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Thanks to Charlie for the editing, advice and support. After a couple of days Lauren still hadn't returned. I called Karla to see if Lauren was staying with her but she hadn't seen her. For the next few weeks the status quo remained. I was living at home by myself. For all intents and purposes Lauren was gone and I was now single. She refused to answer text messages. When I rang her at work it was impossible to get past Maddison. Every time I called she was either busy or out of the office. So this was it? It was all over, after all we had been through she just left. For days I fretted and worried, I cried, I got angry, and I threw things. Damn it I was pissed off. The least she could have done was tell me it was over. Fuck it, after a month of no contact I decided if it was really all over. If it was over I was going to file for divorce. I refused to live like this and let her control my life. I made an appointment with the lawyer for after work and went in and signed the papers I was not seeking or taking anything, all I planned to take was my car and the 996. I was giving her the house and all of the furniture. We kept separate bank accounts and hers was a lot healthier than mine, because I paid all the major accounts. I left her car which I had brought for her, it took me two years to pay that sucker off, but it was what she wanted, I still remember the look on her face when I rocked up at home with it and handed her the keys! The lawyer said it would take a couple of days to get the papers ready, they asked where to serve her and I told them that probably work would be best because I didn't know where she was living. Two days later my phone went mad, there were hundreds of missed calls and messages. I scrolled through them and there were lots from Lauren and even more from Karla, there was one was from the lawyer confirming they had served Lauren. I ignored the messages for a couple of days but as I was pulling out of work Karla turned up in her beemer and blocked my path. She jumped out and came over screaming at me, she tried to wrench open the doors of my car but I locked them. I wound down my window and said. "hi Karla." She started yelling and screaming so I wound the window back up. She wouldn't stop screaming so I reversed back into our yard and drove out through the back way. That night was worse there were literally hundreds of messages all from Karla. She obviously wasn't going to stop so I called her. When she realised it was me she started to yell at me again so I hung up. She rang me back. "OK Michael I apologise for yelling but you are infuriating me. Michael, Lauren is having a breakdown and she is a mess. Why the fuck did you get her served at work? That was bloody mean." "Well Karla the reason I had her served at work is they couldn't reach her any other way. She hasn't been living at home, so I had no choice. It's not something I wanted to do." Karla was silent. "What do you mean she isn't at home?" "Well Karla about a month ago after the night at home when you were there, she started going out at night and not coming home. Then one night she left and didn't return. I can live with her weird fucking ideas but I won't live with a cheat. No Karla I had no choice. Lauren has made her choice she has obviously found someone else." The phone was deadly silent. "Michael I am sorry I didn't know any of that. Where has she been staying?" "I don't know Karla because after that day at home she has never spoken to me again. She was angry we weren't talking and I have tried and tried to contact her but she refuses to answer my calls. I will not stand to be treated like this." "Michael please can we talk about this, I know Lauren and she wouldn't cheat on you, she loves you. She is broken hearted at the moment, maybe she is staying with someone else because she was lonely." I snapped. "lonely my ass Karla, she is living with someone else. How the fuck could she be lonely?" "Please Michael Karla pleaded if I organised a get together would you come so we could talk about this?" I ruminated for a few minutes, was it even worth it? In the end I agreed I wanted to hear it from her mouth. "Yes OK Karla, if you can set something up I will be there, just text me a date, time and location." Later that night I got a text, we were to meet at Karla's office the next night after work. I texted back, 'Do I need to bring my lawyer?' The response was quick. 'No Michael this is to be a friendly get together to just see if we can maybe find some common ground.' So I rocked up to Karla's office and she was there with Lauren, who did look a mess. She had obviously been crying. I sat down opposite them at a big round table. Lauren was just staring at me, Karla said. "Thanks for coming Michael. OK the reason for this meeting is to see if we can get you two talking to each other. Michael perhaps you could start?" "OK Karla, Lauren as I explained to you already Lauren has moved out and is living with someone else, so I want a divorce, simple really isn't it." Lauren exploded. "What the hell are you talking about Michael, I have not left you." My anger got the better of me and I barked. "Sorry Lauren, should I have said you have found somebody you prefer to me." Karla pleaded, "OK guys please settle