One Night Stand Cathy by Angela J.
Dear General:
I am writing to plead for help. Please, I beg you, help me. You are
probably my last chance to get away from this madness. I don't have much
time. From prior experience, I know that she will soon take control of me
again. Recently I discovered that she doesn't watch me as closely right after I
go to sleep. I found out by accident. She monitors my body to make sure I
am not faking it. But once she is convinced that I am asleep, she leaves me
alone, at least for a while.
I know what you are thinking, but I am not crazy. Some of what I am about
to tell you may sound impossible, but please believe me when I say that
everything that I state here actually happened. Dr. Susan Jones, a scientist in
your special research and development division, is behind it all. Check her
records and you will know that she is both brilliant and mad enough to do it.
How did I find out about my chance to escape? It was an accident. In the
middle of the night, I woke up to go the restroom. That's when I discovered
that I could be free for a brief time. Once I discovered this, I planned
carefully and came up with the plan to write this letter.
Wait. What am I doing? You want me to start from the beginning, don't
you? Yes, the beginning.
"My name is Carl Harris." "I saw you look my way and was wondering
why such a beautiful girl was looking at me." "I hope that I am not being too
intrusive, but can I buy you a drink." That was my line until... I am sorry
about the tear stain on the paper. I just can't help it.
You are probably thinking that my line is corny. I guess it is. But it
worked most of the time.
What has this to do with anything, you ask. Please be patient. My abilities
with women. That's where it started. That's the beginning.
Women could not resist me. I was handsome. I wasn't Mr. muscles or
anything like that, but my handsome rugged face went a long way. Once I
was able to get women's attention with my patented smile, I was able to bring
them in with my self-confidence. I was the man.
You probably think that I had very little competition. That could not be
further from the truth. My mid-size town is near your military base. Every
night, soldiers crowd the bars looking for a quick lay. An average bar, in a
normal night, has twenty times more men than women. For an average Joe it
is impossible to get laid unless he pays for it.
That's where my strategy came in. Unlike the average Joe, I wanted more.
No, that's not true. I just made it look like I wanted more. Women liked
being treated like princesses and wanted to be loved. All I had to do was
listen for clues and give them what they wanted. I had the talent for
becoming every woman's ultimate fantasy. In no time I was fucking them
out of their minds.
Those were the best days of my life. And now.... My dick.... Those days
are gone for ever.
In a way that's how I found out that she doesn't watch me after I go to sleep.
I went to the restroom in the middle of the night. Half asleep and drowsy, I
forgot what she did to me. For that brief second, all her programming and
my shameful acts were gone from my mind. I actually almost peed standing
up. I lifted the toilet seat and reached for my dick. The shock of discovering
that I no longer had one, fully woke me. Once I recovered my memory, I
braced myself for the unavoidable consequence of acting male. But I did not
lose control. Such obviously male action would have meant that she would
take immediate control. But nothing happened. You know what that means,
don't you? I was free. She wasn't watching me.
I decided to test it. I sat without crossing my legs. Nothing happened. I
walked without gyrating my butt. Nothing. My freedom was energizing, but
soon old fears returned. Before she could discover my freedom, I went back
to sleep. Of course, I tested my freedom again at later nights. And that's
when I came up with this plan.
No, wait , I don't have much time. I don't have time to tell you how I came
up with my plan. I must tell you what she did to me. I must, before she
discovers what I am up to. Where was I? Yes, my dealings with women.
My relationships never lasted long. Once I fucked them, I lost interest in
them. I even got bored with their money and gifts. I enjoyed the chase too
much. Some of my best nights were one-night stands, where I made my
conquest quickly and moved on to the next challenge. My friends admired
my abilities so much they nicknamed me "One Night Stand Carl."
The nickname, however, did not do me justice because I was more. I also
enjoyed conquering the unconquerable. Women, who everyone thought
were too shy or too snobbish to spread their legs, were my favorite targets. I
loved pocking my dick in their, normally, closed pussies. Virgins were
especially nice. I was willing to spend extra time and effort to bed these
women.
Some of the women got all bent out of shape over the fact that I just ignored
them after I got laid. Susan, that's Dr. Susan Jones, was one of these
woman. She said that I would regret leaving her. I laughed and brushed her
aside. Who was she kidding, how could one woman satisfy my needs. I
was special.
How do I know that I was special, you ask? I knew because everyone
knew. It started with my parents. "Don't blame your parents for becoming a
monster." Is that what you are thinking? Well remember who the monster
is. It's not me, it's her. Look at what she has done to me.
Just look at my picture!!!!
Please, I don't mean to be a bitch, it's just that its so difficult to control my
emotions. I just can't help it. Can you blame me for being emotional? I
knew that you would understand. See, I am smiling, because I know you are
going to help me.
On with the tale of my life. My parents, being old fashioned, desperately
wanted a son. However after four attempts, all they had were four
daughters. My parents reluctantly gave up hopes of having their precious
son. Then, by accident, my mother got pregnant with me. How much joy
they must have had once they found out that I was a boy? Ever since I was a
baby, I was treated differently from my sisters. As far as my parents were
concerned, I was special. I got all the best gifts. If I fought with my sisters,
my parents were always on my side. I got everything my way.
Once school started, I continued to be treated specially. My good looks
helped. In addition, I had natural abilities in sports, which meant more
special treatment. I always thought that I deserved what I got. I was Carl
Harris, God's gift to women. So don't blame me for treating women the
way I did. It was everyone else's fault for spoiling me. It was my parent's
fault for giving me what ever I wanted. It was the women's fault for
spreading their legs. It was never my fault.
Oh no, I have spent to much time talking about my abilities!!! She will
watch me again soon. I must finish this letter so that you can help me. I
guess I should write about what she did to me now, in order to save time.
But no.... you won't understand unless I start from the beginning. I must
start from the beginning, yes the beginning...
"My name is Carl Harris," "I saw you look my way and was wondering
why such a beautiful girl was looking at me." "I hope that I am not being too
intrusive, but can I buy you a drink." That was my line. And on that
particular night, several months ago, I used it on a cute blond.
I was in a single's bar, one of many that I frequented. I sipped my beer and
checked out the potential targets. I saw a gorgeous blond sitting alone at the
bar. She was new. I had yet to conquer her. Without a hint of shyness, she
stared at me. I ignored her at first. I wanted a bigger challenge.
Jeff, a stud want-a-be, approached her. After attempting to make small talk
with the blond, he left her alone. From his facial expression it was obvious
he failed. He came towards me.
