"Happy birthday dear Rachel..." The assembled crowd sang as the
birthday girl cringed behind her voluminous blonde hair, "happy
birthday to you... To you... To you... To you to you to you... To
you... To you... To you to you to you!" Rachel giggled at the crowd's
use of the tune of Cyndi Lauper's hit 'Girl Just Wanna Have Fun' to
extend her embarrassment further, before brushing her hair out of her
face and blowing out the 29 candles that had been placed on her cake-
which was, of course, shaped exactly like the hat she and all her
friends wore as part of their uniform.
"Oh my god, thank you all so much!" Rachel squeaked.
"Speech!" Natalie yelled, laughing as Rachel replied with a stern glare
and a middle finger.
"Oh, alright then..." Rachel laughed. "Thank you all so much for
coming, it really means a lot to know that I have such great friends-
no, such a great FAMILY."
"I think that's my cue for the next song," Stuart- the party's DJ- said
with a chuckle, making everyone present cheer as the opening bars of
Sister Sledge's 'We are Family' filled the room.
"Happy birthday, babe," Danny- Rachel's boyfriend- said, giving her a
long kiss as he led her to one of the many sofas in the vast room.
"Hope you like the party... Kinda had to pull a few strings, owe a few
favours to get Charlotte to lend us her house for the night, especially
as there was another party here two days ago."
"It's perfect," Rachel giggled, returning her boyfriend's kiss. "Even
if I am wearing the most ridiculous costume of all time." Danny giggled
as Rachel gestured to her slender body, which was wrapped in a pair of
shiny nude tights, leg warmers, trainers, a ridiculously tight black
leotard and a ridiculously baggy grey sweater. Her face was made-up
with bright, multi-coloured make-up, her usual gold studs had been
replaced by huge, tacky plastic earrings and her hair had been primped
so much it stuck out several inches from her head in a perfect
recreation of a 1980s hairstyle.
"I think you look hot," Danny said with a grin. "Besides, every other
girl in the room is wearing the same thing, right?" Rachel smiled as
she glanced round the room at all her friends- Jessica, Paige, Natalie,
Zoe, Anna-Jade, Annabelle, Abbey and many more- all of whom were
wearing the same tights, the same leotard and the same ridiculous
cosmetics as her.
"...I guess," Rachel sighed. "God knows it's no worse than what I
usually wear to work, heh."
"That's the... Spirit? I guess?" Danny giggled. "Babe... What's up?
It's your birthday, enjoy being the centre of attention!"
"It's the last birthday of my twenties," Rachel snorted. "365 days from
now, I'll be thirty. THIRTY. I don't wanna be thirty!"
"Rachel..." Danny laughed. "Okay, your driving licence says 'twenty-
nine' but trust me, you look, like, nineteen. Especially in that make-
up and that leotard!"
"Yeah..." Rachel sighed. "But you don't know the employee rules for
Soixante-Trois. 'Thirty' also means 'no longer a stewardess'."
"They can't do that, surely?" Danny asked. "That's discrimination of
age, and besides, you're the face of the Sky Angels, aren't you?"
"The show that got dropped like a bad smell?" Rachel snorted. "That
only showed three out of the six shows that were filmed?"
"O... Kay..." Danny grimaced. "But you're still one of the most
experienced stewardesses of them all, they can't just fire you for
turning thirty, can they?"
"Oh, they won't fire me," Rachel says. "Usually we get reassigned to
different roles, either in management or the front desk... And god
knows THAT won't happen either. Still, at least when I go, it means
that there'll be a supervisor position up for grabs, and I know that'll
go into deserving hands."
"I dunno," Danny sighed as he stared across the room to where a blonde
American woman and a raven-haired Scottish woman were dancing with each
other. "Reckon there might be some competition for the role."
"I hope not," Rachel sighed. "That's the last thing they need right
now..."
Jessica had a wide grin on her bright red lips as she danced with her
lover, giggling as their leotard-clad bodies came into contact with
each other. After eleven months on oestrogen, she filled out her
leotard well- her hips and backside were considerably shapelier than
they were when she helped to celebrate Rachel's 28th birthday, and her
breasts had even started to grow to somewhere between an A and a B cup.
Jessica still wore a padded bra to give her extra shape whilst at work,
of course, but even without it, her body convincingly passed for
female... But was still nowhere near as convincing as Paige's body.
Paige's body had been under the influence of oestrogen for twenty-one
months, and from the outside, it was impossible to tell that it had
ever not been. Paige didn't need to wear a padded bra at work. She
didn't even need to wear a corset to give her the hourglass shape that
the company demanded from its employees. Her skin was soft and smooth,
her legs were long and slender, and her face- which had always had a
feminine shape- just completed the 'illusion'. The only concession
Paige made to her old life was the cache sex she wore underneath her
leotard- though she had already investigated having the surgery to
render that unnecessary. The only things stopping Paige from going
ahead and booking the surgery was the possibility that she might be
promoted by the company- and the effect it would have on her
relationship.
True to their word, neither Jessica nor Paige had discussed marriage,
or even getting engaged, in the six months since Jessica's disastrous
first proposal in New York. Both women carried on with their
relationship as though nothing had happened, though the strain it was
causing was obvious- not just to Jessica and Paige, but to their
friends as well. As much as they tried to put on brave faces in public,
Jessica and Paige knew that their relationship was hanging by a thread-
and they knew that everyone else knew as well.
"Ugh," Natalie spat as she snuggled up to Zoe on one of the room's many
sofas. "Breaks my heart..."
"Aww," Zoe cooed. "They'll be okay. They fell in love at first sight,
did they not? That's powerful. More powerful than anything. And I
should know!" Natalie giggled wickedly as Zoe gently stroked the
stretchy material of her costume. "...Are you wearing my leotard
AGAIN?"
"...And here I was thinking this was a partnership," Natalie pouted
with mock-offence, before giggling and giving Zoe a long, soft kiss.
"Besides, you own about a hundred, you can spare one, right?"
"This is the fifth one this month," Zoe snorted. "And you don't know
what YOU'LL be getting tomorrow, Miss Nearly Birthday Girl!" Natalie
giggled yet again as Zoe reciprocated her kiss. "I am surprised that
you didn't want a big, fancy party of your own..."
"They did actually offer me one," Natalie said. "Was going to have a
'Manchester' theme. So pictures of Coronation Street, lots of Oasis
playing... And a huge mural featuring the likes of Alex Ferguson, Eric
Cantona, David Beckham, Wayne Rooney..."
"Ugh," Zoe spat. "Well, apart from Cantona, of course."
"They'd actually designed it, too," Natalie laughed. "Were about to
send it to the printers and everything."
"So you thought," Zoe giggled, "'I'll have a proper Manchester-themed
birthday... By going home to Manchester'?"
"You know me so well," Natalie laughed, giving Zoe a long, slow kiss as
the party continued to heave in front of them.
By 11pm, the party had all but dissipated as the women returned to
their homes ahead of a full day at work, or a full day of travelling.
"Goddd," Paige giggled as she peeled the skin-tight leotard from her
glistening body. "Never thought I'd ever NOT like a pair of tights,
heh! Think my legs have suffocated..."
"They look healthy to me," Jessica cooed, making Paige giggle even
harder before throwing the sweat-stained hose at the American girl.
"And it could be worse, Rachel originally wanted a 'Pride and
Prejudice' theme for her party instead of 'eighties', so you could've
been stood here for an hour removing about fifty underskirts and a
hundred corsets."
