Bikini Beach: An Affair to Remember
ElrodW
A man who's having an affair would love to leave his wife for his best
friend and love. The problem is that the wife has the power to ruin
him if he tries. He needs help - magic help of the kind that Bikini
Beach specializes in. But the results aren't quite what he was
thinking.
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Bikini Beach: An Affair to Remember
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The flickering TV provided almost all of the illumination in the
otherwise-darkened room. On the floor, a girl of about nine or ten lay
asleep on a sleeping bag. Behind her, on the sofa, a man sat with his
arm around a woman, who was resting her head on the man's shoulder.
Tyler Lofton sighed as he glanced at the clock. "It's late," he said.
"I need to get home."
"I wish you didn't have to go," Julia Richards sighed.
"So do I," Tyler echoed. "But you know _she's_ waiting."
Julia turned, lifting her finger to put across Tyler's mouth. "Shh,"
she chided softly. "Please don't talk about _her_!"
"Sorry," Tyler quickly said. "I had a great day today." He changed
the subject. "I think Tracy did, too."
Julia let her head rest on Tyler's shoulder again. "I know she did.
She loves having you around. You're like ..."
"A father?" Tyler asked hopefully.
Julia laughed, a soft, mellifluous sound. "No, more like ... a very
good friend. I love the way you treat her like she's your second-best
friend. So does she."
"And who's my _best_ friend, then?" Tyler asked.
In response, Julia lifted her lips and kissed him. "That would be me."
Tyler squirmed, and Julia knew that their evening together was coming
to an end. She stood with him, and, clinging tightly to his arm,
walked with him to the door of her apartment. Before he could open the
door, she lifted herself on her toes and kissed him again, this time
longer and with more passion.
"I wish we had more time to ... you know," Tyler suggested as he gazed
at Julia.
Near the door, a light was on, so that her loveliness could be better
seen and appreciated. She was a pretty woman; five foot eight made her
a little taller than average, but she was slender. Tyler knew that was
a result of being a struggling single mom with an extremely hectic
schedule. She usually wore her wavy, long, brown hair swept back over
her ears and hanging free in the back. While she would never be
described as a model, she was pretty in a refreshingly simple way.
Even without makeup, she was attractive with her pert nose, her
sparkling green eyes, and her sensuous lips.
Julia smiled, and even her simple smile was warm and beautiful. "It's
kind of difficult to find time for just the two of us with Tracy
around," she answered. Her smile broadened. "Even when we don't have
any physical intimacy, though, I love the emotional intimacy we share
whenever we're together."
"So do I," Tyler answered. In contrast to her simple beauty, Tyler
seemed rather ordinary. Average height and average looks made him tend
to blend in to a crowd rather than stand out. He kept his light brown
hair short and neatly trimmed, and his hazel eyes sparkled when he
looked at Julia. Clean shaven, he had a rugged jawline that made him
seem like a throwback to the days when men rode to the rescue, like
cavalry. He kept himself fit with much exercise, including swimming -
a luxury his situation permitted him, and he always seemed to be
dressed in business-casual attire, such as the Dockers and knit polo
shirt he was wearing. The contrast came on his left hand - his finger
was encircled by a gold band, where Julia's hand was plain.
Tyler permitted himself to kiss Julia one more time. He knew that if
he didn't force himself to walk out the door, he'd stay, and then there
would be hell to pay when he got home. But she'd be worth it, he
thought, even as he turned down the hall toward the stairwell of the
apartment building.
Tyler looked out of place as he walked out of the apartment building.
He appeared - and was - upper-middle class, but the apartment building
was clearly for people of far less means. The contrast was striking
enough that any outside observer would think that, leaving this late at
night, he had been visiting a mistress. Indeed, he had been. Tyler
had known Julia from his office for over twelve years, during which
time he'd been unhappily married, and she'd stayed single, passing by
several suitors as she waited for him.
He climbed into his Lexus and started the engine. Every yard he drove
closer to his home seemed like agony, both because he was getting
further from his best friend and lover, Julia, and because he was
nearing _her_. He wondered how he'd ended up in this messy situation,
even as he knew the answer. All his life, he'd needed to find some
sense of belonging and security. He had succeeded, but the cost had
been high.
He'd lost his mother when he was four, and was raised by his blue-
collar, sometimes-employed dad. Though his dad didn't drink, unlike
many fathers in the neighborhood, he was a strict disciplinarian, and
any infraction, no matter how minor, resulted in a belting. There was
no love; only tolerance. Beyond doing his chores and getting passing
grades, his dad didn't seem to care what Tyler did. It was an unspoken
expectation that Tyler would follow his dad into blue-collar work as a
longshoreman. Tyler's older brother bullied him constantly, and his
dad never intervened, explaining that Tyler needed to 'toughen up'. As
an act of rebellion against his dad, Tyler began to follow a tough
crowd, and that often got him into serious fights, and into trouble
with the law.
As another act of defiance, Tyler pushed hard to get into college, to
escape the type of life his dad lived. He'd barely been admitted,
and because of a double load of classes and a full-time job to pay for
his schooling, he wasn't a stellar student by any means. He knew that
his future prospects weren't exactly bright. There, he'd met Olivia
Carston, the girl who would become his wife. When he first saw her, he
knew she was from a well-to-do family; even casually about campus, she
wore designer clothes and expensive jewelry, and she carried herself
with an air of sophistication and dignity that spoke of an upper-crust
upbringing. She was pretty, in a reserved, formal way. A little
taller than average, she kept herself trim and fit with her personal
trainer and time in the gym. When in public, she wore her long blonde
hair in a bun or other very conservative style, letting it down only in
private. Tyler saw her as an opportunity to escape his poorer roots,
to climb up to a better life.
It didn't take long to catch Olivia's eye; early in his life he had
developed a talent for schmoozing. Before long, they were dating, and
then, just after they'd both graduated, she encouraged him to propose
to her. After their wedding, Tyler started working as a mid-level
manager in one of her family's companies. In his first week with the
firm after their honeymoon, he'd overheard some managers in a break
room discussing a deal they were trying to make. Perhaps because of
his upbringing, he had an uncanny knack for reading situations and
people, and understanding what they wanted and needed, and how to win
them over. In addition, he was vocal with his opinions. His
suggestions were rudely discounted, but when the negotiations went
sour, one of the managers remembered what Tyler had suggested. He was
given a role in the next set of contract negotiations, where his
street-smarts proved their worth, and the company benefited greatly.
As a result, he got a promotion and a fancy office. From then on, his
role was negotiating with suppliers, vendors, and subcontractors for
all of the Carston companies, and he earned a reputation for always
getting a great deal, while keeping everyone happy. He also had the
luxury of setting his own work schedule, since he was 'family' and the
chief negotiator. Tyler thought he'd made it, and that now, life would
be good.
