Finding Jocelyn
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"Kyle?"
"Oooohhhhh ... please don't shout, Will!"
"Kyle, I am whispering. How do you feel?"
"OOOOhhhh... " I moaned. I tried to open my eyes, but they were crusted shut. I rubbed them, trying to get them open. Why did I hurt so much? I smelled an awful stench.
"Oooohhhh ... what happened to me?" I groaned.
Will said, "That's what I wanted to know."
"Where am I?"
"You're in your own bed, Kyle. What happened last night?"
"Oooohhh ... I don't know. How did I get home? Last thing I remember I was at Zack's party."
"Kyle, I got a call from Zack around 11:30 last night. He found you naked lying on the guest bed, passed out."
"The last thing I remember is making out with Stacie. Then she started giving me a blow job. That's all I remember."
Will said, "I found you naked with your cock covered with cum. Did you have sex?"
"I don't know." The possibility sunk into my addled brain. 'Oh Shit! Did I have sex?' "What if I did? I really want to remember what my first time was like. Oh my God! Will, what do I do?"
"Talk to Stacie. Find out. If you did have sex, it's done. You can't undo it. You'll just have to live with it."
"Why do I feel so bad, Will? Why?
Will said, "I think you were drunk."
"No. I couldn't be. I know how Mom feels about drinking. I'd never do that."
"Zack told me he overheard a couple guys laughing about how they got a guy drunk."
"Ooohhh ... Jack and George. I thought they were being nice to me since I had such a good game on Friday. They kept giving me Cokes."
"Jack and George? I think those are the names Zack told me. How many Cokes?"
"Four or Five. I don't know."
"Open cans?"
"Yeah." I said.
"They spiked your drinks."
"Those bastards. Wait until I get a hold of them!"
"No, Kyle. Don't do anything. Zack said he would take care of it.
I asked, "Do Dad and Mom know?"
"Yes."
"I'm in deep shit aren't I?"
"Up to your eyebrows, little brother."
"Do you think I'll be grounded?"
"At the very least. There also was discussion of castration, hanging or chaining you to your bed until you are twenty-one."
"Will, can you help me get to the bathroom? I think I need to go." I sat up. The room started to spin around. "Will, help me..." My brother helped me get out of bed and shuffle to the bathroom.
He asked, "Can you do this on your own?"
"I'll be OK," I said. I got about two steps before I stumbled. I held myself up with the bathroom cabinet. "Will, I think you better help me." My brother helped me over to the toilet. I reached down to pull my boxers down. They weren't there. I was naked. I flopped down on the toilet and let go. I looked at myself in the mirror across the room. What a sight. Streaks of brown and gray vomit on my chest. Dried cum in my pubic hair. Various dried juices on my cock. I smelled myself.
"God, I stink!"
"You threw up last night on the way home."
"Sorry, Will."
"Three times. I couldn't stand the idea of showering you last night after I finished cleaning the car."
"I'm really sorry."
Will said, "Now get in the shower and get cleaned up. It'll help. Take a nice long hot shower."
I stepped into the shower and let the hot water cascade down my body. Some of the tension and headache was washed away along with the remains of the vomit and cum. I soaped up and washed myself thoroughly. The hot water and steam could clean my body, but it didn't help my soul.
Was I a virgin anymore? Did I get drunk and fuck Stacie? I vaguely remember my cock rubbing along her labia. I desperately wanted to know what had happened. I knew I was going to beat myself up much worse than Mom or Dad ever would. I was an immature little kid. What the hell am I doing hanging out with seniors? Then it hit me. I don't remember any condoms. What if Stacie got pregnant? I continued condemning myself for my stupidity.
There was a knock on the door. "Kyle, how are you doing?" Will asked. "You've been in the shower a half hour. You're going to look like a prune."
"Will, could you get me some clothes?"
"I already did, Kyle. They're inside the bathroom door."
"Thanks." I got dressed and brushed my teeth. My mouth didn't feel like a small rodent had died in it anymore. I noticed the clock said it was 12:15 pm. I pulled my clothes on and went to the kitchen to face the world.
Abby and Will were sitting at the kitchen table eating lunch. Abby stared at me and asked, "How do you feel, Kyle?"
"Like a complete idiot. I guess Will told you what happened."
"Yes. Those two boys shouldn't have done such a thing."
"They shouldn't, you're right. But I shouldn't have stayed at a party were they had a keg of beer and lots of liquor. I was taught better than that! I should have called for a ride home when the booze came out. I didn't. I was wrong."
I felt someone pat me on the shoulder. Dad said, "Exactly right, Kyle. You stole half of the speech I had prepared for you."
I asked, "How long were you listening?"
"Long enough, Kyle." I hugged my Dad and buried my head in his chest. I cried.
"I'm sorry, Dad. I'm so sorry." Dad patted me on the back and let my cry until there weren't any more tears.
"Your mother and I want to talk with you after lunch, OK?"
"Yes, Dad."
Mom and Dad sat me down after lunch and had a long, very long talk with me. I was grounded for a month. The only places I could go were to school and football practice and games. Also I would have no TV, no video games, MP3 player or computer.
I went to my room and pulled out my school books. That was all I had for entertainment. After dinner, Eddie knocked at the front door. My Mom answered it. Mom called me downstairs. She decided Eddie could continue weight training while I was grounded.
When we got downstairs, Eddie asked, "What the hell happened to you yesterday? Friday night you were the school hero. Today you're grounded. What's up?"
"The team had a party to celebrate our victory last night. I got drunk. I got a blow job. I may even have gotten laid."
Eddie said, "Cool!"
"No. Not Cool! If I did get laid, and I'm not sure about that, what kind of memory will I have of my first time? Will had to come and get me. He found me naked and passed out in a guest room. I threw up all over the back seat of our car. I've been such an idiot!"
Eddie said, "I can't argue with the last part. You've just about completely ditched your old friends for the football team. Other than us training together we haven't seen you in a month."
