"AF- What are Friends For? The Ballad of Jessica" - By Flyover State.
2021.
"Later," Mark said, leaving his friends. Mark and his friends had just
finished basketball practice. He'd thrown a towel around his neck, and
heavily plopped down into his car, a new Alfa Romeo Giulia. He started
the car, cranking the A/C as high as it would go, until he cooled off,
and then the Colorado air would be good enough.
Mark ran his hands through his damp hair, he was blonde, with blue eyes,
and a movie star face. Handsome was an understatement. At 6'3" and
naturally mesomorphic, he'd hit the genetic jackpot. Mark's family
consisted of his father Mark Jr, known as J.R., his mother Anna, and his
sisters, Ally and Sarah. Mark's father, Mark Jr. came from inherited
money as a local aristocratic family, and his mother from a similar
situation. Mark was the apple of his father's eye; his son, who would
carry on his legacy. J.R loved all of his children, but of course his
daughters would marry, and lose their maiden names.
Mark was 20 and in the local college, of which his family donated. He
wouldn't complain about life at all. Young, of money, handsome, the best
combination. Youth, what a grand time!
Mark arrived at his apartment on campus. It was more of a bachelor pad,
as he didn't have any roommates. Staying here was as much of a formality
as going to college. He had everything he could want at his place, and
it was great entertainment for his guests. It was a great freedom from
being around stuffy people in his neighborhood. Maybe one day he'd be
old and boring, but that was quite a way off.
Mark grabbed a protein shake, and headed for the shower. Feeling fresh,
and smelling good, he decided to game for a bit. He checked with some of
his pals to see if they were up for a session before dinner and bed, and
a few were, so he turned on his PC, and logged in to play for a while.
"Bro, I won because I have the most RGB. You see this fuckin mouse!?" he
joked. "RGB equals FPS, you know this." His jokes were met with the
grumbles of his friends, and then Mark had to sign off to go grab a bite
to eat. He went to a Chinese restaurant and ordered chicken and rice -
dry. It was the best meal he could get in terms of health, without
having to cook it himself. All the protein of the chicken, and the carbs
of the rice, but none of the sodium of the sauce.
As he returned to the building he ran into his neighbor, who greeted,
"Hi, Mark!"
"Meghan..." He nodded, and continued to his place. 'Meghan' He thought.
Mark's neighbor that had a crush on him. Girls with crushes on Mark were
no new thing to him; it'd been that way since he was a kid. Meghan was
cute, and she was also sweet and warm, but so were a lot of women. Mark
wasn't interested in dating at the moment. He'd come to the conclusion
that times were different from his parent's generation. Think you're in
love at 20, get a girl knocked up, break up, and suffer financially for
the rest of your life, was all Mark could think.
"Hey, Mark, what are you doing?"
"I've gotta eat, then get to bed. Class in the morning," he answered,
annoyed on the inside as the answer was obvious.
"Oh, um, okay, sorry," Meghan replied.
"What are you apologizing for?"
"I, um. Sorry!" He watched as she nervously twirled her hair around her
fingers.
"Goodnight, Megan," Mark finished, heading into his apartment. Meghan
was nice, but a little awkward, she might even make a good girlfriend,
if Mark was into that kind of thing, and if she was hotter.
Mark began to eat his dinner, and once done it was time to head to bed,
almost. He woke his PC, and headed to some sites to check out some
videos. Mark liked porn as did most healthy males, his fix was consent
non-consent, and humiliation. After watching a number of videos, Mark
released into a shirt. The imagery, the sounds, and his imagination
fueled his desire. His real life exploits were fueled by his desires.
Mark was usually let into most local bars, and while he wasn't looking
for a relationship, he definitely picked up a number of women for fun.
Mark liked to take drunk women to their place preferably, or they could
do it in public, which also turned him on. He especially liked when the
woman became coy or bashful, and their protests were the biggest turn
on. He loved it most, when a woman's body would betray her. Mark had a
fantasy to do this to Meghan, but her crush on him didn't help; she
would likely give herself willingly.
###
The week had passed, no more classes, no game tomorrow, so it was time
for Mark to head to a bar, and have some fun. Perks of a college town;
all the bars were in walking distance of the campus. Mark rarely drank,
he had to drink once or twice when a woman became convinced that he was
just liquoring them up while he stayed sober.
Walking into the bar, Mark heard a very drunk, short woman arguing with
her friends. The result was the friends leaving her to fend for herself.
"Yeah, who needs ya..." she sneered. This woman was an angry drunk. She
also looked very young, almost underaged, adding to Mark's thoughts to
zero in on her. Mark watched as the woman stood at a table, alone,
looking bored. It was time...
"Hey, you buying?" Asked the woman. She was cuter than he'd expected,
but her attitude, and being a belligerent drunk took any real
attractiveness she had away, but she looked like an easy target, so why
not?
"Who for?" Mark asked, wanting her name.
"Me," the woman answered, obliviously.
"And, who are you?"
"Ryan."
"Sure. And I'm Steve," he said, taking Ryan's hand, and rubbing the top
of it, gauging her reaction. There was none, so he continued. "Say,
Ryan, after we have a drink, you wanna join me and some friends at a
party?"
"I'll think about it..."
"Steve," he finished. He ordered Ryan a drink, and a water for himself.
Ryan downed her drink like a pro, but almost immediately excused
herself, to be sick in the restroom. Mark waited for her, promptly
latching onto her as she passed. "We'll get you somewhere safe. You can
sleep it off. Where is home?"
Ryan let Mark drive her to her townhome. Mark helped her to her door,
after figuring out her keys. Mark figured out where the bedroom was, and
led Ryan to it, helping her lay down. Ryan was asleep almost instantly.
Mark checked out Ryan's townhome, nothing remarkable, and more
importantly, no sign of a man. Ryan was also very clean for a young
woman. A lot of people their age had a lot of stuff strewn about their
places.
'Wait, we're on the other side of College Circle, this girl's not a
student.' With that, Mark checked her wallet, which was pretty
masculine. "She's 24? Wow!" He also noticed the smile she wore in her
license picture, she did have a pretty smile. Focused back on Ryan, who
lay in her bed sprawled out. Mark started to gently remove clothes from
Ryan's body.
Looking at Ryan in her bra and panties, Mark was amazed. He had no idea
her body would be this nice. He had to remove the rest. Ryan's breasts
were perfect, with pink nipples, and her privates, a perfect slit, with
the slightest of fuzz. He began to touch various places, to test her
reactions. Mark was beyond hard. He kissed her neck, her arms, and her
stomach. Mark loved the female stomach; even a woman in shape like Ryan,
would have that suppleness in their stomach, hard, yet soft. Mark
grabbed Ryan's pelvis, reveling in all of her soft, giving skin.
Mark breathed hard. He pulled his pants and boxers down, and sprang
forth his tool. He had to have her, there was something indescribably
sexy about this woman, and he needed her. He began to play with her
vulva and clit, and watched as her breath picked up. He went for a
finger. "Wait, what? She's a VIRGIN?"
Normally this was where he'd grab a condom, but she was a virgin, there
was no way she had anything, 'what's the worst that could happen to ME?'
thought Mark. Mark used his glans to rub Ryan's clit, with Ryan seeming
to get more excited even through her haze of sleep. Mark heard the
sloshing of her juices, so he positioned himself, and after some effort,
entered her. This was the most amazing vagina he'd ever felt. He began
to pump the tight tunnel of Ryan.
"Mmmm.."
"Mmmmm."
Mark watched as Ryan bit her bottom lip, breathing heavily. She was
barely aware of herself, but seemed to meet Mark with her own seemingly
involuntary thrusts. Mark looked at Ryan's face, her eyes still closed,
cute little gasps escaping her slightly open mouth.
'This was one for the ages,' thought Mark. 'This girl was wasted before
I had to really spend much on her, she had her own place, lived alone,
and she WAS a virgin. She even likes what I'm doing! She CAME!!' Mark
groaned, as Ryan's involuntary orgasm clenched his penis, pushing him
over the edge inside her. He didn't want to come inside of Ryan, but her
vagina literally coaxed it from him.
"I would love to do this again, Ryan. But I gotta go," Mark said to the
sleeping Ryan. With that, he excused himself.
###
Back at home, Mark was relaxing, thinking about what had just happened.
It was the best time he'd ever had. That girl must have been repressed.
She was a virgin! She was into it. If Mark wasn't turned on by the
thrill of non-consent, he'd bet that she would have been a freak had he
awakened her. Her body, her vagina, her reactions. It was all so
different than when he'd initially seen her; she was a drunk, mean
bitch. It also felt good to 'put her in her place.' Mark was hard again,
thinking about her. Despite recently having exploded, another round was
needed.
Thinking more about Ryan, Mark knew where she lived, and thought about
somehow trying to meet her under different circumstances. However, she
could be more trouble than she was worth, if her personality was
anything like he'd seen at first.
###
A few weeks had passed since Mark had seen Ryan, and she was but a
distant memory to Mark. By now, he'd done similar things to a few more
women, nor had Ryan beem the first. Today, he was getting a workout in
with his best friend on the campus, Marcus. Mark, and Marcus met when
both started college, both being on the football, and baseball teams.
Marcus came in on a sports scholarship from New York. The two became
bros soon after meeting; both alpha in their own ways. Marcus was from
limited means, and very serious when he first arrived, but Mark opened
him up with parties, girls, and nights out on the town. Some of their
teammates jokingly called them 'Mark y Mark,' much to both of their
annoyance at the pure and intentional lameness of the name.
"Come on, give me one more! Don't be a bitch!"
Mark exhaled loudly. "FFFUUUUUUUUHHH!" "YUUUAH!" he grunted as he
completed the final rep.
"Hell yeah!" Marcus exclaimed, slapping Mark on the back.
Mark proclaimed, "King Kong don't got shit on me!"
After the pair celebrated, they got showered, and made plans for later.
In the meantime, Mark had to eat, so he went to his favorite Chinese
restaurant, ordering his usual. He ate in, and once finished, headed to
his car, but he noticed a new store. "Spells R Us?" This was new, it
couldn't have been there even yesterday. "I'll check it out, might be a
cute girl working."
Stepping inside the store, it smelled old, the items looked old, and
Mark was on his way to turn around. "Ah, Mark, is it?"
"Yeah, wait, did you just say my name?" Mark looked at the old man. He
appeared to be wearing a robe, of some kind of strange material. He
looked like an average grandpa, thought Mark.
"Of course."
"I've never seen you," Mark answered.
"I guess you're popular." The old man smiled.
Mark nodded. "I guess. Well, I think I'll be heading out."
"You came all this way, it would be a shame to leave empty handed!"
"I'm not interested in anything you're selling, man, sorry."
"Maybe this," the old man said, pulling out a vial. "You're a virile
young man, right? This can get you all the sex you'd ever want."
"Oh, we've got a snake oil salesman?" Mark asked rhetorically.
The old man chuckled. "I have a money-back guarantee. If this doesn't
work, come right back here after your workout with Marcus tomorrow, I
will give you a full refund."
"Wait, how do you know ALL of that, who are you?"
"I'm a wizard, I know a lot!" the old man said triumphantly. "Only $10,
what do you say?"
"Okay," Mark sighed.
The wizard nodded, completing the transaction. "Take it once you get
home."
Leaving the weird store and the creepy man behind, Mark spotted a few
girls who seemed to be going into the said store. Cute blonde, cute
brunette, who were checking him out, and another cute brunette...Ryan!
Mark hadn't seen Ryan since that night. She looked totally different
than she had at the bar, she was much cuter like this. school. She was
dressed in a men's sized L.A Lakers home jersey, with a green fitted t-
shirt underneath, skinny blue jeans, and multicolored DC skate shoes.
She wore her hair down, and didn't have glasses. He withered at the
sight of her, and hurried around the corner, not getting into his car
just yet. If she remembered anything, she didn't let on. She'd been so
out of it that night, of course she didn't.
###
At home, Mark looked at the vial he'd been given by the wizard. Simple
glass jar, the liquid had a pink tinge to it, and upon opening it, he
found a sweet smell. "Probably water," he said aloud. "It can't hurt."
He drank the sip. The drink tasted great, however. It was worth the
price on taste alone, thought Mark. After drinking the liquid, Mark got
a little woozy, and before blacking out, he knew he'd made a mistake
drinking the liquid. "That asshole is..."
###
Mark woke up, shaking his head. His hair was in his eyes. Wait, his hair
wasn't that long. He looked about, it was daylight. Was this the same
day? He remembered feeling woozy, then nothing. He'd been slipped
something, but why? He was safely in his apartment, and it wasn't as if
anything could have happened...unless it did!? Mark remembered that the
old man knew more about Mark than he was comfortable with. Mark picked
himself up off the ground, groaning. He felt heavy, but also something
else, that he couldn't place. First, he had to check the apartment, to
make sure nothing had been taken. Mark semi-groggy, checked about,
nothing seemed to be missing. "What the hell was this all about?" Mark
asked himself aloud. "My voice..." Mark became aware now. He looked at
his hands, small and dainty. The hair that he'd stopped paying attention
to, he noticed again. "The fuck?" he asked in a lilting voice. He looked
down, seeing a huge set of tits. "I am still toasted," he breathed.
Mark went to his bed to lay back down. Maybe he'd go to sleep. But
instead of being taken by sleep, or waking up from this dream, he became
more aware, more awake. He splashed his face; nothing. He rubbed his
face vigorously; nothing. He grabbed a handful of boob flesh on his own
chest. "Is this real?" He began to play with them, as he looked in his
bathroom mirror, and the woman in the reflection did the same. She
could've been Mark's sister. The woman was blonde with blue eyes, like
mark, she was tall and fit, but voluptuous. Mark didn't know cup sizes,
but this woman had substantial breasts, and they were gravity defying.
Her small waist had just the tiniest bit of definition before it flared
out to wide hips, with soft thighs. This woman was perfect in Mark's
eyes.
Mark realized something; he was aroused. When he started to feel his
chest, it sent a feeling throughout his body, he became aware of a
feeling that he'd had in his crotch since he awoke. The nipples were
standing at attention, and they were huge, they were about the size of
women who recently had children. Mark had never felt anything like this.
He stroked them, and brought his free hand lower to the perfect privates
below; puffy lips, the tiniest cleft, and well tucked inner labia;
everything was perfect about this woman in Mark's mind. He rubbed
himself, and was rewarded with feeling the pleasure that the woman felt.
As strange as it was, it didn't seem to matter to Mark, only having an
orgasm mattered.
After achieving an orgasm, Mark lay on the bed spent. "That was
amazing!" he said in his feminine voice. "But, I think this is real..."
After recovering, Mark checked his place over again. He looked at his
wallet, and everything was as it should've been. "But how am I a woman?"
he asked himself. "That old man!" he realized. He'd also finally noticed
that a whole day had passed.
###
"Hello, young lady," The wizard greeted.
"I'm not a lady," Mark answered. Wearing a t-shirt, and basketball
shorts cinched as tight as they could go, he most certainly didn't look
the part. "I was here yesterday, I am a man, what did you give me?
People can't change sex!"
"You certainly did!"
"Why?"
"You'll get all the sex you could ever want!"
"But I already get all the sex I could ever want!" Mark exclaimed.
"Hmmm. For this to have worked as it did, I might question the
willingness of all parties involved?"
"What do you mean?" Mark asked, his anger lowering, being replaced with
caution.
"When you were a man, were all of your partners willing, and
consenting?" The wizard didn't allow Mark to answer, "If not, you'll
still get all the sex you want, but now, your partners will most
definitely be a willing!"
"What does that even mean?"
"You'll have to figure it out," the wizard answered.
"Just change me back."
"I can't just change you back, I don't have the ability."
"What about my life!? This can't be real!"
"You'll have to figure it out," the wizard simply said again. "It's time
for my lunch break, so I'll be seeing you!"
Mark left the store disheartened. There was something off about this
whole situation. It was as though that old man orchestrated this whole
thing. But why? And how? He wouldn't be any help, it seemed. All Mark
could do was to go home for now, and ponder everything.
###
Back at home, finally checking his phone, Mark noticed missed calls, and
messages from a few people, notably Marcus. The latest text was about
going to lift a bit later. "Shit," he mouthed. What could he do, who
could he talk to about this? Marcus was a good guy, but who'd believe
him? One could see Mark in this woman, but the actual story was too
unbelievable.
Aside from Marcus, even his family wouldn't believe him. As Mark
thought, this was bad. He had no identity, what could he do? Sooner or
later that could come into play, and it would be bad. Mark sat on his
couch, again feeling arousal overtake him as he looked at his chest
protruding from his shirt. He could see the nipples go from bumps that
pushed out slightly, to beacons, all under the shirt, and it turned him
on more. "Why am I horny again? I literally just looked my chest, not
even naked!?" he wondered, speaking breathily.