He'd figured that after they settled down, he and Olivia would have
children, and that they'd be happy. It was then that her true nature
became apparent. She didn't want any children, making her view on the
subject very clear, and letting him know, for the first of countless
times, that she was boss, and he was nothing without her. It was her
way, or she'd ruin him. It hadn't been a direct threat then, and it
still wasn't, but the implication was clear: she had the money and
power and resources to utterly destroy his life if he didn't toe her
line. It also became apparent that she had an acid tongue and she was
controlling and vindictive in an almost petty way. Tyler thought
bitterly that she could have easily been the inspiration for
Shakespeare's "Taming of the Shrew." It took its toll on Tyler - he
started feeling angry at everything, and it showed. Olivia, with her
temper and demanding attitude, had slowly broken his spirit. Years of
her abuse and unspoken threats slowly made him subservient to her. He
lost the edge and independence he'd learned as a tough youth.
Tyler hadn't learned to love; only to survive. Even after marrying
Olivia, there was no love. For him, it was a ticket out, an escape, a
way to make contacts and move up, so that he'd never raise children in
the manner he'd grown up. Love was a foreign concept.
That all changed when he met Julia. She was working as a temp in one
of the Carston family businesses, and Tyler was doing his usual job of
negotiating. He had bumped into Julia, as she was scurrying with a
stack of copies to one of the manager's offices. His coffee had
splashed over both of them, and over her precious copies. She had been
horror-stricken, both by getting hot coffee on Tyler, and on messing up
her paperwork. Naturally, he was angry, and he started to say
something petty and mean, but then he saw her eyes. He saw warmth, and
kindness, and sincerity which he'd never seen before. The verbal
lashing he intended to deliver died in his throat; instead, he found
himself apologizing for having gotten in her way. Since she had no
time to redo the copies, Tyler had walked with her to the manager's
office, and explained that he'd accidentally spilled coffee on her
copies, and that it wasn't her fault.
It took no time for a romance to develop. Julia gave love that Tyler
had never known. In return, he found a growing ability to be trusting
and loving. Once Olivia suspected the affair, she made sure that Julia
was fired. Tyler used his contacts to get her a job, despite Olivia's
spitefully negative personnel appraisal. When he could, he used some
of his "allowance" from Olivia to help Julia out financially.
Tyler thought of Tracy, Julia's charming daughter. He was certain that
she was his daughter, even though she'd never told him, nor even
suggested it. She was as cute as her mother was pretty, and had the
same enchanting brown eyes and innocent look. Tracy was a smart girl,
too - she usually got all A's at school. And most importantly, she
treated Tyler like he was her dad, even though she'd never been told
the truth.
Tyler pulled his car into the garage, parking his Lexus next to her
car. He hadn't noticed any lights on as he came up the driveway, so he
hoped that she was already in bed. Slowly, silently, he opened the
door and crept into the house.
The light came on with a blinding suddenness, startling him.
"You're late," Olivia chided him sternly.
"I didn't want to wake you," Tyler replied automatically.
Olivia drew herself up out of her chair and walked over to him. "I
suppose you were with _her_ again, tonight?" She stood in front of
him, blocking his path into the house. "How is she, these days? Still
trying to enjoy her miserable, poor life?"
Tyler wanted to stand up to Olivia, but he knew that she held all the
power. He said nothing, but his nostrils flared with his anger at her
accusation and petty delight in Julia's situation.
Olivia noticed his reaction. "Tell me," she continued in a wicked
voice, "did the two of you have ... fun tonight, or did that bratty
daughter of hers interfere with your passion?"
"For your information," Tyler said through clenched teeth, "Tracy is a
wonderful little girl, and spending time with a ... friend doesn't
necessarily have to end in sex."
"Good." She was taking delight in tormenting him over his evening.
"That means you've got something for me."
"You know," Tyler observed, trying but failing to sound impassionate,
"you've completely spoiled the mood. Men ... don't perform on demand."
Olivia sneered at him. "We'll see. You could always take one of your
little pills, couldn't you? I doubt you'd be able to resist me, then.
You _will_ try to please me, too, won't you?" She turned and strutted
toward the bedroom, one of her long, sexy legs showing through the slit
in the side of her nightie. "It's time for bed." It sounded less like
a suggestion than a demand, and she knew that he'd comply. He always
did.
**********
"Where?" Tyler was astonished by Julia's suggestion.
"The water park south of the mall," Julia repeated. "You know the one
- Bikini Beach."
Tyler sighed. "I was hoping for a more relaxing day. Something more
conventional, like maybe a picnic, or a movie."
"Tracy wants to go to the water park, and I've been promising her for a
while. You don't want to disappoint her, do you?" She nibbled on his
ear. "Besides, we'll have the rest of the evening, and if Tracy gets
tired from too much excitement ...."
A smile crept over Tyler's face. "Well, we can't disappoint Tracy,
now, can we?"
Twenty minutes later, Tyler pulled into a parking spot at the park.
"Unusual that they have such a tall fence, don't you think?"
Julia shrugged. "Maybe. But I've heard wonderful things about the
park."
"Okay." Tyler glanced in the back seat. "Ready for some fun, Tracy?"
Tracy grinned. "Yeah," she said enthusiastically. If she'd tried her
best, she wouldn't have been able to contain her excitement.
As they walked across the parking lot, swim gear tucked under their
arms, Julia wrapped her arm around Tyler's, drawing him closer. He
smiled at her. This was going to be a pleasant day, he decided. Then
he noticed something that seemed odd. "I don't see any other men going
in," he said, his voice cautious. "You don't suppose that this is a
ladies-only place, do you?" If it was, then the day would be ruined,
and Tracy would be very disappointed.
Julia frowned, but then she spotted a couple of college guys at the
ticket window. "There are a couple of boys in line," she answered. "I
swear, you're too suspicious."
Tyler chuckled. "Yeah, but do you see all the women going in? Are you
sure you want me in a park, in my swimsuit, surrounded by all these
attractive women?"
Julia punched him lightly in the arm. "I know you won't be looking at
anyone but me," she said playfully. "Besides, I thought your
tomcatting days were long over."
"You know me too well."
As he waited in line for the window, Tyler noticed another odd fact -
most of the patrons were bypassing the booth and using some type of
pass-card to enter. He failed to notice that the person in front of
him had moved.
"Yes, Mister Lofton," a dark-haired girl behind the glass said,
regaining his attention, "this is a membership-only private park, so
not many of our patrons need to buy passes."
"What?" Tyler frowned. "Uh, how ...?" He was puzzled that the girl
had seemingly read his mind. She had _certainly_ called him by name,
which he hadn't given her. It added to the puzzle of the park. For
all his life, Tyler had had a sense of things feeling wrong. That
feeling was back, in spades. Despite that, though, he suppressed his
wariness; after all, the day was for time with Julia and Tracy.
"I get that question a lot," she answered enigmatically. "So I've
learned to recognize when people are wondering." She glanced at Julia
and Tracy. "Since we're a private park, we sell only a limited number
of passes. You're early enough that we haven't sold out of those, and
besides, this is a slow day."
Tyler's eyes widened. From the traffic he'd seen, the park was quite
busy. "This is a _slow_ day?"
"Relatively. I'm Anya. My grandmother and I run the park. I take it
you want three passes for the day? Two adults and one junior?"
