Robin's Heart by: Suzi Page
When Rob and Amanda Hart met, they were Robin Hart and Amanda Finch, and
they were both working as travel agents in the same office. They were
immediately attracted to each other and began to date. Rob was attracted
to the feminine way in which Amanda dressed and acted, and Amanda was
attracted to Rob's sensitivity and refined good looks. After six months
Rob proposed to Amanda, and she immediately accepted.
While they were engaged, Amanda suggested that they found their own
agency, which they named the Hart to Hart Travel Agency to honor their
love for each other. It was a struggle to build the company from
scratch, but it made them feel like real partners, relating not only as
husband and wife but also as business partners. To reflect their
relationships and their name, they chose linked hearts as the symbol of
their agency.
After a year of struggle to get their agency off the ground, they began
to do good business. As a result, over the second and third years they
had hired 4 other agents and a receptionist/secretary, all women.
Rob acted in his natural, masculine fashion at work, continuously trying
to obtain the greatest efficiency in the firm. In so doing, he
frequently ignored the feelings of others, and he was continually
putting off the rest of his colleagues with his unending, brusque
orders. The other agents told Amanda that Rob was behaving insufferably
and asked her to discuss with him what could be done to improve the
morale at the agency.
Besides that, Rob was somewhat insensitive in the sexual relations he
and Amanda had, focusing on his own excitement and thinking too little
of Amanda's pleasure.
That Saturday, after breakfast, Amanda opened a discussion with Rob by
bringing up the difficulties at work. She pointed out that the
noncollegial position he had put himself in was decreasing the others'
motivation and thus lowering the success of their agency. "You need to
make the others, including me, feel more a part of our team," Amanda
said. "To do this, we must all feel equal and equally appreciated. Rob,
our company is going to fail if you cannot change your ways."
"Since it seems so tied up with your masculine persona, I think that if
you could make yourself feel a bit feminine, you'd be able to function
much more effectively," Amanda continued. "But how can we achieve that?"
asked Rob, confused. Amanda replied, "How about if I buy you a few
externally undetectable female clothes that you can wear as the rest of
the members of our company do? It will give us all a feeling of
belonging and should continuously remind you to limit your masculine
behaviors. Besides, if you did that, your feminine concerns would turn
me on." Rob knew that this was an unorthodox solution, but he wanted so
much for their agency to succeed that he agreed. And the notion of
enhancement to their sex life was exciting. Amanda thus took some
measurements on Rob, and they agreed together to buy some feminine
clothes for Rob.
On the next afternoon, Sunday, Amanda took a hesitant Rob shopping at
Penney's at the local mall. The most basic feminine clothes were the
first that they sought: panties. Rob was amazed at the wide variety of
panties that were hanging each on their own hanger, in contrast to men's
underpants that came in plastic wrapped packages. Amanda felt that
rather feminine panties were what would best achieve their aim of
changing Rob's sensitivities, so they focused on panties of the shiniest
satin and with bows, lace, or embroidered decorations. To make the
underwear least noticeable at the urinal, they decided to buy only white
panties.
After selecting two dozen pairs of size 6 panties, they moved to the
women's pants section of the store. Amanda figured that they could find
pants that were lined in a silky material and thus would provide the
feelings on Rob's legs that would make him feel feminine while not
looking too overtly feminine. Since Rob was slim and only 5 feet 9 in
height, Amanda knew they could find pants that would fit him. While
having colors that are common for men's business trousers and choosing
pants with leg openings of a size not too uncommon for men's garments,
they nevertheless would have the higher rise and pocket-free rear of
women's dress slacks. As they looked, Rob and Amanda chose a variety of
pants to try on. Some of them closed with a zipper on the side rather
than the front. All were either beltless or had rather narrow belt
loops.
Robin had to try these pants on, so with a pile of pants in their arms
he and Amanda got the key to the dressing room from the attendant.
Amanda explained that the fit would be right only if Rob had one of his
new panties on, so Rob took off his male pants and underpants and for
the first time pulled on the silky panties. They felt peculiar in both
the fit and the material, but he was impressed how nice and silky they
felt against his skin. He felt even more peculiar when Amanda explained
that Rob would need to tuck his penis if the new pants were to fit.
Rob came out of the dressing room with each pair of pants, and he looked
at himself in the mirror, interested in the look but concerned about
what the other shoppers might think and thus continually reminding
himself of the reasons for his trying on feminine clothes. He found that
a few of the pants were just too tight at the crotch, but the rest
seemed OK, albeit smoother and trimmer looking than the pants he was
used to. Amanda saw that the differently cut, fuller rear on these pants
would be hard to take as a men's style, but she kept this thought to
herself. Rob figured that his jackets would cover the side zippers on
the pants that had them and that the lack of a fly on those pants would
not be noticed by the casual observer.
Having chosen six pairs of pants, Amanda took Rob to the belt rack,
pointing out that his belts would not fit into the loops on the two
pairs of pants that had them. They chose a shiny black, narrow belt with
a feminine expanse of silver buckle, which Rob figured would also be
covered if he kept his sport jacket buttoned. To begin Rob's feminine
experience, Amanda encouraged him to leave on his panties and a pair of
brown pants with a slightly tapered leg and to put the narrow belt
through its loops. They went up to the payment counter with five other
pair of pants, two in black, one in tan, one in navy blue, and one in
royal blue. Rob was entranced with the slippery feel of the pants' silky
lining against his legs.
When they returned home, Amanda explained to Rob that he and the other
agents would feel more as one with each other if his legs under his
pants were shaved like theirs. Moreover, he would then be more sensitive
to the silky lining, and this would further remind him of the need to
act in a less masculine fashion. They therefore went into the bathroom,
and she seductively stripped off her clothes and said "Let's shower
together ---". Rob took off his pants and panties, as well as all the
rest of his clothes, and Amanda seductively took off her clothes, bra,
and panties. As they climbed into the bathtub together, Amanda carried
in a bottle of Nair. She knelt down in front of Rob, and while kissing
his legs and penis, she smeared Nair on the full length of his legs. She
then got up, and they embraced and stroked each other for minutes, as
the lotion did its work and they both got sexually aroused, to the point
that Rob eventually had an orgasm despite the itchiness he felt on his
legs. Amanda then turned on the shower, and they both soaped each other
up. As the soap was washed off, so did all the hair on Rob's legs.
Climbing out of the shower, they each toweled the other dry, and Rob
exclaimed that he could not believe the sensitivity he felt in his legs
as the towel touched them. Amanda gave him a handful of her body lotion
while she took a handful herself, and he rubbed it all over her body,
while she rubbed it on his legs. It made his legs feel awfully good, he
had to admit, but the flowery scent would take some getting used to.
