Bikini Beach: The Activist
By Elrod W
It was a quiet afternoon. So far, business had been quite good,
but this late in the afternoon, it always slowed down. Still, a
few people liked to slip in a little late swim and waterplay, so
the ticket booth had to stay open. To divert herself from the
obvious boredom, Anya wore headphones over her long dark hair;
her choice of music didn't quite agree with her grandmother's, so
the headphones were a compromise. She was really enjoying the
tunes, too. Then it hit her. The feeling. Anya's eyes narrowed,
and she cocked her head. Slowly, like a radar searching, she
scanned the parking lot.
There. Anya's eyes focused on the silvery-colored Lexus, and more
specifically, on the gentleman sitting behind the wheel. She
studied him as carefully as he was studying the gate. Early
thirties? Trim. Not the kind of face that drove women crazy.
Small dark lenses in oval wire-rimmed frames. And what of the
eyes behind the sunglasses? Anya reached out with her mind,
probing delicately. No reason to be blunt; in fact, there was
every reason to be subtle. Some people were magic-sensitive. And
if this guy were a user...
Anya sighed, as she sensed no magical aura; even a powerful
wizard had difficulty disguising his or her aura. But there was
something. Intelligence. Very strong intelligence. The man - a
name floated to her - Nelson Davis - possessed a powerful
intellect. And more - a very real sense of purpose. Nelson Davis
was not sitting in his Lexus, idling so the air conditioner would
fend off the stifling summer heat, to watch girls. There was some
other purpose. Anya swallowed and took a deep breath. As she
slowly let it out, she closed her eyes and let her mind reach out
even more.
Without warning, Nelson put his car in gear and pulled slowly
from his parking spot. Anya gasped - had she given herself away?
- and reached out in desperation. As the Lexus turned onto the
main road, she got a fading glimpse. There was no alarm. Just as
sense of - determination. About what, though, Anya had no idea.
***
Vicky had the early shift, and business was quite brisk this
morning. She saw the Harwins - Mike and Cindy and little Jimmy
and his sister Nichole. Obviously, they were here for another day
of fun. As Mike led his family through the turnstile, Vicky stole
a glance out toward the parking lot, scanning to see if there
were more customers for her. And she spotted it. The silver Lexus
- just like Anya had described. She checked; sure enough, a man
wearing sunglasses was seated behind the wheel. Vicky felt a
chill; despite that, she pasted on a smile.
"Excuse me for a moment," she said to a young lady inquiring
about membership. Vicky picked up the phone and punched a few
numbers in quick succession. "Boss, the guy Anya was talking
about - he's back." She spoke in a hushed tone, away from the
window; no sense worrying the customers. After a moment, Vicky
hung up the phone and turned back to her customer. "I'm sorry for
the interruption. Now, what kind of membership would you be
interested in?" she asked politely.
The old woman didn't feel like any subtlety. As she pushed open
the door of her office building, she pulled a pair of sunglasses
down over her eyes. With a deliberate stride, she crossed her
parking lot toward the car.
Nelson Davis glanced up, and saw the old woman walking toward
him. A frown started to form; he was still observing, and wasn't
ready. On the other hand, he had never in his life backed down
from a confrontation. He shut off the key and crawled out of his
car.
The old woman marched right up to him. She looked intimidating,
despite being considerably shorter than Nelson's six feet. He
took careful measure of the woman; she was old - perhaps nearing
sixty - but seemed to be in remarkable shape. Her figure was
imposing of itself; she was large, but definitely not fat. There
was not a trace of fear in her walk, or her stance.
"May I help you?" she demanded.
Nelson was, for the first time in a very long time, almost at a
loss for words. Almost. He hadn't gotten to his station in life
by being intimidated often. "I'm just doing some observing," he
said lightly, trying to sound charming and non-threatening.
The old woman didn't buy it. "This is the second day you've
watched my park. Why?"
Nelson smiled. He had to admire the brutal honesty of this woman.
"Third, actually." He was hoping she'd be thrown off by his
candid admission, and that she hadn't noticed him sooner. "I'm
just kind of curious about your clientele," he finally admitted.
The old woman nodded slowly. "Well, you needn't bother. This is a
private park, for ladies only. I respect the privacy of my
patrons."
Nelson felt a brief surge of triumph. "Yes, that agrees with what
I've observed," he said. "I think I've seen all I need to see."
The old woman felt her jaw muscles tighten. "I'll have to ask you
to leave," she said softly. "This is private property."
If she'd expected Nelson to cower in fear and scurry off like a
frightened rat, she was disappointed. Nelson carried himself with
calm and poise as he climbed into his Lexus. With a polite nod of
his head toward the old woman, he started the car and eased
slowly and deliberately out of the parking lot toward the main
road.
The old woman watched him go, and then stared for several moments
after his car. "Something tells me that he's trouble," she
muttered to herself.
***
Anya glanced out of the booth, and frowned when she saw the
silver Lexus again. She began to reach for the phone, and then
stopped when she saw Nelson get out of his car and walk toward
the booth.
Nelson was expressionless as he stepped to the booth. Anya pasted
on a smile; inside, she was wary of this man. "May I help you?"
she asked cheerfully.
Nelson merely stared at her. "I'd like to buy a ticket," he said
simply.
Anya sighed. Not again... "Sir, this is a private park, and
admission is limited to members only. We don't sell tickets."
Nelson reached in his pocket and pulled out a notebook. He made a
few scribbles, and then turned back to Anya. "How does one become
a member of this park?"
Anya's eyes narrowed. Mr. Davis was up to something, she could
tell. Still, he asked a legitimate question. "We sell
memberships. Members can purchase guest passes, and we have a few
limited guest passes - depending on how many members are using
the facility any given day."
Nelson peered into his notebook as he scribbled furiously.
Finally, he shut the notebook, and as he slid it back into his
shirt pocket, he smiled up at Anya. "Thank you. You've been most
helpful." He turned and walked back to his car. Within seconds,
the car was a spot vanishing in the distance. Anya picked up the
telephone. "Grandmother, he was here again." She paused for a
brief moment. "He was asking about memberships."
***
It was almost a week later; Anya had yet another shift in the
booth. She wished - desperately - that the old woman would hire
another worker. The booth was important, but it was very boring.
Well, mostly boring, Anya conceded. A grin flitted across her
features as she thought of the fraternity jock trying to pick up
girls. She'd made sure he got what he wanted - a very busty blond
with nothing but sex on her mind.
She was so distracted by the thought of that change that Anya
almost didn't sense the man approaching. With a start, she turned
to see him. He was a small, wiry man, dressed in a suit and tie;
it was obvious to anyone that he was not a customer. His face
seemed as if cast in the dour expression he wore. "I would like
to speak to the proprietor," he announced before Anya could give
her greeting.