"Oh, yes, that's right." Tyler was getting quite distracted by all the
little things that seemed out of place or unusual. He dug out his
wallet and paid for the passes.
"Remember to shower before you leave the locker rooms," Anya reminded
him. "It's a health department regulation. And have a fun day."
Tyler smiled. "We will." He took the passes and stepped away from the
window. After passing through the entrance, he went to the men's
locker on the right, while Julia and Tracy went to the women's locker
on the left.
Perhaps it was from his upbringing, in a rough part of town, and from a
relatively poor family, but Tyler couldn't help but be suspicious. For
a very busy park, as the girl at the window had described, the men's
locker was very small. He filed that fact away to think of later -
maybe, and tossed his gear on a bench. He took off his clothes,
placing them in an empty locker, and pulled on his swim trunks. To be
certain that he didn't lose the key, he fastened it inside the tiny
pocket of the swimsuit with a safety pin.
Tyler stepped toward the door, where he saw a large mirror. He posed,
admiring his physique. While he wasn't twenty any longer, he still was
in much better shape than most of his contemporaries. He had no belly
fat, and his muscles were well toned without being exaggerated. There
were still the scars, though, on his chest, from his high-school days.
Tyler wore them proudly, as a badge of honor, for having survived his
very turbulent, rough childhood and escaped the poverty trap. One had
nearly killed him - if the blade had been millimeters down, it wouldn't
have deflected off his rib, but would have slid between them and
pierced his heart.
Tyler tore his thoughts away from reminiscing about the past, and
focused on the present. The girl had said that he needed to shower, so
he walked to one of the shower stalls. He twisted the knob, and then
stepped in, having steeled himself for a blast of cold water. Instead,
it was pleasantly warm, and invigorating.
After a few moments in the shower, longer than he'd intended due to the
relaxing effect of the shower, he stepped out, turned off the handle,
and started toward the exit door. Something seemed odd to him, but he
couldn't put his finger on it. Something wet was dancing around his
shoulders in an unexpected way, and it seemed like hair was flitting
into and out of his peripheral vision. The feel of walking was
different, too.
As soon as Tyler came around the corner to the exit, he instinctively
flinched and averted his eyes at the topless woman in front of him. It
only took a few milliseconds, though, for him to know that something
was very wrong. Only moments before, he'd been flexing and posing in
front of a mirror. That meant - he flinched at the thought - that the
shower or something in this room was magic, and that _he_ was the woman
in the mirror. He looked back, and saw that the woman was mimicking
his every move.
Slowly, fearfully, he looked down, and saw what he knew was on his
chest - a pair of moderate sized, perky breasts, capped in large dark
nipples. Between the breasts, he could see a very flat stomach, and an
equally flat groin, covered with a bikini bottom. He gasped in
surprise, and even that tiny sound was softer than what he'd expected.
Almost automatically, his hands reached up and cupped his breasts, and
his hands and breasts confirmed that what his eyes saw really had
happened. He was a woman. Somehow, impossibly, he'd been changed into
a woman.
Years of dealing with the unexpected as he grew up served Tyler well.
He fought the instinct to panic, and assessed the situation. The woman
in the mirror - himself - was of average build, and moderately
attractive. She was well-toned, just like Tyler had been, and had
little excess fat. Her brown hair was short, and, being wet, it was
hard to say how it was styled, but Tyler suspected, from the cut, that
it was a bob with the front feathered a bit. Her face was Tyler's
face, but feminized, a face that he would have had if a different sperm
had won the race. She didn't have super-model looks, but she was far
from unattractive. A bit above average, Tyler decided.
A knock sounded on the door, and then it opened, letting the bright
sunlight stream in as a figure stepped through the door. As if it were
an instinct, Tyler lifted his arms to cover his naked breasts, and
retreated a half step from the door.
"Don't worry, Tyler," the figure said. Tyler recognized the voice as
belonging to the girl from the ticket window. "This park is magic, and
yes, it transformed you into a woman."
"Why?" Tyler demanded simply. "Why did you do this to me?"
The girl smiled. "My grandmother built this park as a refuge for
women, a place where they could relax and not worry about being ogled
and treated as objects."
"That doesn't explain why. Or how? And ..." He didn't want to push
the unthinkable question - was this a permanent change?
Anya smiled. "No, it's not permanent. The magic lasts until around
midnight of the last day your pass is valid. Since you bought a one-
day pass, the magic will wear off about midnight, and you'll change
back to your male self."
"Oh," Tyler sounded relieved about changing back. "Magic?" he asked
skeptically. "You expect me to believe this was magic?" He started as
he realized that she'd apparently read his mind - again.
"Do you have another explanation?" Anya asked with a smile.
"No, I guess not," Tyler admitted softly. The sound coming from his
mouth was soft and feminine, and impossible in his ears.
Anya waved one hand, and produced a bikini top. "Before we go any
further," she said, "please put this on. Grandmother really dislikes
topless sunbathing in her park."
Tyler took the garment as if it were a snake. "How ...?" he started to
ask.
"The magic gives you skills to cope as a woman. If you don't think
about how, but just about putting it on, you'll find it's natural, like
you've been doing it all your life."
Tyler did as directed, and his jaw dropped as he put on the bikini top.
"That's ...." he started to say.
"Spooky? Yes, it is - at first. And just so you don't worry, I've
already spoken to Julia, and she knows what to expect. You two can
have a fun day with Tracy, just like you'd planned."
Tyler couldn't help but glance down at his new body. "Not quite like
we'd planned," he said, smiling wryly as he looked back at Anya.
"Mostly, though. You wanted to treat Tracy to a fun day at a water
park, and you're willing to sacrifice ... intimacy ... with Julia to do
so." She smiled warmly. "It sounds to me like you enjoy the warmth of
a caring family more than the sexual aspect of your relationship."
Tyler started at her words. "I ... I guess you're right," he said
slowly. "But ... how do you know all this? Unless you're reading my
mind."
Anya grinned. "You catch on pretty quickly. Now why don't you go out
and have a fun day? Oh, by the way, since you're changed, your female
name is Tiffany." She saw the wrinkled nose and brow on Tyler's face.
"Yes, I know it can sound a bit bimbo-ish, but it's how the magic
worked."
Tyler shrugged. "I guess I'll make the best of it, then, since it's
only temporary." He squared his shoulders, flinching at the jiggle on
his chest as he did so, took a deep breath, and marched through the
door out to the entrance plaza.
After being momentarily blinded by the bright sunlight, he started
looking around, and eventually spotted Julia and Tracy sitting at a
table waiting. He walked, uneasily, toward them.
Tracy hurled herself at Tyler and wrapped her arms around him in a big
hug. "Hi, Aunt Tiff!" she exclaimed with glee. "I'm so glad you could
come today! We're going to have lots of fun!"
Tyler uneasily returned the hug. "You know I like spending time with
you," he said, "and your mom."
"I want to go on the slides first," Tracy begged. "Can we go on the
slides first?" She pointed toward the turquoise Pele's Race on the
side of the 'mountain.'