**KNOCK KNOCK**
Mark had forgotten about the texts, and pretty much everything else.
"Marcus," he said. "I can't let him see me like this."
**KNOCK KNOCK**
"Hey, Mark? Are we gonna do this or what, man?"
'I want to open the door!' Mark thought, and did. "Hi!" Mark found
himself saying.
Marcus studied this woman. 'Yo, Mark is showing the hell off with this
one!' Marcus thought. Mark usually didn't have women at his place.
"Uh, Hi," Marcus greeted, "I'm looking for Mark, we usually go workout
right about now," he stated, figuring, 'he must've gotten his workout
in.'
"Marcus, I'm Candi, and I know all....about you!" Mark, now Candi said
in a sultry voice. 'WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING!?!' She thought. This was
absolutely insane!
"Good, I hope," Marcus replied.
"Very good," Candi said, feeling her nipples crinkle, and poke out of
her shirt, which Marcus couldn't help but notice. "Mark's not here right
now, but I most certainly am!" Candi said, running a finger down Marcus'
huge pecs. Looking at his reaction, she continued, "And so are you."
"What are you saying?"
"What do you think, handsome?" Candi found herself saying in answer.
Mentally, she was screaming! 'Marcus, bro, it's ME, MARK!' Instead, she
found herself pushing against Marcus. Pulling Marcus in, she closed the
door.
"What's going on? Are you Mark's girl?" Marcus asked.
"Nope. But, girls just wanna have fun. Don't I look fun?" Candi asked
with puppy dog eyes.
"I think I'm going to get out of here."
Mark ripped his shirt off, revealing the most perfect breasts Marcus had
ever seen. Marcus stood in awe. Candi rubbed herself against Marcus.
"You sure about that?" Mark asked, taking Marcus' huge hands, guiding
them to his breasts.
At this point, Marcus began rubbing the nipples. This lit a fire in
Candi's crotch that needed to be put out. Marcus then sucked on Candi's
breasts as he squeezed them together. Candi's hand went down to Marcus'
crotch. Candi knew what Marcus' dick looked like, and just knowing made
her shiver with desire. Candi also began to think about the chiseled
body of Marcus, a black adonis. Candi had to be taken, her body demanded
it.
"Fuck me hard, baby!" Candi groaned. "Imagine you're putting your black
baby in my virginal pussy!" If Candi could commit suicide, she would've,
but she couldn't.
Marcus pushed at the opening to the most perfect pussy he'd ever seen.
She was really a virgin? As he slipped through, it was the greatest
pleasure he'd ever felt. The combination of extreme tightness, and
wetness, quickly brought Marcus over the edge. However, Candi wasn't
done. She grabbed the shrinking, but still huge cock, and did things
with her tongue that she didn't know could be done.
'Why? How?' Candi was disgusted with her best friend's dick in her
mouth, while also having her best friend's warm semen running out of her
pussy. She could do nothing, her body was on autopilot! They finished
the second round, and lay about the apartment. "You were as good as I
hoped you'd be, handsome."
Marcus was drained. He was still in shock. "Where is Mark, and who are
you even?"
"I'm Candi, and Mark is gone. For good," she replied.
Marcus didn't like the sound of this. He didn't feel as though he was
thinking completely straight once Candi touched him. He'd turned down
women, perhaps not of this caliber, but something was off. He had to get
out of there, and fast. "Well, I've still gotta practice, so I'll be
heading back."
"I'll be here, handsome!"
###
"What the hell did I just do?" Candi groaned. "I just fucked my best
friend! I practically made him do it!" she said, washing Marcus out of
her. Candi was thinking about the situation. Why was this happening? The
old man was no help, and this was definitely beyond being a dream. Candi
laid around, trying to keep her mind clear. For some reason even her
body turned her on, so she did much of nothing.
Finally getting hungry, she decided to get her usual. Stepping out of
the apartment, Candi ran into Meghan. Meghan did a double-take. A woman
coming out of Mark's apartment? She did look like him, though. "Hi!"
Meghan greeted.
"Oh, Meghan," Candi answered.
"You know me?" she asked.
"Um, yeah, Mark told me about you. His cute neighbor!" Candi said,
smiling.
"He said that!?" Meghan asked with excitement.
"And I see why," Candi answered. She was looking at Meghan with more
lustful eyes than Mark ever did. She had to leave, quickly. Meghan was
surely not as pliable as Marcus had been, and as bad as that felt, she
didn't want to do this to Meghan. "I've gotta go. Maybe I'll see you
around..." she said, voice lingering.
"I didn't get your name."
"Candi," she returned. In her head, she thought, 'Come on, leave before
I try to fuck you!'
With that crisis averted, she went back into the apartment and ordered
the food.
###
About 2 weeks had passed, and Candi had been avoiding anyone who was
familiar with Mark. She also wasn't attending to his obligations;
school, practice, and the like. She'd been answering some texts, with
one or two word answers, but never returned calls. This would hopefully
quell wellness checks. Mark's father soon demanded a call. He'd left a
message saying that he'd been informed that he'd not been at school. She
sat crying, thinking about all the people that were probably concerned,
that she couldn't reach out to. This was hell. Everything so far was.
Even her own body was hell.
Candi read more texts, and even those from Mark's dad now had a worried
tone to them. Still, nothing that she could do. Upon trying to order
Chinese, she found her credit card denied. She apologized, and she was
concerned. She threw on a t-shirt, and jeans, with slides, and got into
her car to head to an ATM. She had to fight the arousal of her breasts
rubbing against the seatbelt. Arriving at an ATM, she tried a credit
cash advance withdrawal, finding it declined.
"Great, no money," she sighed, sitting in the car. "My parents probably
cut the card. They really think something happened. This gets better by
the day." Candi drove back to the apartment. Upon arrival, she noticed
police cars at her building. She got out of the car, and headed towards
her place. There were officers talking to Meghan. 'What's going on?'
Candi wondered.
As Candi neared earshot, she heard Meghan say, "Oh, she might know."
'Holy shit, they're looking for me!' With that, she quickly turned
around, trying to quickly head out of the building.
"Excuse me," the officer called. He'd just noticed her as she turned
around. As soon as she was out of the building, she removed the sandals,
ran as fast as she could, for blocks, through backyards, and the such,
to make sure.
Catching her breath behind a house, anger began to rise, followed by
despair. If the police were looking for Mark, he'd be nowhere to be
found. Meghan had likely put Candi at the scene. Mark's disappearance
would look like a crime, and Candi would look like a suspect. Currently,
everything was lost; no money, no home, no car, no family, no friends.
Candi had to get away from the area. Waiting an hour or so, Candi left
for a busier part of town. Regardless, she would stick out, she had
model looks, and a perfect figure. She headed downtown, as she could fit
in with the crowd. Her big clothes, and disheveled hair would help Candi
blend in.
###
Waking from a fitful sleep where she'd been leaned upon a doorway,
reality came back rushing to Candi's mind. Here she was, homeless, and
broke, and worst of all, without a plan. She had to relieve herself. She
went further into an alley, and lowered her jeans behind a dumpster. She
emptied her bladder. Looking at her perfect legs, and the wide gap made
by her spread, Candi began to get turned on. "Are you serious? I can't
look at myself without getting horny?" Candi's breathing became heavy,
and she pleasured herself, right behind the dumpster. Candi felt
absolutely gross; she couldn't clean up after using the restroom, or
mastubating, her juices were on her hand, and soon enough she'd smell
like everyone else out here, complete with a nasty sheen of filth. Candi
went back to her stoop, dejected.
Candi began to walk a bit, the boredom of sitting around getting to her.
As she walked, a cop slowly passed, and the two met eyes briefly. Candi
averted her eyes, got nervous, and hastened her step. As she walked, the
cruiser passed her a few times, with the officer glancing her way each
time. Finally, as she thought he would, he pulled alongside her.
"Ma'am," he greeted, while appraising her.
"Can I... help you, officer?" Candi offered, naturally oozing sexuality.
The officer wondered about this woman. She was incredibly hot, and he
could see how nice her body was, even in her large clothes. Her voice
also sounded like honey, not gravelly and gritty. She didn't seem to
have some of the issues that women of the street had. Maybe she was
brand new. Her looks piqued his interest, nonetheless, so he answered,
"What're doing out here?"
"I'm looking for some fun," she answered playfully. In her head, she
screamed, 'I'm asking to go to jail! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? HOW AM I
THIS FUCKING STUPID!' Yet, she could do nothing to stop it.
"You're just making this too easy," the officer said, stepping out of
his cruiser.
Candi cursed this new stupidity she seemed to have. "But, I never said
that I'm charging, officer," she answered. The officer stepped behind
Candi asking if she minded a pat-down, telling her that they would wait
on a female officer. "I want you to do it. Your hands look strong!" she
said, as she backed up into him. "Is that your nightstick, or is that
your nightstick," Candi laughed.
The officer cuffed Candi. "You're not under arrest, yet," he said,
placing her in his patrol. He cancelled the female backup, and got in
the car, turning off all cameras.
Candi felt her breasts being pushed out, and she could look down and see
her nipples poke out, and it turned her on greatly, as well as being
cuffed helpless. She began to breathe hard, saying, "I need to be
fucked, right now!"
The officer's pants had a stirring, and he took off. "What's your name,
and what's your deal?"
"My name's Candi, and I'm just a horny slut," The officer drove to a
secluded industrial area, and opened Candi's door, removing her cuffs.
"Leave them on..." The officer did as asked. "Put me on my knees and
make me worship your cock!" The officer did so. He'd never received such
amazing oral.
"I want to see that ass of yours, and those tits!" the officer said
before he came and lost his motivation. He pulled Candi's shirt up,
revealing the most perfect body he'd ever seen. Her small shoulders,
toned back, and wide hips, he needed to see the rest. Pulling her pants
down, he was greeted by a perfect pussy and great legs, and a perfect
heart shaped ass. "You are amazing!" The officer grabbed Candi's hip,
and with his other hand, felt her tit, feeling the nipple grow hard. He
HAD to have her.
"Call me a criminal whore!" Candi said excitedly. The officer could not
contain himself. He took a condom out, to which Candi said, "Let me!"
The officer moved towards Candi, with her hands still bound, and she
placed the condom on him with oral precision. Even that felt great!
"Take the long arm of the law, you criminal whore!" The officer laughed
as he plowed into the impossible tightness of Candi. Within a minute, he
was spent. He gasped, catching his breath. "Jesus, girl."
"Hey, I didn't get mine!" Candi whined. She needed to cum.
"Sorry babe, us old guys don't have the stamina."
"I don't care, spank me, finger me, bite my nipples! Touch me! Please!"
"You ARE a freak!"
Candi breathed. "I am...." The officer placed Candi in the back seat,
fondling her body, finding that he in fact could get it up again. He did
want to savor in the things she asked of him, before plunging back in.
The officer went in for round two, and found himself doubly spent.
"Thank you, sexy!" she said.
Buckling his gear, the officer asked, "You're not on dope, are you?"
"No, why?"
"You don't have any signs. Physical, or mental. So, Candi, was it? What
are you really doing out here?"
"I don't know, I just got into town, don't really know anyone, or have
any money."
"And you weren't working?" Candi shook her head. "You need to use that
body, and those skills of yours to make some money. You're a pro," he
said, not meaning it as a complement, nor an insult. "Just head over to
the Brass Ass, and Jake will take care of you," he suggested. "Of course
I can't give you a ride back, wouldn't do to have a woman such as
yourself seen getting out of a cop car. I'm sure you understand."
"I'm not a whore," Candi said defensively.
The officer smiled, and responded, "You're a slut." Then he was gone.
Candi was turned on from the way he called her a slut, and took off, she
felt less than human inside, but she was getting wet, and her nipples
were on fire. If someone didn't fuck her soon, she'd die. Before doing
anything else, she took a tit out, and stroked a nipple, pulling hard on
it. She pulled her other breast to her mouth, and took that nipple in
her mouth, biting and sucking on it, she didn't need to do anything else
before she came.
###
"Is Jake available?" Candi asked a well-muscled man, attending the door
at the club. Seeing muscles against his tight shirt was sending impulses
to her mind.
"And you are?"
"Looking for a job, my name is Candi, sexy."
"Candi, huh?" This woman, while disheveled, had a great face, and even
with the large clothes, her bust could easily be seen. Looked like she
could clean up pretty good, the boss was going to like this one. "I'll
get him," Candi sat at the bar. She was familiar with this place, and
she'd even had some takeout when she was Mark, but it was different this
time. "Go upstairs, there's only two doors, and one's the bathroom."
Candi did as instructed, and knocked on the door. "Yes?" A tanned man
opened the door, and the office looked as sleazy as she imagined it
would. The smell of Old Spice permeated the room. The walls were black
with white trim, and in addition to the normal office attire, there was
a couch, for obvious reasons, she figured. "Why have you come before me
looking like something the cat dragged in?" Jake looked her down,
finding the same as others who'd appraised her; undeniable hotness
despite her attire.
"I'm sorry. I don't have any money for clothes," Candi said.
"Show me what you're working with," Jake said, expectantly. Candi did as
demanded. Jake's eyes said everything. If angels were real, this woman
was one. But, surely, a woman this perfect had more means than this? No
matter, she was here, and looking for work. If she was a cop, she
wouldn't have shown everything. 'Maybe,' he thought. "Let me see your
skills," he said, beckoning her with his finger. She took his finger
into her mouth, fellating it, and as she did so, again she felt her
nipples get rock hard, and send waves of pleasure to her nether region.
Without suggestion, she unzipped his pants, and dug her head deep into
his crotch, returning with the shaft now visible for her efforts. "My
fuckin' god!" she expertly drained him of his seed. "You're working for
me."
"Um, can I get some, sexy?" Candi panted.
Jake exhaled deeply. "It's business time, babe."
"I..I literally can't think. Please fuck me!" She took his cock in hand
and smacked it against her labia. It grew hard again, and Jake grabbed a
handful of tits, and his cock, shoving it into Candi's waiting hole.
"These are real?"
"Yes, baby all of me is real!"
"You're a dream come true," he said as he spurted his second load.
###
"So I'll get you set up with a flat, everything's under the table since
you don't have papers. Earnings go to the house, to be divvied up as the
house sees fit, and since I have to cover your food, board, and
supplies, that's coming out."
"Okay, sure," Candi agreed. "Thank you, Daddy."
Jake petted Candi on the head. "I think we'll get along just fine."
###
In no time, Candi was the star of the show. Gorgoeous, Sex crazed, Jake
thought. Maybe she hit her head at some point. She wasn't on drugs like
most of his employees, and she seemed to have a fire in her eyes. She
could be doing so much better in life. She could be getting paid big
dollar just to show some skin, yet, here she was, practically begging to
have sex with anyone. Customers, even not-so-attractive ones, staff, the
girls, anyone! She was a dream come true, and she was so pliable. She
did whatever she was told obediently, and a few weeks in, she hadn't
tried to make a break, or anything. She was also still penniless. As
Jake had to front her many things, it 'required' 100% of her tips, which
she seemed to be perfectly fine with.
###
Candi danced, and stripped for her audience. Her body was ecstatic to be
doing these things, however her mind was still that of Mark. Inside she
screamed for this to be over with. On the outside, she moved sexily,
with perfect grace. On the inside, she fumed that this piece of shit
Jake wasn't paying her. On the outside, she was a perfect little pet for
Jake. Candi found that she couldn't find the will to ask about being
paid, nor could she formulate a plan to get away from this life. Any
time she approached Jake, she'd end up too horny to do anything other
than jump on him.
Candi had no idea that things would become even worse. Jake said that
she would be seeing clients, separately from the club. People could
request her for a given amount of time, and she'd have to do whatever
they wanted. Mentally, all of this work was tiring, yet her body wanted
it.
As an escort, she'd naughtily given footjobs at dinner in full
restaurants on dates, she'd been bound and gagged, she'd been part of
orgies, and gangbangs. Jessica had even played the girlfriend
experience. She'd even gotten pierced for a client in his weekend with
her. She came hard as the piercing went through her nipple. She ended up
sucking the piercer while the client had her from the back. This went on
for months and months. Jake was making thousands from Candi, and she
wasn't seeing any of it. All she could do was be a good girl, and call
him 'Daddy,' even worse, the nickname was at her own behest.
During those times that Candi had control of her faculties, she cried a
lot. She'd still never had a single dollar to her name. Any money she
got was to be spent on something deemed necessary, which she'd done
happily. She couldn't save money, she couldn't spend money in other
ways, her mind wouldn't let her.