"Hey buddy," he said. I met him during my frequent visits to the bars in this
town. He was a regular. Unlike me, however, he rarely succeeded. He was
not ugly, but with the military base being near, the women had a lot of men to
choose from, and Jeff was nothing special. Once in a while he would score
with a homely girl, but that was about it. The blond was definitely out of his
league.
"How you doing Jeff?" I asked.
"Oh, you know, the usual, just trying to get some action," he said.
"I saw that," I said.
"Her?" he said pointing at the blond, "She's a dyke or something." "I gave
her my best line and she told me to go fish." "You know, what's the
saying?" "If good old Jeff can't do it, no one can?"
I laughed at him. "You looser, you can't score with her," I said in a joking
manner. "She's out of your league."
"I suppose you can do better?" he asked.
"Of course I can," I said.
What does this have to do with anything, you ask? I told you that you have
to be patient.
Anyway, while Jeff and I talked two more guys tried to pick her up and
failed miserably. One of them even got a drink spilled on his head. Perhaps
she would be a challenge after all.
"I tell you what..." Jeff said, "Why don't you put money where your mouth
is?"
I drank the remaining beer in my glass. "What do you have in mind?" I
asked.
"How about twenty bucks?" he asked.
You are thinking that twenty bucks is nothing and I agree with you. But it
was more than money. Jeff, a looser, was challenging me, the greatest gift to
women. I had to teach him a lesson.
"Make it fifty," I said, "and you got a deal."
"Fifty it is." he said, "If you leave this bar with her, you win." "Otherwise, I
win, agreed?"
"Sure," I said as I smiled at Jeff. "You might as well give me the money
now." "One Night Stand Carl never fails," I said and walked towards the
blond.
As I slowly made my move towards her, she looked at me briefly to check
who was coming. That's when our eyes met. Once that happened, I knew
she was mine. I could tell by her expressions that she was interested in me.
My good looks were already paying off. This would be the easiest fifty
dollars I have ever made. I sat next to her on the bar and said my favorite
line.
"My name is Carl Harris," "I saw you look my way and was wondering
why such a beautiful girl was looking at me." "I hope that I am not being too
intrusive, but can I buy you a drink."
She giggled. "I am sorry for staring." "My name is Linda, and I saw that
you were alone and...." she said.
"I am flattered by your attention," I said. "I also noticed you and was
hoping to meet you." "How about that drink?"
"Let me buy you a drink instead," she said.
If she wanted to play the modern woman, that was fine with me. I knew
how to handle her type. She would end up buying me expensive stuff just to
prove that she was equal to men. I internally laughed at her. Just play along
and let her lead and then fuck her, take her money and leave her.
"I'd be eternally grateful," I said.
She motioned the bartender, and without even asking me, she ordered two
screw drivers. I wanted a beer, but since I wanted to get into her panties
more, I decided not to say anything. The bartender brought us two
screwdrivers and the blond paid for them. I showed her my patented smile
and turned on my charm.
As I was making small talk with the blond, I heard a woman scream
"bastard" towards me. She was quickly coming to where the blond and I
were seated. I did not recognize her, but assumed that she was one of my
earlier conquests. Damn, this bitch is going to ruin everything, I thought.
"You son of a bitch," she sounded drunk." "Why haven't you returned my
calls." "You told me that you loved me and after getting your with me, you
left me." She started to cry as she pushed me off my stool. "How many
women have screwed over?"
This dumb bitch was going to ruin my chances with the blond. I was about
to say something in my defense when the blond spoke.
"Look sister, he is with me now", said the blond, "And if you want him
back you will have to go through me." The blond stood from her stool and
got between me and the bitch. This seemed to intimidate the bitch.
"You want him, you can have him," stated the bitch and stormed out of the
bar.
Once the bitch left, the blond turned her attention to me. She put her mouth
to my left ear and whispered, "You must be a stud to make a girl so hot and
bothered like that?" "Finish your drink and lets go to my place."
There wasn't any argument from me. Her suggestion and her hot breath in
my ear already got my dick semi-hard.
I grabbed my glass and gulped it down. As I was gulping it, I had a brief
thought that the drink tasted a little strange. But I did not dwell on it. My
mind was on this hot woman by my side and the easy fifty dollars.
I put my arm around the blond and triumphantly walked towards the exit.
As we passed by where Jeff was sitting, I gave him a broad smile.
I was happy at that moment. But my happiness faded even before I could
reach the door of the bar. I could see and hear everything around me, but for
some reason I had trouble standing straight. I tried to ask the blond for help
but all I could do was babble. It was strange, I knew that I didn't drink that
much.
I know, I know, you think I am an idiot. You sit on your chair and think
that I should have realized that I was drugged . But at that time, that idea did
not cross my mind. After all, why would anyone want to drug a guy like
me? I never hurt anyone. I didn't realize that monsters like Susan existed.
The blond motioned one of the bouncers to come to us.
"My boyfriend had a little too much to drink, could you help him to my car,"
she asked the bouncer.
Soon after, couple of bouncers dragged me to the blonde's car.
After the bouncers left. The blond looked at me. "You don't recognize me
do you, Carl Harris?
I didn't know what she was talking about? I moved my head side to side.
She took off her wig. She had short brunette hair. She then rubbed some
liquid on her face and wiped her makeup off. It was Susan!!!!
I realize that to you, I must seem stupid for falling into this trap. I should
have recognized Susan. But put yourself in my shoes. I usually conquered
at least two women each week. Besides, I did not see Susan for a long time.
I simply forgot about her. In fact, if she was just about any other woman
that I conquered, I probably would not have recognized her even after she
took off her wig and makeup. I did not remember most of my conquests.
But Susan was different. She was so innocent.
You probably think that no one in the military is innocent. After all,
everyone in the military is trained to kill. But that was just it. She was a
contradiction. She was smart but at the same time naive. She was so sensual
yet so pure. It took me a long time and hard work to get between her legs.
But it was all worth it. Popping her cherry was a great challenge. I had to
use every trick in the book to accomplish the task. I told her that I loved her
and even proposed marriage. After several months of dating, she agreed to
go to bed with me.
Once I fucked her, the excitement was gone. I had conquered the
unconquerable. It was time for me to move on. When I ended our
"relationship", it devastated Susan. The way she cried, would have gotten to
some guys. But to me, it was some what gratifying to know that a woman
wanted me so much. It just confirmed my belief that I was the greatest gift to
women.
Don't get me wrong. I wasn't overly nasty to her anything. I even sugar
coated the break up by telling her "it was me, not you." But she kept
bothering me. Even several weeks after the break up, she called me every
night, begging for me to take her back. She kept asking me why I stopped
loving her.