"Sure, honey," Julia said, giving Tyler a wink. "Why don't you run on
ahead and we'll be right behind you?"
Squealing with delight, the girl raced down the pathway toward the
ride, leaving Julia and Tyler behind.
"You look exactly like I pictured you, after the girl from the booth
explained things to me," Julia said with a smile. "I'm almost
jealous."
Tyler shook his head, feeling his short hair brushing his shoulders.
"You didn't know this would happen?" he asked, amazed.
"No," Julia replied. "Honest to God, I didn't know!"
"It kind of spoils anything this evening after we get back to your
place," Tyler observed dispassionately. "Tracy thinks I'm really her
Aunt Tiffany?"
"Yup," Julia smiled. "That's what the girl said would happen, since
Tracy doesn't know about the magic." She looked at Tyler - looking
slightly down to him for the first time ever. "You're not mad, are
you?"
Tyler smiled. "Like I said the other day, I love spending time with
you as a friend, even when we can't ... you know."
The day went far better than Tyler had imagined it would. The girls
had a wonderful time, floating around the "Old Man River", riding some
of the milder tube slides that were suitable for Tracy, and sunbathing
and swimming in the "Tropical Lagoon". While Tracy swam and floated,
Tyler and Julia had time together to talk and share some 'friend time'.
All too soon, the loudspeaker announced that the park was closing.
Julia glanced at Tyler, then back at the Junior Lifeguard Academy pool,
where Tracy was playing with a couple of girls on the Safety Scramble,
a fun course to test agility and balance as kids used the overhead net
and fake tortoises in the water to cross the pool. "Tracy," Julia
called.
Tracy turned toward her calling mother; as a result, she lost her
handhold on the net and fell with a splash into the pool. She came up
sputtering. "Aw, Mom," she complained," you made me fall!"
"It's almost closing time, so we need to go."
Tracy looked at the net and tortoises, and the other kids scrambling
across the obstacle course, and considered ignoring her mother to try
one last time. It was obvious what she was thinking for that brief
moment, but she decided not to risk getting in trouble. She turned,
and splashed and swam to the edge of the pool. She'd never had many
swimming lessons, and it showed. For a brief moment, Tyler wondered if
he couldn't do something to help her swim better, so she didn't feel so
awkward around girls her own age who were better swimmers.
As they walked back toward the locker rooms, Tyler began to have his
doubts about the rest of the day. "Now what?" he asked Julia.
Julia smiled pleasantly. "How about if we get something on the way
home, and then we can have a 'girls night' watching a movie?"
Tyler winced. "Can we get something at a drive-thru? Or maybe order a
pizza?"
"Afraid to be seen in public like that?" Julia asked with a grin.
Tyler nodded sheepishly. "Yeah, you could say that."
"I don't want you to feel uncomfortable," Julia chuckled. "We'll order
a pizza."
As they came to the locker rooms, Tyler was somehow not surprised to
see that the "Men's" sign had magically changed to read, "Women's
Locker Room 2". He smiled to himself - that would help cut down on
awkward questions from people who didn't know someone had changed. The
owner and her granddaughter seemed to have thought of everything.
Inside the locker room, Tyler noted further that all the masculine
details were gone, and the room now had makeup mirrors, blow dryers,
and other accoutrements typically not found in a men's locker. There
were other women present in the room, and many of them turned toward
Tyler, their expressions varying from amused to worried. Tyler
reasoned that those familiar with the magic found the nervousness of
newly-changed men entertaining, while those who were new to the change,
such as himself, found the thought of being a woman, changing in a room
full of women, to be unsettling.
He steeled himself, squared his shoulders, and stepped directly to his
locker. Inside, as he dreaded but somehow knew, he found his clothing
was altered. Instead of his polo shirt, he had a pale blue, sleeveless
knit blouse with a deep Vee neckline. His ever-present Dockers were
tan Capri pants, and his shoes were feminine flats.
Bowing to the inevitable, Tyler slipped out of his bikini, and stepped
to an empty shower stall. Inside, he used the floral-scented body wash
and shampoo to cleanse the chlorine and dirt from his body and hair. A
little voice in his head seemed to be telling him something, and
knowing of the magic, he followed that voice, he applied some
conditioner and cr?me rinse to avoid tangles. After a few seconds, he
rinsed it out, and then turned off the shower. Without stepping from
the shower, he took his towel, which he'd hung on a hook just outside
his stall. The voice told him not to scrub his hair with the towel,
like he usually did, but to pat it dry. After quickly drying, he
wrapped the towel around his wet hair, and walked back to a bench in
front of his locker.
Somehow, the sight of a dozen or more naked women in the locker room
did nothing for Tyler, even though he knew it should. He suspected,
correctly, that the magic had given him female instincts and
attractions, and as such, looking at other women was of no interest.
That thought also caused Tyler a moment of fear - if his attraction for
women had been turned off, did that mean he would have a woman's
attraction to men? He was suddenly very grateful that his change would
only last until midnight, and that he and Julia were going to her
apartment for a movie, and not out clubbing.
Without thinking, Tyler pulled on his panties, then his bra. After he
removed the towel from his head, he pulled on his blouse, pulled on the
pants, and then slipped into his flats. He rolled his bikini up in his
towel, and then took the purse that was in his locker in place of his
wallet.
As he started to blow-dry his hair, Tyler suddenly wondered about
something. He glanced in his purse, and to his surprise, found no
wedding ring. Tyler had always worn his ring, even though it was
offensive to Julia, simply out of habit. With the change, though, he
apparently wasn't married. That thought caused him to smile as he
finished his hair. That was one less thing to have to worry about, and
it seemed almost liberating to not be married to Olivia.
Gathering his stuff, he stepped out of the locker room and walked
toward the entrance. He didn't see Julia, but he saw the pretty
brunette girl, Anya, walking past. "Excuse me," he called to her.
Anya stopped and turned, a very pleasant expression on her face. "Did
you enjoy yourself today, Tiffany?" she asked.
"Very much so," Tyler answered. "There's something I don't understand
though."
"What's that?" Anya asked.
"When I changed this morning, this," he gestured toward the men's room
over his shoulder, "was a men's room. Now, it isn't."
"It helps cut down confusion when people leave," Anya answered, "just
like you figured."
"But ... what happens if someone is leaving in the middle of the day,
when someone else is coming in?"
Anya laughed. "You're one of the first people to ask that," she
chuckled. "It's pretty complicated. It's kind of like a whole bunch
of parallel dimensions. Each person or group coming in has a private
changing room that's in its own reality space. But once the day ends
and men are going out, it's no longer necessary."
Tyler felt his head spin as he tried to comprehend what Anya was
telling him. "So ... it's like a Twilight Zone thing? You set it up
so men can't bump into women accidentally?"
Anya nodded, still smiling. "That's a simple way to describe it. The
magic, though," she said in a hushed voice, "is pretty complicated.
Even I don't quite understand how Grandmother did it, yet."
"Tiffany!" Julia called from near the women's locker as soon as she
spotted Tyler. She and Tracy started toward him.
"Uh, you said this wears off ... around midnight?"
