Reversal Of Fortune - Part 2 free porn video

Part 2 After about an hour or so, I was given some "Herbal" pills by Nurse Mala and then taken to a small hall where many people were having their breakfast. I noticed Jeevan standing in a queue to get his plate filled and he turned around and looked at me. I immediately avoided eye contact by lowering my head. Nurse Rajkumari who noticed this commented to me, "that is a typical girlish thing to do. The hormones have started working fast in you." Then she handed over a plate to me. She then said, "For the first few days you can eat with us and then you will have food together with your husband." The word "Husband" really was repulsive to me but I just kept quite. Mala gave me a cup of the bland concoction and I just poured it directly into my throat and gulped it. I din't notice it but while I had lifted my head to pour the liquid into my throat, Jeevan had come near me and after I had gulped it he commented, "Wow, must be tasty right?" Before I could say anything he continued, "You will enjoy it for the rest of your life... next time try to drink it directly from my dick." Nurse Mala immediately asked him to leave in a stern and authoritative voice. Tears were forming in my eyes and I immediately wiped it with a napkin that Rajkumari gave me. We then filled our plates with breakfast. Mala specifically instructed me what to take and what not eat. She said, "Soon after castration males tend to eat a lot and put weight. So eat lesser quantity and very little oily stuff. Moreover after two months, you would be given special food that agrees with your nadi type. Each nadi type has a list of foods that they have to take and another list which they have to avoid. As we proceed in your transition you would be taught about these and will start cooking it in your apartment. From now it would be only strict vegetarian food for you. We can eat non-veg food but strictly as per our diet charts. And no non-veg food while we are producing fluids that would be used for making medicines. We have elaborate procedures for diet which we must follow. If not we would end up as junk and die soon." I simply followed her instruction on filling my plate and also noticed as to how meek and docile I had become. We then sat ourselves into a table and started eating our breakfast. It was then I noticed couples go into one of the many small rooms and come out after sometime. I asked Rajkumari about it and she just smiled and said that they are exchanging body fluids orally and that I shall soon do the same with Jeevan. The very thought of this was repulsive and I controlled an urge to throw up. After breakfast we went back to the room and Nurse Mala started talking. She said, "From today, you would be taught how to behave like a girl. You will learn girlish things like taking care of your man, cooking and many other things. You will learn to wash your clothes by hand. Yes, we do have washing machines, but hand washing is taught to girls so that they can get some exercise as well as learn to do household things. These are exercises that keep us trim and young. It is best to avoid gadgets so that we remain healthy. Men are allowed to wash their clothes in the washing machine but they have to do additional workouts. And even us senior ladies can wash in the machine because we have become accustomed to a strict lifestyle. But you would be taught to hand wash clothes. Eventually, when you start living together you may have to wash your husband's clothes too." I felt irritated at this but controlled my feelings. "Let them say what they want to," was my attitude. She continued, "You also would learn how to cook. Cooking is one of the best tools to keep a man in the hooks. Don't they say that the way to a man's heart is through his stomach? Well you will learn that too and soon Jeevan will be at your feet!," She said this with a giggle. She continued, "You will learn how to make up and dress yourself in women's clothing, learn how to walk and talk like a person who was born a female and so on. This would be helpful when you go out and live on your own. There should be no trace that you weren't born a female." I asked immediately, "You mean I would be allowed go out and live on my own?" to which she replied, "Yes but only along with Jeevan. You see, we need your fluids only for a few months each year. Whenever we want you to come over to this place we will arrange for your travel and bring you here. Otherwise your fluids would be collected from your house. Sometimes you may have to visit the client's houses and live there for a few weeks. During those times, both of you will have sex with the client. Sometimes you will be free for even two or three years. But you two will need to keep exchanging body fluids orally everyday and also take our medicine in order to survive and look young and fit. You will be a team for the rest of your life. I lived freely with my husband for over 20 years and even ran my own interior decoration business. Before that I worked in a company for around 10 years. We only moved in to this institution about 15 years ago because we felt that we might be of help to the new comers. Here our work is not for the salary but for the joy we get in this. We did well and made lots of money but we needn't have bothered with any business because the money we got from this organization was sufficient to help us lead a good life. But that was then, now we have sold it all and have settled here. We thought that we need to help new comers to get accustomed to their new life and also help in the transition." She then continued, "O, you will also learn to stitching, embroidery and knitting. These are typical girly things which will keep you occupied when you live on your own. You really don't need to make money to live a good life because the organization will pay you both handsomely. But still, these things will keep you occupied. We have started a unit that sells handicrafts and embroidery materials made by our girls. Moreover, these activities keep enforcing the feminine part in us and acts as a constant reminder of who we currently are. Many of the girls still cling on to their masculine part and doing these things acts to puncture to the remnants of their masculine ego. It has taken some feminized men up to 10 years to let go of their masculinity even after their full bodies had been changed and they started living and indulge in sexual activities as a female. So strong is the male ego in some people that it takes a very long time for acceptance to come." Rajkumari entered the room with a tray and set it on a table. She said, "You continue