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It was about 10 pm and the streets were empty. I was walking to the bus stand to take the 10.15 bus back to my room when a car came by and stopped to ask about directions. The lady passenger in the back seat asked me if I can show the place and that she would ask the driver to drop me at my house. I agreed and sat next the driver. After the car started moving, I felt a strange smell and before I could turn my head, a cloth with a pungent smell was placed covering my nose and I passed out. When I woke up, I was in a strange room. I got up and sat in the bed. After a couple of minutes, I staggered to the door and tried to open it and saw the lady passenger sitting in the next room. I slowly walked up to her and before I could speak, she asked me to sit down and be calm. She offered me a glass of water and started speaking. Then she asked me how I was and I immediately asked why she got me to her place like this. To that she did not answer but and said that I was here on a purpose and would be told about it that evening. She then introduced herself as Kavitha and I said that I am Madhan. To which she just smiled and said, "I know." Then she said that I have to remain silent but can watch TV or walk out into the garden. She also said that I should not go out of the gate because it is no use trying to escape. There were two fence security system in that farm house which she said was over 350 acres. And in the outer fence, there were guard dogs that were trained to bite any strangers.... and she also said that they were trained to bite in the private parts of men who try to escape. I got scared but did not say anything. After a while of silence we had general chat where she mainly asked lots of questions about my private life to which I somehow answered without asking her why she wanted to know. I think I was scared to ask her. After a while she left the room and I started to watch the TV. I was watching the TV when the door opened and the lady entered. She asked me to accompany her and I followed her to a large hall. There were a few people and in the centre stood another young man of about 16 or 18 years age. She asked both of us to sit across the table and started to talk. She said, "There is a reason that we got both of you here. You are going to be partners for life. Please do not try to be aggressive or try to escape. There is no escape route from here. We are 30 miles from the nearest village and we also have a tight security system. People have died horrible death trying to escape. So do not try to escape. We also have several men who are very strong and will subdue you the moment you become aggressive and the punishment for being aggressive would be very worse that you will never ever try to become angry. So listen to me carefully without interrupting. It is all for your good only and both of you will enjoy this new life" Several thoughts were running in my mind and one of which was that they would be trying to involve both of us in some smuggling racket. Probably drug smuggling racket. Then she continued, "By partner, I mean life partner. We know that both of you aren't gays. But one of you would be changed into a female and the other into a male with a super male organ. Who becomes a super male and who gets changed to a female would be decided based upon the length of your penis and the choice of our client." This was a shock to both of us and we started to rise from the chair when she reminded us about the super male bouncers who would overpower us. Two such bouncers moved closer to our chair and put their arms on our shoulder and made us sit back. Then she said to me, "Since you have a slightly longer penis, it is most likely that you would be changed into a super male where you will have an even longer penis." Then she turned to the other person and said, "That means that Jeeva, you would become a girl." To which the other person let out a scream and a stream of abuses. She calmly motioned two bouncers to take him to the other room where he was given a very bad shock treatment with a small hand held instrument and brought back and dumped on to the chair. I was also in my deep thought mode. How can I become a homosexual. I was a straight person and can never think about having sex with another male even if he is made into a girl. This must be some sort of weird place. Anyhow, once I get my longer penis, I shall try and escape and enjoy with normal girls. After about 2 hours, when he recovered fully, she said, "We have an elaborate sex reassignment process which is the best in the world. It is a combination of ancient techniques with modern medical science. The one who would become a female, would experience extreme pleasure during sexual activity. Our mind control techniques also help in the person accepting the new gender role." "The reason for your pairing is that the super male would drink the milk of the other person for life and the other feminized person would be drinking the super male's sperm