"Honestly, there were times I thought this day would never come,"
Sophie said as she fidgeted nervously in her smart blue pencil dress
and matching designer heels. "And I definitely never pictured it being
under these circumstances."
"Well, regardless of the circumstances, you definitely deserve to feel
proud," Amy advised her friend, who smiled in response.
"Definitely," Hayley concurred. "Just a pity you can't take any of the
credit for it..." Sophie nodded sadly as she gazed out at the large
crowd that had formed outside the bookstore, and at the blonde woman
sat at the table behind several copies of the book that was being
launched- a book that Sophie wrote every word of, but which had
another woman's name on the cover- the name in question being Rachel
Harrison.
Sophie felt ambivalent about the prospect of another woman taking the
credit for her work. On the one hand, Rachel was a friend, a close
friend, even and she had been the one to originally commission Sophie
to write the book. The nature of the material in the book was so
inflammatory that if Sophie's name had been on the front cover, it
would have got her in a lot of trouble- not in the least because she
was blowing the whistle on the very company she continued to work for.
But on the other hand, as Sophie often had to remind herself, she
wasn't a stewardess. She was a journalist, a writer, and her lifelong
dream had been to have a book published. After eighteen months of hard
work interviewing, researching and compiling, she had achieved that
goal, but only a select few people would have any knowledge of her
involvement in the publication, and that it should be Sophie's name on
the cover, not Rachel's.
However, as Sophie had to remind herself with increasing frequency,
'Sophie' wasn't even her real name...
"Tomorrow is NOT going to be fun," Hayley said. "Alana is going to go
MENTAL."
"Oh god, and how!" Amy chuckled. "Wouldn't be surprised if Masson
himself shows up. Which, of course, means that all days off will be
cancelled so we can get called in for a bollocking."
"Yeah, well, even if he does, there's nothing he can do," Sophie said.
"Everything in that book is factual and/or anecdotal. Rachel and I
consulted a very expensive lawyer before publication to ensure we're
not at risk of any libel charges."
"Meh, you know that Masson will do SOMETHING, even if just to save
face," Amy shrugged. "God knows I wouldn't want to be Rachel right
now."
"Even if she is wearing a REALLY cute skirt," Hayley said, earning
nods from her two friends- even Sophie, who found herself making a
mental note to search online for Rachel's skirt when she returned
home- and for her top and her shoes, too.
"Eh, I guess there's no sense in worrying about it if it hasn't
happened yet," Amy shrugged. "There's no way he can trace anything in
that book back to any of us, is there, Soph?"
"Not a chance," Sophie replied. "Trust me when I say I was very
careful about keeping real names hidden." And there we go again about
'real names', Sophie thought to herself.
"Oh, we definitely trust you," Hayley said. "But you interviewed a lot
of people for this book, and I wouldn't put it past Masson to offer,
you know, a bounty or something for, you know, info, or names..."
"Not thinking of any of your former trainees in particular?" Amy asked
her dark-haired friend, causing her to frown.
"...Alicia's a decent girl," Hayley replied. "Yes, she takes her job
seriously, but she's not, you know, THAT much of a brown-noser."
"We hope," Amy said, before grinning as the bookstore doors opened and
the readers began flooding in, each armed with copies of Sophie's- or
rather, Rachel's book.
A short while later, after the crowds had dissipated, Sophie smiled as
she approached Rachel, who let out an exaggerated sigh of relief.
"Well, we're in it now," Rachel mused. "No putting the genie back in
this bottle, heh."
"Yep," Sophie sighed. "I still don't think we're going to get any
trouble from Masson, though..."
"Well- YOU won't," Rachel chuckled. "He'll probably make a lot of
noise about this, throw his weight around... I knew what I was getting
into when I asked you to write this book, heh. But, it's now written,
so technically, you're a free woman- or even a free man, if that's
what you really want..."
"Yeah," Sophie chuckled.
"Seriously, though," Rachel said. "Why are you still working for the
airline? The book's published now, it's gonna be a big hit and you're
going to get a lot of money from it. You've always said you wanted to
be a journalist, so what's stopping you?"
"Well- that is the question, I guess," Sophie sighed. "And honestly,
I- I dunno." However, despite her feigned sincerity, Sophie strongly
suspected the main reason why she continued to work for the airline,
despite her earlier mental assertion that she wasn't a stewardess, was
the many friends she had made.
Sophie believed, of course, that she could just as easily make friends
at any other job she chose to do. She strongly doubted, however, that
she'd feel as close to any potential new friend as she did to Amy,
Hayley, either of the two Rachels she counted as friends, or any of
the other women she'd befriended during her time working for Soixante-
Trois Airlines. The main reason for that, Sophie believed, was that
Sophie couldn't envisage any other workplace being so accepting of
someone calling themselves both 'Sophie' and 'James'.
Sophie had long since come to terms with the fact that even after 23
years as 'James', 'Sophie' would always be a part of her life, just as
it had been for the prior eighteen months. Even during that short
space of time, applying make-up, walking in heels and painting her
nails had become as natural to 'Sophie' as shaving facial hair was to
'James'. Sophie was determined that no matter where she worked in the
future, no employer would be able to force her to give up her
femininity- though there was one final obstacle that was preventing
her from having the best of both worlds.
When 'James' came out to his parents and explained about 'Sophie',
they had initially been accepting- but their acceptance had a
condition attached to it. They approved of 'James' becoming 'Sophie'
to work on the expose- but only to work on the expose. Now that the
expose was not just finished, but published, Sophie was sure that no
excuse would be good enough for her parents to let her keep being
'Sophie'- not even the second book she was working on.
"I suppose that by working for the airline, you do get good material
for your next project," Rachel shrugged. "What is it again, a look at
the world of femininity through the eyes of a man, that sort of
thing?"
"Something like that," Sophie replied.
"Well, I know I'm looking forward to reading it," Rachel said with a
smile. "And yes, I will pay for it rather than get a copy free, hehe!"
"Thanks," Sophie chuckled.
"Though to be honest, like I've said before," Rachel said quietly, "I-
and believe me, I absolutely do mean this as a compliment, I- I don't
actually see you as a man. Not really, anyway... Sorry?"
"No need to apologise," Sophie shrugged. "Truth be told, I- I don't
see myself as fully male either, not anymore, anyway. I mean, I'm not
fully female either, I'm, like, somewhere in-between... Maybe 75 to 80
per cent female, I dunno. But-"
"But you like being 'in-between'?" Rachel asked, smiling as Sophie
nodded. "Absolutely nothing wrong with that. The world would probably
be a better place if more people were allowed to be 'in-between'."
"No argument here," Sophie chuckled, before sighing. "I'd better get
home now, I'm not booked on a flight tomorrow but I reckon Alana's
gonna be on the warpath, so I'd better get an early night just in
case."
"Okay," Rachel said. "I'd better be getting to the pub too, don't like
leaving 'him indoors' in charge for too long, heh."