As Rob and Amanda climbed out of bed the next morning, Monday, Rob again
felt how nicely sensitive his legs felt. But when Amanda passed him his
work clothes, that is, his white panties and his dark brown women's
pants, and he drew them on, he could not have imagined the lovely
feeling that the silk lining on his shaven and oiled legs gave him.
Pulling on the rest of his clothes did not itself add to the feeling,
but the movement of his legs and the feeling of the nylon against his
crotch and belly surely did. "Wow! What a feeling I and other men have
been missing," he thought.
As they got out of their car in the parking lot, most of the others they
passed took no notice, but one couple had wide eyes as they noticed that
Rob was wearing feminine pants. Arriving at the office, Rob explained to
the other agents that he was going to try to be less aggressive and was
wearing women's pants to remind him. Amanda told the other women that,
to support his attempt to act less masculine, they should henceforth
call Rob by his full name, Robin.
For the next couple of weeks Robin worked on talking and acting more
softly, and Amanda and Robin had the best sex of their marriage. Every
week Rob would again apply the hair remover to his legs. He began to be
quite used to the sensitivity he felt with his panties and pants on, and
he began particularly to appreciate the softer fabric in his new pants.
When once or twice a friend commented on his unusual choice of work
clothes, Robin noted their explicit purpose to aid the Hart to Hart
Travel Agency. The female agents really appreciated his attempt, they
told him.
While Rob was clearly trying, his male nature was hard to overcome. In
times that he was under pressure, their Hart to Hart staff still found
his behavior too hard and aggressive. Amanda suggested that the best way
to help him was with a biological aid: to increase the amount of
estrogen in his system. Robin wanted to improve his behavior, but he was
worried about the effect of the hormones on his sexual prowess. Amanda
said that she would consult with her gynecologist and have her prescribe
a small enough dose so that there would be no such effect. With this
Robin assented. Amanda received the prescription, written in her name,
and she filled it at the pharmacy. Each morning, as prescribed, she
dissolved a small dose of the estrogen in Robin's coffee.
At the same time, Amanda decided that Rob aggressiveness at work could
be lowered if they took more balanced roles in their sexual relations.
Robin's birthday was coming up, and for a present she bought him a pair
of simple nylon powder-blue women's pajamas with plain blue nylon pants
with no fly, and with bluebells embroidered on the collar of the top.
With curiosity Rob opened the package with pink, flowered wrapping
paper. When he found the nylon pajamas, Amanda explained that she would
find their sex more exciting if he wore these pajamas, and at the same
time he would be a calmer husband and colleague if he extended the
amount of female clothes by this small amount at home. With a little
trepidation Robin put on the pajamas, but when he found how nice the
silky fabric felt on both his bottom and chest and when the sex that
followed was particularly great, with him taking a somewhat less
aggressive role than normal and Amanda taking a somewhat more aggressive
role than normal, he was happy to wear them. A week later found him on a
shopping trip to buy himself two more pairs of nylon pajamas. To
titillate Amanda, he chose one in pink with ribbons embroidered in satin
and one in canary yellow with white lace sewn in a pattern over the
bust. Amanda glowed when he first wore one of the pairs that he had
bought for himself.
Robin had first found that he had to Nair his legs once per week to keep
them smooth. However, after a couple of months of taking estrogen each
morning, he began to see the number of days between the needed hair
removals increase. He found himself enjoying the good spirit at work
more and more, and he had to admit that business was booming. And Amanda
found him somewhat slower to climax, much adding to her enjoyment of
their sexual relations.
One day, the associates at the Hart to Hart Travel Agency had a planning
meeting. One of the associates suggested that they could increase their
team spirit even more if they had a common company uniform. They decided
to go on shopping expedition together after work on the next Friday. The
women took the lead, with Robin tagging along. After looking together
through racks of pants and blouses in the misses section of a local
women's store, the women decided together that tapered leg burgundy
pants with a low cut waist, opaque black knee-highs, and a turtleneck
blouse with their business insignia of linked hearts on the collar would
be their choice. Robin did not want to disappoint the others, so like
them he bought a pair of the pants and a few pairs of the knee-highs,
reasoning that the stockings would not look any different than black
socks. When Amanda ordered 5 blouses for each agent from a company that
made clothes with specialized insignias, she ordered 5 for Robin, also.
What excitement there was at the agency on the morning when the blouses
arrived by UPS. The blouses were of a silky orlon, and each member of
the agency had a blouse in turquoise, in yellow, in white, in pink, and
in cream. Every one of the company members went into the back room to
put on one of the new blouses. Robin was treated like the others, as
they all took off the tops they had worn to work and pulled on a new
turtleneck. Robin had to admit the view of his colleagues in bras was a
perk of being treated like one of the girls. He was so taken with this
that he didn't even think about what he would look like with a cream
colored soft turtleneck with a shiny embroidered emblem of linked hearts
sticking up above the collar of his sport jacket. That was certainly an
unusual combination for a man, but, they all reasoned, it was, after
all, not so different from either the look of a men's turtleneck under a
sport jacket or the look of a women's blazer and a pretty turtleneck
blouse. And Robin noted how comfortable the soft fabric felt against his
arms.
Before they left work, the associates agreed that each Friday they would
wear the company uniform. But because they did not want to wait the
three days till the next Friday to inaugurate their uniforms, they would
wear them for the first time on the very next day. Therefore, on the
next morning, Amanda brought out Robin's and her company outfits. She
also gave Robin a lower cut pair of panties, which she had bought the
night before, and she wore a similarly cut pair. She explained that they
needed the lower cut of panties because the burgundy pants were low cut
hip huggers.
After pulling on his panties, which felt rather peculiar because of how
low they rode, Robin reached for the first time for knee high nylons.
The shiny, filmy material felt so nice on his hands and even finer as he
pulled them up his smoothly shaven legs. The nylons, though black and
opaque, put a sheen on his legs that would be hard to mistake for socks
if one focused on them. As he pulled his pants up, the silk lining
touching the nylons really charged him up. Moreover, Robin realized that
these women's pants closed with a rear zipper, a new experience. Also,
he had to be especially careful that his blouse was evenly pulled down
so that it would stay in the low cut pants. And once the pants were on,
their feel of not coming up to his waist was most unusual, and he
realized that unlike the pants he had bought with Amanda, in the leg
these were of a distinctly feminine narrow width and a feminine length,
stopping above the level of his ankles. What he did not realize was that
the tight fit of these pants caused panty lines to show through when his
sport jacket swayed and did not cover as he walked.