"I know, Eddie. I guess I got hung up with on all the glamour. I'll try to do better after my grounding is over." We went ahead and did our weight routines.
When we were done with the weights, I went upstairs and found my Dad.
I asked, "Am I allowed to do my run?"
Dad asked, "How long does it normally take?"
I said, "It's about half an hour to do the three miles."
Dad said, "OK. Here is how this will work. You have thirty-five minutes to finish the run. If you are one second late, you'll be grounded an extra month. Am I clear?"
"Yes, Dad."
I took off up the street at a faster pace than usual. I think I wanted to beat up my body some more. Eddie trailed behind me. "Kyle, slow down a little. I can't keep up. Please?" I kept on running. I looked back for Eddie. He was doing OK staying with me. I ran hard. On the last half mile, I ran flat out. When I got to my porch, I checked my watch. Twenty-six minutes for three miles.
I had a big grin on my face when Eddie finally reached the porch. "Twenty-six minutes! That's our best time, Eddie."
"Kyle, I thought you were going to kill me!"
"Eddie. We only get better if we push ourselves. We should run like this every night."
"OK, Kyle. But promise me that we'll work up our speed a little at a time, OK?"
"OK, Eddie. I promise."
Chapter 28I tracked down Stacie before home room on Monday. "Stacie, what did we do Saturday night? I don't remember anything. Did we have sex?"
Stacie said, "No, Tiger. We didn't. Do you remember the blow job?"
"Kind of."
"We made out a little. I gave you the blow job. Then you passed out. I wanted to have sex with you Tiger, but your cock was finished for the night. Do you want to get together some time to try again?"
"No. I mean yes I'd like to, but I can't. I'm grounded. Probably until I turn twenty-one. My parents hit the roof when my brother dragged me home. I won't be going to any parties or get-togethers with the team for quite a while."
"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that, Tiger. You're cute. I had fun with you."
"Believe me, Stacie, I'm not going to forget you. Your image is permanently embossed on my brain."
I gave Stacie a kiss on the cheek and a hug before I went to my homeroom.
It was amazing. I was actually happy that I was a virgin! How weird is that for a fourteen year old boy?
All day in the halls and in classes, kids came up to congratulate me. Tell me how great a game I played. I played the role of hero even though I felt like a fraud. At lunch time, I sat with Eddie, Jeremy and the rest of our gang. It was good to be with my friends again. Unfortunately, Penny was sitting with Chad and his friends. I missed her.
At the end of lunch, Zack came by. "Can we take a walk, Kyle?"
"Sure, Zack."
"What happened to you when you got home?" Zack asked.
"I'm grounded for a month. I can play football and go to school. That's it."
"I'm sorry to hear that, Kyle. Believe me, I'm going to fix the problem with Jack and George. You'll see this afternoon."
"Thanks, Zack. I appreciate your help. Thanks for calling Will too. I'm sorry I embarrassed you at your party. The last thing you needed was a naked, drunk freshman passed out in the guest room.
"Don't beat yourself up about it," Zack said. "It's OK.".
"Thanks. I appreciate you talking with me. See you at practice."
Chapter 29I expected that practice would be interesting. Things were routine until half way through practice. Jack was playing with the first team on this play. It was a crossing route where Jack would go over the middle for the pass. Zack was calling the cadence Blue 42. Blue 42. Green. Green. Hike. I thought 'What the hell does green mean?' Then it hit me.
The center hiked the ball to Zack. I ran my route, but not flat out. I kept an eye on Jack. The cornerback was in on what was going on. He watched Jack too. Just before Jack got to the Rich Winters, our middle linebacker, Zack threw the pass. It was a little too high. Jack desperately wants to make first string, so he goes all out anytime that he is near the ball. He stretched out and snagged the ball. Suddenly, Rich nailed him as he was stretched out fully. Just like he knew exactly where the ball was going to go. Jack landed on the ground with a thud. Rich looked down and said innocently, "You OK, Jack?" He helped him to his feet.
Coach Caffrey called out, "What happened, Zack?"
He replied, "Sorry, Coach, I kind of lost my grip on the ball."
We all gathered in the huddle. Zack stared at Jack and growled, "That was for what you did to Kyle, you shit. You better start treating all your teammates better, or that is the only kind of pass you will ever get from me. Is the clear?"
Jack answered, "Yes, Zack. I'm sorry, Kyle. I shouldn't have spiked your drinks and got you drunk. I'm sorry."
I sneered, "A lot of good your apology will do me. I'm grounded for a month."
Jack said, "I'm really sorry, Kyle."
"Whatever," I said.
Part way through practice Coach Caffrey usually switched the first team and second team defenses around. We were going to practice against the second string. I figured the other shoe would fall momentarily. I think George knew something was coming, but not when it was going to happen. The third play was a power run up the center. I was supposed to block out on the cornerback. At the snap, I went for my block. He grabbed me, turned me around and said, "Watch."
Both defensive tackles were stunting on this play. They each circled around the ends to try to get to the QB. The Center and Right Guard ended up free. Both ran down field and blocked George, who plays middle linebacker. Each guy outweighs George by about 40 pounds. Together they knocked him flat on his back. They kept going to block someone else. Then the fullback ran over him, looking for someone to block. Finally Stan ran over him, being sure to stomp an arm and a leg as he went by.
George lay there, dazed. Andy Groff, one of the defensive ends came back to help George up. They engaged in a very animated conversation. I'm sure the discussion included a pointed reference to how to treat teammates.
Coach called Zack over near the end of practice. He yelled, "What the hell is going on out there Zack? Is this a demonstration of your leadership?"
Zack stayed cool. "Actually, Coach, it is. I needed to emphasize the team concept to a couple of my teammates. What you saw today should take care of the problem."
Coach answered, "I hope you know what you're doing, Zack."
When practice was over, George came up to me. "Kyle, I'm sorry about what Jack and I did to you on Saturday night. It was stupid."