for life time. This is one of the main medicine by which the man's penis would grow by a couple of inches and increase in girth. Both of you would also be given several traditional medicine to help in this transition. I shall explain about this as you go through the transition." I asked her, "Why are you doing this. Why do you want to make one a super male and feminize the other. What is the purpose?." To this she said that she would give a detailed explanation tomorrow once the selection is over. The selection I The next day, she came to us and said, "Today, our client is visiting us and they would select the one to be the super male and the one to be feminized. So please come with me." We were taken to another room and made to strip. Shortly, a couple entered the room and inspected both of us. I felt that it was like inspecting a horse before purchase. Then, pointing at me, the man said to Kavitha, "he shall be a man and the other a woman" and left. My joy knew no bounds. However, the other person's (Jeeva) knees gave way and he just fell down and tears started flowing out. He dint make any noise, lest he disturbs Kavitha and make her angry. I felt sorry for him. She went across the room and kept her hand on his shoulder and said, "I'm sorry friend, but take it cool. Don't worry, things won't be so bad." Then she motioned me to come to her and said to me, "See, we'll call her Lisa from now on. She is going to be your wife for life. Please take good care of her." Then I squatted and held the other person's hand and said, "please be calm. It won't be bad. I shall be very soft with you. Don't worry." But the tears kept flowing and Kavitha motioned me to leave him alone and both of us left silently. After a few hours, both of us assembled at the room and were seated across the table. The lady came in and said, "I am sorry. I have a sad news. The car in which the couple were travelling had an accident and both of them have died. We have to wait for a new client for the selection and as soon as I get a new couple I shall inform you. It should take about two days." Then she turned to me and said, "Though there is no surety, I am sure that just as it happened now you would be the super male and he would be feminized. Please watch TV and have a good time." The next day she came and said to us, "Well, we found a new couple and they would be coming in tomorrow for the selection. Once the selection is over, I shall introduce you to a few other couples who are undergoing similar treatment in this facility." Now I asked her again, "Please tell me as to why you are doing all this?" She replied, "Well, you see, it is elaborate but to make it simple I shall tell you in a few words. There are several rich couple who beget only girl child. There are advanced traditional doctors who will tell what gender the child would be the moment they feel the nadi (something like pulse) of the husband and wife. Many rich people follow this method to find out the gender of their future children. They first go to an astrologer who would look at their charts and predict the gender of their off spring. For reconfirmation, they go to these advanced traditional doctors who feel their nadi (pulse) and predict the gender. Sometimes they go to two or three astrologers and traditional doctors for confirmation. One such traditional doctor visits us regularly and helps us in this treatment. The solution for this is for the woman to drink a few concoctions made by this traditional doctor. The medicine is given to her before she conceives and continues after conception too. These medicines do use your body fluids as one of their main ingredients." "And then there are cases where the woman would have conceived already. If that happens a special medicine is prepared and given to her which would change the gender of the foetus and make sure that the child born is a male. In that case, the feminized person also has to be with her for some time and give the woman her milk so that the medicine's effect is made very effective. The couple would have sex with both of you.... mainly oral sex. You will get to know more and more as we proceed." Then she continued, "We knew perfectly well that you two would fit the role. Not all men who are feminized would be able to produce fluids that would make her partner a super male nor any be able to give a woman the power only to produce male child. We did our research and then selected you two. The chances are that either of you would be feminized and hence we had to be careful and select two persons who had those qualities. Such type of persons are one in a hundred thousand only. Both of you were pre-screened before you were brought here." To this, my partner Jeevan (now Lisa) said, "So, you mean to say that I should lose my gender in order that some child is born as a male. This is not fair at all. Why should I become a girl in order to ensure some child is born as a boy?" and started to cry. To this, the lady said, "Nothing is fair in this world my dear. Nothing is fair. I