talking while I do my job." She first asked me to turn around and lie down while she lifted up my skirt and gave me a hormone shot in the buttocks. Then motioned me to take off my tops and lie down on my back and started to massage my chest gently. She pulled my nipples out and it gave me a tingly sensation. She caressed it gently and kept circling her finger around my nipples and it really gave me a pleasant feeling. I felt some sort of arousal in my pennies but it dint get hard. I put my hand under my panties and started massaging my penis while she was caressing my nipples. It was a very pleasurable feeling and I was very much aroused. But at the same time I noticed that my penis was very limp and there was not a trace of it hardening. It felt like it was not a part of my body but it was giving me a pleasurable sensation from some other remote place. A feeling I couldn't describe. I thought that maybe this is how the girls would feel their pleasure. Mala was observing all this silently and then she said, "Go ahead and play with it as much as you want. After all it will not be there like this after a while. Of course, your penis won't be cut off but it would be tucked into your vagina as a lining on one side so that you would get pleasure when Jeevan's big dick starts pumping you. The edge of your pennies would become your clitoris and be protruding a little. After your transition, your clit will also start getting hard and you can experience full orgasm. And yes, we will stop giving the pills you take now and give you new pills. These pills will make your dick to get hard when you have sex. And yes, our medicine would also increase the sensation in your nerve endings a thousand times so that you would enjoy sex much more as a female than as a male." She continued, "You don't know Yanika, but a woman experiences sexual pleasures much more than a male. It would be difficult for her initially but as she learns the ways to indulge in sex, she would get a thousand times pleasure than her partner. A man's orgasm is fleeting... gone in two or three seconds at the most. Then things go limp for them and they lose interest. Whereas for a woman orgasm comes in waves. If you know how to handle sex properly, then you will experience orgasm multiple times. It is an amazing experience that you will enjoy for the rest of your life. You are so lucky to be selected for becoming a girl." After massaging for a while, Rajkumari again gathered about an inch or two around my nipples and started to squeeze it. I bit my teeth while she was pumping my nonexistent breasts. She continued to do for a few minutes and then looked at Mala and said, "Nothing as expected. But I think she would start milking very soon." Mala then said, "O I forgot, you will also experience orgasm even before you get your vagina. You can experience something known as Nipple Orgasm. If Jeevan is good, then he can make you go to heaven every time he sucks your nipples." I felt a repulsive feeling and said curtly, "That will never happen. I will never allow him to come near me." Mala must have pressed a button because the door opened and two ladies came in. The same ladies who gave me the vacuum treatment yesterday. One of them then took out the plastic bra cups and proceeded to strap them on to my breasts. She connected the other end of the tube to the vacuum and switched the machine and did it exactly like what was done yesterday. This went on for a while when Kavitha came in with Jeevan. His eyes really widened so big when he saw my breast enlarge inside the transparent plastic cups. He then smiled and Kavitha said, "Jeevan wants to apologize for his behavior." Jeevan immediately said, "I am sorry Lisa.... Sorry Yanika. I was told your name is Yanika. I like it. Anyway, I am really sorry for taunting you and I shall not do it again. Please accept my apologies. I shall be good to you and treat you softly." I remained silent when Kavitha prompted me twice with a "Well Yanika" to which I said a curt "OK." She then turned to Jeevan and said, "well seems like she has not got over her anger. It would take some time but she would definitely become friendly if you treat her well. Maybe you can give her some time" Jeevan then said, "I am really sorry Yanika. I know I was too harsh. Please accept my apologies" and he started to leave. But then he turned around from the door and said, "Yanika, you may stand and pee if you want. I have no objections to that. It is your choice. After all after your operation you will be squatting to pee for the rest of your life so you might as well enjoy till then" and left. The moment he said "Squat and pee for the rest of your life" I felt a shock and tears started to form in my eyes. No one spoke for a while and my vacuum treatment continued. Jeevan then left the room. Kavitha then instructed Mala, "Please give her a good herbal paste massage and then take her for her bath. Then let her dress up and start the classes from today. The other new girls are also starting now. Some of them are a month old here." Then she turned to me and spoke, "You will learn how to make up first. The next class will be on all the feminine mannerism which you will have to practice. You will learn how to dress up in female attire. You will learn to wear a sari and carry yourself in it. So from today you will start. For starters you will wear a half sari. Then as days progresses you will learn to wear all types of women's dresses. Please pay attention and learn because when you go out you must look like a natural born girl and not like an effemative male or a hijra. We will peirece your nose and ears and you'll be wearing ear and nose rings from now on and all other female jewelries like bangles, chains and foot anklet which will make a jingling noise when you walk. All of us are wearing it if you have noticed." Yes indeed I did notice it. It made a pleasant jingling sound whenever they walked. "There will be daily classes for two months on these and other subjects like how to have sex and how to drink his fluids directly. After two weeks, the doctor will remove your testicles physically. Not that it is of any importance because those nuts would be useless by now, but just a standard procedure." I was too shocked to say anything but I did notice the professionalism in their work. They did mean business and I surely don't have any chance at all now of becoming a male. I was going to be a girl.... a dick sucking girl for life. The thought of an escape was slowly diminishing from my mind. What is the point in going out into the world and living a life as a eunuch? It was another moment of truth for