"Are there any girl costumes that don't involve leotards, tights or
corsets?" Paige asked.
"I hope not," Jessica replied, earning the loudest giggle yet from her
Scottish lover. "God, the last two years I can't even begin to count
the number of different costume parties I've been to. Before I started
for the company, only dressing up I'd ever do was Halloween... And even
then I never wore the costumes I REALLY wanted. I was always a zombie,
or a mummy, whilst all the girls in my class dressed up as witches or
cats or [s**t] like that."
"I never even dressed up for Halloween," Paige sighed. "20 years as a
man and all I have from that life are regrets. But I'm now 27 months as
a woman, 21 on oestrogen, and zero regrets. You?"
"Well-" Jessica began, hesitating as she recalled the one regret she
had about her life as a woman- her actions on top of the Empire State
Building over six months earlier. "...No. No regrets." Paige smiled as
she and Jessica shared a long, deep kiss before collapsing into bed
together, though she could immediately tell that Jessica was lying, and
she knew exactly what the American girl was thinking of as well.
As she tried to get to sleep, Paige found her imagining- not for the
first time- how different her life would be if she had accepted
Jessica's proposal. The tension would be gone from her relationship,
but in its place would be a different type of tension.
Paige unquestioningly adored Jessica. She was in love with her in a way
she never thought possible, but even despite this, Paige never thought
that Jessica was perfect. The American girl had a level of obsession
that Paige couldn't imagine, and often couldn't tolerate. For Jessica,
everything had to be perfect all the time. She had set routines for
doing EVERYTHING, which drove Paige just as mad as her own disorganised
way of life drove Jessica. Paige loved chaos and noise- her idea of a
perfect night out is hitting as many clubs as possible and drinking
until she could barely stand, whilst Jessica much preferred to stay in,
snuggle up on the sofa with a single bottle of wine and her Netflix
account. Paige had been born in a quiet town near Loch Lomond, whilst
Jessica had grown up in a big, sprawling American city, and the
Scottish girl had always thought that they'd both been born into each
other's lives by mistake.
...And yet, Paige still adored every single part of Jessica. During
Rachel's party, 'Opposites Attract' by Paula Abdul had played, and
Paige mused on how appropriate it was for their relationship. If she
had accepted Jessica's proposal, she knew that she'd be forced to spend
every free moment going over every nanosecond of the ceremony in
meticulous detail, from the accent of the person performing the
ceremony to the exact number of beads on their wedding dresses-
possibly even the exact number of atoms in the beads. It would've
driven Paige mad... But wouldn't have stopped her from loving Jessica.
If anything, she'd have loved the American girl even more- if such a
thing was possible.
Jessica blinked twice as she woke up to shake the tiredness out of her
eyes and to focus on Paige's slumbering face for as long as she can,
before she too was woken by the loud alarm clock. The peaceful look on
Paige's face only lasted mere seconds, however, before her nose
twitched and her smile was replaced by a tired, frustrated frown.
"Morning, beautiful," Jessica whispered, kissing Paige on her lips.
"Morning, sexy," Paige giggled. "You take the shower first- I don't fly
until later."
"Oh, aye!" Jessica said in an unconvincing Scottish accent. "Happy St
Andrews Day, bonny lass!"
"Don't- really, just don't," Paige giggled. "Burns' Night was bad
enough, heh!"
"You've got to be looking forward to Glasgow today, though?" Jessica
asked. "Will you be seeing your parents while you're there, or your
sisters?"
"Sadly no, and thank god, no, in that order," Paige giggled. "Kinda
wish I was going to Malaga with you..."
"I wish that too," Jessica whispered. "I'll, um, I'll go shower-"
"Yeah," Paige whispered as Jessica headed into the apartment's small
bathroom, where she let out a long, tired sigh.
When she'd first been told that the daily lives of her and her
colleagues would be recorded for a reality TV show, Jessica had been
horrified. All her life, she had hated merely watching shows such as
Jersey Shore, The Only Way is Essex or The Angels, and suddenly become
the potential star of one made the American girl's blood run cold.
However, she tolerated the intrusion of the cameras into her life, and
by the end of filming, she had even grown to enjoy it, all because of
one thing- Paige.
Unlike Jessica, Paige couldn't get enough reality TV. She could easily
name all the 'stars' of each show in the order in which they joined,
and even owned some of the shows' merchandise. And whilst Jessica might
not have loved the shows, she did love Paige, and she did love Paige's
infectious enthusiasm for the filming. Once filming had ended, Paige-
and many of the other girls- spent the months leading up to the
broadcast in a state of near-frenzy about their brush with fame.
Jessica, however, was only mildly amused, and in many ways was hoping
that she wouldn't appear on-screen- though all that changed on the day
of her 24th birthday, when Paige rejected her proposal.
All of a sudden, the reality show had gone from a source of mild
amusement to Jessica, to the potential solution to all her relationship
problems. If the show had shown her and Paige in a loving relationship
with each other, it'd show the world- and more importantly, themselves-
that they were destined to be together. But that didn't happen. In
fact, not only were Jessica and Paige's relationship not featured-
despite them both being interviewed about it- but neither girl appeared
in the episodes at all beyond a ten second soundbite each at the start
of an episode. Jessica held out hope that the three remaining episodes
of the show- which had been pre-empted- would contain the missing
scenes, but as time wore on and the episodes proved to be less and less
likely to be broadcast, Jessica's hope diminished, and with it, her
belief that she could repair her relationship to where it had been
before the proposal.
Jessica resolved to do the only thing she could do- to love Paige, and
make sure that the Scottish girl knew just how much she loved her.
"Ready?" Paige asked as she stood before Jessica in her form-fitting,
knee-length black dress.
"Always," Jessica said confidently, before leaning in to give Paige a
long, deep kiss, making the Scottish girl moan with pleasure as she
gently caressed her growing breasts.
At the airport, both girls paid close attention to each other as they
changed into their uniforms- red for Jessica, blue for Paige- and both
wished that they could just have had that one morning in bed together,
free of stress or worry. However, both girls had work to do, and no
matter how much of a struggle it would be, they had to push their
relationship worries to the back of their mind as they set about
serving the passengers who were flying with Soixante-Trois Airlines.
"Bon anniversaire..." Zoe whispered in the sleeping Natalie's ear,
making the northern girl smile as she slowly woke up. "Annabelle and
Abbey have already gone out, the flat is all ours and our train to
Manchester isn't for another hour..."
"Yeah..." Natalie said dreamily. "...But we should probably get up. If
I have less than twenty minutes to get ready, I'll have to go up as
'Matthew', and today is NATALIE's birthday!"
"Damn right," Zoe giggled, giving her lover a kiss before skipping
toward their shower.
An hour later, the two women were stood in the main concourse of London
Euston Station, both dressed in warm sweaters, short, tight skirts,
thick black tights and warm, padded ankle booties. Zoe giggled as
Natalie firmly pressed her slender fingers into the French girl's
buttocks, before reciprocating the action and making Natalie giggle.
The two women's laughter only grew louder and more self-confident as
passers-by regarded their public displays of affection with dark,
disapproving stares.
"D'you reckon they'd be any happier if I told them I had a penis?"
Natalie asked, making Zoe snort with laughter.
"Only one way to know for sure," Zoe replied, making Natalie laugh.
"I'm really looking forward to seeing your parents again. Will your
sisters be there too?"