Then Rob put on his shoes. He had never thought about the feeling of
putting on a pair of shoes, but now he was impressed at how easily his
feet slid into his shoes, how sensitized his feet felt, and how thin a
layer there felt to be between his feet and his shoes. Such a feeling as
this is a primally feminine experience, he thought, jazzed at the
notion.
Driving to work, Robin and Amanda felt a real bond as they both were
wearing the same style blouse and pants. The color of their blouses were
different; Robin's blouse was in turquoise, and Amanda's was in yellow.
As they arrived at work, all of the members of the Hart to Hart Travel
Agency squealed with glee at their uniform in common that morning, and
Robin felt proud that he had taken actions that produced such
camaraderie among their staff. And he decided he enjoyed the exquisite
feel of the nylon knee highs so much that he would wear them every
workday, even when not wearing the agency uniform. Therefore, after work
he told Amanda they should stop by the Walmart and buy him a dozen pair
of black knee highs.
For a month, on each Friday all five of the agency staff wore their
uniforms. The female clients thought it was cute, especially since the
male owner was participating, too, even to the panty lines under his low
slung pants and the shiny ankles peeking out below the narrow women's
pant legs. However, one of the staff, Marcia, noted that their uniform
was not externally complete. They were all wearing different shoes, and
Robin's male shoes looked particularly clunky next to the nicely tapered
burgundy legs on his pants. Marcia said that there were plenty of types
of shoes that were not particularly sexually typed but that were more
delicate and would match their company pants better, while providing a
fully external uniformity to the dress at the agency on Fridays.
So on the next Friday after they closed, the six agents and their
secretary walked to a nearby ladies' shoe store. The females, of course,
knew their shoe size, but Robin had no idea what size he took in a
ladies shoe. The salesman got out the measurer, and he showed quite some
surprise when he realized he needed to measure a man wearing nylon
stockings. Size 10 medium, they concluded. The agents looked at a wide
variety of shoes, but they decided that they needed a shoe with a low
heel and a closed top so that the shoe would not be too obviously a
women's style. To check this, Robin was designated as the person to try
on the candidates. He tried on penny loafers and kiltie loafers, but
they seemed too informal for work. Still, he was interested by how light
and comfortable these shoes felt. He tried lace-up shoes that looked
very masculine, and the other agents booed, saying they would not be
caught dead wearing those to work. Finally, they came upon some dark
grey booties that tied and had a one-inch heel but were delicately cut.
Robin agreed that they were very comfortable and that he would not be
too embarrassed to wear them with his company pants in the office. So
the women each bought themselves a pair, also, and they left the store
with all seven of them wearing their new shoes. Between his slippery
black nylon knee-highs, now showing less due to the tops of the booties,
his silkily lined low slung pants over his low cut panties, and his more
delicate than customary shoes with a bit higher and a bit narrower heel
than he was used to, Robin began to understand how different feminine
clothing was to the heavy, rough male clothing that he had used to wear
to work. The people that they all passed on the street found this
delicately dressed male, surrounded by women with the same outfit, quite
a sight. Robin was taken with the different sound his heels made as they
hit the ground, compared to his men's shoes. In the following weeks, now
and then a client would titter about Robin's attire, but his associates
would always defend his behavior as helpful to their agency, and this
made him feel appreciated.
For the next two months, here was what Robin's life was like. On Sundays
Robin awoke in Amanda's arms, their having had great sexual relations
the night before. He took off his nylon pajamas and put on men's
underwear, chinos, and a sport shirt. After breakfast, he and Amanda
worked all day in their garden or fixing up their house. After dinner
and a bit of TV, Amanda washed and styled her hair, and every other week
Robin Naired his legs, shampooed his hair, and showered. Then Amanda put
on her nightgown, and Robin put on his nylon pajamas, and dog-tired they
went to bed. Mondays through Thursdays, they woke up in the morning and
each put on their panties. Robin took out a pair of his black knee highs
from a neat pile in his sock drawer and pulled them on, while Amanda put
on sheer panty hose. Robin put on a pair of his silk lined women's
pants, so soft to his touch, a pastel colored shirt, and a blazer, and
Amanda put on a skirt and a blouse. Robin put on his booties, which he
now wore daily because he had found their lightness so pleasant, and
Amanda put on her 2-inch heels. Each combed their hair, with Robin's now
getting rather long. Amanda put on her makeup, and together they went to
work. Typically, on Tuesday or Wednesday, the couple, each in their
feminine night clothes, would make love.
On Fridays things were the same, except that both Robin and Amanda wore
the company turtleneck with the linked hearts and their low slung
burgundy pants. After work on Fridays, the associates at Hart to Hart
went out to a cocktail bar that had dancing. Robin would dance a fast
dance with each of his associates. He chose a fast dance so there would
be no issue of who would lead, thus removing any possibility of their
feeling dominated. He found that in his light women's shoes he could
dance so much more gracefully than in heavy men's shoes. After cocktails
and dancing, Amanda and Robin went out to dinner. Under the table Amanda
frequently stroked Robin's stocking clad leg through his lined women's
pants. His tucked penis stirred strongly in his panties, and he could
hardly wait to get home for them to have intercourse.
When they walked from their garage into their house, they excitedly
began to fondle each other and kiss deeply. Both would rub the other's
bums, feeling the other's panties through the soft burgundy pants. As
they moved in embrace slowly and fitfully toward their bedroom, they
left behind a trail of first blouses, then booties, then women's pants,
then one bra, then knee high stockings, and finally panties.
On Saturdays Robin and Amanda woke up late, and Robin made breakfast.
They needed to shop for food, followed by some clothes shopping for the
two of them. To put him in the spirit of buying himself women's clothes,
Robin wore his panties, but otherwise he wore men's clothes. Amanda wore
a sweater and trousers. Each week they shopped for something pretty for
Amanda and something pretty for Robin. It was a blouse or a sweater or a
skirt or a bra or a packet of panties or a pair of earrings or any of a
variety of other possibilities for Amanda. For Robin they spent long
periods looking for the prettiest yet comfortable panties. Robin came to
like shiny, soft panties, frequently with bows, and he found very
enjoyable having panties in a variety of colors, dark and light, pastel
and rich. As the weeks went on, Robin became less self-conscious about
looking for panties for himself, realizing that standing with his wife,
he looked like a cooperative husband helping her shop. On the other
hand, when in some weeks they shopped for some new trousers instead of
panties for Robin, Robin had to try these on, and it was still with some
embarrassment that he would come out of the men's dressing room with
women's trousers on to look into the mirror. This was especially the
case since they were now choosing some in brighter, albeit still
darkish, colors than they had originally done.
