And then it got worse - Part 1
Chapter 1: College
I knew that I was trying Mom's patience sorely. It was my fifth year at
college now, way past standard study period for CS, but I didn't care.
Being 25 years old I was among the oldest CS students at MIT. I enrolled
with 20, after spending a whole year doing nothing but boozing and
having fun. Before I became I full-fledged alcoholic, Mom intervened.
She enrolled me at MIT for Computer science. I don't know what strings
she pulled to get me there, but she seemed to have considerable
leverage. My high school grades were so poor that I shouldn't have been
accepted.
But somehow she got me in, if I had to guess, I'd say by donating
considerable money. We were fucking rich. We had more money than anybody
could spend in a lifetime. After father died, Mom sold his company. At
that time it was worth billions. I don't know how much exactly, but it
was close to 10 billion USD.
I had a great time at MIT. It was the best decision she ever made! I did
everything except studying and didn't feel guilty about it. Why should
I? We had the money, and I put it to good use. I flunked almost every
class, but thanks to her considerable leverage with the college's
president I was allowed to stay despite my abysmal performance.
I joined a fraternity, Gamma Pi Alpha, without being hazed too much. I
just waved my credit card and paid one hell of a party. In return they
went easy on me. I didn't have to do anything demeaning or embarrassing
at all. It's true: money rules the world! On that evening they happily
accepted me into their inner circle.
After that it was even more boozing instead of studying. What I liked
most was hazing new pledges, but altogether I did pretty much everything
I got away with, and that was a lot! Property damage, grand theft auto
and even assault and battery. I didn't know how, but Mom always made the
charges go away.
I was her second child. I was pretty sure that our deceased father
wasn't my biological father, because I pretty much nothing in common
with my 3 sisters. I never asked, and Mom never brought that up. Anyway,
I couldn't care less as long as she kept the money coming and gave me a
free reign.
That all changed when I got charged with sexual assault. That fucking
bitch only accused me of rape after she found out that I was fucking
rich! She never said no when I fucked her brains out! She even moaned
when I tore her panties and rammed my hard dick into her moist pussy!
Unfortunately it was only the 2nd time I had sex with a real woman. It
wasn't because I didn't try, though. Most likely it was because of my
rather tiny member. Even rock hard it was only 4 inches long and about 1
inch in diameter. Most embarrassing!
Anyway, as always Mom made that little incident go away, too, and I
completely forgot about it until spring break. Mom insisted that I come
home for at least one day. Since our home was on the way to Florida, I
eventually agreed after Mom threatened to cut me off from the money.
I tried to keep the unpleasant meeting with my kinship as short as
possible, so I arrived for dinner with my plane ticket for the earliest
flight to Tampa, Florida already in pocket. Dropping by at home turned
out to be the biggest mistake of my life. I never made it to Florida.
Mom was already awaiting me when the taxi dropped me off. She gave me a
hearty welcome and even embraced me. After hauling my luggage upstairs I
took a shower. On my way downstairs I met my older sister Samantha, or
Sam for short. She looked stunning as always.
She was 2 years older, 27 to be exact. A hot blonde with big tits and a
perfect body. Her slender waist flared into a hot, round ass and
endless, muscular legs. Of course she wore 3 inch high heels,
accentuating her legs even more. Her long, brunette hair was slightly
curled, and her make-up was impeccable as always. She wore a tight,
black dress with ample cleavage. She gave me a contemptuously look.
She was everything I wasn't. She went through law school in record time
and got her bar exam after only 3 years. Then she went for a doctorate
and delivered her thesis on TTIP after only 8 months. Record time again,
and of course it was graded summa cum laude. The law firms in Manhattan
jumped at her instantly. No surprise she got a very well paid gig at an
international law firm.
She was an arrogant bitch, like my other sisters. Chloe, the youngest,
recently finished high school with perfect grades. A+ all over, only a B
in math and physics. That bothered her a lot, but as a girl science
wasn't her strong suit. She was better with people, all this social
crap. She majored in psychology and already found a college.
She was blond also and had a cute, innocent face. Her tits weren't as
big as Sam's, but she was so hot that she could seduce any man by just
looking at him. Even though she was 18 already, she still looked
underage, but that didn't stop her at all. I guess she had more sex this
month than I had my whole life!
Emma, my direct successor, was already sitting at the table. She was 23
and on the track to become a very successful surgeon. After only 3 years
she was a well respected resident at a renowned hospital.
She had dark blond hair and sparkling blue eyes. Just like Sam, Chloe
and her mother she had a perfect body and could wrap guys around her
little finger with the blink of an eye.
I, on the other hand was rather chubby, had black hair and green eyes
instead of blue one's, and a total loser regarding academic success. So
I was pretty sure that my father wasn't their father.
Mom wasn't there yet, but she joined us about 5 minutes later. When she
entered, my sisters shut up immediately. She had this effect on people.
With 5'12" she was slightly taller than average women. She was 47 years
old, but she kept her body in perfect shape. She was the perfect MILF:
Long, endless, slender legs, a nice, round ass, a tight waist and most
of all, perfect, firm tits. Today she wore her long, blond hair open
flowing down her shoulders over her ample breasts.
Good evening, girls., she said.
When I turned around she gave me a slight, almost imperceptible nod. I
didn't expect more, though. She always treated me as a second class
child. Another hint that I wasn't her late husband's son. I was used to
that, and I really didn't care, as long as she kept the money coming.
There was no love lost between her and me.
After she sat down at the head of the table, she raised the already
filled wine glasses and together we took a drink. Then she filled her
plate with salad. When I finally got the bowl, I already felt dizzy. I
actually dropped it when Emma handed it over to me!
I... I sorry..., I slurred before I passed out completely.
Chapter 2: And then it got worse, Pt 1
I was dazed and confused when I woke up again. Something, no everything
was completely wrong! For starters, when I opened my eyes I was
surrounded by 1 inch thick, pink metal bars. I was laying in an
oversized crib with a locked lid on top, covered with frilly, silk, pink
bed sheets! What the fuck was going on?
I pushed the sheets away, sat up and bumped my head into the bars. When
I yelped and rubbed my forehead to ease the pain, I heard a very high,
squeaky, girlish voice! That wasn't me, was it? Totally terrified I
cleared my throat and tried again.
What the fuck..., I said, but again I heard a little girl speaking.
What the hell was going on? I coughed and gave it another try, but one
more time I heard this ridiculous high, completely girlish voice! I also
realized that my mouth felt wrong somehow! At first I couldn't put a
finger on it, but then it hit me. In disbelief I probed my mouth with
the tongue, but the feeling didn't change. All my teeth were gone!
But something else was odd. My tongue felt kinda strange. The tip was
completely numb and hard! I could feel the tongue touching my gums, but
not the other way around!
Despite my best effort I could only make it move sideways and forward.
Bending it up or down was completely impossible! I stuck it out to get a
glance. This couldn't be real! From what I could see, the tip was bright
pink with silver sparkles all over! Shit! What the fuck had they done to
me?
After stifling the urge to cry, I eventually realized that my hands and
feet were heavily bandaged. I didn't notice it earlier because I was too
busy with everything else. I tried to flex my fingers and toes, but I
could barely feel them. The bandages were so tight that I couldn't move
them even an inch!