I got really tired of her calling me all the time. Please believe me when I say
that I wasn't a bad guy, at least not at first. But she just would not take no
for an answer. I was just tired of her bothering me. I just wanted her off my
back. So I told her that I never loved her. What were my words exactly?
I said, "Get it through your silly head, I never loved you." "I just wanted
pussy." "Do you understand?"
You probably think that I was mean. I guess you are right. But even so, I
do not deserve this. I mean just look at what she has done to me. No man
should be made to do the things that I was made to do. Please help me.
What did she do to me exactly? It all started that night, the night I was
kidnapped. My head was spinning as I recalled Susan's last words after I told
her that all I wanted was pussy. "You will regret this some day."
At that time, I laughed at her. How dare she think that I would regret
breaking up with her. She was fun to conquer but that was all. The conquest
was over. I needed more challenges.
Discovering that the blond was actually Susan, made me feel a little anxious.
But I was not panicking yet. For all I knew, she just wanted to talk. The
dizziness overcame my anxiety and I fell asleep.
"Wake up," Susan said in her sweet voice.
I slowly fought off my drowsiness and tried to open my eyes. But no matter
how hard I tried I could not. What was weirder than not being able to open
my eyes, was the fact that I was calm. Normally, I would have been
panicking if I found out that I could not open my eyes, but I just felt calm.
That's not exactly right. I wasn't calm. I was numb.
With my vision impaired, I focused on my other senses. I could feel that I
was lying on a bed. I attempted to get up, and found out that I could not
move. I could not feel any ropes or other restraints. I just could not move.
Despite finding myself paralyzed, I still remained numb. I tried to speak, but
again was unsuccessful. I just laid there.
"You may open your eyes," Susan said.
All of a sudden, I was able to open my eyes. I still could not move, but I
could see the ceiling and Susan's upper body. She was looking down at me.
In her right hand, she held what looked like a large remote control.
I saw her push some keys in her controls and suddenly I sat up on the bed.
Through out this entire ordeal, I felt very little emotion. I still could not move
my arms or my lower body and could not look down at myself. But I was
able to move my head, slowly, side to side. Although I did not know what it
was then, that's when I first felt my new long hair. At that time, I just felt
something tickling my neck and back every time I moved my head.
In my sitting position, I looked around the room. My bed and I were in the
center of the room. Susan stood directly in front of me. She wore a white
medical coat. Couple feet behind Susan, stood two men dressed in military
uniform. One had an eagle on his helmet and the other had a gold leaf on his.
On the wall on the opposite side of Susan and the two soldiers, was a large
television screen. It displayed what ever I was looking at. When I looked at
it, I just saw infinite television screens inside infinite television screens.
"As you can see Colonel, we can see what ever she sees," said the Major.
At that time, I didn't know who he meant by "she". I guess that I was still
feeling a little dizzy.
"Is it true that he used to be a man?" asked the Colonel.
"Yes sir," said the Major, "The subject was once a civilian male named Carl
Harris."
The Colonel opened a folder and looked at some pictures.
"As you can see, we can make anyone look like anyone else." said the
Major. " The subject was approximately 28 years old male and now she
appears to be a female approximately 18 years old." I should have been
horrified by the implication of what they were saying, but I still remained
calm.
"But why go to the trouble?" the Colonel asked, "I understand that he is
partially robotic." "Why not just build a robot?"
"Well Colonel", the Major stated, "we do not have the technology to build a
realistic robot." "We cannot build a robot that looks like a human being."
"No matter how advanced, a robot just does not look real." "However, with
our current technology, we are capable of controlling humans, in essence,
making them into robots." "The difference is between constructing
something and constructing something that controls something that already
exists." "The latter is a lot easier to do."
"That's not entirely accurate," Susan said, "I mean, Major Dash is correct in
saying that robots are not convincing." "However, the problem is not how
they look, but with how they move and react." "Unfortunately, a robot's
moves seem unnatural." "Further, since a robot does not feel, it cannot
always react and behave appropriately at all times." "I can copy behavior and
program the robot, but if the robot faces something, in the field, that's
unexpected, then we may run into problems." "In contrast, my subjects can
draw on their experience as a human being and therefore act appropriately."
"Cathy, here, can move and act like a human because, in her essence, she is
a human."
The Colonel nodded his head.
I could not believe what they were saying. According to their statements, I
was not only a "she" but also some type of robot. You probably think that
this is impossible. I thought so too but soon learned that it was possible.
Once again, I urge you to check Dr. Jones' records, if you doubt what I say.
"Why did you choose him as the subject?" asked the Colonel.
"I chose her," answered Susan, "because I wanted to test the limits of our
abilities." "First, I wanted to test our abilities in utilizing plastic surgery."
"My team not only changed her superficial features but also bone structure
and body size."
"Second," Susan answered, "I wanted to test our ability to control the
subject." "I intend to make her do things that her male mind would normally
never do." "If I am successful, we will know that we can control anyone,
under any circumstances."
"Why is he just sitting there?" asked the Colonel.
"She is just sitting there because we ordered her to just sit there," stated the
Major.
"You mean she will do what ever we order her to do?" asked the Colonel.
The major smiled and responded by saying, "yes sir!"
"Yes, is the simple answer Colonel, but slightly misleading," said Susan.
"The correct answer is, I can control her if I determine that there is a need."
"As Major Dash explained earlier, we can see and hear everything she sees
and hears." "But we cannot feel, smell or taste." "Controlling her would
leave us with the same problems that we would face with a robot." "I would
be controlling her from a computer room and would not have all the data to
react properly to certain situations." "Awkward or strange behavior could
give us away." "If the enemy finds out about our capabilities and limitations,
then they will be able to conduct simple tests to distinguish the real people
from our subjects." "The delicate nature of our business require us to make
sure that never happens." "The only way to do this is to allow her to control
her actions." "Since she can feel, smell and taste, she can react
appropriately." "Furthermore her experiences as a human being will allow
her to behave just like a human."
"If we cannot control him, what good is he?" asked the Colonel.
"We can, and will control her," stated the Major.
"We won't control her unless its necessary," corrected Susan, "But I won't
let her loose." "I will always monitor her and order her to do what we want."
"Using the same surveillance technology that I installed into her body, I can
communicate our wishes directly into her ears." "Therefore she will know
exactly what we want from her." "If she refuses to obey, then I will take
control." "Once she learns how things work, she will obey us."
"How can you be so sure?" asked the Colonel.