One week while on their shopping trip Robin complained of dry lips and
said that he figured that women had an advantage in that lipstick would
moisturize their lips. Amanda agreed, and she pointed out that they
could buy Robin some clear lip gloss that would have the same effect.
They went to the cosmetics section of the drugstore in the mall and
picked out some lip gloss that advertised itself as containing
emollients. When Robin tried the gloss at home, he found that it did
indeed make his lips feel a lot better. The shine it put on his lips
made his lips stand out when he looked in the mirror, but he was more
aware of the perfumed smell it continuously provided. While not
something he was used to, he had to admit that the constant aroma was
quite pleasant. As a result of the moisturizing effect and the nice
aroma, Robin renewed his lip gloss after every meal and had it on all
weekend. During their sex on that Saturday night, Amanda said that the
feel of Robin's lips against her made up lips made her hot, providing
another reason for Robin to keep wearing his gloss. Thus he wore it to
work on Monday, and the other agents, while understanding his stated
reason of lip dryness for wearing the gloss, found him one step further
along in looking feminine.
After two months of this schedule, on one Sunday Robin began to notice
that his workpants had become too tight around his bum. The estrogen had
caused fat to be added to his bottom, while leaving his waist the same
or slimmer. When he tried to find men's workpants that would fit, he
found that men's pants simply did not fit him comfortably, whereas the
pants he wore to the agency during the week fit very well indeed. The
only solution he could think of was to wear the pants of a women's sweat
suit for his chores around the house and yard. So one Saturday he went
into the Sears in the mall they were at and shopped in the misses
section. He began by examining drab colors, but he was so attracted to a
pretty shiny medium blue sweat suit that after trying it on, he bought
it. Realizing that one sweat suit would not be enough, he also bought a
soft sweat suit in fire engine red. For that and subsequent Sundays the
colorfully clad man doing the garden work attracted the attention of
passersby and neighbors.
During some lunches Gail and Judy, two female agents in the agency,
enjoyed window shopping, and one day they invited Robin along. Feeling
that he could not refuse if he was to continue the collegial feeling
that was so good for business, he agreed to join them. During this trip,
they spied some velvet yellow women's pants in the window and admired
them greatly. A few days later they invited Robin again. Robin, Gail,
and Judy saw the same pants in the window and were so taken by them that
they went into the store for one of the associates to try a pair on.
When Gail came out of the dressing room, Robin and Judy marveled at how
pretty they were. The two women insisted that Robin and Judy also try on
a pair of the pants in their size. Delighted in their beauty and their
feel, Gail and Judy said that they should buy all three pairs. Robin
wondered aloud when he would ever be able to wear such feminine pants,
but they were so pretty and so nice to the touch and Gail and Judy were
so insistent, that he did indeed buy a pair for himself. However, the
women pointed out, black stockings and grey shoes did not go with those
pants. They therefore bought Robin some sheer tan knee-highs, which they
insisted that he put on with his pants so that they could choose
appropriate shoes. They then dragged him to the shoe section of the
store. After trying on many pairs of shoes, they all agreed that a pair
of yellow skimmers set off the new pants particularly beautifully. The
women, excited by this experience of making Robin so feminine looking,
lobbied to him that he should surprise Amanda by wearing his new
purchases back to the agency. He was really uncomfortable at appearing
on the street with such obviously non-masculine clothes, but he felt he
could not disappoint his agents without a negative effect at work, so he
gave in. What a sight he made as he walked down the street and into
their travel agency clad in shoes, stockings, and pants none of which
could in any way be mistaken for men's. Amanda was amazed and excited
that Robin could have been convinced to appear in public in such
obviously feminine apparel. Robin was amazed, too, but explained to
himself that to wear apparel that was simultaneously so comfortable and
so attractive could not be a bad thing. The feel of the velvet pants to
his hands and the feathery feel of the skimmers on his feet was just
heaven. Moreover, the smooth, matte, flesh colored look of the tops of
his feet made them appear extremely sexy.
A week later, Amanda needed to get her hair cut and styled, and she
invited Robin along. He was sitting in the chair next to her in his
Friday outfit and fell asleep. This gave Amanda an idea. She had been
thinking that Robin's hair, which he wore longish, would look prettier
with some body, but she feared he would balk at having his hair done in
a women's salon. During her next visit, as Robin was sitting in the
styling chair next to her, the stylist offered him some coffee, into
which Amanda had dissolved a sleeping pill. After he fell into a deep
sleep, the stylist trimmed his hair with some layering, combed some hair
forward and cut it into straight bangs, put large rollers into his hair,
and suffused the rollers with styling solution. When his hair was dry,
she took out the rollers and combed out his hair. The stylist and Amanda
agreed that his hair looked lovely.
Upon awakening, at first Robin groggily asked how long he had been
asleep. Amanda was still getting her eyebrows waxed, so he began to read
his magazine again when he felt his hair on his forehead. Staring into
the mirror, he yelled, "What have you done to me?" Amanda's explanation
of how pretty his hair looked was to no avail, but when she explained
that he could comb his hair into a masculine style and it would be hard
for anyone to know its feminine option but that she would really turn on
if they had sex while his hair was combed in its feminine option, Robin
agreed that the styling to give this flexibility was a good idea. When
he arrived at work the next day, even though his hair was combed in the
masculine fashion, the other agents complimented him on how pretty his
hair looked with its new body. Clients didn't really notice, but Robin
felt that he was treated with more deference than he once had been.
On the next Sunday, Amanda showed Robin how to set his hair after he got
out of the shower, so his hair would have its fullness for the next
week. For the next two months on each Sunday Robin set his hair. He
began to tire of having to set his hair each week, and he complained
about the need to Amanda. He was thinking of stopping the tiresome
practice and live with his hair in its earlier state, but Amanda pointed
out that he could have a permanent to give his hair body without having
to set it all the time. So the next time they visited the salon, Robin
asked the stylist to give him a body perm. He had no idea of the
peculiar odors that he would smell and the pulls on his scalp he would
feel, and he was not fully prepared to sit for a time in the waiting
area of the salon with large rollers in his hair and a hair net over it,
but after it was done, he had to admit that his hair looked as nice as
it had after a temporary styling but was pleased to think how easy to
care for his hair would now be.
Two Fridays later, before the associates went out for their Friday
afternoon drink, one of the associates told Robin that Amanda had told
her of his hair styling option and that he would look cute if he combed
his hair into the feminine option before they went out to drink. Not
wanting to appear argumentative, Robin acceded. He had to admit that he
really felt that he fit in among the associates, and this feeling was
strengthened when a group of men came to the table and asked each of the
associates to dance. Robin and Amanda refused while the single agents
accepted. It was the first time that Robin had been completely mistaken
for a woman, and it gave him pause. However, the great sex when he and
Amanda returned home got him over his problem.