"That old bastard!" Candi cursed, he did this to her with his so-called
drink! "All the sex I want? What a joke! This stupid body can't let me
go for 5 minutes without thinking about sex! I wasn't nearly this horny
as a man!" As she stated, she couldn't do much without getting aroused.
She never knew what would do it. Seeing some part of her sexy body? Some
part of her body rubbing against something? The sight of another? The
thought of another? With that thought, she'd inadvertently aroused
herself, crying while she masturbated. "This body is a prison," Candi
sniffed, as she drifted to sleep, sated.
###
As Candi walked to work from her flat, she'd noticed something, someone.
It was Ryan, the woman that she...had relations with a while back. She
was definitely pregnant. Candi's mind went to Ryan's breasts, they had
been upturned pert breasts with pink nipples, now Candi could see the
heaviness of them. She imagined how they must look now; dark areola,
long rubbery nipples, full with a little sag. Her hips were wider,
sexier. Candi's hand absentmindedly went to her own breast.
"No! I can't, not now!" she cried out. She had to. She ran as quickly as
she could. Her privates were getting moist. "Uhnnng!" She came from
simply thinking about Ryan while her legs rubbed together. She cried for
the rest of her walk to work, again cursing her body.
After a shift, Candi again passed Ryan's townhome. Clearer of mind, she
thought about Ryan. The drunk woman she'd met at a bar, and had sex with
when she was Mark. She remembered that Ryan was a virgin when she took
her. "How long ago was that?"
Then it dawned on her. "That's my kid."
###
Candi now noticed Ryan more and more as time passed. She watched as Ryan
grew with her pregnancy. She seemed to have that 'glow' about her that
pregnant women get. There was something different about her now. When
Candi first noticed Ryan, she seemed gloomy, but now she would see Ryan
cutely smile, and rub her stomach as she left. This sent a dark feeling
to Candi's heart. There was something about Ryan; when she saw her with
that contentment, she imagined if they had been together with her as
Mark, and Ryan looking at him, happy with their relationship, and their
coming kid. Realizing that circumstances would now never allow this; she
had to try to force it out of her mind. Surely enough, as soon as she
got to work, her mind would be filled with the depravity that her body
craved.
###
Shortly after Ryan gave birth, Candi got enough resolve to knock on her
door. She had no plan, but she was at least able to do this much, it was
a start.
"Um, Hi, Ryan?" she asked with what seemed to be more than a hint of
weariness.
"Yes, that's me," Ryan answered cautiously, "What are you selling?"
"No, no no! Nothing like that. Uh, do you have a baby?"
"Why are you asking if I have a baby?" Ryan demanded, closing the door
to a slit.
"I'm the father."
"The what?" Ryan asked.
Candi breathed, "Nothing. I'll go. Sorry."
"Come in," Ryan ordered. Candi did as told. "My daughter is with her
Grandmother. But, I believe you, and I'll tell you why soon."
"I'm so sorry I did that to you," Candi apologized.
"Why are you a woman now?" Ryan asked, ignoring the apology.
"There was some weird shop. I actually saw you go into it as I was
leaving. This old guy sold me something, saying I could get all the sex
I want. I woke up as a woman the next day."
"I believe you. I was once a boy," Ryan stated, looking at the woman.
"Although my circumstances were different. Do you know who the SuperBowl
MVP was?"
"Ty Walsh," Candi answered immediately.
"That was me. This is my neighbor's body. She was a childhood friend. We
swapped bodies; she said she wanted to try being a man for a week, and
would give me money in exchange for the swap. Turned out she wanted her
best friend, who was also my girlfriend. I have been stuck as her since
I was 17. I have been depressed ever since! Then I found out he got a
Ring! Married MY girl! Made MY MILLIONS!"
"I didn't know!"
"Of course you didn't, idiot. That's also why I had a drinking problem
when you met me. But, what you did know, was that I was drunk. I was a
virgin. You raped me and got me pregnant," Anger rose from within Ryan.
"You knew I was in no position to consent."
"I'm sorry," Candi apologized again.
"Why did you come here, other than to piss me off?"
"I...I felt bad. I walk past here almost everyday, and then I started
seeing your belly grow. I knew I made the ultimate mistake."
"Why do you walk past here everyday?"
"I'm a stripper. I walk to and from work" Ryan was taken aback. "Ever
since I was changed, I have a high sex drive, and I'm easily
manipulated; I'm being punished for what I did. In my mind, I know these
things, but I can't prevent them. I have nothing now."
"If you came for sympathy, I have none. My daughter will not know you.
You're scum, and are getting what you deserve. Be glad you're not still
a man, because had you dare shown your face, you'd be in jail, getting
violated. Be thankful that you're a woman now, by the way, use
protection unless you want to end up like me." With that, Ryan shut the
door.
###
A few years had passed since Mark became Candi, and subsequently began
to work at the Brass Ass for Jake. In all this time, after all these
customers, she still had nothing to show for it. Candi still couldn't
speak up to Jake, or get herself out of the situation, and it seemed as
though Jake was perfectly fine with that. His meal ticket seemed to be
too stupid to strike out on her own, and her 'work ethic' never seemed
to decrease. This was a train to ride as long as it could be done.
As she arrived at work, she made her greetings, as usual, knowing almost
all of her co-workers were jealous of her, and thus hated her. These
were not nice women, all they had were their looks, and all they wanted
was money, and they used one to get the other. They all felt that Candi
was unbeatable competition, they would only be chosen if Candi wasn't
available, and somehow that blasted woman seemed to have infinite energy
to deal with the men, and her attitude never wavered, she was perfect.
How they hated her! Of course they had no idea of the mental, and
physical torture that Candi went through every day, nor were they aware
how badly Candi was being taken advantage of. Unfortunately, she could
only smile and greet them, unable to say anything that was on her mind.
Candi walked the floor, and as usual, she had to concentrate on keeping
her sex drive in check. She could have sex with everyone in the whole
building and not think once about charging them. Only her obedience to
Jake kept her somewhat in check. Candi's constant arousal did help her
desirability, as her actions seemed sexier, and her nipples were always
at attention. Candi spotted a certain man, who looked familiar. It was
Marcus!
Candi ran up to Marcus, excitedly jumping on his lap. "Marcus!"
Internally, she was very happy to see him, but as usual what she thought
and what she did were at odds.
"You...you were the girl with Mark," he said in recognition. "How do you
remember me?"
"I would never forget you, handsome!" she said getting up. "We should go
to VIP!" she took his hand, leading him to a private room.
As Candi closed and locked the door, Marcus asked, "Wait, before
anything else, you know that Mark went missing soon after I saw you,
right?" He looked hard at her saying, "You also look related to him. Now
you're stripping? Who are you, really?"
Candi cried, hugging Marcus. Emotions that she couldn't physically
display, were now somehow pouring out. "You wouldn't believe who I am,
but there is a reason I look like him," she began. "I wish Mark were
here right now, nobody wants him back more than me," Candi said, the
true meaning hidden behind the words. "It's been so long since I've seen
a familiar face, you have no idea how happy it makes me to see you," she
said, excitement, and sadness both pouring from her words.
"Why are you here? It seems like you don't want to be," Marcus said,
reading her.
"You could say that my body craves it, and I'm a slave to my body." With
that, she sat on his lap, hugging him. "I need you. Please make love to
me. You were the first person I ever had sex with, and I want you to be
the first that I make love to. No one could ever love me, and I get
that, but it would make me happy if you could even pretend that I mean
something. Please." Candi smiled, with tears streaking her face.
Marcus held Candi. There was something about this woman that he couldn't
place. She seemed to know him well, but he had no clue about her. "You
have to tell me who you are. Really."
She wanted to tell him, and as she thought about doing so, nothing
hampered the thoughts to do so. "I'm Mark, or I was Mark."
"What are you saying?"
"It was..um...magic. This is a punishment for some of the things that
I've done as Mark. I've been turned into a horny slut."
"You're serious aren't you?" Marcus asked. For some reason, he got it.
"Don't I look like me? You've never seen me until then, and Mark is
gone. The police were looking for me, and I had to leave everything."
"Why would you leave?"
"If I stayed, and no one could find Mark, and I'd been placed in my
apartment, I would look like a criminal. No one has ever found Mark,
because there is no Mark to find."
"If this is true, then why are you doing this now?"
"I told you, this is a punishment. When we had sex, I was mentally
screaming! But this stupid body! I am trapped in my own head most of the
time."
"You do seem... different right now. Smarter. No offense," Marcus
noticed. "What can I do?"
"Nothing. No one knows me, I would be a burden. I don't even have I.D.
Everyone's moved on, whether they wanted to, or not. I doubt my mind
would let me get out from under this asshole."
"I'll take you with me," Marcus said with determination.
"I'm not worth the trouble. I'm just a stupid slut, this is my lot now."
"What about your family?!" Marcus exclaimed. "They don't have any idea
where you've been. You've had a memorial that the guys and myself
attended!"
"And they don't know me. ME! I'm talking to you, but I don't know for
how long. What if I see my dad and I want to fuck his brains out? I
fucked you! I couldn't help it. I wanted to fuck Meghan. Anybody can get
me horny! I think I affect men too. You couldn't control yourself, even
though the situation was strange, right?"
"I think you're right. There were so many reasons not to do it, but I
couldn't stop. What about whoever or whatever did this? Can I go there?"
"No, do you want to end up like this?"
"I don't know what you did, but you said it's a punishment, right? I
haven't done anything.... I hope," Marcus wondered.
"That old man could spite you for even trying to help me." Candi shook
her head. "I want you to, more than anything. He did this, however he
did. I...I'm just glad that I was able to tell you what happened to me.
My family won't get their peace, but this is better than nothing."
"Mark..."
"It's Candi," she softly said. "And I am a woman that no one man could
ever love or have. Please, make love to me."
"I can't," Marcus said, his mind clear.
"I can change that," with that, Candi, put her arms around Marcus' neck.
"Please...don't," Marcus said, as his clarity seemed to fade, replaced
with desire.
"I want this, Marcus. Do you see my nipples?" He looked at the hard
points. She then took his hand and rubbed her labia with it, with both
hearing the schlicking of wetness. "This happened because of you. My
body NEEDS this. I need you."
Marcus felt himself wavering. "Candi..." He reached for her perfect
breasts, taking one into his mouth, as he fondled the other.
"All these men, and you're still the hottest, strongest, and biggest by
far," she purred. "I wish I could have your baby."
Hearing this made Marcus harder than ever, until it hurt. "I need you,
Candi." Marcus softly touched and caressed Candi's body, but their
carnal needs took hold, and Marcus plowed Candi as hard as he could.
"Oh yes, that's it. I love you, Marcus! Unnngh, ungh, unnnnngh!"
"Candi..." Marcus grunted as he blew a huge load into Candi.
Candi reached back, running her arm behind his head kissing him. Both
proceeded to catch their breath. With Marcus gaining his senses back, he
asked, "You can't get pregnant, can you?"
"I don't know. I use condoms with customers, you're the only one
without. But I feel like the magic would keep it from happening. What
kind of mother would I be?" Marcus could say nothing. "By the way, I
meant what I said. This was the first time that I wanted to share my
body with someone. I'm glad that I got to see you."
"In some weird way, I am too."
"Are you going to come back and see me?"
"No," Marcus stated. He didn't want to see his former friend like this,
and their relationship was forever warped. Also, it seemed like Candi
was content with things, whether she wanted to be, or not, and he
doubted that anything could change that. In fact, she didn't want his
help to change back.
"I understand," Candi said sadly. "This is a part of the punishment.
Just go, and I'll deal with the boss over the payment after you leave."
"I don't want you to have trouble. I got it."
"No. You're not a transaction to me. That asshole has made thousands,
and I haven't seen a dime. He'll survive."
Marcus shook his head. "Okay," he stood, getting his things back on, and
grabbed Candi's body, holding her by the small of her back. He kissed
her on the forehead, telling her "Good luck, Candi."
Candi nodded, with tears in her eyes, softly saying, "Good bye, Marcus."
###
The following day, walking past Ryan's townhome, the weary Candi saw
Ryan who appeared to be moving. She glanced towards Ryan quickly, and
averted her eyes.
"Hey," Ryan called out. Candi stopped, looking at Ryan, who said, "Yes,
you."
Candi walked over to Ryan. "You...called me?" her demeanor, frail and
mousy. Ryan looked the woman over, she still looked great.
"I never got your name," Ryan stated.
"Candi," she answered automatically.
"Your original name."
"Mark. I'm sorry, I feel like I have to answer to...ugh Candi."
"Come in." Ryan invited her into the empty home. "As you can see, I'm
moving." Candi nodded. "Are you still stripping?"
"Yes."
"Why?" Ryan asked.
"I can't do anything else. I don't KNOW how to do anything else. If I
try to recall skills I had as Mark, they get muddled. I'm stuck stupid.
And men tell me what to do, and I almost just do it. I want to die!" she
began to cry.
"Candi," Ryan began. "You did the unthinkable. You raped me, you got me
pregnant."
"I know, and I'm so sorry," Candi tearfully said.
"I've heard that enough in my life," Ryan stated. "I should be glad to
see you suffering; being abused, forced to have sex that you don't want.
You're literally just a stupid whore, and that's all you are, and all
you ever will be." Ryan exhaled, then calmed down. "Bigger than the
punishment doled out by that old man, I imagine what you're going
through walking to work, knowing the horrors you will be facing until
the wee hours of the morning, unable to do anything about it, every
single day. I should be sooo happy to witness this, but I'm not. I hate
seeing this, even if it's you," Candi looked at Ryan, tears staining her
make-up. "I'm going to help you."
"What? How?" Candi asked.
"I have the medallion that was used to change me. I will not change you
back into Mark or a man. You will be a girl or woman, but with a free
mind. If you mess this chance up, you don't even want to know what that
old man could do, and even I could turn you into a baby, and sell you.
Try me," Ryan bluffed, but she knew that Candi probably respected magic,
since she'd been subject to it.
"Thank you! I don't even care, just no more Candi," she cried, her eyes
showing a brightness that hadn't been shown since her transformation.
"I think you should be a child."
"Huh?" Candi questioned.
"Even if I take away your mental quirks, you have no ID. You'll be
stripping or worse, because you'll have to work under the table. If you
are a child, you have a chance to have identity established and records
for yourself, even if a ward of the state. I'll make the choice yours.
One choice, no do-overs," Ryan said.
"I don't want this life, or even similar. I'll be a kid, I don't care."
Not being a literal horny slut would be great at this point, and so
would be getting from under Jake.
"Okay then, your last choice," Ryan began. "You have a pretty
exaggerated shape, if I change you into a child version of yourself, you
will be shaped like this when you grow up. Is that fine?"
Candi did have a very sexy body, seemingly made for the pleasure of
others. Her breasts were gravity defying and huge, her stomach flat, her
hips wide, and her butt; perfect half-heart shaped globes. Her face was
classically beautiful, she was a true blonde bombshell.
"I don't know. Maybe it's the magic, but I like my body. I don't mind if
I look like this, I just want to be free of these shackles. Thank you so
much, Ryan."
Ryan took Candi to a store, where they found a dress made for pre-teens.
Hopefully, no one previously tried it on. After buying the dress, and a
few other things, they returned to the townhome, where Ryan used the
medallion, having Candi wear it after having touched the medallion to
the garment. She instructed her to wear it for an hour, to help with
mental adjustments.
"There," Ryan said, after having Candi take off the medallion, and
putting it away. "How do you feel?"
"I don't want to have sex! Oh my God, Ryan!" she cried in her new higher
pitched voice. Candi found that she wasn't aroused, which she had been
in a semi state since her transformation. She hugged Ryan out of pure
happiness. Candi was around 10 years old, still very pretty, and just
beginning puberty. Of course, she would grow to be the same bombshell
she had been before. Candi was also happy not to have breasts, at least
for a while. Being a boy would be preferred, but this was better than
nothing.
"Alright, Candi. We've got to get you to Child Protective Services, so
you can get squared away."
"Wait. I don't feel tied to that stupid name. I just got angry hearing
it!" she said in her new child's voice.
"Then what will you call yourself?" Ryan asked.
"Whatever you choose," Candi said, looking at Ryan thoughtfully.
"Jessica. My middle name. You will remember me, for better or for
worse."
"Thank you."
"Don't thank me, yet," Ryan said seriously. "Your life is still going to
be harder than it was originally. You have to survive being a child of
the state, no family, no one to love you. You have your work cut out."
"I don't care, you saved me from years of torment. I was slapped,
beaten, humiliated, and no one had second thoughts about sexually
assaulting me. People almost seemed to resent me, as if I were less than
human, and the worse I was treated, the stronger my body reacted. I
ASKED for people to degrade me, and inside of my head, I wanted nothing
farther from that. It won't be harder than that."
