking for
sure, never talked to her."
"A woman did paint it then?" Julia asked.
"Of course. I found that much out at the gallery," Samantha said
admiring her painting, entranced by it. "I can tell you what I see," she
said with a touch of reverence in her voice.
"Please do," Julia encouraged sincerily.
Samantha was genuinely moved by the painting as she regarded it. "When I
look at it, and I mean really look at it, I see both a warrior and a
womyn. They're one in the same. It reminds me of the never ending
struggle womyn have had since the very beginning," she said ruefully.
"Forever battling for equality and respect, for dignity. Even for love."
Samantha shrugged.
"I think the helmet says she's been in wars. I guess it seems a little
odd, maybe, being over her eyes - she's blinded by her own helmet. But,
I think it defines her too. It's a part of her war. She's been blinded,
forced to paint her lips and forced into some pretty little dress,
things to make her more pleasing and less threatening to men, but she's
still a warrior. She's still fighting, even if she didn't fully see it
or realize it." Samantha took a deep breath and turned to face Julia.
"Maybe that's a lot to see into it, into her, but you asked." Samantha
touched the frame, almost lovingly, then locked eyes with Julia. "I find
her very empowering at times. She reminds me to go for the things I
want, to fight for them, even when something is trying to blind me or
tell me what to do - men, polite society, whatever."
Julia smiled at her and nodded reassuringly. Had they been someplace,
other than the office, she might have offered Samantha a hug.
Samantha returned the smile. "Just my take on it. Hope that helps."
"Yes. It does. That's beautiful in a way. Thank you."
"Anytime," Samantha said gracefully.
Both women locked smiles with each other, enjoying the moment together.
"Anyway, back to work," Samantha said. "I have the last document for you
to sign." Samantha retrieved several pages from her portfolio and
presented them to Julia.
Julia grabbed the document and stared to skim through it. "Any problems
with it?" she asked. "Anything for me to be concerned about?"
"No," Samantha said. "They added a section on directing any questions
you might get about staffing and workforce composition to human
resources at corporate. Overall, standard corporate stuff, don't say
anything to anybody that's not supposed to hear it. If you leave the
company the same rules apply. You'll want to review it but it's nothing
to be concerned about."
"I'll take your word for it," Julia said as she flipped to the last page
and signed the document, "I trust you."
Samantha smiled and added the document to the stack Julia had signed
earlier. "And, with the last document signed, that's it," she said
cheerily. "Let me be the first one to formally congratulate you on your
new position," she said extending her hand with glee.
Julia smiled in return as they shook hands to mark the occasion, only to
have Samantha's grip tighten for the briefest moment as Julia tried to
release afterwards, their eyes then locking for only an instant as her
hand was finally surrendered.
"Thank you," Julia said as the slightly awkward moment passed.
"My pleasure," Samantha responded.
Julia nodded with a smile. "Did you want to get some coffee then? Catch
up? We have some time, right?" she asked.
Samantha twisted her lips into a playful looking smirk. "We still have
over an hour left in the meeting," she said. "But, I scheduled in extra
time for a bit of a surprise."
"A surprise?" Julia asked astonished.
Samantha nodded, a big grin betraying her excitement. "I'm hoping you're
not going to be upset though," she said puckering her lips playfully.
"About what?" Julia asked with a cautious but genuine curiosity.
"Well, given all our conversations about Eric and about AGen...," she
teased out, "I was able to arrange... an initial consultation."
Julia went wide eyed, her mouth dropped open in shock as she sat back in
the chair dumbfounded.
"After dinner the other night," Samantha began to explain, "I thought
you said you were really curious about AGen. So, I decided to see what
else I could find out for you and I eventually got a website address."
Julia sat there in silence, still stunned, trying to absorb the enormity
of what Samantha had done.
"I decided to contact them through their website," Samantha said.
"Really, I was just trying to get more information from them, to give to
you. A day later, they called me. They asked me a few questions and
wanted to know more. I didn't give them too many details. They were the
ones that actually suggested the consultation. They wanted to talk to
you directly."
Julia shifted forward and did her best to regain her composure. "I'm not
sure what to say, Sam," she said slowly, like she was in a daze.
"You are still interested, right?" Samantha asked hesitantly.
Julia pursed her lips. "Honestly? I've thought about it. Maybe more than
I should have," Julia admitted. "But, really, truly, doing it to him?!"
Julia felt flush. "Put boobs on Eric?!" she whispered across the desk.
"It seems crazy to even talk about it. It would change everything."
Samantha nodded in agreement, smiling at her beautiful friend. If she
could help convince Julia to move forward with putting boobs on hapless
Eric it had to undermine any hold he might have on her as a man, as her
husband. She'd never be able to look at him in quite the same way ever
again.
"It would solve all my problems at home," Julia mused, as her brow
furrowed.
"And, it would be the fair thing to do," Samantha reminded her. "You're
the one working, bringing in all the money, supporting both of you. It's
only fair that he pulls his weight for the family. He should be taking
care of everything at home and that includes caring for your children,"
she said earnestly. "He can adapt to being Mr. Mom. Why not? If that
includes wearing a nursing bra someday so what? What's the big deal?
Womyn do it. Why can't a man? I think it's only fair."
Julia nodded slowly. "Yes, we did talk about that," Julia said soberly.
"And, I guess, it does make some sense." There was still some conflict
playing out in her heart. She had taken charge of their marriage, that
needed to happen. Eric had utterly failed as a husband, she reminded
herself. Under her direction, he'd do better. If that meant being a
househusband, filling the old, traditional wife role, so be it. But did
that really mean he should have breasts too? Was Samantha right? Was it
simple fairness and equality?
"We have maybe fifteen minutes before they call," Samantha said. "Maybe
grab some coffee first? I have a conference room reserved so we can talk
in comfort. It's a video chat. They're going to call us, on my tablet."
Julia agreed.
"One thing though," Samantha cautioned, "these are very serious minded
womyn. They might say some things that make you a little...
uncomfortable. Don't let it bother you too much. Okay? Try thinking of
it more like a sales call. No matter what they say to you, don't
admonish them. Don't challenge their beliefs either for that matter.