"See you soon," Sophie said, grinning as she exchanged a gentle hug
with the blonde woman, before heading toward the nearest tube station.
As she headed home, Sophie consoled herself with one thought- even if
she ended up working somewhere that didn't tolerate both 'James' and
'Sophie', she would always have the friendship of women like Rachel
and her flatmates to rely on.
Sophie arrived home a short while later and flopped onto the flat's
large sofa, tired from the day's events. Her tiredness soon
dissipated, though, when her flatmates emerged from the kitchen to
welcome her home- and to tease her like the old friends they were.
"That's right, you just put your feet up," Amy said, smirking as
Sophie responded with a stuck-out tongue. "We'll get dinner ready,
make your bed too... Maybe madam would like her sheets changed?"
"Bite me," Sophie said, earning giggles from Amy and Hayley. "What
time's Rachel due back?"
"She was in Athens today, so probably late," Hayley replied. "Pity she
couldn't make it to the launch today."
"More like 'miracle that all three of us COULD'," Amy retorted. "But
it was nice to, you know, have one last 'Team ASH' thing together, you
know?"
"'One last Team ASH thing'?" Sophie asked. "What, are either of you
two going somewhere?"
"Well- no," Amy replied. "But- but are you seriously telling me you're
going to keep working for the airline, now that you're, like, a
published author?"
"I'm not planning on going anywhere," Sophie replied. "And besides,
even if I did work somewhere else, we'd still be Team ASH, right?"
Sophie grinned as her two friends both started to blush.
"Always," Hayley said with a shy giggle. "But you really want to keep
working for the airline?"
"Why does everyone keep asking that?" Sophie asked with a loud sigh.
"It's not THAT bad a place to work."
"You literally just wrote a book on how it IS, or at least can be an
unpleasant place to work," Amy retorted.
"Well- that's journalism," Sophie shrugged. "Sometimes you write about
things you don't fully agree with."
"That would explain the people who write for The Sun, I suppose,"
Hayley shrugged, earning a sarcastic snort from Sophie.
"Oh please," Sophie grumbled. "Don't insult the profession of
journalism by suggesting that the people who write for THAT rag have
anything to do with it." Sophie felt a warm feeling swell inside her
as she and her flatmates shared a giggle while they waited for their
food to cook.
Sophie spent the rest of the evening relaxing and watching television
with the other members of 'Team ASH', and feeling more content than
she had ever been. Amy and Hayley weren't just her friends- they were
her family in every way that mattered, and Sophie wasn't about to give
that up for anything. Amy and Hayley headed to bed shortly after
9:30pm as both women had flights the following day; but Sophie waited
up a little longer for her other flatmate to return, and was rewarded
when the young blonde woman came through the door just after 10:15pm.
"Hi Rachel!" Sophie said with a grin.
"Hey Soph!" The bubbly voice of Rachel Lyscombe replied as she kicked
off her heels and lowered herself onto the sofa next to her friend.
"Good day today?"
"Yep!" Sophie replied with a grin. "Spent most of it with your
namesake, heh."
"Oh- god, of course, the launch!" Rachel said. "Sorry I couldn't come,
but, you know, work..."
"Well, it's not like you can help that, heh!" Sophie giggled. "I've
had a look online to see if there's been any response, but it doesn't
look like there's much yet, just a few generic reviews on Amazon... I-
you know, I- I feel a little guilty? About, you know, 'biting the hand
that feeds me'?"
"I suppose," Rachel shrugged. "But didn't you only get the job in the
first place to write the book?"
"Well- yeah, I guess," Sophie replied. "I just- I dunno. Growing up, I
always wanted to be, you know, a journalist who got all the big
scoops, who exposed, like, fraud and corruption, that sort of thing...
Say what you will about Masson, he's no fraudster, nor is he
corrupt..."
"Meh, you don't get to be as rich as he is without, you know, a few
words in the right ears," Rachel shrugged. "I was with Ellen on
today's flight, she told me a few things Amelie's told her that could
fill another book, heh."
"Maybe I'll have to have a word with her," Sophie said with a shrug,
making her young friend giggle.
"And it's not like working conditions are perfect," Rachel said. "The
sooner I get out of this corset, the better, and my feet are KILLING
me. Though at least I got through the whole day without any lewd
comments from horny passengers, heh. Though that's only because on red
route, you mostly get holidaymakers instead of the sexually repressed
businessmen, heh. NOT looking forward to Paris on Friday, though at
least I get to sleep in tomorrow."
"Unless Alana calls us all in to discuss the book," Sophie says,
smirking as her friend rolled her eyes and groaned.
"Don't even joke about that," Rachel sighed. "...Meh. Either way I'm
knackered, heh. Gonna head to bed now, what time will you be along?"
"I'll be along after you stop texting Lucas from bed," Sophie replied.
"Valentine's Day was LAST week."
"Meh," Rachel shrugged. "We just like celebrating it, hehe!"
"Yes, on the other 364 days of the year as well," Sophie said with a
playful sigh. "Go on, I'll let you have the bathroom first." Sophie
grinned as her young friend giggled, before skipping off to the
bathroom to get ready for bed. As she watched Rachel walk away, Sophie
mused to herself on how her desire- or even need- to have both 'James'
and 'Sophie' in her life would make it all the harder to find room for
anyone else. If 'Sophie' had never existed, 'James' wouldn't have had
any problem looking at Rachel and seeing a beautiful young woman and
potential girlfriend. For 'Sophie', however, regardless of how
attractive she found Rachel, she would always be a friend first and
foremost, even if her boyfriend wasn't getting in the way. Sophie
couldn't help but wonder if this would be the case for every woman she
met, and whether or not anyone would ever be able to love both 'James'
and 'Sophie' in equal measure...
The following morning, Sophie was woken up not by the alarm on her
phone, but by an incoming call, and the brown-haired woman immediately
groaned when she saw the caller ID.
"That took long," Sophie sighed sarcastically before answering the
call. "Hello?"
"Hi Sophie, it's Gemma," the voice of one of the airline's secretaries
replied. "We're going to need you to come in today for a meeting, if
you're available?"
"Umm, sure, I can come in," Sophie said, trying her hardest to
disguise that her heart had jumped into her throat. They couldn't have
found out this quickly, surely? Sophie thought to herself.
"Good," Gemma said. "If you see Rachel, tell her we need to see her as
well."
"Umm, okay," Sophie replied with confusion- while Rachel had
contributed to the book, Sophie had made sure that she couldn't be
identified- all names had been changed, and all other details had been
fudged to make it almost impossible for the airline to identify
specific flights or customers being mentioned in the book. "What time
do we need to be there?"
"As soon as possible," Gemma replied. "You won't be required on a
flight, but you will need to change into your uniform and be prepared
to stay all day. You will receive overtime for the time you stay
today."
"Thanks," Sophie said, before taking several deep breaths to calm
herself while her roommate stirred in the room's other bed.
"Mmph," Rachel moaned as she rubbed the tiredness out of her eyes.
