THE GREEN PEBBLE
By Geneva
In medieval times, in the border warfare between England and Scotland,
a love affair blossoms between two people who should have been enemies.
A magic book plays a part in their coming together.
START
I gave a quick look around me at our own forces as the English army
pushed inexorably against us, easily forcing us to give ground. It was
dreadfully apparent that the final result of the badly conceived
campaign was a disaster and this battle was the culmination. In fact we
had been very lucky to have avoided battle before. King David had been
slightly wounded earlier and that should have should have warned him
about the folly and risks of the campaign. Now it was too late. We had
pressed on but were now faced, just outside Durham, by an English army,
better prepared, better armed, and in a better position.
This and other recent things had shown me that King David of Scotland
was not the general that his father had been. Robert, 'The Bruce' as he
was known, had been cautious, almost to a fault. A master of ambush and
quick attacks, he had only been forced into the crucial battle of
Bannockburn by the rashness of his brother and even then the English
King Edward II's incompetence had been a factor in the Scottish
victory. Had it been his father, Edward I, 'Longshanks' as he was
known, it might have been a different story.
My own family had a personal connection with that battle. It was at
Bannockburn that my great-uncle had won the Bruce's favour and was
rewarded with the lands that my eldest brother would inherit.
Yes, as a younger brother I would not inherit any lands and would need
to make my own way in the world so I had been quick to join the
Scottish forces when they invaded Northern England. I hoped that, if I
distinguished myself, the king might reward me with some lands. Our
incursion was in response to a plea from the French King for help
against the English. Not that Scotland and France had much in common,
other than that England was their common enemy!
So, our planning was haphazard and we now had found ourselves facing
the English force across a small valley. After a short spell where the
armies glared at each other across the field, battle was joined. Right
away our poor position hindered us and the battle went against us and
we began to fall back to avoid being surrounded. It was obvious too
that our weapons and horses were inferior to the English ones. Many of
our men had only spears, totally unsuitable for close quarter fighting
The pommel on my own sword, all that I had been able to afford, was
worn and slippery.
I was hardly surprised when I had seen King David break and run from
the field with a small accompanying party. Others by my side saw it too
and the cry went up that the king was gone and the day lost. More and
more of us began to surrender.
I was in a pocket getting almost surrounded by English soldiers when I
suddenly found myself defending against two English knights. I only had
a pony rather than a warhorse but its lightness and nimbleness gave me
an advantage, especially on the soft ground. One of the enemy knights
was skilled, the other obviously less so and he was either too lax in
pressing home any advantage that arose or perhaps he had difficulty
moving in the soft ground. I had been exchanging strikes with the first
one but he became careless when his horse sank a front hoof into a soft
patch. He was also slightly off balance after swinging his sword at me.
Had it connected I would have been almost cut in two but I ducked under
his arm and with a quick jabbing stroke I managed to get my sword
through a joint in his armor into his shoulder. As he gasped and
dropped his guard my next blow hit the side of his helmet and he
tumbled off his horse.
Another time I would have dismounted and finished him off but there was
the other to deal with first. I wheeled my horse to him and saw my
opportunity to finish him off but when I looked around, almost all the
Scots around me had surrendered and laid down their arms. In the flush
of battle I drew back my sword, tempted to strike him then reluctantly
I let my hand down too. I dismounted, stuck my sword on the blood
soaked earth and took off my helmet.
In seconds I was surrounded by a rush of English foot-soldiers. One
lifted his mace, ready to crush my head but there was a command from
the English knight, lying on the ground. "Stay! Let him live," he
gasped. They scowled at me and two of them kicked me but only tied my
arms behind me.
The young man I had spared took off his helmet too and gave me a grave
bow then immediately dismounted and knelt by the fallen knight who I
had wounded. By the armorial devices on their steel breastplates I saw
that they were the same family. He removed the helmet from the other
and I saw gray hair and a grizzled beard. "Your father?" I asked.
A mass of golden hair hung about the young man's head. It looked like
he had tried for a beard, but only managed a few wisps on his chin.
"Yes, he is badly wounded."
I took a deep breath. I wondered if the young man would run me through.
His father was gasping with pain. I breathed easier when the young man
sheathed his own sword.
All around me the surviving Scots had now laid down their arms. The
fighting was over but the danger to us not lessened. If the English
victors were so minded they might just kill us all.
I hoped King David had escaped. However, even if he were captured he
would be safer than anyone else in our defeated army. Kings would give
good ransoms. In contrast, I was a younger son of a minor landowner. I
would not inherit much and the small parcel of land in Scotland that
was my father's estate would be unlikely to provide much of a ransom
for me.
I prepared myself for death when we were led a small distance away the
battlefield on foot. One by one we were led before the English
commanders, and asked to identify ourselves. "Who are these? I asked a
fellow captive.
"I think that one in the front is Ralph Neville, and the one behind him
is one of the Percys. Henry, I think his name is. Old enemies of ours!"
I sucked in my breath. The Neville's and Percy's were important and
powerful nobles in the north of England.
My own father was only a knight and lord of a small area, but certainly
no earl or baron. I did have my own, or at least my father's coat of
arms on my shield and on my breastplate but it would not have been well
known.
Some of our foot soldiers were also captives. They were only commoners.
They had less chance than I and without any more ado they were
beheaded. I gulped, expecting to be next but I was relieved when we
were led to an enclosure and, still tied, pushed to the ground. I
expected they would be deciding on our ransom.
I was disgusted with myself, from the easy way the English had defeated
us, my own surrender, then with worries about a ransom.
When I rode off to join the king some weeks previously my mother had
looked concerned while my father had watched with beaming pride, my
older brother with envy. Now I would have disappointed them. My brother
had wanted to accompany me but he was weak after an injury when he was
thrown from his horse. We had even thought he was going to die but my
mother did something involving a special prayer from an old book she
owned and he survived.
We lay bound in the enclosure that night with four foot-soldiers
guarding us. Most of us were exhausted, but unwounded. One of us had a
bad slash on his face. He would live, but would be badly scarred for
life.
In the morning an English knight came with a dozen soldiers but also
two servants carrying food and water. One at time, our hands were freed
and we were allowed to feed ourselves then our bonds refastened. When
it came my turn I tried to hold my hands slightly apart but they were
wrenched together and I was as well tied as ever.
The knight addressed us. "You are to be taken to Durham, then your
ransoms will be decided."
I heard sighs of relief. We would be spared. If there were enough
ransom!
