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Chris' first time didn't happen until he was nineteen years old.
Indeed, until that time he'd never even kissed a girl, though there'd been the odd time when he fancied he'd been close. But nothing he could ever be sure about. He was always very awkward with girls.
In fact, he was awkward with everyone. He only had a couple of friends, Pete and Stu, who sometimes came to see him, as he would visit their homes. On these occasions, they would crank up the stereo, put on their Scorpions, Metallica or Nirvana CDs, and mime wildly in front of the mirrors pretending to be a Kurt Cobain reduced to playing air guitar. Inevitably, one of their mums or, in Stu's and Pete's cases, one of their dads, would rap on the door and yell at them to turn the volume down. People were trying to watch TV.
Chris had had more friends, like Baz and Martin, at one time, but they'd done rather better at their final GCE exams and had gone on to university. Chris envied them when they met up at Christmas. They were now so much older and wiser than him and his mates. And they were having a great time at uni, staying up late, drinking in the student bar, smoking dope, and, in Martin's case, hanging around with a girlfriend. Fuck! It wasn't fair! All he had to look forward to, like Stu and Pete, were the re-sits of the exams in which they'd just not done well enough to get into a polytechnic or university.
Bloody Maths! Bloody General Science! And why, oh why, had he opted to do Geography? If only you didn't have to go through all this shit!
Most evenings, of course, Chris stayed at home. And most of that time in his bedroom, forever putting off doing his homework, leafing through imported American comic books whilst a selection of Heavy Metal CDs crashed, wailed and moaned in the background. His walls were splattered with posters of rock stars and a couple of pictures of bosomy girls he'd scissored out of GQ or FHM, such grown-up magazines, too frightened to blu-tac the pictures he really wanted up there above the TV or crappy 80386 PC his mum had bought him. Christ! What he wouldn't do to have one of those Pentiums he'd read about? They had over 100 MB of hard disk, 33 MHz of processing power and an astronomical 8 MB of RAM! If he'd had that, then those pictures he got on the floppy disk he'd copied off Stu would load up really quick.
And it was these pictures, or ones a lot like them, Chris really wanted on his wall. So much harder core than the ones in the porn mags he'd had handed down from Gary at the sixth form college. Even though the girls in Penthouse and Razzle were a lot better looking. And, it was often these pictures he'd masturbate to the most furiously, rather than the ones on the floppy disks of women being fucked and women fucking each other. If only he could put their pictures on the wall instead of the ones of Ritchie Blackmore and the equally decrepit Ozzy Osbourne.
Every evening he found time to lie on his bed, long hair splayed over his pillow, one of the porn mags he stored under the sock drawer spread open in front of his face. Tonight he concentrated on lovely Lucinda's beautiful body. His hand pumped furiously at his erect penis while he imagined what it would be like to stick it in that airbrushed vagina, beneath that thin strip of pubic hair. Or to nuzzle his nose between those silicone-enhanced breasts with the rather too tiny nipples. What would it feel like to have Lucinda impaled on the end of his average length prick?
"Dinner!" yelled his mum over the cacophony of an AC/DC guitar solo, accompanied by a cat-like vocal shriek.
"Must I?" Chris groaned, tucking his penis into his jeans, hoping it would deflate to more manageable proportions before he joined his sister and mum for one of those ready-made meals at the only time of the day, besides breakfast, his family ever spent any time together.
When he got downstairs, he found that his mum had prepared something very different. In fact, she'd actually cooked a kind of casserole, something she did very rarely. And a bigger surprise than that was to see a woman, who must have been in her mid-thirties (at least!) sitting on the chair that used to be his dad's. That was, of course, before he ran off with his secretary, whom Chris still hated as a blousy bitch, although she was actually quite petite and rather pretty.
"This is Pam," announced Chris' mum with a broad smile. "She's staying here for a while."
"Pleased to meet you, Chris," said Pam, extending a firm hand to shake his rather limp one. "Tina, your mum, has told me so much about you!"
Oh! Christ! A woman! Probably ten years younger than his mum, but quite similarly dressed. Chris was relieved he'd applied the cream to that persistent zit on his chin. Her hair was cut relatively short, she sported long dangling earrings, and, unlike his mum, wore no make-up at all. Chris focused his gaze on her face, which was slightly broad, the eyes wide, the lips thick and fading freckles covering the pale skin of her face. Like his mum, she was thick boned, but by no means plump. Her hand and bare arm showed that she was at least as strong as he was.