"Soph? Who were you talking to?"
"Work," Sophie sighed. "Guess who's being called in, and why?"
"Ugh, I'm sorry, Soph," Rachel sighed, before rolling back over in
bed.
"All of us," Sophie said with a soft sigh. "I'm sorry, Rach."
"Ugh, never mind," Rachel moaned as she got out of bed. "Think we
could've predicted that would happen. Have Amy and Hayley already
left?"
"Yeah, think I heard them go out earlier," Sophie sighed. "Do you want
the shower first?"
"Nah, you can go," Rachel moaned, before crashing back down onto her
bed. "Umm, weren't you going to visit your parents today?"
"Ah- ugh, crap," Sophie groaned as she reached for her phone again.
"They were really looking forward to reading the book, too..."
"Weren't they at the launch yesterday?" Rachel asked.
"Ah- no, no they weren't," Sophie replied. "...Because 'James' wasn't,
either."
"Ah," Rachel said, before sighing. "And I thought I had problems with
my parents, heh."
"Still getting grief for moving out?" Sophie asked.
"A bit," Rachel shrugged. "I will confess, though, I- I really do have
it easy compared to you, heh."
"Yeah," Sophie sighed. "I suppose I'd better call them, let them
know..."
"I'll take the shower first, then," Rachel said as she got out of bed.
"Give you a little privacy."
"Thanks," Sophie whispered as she nervously dialled her parents' home
phone number.
"Hello?" The familiar voice of Martin Connolly said into the phone,
pausing as his child took a deep breath.
"Hi dad," Sophie said in a voice that was unmistakably 'James's.
"James!" Martin said with obvious delight in his voice. "How are you,
son? I thought we were going to see you later, why are you calling
now?"
"Well, yeah, that- that's kinda why," James sighed. "I got called into
work today, some kind of emergency meeting, so- yeah."
"When you say 'work'," Martin said in a dark voice, "you mean the
airline, don't you?"
"Well- yeah, kinda..." James replied with a grimace.
"James, you've published your book now," Martin reminded his son. "The
only reason you should be going into that job is to tell them what to
do with it! The job, and the uniform!"
"Well, I-" James stammered.
"Unless you're telling me now that you actually enjoy the job?" Martin
asked. "Or the uniform?"
"Well- no, no, of course not," James replied, biting his lip at his
lie. "It's just if- if I quit now, when the book's just been
published, it will look kinda suspicious? If I give it a few
months..." James bit his lip again as he withheld information about
his second book from his father, knowing that he wouldn't react well
to the knowledge of its existence.
"I thought you said you were free from any criminal liability for
publishing it?" Martin asked.
"Well- yes, I am," James replied. "But there's no sense in drawing
attention to myself, I mean, just because they can't sue me for libel
doesn't mean they can't try to make a case for, erm, lost earnings..."
"Why are they calling you in today anyway?" Martin asked. "I thought
your next flight wasn't until Saturday?"
"Almost certainly because of the book," James replied. "Hey, maybe
I'll get lucky and they'll fire me?" James grimaced at the sarcastic
tone of his voice, though luckily for him, his father didn't seem to
notice.
"Well, if you do, we'll be in all day," Martin said with a loud,
exasperated sigh. "Just make sure you change before coming round!"
"Will do," James said. "See you, dad."
"Talk soon, son," Martin said, before hanging up the phone.
Sophie let out a long, exasperated sigh as she sat down on her bed.
While compiling both her books, she'd been told numerous stories about
how people in her situation had faced discrimination, and even
outright rejection from their families because of they needed to live
their lives, but she'd also been encouraged by many stories of how
these same families had come around, had accepted, loved and even
encouraged their new daughters. Every story Sophie had heard had made
her hopeful that one day, maybe, her parents would accept their new
daughter, even if only on a part-time basis. However, with every phone
call she made to her parents, she saw that possibility slipping
further and further away...
Just over an hour later, Sophie and Rachel strode through the
employees-only section of the vast Heathrow airport, the brown-haired
woman mentally reassuring herself with every step that if everyone had
been called in, it meant she hadn't been singled out, so she shouldn't
be as worried as she was. However, with every reassuring thought she
had, another thought popped into her mind to remind her that it might
just be herself and Rachel that was called in, and her book may well
have got her friend fired as well as herself...
Sophie's paranoia was eased, though, when she opened the door to the
locker room and found it crammed with her friends and colleagues in
varying stages of undress. Sophie and Rachel had to fight through the
throng to reach their lockers, with Sophie tripping over someone's
handbag just as she reached her locker, and was only prevented from
hitting it head-first by a long, slender arm that appeared almost out
of nowhere.
"Whoa, careful, honey!" The soft Southern voice of Annabelle Cope said
as she caught Sophie.
"Thanks!" Sophie chuckled. "God, I've never seen this place so
crammed..."
"I know," Annabelle said, before lowering her voice to a whisper. "And
I think I know why too, honey."
"Doesn't take a genius to figure it out," Sophie grimaced. "I'm
surprised they called EVERYONE, though..."
"Well- and you didn't hear this from me, okay, honey?" Annabelle said.
"I've heard a rumour that the boss is here today."
"What, Alana?" Sophie asked. "What's so unusual about that?"
"Not her, honey," Annabelle said. "THE boss. The big boss? Someone
said they saw a few girls pass through earlier in dark blue uniforms
like ours. DARK blue uniforms. Those are only used on his private
jet."
"Ooh..." Sophie said, grimacing as a painful feeling swelled in her
stomach.
"Don't panic, honey," Annabelle said, placing a supportive hand on her
friend's shoulder. "We're all here for you. We're a sisterhood. We
know why you did what you did and we all- ALL support you. So quit
worrying. Though I gotta confess, I do wonder why you're even still
working for the airline?"
"Literally everybody short of the Queen has asked me that in the last
few days," Sophie chuckled. "And- ehh, I dunno. Maybe by the end of
today that decision will get made for me?"
"No need to admit defeat before you've even started, honey," Annabelle
said. "And god knows I'd miss you now that Jess and Paige have gone.
Not to mention Nat, Zoe, Anna-Jade... I like seeing a friendly face
when I come into work, you know?"
"Yeah," Sophie said, a wide, warm smile spreading across her face. "I
definitely do know that."
Minutes later, all of the women present, dressed in their smart blue
uniforms, assembled in the airline's cramped conference room. Sophie
felt herself fidget nervously in her seat as Alana strode purposefully
to the front of the room, a look of barely restrained fury on her
face.
"Thank you all for coming in at short notice," Alana said in a curt
voice. "As some of you may be aware, a former employee of the airline,
Rachel Harrison, yesterday published a book, a so-called 'tell-all'
about life working for the airline." Here it comes... Sophie thought
to herself. "It should go without saying that management does not
endorse or even approve of this publication. Management considers many
of the anecdotes contained in the book to be defamatory in nature, and
we will be pursuing legal action against Ms. Harrison, both to
suppress publication of the book and to seek damages. However, we are
also aware that Ms. Harrison was not alone in working on this book."