We were all led out of the enclosure and I watched as the army got
ready. The bodies of the few English nobility who had been killed were
covered and set on carts. They would eventually be taken to their homes
for burial. The bodies of the fallen English soldiers were piled in
a common grave. I heard suggestions that the Scots corpses should be
left to rot on the field but eventually we were untied and set to
digging a common grave, nothing more than a hole in the ground for them
too. Anything useful was removed from the corpses and many were buried
naked.
I recognised one of the dead. His name was Sim, one of the men from my
father's lands who had followed me to join David's army. I hoped the
other three would have escaped. I wondered what they would tell my
parents about me.
Just as we had finished we were joined by another group. I closed my
eyes and cursed. They had King David and some more Scottish nobles with
them. So they too had failed to escape!
That caused another delay. The Scottish prisoners were put with us,
although the king was taken off separately.
"What happened?" I was speaking to Hugh Foulis, who I had come to know
quite well. He was steward to a nobleman who had lands near Stirling.
Hugh told me he thought that his lord, the Earl of Strathbhan, had been
able to escape after fighting his way out.
"What about you?" I asked.
"As soon as David saw the day was lost he galloped off with a few of
his bodyguard and other adherents, myself with them. Our horses were
getting tired, and my own horse had been hit by an arrow. We did not
know the land either so finally we got trapped.
"We and the English and actually watched each other for a bit but I
knew it was useless. We were too far from the border. We lost one,
though. Wat Armstrong beside me was braver, or more foolhardy perhaps.
He pulled out his sword. 'Better to die fighting,' he shouted, but the
rest of us had all had enough. Wat was the only one to resist. He
actually rode straight into the middle of the English. He even took the
arm off one, but it took only seconds before he fell from his horse
with sword cuts and a spear in him.
"It was good for us that David held up his hand. He shouted that he was
surrendering and ordered us to do the same so one by one we dismounted
and laid down our arms. David drew his sword and walked to the English
and handed his sword to them. We were lucky. After what Wat did I am
surprised they did not kill us all."
Hugh spat into the bloody ground. "I was ashamed to have to surrender
to the English but if we'd resisted we would have been slaughtered."
I shook my head. "The whole campaign has been a disaster!"
Hugh sighed. "I agree. You see the result here."
"You know, Hugh, we should have been better prepared. This was to much
of a spur-of-the-moment thing." I shook my head in disgust. "You can't
invade England without much more preparation! Our organization was
poor. We need to muster more men, and supply them properly. There are
too many inept commanders, yes, right up to the King."
"Care you don't speak treason, Andrew," Hugh cautioned, although it was
obvious he agreed.
"Yes, and look at our weapons! We needed more, better. It's as if we
are fighting battles with stuff from last century! Most of our men
don't have swords either, just spears!"
"I suppose you think you think you could do better?"
My temper was up. "Yes, I am sure of it."
"Then maybe some day you can get the chance to show us," Hugh grimaced.
"Anyway, so here we are. Let's see how long we survive. What now?"
I looked round at our captors, all well armed and some still glaring at
us. "You'd be more able to get a good ransom. I'm not so sure about
myself! What about the king?"
"He'll live, no doubt, but it will be a hefty ransom for him. Maybe it
will take years raising it in a poor country like ours. So he'll have
quite a few years in England as a prisoner before he sees Scotland
again. That will mean infighting between the Scottish nobles for power
with him gone."
I saw we were about to get on our journey to captivity when a man-at-
arms came down our line. "Is Andrew Budrose here?" he called.
I realized he was calling for me. Was I the first to be executed?
He put a rope round my neck and pulled me with him as I stood up. "This
way, dog!"
My heart sank. It looked like I was going to be hanged like a common
criminal. I wondered about making a run for it. I would be unsuccessful
but death by a sword thrust was better than strangling at the end of a
rope like a criminal.
But I was astonished when I was led to a tent. Its pennant seemed
somehow familiar. Then, as I was pushed into the tent to my
astonishment I recognized one of the men. It was the young English
knight whose life I had spared. This time his helmet was off and I
remembered the distinctive golden colour of his hair. He had bright
blue eyes. The other was an older man, gray haired and with a lined,
worn face. He was lying on a pad, his upper body bare except for a
large bloodied bandage on his left shoulder. The side of his face
showed the dark bruise of an enormous blow. There were two armed men
there too, guards, I supposed.
"So, your name is Andrew Budrose?" asked the older one, speaking
French. I understood him well. We used French at home.
"Yes, I am Andrew," I wondered how he knew me.
"I am Maurice deLigny. This is my son Charles. Your father is the lord
of a place called Blackhaugh?"
"Yes, I am his younger son."
"What age are you?"
"I am eighteen, my lord."
His eyes were looking me up and down, taking my measure. "I am
impressed. You have fairly good fighting skills for one so young, and
you are brave, but it was foolish of you to attempt to invade England.
Now you have ended up my prisoner."
"I was only following my king, "I said defensively. I wondered why he
had said 'my'.
"Very loyal of you, but a bad general he proved to be. We should be
thankful," he mused. He looked at me, mild annoyance on his face. "So
now I have to decide what to do with you. I spoke to Lord Percy and he
has given you to me as a prisoner. No doubt you are wondering why?"
I had thought about that, but I just looked at him. I wondered what was
coming up. Did he want me as a personal prisoner?
"Andrew Budrose, I have to admit you are a very good fighter. You are
young but you fought both my son and I simultaneously. You were lucky
when you wounded me, putting this hole in my shoulder. My horse had
stumbled." He touched his wound and grimaced. " You also knocked out
some of my teeth. You could have killed my son except you spared him.
Why?" Behind, him, his son was looking the ground, obviously
embarrassed.
"We had lost. It was time to end the killing."
"Yet I could execute you. I'd be unlikely to get much of a ransom for
the likes of you? You are not worth much! I 've looked at your weapons.
" He actually picked up my sword. Look at it! It's old and it's been
pitted with rust! Your armor, likewise! It's foolishness to go to war
with worn-out weapons."
He was right. My weapons had seen better days but they were all I could
afford.
"However, you spared my son. For that I am grateful. This was his first
battle and he has much to learn about combat." He looked round at his
son who flushed slightly. It must have been some kind of admonition. He
sighed. "A good thing we won. So, Andrew Budrose, if I released you,
would you promise never to take arms against us again?"
I was astonished, but what he said was impossible. I could easily lie
and say I would not. That was almost expected and I would not be the
first! However, it was not my way. "You are generous, Lord Maurice
deLigny, but no, it is my duty as a subject of King David of Scotland
to follow wherever he commands!"
"A principled Scot!" he laughed, ignoring my indignant glare. "You
know, Andrew Budrose, I don't think I expected less. However, that may
be irrelevant as your king is likely to be our prisoner for some time.