me. She continued, "You will be taught everything that is needed to live in this world as a female. You will take good care of your husband and he shall take good care of you. Both will learn to satisfy each other sexually for the rest of your life. There is a lot to learn in your sex education class so be very attentive." At that moment there was a knock and upon Kavitha's consent a man entered the room. He looked well built and very muscular and I assumed that he must be a super male. He went to Kavitha and whispered something into her ears. Hearing something the man said, Kavitha just sat on the chair and started crying silently. Everyone in the room became quite and watched Kavitha. Nurse Mala went to her and put her arm on to her shoulder and placed her other hand on Kavitha's hand in a gesture that seemed like she was consoling her. Slowly, Kavitha composed herself and stood up. She then said in a very sad tone, "Well, one chapter is over. Tina who was my very close friend from childhood has just passed away. We all shall gather at the grand hall this evening to pay homage to her. The funeral would be held this evening." She then left the room and we were all silent for a couple of minutes. Rajkumari then came near me and started to massage my chest region. After rubbing my chest for a while she gathered the skin around my nipples and squeezed it. She kept doing this for a while and said to Mala, "No. Nothing is coming out. Maybe another two days I think." Then Mala said, "Ok, Yanika, dress up and let us go to class." She then took out a blouse piece and half gown (from waist level till ankles) and a flower print pallu for the half sari. She then motioned me to undress and remove my panty which I did and noticed that my penis had become small and was limp. But there was skin all around my groin region. My dick had become small but the skin was intact it looked like I only had skin in my groin. I also felt sad that it will never get hard like it used to before. Rajkumari then gave me another panty and asked me to wear it. Then came a black gown which had a cord which was tied around my waist. She helped me wear a black bra which had two cotton cup shaped stuffed things attached to each cups to make it look like breasts. She then asked me to wear the blouse which I did and felt a little awkward putting the hooks (in place of buttons) in front which was a very feminine thing to do.... but I resigned to my fate and thought what else can I do. Then she helped me with detailed instruction on how to wear a half sari. This was my first day wearing a female attire and that too a half sari. It just struck me that I shall be wearing female dresses for the rest of my life. I was given a pair of plain looking foot wear which looked like the ones worn by females. It did not have any big heels and she said, "You are already tall so no need for heels." Then she asked me to follow her and we existed the building. It was only then in for the first time I got to look at the open area of the institution. We had come out of a large building that looked like an apartment complex. Mala said, "This is where persons of three types of Nadis are housed. There are twelve types of Nadis and each are different from the others. We need to be careful to match only those nadis that are compatible with one another. That is why we matched you with Jeevan. Both of you had attended the interview the same day and we were pleasantly surprised that both your nadis matched. This is a rare occurrence. Sometimes it takes even a year to get a matching nadi. Clients of a certain nadi type have to be given medicine extracted from compatible nadi types for it to work." She showed her hands towards three other buildings which were at a distance of about 100 meters from each other and said, "those buildings have been allocated to other nadi types. Each is self contained residence which will take care of the basic treatment but for advance treatments and classes we need to go to the main building" and she pointed her finger to a larger building in the center and continued, "It is there we will go daily for our classes, lunch and other treatment. It has all facilities and a large swimming pool and gym too. There is also a large theater which can seat about 40 persons. We also have games room which you will see shortly." I felt very strange walking in a sari for the first time. I was scared that the dress would slip and fall to the ground. The pallu (the cloth) which was covering my chest portion kept slipping and falling down. I had to hold it with my hand in order to prevent it from falling again and again. Somehow, me trying to put the "pallu" on to my shoulder seemed like a very feminine activity which irked me. Rajkumari saw this and took out a safety pin from her neck chain and pinned the pallu to my blouse. In a few minutes we had reached the main building and there was a lady who took my name and instructed Mala to take me to a particular room. I was told that she was the chief coordinator of the main building and was a person who was gender reassigned some 25 years ago. She looked to be about 30 years old only. She said, "With the inclusion of you and 5 other people now we have a total strength of 30 transition persons. 15 would be made super males and another 15 be assigned the feminine gender. We have another 80 old time transition persons and other help staff in this institution." We then proceed to a room which looked like a beauty parlor. There I was made to sit on a special chair and a lady applied some cream to my ears and nose and then took out a machine and went to pierce both my ears and my right nose and it was totally painless. She immediately put two very plain looking earrings on both my ears and a nose stud on to my nose. She said that these were temporary and I would get fresh sets of nose stud and ear rings soon. Then she lifted my legs and put two anklet chains which made a jingling noise when my ankles moved. Another experience of feminization which I meekly accepted. She then undressed me fully and then put a cloth over my body and started to trim my hair. I sort of had a long hair and hence it was easy for her to shape it into a tomboyish bob cut. She said that this would be done to suit my new personality. She said that initially I would look like a tomboy but as the hair grows and my mannerism changes, I shall look like a lady. Again I was given a full body cream massage to remove any traces of hair and then asked to take a bath. I went to the shower and took a good hot water bath. While coming out of the shower, the area around my nipples started to itch and I started