Next, I noticed the big, bulky diaper between my legs. It was so huge
that I couldn't close my legs any more! In panic I pushed the sheets
further down revealing a pair of tight, frilly plastic pants with a
thick diaper beneath! Then Mom entered the room.
Look who's awake! Hello Sissy!, she said.
My 3 sisters followed when she approached the crib. As they stared down
at me I was so scared that I involuntarily wet myself. The pee just
squirted out uncontrollably! That was quite a shock, but not the worst.
The pee didn't came out of my dick as usual, but below my balls!
What... what have you done?, I shrieked with my ridiculously high voice.
Well, in short, we turned you into a little girl, sweetie., Mom
announced.
What?, I gasped.
It's not that difficult to understand, is it? You were a complete
failure as a man, so I decided to give you a fresh start., Mom
explained.
What the fuck?
Fweth thtawt? What the fuck?, I howled.
My hard, almost inflexible tongue made it impossible to talk properly
and left me with a heavy lisp. I sounded ridiculous! My sisters grinned
broadly while Mom shot a terrifying glance at me.
Watch your mouth, Sissy! I don't want to hear such dirty words from you
ever again, do you understand?, she shouted.
Who the hell she thought she was? She couldn't talk to me like that!
Fuck you! I'ww thay whatevew I want!, I squealed.
Oh my, Sissy has her first tantrum!, Mom chuckled at my pathetic attempt
to intimidate her.
With my high voice and the heavy lisp I couldn't scare anyone any more!
Yes, it's quite funny, don't you think?, Sam giggled.
Definitely, but I can't let her get away with it. She has to learn to
obey, so she just earned herself the first spanking!, Mom announced.
All my sisters grinned broadly and nodded in agreement. They didn't take
me serious any more! Why should they? I sounded like a little girl! It
was so frustrating that I beat the bars with my heavily padded hands.
Get me out of hewe! Thith ith widicuwouth!, I screamed at the same time.
Right, I guess we should do that. You've been in there long enough., Mom
chuckled.
Then she took a golden key from her pocket and unlocked the lid of the
crib. Next, she lifted me out like I weighed nothing and put me down
onto the big changing table at the window.
I looked around. From what I could tell the room was on the second
floor. The window above the changing table was barred, and the door was
made of heavy steel. It was open, but in front of it was a pink baby
gate, which was closed. It was about 4.5 feet high so I couldn't step
over without opening it. The carpet was dark pink and fluffy, the
wallpaper light pink. The ceiling was painted white for a change, to
brighten the room up, I guess. I hated it instantly!
To the left was the crib, beside it a vanity table with a pink framed
mirror, and to the right a huge wardrobe with full length mirrors at the
doors.
When I saw my face I gasped. I barely recognized myself! I looked like a
doll! I had big, round eyes with long, black eyelashes and dark eyebrows
perfectly matching my light blue eyes. My nose was just a tiny knob, and
my lips were huge, much bigger than I remembered! I wore bright, pink
lipstick which glittered in the light, and my round cheeks had a slight
pink touch. That couldn't be me! I shook my head in disbelief and
blinked several times because I couldn't believe that it was actually
me! But much to my horror the the doll face in the mirror repeated
everything after me! Long hair, now blond and curly, drooped over my
shoulders, making me look even more like a little girl! What the hell?
What... what the fuck did you do to me?, I howled.
Mom instantly slapped my face hard so hard that I screamed out in pain.
Didn't I tell you that I don't want to hear filthy words from you ever
again?, she shouted angrily while I was fighting the urge to cry like a
little girl again.
Can we proceed, please? I need to check her!, Emma urged.
Yeah, sure! Let's show her your fine work., Mom agreed.
Then Emma approached the changing table and cut the bandages on both
hands with a pair of blunt scissors. Once again I couldn't believe my
eyes!
My thumbs were gone, as were the upper joints of all fingers, and the
remaining parts were joined together! Desperately I tried to spread my
fingers, but they wouldn't come apart, no matter how hard I tried! I
couldn't even see a scar between my fused fingers, and it looked like I
never, ever had thumbs! Then Emma took my hand and inspected them
closely.
Not bad for my first subcuticular sutures, don't you think?, she cheered
while Mom, Sam and Chloe bent forward to look at my mutilated hands.
Perfect!, Mom cheered while my sisters nodded appreciatively.
This was total madness! How could they do this to me? My hands were
completely useless now!
Unfortunately she wasn't done yet. While I was sobbing like a little
girl, Emma cut the bandages from my feet. I had to wipe the tears from
my eyes to see what she had done and immediately started to cry again.
She had removed the big and pinky toes on both feet!
Good!, Emma grunted after a close inspection.
Yes, very nice indeed! You're gonna be a great surgeon!, Mom commended.
Let's see if she can still walk!, Sam suggested eagerly.
Right!, Mom agreed and put me onto my feet.
When she let go, I instantly put my hands onto the changing table to
support myself. Without the missing toes it was almost impossible to
keep my balance. It took me a while to even stand steadily!
Now walk to the mirror, Sissy. Take a look at yourself!, Mom ordered
after I took my hands from the table.
I tried to turn around but instantly had to put my hands onto the table
again! I concentrated hard to make the first step, but as soon as I let
go, I dropped to my knees. I couldn't walk any more! Mom and my sisters
laughed hysterically while I desperately tried to get up. This couldn't
be real!
Oh my!, Mom chuckled.
You may crawl if you want!, she added, but that was out of question.
I didn't want to give her the satisfaction and got back onto my feet. It
took a while until I regained my balance, but this time I knew what to
expect. I was very careful and took only a tiny step, but even that was
almost too much. Without the missing toes I had almost no lateral
support!
After 3 tiny, unsteady steps the table was out of reach, which was very
frightening. With the bulky diaper between my legs I more or less
waddled like a toddler. I had to use my arms to keep my balance! Despite
my best efforts I fell again. Upon the next step I stumbled and dropped
to my knees. I howled loudly in sheer and utter frustration!
Told you that it would work!, Emma said smugly.
It's perfect! She walks like a toddler!, Sam cheered.
I have to admit, I had my doubts, but you're right. I love it!, Mom
agreed.
How could you doubt me? It's anatomy 101!, Emma said with mocked
disappointment.
It won't happen again, darling!, Mom chuckled.
I didn't bother to get up any more and crawled to the mirror while Mom
and my sisters were laughing at me. Then I sat down in front of it on my
thickly padded bottom and stared at me in disbelief. That... that person
in the mirror couldn't be me! I looked like an oversized doll or little
girl with no trace of maleness left! I had barely recovered from the
shock when Mom pulled me up.
Come on, Sissy. You have to see yourself in full glory!, she said.
Once I was back on my feet, my glance slowly wandered down my body.
Except the thick diaper I was completely naked. Also, I was much thinner
than I used to be. My arms were scrawny, and my legs were only a shadow
of their former self. My unsightly pot belly was gone. Now I had a
narrow waist flaring out into a wide ass, and a flat, sexy tummy
instead. My body was completely female!
I couldn't resist and tried to wipe the garish, glittering pink lipstick
off, but it didn't smudge a bit. Neither did the blush on my cheeks!
Next, I stuck my tongue out. That confirmed what I saw earlier. Most of
my tongue was pink speckled with tiny silver stars. Also, I didn't have
teeth any more!
Suddenly I had to pee very badly. The urge was incredibly strong and
came out of nothing! I instantly pushed both hands into my crotch and
pressed the knees together, but it didn't help at all.