Who will you give fealty to then?"
He leaned back when I could not give an answer. "Actually, Andrew, I
have met your father, Jean Budrose. I believe he was once called Jean
Boudreau, a Frenchman, but he told me he changed his name when he went
to Scotland more than thirty years ago. Budrose! A flower, a ridiculous
name for a fighter!"
I was getting tired of his condescending tone. "I believe your English
king is a Plantagenet, also after a flower. What is it? A broom plant?
A weed?"
DeLigny inclined his head slightly in acknowledgement. "You are right.
Anyway, yes, your father is a worthy opponent. I met him at some
negotiations about ten years ago so I recognized the device that you
also wear on your chest. I see much of him in you. I thought he was an
honorable man."
My father had told me that in France he had been a guard, then later
the husband of my mother, after her father and all of her noble family
had been killed in some baronial dispute in France. My mother had been
the heir of my granduncle, who had been given lands as a reward for
helping Robert the Bruce in Scotland and as a result she and my father
had come to Scotland. My father might have changed his name to sound
more Scottish, but he still had a strong French accent. No matter, as
in England, many of the noble houses spoke French. My parents spoke
French to us but otherwise I mostly spoke to our servants, guards and
tenants in the local dialect.
"However then, Andrew, I will release you. But beware! I have paid my
debt to you. So I owe you nothing if ever we meet again." He wrote
something on a piece of paper, then added a wax seal with his crest,
all the time wincing from his wound. "Here, this will allow you free
passage through England and across the border. It is also signed by
Lord Percy. Andrew Budrose, make sure we never meet again!"
"Thank you, my Lord" I said, bowing to him. I even bowed to the white-
faced young man at his back, looking wide eyed at me and gulping.
I could not believe my good fortune and I immediately headed north
before they changed their minds. I saw Hugh looking at me enviously.
The English had even returned my horse and sword to me but it took more
than a week before I was back in familiar territory. I had been given
some dried bread and some oats taken from a dead Scottish soldier.
These and water from streams were my sole sustenance for that week.
As I expected, I was frequently stopped by armed parties of soldiers,
even a group of robbers, but the pass allowed me to keep on my journey.
Some might have wanted to murder and rob me anyway, but the name Percy
was feared in the border country.
My father's lands in Blackhaugh were minor compared to many landowners,
but the glen was fertile. It was in a good situation, surrounded on
three sides by hills with only a narrow pass leading into it and could
be easily overlooked by raiding parties unfamiliar with the land. That
had saved us at least twice in the past turbulent years.
As a precaution I approached my parents' castle from the east, coming
over from near the top of the ridge so that I could see over the
castle. If the English used their victory as an opportunity to advance
into Scotland they might even have attacked the castle. I was lucky.
When I looked down to the tower, all appeared in order and I descended
the steep slope to the surrounding wall and guided the horse round to
the main gate.
I knew the guard there, Michael, and he recognized me, calling out his
pleasure, welcoming me and shouting to others in the castle. It turned
out that two of the four men I had taken with me had already returned,
bringing news of our defeat. Michael was devastated when I told them
that King David was a prisoner too and I left him shaking his head
while I went into the door of the main tower. A sentry on to of the
crenelated roof had seen me too and shouted a welcome down to me.
As I approached the main door my parents rushed out to me. "Oh Anselm,
I am glad you are back," cried my mother, wiping tears from her eyes.
"You are safe!" She embraced me, followed by my father. I had been
baptized Anselm after my great uncle, but I preferred the name Andrew
as the Scots would think it less foreign sounding.
"William and Tam have returned. But no others?" my father asked.
I shook my head. "I saw Sim's body. And I'm afraid Jock must have been
killed in the battle or after." I was glad Tam was safe. He was a good
and reliable companion.
When I gave them the details of the battle my father closed his eyes in
pain and shook his head slowly. " Dangerous times! Sim was not married
but Jock was, to Marion Braidshaw, and he has two children. It will not
be easy for her and I'll have to help her until she finds another man.
And I expect the English will now come calling on us."
He looked at our tower and shook his head. "If they find us this tower
will protect us, but only for a bit! A serious army could knock it down
in a day. But we'll do what we can."
We were lucky. Our isolated location had its good points and bad. For
an invader unfamiliar with the area, we would be easily overlooked, but
being isolated, we were more or less on our own if trouble arose.
We settled down to licking our wounds and preparing for a possible
invasion. We would keep a careful watch. The plan was that if any
invading force was a large army, we would simply try to escape and flee
north. If only a smaller raiding force, we would resist them as long as
we could. A small force would not be able to breach the wall of the
tower house quickly enough. There was a well right in the castle and we
had enough food in the stores to last some weeks. Our armory was
adequate, although, like my personal armor, its contents were old.
I was only back a day when I set myself, as in the past, to regular
practice at my fighting skills. My brother Alexander was my companion
most of the time. He had been christened Abelard after my grandfather
but, like me, he had opted for a more common Scottish name, to my
mother's annoyance.
However, as well as fighting practice Alexander had to sit under our
mother while she drilled him reading, writing, even counting and in the
administrative details of the castle and its lands. She scolded him
when he complained, emphasizing that proper management and attention to
duties was important for any lord. It was no use his complaining to my
father as he agreed with my mother.
Worse, she insisted that my sister and I do the same. I was surprised
when it turned out that I learned these faster than Alexander. I did
not know to be pleased or sorry. I could not see a use for these and I
only endured them to humour my mother! I could not see how a fighting
man would ever need these things. If ever I got my own estates I would
hire someone to attend to these details. "I had to learn when I was
young, "my mother insisted. " It served me well. So you will do the
same! You think it is noble to be in charge of your lands. It is just
as noble to look after your earnings and your estate!"
A month or two after the battle I was sitting at our evening meal when
we heard a cry from one of the sentries at the gate. He actually called
to me. "There's a man at the gate. He's on horseback. He asks to see
Andrew Budrose."
I buckled on my sword and accompanied the guard to the gate. When we
peered through I gave a cry of delight. "Hugh! Welcome to Blackhaugh!
Guard, open the gate and let him in!"
It was Hugh Foulis. When he dismounted we clapped each other on the
back and stood back to examine each other.
"So you're released!" I exclaimed.
"Aye, I must be worth something to the earl. He helped my family raise
the ransom!"
"You're thinner though!"
"I suppose so. The English fed me, adequately, but not generously. I'm
probably out of shape and a bit paler too. I wasn't allowed out much,
as you can imagine. And yourself? I saw you'd been released."