"Hopefully," Natalie answered. "And no, they haven't signed up for
ballet class yet. Their brother is more of a ballerina than they are,
heh."
"Their SISTER," Zoe corrected the Mancunian woman.
"Most of the time, anyway," Natalie shrugged as the two women boarded
their train. "And 'Matthew' isn't THAT bad, is he?"
"Bits of him," Zoe giggled as she gave Natalie's thigh a gentle
squeeze. "Dieu... I don't know how you do it, Natalie."
"How I do... What?" Natalie asked. "Pull on tights? You're a ballet
teacher, I'd have thought that was the first thing-"
"You know what I mean," Zoe sighed. "You see girls like Jessica, Paige
and Abbey, the way they feel and stress about their girl lives, but
you- you-"
"Yeah, I know what you mean," Natalie said, letting out a tired laugh.
"And I do feel for them, I really do. They're my friends. Heh, they are
like sisters to me, all of them. Yes, even Rachel. She's the bossy
older sister I'm glad I never had!"
"Remind me of that," Zoe snorted, remembering her childhood with her
bossy older sister. "But what I'm- ugh, this is a bad question,
especially for your birthday..."
"No, you can ask me anything, you know that," Natalie said softly.
"...Do you think you'll always be Natalie?" Zoe asked. "Because I know
I've asked this before, but you always changed the subject, and- I
mean, I love you, I love Natalie, but I love Matthew... I love YOU,
Natalie AND Matthew."
"I don't know," Natalie said, interrupting her lover. "I genuinely
don't. I'm just taking it one day at a time, that's all."
"Does the same apply to us, to me and you?" Zoe asked. "Because I think
about us a lot, where we're going..."
"No..." Natalie whispered, giving her lover a gentle cuddle. "Me and
you... You are the single most perfect woman in the world. You laugh at
my jokes, we love the same things, you've been a dancer for almost
twenty years so physically, you can't get any hotter, and that
accent..."
"Merci," Zoe giggled.
"...And most importantly," Natalie said, "You don't mind the fact that
your boyfriend spends all of his or her time dressed in the same
clothing as you. Except when I steal your leotards, obviously."
"You ARE the most perfect lover ever," Zoe laughed. "When I used to be
a dancer- an actual dancer, not just a teacher- I saw one of the male
dancers. You would think he would be sensitive, cultured, that he
would, ugh, what's the word... Appreciate his woman. But he was like a
rugby player."
"I've played rugby before," Natalie shrugged.
"You're 1.7 metres and the body of a toothpick," Zoe retorted. "Which
is much better. All women should have a man who she can share his make-
up and who steals her leotards, hehe!" Natalie giggled and gave her
lover a soft kiss as the train left the station, ferrying them toward
the north...
"Thank you for flying with Soixante-Trois Airlines!" Rachel said as the
passengers disembarked. "Enjoy your stay, we hope to see you again
soon!" The second the final passenger left the plane, Rachel returned
to the interior of the plane and let out a long, tired sigh.
"You okay?" Paige asked as she began the task of clearing the plane,
ready for its next flight.
"I think I overdid the cake last night," Rachel moaned as she took
several deep breaths. "Or overdid this damned corset this morning..."
"Why didn't you just take the week off?" Paige asked. "I hate working
either side of my birthday."
"Not that easy for supervisors," Rachel sighed. "Only one of us can be
off at a time, and I didn't get in fast enough."
"Well, at least you'll know for next time..." Paige said, trailing off
as she realised that for Rachel, there wouldn't be a 'next time'.
"...Ah."
"Yes, 'ah'," Rachel sighed. "That's also why I need to work as many
hours as possible, need to suck up as hard as I can to management to
get a plumb assignment. Knowing them they'll be just as happy to have
me scrubbing the [f**king] toilets."
"Or worse yet, alphabetising Jacques Lacroix's jockstraps or
something," Paige snorted, making Rachel shudder at the thought.
"Think I need to shower after that thought," Rachel laughed. "Though at
least he IS keeping his distance after the tutu project, heh. Anyway,
why are we wasting time talking about that turd? It's St Andrews Day
and you're a Scottish girl in Scotland, go and relax, see if you can
meet up with your parents or something, we're not due to head back to
London for several hours."
"Ehh... I'll be seeing my parents at Christmas, anyway," Paige replied.
"Besides, all they'd want to talk about is- well, you know..."
"All the more reason to go and talk to them, I'd have thought," Rachel
retorted.
"Seriously, not right now," Paige sighed.
"Not ever?" Rachel asked, making the Scottish girl sigh loudly.
"The future... I don't want to think about it. I just want to focus on
right now, you know?" Paige replied.
"Yeah," Rachel mumbled. "I know that feeling. And then, before you know
it, you're twenty-nine and having to face all the tough decisions you
put off earlier in your life." Paige remained silent as Rachel signed
off on the flight, before following her and the rest of the cabin crew
to the small employee lounge at Glasgow Airport, where she tried her
hardest to avoid thinking about the many issues that were plaguing her
life...
"Happy birthday!" Natalie yelled, startling her mother as she opened
her door.
"Get- you daft little sod," Natalie's mother snorted in her thick
Manchester accent, giving her daughter a playful whack with the
magazine she was holding. "And happy birthday. Come on in, your sisters
are both here. Both took the day off especially to see you. Both of
you."
"Thank you, Madame Briggs," Zoe said shyly as she followed Natalie into
the small terraced house.
After dropping off their overnight bags, Natalie and Zoe headed into
the cramped living room, where Zoe couldn't help but giggle as Natalie
practically launched herself at her two younger sisters, wrapping both
of them in tight hugs. Even though she'd met them before, Zoe always
marvelled at how much the two young women resembled Natalie, especially
when none of them looked like Natalie's older brother. What entertained
Zoe the most, though, was that both of Natalie's sisters wore dangly,
ostentatious earrings in their lobes- just like their sister.
"Like them?" Ellen- the older of Natalie's two sisters- said, playfully
tossing her hair around to give Natalie a better view of her earrings.
"I was going to give them to you for your birthday, but I figured I
owed myself a treat for putting up with you for all these years!"
"Shocked and appalled," Natalie said, holding her hand to her chest in
mock-offence before bursting out in a loud fit of laughter. "Seriously
though, presents, now."
"Keep your knickers on," Ellen teased her older sister.
"It won't be as much as the last few years as this one STILL hasn't got
a job," Mrs. Briggs said, making Ellen cringe with embarrassment.
"I've got interviews lined up," Ellen mumbled. "Reckon I'll have
something within the next... Oh, three months?"
"Ah, so I'll get crap Christmas presents too?" Natalie asked, giggling
as her mother gave her a playful slap on the back of the head.
"Not my fault I've got a massive student debt, blame the bloody Tories
for that," Ellen snorted.
"And no politics when we have guests!" Mrs. Briggs chastised her
daughter. "You should've thought about getting a career BEFORE starting
your degree, not after you graduated!"
"Yes, mum," Ellen sighed as her sisters giggled.
"This must have been a fun house when you were all growing up!" Zoe
said, barely suppressing a giggle of her own.
"Try 'madhouse'," Mrs. Briggs snorted. "Still, I suppose in a way it
helped... We were so used to it that when Matthew came down the stairs
in a dress and asked to be called 'Natalie' we barely even blinked."
"You've got to admit," Natalie said with a smug grin, "'Natalie' is a
much better daughter than 'Matthew' was a son."