Sophie felt her heart start to race as her manager glanced over the
entire crowd. "If any member of staff is found to have contributed to
the book, they will be subject to disciplinary action up to and
including immediate dismissal. We will be conducting meetings with all
of you over the next few weeks. If any of you have any information you
wish to give beforehand about the book, please, feel free to do so."
Sophie felt her entire body tighten as she glanced around the room-
suddenly, all of her friends and colleagues became potential threats.
"In the meantime, management will be putting out a statement later
today condemning the book and urging passengers and members of the
public not to buy it." Ouch, Sophie thought to herself as Alana
finished her speech and asked for questions from the crowd. Much to
Sophie's delight, though, the first question asked was the one she'd
hoped the most would be asked.
"How true are the things that are written in the book?" Daisy, one of
the newer stewardesses, asked.
"Well, that's not relevant," Alana replied in a matter-of-fact tone of
voice. "And I'm a bit disappointed that you felt the need to ask that,
Daisy." Sophie bit her lip to ease her guilt as the young woman
started to blush. "The fact is, this book was published without our
consent or even our knowledge, and it could potentially damage our
business." In short, everything I wrote is true, Sophie thought to
herself.
"What if we're asked about the book on a flight?" Danni, another
relatively new stewardess, asked.
"Then you're to reply with 'no comment'," Alana replied. "Or to direct
the passenger to the official statement we're putting out later today.
Under no circumstances are you to discuss any element of the book with
members of the public in or out of work. On that note, we will be
searching lockers later today as well, and if we find any copies of
the book in your possession, you will be subject to disciplinary
action as well."
"Will management address any of the criticisms in the book?" A voice
from the back of the room asked, which Sophie would've immediately
identified even if it wasn't for their thick Manchester accent.
"...Management will consider any suggestions sent through proper
channels," Alana replied, her eyes shooting daggers at the Mancunian
woman. "NOT through a piece of libellous, badly-written fiction."
Sophie bit her lip to keep herself from objecting to Alana's
assessment of her work- she knew it was well-written, and Alana was
likely trying to get a rise out of someone, meaning she didn't know
who exactly had ghost-written it for Rachel...
"If there are no further questions, you're free to go back home,"
Alana said. "See Gemma on the way out about claiming for your
overtime. Ellen- you stay." The room fell silent as Ellen froze on the
spot, her cheeks reddening as every pair of eyes in the room turned in
her direction. Sophie felt another pang of guilt well up inside her as
her friend was singled out, not just because of the unwanted attention
Ellen was getting, but also because she could make for an excellent
scapegoat...
"Sophie- you too," Alana said, making every muscle on Sophie's body
tense up as the inquisitive eyes turned away from Ellen and toward
her.
"Wh- what?" Sophie asked.
"We'll need to speak to you once we're done talking to Ellen, so stay
at the airport," Alana commanded, maintaining a neutral expression on
her face that Sophie tried desperately but was unable to read.
"Umm..." Sophie said, biting her tongue to keep her from asking 'why',
as she feared what the answer would be.
"Wait in the locker room, we'll call you when we need you," Alana
said, before turning to Ellen with an angry look in her eyes. "Let's
go." Sophie felt her hands turn to ice as she followed her colleagues
back to the locker room, where everyone- everyone except Sophie, that
is- changed out of their uniforms.
"I wouldn't worry too much, honey," Annabelle said to Sophie as she
removed her skirt, hat and blazer. "They're probably just calling
people in alphabetically, you know, like Ellen's surname begins with a
B, yours begins with a C..."
"Yeah, but so does yours," Sophie reminded her colleague. "And they
haven't asked you to stick around."
"Well- yeah, I guess," Annabelle conceded. "But you got nothing to
worry about, really."
"Definitely," Rachel said as she approached accompanied by her former
trainee, who was struggling to keep tears out of her eyes.
"Hey, Daisy," Sophie said softly as the two young women sat down next
to her. "Are- are you okay?"
"Meh, I guess," Daisy mumbled in reply. "I just- I've never been
spoken to like THAT before, not even at school..."
"No one should be," Annabelle said. "I dunno what's happened to this
place. When I started working here- well, in Paris- I mean, it wasn't
a perfect place to work, and the senior management's attitude to women
and transgendered people in general left a LOT to be desired, but- but
we were at least treated like adults, you know?"
"Didn't Alana used to be a flight attendant herself?" Daisy asked.
"Before my time," Annabelle replied. "Though I definitely agree that
she IS the problem here. Some people just ain't any good as a
manager."
"There's some serious Peter Principle going on there," Sophie mumbled
in agreement.
"Does she have a superior, though?" Rachel asked. "Someone we can
speak to if we have any concerns?"
"Not in London," Annabelle sighed. "Ah well, I guess... And I suppose,
you know, there are worse bosses."
"I guess," Rachel shrugged. "I'm going to head home now Soph, okay?
Call me when you get out of the meeting."
"Sure," Sophie whispered as one by one, her friends and colleagues
finished changing and left, leaving Sophie by herself when Alana
eventually came to collect her.
Sophie felt her whole body trembling with nerves as she walked the
short distance toward her manager's office, even though logically, she
knew she had nothing to worry about. Even if she was fired and her
involvement with the book became public, all that would happen is that
her journalism career would be bolstered. Even if she was added to the
lawsuit against Rachel, she knew that everything written in the book,
despite being anecdotal, was truthful and could be verified. Even if
she ended up having to move out of her flat, she knew that the airline
couldn't prevent her from being friends with the rest of the former
Tutu Project. And even if she had to move back in with her parents and
become 'James' again, it wouldn't necessarily mean that 'Sophie' would
completely cease to exist. So why, Sophie thought to herself, am I so
anxious?
"Take a seat," Alana ordered, and Sophie relaxed as she sat down, only
to tense up again when she saw that sat opposite her wasn't just her
line manager, but also the unmistakable face of Antoine Masson
himself.
"Sophie," Alana continued as she sat down. "We know you're close
friends with Rachel Harrison. We know you've introduced Rachel
Lyscombe and several other new hires to her, despite our disapproval.
And we know you have a degree in journalism. And, also, we know you
are not taking any medical steps to transition from male to female. Do
you deny any of this, Sophie?"
"...No," Sophie mumbled as she gripped the arms of her chair for
support.
"I didn't think so," Alana said. "So we're giving you this one-time
offer. Tell us why you wrote the book, tell us how you wrote it, and
tell us who you interviewed, and we won't include you in any legal
action that we pursue." Sophie felt her heart race as she looked into
Alana's eyes- it was clear that the older woman was deadly serious
both in her offer, and what the consequences would likely be if Sophie
didn't accept it. However, Sophie also knew what the consequences
would be for anybody whose name she divulged- and every name she could
provide was the name of a friend. With only two options before her-
save her own skin or protect her friends- it took virtually no time
for Sophie to make her decision.