down, we won't make any progress if you just yell at each other." "Yeah OK Karla I am sorry but this is pretty emotional for me." "Michael what I want you to tell us is why you filed for divorce, just in simple terms, explain your position." OK Karla, well it all came to a head the day Lauren walked out of our home and never returned or contacted me. She refused to return calls or messages. So I figured she has moved on." Lauren was crying the tears were flowing and she was just shaking her head. Karla sucked in a deep breath. "OK Lauren your turn baby, give us your perspective." Lauren could barely speak, she was sobbing and sniffling, she was just staring down at the table. "After our fight Michael stopped talking to me, he wouldn't even look at me. We would walk past each other like ships passing in the night, so I decided to stay with a friend, because it was so stressful at home." I barked, "That's OK Lauren I can understand that, just tell us who was it you stayed with?" Again she couldn't look me in the eye. "That's none of your business Michael, it is just a friend." "None of my fucking business! OK Karla I am going to make it simple, I have filed for divorce and unless Lauren can give me a good reason why that shouldn't happen I am going to push forward with it. I am not living with someone who is having sex with someone else." Lauren jumped up and leaned across the table screaming at me, her face a twisted bitter mask. "Fuck you Michael I haven't so much as looked at another man I don't know how you can say that about me." "If that's the case Lauren just tell me where you have been staying." "No Michael, as I said its none of tour business! It's just a friend, you will have to trust me." "Shit don't be stupid Lauren you have the bare faced gall to use the word trust?? Where's the trust on your side? Where's the faith in me Lauren? No Lauren, I'm sorry but I need answers Lauren." I had come to this meeting with the hope that I could show a hard cold face, but it was impossible, the tears started to flow and I was sobbing, Karla came around the table and hugged me. "It's OK Michael, this is going to work out I promise." Lauren was crying as well and she came around and we all hugged. "I'm sorry Michael I never meant to hurt you. I love you. Michael you have always been my rock, my best friend." In the end the tension boiled over and it was so explosive it just blew up in our faces. One minute we were hugging and talking the next we were standing toe to toe yelling and arguing and then the next minute Lauren was gone. She stormed out in a huff with steam billowing from her ears. After she had left Karla flopped down in her chair. "I am sorry Michael, I don't know what to say." I sucked in a big breath. "Yeah that seems to be the way it has gone lately." We hugged and I went home to a cold house. I talked to my lawyer a couple of days later only to be informed that Lauren was contesting the divorce. She was going to fight. When I asked what the next step was she told me that they would seek a court hearing and we could start the process. She did warn me that it would take time. The court would probably seek mediation and probably instruct us to undergo counselling. The house isn't large when there are two people living in it, but when you are there by yourself it seems cavernous. I found myself wandering around trying to keep myself occupied but it was hard. Laurens behaviour was so out of character it totally confused me. I started looking for clues to where Lauren could have stayed, and who it was with? It was obviously somebody that Lauren knew I wouldn't agree with other wise she would have just told me. No this had to be very bad news, it had to be whoever she was fucking last time. I started to think about recent events, running old conversations back over and over in my mind trying to find that elusive clue. I remembered back to my last visit to her office, I was sure I had seen Alecia at her office that day, is it something to do with her? I mean Lauren knows that we don't get along but why would she keep it a secret? The more I thought about it the more it did my head in. I started going through the house, I tried to hack into her email account on our desktop computer, but had no luck, there was nothing. One of the last places I looked was in her wardrobe, why I don't know but what I found in there was a half a dozen bags of unopened clothes. I realised they were from her very last shopping expedition. They were clothes for Kelli. I pulled all the bags out and laid them out on the bed. I noticed the two pairs of high heels, I looked around just checking that there were no mysterious watchers spying on me and I tried them on, they were a perfect fit, she had obviously used the riding boots to get the size. I pulled on the other and tried to walk around, fuck it's harder than it looks. It took me about twenty goes before I got the hang of it and didn't end up on my ass. At least with the riding boots they fitted so tight and went right up to my knees, they gave lots of support. I got braver and ventured down the stairs and back up again. I walked back and forth in front of the full length mirror on the wardrobe. As I admired how the high heels tightened up my calf muscles and made my bum stick out. I laughed loudly, I