scratching that area. Rajkumari saw this and mentioned to Mala, "So the itch has started. She will be milking shortly now." I blushed at the thought of my breasts producing milk after hearing what Rajkumari said. After redressing up, I was taken to another room which seemed to be like a doctor's chamber. After a few minutes, a 50 year old man walked into the room. Mala introduced us and said to me, "He is the chief doctor here. He is qualified in traditional medicine and just by feeling your pulse he will diagnose whatever problems you have." The Doc asked me to sit in a stool and held on to my left pulse for a while and then to my right pulse. He then said loudly, "She seems to be normal. No problems. But keep her on strict diet because she would easily put on weight. Ask her to drink the fluids of her man five times a day for the next two weeks for now. Then it can be reduced." Mala replied, "Doc, she is not drinking directly. We are giving her soup with extract from her man." He turned to me and said, "You must learn to drink directly. It would be very helpful for your quick transition. Do you understand?." I remained silent and he prompted me again with, "Do you understand?" to which I replied with a "Yes." He then asked me, "So from when you will drink directly? From today?." I dint want to prolong this awful conversation and hence replied with a short, "Ok" and turned my head towards Mala. After all, it was Mala and Kavitha who had assured that I needn't drink the body fluid directly till I make up my mind. Mala gestured me to be quite and the doctor just said a, "Very good then" and then asked me to come forward. He then asked Rajkumari to lift my half gown and another nurse lifted my penis with the skin just two fingers and said, "It has shrunk in just two days.... No doubt, she is a fit candidate for a sex change." I really felt embarrassed at this. She then went on to measure the length of my penis and its skin. By now my scrotum had shrunk to a very small size which she mentioned. Then she went on to take photos of my genitals from different angles. After further examination where conducted and my other statistics like height, weight, etc., were taken the doc permitted us to leave. The doc then exclaimed, "Wow, 5 feet 10 inches. You would be a very tall woman. And with such a pretty face, you will look very beautiful. Very lucky you are. Men will drool when they see you." I was blushing inside upon hearing him say this. The Psychologist I was then taken to another room where there was a lady who introduced herself as the psychologist. She asked the others to leave and started to talk to me. I noticed that she was slowly taking out all information from me... about my early life, my jobs, my family, my likes and dislikes and other things. We must've spoken for about an hour. Then she asked me if I have any apherensions that I want to discuss. I just bluttered out, "I don't want to suck that Jeevan's dick. I don't want him to be a life partner. Any other man may be ok." For which she calmly said, "Ok Ok, let us approach each of your sentences one by one." "First let me address the last line you said - Any other man may be ok. So somehow you have accepted your femininity. You don't mind any other male to be with you. Hence it must be a problem with Jeevan only. Let us now come to that point...." At that moment there was a knock on the door and Mala came in and said, "Mam her classes are starting soon. Can we continue tomorrow?" and the Psychologist said Ok. Final goodbye to Standing to Pee We exited the doctors room and I told Rajkumari that I wanted to use the restroom. She took me to a door marked with a girl's symbol, a plain "V" with a line in the middle, and we went in. I automatically lifted my half gown and was about to touch my tiny penis when Rajkumari said, "Well, wasn't it told to you that from now on you can only squat to pee?." I told her, "Jeevan had given me permission to stand and pee." Then I realized what I had just said. I thought, "Who was Jeevan to give me Permission." Rajkumari must have read my thoughts and she said, "See, you have accepted Jeevan as your husband at a deep level that you needed his purrrrmission." She made a sound like "Purrrrr" pulled the "R" syllable in the word "Permission" when she said it so that it sunk in to my head. I really scorned at myself internally for mentioning the words Jeevan's permission. Then I said, "Please don't make me squat, Please" to which she replied, "Ok, go ahead. But later don't blame me for not warning you." I lifted my half gown to my waist level and tied it there. Then I lifted tiny little penis. I noticed that it had become very tiny and it was all skin. I then started to let out the stream. But I had too much skin and it only dispersed my urine in all directions. I had also lost my power to direct the stream and the urine where I wanted and it just came out without any force. As gravity would have it, the urine just sprayed itself all over my thighs lower leg and started flowing down via my ankles. I tried hard to push my pee but it was of no use. There was no force and it was just following the gravity. Rajkumari just giggled and said, "I told you. Your days of standing to pee is over. You have lost that one particular masculine ability you once had. All men are proud of that particular ability but you will no longer be able to be proud of it. Never... ever. You will never again be able to hit the wall with your pee. You are a girl now and you must necessarily squat to pee for the rest of your life. Or else you would pee on to your legs." I was so very upset and tears rolled down my cheeks. She continued, "Ok, just wash your legs and let us get going." After washing my legs and wiping my tears, I followed Rajkumari to a room where there were a few other "boys to be changed to girls" were sitting. Rajkumari introduced me to the teacher, a lady who looked to be around 30 years old and then I was asked to sit in a chair. She began by saying, "New Girls, I am going to teach you on how to apply makeup and dress up properly. I will also teach you on how to move around in a ladylike manner. If you are attentive and do as I teach you, soon you would be rid of every manly behaviors that you ever had. You would be exactly like a person who was born a girl." Lunch Time The classes dragged on for quite some time and I started to feel bored. But I also had to learn to live like a girl since I had given up any idea of escaping. So I quietly listened to what she said and noted down some points. The next class was on dressing like women and then started the mannerism. We then broke for lunch