Anya did a quick scan. The man was all business. She pointed to
the low gray building. "My grandmother is in her office," she
responded. The stern little man nodded, then marched toward the
office. Anya grabbed the phone and stabbed the buttons.
The little man marched through the door into the office, barely
acknowledging the drastic change in light from the bright
outdoors to the office interior. He noted the old woman seated
behind her large desk. "May I help you?" she asked gruffly. "I
don't appreciate interruptions; I have a park to run."
The little man was non-plussed. He held out a manila envelope
toward her. The old woman took it warily. "What is this?" she
asked.
The little man's face didn't change. "You are required to appear
before State Judicial Court, where you will answer to the civil
complaints outlined in the documents. Good day, madam." He turned
and marched out the door.
As Anya walked in, skirting the dour little man as he marched
out, she heard some very choice epithets from her grandmother.
She flinched; she hadn't heard such language in a long time. Anya
slipped into a chair as the old woman fumbled through the papers.
"What's this about?" she finally asked.
The old woman looked up with a glare. "We've discovered what
Mister Nelson Davis, Esquire, was up to. He's suing me. For
discrimination." Her jaw clenched furiously, struggling in vain
to confine the string of curses, some even in the old language,
which emanated from the angry woman.
***
Anya felt ill at ease in the office chair; she was dressed very
professionally, like her grandmother beside her. She didn't want
to be here, but her grandmother had insisted. Lawyers were a
vital part of any business, and Anya had to learn how to deal
with them. Across the table sat a pleasant-looking older
gentleman; he was impeccably attired in suit pants and a starched
white shirt, with a deep maroon patterned tie fastened with a
simple yet dignified tie tack. Suspenders gave him a
grandfatherly appearance; his suit coat hung visibly on a coat
rack. Every detail was designed, crafted to make him appear ever
so professional without being unapproachable.
The door opened, and a younger woman stuck her head in. "Mr.
Calhoun, Mr. Davis is here." She ducked out of the way, and
Nelson Davis walked casually through the door. Suspicion hung
about him like a thick cloud.
James Calhoun, attorney for Bikini Beach and long-time friend to
the old woman, rose casually from his chair and extended his
hand. "Nelson, good to see you again," he said easily.
Across the table, the old woman and Anya likewise rose. Decorum
required it, but Anya hated having to play this game. "Mister
Davis," she said very coolly, shaking his hand in turn. His firm
grip startled her momentarily. Anya felt her jaw tense, and she
tightened her grip. She realized that, to Nelson, the simple act
of shaking hands was a contest of wills, a way to measure one's
opponent.
"Mister Davis," the old woman said evenly, grasping Nelson's hand
with a surprising strength, matching the firmness of his grip.
"I'm glad you could meet with us."
"Won't you have a seat?" Calhoun asked easily as he slid
gracefully back into his chair. He gestured toward an empty
chair, and Nelson sat down as the old woman and Anya did the
same. "Now then," Calhoun began easily, "I understand that you've
filed..."
The old woman frowned at her lawyer. "Cut the crap, John." She
turned to Nelson. "You're suing me. Why?"
Nelson seemed taken aback at her bluntness, especially with her
own lawyer present. "Okay," he nodded, agreeing to talk on her
terms. "Your establishment discriminates. This is a clear
violation of state and federal statutes."
The old woman glanced at Nelson carefully. "I discriminate...
how?"
Nelson wondered briefly what game she was playing. "You
discriminate against men. You have no male members of your park."
He frowned. "That's as wrong as it is for men's-only clubs to
discriminate against women."
The old woman didn't seem fazed. "The First Amendment to the
Constitution guarantees the right of association."
Nelson watched her walk into the trap. He let his confidence get
away from him a bit. "That argument has been held as invalid in
the case of public accommodations."
Calhoun tilted his head, a smile on his face. "A club which is
limited to members only is not a public accommodation."
"Mister Davis," the old woman sounded firm, "when I established
my facility, I took a number of precautions against precisely the
circumstance you have filed. The club is private, and doesn't fit
the definition of a public accommodation. I paid a lot of good
money to make sure I was strictly above-board."
Calhoun nodded his agreement. "If you'd like, I could fax you the
relevant cases to justify the policies of the park." He was
toying with the younger lawyer, demonstrating professional
courtesy while at the same time letting it be known that he
wasn't going to sit still for an uppity young punk.
Nelson was unimpressed. "And I can show you all the pertinent
cases arguing the other side." He leaned back in his chair, his
elbows resting lightly on the leather of the armrests, his
fingers steepled before his mouth. "We are dealing with a matter
of discrimination, which is morally wrong. The courts have
decided over and over that such discrimination is not
permissible." He gazed toward the old woman, a silent challenge
on his face.
The old woman gazed at Nelson, studying him, staring as if she
were looking into his soul. "Mister Davis, I know such things are
considered old-fashioned, but men and women _are_ different. What
works for men doesn't always work for women, and vice versa."
Nelson snorted his contempt. "That's primitive thinking," he
said, sounding contemptuous toward the old woman. "Equality
demands that we tear down artificial barriers..."
The old woman shook her head. "Do you know what it's like for a
woman? Do you?" Anya cringed; she knew what her grandmother was
thinking. "Have you ever had people gawking at you, treating you
like nothing more than a sex object?" She watched Nelson squirm.
"You _can't_ know. And because you can't, you pretend that it
doesn't happen." She leaned into the table. "But it does happen."
Her voice was soft but insistent, as if she were sharing a
secret. "It happens all the time. I created my park to give women
a break from that. A refuge, if you will."
The force of her words, and the conviction with which she spoke
momentarily stunned Nelson. "That's irrelevant to something as
morally wrong as discrimination," he said quickly, trying to
recover his poise.
The old woman shook her head. "Until you've walked a mile..." She
sat back in her chair, and her expression lightened a bit. "So, I
assume you'll be suing Ronnie Harris for her all-women condos,
too?"
Nelson's head swam. This was not going in a direction he liked;
in fact, it seemed to be getting out of his control. "It's the
same thing," he muttered.
"So are you going to sue her?"
Nelson mustered up his courage. "I don't see how that's relevant.
But no, I hadn't planned on suing Ms. Harris." He realized, too
late, his tactical error. "But it's still the same thing."
Calhoun leaned forward, his grandfatherly expression gone. He had
the look of a hawk that had spotted prey; Nelson felt naked and
vulnerable before the more-experienced old man. "So, you'd prey
on my client because she's a smaller target? Because you think
you can intimidate her, and get her to knuckle under? Because
you're afraid Ronnie Harris' lawyers would eat you for lunch?"
His eyes narrowed. "Or are you just trying to make a quick buck
on the back of a legitimate business?"
The old woman raised her hand, resting it gently on Calhoun's
forearm. His attack ceased, and he leaned back in his chair. The
old woman stared deeply into Nelson's eyes, a penetrating gaze
that left Nelson trembling. "No, you're not in this for the
money, are you?"