I need to pee!, I howled desperately with my girlish voice.
I even turned my feet inwards and started to tread water, but that
didn't help either. Shit, I needed a bathroom fast! So I turned around
and toddled towards the door, but I didn't get far. After 4 steps I
tripped and dropped to the soft, fluffy carpet.
When that happened I completely lost control and wet myself
uncontrollably. The pee squirted out of the little hole like a geyser! I
tried everything to hold it back, but nothing worked! I wet myself
helplessly like a little baby. It was so humiliating and embarrassing
that I started to cry again.
How cute! She's the perfect little girl!, Sam shouted excitedly.
Definitely! She's as good as she gets!, Mom chuckled while I struggled
to get up.
With my maimed hands and feet I couldn't, so I eventually sat down on my
thickly diapered butt with my legs spread to both sides. This was very,
very bad. Without thumbs my hands were more or less useless, and without
the missing toes I could barely stand or walk. And on top of all that I
now had the bladder control of a little girl! Despite my best efforts I
just pissed into my thick diaper! I tried everything to hold it back,
but nothing worked! The pee just shot out of the hole between my legs!
What the fuck have you done?, I howled desperately, but once again they
just laughed at me.
Then Mom picked me up and put me onto the changing table. In a second
her expression changed from amused to dead serious. When I realized that
I had sworn again, it was already too late. With a swift move Mom
slapped my face again, this time the other cheek.
Don't you listen, Sissy? No more filthy words! I can do this all day! Do
you understand, Sissy!, she hissed very annoyed after I cried out in
pain.
This fucking bitch! She couldn't talk to me like this, but when I opened
my mouth again, she slapped me once more.
As I said: I can do this all day! Actually, I encourage you to talk back
some more! This is fun!, Mom said grinning broadly.
Craptastic! She knew exactly how to push my buttons! This time I tried
to stay calm, but it didn't work. Instead of cursing her I started to
cry again.
Why are you crying, Sissy?, Mom wanted to know.
I... I... That huwt!, I stammered.
Good! It's supposed to! Maybe we can have a serious conversation now.
Well, as far as possible., Mom replied.
Ath faw ath poththibwe?, I asked in disbelief.
Have you ever tried to have an important talk with a 4 year old girl?,
Mom inquired.
No? Why thouwd I? What doeth that have to do with thith?, I wanted to
know.
Everything, Sissy! You are the 4 year old girl!, Mom eventually let the
cat out of the bag.
What? You can't be thewiouth!, I gasped.
Chapter 3: The bitter truth
But I am, darling. Look at you! You look like a little girl, you talk
like a little girl, you even have accidents! So if something walks like
a duck and swims like a duck and quacks like a duck..., Mom giggled.
That took a while to sink in. I stared into the mirror for quite some
time before I understood it. I was the 4 year old girl!
No, no, no! You can't do that to me!, I eventually sobbed desperately.
But we already have, Sissy! You are the little girl in the mirror! Get
used to it!, Mom replied.
But... but I don't want to be a wittwe giww!, I howled.
Shut up, Missy! Be a good girl and let adults talk!, Mom demanded
sharply.
I didn't dare to talk back. When she saw my lips quivering she
continued.
You are a a 4 year old girl now, and you won't grow. Not until I say so,
understood?, she told me.
You may have already noticed that you have a very weak bladder, much
weaker than an ordinary 4 year old girl, so you have to wear diapers
24/7!, she announced much to my horror.
What?, I screeched with my high voice.
Also, from now on you'll only wear the most frilly, girlish dresses
money can buy. And like every well behaved little girl, you will
immediately do what I or your sisters or any other adult tell you to do.
Furthermore, you will only speak when spoken to and answer any question
truthfully! Otherwise you'll be punished harshly, understood?, Mom
demanded sharply.
This was ridiculous! I couldn't restrain myself any more.
Go fuck youwthewf! Thith ith a joke, wight?, I sputtered without
thinking, earning me another hard slap.
Watch your mouth, Missy! This is no joke! Take a look at yourself!, Mom
hissed angrily.
Then she grabbed my head and turned it to the mirror. I was looking at a
little girl, and that little girl was me. There was no denying it. This
couldn't be real!
But, but I don't want to be a wittwe giww!, I howled desperately.
Oh, come on, Sissy! Face it. You are a little girl now!, Mom said quite
annoyed.
When it finally sunk in that the little girl was me, I started to cry
uncontrollably.
I think she's getting it., Mom grunted satisfied.
You... you can't do thith... Thith ith madnethth! Tuwn me back now!, I
sobbed.
That's impossible, darling. There's no way back. You'll be a little girl
for the rest of your life!, Mom said much to my horror.
No!, I howled.
Yes! Emma will explain everything!, she said.
Then she stepped away to make way for Emma.
Hi, Sissy! It's so cool that you went with that name! I like it much
more than Barbie., she cheered.
What awe you tawking about? My name ith Chwithtian!, I wailed.
No, it isn't, sweetheart! Not any more! From now on your name is Sissy.,
Mom chimed in.
That was ridiculous, but there was nothing I could do, so I just cried
some more. Emma waited patiently for me to calm down.
Ready, Sissy?, she asked when I was down to quiet sobbing.
Weady fow wat?, I sniveled.
To tell you what exactly we've done?, she replied.
I'd never be ready for that, so this was a good time as any.
Good. Then let's start with the obvious: I amputated your thumbs
completely, removed the upper limbs of your fingers and sewed the the
remaining stumps together. That makes your hands useless, so you'll need
help with pretty much everything., she explained.
She wasn't wrong. Like this they were unusable lumps at the end of my
arms instead of sophisticated tools! I couldn't even make a fist any
more! This had to be a very, very bad dream!
How... how couwd you? I want my handth back!, I shrieked desperately.
What do you mean? You still have your hands, Sissy., Emma chuckled.
I... I mean my thumbth and fingewth! Fikth it now!, I demanded.
That's impossible. Your thumbs are gone for good. They went into the
trash right after I sawed them off! Together with the tips of your
fingers., she told me.
I cried some more, but they didn't care. They waited patiently until I
wiped the tears from my face. My nose was running from all the crying,
so I looked for something to wipe it with. To my left was a box with
tissues. I tried to take one, but failed miserably. Without thumbs it
was almost impossible! After the 3rd attempt I gave up.
Do you need help, Sissy?, Mom asked delightedly.
Yeth! My handth awe uthewethth!, I howled.
Perfect! Just as intended!, she cheered.
Then she easily took a tissue and held it to my tiny nose. I couldn't
believe it! I was even more helpless than a baby!
Now, let's focus on your feet. I removed the big and pinky toes. Sounds
pretty innocuous, doesn't it?, Emma continued once my nose was clean.
Yeth, but I can bawewy wawk now!, I whined.
Exactly! We hope that with a little practice you'll eventually be able
to waddle like a toddler., Emma explained.
Waddwe wike a toddwew? You can't be thewiouth!, I sobbed.
Oh, come on, Sissy! You already tried to walk. How did that work out?,
Mom asked impatiently.
Not tho weww..., I muttered close to tears again.
See? But if you practice hard, you'll be up and tottering in no time!,
Mom chuckled.
But... but..., I whimpered.
No buts, Sissy! Your toes went the same way as your thumbs: Right into
the trash!, Emma cut me short.