could imagine Lauren sitting there watching telling me what a fucking girl I was. It did feel good, I hated admitting it but I missed being Kelli. I decided to try on the little yellow dress, it did fit but it was a form fitting dress and the only way I would be able to wear it was if I wore the corset strung up pretty tight. So I dug around and pulled out the corset. What a nightmare, how the hell do you do this by yourself I wondered? Ah Huh google, remember google is your friend. I watched a couple of video clips until I saw one similar to the one I was trying to put on. I cinched it up and secured it to the bed and leaned away tightening it. I pulled it in tighter around the waist to give my waist more definition and I did it time and time again until I had the desired effect. Then I pulled the dress back on. Wow it was perfect and it fit my new figure really well. It looked so feminine. I spent an age just walking around admiring myself, running my hands up and down my hips. This was so much easier without Lauren pushing me. I sat down in front of the mirror and thought OK how did Lauren do this? Once again I brought the laptop over and set it up beside the dresser and watched video after video of crossdressers showing how to feminise your face using makeup. After watching so many I thought OK let's give this a crack, I started with the moisturiser making sure I got a nice even coverage I rubbed it in like the video using my fingertips. Next I worked on the foundation, making sure I followed the video exactly, next I moved on to my eyes I had to try lots of different textures and colours, I wanted a natural appearance rather than a nightclub look. Finally after many attempts I found something that worked. Then it was my lips, this is the part I loved so much. I love the feel of lipstick on my lips especially when Lauren and I kiss. Once I started to watch lipstick video clips I found lots of clips about how to pump up your lips. So I tried a couple, the one that worked the best was putting a bottle top over my lips and sucking it hard, sure enough it really worked, my lips looked nice. I used the wig that Lauren had got when we went riding and it looked pretty good. Not as good as when Lauren did it but passable. I took a load of selfie pictures and then spent an age walking around. Yes I had missed Kelli, I had to start being honest with myself I liked it. I was fighting against it because I had fought so hard to be accepted as a man. I don't care how often Lauren said she loved me being dressed up, eventually she would lose respect for me as her husband. In fact she probably already has and that's what drove her away. But I couldn't help it, I liked dressing up. It made me feel different, special or better. I couldn't put my finger on it. Michael is insignificant but Kelli is popular and accepted. If I could just get pasy those feelings of insecurity. The other upsetting thing was how horny this made me, I laid back on the bed and started to stroke my dick, it was already hard and I laid back thinking of Laurens lips kissing me and her lips sucking my dick, it had been so long since I had sex it didn't take long and I was coming, I had to try and catch it all without getting it all over my dress. I had barely recovered when the urge returned and I did it again. Oh god the release was so good. Lying there afterwards I felt those old feelings of humiliation, god what the hell I couldn't clear my mind. I removed all of the clothes and hung them up. I took a long shower and scrubbed and scrubbed. Still all the scrubbing couldn't remove the thoughts, I liked being Kelli, I liked being dressed up. The next few nights after work I came home and straight away got dressed up, I tried on all of my favourite outfits that I loved seeing Lauren in. She is a little smaller than me but not so much that I couldn't wear her clothes. Together Lauren and I had watched hour upon hour of video clips on crossdressing tips and information. The one that had interested me the most and I wanted to try was for hair removal or slowing the growth down. Since I had been dressing as Kelli I noticed that my facial hair especially was slow to grow. When Lauren and I had our big bust up, I tried to grow my beard back but it just wouldn't fill out! Since Lauren had walked out my biggest problem was mood swings, I was breaking down and crying at the smallest little problem, at work I was constantly having to walk away because I would get all teary eyed every time even if it was only some trivial little problem. At night I was spending more and more time getting my makeup right, the main problem was still that bloody facial hair, I did a fair bit of research and I used a depilatory cream which did leave really smooth skin, but what I decided on was turmeric, it was cheap and I could do it at home. I mixed turmeric and papaya into a paste and rubbed it into my skin. It wouldn't happen immediately but if the research was right over a couple of weeks it should all but disappear. I couldn't do much with my eyebrows as I didn't want the guys at work giving me any more grief than they already do. They have been razzing me over my long hair, which is something else I would love to do something with. I hated wearing a wig it seemed so fake, so I had been growing my