Nelson was thoroughly rattled. He shook his head, staring
nervously at the old woman.
Anya focused on Nelson. "You really believe that there aren't any
differences. That there aren't any legitimate reasons for men and
women having separate associations. That any kind of
discrimination is wrong."
Nelson nodded again. His palms were sweating, and shivers coursed
up and down his spine like express elevators. These two women had
read him like a book, and he didn't like _that_ one tiny bit.
The old woman turned toward Calhoun. "Please give us a minute in
private, John" she asked. The old lawyer seemed surprised, but
nodded and left the room. As the door clicked shut, the old woman
turned back toward Nelson. "I know that, in your heart, you
believe what you're doing is right. But you're wrong. You can't
understand what it's like."
Nelson squeezed the chills from his back. "I know I'm right," he
said through pursed lips. "Discrimination is wrong. Of any kind,
for any reason. It's wrong."
"Where did you have lunch today?" Anya asked suddenly.
Nelson turned to her, confused. "At the deli."
"So you just told them - give you whatever they were giving
everyone else?"
Nelson shook his head. "Of course not. I ordered what I wanted."
"How about your house? Just any old house? Did you just ask the
realtor to pick a random house?" Anya shook her head. "Or your
car? Did you just pick one at random?"
Nelson's head was reeling. "I don't see what this has to do with
anything."
Anya smiled, a sad but knowing smile. "You chose a townhouse in a
nice upscale neighborhood." She told him his address. "And you
had it customized, so it had all the features you wanted. Just
like your Lexus. You wanted something that suited your taste."
She shook her head. "You practiced discrimination in every one of
your choices."
Nelson shook his head vigorously. "It's not the same. I don't
discriminate against people."
Anya shook her head. "Oh, but you do! Ultimately, your choices
do. Would you like me to show you how choosing a sandwich for
lunch affects people?"
The old woman touched Anya's arm. She smiled at Nelson. "Mister
Davis, my Anya is such a smart girl, isn't she?" She allowed
herself the pleasure of a proud smile. "Ultimately, though, she's
right. Women are discriminated against. Every day of their lives,
women have an uphill battle. And this despite all the laws and
ordinances and statutes, despite all the so-called social
evolution. Bikini Beach is a refuge, where women can relax and
play and have fun without having to worry. There is no
discrimination at my park, because there are no men to
discriminate against my customers."
Nelson looked thoughtful, and for a moment, the old woman thought
she might have gotten through to him. But then he shook his head.
"I have to disagree. There are a lot of clubs that used to be men
only; they've been successfully integrated, and with no detriment
to their rolls."
"If that's true," Anya asked innocently, "then what about
fraternities and sororities?"
Nelson shook his head. "They are different," he explained without
explaining.
Anya started to open her mouth, but the old woman touched her arm
again. "We can debate this all day, and I don't think you'll ever
understand a woman's viewpoint." She sighed. "I have a
suggestion. Would you like to see how much discrimination a woman
goes through before you proceed with your suit?"
Nelson's neck hairs bristled; he smelled a trap. "There isn't
any. At least, none that's legal."
The old woman closed her eyes for a moment. "Would you like to
see how much discrimination there is toward women?"
Nelson narrowed his eyes. "You seem to be asking the impossible."
The old woman didn't flinch. "Would you like to see..."
Crimson shot through Nelson Davis' face. Clearly, he was wearying
of this little verbal game. "Yes, if it were possible! Just to
prove to you that it doesn't exist."
***
The old woman stood beside the ticket booth. Beside her,
alternating his gaze between the old woman, the ticket booth, and
the park gate, Nelson Davis stood. He was confused. "Okay, what
is this all about?" he demanded.
The old woman looked surprised. "It's what you agreed to - to see
what women face daily. Your chance to 'walk a mile', so to
speak." The corners of her mouth turned up slightly. "Unless
you're ready to admit that you are wrong."
Nelson stiffened. "Not likely," he snapped. "I'm right, and you
know it." His jaw clenched in frustration with the old woman's
games. He'd been challenged, and now found himself backed into a
corner. His convictions, however, left him no way to retreat.
"But what can you prove?"
Anya slid something out of the ticket booth, and the old woman
picked it up. She glanced at it, then gave Anya a quick smile and
offered the pass toward Nelson. "You should go on in, then, and
see what my park is all about."
Nelson glanced warily at the pass, and then took it gingerly. He
looked at the old woman, then back at the pass. He knew - deep
down - that she was up to something. But he couldn't tell. She
couldn't be up to any mischief; the park was loaded with patrons.
He set his jaw and decided to call her bluff.
***
Nelson wondered if he could be wrong about the park; there was,
after all, a men's locker room, albeit a small one. She couldn't
really discriminate against men if she had a men's room, could
she? It wasn't quite what he expected, though. For starters, it
was much smaller than he'd expected - perhaps a tenth the size of
the ladies' room, judging from the relative building sizes.
Nelson set the borrowed trunks on a short bench, and began to
slowly disrobe. He stashed his clothes in one of the tall lockers
- no sense getting needless wrinkles in his slacks or blazer,
after all - and pulled on the trunks. For a brief moment, he
considered wearing the borrowed clothing, but he didn't really
have a choice, and he didn't dare back down now.
As Nelson reached for the door handle, he noticed the sign,
reminding him to shower. The sign quoted health department
regulations, but Nelson suspected that it was just the old
woman's cover for helping maintain cleanliness. No matter what
else he thought of the old gal, he had to admire her attention to
the health and welfare of her customers.
Nelson dodged around the skimpy white curtain and stepped into
the shower. He stepped clear of the spray and twisted the handle,
avoiding the spray that would inevitably start out cold. Within
moments, he'd adjusted the temperature more to his liking, and he
stepped under the fine spray. Nelson's eyes widened at the
thoroughly pleasant sensation as the water seemed to massage his
body to the bone, replacing any tiny hints of fatigue with a
refreshing vitality. His eyes drifted shut as the droplets worked
on his skin, relaxing him more than any shower he'd ever felt. If
only he'd opened his eyes, Nelson might have noticed the fine
pink mist rising from the spray, surrounding him in a barely-
visible ethereal fog.
With his wet feet slapping softly on the tile floor, Nelson
walked deliberately toward the door. While his mind was racing
with curiosity about the park, he didn't want to give the old
woman the satisfaction of seeing him as anything other than a
staid lawyer. Had he hurried, he might have noticed a gentle
tugging and swaying on his chest. He might have noticed just how
much his hips were swaying, and how much his balance had been
thrown off. As it was, his cautious and unhurried pace masked any
sensations from Nelson. Only when he reached up - up! - to tug
the door open did his mind take notice that something was wrong.
He glanced at the door, and wondered how it could be so heavy.