and gathered at the lunch room. I was standing in the que with Mala and Rajkumari. Jeeva was not to be seen and soon I was given a cup of the bland soup which I poured directly on to my throat and gulped it. Jeevan came shortly and said, "Well, I was alone in that room getting ingredients for your soup." I felt repulsed at these words and said, "Stop taunting me again and again. I hate you." Mala ordered him to leave me and go to the other end of the room. After filling our plates (mine as per Mala's instruction) and when we sat for lunch, I told Mala, "I will never accept him as my man. I cannot live with him at all." Mala replied, "well, many super males behave like that initially. It is their hormones intake that does it to them. Later they come around and behave normally. It is entirely up to you on how you make him turn around. That is what we teach the girls in the classes so be attentive and learn well. You too will be able to handle him and tie him up around your little finger like many of us do." She then continued, "Yanika dear. Learn to take these insults in your stride. Girls all around the world take such taunts and insults from men. Men think that they are superior but that is total crap. It is us girls who always control though in the beginning we might seem to be week we always are stronger than men. When you go out into the world, you will face many more jibes from strangers. You must learn to be calm and brush it off if you want to live happily. Accept your feminine nature, it helps a lot." At that time my nipples started itching very badly and I started scratching it but found it difficult because of the cotton breast shaped padding that was over my nipples. Mala noticed it and motioned Rajkumari to take me to one of the rooms. Rajkumari took me to a room and asked me to undress which I did and started to scratch. Rajkumari then pushed my hands aside and started to scratch and massage the area around my chests. I noticed a very tiny bulge in my chest near and around my nipple area which meant that I was starting to grow breasts. She then pinched my nipples and it grew and became hard and I started to get a more tingly sensation and when she touched it, I bit my teeth and let out an involuntary hiss. Rajkumari said, "Pleasant feeling is it?" and continued to massage my breasts. At that moment mala and another nurse entered and she took out a very tiny bottle a small spoon. Rajkumari then gathered about two inches around my nipples and started to pump it. Suddenly a small thick white fluid came out of my nipples which the nurse scraped it on to the spoon. After some more pumping a couple of more drops came out of each nipple which the nurse scraped it onto the spoon. She then put it all into the bottle and left the room saying, "Your man will get his dosage from today." When we went out, I noticed a nurse talking to Jeevan. He just went away from the que and sat in a table and was looking at me. I immediately avoided his looks and looked at the floor. Mala said, "Blushing and avoiding his looks. Good the female hormones are working in your mind too." Soon the nurse came and gave me the concoction which I drank without any fuss. I was now used to drinking his semen despite knowing what it was. I just thought, "What else can I do." I finished eating and was returning to the table after putting the used plates in the wash bucket when I noticed a nurse giving Jeevan a cup to drink and say something to him. He drank it slowly and then turned to look at me and made a symbol by touching the tip of his thumb and pointer finger indicating that it was superb. He also licked his lips indicating that it was really tasty. I hated him more, frowned and turned my head in an act of defiance. I really dint know how to handle him and hoped that he would go away from my life. Classes and the First Girly Talks Next it was a class where we were given knitting lessons. The teacher was a woman who looked to be around 40 years old and introduced herself as Jennifer. She was very soft spoken. At first there was an introductory session where we were asked to introduce ourselves. There were 15 of us students in that room. First person said in Hindi, "I am Simi. I am from Bhopal city and was born as a boy. I was picked up by car two weeks ago and came here. When I was told the reason I was happy and liked it and within myself thought that I want to be selected as a girl. I was lucky client chose me as girl. I thank the institute to give me this life. I want to live a happy life with my life partner who has been kind to me. I adore him and have started drinking his semen directly from the first day itself. It was my first experience sucking a man's dick but I loved it right away because it makes me feel like a girl." I thought to myself, "Only two weeks and they have started adoring their Man. What crazy people are these." The second person said, "I chose the name Kala Rani and my earlier name was Ashank. I am from Assam state. I was working in Delhi when I was picked up along with my childhood friend Arnab 4 weeks ago. Both of us were close friends from childhood and he got selected to become a super male and I will be his life partner. I am sure that I will lead a happy life as a woman with my Arnab who I adore." She continued, "I want to please him and have started to drink his fluids directly since last week. Initially it was difficult and I dint know how to give a blowjob but last night Nurse Mala played a video on how to give blowjob from which I learnt a lot and follow it." I just thought to myself, "Yuck, what a Bitch. O Madhan, you have been teamed up with such crazy people," but remained quite. The next was a person who was named Anitha. She said, "I was picked up from Bangalore. I never wanted to be a girl but after living here for a few days I learnt to accept my destiny because there is no escape. I don't want to end up in a brothel as a eunuch sucking the dirty dicks of unknown people. But still I am not prepared to have sex with a man. However I understand clearly that I have to live with a man and accept him as my man and suck his dick every day several times a day. But what to do... I have to accept my situation and go along with it. It is either sucking one dick or sucking many dirty dicks of strangers." My attention immediately focused on to her. She is my type of person.... Forced and struck. Probably we two can devise a plan to overcome and escape. Next it was Raima's turn. She too said that she was fifty - fifty into becoming a girl but had to accept because she saw that there was no escape. And moreover her life was not good outside because