Ryan softened. "Look, Jessica, When I was Tyler, my father's big tenet
was self-responsibility. Maybe to a fault. I've taken responsibility for
my part of everything that's got me here."
"You didn't deserve any of it."
"Maybe. But my point to you is, don't blame others for your situation,
and you may just survive."
"Understood," she answered solemnly.
"I don't know what's going to happen to you when you walk in there. But
I hope you make it out a better person."
Jessica smiled sadly, as the reality of her situation unfolded in her
mind. As Mark, she'd had a comfortable upbringing, was in college, and
loved by his family. Spending the last few years as Candi was hell, and
she could only wonder what Mark's family thought, grieving over their
son who vanished without a trace. Jessica was now a 10 year old girl who
was going to be without family, her life was going to be anything but
comfortable. "I will. I know my apology doesn't mean anything to you,
but I'm truly sorry."
Ryan weakly smiled. Jessica nodded, getting out of the car with a
backpack that Ryan purchased for her, just in case. Jessica looked back
at Ryan before walking to the building, and sitting next to it, leaning
against the building. "I just need time to gather myself, then I'll head
in," she told Ryan.
Jessica cried silently, thinking about these past few years, and then
what she would be facing in the future, until a woman came out from the
building, comforting Jessica, and guided her in.
###
"Hi, I'm Beth, a social worker with the county. I saw you on camera, and
I happened to be doing paperwork late today. You looked pretty
distraught, and alone, so of course I had to see what was going on. So,
young lady, what is your name?" Beth asked. She looked business-like,
but warm. Most definitely kinder than anyone she'd dealt with in the
last few years.
"Jessica," she answered.
"Full name," Beth prodded.
"I...don't know," she hadn't gone by a last name since her
transformation, and she didn't want to use Mark's. After some thought,
she looked similar enough to Mark and his family that if she'd ever used
his last name, there could be questions, and of course, something always
stopped her when she wanted to reach out to Mark's family and friends.
When Beth probed, Jessica answered vaguely. Beth started a file for
'Jessica Doe' and once done, she told Jessica that the two of them would
share a hotel room tonight, as nothing could be done in an official
capacity, and Beth couldn't bring Jessica home. A child she might be,
but Beth had seen it all. She explained that Jessica would receive an
examination, and her identity would be verified, and they would proceed
from there.
As the pair checked into the room, Beth told Jessica to get a shower,
and then she would like to speak to her a bit, and she would also order
takeout. The first thing that Beth noticed about Jessica was her looks;
The child could absolutely be called beautiful. She also looked clean
and well cared for, she wasn't emaciated nor looked ill at first glance.
She was also well spoken. Sexual assault had come across Beth's mind,
young girls like this were prime targets, but that would be found out in
the examinations. Was she running away from someone or something? After
Jessica was showered, and the two ate, Jessica simply sat in a chair
looking out of the window, until Beth suggested that it was time to turn
in.
"Ms. Beth?" Jessica softly asked.
"What is it, sweetheart?"
"Um, can I sleep with you? I've been so lonely..." she said.
It seemed innocent enough, so Beth agreed. This was also the first clue
into Jessica that Beth could see. The pair got in the bed, and Jessica
clung to Beth. "Hey, it's okay, I'm not going anywhere." She then asked,
"Is there anything you want to talk about?" while lightly rubbing
Jessica's head.
"I'm sorry. few have ever been nice to me," Jessica started, thinking of
Marcus and Ryan. "I know you're just doing your job, but I'm so happy to
see someone look like they care." Jessica began to cry. "All these
years!"
"Jessica, I'm so sorry. Even though this IS my job, I do this because I
love this work; I love children. I DO care about you - you're an
innocent child, who would ever hate you?" Beth hugged Jessica tightly.
"Without children, there is no future."
Jessica cried harder. This little bit, this one woman was so different
that those she'd been dealing with. Jessica was soon dozed off upon
Beth's busom.
'Who did what to this girl?' Beth thought to herself as she looked at
the sleeping girl.
###
The next day after having a fast food breakfast, Beth and Jessica headed
to Beth's job. She had Jessica sit while she completed the file that she
started. She again asked Jessica questions on camera; about herself, her
past, what she'd been doing, who she was with, and where she was. She
was also questioned about the backpack she had, answering that one of
those 'very few people that had been nice bought it for her. They
finished with prints. Once that was done, Beth got Jessica an
examination at a doctor's office. Beth recorded this examination, and
Jessica was found to be in perfect health, unharmed, no signs of abuse,
and surprisingly to everyone, a virgin. Beth was relieved. Jessica also
gave samples of blood, and a swab for identification purposes.
With Jessica in the system, Beth told her that hopefully they'd figure
out who she was, and if not someone as sweet as her would surely find a
home. In the meantime, Jessica would be a ward of the state. Beth didn't
consider this often, but she told Jessica that she'd like to keep her
until they figured something out. Jessica hugged Beth, the happiest
she'd been since being transformed. She promised to be the best kid
ever.
###
Beth took the necessary steps to ensure that Jessica would be enrolled
in school, using an assumed last name of 'Williams' as it was common.
She then took the girl shopping for clothes. She'd be reimbursed for
anything purchased, but she would've done this regardless. Jessica knew
that this woman was a nice lady, but perhaps she was getting too
attached to Beth already. She would've cried in joy if Beth could adopt
her.
When going to the school to enroll, she was tested with 4th grade
curriculum, as Jessica appeared around 10 years or so. She was more than
proficient as she kept considerable intelligence from Mark. Jessica was
so glad that her mind was free, she might have said 2 + 2 was 3 if she
had the intelligence of Candi. Jessica was a little needy; she didn't
realize it, but the trauma and loneliness from being Candi as well as
the medallion causing her to mentally regress to her physical age
affected her. This was not an evil deed done by Ryan, as she wanted
Jessica to be more comfortable growing up as a young lady.
###
Jessica began school shortly after being in Beth's care. The first
morning Beth was helping her prepare.
"Are you ready?"
"Yes ma'am," Jessica replied.
"Great!" Beth tied Jessica's hair into a bun, and patted her shoulders,
"I know you'll have a great day, you're a wonderful kid."
"Thank you, ma'am."
"Beth is fine, calling me ma'am makes me seem like a teacher!" Beth
laughed, "save that for them, sweetie!"
"I will, Ms. Beth."
Beth shook her head, chuckling. "So does that!" Jessica was wound a
little tight, maybe some time around other kids would help. There was no
real way to tell what she had been through. Jessica did seem very
grateful and calm, two traits many children her age in similar
situations lacked in her experience. "Um, Jessica? I want to make it
clear that I'm only an interim. Once we find anything out, we're going
to try to have your family become your custodial party, or we will place
you for adoption or foster. I'm just letting you know, you may not be
with me long, and the school could change as a result."
"I...I know," she answered sadly.
"I'm sorry, Jessica."
"Don't be. This is the life I was given, right?"
Beth could only hug Jessica tighter in response. Beth also didn't want
to make promises, as she'd seen so many kids failed. The pair
straightened themselves up, and headed to school. "Do you want me to
walk you in?"
"I would love it."
The pair walked to the door, with Beth asking Jessica if she had
everything, and was ready. Jessica assured her, gave her another hug and
headed in.
###
Jessica went to her homeroom where she was introduced by her teacher,
"Everyone, this is Jessica, she will be joining us for the foreseeable
future. Let's treat her well," Jessica stood with her backpack in front
of her, looking around the room, trying not to make eye contact with
anyone in particular. "You may sit in any empty spot," With that,
Jessica nodded, and decided on a spot in the last row. As she walked,
every set of eyes was on her.
As Jessica sat, a brunette girl sitting next to her introduced herself.
"Hi, I'm Ava."
"Hi, Ava." Jessica quietly returned. As she did, most of the students
surrounded her, asking questions, and commenting on her beauty. This
warmed Jessica up. It was a relief that things were back to a semblance
of normalcy. Most of the children in her classes opened right up to
Jessica, and she to them. Throughout her classes, she also answered many
questions, with correct and detailed answers, causing students and
teachers alike to be stunned. This was not to show off, but to prove to
herself that she wasn't stupid anymore. As far as Jessica was concerned,
this was the best day she'd had in years.
Once school let out, Beth asked Jessica about her day, to which Jessica
cried.
"Hey, whoa, what happened?" she asked with concern.
"It was great! This was the best day I can remember in years! Thank you
Ms. Beth!"
"Awww, that's so good to hear." Beth could see a spark in Jessica that
had been missing before.
###
A few weeks had passed since Beth took Jessica in, and she was thriving.
School was going great, and Jessica was treated well by everyone. She
was beautiful and smart, and quickly got over some of the stronger
childish, needy traits that had been exacerbated by the medallion. She
loved being with Beth, she couldn't ask for a better caretaker, Beth was
very motherly, shockingly so for someone that worked for Children's
Services, and had no children. At this point, it seemed that life
couldn't get better.
"Jess?"
"Ms. Beth?" she answered.
"Well, I want to talk about you, for a moment."
Jessica looked apprehensive. "...Okay."
"So, we were never able to make headway on your identity. Against known
births around your assumed birthday, the statistics bureau has nothing
on you, prints, nothing," she sighed, "We are going to make you a ward
of the state. In the meantime, we will publicly ask for help finding
your family, and you will be officially up for foster or adoption."
Jessica sunk. "I want to stay with you."
"I'm sorry honey, I told you that this wouldn't be forever. If I could,
I would. I can't give you the life you should have."
"But, you are giving me better than I deserve!" Jessica exclaimed.
"Don't say that, please. Never limit yourself to what you think you
deserve."
"Please, be my mom!" Jessica cried.
Beth cried.
###
Jessica's story played on the local news, and she had many, many
inquiries. Although one of Beth's co-workers had been put in charge of
Jessica, Beth always checked in on her situation. There were many
adoption queries made; far more than average for any child. Jessica was
aware of this fact, and found it strange, and creepy. Also a high number
of people came forward for DNA tests, which also creeped her out. The
occurrence of blonde hair and blue eyes was still very uncommon in the
American populace, and Jessica was sure that even if that eliminated a
high number of people, it still didn't stop them from testing. This
brought her to JR, and Anna; Mark's parents. She knew that she still
likely had their DNA, but if they decided to get in on the testing, it
could actually be a negative and a positive. She'd get her true family
back, but with the mysterious disappearance of Mark, and a new unknown
'daughter,' the scrutiny the family would face would be immense. Jessica
knew well enough that her parents wouldn't test, because her father
especially, would find it a 'wasteful measure of ill result,' or some
such saying of his.
In the meantime, Jessica was distraught, and created a shell. Whereas
Beth was personable, it seemed as if these fosters were doing this
solely for benefits. While she and the other children were taken care
of, there was an air about that said that they should make their
presence known as little as possible. Jessica and the other kids had a
sullen attitude most of the time. As her grades began to fail, and she
became uncouth, she was bounced around from home to home, and
subsequently, school to school. Beth read reports on Jessica, but
couldn't do much, as the reports said that everything in the metric
guidelines was 'fine', although as Beth knew, 'fine' was up to
interpretation.
As a quickly developing teen, Jessica was starting to get hit on by boys
in her foster homes. She'd had a few fights, after rejecting advances.
As dejected as Jessica was at the time, this was made worse by the
memories of the things she'd done as Candi. Being touched brought pure
rage, and she couldn't control it. Maybe she could go to that old
bastard that caused this; maybe those boys could use some tits if they
wanted them that bad!
###
James, a particular foster father, made Jessica weary at first, then her
young mind seemed to take him as normal. He had a wife named Cathy, a
larger woman. James could see the neediness in Jessica, and used this to
get as close to her as quickly as possible. James would touch Jessica in
affirmation when possible, such as when answering something. He'd
started out innocently enough, patting her head, rubbing her shoulder,
and the girl seemed to love the attention. At times, if James wanted
Jessica to move, he would place his hands on her hips to physically move
her, or coax her to move. He wanted to get her comfortable with his
various touches.
As James noticed, Jessica had a large chest. He'd gone into the restroom
checking to see if she 'needed soap.' He'd gotten a glance at her whole
naked body. 'My god,' he thought to himself. Once she was out of the
shower, James asked her, "Jessica, Cathy needs to know your bra size, to
buy you a few things. Do you want to show me your bra?" James asked,
stroking her shoulder.
"Okay, I guess," Jessica answered, lifting up her shirt.
James got up, with his hands running up the sides of Jessica's body
until he reached the bra. "I'm going to take it off to inspect."
"Okay."
He removed the thick bra, revealing the breasts of Jessica, and her bare
upper torso. He looked at the bra, and asked, "Do you want me to put
back on, or do you want to do it?"
"Um, if you want to," she whispered. She felt that something wasn't
right, but James and his wife took care of her, right? James put the bra
back on Jessica, and then grabbed her breasts to adjust them back into
the cups. James would wait to see if Jessica acted any differently in
the next few days.
###
Jessica was in her room at James' and Cathy's place. She was summoned by
James. Arriving at James' room, Jessica saw James and Cathy with various
clothes. James had a black lacy bra in Jessica's size, and told the girl
to put it on. The bra was a much more adult design than any of hers, and
it pushed her breasts up.
"Is this okay?" Jessica asked, more concerned that Cathy would be
present, than James seeing her.
"Sure, honey we're girls, right?" Cathy said. Jessica did as told.
James spoke up, "Do you want me to test the fitment?"
"Okay," Jessica answered.
With that, James fully adjusted her breasts, and once done squeezed them
together, creating massive cleavage. Jessica didn't seem to mind.
"You're growing up, you look more mature now. Do you like it?"
"I...yes."
"We have some other gifts for you, then," James said as he and his wife
handed Jessica more clothes. There were boyshorts, spaghetti tops, tight
jeans, and other risque bras and underwear. "Do you want to put them
on?" Jessica put on items that were handed to her, with the clingy
shirt, and tight jeans showing her womanhood. "Jessica, has anyone ever
told you how beautiful you are?"
"Really?" Jessica asked, lighting up.
"Yes, honey, I wish you were our daughter," James said, putting Jessica
on his lap, with his hands on the round of her hip, as Cathy stood idly
by.
###
James kept himself at the same level for a bit, and he would always make
sure to send Jessica out in childish clothes. He began to talk to
Jessica more about inappropriate things. Jessica was opening up far
more, liking the attention. James even began to kiss Jessica on the
lips, and hold her as a man would his woman.
"Jessica, do you want to be with us permanently?"
"I can?" she asked, brightly.
"Yes, if you want to. We have one thing to ask. You know that Cathy and
I don't have children, right?"
"Yes, sir."
"Well, she can't have any. She's got an issue that won't let us. I want
to ask you to help us have a kid."
"What do you mean?"
"You and I will make a baby, and it will be your brother or sister, and
we will take care of you and your sibling forever."
"...And we get to be a real family that way?"
"You betcha, sweetie."
Jessica was standing in front of a seated James, who then bent down to
hug him, weeping, "Yes...I want that so much," James looked on as
Jessica's breasts were almost bursting out of the top. He hugged her,
pressing his face into them, to which she didn't care.
###
Jessica had been extremely happy since James said that he would make her
part of his family. Someone wanted her, and in her mind, remembering
what she'd been through as Candi, this time, her body was helping her
find actual love and belonging, and she'd be able to do an amazing thing
for James and Cathy. She loved them so much, and they were so
affectionate to her. James had only treated her with kindness. Jessica
liked the subtle things that James would do; the contact, the touching,
it wasn't too much, and she thought about how maybe when it was time to
make the baby, how nice it would be to do it with a man like James, who
wasn't anything like those men that Candi had dealt with, in her mind.
###
"Jessica?" James asked.
"Yes?"
"Are you ready to practice making a baby?"
"Yes!" Jessica eagerly answered.
James nodded. She was exactly as she needed to be. "Then, show me how
pretty you are. I want to imagine how pretty our daughter is going to
look."
Jessica did as asked. She removed the adult garments that the couple had
bought for her, revealing her overdeveloped body.
James needed this. He had been grooming this girl, and the plan was
coming to fruition. He'd noticed her neediness right away, and he'd been
able to use this to convince the girl that she needed him, and he needed
her, but she was young enough to be naive, but had the body development
of a far more mature woman. It was perfect in James' mind.
"James, don't do it!" Cathy suddenly exclaimed, coming into the room.
"Cathy, what're you doing?! You were fine with this!"
"No, you made me think I was. Please, she's innocent."
"Mrs. Cathy, I want to do this. I love you and I love Mr. James,"
Jessica said, worried that she might lose them.
"Look, Jessica, I'm so sorry," Cathy cried. "None of this should be
happening to you."