At their next visit to the hair salon, Robin had his hair shampooed and
touched up while Amanda had a more complete treatment. Robin felt how
nice it was that he and Amanda could share this time, as they had not
been able to do when he went to a barber for males. While their hair was
drying, Amanda was getting a pedicure and suggested that Robin's
toenails were on the drab side. "Why not put a pretty shine and color on
them? After all, who sees your toenails besides me?" she asked. So Robin
pulled off his knee highs and chose a deep pink iridescent color that he
found particularly attractive, and the pedicurist went to work on his
toes. When she was done, his feet were far prettier than he had ever
found them. He almost hated to cover his pretty toes back up with his
pretty nylon stockings.
Amanda thought Robin's toenails looked so cool, and she complained that
she could not appreciate them when he had his shoes or slippers on at
home. Knowing his shoe size, she stopped in a shoe store one afternoon
and bought a pair of marabou slippers that would display her husband's
pretty toes. One night as Robin put on his pretty pajamas, Amanda
brought out a package, all gift-wrapped, and with great ceremony
presented it to Robin. Entranced with the kindness of his wife buying
him a present, Robin opened it up, to find the feather decorated open
toed slippers with 2-inch heels. She told him how sexy she thought it
would make him to her for him to wear those slippers, so he slipped them
on and sashayed over to her, finding it a bit of a challenge to
negotiate the narrower, higher heels than he had ever worn. What a
special night of sex they had! In the morning Robin slid his feet into
his sexy new slippers as they went into the kitchen for breakfast, and
Amanda was all over him again. Robin was not about to wear male slippers
at home when these slippers had such an exciting effect on his wife.
Amanda and Robin had for the whole of their marriage found a sensitizing
part their sexual foreplay to kiss, fondle, and lick, and suck on each
other's breasts. Because this was already a part of their life, Robin
did not mark any change, but in fact this activity felt better and
better. The small doses of estrogen that he had taken daily for a few
months already were the cause, but all that occurred to him was how fine
their sex was, and his sighs of pleasure encouraged Amanda to increase
the intensity of this part of their foreplay.
After repeated occasions of sex like that, Robin's breasts began to feel
very sensitive right through the day. He reasoned that the sensitivity
was as a result of this part of their sex. He did not want to give up
this wonderful feeling, so he had to find a way to deal with pain caused
during the day by the sensitivity of his breasts. Amanda pointed out
that the problem came from Robin's breasts rubbing on the rough material
in his cotton undershirts. She noted that women solve the problem by
wearing nylon underwear over their breasts. When Robin himself took no
action on this but kept complaining about the discomfort, Amanda took
things into her own hands. She went to Penney's, chose ten pretty white
nylon camisoles, and put them in Robin's underwear drawer on top of his
undershirts. In exasperation over his daily discomfort, Robin gave one a
try, and as soon as he began to wear a camisole, his breast pain
subsided. Thus he began wearing a camisole every day, even on weekends
under male or female clothes. He really did not notice that the camisole
straps and lacy bottom could be slightly seen through his turtleneck
blouses on Fridays, but when a customer laughed at the style of his
underwear, he protested that comfort needed to be the major criterion.
Robin was feeling the need of exercise, but because of all the hard work
at the agency he got little. One day the women said they were off to an
exercise spa after work, and Robin asked Amanda if they should not join
the crowd, since he felt so lethargic. The girls said that it was not
necessarily a session for people of a single gender, so on the spur of
the moment they went. He and Amanda had an athletic bag with a few
sports clothes in the back room, so they grabbed that and went along.
When they arrived at the spa, they found that only the people from their
own agency had come to that session. When they opened their athletic
bag, Amanda found a leotard and tights for her but only a shirt and no
shorts for Robin. When Robin came out saying he could not participate,
one of the women said she had an extra pair of shorts that Robin could
borrow. What the hell, he thought, I need the exercise, and only my
friends are here to see me. However, when he pulled the silky shorts
over his panties and tried to put on his shirt, he found the shirt was
far too small over his chest - he had not worn it in the last many
months, and his chest had grown since then. As tight as it had become
and as rough a material of which it was made, it really hurt his
breasts, so much that he really could not exercise in this shirt. Seeing
his disappointment, one of the girls then offered him a spare leotard,
saying that only the top would show if he put the shorts on over it.
Robin pulled the golden leotard on, pulled the shorts on, and went out
into the exercise area. The instructor thought it funny to have a man
with women's gym clothes on, but the girls in the agency felt it just
one more occasion of what they were used to at work, especially on
Fridays. Robin found the exercise extremely enjoyable, and the feel of
the silky leotard against his chest just added to the enjoyment and was
quite comfortable on his breasts. On the other hand, his legs felt cold
in the gym because the temperature was kept low to avoid making the
exercisers sweat too much.
At the end of that session the associates agreed to arrange a weekly
exercise class for themselves alone so that Robin could wear a
comfortable leotard and still would not feel self-conscious about
appearing in this garb and being the only male among women. Thus before
the next time he and his colleagues went to the spa, Robin bought
himself a leotard. It appeared grey to him but in fact was silver, with
straps that crossed in the back and attached under his arms to the
darted bodice. He also bought full length black opaque tights to keep
his legs warm. The difficulty was, he found, that the neckline of the
leotard pulled his chest hairs painfully and the elastic straps pulled
his underarm hairs. Amanda suggested that he could solve that problem in
his Friday session by not only removing the hair on his legs but also on
his chest and underarms. The next Thursday, Robin prepared to shave his
chest and underarms. He realized that he needed to be especially careful
because his nipples and aureoles had grown and were quite sensitive.
One day after work, arriving at their spa workout, Robin opened his
athletic bag, only to realize that he had forgotten his shorts. What the
heck, he thought. I'll just wear my leotard, like many of the others.
The fact that my tucked male equipment will show a bit will just have to
be tolerated by my associates. After all, their nipples show through
their leotards. Truth be told, so did his, a little. His breasts had
also become more rounded as a result of the estrogen, and the leotard
emphasized this feature. Also, Amanda noted that his leg shape was
softer and rounder than it once had been, so his legs looked very nice
in his leotard and tights. Even the instructor subconsciously stopped
treating Robin as different from the other class participants, since his
look was far from masculine.