And then his eyes noticed his hand grasping the handle - a fine
un-masculine hand with well-manicured nails. Nelson's eyes
narrowed, and he blinked twice. No, the hand was still there.
It was at this point that the data his mind had been accumulating
finally got through Nelson's wall of logic and focus. Suddenly,
he noticed that his stance was wrong, and his sense of balance
seemed a bit - off! He noticed that his chest felt different, and
that something was brushing his shoulders. He noticed that the
room seemed a bit smaller, as if it had grown. With a horrified
thought, the facts began to assemble themselves into an
explanation that Nelson couldn't accept. Nelson glanced down, his
eyes confirming the data that his body had been trying to send to
him - his chest felt like it was swaying and bobbing because it
was! On his once masculine ribcage, a pair of round, full, and
very feminine breasts hung, capped by large brown nipples and
swaying with his every move. Nelson reacted in the only way
someone trained so exquisitely in logic could when confronted
with such an impossible change. He screamed in a voice that
wasn't his own, a high-pitched shriek of disbelief and shock.
Nelson staggered backward, feeling a surge of panic that he
hadn't felt in a very long time. His eyes continued to gawk at
the impossible feminine orbs on his chest as his feet hit the
changing bench. For a brief moment, his balance teetered, and he
was in danger of falling backward over the bench, and then he
recovered, somehow, and allowed himself to sink onto the bench.
What had been a tripping hazard suddenly became a refuge, an
anchorage for Nelson as his head spun. The sheer impossibility of
what was on his chest had his senses reeling, rocking him to the
very core. Subconsciously, Nelson's logical mind continued to
process the data, noting that his borrowed swimsuit was now a
woman's bikini bottom, that his legs were shorter and more
feminine looking with their smoothly-shaven skin, that his waist
was narrower and flatter, that hair danced longer in his
peripheral vision as it tickled his shoulders, that his breasts -
his breasts! - bobbed with his every movement and breath, tugging
at his chest, reminding him constantly that he was altered
somehow. But the breasts weren't the only constant sensation that
emphasized the change. The very feeling of sitting was different,
changed, and alien. It was as though his rear end was wearing
padding, further insulating him from the hardness of the bench.
All these facts, and more, were neatly filed away by the logical
part of Nelson's brain.
At some point, he would be able to access the data consciously.
Right now, however, Nelson's mind was overwhelmed by sensations
more closely approaching terror. He stared at the most visible
symbols of his change, his brain trying desperately to form
coherent thoughts, while his mouth continued to move and make
small frightened sounds in the absence of different directions
from Nelson's mind.
The sound of the door squeaking open provided a needed shock,
startling Nelson from his helpless state. He glanced up at the
door, his panic-stricken eyes now filling with fear. He was in
the men's locker, and somehow, he was now a semi-nude girl. This
was not a good situation. That tiny distraction allowed Nelson's
logical mind to seize control. He clasped his hands over his bare
breasts, then glanced around, genuinely frightened.
"Mr. Davis?" The voice was familiar, Nelson realized as he
frantically searched for something to cover himself. "Mr. Davis?"
It was the old woman.
Nelson grabbed at a towel and clutched it to his chest, covering
the bare breasts as he turned to the door. Sunlight streamed
through the narrow opening, interrupted twice as figures stepped
into the small locker room. Nelson felt himself shrinking into a
corner between lockers as his subconscious sought to hide him
from this shameful transformation.
Anya spotted him first; the old woman had peered first into the
showers. "Mr. Davis, we were waiting for you." She stifled a
giggle; at least this one had the sense to cover himself up,
unlike most of their male patrons. She felt a sharp elbow in her
ribs; her grandmother had read her mirth and was reprimanding her
for it.
"What..." Nelson's mouth and mind worked in sync for the first
time since he'd noticed the changes, but the question sounded to
absurd to come out on the first try, even as determined as Nelson
was to prove his sanity by being rational. "What have you done to
me?" The voice was soft and feminine; somehow unable to show the
anger and confusion Nelson was trying to muster.
The old woman smiled. She seemed to be totally comfortable with
Nelson's change - as if she'd expected it. A light clicked on,
even as the rational side tried to argue that such a change was
impossible. And yet, the evidence was there that it had happened.
Ergo, the old woman was responsible. "Yes, Mr. Davis, I was
expecting this. You see, you agreed to walk in a woman's shoes,
to experience the discrimination you claim doesn't exist."
"But this is... impossible!" Nelson shook his head, flinching
from the locks of hair dancing about his face.
The old woman smiled again, almost maddeningly. "No, it's magic."
Nelson felt a shudder course involuntarily down and back up his
spine. If what this woman said was true, if this was truly magic,
then she was more powerful than anyone Nelson had ever dealt
with. He suddenly felt tiny and insignificant and powerless,
completely at the mercy of this old woman. His mouth opened to
say something, but his fright stilled his words.
Anya furrowed her brow, and then a broad grin crept across her
pretty features. "Yes, she is a lot more powerful than you could
have possibly imagined." She'd just read his thoughts, and
confirmed his fears. Instead of being reassured, Nelson's
nervousness increased.
The old woman took his arm and guided him gently to the bench,
the same one he'd just so recently sat upon. "No, we wouldn't do
anything to harm you just because of your lawsuit." She'd read
his mind, too. "That wouldn't be... moral." She snapped her
fingers, and a bikini top appeared in her outstretched hand.
Nelson watched the tiny display, his nerves not reassured despite
her words. "So... what are you going to do with me?" His voice
was tiny and fearful.
The old woman seemed surprised. "Do? Why nothing," she said,
puzzled. "I've just given you the means to live as a woman for
the next week. Just like you agreed." She waved off the start of
his protest. "Yes, I know. You didn't realize you were honestly
going to get to walk in a woman's shoes, did you?" She smiled.
"But that is what you agreed to."
"But..." Nelson was confused again. "So you've somehow conjured
up a woman's body for me?" His mind raced at the possibilities -
some of them quite frightening. "How does that..."
Anya laughed. "No," she answered quickly. "Grandmother didn't
just 'conjure up' a body for you. You see, the entire fabric of
reality has been rewoven. To the world, Nelson Davis has never
existed. Only you - Natalie Davis. To the world, you've always
been a girl. In school, college, law school. Even at your law
firm."
Nelson stared open-mouthed at Anya, trying to comprehend the
enormity of what she was telling him. He turned to the old woman,
to try to gauge from her what his situation truly was.
The old woman nodded slowly as Anya's explanation penetrated
Nelson's confused mind. "In this reality, you were born a girl.
You followed the same career path, so you're a lawyer, and you
work for the same firm. There are some places where your...
femininity... would have made a significant difference. So no,
it's not like you're going to be dumped exactly into your old
life, but as a woman. You'll discover the changes as you go
along."
Nelson's jaw dropped open a crack, then he shut it. For a few
seconds of silence, his mind worked on what she'd said. "So any
differences I see are strictly because of being a woman?"