too cried just like you when they did it to me. Now I am very happy and enjoying my feminine nature. You too will feel the same way in future" I was shocked and my thoughts were like, "She was a male? O god, she looks gorgeous? I can't believe this. Wow." Then I asked her, "How do you know that we would fit the role? You said that you did your pre-screening of us" She said, "Well, do you remember the job interview you attended 4 months ago and then the medical test? You also had to answer an elaborate questionnaire where you were asked many things including your date, time and place of birth. Well, those information were used to cast your horoscope and the medical was used to test your eligibility. The questionare and your birth time details were used to predict your body's nature and it was found suitable for this treatment. Later we did a detailed check to find out your background and got it confirmed that no one would miss your disappearance much. You would be treated as another lost person among several thousands who go missing each year." Then turning to Lisa she said, "Well, you have to be happy. You have the power to change the gender of unborn foetus. Many rich people suffer because they don't get a male heir to their wealth. They love their daughters but still they need a boy to carry on their family name. Remember this and feel proud" Then she said, "Ok, time to have dinner. You can watch TV after dinner and then go to sleep. Tomorrow is the selection again" The Appeal After dinner, both of us were left alone in the room and were watching TV. The other person was crying silently while I was watching TV. He then said suddenly, "Please don't accept this. Please, I don't want to be a girl." I asked him, "Don't accept what?." He said, "Tell them that you don't want to be a super male. Please tell them that you want to be feminized. Tell them that you don't mind being a girl. Please, please, please help me please. I beg of you.... I'll fall to your feet, please agree to what I say." To this I was dumbstruck. After a minute I said, "Are you being crazy. Why should I agree to that. I would get a super dick and must be very glad to have that. Please don't ask me such things. I will not agree." Then I said this with a little pride, "Moreover, you lost and I won because I have a longer dick than you." I then went to the other room and locked the door and slept. The Selection II The next day, I woke up feeling great. After bath, I went to the other room and had a strong cup of coffee. I was feeling great and was ready for the selection process. After all, who would not feel proud that they are to get a super dick and enjoy. After a while we assembled in a room where there were two couples as well as other boys. The couples scrutinize both of us as well as the other boys. Then they went in to a huddle and after discussing for a while, they came and gave their decision to the Kavitha. Then the Kavitha came over to me and said this while pointing her finger at Jeevan, "Well, they've decided. Jeevan is going to be made as the super male", and pointing a finger at me she said, "you are going to be feminized." I was too shocked to react. I felt numb and my head was spinning. Then after a minute when I recomposed myself , I said to her, "No, there must be some mistake. I am going to be the super male and he is going to be my girl. There must be a mistake. My dick is larger than his." She replied, "No mistake at all. They like your height and build. It was the woman who decided this. Don't worry about his dick size because it will grow by two inches and increase in girth." Then she informed in a matter of fact manner, "Your feminization process would begin immediately." I screamed immediately, "No you bitch. I will not agree to this at all. I am a boy and will remain so." It was then the lady grabbed my arm and twisted it hard behind my back. I never expected her to have so much strength. She said, "There is no point in fighting. Nobody is asking you if you agree to this or not. You are going to be a girl from now on and will obey us whatever. You will never raise your voice and abuse me or anyone. You will never again shout at any one of us. Am I clear... Am I clear." The arms were so painful that I had to scream, "Yes. Yes. Leave me." She then said, "Then say sorry to me" and I said "Sorry" for which she said, "Say Madam" which I did. She let go of me and then asked me to bend over on to the table. She then pulled down my pants and injected something into my buttocks. She then asked me to stand and turned to the couple and said, "His feminization process would start immediately. You may stay for a week and then leave. The first does will be given orally in a week. Then we shall send you your medicine regularly. What I've injected is female hormones and it would start acting very soon." Feeling defeated I just fell to the floor and started to weep. It was then Jeevan came to me and kept his hand on my shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I shall treat