I wasn't feeling particularly charitable. "Your apology doesn't do me any good, George. I'm grounded for a month, thanks to you two."
George really seemed to have gotten the message. "I know, Kyle. Somehow, some day, I will make it up to you. I promise. You can take my word for it," George extended his hand to me to make peace. I shook it.
Chapter 30Friday night's game was an away game. We didn't expect this game to be hard. The team was 1-7. They didn't have the personnel to cover Mike and me. We scored four touchdowns in the first half. Mike picked up a 150 yards of passes. Stan ran over their defense. The score was 35-0 at the half. Coach Caffrey had mercy on them. The seconds string finished the game. I hadn't sat on the bench since our first game. It was interesting to watch a game from this perspective. I wanted to learn the nuances that Zack had told me about. Why they call particular plays. Why things worked. It was interesting. The second string put two more touchdowns on the board. The final score was 49-0.
I was up in my room Sunday afternoon when the phone rang. Dad answered it. I was surprised when he yelled that it was Will on the phone for me. I took the portable phone to my room. Will wanted to talk to me about how things were going since last weekend's events. I told him about my conversation with Stacie. I told Will about Zack's revenge on Jack and George. We talked about all the adulation I was getting at school and how to handle it. We talked about girls. It was the best conversation Will and I had ever had. I thanked him when before we hung up. I had a great big brother.
Eddie and I did our training every night. We had worked up to three miles in twenty-four minutes. I worked on reconnecting with my ninth grade friends. After a week of mending fences, things were pretty much back to where they were before I started football.
Our final game was an away game at L-S. They were 7-1 with a chance to go to the playoffs if they could beat us. Another team in our division was also 7-1 with a chance at the playoffs. The other team was playing Central that night. Since they lost to us, Central was on a tear. Last week they scored 28 points in the first quarter. Their coach put in the second string. The second string proceeded to score another 28. By the end of the game, Central was playing their third string, which proceeded to score again. I knew Trent was going to be right about Central next year. They were going to be hell to play. They were on a mission now. I didn't envy the team that they played this week.
All of this is to say, that L-S desperately wanted to win tonight. Otherwise they would need a tie breaker to make the playoffs. L-S ran a veer offense. We ran a pro offense. L-S rarely threw the ball, but they were excellent at running it.
The veer works because it has so many options on every play. The quarterback can pitch the ball wide to the tailback, hand it off to the fullback or he can keep it and run the ball himself. If your defense doesn't play perfect on each play, someone is going to miss an assignment and the runner gets big yardage. Our team didn't see the veer much, so this was going to be a challenge to us.
The coach wanted to make sure we scored early and often on them. Since the veer doesn't have much in the way of passing, if you can get them way behind, they are easier to beat. That was our plan. Coach installed a few new plays with this in mind.
On Monday we practiced the first new play. This one was an end around. I hadn't done it before. On this play Zack faked a handoff to Stan who ran off tackle to the right side. If the fake looked convincing, most of the defense would be drawn over to stop Stan. I ran around behind Zack, who pitched me the ball as I went by. Hopefully, if I was fast enough and Zack managed to block the last defender, I had a clear route down the far sideline for a big gain. We planned to run it two or three times. If it worked once or twice, that was good. Maybe if we got lucky, I would score a touchdown.
Tuesday before practice, Zack and I were tossing the football around. Zack got a funny look one time after I threw him the ball.
"Do that again, Kyle," Zack said.
I threw him another ball. Zack said, "You know, you do pretty good throwing the ball."
"It's from playing catch with Eddie all these years. Eddie and I don't have a bag full of balls like we do here. We have one ball when we play catch. I've thrown Eddie just as many passes as he has thrown me."
Zack said, "I have a crazy idea. Let's go talk to Coach."
"OK."
Zack described his idea to Coach Caffrey. Coach liked it. After we lulled L-S to sleep with the end around, we would throw a flanker option pass at them. Mike was supposed to block the cornerback who covered him on the regular play. If the cornerback managed to slip the block and run after me, Mike would streak down the field uncovered. I was to loft the ball to him for a touchdown.
We spent all afternoon practicing the end around and the flanker option pass. I managed to get the ball to Mike on four of the five tries. I hoped it would work during the game.
Chapter 31Wednesday during the school day a rumor got started. Joe Paterno was going to visit our school. What a crazy idea. How do rumors like it get started? In the afternoon, when we got to the locker room to change for practice, we found a sign on the door. It said, "Practice canceled for the press conference."
Mike offered to give me a ride home. We wandered by the auditorium on the way out to the parking lot. We stopped at the door and looked in. Joe Paterno was sitting at a table on the stage with Coach Caffrey and Zack Hayes! The front three rows of seats in the auditorium were filled with reporters, photographers and TV cameramen.
Mike stared. I said, "Do you know what this means Mike?"
He answered, "Yeah. Zack's going to Penn State! Unbelievable."
"Let's stick around and watch."
"Sure thing, Kyle. I've got plenty of free time this afternoon." Mike and I slipped into the back and sat down in the back row.
We sat and watched our buddy accept a full athletic scholarship to The Pennsylvania State University. Zack was going to be Nittany Lion next year.
When the press conference was over, we hung out in the back hoping to get a chance to congratulate Zack. Coach Caffrey, Coach Paterno and Zack walked out the aisle where we were sitting. When they got close to us, Zack spotted us.
Zack gushed, "Coach Paterno. I want to introduce you to my two favorite receivers. These guys are the ones who made my great year possible." Mike and I stood up.
"Coach Paterno, this is Mike Wagner."
The coach shook Mike's hand. Mike gushed, "It's an honor to meet you, sir."
Coach Paterno said, "It's nice to meet you too."
Zack continued, "This is my friend, Kyle Martin."
The coach shook my hand. "It's good to meet you, son."
I croaked, "It's nICE to mEEt you coaCH."