They may have a really different way of looking at the world but it just
doesn't matter. They have something we want. Don't worry about anything
other than that."
"But-"
Samantha shook her head vigorously. "No buts. Just play along with them.
Be nice. They want to help you. Let them. Be agreeable. Tell them what
they want to hear and don't worry about the rest of it," she said
definitively.
Julia felt a slight shiver travel up her spine. She wondered, what she
was getting herself into but quickly decided to trust Samantha's
direction on it, for now at least. It was just an initial consultation
after all.
"Come on, let's grab that coffee," Samantha urged.
Samantha and Julia sat down in a small conference room with Samantha's
tablet a few minutes later. It was another sterile space intended for
corporate meetings, dull but private, with six office chairs tossed
around a wood veneer table.
The women sat, side-by-side, on one of the long sides of the table,
sipping their coffee, as they waited for the call.
Julia nervously glanced at the tablet and began to idly trace a couple
of her long nails against the surface of the table as she waited for the
conference to start. She grew more tense as the minutes passed away,
each one bringing her closer to a discussion about feminizing her
husband.
If he knew what she was doing, would he finally stand up for himself?
Would she be able to force him if he refused? Did she truly want to do
this? A dozen questions kept running through her mind. She didn't have
answers for any of them. Julia checked the time again. Only a minute
left.
She fanned her fingers out, then slowly clawed at the table, making a
game of it to distract herself from the gnawing uncertainty she felt,
pressing hard enough to feel the pressure at her fingers but not so hard
as to break a nail.
Julia turned her hand over to admire her manicured extensions. Eric
would need to learn how to maintain her nails, she decided, from the
strengthening base coat, to the colorful lacquer, to the protective top
coat. It was another service he could-
The tablet suddenly began playing a short symphony of repeating tones,
alerting them to an incoming call. Julia just stared at the tablet,
frozen.
Samantha grimaced at her nervous friend from the side, quietly
disappointed at her lack of enthusiasm. Thankfully, Samantha had enough
for both of them. Julia just needed a little more prodding before the
idea of undermining and completely dominating Eric felt more normal and
natural to her. Samantha's lips curled into a smile as she tapped on the
video chat button to start the conference.
Moments later an older woman came into view, perhaps in her seventies,
maybe older, sitting in what looked like a video conference room. The
woman had a severe look to her, wire rimmed glasses sat upon a gaunt
face, her white hair tied into a tight bun, held in place by black
bobby-pins. The white lab coat she wore seemed to be embossed with the
same logo depicted on the beige wall behind her - a thick trunked,
gnarled tree, filled with leaves.
"Which of you is Julia Grant?" the woman asked curtly, reading from
something at the table she sat at.
"That would be me," Julia said. She had stopped using Eric's last name
entirely, it seemed completely improper to subordinate her identity to
his. In fact, given that the marriage was female lead now, she was
considering making him take her last name soon.
The woman was staring at them, silently sizing them up. It felt
uncommonly penetrating, like she was examining specimens under a
microscope, studying them. If it wasn't for the occasional shifting of
her eyes they would have thought the video conference had frozen with
some technical failure. Julia just sat there, nearly motionless, waiting
for her to finish, hoping she'd pass inspection. Samantha did much the
same.
"I'm Dr. Joyce," the woman finally said flatly, looking away from the
camera, examining something on the desktop in front of her they couldn't
see.
After all the staring and waiting, Julia had hoped for something more
welcoming, something to calm and reassure her. That wasn't to be.
"Pleased to meet you," Julia said, trying to act cheery, hoping Dr.
Joyce couldn't read her mood.
"Same here," Samantha chimed in, "we're really very pleased to be able
to meet with you today. It's very much appreciated. We can only imagine
how busy you are with the important work you're doing."
Dr. Joyce looked forward into the camera, seemingly unaffected by
Samantha's eager greeting, her somber expression casting a stifling mood
over the consultation. "I'm assuming you'd be Samantha Stone. Is that
correct?" she asked with a detached manner.
"Yes. That would be me. I'm the one that made the initial inquiry,"
Samantha said, still trying to be upbeat. "Again, we wanted to thank you
for making time in your schedule for us today."
Dr. Joyce arched an eyebrow on her otherwise impassive face. "Responding
with a simple 'yes' was sufficient to satisfy the inquiry, Ms. Stone."
Samantha simply nodded, accepting the rebuke. Despite the obvious
disdain from Dr. Joyce, Samantha had no intention of ruining the meeting
for Julia.
"If either of you have any recording devices employed you will need to
terminate them at this time. Consultations can not be recorded. We don't
allow notes to be taken either," Dr. Joyce said firmly.
"Nothing being recorded. No notes," Samantha quickly said, wanting to be
terse for the scornful doctor. "We're fine with the restrictions," she
added.
Julia nodded, agreeing with Samantha, doing her best to be compliant and
accepting with this seemingly clandestine group.
"Very well," Dr. Joyce said. "Now, with the pleasantries dealt with, why
are you here, Ms. Grant?"
Julia arched her eyebrows in surprise and glanced towards Samantha who
also seemed confused at the question. "I'm sorry, I thought this was
already brought up when Samantha contacted you," Julia said as Samantha
nodded, indicating that it had been.
"Yes," Dr. Joyce started. "Ms. Stone did provide sufficient details on
her initial contact to us. But that's not what I asked. I want to know
why you are here, Ms. Grant. I want you to tell me what you want from
us, in your words.
Dr. Joyce was staring at her, waiting, watching with those piercing,
unrelenting, eyes of hers. Samantha was staring too, expectantly waiting
for her to say the words, waiting for her to ask them to feminize her
husband.
Julia's mind began to spin. She was unprepared for a confrontation,
especially with Dr. Joyce. She had wanted a simple sales pitch, a list
of services from a hopeful provider, something she could casually make a
decision about. That's not what this was. It was something colder,
harsher. She felt like she was being tested, evaluated. She swallowed
hard. Was this something she truly wanted, Eric with breasts? The
question continued to churn inside her.