Anya nodded. "I would suggest you not go home until after the magic
wears off. Olivia might not understand, and she'll get even angrier
than she normally does."
Tyler's jaw dropped. "You ... know that I'm married?"
Anya nodded. "I can read minds and auras pretty well, but not as well
as Grandmother."
"You're not going to say anything, like I'm a slime or something for
cheating?" Tyler asked cautiously.
Anya shook her head gently. "It's not my place to judge," she said.
"I read your mind, remember? I know _all_ about your marital
situation. Besides, if you were some kind of low-life, I wouldn't have
sold you a pass in the first place."
"Uh, thanks. I guess."
Anya turned, but then looked back over her shoulder. "Keep an open
mind. Problems like yours have a way of working out - if you look for
unconventional solutions." She walked off, leaving Tyler standing,
puzzling over her meaning.
**********
Tyler paused in the doorway and turned to the bed. "Sleep well,
Tracy," he said gently to the girl.
"Thanks for the fun day, Aunt Tiffany," Tracy replied. She sounded
tired, but very happy.
"Any time. Now go to sleep, before you get in trouble."
Tyler turned to the living room of the small apartment. He sat down
wearily on the sofa next to Julia.
"It's been a long day."
Julia laughed. "You played hard, and you're not used to that body."
Tyler nodded. "You got that right." He looked down at the bulges on
his chest again. "I don't know how girls deal with all these ...
curves."
"We grew up with them," Julia explained with a grin. "It doesn't seem
that unusual - just like you don't seem bothered by all your ... stuff
... in your shorts."
"Okay," Tyler conceded. "I get the point."
"Do you want to watch another movie?"
Tyler sighed. "You want me to suffer through another 'chick flick'?"
he asked sarcastically.
"Why not? You _are_ one right now," Julia teased. "And if the magic
gave you any female skills and feelings, I'm willing to bet that you
liked the first movie."
"No, I didn't," Tyler countered angrily. "I don't have female
feelings."
"Then why were you crying when they got together at the end?" Julia
asked with a smile. "And don't deny it; both Tracy and I saw it."
Tyler knew it was pointless to argue; he'd been caught. "Okay, so I'm
a little more emotional right now. Blame the magic."
"Whatever caused it, I think it's sweet that you show emotions." She
paused. "So, now what?"
Tyler glanced up at the clock. It was almost eleven. "I don't have a
lot of time left like this," he said, with a tiny hint of regret in his
voice. "And then I have to go."
Julia rose, smiling, and then offered a hand to help Tyler up. "Then
I'll brew some tea, and we can sit and visit for a while, okay?"
Tyler nodded. "That sounds ... nice."
As the two sat at the kitchen table, sipping tea, Julia decided to
broach the dreaded subject. "What are you going to do about Olivia?"
she asked.
Tyler shook his head, his eyes half closed and a sad expression on his
face. "I want to leave her," he said, "but you know what she can do to
me."
"I know," Julia said, nodding. "But you need to do what _you_ want,
and what you need. You know she destroyed your sense of independence,
and she's slowly killing your spirit and zest for life. She completely
controls you."
Tyler simply nodded; she was speaking the absolute truth.
"She's not really a wife, is she? She's more a bossy ...." Julia
didn't want to say the word.
"Bitch." Tyler sighed heavily. "But if I leave, she'll completely
ruin me. Her family has that kind of power. She can make sure that
I'll never get any kind of meaningful job ever again. She can ruin my
credit, my reputation - everything."
"Sometimes," Julia said wistfully, "I feel like I'm your mother, and
you're a teenager trying to sort through a tough problem. I can't tell
you what to do. All I can do is offer advice." She put her hands on
Tyler's atop the table. "I can tell you that if you do leave her,
we'll figure out how to work things out. No matter what, we'll somehow
figure out how."
"I know," Tyler said.
"She scares you, doesn't she?" Julia asked the obvious.
Tyler's eyes widened in surprise at her question, and then he slowly
nodded. "Yeah. I never thought I'd say it, but she _does_ scare me.
Her family scares me. I've seen them do things that are ... almost
evil. I've seen them lie, cheat, and use people. I've seen them ruin
people." He took a deep breath. "I never thought I'd say it, but for
the first time in my life, I'm afraid of her and her family."
Tyler suddenly sat upright, his eyes widening in surprise. "Oh, I
think it's starting!" He felt a strange tingling in his extremities,
and on his scalp. Slowly, the tingling radiated up his arms and legs,
and down his head, until his whole body was enveloped in the strange
sensation.
"I see it!" Julia exclaimed. She watched as Tyler's hair shortened,
while his face slowly morphed and became more masculine, more angular.
His hands, atop the table, lost their feminine grace, and turned into
his normal rough, scarred hands. His body was changing, too, losing
the prominent bumps on his chest as his whole torso swelled outward,
becoming more muscular and more masculine. Even his clothes were
changing - they flowed like liquid cloth, changing color and shape as
they reformed into Tyler's normal attire.
In seconds, it was over. Tyler was back to normal.
"Wow!" Julia exclaimed softly, her eyes wide open in amazement. "That
was ... incredible! If I hadn't seen it, I wouldn't have believed it!"
Tyler smiled. "It's weird to be on the changing side, too."
Sadness slowly crept over Julia's face. "I know you have to go, now."
Tyler nodded. "It's the last thing I _want_ to do, but I have to."
"I know."
Tyler stood slowly, and offered a hand to Julia. They walked slowly to
the door, where he swept her into an embrace and kissed her.
**********
Half an hour later, Tyler pulled into his garage. The lights in the
house were on, which meant that Olivia was awake, and probably furious.
He swallowed hard, not wanting to deal with her and her rage, but
knowing it was inevitable.
He walked into the kitchen, half-expecting Olivia to be waiting like a
panther to pounce on its prey. She wasn't, though.
"In here," she ordered harshly from the dining room.
Tyler walked in, trying his best to look stern and defiant, but he knew
that he'd fail. Olivia would see right through his fa?ade.
"You're late," she chided.
Tyler simply shrugged.
"You were out with _her_ again, weren't you?" she demanded.
"What if I was? What does it matter to you?" His tone was resigned,
not defiant.
Olivia's face reddened, and nostrils flared. "It matters to me because
people notice! I heard gossip from two different ladies at the country
club tonight! Your tawdry little affair is going to ruin my
reputation!" she screamed.
Tyler stood, silently taking her abuse.
"It's over! Do you hear me? It's over." Her voice lowered to a
menacing, angry tone. "You are _not_ to see that tramp again. You are
not to contact her." She glared at Tyler. "And in case you think you
can sneak past me this time, all it takes is one little phone call, and
I can get our internet records, and your cell phone records."
"You're a first-class bitch," Tyler said in the first angry reply to
her in a very long time.
Olivia grinned wickedly. "Yes, I am, aren't I?" She turned angrily
and started from the room, but paused and looked over her shoulder, an
evil triumphant smile on her face. "And just because you've pissed me
off, you can sleep in the guest room - at least until I decide I need
your ... companionship." She turned, tossed her head back haughtily,
and walked away.