Anya raised an eyebrow at his comment; in it, she found the
stated question and an unspoken doubt, a mistrust. "Mr. Davis,"
she said softly, "when my grandmother says that the differences
are only because of your new gender, she isn't lying." A faint
smile graced her features. "Any magic powerful enough to alter
your gender could also be powerful enough to alter your past, and
even your own perceptions. Or to even blot you from the past."
She watched as Nelson's eyes widened at the implication. "Oh,
yes. You could have been left as a sex-starved slut, or a total
bimbo with virtually no intellect. Or worse. Think about that."
Nelson's jaw flapped a few times. He hadn't truly grasped the
power with which he was dealing until Anya's comment. As the
lithe brunette turned and walked toward the locker room door, he
- she - took the bikini top and began to effortlessly fasten it
about her nude top. It was a complete shock to her mind when she
realized what she had done, even as she trembled involuntarily at
her precarious position. She glanced up at the old woman. "How...
how did I do that?" she asked, the quiver of fear extended to her
voice as well.
The old woman seated herself on the bench. "To make it easier,
I've given you skills at female tasks. Like doing makeup,
dressing, going to the bathroom." She shrugged. "Normal, everyday
tasks that a woman does without thinking about it. Like putting
on your top."
"But..." Natalie's head spun. This was so impossible, and yet it
was so real. Even - her name. Her! When she wasn't thinking
consciously, her former name seemed alien, foreign. Natalie
seemed so natural. "Doesn't that change some things... in my
mind?" Natalie's voice was uncertain, fearful. "Doesn't that
change the whole experiment?"
The old woman stared at Natalie for a second, then laughed. "If
you can ask that question, I think you already have your answer."
She stood, and took Natalie gently by the arm. "School's open.
Time for you to start learning what a woman goes through." The
old woman led Natalie across the locker room, until Natalie was
standing in front of a mirror.
Natalie gasped, her mouth dropping open. In the mirror, she saw
herself, and the entire scope of her changes. True, she'd seen
the breasts on her chest, and the difference in sex between her
legs. Still, that could have all been some type of elaborate
psychological illusion. But now? She was undeniably female. And
pretty. Not drop-dead gorgeous, and not a model by any means, but
she was still reasonably attractive. Her eyes - a lighter shade
of blue, and definitely softer and bigger. Or was it that her
face was smaller? That was probably it; on her smaller, more
feminine face, her eyes seemed bigger. Gone were the manly
features, like the rough angular chin and the Gallic schnozz;
Natalie possessed a small, dainty nose with a slight upturn. Her
chin was soft and smooth, like the baby-smooth skin on her
cheeks. Her eyebrows were finer and more feminine. While logic
told her that her mouth was smaller, Natalie knew that her lips,
on her tinier body, seemed fuller and more alluring. Gone was the
prominent Adam's apple, leaving a slender neck which seemed to
flow smoothly from her face down onto her smaller shoulders.
She lifted her hand, staring carefully at the altered flesh. It
was a masterpiece of delicacy and feminine charm. Graceful and
slender, it appeared devoid of the raw power that Nelson had
built in his hands. Instead, this hand seemed fit for fine tasks.
The fingers ended in well-manicured nails; even Nelson gave in to
vanity and kept his hands neatly manicured. But these - the nails
were not the inch-long claws that he saw on some ladies, but
short, neatly trimmed, but nonetheless feminine fingernails. A
coat of enamel, subdued and conservative in color, decorated the
nails. Natalie reflected at just how much the old woman had
changed. She'd seen women at work before, but had never really
looked at them, not in detail. Now, she understood a few points.
Her nails were feminine, but professional. Like so much of the
changes she was discovering.
Natalie let her gaze wander down, and involuntarily, she turned
her body so she could see her bustline from a few angles. The
cups of the bikini lifted her boobs a bit, enhancing the lines to
display a small amount of cleavage, but Natalie was pleased to
see that she had modest breasts. Pleased - and secretly a tiny
bit disappointed. After all, weren't breasts what men made all
the fuss over? So if she was going to be a woman, wouldn't the
old woman have made her more appealing to men? But no, she wore,
as she would learn, a B-cup. A large B-cup, but B's. It didn't
matter; in profile, they were perky and curvy, and didn't seem to
pull too hard on her bikini top. From the front, there was enough
to attract attention, but not enough to be freakish. If she had
to have breasts, Natalie realized, she could have done much worse
than the pair adorning her chest.
Natalie's eyes wandered to her waist. Gone were the well-toned
muscles of Nelson's abdomen; in their place were the flat, toned
and shaped muscles of a woman who wanted to keep her figure.
Slender, but not absurdly so, Natalie's waist was graceful and
feminine. Just like the hips below. Again, almost clinically, she
noted the differences. Her waist flared out somewhat into the
wider hips of a mature woman, and as she turned, she could see in
the mirror that her derriere was rounder and distinctly female.
Once again, however, her shape was moderate and not absurdly
overdone. Her butt was not fat; nor were there any traces of fat
on the legs curving down from her hips. All in all, she was an
attractive, if somewhat average, woman.
The old woman sensed Natalie's thoughts. "If I'd given you a
sexier body, anything you learned during the coming week you'd
attribute to the body. As it is, you're just average. So the
changes you notice aren't because you're a sex kitten. They're
because you're a woman. And that's all." She took Natalie's arm
and pulled her toward the door. "Now scoot. Go and learn what
women experience each and every day."
Natalie took an uneasy step toward the door, and then glanced
over her shoulder. The hair swirling in her face was pesky, and
without thinking, she brushed it aside. "Okay, I'll prove you're
wrong. There aren't any differences."
She turned, regaining her pride and determination, and marched
toward the door. The old woman watched her walk, and chuckled
inwardly. Natalie was too blinded by her own convictions to see
that even her walk had a feminine touch, and that her butt was
wiggling in a way that was certain to attract male attention.
***
If Natalie had expected anything unusual about the waterpark, she
was disappointed. It was a very nice water park, but the patrons
were all female. No secret clubs, no cloak-and-dagger discussions
around the pools or tables. If anything, the talk seemed centered
on men - and their many faults. The women she'd met were quite at
ease talking about their men, and in quite intimate detail.
Natalie suspected this was a woman's equivalent of locker-room
talk. Still, despite this revelation, she was uneasy. She'd
expected something to happen. And the fact that there were no men
was most disturbing of all. It was discriminatory, and just plain
wrong.
As she slipped on her clothing, she couldn't help assessing it.
Just as she had, her clothes had changed. Her new underwear,
which she found herself slipping on as if she'd done it all her
life, consisted of rather plain panties and bra; nothing
extravagantly lacy or showy. Just white bikini-cut panties and a
matching white bra. Panty hose, in a light tan shade, covered her
smooth legs. A modest white skirt and a light blue knit polo
shirt completed her clothing. Her feet slipped easily into a pair
of white tennis shoes. Natalie recognized the outfit as a
professional woman's recreation uniform. She'd seen it many times
among the women in her office.