No! Thith hath to be a bad dweam!, I sobbed desperately.
It isn't, sweetie! All this is quite real!, Mom replied mercilessly.
Let's continue. After taking care of your hands and feet, I pulled your
teeth., Emma went on.
Why... why did you do that?, I asked with quivering lips.
Because Mom insisted, and because I wanted to test my dentist skills.,
she chuckled.
What? You did it jutht fow fun? You awe inthane!, I howled.
This time Emma slapped my face.
Are you just plain stupid or are you doing that on purpose, Sissy?, Mom
asked.
I'm not thupid..., I muttered defiantly.
Then you're deliberately vexing us? I told you, I should have cut her
vocal chords!, Emma shouted furiously.
No! I love her girlish voice and the cute lisp!, Sam intervened
instantly.
Me, too!, Chloe agreed.
Well, as before you're overruled, Emma! Besides, I also like her lovely
voice! You did a great job. You should be proud!, Mom commended her.
Thanks, guys., Emma replied awkwardly.
What? You thewiouthwy conthidewed tuwning me into a mute?, I gasped
barely able to refrain myself from insulting them again.
Yes, that idea was on the table. Emma was in favor, but in the end we
agreed that it would be much nicer to have you chatter like a little
girl., Mom replied.
What... what did you do?, I asked hesitantly.
I trimmed your vocal chords to a bare minimum. The shorter they are, the
higher the voice., Emma explained.
But... but... I thound wike a wittwe giww now!, I cried.
Precisely! It's really cute!, Sam chimed in.
Yes! That's exactly the point., Mom snickered.
These fucking bitches! How could they do this to me? Nobody would take
me serious like this, not with this voice! Once again I had to fight the
urge to swear. That would only end up in pain. Besides, I had another
issue to address.
And... and what did you do to my tongue? I can bawewy move or feew the
the tip any mowe!, I complained.
That was Chloe's idea. After we agreed on the voice, she suggested the
lisp., Mom said.
I immediately stared at her with utter hatred. She never liked me, and I
never liked her very much. The feeling was quite mutual.
Well, Sissy, I injected botox into the tip of your tongue to make it
numb. Then I used another drug to harden it. The effect of each is
temporary, but used it combination makes it permanent., Emma explained.
No! You... you can't do that!, I howled.
But we did, Sissy!, Emma chuckled.
Yes, and it can't be undone!, Mom sniggered.
But I thound wike an idiot!, I howled.
Aw, don't say that, darling! You sound like the cute, little girl!, Mom
giggled.
Indeed I did, but from my point of view it wasn't pretty at all! It was
ridiculous!
I think it's easier to just show her the final piece of the puzzle.,
Emma suggested.
Yes!., Mom agreed.
Then Emma removed the thick, pink plastic pants. Beneath that was a very
bulky diaper. It was so wet that the blue indicator strip was completely
gone. How the fuck did that happen?
Perfect timing! Seems that Sissy needs a change!, Mom cheered.
Definitely! She's soaking wet!, Emma chuckled.
It was so humiliating and embarrassing that I burst into tears again. I
remembered wetting myself once, but that wasn't nearly enough to fill
the whole diaper! Unfortunately I had no time to think about it. The
real shock came when Emma took it off. I couldn't believe my eyes!
That's why my crotch felt so strange!
My small dick was trapped in a vicious chastity device. A big, shiny
steel rod with a big metal ball at the end protruded from the tip of my
dick. It came right out of the peehole! 4 steel rods were attached to
the ball: one at each side, one on top of my penis and one at the
underside. All of them were curved, so they forced my penis to point
down!
At the other end the rods were attached to thick, heavy steel ring
around the base of my dick. That ring was connected to another ring
encircling the base of my ball sack. The latter one was very wide and
tight making my testicles bulge. Additionally, another curved bar
between them, front to back, creating a separate pouch for each
testicle.
It was too tight for any movement. My balls couldn't retract to the body
any more, nor was there room for even the tiniest erection. That's why I
had this dull pain down there since I woke up!
From what I could tell, they also circumcised me. The foreskin was gone
about half way down my shaft exposing the sensitive tip and inner
foreskin to the cold steel. Hesitantly I lifted the tip of my dick. I
winced and shrieked with horror when I felt the rod move inside me.
What... what have you done?, I gasped in disbelief.
Just an insurance that you'll never, ever molest innocent girls again.,
Mom answered.
I... I don't undewthtand..., I howled.
Come on, Sissy! We all know that you raped that poor girl!, Mom replied
furiously.
Finally I knew what they were talking about! This was all because of
Cindy? That fucking bitch claimed that I raped her only after she found
out that I was fucking rich!
Now I get it! Thith ith aww a big mithundewthtaning! Don't bewieve
anything the thaythth! The onwy wantth money. I never waped hew!, I
sighed with relief.
Tho, thinthe we have that cweawed up, just thange me back. No
quethtionth athked!, I continued.
It's not that easy, Sissy. First, she wasn't the only girl to come
forward. Second, you have no idea how many strings I had to pull to make
all the charges go away. And third, you're totally useless. You flunk
almost all your classes without the slightest sign of improvement. So,
even if it's true that you didn't rape her, why should you be anything
but a little girl?, Mom said much to my horror.
I... I...., I stammered before Mom cut me short.
It's quite simple, Sissy: I gave you several chances, and every single
time you made abundantly clear that you have no intention to become a
valuable member of our society. So, now you have to face the
consequences!, Mom announced.
After it sank in, I finally realized that I screwed up big time.
Nevertheless, I tried to pick up the bits and pieces.
I... I'm tho thowwwy... I can do it, pwomithe! Jutht give me another
thanthe!, I begged desperately.
Alright. You get one last chance..., Mom said after a while.
Thank you, thank you tho much, Mom! I won't dithappoint you, I
pwomithe!, I shrieked enthusiastically.
Good! Then prove to me that you can be a good, little girl. I don't want
to hear any swear words or backtalk, understood? You'll obey every
single word I or your sisters say. Can you do that?, she said much to my
horror.
That wasn't what I expected.
What? You can't be thewiouth! I don't want to be a wittwe giww!, I
cried.
It earned me another hard, painful slap on the face.
Think hard and fast, Sissy. If I don't have an answer in 5 seconds, I'll
let Emma off the leash. She had some very interesting ideas!, Mom
threatened.
5... 4... 3... 2..., she counted down.
Thop! I'ww be a good, wittwe giww! I pwomithe!, I whimpered when she was
down to 1.
Good. Shall we continue, then?, Mom said satisfied.
Y... Yeth..., I replied with quivering lips.
Please, Emma., Mom told her.
Since we've cleared that up: Does it work?, Emma asked next.
Doeth what work? I don't undewthtand!, I whimpered.
Does the device prevent you from getting hard? Did you have a boner
lately?, she inquired.
N... no... How couwd I? It'th the twuth, pweathe bewieve me!, I begged.
What do you think, guys?, Emma asked the others.
I believe her., Mom finally passed her verdict after staring at me for
quite a while.
Thank you, thank you!, I sputtered.
The tension was so intense that I involuntarily lost control of my
bladder. Once I relaxed a gush of pee squirted out from between my legs.
I pressed my knees together and grabbed the tip of my trapped dick, but
that didn't help at all, because the pee didn't come out there. It
spurted out of a hole between my legs! I tried everything to hold it
back, but it didn't stop until my bladder was completely empty!