I laughed. "Unlike you, I wasn't worth very much, but I was lucky. I
had spared the son of a knight. The son was called Charles. His father
is Maurice deLigny. He has some land near Durham. In return he released
me so I've been back three months or so."
"You're looking well!"
"Thanks, but Hugh, come upstairs and you can meet my family"
They welcomed him effusively, sitting him down with a plate of food and
asking him about his captivity. The conversation turned to the King.
"Where is he?" asked Hugh.
My father shook his head. "There's a rumor that David is being held in
southern England, well away from Scotland so, little chance of escape
or us rescuing him. His cousin, that's Robert, son of Walter who was
Bruce's steward, is in charge, and trying to raise ransom but this is a
poor country. It will be a long time. That will mean a struggle among
the nobles here for power."
"Aye, Robert was at Neville's Cross too, but I heard he escaped. I hear
he uses Stirling Castle. My home's a bit further north."
"Hugh, you can stay with us a bit, surely," I said.
"Thank you Andrew, but I want to be on my way back home to my wife and
bairns. I have a small piece of land in the north of Stirling, but my
lord, the Earl of Strathbhan, will be needing some help too. Some of
the Highland clansmen are fractious and need a firm hand.
"What about you, Andrew?" he asked. "What are your plans?"
I was taken aback. I had not thought too much about it. "I haven't
decided. Maybe I'll see if some earl or duke would could use my help."
"Then why don't you come north with me. The Earl will be able to use a
good fighting man like you too."
Later that night I discussed it with Hugh over a mug of ale. We
rehashed the battle and again I complained about our poor planning.
"You know Andrew, I'm sure we can use a strong fighter like you, but
maybe you could do other things too, that might turn out to be better
for us."
"What do you mean?"
"You seem to have a good head on your shoulders and you think a lot
about things, like organization."
I shook my head vehemently. "I'm a fighter. That's how I'll make my
way."
Hugh shrugged. "Well Andrew, You complained enough about the bad
planning. So you should be prepared to do something about it, But it's
yourself for it!"
I saw Hugh off two days later. He would be home in another four days if
he had no trouble. "Don't forget, we can use you if you're so minded, "
he shouted.
The more I thought about it, the more I was tempted, but events at home
drove it from my mind. As we expected, Edward III of England and his
northern earls took advantage of David's imprisonment and the general
lack of effective central authority in Scotland to extend English
control well beyond the border. It would provide a useful buffer and
deterrent against any other Scottish activity. Some of it was fertile,
rich land too but it would be too much of a drain of his resources to
try to annex it completely. There were better and easier pickings in
France.
Blackhaugh was a bit outside the occupied area but over the next months
we had continual minor skirmishes or brushes with the English garrisons
of some of the captured castles until we learned to keep out of each
other's way. Still, I knew that the Scots would gradually retake all
the strong points.
A month or so later the trouble became more serious. Some Scottish
earl's troops had made a major raid into England. There were no battles
other than a few skirmishes but it was enough to stir things up and we
knew it would bring some retaliation. I immediately took aside Tam, one
of my most experienced armed men and we set ourselves to getting our
weapons in order and laying in food supplies.
Our planning paid off. One morning Michael came galloping up to the
castle."A raiding party coming this way," he cried. "I see them
sniffing about at the entrance to the glen. There are about two dozen
of them."
That was about an hour away and it was barely enough time to get some
of the tenants into the castle, with some of the animals. Some of the
other tenants herded up the majority of the animals and drove them up
through the trees along the burn to the head of the glen. That area was
covered with trees, and not easily accessible so with luck they would
not be discovered. We set Tam in charge.
As we had feared, the raiding party arrived soon after. The leader
observed few formalities. "In the name of King Edward the Third, we
demand you surrender," he shouted. " If you do your lives will be
spared."
That was refused, of course. "Edward is not King of Scotland. You are
invaders. Take your men and go!" cried my father. The raiders then set
themselves to burning everything that could be seen. Fortunately it was
late spring and there was little to burn other than the crudely
thatched roofs of the tenants' houses. A few were wood and burned to
the ground. Some were wattle. The rest had stone or simple turf walls
and there was little the raiders could do except knock them down and
that was too time consuming.
Unfortunately, the next morning the raiders were still set in front of
the castle, looking as if they were settling in and we had a council of
war. There was no question that we would resist them. We probably had
more supplies than they had but by the end of the week the raiders were
still there. Some days into the siege they made an attempt to force our
gate but it was too strong and a few arrows and crossbow bolts from our
battlements kept them at a distance. Frustrated, they began
systematically to level the remaining dwellings.
By the end of another week we were getting more concerned with the
situation of our supplies. We were more dismayed when we saw fresh
riders come in with pack horses carrying extra supplies for the
besiegers.
So our enemy was prepared to stay a bit longer! We had another family
council to decide on our course. There were too many besiegers for us
to defeat and we were apprehensive about surrendering. We might be
simply driven out. Possibly we would all be killed.
After a lot of argument we decided the best course would be to send for
help. I volunteered to try to escape from our castle and go for help
from William Seton of Nethercleugh who had an estate and castle about a
day's journey away. William was actually related to us. His son James
was married to my elder sister Agnes.
I was not too worried about getting caught as I slipped out as our
besiegers were a bit lax and had not surrounded our small castle.
Unfortunately we would not be able to smuggle a horse out so I would
have to sneak away on foot until I could get a horse in those we had
sent to the top of the glen.
The very next overcast night I was let down from the wall by a rope,
keeping as quiet as I could. The few campfires of the besiegers gave
only a little light around the castle and the only sound was a couple
of the besiegers' guards talking quietly on the east side of the
barmkin.
When no alarm was raised. I cautiously made my way over to the burn
running through the glen, then into the trees and gradually worked my
way upstream. At first it was dark and I had to make my way cautiously
along the path. When it began to lighten and I made better speed. I
wanted to get to the head of the glen where hopefully I would find the
animals we had hidden up there. We had several horses there too.
I had gone about three miles and the steep slopes of the surrounding
hills were getting ever closer when I finally got the smell of cattle.
I gave a small whistle. "Tam?" I called, and to my relief it was
answered by a low call. "Ower here, " I heard and soon Tam appeared,
carrying a drawn sword. Behind him were two other men with bows and
the arrows already nocked.
Tam gave a broad smile and embraced me. Fortunately they had not been
discovered and I gave them news of the situation back at the castle and
my plan. Right away Tam answered. "Maister Andrew, you'll need somebody
wi' you. It'll be safer that way. The kye and horses are in guid haun's
here and we've no' seen ony o' the English lookin' this far up."