she, when she was a "He," did not have a good job and lived with an abusive father and a dint care mother. Next was my turn and I said in a somber voice, "I am Madhan from Hyderabad Now I am Yanika." At that moment Mala entered and addressed us, "Girls, please be attentive and learn this fine life skill from Jenifer. This will help you in life as you live alone with your husband." Then the others introduced themselves and then Jenifer then took over and started our lessons by teaching the basics of stitching, knitting and embroidery. The class went on for an hour and then we broke up and assembled at the hall. The five of us, Kala, Anitha, Raima, Simi and I gathered at the hall in one table. Kala and Anitha wanted to use the urinal and said so. I don't know why but Kala, Raima and I too stood up to join them for the urinal. Kala then said, "Well, the hormones have started working I guess." When we all looked at her she continued, "You see, if you had noticed, whenever in a group of girls one girl wants to use the urinal the rest of the girls follow her too. Our hormones are acting fast in feminizing us I guess." Yes, it struck me when she said that. As a man, I never would have followed any of my friends when they said that they wanted to go to the restroom. This must be a girly thing I thought. We went to the urinal and I automatically lifted my half gown and squatted to pee. I did not even touch my small dick. After finishing the pee job, Raima said, "did you notice that the skin of our penis has not shrunk. It is only the meat that feels like it has gone down in size." To this Kala replied, "Well, nothing is permanent. It is the medication that has shrunk the dick. It would become normal size with another medicine. I was told that the dick would be tucked in along our vagina and the tip will become our clitoris. The medicines that they give would increase the nerve sensation a thousand times. When a man penetrates, his dick would be rubbing against our dicks that is tucked into the vagina and also the clitoris. This would give us increased sensation which would be a thousand times more than what we had experienced as a man. My matron Sonia told me that she doesn't even waste the semen that is poured into her vagina and she just picks it up in her fingers and licks it." She then said, "Well, I now slowly start to feel that I am lucky to be selected to be made into a girl." I then addressed them in general, "Well, Anitha's introduction touched a chord with mine too. But what I liked was her acceptance that one dick is better than many dirty ones. I was totally hesitant about giving blowjobs but now have sort of accepted it to be my current reality. But the only thing is that I don't want Jeevan to be my life partner. I hate him." The Homage We then went back to the hall and waited. After a few minutes a few super males came in and told us, "Will you sweeties now move over and park your new girlies arses in the chairs in that corner. We have to assemble the chairs for the meeting." Raima immediately snapped back, "Do you always speak like this to women. Your mother wasn't a decent lady I suppose." Anitha then said, "No point in losing our cool, Raima. Men are like that only. I too would've behaved in the same way if I was a man. I guess we have to accept this when we live as girls." We moved over to the corner and these two guys finished assembling about 100 chairs in no time. Then people started to come into the hall and sat themselves. We too went and sat and after a couple of minutes, two men and a few women including Kavitha came and took their seats on the stage. Mala and Rajkumari were seated two rows behind us. One man came over to the podium and said, "As you all know, we have gathered to pay our homage to Tina who was a member of our elite society. As fellow members of this institution, I am deeply saddened at her loss. We shall stand in silence for a couple of minutes and those who want to recollect their memories of their association with Tina can come and speak about it." After two minutes silence, a few members got up to share their experience and give their eulogy. Finally Kavitha got up and came to the podium. She wiped her eyes and said, "Tina was my best friend. She was not just a friend, but a sister and mother at the same time. When I came into this institution Tina, who was 5 years older than me, had already been here for 7 years. She took me under her wings and taught me everything to become a proper lady. I owe her a lot. She treated me like I was her daughter. After going out into the whole wide world, I would have definitely lost if it had not been for Tina." She continued for a few more minutes of her beautifully worded eulogy and then the man came up to the podium and said, "the cremation is to be held in a few minutes at premises" and left. The Rage After cremation we went back to the hall for dinner. Jeeven winked at me and motioned his head towards a small room. He put his thumb into his mouth and made a sucking gesture and then smiled at me and gave me a thumbs up sign. I felt repulsed and wanted to slap him. I almost stood up to run up to him and beat him when Mala held on to my dress and advice me to sit calmly. She said, "Don't worry. It would get better. Some super males have hormonal problems initially and act strangely. Even though they don't want to, they act like jerks and taunt their girls." I hated it when she said "Their Girls." I just said, "I am not his Girl. I am nobody's girl so now you don't poke me." Rajkumari then asked me to accompany her to one of the rooms and asked me to remove my blouse and bra. She then massaged me for a while and then a nurse entered the room with a tray. Rajkumari then gathered about two inches of my skin around my stiff nipples and started squeezing it. The pumping action brought out some milk which the nurse scraped with a spoon and put it into a small cup. After a while and me producing about 8 or 9 drops of thick milk from each of my tiny breasts, Rajkumari wiped my nipples with a cloth and asked me to wear my bra and blouse which I did. Then we went to the hall and I was given the bland soup again. This time, I boldly looked at where Jeevan was standing and put out my tounge and did a yukky and a thumbs down action at him. This was the only way I knew to react to his taunts. I thought that such actions might soften his attitude and his taunts would reduce. But on the contrary it seemed to have aroused him and he just smiled and gave me a thumbs up sign followed by a superb sign (thumb and pointer finger touching each other). Later we went back to our quarters and in my room the