hair. I was just letting it get longer. I was sitting down applying my makeup and experimenting with new mascara when the phone rang it was Karla asking if we could try to get together again tomorrow night. I agreed and we set up the meeting for her office after work tomorrow. I ended up working late and had to go straight to Karla's from work. They both gave me a cold look as I walked in covered in dirt and grime. I did apologise but from Karla's look I thought she was going to spread out newspaper on the chair before I sat down. Karla started, "OK guys I thought you have both had a chance to think about your life and what you want to do. Perhaps we could just start with each of you explaining how you have we been going with the decisions? Michael what are your thoughts?" "Karla nothing has changed from my perspective." Karla was nodding as she held Laurens hand. "OK Michael, thanks for that. Lauren what about you honey have you given any more thought to what you want to do?" "Of course I have Karla you know I have, we talked about it. Michael I want to come home. I want us to try and make our marriage work." I could feel my face softening and after months of feeling lost I felt a little warmth seeping into my bones. "I would love nothing more Lauren. I would love to try and fix this. All I need is for you to tell me where you have been staying, and who with. If as you say it is just a friend then there is no problem is there." Laurens face sagged a little. "Michael I want to start afresh. I want to forget about the last few months. That includes where I have been staying. I want you to just accept my word that I have not had sex with any other man." I stood up and turned heading for the door. "OK then ladies I guess the meeting is over? We seem to be at an impasse then don't we? Perhaps let's just go ahead and finalise the divorce, because this is going nowhere." Karla reached out. "Please Michael can we just talk for a while, Honestly Michael I can see what Lauren means your first instinct is to walk away. You are running away from your problems and Michael it won't solve anything. Please let's see if we can find some common ground." I begrudgingly sat back down. "OK Karla let's hear it, how do we do this?" Karla reached out and held both of our hands. "Look you guys I can find common ground straight away, she turned to me, Michael do you love Lauren?" "Yes of course I do Karla how many times do you want me to say It." Karla gripped my hand tightly. "I do believe you." She turned to Lauren. "What about you Lauren, do you still love Michael?" There were tears starting to form in the corner of her eyes. "Yes Karla I do love Michael, I love him more now than I ever have. I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with him." She looked across at me. "Michael I miss you baby. I miss you so much." I was getting teary eyed myself. "Lauren can you look me in the eye and say that you have forsaken all others during our relationship?" Her eyes diverted down to the table and her cheeks flushed a bright red. "Michael I told you last time that I have never even looked at another man since we have been together." I stiffened my resolve. "Lauren answer the question, have you forsaken all others during our relationship?" She was trying to bluff me by not answering directly. "What did I just say Michael, I said I have never looked at, touched or been with another man since we met." "That's not what I asked Lauren, my question was have you forsaken all others?" Now she was really blushing, her eyes were bulging out of her head and the tears were falling like a cascade down her flushed cheeks. She had a horrified look on her face like a kid caught with her hand in the cookie jar. She had her head in her hands as she cried. I saw the look on Karla's face she was as stunned as I was. She could see it as well, it was like she had been hit between the eyes with a hammer Karla jumped to her defence. "Michael what are you accusing Lauren of? Are you suggesting Lauren is a lesbian?" I looked straight at her. "Actually Karla that is exactly what I am saying, so Lauren will you answer my question?" She looked at me defiantly. "No Michael I won't. You are just trying to hurt me. Sometimes you can be so mean." "I don't think I am being mean Lauren, I asked a question and the fact you won't answer it makes me believe that I have hit the nail on the head, and what's more I think I know who you have been fucking." I stood back up, I looked from one to the other. "Lauren, I am prepared to forgive you if you have cheated with someone else, I think I have proven already that I can and will forgive. But before I do I need to know who you have been sleeping with. I need that so I can actually let go. I don't see any point in meeting until you are prepared to tell me the truth about where you have been staying. In the mean time I am going ahead with the divorce. My lawyer is trying to get a hearing as we speak. I propose we meet in one month and if there has been no movement we go ahead with the divorce." The weekend was upon us and I was getting itchy, I wanted to take the 1098 for a spin, the only way I could do that was to go as Kelli, I weighed up my thoughts, I had been working so hard on getting my feminine look right I was pretty keen to give it a run to