Tyler stood, silently fuming. He knew that Julia was right - he was
afraid of Olivia, and she'd destroyed part of him.
**********
Tyler poured a cup of coffee and sat down in the breakfast nook. He
felt groggy; he hadn't slept well on the uncomfortable guest bed - like
he'd done all week. Olivia was still angry, and using every little
thing she could think of to punish him. He sipped the black coffee,
hoping the caffeine would help him wake up.
"Are you going in to work today?" Olivia demanded as she stepped into
the kitchen. She was wearing a robe over a very sheer negligee,
incompletely tied so the front was open, exposing much skin and her
creamy breasts. It was as if she was tormenting his remaining sense of
manhood, since he'd been exiled to the guest room and had no contact
with his mistress.
Tyler shrugged. "Maybe," he answered simply between sips of coffee.
"You _know_ that there's that big contract with our biggest supplier
coming due soon. You need to be on your toes to make sure we get the
best deal. We can't have you moping around like a love-sick puppy
anymore, can we?" She sounded condescending, like she was lecturing a
five-year-old.
Tyler managed an angry glare at her. "You've taken every little bit of
joy out of my life. What the hell do you expect?"
Olivia acted surprised. "Oh, that's right! I haven't let you play
with your mistress and her little brat for the past week and a half!
That's why you're so upset." The sarcastic tone was unmistakable. She
glared at him. "Except for the two messages from your phone."
Tyler simply glared into his coffee cup as he took another sip.
"Did you think I wouldn't find out? Did you really think you could
slip that past me?" She had nothing but scorn for his feeble attempts
to stay in touch with Julia. "Oh, I know what's wrong!" she exclaimed
in a mockingly surprised tone, "I never let you have a chance to say
goodbye, did I? That's why you're so sad, isn't it?" She clucked at
herself as if she really cared, when Tyler knew she didn't. "Well,
I'll tell you what," she said, sounding conciliatory for the first
time, "I _do_ have a heart. Since I'm going to be at the trade show
for the next week with Daddy, I'll let you have one last week with
her."
Tyler frowned. He knew she was up to something. "What's the catch?"
"Catch? Oh, I'm so hurt! You doubt my sincerity?" She feigned
surprise, but that was another part of her psychological torture. She
reached into the pocket of her robe and extracted a card. "Well, the
only catch is that you meet her at that water park you and she took her
brat ... daughter to." She took a step and held out the card toward
Tyler.
Tyler took the card warily. He was now very certain that there was
more to this than she was letting on. As he examined it, he noticed
the some information on the card was smudged, but that could have
easily been because it had spent time in her purse. The date was for
that day, and Olivia was leaving in the afternoon for her business
trip.
"Well, aren't you going to thank me?" Olivia asked in a rather
demanding tone.
Tyler looked warily at her. "Thank you," he said simply.
"Well then," Olivia sounded suspiciously cheerful, "you'd better call
her and let her know that I'm allowing you a last goodbye, and then you
can go meet her at the park."
**********
Tyler walked into the shower happily, knowing what to expect, and not
caring, because he'd spend the day with Julia and Tracy. Even if the
first day was as a woman, he had the rest of the week to be Julia's
lover. As he felt the changes, though, he noticed that something
seemed odd. Just from how far he had to reach up to the shower knob,
he knew he was much smaller. As the other changes happened, he noticed
that his chest had not swelled out into full female breasts, but
instead, into small cones.
Warily, he stepped toward the door - and the tell-tale mirror. As soon
as he spotted himself, he gasped, a faint cry of despair.
He was small - less than five feet tall, and very slender. He also
appeared to be no older than eleven or twelve, a little girl instead of
the adult woman he'd been before. Tyler started to panic. His - her -
hair was the same wavy brown as Julia's, cut shoulder length. She had
a cute little nose, slightly upturned, and soft, hazel eyes. His gaze
snapped down, to where he saw tiny budding breasts, small, soft bumps
on a thin, pre-teen chest. A little girl's chest. He looked into the
mirror again. He was thin and a bit gangly - just like any pre-teen
girl going through maturation and a growth spurt.
As he stared at the mirror, a sinking feeling in his heart, the door
opened. To his horror, Olivia stepped through, grinning wickedly.
"Oh, aren't you adorable!" she exclaimed with her usual snide tone.
"What ... did you do?" Tyler asked in a feeble voice.
"You didn't think I'd really let you spend a week playing tomcat with
your little mistress, did you?" she sneered.
"You ... said I could spend the week with her," Tyler protested.
"And you will," Olivia crowed. "As her other daughter!"
Tyler's mouth dropped open in confusion. "Other ... daughter?" He
suddenly felt worried, and helpless. "How ... did you know? About the
park, I mean?"
"I have my ways," Olivia said. "Oh, and by the way, I fudged the
expiration date. It doesn't expire today. It expires the day I get
back from my trip."
Tyler's eyes widened in horror. "You mean ...?" he stammered, unable
to finish the question. He ran back to his locker and pulled out the
pass. He wiped at the smudged numbers, and saw that, beneath a little
white-out was a _real_ expiration date. His heart sank as he read the
date.
"You're stuck as her little brat for the next week!" Olivia said
gleefully. She turned and stepped haughtily from the locker room.
Tyler stared after her, with a sinking feeling in his heart. Tears
started to trickle from the corners of his eyes as he contemplated just
how nasty a trick Olivia had pulled on him. His hatred for her grew,
while he wondered what was going to happen now. Did Julia know? How
was she going to react?
The door opened again, and an older woman came in, smiling. She was a
little overweight, and her hair had a touch of gray. "I know you have
a lot of questions, Mr. Lofton, and we'll answer them in a moment."
She waved her hand, and produced a bikini top that matched the red
bottom Tyler was wearing. "But please put this on first. I don't
really like women - or girls - going topless in my park." She extended
the top to Tyler.
Having been in the park before, Tyler knew that he'd have some female
skills. He took the top, his eyes still teary from Olivia's cruel
trick, and tied it on. "What's going on?" he whimpered in a little-
girl voice.
The old woman gently took Tyler's arm. "Let's go outside, so when your
mother realizes that you're missing, she won't have to wonder, or
panic." With Tyler wiping at his tears, the two walked out to the
entrance plaza, and the old woman led him to an out-of-the-way table in
the corner of the plaza.
"Why? How did she do this?" Tyler cried as they sat down.
The old woman bit her lip. "To be honest, she pulled one over on us."
She saw the surprised expression on Tyler's face. "I was tired, and I
got careless. Your wife had a third party buy the ticket, and he
didn't know anything of her plan. She told her associate that you
wanted to spend a week as Julia's daughter, so her deception was a step
removed." She shook her head, wincing as she chided herself for her
mistake. "If she'd have bought the pass directly, I would have read
her intentions, and prevented it. If it had been a lifetime pass, I'd
have been very thorough in checking. But since it was short-time,
third-party purchase, I didn't check as thoroughly as I should have."
She put her hand on Tyler's arm. "I'm so sorry, dear."