"'Matthew' wasn't THAT bad," Mrs. Briggs said as she went into kitchen
to prepare drinks for the four young women. "Okay, he was a little shit
most of the time, but he was MY little shit."
"And I always will be," Natalie said with a smug smile that made even
her mother snort with laughter. "Now seriously, come on, presents!"
"We're not going to wait for dad or Greg, then?" Sasha- Natalie's
youngest sister- asked in a quiet, timid voice.
"I'll open their presents when they get here," Natalie said with a
laugh. "Come on... we carted them all the way from London..."
"Giving us all the wrapping paper to deal with?" Mrs. Briggs asked.
"Consider THAT one of your presents by itself! ...Go on, then." Natalie
giggled excitedly as Zoe and her sisters handed her several piles of
gifts that she eagerly unwrapped.
Once she had finished unwrapping, Natalie let out a long, satisfied
sigh, before staring happily at the large pile of presents to her
right. In addition to the usual clothes and make-up sets, she also
(despite what Ellen had earlier said) received several pairs of
earrings, along with other jewellery including a silver bracelet and a
slender choker. However, 'Matthew' had also received gifts for 'his'
birthday, including men's clothes and toiletries, and several football
DVDs- and Natalie was as grateful for these gifts as she was for her
earrings. Natalie's favourite gifts were a pair of Manchester City
football shirts- one a men's shirt with 'M Briggs 24' on the back, the
other a women's shirt in a near-identical size with 'N Briggs 24' on
the back.
"We told the sports shop we were buying them for twins," Sasha said
smugly. "Which, in a way, I guess we were!"
"I'm bigendered, not schizophrenic!" Natalie laughed, making her
youngest sister blush. "I am really, really grateful, though. Not just
for the gifts, but for all of you. Thank you all so, so much."
"How long can you stay up here?" Ellen asked.
"Only tonight," Natalie sighed. "I've got the whole week off work but
Zoe could only get tonight."
"I did tell Natalie she could stay up here without me," Zoe said in a
quiet, embarrassed voice.
"Noooo," Mrs. Briggs replied. "That's just not right, you're a couple,
you should go everywhere together!"
"Where do you work, Zoe?" Sasha asked. "I know Natalie told me you
don't work for your airline anymore..."
"I left work there almost a year ago!" Zoe giggled. "I teach advanced
ballet, like I did before I started working for Soixante-Trois."
"Didn't you see the photo on my Facebook of me in a tutu and pointe
shoes?" Natalie asked her sister, who blushed yet again. "Probably
never going to dance on stage, but it's something off the bucket list,
at least."
"Have you put on any shows, Zoe?" Mrs. Briggs asked.
"From our school?" Zoe replied. "A few. The usual, like Swan Lake and
Cinderella, but Krystie and I have choreographed our own one from the
beginning that we call 'La Soixante-Troisieme Papillon' that we're
actually performing next week."
"...Sixty-third butterfly?" Ellen asked, earning a smile from the
Frenchwoman.
"Ooh, vous parlez fran?ais?" Zoe asked. "La plupart des filles de ma
classe ne savent pas ce que cela signifie papillon!"
"Je ne suis pas couramment, mais je re?ois par," Ellen replied. "Mais
j'ai un A ? GCSE. Essay? d' aller ? l'universit?."
"My girls have always had a gift for languages," Mrs. Briggs said with
pride in her voice. "Part of the reason we're a proud 'remain'
household."
"Ah-ah-ah," Natalie said smugly. "What did we say about talking
politics when we had guests?"
"...Go and take your bags upstairs, you little pest," Mrs. Briggs
laughed, making Natalie giggle even harder as she hauled hers and Zoe's
suitcases up to the room where they'd be staying for the night.
"Thank you for letting us stay," Zoe said quietly after Natalie left.
"Like I said, you're practically family!" Mrs. Briggs replied.
"And I don't mind sleeping on the sofa for one night, I really don't,"
Ellen said with a mock sigh, before laughing as mother gave her a
playful whack with a cushion.
"It's just..." Zoe said with a grimace. "I know some families who would
not accept having a transgendered child. Some of my students' families,
in fact."
"Umm... Is Natalie REALLY transgendered?" Sasha asked quietly. "I mean,
I remember reading about that singer who said she was taking hormones,
but wasn't, then was, and Natalie's never, umm..."
"She's changed her legal name to 'Natalie'," Zoe said. "She came here
wearing a skirt, and make-up... She seems transgendered to me."
"Whatever makes her happy, makes us happy," Mrs. Briggs said firmly,
letting Zoe know that she'd just been told all she needed to know.
"Of course," Zoe said with a laugh. "But more importantly... The two of
you never studied ballet?" Zoe giggled smugly as Ellen and Sasha
blushed and the girls' mother laughed, letting Zoe know that for all
their differences, she was just as accepted as 'Natalie' was.
Paige let out a long sigh as she and Rachel opened the front door of
their empty flat, before kicking off her heels and flopping heavily
onto the sofa.
"One would almost think you didn't love your homeland," Rachel teased
the black-haired girl. "And on St Andrew's Day, too..."
"I'm just glad I didn't come back to the smell of haggis cooking,"
Paige retorted, making Rachel laugh. "It's rank enough as it is without
Jessica trying- and failing- to cook it."
"Aww," Rachel cooed as she headed to her bedroom to change from her
dress into a comfortable pair of jeans and a sweater. "I kinda liked it
back in January... And you have to admit, it WAS a nice gesture from
her."
"I guess," Paige sighed.
"And was no different than your attempt to celebrate the fourth of
July!" Rachel reminded the Scottish girl, who smiled at the memory.
"Aye, true," Paige laughed. "You staying here tonight, then?" Paige and
Rachel both laughed as a knock came from the apartment's front door.
"Guess that answers that question, then..." Rachel giggled as she
skipped over the front door, where she exchanged a long kiss with her
tired-looking boyfriend.
"Hey, stud!" Rachel giggled, giving Danny another kiss.
"Hey, babe!" The dark-haired young man replied. "Sorry, I would've been
here earlier, but got caught up at work..."
"You've only been in the job a month," Rachel snorted. "But you're
already complaining about it? Can I just remind you that this IS your
dream job?"
"Technically," Danny shrugged as he led Rachel out to his car.
"What 'technically'?" Rachel teased. "What did you say to Jonathan
again, 'my dream job is sitting around in jeans all day updating
Facebook'?"
"I should've specified MY Facebook," Danny retorted. "Before he put me
in charge of, like, fifty social media accounts. He's even got me
updating Pinterest, for crying out loud."
"Let me know if you see any good brownie recipes," Rachel teased.
"And besides," Danny retorted, "all you've done for the last two months
is complain about YOUR job!"
"I've been there five and a half years, I'm entitled," Rachel moaned.
"True," Danny replied. "But from what I understand, before we met, you
were practically a management mouthpiece- uhh, no offence, um, love
you?"
"Nah, I was," Rachel sighed. "If I still was, maybe I wouldn't hate it
as much..."
"Jobs come and go, but friendships last forever?" Danny asked,
grimacing as Rachel nodded. "On the flipside, though, you can't eat
friendships."
"You sound like my mum," Rachel snorted, making her boyfriend grimace
yet again.
"I'll, um, I'll concentrate on the road," Danny mumbled.
A couple of hours later, back at the girls' apartment, Paige smiled as
the front door opened and her American lover stepped through.
"Hi honey, you're home!" Paige giggled in a phony American accent.