What the f... What wath that? Why..., What the f... What was that?
Why..., I stammered.
Fortunately I stopped before I said the forbidden F-word!
What do you think happened? You just wet yourself! Little girls
sometimes have a weak bladder, and your are one of them, I'm afraid.,
Mom giggled.
What? My bwaddew ith pewfectwy fine!, I whined.
No, it isn't. Not any more. You have to wear a diaper around the clock,
darling!, Mom announced.
Why?, I asked with tears running down my face.
Tell her, Emma., Mom ordered.
It took a while to figure it out, but eventually I came up with a way to
make you pretty much incontinent., Emma cheered.
In... incontinent? What did you do?, I asked terrified.
Well, I invented a new catheter just for that. I'm calling it the Sissy
catheter!, she said proudly.
What?, I gasped.
Ordinary Foley catheters are plastic tubes with a balloon at the end.
Once inside the bladder the balloon is inflated, so it can't slip out
again, right?, she asked.
I didn't have the slightest idea. I knew what a catheter was, sure, but
that was about it, so I gave her a questioning look.
The Sissy catheter doesn't have just 1 balloon, but 2. One inside the
bladder, nothing special there, and another one right inside the
external urethral sphincter., she explained, but it was all Greek to me.
Tho? And? What awe you getting at?, I asked impatiently.
Now, both balloons can be inflated separately, and the part in between,
too. While you were sleeping, I gradually expanded the latter ones., she
continued.
What doeth that mean?, I wanted to know.
Come on! It's anatomy 1 on 1! The external sphincter is responsible for
voluntary bladder control., she sighed as if it would explain
everything, but I still didn't get it.
And?, I replied.
Oh my. Are you really that stupid? In layman's terms: We stretched your
bladder muscle to a point where it's is pretty much useless! But that's
highly inaccurate., she said annoyed.
Tho that'th why I couwdn't thtop..., I gasped in disbelief, but she cut
me short.
Yes, that's why you wet yourself! That and the other procedure., Emma
said.
The othew pwotheduwe? What ewthe did you do?, I howled.
I also put a balloon into your bladder and filled it with epoxy. It
should be rock hard by now., Emma continued.
What? Why?, I sobbed.
To reduce the capacity of your bladder, of course!, she explained.
What doeth it mean?, I asked with quivering lips.
The balloon reduces your bladder to about a quarter of it's original
size while leaving it completely intact. It's basic physics, Sissy!
Didn't you learn anything at MIT?, she said as if talking to a imbecile.
I'm not thupid! I figuwed that much! But why?, I wanted to know.
To make sure that you'll never forget what you are, Sissy! With your
widened external sphincter you can't hold your pee for more than half a
minute at best, and since your bladder is tiny now, you'll have to pee
very often! Altogether, you have a weaker bladder than any 4 year old
girl!, Emma explained.
Finally I got it! This was horrible! How could they do this to me?
No! Undo it! Aww of it! Now!, I shrieked.
Another tantrum, Sissy?, Mom asked dangerously quiet.
I realized my mistake immediately.
No, I'm weawwy thowwy! I'm fine!, I muttered.
Good!, Mom cheered.
It can't be undone, Sissy. The epoxy is rock hard by now, so it can only
be removed with major surgery. I used titan wires attached to your hip
bones to keep the balloon in the center of your bladder, so it can't
block the urethra. To remove it, your bladder has to be cut to pieces
anyway, so any good surgeon would suggest to keep it in place!, Emma
explained much to my horror.
But... but you'ww wemove the thathtity thing eventuawwy, wight?, I
begged.
Hell no! What makes you think that it even can be removed?, Mom laughed.
Thewe hath to be a way. I can't weaw it fowevew!, I replied.
Why not, Sissy? Think! Why would we go through the trouble to create an
urethral reroute if we could take it off?, Mom asked.
An uwethwaw what?, I howled.
That's your territory, Emma!, Mom told her.
It's a simple procedure where an alternate exit is created between the
legs., Emma explained.
And why wouwd you do that?, I wanted to know.
Emma sighed and turned to Mom.
Is she actually related to me? Nobody can be that stupid!, she sighed.
Well, she's my daughter, but you don't have the same father. She's the
result of a one night stand which I regret dearly. He was a moron, and
obviously, so is she!, Mom admitted.
Wow, you have no idea how relieved I am!, Emma sighed.
Then Mom turned to Sam an Chloe.
You have the same father as Emma. Sissy is the only black sheep., she
told them.
What? Who'th my weaw fathew?, I demanded to know.
I suspected as much, but now I knew for sure.
He's an idiot, just like you, Sissy!, Mom said remorsefully.
How... how can you thay that? I'm youw thon!, I gasped.
No, you're not. You are Sissy now!, she replied firmly.
Please continue, Emma!, Mom said next.
Yes. Now, Sissy: Do you understand what an urethral reroute is?, she
asked.
I nodded.
Good. Then let me ask again: Why would we do that if the chastity device
could be removed?, she went on.
You wouwdn't..., I muttered.
Exactly! Now, take a closer look, Sissy! Do you see any hinges?, she
asked.
No!, I cried desperately. No!, I cried desperately.No!, I cried
desperately.No!, I cried desperately.That's because there aren't any.
It's tungsten steel. All joints are welded and sanded. You need an angle
grinder with a diamond blade to cut it!, she explained.
No! You'we joking, wight?, I howled.
Not at all, Sissy! That thing is on you for good!, Mom giggled.
But... but... I'ww go cwathy if I don't... can't...., I sobbed.
What? Cum? Jerk off? Ejaculate?, Mom asked.
Yeth!, I whined.
Well, you'll get used to it, darling!, she chuckled.
But... but..., I stammered.
Humor me and try! Go on, I won't stop you!, she laughed.
I... I can't!, I sobbed.
Proving my point, Sissy! Get used to it!, she grinned.
Then she pulled a stool from under the changing table and sat down.
Now, get your ass over here. I want you on my knees!, she demanded.
I'm waiting, Sissy! You remember your promise, don't you?, she said when
I hesitated.
I started to cry uncontrollably when I got off the changing table and
laid down on her legs. This was utterly humiliating, but I had no
choice. A spanking was better than anything Emma would do. I was so
terrified that I peed again!
I... I'm tho thowwy, Mom! Pweathe don't huwt me!, I blurted when I saw
the puddle between her legs.
That's OK, Sissy. Little girls have accidents!, she laughed.
But you need to learn some manners. You said very nasty things. I have
to punish you for that. How about 20?, she asked.
Only 20? I expected more!
Yeth, thuwe! Thank you, Mom!, I sobbed.
So 20 it is. I want you to count, Sissy. If you miscount, I'm gonna
start again!, Mom chuckled.
Then her flat hand went down on my bare butt, alternating cheeks. After
10 blows my ass was on fire and I was crying like a little girl.
Please hand me the hairbrush, Emma!, Mom said much to my horror.
She did the last 10 blows with it. I was a sobbing wreck when she was
done.
So, did you learn your lesson, Sissy?, she asked
Yeth, yeth! Jutht don't huwt me any mowe, pweathe!, I whimpered.
I won't. Next time I have to punish you, Emma will do her magic. Don't
forget that!, she grunted.
I... I'ww be a good Tiththy! Anything you thay!, I howled while she put
me back onto the changing table.