In her purse, she found an emerald and diamond tennis bracelet
for one wrist, and an expensive watch for the other one. It
wasn't Nelson's Rolex, but it was still a fine watch, a symbol of
power and status. No rings, but she found a pair of earrings,
also with emeralds and a matching necklace. Without thinking,
Natalie pulled her hair back into a ponytail, fastening it with
an elastic band, and then brushed her bangs, imparting a bit of
curl. Still pondering the impossibility of the day's events,
Natalie walked gracefully out of the locker room and toward her
car.
Only it wasn't her car. Not her Lexus, anyway. In its place was a
blue Mazda Miata. Natalie sighed. She'd loved that car, with its
rich leather upholstery and elegant lines. Now - she sighed
again. She tugged open the door and began to crawl in, onto the
sun-warmed seat, then she flinched as her skirt rode up as she
slid behind the wheel and the hot seat tried to brand her thighs.
As she drove toward her townhouse, Natalie felt a rumbling in her
tummy. She wasn't surprised; it was almost 7:30 when she left the
parking lot, and she hadn't eaten since lunch. She quickly
decided on a logical course of action, and turned toward her
favorite Chinese restaurant. As she waited for a traffic light to
change, she noticed a Corvette pull up beside her. She glanced
toward the driver, and felt an involuntarily shudder. The guy was
staring at her. At her! Directly and without any shame, he was
unabashedly admiring her. Natalie snapped her head back to the
front, waiting uneasily for the light to change.
Feeling a bit shaken by the creep in the 'Vette, Natalie walked
as quietly as she could into the restaurant. And even that was an
experience that Natalie didn't enjoy. She tried not to glance
around, but she couldn't help it. And whenever she glanced, she
seemed to notice heads either snapping away, as if caught in the
act of gawking at her, or men - strangers! - staring at her and
smiling. She quickened her pace, and wished desperately that
she'd have skipped dinner. It took all of a millisecond for her
to decide to take the food home rather than dine in.
Once Natalie ordered, she slid onto an empty barstool while she
waited for her food. A glass of wine would calm the nerves. And
that was all this was, Natalie tried to convince herself. Just
nerves. She wasn't used to being in this body. It was natural
that she felt so self-conscious, and that everyone was staring at
her. It was just her imagination.
If Natalie had expected a few suggestive glances and looks to be
her ordeal, she was overly optimistic. As she sat, nursing her
wine and waiting anxiously for her food to be done, a gentleman
came up and sat on the stool next to her. At first, she tried to
ignore him, even though it was obvious that he was looking at
her. Then he introduced himself and tried to start a
conversation. Natalie used all her old tricks, but the things
which worked for Nelson didn't work now. She finally was
downright rude, telling the young man that she was not interested
in anything he had to say, thank you, and could he just leave her
the hell alone. And as he walked off, she overheard him muttering
"...gotta be PMS," to himself.
The food couldn't arrive any too soon for Natalie; she took a
small swig from her wineglass, then practically bolted to the
cashier and paid for her food. And then, once again, she walked
the gauntlet of stares and leers as she beat a hasty retreat to
her car, all the while fighting back tears that she couldn't
explain.
***
Sunday started as a disaster. First was the splash as Natalie
forgot to put down the toilet seat. Then she had to get something
to wear; she settled for pulling on a robe so she wouldn't have
to deal with anything feminine. She started to fix Nelson's usual
breakfast - scrambled eggs, a toasted bagel, and a cup of coffee
- then she realized she wasn't nearly hungry enough to eat all
that. Not if she wanted to take as good care of this body as she
had of Nelson's. She sighed heavily, and then got half a bagel
and an orange. While the bagel toasted, she peeled the orange and
poured herself a glass of juice. And then found, as she sat
eating and reading the paper, that even that meager breakfast was
too much; she couldn't eat the entire bagel.
As Natalie turned to the sports section, she saw the pictures of
a major golf tournament. It gave her an idea of what to do. Up
until that fateful photo, she'd wondered - dreaded, really - what
she was going to do. But a round of golf... Now that was the
ticket. She picked up the phone and started to dial, and then she
checked herself and slowly hung up the phone. Things were
different since the change; she'd better verify that she was a
member of the club before she tried to get a tee time.
Ten minutes later, she was back facing her closet, having traded
one dilemma for another. While she had her tee time, she now had
to pick out some clothing. Natalie thought hard about what she'd
seen - as Nelson - other women wearing around the club. She
picked out another white skirt, and a pink and white knit top to
go with it. Thankfully, given the skills the old witch had given
her, she managed to dress quickly. The only difficulty she had
was when she tried to control putting her visor around the
ponytail into which she'd arranged her hair. Then she remembered
the old woman's words, and she stopped thinking and just did it.
Natalie cursed her car as she pulled up to the clubhouse. The
damned thing had a tiny trunk, and without much upper-body
strength, getting her clubs into the trunk had been a struggle.
She sighed at the change, and the frustration it was causing her.
Fortunately, she didn't have to worry about that here. She just
handed her keys to the attendant, who brought her clubs into the
clubhouse and then ran back out to park her car. Despite the
change in gender, the convenience of being rich hadn't changed;
she got the same service.
Natalie stepped to the counter when it was her turn, and she
opened her mouth. But she was cut off as a guy behind her
interrupted. She turned to glare at him, but he seemed ignorant
of what he'd done, and the pro acted as though he'd been in line
ahead of her. She fumed as she waited for the boor to finish,
then she checked in. There, she discovered that she was paired
with three other women; he recognized the names as being wives of
a few of the corporate big-shots that lived in this rather
exclusive subdivision and belonged to this very exclusive golf
club. For the briefest of moments, Natalie started to protest;
then she remembered that demanding to be paired with some of the
men would be very highly unusual, and out of place. She meekly
accepted her fate and trudged to the practice range to warm up.
As she bent over to place her tee in the ground, Natalie got a
strange feeling, and she straightened abruptly and glanced
around. There were a lot of heads snapping away from her, and she
realized that she'd been the object of their recent attention.
She frowned and squatted down to place the tee. She automatically
started to stretch her muscles, and then stopped herself when she
realized she'd been about to bend over again. This was difficult,
she was beginning to think. Then she caught herself. That was
exactly what that old witch wanted her to think. She wasn't going
to give in to those thoughts.
She squatted, placed a ball on the tee, and stood back up. Check
her grip. Feet apart, tee behind the front foot. Elbows straight.