"So ... what do I do?"
The old woman smiled pleasantly. "I know you enjoy spending time with
Julia. You enjoyed your last visit, and being her friend for the
night. Now you can spend the whole week. I think you'll find a lot
more affection from her as her oldest daughter."
"But ... the last time, only a little bit changed. How will she ...?"
The old woman shook her head. "This time, reality was rewritten.
You're her daughter now. She knows it, everyone knows it. Tell me
your name, please."
Tyler looked confused, and then answered. "Trinity Marie Richards,"
she answered. "Wait, that's not right. I'm Trinity." Her brow
wrinkled. "Why can't I say my name?"
"That _is_ your name, in this reality. It's part of the magic, to make
sure you don't make a mistake." She saw the look on Tyler's face. "At
least it's better than Tiffany." She glanced toward the women's locker
room. "Here she comes now."
Julia was coming over, and she didn't look very happy. "Trin," she
called in a stern voice, "I told you to wait in the locker room."
The old woman winked at Trinity, and then smiled to Julia. "It's my
fault, dear," she explained. "Your daughter was very curious about the
expansion we're doing, so I started talking, and, well, here we are."
Trinity glanced at Julia, then at the old woman. From the corner of
her eye, she saw a paper on the table that hadn't been there moments
before. She looked down and saw a map of the park, with the new
sections highlighted.
Julia sat down and hugged Trinity. "Please don't do that again," she
said, trying to sound angry but sounding caring and loving instead.
"You know I worry about you."
"I promise, Mom," Trinity said, and her eyes widened. She had intended
to say "Julia", but couldn't. The old woman's magic really _was_
keeping her from making mistakes.
Julia smiled. "Good. Now let's go have some fun."
As Julia stood, Trinity glanced at the old woman again, and then looked
up at Julia. "She was just telling me about the new spa and Roman
baths," she said, searching for an excuse to ask just one more question
of the old woman. "Since we're reading about that in school, can I at
least hear how the park will be?"
"Okay. One minute, okay?" Julia smiled. "I'm going to get your
sister from the gift shop. If I know her, she's window shopping for a
new swimsuit that I can't afford." She turned and left, a happy bounce
in her step, as if she was used to spending a day with _two_ girls
instead of one.
"How? How can we afford this? Mom is ... not well off!" Trinity
asked.
"Reality has changed a bit. She has a little better job than you
remember."
"Oh." Trinity frowned. "What else has changed?"
The old woman smiled. "If you think about the past, you'll remember
the details."
"Okay." Trinity stood and turned to leave, but turned back. "Thank
you for the help, um ..." She paused, looking puzzled. "I don't know
what to call you."
"Most people just call me Grandmother."
**********
"But ...?" Trinity was confused. She still had Tyler's memories, and
they did not include sleeping in the same bedroom as Tracy, in the top
bunk. In fact, Tyler's memories didn't have a bunk bed in Tracy's
room. "I'm not sure I want the top bunk," Trinity said.
"Any more, you mean," Julia said. She rolled her eyes. "After all the
fussing you made about being oldest and getting first choice, after all
these years of demanding the top bunk, now you want to change your mind
at nine o'clock on a school night?"
As Julia spoke, the memories of those arguments came back to Trinity.
She frowned; why was she so upset about the top bunk? Just as
suddenly, some of Tyler's memories resurfaced - having the top bunk as
a kid, only to be thrown off while wrestling with his older brother.
Tyler had broken his arm, dislocated his elbow, and gotten a
concussion. After that fight and resulting trip to the emergency room,
followed by surgery, he'd had a phobia about the top bunk, and willing
gave it up to his brother.
For a moment, Trinity felt caught between two realities, not sure if
she loved or hated the top bunk. "Okay, Mom." She knew she didn't
have a choice.
"We can talk more tomorrow night," Julia said as she gave Trinity a
hug. "And if you still want to move, we can do it tomorrow night, when
you have more time, okay?" She kissed Trinity on the forehead. "Now
get in your jammies and get to bed. You've got school tomorrow."
"Okay," Trinity agreed. "Can we talk a bit ... after I get ready for
bed?"
"Sure, honey," Julia answered with a smile. "As long as you're in bed
by nine-thirty." She left the room, closing the door behind her.
"Do you really mean it? I can have the top bunk?" Tracy said
excitedly.
Trinity smiled at her 'sister'. "Sure. Why not?" The smile turned
into a grin. "That way, if you act up, I can always kick the bottom of
your bunk!"
Tracy laughed. "You wouldn't, would you?" She saw the look on
Trinity's face. "You _would_!"
"Just kidding," Trinity said with a grin. She saw Tracy starting to
undress, and the uneasy feeling returned with a vengeance. Tracy was a
girl, and she _shouldn't_ be seeing her undress. Should she? After
all, she was a girl, too. She shook her head; this mixing of memories
was confusing.
Trinity half-turned away from Tracy and pulled off her blouse. She
wriggled out of her shorts, and then slipped off the training bra that
she'd been shocked to discover in her locker earlier that day. As she
glanced down at her chest, at the slightly-swollen areolae, she
realized that she _needed_ a training bra, and that soon, she'd need a
real one.
As if on autopilot, she pulled down and stepped out of her panties,
tossing them in the laundry hamper, and pulled a clean pair from her
dresser. Without thinking, she pulled them on, and only then did she
marvel at how nice and silky they felt. A slight purr of contentment
rippled through her before she pulled on her nightshirt.
Trinity was grateful for the showers and the bath products in the
stalls. Because she'd cleaned herself thoroughly there, she didn't
feel dirty, or in need of another shower. At least, she thought, it
delayed the inevitable, when she'd have to shower in the apartment.
She slipped out to the living room, where Julia was sitting at a desk
working on bills, and plopped down on the sofa.
As soon as she heard the noise on the couch, Julia put down her pen and
turned. "What's on your mind, sweetie?"
Trinity shrugged. "I don't know. I'm just ... feeling weird inside."
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Trinity shook her head feebly. "I don't know. It's just that I feel
... different."
Julia came over and sat beside her daughter. "I understand, honey,"
she said in a soothing voice. "I know some of the kids have made fun
of you because you don't have a dad, and because we're not as rich as
they are." Her voice started to crack with emotion. "I know it's
hard."
Trinity's eyebrow rose. She was still trying to assimilate all her new
'girl' memories, and that hadn't been the intent of her words. She
didn't know how to tell Julia that she felt torn, because she'd been
Tyler until that morning. She _couldn't_ tell Julia, because, in the
current reality, Julia would have never experienced someone changing at
Bikini Beach, and wouldn't believe Trinity.
Instead, Trinity realized that the subject of which Julia was speaking
was very sensitive to her Mom. "I'm sorry," she apologized quickly.
"I ... know you don't like me to talk about it."
Julia wiped at tears, a gesture noticed by Trinity. "I ... miss him,"
she said softly, her voice cracking with emotion. After a moment of
silence, she turned to Trinity. "It's past your bedtime. Scoot."
Trinity nodded. "Okay, Mom," she answered, and then gave Julia a hug.