JoePa chuckled at the way my voice cracked. He patted me on the shoulder. "Maybe we'll talk again in a few years, son."
The coaches escorted Zack outside. Zack looked back and quietly said, "I'll call you guys tonight."
When they were out of earshot, Mike gushed, "OH! MY! GOD! We met Joe Paterno! My Dad isn't going to believe this. He is a huge Penn State fan."
I said, "I know. So is my Dad. He went to Penn State too."
I decided to have a little fun with this news. I didn't say anything when I got home. After dinner, Dad was sitting in his easy chair in the living room the way he usually does. About 6:15, I went in and sat down on the couch. "Dad, could I watch the news for a few minutes. I have a school assignment in current events."
"OK, if it's for school."
I turned on Channel 8 News. My timing was good. They were in commercial break just before the sports. The sports anchor started out, "The big news today is that Wolverines quarterback Zack Hayes has accepted an athletic scholarship to Penn State." The picture switched to the press conference this afternoon.
Dad didn't even look up until Zack's name was mentioned. Then he just stared at the screen, trying to absorb the news. Finally, when the report was finished, I turned the TV off. Dad said, "You knew about this didn't you?"
"Yes. Coach Caffrey cancelled practice for the press conference today. Mike and I slipped in the back to watch. We even got to meet Coach Paterno when the press conference was over."
Dad shouted, "Oh ... my ... God. You met JoePa! That's great."
Mom, Andy and Lizzie came running to find out what the commotion was all about. We explained about Zack's good fortune.
I was up in my room studying when Zack finally called.
"Kyle, did you see the announcement on TV? Wasn't it great?"
"Yes. I saw it, Zack. I am so happy for you. You deserve this."
"Kyle, I called to thank you for everything you have done for me."
"What? What I've done for you? You're crazy, Zack. You earned this."
Zack explained, "No, Kyle. I'm serious. Last year I wasn't even being recruited by Division III schools. I was looking at being a walk-on at East Stroudsburg or Shippensberg or someplace like that. Now I have a chance to play for Joe Paterno at Penn State."
"I still don't see what I did for you."
Zack continued, "I told you before. You're the catalyst on our offense. You have speed and good hands. Now I owe you even more than I owe your brother. I owe you my scholarship."
"I'm stunned that you say that, but I am very happy for you. I have a question Zack. You keep saying that you owe my brother a debt. Why?"
Zack laughed, "I guess it's OK to tell you now. Since I found you naked in my guest room, I guess you're old enough to hear this story. The debt I owe your brother is for helping me lose my virginity two years ago."
"My straight arrow brother? You have to tell me."
"OK. Do you know about some of the things that happen in Will's crews in Algonquin?"
"Yes. I found out this summer."
"It was two years ago on the last night at the outfitters. Abby, Cindy, Terri and Beth sneaked into the cabin I was sharing with Will, Rob and Alex. Will and Abby gave us a demonstration of oral sex. Then all the couples tried it out. Beth was so turned on that she demanded that we fuck. That is the debt I owe your brother."
"Amazing. Sometimes I wonder if I know my brother at all." I paused for a second. "I guess I should let you do some more calls. I bet you have to call every friend and relative you have."
"Yeah. I do. I'll see you at school tomorrow, Kyle."
The talk of the school for the next two days was Zack Hayes' athletic scholarship. Our team had a good hard practice on Thursday. I made the pass on the flanker option to Mike on all three times we tried it. I felt confident I could make the play work in the game.
Chapter 32We loaded up on buses for the short ride to L-S high School for our game. The varsity team hung out in the locker room, reviewing the game plan while the JV team played. They won their final game 21-10. Eddie led his team to a final record of 7-2.
Friday was warm for the beginning of November. When the sun went down before our games the temperature dropped rapidly. It was in the mid 40's by the time we took the field. L-S won the coin toss and received the football on the kickoff. Coach Caffrey's prediction that we would have trouble stopping the veer was correct. L-S ran the ball down the field on our defense, not passing a single time. They stuffed the ball in the end zone. Their fans went wild.
Zack brought our offense onto the field and we went to work. We started out with runs and short passes. On the fifth play of the drive, Zack said, "Go get 'em Kyle. Y Post." I lined up wide on the strong side, with Karl between the tight end and me. I went in motion. Zack took the snap as soon as I stopped as I passed the left tackle. Just before the snap, the L-S defenders frantically called adjustments to cover me. On the snap, I ran flat out for the goal post. I looked back for the ball around the fifteen yard line. Zack launched a bomb to me. I pulled it in and ran to the end zone untouched. L-S didn't have a defender within five yards of me. Score 7-7.
L-S took the kickoff and marched right down the field again. Our defense would slow them down for a couple plays and then a runner would squirt loose and they'd pick up 10-12 yards. Nine plays later L-S scored again, to thunderous cheers. Fortunately for us, the holder bobbled the ball and they did not kick the point after attempt. Score 13-7 L-S
When we got the ball back, we started running the ball from our three receiver set while Mike, Karl and I ran pass patterns. We made a first down with two runs. Our third play was a play action. I took off on a deep route. I blew by the cornerback. The free safety was busy with run support. I blew past him as he tried to turn and follow me. Zack hit me 30 yards downfield. I tucked the ball away and sprinted downfield. Their free safety dove and caught my heel around the fifteen yard line. I sprawled down at the 12 yard line. On the next play, Zack faked a handoff to Stan and ran a naked bootleg into the end zone. Score 14-13 Wolverines
Our defense was starting to understand the veer offense better. L-S marched down the field, but there weren't any more long runs, only 3-5 yard runs. L-S made it down 24 yard line before a holding penalty stalled their drive. They settled for a field goal. Score 16-14 L-S.