"Given the choice of being completely controlled like a robot or simply being
made to follow orders, any human being will choose to follow orders,"
Susan said. "Its a win, win situation." "She gets to keep direct control over
her body and we get a more realistic spy." "Let me demonstrate."
Susan pushed more keys in her remote control.
I was now able to move my hands. I moved my hands up so that I could see
them. They were so delicate, so feminine. My fingers were thin and my
nails long. My hands looked like a woman's hands.
Being careful not to scratch myself with my long nails, I next examined my
face by touch. I did not believe how feminine and soft both my face and my
hands felt. My nose was small and my lips full. My eye lashes were long
and my eye brows were thin. I also felt the back of my head and the hair. It
was so long. Despite the shock and lack of belief of what I was feeling with
my hands, I did not have any emotional reaction. From my face and hair, I
moved my hands to explore my upper body. I touched soft hairless skin
which meant that I was at least partially nude. I should have been mortified,
but I still felt no emotion.
Susan pushed more keys on her remote. All of a sudden a flood of emotions
came to the surface. Although I was not able to scream aloud, I screamed in
my head over and over gain. I mourned for the apparent loss of masculinity.
As my hands touched my large tits, I began to cry. I could feel some of my
tears hit my tits. As my hands touched my tits, I began to feel a strange
feeling. My tits were so sensitive. When my nipples started to get hard, I
quickly removed my hands from my tits. It was embarrassing enough just to
have tits, I did not want everyone to see my tits get excited.
Susan spoke softly, almost in a whisper, into her remote control. But her
voice sounded loud and clear in my ears. "Cathy, play with your pussy," she
said.
"Pussy", I did not want to believe those words. I didn't have a pussy. She
couldn't be talking to me. But some how, deep inside, I knew instantly that
Cathy was my new name and that I was supposed to follow Susan's
command. But her order was too degrading. I could not touch that thing
between my legs. In my mind, touching it, would make the fact that I now a
girl, a reality. I could not do it. I wanted to beg for mercy but was still
unable to speak. Not being able to do anything else, I wiped the tears off my
face and tits and just sat there.
Susan pushed more keys and my right hand involuntarily moved towards my
private area. My attempts to stop my hand were futile. Eventually my hand
touched my pussy. My touch confirmed that I no longer had a dick. I was a
girl. Even worse, I was a naked girl who was about to play with her pussy
in front of others. The shame was so over whelming that I started to cry
again. As Susan and the men watched, I rubbed my pinky against my
clitoris, and inserted my middle finger in and out of my pussy. My tears
followed freely as I played with my pussy. But even as the tears followed, I
started to moan as I finger fucked myself.
"As you can see, I am partially controlling her at this time," Susan said. "I
am controlling her movements but allowing her to cry." "Her tears and facial
reaction are real." "However her hand and arm motions are controlled by
me." "This demonstrates that we are able to control her partially in order to
create the desired effect." "You will also notice some subtle awkwardness in
her movement." "In contrast to when she was playing with her breasts, the
subject does not look natural." "A person, not suspecting anything unusual,
will not notice it." "However a trained eye, or even a careful look by a
suspecting person could, detect the unusually mechanical movements."
"Please notice how she does not relax her muscles." "Her movements are too
choppy and repetitive." "In other words, a human touch is lacking." "Of
course, I could, with practice, improve her actions by carefully controlling
every muscle but that would take a lot of energy and time." "Also, that
technique can be faulty if we encounter an unexpected challenge." "Letting
her act naturally will mean that she will be better able to deal with unexpected
problems."
Despite "not being natural", my masturbation show was causing a noticeable
bulge in the men's pants. It was so embarrassing.
You think that you could have controlled yourself, don't you. You think I
lacked will power. That's untrue. I tried with all my energy to stop finger
fucking myself but I could not.
"Does she know what she is doing?" asked the Colonel still staring at my
finger go in and out of my pussy.
"Yes, sir," answered the Major.
"If we did not let her keep full consciousness during periods where I take
control of her actions then there would be gaps in her memory." Susan
answered, "Such gaps could be a problem and therefore must not occur."
"My goal is to make a spy that will obey us like a robot, but act and behave
like a human being." "To that end, I allowed Cathy to keep all her prior
memories and feelings." "I believe that her experience will help her to be
more like a human being."
As my finger fucking intensified, I became more and more aroused. My
middle finger was dripping with pussy juice. I wanted to stop moaning but
could not.
"She seems to be enjoying herself," stated the Colonel.
"Yes sir," answered the Major, she is enjoying her self."
"Yes and no," answered Susan. "I am able to produce any physical reaction
to a stimulus." "As you can tell by the moaning, I am giving her a mild, but
pleasurable sexual feeling." "However mental stimulus is another matter all
together." "I cannot make her mentally feel something without damaging who
she is." "Damaging her mind would make her into a normal robot who needs
to be fully controlled." "We cannot allow that to happen." "Therefore,
mentally, she will maintain full control at all times." "Consequently, she is
probably experiencing depression and shame." "The fact that she is still
masturbating despite the depression and shame, demonstrates how
completely I can control her."
"You mean, we cannot control her brain," the Colonel said.
"It's not advisable," said Susan. "The best I can do is to temporarily
neutralize her emotions." "But even this may have unexpected an unwanted
side effects that I do not want to risk." "Therefore, I recommend that we use
the emotional dulling controls sparingly." "But remember Colonel, that we
can control her movements, so controlling her mind is unnecessary."
"I am still not convinced," said the Colonel. "I really don't see anything
unusual with her finger fucking." "It looks natural to me."
"How about a different demonstration?" said the Major to Susan.
Susan briefly looked like she wasn't sure what to do next. However, only
seconds later, Susan punched more keys on her remote.
Suddenly I regained control over my body. Immediately, I stopped
masturbating and wiped the pussy juice on my finger on to the bed. I got off
the bed and tried to run towards the exit. As I moved I felt my tits giggle.
As soon as I left the bed, I lost control of my body and was moved back to
the bed. Once in bed, I regained control over my body. I briefly thought
about attacking Susan and stealing her remote. However, I gave up on that
idea because I knew that with my current body the two men could easily
subdue me even if I was able to get the remote from Susan. Not having any
other options, I covered my tits with my right hand while covering my pussy
with my other hand. If I could not escape, I could at least hide my shame.
Susan again spoke softly into her remote, "Cathy, suck the Colonel's dick."
I could not express my destain for Susan's latest command by speech. But I
shook my head side to side violently and moved as far as I could away from
the men without getting off the bed.
Why didn't I leave the bed, you ask. I didn't want to lose control of my
body as I did when I left the bed before. I was afraid of what Susan might
make me do.