"I have no knowledge about how this book was written," Sophie replied,
flinching slightly as Monsieur Masson snorted and rolled his eyes.
"This offer will not be on the table for long," Alana said, anger
slowly seeping into her voice. "Consider your position here carefully,
Sophie."
"I don't have the answers you're looking for," Sophie asserted.
"Listen to me, you stupid girl," Monsieur Masson sneered. "This book
is going to cost me money. And it is going to make you money. Do you
think I cannot afford a legion of lawyers to get me that money?"
Sophie gulped as the billionaire stared furiously into her eyes. She
had no doubt that he had the wealth and influence to make her life
VERY miserable. However, Sophie also knew how the media, specifically,
the press worked. She likely had even more knowledge in that field
than Monsieur Masson did, and two words popped into her mind that
emboldened her resolve- the words 'Streisand Effect'.
"...But how would it look in the press," Sophie asked in a quivering
voice, "a big company suing one of its own employees without any
proof?"
"We can get an injunction preventing the press from reporting on it,"
Alana retorted with a smug look on her face.
"You're a United fan, like me," Sophie shrugged. "Ask Ryan Giggs how
well they work, especially when it comes to social media," Sophie
tried her hardest not to smirk as the smile to fall from her
superiors' faces. "I did not have anything to do with the publication
of this book."
"Would you be willing to take a polygraph test to confirm that?" Alana
asked, making Sophie freeze.
"...I shouldn't have to," Sophie replied. "If you don't trust me, you
should-"
"What, fire you?" Monsieur Masson sneered. "And expose ourselves to a
lawsuit for wrongful dismissal? Especially when you have said you
would manipulate the press?"
"We're not going to schedule you for any flights for the next two
weeks," Alana announced, making Sophie fidget- she still needed to
work to eat and pay bills, and two weeks without any wages was going
to hurt. "If I were you, I'd take the time to consider your employment
with this company, and whether you really want it to continue."
"Okay," Sophie whispered as her stomach began to churn- first her
friends, then her family, and now even her employers themselves were
saying she should quite the airline...
"I'd also think twice about whether or not you want to write anything
else," Alana said, making Sophie tense up again- as much as she
preferred writing to being a flight attendant, she wanted to have both
in her life for as long as she could. However, when she published her
second book, the game would be up- making Sophie wonder fir the first
time ever whether she really wanted to publish her second book...
"You can go now," Monsieur Masson said, prompting Sophie to stand up.
Before she left the office, though, Sophie paused and bit her lip.
"Do you have something else to say, Sophie?" Alana asked.
"Yes," Sophie said, before taking a deep breath. "The statement you
put out today... The more you tell people not to do something, the
more you'll encourage them to do it. By putting out a statement all
you'll be doing is giving the book free publicity."
"Thank you for your opinion," Monsieur Masson sneered. "But our press
team knows what it's doing."
"Okay," Sophie conceded. "But you might want to Google 'Streisand
Effect' as well."
"Thank you again," Monsieur Masson snorted, before dismissing Sophie
with a wave of his hand.
As she left the office, Sophie let out a long sigh that betrayed
feelings of both relief and frustration. She still had her job, for
now at least, but it was hanging by a string. She'd escaped legal
action by the skin of her teeth, but she had to tread carefully to
keep that the case- and worst of all, if she published anything in her
own name, even if it wasn't about the airline, her employer would come
down on her like a ton of bricks. It had always been Sophie's dream to
be a published author, and while she'd sort-of accomplished it with
her expose, she was eagerly anticipating the day that she could launch
her second book and receive all the accolades she deserved. After the
meeting, though, that dream seemed further away than ever- and that
was before Sophie considered the additional obstacle of explaining the
second book to her parents. Sophie began to believe, for the very
first time, that her life would be happier away from Soixante-Trois
Airlines, and wondered as well whether her life would happier away
from 'Sophie'...
Feeling defeated, Sophie returned to the abandoned locker room and
changed back into her smart black pencil dress, ready to head home and
sulk for the rest of the day. As she walked back through the airport's
vast concourse, however, she saw a group of familiar faces that
immediately brought a smile to her face- especially when the four
women immediately rushed to Sophie to give her a supportive hug.
"Guess I won't meet you at home after all," Rachel said with a
chuckle.
"Hello Sophie," Amelie said supportively. "I understand you have had
words with my father?"
"Yeah," Sophie replied with a heavy sigh. "Guessing Ellen told you,
then?"
"There is little that she does not tell me," Amelie said with a shy
grin as her fianc?e liked fingers with her. "especially when it is
about family. And speaking of family..." Sophie smiled as Amelie
turned to the one member of the group that Sophie hadn't met, but
whose face she immediately recognised. "Sophie, this is ma petite
soeur, Francine. Francine, rencontre Sophie, la femme dont je t'ai
parl?."
"It is good to meet you," Francine said hesitantly as she exchanged
air kisses with Sophie. "Pardon me, but I do not know English as well
as Amelie, but I learn."
"It's nice to meet you too," Sophie replied. "And I have no problem
speaking French for the rest of the day."
"No- no, please, I want to learn," Francine said with a smile. "I am
hoping to be here, umm, in this year. To work or to study."
"Ah, hoping to follow your sister, then?" Sophie asked.
"Oui- yes," Francine giggled as she shot a teasing look at Amelie.
"Mais je ne sais pas pourquoi elle a choisi d'?tudier ? Londres au
lieu de Paris." Sophie smiled as the young woman teased her older
sister. She'd also wondered why Amelie hadn't chosen to study in her
hometown, but she'd come to learn the reason why- and she was stood
next to Amelie.
"Pour ma amour," Amelie replied softly as she exchanged a gentle kiss
with Ellen. "But today we are also here for Sophie! The writer of the
truth must never be punished."
"So- sorry, so you-" Sophie said, addressing Francine.
"Yes, Francine knows about the book and about Project Tutu," Amelie
said.
"My father, he-" Francine said, before sighing. "I love him, but he
can be an ass. He does not respect those who work for him. Perhaps
with this book, he will learn."
"You can keep wishing," Amelie snorted, before shaking her head and
turning to Sophie with a smile on her face. "We do not need to worry
about that today. Today, we have a day only for us girls! I wish to
show my sister London, and then we can get a meal, and do some
shopping!"
"I'm- I'm kinda gonna have a cash flow problem for the next couple of
weeks, though..." Sophie grimaced.
"That is no problem," Amelie replied, withdrawing a jet-black credit
card from her purse. "My father will pay one way or another!"
"And- and you said a day for us girls," Sophie said quietly. "I mean,
the four of you, you- you've always been, you know, girls, but I-"
"I only see five women here," Rachel said firmly.
"As do I," Amelie said, causing tears to form in Sophie's eyes as
Ellen and Francine both nodded in agreement. How could I ever turn my
back on this? Sophie thought to herself as she giggled and followed
her four friends out of the airport and back toward the centre of the
city.