Chris didn't know where to look during the meal, despite the many attempts made by both Pam and his mum to engage him in conversation.
Were his studies were going well? "Yeh." Did he play football? "Nah." Did he enjoy his day trip to Calais with the college three weeks ago? "'S Okay."
Whenever his eyes caught Pam, he attempted to evaluate her. She wore baggy cotton trousers and a kind of silk top that showed she had a rather less prominent bosom than his mum. Thankfully, it was his sister, Lottie, just fourteen years old, who filled in for Chris' lack of communication skills and prevented the dinner from descending into sullen silence.
Chris couldn't wait to get away from the table. Even though dinner went on for almost twice as long as it normally would. His mum had bought a cake from Marks & Spencer's and even opened a bottle of wine. She was definitely making much more of an effort than she did when she invited any of her colleagues home from work. And as Chris sipped on the wine, its sharp taste such a contrast to the frothy lager he normally drank when he went down the pub with Stu and Pete at the weekends, he watched his mother's eyes and Pam's meet across the table with a strange intense warmth.
All the while Lottie chatted about the time she and Sally and Rachel and Pauline had gone to see some crappy boy band she was keen on. Bloody hell! When would she grow up and listen to decent music?
At least it wasn't as excruciating as that time when his mum had brought back that accountant who worked in the City. On that occasion, Chris really hated the man, who reminded him so much of his dad and the way he'd go on about how Chris should cut his hair, study harder and get a girlfriend. He was actually rather pleased when his mum's brief relationship disintegrated within a month to evenings of bitter tears and a silent unanswered phone. So much better than those horrible grunting and thumping noises he could hear coming from his mum's bedroom late at night when he was trying to get some sleep.
Chris eventually made his escape and pulled out the picture of Lucinda to finish his interrupted wank. All the while, he could hear Pam and his mum laughing and giggling long after Lottie had gone to bed and, strangely, long after the two of them had also retired, Pam, he was sure, laying her head on the sofa bed cushions in his mum's bedroom.
It puzzled him that over the next few weeks, stretching into months, with those dreaded exams approaching, that Pam still stayed at their house. Didn't she have anywhere else she could go? But he got used to sharing breakfast and dinner with her, and even found some of the things she said very amusing. Gradually, and reticently, Chris became less monosyllabic in his replies to her questions and even found himself laughing, in an unselfconscious way that rather frightened him, to some of her more outrageous comments.
And all the while, his mum watched the two of them together with an indulgent sympathetic smile.
Lottie, in particular, got on well with Pam, sometimes talking rather too much about how wonderful she was when they were together and Pam elsewhere.
"Oh crap, Lottie!" Chris exclaimed. "She's not that great. And anyway she'll have to leave soon when she finds a place of her own to stay."
Lottie seemed very downhearted at this. She went untypically quiet and picked at the little scab on her elbow.
"Do you think so?"
"Of course! It's not like she's Dad or anything, is it?"
One evening, Pam knocked on Chris' door and wandered into his room while the sounds of Nirvana's Nevermore album pounded out its grinding, mechanical rhythm.
"Smells like Teen Spirit?" she commented, reading the sleeve notes.
"Yeah! It's great, isn't it?"
"It's got something, I have to admit. Better than most of your rock music stuff to my ears. But then I quite like house. Do you like house? Or do you just listen to heavy metal?"
"Yeah! It's the only stuff worth listening to!"
"Really?" Pam commented, raising a good-humoured eyebrow. "So you don't like house at all?"
"Not that. Or rave. Or anything of that dance shit. Sorry, rubbish."
This admission from Pam should somehow have lessened his opinion of her. After all, if there was anything Chris and his mates hated with a vengeance, it was house music. He and Stu had once been to a night club and spent the whole evening sitting around a table sneering at the ravers as they jumped around like lunatics to all that pounding electronic shit. Hardcore house and techno crap! Why couldn't they play decent metal at these clubs? Something with a bit of heavy axe-work where you could shake your hair and play air guitar. Fuck! If they'd put on some thrash, death or other kind of metal, it'd shit on all that percussive stuff where there was no, like, tune at all and almost as good as no vocals. But somehow Chris didn't feel like expressing his negative feelings as strongly as he normally would.