"Suck the Colonel's dick now, or I will make you suck the major's dick
too," Susan said into her remote.
I was horrified and disgusted by Susan's orders and refused to do the
terrible act.
"I guess she wants to taste all of you," Susan said. By punching in some
keys on her remote, Susan took control over my actions.
Despite my internal objections, I stopped covering my body with my hands.
As I got off the bed and walked over to the men, the men watched my naked
body with interest. The Colonel seemed especially interested with my
bouncing tits. Once I came face to face with the Colonel, I dropped to my
knees. Using tender loving care, I pulled down the Colonels' zipper and
reached in and pulled out his cock from his underwear. My mind was
screaming for me to stop this disgusting act. But I continued by putting my
lips to the Colonel's cock. For the third time that day, I started to cry. As
tears flowed from my eyes, I tasted the Colonel's pre-cum. Despite my
mental hesitations, my mouth opened and swallowed the Colonel's cock.
The worst part of this ordeal was the physical sensations I felt as I sucked the
cock. Despite hating every moment of the ordeal, I found my body being
sexually turned on by my degrading act. My nipples became hard and my
pussy wet. I even started to moan. The physical pleasure that I was
receiving was even more intense than the sensations I felt while playing with
my pussy. I felt totally dirty. After what seemed like an eternity of sucking,
the Colonel came in my mouth. Instead of withdrawing, I eagerly drank his
cum. As I swallowed the Colonel's cum, I too orgasmed. If it wasn't for the
cock in my mouth muffling me, the whole base could have heard my moans.
Still crying, I cleaned the Colonel's cock with my tongue. Once, it became
soft, I gently put his cock back into his pants and zipped it up. Still under
Susan's control, I actually said in a very high feminine voice, "Thank you for
letting me suck your cock, Colonel."
As soon as I said the dreadful words, Susan pushed the keys on the remote
control and I had control over my actions.
"Now suck the Major's cock on your own or I will let them fuck you," said
Susan into the remote.
I learned from the prior incident, that Susan did not bluff. If I had obeyed
Susan earlier, I could have gotten away with just sucking one cock. As
awful as the act of sucking another man off was, getting fucked was even
worse.
After stalling as much as possible, I eventually dropped to my knees in front
of the Major and sucked on his cock. As before, I felt great physical pleasure
from the disgraceful act. But this time I had full control over what I was
doing. In order to end the ordeal as soon as possible, I tried my best to bring
the Major off quickly. The Major rewarded my efforts by joining me in
moaning. My feminine moans were joined by the Major's masculine moans.
I wished that I was deaf so that I could stop hearing the horrible love making
sounds. I wanted to hide in shame.
As I pleasured the Major, Susan commented to the Colonel how natural I
looked sucking the Major's cock. Susan argued that I was doing a much
better job of sucking cock on my own than with her controls. She stated that
I looked mechanical when I was sucking the Colonel off. Susan stated that ,
in contrast, I looked like an excellent cock sucker, now that I was in control.
She pointed out how I was able to react to the Major and thereby learn to
pleasure him more. She pointed out every little thing I did differently by
stating that I was trying new techniques. If I tried to do same thing, she
argued that I must have learned the best way to suck the Major's cock and
was using that knowledge to be a better cock sucker. She stated that a robot
could not do what I was doing to the Major's cock.
Finally the Major came in my mouth. As before, I experienced an orgasm as
I swallowed the Major's cum. I wanted to spit out the fowl liquid, but was
afraid of the consequences. So dutifully I sucked the Major dry and put his
cock in his pants before zipping him up.
I was more ashamed of my self then ever before. In fact, I even
contemplated suicide.
The Colonel looked at my depressed form and said. "Dr. Jones, I agree that
she seems to be a better cocksucker on her own then she is under your
control." "But I like to feel it for myself."
"I will be more than happy to oblige, Colonel." Susan said and then spoke
again into her remote. "Suck the Colonel's dick now, or I will let him fuck
you."
Not knowing how to escape from this horrible nightmare, I once again took
out the Colonel's cock. As I did with the Major, I tried my best to bring the
Colonel off quickly. Despite cumming already, the Colonel quickly
deposited another load of cum in my mouth.
"She really is a better cocksucker on her own," said the Colonel.
Susan whispered into her remote, "Thank the Colonel for calling you a good
cocksucker, or I will make you suck off the Major again.
With ever growing shame, I said in my softest, most feminine voice, "Thank
you Colonel."
"That's it for today, Gentlemen," Susan said," The demonstration will
continue in six months when we test her in a non-controlled environment."
"Why not test her tonight?" the Colonel asked, "Or perhaps tomorrow?"
"Please remember Colonel that our Cathy just became a girl." "Although she
moves and reacts normally as a human being, she does not move or react
normally as a girl." "In order for her to look normal, she must be trained."
"She will receive lessons on cock sucking, and learn other feminine acts."
"But with so much to learn, she needs time." Susan pushed the keys on her
remote and I, once again, lost control over my body. My emotional feelings
of dread and shame slowly faded. As before, I felt numb.
"Six months," the Colonel stated, "that's too long." "If you want further
financial backing, we need to see field proven results quickly.
"Yes sir," the Major stated, "the good Doctor is being overly cautions." "We
will have the subject ready in two months."
Susan's facial expression indicated that she was angry. "That's impossible,"
stated Susan.
"Nothing is impossible, Doctor," said the Colonel.
"But, you don't understand the difficulty of programming..." Susan said.
"But, nothing Doctor," the Colonel said, "you will get her ready in two
months." "That's an order."
"If I am going to get her ready by such a short time then I will need
assistance," said Susan.
"You have your staff," the Colonel said, "and Major Dash will also help
you." "Won't you major?"
"Yes sir," stated the Major.
"I need someone else," Susan said. "Someone who can help me train her."
"I need someone who has special knowledge."
"If that someone does not pose a security risk," the Colonel said, "I
authorize you to add one more person to your research team." "Then that's
that, I expect field proven results in exactly two months." "Is that
understood?"
"Yes sir," both Susan and the Major responded in unison.
As the men walked out of the room, I could hear them commenting on what
a good lay, I would be. But instead of feeling mortified by these comments,
I just felt numb.
"Sleep, Cathy," Susan said as she changed the settings on her remote.
I walked over to the bed and laid down. As soon as my head came into
contact with the bed, I lost consciousness.
"Cathy, wake up," I heard Susan's voice.
I woke up and opened my eyes. Unlike the previous time, I had full control
over my body. One quick look and it was obvious that I was still a girl. This
was the first time I saw my body, as I was too preoccupied to see it before.