"Ms. Grant, I need an answer. Otherwise there's no reason to continue
here," Dr. Joyce said.
Samantha urged her on, her eyes wide and intense. "Go ahead," she
whispered.
"I... I want to... I want the AGen program. For my husband, Eric, to
have breasts... to breastfeed our baby someday," Julia stated. She'd
gotten it out, really said it. Her heart was pounding from doing it.
Would this woman do it to him now? She studied the gaunt, harsh,
impassive lines of Dr. Joyce with apprehension.
"You don't sound particularly certain, Ms. Grant," Dr. Joyce observed.
"I can be," Julia said, not really meaning it, questions still churning
inside her.
"Ms. Grant, you must be completely committed to the program in order for
your male to be considered. This is not something trivial. Your male
will be altered at the genetic level, changed forever, fundamentally
different than before," Dr. Joyce said.
"I understand," Julia said.
"Do you? I wonder," Dr. Joyce said eyeing her suspiciously. "In addition
to mammary glands, there are also possible side effects you may want to
consider. AGen can occasionally result in some general feminizing
characteristics being imparted to the subject. We consider it a
crossover effect that's correlated to nanite infusion and, since you
will be involved with administering the infusions, you'd be the
causative agent, Ms. Grant. You'd be responsible."
Julia was silent.
"Finally, like any procedure of this nature, there are risks. We
consider these risks to be very low, more of a statistical anomaly;
however, it must be accepted as a possible outcome of the program. So,
Ms. Grant, I hope you can understand why anything less than total,
unwavering commitment is simply unacceptable," Dr. Joyce asserted, the
fixed glare of her eyes burning into her like the sun on a hot,
cloudless day.
Julia remained silent, maintaining her composure in the face of the
withering barrage from Dr. Joyce. The vile woman was trying to scare
her. It was working but she didn't want her to win that easily. No,
losing a negotiation wasn't how she'd gotten promoted, she reminded
herself.
"Ms. Grant, a simple, meandering statement is wholly insufficient to
gain access to the AGen program and the technology we have to offer.
Therefore, I'll ask you again." Dr. Joyce paused, her steely eyes
peering contemptuously into the camera. "Why are you here, Ms. Grant?"
Julia took a deep breath, determined to win against Dr. Joyce. As to
what would actually happen to Eric, she could decide later. She wanted
the AGen option for him, even if it did sound terrifying and ruinous to
his masculinity.
"I apologize for sounding hesitant before," Julia began, suppressing the
tremor trying to creep into her voice, "you caught me off guard, is all.
I am ready to fully commit to the program, regardless what issues might
come up," she said. "My husband, my male, is submissive and weak. Once I
realized what he was, I took control of the marriage. I have plans for
the future, plans for him to care for our babies when they come, just
like a... like a womyn can. He needs breasts for that. It's really that
simple. I want him to properly nurture and nourish my babies when they
come."
Dr. Joyce was nodding ever so slightly as she eased back into her chair.
"You understand, he'll never quite be the same," she said, making it
sound like a challenge. "Not only the physical changes, mind you, but
breasts on a male typically produce mental changes as well. He may
experience great levels of shame resulting in anxiety and depression, as
an example. He may also become even more submissive and withdrawn. He
may blame you. Resent you. The spectrum of behavioral changes can be
highly varied depending on the subject," she explained.
Julia decided to keep playing along. No matter what, Dr. Joyce wasn't
going to scare her off. The consultation was a game, she reminded
herself.
"I'm perfectly fine with whatever changes come my way. Eric will have to
behave or I'll toss him to the curb," she said.
Dr. Joyce nodded again, apparently satisfied. "The male's name was Eric
did you say?"
"Yes. That's correct."
"Is he transgendered, gender dysphoric, or perhaps a transvestite?"
"No, nothing like that," Julia responded. "He doesn't want breasts if
that's what your asking." Julia couldn't help but let some bitterness
slip into her voice. She was getting more angry at this wretched woman
by the minute.
"Do you have sufficient control over your male to require and ensure
compliance to the AGen program?" Dr. Joyce asked with a subtle smirk
twisting over her face.
Julia dug her long nails into her palms and forced a smile onto her face
as Samantha gently touched her forearm in a show of support, hoping to
calm her. "He's completely dependent on me and he's becoming
increasingly submissive to me every day," Julia said taking a deep
breath and letting it out, hoping to compose herself. "I'll admit that
I'm a little new at being a dominant over my husband but I took complete
control of our marriage and him and I have no intention of letting go,
none at all."
Dr. Joyce arched her eyebrows in response, her smirk deepening. She
appeared unimpressed.
"He'll do whatever the hell I tell him to," Julia spat out.
The corners of Dr. Joyce's mouth ticked upwards into something
resembling a smile. "I certainly hope so," she said. "The world is
changing, Ms. Grant. Feminizing your male, forcing him to comply with
all the AGen protocols can be a significant step forward for you. Womyn
are going to need to be strong if men are to be put in their proper
place. We can't allow our sympathy to cloud our judgements or
commitments to womonkind. Don't you agree?"
"Yes," Julia replied quickly to be agreeable, not really knowing what
she believed for certain. Samantha was nodding her assent too and then
grinning, agreeing with Dr. Joyce wholeheartedly.
Looking at the smiling women around her, Julia suddenly felt out of
place, even a tiny bit frightened. What was happening to her? It was
like she'd unexpectedly become a member of a sisterhood intent on female
supremacy. Feminizing Eric, and her participation in it, were just
milestones on a much larger agenda. There was something tantalizing
about it but did she truly belong here?
Dr. Joyce looked down to the table in front of her, at something out of
view. Her eyes narrowed as she studied it. "You seem to have garnered
sufficient support for us to move forward, Ms. Grant." Dr. Joyce looked
back towards the camera, her impassive mask back in place. "We normally
select womyn who are further along, who better understand the true
nature of the world," Dr. Joyce said. "But, apparently, you are thought
to hold some promise."