"Hey," Jessica said in a tired voice, giving her lover a kiss before
heading to the bedroom to get changed. "How was Glasgow?"
"Cold and wet, same as always," Paige giggled. "Would've given anything
to swap flights with you today."
"You're on for red flights next week, aren't you?" Jessica asked.
"Might even get a tan in December, heh."
"'Tan', aye," Paige laughed, before letting out a long sigh as Jessica
emerged from their bedroom wearing a short tartan dress and a Tam o'
shanter.
"Didn't think I wouldn't do something, did you?" Jessica asked as she
did a twirl in her dress.
"Kinda HOPED you wouldn't," Paige mumbled, earning a sigh and a frown
from her American lover.
"Paige..." Jessica moaned.
"Seriously, have I even celebrated St Andrew's Day the last two years?"
Paige asked. "Burns Night was bad enough..."
"...I'm trying to make an effort, you know?" Jessica sighed. "I love
you, and I love the fact that you're Scottish, that it's a part of you,
and I- I just want to celebrate, well, YOU, you know?"
"It's not that I'm not grateful," Paige sighed. "It's just- gah. It's a
bit too much, you know?"
"And your party on the fourth of July wasn't?" Jessica asked, earning
an angry stare from Paige.
"Let's- let's just get some sleep, we've both got work tomorrow," Paige
said, removing her make-up before changing into a pair of warm pink
pyjamas and climbing into bed, where she rolled over and quickly fell
asleep. Jessica followed the Scottish girl mere minutes later, and let
out a long, exasperated sigh as she tried vainly to get comfortable.
As a child, Jessica had only ever received one piece of relationship
advice from her parents- and that was to never go to bed on an
argument. As Jessica stared at the back of Paige's head in the gloom of
their bedroom, she silently cursed at herself for ignoring that advice-
and cursed at Paige too for forcing the situation to happen. It seemed
to Jessica that every time she tried to make an extra effort, Paige
just threw it back in her face, and in the six months since she
rejected her proposal, Jessica found the Scottish girl more and more
frustrating with every passing day. She still loved her, of course- but
on occasion, she found herself not liking her.
When Jessica's alarm woke her the following morning, Paige was already
awake and in the shower, leaving Jessica to sigh loudly as she waited
for her return.
"Hey," Paige whispered as she returned to the bedroom, a towel wrapped
around her chest and another wrapped around her jet-black hair.
"Hey," Jessica whispered, before taking a deep breath. "Paige, I-"
"I want to go first," Paige said, silencing the American girl and
making her bite her lip in frustration. "I'm sorry I overreacted
yesterday. It was a nice gesture, I just, I-"
"I'm sorry too," Jessica mumbled. "I know I go overboard at times, but
it- it's just because I want to be part of your life. Actually... Ugh,
this sounds selfish, but- but I want to be the most important part of
your life, you know? Because that's what you are to me."
"You are," Paige whispered, before removing both her towels and
crawling into bed next to Jessica to give her a long, deep kiss, before
exciting Jessica by slipping a hand under her nightdress...
"Thank you," Jessica whispered, before grabbing Paige's towels and
heading toward the apartment's small shower.
"Ah-ah," Paige giggled, reaching into their shared wardrobe. "Before
you go..." Jessica sighed as Paige- with a massive, excited grin on her
face- retrieved two large pink boxes from the bottom of the wardrobe.
"Ah, December 1st, how could I forget?" Jessica laughed as Paige
eagerly tore into her big pink package. "I never really had an Advent
Calendar when I was younger... A few of my friends did, though. Guess
if I had the promise of a piece of chocolate every morning, it'd have
made getting up in December a little easier!"
"Aye," Paige giggled. "Though I never had an advent calendar like THIS
growing up! A different piece of make-up behind each door... Gonna be
hard not to open it all at once, hehe!"
"And all branded with the images of 'The Angels' too," Jessica laughed
as she carefully opened her own package. "Still, if they want to give
me a month's supply of free make-up, I ain't gonna complain." Jessica
smiled as she and Paige simultaneously opened the first window on their
advent calendars, finding behind it a small eyeliner pencil. As Paige
immediately started to apply the cosmetic, however, Jessica felt a
twinge of sadness, which quickly moved through guilt before settling on
frustration. Once again, Paige had avoided engaging in a mature,
emotional conversation by focussing on something frivolous- in this
case, the Advent Calendar, and once again, it left Jessica feeling
deeply insecure about her relationship.
"Did you send one to Hayley in the end?" Paige asked.
"Hmm?" Jessica replied, having been lost in thought. "Oh, umm, yeah,
cost a fortune to ship over to the States but it should be there
already. Hope she likes it..."
"She's a sixteen year old girl, she'll like it," Paige giggled. "Can't
wait to go over there again..." Both Paige and Jessica bit their lip as
the painful memories of their last visit to America came to them.
"I'll, umm, I'll, umm, shower..." Jessica mumbled.
"Yeah," Paige whispered, laying back on their bed and letting out a
long, frustrated moan as Jessica left.
A short while later, Jessica (in her red uniform) and Paige (in her
blue uniform) strode through the corridors of Heathrow Airport toward
the planes that would take them to distant lands. Even though they
would spend the day hundreds of miles apart, they were constantly
together in their thoughts, and spent the day counting down the seconds
until they could be together again.
Rachel moaned softly as she felt a gentle breeze in her face, waking
her from her dreamless slumber.
"Mmm," the blonde woman mumbled, before opening her eyes and letting
out a long sigh. "...You arsehole."
"What?" Danny pleaded as he stopped blowing on Rachel's nose. "It's
hardly fair that you get to sleep in today, but I don't..."
"You're spending the morning taking photographs of women in skin-tight
lycra," Rachel retorted.
"One, you're not one of them," Danny retorted, making Rachel giggle.
"Two, one of them is my sister, and three... I'd much rather take
photos of you NOT wearing skin-tight lycra. Or anything else, for that
matter."
"I've told you a million times," Rachel sighed. "I'm not having sexy
photos of me on the internet. That's a quick way to get really, REALLY
fired."
"...Even though you've spent the last few weeks moaning about your
job?" Danny asked, grimacing as Rachel pulled the bedcovers over her
head and let out a long, frustrated scream. "Umm, sorry..."
"No, you've got a point, ANNOYINGLY," Rachel moaned. "If Zoe was back
today I'd probably have gone with you this morning. She's gonna love me
pestering her for advice, given how much we've fallen out in the
past..."
"That was professional," Danny replied. "Never stopped you from being
friends with her. And you can come along to ballet anyway if you want,
I always feel self-conscious going into that place by myself..."
"Nah, I'd be the only 'fly girl' there," Rachel sighed, before rolling
over in bed. "You have fun though. Give my love to your sister."
"...Can do," Danny sighed, giving Rachel a gentle kiss before leaving
her alone in his apartment.
The young blonde woman only stayed in bed another half hour, though,
thanks to her boyfriend's words resonating in her ears. She'd devoted
her life to her career, sacrificed a social life, several friendships
and even her relationship with her family to advance her career, and
she found herself at the end of her twenties with virtually nothing to
show for it- not even the career she'd devoted so much of her life to,
all thanks to being on the wrong side of the phrase 'it's not what you
know, it's who you know'. If she'd turned in the 'tutu project' when
she'd had the chance, she would be on a fast-track to management,
possibly even an executive position. She'd have money and influence...
But she'd be alone, hated by the women she'd come to regard as sisters-
and to Rachel, that was far too high a price to pay.