My eyes confirmed that I looked perfect for a girl. Looking at my large tits
and ass and the pussy between my legs, I could not deny the fact that my
body was perfect for a girl. The problem was that I wasn't a girl. Memories
of me sucking cocks returned. I was so ashamed, I began to cry.
"That's enough of that," Susan said startlingly me. I was so busy looking at
my new body that I did not notice her in the room. She punched the keys in
her remote. All of a sudden I stopped crying. I wanted to cry and definitely
felt horrible enough to cry, but no tears came out of my eyes.
A quick look around the room, confirmed that Susan and I were alone. This
was a perfect opportunity to take the remote from her and try to escape.
"Today, you start your lessons in femininity," Susan said. "Come with
me."
She was going to take me out of this room and by doing so she would show
me some of the layout of the rest of the facility. This could be very valuable
to my escape. So, I decided to bid my time.
Meekly, I followed Susan out of the room and down a hallway. Once I was
in the hallway, I saw that my chances of escape were none existent. Armed
guards stood in attention in every corner. As the guards stared at me, I
became all too aware of my naked condition. I tried to cover myself with my
small hands but the bulges in the soldiers' pants made it clear that I was still
providing a show for the men.
Finally she led me into a room. The room was actually a small efficiency.
On the right side of the main room was a restroom with a bathtub and a toilet.
On the left side, was a small kitchen. Right next to the kitchen, there was a
small table and two chairs. The room it self was decorated in a feminine
fashion. The wall paper was made out of a flower pattern. The queen size
bed, in the room, was draped in silk covers. There was a large dresser with a
mirror and a closet full of women's clothing.
"Where the hell is she?" asked Susan.
The question was not directed at me. And since I did not know what Susan
was talking about, I decided to remain quiet.
A few minutes later I heard a knock on the door.
"Cathy, open the door," said Susan into the remote.
Not wanting to lose control over my body, I decided to follow her
instruction. I walked to the door and opened it. When I saw the person
standing on the other side of the door, I almost had a heart attack. Sarah, my
second oldest sister stood staring at my naked form.
"This can't be him," Sarah asked Susan.
You can imagine how terrible the situation was. One of my own sister was
looking at my transformed body.
"Sarah, you know who I am?" I asked meekly, hoping against hope that she
did not know who I was.
Standing in front of my sister, I learned how much I changed. Except
when I was very young, I was always taller than Sarah. But now, I was
actually looking up at my sister. I felt so tiny. But it wasn't just the physical
change. I used to intimidate my sisters. After all, I was a man and they were
nothing but girls. But now, she intimidated me.
"I guess she really is Carl," Sarah said, "She looks so different."
"Her name is now Cathy," Susan said, "Don't ever use the other name to
refer to her again."
While Sarah carefully examined my body, Susan changed the setting on the
remote. All of a sudden, I could cry, and cry is what I did. I cried my heart
out. In the past, I never would have shown my sisters any vulnerabilities.
Now, I was actually crying in front one of my sisters.
"Sarah, you must help me," I said.
"I will help you, little sis," Sarah replied.
I could not bare the fact that my sister referred to me as a "sis".
"I will help you to become a little girl," Sarah said.
My own sister was going to help Susan. I could not bare standing in front
of her while her eyes examined every curve of my body. I felt so ashamed. I
turned around and quickly ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
From the bathroom I heard Susan and Sarah's conversation.
"You will find everything you need in this room," Susan said "Remember, I
will be monitoring her from the control room so you should not be in any
danger."
"I am not worried about that," Sarah said, "she is so small that I don't think
she could hurt a fly." "It's amazing what you have done to her." "She used
to be such a macho guy."
"Yes, I know," Susan said, "But don't let appearances fool you." "My
guess is that she still retains some of her old masculine characteristics."
"Your job is to change that by reprogramming her."
I still could not believe that my own sister was going to betray me. She was
going to try to reprogram me. At that time, I wasn't sure what that was, but
it sounded terrible. The fact that my own sister was going to do it to me,
made it even worse. It's true, I never got along with my sisters, but at the
same time, never expected that one of them would play a hand in such an evil
scheme against me.
"Good luck," Susan said.
A few minutes later, I heard Susan's voice in my ear. "Unlock the door and
get out of the restroom now."
I couldn't. I just couldn't bare seeing myself in my sister's eye. Despite not
wanting to get out of the restroom, that's exactly what I did. More precisely,
that's what Susan made me do.
Without any control over my action, Susan made me try out every clothing in
the closet. Sarah instructed me in women's fashion, while Susan made sure
that my behavior and actions were feminine. Susan would let me know how
I was supposed to behave. She let me know by words and demonstrations,
how I was supposed to move. "Always move in small mincing steps."
"Remember to gyrate your behind." "You should gesture elegantly with your
hands." "Don't forget to cross your legs." After telling me what to do, Susan
moved me that way in order to demonstrate what she wanted.
Sarah, on the other hand, commented on different panties, lingerie, tights,
leotards, bikinis, skirts, dresses, and other feminine garments. Sarah told me
what matched with what and demonstrated it by making me wear the
matching clothing. Once in while she made me wear something that did not
match to demonstrate the problem. By the time I was finished trying out all
the women's clothing, I also made to talk about women's fashion. All this
activity exhausted me. If I had control over my body, I probably would have
just collapsed.
Unfortunately, I was not allowed to take control over my actions. I was
made to wear a simple dress and an apron. Once appropriately dressed,
Sarah began instructing me on how to cook while at the same time talking
about our old family life. But instead of talking about what really happened,
Sarah would talk about the past as if I was always a girl. She would talk
about how we, "the five sisters" used to play with dolls. She told me about
playing different roles and that I always used to volunteer to be the baby girl.
At first I just ignored her but soon, Susan made me join in talking about the
fake past with seeming glee.
As I was made to prepare the food, I realized how starved I was. The smell
of the food was intoxicating. I was so hungry that I almost forgot my
torment. I wanted desperately to eat something but I was not allowed to. It
was sheer hell touching all that food without being allowed to eat. When the
food preparation was completed, I hoped that I would be allowed to eat at
least the salad.
No such luck. Susan gave me back control over my body but warned me
against doing anything that I was not told to do. Despite being able to
control my body, I was still not free.
Once I nodded my understanding of Susan's instructions, Sarah told me to
keep the main dishes on the warm setting. She also told me to put the desert
in the oven. Then she told to put the salad in the refrigerator. I did everything
Sarah told me to do, while trying my best to move as Susan instructed.