I watched impatiently on the sideline as I watched the L-S drive. I knew the first play when we got on the field would be my flanker reverse. Zack led us out to the field after the kick off. We lined up quickly. The L-S crowd chanted "D-fense." Zack called "hike" and got the ball. I ran around the back of our formation while Stan took the fake hand off and dove into the line. Zack tossed the ball to me. I sprinted for the corner. The cornerback covering Mike had run fifteen yards downfield with Mike. I only had an outside linebacker to beat. Zack dove at the linebacker, knocking him down as I went by.
I made the corner. Mike was blocking his man into the center of the field, leaving me a crease along the side line. I sprinted past Mike, heading for the end zone. Their free safety was sliding over, trying to get an angle to catch me. Greg sprinted downfield and blocked the safety out of the play. I ran the ball into the end zone for a touchdown. Score 21-16 Wolverines. The crowd sat watching in stunned silence.
L-S took the kick off with about 2 1/2 minutes left in the half. They ran the ball. They moved to our 39 yard line, where they faced a third and 8 yards. They tried a pass. Andy Groff pushed their left tackle right into the quarterback and sacked him for a 12 yard loss. They punted on fourth down. The punter shanked it and we took possession on our 31 yard line. There was 39 seconds left in the half.
Coach Caffrey decided to go for it. The first play he called was our new flanker option reverse. Zack took the snap and dropped back. I raced around the back of our formation. Zack tossed it back to me. I ran towards the corner. I noticed this time the cornerback covering Mike was heading for me. I stopped just short of the line of scrimmage and threw a wobbly pass downfield to Mike. Mike scooped it up and ran for the end zone. The L-S free safety caught Mike at the four yard line. Mike dragged the safety to the one yard line before Mike fell over landing in the end zone. After the PAT the score was 28-16 Wolverines.
We kicked the ball down to L-S. Their quarterback kneeled down to end the half. We headed to the locker room very pleased with ourselves. Coach Wyndham went over more adjustments to stop the L-S offense. Coach Graham and Coach Caffrey worked with the offense to make sure we kept our concentration on the game for the second half.
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It was a typical August day in South Florida, 99 degrees Fahrenheit with 99% humidity, the air so hot and wet it seemed to shimmer in liquid layers above the pavement as my Honda powered up the ramp onto I-95, a first, small step in a 1400 mile quest to find my missing sister Danielle. 'Danielle, ' I whispered wistfully to the empty car, an indistinct, still blurry vision of a beautiful twenty year old girl drawing me inexorably northward. I hadn't even known she was missing twelve months...
The race wasn’t nail biting, after the first few laps of intense action and the usual knockouts at the first corner of the race, there had been little for the Ferrari clad Misty to cheer about, probably out of boredom, her similarly clothed boyfriend had begun an argument with the couple next to them. The couple were British and American, their accents noticable over the noise of the spectators but and were dressed in matching silvery gray tops and black jeans. The silvery satin shirts had...
The slow seductive pitch of Black Velvet filled the Club as Noelle’s heart beat out the same steady rhythm. She thought the height difference would make them look like an odd couple on the floor but somehow it all worked out. She never danced to anything like this, but with him she felt compelled to show some sex appeal. She slowly worked her body against his hearing his raspy breathing, and murmurs of approval. She soon felt a strong hand running over her side guiding her movements. When she...
Finding Her Master By Ropetease ©2010 Chapter 3 Joe sat back in his chair, smiling to himself, picking up the phone he called his favorite restaurant by the bay. He asked for a booth by the large window in back for two. Closing out the day, he went home to make sure his play room was clean. Joe had one room made into a dungeon complete with a x cross and bondage table. On the walls, he had a selection of whips, floggers and restraints. He also had a bondage pony with a 4-inch padded top....
FINDING MY VOICE Chapter 2 - Upping the Ante Of course, no sooner had I arrived home from my shopping expedition, than it was off with my male drab and on with my new purchases. I found that whilst I couldn't tighten the laces on my corset to the extent that Edith had managed, I still managed to squeeze my waist sufficiently to create a reasonable curvy figure. Once fully attired in my underwear, I spent several deliciously enjoyable hours trying on all the dresses; skirts; and tops I...
Finding Her Master By Ropetease ©2010 Chapter 3 Joe sat back in his chair, smiling to himself, picking up the phone he called his favorite restaurant by the bay. He asked for a booth by the large window in back for two. Closing out the day, he went home to make sure his play room was clean. Joe had one room made into a dungeon complete with a x cross and bondage table. On the walls, he had a selection of whips, floggers and restraints. He also had a bondage pony with a 4-inch padded top....
BDSMI was at my farm house. I was just remembering the good old times I had spent with my husband at this place before getting divorced. However, ever since my divorce, I had a couple of dates with younger men. It was always fun to indulge with them as they had great energy and they could satisfy my needs. Although, my recent partner John had gone out of the town and I was missing his touch. You need to keep finding ways of satisfaction when you miss someone. I also thought of checking out an...
Extra Marital AffairFinding Her Master By: Ropetease c 2010 Chapter 10 She was on the verge of exploding when she felt the vibrator inside her going full speed. Robin’s wave crashed as her fear turned real, someone turned the vibrator to full speed. ‘Who is doing this to me? Who are you?’ her muffled screams demanded from behind her gagged mouth. Shaking her head side to side she began to panic, pulling against the bonds holding her. Her muffled screams of ‘Nooo!’ behind the ball gag. Panic began to set in, her...
The year after I finished college, I took a job as a junior management trainee in a stock market firm. I hated everything about the job, but it paid my share of the rent while I got my screwed up brain together. One Saturday, a female showed at our door, asking if we would consider a girl for the roommate opening we had posted. She looked presentable, and I invited her in to meet Sean, my one remaining roommate. The lease was in my name, and it wasn't a good time of the year for finding...
Finding Her Master By: Ropetease c 2010 Chapter 10 She was on the verge of exploding when she felt the vibrator inside her going full speed. Robin's wave crashed as her fear turned real, someone turned the vibrator to full speed. "Who is doing this to me? Who are you?" her muffled screams demanded from behind her gagged mouth. Shaking her head side to side she began to panic, pulling against the bonds holding her. Her muffled screams of "Nooo!" behind the ball gag. Panic began to set in, her...