Several hours later, Sophie returned home carrying several shopping
bags containing dresses, shoes and assorted beauty products, each and
every one Sophie was eager to try out. While the shopping trip and the
company of friends had soothed her anxiety over the morning's events,
the whole day had left her feeling exhausted. However, as much as she
wanted to curl up on the sofa with a mug of tea wearing a warm sweater
and a comfy pair of leggings, she had somewhere else she needed to be-
though this would prove to be just as much fun as the shopping trip,
if not more so.
Sophie had a wide grin on her face as she exchanged her smart pencil
dress for a fun, long-sleeved minidress in a glittery green colour,
and her work shoes for a pair of sky-high stilettos. Her smart make-up
was removed and replaced with thick silver eyeshadow, dark eyeliner
and her thickest fake eyelashes, and two shades of deep crimson coated
her lips. Once she was done saturating her hair in hairspray and
dousing herself with a cloud of sweet-smelling perfume, Sophie turned
and posed for her roommate, who didn't hesitate in giving her
approval.
"Looking hot, Miss Connelly!" Rachel said with a giggle as Sophie
twirled to show off her brand-new dress and matching heels.
"Thank you, Miss Lyscombe!" Sophie replied. "Is Lucas gonna be meeting
us there?"
"Oh- didn't you hear?" Rachel asked. "Amelie insisted that it was
girls only tonight, so Lucas is kinda taking the night off. I've told
him I'll make it up to him tomorrow though!"
"Right," Sophie said with a cheeky grin. "So will that be a quiet
night or a noisy night for me, then?"
"Oh- shut up, you!" Rachel giggled as the pair headed out into the
living room, where their two flatmates were waiting, having just
returned from their flight to Brussels.
"Hey you two!" Amy said, before sighing and smiling sympathetically.
"Hey Soph. How- how are you feeling?"
"Ehh, been better," Sophie sighed, before grinning as Amy and Hayley
each gave her a comforting hug. "That meeting with Alana was NOT fun,
especially as fat Tony was there as well."
"Wh- Masson!?" Hayley asked. "Is he- is he going to be there tonight?"
"Any reason why he would?" Amy asked.
"Umm, how about 'the party is being thrown by one of his daughters for
another one of his daughters'?" Hayley asked.
"Not met Amelie, have you?" Sophie teased.
"She's assured us that tonight will be absolutely, 100% girls ONLY,"
Rachel said, giggling as her three flatmates all cheered.
"Well I definitely approve of that!" Amy giggled. "After today, I
think we could ALL use a break from work, hehe!" Enforced or
otherwise, Sophie thought to herself as the four women headed out to
their waiting taxi.
A short while later, the taxi pulled up outside the salubrious home of
Amelie and Ellen, who both welcomed the four women with friendly hugs
before leading them into their main room, where the party was already
in full swing.
"Hey girls!" Abbey said with a giggle as she and Annabelle greeted the
newcomers with hugs of their own. "Hey Soph... Ellen was telling me
you were getting a bit of a hairdryer treatment today?"
"Hair... Dryer?" Amelie asked with a confused look on her face.
"It's a United fan thing," Ellen scoffed as Abbey and Sophie both
grinned smugly. "Basically means a severe telling off."
"A bollocking would be another inappropriate-in-this-crowd way of
putting it," Abbey said, making the assembled women all giggle.
"I hope you're learning all of this, Francine?" Ellen asked as the 18-
year-old Frenchwoman approached with a nervous grin on her face.
"...A bit," Francine replied with a giggle. "I am very, umm, hoping to
enjoy to coming here in August!"
"Votre anglais sera parfait d'ici l?," Amelie reassured her younger
sister.
"Are you going to be moving here, Francine?" Rachel asked. "To
London?"
"Oui," Francine replied. "To work with all of you."
"For- for the airline?" Amy asked.
"Oui," Francine replied.
"For our father to pay for our university," Amelie explained, "we must
each work for one year in one of his businesses. I spent a year
working as a stewardess, as you know, and now will Francine too."
"Umm, no offence," Hayley said, "but why would you want to work for
the airline, and in London rather than Paris?"
"As London has my sister," Francine replied, giggling as she shared a
gentle hug with Amelie. "And I hope for if I have special, umm..."
"Special treatment," Amelie said softly.
"Then so will be all of you!" Francine said with a giggle. "And for, I
have heard about your Tutu group."
"You know about the Tutu Project?" Abbey asked.
"Oui," Francine replied. "Most because it's funny to see Amelie in a
tutu!"
"Tch," Amelie sighed as her sister giggled. "But Francine does know
about the Tutu Project, does know the reason for it and is looking
forward to reading the book. When it is translated to French, anyway."
"IF it's translated to French," Sophie sighed. "Something tells me
your father's going to be even angrier about the book coming out in
France than he was over here."
"Let us deal with him," Amelie said with a confident smile. "He can
ignore the book. He cannot ignore his daughter telling him over a year
of the same thing."
"And I shall tell him too," Francine said. "Il ne voudra pas que sa
plus jeune fille endure ce que vous faites tous." I wouldn't be so
sure about that, Sophie thought to herself as she pictured Francine
struggling in the same heels, tight skirt and corset that her older
sister had worn months before.
"And if his mind does not change," Amelie said confidently, "then the
Tutu Project shall come again!"
"Well- you can count me in," Sophie said. "I've come too far to back
out now, heh." Both as a member of the project and as a woman full
stop, Sophie thought to herself.
"Us too," Amy said as Hayley nodded, and before long, all the women in
the room nodded in agreement, bringing a warm feeling to Sophie's
heart.
"Then it is decided," Amelie said. "Tomorrow, we shall talk to our
father. But tonight, we shall party!" Sophie grinned as the assembled
women all let out a loud cheer and the volume of the music increased,
and while Sophie was ready for a night of fun, one other feeling
overwhelmed her- a feeling of belonging unlike any she had ever had
before, whether at university, among friends, or even among family.
The assembled women spent the rest of the evening dancing, drinking
and listening to Francine's stories of life in Paris, with the party
only subsiding when many of the women excused themselves as they had
flights the following morning. Eventually, it was just Sophie, Amelie,
Ellen and Francine left in the flat, and as she helped to tidy up,
Sophie couldn't help but muse on the Frenchwomen's relationship with
their father.
"Hey Amelie," Sophie asked hesitantly.
"Yes, Sophie?" The Frenchwoman replied.
"Do you- and feel free to refuse to answer if you find this question
offensive, but..." Sophie said. "Do you- do you ever worry, you know,
about your father?"
"Heh, most of the time," Amelie replied with a snort of laughter.
"No, umm, I mean-" Sophie stammered. "Do you ever worry that, you
know, he might- he might cut you off? Money-wise, I mean?" Sophie bit
her lip as the young woman paused to contemplate her response.