Next, Mom diapered me. I didn't complain when she pulled a pair of
frilly, pink plastic pants up my legs, nor when she put me into the most
frilly pageant dress. It was pink, had a sleeveless top embroidered with
differently colored glass beads, and a short, wide skirt! I didn't
resist when she pulled a pair of silk, white stockings up my legs and
finished it with a pair of pink plastic sandals.
Then she grabbed my wrists and dragged me in front of the full length
mirror at the wardrobe doors. She fussed with my silly dress until she
was satisfied. After she was done, she looked at me in the mirror.
Look at you, Sissy! You're so pretty! What do you think, girls?, Mom
asked my sisters.
The 3 lined up beside her and looked me over.
She's perfect! She'd look like a little girl if it wasn't for her
height!, Sam cheered.
You're taking the words right out of my mouth! She's really pretty!,
Chloe chimed in.
Yes, she exceeds my wildest expectations. Unfortunately there's nothing
I can do about her height., Emma added.
That's no problem at all. I actually like it! A constant reminder that
she was a man once!, Mom said.
Right! Never thought about it this way!, Emma replied.
I couldn't believe it! This was utterly humiliating! They had stripped
every last trace of maleness from me! In this dress I looked like an
oversized baby doll! It had to be a very bad dream!
What do you think, Sissy?, Mom finally asked me.
I looked ridiculous, but I didn't dare to say that. That would only make
her angry, so I told her what she wanted to hear.
I'm... I'm... vewy pwetty, yeth..., I muttered barely audible.
Good! I knew that you'd say that!, Mom chuckled.
Then she took my hand and dragged me into the hallway. She went so fast
that I could barely keep up with her. Fortunately she caught me when I
stumbled.
I'm sorry, Sissy. Am I going too fast?, she asked.
Yeth! Thwow down, pweathe! You have no idea how hawd it ith to wawk with
thethe feet!, I cried.
Perfect! As it should be. I really didn't think that 4 toes would make
such a big difference!, she replied.
When we arrived at the stairs, she released my hand.
Now, be very careful when you walk the stairs, Sissy!, she urged.
I had to hold the handrail with both hands, and even then I could only
take one step at a time. It took me at least 5 minutes to get
downstairs! Not long ago I could have done it in mere seconds! This was
so utterly frustrating that I started to cry again.
We went into the kitchen where Chloe was preparing breakfast. Sam and
Chloe were sitting at the big dinner table.
Chapter 4: Being Sissy
When I smelled the scrambled eggs and the fresh, hot coffee, I suddenly
realized that I was starving! I hadn't eaten for god knows how long. I
tried to wriggle out of Mom's grasp to go for the food, but she wouldn't
let me go. I was too weak to get away from her!
She went to the oversized high chair at the head of the table, opened
the tray and lifted me in. Then she closed the tray again and locked it
somewhere underneath. The tray was too wide for me to reach the lock,
and it snugly nestled against my flat tummy. The gap was too narrow to
get out without lifting the tray first, so I was trapped in a high
chair!
When Emma put a bowl with scrambled eggs onto the table, I instantly
tried to take it, but she put it just outside my reach. I struggled to
get further out of the chair, but with the tray locked in place I could
barely move. Since I couldn't get to the lock, I could only stare at all
the delicious food. Once again: Totally and utterly frustrating! I felt
so helpless!
I'm tho hungwy! Can I have thomething to eat, pweathe?, I asked
politely, trying to be the good girl I promised to be.
I'll feed you in a minute, Sissy! Be patient!, Mom replied.
Feed me? What the fuck? She couldn't be serious!
But, but you don't have to feed me! I can do it mythewf!, I said without
thinking.
Are you sure? Do you really want to try?, Mom asked from behind my back.
Yeth, I am thuwe. Jutht give me the bowwth! And a cup of coffee wouwd be
nithe!, I replied eagerly.
Oh no, Sissy! Little girls don't drink coffee! How about some warm milk
with honey instead?, Mom suggested.
That sounded disgusting, but I agreed anyway, because it wasn't really a
suggestion.
Yeah, whatevew you thay, Mom. Now, wouwd you pweathe pathth me the
thcwambwed eggth?, I asked.
No, darling. That food isn't for you. I'll have your breakfast ready in
a minute!, Mom told me.
What the hell? Now I got my own food? A second later I heard a blender
coming to life. It whirred for about 1 minute. Next, I heard how some
slop was being poured into a bowl. Then Mom put a pink plastic bowl, a
pink plastic spoon and a baby bottle onto the tray. The bowl was filled
with a gross, brown mash.
What... what ith that?, I asked in disbelief.
That's your breakfast, Sissy! Enjoy!, Mom told me.
Then she sat down, poured herself a coffee and filled her plate. She
couldn't be serious! I had to eat this... this... whatever it was, while
they got all the good things?
But... but... I want weaw food!, I dared to complain.
What do you mean: real food?, Mom asked playing stupid.
The good thtuff! What you'we having! Thcwambwed eggth, bwead wowws,
thome theethe!, I demanded.
I see. And how would you eat that?, Mom inquired.
What do you mean?, I asked.
What I mean: how would you chew it without teeth?, Mom giggled.
Crap! How the hell could I forget that? When I realized what that meant
I burst into tears.
Now she got it., Emma chuckled.
Obviously! Now stop crying and eat, Sissy!, Mom said.
What... what ith thith?, I asked with quivering lips.
That's your breakfast, lunch and dinner, sweetheart. I paid a
nutritionist an obscene amount of money to tailor it exactly to your
requirements. It's very healthy, but not very appetizing. You can't have
everything, I'm afraid., Mom replied.
But... but what ith it?, I wanted to know.
It contains plums, apples, bananas and pineapple, kidney beans and
lentils, oatmeal and a spoonful of castor oil. It's high on vitamins and
fiber, but very low on carb, so you don't get fat, Sissy!, Mom
explained.
I... I can't eat that! I wookth wike th... poop!, I cried almost saying
a forbidden word.
Suit yourself. It's either that or nothing!, Mom said mercilessly.
Once again I had no choice. It really sucked being Sissy! Anyway, I was
starving! I had to eat something, so I reached for the spoon. I tried to
pick it up, but I failed miserably.
Without thumbs I couldn't even pick it up. I just shoved it around
helplessly! So I used both hands. First, I turned it around so the
pointed at me. Then I tried to get hold of the shaft. I managed to pick
it up, but it tilted sideways. Now the scoop was pointing in the wrong
direction, so I had to twist my arms to fill it. When I tried, I
eventually dropped it into the bowl.
That used to be such a simple task. Nothing to even think about! But
after Emma's modifications to my hands it was pretty much impossible! I
started to cry while watching the spoon disappear in the mash. This
couldn't be real!
Problems, Sissy?, Mom chuckled.
Yeth! I... I need anothew thpoon!, I sobbed desperately.
Sure!, Mom said.
Then she got up and put another one onto the tray. They all laughed out
loud when I sank that one into the bowl, too.
Perfect! She's as helpless as a baby!, Mom cheered.
Told you so!, Emma said.
Yes, yes... I admit that you were right!, Mom admitted annoyed.
So, do you want another spoon or do you want to be fed?, she asked me
next.
I was so hungry that I chose the latter one.
Fed..., I muttered totally embarrassed.