BDSMFound this gem onlineFinding Homeby Bob W.Sometimes it seems to me that destiny, fate, God, depending on how you tend torefer to it, has a very twisted way of working things. Most of us spend much ofour lives searching. Half the time we have no idea what we are searching for,yet we continue to push onward. That funny twist comes when that thing we weresearching for finally shows itself and we then realize it had been there allalong. Such has been the case for me and the home I have finally...
He was standing at her door step, waiting to be invited in. Julia could all but stare at his tall, lean frame. He was certainly what many women would think as honestly, and sincerely handsome. Rugged, yet there was a touch of gentleness to him. She blushed when she realized she was staring, but she just could not help it. Smiling shyly, she stepped aside to let him into her tiny apartment. ##### ‘You have got to be kidding me,’ Luke inwardly said to himself as the door opened, finding...
Please make a point of reading Part 1 of this story first....it will make much more sense! Thanks to all my critics - I may have altered things a bit to follow your advice... (An interlude from Allie) I guess I was as disappointed as he probably was when they I found I was sharing a kitchen with a guy - although Chris wasn't exactly the macho hunk that I might have hoped for. In fact, he was a wimp and it didn't take long until I hardly noticed he was there. When I had to get...
This story is a more serious one from my others, but does have sex in it. I am going to post two parts in each section. This is parts I and II. Chapter 1. Finding my way back home… 15 September 2009 I was recovering from my second shoulder surgery and was still trying to get back to sleep after a bad dream when a face and a person popped into my head. Lily Johnson. I don’t know what made me think of her all these years later. Maybe it was just being back home with my mother in the...
Chapter 3 Let's stay together ||||||||||||||||||| "BLOODY-HELL!" she exclaimed and threw her arms round me. "You look... Blimey... What's...? Come in... holy shit!" "Mandy! Mind your language!" said a voice from another room. "Sorry dad!" Giggling, we piled up to her room. I felt elation that I had not felt in a long time, finding that Mandy was not responsible for putting me in that God-awful position with Greg Bridger at the Cordoba; it was just a complete...
Chapter 4 Senses working overtime ======================= I hadn't heard from mum since the last phone call, which I considered a success because I didn't get yelled at. Really though, I was angry with her for not listening. I know by that time I should have been used to that kind of response, but still it hurt. Lily and Dr. Whaite had pointed out that it's often more difficult for the parents to accept the kind of decision I was making, but assured me that given time, she would...
Dad always said, if anyone could save the world it would be characters like James, fighting the good fight. When I was teenager I read a lot about spies and the world of secrete agents. I would send away getting all the latest spy gadgets that were sold on the back of comics or magazine I happen to be reading at the moment. Most of it was junk of course, but in my mind and with a little imagination those spy gadgets were the best things a young man could have. It was when I turned 16 I...
Dad always said, if anyone could save the world it would be characters like James, fighting the good fight. When I was teenager I read a lot about spies and the world of secrete agents. I would send away getting all the latest spy gadgets that were sold on the back of comics or magazine I happen to be reading at the moment. Most of it was junk of course, but in my mind and with a little imagination those spy gadgets were the best things a young man could have. It was when I turned 16 I...
Introduction: A Southern blonde finds a submissive brunette in a club Finding Her Heart in Portland I sat there on my barstool, twiddling the straw in my drink, a fantastic blend of rum and fruit juices, wondering if Id find anyone who caught my interest tonight. The hotel concierge had recommended this club, a secluded venue named Jolt, tucked into an out of the way Portland neighborhood. I loved my new dress, a form fitting bit in a deep and dark purple that clung to ever single curve I...
I first met Janet when we were both in college. She's actually four years or so younger than me, but I took a couple years off after high school, to make some money, and then went to the junior college on the part-time plan, before heading off to the big university. So by the time we met, I was a senior, and she was a junior.We met in a class we had together, and pretty quickly, we ended up studying together fairly regularly. Frankly, I had never met anyone like her – our personalities seemed...
Emshon's Authors Note -- This is an older story of mine that was posted on Crystal's Story Site (R.I.P.) back in 2001. I'm going to consolidate everything here on Fictionmania. I hope you enjoy this oldie-but-a- goodie. Finding Wendy Whore It was late Friday night and I had enjoyed a few beers too many. As usual, I was feeling quite randy, so I decided to browse the internet and seek out a little cyber-action. I live in a small town some three hours outside of Dallas, so my...
Edited By RainDear Thirty year old Justin and twenty-eight year old April Reed were sitting together, bored as usual, and unable to find anything interesting on TV. April was a very beautiful lady with long, wavy, chestnut hair and light green eyes. Her breasts stood out nicely, being only palm sized but nicely shaped overall, but her long graceful legs were what drew most men to her and her husband was no exception. The only trait some men found unattractive was her sometimes overly pale...
Chapter Eleven: Cleaning the Kat box ‘What?’ Gretchen exclaimed. ‘That’s preposterous. Why the hell did you do that?’ ‘It seemed like a good idea at the time,’ he said with a shrug. I leaned my elbows onto the counter. ‘But, did you kill them?’ I asked quietly. Admittedly, there were a few people that killed and that I missed as suspects, but David just never pinged on my radar. Frankly, I wondered if he was one of those who loved so deeply that he would confess to a crime he did not...
I wrote this story in three parts. You may want to read the first two before reading this one. Again, thanks to my editors, LadyCibelle and Techsan, for making my stories a much better read. * Jim speaks again: As I lay in my bed and watched the nurses I couldn’t help but think about Marie. I remembered her saying how she wanted to become a nurse, a physical therapist yet. According to my doctor I was going to need one. Why did I blow it? Was I so afraid of her past that I was unable to see...