"Thank you, Tam. I was hoping you would offer."
We first scrambled up the slopes to the summit of the ridge, leading
the horses and often stumbling through loose stones then suddenly we
were at the top and with the dawn breaking early, we could see over the
countryside.
I pointed to the northwest. "There's another glen to go along and yet
another hill ridge to cross, but Nethercleugh is just beyond that. I
hope it's not under siege too." We spent that night under a tree but by
the evening second day we reached William's castle. I was relieved to
see it had no besiegers.
We identified ourselves but the guards were cautious. We were admitted
only when one of the guards recognized me from the wedding celebrations
and we were taken immediately to William Seton. With him were his son
James and my sister Agnes and I embraced her. She was obviously
pregnant. My parents would be pleased when they heard. However, I had
more pressing things to discuss. When I gave them the news about our
siege the Setons all looked grim.
It did not take long for William to make up his mind. "Yes, I'll get
some men together. In fact I will lead them too. I thought we might
have reached a kind of truce with the English but if Blackhaugh falls,
then that may whet their appetite for some more."
In all he was able to assemble about thirty armed riders and we set out
the next morning just before dawn and arrived at the narrow vale that
was the main entrance to our glen late that same evening. It was not
the right time for a fight as we were all tired and it was getting
dark. We might have the advantage of surprise if we attacked them
during the night, but it was so overcast, and with a light drizzle
falling, that we would have had trouble seeing who was friend and who
was enemy. We settled down for the night. Tam and I were tired, even
more tired than the others. I hoped I would get some rest that night,
but I had trouble sleeping in the fine chilling drizzle that penetrated
my clothes and I was on edge with the coming fight.
At least it stopped raining overnight and in the morning we guided the
horses carefully up the narrow gorge until it opened out into the
valley and readied ourselves for the attack.
"I know the land," I said. " I'll go on ahead and see what's
happening." Moving cautiously through the trees I saw the castle, still
with our family's pennant and some rough shelters and tents for the
besieging English. But now there was something different. To one side
there were two new tents, more elaborate, and both with fluttering
pennants. I recognized one as that of the knight, Maurice deLigny,
whose son I had spared at the battle.
So it looked like we were going to meet again. DeLigny had commented
that he would not spare me again. That was just. I did not owe him
anything either.
I reported back to William what I had seen. "How many enemy, would you
say?" he asked.
"About twentyfive or so."
He looked round at his men and grinned. He spoke quietly. "Then we can
take them. There are thirty of us and we'll have the benefit of
surprise". He looked at the castle. "Even better if the people in the
castle will see us and can come out to help. So are we all about
ready?"
There were only nods. The men had been warned not to speak, and the
only sound was that of swords sliding out of scabbards and a little
creaking of the saddles and harness. William pointed forward and we
moved quietly through the trees almost to the edge of the open area,
about a couple of hundred paces from the besiegers' tents.
We were just about to start our charge when I saw a figure appear on
the battlements. I was both puzzled and alarmed when I recognized my
mother by her clothing. She was waving her arms, screaming what seemed
to be abuse at the besiegers and I saw them all gradually move closer
to the castle.
It was too far for me to hear at all but she must have been insulting
them as I saw some pick up stones and throw them at her. There were
even a few arrows sent but the she was too far from the besiegers for
them to reach her. I heard faint jeers from them.
My mother was still shouting, or screaming at them. I frowned. There
were no armed men that I could see on the battlements with her, only
what looked like my sister. If we were successful I would have to speak
to our armed men. She at least should have had some men with her for
protection. I wondered what my father was thinking of.
Suddenly, she must have finished as she abruptly disappeared. In
groups, the attackers loosed a few more arrows then walked casually
back to their camp. Some looked as if they were laughing, I suppose, at
my mother's antics. I could not think what she had been doing. It had
been risky and had made her look ridiculous.
Carefully I counted the enemy and, as I had thought, there were only
twenty five or so of them. We had the advantage of numbers and
surprise. William raised his arm and we readied ourselves. We would
ride them down before they had a chance to get on their own horses.
William gave a loud scream of his family war cry and, his arm sweeping
down, we spurred our horses and poured out from the trees into the open
area, screaming and shouting, our horses at the gallop.
Our surprise was almost complete. They were not prepared at all. Only a
few of the besiegers managed to get weapons other than swords but they
were overwhelmed and in just a few minutes they were all lying dead or
dying on the grass, except for two who had been close to their horses.
Seeing the rout, they had jumped into the saddles and fled from the
scene. I recognized one, from the heraldric device on his chest, as
Charles, the son of Maurice deLigny, the knight who had released me.
Charles was the one I had spared. I cursed inwardly. This is what had
come of my sparing him! He had now helped in a raiding party against us
and threatened me and my family. Then again, if I had killed him
earlier, probably his father would have executed me.
In my mad rush through the enemy, I had been able to kill one,
splitting his head with my sword when he blundered in front of me. I
saw my brother-in-law run through another with a spear. I pulled my
horse around to make another run but the fight was over. Our men were
laughing and cheering. Only one of us was injured with a spear through
his side. We looked at it. His wound was deep, but it was only through
skin and muscle and he would probably survive.
Almost immediately the castle gates opened and my family rushed out,
crying with joy. Our own party gave great cheers.
When the exhilaration of the fight had passed, I began to think about
the action. We had defeated them but it should not have been so easy.
It was as if they were too listless to fight and I had even seen one
one cowering on the ground lying helplessly shaking. I had seen men
afraid but never to that extent. Tam contemptuously put his spear
through the wretch. I was shaking too, but I usually did in the
aftermath of fights.
I wiped the sweat from my brow, rode over to my father and dismounted.
"Sorry for the delay, father, but it took time getting over the hills
to Nethercleugh."
He embraced me. "I was wondering. But you got here at last and you
saved us. A good victory!" I embraced him again and my mother and my
brother in turn when they ran to me. My sister Annabelle embraced me
too. She really seemed to have blossomed in the three days I had been
gone. I had not noticed how pretty she was.
I looked round at the carnage. "Now what about those two who escaped?"
"Ah, let them go," said William. "They can take the tale of their
defeat back to England with them."
"Maybe it would it be better to get them all?" I asked. " Then it would
be as if they all disappeared. It might keep the others away. So I'm
going after them. Besides, I have a score to settle with one of them.
Tam, can you come with me?"
Tam grinned. "Aye, Maister Andrew."
"I think you'll have trouble catching them," said William. "They have a
good head start."