Julia smiled awkwardly. "Thank you," she offered, unsure of what to say
to the scornful Dr. Joyce nor to whoever else was, almost certainly,
watching her.
Dr. Joyce sat there, silent, practically sneering at Julia. Then, she
backed away from the table, stood, and walked off camera without saying
another word. Their camera remained on, displaying an empty room.
"Is it over? Are they agreeing to do it?" Julia whispered to Samantha.
Samantha shrugged.
A few moments later, another woman came into view at the edge of the
screen. She seemed to be talking to voices off camera, in the
background. It was too faint to make out anything being said. It
continued like that for a bit longer before the woman finally moved in
front of the camera and settled down in the chair.
She was a complete departure from the cold and steely Dr. Joyce. She was
a young, attractive woman with short, blond hair and deep blue eyes. Her
smile was genuine and warm. She wore a simple, rose-pastel colored,
uniform which enhanced her comforting appeal.
"Good afternoon ladies," she said warmly, smiling towards them. "My name
is Pamala. Let me be the first to congratulate you - your application
has been accepted," she said, beaming her smile at them.
"It has?" Julia asked, surprised at how quickly things were proceeding.
"Yes, it has. In fact, I'm here to help you get started. I've been
assigned as your nurse practitioner and case manager. I'll be your
primary point of contact with us going forward," she said. "And before
you ask, there are no fees or payments involved. AGen is part of a much
larger research and development effort. Instead of paying us you'll be
expected to simply follow the protocols, make time for the exams, and
participate in some behavioral questionnaires. The goal is to make it as
easy as possible for you. Ready to start?"
Julia gave a nodded and returned an awkward smile, wholly surprised at
the sudden turn of events.
"Good. We always begin by providing a brief overview of the technology.
We've found that it's important for applicants to have an understanding
of how AGen works, what it does, and what you can expect," Pamala said.
"You're free to ask questions during the presentation, we encourage it
in fact. And, at the end, we'll talk about next steps for moving
forward, so we can begin treatment of your male."
Julia nodded awkwardly again, still trying to return a genuine smile
back to Pamala. She was feeling uneasy at how quickly everything was
moving, like she was being pushed forward. Samantha, on the other hand,
was brimming with a wide grin, seemingly content with the turn of
events.
"Let me start by reading some general overview statements we've prepared
for womyn new to the program." Pamala grabbed a computer tablet from the
desk and began reading the prepared material.
"Andromammary Genesis, or AGen, is a set of integrated technologies
which are coordinated for the purpose of rapidly provisioning, fully
functional, mammary glands on the human male. AGen is a cutting edge,
human enhancement technology which modifies the DNA of the male subject
making mammary gland development wholly normative for their altered
genotype. AGen is not related to gynecomastia which is considered a
disorder in males. Instead, AGen makes the development of mammary glands
a completely normal and expected secondary sexual characteristic for
males." Pamala stopped reading and looked up towards the camera. "Any
questions so far?"
Samantha raised her hand "Can I ask one?"
"Certainly."
"So, if I'm hearing this right, once the DNA change is made, having
boobs is just as normal for a man as a womon?"
"That's correct," Pamala said with a cheery tone.
"But I thought you needed estrogen for that. How does that work?"
"From a biochemical point of view an andromammary gland requires less
estrogen than those of a womon for development to take place," Pamala
explained. "However, we do typically find it necessary to slightly
elevate the estrogen levels of the subject and often lower their
testosterone level just a bit as well. For many subjects the hormonal
changes are fairly minor but it is possible to see some generalized
feminizing effects when higher levels of estrogen are needed. The
reduction in thick hair growth over the body or a slight reduction in
muscle mass would be examples."
"That's very interesting. Thank you," Samantha said.
"Wait. Reduction in muscle mass?" Julia asked.
"It's usually a very slight reduction with standard AGen, less than ten
percent when it occurs. I believe the worse case was early in the trials
when standard AGen protocol produced something more consistent with
female norms," Pamala responded. "Any more questions?" she asked with a
smile.
Julia just shook her head. The more she heard, the more concerned she
was becoming. These women really were ready to put breasts on Eric and
if he ended up looking more like a woman than a man at the end of it she
was certain they wouldn't care in the least.
Pamala continued, "DNA modification is augmented with nanotechnology
which supports and rapidly matures the new DNA potential in the subject.
Instead of waiting years for natural organic maturation, nanotechnology
accelerates development by a factor of fifteen or more resulting in
fully mature mammary glands, with fully mature ductal systems capable of
lactation induction, in an interval of twelve to sixteen weeks
standard." Pamala stopped reading off the tablet and looked into the
camera again. "Questions?" she asked.
Julia shrugged. "I guess the obvious question, how big? How big do they
get on him?"
Pamala smiled. "Excellent question. Everybody asks that one," she said
with a humorous smile. "It depends on what you want. With AGen, for the
most part, you get to decide."
"I do?" Julia asked, somewhat shocked at the answer.
"Let me explain," Pamala offered. "There's two parts that determine
size. First, there's the genetic potential. That essentially determines
how large they can possibly get. Secondly, there's the actual
development or growth phase. That's where the nanites, the molecular
sized robots, do their work to satisfy the potential that's there. Make
sense so far?" she asked.
"I think so," Julia said.
"Now, let's make it simple and look at how they work together," Pamala
said. "If you have a large potential and a large growth phase the
subject will develop rather large breasts. That should be obvious
enough. However, if either the potential is small or the growth phase is
small then the subject will develop rather small breasts."
"Let me see if I understand," Samantha said. "Let's say Eric's sister
and mom are small. Then, no matter how hard the nanites work, he'd be
small too?" she asked.
"You have the basic idea, yes," Pamala said. "If the subject's genetic
potential is to be small then you can't make them large, it isn't an
option."
"How large is Eric's sister?" Samantha asked Julia.
"Average, I guess. Maybe a B-cup?" she replied.
"Then Eric could be like a B-cup," Samantha concluded.
"We'd need more family history first before we can say that with
certainty," Pamala said. "But that only applies if you leave his genetic
potential unaltered."