FINDING MY VOICE Chapter 1 - First Steps along the Path My dear mother, lately deceased, had this phrase she used to use during my childhood whenever I got depressed over my insecurities and lack of real friends. "Don't worry dear," she would say; "It is all a question of finding your own 'voice'. One day you will suddenly come to realise who you truly are and where you fit in society. On that day you will have 'found your own voice,' and from then on you will, I promise you, be...
Finding Her MasterBy Ropeteasec 2010Chapter 9Joe turned off the lights in the living room as he went out the front door making sure it was locked. Putting the key in the ignition, Joe hesitated a moment. He thought back to the day’s events. Joe admired how Robin became a different person the second she entered her office that morning. Noticing how her facial expressions changed from the radiating glow of pure happiness to a strong fighter for her clients and when the trial was over how she...
BDSMJim speaks again: As I lay in my bed and watched the nurses I couldn't help but think about Marie. I remembered her saying how she wanted to become a nurse, a physical therapist yet. According to my doctor I was going to need one. Why did I blow it? Was I so afraid of her past that I was unable to see what a wonderful woman she was? I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life walking out on her. I would give anything to have a do over. To live that last few minutes with her over...
Let's stay together "BLOODY-HELL!" she exclaimed and threw her arms round me. "You look... Blimey... What's... ? Come in... holy shit!" "Mandy! Mind your language!" said a voice from another room. "Sorry dad!" Giggling, we piled up to her room. I felt elation that I had not felt in a long time, finding that Mandy was not responsible for putting me in that God-awful position with Greg Bridger at the Cordoba; it was just a complete misunderstanding. I guess it was just a lack of...
I, finally, got to the perfect position and I would be able to observe what was happening in the courtyard of the building where our target was being held prisoner. The rest of the SEAL team would arrive in about ten minutes to effect the rescue of our target. My name is Rick Steiger. I am a lieutenant in the United States Navy attached to SEAL Team 12. My job was to observe and take any action necessary to insure that the rescue mission was successful. I was situated approximately eight...
Finding Her Master Part 12 By: Ropetease ©2011 Robin felt the aftershocks slowly subsiding while Joe signed the papers. Her stomach still aching from her climax when another feeling started to emerge inside her. Tensing her stomach muscles to hold back the sudden need to relieve herself. Sucking down on her lower lip and slowly rocking her body, wishing Master would hurry. ‘Thank you,’ Joe replied giving a tug on Robin’s leash as they walked in to the main area. ‘Master, may I speak?’Robin...
Finding Her Master Chapter 14 By: Ropetease ©2012 all rights reserved The day started with Joe at his desk going over the repair orders that were stacked in front of him from yesterday’s work. Glancing up to the calender, Joe saw that it had been a year since Robin came into his life and changed it forever. Joe remembered the day when her car was towed in and how her hand felt in his hand. In the span of a year, Joe’s business increased from the members of the club all bringing in their...
Finding Her Master Chapter 14 By: Ropetease ©2012 all rights reserved The day started with Joe at his desk going over the repair orders that were stacked in front of him from yesterday’s work. Glancing up to the calender, Joe saw that it had been a year since Robin came into his life and changed it forever. Joe remembered the day when her car was towed in and how her hand felt in his hand. In the span of a year, Joe’s business increased from the members of the club all bringing in their cars....
BDSMFinding Her Master Part 12 By: Ropetease ©2011 Robin felt the aftershocks slowly subsiding while Joe signed the papers. Her stomach still aching from her climax when another feeling started to emerge inside her. Tensing her stomach muscles to hold back the sudden need to relieve herself. Sucking down on her lower lip and slowly rocking her body, wishing Master would hurry. "Thank you," Joe replied giving a tug on Robin’s leash as they walked in to the main area. "Master, may I speak?"Robin...
BDSMI noticed in the afternoon that my stupid Boss was in danger as I thought about killing him; but I suddenly saw it was time to leave the office; so the lucky bastard survived one more day to my fury and anger…All I wanted as I drove my car, was getting home, enjoy a warm relaxing shower and fuck my sensual wife during all night long…But I found Jerome’s car parked at our driveway…Once inside the living room, I got a full sight of that nigger bastard sitting at my favorite recliner, with his...
FINDING MY VOICE Chapter 4 - Duncan My habit of socialising with Imogene and Paul on a fairly regular basis continued much along the same lines for the next few months. I still lacked the courage to go out dressed so we tended to entertain each other at our respective houses. I found I enjoyed planning meal menus and discovered a real passion for cooking. I won't say that I was in any way competitive; let's just leave it with the comment that, for both households, the meals became...
I felt really strange sitting in the lounge of an hotel with my son whilst he told me about how his step mother had been frigid for much of her marriage to his father, it was something I didn't really want to know about, so I pushed him about why they'd had what he called strong words. "Well" he grinned shyly, "They'd been out to a friend's wedding, they should have stayed overnight, but for whatever reason they came home early and caught us" "Us?" I queried, "You've got to...
Valerie Nicholls had found her motivation to work out regularly. His name was Connor, and he owned the gym that was incongruously tucked away behind an upscale European furniture store in what most people probably assumed was an area of tony shops and places where you paid four dollars for a small pastry that was wrapped up for you to take away in a small box tied with a ribbon.At forty-two, Valerie had been divorced for six years and was content enough with her situation not to settle for less...
After sixteen hours on the bus, I arrived in Tulsa, Oklahoma just before noon on a hot July day determined to find Charlie, actually Charlotte, but that’s not what I called her. I flew into Chicago and then took the long bus ride to Tulsa, wanting to experience Route 66. After almost two years of meeting Charlie, my cyber lover, I wanted to surprise her, just show up, a daring act in itself as fear of what a disaster this might be swept over me. What would she think when she realized who I...
After sixteen hours on the bus, I arrived in Tulsa, Oklahoma just before noon on a hot July day determined to find Charlie, actually Charlotte, but that’s not what I called her. I flew into Chicago and then took the long bus ride to Tulsa, wanting to experience Route 66. After almost two years of meeting Charlie, my cyber lover, I wanted to surprise her, just show up, a daring act in itself as fear of what a disaster this might be swept over me. What would she think when she realized who I...