Head down, back straight. Slowly, she lifted the club and eased
into a graceful backswing. Up and around, coiling her body like a
spring. Then the trigger. Her hips began to turn, driven by her
legs uncoiling. The hips turned her body, and her shoulders began
to move, pulling the arms down with them, with the clubhead
following. In a rapid burst of energy, the clubhead accelerated
from behind her, arcing around gracefully, now coming down, now
speeding just above the grass, then it swung through the tee and
began to lift. The sweet-sounding crack of a well-struck golf
ball sounded even as momentum carried the club up, pulling her
arms up to a classic finish. Her head lifted automatically with
the follow-through, not too soon, but in perfect time to see the
ball sailing through the air, fading just ever so slightly like
she had planned.
She heard a few claps, and turned to see that some of the men on
the practice range had watched her. She blushed, and at the same
time, felt a growing rage. Were they clapping because she'd just
hit the ball so well, or because they'd enjoyed watching her body
as she swung the club? She didn't bother to acknowledge the
sparse cheering; instead, she squatted and placed another ball.
This time, she imagined the ball was that damned old woman's
face, smiling up at her and laughing at her predicament.
The announcer called Natalie's foursome to the first tee just as
she was walking from the practice green. She'd been a bit
frustrated with the experience so far; while her woods and irons
seemed to be okay, Natalie knew her balance was off, and that was
hampering her putting stroke. This was probably not going to be
one of her better days on the course.
Three older women were seated on a bench, waiting for their turn.
Natalie walked up, knowing that these three were her golfing
partners for the day. She introduced herself, and watched as the
other three seemed a little surprised that she was a working
woman, even if it was as a lawyer. They, in turn, introduced
themselves: Mrs. Erica Wright, who Natalie realized was the wife
of the vice-president of a major computer manufacturer; Mrs. Anne
Hamilton, wife of a retired investment banker; and Mrs. Patricia
Hollingsworth, wife of James P. Hollingsworth III, real-estate
magnate and serious old money. From her distinct Southern accent,
Natalie realized that Pat (as she insisted on being called) was
probably old money from Georgia. Natalie also noted, to her
surprise, that the women had all identified themselves as wives
of men, rather than as their own persons. And what was more, they
didn't seem bothered at all by it.
The foursome ahead of them were just finishing teeing off;
Natalie watched as one gentleman perched his large belly over the
tee and took a fast and wild swing at the ball. The results were
less than spectacular, and the action was quite comical. Natalie
had to stifle a laugh; the man was president of the merchant's
bank, and probably thought he was quite the golfer.
Out of habit, Natalie walked to the men's tees; this caused the
other ladies to chuckle. Did she think she was playing on the
LPGA tour? Blushing, Natalie tried to laugh with them, and moved
to the ladies' tee box. As Natalie addressed the ball, she
noticed the next foursome waiting their turn, and it was all men.
And they were staring at her. She forced her mind to dismiss the
gawking, and to concentrate on her golf swing. She also forced
herself to forget her anger at the old woman; at the practice
range, she'd discovered that swinging in anger produced terrible
results.
The drive was sweet, playing straight down the fairway. Natalie
knew this course well; on the first hole, playing right-to-left
as she preferred was an invitation to trouble. So she had to play
this shot straight, and her drive had accomplished just that. She
watched the ball sailing, and noted with disappointment that it
seemed like a rather short drive - nothing like Nelson was used
to. Yet another reminder that she wasn't in Nelson's body, but
was stuck with this tiny female version.
As she retrieved her tee, she noticed that the men were obviously
checking her out, staring at her shapely young body. She felt
anger pulse through her veins again; how dare they watch her and
not her golf shot. Scowling, she walked from the tee box as the
next woman took her turn.
During the round, Natalie began to notice a few patterns. First,
she was serious about her golf game, whereas the other three
women were playing the round for enjoyment. Second, the other
three women were talking a lot - about their kid's schools, the
charity work they were doing, the socials. Natalie finally
confronted them on the fifteenth green; why didn't they talk
about work?
Mrs. Hollingsworth just stared at her, as if she'd turned green
and sprouted antennae. But Mrs. Wright laughed. Who has time for
work with all the social engagements she's expected to perform
for her husband's position? Besides, why would she want to put up
with the nonsense and harassment at a workplace?
Natalie tried to say it wasn't true; look at her career. That got
a derisive chuckle. Erica Wright had once been a petrochemical
engineer, and had been a pretty good one. That was, until she hit
the glass ceiling. She got tired of being passed over and seeing
lesser-qualified men get the job - just because they had balls
and she didn't. Finally, she married one of the 'rising stars',
and when his career demanded she stay home, she decided it was
easier than the frustration of the workplace. It just wasn't
worth the aggravation. She smiled knowingly at Natalie. Natalie
would learn, soon enough. Despite all the rules and laws, it was
mostly a man's world in some fields.
Natalie sat in the stuffed chair sipping her glass of wine. Her
head seemed like it was spinning from the day's events, or more
specifically, from the round of golf. Those three women - what
was wrong with them? Didn't they understand? Why did they so
easily accept a lesser role? And most annoying was the
condescending way they treated her - like an innocent little girl
who hadn't yet learned the lessons of life. Maybe it was because
they were all older. Yeah, that was it, Natalie convinced
herself. They were from a time when sexual discrimination was
accepted. They couldn't see the changes. The longer she told
herself that, the calmer she became. It wasn't their faults; they
didn't know any better. Natalie was right - she was sure of it.
She took another sip of wine.
The ring of the doorbell interrupted Natalie's contemplative
mood. She padded softly to the door and peeped through the
viewer. It was the pizza she'd ordered; despite everything she'd
convinced herself of, dinner the previous evening had thoroughly
rattled her, and she didn't want to repeat it. She opened the
door, and gratefully took the pizza from the deliveryman. Natalie
crossed back to the sofa and retrieved her purse, and then dug
out some money. As she turned back, she saw the kid - maybe he
was old enough to be in college? - hastily glance up. Natalie
realized that he'd been staring at her. At her! At her behind as
she bent over! Natalie forced herself to take a deep breath; she
had to be imagining things. She gave the kid the money, and a
tip, and he turned to leave. As she closed the door, she saw him
give a glance over his shoulder toward her. She tensed when she
realized that he was glancing down toward her bosom. The door
closed with a hard slam.
Natalie rolled over on her bed again as she tried to settle in
for sleep. What was wrong with these people? That creep
delivering pizza - she had half a mind to call the pizza place
and file a complaint. Then she wondered why she was thinking such
thoughts. Why was it bothering her so much that the kid had been
staring at her? Was it because she found it intimidating? Or was
it because she wasn't used to it? And why had those old biddies
on the golf course gotten to her? She finally drifted off, to a
poor, tormented, restless sleep.
***
Natalie awoke when the alarm went off, and struggled to pull
herself from bed. She slogged into the bathroom and flipped on
the light. The face staring back from the mirror horrified
Natalie. Fatigue lined her eyes and her hair was thoroughly
disheveled. She did, however, avoid the splash in the toilet; in
her brief time as a woman, she'd learned to leave the seat down
to not repeat that particular indignity.