"What? You can change it?" Julia asked.
Pamala nodded with a big smile on her face. "You can leave the genetic
potential of the subject unaltered. In that case, breast development
will be consistent with family history," Pamala said. "Some womyn prefer
that because their male can develop as if they'd been born a female.
Alternatively, the subject's potential can be altered, over written for
whatever size you want."
"Really?!" Julia asked astonished.
"Absolutely," Pamala nodded. "Actually, the majority of our clients do
just that, change their male's potential to something larger, often much
larger. Then, during the growth phase, they can decide exactly how large
they want him to be. Some womyn even use the development as a form of
discipline, subjecting their male to more breast growth when they
misbehave."
"Seriously?!" Julia asked, shocked at the notion.
"I recommend it, in fact. Pushing his potential past his genetic norm is
a good thing. Often you don't know, for sure, how large you might want
him until his breasts start developing," Pamala said. "Besides, it can
be fascinating to watch him struggle with the reality that his
masculinity is slipping away as his breasts are getting larger and
larger. A sinister smile crept onto Pamala's face. "You don't want that
to end too soon."
Julia didn't know what to think about Pamala at that point. The pretty
blond certainly had another side to her. If Eric only knew what this
woman wanted to do to him he'd be terrified.
"How effective is the treatment? What if it fails?" Julia asked.
"So long as you follow the established protocols, that includes a number
of clinical visits for exams and you properly use the training vest, the
AGen program has a ninety percent probability of success. That's normal
breast development and lactation in six months or less, typically much
less," Pamala said. "Now, there is a small percentage of males that seem
to be able to resist the retrovirus that modifies their DNA, we're
working to close that gap. But, if they are resistant then nothing
really happens to them at all, they're essentially immune to the
treatment."
"A virus?!" Julia asked with concern, the distress deeply etched into
her face.
Pamala nodded with a smile. "Yes. That's actually part of our next
discussion points," she said calmly. "Let's move on to the logistics of
the program. There's really very little to worry about and we'll be here
to help you the entire time."
"But, are you talking about making Eric sick?" Julia asked.
"Not exactly," Pamala said. "The retrovirus might give him a fever for a
few days but it isn't dangerous. It's not virulent like a flu might be.
The thing is, DNA isn't something you can change with a simple pill.
It's the building block that defines our very physical existence. You
need something that can invade the DNA and, essentially, rewrite it.
That's where the retrovirus comes in. It attaches to cells to deliver
genetic material into the DNA, altering it. For a male, think of it as
gene therapy, something to make their DNA more female - an upgrade."
Julia was astonished at the turn of events. A virus to invade and change
Eric's DNA?! Could she really do this to him?
"It sounds fairly scary but you said it isn't dangerous right?" Samantha
asked, hoping to calm the obvious distress written across Julia's
otherwise beautiful face.
"That's correct," Pamala answered. "Don't think of it like a cold or
flu. It's perfectly safe and we will be here to support you if any minor
complications come up," she said with a calm and steady voice. "Any more
questions on that for now?"
Julia shook her head while struggling to maintain the semblance of a
smile, distressed about the direction the consultation had taken.
"Okay, the last thing I wanted to talk about today was what we call the
training vest." Pamala tapped something in front of her and the screen
switched to an image of what looked like some bizarre, black, thick
rubber corset, straight out of the S&M scene, but with white domes
instead of bra cups that would fully encase each breast. The image was
rotating on the screen to show the entire vest, all the way around.
A few seconds later, Pamala came back into view. "You can think of it a
bit like a training bra for AGen males if you wish," Pamala said with a
smirk. "The vest is actually the nanite infusion system. It's what
drives the growth phase of AGen. With the vest, you can control the
intensity of the growth phase at any point. Essentially, it's what you
use to decide how much of the subject's DNA potential is realized, or
more simply, how large you want his breasts to get. Without the training
vest, development would take years, and the subject would never reach
their full genetic potential."
Pamala tapped in front of her again and the vest reappeared, rotating on
the screen again. Julia inched a little closer for a better look. It
really did look like some crazy, high-tech corset that would cover Eric
from shoulders to waist in thick, constricting rubber. It looked to
fastened in the back and seemed to have some locking mechanism at the
collar.
Pamala reappeared suddenly. "After the DNA enhancing injection you'll be
issued a training vest and shown how to operate it," Pamala said. "The
AGen protocol requires the subject to wear the training vest every night
before bed. It does it's work while the subject sleeps and can be
removed in the morning."
"Can she keep him in it full time?" Samantha asked with a grin.
Pamala smiled back at the suggestion. "Actually, if you want, it can be
left on for a number of days without removal but you will need to remove
it to recharge the battery packs every three or four days," Pamala said.
"If you wait too long you won't be able to disengage the retention
system since it needs power to open the locks. It's constructed with
layers of advanced materials to make it very sturdy and tough. You can't
cut through it. Once it's on and locked, it's nearly impossible to
remove until it's unlocked. If you lose battery power you'll need to
contact me to get it removed."
Julia wondered how Eric might react if she insisted he wear the exotic
looking training vest. Given that it was basically some high-tech corset
for breast development, she imagined he'd lock himself in the bathroom,
completely distraught and desperate at the prospect of wearing it.
"That's the basic overview, just enough to familiarize you with the
technology and how AGen works. Any more questions on any of it?," Pamala
asked.
Neither Julia or Samantha had any. Samantha seemed perfectly content and
unconcerned, she was looking off in the distance, contemplating
something with a soft smile gracing her lips. She almost looked like
she'd just been shopping and was imagining herself at a gala in a new
gown she'd just bought.
Julia was in total contrast to her, looking distraught despite her best
attempts to conceal it. Now that she understood the reality of it
better, it just seemed to be too much, too extreme.
"Okay, if there's no more questions, our next step is to schedule the
initial exam," Pamala said. "We're going to need to see Eric as soon as
possible. We need to give him a complete physical to make sure AGen is
safe for him and we need some genetic material in order to develop the
retrovirus for DNA alteration. He also needs a 3D imaging scan to fit
him for his training apparatus," Pamala said.