When my focus was in Sarah's instruction on what goes where, I would
forget how I should move my body. When I tried to move as Susan
instructed, I mistakenly placed the salad fork on the wrong side. Getting
instructions from two people at once was hard enough, but at the same time I
had to carry on a conversation about my past as a girl. Susan and Sarah lead
the conversation to how I was daddy's favorite little girl. It was difficult and
I had to concentrate very hard. In fact my deep concentration of what I was
doing, left me little to think and therefore I was only reacting. Sarah would
lecture me and Susan would threaten me if I made any mistakes. I was afraid
that my mistakes would give Susan an excuse to take control over my body.
My fear was that she would make me do horrible things. Because I tried my
best to learn everything Sarah and Susan told me, I was able to maintain
control over my body. I guessed that as long as I tried, they were willing to
let me make mistakes.
After the table was set. Sarah told me to take a bath. I was disappointed that
I was not allowed to eat, but taking a bath didn't seem that bad. After all I
wasn't sure when I showered last and guessed that I didn't smell too good.
Pursuant to Sarah's instructions, I went into the bathroom and took a bath.
Unfortunately, I was not even allowed privacy while taking a bath. Susan's
voice spoke in my ear telling me how I should move even in the bathtub. At
the same time, Sarah insisted in continuing our conversation of our days as
little girls. While the bath itself was pleasing, I was annoyed by the fact that I
could not escape Susan or Sarah.
When Sarah informed me that I was taking to long, I got out of the tub and
dried myself with a towel. Once dry, I wrapped myself with a towel and
stepped out.
"Good, you look feminine with a towel wrapped around your body like
that," Sarah said. "But you also need one for your hair."
Sarah and I went back into the bathroom. In there, she showed me how to
wrap the towel so that my hair would dry.
After checking the food, I was told to sit in front of the dresser mirror. For
the first time since my transformation, I was able to see my face. Staring me
from the mirror was a beautiful blond. Despite looking sad, the girl's eyes
sparkled. Her lips were lovely and her nose was tiny. She was so sensual
yet had an innocent look about her. Carl, I mean I would have gone for her in
a minute. Unfortunately that beautiful girl was me. As I sat staring at
myself, Sarah applied make up on me.
With each makeup application, Sarah instructed me on the makeup and what
it was designed to do. She showed me how to apply it and warned me of
common mistakes women make when applying makeup. I learned that there
are many different shades of red. I also learned about skin care products and
foundation. During this entire ordeal, Susan constantly reminded me on how
I was supposed to move. When the makeup lesson was over, I saw an even
more striking girl staring back from the mirror.
I checked on the food once more, then sat in front of the mirror once again.
Sarah removed the towel that wrapped my hair. She gave me a brush and
told me to brush it. Like a girl, I sat painstakingly brushing my hair. In the
mean time, Susan let me know how a girl moves her hands. After several
minutes of brushing my hair, Sarah showed me how to style my hair.
Before my transformation, I didn't realize how hard it was for women to get
ready. I was learning quickly. After taking the desert out of the oven, I
placed it in the refrigerator. I was finally allowed to taste the main dishes.
Only half a spoon full of each to check if they tasted alright. I was so hungry
that I wanted to eat everything in sight, but knew that doing so may have
disastrous consequences. Not wanting to risk it, I suppressed my hunger.
Sarah also tasted the food and helped me to determine that one of the dishes
needed more salt.
Next, I was told to put on some clothing. Sarah told me to pick out a
matching panty and bra set. I went into the closet and picked out the least
sexy set. They were plain beige color. With Sarah's help I put them on. I
felt shame at wearing the feminine garment. But before I could wallow in
self pity, Sarah gave me further instructions. She told me to carefully put the
towels back on the hanger in the restroom. I once again, meekly obeyed.
After checking on the food one more time, I determined that they were ready.
I hoped that I would finally be allowed to eat. In a sweet feminine voice I
asked, "Sarah, can we eat now?"
"No silly girl, you must get dressed first."
In hopes of getting something to eat soon, I quickly picked out a shirt and
tights combination. I didn't want to wear a dress or skirt but could not find
any pants.
Susan continued to talk to me, even when I began putting on the clothing that
I picked out. She kept reminding me to move in feminine manner. As I was
getting dressed, I heard a knock at the door.
"Your date is finally here," said Sarah.
"What," I asked.
"I am going to let him in, so you better get dressed quickly," Sarah said as
she walked towards the door.
Not knowing what else was in store for me and not wanting to face it halve
naked, I quickly got dressed. As soon as I saw the effect of the tights on my
body, I knew that I made a mistake. Unfortunately it hugged my body so
tightly that it left nothing to the imagination. The tiny shirt did nothing to hide
my body either. Unfortunately, my tits were displayed by the tight shirt and
my stomach was completely bare. My curves were accented. Worse yet, was
the smooth crotch area that did nothing to hide the fact that I now had a
pussy. A blouse and long skirt combination would have been better. My
thoughts were interrupted by a male voice.
"You look beautiful," said Major Dash.
I blushed remembering that Sarah said that my date was here.
"I better leave you two love birds alone," Sarah said and left the room.
"You will be free as long as you act like a girl on a date," Susan said.
There was silence.... I did not hear Susan's constant orders of how to move
in feminine manners. For the first time, since coming to this room, I did not
hear Susan's voice or Sarah's. It was strange. In a way, I got accustomed to
hearing them constantly. But the quiet was good. It was definitely less
exhaustive.
"Smells good, what did you make?" asked the Major.
For a brief second, I thought about telling him to fuck off. But I dismissed
this thought quickly. Now that I got used to the quiet, I was enjoying it.
Besides, I was hungry and a date would mean that I would get to eat. I
decided, that for at least the time being, to play along with the charade.
I smiled at the Major and said in my feminine voice, "Something special for
you." "Please make yourself comfortable and I will bring in the food."
Each time I went into kitchen to bring various dishes, I saw the major staring
at my gyrating butt. I again cursed myself for choosing the tights. I wanted
to stop moving my butt in a provocative manner, but was afraid of the
consequence.
Finally, I finished bringing all the dishes except for the desert. Knowing that
I should still behave like a girl I took small bites of the food while the Major
wolfed down the food.
Before I was finished with my meal, the Major asked, "So what's for
desert?"
"I made cherry pie," I said.
"I'd rather have your cherry from your sweet pie," the Major said as his
hands reached for my pussy.
The minute his hand touched my pussy, I slapped his hand away. It was an
instinctional reaction, but I paid dearly for it. Immediately, Susan took
control of my body.
