The Need to Feel Ashamed
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They say when you look out at the world from a planes window everyone looks like ants. I'd like to see if that's true, but I have a fear of heights and am too afraid to even look out the window. God, that sounds so stupid coming from me. Here I am on my way to face my greatest fear, and I'm scared of the view out the window next to me. Maybe I only have so much braveness to go around? It's silly really. "Excuse me, can I get you some soda water? It'll settle your stomach if your...
It was my mother who told me."Jennifer, I mean, Thuy's back from Yale for spring break, Jacob."Thuy's our neighbor and an old classmate of mine from high school. We had been friends since we were c***dren. One day when she was eleven, she had randomly decided her new American name would be Jennifer. I argued for something like Thea that would be at least close to Thuy, but she stuck with Jennifer and in time only her family and I were left using her original name. My mom sometimes accommodated...
I sunk into the soft leather of the couch. The smell was wonderful. Nothing like leather. Nothing. I settled in and waited for that first question. Each psychiatrist I had seen over the past two years - I had seen several - started off differently. Maybe it's my paranoia - a word which appear often in my numerous psyche profiles - but I'm convinced that there's an underlying egomania rampant in all who choose the profession. They take pride in cracking open people's heads. I guess you...
This is my first post; enjoy. If you don't enjoy, please don't leave overly harsh criticisms. Be gentle, I'm fragile. You might notice that the premise for this story is partially lifted from a recent Hollywood movie. It took me a while for that part to happen though, and once it does everything starts happening sort of fast. But I just wanted to get it done so I could post it. It's still pretty good, though, at least I think so. Judge it however you want. Nothing But...
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It was my mother who told me."Jennifer, I mean, Thuy's back from Yale for spring break, Jacob."Thuy's our neighbor and an old classmate of mine from high school. We had been friends since we were c***dren. One day when she was eleven, she had randomly decided her new American name would be Jennifer. I argued for something like Thea that would be at least close to Thuy, but she stuck with Jennifer and in time only her family and I were left using her original name. My mom sometimes accommodated...
It was my mother who told me."Jennifer, I mean, Thuy's back from Yale for spring break, Jacob."Thuy's our neighbor and an old classmate of mine from high school. We had been friends since we were c***dren. One day when she was eleven, she had randomly decided her new American name would be Jennifer. I argued for something like Thea that would be at least close to Thuy, but she stuck with Jennifer and in time only her family and I were left using her original name. My mom sometimes accommodated...
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Nothing Gets Through Ch 1 © 2009 All rights reserved. Thonk. Pahk. Clack. Dom moved smoothly from shot to shot, deflecting pucks with his blocker pad, his glove, his leg pads, his stick—whatever was in the right place. He ignored the ones that got through. He just gritted his teeth and tried harder to stop the rest. The bars of his facemask disappeared, and his teammates were blurs out by the blue line. The pucks were sharp black circles that came ripping towards him at all angles and...
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Nothing Gets Through Ch. 10 © 2009 All Rights Reserved Lani curled up on the couch as she waited for Dom to come back with the wine. It was five days before Christmas, and the team’s schedule was going to get hectic. Lani was flying back to Hawaii the next day, and so they had decided to have a small Christmas celebration early. It was a good idea, Lani decided. By trading gifts early, it felt like so much of the pressure of the actual holiday was removed. They were both more relaxed—joking,...
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Nothing Gets Through Ch. 11 © 2009 All rights reserved "So how was it?" Dee asked. Lani sighed. "Great, so long as Jason and I weren’t in the same room." "Are you serious?" Dee asked. She shook her head as she cut up some cheese. The game would start soon, and she and Lani were prepping their snacks. The ice cream would stay in the freezer until it was necessary. Somehow, it was always necessary. "It's been how many years now?" "Oh, eight or something." Eight years since Jason had blamed her...
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Love StoriesNothing Gets Through Ch. 04 © 2010 All Rights Reserved They stayed at the restaurant a while longer, then split up to go home. Karl, obviously infatuated with Deanne, offered to see her home. Dee didn't hesitate to accept. "Looks like it's you and me, kid," Dom said to Lani as he helped her on with her coat. They stepped outside and Lani shivered at the cold. The wind was still light, but the temperature had dropped. She pulled on her gloves and wished she'd brought a hat and scarf. "It is too...
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