"What is this about, Cathy?" James demanded with more than irritation in
his voice. "She's fine. We love her, this is how we show it, and she
shows her love by giving us a baby."
"For what? For you to do this to that child, too? I'm sorry I couldn't
be the wife you wanted, and give you the child you wanted. I failed as a
person, as a woman, as a wife," Cathy said sadly. "My life doesn't mean
anything. If you do this, I will tell, and we will both go away for a
long time, maybe forever. You know what happens to people like us."
"Cathy..."
"Jessica, put your things back on. No, put your school clothes on. I'll
take you back to CPS tomorrow. Tell them whatever you want."
"But, I don't want to go back. I'll do it. I don't care, I won't say
anything! There's nothing wrong with love is there?" Jessica cried in
distress. She had no idea what to do, or what was going to happen next.
Cathy hugged Jessica, as James left the room. "You're worth more than
that. I'm sorry I let him do that to you. It's my fault."
"But, I love you guys,"
"No, you don't. You will know what love is when you feel it, but this
isn't it."
Both cried.
###
Since leaving James and Cathy's, Jessica fell back into depression. Even
if the couple wanted her to have a kid for them, they still wanted her.
Now, it was back to the shuffle, the unknown, being unloved, unneeded.
Jessica became a dark introvert, she dyed her hair jet black, and wore
big clothes, almost like 90's grunge. She wanted to separate herself
from the 'blonde angel' that everyone thought she was. She hated it, and
she hated people. Much as when she was Candi, no one seemed to care
about her. It hurt then, it hurt even more now, with her regressed mind.
The system had too much on it's plates to give her the attention that
she wanted, that she needed. In the beginning, with Beth, it seemed as
though this would be doable. However, as Ryan said, life would be hard,
and now it was.
###
By this time, Jessica was aware of her looks and sexuality, and decided
that another change was needed. She now dyed her hair brunette, and
decided to dress more mature, similarly to how James used to dress her.
She was filling out quickly, she wore tighter things to accentuate her
shape. She was 14, with the shape of a grown woman. While being fostered
with a particular family, Jessica decided that she would take attention
if it wasn't given.
"Young lady, it's bed time. You have school tomorrow," Jessica's foster
father Eric stated.
"And why do you even care?" Jessica snapped. "Just let me do what I
want, and you can earn your little check, or whatever, and everyone's
happy."
"Jess, it's not about that, and you know it. Haven't we been good to
you?"
"For how long?" Jessica cried, "Everytime I get someone nice, they can't
keep me; I get thrown out like I'm fucking trash! Maybe I am trash, I
mean it's my fault I'm here. Just, whatever," she said.
Eric sighed, he wanted to warn her about the language, but she was
obviously deeply hurt. "Look, Jess, Gwen and I would love to have you,
but we can't. We try to give as many kids a good surrounding as we can.
We know how hard your lives are, we're simply unable to give ourselves
to one or two kids."
"What... if I give myself to you, Daddy."
Eric looked at Jessica with shock. "Excuse me?"
Jessica stood in front of Eric, and took her shirt off, revealing her
bra, saying, "Well, you can be my Daddy, leave Gwen, and we can be
together."
"Put your clothes back on, NOW!"
Jessica hugged him, rubbing herself against him. He wanted to push off,
but if he had, he'd be touching her bare shoulders at minimum. At that
moment Eric's wife Gwen came into the kitchen, witnessing the scene.
"ERIC?!"
"Get her off of me!" he shouted at his wife. "It's not me! I'm not going
to touch her to do it!" he exclaimed, hands raised.
Gwen moved to grab Jessica off of her husband, wrestling the girl to the
ground, who began crying. "Jessica, explain yourself!" she demanded.
"Eric tried to fuck me," Jessica replied, getting her shirt back on.
"I...can't believe you..." Eric said, disappointment in his voice.
"I will watch the video," Gwen said. "I trust my husband, but either
way, things are not going to be fine at the end of the day."
"I did it," Jessica admitted. "I'm sorry," she sniffed. "I liked it here
with you, and every time that happens, it gets taken from me. I thought
that if I did this, then maybe I would have a place to belong."
"Jessica, we take you in, and this is how you repay us?" Gwen asked,
anger rising. "You tried to have sex with my husband," she started, "and
then you lied and said it was him that started it!" Gwen was getting
angrier by the moment. "You BITCH! You could have ruined his entire
life!"
"And now, we have to think if doing this is the right thing anymore,"
Eric interjected sadly.
"We will show them the tape, and tonight will be your last night. I'm
not going to call the police, but be ready in the morning," Gwen stated
firmly.
"I'm really sorry about all of this..." Jessica cried. All she knew from
being female, was that men's carnal desires could drive them to do
sexually deviant things. Eric was a man, a healthy virile one, surely he
would have been charmed by Jessica's overdeveloped, nubile form as James
had?
"You have a lot to think about, and you've given us things to consider
as well," Eric said. "You could have effectively ended my life with your
little stunt. I am not a vengeful man; for whatever it is, that made you
feel that you needed to do this, I'm truly sorry," Eric sighed. "I hope
you have a good life, Jessica."
Eric's words hurt. The final stinger was the fact that he ended with her
whole name. He'd been calling her 'Jess' after she warmed up to him, and
he was the best foster father she'd had. She messed this up, big time.
"Can we forget that ever happened?"
Eric slowly shook his head. "I'm sorry, Jessica."
Eric escorted his saddened, angry wife upstairs to their bedroom, while
Jessica stayed in the kitchen. She eventually went to her room, where
she laid on the comfortable bed for the last time, cursing herself, and
even cursing Ryan! "She should have made me Mark! Nobody loves me!" she
cried into her pillow. In her mind this was no better than being Candi;
this body was still the same, it was all she had to use to get anywhere.
Jessica thought of the possibility of running away, and going to the
Brass Ass for work once again. "I have the body," she said to herself,
"but still, Jake..." She began having dark thoughts about that man, and
his business. With her mind reeling, she didn't get any sleep that
night.
###
After the incident with her last foster father, Eric. Jessica was moved
to a facility, medicated and unable to be fostered or moved until she
met certain metrics. Beth was mortified with the report, and the video
and visited her.
"Jessica?"
"Hi, Ms. Beth," she answered, with Beth unsure of her mood. She was
medicated, which altered her mental state. Beth hated when they did this
to children.
"Jessica, what were you thinking?"
In Jessica's altered state, she answered truthfully, "If I gave him
myself, that he would want me forever." She looked at Beth. "That's all
a stupid whore like me has to offer, right? These tits," she hefted
them, "and this ass."
"Jessica, why would you even see things like that?"
"I know men," she answered cynically.
"But you are still a virgin, no one has abused you!" Beth returned. She
had no idea. The years of stripping, escorting, and the mental abuse and
conditioning by James, which she'd never told anyone about. After doing
what she'd done to Eric, she would be blamed if anything came up about
James.
"I didn't think about what could've happened to him. I'm so sorry, I'm
so stupid."
"You did a stupid thing," Beth said. "You'll be paying for it, but
you're not stupid, Jessica. You had the best grades in your class when
you were with me, and they got back on track when you were with Gwen and
Eric."
"But did it matter? I wanted you to be my mom! Then I was ripped away. I
wanted Eric and Gwen to adopt me, but I knew it wasn't going to last! I
would get shitty fosters that I hate, and hate me!" Jessica exclaimed.
"Jessica, I know the system sucks. I'm sorry. I can't fix it, and I
can't adopt you." Beth sighed. "Do you know why Gwen and Eric foster?"
"No."
"Because they lost a toddler daughter to a DUI, and for what they
couldn't do for her, they wanted to do for other children." Jessica
looked on with tear stained eyes. "Now, they will likely quit doing
this. That costs them their calling, and many kids a good placement with
a truly well intended family."
Jessica rubbed her face, while tears flowed freely. "Oh my God. What can
I do? Can I make a statement? Anything!? They were good people! I'm
sorry!" she cried.
"That's a good idea, Jessica; a start," Beth said, giving a thin smile.
###
Later that evening, Jessica wrote a letter of apology to Eric and Gwen,
and issued a statement to the court, hopefully convincing the couple
that people such as them were needed, and that she'd had a horrible
lapse in judgement. Putting the pen down, she cried more. She had a room
to herself, so she screamed, "I HATE MYSELF! I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS!!"
She pulled her shirt up, and grabbed her breasts hard, digging into the
skin, she pulled at them, and did similar to her privates. She took a
marker, and wrote pejoratives on her body, including 'whore' and
'trash.' Finally, she grabbed a pair of scissors, and took some hair
into her hands, and *snip*, out came locks of hair.
Jessica laid in the bed, having let some steam out. She was breathing
calmly, and looking out of the window. Many thoughts ran through her
troubled mind. She hated everything, and everyone. The closeness to
others, the laughing, talking, playing, having friends; none of these
things could happen as long as she was a foster, being moved from home
to home.
Pondering further she thought about Ryan, the person that caused all of
this. She shouldn't have listened to Ryan, being a kid wasn't any
better, in fact seemed worse than being an adult. As she saw it, if she
had met a good man like Eric, she could have taken him, without any of
the issues that were faced when she tried to seduce Eric as a teen. She
would be complete, have a good life, be loved, and fulfilled. Better
yet, Ryan could have turned Candi back into Mark.
Even though Jessica had the experiences of Mark, and Candi, her maturity
level, and reasoning abilities matched her physical age. The combination
of these factors made things harder to deal with than Jessica could
imagine. Finally calm, and thinking again about Ryan, she thought aloud,
"It's not her fault. I wouldn't have been Candi if I never mistreated
women." From the wizard's words, she knew that punishment was given for
that reason, and Ryan was the straw that broke the camel's back. "Ryan
tried to help me, and I'm glad I'm not Candi...." she said quivering.
"But, I am so lost! I don't know what to do... As Candi, I was compelled
to listen to people, and as much I hated everything, I was content. I
knew what was coming next." She thought further, and questioned, "But,
what was coming next? Sex with gross men, going to my run down place
every night, being too horny to control myself, not having anything to
show for all the effort?" Gaining clarity, she realized, "I don't know
what's coming next, but it doesn't have to be that! I had everything
given to me as Mark, but I know the struggle, ever since I've been a
woman. I have to deal with it, and make my life mine. I have to be
responsible for my own happiness," Jessica said, trying to convince
herself. "I'm not stupid. I'm not stupid. I'm not stupid."
Still sore from her self-inflicted pain, Jessica got up, and wiped
herself off. She used alcohol to get the writing mostly off, but some
was still visible, as if it were a statement of the past. She looked in
a mirror, her eyes dark, and her hair randomly cut by the scissors. She
would get it close cropped, and 'start over,' so to speak.
"Okay," Jessica said, forcing a smile to her still beautiful features,
"This is me! I'm Jessica, I deserve happiness, and it's nobody's
responsibility but mine."
###
That fateful night, Jessica had decided that she would live for herself.
She figured out that she couldn't rely on others for her own happiness.
In her immature mind, it was as if they all didn't care about her, or
want her enough to adopt but, Hearing the reasons behind Eric and Gwen's
fostering gave Jessica perspective that she was sorely lacking before.
It wasn't all about her. Even Ryan, a woman that went through similar
loss of self, and that was raped by Mark, even helped Jessica. "I don't
know how, but it could be worse.."
###
Eric had been the first truly positive male figure in Jessica's life.
The foster fathers before him had no interest in the foster children
placed with them, then was James who'd almost assaulted her, and all the
men before that, were men taking advantage of Candi.
Apologizing to Eric initially via a letter, he eventually accepted a
call from Jessica. Thankfully, Jessica's apology to the family, and the
court, as well as Jessica's pleading, convinced the couple to continue
to foster children. Gwen was still not too happy with Jessica's contact
of her husband, but it was only by phone, so she relented.
###
Beth called Jessica, which wasn't a surprise, as It was her 15th
birthday. "Hey, kiddo, Happy Birthday!"
"Aww, thank you Ms. Beth!"
"Would you like to come over today?"
"I'll have to check."
"You're covered."
"Then please!" Jessica excitedly answered.
Soon Beth and Jessica were in Beth's car. The pair hugged. "I'm so glad
to see you," Beth said.
"Me too!" Jessica said excitedly.
"I've got your present at home." Jessica hugged Beth once again. The two
made smalltalk about how Jessica was doing, when she noticed that they
were heading in another direction. She inquired, to which Beth stated,
"I moved," The pair continued, with Jessica wondering what Beth's new
place was like. Soon, they arrived.
"Wow, this is really nice," Jessica said.
"Glad you like it," Beth returned. "So, I bet you're wondering about
your present?"
"Getting to see you is a present," Jessica said, smiling cheezily.
"Well, let's get up the stairs," Beth suggested. The two headed up the
stairs, and upon reaching the top, Beth told Jessica to shut her eyes.
Beth walked the pair to a door, telling Jessica, "Don't open your eyes
yet. I will tell you when you can look."
"Okay," Jessica nodded, excitedly.
Beth opened the door, and told Jessica to look.
Jessica's eyes were as wide as saucers. "Ms...Beth..?" Jessica looked
into a well made room, fully furnished, with a white fluffy bed. Above
the bed were wooden cut-out letters spelling 'Jessica' in a playful font
and pattern. "Wh...what's going on?"
Beth smiled. "Look on the bed."
Jessica went to the bed, and picked up a piece of paper. Upon studying
it, she looked back at Beth, and ran over giving her the biggest hug
that she could, while crying tears of joy, like never before. The papers
were the decree of adoption. Beth was now Jessica's legal mother,
complete with her last name, Martin. Beth had used connections to make
the process a little smoother, but everything was nice, tight, and
binding.
"You're my mom?" she questioned rhetorically. "Mom?!" she cried, hugging
Beth again. "I love you so much! Thank you!" Jessica cried ecstatically.
"I love you too, Jess."
"I wanted this more than anything! But why?"
"You know," Beth began, "there was something about you, from the moment
I found you sitting outside of the office. I don't know what it was, but
something was there, I even brought you to my home," she explained.
"But, as I was, I didn't have the capacity to adopt. You wouldn't be the
first child that pulled at my heartstrings, that I wish I could have
taken home and told them everything would be alright. Even so, I
wouldn't have been able to give you, or anyone else the life they
deserve, with me being able to give 100% like a mom should. A few recent
changes to my life, and here we are."
Jessica stood looking at her mom, unable to control these emotions. Her
face was red and puffy from all the crying she was doing.
"I don't deserve this," Jessica said, thinking about everything that had
happened to get her to this place.
"Yes, you do, honey," Beth said. "You have to finally let yourself enjoy
something good that's happening to you. The past is the past, I won't
let you hurt from now on; you're my daughter, and I will protect you."
"Mom..."
Beth smiled. "So, then, get acquainted with your room, we will get your
things from the facility later, and have our first dinner as a family
tonight," Beth said smiling.
It was surreal. Beth left Jessica to her devices, and Jessica simply
fell back onto the soft, plush bed. Her bed.
###
Things were finally normal for the first time since Jessica became a
woman. She was in high-school, in honors classes, and would be well on
her way to the college of her choice, with a full academic scholarship.
She was very smart, owing to Mark's education giving her an advantage,
but unlike Mark, she needed to leverage her intelligence to get into
college. She was determined to do this after the incident with Eric. It
was going to be the only way that she didn't end up being like Candi all
over again. Knowing at the time that she would grow up to look like
Candi, at one point, it was on Jessica's mind to forget everything and
use her body to get ahead. At least this time, she wouldn't be too
stupid to actually get paid. However, upon further thought, willingly
living a similar life to Candi would have been even worse, and it would
have gone against everyone who'd ever tried to help her out.
Jessica was satisfied with life. She was comfortable with who she was,
and she was well liked. Sometimes, people would underestimate her, based
on her looks, but she took it as a challenge. Her teachers praised her,
and most importantly, Beth couldn't be more proud of her daughter. Beth
had seen Jessica grow from that frail kid, to the troubled teen, to this
beautiful, well-rounded young woman.
###
High school would be finishing soon for Jessica. She was top of her
class. Her high school life was similar to Mark's in many ways, but also
different. Like Mark, many people were naturally attracted to her
presence, and she gained many friends with the same naturally outgoing
attitude that Mark had. She'd distanced herself from others back when
she was being moved through fosters, as she was afraid of getting
attached to anyone, like she had initially done with Beth. Now that she
had stability, thanks to Beth, she could shine as she was meant to.
There were reminders of her life lost, every so often, such as when she
studied abroad in France for a semester. Mark's family vacationed in
France, and from that life, Jessica knew a little French, learned mainly
for flirting with girls. Then of course there was Mark's family. All
these years, and they still had no idea there their son was. Jessica
would think about these things for a brief moment, but she had her own
life to live, and could not spend too much time dwelling on the past.