Julia nodded, again forcing a smile onto her face.
"Would you like to setup the appointment now or contact me to coordinate
it," Pamala asked.
Julia swallowed and cleared her throat, her mind swirling with
uncertainty. "I think I'll need to contact you. I'm not sure exactly
what my schedule is at the moment. And I'm not sure about Eric... I-"
"This needs to be scheduled soon, Julia," Pamala said. "We're here to
help you. Experience has taught us that delays won't help you get the
positive results that AGen can deliver for you. Commitment is the best
approach."
"I understand," Julia said.
Pamala turned her head slightly away from the camera, her attention
drawn away to something to the side of her, off camera. Julia could hear
the indiscernible voices in the background again. Did one of the voices
belong to Dr. Joyce?
"A courier will deliver a package to you, at your office, with some more
details about the program, including contact information to setup the
initial exam. I hope to hear from you soon," Pamala said. She then
flashed a tense smile at Julia, betraying some irritation then pushed
away from the table and walked away.
Thinking the conference was finally over, Julia was about to drop the
connection when she saw Dr. Joyce walking back into view. Hands clasped
behind her back, Dr. Joyce leaned over the chair and table like a cobra
until her face was directly in front of the camera, filling the screen.
"Ms. Grant?"
Julia just stared at Dr. Joyce, not wanting to acknowledge her, hoping
she'd just leave and drop the video conference. She didn't.
"Ms. Grant?"
"Yes?" Julia responded reluctantly.
"Don't disappoint us, Ms. Grant". The connection dropped immediately
after the admonition. Julia felt a shiver run up her spine. She was
frightened by it. What had she gotten herself into?
With the consultation over, Samantha swiveled her chair towards Julia
with questioning eyes, waiting on her to break the silence, hoping that
she was ready to move forward with Eric's transformation.
But, Julia seemed to be almost in a state of shock instead, her eyes,
opened wider than normal, were still locked on the tablet they'd been
using for the conference.
Samantha reached out and gently touched Julia's hand in a show of
support and compassion. It seemed to break Julia out of the trance as
she jerked slightly from the touch and slowly turned to face her.
Samantha smiled ever so gently towards Julia, hoping to settle her and
soften the mood.
"So, what do you think?" Samantha asked, almost in a whisper.
Julia took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "Honestly, Dr. Joyce scares
me Sam. And, it's a lot to take in," she said. "I mean, up to now, AGen
was just talk. I'm not sure I truly believed it was even possible. Not
really. Not until just now," Julia admitted, as a subtle, brooding pout
appeared as she considered the harsh reality of the situation. "If I
actually did this to Eric it really would irrevocably change things
between us. There'd be no going back. Not ever."
"Probably not," Samantha said softly, shrugging. "The bigger question is
if he'd do it. Can you talk him into it? Maybe make him do it?" Samantha
asked, struggling to keep her excitement at the idea under control. She
didn't want to appear to thrilled at the prospect, not yet anyway.
"Maybe," Julia said. She fixated on Samantha's painting, the woman
warrior, to draw some resolve as she talked. "If you told me, a week
ago, that I'd be considering put breasts on my husband I'd have thought
you were crazy or something. Everything has been moving so fast," she
said as she stared at the painting. "Ever since I discovered Eric's
lies, all those pictures from that game... So much has changed," she
said. "Even me," she added under her breath.
Samantha furrowed her brow, unsure of her beautiful friend's feelings
and intentions. She seemed to be wavering. "Is that a yes then? You can
make him do it?" she asked cautiously.
Julia changed her focus from the painting to Samantha. "You've been so
tied up with the restructure we haven't had a chance to talk," Julia
said. "I took control, Sam," she said with a hint of pride. "I told Eric
that our marriage was going to be female lead from now on."
Samantha's mouth gaped open. "Julia, that's fantastic! I can't tell you
how happy that makes me."
Julia nodded with a self satisfying smile but it was quickly replaced by
the earlier brooding pout again.
Samantha reached her hand out and lightly touched Julia's forearm.
"Everything okay?" she asked concerned.
Julia flashed a quick smile to Samantha then just as quickly returned to
her pouty demeanor. "It's just that it's such a permanent thing," Julia
said. "Eric with boobs for the rest of his life? Lactating?!" Julia
shook her head. "I've been pretty hard on him for the last few days,
training him for his new job as our homemaker-"
"Wait a second!," Samantha interrupted. "His new job is being your
homemaker!?"
Julia nodded. "I even have him hand washing my panties today," she said.
"Oh, that's just delicious," Samantha said gleefully. "You go girl!"
Julia couldn't help but smile at the praise but she was still feeling
too uneasy to really enjoy it.
"If you don't mind me saying, from everything you've told me about Eric,
he should feel grateful to scrub your panties," Samantha said. "What
you're doing with Eric is wonderful! No question about that," Samantha
declared firmly.
"Then why do I feel so... guilty all of a sudden?" Julia asked sullenly.
"Well, anytime we have major changes in our lives we can feel
uncertainty or get anxious," Samantha suggested. "Even good changes can
be stressful and upset us."
"Maybe, but..." Julia grimaced and shook her head. "I can't help
wondering about what I'm doing. I mean, I just had a very serious talk
with some type of medical group about putting breasts, female breasts,
on my husband!" she blurted out.
Samantha smiled uncomfortably at her distraught friend then got up and
gently closed the door of the office before returning to her chair.
"Just thought we should have some privacy," she said delicately.
Julia shook her head slowly, troubled. "What am I doing, Sam?" she
asked, staring at her for an answer.
Samantha looked at Julia with soft eyes and a calming smile as she
reached out and gently grasped her friend's hand. Their fingers looked
so beautiful together, the bright color of their nails intertwining like
art work. The beauty of two womyn together was awe inspiring, Samantha
thought. It was totally clear, to her, that they belonged together.
"It's okay, Julia," she said reassuringly.