After a few more spa workouts, Robin began to complain to Amanda of
discomfort on account of his breasts bouncing under his leotard as he
did the aerobics steps. His breasts, after all, were not the size of
many women's, but they had grown to a skimpy A size, large enough to
bounce a bit. Sympathetic to her husband's pain, Amanda picked out a
sports bra for him in what she knew would be his size, 36A, when they
went shopping on the following weekend. Rather than making a fuss about
it, she simply inserted it into his athletic bag. Getting dressed at the
spa at the time of their next workout, Robin came upon the sports bra
and looked at it quizzically. He realized that using it would be some
kind of statement, but at the same time it seemed so sensible to avoid
the breast discomfort he'd been feeling during exercises that he pulled
it on and fitted his small breasts into it, before pulling on his
leotard. His associates noticed his new piece of clothing. However, they
understood well how necessary such support was during physical activity,
so they simply took it as one more way in which Robin would understand
their way of being.
However, in his leotard his crotch showed in its shape that he was not
the same as the others in leotards. Of course, his fellow agents knew he
was not a woman, but he told Amanda that he felt self-conscious with his
male parts showing. Amanda pointed out that he could purchase what she
had read was called a gaff, an elastic belt that would hold his
equipment in. "Then you'll look and feel just fine, and won't have
always to wear shorts," she opined. So during the next week Robin walked
into a store specializing in clothes for crossdressers. He felt self-
conscious since he felt he was not necessarily inclined to crossdressing
in the way of others but was doing it for his wife and his company.
However, realizing that the gaff would make his daily worn pants fit
better and the lack of difference with the other employees would help
the company, he began to wear the gaff daily.
It was summer, and it was now a year since Robin had begun to try some
feminine clothes to limit his masculine tendencies at work. The
associates had become very close in that year. To celebrate the
closeness of the associates and the resulting profits of their agency,
one of the women organized a swim party for all of them at the pool at
her house. Robin wanted to participate but realized that his bathing
suit from a year before had a few problems. First, it was too tight
around his butt. Second, his now A-size breasts would be exposed and
would flop around while he swam. Third, when he had a shirt on, it would
chafe his breasts. When he spoke of his concern to Amanda, she said,
"Look, Robin, you have seen that you are more comfortable exercising
when you have a bra on. To swim with a bra on is simply to wear a
woman's swimsuit. It's not new for you, given your experience at the
spa. Of course, with a woman's suit only, your male equipment would
rather show. However, you can wear your gaff as you are used to doing
with your leotard, thereby minimizing that problem, and all the girls at
the agency will feel as one, as usual.
So the next weekend found Amanda and Robin shopping for a one piece
women's swimsuit for Robin. There were so many pretty suits on the rack;
it was not like shopping for a man's suit, thought Rob, where one looked
at a half dozen possibilities and then quickly chose. Instead, one had
to consider dozens and dozens, in a variety of fabrics and patterns.
Then, it was necessary to try on the possibilities, both to see how the
suit looked and to feel the fit around his breasts. He chose an electric
blue suit with the bra part in patterned white with a little bit of lace
at the bottom. A short skirt was attached, hiding what little bump
appeared between his legs. As he rode home after the purchase, Robin was
amazed at what he had done. Not simply because it would help the agency
and not simply because it would affect his sex life, but because it
seemed like the natural thing to do, he had bought a pretty women's
bathing outfit to look nice at the pool with his female friends.
So when the agents were all sitting around the pool at the swim party,
Robin, with his blue one-piece suit, his shiny red toenails, and his
shiny, soft lips, felt as pretty as any of the others and felt himself
even more to be one of the girls. His breasts were not only well
supported by the swim bra, giving him a comfortable, secure feeling, but
they were also well decorated. A week later, when he wanted to cool off
in their own backyard pool, he felt it the nicest thing to do to put on
his pretty electric blue one-piece swimsuit with its white detailing.
After a few weeks of this, Robin found himself with tan lines that were
certainly not typical for a male. On the other hand, except when home
with his wife or exercising with his colleagues, no one saw the form of
his tan.
After wearing a swimsuit with a built-in bra while swimming and a sports
bra while exercising, Robin realized that it would be more comfortable
to wear a bra whenever he would have any physical activity. Since his
daily routine involved a walk to the office from the parking lot and
lots of walking around the office, it made sense to wear a bra every
workday. However, he was embarrassed to walk into a store and buy bras
for himself. So he asked Amanda to go shopping with him the next evening
after dinner. Shopping in the lingerie section of the local Penney's
with Amanda, they looked at bras of many colors and styles. Robin was
looking at a plain style, but Amanda said "If you are going to wear a
bra, why not a really pretty one?" As a result, they began to look at
lacy, satin white bras. Robin looked at a couple with underwires, but
Amanda told him that such a bra would not be comfortable for the whole
day, so instead they looked at softcup, padded bras in Robin's 36A size.
They picked out five extremely pretty ones, and Robin was heading for
the cashier when Amanda said you had to try them on to see if they fit
comfortably. Amanda asked for the key to a dressing room, and the
saleswoman was mighty surprised to have both members of the couple go
in. That's carrying togetherness pretty far, she thought to herself.
In the dressing room Robin took off his jacket and shirt and his
camisole, and Amanda introduced him to the most feminine of activities,
trying on bras. They found that three fit quite comfortably, but one was
binding and one was too loose around his breasts. Robin found the
process very exciting, so much so that he decided to wear one of the
bras out of the store. So they took the tags off of that bra, returned
the poorly fitting two to the saleslady, and paid for the three new bras
for Robin. Little did the saleslady know that the bras were for him; she
thought it must be Amanda who was wearing the new bra and did not catch
on to the rounding in Robin's shape because he had a jacket on.
From then on, Robin wore a bra to work each day. He had to admit that,
besides the function, he loved the idea of wearing such a pretty and
feminine item and it made him feel even more one of the girls. Of
course, bras being designed not only for breast support but also to
emphasize the breasts of women, it did just that for Robin. Not wanting
to appear too peculiar, Robin tended not to take his jacket off much at
work.
One day Amanda came into the office with a trade newspaper in her hand.
She showed Robin that it said that there would be tax savings for their
agency if they were certified as an all-female small business. Robin,
always on the lookout for a way to save a buck, agreed that they should
try. Because Robin's name could be taken by a man or a woman, they
expected no problems with the papers. Amanda filled them out and
submitted them.
A few weeks later, they received a letter with tentative approval. But
they were unhappy to read that to gain this certification, a visit by an
inspector was necessary because the lawmakers had feared that some
companies would fraudulently claim to be all female when they were not.