Relationships were a place that Jessica didn't feel comfortable, due to
her past. Reliving the moments of Candi's life, and James' grooming in
her head made Jessica unable to answer the advances of guys. Many had
crushes on her, and thankfully, they understood when she let them down,
alluding that past trauma meant she wasn't ready to date. That detail
aside, Jessica couldn't ask for more.
###
Jessica was going to be graduating with honors, and as top of the class,
and with her situation, the school asked if she could make a speech to
the graduating class, which she graciously accepted. On the day of
graduation, the excitement was more than palpable. All the energy and
hopeful youth could be felt. Jessica, dressed in her gown, hat, and
black flats, greeted peers, and teachers. Her face and hair were
perfectly styled at a salon, with subtle bright hues, and her hair,
regrown it's natural blonde, styled straight with a symmetrical part.
The ceremony began, with students, and their parents in their designated
places. The principal gave his opening welcome, letting everyone know
that they were but the latest in a long line of graduates from their
school who would go on to do many great things. He also said that they
should be proud of their efforts, and hard work. He then thanked the
students for being a pleasure to teach, and the parents for being a
pleasure to work with.
The students came to the podium to receive their diplomas, and shake the
hands of the various faculty members, each waving to their families, and
having pictures taken. They had a few guests, and students speak about
various things, and then they asked Jessica to speak her piece.
Jessica went to the podium looking about. All eyes were on her, which
was something she was used to, but this was different. She exhaled,
cleared her throat, and then began, "Hi, I'm Jessica Martin, and I am
supposed to give a speech on overcoming adversity. I..uh, there were
some challenges in my life; as some of you know, I was orphaned, and
grew up without a family," she heard audible gasps. "It made my teens
and pre-teens very difficult. Okay, that might be an understatement.
But..." Jessica looked around the room. "I didn't do anything special,"
she lightly shrugged. "Like any other kid, I had people that cared about
me; they just weren't blood related." Jessica scanned for Beth, whom she
found in the crowd, and next to her was Eric, an unexpected surprise,
looking up at the teen. "I simply didn't want to disappoint them, for
the effort and time they gave me; an ungrateful brat, and I wanted to be
able to stand on my own two feet. I didn't do anything that any of you
guys." She motioned towards the seated students. "Didn't do. We did it."
The crowd clapped, and cheered.
Jessica ran to Beth and Eric, giving them the biggest hug ever. She had
tears welling up, "Thank you so much for being here!"
Eric lightly smiled. "I'm happy for you, you look well."
"I thought about you so much, I'm so sorry."
"It's fine, Jess. This is a special day for you, so focus on that, go
mingle with your classmates! So, I'll be heading out now.
Congratulations," Eric said, giving Jessica one last hug. Eric had to
keep it short and sweet, as a condition to his wife, but he wanted to
see this moment, and knew that it would mean a lot to her if he showed
up. Jessica was happy, but understood.
###
Jessica's first day of college was a few days away. She'd been looking
at jobs to work while in school. During high school, Beth gave her an
allowance so she could continue to focus as she had been, but could
enjoy the little things. Now, it was time to earn her own. She parused
job aggregators, finding typical jobs for someone her age, but many of
them required flexibility, and seemed more for people who absolutely
needed work. Beth suggested that she needed to find a job that would
work with her, as her studies were far more important than an unskilled
job. Even if she needed to continue to provide, which Jessica promised
she wouldn't let happen.
The next night, Jessica had gone out with friends to a grille and pub
called "Don & Dot's". After parting company, she went to Google to leave
a review. She saw an entry in a job site with from 4 to 5 stars rating.
She hadn't even thought of working here, they'd come on a recommendation
of the food. "Pretty good reviews from college students," she'd read
that they had great benefits, great morale, great people, and a
wonderful owner. She decided to ask about a position, so she caught her
waitress and did so. "Melanie, was it?" She was told that the owner
would in-fact be more than happy to see her.
Melanie brought Jessica through the swing doors, and through the
kitchen, and to the office. "This is Jessica," Melanie said to Ryan.
Turning to the prospective employee, she then said "This is Ryan, the
owner."
"Thank you, Melanie," Ryan said smiling.
Ryan looked Jessica over quickly. She was a very pretty blonde, well
built, and smartly dressed, and if Ryan had to guess, she was about 18.
But she knew, of course, Jessica's age. She stood up to shake Jessica's
hand, who wore a surprised gasp on her face.
"Hi Jessica. You look like you've seen a ghost," Ryan said. Jessica
hugged Ryan, bursting out crying. "Hey, hey," Ryan calmed, "small world,
huh?"
"Ryan, thank you. Thank you, thank you!" Jessica exclaimed.
"So, I take it you're doing well?"
Jessica wiped her eyes. "Yeah. I think so."
"Well, you came for a job interview, so let's begin," Ryan said,
becoming formal.
Jessica straightened herself up. "I'm sorry. I didn't think I would ever
see you again. I feel so many different things."
Ryan smiled. Jessica certainly looked well. "So what are you doing these
days?"
"I'm just starting college."
"What are you taking?"
"Women's studies, with a minor in broadcasting. Full scholarship."
Ryan clasped her hands. "Very good. So why did you decide here, at Don
and Dot's?"
"You've got great reviews on job aggregator sites. Many people in
college like it here for many reasons. Pay is good, clientele, your
incentives, the atmosphere. I was just eating with friends, and I'd
agree, and the food was good."
Ryan positively shook her head. "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?"
"I would like to get into my field of study; either directly, or
possible go to grad school, if I need to advance my degree to get where
I want."
Ryan liked what she heard. "A great man once told me, in this business,
you learn to read people very quickly. In fact, you have to. I think
you'll succeed. I know the path you were placed on was a tough one, you
have done amazingly, and you're very beautiful and feminine. You are far
more graceful than myself. You've made a great first impression and I am
quite impressed with the young lady you've become, Jessica."
Ryan gave Jessica a hug.
"Thank you, so much."
"You're welcome," Ryan finally accepted her thanks. "I will offer you
the position. When can you start?"
"ASAP."
"Sure, Jessica. Were you able to get two forms of ID?"
"Yes, I have them." Jessica nodded.
"Okay great." There was another knock on the door. "Excuse me."
"Hey Mom." It was Ryan's daughter, now aged about 12. She was a
developing blonde beauty and also, as tall as her mother at her young
age. The girl looked at the stranger, and did a double-take. Jessica had
much the same reaction to seeing her. Mark's daughter; Jessica's
daughter in a sense.
"Oh, Maria. This is our newest member, Jessica."
"Hi..." Maria began.
Jessica couldn't contain herself and jumped up and hugged a surprised
Maria tightly. "Oh my God!" she exclaimed. Maria was too shocked to
react.
"Maria, you might be thinking that Jessica here, looks a lot like you.
She's your cousin," Ryan stated.
Maria backed off. "No way!!!" she said, excitedly. "It's like a mirror."
Jessica looked at Maria, and then Ryan, who nodded. "Yes way!" she
exclaimed, bringing her back into the hug.
The two girls looked almost like twins. Jessica was based on Mark's
original looks, but a very feminine clone of him. Maria looked almost
exactly like Jessica, only a bit more pale, from Ryan, she had gray
eyes, like Ryan, as opposed to Jessica's blue. Jessica was a very
beautiful young woman, and though Ryan was worried about Maria looking
like her assailant when she was pregnant, at the very least, he made
Maria a very beautiful girl.
Maria was crying. "I finally get to meet someone from my Dad's family!
Did you know him?"
"I..uh, yeah. I met him once. I was a kid," Jessica said, holding Maria.
"I...I wish I could've met him, so I could tell him how much I love
him," Maria said sadly, through tears.
"I'm sure he knows how you feel, and is very proud of you. I know it,"
Jessica said crying.
Ryan looked at the two, trying to keep her own composure. Shakily, she
began, "Maria, I'm sorry, um can I have a minute with Jessica? I'm sure
she wants to talk to you some more when we're done. Go grab something if
you're hungry, we'll be quick."
Stepping back slightly, Maria agreed, "Okay, Mom," she said, looking at
Jessica, smiling. "It was nice to meet you, Jessica!"
"You too, Maria, you're a special girl," Jessica said, wiping her face.
Once Maria left, Jessica began to cry harder, and Ryan joined her.
"She's so...perfect, and I..I," Jessica stammered. "I didn't get to be
part of making her into the beautiful girl that she is." Jessica shook
her head slowly, exhaling. "But I guess that's part of taking my
responsibility, like you said all those years ago. I missed out on her,
and you, and it was hard, dealing with some of the stuff I had to deal
with," she said, disgust deep in her voice. "It's all my doing." Jessica
then softened. "Despite me, and everything else, you did a great job,
Ryan. I'm so sorry. How can I ever make it up?"
"Well, she still needs you. You can still have a relationship with her.
You're not Mark, you're Jessica, a responsible young woman; her cousin,
who I believe has shown me that she can be in my daughter's life."
"Thank you, I would love that very much. Thank you for everything."
Ryan gave Jessica a hug, saying, "As ironic as it is, thank you, for
her. She saved me when I was in a very dark place. I love her so much,
and her innocence is special," Ryan said. "Well, then I'll see you
Monday, 4PM, come dressed to work; your own pants, we provide the
shirts." Jessica nodded. "If you're free now, I'm sure Maria probably
wants to continue where you two left off."
WIth that, Jessica left the office. She found Maria, sitting next to
her, giving her a hug. Maria offered some of her food to Jessica, and
the two began talking, and laughing as though they were good friends
already.
###
Jessica headed home, greeting her Mom, telling her that she found a job,
and showed her the rewiews, happy with her choice. Jessica went to her
room, laying on her bed, and looked at the ceiling. She thought about
Ryan, and Maria. Another thing that would remind her of her past life's
mistakes. Ryan was a business owner, and seemed to be doing very well.
She could certainly hide any anger that she had about her life's
circumstances. Then there was Maria, the daughter given to Ryan by Mark.
The young girl looked much like Jessica herself, uncannily so. The young
girl seemed to be very happy, no doubt raised well by Ryan.
###
"You asked for me?" Jessica inquired of Ryan.
"Yes, Jessica. Please close the door, and have a seat. Your 30 day
eval," she waved to the chair. Jessica did as told. "That's the official
word, but you pass. Jessica, you have impressed me so far. I guess
growing up as a girl made it more natural for you?"
Jessica looked down. "Actually, it was harder, maybe." Ryan looked
surprised. "Um, how to explain..." she sighed. "So, I was a kid, with
childlike emotions, but I had the memories of when I was Candi and Mark.
Puberty was a mess. One of my foster fathers made me think I loved him,
and I was ready to have a kid with him." She shook her head at the
memories. "They call it grooming. My body way outgrew my mind."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. I did things that caused that old man to punish me with
Candi, and you; a woman I harmed, tried to help. I was mad at you for
not making me Mark at one time. I cut my hair, and tried to literally
rip my breasts off. I tried to come on to a different foster father,
hoping he'd want me, maybe get me pregnant, married, like the first one
wanted. Who knows what I was thinking? Stupid teen thoughts. As Candi,
that's all I knew of men, and as soon as I grew boobs again, men were
trying to take advantage of me. I still thought all I had was my body,
like Candi," Jessica explained. "But that's when I realized something
else; I wasn't Candi, thanks to you. I still had a useful brain,"
Jessica chuckled. "It was weird, I wasn't Mark, I wasn't Candi...I was
me. I came with my own challenges to beat."
"Oh my god, that sounds horrible," Ryan cried. "I thought I was saving
you from that! For what it's worth, it took a lot not to just take you
home with me. I thought it would be better. But now, I don't know. It
sounds worse than I can imagine," Ryan responded.
"It was the right thing to do. I don't expect things to be handed to me,
I'm doing okay, by my own hands. I hated a lot of growing up again, but
I had a goal to reach, and people I wanted to show what I could do. You,
and my mom for starters."
"Your mom?"
"Beth, the lady who first spotted me sitting outside the Child Services
office."
Ryan flashed a memory. "She adopted you?"
"She did, when I was 15. And there's Eric, one of the fosters; the man
that I came on to. I love him too, but I hurt him badly," Jessica said,
her expression getting dark. She told Ryan the details of what happened.
"Wow, you really were one confused kid."
"But I'm all good now!" Jessica exclaimed.
Ryan nodded. Jessica seemed to have a great attitude despite what she'd
been through, and it seemed to be much worse than Ryan imagined when she
left Jessica at the Children's Services office. Ryan respected Jessica,
she'd been through many years of physical and mental torment, and came
out a wonderful young lady. She was nice to have around, and she spent a
lot of time with Maria whenever she could.
"Well, Jessica, I want you to know everyone here likes you, including
me."
"Awww, thank you so much!"
"And, Maria can't stop talking about you. She absolutely adores you."
"She's a great kid. I'm thankful that you gave me the opportunity."
Ryan smiled. "So, if she ever meets your mom, that's going to be
interesting!"
"I know right!? What would I even say? She's my twin. That is the reason
I'm glad that I kept my body, it makes me feel close to her."
"Yeah," Ryan agreed. "Look at us, sitting here, both former men, and we
also share a piece of Maria. It would make a pretty wild story."
"Difference of our stories is that you didn't deserve anything that
happened to you, I did."
"Well, I'd say that I've been made whole, in the end," Ryan started,
"And like you, my new life gave me people that I would never want to
lose. My mom, and my daughter; I wouldn't give them up for the NFL run I
would have had as Tyler."
Both had another thread shared by them; their mothers were also women
that they couldn't have lived without. While both women loved their
birth mothers, the mothers given to them by their new lives were people
who'd become even more important to who they were now.
"I have one thing. Please call me Jess, if you like."
Ryan nodded. Jessica asked this of Ryan, because in her life thus far,
people that liked her usually shortened her name to Jess when speaking
to her, and if they didn't like her, or were mad at her, they called her
Jessica. This was an affirmation tactic. She'd know how Ryan felt about
her by her called name.
"Sure, Jess."
###
College life was great. Jessica spent her time around great people. The
two-way road of respect was well traveled by Jessica, and her peers
alike. Classes were going great, she majored in Women's Studies, for
now. Her decision was made by some of the trauma from the past, but
she'd been warned by a few people about choosing a 'passion class.' She
could change her major if needed.
Things were also going well at work, and everyone liked her there as
well. Mostly. There were some other waitresses who were jealous of
Jessica's looks, and would say snide things, or the like. Ryan addressed
the issue, telling the girls that while yes, Jessica was extremely
beautiful, so were they. If they would focus on their customers, and not
Jessica, then there wouldn't be an issue, as there had been none before
Jessica.
Jessica did things with her mom when she could as well, but these busy
days as a working student, it wasn't often. She made sure to greet her
every evening when she got off work, if Beth was still up. If she
wasn't, Jessica would always leave a Post-It with a thoughtful message
on her mom's door, and it would always be signed, 'I love you so much,
Jess!'
###
Maria, the daughter of Ryan, and in a way, Jessica's daughter. The
younger girl's looks were striking, being a near dead ringer for
Jessica, without Jessica's exaggerated shape. She wondered just how
Maria would look when she was grown. Jessica sometimes regretted telling
Ryan she'd be okay growing into the same hypersexual-featured body as
Candi, but the influence that she was under when making that decision
meant that she loved her body. If anything, at least not becoming
someone different, meant that she still had a bond with Maria, so she
took solace in the fact that they looked so similar, it was comforting
to at least have that.
Since the day that Jessica met Maria, the pair had been inseparable.
Jessica spent a lot of time with Maria, taking her out on 'dates,'
hanging out, and buying her things. This day, the girls were on their
way to try on clothes, and possibly buy a few things.
"It's so fun to hang out with you, Jessie! It's like I have a big
sister!"
"Most certainly look the part," Jessica replied, with a smile.
"I tell my friends you're my sister," Maria said, looking at a pic of
the two together on her phone.
Jessica smiled. "I'm honored." Maria was so perfect to Jessica. Ryan was
a great woman to raise this miracle. "So, what do you want to get
today?"
"We don't have to shop. You buy me too much stuff!" Maria laughed.
"I only want to make it up to you," Jessica answered seriously. She
could not tell her exactly what she was making up for.
"You don't have anything to make up for, Jessie. Just being with you is
good enough, you're the best!"
Jessica hugged Maria, crying. "I love you, Maria. You make the world
seem okay," Jessica said, sniffing.
"Aw, Jessie. I love you too, sis."
Jessica thanked Ryan that she stayed as a woman. What was detestable in
the beginning, was now a good place to be. Infact, it was the only
reason that she was able to have a relationship with Maria at all.
Jessica would never trade their relationship for anything from Mark's
life.