two nurses came in and gave me the breast vacuum treatment. It was then I asked Rajkumari about Tina. She said, "Tina was a member of our institution for a very long time. She was around 72 when she passed away. Her husband had died in an accident two years ago. Usually, the other partner is given a sustenance drug and made to live with another person so that they live. It is entirely left to the choice of the member. But Tina loved her husband a lot and did not accept any other person as her life partner." She then took a tab and showed me Tina's photo when she was 70 before her husband's death and then one more just before she died. The first photo was that of a 40 year old beautiful lady and the next was that of a very old woman. Rajkumari then continued, "Sometimes, actually many a times, partners fall in love so much that they die soon after their spouses leave this world. Tina was learning to become a traditional doctor. She was a qualified psychologist and wanted to use her knowledge of modern science by also learning traditional medicine and its effects in the mind of the patient. She had a research paper going which she wanted to finish so she took only the sustenance drug to survive for two years. She used to say that even after she passes away her work would be useful to the future patients. She finished her paper last month and submitted it to the institute. Sad." A few months later This routine continued and I had lost track of the time. It might have been two or three months since I was selected for feminization. Jeevans taunts had not subsided and my reactions too hadn't changed much. Though I now ignored most of what he did or said, still most of it taunted me and I got irritated. I felt sorry for myself. Most of the days when I was alone, I used to think about who I was and what had happened to me. I also used to think about my old male friends and how they would be enjoying their lives as males while I would be feminized. What all male liberties they would be enjoying in life.... Late night outs, ability to pee standing up, the ability to pee in open fields too without the fear of anyone, no eve teasing, no fear of rape and all. I used to cry during these times and felt so sorry for myself of having lost all these privileges I was born with. But at other times the thought of how the penises of my male friends (from my earlier life) would look like would come into my head and I would start blushing. I would fantasies at their length and girth. Sometimes, I would fantasize on having sex with them and even have thoughts about sucking their dick and I would blush. I would imagine how all I would be able to satisfy them sexually as a female. Then there would be thoughts of what would the girls in my class think of me now. Will any girl ever suck a dick in her life. Or would I be the only person from my class who would be a dick sucker. I stopped dreaming of me having sex with a girl as a man. But when I imagined having sex with any girl (from my earlier life) I only thought that it was she who was making love to me who is a girl. I would imagine that I am a girl and that she is fucking me with a strap on dildo. Maybe my hormones are doing their work properly. Later, I also came to learn that they were playing subliminal messages via the music that we used to have in our girly classes. We also had to meditate to music that had these types of messages in order to program our minds. I mentioned about my thoughts about having sex with my friends from my earlier life to the Psychologist, to whom I go regularly, and she said that these are normal feminine thoughts. Every girl would have such feelings and that the hormone they give are made specially to act fast in the feminization process." But never once did I have any feeling towards Jeevan. I still hated him. The hormones were doing their work not just mentally but also physically. My nipples had sprouted well and a small bulge of my breasts was forming in my chest region. It was like that of a pre adolescent girl of around 12 years old. My nipples were thicker and larger and I was giving out good quantity of milk. Mala said that I was now milking about 150 ml and that was a good indication. I had started to wear a normal bra that a small girl wears. One of the nurse mentioned one day that she has seen so many nipples grow but mine was special in its growth and it would be one of the largest nipples in the entire institute. This happens very rarely and that I am very lucky. She then said, "You must allow Jeevan to suck from those. It would give you great feeling which normal boys who transition to girls don't experience easily. But you can and will experience nipple orgasm easily." Every time someone spoke about sex with Jeevan I felt repulsed and hated them for talking like that. I had accepted my feminization and adapted to the feminine traits that they had taught me. My movements were now more feminine and in tune with my body curves. My hips had widened a bit and so were my buttocks. My skin was very soft like that of a female. It was the constant herbal massages that had helped. They also did some laser hair removal treatment to remove permanently my facial hairs as well as my pubic hair. Mala told me that it was an instruction by my "Husband" Jeevan that my pussy region must be clean shaven. They never lost an opportunity to drum into my head that Jeevan was my life partner. Meanwhile, about two months ago, the doc had my testicles removed. Before the operation he told me, "I heard that you are still drinking your husband's semen from a container. From tomorrow if you still drink from a container, then I shall force you to suck his dick. I shall tie your head and ask him to insert his dick into your mouth. You better behave like a proper girl." He then proceeded to give me an injection which made me sleep. After the operation two small peanut sized things were placed in a plate and shown to me. The nurse said, "These were your balls. Some girls preserve it for some time. Do you want us to keep it or just throw it for some birds to eat." I dint know what to say and just nodded my head and she asked me again with just a "Keep or throw" and I said, "Throw it away. Let the birds enjoy." The Shock and Acceptance Days went by and one day we were told that the sex education class would start from the afternoon. That afternoon, we assembled at the class as usual and a new woman entered. She looked to be around 25 years old and introduced herself as Rima. She said that her real age was 45. She then said, "I am sorry that I got delayed by two months. I was at the client's place and due too some reasons