"Ugh," Rachel spat as she carefully stepped around the piles of dirty
clothes on the bedroom floor. "Seriously, Danny, get a maid... Or
better yet, BECOME one." After a quick shower, Rachel grinned as she
left her face totally make-up free, before dressing in a comfortable
pair of leggings and a warm pink hoodie. The blonde woman had no doubt
that her transgendered friends would be aghast at seeing her look so
plain, so ordinary, but Rachel didn't care- she dressed up so often for
work that she felt she'd earned the right to be a total slob for one
day. Before switching on the television, Rachel grabbed her phone and
began to type into it.
"Mmph," Natalie moaned as the sound of Prokofiev's 'Cinderella' filled
her ears and woke her from her slumber. "Seriously? Who's calling at
this time?"
"Ignore it," Zoe mumbled, pulling a pillow over her head.
"They've been ringing for almost twenty seconds," Natalie sighed as the
music continued to pierce her tired skull. "Whoever it is really wants
to talk to you."
"They're not ringing, it's a text," Zoe mumbled, earning a confused
stare from her lover. "Can you just get back to sleep, please?"
"...It's almost 8:30," Natalie sighed. "Should probably get up anyway,
I do want to say goodbye to Sasha before we head back to London."
"Okay," Zoe said, snuggling into her sheets before moaning as Natalie
forcefully pulled the sheets off her cold, naked body.
"WE want to say goodbye to Sasha before heading back to London,"
Natalie said, giggling as Zoe sighed before getting dressed.
Twenty minutes later, both women were fully made-up, wearing
ostentatious, dangly earrings and dressed in knee-length denim pencil
skirts, thick black tights and warm turtleneck sweaters. With tired
sighs, they dragged their suitcases (which were filled with Natalie's
birthday presents) downstairs, where Natalie smiled at the sight of her
nineteen year old youngest sister sat on the sofa in her work
uniform... And the sight of her twenty-one year old 'middle' sister
sprawled out on the sofa, still asleep.
"Morning, Sasha!" Natalie bellowed, causing Ellen to slowly stir.
"Sorry... Think I startled you more than I did Ellen, hehe!"
"Heh," Sasha quietly giggled. "Are you- are you heading back to London
now?"
"Yeah," Natalie sighed. "Couldn't go without saying goodbye, though. TO
BOTH OF YOU!"
"Bye, Natalie," Ellen mumbled into her thick duvet.
"Thanks for the Advent Calendar, by the way," Sasha said with a shy
grin.
"You are welcome," Zoe giggled. "Though I know Natalie told me you
don't like the Angels, we thought you would like a make-up Advent
Calendar anyway!"
"Yeah," Sasha said, before nervously biting her lip. "Actually, to tell
you the truth... I do love the Angels."
"I knew it," Ellen sighed into her pillow, making Sasha cringe.
"I'm sorry," Sasha mumbled.
"Don't apologise to her, for god's sake!" Natalie laughed as she gave
Ellen a playful shove. "Just means you have good taste in television.
Especially if you watched our show as well!"
"Of course," Sasha giggled. "I, um, I should get going, don't want to
be late."
"Bye, Sasha," Ellen mumbled, earning a shove from both of her sisters
that nearly sent her tumbling off of the sofa.
"How's your French, Sasha?" Zoe asked the teenaged girl, who blushed in
response.
"...Got an A at GCSE, a B at A-Level, not enough to get into uni,"
Sasha replied. "Why?"
"I think," Natalie giggled, "that my lover thinks that a love of the
Angels, skill in a second language and a solid work ethic work might
make you the perfect flight attendant! Though you will be required to
get your legs out more than once every four years." Sasha blushed as
Natalie gestured to the teenaged girl's thick trousers and her own
tight skirt.
"I... I dunno," Sasha giggled. "I'll, um I'll see you at Christmas,
okay?"
"Sure," Natalie said, giving her sister a tight hug as she departed.
"Any anytime you're in London, you're welcome to stay with us. As long
as you wear a skirt or a dress!"
"Or a leotard!" Zoe giggled as she gave Sasha a quick hug.
After bidding farewell to Natalie's mother and her still-sleeping
sister, the two women got in a taxi to Manchester's Piccadilly station,
and were soon en route back to their home in the nation's capital.
"...So NOW can you tell me who that text was from?" Natalie asked as
Zoe played with her phone, a smug smile spreading across her face.
Several hours later, Rachel took a deep breath as she stepped through
the front door of the Krystie Fullerton School of Dance, trying not to
look too conspicuous as several teen and pre-teen girls filed past her,
all of them dressed in the same pink tights and royal blue leotards.
Seconds later, their two teachers followed, both of whom grinned as
they saw Rachel waiting for her.
"Hey, Rach!" Krystie- Zoe's boss- giggled as she headed into her
office. "You head off, Zoe, I'll finish up here."
"You have the tutu ready for Priya's birthday tomorrow?" Zoe asked.
"I'll sort it, it's fine," Krystie said. "Just go, for god's sake!"
"Well, fine, if it's like that..." Zoe said, playfully sticking her
tongue out at the tall blonde woman before heading with Rachel to her
car. "I love your look, Rachel! A mix of 'not trying' and 'not
caring'!"
"Correct on both," Rachel laughed as she gestured to the leggings and
hoodie that she hadn't changed out of since getting up. "Figured I'm
owed a day of zero effort every now and again."
"Absolutely!" Zoe giggled. "And you'll say 'who knows more about zero
effort than Zoe', correct?"
"Not at all," Rachel replied. "More like 'who knows more about doing a
job they hate then Zoe'."
"...Ah," Zoe said. "Is it really THAT bad now?"
"When you were on your warning," Rachel sighed, "management tried to do
everything to force you out of the job. Giving you all grey route in
summer, lots of black route in winter..."
"And it worked," Zoe mumbled. "Even despite you and Alana trying to
persuade me to stay. Is she doing the same to you?"
"No, but I reckon she will," Rachel sighed. "I've been told 'promotion
is not an option', and I'm thirty next year, which means no more
customer-facing work for me... They can't demote me so I reckon I'll be
the highest-paid toilet scrubber in England, heh."
"Ageist assholes," Zoe spat. "Marie's 28 in a couple of weeks, but
she's already looking at management. But she has always had her nose in
assholes."
"Charming," Rachel said, making Zoe laugh. "Is it the job, though, or
is it me?"
"Ah," Zoe said. "What you really mean by that is 'is it the job, or is
Zoe lazy?'"
"...Maybe," Rachel mumbled.
"It IS the job," Zoe said. "I love every second of teaching dance. Not
just, because I tell off girls who do not try hard enough!"
"Is that why that one girl had a bandage above her eye?" Rachel teased
Zoe, who sighed sadly.
"Poor Ashley," Zoe said quietly. "That is a longer story. But I love
teaching dance because dance is my passion. What is your passion?"
"...Succeeding," Rachel confessed. "It doesn't really matter what I do,
as long as I'm the best at it."
"Ah, a very 'Rachel' answer!" Zoe teased. "But I am not the best dancer
in the world, or even the best dance teacher. There is always someone
better than me, or than you. What you do is more important than how
well you do it."
"If you say so," Rachel sighed as she pulled up outside Zoe's flat.
"See you later, Zoe." After bidding farewell to her French friend,
Rachel headed back to her boyfriend's apartment, finding it in total
darkness. When she switched on the light, however, Rachel got the shock
of her life when her boyfriend leapt up from the sofa, startling her
with a loud yell.