"Oh, perhaps they will not make such good time," my mother said, as if
she knew something. I looked at her but I let it pass. In fact it was
another hour before Tam and I could get going as we decided to change
horses. I supposed if we had set guards at the entrance to our glen we
might have stopped any fugitives but we had not known how many men we
might need for the fight.
The track was muddy and Tam and I were able to spot the fugitives' hoof
tracks easily and follow them. It would be more difficult once we got
onto the open moorland where the rough grass and turf would not show
hoof marks as well. We had barely gone a mile over the moorland before
we saw two horses standing, both grazing on the rough grass by a
stunted tree. There appeared to be two bundles at lying on the turf
below the tree.
As we got nearer we saw the bundles were actually two bodies on the
grass. "What's the maitter?" muttered Tam. "They're just lying there."
"We'd better be careful," I said, under my breath, unsheathing my
sword. "They look like the men we're after."
Nearer still it was obvious that they were the fugitives we were
looking for but they still made no moves. They appeared to be
unconscious or worse and lay absolutely still, even though they surely
could hear us. There was no reaction at all as we got nearer. When I
got right up by them I saw one was a man, in soldier's clothing, and
obviously dead. He was lying on his back, his eyes open, staring
sightlessly at the sky.
There was something not quite right about the other figure. It was in a
man's clothing, and I recognized the crest on the chest as that of
Charles, the son of Maurice deLigny.
It was the one I was after but, as I peered at it more closely, it was
as if the figure was shrunken and too small for the clothes. If he had
been standing the clothes would surely have hung baggily on him. The
figure was totally unconscious, but every so often a slight tremor
would run through te body. I dismounted and felt at the face. It was
still warm, so the figure was alive. It did not look like a man's face
at all, more like a young woman's. She would have been very pretty
except for wispy golden hairs on her upper lip and chin. I took off the
helmet to see the face better. A mass of golden hair fell out. From
what I remembered that was Charles de Ligny's hair colour.
"What's that?" asked Tam. "It looks mair like a lassie."
He was right. It looked more like a woman than a man. I was totally
mystified. There were the two horses, and one soldier. It was
impossible but it was as if the other had been replaced by a woman. I
shook the girl but she remained unconscious. The tremors seemed to have
passed.
Curious, I unbuckled the breast plate. Underneath was a man's doublet
but when I opened the shirt I saw two female breasts with prominent
pink nipples. I jumped back in shock. "I think it really is a woman." I
gasped.
"It canna be! " said Tam, but when he looked at it his jaw dropped.
"What now?" he asked.
"Take them back, I suppose." I pointed to the dead man. "He can get
buried with the rest. Her," I pointed to the other figure, "I don't
know. It's like a man's clothing and armor, like the English were
wearing, but I can't kill a woman, especially a helpless one!"
We put the two bodies on the horses and led them back to the castle. My
mind was spinning in confusion.
Back at the castle they were just tidying up. William Seton's men,
helped by our own, had dug a shallow grave and pushed the bodies in.
They were just covering it up. "Room for one more?" I asked.
"What have you got there?" my father asked pointing to the girl, or
whatever it was.
"I don't understand it. There's a dead Englishman and the other is
alive. It actually looks like a girl. But she's in a man's clothing!
And there's a deLigny coat of arms on it. That was the man that freed
me after the battle of Neville's Cross. I told you about it. Did you
see any woman arrive and join the English?"
"Maybe the English have to get their women to fight for them," snorted
someone in the background and I heard derisive laughter.
My mother was staring down at the girl and biting her lip. She took my
shoulder. "Anselm, I can explain this, but later tonight. Why don't you
help in the clearing up here? Look, the common folk have to get their
houses rebuilt. Why don't you see what you can do to help there too? In
the meantime, I'll take this girl inside with me."
I was more and more confused, especially at her concern, but I spent
several hours with the rest of the men starting to rebuild and repair
their dwellings. Later I went to the head of the glen where help was
needed to herd the cattle back down to the fields.
I saw something curious too. I saw my mother kneeling beside William
Seton's injured man. She had something in her hands and was reading. I
supposed it was a prayer. He had been badly hurt, but later I was
astonished when I saw him walking about later, showing no sign at all
that he had been hurt.
When we ate that night my curiosity got the better of me. "Mother, what
is going on here? Why have you taken that girl?"
She looked at my father. "It is a long story. Better wait until we have
finished eating." What I want to say should be private anyway." She
gestured to the rest of the room. As was the custom, our servants and
the castle guard ate with us. William Seton and his men were there too.
They would stay the night with us. I thought William would have wanted
to spend some time with us, but he said he was going to get some sleep
for an early start back to Nethercleugh.
Finally we were finished eating and I looked at her expectantly.
My mother nodded to Alexander and to our younger sister Annabelle, and
led us to her chamber, my father behind us. "In a way I hoped I would
never have to do his, but perhaps I was being foolish. I suppose it
had to come out. I have a tale to tell you that started in France,
when I was younger than you, Anselm. You see, you have heard of the
Templar Knights?"
"Yes," said Alexander. "They were an order of warrior knights, but were
suppressed for heresy and apostasy more than thirty years ago."
It was as if my mother was looking into the distance, thinking of past
events. "Yes, so you have been told, by the local priest, I suppose.
But these accusations were probably untrue. Their downfall was due to
the power and riches they had accumulated. These incited the envy of
the French king to start with.
"It is a long story, but to cut it short, my uncle, who was also called
Anselm-you are named after him- was a Templar, but managed to slip away
from the persecution. He fled to Scotland and, for his services to the
then Scottish king, as we've told you, he was given some land. These
are the lands that we now live in, and have now fought for."
"But what has that to do with that woman we have prisoner, who is lying
unconscious in one of the rooms?" asked Annabelle.
My mother sighed and my father shifted in his chair, then rose to look
out of the window. I sensed a great awkwardness. "My uncle had saved a
book from the Templar library, a very special book." She looked at us
severely. "This knowledge must never be revealed outside this family.
Do I have your word? All of you!"
She waited until we had all agreed. "It was a book the Templars had
probably picked up from Constantinople. It contained words, that when
spoken, cast spells of different types on all those who heard them.
Some cured diseases, injuries, blemishes, helped women in childbirth.
There were many of them."
I was aghast at the idea of using magic. It was hard to believe and I
said so.
"It's true," my father broke in. "I can vouch for that."
"Do you remember that woman, one of our servants, who was ill last
year. Who I helped supposedly by prayer?" My mother smiled faintly.
"And Anselm, I saw you looking at me today as I helped that injured man
of William's. I healed him too."
"Oh yes, it showed the power of prayer," said Alexander.
I was puzzled. Even prayer would not fix an injury that quickly.