you softly. I will never hurt you as long as you behave as a good wife." He then taunted me with these words, "and one more thing my dear pussycat. I don't want you to stand and pee. Since you are going to squat for life and pee, I want you to start practicing it from right now onwards. I don't like people who live with me to stand and pee." Saying so, he just walked away from the room and I, hearing his words, started crying even more. After a few minutes, I was still crying when two super males came and lifted me and took me out. I was ordered to start walking and we went to a larger house a few hundred yards away. There I was taken to a room and striped and made to lie in a high raised cot and they applied some sort of potion throughout my body and left me and went away. They also injected something into my scrotum area and said that this would take away my testosterone producing capacity and allow the female hormone to function. A few minutes after, I felt tremendous itching in my nipples and started to scratch there and my nipples grew slightly. I was also wondering what the oil was when the Jeeva came by and said, "Aaaa, hair removal cream. Well, I too like hairless girls." It was then he introduced himself for the first time and said, "Hello Lisa, I am Jeeva. You want me to call you Lisa or by any other name?" Then like a he is the boss, he said, "I'll give you the permission to choose your new name. Take your time and think it over. Till then I shall call you Lisa." Though my anger grew at this, I knew I was helpless and just lay down saying nothing. While leaving he just held my flaccid penis with his two fingers and said, "in a while this would be gone.... my short penis would become longer and you will have a hole below. Thanks for giving me a long tool to fuck you with." He left with a giggle and tears started to roll down my cheeks. Then the two muscular men came back and took me to a bathroom and started to wash my body. I saw that all the body hair come out and my skin became hairless. I thought that it must be a very powerful cream. Then I was patted dry and taken back to the room and given a panty with some flower print and a two piece night dress (which had a T-shirt like top and a long skirt like bottom) that women wear. The men laughed and said, "This is what you would wear from now on" and made sure that I wore it and then left laughing all the way. I felt very sad and tears started to roll down my cheeks again. Kavitha came into the room while I was crying and I said to her, "This is not fair. Till yesterday I was to become a super male. Why does this have to happen? Why?." To this she said, "Dint I tell Jeeva yesterday that life isn't fair. Nothing is fair in this world. Take it easy. And don't worry, you don't know right now but trust me when I say that you are indeed extremely lucky to become a female. Trust me. It is far far better than being a super male. You would come to understand about it after a while. Trust me and be calm." So saying, she placed her hands on my chest and then started to massage my breasts. She said, "This is just a starter. I will start your medication now and you would start growing breasts. It would be a slow process but the massage is to let your nipples grow soon. You will slowly start producing milk. Initially it would be only a few drops a day but slowly it would increase." After massaging for a few minutes she left and I just lay back staring blankly at the ceiling. I was mentally cursing at the role reversal... cursing my bad luck. Then after a while, I decided that there was no point in fighting with them. I will go along with their plans and in the meantime explore the surrounding and try to escape this place. If I be good, they might allow me to have a peek outside and also go for walks. It was then I will escape, I thought. Kavitha returned with another lady who looked like a nurse. She introduced herself as Mala and she straightaway took out a syringe and gave me an injection. Then she gave me some pills and said that it was herbal and asked me to swallow. Next, she gave me some concoction to drink which tasted like a very bland soup. Then I was asked to get down from the bed and sit on a chair. It was then two other ladies entered the room and opened a cupboard and took out something along with a vacuum cleaner. Then they took out a transparent plastic looking bra cups and screwed the top portion of both the cups to two tubes. I saw that the tubes were attached to some sort of vacuum cleaner. Then the bra was put on to my breast area and tightly strapped behind my back and the vacuum cleaner was switched on. It then started pulling out my chest and it firmly got attached to the cup forming a contour of a breast. It was painful and I just cried out. The women just calmly said that I should withstand this pain and it won't be much. They kept switching on and off the machine and each time they switched on my chest just came out and formed a breast and when they switched off it went back to the normal