see whether I was as clever as I thought I was. I still had Siobhan's and Neil's numbers so I gave them both a ring and asked if they wanted to go for a ride? They were both keen so we met up at the Dealership and headed off. I chose the mountains for our ride as it was more challenging and a lot more fun. I set a fast pace and Neil immediately struggled to keep up, Siobhan on the other hand was doing pretty well and wasn't that far behind. There's a small pub about an hour or so up the pass, so I pulled in there and waited for them to catch up. Neil was shaking his head when he pulled in, Siobhan and I had already taken off our helmets and we were filling the bikes when he rode in. Holy shit you girls set a fast pace, he had a big grin on his face as he suggested he would visit us in jail if we got caught!! We went into the pub and got some drinks, of course both of them were full of questions about me and Lauren. I just shook my head. "Let's just say we are having a few problems and aren't living together at the moment." They both gave me a hug, Siobhan was quick to offer her shoulder to cry on whenever I needed a friend. I set a more leisurely pace for the return ride and Neil was able to stay with us as Siobhan and I changed the lead as we swept in and out of bends. By the time I got home the world seemed a better place, the load had been lifted and I could smile again. I was running a hot bath when I heard the front door opening, oh fuck it had to be Lauren she is the only one with a key but I wasn't expecting her. I jumped in the bath and started to frantically scrub all the makeup off my face. I ducked my head quickly under the water to get the hairspray out of my hair. Lauren called out. "Michael are you home?" I called. "I'm in the bath Lauren I just got back from a ride." She called out. "Michael I want to talk and I thought maybe without Karla it might be easier. I brought some stuff for dinner if you are keen?" My mind was going a mile a minute, WTF! I called out. "Yes that sounds great Lauren, give me a moment and I will be down directly." I jumped out of the bath and looked in the mirror, I had most of the makeup off. I quickly scooted around picked up the lingerie and dress I was going to wear after my bath. I rushed downstairs and when I walked into the lounge Lauren was sitting on the sofa looking stunning. She had poured us both a glass of wine so I sat beside her. She reached out and gave me a kiss which I returned with fervour. Lauren smiled. "Michael you look great, I have missed you and I have missed our home." I looked at her beautiful eyes and reiterated her sentiment. "Yeah baby I have missed you as well. This place it's a lonely house when you're by yourself. It isn't a home without you that's for sure." "Michael can we put this all behind us, it's been so hostile I just want to move back here with you and forget about all this and move on with our lives." "Lauren I want to I really do but I can't just ignore what happened, and for that matter what is still happening. It's OK for you Lauren you are having sex every night, while I am sleeping in a cold bed by myself. But what hurts me the most is the disrespect. Lauren you have been treating me like an idiot. Do you really think that I would just play along while you are off fucking someone else? Do you think that's fair Lauren?" She looked away she wouldn't hold my gaze and her face was flushed. "Michael can you please stop saying that, it's hurtful and mean. You know I love you. You know I want to be with you." "Well what do you want me to say Lauren, it's the truth isn't it, since we have been apart you have been in someone else's arms every night, you have been kissing someone else, you have been loving someone else. How can you say you love me when you are doing that?" As much as I hate Lauren at the moment, I still love her and it's so hard to watch her suffer, I pulled her in tight and hugged her, our lips met in a steamy little kiss, oh god that felt so good. I cuddled her. "Lauren just tell me what's going on, what happens if we did get back together again, would you stop seeing your lover or are you going to keep cheating on me behind my back. Do you think I don't know what you have been doing?" She wouldn't speak, she was just sitting there like a stunned mullet. I got down on one knee in front of her and held both her hands tightly in mine. "Lauren can you please just look at me." She lifted up her head and her tear filled eyes looked at me all I could see was sadness. "Lauren I am prepared to forgive you, I really am. I miss you so much. I will forgive you and never mention what has happened again. It will remain locked away. All I am going to ask is that you promise that your affair is over and you will never see whoever it is again. Can you do that?" Again the silence was deafening, for ages she didn't speak, I'm not sure she was even breathing. "Michael I do want to be with you, I do want to come home, but you are right there is someone else and I won't lie to you anymore. Michael I am not sure I would be able to keep that promise." I fell back on my bum and it was my turn to be the stunned mullet. My tongue had swollen up and my heart was racing, it was pounding so hard it felt like it was going to jump out of my mouth. She fell out of her chair in front of me and held me. "Michael I am so sorry, I never meant for this to happen. The last thing in this world I wanted was to hurt you, and yet I have done exactly that, I am so sorry." The tears started to flow and I couldn't stop them. "Lauren I think you should go. I don't know what to think right now. Just tell me one thing Lauren, who is it?"