###
By this time, Beth had met Maria, and her family. She too, was taken
aback by the resemblance of Maria to her adopted daughter. "Are you
related?" she asked. Beth had heard about this girl Maria, her boss'
daughter, for a while now, and finally having had a work-related dinner
at Don & Dot's and seeing the child, it didn't go without notice, to
Beth, nor her co-workers.
"I think it's obvious," Jessica said.
"Do you want to test?"
"No."
"Why not?" Beth asked with concern. "Don't you want to know?"
"Because it will hurt them to go through this. Maria's father raped
Ryan," Jessica explained. "She doesn't know who he is, and she's covered
for him, telling Maria that he died in an accident. I don't want to
change anything."
"We can test just your relation to her. We can be discreet. Please, I
won't make it about who your father, or hers is. It'll just show if you
share half your genes. Or maybe all of them?" Beth added.
"All of them? You think Ryan's my mother?" Jessica asked, knowing this
was no possibility.
"She would've been old enough," Beth reasoned. "And, half-siblings don't
look as close as you two."
"If they agree to it, mom."
A few days later, Jessica and Maria were swabbed, with Beth telling
Maria that it was to help Jessica with finding out info about herself.
After a few days, Beth told Jessica that she was in fact related, and
weirdly enough, it seemed their relation was half-sisters, having the
same DNA from one source, but somehow closer, if that was possible. The
reasonable conclusion was half-sisters. "Are you going to tell her?"
Beth asked.
Jessica of course, knew that she provided half of the DNA to Maria, so
this information was nothing new to her, but this would probably be good
for Maria to hear. On the other hand, Maria had already been fibbed to
about her father, Jessica and her relationship to the girl.
###
Jessica and Maria were hanging out in Jessica's room watching streaming
services, and Jessica spoke up. "Maria, remember that test we did to
find out my past?"
"Yeah?"
"Well, um, you know, we're actually half-sisters, we have the same
father."
"Oh my God really!?" Maria jumped up. "That's great!"
"Yeah." Jessica smiled, hugging the girl. Maria had the reaction she'd
hoped for. It also made sense. Jessica didn't have a biological family,
so this mysterious dead man also being her father was a better
explanation than the original. Also, as far as Maira knew, Jessica was
adopted as well. Because of their looks, it made sense, and it tidied up
their story.
###
While everything seemed mostly well, there was one person who really
didn't like Jessica; Gail, the mother of Ryan. She would see the woman
sometimes when she would drop off, or pick up Maria. Jessica was nervous
when she first met the woman. She had been over to pick up Maria for an
outing, and Ryan introduced the two. Gale did a double-take, but greeted
Jessica warmly. The next time she ever saw the woman, she was icy
towards Jessica. This would persist for a while.
One day, she asked Ryan, while at work, "Um, Ryan, could I ask you
something?"
"Go ahead."
"Your mom, she hates me doesn't she?"
Ryan pursed her lips. "I don't know if she hates you, but she knows who
you are," Jessica gasped. Ryan explained, "Of course the first thing she
noticed was how close you two look, so she asked me if there was
something with that, and I told her. I don't keep secrets from my mom,
she even knows who I am." Jessica stood with her mouth agape. "I know
how you must feel, but this is something that comes along with the
territory."
"I..I understand," Jessica sighed. "Of course the past will haunt me, no
matter what I do."
"Look, Jess... don't worry about that. That old Wizard told me a good
piece of advice, when I was at my worst, he simply said, 'Just continue
to be you.'"
"Ryan."
Ryan hugged Jessica. "Nobody could ever hate you, Jessica." Beth had
once said the same thing, remembering this, Jessica cried on Ryan's
bosom.
###
As time passed, Jessica was now in her 2nd year of college. She was
taking a semester abroad, as she did in highschool. She would be going
to Germany. She was excited. Much as with France, she'd been to Germany
as Mark on family trips, also like France, this was also going to be a
completely different, new experience as Jessica. Jessica told her mother
that she'd be out with Maria to celebrate, and that she'd be back later
so they could hang out.
Jessica was at Ryan's home, to pick up Maria and hang out on the last
night before she would fly out. She was certainly surprised the first
time she saw Ryan's home, and even more so when Ryan let her in on the
fact that Tyler tracked her down, and basically made right for what
she'd gone through and lost, due to their swap. She knocked on the door,
and it was opened by none other than Gail, Ryan's mother who'd been
saved from cancer using the medallion, and giving her a fit lithe body,
making her a youthful version of herself in the process. Upon seeing
this, she shifted her eyes down, much like she used to do as Candi,
greeting, "Ma'am. Um, I'm picking up Maria, I'll go wait in the car."
With that she turned around, heading back.
"You can come in, Jessica." The young woman did as suggested. "Maria is
getting ready. Have a seat." Jessica sat on the couch, and looked at the
wall panel TV, which had the Netflix logo bouncing around, so she pulled
her phone out, and scrolled, trying to get the feeling of Gail's eyes
off of her. "Jessica," Gail said.
"Ma'am?" she cautiously asked.
"Jessica, I don't hate you." Jessica looked up. "I know that you or old
self, whatever, is Maria's father. I also know that when Ryan conceived,
it wasn't something she wanted," Jessica looked down, being forced again
to remember those horrible things. As she once thought, those things
would never go away.
"I know, I wish I could take it back," Jessica stammered.
Gail inhaled heavily. "Look, I don't want to make you feel bad anymore.
But, Ryan had gone through so much at that time," she said, recounting
Ryan's story. "Then, you forced yourself on her." Tears were stinging
Jessica's eyes. "You know, she almost aborted Maria," Gail stated. "But,
Ryan proved her character, and didn't, and then the best thing that
could've ever happened to her, did. I think it's a miracle that she
didn't kill herself, and I think Maria is to thank for that. To Ryan,
Maria made her into a true woman. Ryan is who she is today, because of
her. Even though Tyler made things right, Ryan may not have lived long
enough to see it."
"She is a special girl, and I regret everyday that I can't be there as I
should."
"And here you are," Gail said. "I don't see that guy in you, despite
what I know. Even my first impression of you was a good one. I thought
that I should hate you because of what I found out, but I haven't seen a
reason to. Ryan thinks highly of you, and of course Maria loves you like
no other. When I see you with my granddaughter, there was something
there that I can't deny. The bond is there, and it's real. Ryan also
said something that made me think; you're not that guy. You went through
your own things that made who you are today, so it's not fair to judge
you on the actions of a man who is long gone."
"I am not Mark, but I must bear the burdens of the things he did. As
much as I want to forget, all I have to do is look at Maria, and be
reminded of the daughter Mark should be raising, and moreover, the cruel
twist that I look exactly like her. I love that we look like twins; it
makes me feel closer to her, but I know it's also a slap in the face,
and rightfully so," Jessica said, rubbing her neck.
"Sounds like you're still dealing with this. But, I want you to know
that we're okay, Jessica. I'm sorry."
Jessica nodded slowly. "Thank you."
Gail looked at the young woman, telling her, "You can go up and let her
know you're here," Watching Jessica ascend the stairs, she thought about
the girl. Jessica was a girl, through and through. Gail wouldn't have
believed the young woman could be anything but this pert college aged
girl. There was the fact that she was nearly twins with Maria, and
having dealt with the medallion made her question Ryan about the woman.
The answer was shocking to say the least. After Gail's surprise, it was
replaced by anger, but seeing the sensitive, and kind young woman
interact with Maria, it subsided. She could tell that Jessica truly
loved Maria, and she felt bad about how she treated Jessica.
The pair of Jessica and Maria came down the stairs, looking like
sisters. Both gorgeous, shapely blondes. The two were so happy to be in
the company of each other, as always.
"Bye-bye, Gigi!" Maria said to her grandmother.
"You have a good time with Jessica tonight, baby."
Maria, who was holding Jessica's hand, looked at the young woman,
smiling, saying, "Of course! We always do!"
Jessica smiled. Then Gail also said, "Jessica, I probably won't see you
before you leave. But, have a safe trip, and good luck out in Germany."
"I will," Jessica answered, hugging the woman. "It means a lot to me for
you to say that." Tears started to form in Jessica's eyes.
"Stop it, you're going to make me cry!" Gail exclaimed, also wiping her
face. "Silly girl!"
Maria looked at the pair, thinking about something that her mom once
told her; sometimes, people cry when they are happy, and this seemed to
be one of those moments.
###
After college, Jessica began work at a TV network as a news reporter.
Her popularity was unmatched, and this was due to her looks. Even as
just a small time TV personality, her privacy was heavily invaded.
Pictures of her, pictures of Beth and even with Maria popped up. It also
resurfaced that the state had been looking to find Jessica's parents
years ago. People even went as far as to PhotoShop nudes of her online.
Unfortunately, so much scrutiny made it impossible for Jessica to do her
job, and keep her sanity. She felt the only thing to do was resign due
to the public, and online harassment.
Jessica took to online, writing opinion pieces. As her following picked
up, she decided to do a podcast that she called "Not a Dumb Blonde's
Podcast". These were not live video, but as she grew, and others
appeared on her podcast in long form discussion, they became recorded
sessions. Her first guest was her mother. As Jessica was in a different
situation, she could be candid. Beth and Jessica spoke at length about
what it's like working for the agency, stories about particular
children, hardships faced by the children, as well as difficulties of
the job. The pair also spoke about their relationship, with Jessica
telling and confirming information that had come out in the media's
prior craze over her. Jessica, lastly talked about her struggles growing
up as a foster. After her inaugural long form podcast with her mother,
people reached out to come on and speak with her. The people that spoke
with Jessica ranged from writers, pundits, tech people, sports figures,
online personalities, and many more. Jessica's podcast was very popular,
with the woman showing acumen on a wide range of subjects not expected
by viewers.
The podcast with her mother freed her, in a way. The world knew Jessica
Martin as much as she could allow, with the information coming from
herself, rather than dug around from random sources, by people that
usually had less than good motives.
###
One night, Jessica had on a young and upcoming comic named Deane Scott.
There was palpable chemistry between the pair during the podcast. At
times, fans usually speculated that there was sexual tension between
Jessica and a handsome male guest, whether that was true, or not. It
became par for the course. This episode was no exception.
As Jessica and Deane spoke, she found herself laughing at his jokes, and
references. They seemed to agree on a lot of things, and Jessica would
unwittingly lean in towards him, twirl her hair, and fluff it, lightly
smiling. Deane had a boyish charm, and wasn't afraid to say the things
that people felt like they couldn't say anymore. Deane looked good, but
maybe not top-tier, while also using self-deprecating jokes at times,
which added to his charm.
"You know, we're comics, it's what we do!" Deane said, smiling. "If you
can't kick back in the audience of a comedy show, when can you?" he
asked rhetorically.
"Right!," Jessica agreed. "I would love to relax and have some laughs
one night. I think we could all use a break."
"Then, would you like to come out and see my show this weekend?" Deane
asked. "I think you'll have a good time," he added smiling.
"Well, when you say it like that."
###
"And I want to thank a very special guest at tonight's show, we have
podcast extraordinaire, Jessica Martin, of 'Not a Dumb Blonde's Podcast"
Deane said, to much applause. Once the show cleared out, Deane met with
Jessica at the bar. "I didn't think you'd be waiting around," Deane
commented.
"Why not?"
Deane shrugged. "I just thought, well, doesn't matter, I'm glad you did.
So then, did you eat?"
"I didn't. I could use a light dinner, how about you?"
"I guess we agree on something else then?" The pair decided on dinner,
as it was late on a Saturday, Jessica knew just the place.
"Welcome to Don & Dot's! I'm Maria, and I'll be serving you tonight!"
Deane looked at the young woman, and then to Jessica.
Jessica brought Maria into a hug. "She's my sister!"
Deane wore his visible surprise, he greeted, "Well, hi, sister! Is there
a factory of beautiful ladies around here?"
Maria giggled. "I like him already!" Maria was now 18, with model looks,
and nearly the same angelic face as Jessica. She was the same height as
Jessica, and wore a fit, less voluptuous shape than Jessica.
Jessica shook her head, laughing. Maria proceeded to take their orders.
Once Maria left the table, Deane asked about her. "You never mentioned
her."
"I don't want the media coming after her again, she's 18, and needs her
privacy. It happened when I tried newscasting, it was the worst."
"I completely understand. I guess I'm special, cause I got to meet her."
"You're silly," Jessica laughed. "But, what you said, do you mean it?"
"I joke about a lot of stuff. But you are a stunning woman, if I must
admit."
"Awww, thank you, Deane," Jessica responded.
"So, did you like the show?"
The pair spoke while waiting on their food. Conversation was natural,
seeming to pick up where the podcast ended. After they finished their
dinner, Deane complimented the restaurant, and took some pictures,
posting them on his social media. "Can't expect much at this time of
night when you don't need to make a reservation. Don & Dots killed it!
And a starving comedian like me doesn't break the bank!" he touted.
Putting his phone away, he asked Jessica, "Would you like to get out of
here?"
"Where to?" she asked.
"If there's a good place to have a walk, I'd like that."
###
Jessica and Deane stood at the door of her place. "Jessica, I had a
great night hanging out."
"So, did I," she said, lightly playing with her hair.
"We'll have to hang out again, next time I'm in town. The podcast was
awesome, and I really thank you for having me on, especially considering
who has reached out to do it. Who knows, maybe I'll be *that* regular,"
Deane smiled lightly, "Nah, I'm kidding, I don't need to steal anymore
time from real guests.."
"You were a real guest. You had great things to say," Jessica said.
"Being famous isn't what makes you interesting, being you, is what makes
you interesting."
Deane was visibly caught off guard. "I..I guess I'm glad you feel that
way. I was nervous as hell, and admittedly, you're a very beautiful
woman, beyond what the pictures and videos show, but you have a way of
making people feel at ease."
"That so? You don't seem nervous."
"I guess, because it's you."
"That's so sweet. You put me at ease as well. You know, I was thinking
that we could continue our conversation, somewhere more comfortable?"
"And now, I'm nervous!"
###
Jessica showed Deane into her house. They chatted briefly about things,
while watching a movie that neither was paying attention to, while
having a few drinks.
"Deane," Jessica began. "Kiss me," she said huskily. The tension and
attraction reached their peak, and Jessica couldn't contain herself.
Deane did as demanded.
"You are so fuckin' beautiful..." Deane said, holding her shoulders. He
went back to kissing her. Jessica removed layers of clothing, with Deane
growing more and more excited as more of her perfection was uncovered.
Her breasts were the stuff that fantasies were made of, her perfect
stomach, the perfectly shaven privates; Deane had never seen such
perfection in his life.
Jessica ran her fingers through Deane's hair, pushing errant neck length
hair behind his ears, laying back. Deane lay back with her, kissing her
lower, and lower, until he reached her belly button. He licked, while
teasing the inside of her knees. Her nipples crinkled, and her sexy full
lips were poutier, her breathing picked up, as he moved closer to that
spot. Deane knew why she moved his hair, and he obliged, kissing her
swollen puffy labia, until finding her well tucked nubbin, and sucking
and flicking it. Jessica grabbed his head, holding him there, as he
caressed various parts of her. Jessica couldn't contain herself as the
orgasm shook her, Deane felt her clit jerk as she came, and her vagina
quiver, it made him more voracious, he dug in further, as she clamped
her legs around him, "HNNNNNG!" Jessica moaned uncontrollably. "I can't
take it...uhhhhgn." Jessica panted. "Okay..it's too sensitive!" She
released her grip on his body, allowing him to move again.
Jessica's orgasm was the sexiest thing Deane had ever seen, he was
turned on beyond belief. Recovering, Jessica took Deane's cock into her
mouth, tasting salty precum. She licked all of the most sensitive areas,
blowing on it every so often, which Deane had never felt before. Jessica
took Deane's cock and rubbed the tip against her clit, getting herself
worked up again, with Deane laying back open mouthed. He felt her grab
tightly and position herself right on it. She pushed down a bit,
overcoming a bit of resistance. If there was heaven on earth, this was
it. Jessica sexily exhaled as her body allowed more and more of Dean
into her with each slow thrust. Deane marveled at Jessica's perfect body
as she pumped him.
He pulled Jessica down to him, kissing her deeply, repeating, "You are
so beautiful. I'm the luckiest man in the world right now," he said in
heavy breaths.
"Hu....hng."
"Agh..."
The pair climaxed together. Jessica rolled off of Deane, telling him,
"Thank you." Deane didn't understand why, and felt that nothing was best
said, so he held her close, kissing her forehead. The pair were soon
soundly asleep.