position. Then one of the woman said, "This is just a small bra suction cup. This is for your breast muscles to relax and ensure quick development of breast as well as extract small amounts of milk that you would be producing. These would be nothing at all now and won't be of any use. But after two or three days you will produce one or two drops which they shall use to produce medicine. The vacuum pulling process would stop once you start producing a steady stream of milk. And don't worry, you will grow natural full sized breasts over a period of one year or so. It took me only one and a half years you know." I was surprised and asked her, "You mean you too feminized. You too were a man?" and she said yes and proceed to tell me more. She said, "I was picked up from Calcutta about 10 years ago. I was 20 years old that time. My name was Rajkumar (Prince) then, I changed it to Rajkumari (Princess). I came to know the reason only after I reached here. Initially I was aggressive but then calmed down. Later I came to know that they give drugs that calms a person down.... makes them docile so that it is easier to handle. After a few days, I mentally made up my mind to cooperate and become a female. You see, there was nothing for me in life. No proper education hence no proper job and too much debts left behind by my father when he died. My mother had died a few years ago. I had no one to call as family. My brother and sister were married and did not bother to come to my help. After my dad died, I tried hard for two months to get a job when I was kidnapped and brought here and they made me into this." She said the last lines motioning both her hands from top to bottom of her body. It was then a man came in with a cup of the same bland soup which I drank obediently. I thought, "Let them give me whatever medicine they want, but I shall escape the moment I get to see the smallest opening." Then I looked closely again at Rajkumari. I was very much impressed. She was very beautiful and looked like she was born a female. I'm sure that no one would have thought that she had undergone surgery to become a woman. And she looked not a day above 18 years of age. I asked her about this and she said, "they teach us yoga and other exercise to keep ourselves fit and young. There are several medicated ointments that they give us to keep our skin fresh and young. Our clients expect us to be like that. By the way, do you know how old Kavitha is?" I said, "I would think she must be around 35 or so." Rajkumari replied, "You are way off target. You will never believe this but she is 65 years old." I was really shocked and impressed at the same time. Then she said, "Her husband, the one who held your legs when you were brought here. Well he is about the same age. But he looks around 40 years old only. That is the power of their medicine coupled with the fitness program. If you cooperate, you would never get old despite completing many birthdays. And we can enjoy sex life throughout our life.... till death. That is the magic of this treatment." Then she asked me, "Have you chosen a name for yourself?." I said no. Then she said, "Ok, I shall call you Yanika for now. I heard this name somewhere and liked it so much. I wanted to change my name to Yanika but it is a long legal process. But select a name for yourself if you don't like this, till then you are Yanika for us." Then she went on to undress my tops and then massage my breasts again. She pinched both my nipples slightly and it bulged and she gently caressed it. I somehow enjoyed the tingly feeling it produced this time. We were quite for some time. Then I asked her, "Is there no way to escape. I don't want to be a girl. I want to be a super male if not I want to get out of here." She immediately slapped me very hard that I fell out of the chair. I thought that she was friendly and it was a sudden shock to me. She then told me harshly, "You ungrateful bitch. How dare you ask me that question. You think I am stupid as you?" then she calmed down and explained "If you ever try to even think of escaping, you will be castrated and sold to some brothel around the world where you will suck dicks for the rest of your life and be arse fucked. It is better to accept this life and be happy. Whether you like it or not, you have lost your manhood. The only paths available is to suck one dick and enjoy life or get into some dirty brothel and suffer." It was then it struck me that I have to suck the dick of the guy I hated so much recently. I said, "No, I won't suck his dick. Is there any other way please" to which she said, "It is ok, you needn't give him a blowjob." Haaa, I was so very relieved but somehow the word Blowjob struck me like a lightning. I felt it was so demeaning. And then she continued, "He will wank and take out his sperm and give it to the doctor who will make a concoction which you have to drink. Likewise, if you don't want, he will not be allowed to suck your nipples and drink your milk. We will extract it daily and give it to