**********
"Get out of bed, sleepy!" Julia shook Trinity. "You're going to be
late for school."
Trinity rubbed her eyes, and as soon as she started to open them, she
was alert. Things were _very_ wrong! She was in a girls' room, and
she quickly established that she was in a bunk bed, and that Julia was
waking her up. Her! In a flash of stunning recall, the events of the
previous day came back to mind, and Trinity remembered that she was a
girl!
Trinity let her body - and memories - go on autopilot as she dressed,
just like the old woman from the park had advised. It still seemed
weird to be dressing in the same room as Tracy, but less so than the
previous night. Without thinking, she ended up in a pair of tight
jeans, with a rhinestone pattern on the back pockets, and a tan
sleeveless blouse. In the bathroom, she brushed her hair, and, without
thinking again, pulled it back and fastened it with a scrunchie.
Inside, Tyler's voice was crying out, angry at what Olivia had done.
He wanted to spend time with Julia, not go back to middle school. He
wanted to enjoy a passionate, loving embrace, not a familial mother-
daughter hug. He wanted to enjoy the wonderful fragrance of her
perfume, not smell it as an ordinary, boring, unexciting odor. He
wanted to revel in her lips tenderly brushing his, not get a kiss on
the cheek from a doting mother. Trinity was crying inside at her
predicament.
Julia noticed that Trin seemed a little slow as she sat down at the
table for breakfast. "Are you okay, honey?" she asked, concern in her
voice.
"I'm fine, Mom," Trin protested, flinching again at how she'd
automatically addressed Julia. She half-heartedly lifted a glass of
juice and took a sip.
"Well, if you're so fine, how come you're not eating your breakfast?"
Julia asked, indicating the plate with a slice of toast, cottage
cheese, and strawberries in front of Trin.
Trin felt a stab of panic. Memories of Tyler's childhood flooded her,
of a time when Tyler's father would verbally flay him for anything less
than what was demanded, even to the point of what and how much he ate
for breakfast. There was no mercy, no compassion. "I'm not hungry,"
Trin said cautiously, expecting trouble, as she pushed around the white
lump of cottage cheese with her spoon.
Julia stopped what she was doing and turned toward the table. She
reached an open hand towards Trin's forehead, causing the girl to
flinch. But, to Trin's shock, instead of a backhanded slap, Julia
gently put her hand on Trin's forehead. "You don't feel warm," she
said. "Is your stomach upset?"
"Really," Trin insisted, "I'm okay."
"Okay," Julia said, not sounding convinced. "If you say so." She
turned back to the kitchen counter. "I've almost got your lunches
packed."
To satisfy her mom, Trinity forced herself to eat a little breakfast.
From the disapproving look, she knew that her mom had expected her to
eat more.
"Hurry up and clean up your plate," Julia insisted. "You're going to
miss your bus."
"Yeah, Trin," Tracy added as she walked into the kitchen. She'd
already eaten, cleaned up after herself, and now wore her book backpack
as she stood, waiting for her older sister.
Trin sighed, and then scooped one last strawberry and some cottage
cheese onto a corner of the toast and shoved it into her mouth. As she
chewed, she picked up her plate and moved toward the sink, out of
habit, to scrape the leftovers into the garbage disposal.
"What are you doing?" Julia interrupted her in a reproving voice.
Trin flinched again, unsure of what infraction she'd committed, but
expecting to be chastised for something. "Uh, I was cleaning my
plate," she explained weakly.
Julia shook her head, letting out an exasperated sigh. "Sometimes,
girl, you'd forget your head if it wasn't fastened on." She took the
plate from Trin and scraped the food into a plastic container. "Here,"
she said, "_now_ rinse it off and put it in the dishwasher." She shook
her head as she finished packing her own lunch from the breakfast
leftovers. "I swear you do that just to get me to clean up your plate!
Now hurry before you miss the bus - again!"
Trin put the plate in the dishwasher, thinking as she did so. Memories
were faint and hazy; they were far from well-off, and Mom wouldn't let
anything go to waste, including breakfast, which she recycled into her
own lunch. Trin picked up her backpack and started toward the door.
Julia interrupted again. "Wait a sec," she said as she scurried to the
two girls. She wrapped an arm around each of them, and then, in turn,
kissed each on the forehead. "I love you girls. Have a good day," she
said in a cheery, loving tone. "See you after work."
"Bye, Mom," Trin said before she even realized that the words had come
from her mouth. "Love you, too." She puzzled at the words - where
they'd come from, how automatic they'd been. Had Tyler ever said he
loved his dad? Probably not even once. And his mom? She'd died when
he was way too young, and there were only faint memories of a kind
woman's face.
Still wondering about the morning, Trin trudged out the door, her
backpack on her back, to the bus stop, where other pre-teen kids were
likewise waiting. As she neared the stop, one girl's face brightened,
and she called out, "Hey, Trin!"
Trinity felt the panic return. She was frantically sorting through
memories, trying to filter Tyler's strong memories from the shadowy
"new reality" memories of Trinity. "Morning," she mumbled
unenthusiastically. A name came to a ghostly memory. "Beth?" she said
cautiously. As she spoke, the bus pulled up, the doors opened, and the
kids started climbing aboard. Beth stood beside Trinity as the littler
kids got on.
Beth's smile broadened. Apparently, Trinity had gotten the name
association right. "Same as always. I hate Monday." Beth was about
the same size as Trinity, but her hair was long and sandy blonde, and
she had some faint freckles. Trin noted that her big brown eyes and
innocent-looking face were probably going to break some boys' hearts
later in life. Where Trin's clothing was older and plainer, Beth's
jeans looked new, and her top was very stylish. Trin suddenly felt
self-conscious about her clothing.
Beth looked closer at Trinity. "Are you okay?"
Trin sighed. "Mom asked the same thing. Everyone thinks I'm not
feeling well or something, when I'm really just tired." She couldn't
tell Beth the truth - that she was really an older man who'd been
magically changed into Trinity, and her mind was a jumble of
conflicting memories and thoughts. She stepped up into the bus,
followed closely by Beth. Trin took an open seat behind Tracy, who was
busily talking with one of her friends. As expected, Beth sat down
beside her.
"Are you still up for going to hang out at the mall after school?
Topside is having a sale, and I want to see if ...." Beth stopped
suddenly, and her hand rose to cover her open mouth, as she realized
what she was saying. "I'm sorry," she apologized. "I didn't mean
...." She fell silent.
Trinity frowned momentarily as she tried to assimilate the memories and
Beth's sudden apology. She remembered clearly that her mom didn't want
to waste any food, and .... The memories snapped into place. They
weren't very well off, financially. While they weren't poor, her mom's
job didn't pay an extravagant salary, and with two girls, they rarely
got fancy new things. Trin suddenly realized that almost all of
Tracy's clothing had been hand-me-downs from her, and that new clothes
were a rare treat. She _couldn't_ go shopping, because it was a luxury
the family couldn't afford.
"That's okay," Trin found herself telling Beth. She saw Beth's worried
look ease. "I can still help you look." For some reason, she smiled.