Straight SexFINDING MY VOICE Chapter 5 - I finally find my own voice. The morning following my first public outing en-femme, I awoke early. I had been dreaming all night about Duncan, the man who, only yesterday evening, had become the first man to kiss me on the lips - or anywhere else for that matter! To say I was confused would be an understatement. I had never considered myself gay, but I definitely reacted as a woman when Duncan kissed me. I needed to talk this through with my best...
After waking up, getting ready, and having breakfast, it’s shopping time for us with work for Dad and his two ladies. Lia insists on a hair trim for all of the new people, and the standard stops at Victoria’s Secret, the accessories store next door, swimwear, and the cosplay store. Next we visit our favourite jewellery lady to get necklaces for the new slaves. She also has some nice ones I asked her to make up for my daughters, which makes them happy to have their own special items of...
Hello, I have a story to tell that you may find interesting. My name is Marty Harris and I am a school teacher and football coach in a small community in the mountains south of Seattle. I love my job and my students. I guess I am a popular teacher as many of my students and alums keep in contact with me after school, practice or even graduation. This story begins after I had visited a friend and former student teaching colleague of mine who taught in a similar small town about 2 hours from...
Laid off.. I could still hear the words ringing in my ears. I just couldn’t believe it. 35 years old, no career, no prospects in site. I don’t know why I thought my husband would be more comforting. It wasn’t in his nature to nurture me, console me, why should this be any different? Once again, I would find my way through this on my own. The weeks turned into months, slowly at first, but soon enough, I was adjusting to being a housewife. No more did I need the rush of the stock market to make...
Finding Her Master By: Ropetease ©2010 Chapter One Robin was on her way home from winning her court case. It was a hard fought battle in the court room, just right up her alley. She was a tough, demanding lawyer for her clients and Robin earned her status by fighting hard to win. Driving up the express way, listening to her favorite country singer, Jerrod Neiman when her five year old BMW started to make a slapping noise from under the hood, all her warning lights on the dash came on. ...
Finding Her Master By: Ropetease ©2010 Chapter One Robin was on her way home from winning her court case. It was a hard fought battle in the court room, just right up her alley. She was a tough, demanding lawyer for her clients and Robin earned her status by fighting hard to win. Driving up the express way, listening to her favorite country singer, Jerrod Neiman when her five year old BMW started to make a slapping noise from under the hood, all her warning lights on the dash came on. "Not...
BDSM"Alfred Marshall illustrated two ways in which ceteris paribus can be used to consider the effects of some causes of isolation." "Ceteris paribus?" Jack muttered to himself, as he reread the sentence. "What the hell is ceteris paribus?" He pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration as he flipped back to the index of his Microeconomics textbook. He knew this stuff. He'd read the words many times before, but for some reason he just couldn't remember what it meant. Was it possible...
The gray walls of the Middlesex Hospital waiting room looked especially dingy in the waning light of late afternoon. Nine year old Silver Cordin and her father had waited patiently for over an hour and were getting anxious. Lines of worry were etched on Steve Cordin’s face, as he knew the doctor’s news could not possibly be good. Silver tried to read her favorite book, but just couldn’t concentrate. All she knew was that her beloved Nonny, Rose Bauer, was very sick, and that sole thought...
Introduction: A chance encounter, draws a teenage boy to a needy girl. The two find their way through the unknown. Further down the trail. Themes: Actually Teen Male/Pre-Teen Female (Thats the young part) This is more of a love story than a sex story, but there is sex! Sorry if you hate it. You really need to read the first part to understand this one. As I post this story for validation, I am preparing for a trip to a medical facility. Because I do not know if Ill be here when it gets...
FINDING MYSELF By Enya Pierre PART 1 - NEIGHBORS I had known Allie for the best part of a year - we had met in the simplest of ways: we lived in adjoining rooms in the nurses' hostel at the local hospital. She worked as a nurse and loved every minute of it: she told me that even as a young girl she had spent her time nursing her toys, bandaging them, feeding them - helping them get better. I guessed that the secret of her success was that she never yielded to argument - what she...
Part 3 - The Longest Day Although I didn't really sleep well as my body was so contorted by the bindings, I was woken by the ring gag being pushed into my mouth and secured while I was still coming round. "There we are!" Allie said breezily, taking the goggles off my eyes, smiling broadly. "A whole weekend to learn more about ourselves, Tina - isn't it wonderful?" She had this really annoying habit of asking me a question when she had made it impossible for me to answer. The...
Chapter Nine: Taking control When we were finally cleaned up and back downstairs, it was time to look for Lurch. Having Lurch catch us in flagrante was going to make questioning him one of those interesting experiences I usually tried to avoid, but there was a price to be paid for anything worthwhile. The sex had definitely been worthwhile, hell, the sex had been both fun and fantastic, but there was a killer on the loose, and events were proceeding whether we liked it or not. I turned to...
( A Les Lumens story ) Nebraska – Winter, Late 1800s The wind cut across the prairie, every snowflake like a tiny razor cutting into her skin. She stumbled forward, not knowing what else to do, unable to remember how she had come to be out in this storm. Her mind was nearly as blank and impenetrable as the blinding gales of snow that kept her from seeing more than a few feet in front of her, as she slogged through the calf-deep drifts. Is that a light? Is that a house? She stared with eyes that...
Love StoriesThe following story is fictional and involves a sexual mother - son relationship. All characters are at least 18 years of age.My father was the biggest prick to ever walk the earth. For the last sixteen years he had down graded my mother to the point that, she was thinking of killing herself.It was nothing for him to look at her and say things like, " Damn you’re a fat fucking pig," or " I wish you would learn to fuck so I didn’t have to go out and find pussy." The one that really hurt Mom was,...