Chris noticed Pam's strangely downcast face.
"Well, I'm sure that some house is good," he conceded. "It's just that I've not heard any."
One morning, a few days later, when his mum and Pam were both out of the house, he sneaked into his mum's room, something he rarely did, and noticed with some disconcertment that the sofa bed showed no evidence at all of having been opened. However, he did notice that the sheets on his mum's bed mattress were pushed carelessly to one side and that there were the still warm indentations of two bodies.
Chris sniffed dismissively. His mum couldn't even be bothered to get the other bed made. How could Pam stand to share the same bed as his mum?
Nonetheless, there was something about these shared arrangements that troubled him, along with those late-night titters and the strangely noisy headboard, though he had no very good idea as to what it might mean. You just couldn't hope to understand women.
His disconcertment grew, but in a quite different direction, when one night he encountered Pam naked in the bathroom. He'd drunk perhaps too many lagers with Stu that night in the pub, and this was his third visit to the loo at an early hour. He pushed open the bathroom door, worried rather more that he might puke (again!) than of the likelihood of meeting anyone, when there he was confronted, only a foot or so away, by Pam's naked body.
Pam would never have got a job posing for Penthouse, that was for sure. Or even for Razzle. Her body was too thick and her breasts too small on her broad chest, coloured by innumerable freckles, but she was still the first woman that Chris had ever seen in the nude. In real life, as it were.
It was only a moment, accompanied by grunted apologies, but as Chris sat on the toilet seat, a stream of urine splattering against the bowl, he rehearsed in his mind every second of what he'd seen. And again and again, his mind returned to the memory of that thick bush of pubic hair, so different from a porn star's shaved stripe.
This wasn't the only time that Chris saw Pam naked, though the only time it was accidental. So vivid and compulsive was that image, which he used without the accompaniment of Whitehouse or Hustler to achieve a fistful of semen in his regular masturbatory sessions, that he made a point of engineering a reprise. He actually waited until he heard the door of his mum's door open and Pam enter the hallway to himself emerge in the hope of seeing more of that bare flesh. Only this time, his penis was rock hard under his pyjamas.
It was only when he'd sat down on the toilet, his penis still stiff and wholly unable to perform the duties expected of it, that Chris worried about whether Pam's eyes might have wandered down below his chest to the evidence of his longing under his pyjama trousers.
Pam and his mum had a strange friendship, Chris could see that. Occasionally, they were so close that they even sometimes touched each other, just like sisters might do, even once kissing each other when they weren't aware that Chris could see them. Other times, there was a curious fractiousness in their friendship, rather like what Chris experienced when he worried whether Stu might be spending more time with Martin than with him. But he knew girls were soppy. And that was true whether they were young, like Lottie, or really old, like his mum.
Pam started visiting him in his room more often. At first, rather hesitantly, and making no comment about the music that was the constant wallpaper of his life.
Chris knew that the records he played were about the least like house music there was and he somehow felt strangely embarrassed about this. Perhaps he ought to buy some CDs of the stuff chicks liked. Bon Jovi, perhaps. Or maybe even something that wasn't metal, although he had no idea what that might be. He wasn't about to buy a Prodigy or Chemical Brothers album, although he had a guilty liking for some of what he'd heard when sitting in the pub with Stu and Pete and had no choice as to what music was playing.
Chris couldn't help but notice an increase in the changeability of the relationship between his mum and Pam. There were moods that were pronounced in not only the intensity of their apparent mutual liking for each other, but also of something else that reminded him somewhat of the time just before his dad ran off with his secretary. One day everything was smooth and happy. The next it was jagged and tense.
There was one evening when Pam and his mum were shouting at each other in Mum's bedroom and Chris was surprised to see Lottie shyly and nervously enter his bedroom just to sit with him. This was another thing that hadn't happened since before their dad had left, but this reprise must surely be rather less serious when the other person involved wasn't their dad but just their mum's friend.
"Oh! I wish they'd stop!" Lottie wailed. "I wish Pam and Mum wouldn't argue like that!"
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