Good choice, darling. But you'll have to wait until I'm done., she told
me.
5 minutes later she sat down beside me and spoon fed me the disgusting
mash from the bowl. It tasted as horrible as it looked! I retched when I
swallowed the first load, but I managed to keep it in. She made me eat
everything. I was feeling sick and bloated when the bowl was empty.
Very good, Sissy! Now drink your milk!, Mom ordered.
But I'm fuww, Mom!, I complained.
Just do as I say, darling!, Mom ordered sternly.
That was enough to make me obey. I tried to take up the bottle with one
hand, but of course that didn't work, so used both. With one hand at
each side I lifted it and started to suck at the nipple.
The milk was very sweet, much too sweet for my taste, but as always I
had no choice. When it was empty, I belched.
Very good, Sissy! Let it all out!, Mom chuckled while Emma wiped the
table.
After cleaning up the kitchen, Mom took a chair and sat down beside me.
Now, Sissy: You have to appear in court soon. I expect you to do exactly
as I tell you to do, understood?, Mom ordered.
That didn't sound good! I was so terrified that I wet myself.
Couwt? Why? What awe you tawking about?, I asked.
Judge Rodgers requested your personal appearance before signing the
papers., Mom told me.
What paperth?, I wanted to know.
Right then Sam entered the kitchen and dropped a folder onto the table.
Those ones., Mom replied.
What ith it?, I asked.
An application to change your name and gender, and an agreement to make
me your legal guardian., she said much to my horror.
Now it was time to make a stand. This had gone far enough!
I'ww nevew thign that!, I shouted.
Mom gave me another hard slap on the face, but I expected that, so I
didn't start to cry.
Behave yourself, Sissy!, Mom shouted angrily.
Anyway, it doesn't matter. We already signed them for you. You merely
need to convince the judge that it is what you want., Mom continued.
And why the heww thouwd I do that?, I cried defiantly, which earned me
another slap.
You're forgetting yourself, Sissy! You'll do it because I said so!
Already forgot your promise?, Mom barked.
Shit, yes! I didn't want Emma to do more damage!
I'm thowwy, Mom! Whatevew you thay!, I whimpered.
Good! I'm counting on you!, she grunted satisfied.
Then she took me out of the high chair, dragged me into the garage and
opened the back door of the SUV. In the center of the back seat was a
big child's seat. After strapping me in she slammed the door shut. The
buckles were out of reach, so I was trapped again. After the trunk was
opened and closed, Emma and Chloe sat down beside me. Sam got into the
passenger seat, and Mom took the wheel.
The closer we came to the court house, the more nervous I became. First,
my stomach started to grumble. Then I suddenly had to pee very badly. I
squirmed in the seat trying to close my legs, but the wide strap from
the child's seat didn't allow that.
What's up, Sissy?, Emma asked when she noticed my discomfort.
I... I have to pee!, I howled desperately.
Try to hold it, darling! We're almost there!, she told me.
I really tried, but about 10 seconds later the pee rushed into my thick
diaper. It wasn't much, but nevertheless the urge was so strong that I
couldn't hold it any more. After Emma's procedures I really had a weaker
bladder than a 4 year old girl!
You have just wet yourself, haven't you, Sissy?, Emma chuckled when I
stopped wriggling.
Yeth..., I whispered barely audibly.
It was so humiliating that I could barely hold the tears back.
Now you know why you're wearing a diaper., she laughed.
About a minute later Mom turned into the parking lot of the courthouse.
Emma got out first and took a stroller out of the trunk. Shit! This was
really happening! I was terrified!
I desperately tried to get out, but I couldn't, no matter how hard I
tried. First, I tried to open the buckles, but the buttons were deeply
sunken in their metal frame, so I couldn't push them with my useless
hands.
Next, I tried brute force. I my hands onto the armrests and pushed
myself up as hard as I could. But that didn't work, either. The seat was
designed to protect me in case of an accident, so naturally the straps
were quite strong.
Then Mom opened the door and easily opened the buckles. She even did it
single-handed! Not long ago I could have done that, too. But not any
more. It was utterly frustrating!
Get out, Sissy!, Mom ordered.
With tears in my eyes I climbed out of the car. Emma was already waiting
with the stroller.
Sit down, darling!, Mom barked.
I looked around to figure out if I could run and hide, but there was
just a lot of open space. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide! So I slumped
into the stroller and let Mom buckle me in. Once again I was trapped.
The closer we came to the courthouse, the more crowded it became.
Everybody was staring at me! I was so nervous that I completely lost
control over my bladder. When we reached the big staircase, pee was
constantly dribbling into my diaper.
Chapter 5: The court house
Mom pushed the stroller up the ramp beside the big staircase and headed
straight for the elevators. The court room was on the 2nd floor. In
front of the double door she turned the stroller around and bent down to
me.
Now, I expect you to give all the right answers. I want all applications
signed and notarized when we get out of there, understood? Make it
happen or I'll let Emma off the leash!, Mom whispered into my ear.
I was so terrified that some more pee rushed into my diaper. This
couldn't be happening!
Do you understand, Sissy?, Mom asked when I didn't answer right away.
Yeth, yeth!, I blurted.
Good! Then let's go!, she cheered.
Next, she released the buckles, pulled me up and opened the door to the
court room. About 10 people were sitting in the benches, and all of them
turned their head when we walked down the aisle and sat down in the
front row.
Much to my surprise judge Rodgers was a woman! A young, hot brunette
with big tits! They were clearly visible even under the wide, black
judge's robe. The court was still in session. Something about damages, I
didn't care. When it was over, Sam stepped forward and handed her a
bunch of papers. After skimming them, judge Rodgers looked at me.
Christian Myers, step forward, please!, she announced.
Go, Sissy! If you put up a good show, you're out of here in no time!,
Mom whispered.
Yes! The sooner, the better! I wanted nothing more than to get out of
here, so I got up and approached the bench. The crowd gasped when they
realized that this oversized, little girl was in fact Christian.
How pathetic..., someone in the crowd muttered.
I didn't know what to do with my hands, so I eventually folded them in
front of my crotch like a real little girl.
Christian Myers?, judge Rodgers gasped.
Yeth..., I whispered quietly.
Speak up, please! I can't hear you. Are you Christian Myers?, she
demanded.
Yeth, yeth, I am Chwithtian Myewth!, I said louder with my girlish
voice.
Unbelievable., she muttered.
It was so humiliating that I looked down, but she wouldn't have it.
Look at me when I'm talking to you!, she snapped, and so I did.
Yeth, Ma'am., I whimpered.
Now, plead your case!, she ordered.
I... I want my name thanged to Thiththy, and my gendew thanged to
femawe. And I want Mom to be my cuthtodian!, I blurted, trying to get
over it as fast as possible.
The crowd gasped when they heard my heavy lisp. One of them even laughed
out loud. It was utterly humiliating!
I see. Are you really sure? Are you doing this of your own free will?,
she inquired.
Yeth!, I sobbed.
Very well. All the applications are there and in order, so done, done
and done!, she said after signing the papers.
Congratulations! Your official name is now Sissy Myers, female, with
your mother as your legal custodian. This court is now in recess., she
announced.
Then she got up and went into her office. Mom followed her while Emma
strapped me back into the stroller. Everybody stared at me in disbelief
when she pushed the stroller down the aisle, but I didn't care. I just
wanted to get out of there! I sighed with relief and started to cry when
the doors closed. About 5 minutes later Mom joined us.