But everything wasn't okay, Samantha realized. So many months of work on
Julia might be on the line, all the groundwork she'd laid, all the
articles she'd sent, all the discussions, all the efforts to undermine
Julia's marriage with Eric was all at risk. If Julia was distraught
enough over AGen she might let up on Eric, maybe even decide to dissolve
her FLM.
She leaned in towards Julia. "Trust me when I tell you, everything
you've done is fine," Samantha said with sincerity. "And there's nothing
wrong with considering AGen either, Honey." Her tone and manner were
calm and supportive despite the growing fear that she could lose Julia.
It was something that couldn't be allowed to happen, it was simply
intolerable.
Samantha sensed a deep connection to Julia, certainly physical, but more
than that too. There was chemistry there, Samantha was sure of it.
Nothing was going to stop her from having Julia, certainly not some weak
male that Julia had mistakenly married. All those years of
indoctrination by the patriarchy had left her understandably confused.
She needed help and support. Eric, on the other hand, was an obstacle.
He needed to be moved out of the way or marginalized to irrelevance.
Watching Julia put him under her thumb and then watching her put boobs
on him would be something to savor.
Julia was shaking her head, lost in thought, clearly still upset with
the meeting with Dr. Joyce and Pamala.
"I understand your concerns," Samantha said. "Those womyn were pretty
intense, even to me. But don't let it upset you. I think they're just...
very committed. They take it all very seriously."
"They certainly do," Julia said, nodding in agreement.
Samantha regarded Julia closely. She wanted to move cautiously to
rebuild her confidence, convince her, womon to womon, that she belonged
to the superior sex and that Eric should be grateful to have her lead
him, even more grateful if she made him suckle her future daughters. The
more men put in their place the better the world would be.
"It's a different age, Julia," Samantha said gently. "We're not bound by
the old rules or beliefs anymore. Womyn are finally breaking away from
the chains that men have put on us for centuries. We're taking our power
back, assuming our natural roles as leaders. It's something to be
embraced," she said. "Don't you believe the world would be a better
place if womyn were in charge of it all?"
Julia shrugged as she considered it. "I don't know. It's not like all
the world's problems would get solved overnight or anything. But, I
think maybe it would get better, with the right women. I guess so. Yes,"
she finally concluded, nodding her head.
"Of course, it would," Samantha said. "Oh, I'm sure there's some
genuinely good men out there but they seem so few and far between. All
that testosterone... Maybe in ancient times we needed all that
aggression and competition but it's archaic now. Too often males can't
control it, makes them act like fools or worse. Always competing with
each other. Always fighting to be king of the hill. Those men, the not
so good ones, and that's most of them, actually need a strong womon
leading them. It's good for them. They need us even if they don't want
to accept the truth of it. And, from everything you've told me about
Eric, I'm sorry to say, he doesn't really sound like one of the good
ones."
Julia shook her head subtly. "No," Julia admitted. "At one time, I
thought he was a better type of man," Julia said wistfully. "But he
really has let me down, like every other man I've ever been with," she
added with exasperation, her face tightening with disappointment,
frustration and anger.
It was a perfect opportunity to remind Julia of Eric's transgressions,
Samantha thought, to reignite her anger and quench whatever sympathies
she had towards him. "Don't forget, he's the man that expected you to do
all the cooking and cleaning even though he was sitting at home all
day," Samantha said. "He expected you to earn all the money and be his
maid too!"
Julia grimaced as she remembered back to when Eric had first lost his
job, her pretty, red lips contorting from the memories. Samantha had
been the one to help her understand that he needed to pitch in with the
housework, that it wasn't just 'womyn's work'. Samantha had really
helped her challenge the gender role expectations she'd been taught,
helped her see how archaic they were.
"And didn't you say Eric had started drinking?" Samantha asked, rubbing
more salt in the wound, already knowing the answer.
Julia nodded slowly, the grimace still on her face. "Men and alcohol
don't mix well together," Julia said as her frustrations and anger grew.
She thought back to some of the monsters she had dated before Eric who
would get drunk and turn violent.
Samantha arched her eyebrows at Julia's comment, it made her wonder if
there was more history there she wasn't aware of, something else to
leverage. "You have to wonder where Eric is headed with all his
drinking," Samantha said. "I mean, without you there to guide him, where
would he end up?" she asked. "Another drunk looking for answers in the
bottom of a bottle? Something worse perhaps?"
Julia shrugged. "Hard to say for sure," Julia intoned, the words
sounding hollow and detached as she distanced herself from old wounds.
"True. Alcohol abuse does strange things to people. Sometimes terrible
things," Samantha suggested. "When you think about it, he's very
fortunate that you took over the marriage. You put an end to his
drinking. You can give him a better future," she urged with what
sincerity she could muster.
Julia nodded.
"Didn't you say that it was like he'd regressed to childhood after
losing his job? That he wanted you to be his mommy?"
Julia nodded.
"He stopped looking for work," Samantha began, "because he got addicted
to a computer game and he lied to you about it so you'd keep working to
support his habits?"
Julia nodded as she dug her nails into her palm, hoping the pain would
distract her from her anger.
"Seems to me you did the only thing you could with starting the FLM,
Honey," Samantha said earnestly. "You have a man that lost his identity
when he lost his job and regressed, became more like a child. He took
advantage of you, lied to you, expected you to support him and care for
your home while he sat back playing games and drinking beer all the
time." Samantha's indictment was recited with fervor, she wanted to
build a sense of righteous indignation in Julia, even zealotry.
"Everything you've done is right and proper. With a man like that, you
need to be in total control. For that matter, even if he doesn't realize
it, even if he resists you, he needs you in control too," she asserted,
pointing her finger at Julia to reinforce the point.
Julia sat back in her chair with fury in her eyes. "You're right," she
said, lifting her hands and dropping them in resignation. "You're
right." The sense of empowerment, that was becoming evermore familiar,
began flowing through her again.