"Sometimes, maybe," Amelie whispered. "I know I must seem like a
hypocrite, taking his money and living in his big, fancy flat while
working- well, being in the Tutu Project. But as much as I sometimes
hate him, I- I still love him. I just want him to be better, to treat
women better, to treat his employees better, but I- I do still love
him. He is still my father, and I am still his daughter, so- so no,
not really, I do not worry. One day he may even accept me for who I
am." Sophie bit her lip as her friend's words resonated with her.
Regardless of gender, Sophie was still her parents' child- their only
child- and she still loved them dearly, but unlike Amelie, she
couldn't help but worry that her parents wouldn't be able to accept
'Sophie' as well as 'James'. She worried that they might never be able
to accept her for who she is...
"Sophie?" Ellen asked as she approached the two women. "Is everything
okay?"
"Hmm?" Sophie replied. "Oh, umm, yeah, just- just, you know,
thinking..."
"About what?" Ellen asked, prompting a smile to form on her friend's
face.
"About how when Francine starts work for the airline," Sophie replied,
"no matter how much of a pain the uniform, the customers, the
management and the working environment might be, she will have THE
best colleagues in the world." Sophie grinned widely as the three
women, soon joined by Francine, shared a genuine, loving group hug.
Sophie's alarm woke her up the following day at 5:30am, but before she
could swing her legs out of bed, she switched off the alarm and laid
back down with a dull moan of frustration. The previous day's events
meant that her scheduled flight to Berlin had suddenly become
unscheduled, and left Sophie at a loose end- her parents were both
busy, as she'd established the previous day, Rachel had already left
the flat to get her flight to Paris, Amy and Hayley would soon do so,
and Amelie and Francine would be spending the day with their father-
making that option, despite her fondness of the two French girls, the
least appealing of the lot. Sophie rolled over in bed and tried to get
back to sleep, but only nodded off for a few minutes at a time before
finally getting up just after 8am.
As she showered and shaved her face, Sophie gazed down at the fine
stubble growing on her legs and let out a soft sigh. On an ordinary
day, she would shave her legs bare before going to work, but this
wasn't an ordinary day- though as Sophie was forced to concede, her
idea of 'ordinary' had changed a lot over the previous 18 months.
Before August 2017, Sophie had never shaved any part of her body other
than her face. The only cosmetic she'd used was deodorant- a man's
deodorant- the only hair 'style' she'd ever had was a short back and
sides and she'd never even conceived of applying moisturiser to any
part of her body. And yet, not only were these actions now acceptable
to Sophie, she viewed them as essential- even if she faced the
possibility of never wearing a Soixante-Trois uniform ever again.
A few minutes later, Sophie emerged from the shower, her entire body
below her eyebrows shaved clean of any hair and her legs coated in a
soft moisturising cream. After drying herself off, Sophie returned to
her bedroom, where she sighed at the sight of her vast make-up
collection spread across her dresser. Over the past 18 months, Sophie
had become an expert at applying all kinds of cosmetics, a skill
essential for 'Sophie' but useless to 'James'. However, with nowhere
to go, even 'Sophie' had no need to apply any make-up, though that
didn't stop her from putting on a light layer of mascara and eyeliner,
an action that took Sophie seconds but immediately made her feel much
more confident than before.
With nowhere to go, Sophie also had no need to dress smartly or
fashionably, and had no reason not to pull on a pair of 'James's jeans
and one of his sweatshirts. However, as cold as it was outside, Sophie
found herself reaching for the most comfortable clothes she owned- a
pair of 'Sophie's leggings and one of her long sweater dresses, under
which she wore her usual flattening thong and padded bra- even though
there was no one around but her to get the 'benefit' of such
undergarments.
As she relaxed on the sofa and turned on the television, Sophie mused
on how natural, how 'right' it felt- the clothes, the make-up,
everything. However, as she relaxed, she was forced to concede that
the time may soon come when 'Sophie' would be a thing of the past.
Without the approval of her parents, without a job, Sophie would have
no need to wear a flattening thong, or a padded bra, or any other item
of women's clothing in her wardrobe. Her friends would, of course,
disagree, stating that Sophie could always dress for dressing's sake,
and would always offer her a safe space in which to become 'Sophie',
but Sophie would still need an excuse to justify doing so, if only for
her own benefit...
Sophie did, however, have a source of comfort available to her other
than family or friends, and with her mind in turmoil, she felt a
greater than ever need to call upon this source.
Ninety minutes and one phone call later, Sophie strode confidently
into the office of Dr Beverly Phillips, wearing a full layer of make-
up on her face and a brand-new pair of over-knee brown boots covering
her legs. On the tube ride to the office, Sophie had attracted the
attention of several young men on the train, and while she certainly
wasn't interested in any of them, she couldn't help but derive
confidence from the attention she was getting...
"Hello, Sophie," Dr Phillips said as the young woman entered her
office and took a seat.
"Hi, thanks for fitting me in today," Sophie replied.
"That's quite alright," Dr Phillips said. "After your book launch on
Wednesday, I thought you might need to talk."
"Yeah... Suffice to say, there's been a bit of fallout from that,"
Sophie said.
"Well, you did expect that to happen," Dr Phillips reminder the young
woman. "Though I can appreciate how things going from a hypothetical
to, well, a non-hypothetical can catch you by surprise, even if you
were expecting them."
"Yeah, I guess," Sophie replied. "Work have- well, they haven't
explicitly suspended me, but they're not scheduling me on any flights
for the next fortnight, so, well- yeah."
"Do they know you wrote the book?" Dr Phillips asked.
"They suspect," Sophie replied. "I'm fairly certain they won't be able
to prove it. But they- they are on a bit of a rampage. Antoine Masson
himself even showed up. And they are threatening Rachel with legal
action."
"All of which was expected as well," Dr Phillips reassured the young
woman. "And Rachel is represented by a very clever lawyer who you've
said already will represent you if the- well, if it hits the fan. But
I'm not a lawyer, and you didn't come to me for legal advice, did
you?"
"...No," Sophie sighed. "Everyone- and I do mean everyone, my bosses,
my friends, even my family, they- they're saying that I should now
quit the airline, now that the book is done."
"And what do you think?" Dr Phillips asked, keeping a neutral
expression on her face as Sophie rolled her eyes.
"I- I don't know," the brown-haired woman eventually confessed. "I
mean, I don't want to be a stewardess my whole life, but I suppose I
do have my second book to work on- as you know."
"Yes, I have some more material for you to look at for that as well,"
Dr Phillips said of the book she was helping to compile. "But you
don't need to work for the airline to continue writing it, do you?"
"That's the question I'm asking myself," Sophie sighed. "But- but it's
not the most important question."
"I think I know what that might be," Dr Phillips said softly. "But
I'll let you ask it." Sophie took a deep breath to calm herself before
asking the question that had dominated her mind ever since the
publication of the book.
"Do I need to keep working for the airline to keep being 'Sophie'?"
The brown-haired woman asked, before letting out a loud sigh. "And I
suppose you're going to tell me I'm the only one who can answer that
question?" Sophie sighed again as her counsellor nodded.