"Wha-who-" Rachel stammered, before screwing her face up in a look of
pure fury directed at the laughing young man. "Fuck's sake, Danny! NOT
funny!"
"What?" Danny pleaded. "You should've seen the look on your face!"
"Yes," Rachel growled. "The look that said 'oh my god is this a rapist
or a robber and am I going to get killed'. Seriously, I should thump
you for that!"
"Oh- okay, I'm sorry," Danny sighed. "For what it's worth, I did the
same thing to Stephanie a few weeks ago, she didn't see the funny side
either..."
"Should've learned something from that," Rachel snarled, giving Danny a
firm punch in his ribs as she sat down on his sofa. "Wine. Now."
"What do I look like, a stewardess?" Danny retorted, giggling as Rachel
hurled a cushion at him. "For what it's worth, you look really, really
sexy dressed like that."
"You're not sweet-talking your way out of THIS one," Rachel retorted.
"No, really, I mean it," Danny said, returning with Rachel's drink.
"I'm wearing my slobbiest clothes and zero make-up," Rachel snorted.
"If you're going to compliment my appearance you literally could not
have chosen a worse appearance to compliment."
"No, I've chosen the best one to compliment," Danny said. "Because this
isn't 'Rachel the superstar' or 'Rachel the sexy stewardess', this is
'Rachel- just Rachel' sat on my sofa right now. And I think you look
beautiful. And besides, it's not like I'm not a total slob myself..."
Despite herself, Rachel smiled as she stroked the coarse stubble on her
boyfriend's cheek.
"...Arsehole," Rachel giggled as Danny gently kissed her hand.
"Forgive me?" Danny pleaded with wide, puppy-dog eyes.
"Hmm..." Rachel mused. "I'll let you know AFTER you sleep on this sofa
for the night!"
"Deal," Danny giggled, leaning in to give Rachel a gentle kiss before
the two spent the rest of the night cuddling on the sofa- which, as
promised, is where Danny remained until the following morning.
Jessica stretched her tired muscles as she stepped through the front
door of her apartment, before kicking off her heels and dropping onto
the sofa with a long sigh. Jessica was only seated for mere seconds,
however, when she heard the bedroom door open behind her and caught a
glimpse of Paige standing in the doorway, wearing nothing but a sheer
black babydoll, a tiny thong and a lustful smile.
Without saying a single word, Jessica strode up to Paige and kissed her
deeply, allowing the Scottish girl's body to melt into her arms as they
retreated into their bedroom together, where they spent the night in a
passionate embrace only broken by the two girls nearly passing out
through exhaustion.
As she woke up the following morning, Jessica let out a sigh of
frustration as she discovered Paige's sleeping form still cuddled up
against her own. Once again, she had needed to have a long, serious
talk about the relationship, about their feelings and their emotions,
and once again, that talk had been dismissed in favour of yet another
marathon lovemaking session. Obviously, it wasn't that Jessica disliked
having sex with Paige, but every time they avoided discussing their
relationship, it just confirmed in Jessica's mind that all they had was
a physical relationship- a relationship that Jessica knew couldn't
last.
"Wake up," Jessica giggling, gently shaking Paige until the dark-haired
girl stirred.
"Mmm..." Paige dreamily moaned. "Do I have to? It's our first day off
together in ages..."
"So we shouldn't waste it," Jessica whispered.
"I wouldn't call rubbing our naked bodies against each other 'wasting'
anything," Paige giggled, before letting out a long sigh. "But that's
not what you're thinking of, is it?"
"We DO need to talk about our relationship," Jessica whispered, taking
Paige's hands in her own.
"No we don't," Paige pleaded, before letting out another long sigh.
"...Okay, maybe we do. But I'm not UNhappy, Jessica. I like us. I LOVE
us, and I love you. Why can't we be happy with what we've got right
here?"
"I AM happy," Jessica whispered, increasing her grip on Paige's hands.
"I love us, and I love you. But I want more. No, not just more- I want
EVERYTHING. I want us to have everything, together."
"I- I-" Paige stammered, trying and failing to think of a response to
what Jessica said. "Isn't it enough for you that I love you, Jessica?"
The American girl remained silent, biting her lip as she tried to think
of a response to Paige's question.
"That's what I figured," Paige sighed as she swung her legs out of bed
and headed toward the shower. As the hot water cleansed her body, it
was all Paige could do not to scream in frustration at her situation.
When she'd first got together with Jessica, it had been a step into the
unknown- much like her decision to move to Paris to live and work as a
woman, or the first time she'd ever dressed as a woman... Or even the
first time she'd handled a pair of women's tights. Paige was an
adventurer, someone desperately seeking something new, something
different... And over time, Jessica had gone from being that new,
different experience to being something known, something familiar...
Something that didn't excite Paige as much as she used to.
And yet, Paige didn't stop loving Jessica. She COULDN'T stop loving
her, even if she tried. Every time she flew to a different, exotic
destination, it was Jessica she looked forward to returning to. Every
time she made plans to go out, to go somewhere on holiday, they were
never just for herself, they were for herself and Jessica... And every
time Paige found herself looking at another woman- or even another man-
she was filled with a sense of pure guilt, which almost made her resent
her love for Jessica- and to a lesser extent, made her resent Jessica
herself. Paige's life would've been so much easier if Jessica had never
come into it... But it would've been so much emptier as well.
"You are one fucking messed up girl," Anna-Jade said softly as Paige
confessed her stresses to her over the breakfast table.
"Thanks for the helpful advice," Paige snorted.
"If it's relationship advice you want, you've REALLY come to the wrong
place," Anna-Jade laughed.
"...Thought you and Paul were doing okay?" Paige said, before laughing.
"God, so weird to call another person 'Paul' knowing that I'll never be
called that myself again..."
"Tell me about it," Anna-Jade laughed. "Sometimes I hear someone say
'Anthony' and it's all I can not to respond. And for the record, me and
'Mr. Kennedy' are doing okay. Doesn't help that I'm at work all week,
but then again, he will be in January, all those people joining gyms
for the New Year..."
"...So you've booked a holiday in February?" Paige asked, making the
Irishwoman giggle.
"Got a week in Australia booked," Anna-Jade said with a smug smile.
"Wanted somewhere far away from anywhere served by Soixante fucking
Trois, heh!"
"Think you've done that, heh!" Paige giggled.
"Question is," Anna-Jade said, "when and where are you and Jessica
going on your next holiday?" Anna-Jade smiled sadly as Paige
dramatically dropped her head onto the table and let out a long, soft
moan.
"Nowhere and never, probably," Paige sighed.
"Paige..." Anna-Jade whispered. "Do- do you want to split up with
Jess?"
"No, of course not," Paige instantly replied. "I LOVE her. I just- I
just wish- gah, I don't know what I wish... Ever since she proposed,
everything's just gone weird between us, I wish I could just go back to
the way things were, you know? Back when what we had was something-"
"Something new?" Anna-Jade interrupted. "Nothing stays new forever. Are
you telling me you'd rather have a different sexual partner every
year?"
"Bite me," Paige retorted, making the Irishwoman laugh.
"Like I said, I'm the last person to ask about relationship advice,"
Anna-Jade said. "All I will say is that you can't go on like this. But
knowing you... You probably will."
"Thanks," Paige sarcastically moaned, before heading back to her
bedroom to get dressed. When she arrived, she found Jessica already
dressed and pulling on a coat and a pair of leather knee-high boots.