him in a cup." I immediately felt like vomiting and said, "Yuck, no, I don't want to drink his seamen" to which she said, "what do you think was the bland soup that you drunk just now? You already have had two cups of his seamen. He might have a smaller dick, but he is virile enough to keep producing enough and more semen every 4 hours. But as he goes on to become a super male, he would be producing more and more seamen at shorter interval of times and you will keep getting your soup every hour, I guess. Better still would be to extract it and drink it directly" Then she said this, "You've lost your manhood Yanika... There is no way you will ever become a man. Even if you do, you will always remember that you've drunk another man's seamen and that is done only by gays and females. You are not a gay so you are a female so this would prick you forever. I would advise you to accept yourself as a girl and you will feel lighter. You will start enjoying life as a female. I promise." Then she asked me to undress my tops and started to massage my flat breasts. She pulled my nipple and it hurt slightly. But she held on to it and then started to caress it slightly. It gave me a slight tingling sensation, nothing much. After she stopped, the nipple did not go flat immediately but stayed up for a while. Then she led me to a room and said, "This is the transit room. You will stay here alone for a week. Then you and Jeevan will start living together in another room." I was shocked to hear this and started to ask her about it when she said, "good night, let us talk about it tomorrow. I shall be your councilor here and we can have long chats, don't worry" and closed the door. That First Night As I lay down in the bed I started to think. Ok, it is not bad even if I don't get to have it my way. But still I don't have to live with that fellow for at least a week. Let me come up with a plan to make this my permanent room.... I am smart enough. Then I thought about the soup. How do I take it in now that I know what it is? Well, just put it directly onto my throat and gulp it. I need not even taste it. Fine. That is done. But there is no way that I can avoid being feminized. I shall just go along with it and keep giving the milk that they require. Then I shall try to find out a way to escape.... then I thought to myself, even in my thoughts there is no way I shall not think about not escaping and started to giggle. It was then I realized that I was giggling like a girl and thought that it must be the hormones that they gave me. Then I started to finger my penis slowly. I had masturbated quite often because I never ever had attracted any girl to myself. I was too scared to go to a prostitute and hence I was still a virgin. I thought about the most beautiful girl I know and played with my penis. After quite a while, I noticed that even while I was getting a great sensation, my penis did not get hard at all. It was all soft and flaccid. I tried harder and harder but to no avail and tear drops started forming in my eyes. It was then there was a knock on the door and when I opened it she came in and said, "O I forgot.... O so you are crying. Did you try to masturbate and your dick dint get hard. Hahaha, don't wonder as to how I know about it. We all tried it the first night" and she started laughing out loudly and said, "You don't understand... we all never understood it. How much ever you try, you will never experience manhood again. It is finished...You are a woman now and will never become a man at all." Then she let her words sink in and tears started rolling down from my eyes. After few minutes I said, "I need to piss." She replied, "O I forgot. This room doesn't have a toilet attached. So you have to accompany me to toilet." And she led me by hand and I followed her to a door marked with a girl's symbol. She then said, "From now onwards, this symbol represents you. Do you understand?." I nodded meekly and she went in followed by me. She then asked me to pee in a corner and I went and lifted my frock and took out my tiny penis. I was about to pee when she came over and said, "Stop. Start behaving like a female. Girls don't stand and pee. Squat down and do the job and don't touch your tinie weenie thing. Girls don't have anything to touch and aim." And while I sat down and started to pee she continued, "Moreover, your husband has instructed us to ensure that you do not stand and pee at all from now..... your standing to pee days are over forever. If you want to stand and do, then it must be permitted by your husband." When I heard her say this tears rolled from my eyes and I thought that it must be because of the female hormones that I am crying a lot. Then I finished and she gave asked me to wash my tiny thing and took me to the room and said good night. After a good cry, I tried to sleep but couldn't sleep for a very long time. "Why did this happen? How did it happen? Why me?" were the questions that kept hounding my mind. I kept praying that something must happen that this decision