My mother looked round at us. "Perhaps prayer did help, but you see, I
used a spell from the book on her too!"
"What?" I crossed myself in terror.
"You may cross yourself, but I know it was the spell that helped her.
However, there is another special spell and you all saw the results
today. All men hearing this spell read become insensible and are
changed to women, beautiful ones. That's what I shouted to all the
enemy. The men in this castle all had their ears stoppered with wax.
The women would be affected, but very much milder. And women have
always liked the results."
She waited until our cries of shock died away. "Men usually awaken in a
day or so, but as women. You see, Anselm, you had been a long time
getting help and I thought you had failed, maybe even that you had been
killed. So, as a last resort, I read this spell. I shouted it out to
all the besiegers.
"In this spell nothing happens for some minutes. But then any men
hearing it tart to shake and shiver. I wanted to make them
unconscious, so we could easily capture them, but you arrived at the
same time. They must have been feeling the first effects and were no
match for your attack. It's a good thing that you and all of William
Seton's men did not hear the words."
"I wondered why it seemed so easy, " I cried.
"It also makes women more beautiful. But they do not suffer the same
severe effects as men. Have you noticed your sister?"
I looked round at Annabelle. My mother was right, Annabelle was now a
very pretty woman. She smiled happily at me before I turned back to my
mother.
"But, as you know, two escaped, but not before they too had heard the
words of the spell. Anselm, you found the result. As you saw, one man
died from the effects before he was changed completely. You can be sure
that the spell is dangerous. The other person who heard it obviously
survived, and became a girl, a young woman. You saw the result there."
"Yes, "I whispered. "I saw her female breasts."
The story and the implications of the book stunned us all. My mother
rose and embraced us, Alexander and Annabelle, and then me.
"That is indeed a fantastic story! Thank you, Mother," I said. "I can
see why you want it kept secret."
"But that is not all," said my mother. "There is more, and you will
find it even more fantastic and... maybe heart wrenching." I was
shocked when she broke down in tears and we all watched, embarrassed
for her and puzzled. My father came to sit beside her and held her
tight while she wept. I was nervous. What she was about to say
obviously affected her greatly.
At last she got control of herself and dried her eyes. "I have actually
told you very little about both me and your father, my beloved husband.
My father was a lord in France. He aroused the envy of a jealous
neighboring baron who spread rumors and lies. He had the ear of the
king too and told lies about us. The result was that my father, my
mother and all of my family were killed in the fighting. Your father's
father too."
I looked over to my father. His face was set.
"I swore revenge on all who had caused it. I even killed a priest for
his lies and malice. I put a crossbow bolt through his lying throat. I
would have hunted down the French king too but he had died. The last
was a neighboring baron and I planned revenge on him. I had a plan
involving that spell in the book .You see, I was the eldest son!"
"You were once a man!" My brother jumped up in shock. My sister was
holding a handkerchief to her mouth in shock. She began sobbing.
I was confused and I began to feel a terrible dread but I had to listen
to her.
"My plan was to disguise myself as a woman, and let myself be abducted
by the neighbor and once in his bedchamber I would kill him. I actually
used that same spell and I became a young woman. "
My mother's face was ashen. "As it happened, he was killed, not by me,
but by a woman he had wronged. So, with him dead I could change back as
I had no further need of my 'disguise', as you might say. The book also
has a spell that undoes the first but then we found that the book had
been inadvertently damaged and was no longer effective. It needed a
cover of human skin and it was some time before we found a
replacement."
She sighed. "In fact, it became too long before I could change back,
and I found... " There was a fresh burst of tears. "I found I was happy
as a woman, and I did not want to change back! The body is changed in
hours. The mind also changes. It takes longer, but the effects are just
as thorough. Also, as a woman, I had fallen in love with your father.
We escaped with my uncle back to Scotland and now your father is lord
of these lands and I am his lady. And I am happy to be so"
My brother and I were shocked into silence. My sister was still crying
but she rose and embraced our mother.
It was a fantastic tale but unfortunately it explained many things. "So
the woman downstairs, it would be possible to change her back?" I
asked.
My mother shook her head. "Not right away. Several days are needed
before attempting to use the reverse spell. After all, if the body is
changed, it must be drastic. It is very hard on those who experience
it. I should know. I was unconscious almost two days.
"But, as for the girl downstairs, I will keep her as a woman as long as
we have her, then change her back when she is ransomed and we can send
her back. Then, what's his name? Charles deLigny? He will reappear, you
might say, and we will send him back to his father."
I reminded them about my past experience with the senior deLigny.
"Perhaps we should just release him."
"You seem to be making an unusual relationship with the deLignys," my
brother laughed. "No, let's get some ransom. Money's always useful."
That was reasonable. I had spared Maurice's son. In turn he had
released me. We owed each other nothing.
I tossed and turned that night, the strange revelations running through
my mind.
We were all so affected by my other's revelations that William and
james Seton noticed our mood the next morning, but we could not tell
them and soon after sunrise they left with their men. They took half
the attackers' horses and most of the weapons.
Later, I asked my mother about our prisoner. "She will not wake for
another day, but do you want to see her?" my mother asked.
The girl was still unconscious, but looked peaceful. "She looks totally
a girl, " I wondered aloud.
"Oh yes, I checked. And you said you saw breasts on her. She is a
woman, totally. She could even bear children. I have. She looks as if
she is about eighteen."
"Yes, that would have been Charles deLigny's' age."
I hoped we might get some relief from studies, but my mother has us
both, even Annabelle, at reading practice the next morning, as if there
had been no threat at all to our lives just a few days earlier.
Fortunately in the afternoon she allowed me to spend some more time
helping the tenants at rebuilding, and then later at arms practice. My
mind wasn't on the practice. I kept thinking of the girl.
The next day my mother summoned me. "Anselm, I think the girl is now
beginning to wake up. Do you want to see her?"
I was still bewildered by the events and their implications, but my
curiosity got the better of me and I agreed.
I studied the girl as she lay sprawled on the bed. Her outer clothes
had been removed and she was wearing only a smock my mother had given
her. She was obviously a girl, but her face was spoiled by some male
hair on her upper lip and chin. Her neck was long and two bulges on her
chest pushed out her smock. Her hands were small and when my mother
removed her footwear I saw her feet were small and delicate too.
The girl was giving little movements, her body twisting with occasional
jerks of her limbs and making little sounds half way between groans and
sighs.
"I'm glad she's waking," said my mother. "She's pretty or will be. It
would be a pity for her to die."