"Going somewhere?" The Scottish girl asked her American lover, trying
to disguise the accusatory tone to her voice.
"Natalie texted," Jessica explained. "Said Zoe's going to be busy all
day so wanted to know if we wanted to meet up for coffee."
"Okay..." Paige said hesitantly. "Gimme a sec to get ready, text me the
place and we'll meet up."
"We could go together, you know," Jessica said, inwardly screaming at
the awkwardness between herself and her lover.
"Nah, it's okay," Paige replied. "I was- I was just talking to Anna-
Jade."
"Okay..." Jessica replied. "That's not unusual, you know, we DO live
with her..."
"I mean, I- I was-" Paige stammered, before sighing. "Wondered if she
was going to go for the supervisor role opening up in February."
"...Okay," Jessica mumbled, immediately seeing through Paige's lie. "I
thought she'd booked in for her SRS next summer? Can't get promoted
then take 3 months off sick, can you?"
"Well, it's her decision," Paige sighed as she pulled a bra, a thong
and a pair of shiny black tights out of her underwear drawer.
"Honestly, you get going, you know me, I'll be aged getting ready,
heh."
"And miss watching you pull your tights on? Nuh-uh," Jessica retorted,
making Paige giggle.
"You've seen me pull my tights on hundreds of times!" Paige laughed as
she playfully flicked the hosiery in Jessica's face.
"Doesn't mean I love it any less than the first time I saw it," Jessica
whispered, making Paige pause and take a deep breath. "I'll- I'll um,
I'll get going, I'll text you-"
"Yeah, see you in a bit," Paige whispered, giving Jessica an awkward
kiss as the American girl left.
After hearing Jessica bare her soul about the condition of her
relationship with Paige, Natalie let out a long, frustrated sigh that
attracted the attention of several nearby patrons in the packed coffee
shop.
"Honestly, Jessica, 'fucked up' doesn't begin to cover it," Natalie
sighed.
"Thanks," Jessica replied sarcastically. "Any advice? I mean, you've
got the most stable relationship out of any of our friends... How do
you do it?"
"I take one day at a time," Natalie shrugged.
"Tried that," Jessica sighed. "You just can't 'switch off' your
anxiety, you know?"
"Your only other option is talking to Paige," Natalie said. "I mean
REALLY talking, heart-to-heart."
"Tried that too," Jessica moaned. "I really, really can't afford to
lose her. I just- I just wish I could travel back in time..."
"Back to when you proposed?" Natalie asked.
"Back to when we first met," Jessica sighed. "Hell, back to when I was
born, maybe persuade the doctor who circumcised me to do a slightly
more 'thorough' job..."
"Glad I'm not having the sausage sandwich," Natalie said, making
Jessica snort with laughter. "Seriously, though, you can't go on like
this. And I DO want to walk down the aisle behind you one day, wearing
a maid of honour's dress..."
"Yeah, well you'll be waiting a while for that," Jessica sighed.
"Besides, Hayley- my sister- would be my maid of honour."
"Thought she was only sixteen?" Natalie replied.
"By the time I eventually get married, she'll probably be thirty,"
Jessica moaned.
"For what it's worth..." Natalie grimaced, "I kinda know the feeling. I
didn't want to tell you this- I didn't want to add to your burdens,
like- but if it hadn't been for your proposal... I'd probably have
popped the question to Zoe by now."
"Thanks," Jessica snorted.
"Sorry," Natalie mumbled. "But, you know, Zoe's even younger than
Paige, ever since she quit work for the company she's been more eager
to 'explore' as well... That, and she can contort her body into the
shape of a pretzel, and there's no way I'm jeopardising being with
THAT."
"Aww, so sweet!" Jessica giggled, making Natalie smile smugly. Their
smiles were short-lived, however, as Paige approached their table,
greeting her American lover with a kiss before sitting down.
"...Did I interrupt anything?" Paige asked, acutely aware of the
awkwardness she brought to the table.
"Natalie was telling me her favourite flavour of pretzel," Jessica
said, making the English girl giggle yet again as the topic of
conversation moved away from Natalie & Zoe's relationship- and stayed
as far away from Jessica & Paige's relationship as possible.
Rachel took a deep breath as she straightened the red pillbox hat atop
her head, before gripping the armrests of her chair, ready for take-
off.
"You uncomfortable, honey?" Annabelle whispered as Rachel fidgeted in
her seat.
"Yes," Rachel sighed. "Basically every time I pull on this uniform...
Had to lace my corset extra-tight today, think I overdid the birthday
cake, heh."
"S'pose it couldn't help that we just went somewhere warm, too,"
Annabelle quipped.
"Oh trust me," Rachel snorted. "Malaga in winter is nothing compared to
Abu Dhabi. Especially in summer, with those damned grey route
uniforms... I swear I was wringing sweat out of my bodysuit every time
I took it off."
"You know," Annabelle said softly, "I used to be sad that I couldn't do
grey route, but the more I wear this uniform... The more I hate it, you
know? I want to be a woman, not a Barbie doll..."
"To some people, they're the same thing," Rachel spat as the aeroplane
thundered down the runway, bearing its crew and passengers back north
toward London.
A short while later, the 'fasten seatbelts' light extinguished, and
Rachel tried to breathe easily as she and Annabelle headed to the
plane's cramped kitchen to prepare refreshments for their passengers.
"Do you want me to do all the heavy lifting, honey?" Annabelle asked,
making her supervisor sigh.
"No, I've got be seen to be out there," Rachel replied, pointing to the
gold buttons on her blazer and the brooch on her lapel that marked her
as the most senior stewardess on the flight. "Guess you'll figure this
out soon yourself, heh!"
"I dunno..." Annabelle said in a coy voice.
"Oh come on," Rachel teased. "You were made a mentor after three
months, you've got to be in line for a supervisor role, right?"
"...Reckon I'll be jumping ahead in line if I do," Annabelle replied.
"I got off to such a bad start with Jessica... Don't want to make it
any worse."
"Jessica knows these positions are competed for fairly," Rachel.
"Just as long as the interview doesn't have a swimsuit round,"
Annabelle said, making Rachel groan.
"Trust me, they don't," the blonde Englishwoman laughed. "At least,
they never used to... Antoine Masson, the man who portrays himself as
'progressive' and 'future-thinking' by offering transgendered women
equal opportunities in his company... Before dressing them like this
and encouraging them- sorry, encouraging US to demean ourselves in
stupid beauty pageants." Rachel's train of thought was interrupted when
the call light in the kitchen illuminated.
"You okay to get this?" Annabelle asked, making Rachel fidget as she
tried to adjust her tight underwear.
"I got this," Rachel said with a smile as she pushed her drinks trolley
into the aisle and toward the illuminated call light. "How may I help
you, sir?"
"Just a cup of coffee, please, milk, no sugar," the passenger politely
responded.
"Coming right up, sir," Rachel said in her sweetest possible voice,
only realising after she'd finished talking that, due to her naturally
soft voice, she was bordering on falsetto. After stealthily clearing
her throat, she poured the passenger's drink and delicately placed it
on his tray table, an act that caused her to fidget to try to lessen
the 'bite' of her underwear on her waist.
"Is there anything else, sir?" Rachel asked as light turbulence caused
her to be unsteady on her high heeled shoes.
"No..." The passenger said, closely examining Rachel's body. "You-
you're not allowed