gets reversed. Soon it was morning and I was woken up by Kavitha. She said, "I am going to put you in strict diet and exercise regimen from today. I've instructed nurse Mala to take good care of you. Please follow whatever she says and you will be happy. I again say that if you cooperate then you would be very happy. Things would turn out to be so very good that you will enjoy your new feminine life. If you don't cooperate, then life would be hell for you. You may end up in a brothel in some dingy smelly town without any escape and be sucking the dirtiest dicks till you die." Then she asked me, "Do you want that to happen?" and I replied with a "No." Then she asked me, "then what must you do?" and I replied with a "I must cooperate with you all." She said good and asked me to turn around and lie in the bed. Then she proceeded to give me another injection in my buttocks. I stood up and asked her, "Kavitha madam, I don't like this Jeevan. Is there any way I can have another partner please?." She said, "No. Your feminization process has already started. You drank his seaman twice yesterday and it cannot be reversed. He is your life partner from now till you die. You will drink his seamen several times daily and he shall drink your breast milk from now on till you die. This is what that keeps us all young and strong apart from our other herbal medicines and exercises. So you have to accept him and start loving him. It is for both your good. I've also told him this and he is keen to patch up with you." I said, "He will be keen to patch up with me because it was I who was insulted. After all he is going to be the man and I will be servicing him for life." Kavitha replied, "Don't underestimate women. They can tie their man in their little finger. And we too get great pleasure in having sexual activities", to which I replied, "What, pleasure in sucking dicks, eh?." She remained calm and then said, "You don't know as yet. You would be dreaming about having sex every day. What pleasure it gives me. And wow, what a man my partner is. I am indeed lucky. And yes, I also love servicing him by sucking his dick several times a day." Then she went to the other room and came back after a minute with the concoction and asked me to drink. I looked at it for a minute and hesitated. She then reminded me by saying, "Cooperate." I understood and immediately drank the liquid and somehow suppressed the urge to throw up. She then said, "Don't worry, he is just showing his aggressive manliness initially. He will get over it and treat you with love and care. After all how long will you people be drinking body fluids from a different vessel. You need to learn to love each other to be intimate and drink directly from your bodies." To this I involuntarily said, "Cheee, I shall never suck anyone's dick... never" to which she said, "Well let us see. All of us said the same thing. It is only a matter of time. Today we enjoy it very much because we know its importance." Then nurse mala came in with a tray and a cup. She asked me to undress and then proceed to slightly massage my flat breast. My nipples enlarged soon and she started fingering it and this gave me a pleasant sensation which I enjoyed. She then turned to Kavitha and said, "Her nipples are getting enlarged. Slight improvement since yesterday" Then without a word, she gathered about two inches around my nipples and started to squeeze it hard. I let out a cry due to the pain but she just kept pumping my right breast. Then she did the same to my left breast too. After about a minute, she relaxed and took her hands off. She said, "Just seeing if you have started to produce milk. Not yet it seems. Probably in a day or two you will start giving out one or two thick drops. Yes, initially it comes out as a thick drop and slowly it starts to become like normal milk. I will massage your breasts and also pump it often from now on, OK." I couldn't say anything at all and had to accept whatever she said. She prompted me again, "Okkkkk" and I just nodded and said a meek "Yes." I felt defeated. There was nothing to for me to do except accept my new girly identity. I am a girl and will be a girl for the rest of my life. This is it... I couldn't believe it but I had succumbed to what they wanted. This was a moment of truth for me and I accepted that I was a female from now. But I couldn't accept Jeevan to be my "Man" as they say. How could I. He was younger than me and had insulted me several times. In fact, it struck me that I have the "let me be a girl but I don't want any man in my life" attitude at that point of time. I said so to Mala and she just laughed it off. She said that men are aggressive and take what they want. Women have to adjust and be patient and somehow bring in their men to do what they want. All feminized men in this institution were like what I was thinking and slowly it changed. They somehow got the knowhow on how to tie their man and bring him to do what they want. She said, "You too will learn soon." ..... Continued in Part 2