Samantha smiled, nodding her head in agreement. "The way I see it, we're
entering a new age. Men had their turn to lead and the world is a total
mess. It's a time for womyn to lead and a time for men to follow us into
a better future. It's our turn. And some men, like Eric, are better
suited for taking on the traditional role that womyn were assigned, for
centuries, by men. Having him develop breasts to nourish a child only
makes sense at that point," she said matter-of-factly. "If he's going to
be a homemaker and caretaker for children, for infants, he needs breasts
for that. He can't properly suckle a child otherwise."
Julia nodded with genuine interest. As usual, Samantha was opening her
mind to new, exciting, possibilities.
"He might find breasts dramatic at first, maybe even distressing,"
Samantha said. "Since AGen isn't common yet, that's probably a normal
reaction. You might be feeling some of that too. But science and
technology has made it possible to transcend old, traditional ideas
about gender. Those old ideas are archaic now, they no longer apply in
the modern world we live in. Besides, they come from a patriarchal
mindset intent on keeping womyn barefoot and pregnant. The same mindset
which devalues and demeans womyn," Samantha's said with fervor. "It's
not valid and it simply must be challenged!"
Julia nodded, taking it in, welcoming the bold statements, her sense of
pride at being a strong, independent woman building as Samantha spoke.
"You can make a very powerful and positive statement, Julia. A man
developing breasts so he can breastfeed his wife's daughter? It's a
tremendously powerful validation for womonkind," she said with
enthusiasm. "And, it would be something Eric could take great pride in
too. Something that would prove he'd evolved and matured as a person, as
a human being. That's not just talking about fairness and equality, it's
making it real, in a committed, permanent way for everybody to see. You
can make that happen for him. It's a great opportunity for both of you,"
Samantha said with conviction.
Julia considered it, nodding her head. "Maybe you're right," she said
slowly. "I... hadn't really looked at it that way but I think you're
right."
"It's understandable. There's a lot to take in and think about,"
Samantha said. "Someday I think it'll be considered normal, maybe even
mainstream. Truly, if I could, I'd put breasts on every man in the
world. Maybe make some of them more caring people." Samantha shrugged
with indifference. "If nothing else, if men had to struggle with boobs,
I bet we'd get more comfortable bras!"
The women shared a laugh as Samantha pinched her bra straps giving them
a couple upward tugs while pretending to be in distress. She adjusted
the band quickly afterwards, having tugged a bit too hard in her mock
display and the women laughed again at the silliness of it all.
Still laughing, Julia imagined what Eric might look like doing the same
thing, standing in front of a mirror in an underwire bra, the cups
bulging over to contain his breasts as he struggled with the straps and
band trying to make himself comfortable. As she thought about it, she
realized she really could look at the idea of Eric with breasts in two
different ways - the old way that made it wrong because of strict gender
roles and stereotypes, or a modern way oriented on needs, equality and
fairness. If science could overcome the limitation for men then why not?
Why shouldn't he have boobs? Just because she developed breasts in
adolescence didn't mean he couldn't now.
Julia was feeling better, stronger, more convinced than ever that she
was on the right path with Eric. Samantha's insights had been
invaluable, as usual. "I'm going to do it," Julia said firmly. "I'm not
sure how yet exactly but I am going to put breasts on Eric. He's going
to have them and I'm going to watch him suckle my baby someday." Julia
looked determined, holding her head high as she sat upright in the
chair, like she was ready to do battle. "I'll tell you something else, I
think your also maybe right about the patriarchal mindset. It's always
been there. I think maybe it's clouded my thinking a lot over the
years."
Samantha was brimming with so much excitement she was practically
shaking. Julia was recommitted, back on plan, evolving, and no longer
wasting her sympathies on Eric. He was going to be subordinated,
feminized and moved out of her way. Maybe, ultimately, losing some of
his maleness might even be good for him she rationalized, not that she
really cared. She wanted him out of the way and Julia was going to do
it.
"Don't let up on him, Julia," Samantha urged.
Julia nodded knowingly.
"For awhile, at least, you're going to have to be very firm with him,
more than you've been already I suspect," Samantha said.
"I know," Julia said, her pretty red lips twisting into a sinister
looking half-smile. "I've thought about that very thing before," Julia
said. "I have some ideas."
"You're probably going to have to make him more...," Samantha searched
for the proper word, "submissive," she said. "Maybe a lot more
submissive before he agrees to AGen."
"Yes, I think you're right." Julia's smile broadened a bit as she stared
off into space considering what she might do to Eric. For his own good,
she was going to need to break him, destroy his male ego. She intended
to have some naughty fun at his expense.
"I think I have a few articles on how to retrain a male, reprogram him.
I'll send them to you," Samantha said.
Julia looked back towards Samantha with relief, the burden of worry
having been lifted. "Thanks Sam, I'll be happy to take whatever you
have," Julia said as lightly as if they'd been discussing sales figures.
"Even if it's a little over the top, please don't hesitate sending it."
"Absolutely, I will."
"Good, I want everything I can get."
"Hey, know what?" Samantha said changing the tone. "They're still
working on your new office and I have to get all your paperwork
submitted today before everything is official. Why don't you head home
early."
Julia nodded. "All things considered, I think that's a great
suggestion," she said with a smile. "It's been a trying afternoon. Lunch
tomorrow?"
"Absolutely," Samantha said with a broad smile.
"Great," Julia said as she stood up to leave. "I'll look forward to it."
She turned to go but before taking a single step she turned back towards
Samantha. "Thanks Sam," she said with affection. "You really helped me
see the truth of my situation with Eric. You really are a great friend."
"You're very welcome. Anytime at all. I mean that," Samantha replied.
Julia beamed Samantha another glorious smile, gracefully turned back
towards the door, and walked away, her ass moving rhythmically with
every step in the gorgeous heels she wore.
Samantha watched her move down the hall, coveting every inch of her
graceful, lovely form until she turned a corner and dropped out of
sight. Every moment she spent with Julia convinced her all the more that
she'd do whatever was needed to have her. It might take time and Eric
might suffer but she really didn't care. Samantha shrugged with
indifference considering it and turned to look at her painting. Men had
committed crimes against womyn for centuries - payback was a bitch.