we had to reschedule our visit to the institute. The lady had problems conceiving. Ok, Let us start the introductions please." The other girls started introducing themselves with their background as usual. When it was my turn, I again as usual, started somberly, "I am Madhan ...," I had just finished saying when Rima lifted her hand and interjected me and said, "Your new name dear." Then she continued before I could say anything, "Well folks, she is Yanika and it is not her fault that she is taking time to adjust to her feminization. It is really sad that this had happened to her. But she has accepted her destiny and is on her way to becoming a girl and I really hope that she accepts her as a girl soon. She was meant to be a super male but strange things happened that she got selected to become a girl. Only after her irreversible castration did we find out the mistake but it was too late for her. We had no other choice other than to continue his femininity because he was already neutered and given the first does which is the strongest. But now it seems that she is getting over it and has taken it strongly and in good spirit." I was shocked hearing this. O my god what is she saying. Immediately I yelled at her, "O my God, what are you talking about. What mistake happened? Please tell me, tell me, tell me now." Rima to was shocked at my outburst. But she calmly picked u the intercom and dialed a number. While the phone must have been ringing at the other end she said, "O so you dint know about this. I am sorry I broke this to you. I thought you knew about this." Then she spoke over the phone, "Please ask Kavitha to come here immediately. It is an emergency." I yelled at her, "What dint I know? What is this all about? What are you hiding from me? I was selected to be a super male isn't it so? Jeevan was to be the girl, right. What was the mistake? How did get selected for feminization? Tell me, tell me. That guy Jeevan must have done something. He looks like a criminal," I was screaming when Kavitha entered the room with Mala. Rima started to narrate things quickly while I started to sob uncontrollably. Kavitha then came and sat across me and took my hands on to hers and started to pat me on my shoulders. She then hugged me tightly and held me in that position for a while. Meanwhile the door opened, which I did not notice, and Rajkumari had entered. Mala asked the others "students" to leave the room. All the while Kavitha was stroking my hair gently and lovingly. After a few minutes I calmed down. I looked up at her and still crying I said, "Tell me what the mistake was. How did I end up getting feminized?." Kavitha said, "Well Yanika, it was not a mistake as they say. It was a minor thing." Before she could continue I burst out crying, "Minor? Minor thing? What do you mean? I lose my manhood and you say it is minor? And that Jeevan who was to get feminized gets to become a super male and you say it is minor?" and started to sob again. Kavitha continued, "Listen Yanika, there is no point in crying now. Listen carefully and let me tell you what happened. Only then you will understand how things had worked out against you that day. Calm down please calm down and listen." I looked up and said, "What is the point, I can never be a man again. I can never experience sex as a man ever. And I've never experienced sex with a girl when I was a man." After a minute of crying I lifted my head and said, "Ok tell me what happened" and all the while Kavitha was stroking my hair in a soft gentle manner. Kavitha said, "Well, you see that they had taken a long time after inspecting both of you isn't it? Then they went into the room to have a huddle session, right?," I just nodded my head. She continued, "They were confused and went into the small huddle room to decide. The woman actually wanted Jeevan to be the super male and the man wanted you to be the super male. They were sort of arguing on this and finally decided to toss coin to find out. They did that and his wife lost... meaning you become a super male. But she was adamant and they decided to go in for a best of three coin toss. Again the man won. But his wife was so very stubborn that they decided to write your names in two small pieces of paper, juggle it in a jar and the pick up one that would be feminized. Even this time you won because Jeevan's name was picked up by the lady. Then the man decided he had won and was enjoying his victory in the sofa while the wife came out and handed me the paper. But she ensured that her husband was out of hearing range when she handed me the piece of paper and told me that this name would become a super male. The paper she gave me was the paper that she picked up. Since I was not present when they were doing their coin and paper selection method, I never knew what the husband and wife had spoken and just came and announced the result to you two. Instead of the wife, if the husband had come out, you would have been the super male but you were totally unlucky due to the turn of events." I was too shocked to react and she continued, "Immediately the couple left for their room and the man was thinking that it was his choice that would be followed. When I met them the next morning to discuss further, I too was shocked when I got to know about the mess up and then got all information from them about what had happened. It was obvious the wife had an eye for Jeevan and fell for his looks. Also in some cases, they would be having sex with both of you and she said that she did not like your looks as a man while Jeevan was ok for her. She told her husband that the dick size doesn't matter and that when Jeevan becomes a super male his dick too would become larger. And During the toss process for selection, she was so very stubborn that she had told her husband that she would not let someone else to be luckier than her. She is highly egoistic. That is how this all happened and you got to be a girl." She then continued, "Then the husband and wife started arguing and eventually the man lost. He resigned to the fact that his woman was the boss in these things. See, he is a multi crorepati (Multi-millionaire, 1 Crore = 10 million). Has several businesses and is worth about 12 thousand crores. But still his wife controls him when needed. That is the power of a female." I was too shocked to react. My manhood was finished because of the ego of a stubborn woman. Tears rolled down my cheeks when I thought that it would be due to the sacrifice of my manhood that this evil woman will give birth to a boy child. I couldn't say anything and just sat looking blankly at the wall. .... Continued in Part 3