###
The following morning, Jessica woke late. Next to her was a note from
Deane thanking her for the wonderful evening. It was charming, compared
to a text. Jessica knew that Deane had a date to make, so this wasn't
unexpected. However, she felt a little more down than she thought she
would. Nonetheless, they had a great time, and Deane was the first guy
that really made her feel at ease. She was well above his level, but it
didn't matter, he was still cute, charming and real. Of course, when
talking to guests, they usually showed some side of themselves that was
unknown, making a shadowy personality into a real person, but something
was different. Maybe his shy nervousness at the beginning of their
taping, how he warmed up to her quickly. Maybe it was that ironically,
he wasn't an act. Either way, she hadn't liked a guy like this until
now, and it felt good...
...Until she considered the fact that Deane traveled the road, and
probably met cute girls all the time that he could charm. However,
Jessica was a person, she didn't have to make perfect decisions all of
the time. They'd connected and had a great night together, ending in her
losing her virginity to a guy she liked. These things happened all the
time.
###
*BLEURGH* Jessica heaved, holding the toilet bowl. "Oh my God..." This
hadn't been the first time this happened. Jessica knew she needed a
test. No period, morning sickness; sounded like pregnancy. This was
confirmed with a test. Jessica knew what the test would say, but she was
beside herself when it was in front of her.
"This is a punishment.. I lost my virginity and got pregnant, because of
what I did to Ryan!?" she realized. Every time she seemed to be over
Mark's past, something had to happen to remind her. She cried for a
while, picking herself up to speak to the day's guest.
###
Life continued on for Jessica for the next few weeks. Deane texted her
every so often, but she'd give short non-committal answers, and
eventually stopped responding. Jessica was emotionally drained, and
anxious about being pregnant. Deane was nice enough, but he traveled,
and could be doing the same thing to anyone else. As far as Jessica was
concerned, she deserved this, it had to happen.
Jessica had a slight bump by now, and she wore looser fitting clothes to
hide it. Those closest to her could tell. One evening, she went to the
restaurant to grab dinner, and was wishing Maria a good evening, when
Ryan approached her, asking if she could come to the office.
"What's up, Jessica?"
"Same old, I guess."
"No, what's up with you?" Ryan sighed, "I'm just gonna ask this; are you
pregnant?"
Jessica wore a look of defeat, answering, "Yes..."
Ryan thought back to when she told her mother that she was carrying
Maria. "I get the feeling that you aren't completely happy about it."
"This is a punishment for what I did."
"Were you raped?" Ryan asked, concerned.
"No..no, I just.. why did it even happen?"
"What's the problem?"
"I just kinda fell for this guy, and it happened. One time. My first
time. You know, just like..." She wanted to say it without saying, but
Ryan got it.
"Who's the guy?"
"Deane Scott, a guest from my podcsat."
"Does he know?"
"No."
"Has he tried to get in contact with you?"
"He has, but come on, he's not going to want a baby! He's a guy!"
"What makes you say that?"
"I know guys!"
"You need to tell him. If he was worth your time, then I'm sure he's a
good guy," Ryan comforted her.
"I can't." Things from Jessica's past as Candi and even Mark were
worming their way into her brain. "This is a punishment, and I guess I
have to deal with it, just like you said, right?" Jessica asked through
tears.
"Jess, a baby isn't a punishment. I thought the same thing way back
then; maybe I did something for all these things to happen to me. It
took me a long time before I convinced myself that wasn't the case."
"The difference is, I deserve it."
"You don't. Mark deserved punishment, he was changed into Candi, living
that life that she was forced to. I know it's hard for you to convince
yourself, and probably harder for me to do it, but you have to believe
that Mark and Candi are gone. You- Jessica, is who I'm talking to. If
you were either of them, we wouldn't be having this talk right now. You
wouldn't be a part of Maria's life. The podcast. You've done so much
that they wouldn't have."
"Thank you," Jessica cried. Ryan's words were beautiful, but Ryan was
very empathetic. Ryan was nice, even through the events of her life,
which were undeserved. Ryan would say the nicest words, and see the
best, despite how bad things were. Jessica remained unconvinced.
"Just talk to Deane, let him know ASAP, and talk to your mom. Opening up
helped me so much. We're a lot more alike than you think, and you know,
we have a LOT in common," Ryan said laughing. "By the way, how far along
are you?"
"I don't know, I guess 10 weeks."
"I'm guessing I'm the first person to know this. So, I'll let you in on
something about me; we'll be due around the same time."
"No way!" Jessica's gloom was immediately replaced by excitement. She
wrapped Ryan up in a hug. "That's amazing!"
"Yeah, Justin and I decided that we should do it." Justin was Ryan's
fiance. The pair had been dating for a while, and decided to get engaged
when Maria was 18. Justin was a handsome man, with a dark, chiseled
face, contrasting blue eyes, brown hair, with salt and pepper emerging
at the temples, and an amazing body. They met at the gym, and had an
instant attraction that became more. As Maria would begin her own
adulthood, Ryan decided that she still had the energy and ability to
have another child, and the family that she denied herself before.
"That's so nice," Jessica said with a content sigh. It sounded great,
but Jessica herself wasn't long for the same kind of happiness.
###
Jessica was now 6 months pregnant. She'd continued her podcast, and
pregnancy. After a guest congratulated her a while back during a faux
pas, it was out. There was speculation online as to the father, a few
people brought up the flirtiness between Deane and herself, and put the
time frame together. Jessica didn't confirm anything, and generally
ignored her pregnancy as a topic of discussion, although the facts were
quite obvious.
After a taping, Jessica being more worn out than usual, retired home
early. Thankfully her body was made for nurturing, so her naturally wide
hips, and large breasts were suited for child rearing. She didn't seem
to get out of shape, for this reason. However, the pregnancy still
drained her energy.
*KNOCK* *KNOCK*
Jessica groggily got up. Who would be coming over at...what time was it?
She looked at her phone; 9:00 PM. She opened the door, greeted by Deane.
"Jessica. I missed you so much."
"Deane?"
"Jessica, is the baby mine?" Deane asked without hesitation.
"Yes," she answered, looking down.
"Jessica...I tried to call you, and text you! I didn't know until I
checked out your show! Even now I'm only putting two plus two together."
"I know, Deane, I'm so sorry." Jessica grabbed Deane in a tight hug,
crying. "I'm so sorry."
"It's okay. I'm here now. For you, and our child." The pair remained in
a hug, while Deane rubbed Jessica's back lightly.
"Our child," Jessica repeated.
"But why did you ignore me? I feel like if I called or texted, you might
have not opened the door."
"It's my past...growing up like I did. I just..looked at this as
something else that life was punishing me with. I couldn't explain it. I
convinced myself that you wouldn't want this news either."
"I'm sorry if I made you think that," Deane apologized.
"No, it was in my head."
"So, where do we go from here?" Deane asked.
"To my next exam, together?" she semi-joked, trying to lighten the mood.
It worked, as Deane found himself laughing lightly, he backed off
slightly, grasping Jessica's hands, replying, "I'd love to." Again, they
hugged. Then, they kissed...
###
While Jessica was beautiful beyond Deane's wildest imagination, the fact
that she was pregnant with his child turned him on even more. The glow
she had about her, her magnificent chest, if the perfect woman could get
more perfect, this was Jessica right now.
"Jessica, you're so beautiful," Deane huskily said as the two roughly
made out, pushing their way to the couch. As Deane caressed Jessica's
body, she removed her shirt, displaying her even larger than usual
breasts, with their darker, longer nipples, and her growing belly.
"I've been wanting your touch for so long..." Jessica admitted. Deane
took Jessica in, he began to kiss her deeply, his kisses moved to
various parts of her sensitive body. This was a new level of desire for
Jessica, and not unnaturally enhanced. "Oh my God, Deane!" Jessica came
hard, almost as soon as his tongue flicked her throbbing clit. Deane
sucked the turgid nipples of Jessica, hoping to keep her desire up, "It
feels too good!" She came again, as Deane was rewarded with droplets of
milk. Jessica grabbed Deane's cock, which was bigger than she'd ever
seen it, the veins were thick, the underside engorged, Jessica ran her
fingers along the bottom, and it jerked with a mind of its own. Jessica
squeezed milk onto it, to Deane's amazement, using it as lube for the
cock to slide in between her massive tits. Deane's whole world was his
cock, Jessica was incredible. Deane held Jessica's breasts together as
he pumped, bringing her nipples together, making her shake with another
orgasm. Before he came, he needed to enter her. Jessica lay on her side,
with a leg splayed, as Deane kissed from her thigh, making his way to
her perfect, swollen vagina. He entered with the tightness of both
engorged being the greatest pleasure ever. It took mere moments for
Deane to orgasm, with Jessica's tight vagina squeezing him in her own
orgasm.
Deane breathed heavily, sighing that he didn't last longer. Jessica
could tell that he wasn't ready, and she remembered a few tricks to help
him back up...
###
"Honey, you're doing great!" Deane encouraged. "Just a little further."
Jessica looked at Deane, with an exhausted smile, trying to hide the
pain of childbirth. Deane rubbed her shoulders, her head, and her hands,
trying to comfort her.
"One more, nice, hard push, should do it," a nurse said. "Okay....and
go!"
Jessica squeezed Deane's hand as tight as she could, and gave it her
all. "AARRGHHHHHH!!!" After she finished, Deane recoiled from the pain,
as everyone was greeted by the cries of a baby.
"That was great Jess, you did it," Deane congratulated.
"We did it," Jessica corrected.
Deane smiled, and kissed Jessica on the forehead, as the staff brought
the baby to the parents, placing her in Jessica's arms. Jessica lowered
her gown, placing the baby on her chest.
"What will she be named?" a nurse asked.
"Ryanne," Both parents said simultaneously, looking at one another,
laughing.
###
Jessica heard a light knock on her hospital room door.
"Yes?"
Jessica's eyes lit up. "Oh my God, Ryan!" Jessica slowly got up, and
hugged the woman. Ryan also looked very tired, from her own birth this
day. "How are you doing?"
"That's what I wanted to ask you!"
"I'm great. She's down, for now."
"Are you happy?"
"I think I am. I have my perfect little angel, and Deane's been great. I
should've listened to you and told him sooner."
"It's fine, it all worked out in the end. He ended up being a really
good guy, I think you like him for a reason."
"Yeah." Jessica smiled. "It'll be good, even if we don't end up
together. So, how are you looking forward to doing it again?"
"Well, I think it'll be great. I've got a good man this time around,
too."
###
Jessica was wheeled to the pick-up area of the hospital. Ryan had
arranged private transport for both families, as they were discharged
within an hour of each other. Jessica got up, and hugged Ryan again,
then her fiance Justin, and then went to Deane, giving him a kiss. The
bus pulled up, and stopped in front of the discharge area. Ryan and
Justin looked knowingly at each other, as the door opened.
Deane got on one knee, taking Jessica's hand into his own.
"Jessica Martin, you have made me feel like no one else could. You are a
beautiful woman inside and out, and the connection that we've had was
also like nothing I've ever experienced. It's a connection made even
stronger by the new bond we share. We will share the bond made by our
daughter, but I want our own bond as well. Annnnd, I never thought I'd
knock up a hot successful woman. I mean, I'm punching way up!" he
laughed. "Mother of my daughter; Jessica Martin, will you marry me?"
Jessica smiled, holding out her hand. "Deane, you made me feel like a
little girl; the little happy girl that I never got to be. I would love
to see where our bonds take us. I will!
With that, the driver stepped out holding the ring. Deane got up, and
got the ring, placing it on Jessica's finger, giving her a passionate
kiss.
###
Jessica and Deane enjoyed the company of one another. Jessica continued
her work, and Deane continued to travel to do shows. He made his
schedule more sparse to have time with his new family, although Jessica
was aware of how comics paid their bills. The pair did not marry right
away, as they knew that they hadn't known each other long, so a longer
engagement period was agreed upon. The pair were naturals as parents as
a team, and they appreciated each other greatly. Deane was well liked by
Jessica's social circle, and vice versa.
While Deane joked that he was lucky to have a woman as good looking as
Jessica, he was well aware of the truth of that statement. That being
so, he loved that she was into him for no other reason than she
genuinely liked him. He worked this, and fatherhood jokes, into his act,
which Jessica would watch with friends and family, whenever he'd get a
special. As he would say in his act, "Life's great when you got a
beautiful woman, and get this; AND she gives you a kid. Man, let me tell
ya, I thought I'd have to already have made it to pull someone like
that, let alone be allowed to have sex with her!"
Jessica found working a bit difficult during those first few months,
when Ryanne was feeding every two hours. She was able to still make it
work, with tight timing, and shortening her discussions to right at or
under two hours. Like Deane, she mentioned her relationship and new
family in conversation, but unlike Deane, who worked it into his act,
she was mostly candidly speaking about the experience of being in her
first relationship, and how it resulted in a child, and the partnership
that was created.
Jessica loved playing with her daughter Ryanne, every chance she got.
The little girl took after her father, getting his brown hair but her
blue eyes. This child, and her father, was what it meant to truly live.
Jessica worked hard since those teen years to make sure that she didn't
end up like Candi, and now she was ready to enjoy life, and she finally
felt like she deserved it. Her life was great; she had a wonderful woman
to call 'Mom,' a great fiance with whom to share her life, and their
beautiful child, and lovely sister, and the best friends anyone could
ask for. Jessica's podcast was doing great financially, and her
following was large. She'd gone through the trials of tribulations of
being a young kid going through the foster system, and the perils
involved, going through a rough puberty where she was unsure of herself,
and then getting through school with a high GPA, and college. She earned
her place here, and allowed herself to enjoy that fact.
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Jessica stood before Deane, in her perfect white dress. It was frilly,
ornate, and very expensive. Her makeup perfectly applied, with classic
blue eye shadow, a light blush, and perfect pouty red lips. Her angelic
face was perfectly framed by asymmetrical bangs, swept back to the sides
of her head, with her long blonde mane flowing mid back in perfect
waves. She wore the most gorgeous smile, which melted the hearts of
everyone in the room. Deane stood before Jessica, in his black tuxedo,
with a pink shirt, and white tie. He wore a 5 o'clock shadow, perfectly
edged, and his hair in a neat man bun.
Dean began, "Jessica, when I reached out to get a spot on your podcast,
I knew that was meeting a beautiful woman, but I had no idea that I
would be meeting one of the most important people in my life; the future
mother of my daughter, and future Mrs. Scott. With my all, I vow to you
that I will be here for you, and our daughter Ryanne, for the rest of my
life. You know, I came fully prepared with material, but our love isn't
a joke, nor an act. Jessica, you complete me, and I would be lost
without your beautiful smile to wake up to every day, or the
encouragement you give me everyday. So many things I didn't know about
life before I met you, and so much more to find out, together. Today,
with you, Jessica as my beautiful wife, we begin our journey together,
and no matter where it takes us, we will complete it, as one."
Jessica looked to her soon-to-be-husband, "Deane, when I met you three
years ago, it was a magical moment. I loved your charm, and you made me
feel like the girl I never got to be. You then showed me your true
character and have been the greatest, and supportive boyfriend, fiance,
and father that I could ever imagine. You make me feel special, as if
I'm the only woman in the world. I've loved every moment we've spent
together, and I can't wait to spend our lives together; you as my
loving, passionate, strong, kind, husband, our beautiful daughter
Ryanne, and me as your wife, Mrs. Jessica Scott, and...this little one,"
she said, making a circle around her stomach.
Everyone looked in surprise, and Deane smiled, shaking his head unable
to contain his happiness.
After the vows were read, the couple were compelled to exchange rings.
Jessica glanced around, looking about her guests. She saw Ryan, Ryan's
now-husband Justin, Maria, and Gail, looking as beautiful as ever, close
to them were Donald and Dorothy, then her mom Beth, and the other
guests, some friends and family of Deane, and colleagues of both.
Jessica looked down at her and Deane's young daughter Ryanne, the ring
bearer, looking the perfect little angel with her bright blue eyes and
brunette ringlets crowned by a white tiara, wearing a similarly styled
dress to her mother. Ryanne was very young, but she could understand the
significance of this moment between her two favorite people. She stood
still, holding the pillow with little white boxes on it. Her father
kneeled before her, gently opening the box, and removed the ring. He
then lightly held the back of her head, saying lightly, "I love you so
much, pumpkin, you're going to be the best big sister ever," then kissed
her on the forehead. Ryanne stood, with tears coming from her eyes, as
her father rose, and faced her mother once again, sliding the ring onto
her finger, saying, "I give this ring as a symbol of my love."
Jessica then looked to her daughter, who cutely stood on her tippy-toes
to present the last ring. She smiled, also touching her child's head,
and kissing her. She took the ring, and placed it on Deane's ring finger
saying, "I also give this ring as a sign of my love."
With the exchange taking place, the officiant announced, "By the power
vested in me, I now pronounce you man and wife."
***END***