You did very good, Sissy. Good girl! Honestly, I thought that you'd put
up more of a fight., she cheered.
Me, too, considering what you've just done. You have no idea, do you?,
Sam chimed in.
Let me explain., she continued before I could say anything.
With Mom as your guardian she has to agree to everything before it
becomes legally binding. You can't buy or own anything, but most
important, you can't escape any more!, she went on.
What... what do you mean?, I asked.
Don't you get it? Now you're legally a 4 year old girl, too! If you run,
law enforcement will return you to Mom. She has complete control over
your life now., she explained.
Crap! They tricked me! Instead of saying yes I should have told the
judge what they did to me!
No! You can't do that! Get me back in thewe now! I have to teww the
judge!, I howled desperately.
Won't help, darling. Rescinding the guardianship is a legal transaction,
so you need Mom's approval. I doubt that she'll give it, right?, Sam
continued.
No, never going to happen! You're mine now, Sissy!, Mom laughed.
Craptastic! What had I gotten myself into? This was bad, very, very bad!
No! You can't do thith to me!, I wailed.
Well, fortunately it's already done!, Mom chuckled.
I burst into tears. This couldn't be real! I didn't want to be Sissy!
Now, I have to go to the lady's room. Do you need a change, darling?,
Emma asked.
I was still too excited to talk, so I just nodded. My diaper was soaking
wet. So she pushed the stroller towards the lady's room. Inside a woman
was waiting in front of an open stall.
Done? Then wipe, sweetheart!, she said when we entered.
Shortly after that the toilet flushed and a very young girl exited the
stall. She was about 4 years old and wore black leggins, a black and
white striped t-shirt and black sneakers with pink shoelaces. While the
woman pulled her t-shirt down she stared at me curiously and tilted her
head.
You look like my dolly!, she announced.
Yes, she does, doesn't she?, Emma replied instantly.
Then the little girl's mother stared at me, too.
Wow, that's a big girl!, she blurted.
Her name is Sissy!, Emma said.
My dolly's name is Bertha, but she's much smaller than Sissy!, the girl
blurted.
A wave of utter humiliation washed over me. I wanted to vanish into thin
air, but I couldn't even get out of the stroller, so I started to cry
quietly. How could the girl possibly mistake me for a doll?
What's your name, darling?, Emma asked.
Cassandra!, she cheered.
What a nice name!, Emma cheered while spreading a pink plastic pad
covered with silly fairies on the floor.
What are you doing?, Cassandra wanted to know.
I have to change Sissy's diaper, and she's too big for the changing
table, I have to do it on the floor., Emma explained.
Cool! So she's a pee-pee doll!, the girl giggled.
She definitely is, darling!, Emma chuckled.
Then she unbuckled me and pulled me out of the stroller. Next, she
lifted my short skirt and pulled down the plastic pants. Then she easily
lifted me up and laid me down onto the pad.
How was that even possible? How could all of them handle me so easily?
Last time I checked I weighed almost 200lbs, way too heavy for any of
them. I guess I lost some weight while I was asleep, but not that much!
Well, I didn't have time to think it through. Only seconds later Emma
had my diaper removed revealing my trapped, little dick.
Look, Mommy, Sissy has a pee-pee, just like Brody! But Brody's is
bigger., Cassandra exclaimed.
What... What's going on? Who is he... she?, her mother finally gasped.
It's she. She just had her name and gender changed officially., Emma
told her.
What's a gender, Mommy?, Cassandra wanted to know.
Nothing you need to worry about, darling! I'll explain later., her
mother replied quickly.
What the hell is going on?, she asked next.
That's my sister Sissy., Emma explained patiently.
If she's your sister, why does she have a d... that... package between
her legs?, she asked.
I guess technically she's still my brother. But since about half an hour
she's legally my sister. The judge just signed the applications., Emma
clarified.
What? Impossible! Why would he do that?, she gasped.
I was scared to death, but I couldn't let this opportunity slip through
my fingers!
Becauthe they fowthed me! I don't want to be Thiththy! Pweathe hewp me!,
I begged.
I was so nervous that some more pee squirted out of the little hole
between my legs. I expected the worst, but much to my surprise Emma
wasn't upset at all. She didn't even flinch!
Come on, Sissy! I just saw you begging judge Rodgers to change your
name!, Emma sighed.
Of course! At least 10 people watched it, and now it was on record! How
could I be so stupid? My situation was hopeless, so I cried some more
while Emma turned back to Cassandra's mother.
Honestly, I have no idea what's going on inside her head. After 25 years
as a man she finally confessed that she'd rather be a girl, and now with
her wish come true, she's complaining again., Emma explained.
Don't withten to hew! They fowthed me! I nevew wanted to be Thiththy!, I
squealed.
Don't be so ungrateful, Sissy. Mom asked you several time if you really
want this, and every time you said yes! I'm sorry, but it's too late.
You are Sissy for good!, Emma said before turning back to the woman.
If you don't believe me, ask judge Rodgers. It's all on record!, she
told her.
Then she took a fresh diaper from the bag under the stroller and
diapered me. I was crying uncontrollably by then. How the fuck could I
be so stupid? I should have told the judge everything!
Why is Sissy crying, Mommy?, Cassandra jumped in.
Emma answered that question.
Because she's very embarrassed that she still wears diaper. I bet you're
not wearing them for quite some time, right?, Emma asked while pulling
my plastic pants up.
Yes! Not since I'm 3!, Cassandra announced proudly.
Very good! Sissy is 4 and still wearing. Wouldn't you cry, too?, Emma
asked while dressing me.
Guess so..., she replied thoughtfully while Emma was adjusting my silly
dress.
Then another thought struck her mind.
Why is she talking so funny?, she asked.
That's called a lisp, darling. Sissy has a very bad one. She's still
learning. For now that's the best she can do., Emma told her.
This was ridiculous! She was responsible for all of this!
The did thomething to my tongue!, I whined.
Hush, Sissy! What did Mom tell you? Don't speak unless spoken to! Be a
good, little girl, please!, Emma silenced me.
Cassandra barely listened. She already had something else on her mind.
That's a very pretty dress, Sissy!, she told me.
Yes, isn't it? Sissy just loves her dresses. She has at least 2 dozen of
them, don't you, darling?, Emma chuckled.
I didn't know that, but if she said so. I slightly nodded my head.
Really?, Cassandra gasped.
Yes, she loves them so much that she wants a new one after each diaper
change, but I can't do that. It simply takes too long., Emma lied.
I hated this dress, but she continued before I could say something.
But tell you what, Cassandra: How about you come over for a play date?
You could play doll, with Sissy as the doll! You could try all her
dresses!, Emma suggested with a mischievous grin.
Oh no... She couldn't be serious!
Really?, Cassandra shouted excitedly.
Sure, but only if your mother agrees., Emma said turning to her.
Are you sure?, she asked wearily mustering me from head to toe.
Of course! Nothing can happen. Sissy is totally safe. The perfect
playmate for Cassandra., Emma told her.
Please say yes, Mommy!, Cassandra implored.
How old are you, Cassandra?, Emma asked.
I'm 4!, she said proudly.
Perfect! Exactly the same age as Sissy!, Emma cheered.
Please say yes, Mommy! I wanna play with Sissy!, Cassandra