"Though I can offer some observations," Dr Phillips said. "Looking at
you now, I see a young woman before anything else. Even though you've
chosen not to medically transition, you have chosen to present as a
woman, and not just in your choice of clothing or cosmetics. Your
demeanour, your manner of speaking- and I don't just mean the pitch of
your voice- and even your body language is that of a woman. You could
easily have come here today as 'James', but you chose to come as
'Sophie'. My conclusion, therefore, is that what you think you need is
a reason to be 'Sophie'."
"Yeah," Sophie sighed heavily. "Especially when I have two very big
reasons to not be 'Sophie'."
"Your parents?" Dr Phillips asked in a sympathetic voice.
"I don't think they'll ever understand," Sophie sighed. "'Sophie' is
as much a part of me now as 'James' is, and I- I don't just want to,
you know, put her away..."
"And you don't have to," Dr Phillips said. "Your parents need to
understand that you're 24 years old. You are an independent woman, and
you have the final, if not only say in how you live your life. It's
natural to be worried about how they'd react to the news, and it's
natural to want to maintain a loving relationship with them. But you
have to set down the ground rules for this new relationship."
"That's easier said than done," Sophie sighed.
"Most things are," Dr Phillips said. "If you'd like, I can arrange a
meeting and be present when you speak to your parents."
"I- I'll have to think about it," Sophie sighed. "I mean, I want this
behind me but- ugh, I dunno."
"Well, if it's any consolation, you do have time on your side," Dr
Phillips said. "I know you're conflicted, but the status quo as it is
right now is stable- depending, of course, on how it goes with the
airline, but you'll have a source of income from the book, and you are
living independently with friends on whom you can count for support.
You do have a lot of positives in your life, Sophie, and while it's
only natural to worry about the negatives- which are real, and which
are valid- you need to realise that you have a foundation for your
life, and you are the one in control."
"...Thanks," Sophie said with a chuckle as she relaxed back into her
chair, conceding that the older woman had a point- it would be all too
easy to wallow in self-pity, but Sophie needed to take control of her
life- after all, it was HER life, not her employers', not her
friends', not even her parents'.
Sophie left the office just over forty minutes later and had barely
reached the nearest tube station when her phone beeped to inform her
of a new text message. If I'm in charge of my destiny, I'm sure being
pulled in a lot of different directions, Sophie thought to herself as
she read the message. It soon put a smile on her face, though, and
shortly afterward she was on a tube train not heading home, but to
another part of the vast city.
"Hey you two!" Sophie said with a grin as she rendezvoused with the
sender of the text message and her younger sister.
"Bonjour!" Amelie replied, giggling as she and Francine each gave
Sophie a friendly hug. "I hope we did not get you out of bed early?"
"No, I was actually out and about anyway," Sophie said.
"Wearing those new boots?" Amelie asked with a devious grin.
"Well, obviously!" Sophie replied, showing off her footwear to the two
delighted young women. "Thank you so much for these, and for
everything else yesterday."
"Je t'ai dit que j'avais raison ? propos de cette fille," Amelie said
quietly to her sister, bringing a smug smile to Sophie's scarlet lips.
"I- I'm guessing you wanted to see me because of, well, what happened
yesterday as well?" Sophie asked hesitantly
"With our father?" Amelie asked softly, smiling as Sophie nodded.
"Oui, we- heh. We were speaking to him today, and we may have, you
could say, got you your job back?"
"Wh- I'm- I'm sorry?" Sophie asked.
"Our father was very angry," Francine explained.
"But we explained to him- well, I will not say all details," Amelie
continued. "But I said to him that we worked together, that you are
professional, and he is lucky for you to work for him. And I told him
about Barbara Streisand."
"Barb- oh, um, you mean the Streisand Effect?" Sophie asked.
"Oui," Francine said. "If he sues, everyone will know of the book."
"So he's dropped the lawsuit as well?" Sophie asked disbelievingly.
"He has," Amelie replied with a smug smile. "Though that took much
persuading! He is still angry at Rachel but wants the book to go away
quietly. Though... He still will not read the book himself. He does
not believe any of it is true, or if he does, he will not do anything
about it."
"Well- I suppose we shouldn't have expected miracles," Sophie sighed.
"I know Rachel will be disappointed about that."
"When I start, maybe we will," Francine said with a shrug. "But our
p?re has another, umm, way for his anger."
"Another w- I- I'm sorry?" Sophie asked.
"He is angry at someone else," Amelie explained. "Someone other than
you or Rachel, or ma amour."
"Well then... Who?" Sophie asked.
"Joshua Benedict," Amelie candidly replied.
"Josh- umm, why, exactly?" Sophie asked, biting her lip as Amelie took
a deep breath.
"'Les Anges' has just released on Amazon in France," Amelie explained.
"The French version of The Angels?" Sophie asked. "Yeah, didn't the
airline have some kind of sponsorship arrangement?"
"It was Soixante-Trois Mode," Amelie corrected. "And they DID."
"I- I was to be, umm, une Ange," Francine mumbled.
"I- I'm sorry, you were going to be one of the French Angels?" Sophie
asked.
"In exchange for the sponsorship," Amelie said. "But, obviously, it
did not happen, and our father has withdrawn his sponsorship and
blamed Joshua Benedict. Even though he is not in charge of Les Anges,
Catherine Dujardin is."
"And- and didn't Joshua Benedict come out as gay just before
Christmas?" Sophie asked.
"Oui," Amelie said. "Our father has avoided shooting himself in his
right foot by shooting himself in his left foot."
"...And he had to wait until AFTER the book was published?" Sophie
asked, making the two women laugh as they back to their flat for
lunch.
After the meal, during which Sophie listened intently as Amelie filled
her in with all the latest gossip and politics at the airline, Sophie
returned home feeling renewed. Thanks to her friends, she was no
longer facing the prospect of a long and expensive lawsuit, she would
still secretly receive income from her book and most of all, she would
still be employed by the airline, a voicemail on her phone confirming
that her next flight would be the coming Tuesday. Sophie still had the
threat concerning her second book hanging over her head, but as Dr
Phillips had said, it wasn't an immediate problem. At that exact point
in time, Sophie had her work- both jobs, in fact- her friends,
including a new one in Francine, and the freedom to be as feminine as
she wanted, whenever she wanted.
However, as she twiddled her phone in her expertly-manicured fingers,
Sophie was forced to concede that she didn't have everything she
wanted- not yet, anyway.
"Hello?" The refined voice of Sophie's mother asked as she answered
the phone.
"Hi mum," Sophie replied in 'James's voice.
"James, hi!" Pamela enthused. "We were so sorry you couldn't come
around yesterday, but we hear that good news is on the horizon?"
"Umm... Good news?" 'James' asked.
"Yes," Pamela replied. "Your father says you're going to be leaving
that airline soon, now that you've got your book published, and you'll
soon be going back to being the real you?" The 'real' me, Sophie
thought to herself.
"Yeah," Sophie chuckled nervously. About that...