Without even a word, I walked out of the room into the hallway. As I
walked down the hallway, Susan's voice came over the intercom. "Any
soldier in sector C, building 12, that want's a blow job is authorized to get it
from the blond walking in the hall." "If you want it, just unzip your pants
and she will find you." To my dismay, I heard several zippers going down.
Soon I found myself kneeling in front of a soldier sucking his cock. After I
swallowed his semen, I crawled to the next soldier and sucked his cock.
Each time a man came in my mouth, I also orgasmed. My panties were
soaking wet in no time. I wanted to desperately stop what I was doing or at
least let out my horrified emotions by crying. But Susan did not let me do
either. If this was the consequence of disobeying Susan, then I vowed never
to cross her again. After servicing ten men, I returned to the room.
The Major was still seated where I left him. I sat next to him and placed the
Major's hand gently on my pussy. As if nothing had happened, he rubbed
my pussy through the tights. In moments, I regained control over my body.
After playing with my pussy for a few minutes, the Major smiled and said,
"Let's go to bed."
I was afraid of the implications of the words muttered by the Major. But
instead of saying no, I held the Major's hand and walked with him to my
bed. My body shook with the fear of what was coming next. He held me in
his arms and kissed me on my lips. I tried to pull away but he was too
strong. He lifted me with ease and placed me on the bed. He then tore my
shirt and removed my bra. Once my tits were freed, Major Dash, massaged
my right tit with his left hand. His hand on my tit felt so good, that I did not
notice his other hand taking off my tights and panties. I was completely
naked, in the Major's presence again.
He quickly undressed and laid down by my side. His right hand gently
guided my hand to his enlarged dick. Not wanting to have to suck more
soldiers off, I gave the Major a hand job.
"Put my dick in your pussy," the Major said.
I almost leaped out of bad, but was able to control myself before doing the
punishable act. As a tear flowed down my face, I guided his dick into my
pussy. When his dick touched my pussy, I gasped at the feeling. A man
was about to enter me. I delayed as long as I could, but knew in the end that
I would get fucked no matter what. My only choice was to have him fuck me
voluntarily or involuntarily. If I chose not to cooperate, I knew that Susan
would punish me. I was afraid that her punishment may involve me getting
fucked by all the soldiers in the hall way. So, reluctantly, I pulled the dick
into my pussy.
At first, the Major allowed my hands to guide his dick in and out of my
pussy. But soon, he was the one controlling the action. He got on top of me
and started to fuck me in earnest. Despite the overwhelming shame, I felt
great physical pleasure. I tried my best not to enjoy the humiliating act. But
found my self moaning loudly. I was sure that the soldiers could hear our
fucking. In the end, when the Major deposited his semen into my pussy, I
came with him.
The rest of my days at the military facility were similar. I would wake up
each morning and do aerobic exercises with Sarah. After a light snack, I
would get my lesson of the day from Sarah. She thought me all the
traditionally feminine arts, including sowing, cleaning, skin care, child
rearing, typing, fashion, cooking, walking in heels and makeup. After the
lesson she allowed me to eat another light snack. The workout, lessons and
the light meals, left me exhausted and hungry. During the evenings, I
prepared dinner and got ready for my date with Major Dash.
Through out the day, Susan constantly told me how to move and act and
Sarah and I discussed our lives as little girls or my dates with Major Dash. I
was not allowed any privacy even when I bathed or used the facilities. In
fact, Susan took extra time commenting on how I should sit while peeing.
If I showed any signs of rebellion or if I failed to improve, Susan took
control of my body. If the offense was minor, she would show me the
proper way of doing things by controlling my movements. If the offense
was considered major, she would make me go out of the room and give a
soldier or two, a blow job. I quickly learned to obey every command and to
avoid doing anything that could be considered masculine.
The only time that I had any resemblance to a normal existence, was during
my dates with Major Dash. Both Susan and Sarah left me alone during my
dates. That was the only time I got to relax. If I was nice, I would get to eat
a nice meal. Sometimes, Major Dash would even bring a gift or a movie. He
usually gave me flowers or stuffed bears, which I had to pretend to love. But
once in while, he brought chocolates which I actually did like.
During the movie nights, the Major would cart in a television and VCR. We
mostly watched love movies. During kissing scenes he would kiss me. I
even kissed back. During the night, he would fuck me. After fucking me,
the Major held me in his arms as we slept.
Soon, I started to enjoy his company and looked forward to seeing him.
Don't get me wrong, I still hated having to do the sexual acts with him. The
fact that I derived physical pleasure from the acts made it even worse. It was
worse because it made me feel more guilty and dirty.
But despite this shame and guilt, I started to enjoy his friendly personality. I
think that under different circumstances we could have been friends.
I guess that deep inside I knew that he was all part of the plan to program
me. And therefore, at least deep inside, I hated him. However that fact did
not change the way I acted with him. I still jumped up and down with glee
every time I saw him. I sucked his cock and spread my legs for him. To any
casual observer, I probably looked like a girl in love. Then it ended.
One day, without any prior warnings, Susan came into my room.
"Hello Cathy," she said, "Tonight is a special night."
"You mean, I said, "I get to see Major Dash."
I know what you are thinking. I am ashamed of myself for having said that.
But I had to. I knew that it was expected of me. Please understand that I
could not bare the idea of having to suck off more soldiers. I had to give her
what ever she wanted. Besides, I kind of liked the Major.
"No, you silly girl." Susan said, "In fact, you will probably never see him
again."
I am embarrassed to admitted it, but I was actually sad by the prospect of
never seeing Major Dash again.
"Tonight is special because it is the night of your debut as One Night Stand
Cathy," Susan said.
I looked at Susan with open mouth.
She laughed, "Yes, I know about your nickname." "I understand that you
were fond of it." "So I decided that you should keep it."
I was frightened by the implication of such a nickname. "Why?" I asked.
"Simple," Susan said, "the Colonel wants to test you out in the field."
"What better way of testing whether we have full control over you than
making you have sex with men."
"Why me?" I asked.
"You dare ask me that?" she said.
I suddenly became afraid of her and quickly said, "no."
"Then you know why I volunteered you," said Susan.
I nodded yes.
"Tell me," she said.
Frightened into submission, I thought about what I had done to her that
might have made her angry with me. In my mind what I did to her could
never justify what she did to me. However, in order to keep her from
making me do more nasty things, I had to give her an answer that she liked.
"I never cared about you."
"Go on," she said.
"I pretended to love you when I really didn't," I said.
"Yes, that's right." Susan said, "All you wanted was pussy." "Well, now
you have one."
I lowered my head.
"I told you that you would regret telling me that's all you wanted."