After brushing her teeth, Natalie picked up her comb and, with
trepidation, began to attack the rat's nest on her head. Once
again, she found that if she thought about what she was doing, it
was difficult, but if she let instincts take over, the task was
manageable. Her hair now somewhat orderly, she trudged back to
her bedroom, and thence into her closet. She stared wide-eyed at
the dizzying array of clothes; business suits in deep blues,
grays, and tans. Skirts. Blouses. Vests. Dresses in a mind-
numbing variety of styles and colors. For a brief moment, Natalie
felt overwhelmed. How was she supposed to choose an outfit to
wear to work from this... mess?
After allowing the panic to run for a moment, Natalie took a deep
breath to calm herself. Her logical left-brain took control; she
thought about what other women at the office wore. In a matter of
moments, she'd narrowed the choice down to one of the more
conservatively tailored suits; her right brain interjected for a
moment and picked the blue one, and added a cream-colored blouse
with fine lace trim. Though the action was automatic, the feeling
of actually wearing a bra still bothered Natalie; the panty hose
and pumps weren't that comfortable either. Still, she didn't have
much of a choice, so she went along.
Natalie knew that she still had a few tasks to complete, and she
cringed at them. In front of the mirror, she glanced at herself
again. Though her outfit was tastefully done, she was still
incomplete. Her hair, though slightly tamed, remained to be
properly fixed for work, and she needed makeup and possibly some
minor jewelry. Natalie half-closed her eyes, still not completely
convinced of what she was doing, and then decided to charge into
the tasks. Hair first. Something in her brain told her that,
although she couldn't pinpoint the source. She knew it was too
long to wear completely loose; at the same time, she needed to
appear professional. She knew the look she wanted, which was as
unflattering as she could get. Her 'skills' took over; she
automatically pulled her hair back into a ponytail, and then
wrapped the tail into a tight bun. A few bobby pins later, and
she looked quite prim and proper.
Next came the makeup. She again let her subconscious run things,
and it produced a very light base coat to cover a minor
imperfection or two, then a little blush on her cheeks. Lipstick
was conservative as well, and since this was the office, she
passed on eye shadow. A pair of pearl studs in her ears, and she
considered herself ready to go. Natalie grabbed her purse as she
walked toward the kitchen. Time for a bit of breakfast - then she
saw the clock. Where had the time gone? It was already much later
than she'd planned on leaving, and with traffic, she was going to
be at least a half-hour late into the office. She grabbed an
orange from the refrigerator and ran to her car.
Natalie took small comfort in having a reserved parking spot; it
would save a little time walking to the office. Then she got to
the lot, and saw that she _didn't_ have a spot! In the reality
created by the old woman, she wasn't important enough to have her
own reserved spot! Natalie fumed all the way in to the elevator.
As she stepped off the elevator, Natalie relaxed. The
receptionist greeted her warmly, much friendlier than she'd ever
greeted Nelson. And one of the legal aides, a single mother of
about 25, was all smiles. She started to walk to her office; a
sudden sense of caution set in, for reasons she couldn't explain.
Perhaps it was the cumulative effect of all the changes she'd
noticed that morning. She walked slowly past her office - and saw
that it wasn't her office. Not in this reality, anyway. It was
occupied by one of the men who'd been being groomed for
partnership in Nelson's old life.
Natalie was unhappy with the office she finally found. It was
small - just over half the size of her old office - and it had no
window. In this altered life, she wasn't even a junior partner.
Just another lawyer trying to make an impression so she could
move up the ladder into a partnership position. She sighed to
herself as she plopped into her chair. She took a quick look at
her desk calendar, and sighed again. This was the work of a
junior assistant. Then a frown crossed her face. That old woman
must have interfered. There's no way that a simple difference in
gender could be responsible for such a drastic change in her
position.
Fred Lawson strode confidently into Natalie's office and sat on
the edge of her desk. He had a confident, affable smile, and
after a warm good-morning, he asked how Natalie was doing. She
knew what he meant; her planner showed her that today was going
to be a busy day, but not overly so. Fred smiled at the news,
then he handed her a folder. Big case, he said. Very important
client. And he needs someone to run down some case histories
ASAP. He patted her shoulder paternalistically, and then strode
lightly from the office, whistling to himself, while Natalie
stewed. She took deep breath after deep breath, trying to
reassure herself that she could handle this. Finally, she dug
into her collection of law books to begin finding relevant cases.
It was long after noon, and without having taken a lunch break,
that Natalie strode to the firm's library. She'd gotten
everything she could from her books, but she knew she needed
more. And from Fred's intrusions, she knew he was not patient
about getting his results. After taking a few mandatory breaks
for other meetings, she compiled her research and, well past
five, went down to Fred's office to give him the summary.
Contrary to her expectations, he barely glanced at her work, nor
did he have any thanks or praise. He just dismissed her, as if
dismissing a lackey. Natalie fumed all the way back to her
office, to the still-incomplete tasks she had to finish before
she could leave the office.
After seven, Natalie finally got out of the office. It had been a
long day, with nothing but frustration after frustration for her.
Still, she had accomplished all the tasks laid out for her, and
handled the last-minute demand well. But it was late, and she was
hungry. And a bit tired. Maybe a quick dinner and then a workout
at the gym? Yeah, that sounded good to Natalie. She checked and
confirmed that her duffel bag was in the trunk, just as Nelson
had kept. Now where to eat dinner? No greasy burgers for her, nor
fast food. She settled on a quaint little seafood restaurant.
Once again, the simple act of dining in a restaurant seemed odd.
As a man, Nelson had dined alone many times, and thought nothing
of it. As a woman, Natalie felt herself the focus of attention of
every male in the establishment, as if a single woman desired or
deserved to be gawked at. Fortunately, she got a corner table to
minimize her presence, and ate a seafood salad in solitary
silence. As her stomach gratefully digested the first major meal
she'd had that day, she chewed on the events of the day. Why had
her position fallen so far? Why was she not even a junior partner
after the change? Was it the old woman meddling? Or was there
something to what she'd said? But no matter, Natalie simply could
not accept the evidence before her.
The gym was another new and humiliating experience for Natalie.
First, she was wearing a leotard, which she discovered, to her
great dismay, accentuated every curve on her body. Next, the
facilities weren't segregated, and the guys weren't shy about
staring. Natalie felt a momentary surge of pride; as Nelson,
she'd brought the legal action that had made this a co-ed gym;
prior to Nelson's suit, it had catered to women only. Obvious,
blatant discrimination. And he'd ended it. Now, as a woman, he
was working out in that very gym, and he noticed that the number
of women who had memberships seemed to have declined. Still, it
was a good gym, and Natalie was enjoying a vigorous workout. It
was easy to get wrapped up in the exercise, to the point that the
leering behavior of the men faded into the background. By th