? "Michael I can't tell you, I am not trying to be mean I just don't want to hurt you. Please forgive me, please find it in your heart to forgive me. I want to be with you I really do." She stood up and picked up her bag and ran out the door. Fuck, now what, well at least the truth was out, in my heart I had known, but now it was real. Work was a drag for the next few days, I couldn't focus on anything, and I was getting teary eyed for no reason. I couldn't eat and I felt terrible all the time. My one release was Kelli. Every night I was taking great delight in trying different looks, different makeup styles and colours. I was getting pretty good at it, still not as good as Lauren but I was getting better. I was starting to feel a little more comfortable about it as well, I joined a couple of online forums and was amazed at how many other men and woman liked to cross-dress. Knowing other people felt the same made me feel less weird about myself, less like some freak. I hadn't heard from Lauren, no calls texts nothing, I decided to call Karla and see what she knew. But she didn't really say much. I asked. "Karla have you met Laurens new partner?" The phone went deadly silent, she obviously had but didn't want to say, she steered the conversation around to me, and she asked what I was doing and how I was coping. I replied. "Not so well actually Karla, I miss Lauren a lot. She shocked the hell out of me. Michael you know part of the problem you and Lauren are currently having is Kelli. Lauren wants you to be more open with it. She confided to me that you refuse to go out with her dressed up. Michael I think that if you let Kelli out of the closet a little more. Things might change." "Change how Karla? How would something like that change anything? She is in love with somebody else. She is living with and loving someone else. I think you are right. I think Kelli is the problem, I think Lauren has lost respect for me as her husband because of Kelli" Karla was silent for a moment as she gathered her thoughts. "Michael that's not true. Lauren loves you she really does. I know it probably doesn't feel like it for you at the moment. What Lauren is doing at the moment is wrong. She should have been honest with you, however she hasn't lost respect for you. Michael this may sound ridiculous but Lauren loves Kelli and your refusal to accept Kelli is part of the problem. It helped drive her away. It is definitely not helping the current situation. If you want to win her back bring Kelli out of the closet." "Karla I don't see how any of that would help. She has already confessed to me that she will not leave her new lover. Even if I forgive her and let her move back home she still wants to be able to see her new lover." "Michael cast your mind back a little while, think back to when you were dressing as Kelli regularly. Lauren was at home and happy wasn't she?" "Yes I suppose so Karla, but I don't see how or why it helps." "Michael Lauren is currently living with a woman you have figured that out already. Don't you see if Lauren does have those feelings then having Kelli living with you releases that." I was confused, the fact that I had just outed myself to Karla wasn't helping. "Michael you know that I deferred my birthday party till this weekend? Honey I deferred the party because of all the difficulties you guys were having, so I put it off till this weekend. You know Michael if Kelli isn't busy she would be welcome to come along. Maybe a night out with the girls might take some of the stress away?" She shocked the shit out of me and I couldn't speak, I guess she took that as me not knowing what to say. "Michael, I have seen all of the photos. I understand that you are uncomfortable, but this would be a good chance to try on your new skin. Michael, Kelli will be welcomed with open arms. I would love to meet Kelli, talk to her and see her in person. Please come along, oh and by the way I think you look hot." I had a look at Karla's Facebook page and she had put lots of stuff about her party. There was a list of attendees and I saw Laurens name, I didn't recognise the other names but I wondered if Laurens new lover was amongst them. I did notice that Alecia's name was absent. I couldn't help but think she was at the centre of this somehow. The party did look like a load of fun, she had organised a bus that would take the party goers around to different pubs and nightclubs. It started my wheels turning, could I do it? Could I pass? The more I thought about it the more I realised I actually wanted to do it. I guess I had come so far I needed to know if Kelli could fit in. So if Lauren is a lesbian or at the very least bisexual, is that what was behind all of the pressure for me to become Kelli on a more regular basis? If so maybe Karla was right, perhaps this could be a way for me to win her back? I had to be honest for a change, I did want her back. I missed her and I wanted her back in our home.