The girl seemed to be evenly featured enough but her face was covered
with reddish blotches and her eyes were crusted. I watched as my mother
gently washed her face." I'm only doing what someone did for me all
those years ago," she said when I commented.
The girl gave a small gasp and a bit more movement. When she muttered
something, it was a girl's voice, despite its hoarseness.
Next, her eyes began to flicker and it looked like she was finally
beginning to wake up. "She'll probably be thirsty," said my mother "Why
don't you try giving her some water?"
I looked at my mother, taken aback as I did not want to touch this
changeling, but she gestured irritably. "Go on! What are you waiting
for? Help the poor girl!"
I held some water to her lips but she spluttered and coughed and her
eyes flicked open. It looked as if she was trying to speak but could
not. When I offered her more water she managed to swallow a little,
then drank eagerly as I gently tipped the cup to her lips. "Where am
I?' she whispered. "What has happened?" She peered at me. "Andrew
Budrose? What are you doing here? What has happened?"
"You and your forces were laying siege to this castle. "I said. "You
were defeated and now you are our prisoner. You are in our castle."
Her hands went to her face, and she gave a groan of despair, but in
seconds she took her hands from her face and stared at them. She
frowned. "What's happened to my hands? They are small!" She examined
her fingers. "They look slimmer!"
No wonder! Her hands were small, her fingers were long and slim and her
arms were smooth and rounded.
Before I could think of a reply she gave a series of gasps, changing to
a cry of terror when she looked down at her chest. "Aahh! What's that?"
She clutched her hands to her chest. She lifted up her smock and began
to scream. Once more I saw the bulges of female breasts and rosy
nipples, but this time my mother took me quickly by the arm. "Anselm,
better you leave now. She's a woman, so give her some privacy.
Annabelle and I will see to her. She has a lot to discover about
herself and we have much to tell her. "
"But..." was all I managed to say before I was thrust out the door.
Behind me I heard escalating shrieks and howls.
I had much to occupy myself and it was near noon when my mother
reappeared. I was sitting with my father while he told me more details
about the terrible events in France when he and my mother, as the man
she had been wronged, and then plotted their revenge against their
enemies.
"I think she has settled down again," my mother said.
I thought that the girl had not actually screamed much. Had it happened
to me, I would have howled as long as my strength lasted.
"How was she?" my father asked.
"She is shocked, of course, but she did not resist when I undressed her
and washed her. She's also started to lose any male facial hair and on
her chest. I believe that happens soon after girls wake up from the
spell. Not that she had much anyway on her face or on her chest! She's
been left with the hair a normal woman would have, well, except for her
head. It's much too short but she will wear a headpiece over it anyway.
"I've explained to her about the book. Like all of you she was shocked,
frightened too. I also took away all the male clothes. She would have
looked ridiculous in them. I gave her women's clothes, some of mine and
some of Annabelle's."
"Didn't she object?" I asked.
"She was unsure, but she accepted it. She'd be glad to get out of the
male clothes. They didn't fit her any longer and they were very dirty.
She's a pretty girl and they didn't flatter her either. "
I thought that if I had been changed to a woman, wearing clothes that
flattered me would be the last thing on my mind.
'"But what are we going to do with her while we start negotiations?"
asked my father.
"Just as you would do with any hostage! We will have to look after her.
She is a prisoner, but she is noble so we should give her the treatment
appropriate to her rank. When we contact her father and ask for a
ransom we need say nothing about her changes. After we get the ransom I
will change her back with the reverse spell."
My mother grinned. "Oh yes, she will have to read it herself. I can't,
even after all these years it may make me into a man again and that is
something I certainly do not want! I doubt that Annabelle would want to
either. She's happy with her new looks. While we're waiting for the
ransom, I will keep her as a woman and in woman's clothes. She will
probably be even better controlled that way."
This was a bewildering turn of events. Some days previously the
prisoner had been an enemy. We would have killed each other with hardly
a second thought. Now she was to be treated as a guest in our household
until she was sent back. I made up my mind to watch her as the less she
saw of our weapons and our defenses the better.
So, in a few days the girl joined us at our meals. She was ill at ease
at first, understandably, just as we were, yet she adapted to her
strange imprisonment much faster than I would have thought. I was
puzzled as I had expected continuing fits, cries and sullenness but her
spirits seemed to lighten day by day. We had, of course, a minor
problem, what to call her! Charles was inappropriate. When we asked her
she thought for a minute. Blushing slightly and prettily, she
answered." You should call me Joan. I've always liked that name."
Now that she was recovered it was time to contact Maurice deLigny. We
decided to send a letter to him saying that his son was our hostage but
would be escorted back to English controlled lands upon payment of a
ransom.
We explained to Joan what would happen but instead of pleasing her it
sent her into a depressed and troubled mood, even more so when the
letter finally went off with Tam. He was to deliver it to the English
garrison at Carlisle under a flag of truce. It would eventually find
its way to Maurice deLigny.
I was both suspicious and careful of her, and I made it my job to watch
over Joan any time she was out of the castle buildings. At first she
spent much time with my mother and sister, but gradually their
surveillance slackened and she was allowed to walk in the lands around
the castle. Always suspicious, I accompanied her.
I had intended to simply act as her guard, but gradually we began to
talk more and more andiIt did not take long before I actually looked
forward to my times with her, although her moods were changeable.
Sometimes she seemed almost lighthearted. Other times, she seemed
depressed.
One day I decided to take her riding. She laughed when she had to sit
sidesaddle, "I've never done this before." It brought back to me that
this graceful young woman had once been a man, and would be again when
released. We began talking as we rode together.
"I last saw you two years ago after the battle. What have you been
doing since then?" I asked.
"Probably much the same as you! But I am, or I was, an eldest son. "
She gave a wry smile and looked down at her female body. "I have two
younger brothers, Edward and Richard. They are keen on fighting but I
would prefer to tend to my estate. Too much time is spent at warfare, a
drain on our time and energy!" She sighed. " Unfortunately warfare and
its skills are needed in these times so my father wanted me to get more
experience. I'll need that if I am going to succeed him. The raiding
party had been under the charge of a relative of my father. And when he
heard they were going to attack Blackhaugh he was even keener to get me
involved. I think he remembered you. I had been delayed with some other
matters so I only joined the besieging forces the day before you
attacked."
I explained how I had gone to get help from William Seton.
"You are a resourceful man, and a brave one, Andrew."
I was pleased with her compliment. "Your father was generous to release
me when he had me under his control."
"You were generous to spare me! What do you see in your future, Andrew?
Do you think you will stay here at Blackhaugh?
I shrugged. "I don't know. It's Alexander who will inherit these lands.
I could serve him, I suppose. W