Of course, Robin realized that they could not back out because it would
make them look guilty. Amanda thought for a minute and said she thought
that in his Friday work outfit and with his softened, rounded body and
his hair, which he had let grow somewhat long, if he left off his jacket
and wore only some foundation and lipstick, combed his hair in its
feminine mode, and wore some basic jewelry, the inspector would suspect
nothing. So on the day of the inspection Amanda showed Robin how to clip
on earrings and to put on these cosmetics. It was Robin's idea just
before they left the house to put on a splash of Amanda's perfume.
At the office the inspector indicated that a requirement of
certification was participation in the organization of all-female firms.
The owners needed to participate in a meeting of heads of all these
firms on the very next day at 1 p.m., with the inspector present. As a
result Robin and Amanda had to run off immediately to a women's clothing
store to purchase a women's suit. It was his first skirt. The suit that
they chose was mint green, with a pleated knee-length skirt and a
collarless jacket that stopped at the waist, sleeves that were elbow
length, and a column of three large white buttons on each side as
decoration. To go with the suit, they picked out a beige bow blouse of
shiny rayon, a slip, and pantyhose. Trying the outfit on and looking
into the mirror at the pretty person looking back, Robin felt he saw a
new side of himself.
The next day, as Robin put on his nylon underwear, floated his pretty
new slip over his feminized body, pulled on his pantyhose, and donned
his new outfit, he realized again that he was enjoying the feminine
clothes not only for the camaraderie it provided or the eroticism it
provided for his sex life with Amanda, but for the special feel and look
the soft and silky clothes gave him. However, as he looked in the mirror
after putting on his foundation and colored lipstick for just the second
time, there was a grating feeling produced by looking at his face. He
realized that his eyebrows appeared far too thick to give the feminine
appearance he otherwise showed. He told Amanda that he feared that his
eyebrows might give him away. Amanda agreed, and she spent 15 minutes
trimming his eyebrows with a pair of scissors, just enough, she said, so
they would look less bushy but not so much as to be obvious when he was
dressed as a male.
Robin realized that the flats and low heeled booties he had for shoes
would not be seen to match his suit. So on his way work, after leaving
Amanda at the agency, he drove to a women's shoe store and chose a pair
of medium-height high heeled black pumps. He was struck that the
salesman helping him try on his heels did not even consider the
possibility that Robin was other than female. He walked out of the store
in his pretty new shoes, ready for the meeting. Navigating in high
heeled shoes was no problem at all, because he had been wearing his
marabou slippers for so many months at home.
After a half day at the agency, with the rest of the staff struck with
Robin in a skirt and Robin conscious not only of his skirt but of the
loveliness of his blouse, Robin and Amanda drove off to the meeting.
Robin was aware that as he exited the car, he had to be careful of how
to maneuver in a skirt, so as not to expose an unladylike expanse of
leg. The two of them entered the meeting looking, they thought, like a
pair of women partners, but fearful that something about Robin would
give them away. They had decided that Amanda should do most of the
talking, worrying that Robin's voice would give him away. Robin sat at
the meeting table, with his nylon encased legs crossed, as he had seen
women do. The feel of his legs in the open, except for his pantyhose,
with his skirt floating on his upper legs, was one he was not used to,
but it surely felt nice. It also made him feel quite as one with the
other pairs of partners sitting at the tables, whose nylon covered legs
he was admiring.
As they left the meeting, Robin and Amanda were feeling very high. They
had succeeded in their meeting with other pairs of women, and as a
result their company had a real tax advantage over its competitors. To
celebrate, they decided to go to a nice restaurant for dinner. Robin
said he was concerned whether he'd be able to continue to fool
strangers, but Amanda said they'd get a corner booth where they'd be
unlikely to be noticed. When they entered the restaurant and the ma?tre
d' asked "Two for dinner, ladies?" Robin became more relaxed. Amazed at
how well he passed as a woman, Robin decided to order a ladies' drink
after they sat down, so he ordered a pink lady. While sipping his
cocktail, Robin twirled his pumps on his toes and then realized what a
feminine thing he was doing. Now that Robin had a skirt and nylons on,
he got a real sexual thrill when Amanda stroked his leg under the table
with her nylon clad foot, with her shoe slipped off. To settle down,
Robin felt he had to suggest they freshen their lipstick, but that
experience charged him up even more, and he could hardly wait till they
got home to release the sexual tension.
For the next few weeks Robin was back in his feminine pants at work, but
he thought frequently of the day in his skirt suit, and one day he even
wore his bow blouse. When the Hart to Hart associates decided to have an
ice skating party as a New Year's Eve party, he realized he needed to
think about what to wear to the party. But Amanda was way ahead of him.
While doing her Christmas shopping, she bought stirrup stretch pants and
a pink bulky sweater for Robin. On Christmas Day, under the tree, Robin
found his presents from his wife: this sporty outfit together with a
nightgown, necklace, and bracelet. How right this felt, and it felt even
better when, after he tried on and admired his presents, it immediately
led to some very hot sex.
On the night of the skating party, Amanda and Robin arrived at the rink
in their feminine skating clothes. Both had feminine hairdos and makeup.
Both, of course, wore bras under their sweaters to support their breasts
during the physical activity of skating. Amanda carried her skates, but
they had decided that Rob's hockey skates would not fit with his
appearance. So as they entered, they went to rent women's skates for
Robin, of course giving his women's shoe size to the rental desk. He was
brought a pair of white, women's figure skates, and he stared at them,
never having expected to wear such things. As he laced on the skates, he
realized that they had higher heels than on any skates he had ever worn
but they were surely prettier than any skates he had ever worn. Why
shouldn't he be able to wear such things of beauty, he asked himself. In
fact, Robin found himself envying the women who had cute skating skirts
on and wishing he had one.
As Robin and Amanda were skating around, the musical piece being played
ended, and they announced that the next set would be a women-only skate.
What a kick it was when Robin realized he could participate in this set
for the first time in his life. He tried to skate as gracefully as he
could to fit in with the other women. This was difficult, as he was just
getting used to skating with figure skates, with a toe pick that could
catch on the ice.
Later in the evening there was a couples skate announced. Robin realized
that he could not ask Amanda to skate, but he was really taken aback
when a man skated over and asked him to join him. It made him realize
how convincing his feminine appearance was, with its soft lines and made
up face. Of course, he refused the invitation, trying to do so as kindly
as possible. Amanda appreciated the difficulty she had put her husband
in, but she was inside rather pleased at his sharing experiences that
she had had many times.
In January, the Hart to Hart Travel Agency received an invitation to
participate in a late February cruise of members of all female firms.
The whole agency was abuzz with the possibility, especially given that
as travel agents they would receive a significant discount, and it was
immediately voted that they should close the agency for a week and they
all should all go. Amanda pointed out to Robin that the dress on these
cruises was formal in the evening, and it being for all-female firms,
he'd have to dress the part. Robin didn't bat an eye, saying what
excited the other women was what was important to him, though inside he
found the idea of 3 days and 4 nights dressed as a woman extremely
exciting. Still it took him aback when Amanda said that evenings would
be spent in evening gowns and that no woman would be seen as fashionable
in evening dress with clip-on earrings. So with some concern for the
difficulty of reversing this externally obvious step, Robin agreed that
he had to have his ears pierced.
Thus a month before the cruise, Amanda took Robin, dressed in casual
feminine clothes, to the earring store at the mall for a free piercing.
He had to choose the studs that he would wear for some weeks. He was
quite attracted to studs with cubic zirconium chips, but he was worried
that such shininess flashing at his ears would attract too much
attention when he was dressed as a man. Ultimately he chose medium sized
gold balls, perhaps not realizing that these, too, would shine prettily.
Amanda and he also chose two pairs of small hoop earrings, one in gold
and one in silver, for when he could take out the studs.
Robin had been looking so feminine each day at work that the agents took
it for granted when he came in with pierced earrings, just commenting
how pretty his ears now looked. They looked the prettier two weeks later
when he could take out his trainers and begin to wear his delicate
hoops. Robin found that it took some practice to learn to insert his
earrings into his recently pierced ears. Still, he got a kick out of how
pretty his ears became with earrings on, and he really looked forward to
going to purchase dangly earrings for their cruise. Amanda and he went
to the earring emporium at the mall, and Robin tripped out on the beauty
of the earrings they were purchasing and the tickling of his neck as he
tried them on.
The following weekend Amanda and Robin went shopping to buy clothes for
the trip. Robin understood that it would look really funny for him
dressed as a male to shop for and try on the feminine clothes they were
looking for, so he dressed in one of his company turtleneck blouses over
a bra and camisole, his stirrup pants over his panties, and his black
flats over pantyhose.
Having read in the cruise literature that days would spent off the boat
walking in picturesque towns and on the beach, Robin and Amanda first
shopped for women?s shorts for Robin. The pastel and bright colors that
were now possible for him to wear and the style of shorts that widened
from the waist and had cuffs certainly struck his fancy, especially as
compared to the drab colors, like khaki, and straight lines of the men?s
shorts with which he was more familiar. The higher rise of the shorts
struck him as very feminine. He found it hard to imagine walking in
public in such clothes, but he chose three pair, one a hot pink, one a
pastel green, and one with bold red flowers on a light blue background,
and they took them into the dressing room. The shorts felt tight on his
waist, but Amanda pointed out that unlike men?s shorts, they needed to
stay at the height of a female waist and he could not wear a belt. The
flowered shorts seemed to both of them a bit much, given that his hips
were narrower than he wanted to bring attention to. So they decided on
the two solid colored pairs.
Robin was still thinking about how nice his shorts were, but Amanda,
very much the practical member of the couple while shopping, said they
had to move on to buy blouses that would go with the shorts and be
comfortable in the tropics. Amanda suggested sleeveless blouses in a
soft, stretchy material. After looking at many blouses in many stores,
they settled on a beige blouse in a ribbed fabric, a sky blue blouse in
a tightly knit polyester and with a low neckline, and a white blouse in
a coarse knit with three pearl buttons closing the neckline. Not a
collar on one of them, Robin noted.
They had not even started to look for evening gowns, and they were both
already tired. They decided to have some relaxation by having lunch in a
restaurant. While eating they happily chattered about their recent
purchases, like two female companions. His decision to wear female garb
had really brought them together, Robin thought.
Robin had suggested to Amanda that he carry his black pumps in a bag to
wear when he was trying on gowns, but she had replied that the heels on
those shoes were not high enough to approximate the height of the shoes
he?d be wearing with the gown. The result, she said, was that they
needed first to go to the shoe store, where they both bought a pair of
strappy black patent sandals with 4" heels as well a pair of
multicolored beach sandals for Robin. These they carried to the stores
where they were looking for evening gowns. But it had become quite late,
so while they began to look at evening gowns, he did not try even one
on, and they decided to put off that purchase for the next weekend,
giving Robin a whole week of anticipation.
On the following Saturday, Robin and Amanda returned to the stores
selling formal women?s dresses. Robin wore a blouse and skirt and
pantyhose and his black high-heeled sandals. They went from store to
store, looking at gown after gown. Now and then they would choose a gown
that he would try on. Amanda also tried on a few, making for a most
enjoyable sharing, as Robin commented on the gowns that Amanda tried on
and she on the gowns that he tried on. All in all, Robin tried on six
different gowns. He found that, unlike his previous experiences with
shopping for male clothes, he enjoyed the shopping and trying on, not
just as a means to buy. Eventually they settled on one gown for Amanda
and two for Robin, one a black strapless and one coral with a draped low
cut bodice and spaghetti straps. Amanda chose more bras for both of them
including a longline strapless bra for Robin. They also bought a pair of
spike heeled pumps to match the coral gown, having decided that the
strappy sandals would go well with the strapless gown.
While Robin was shopping for a full length half slip to go with his
gown, Amanda took the saleswoman aside and told her that instead of
bringing the actual gowns that Robin had tried on and they had chosen,
she should pack for them dresses that were in the same style but fit a
breast cup size C instead of the size A Robin really could support.
Also, unbeknownst to Robin, when they shopped for a longline strapless
bra to go with Robin?s evening gowns, she chose for him a C-cup bra in
place of one with his normal A-cup bra size. A day later, on the sly,
Amanda went to a mastectomy clinic and purchased a set of breast forms,
a special type that fit over his A-cup breasts to make them into C-cup
breasts. She also bought some special makeup to blend the breast forms
in with the wearer?s skin.
For the next three weeks, Robin was in a state of great anticipation, as
he looked at his evening gowns hanging in his closet. A day before the
cruise, Amanda pointed out that if Robin was to look as good as he
wanted on the cruise, he would need a more feminine hair style. So for
the first time Robin made an appointment for himself at the beauty salon
they had been using. He made the appointment for late in the afternoon
of the day before the cruise, wanting not to have to appear at work in
what he knew would give him completely away as a crossdresser. How he
could think he was not already obvious as a crossdresser was beyond
Amanda?s understanding, she ruminated. But his appearance still was a
turn-on for her.
Arriving at the salon, Robin requested the book of hair style
illustrations that he had seen women use during his earlier visits
there. He and Amanda considered quite a variety of possibilities for his
hair, which now came down to just above his shoulder. Amanda said that
Robin needed a do that would look feminine on the ship but which could
be pulled back to look less feminine after the cruise. They chose a
graceful pageboy style and w