Bikini Beach: Nerds - Date Rape Avenger
When a friend of the nerds is date-raped, the nerds decide to help
see that justice is done.
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Bikini Beach: Nerds - Date Rape Avenger
This tale is part of the continuing tale of the Nerds and their
adventures with Bikini Beach. Earlier installments define the
characters, which are very loosely based on Revenge of the
Nerds. The cast is repeated here for convenience.
Cast of Characters
Brandon - a nerdish type who fits the stereotype to a tee, and
Robert's best friend and roommate. Robert and Brandon
grew up together. Brandon is a computer genius, but is
very awkward around girls.
Robert - Not quite as nerdish as Brandon, but still awkward
around others, especially girls. His talents lean more
toward the sciences such as Chemistry and Physics.
Bertram Smythe - Robert and Brandon's other roommate.
From Britain, Bert is an ardent chess player. He is often
rather contemplative, and has a sharp wit.
Fred - A sixteen year old early graduate from high school. Very
gifted, but socially awkward.
Arnold - He was late to be recognized as gifted, and as a
result, got into trouble in high school because he was bored.
Now he uses his talents and sense of mischief to help the
gang.
Chuck - A Navy veteran and electronics genius. Chuck spent
time as a soundman in submarines, where he honed his
electronics skills. He is looked up to as kind of a mentor.
Like Arnold, he is prone to pull pranks just for fun, although
his pranks tend to be more sophisticated.
Greg - Anya's boyfriend, and long-time friend from 'back
home'. He's studying entertainment architecture at the U,
and did a project for the old woman for an expansion of the
park. He helped the nerds with a photography project, and
they accepted him into the frat.
Dean Livingstone - A long-time educrat, the dean actively
supports fraternities, with the exception of the nerds. His
reasons are unknown. Now, he is an honorary member of
the Alpha Sigma Sigma frat, and their faculty advisor.
**********
Vicky wiped her brow and glanced at the clock once more. It
wasn't that hot outside, but inside the ticket booth, the sun gave
no quarter. It beat mercilessly on the glass, turning the small
booth into an oven. For security reasons, the door was shut,
cutting the ventilation down to a barely perceptible breeze that
managed to sneak through the cash and speaker openings in the
window.
It was almost closing time, Vicky reminded herself. Sure, she
could have turned on the air conditioner, but when it was only
eighty degrees outside, Vicky thought it would be hard to justify to
the boss. Ten more minutes. Then she could get back to the
dorm and see what the party scene for the night was. Vicky
figured she could cope with the hotbox for another ten minutes.
The sudden opening of the door caused the tiny breeze to stir into
a whirlwind by comparison; cool air poured through the slots,
washing over Vicky and evoking a loud sigh of relief as she
basked in the cool air. Only after a few seconds of bliss did Vicky
turn toward the door. She wasn't alarmed; only a few employees
had the access code for the door's keypad, so it was very unlikely
that it could be any danger to herself.
"You know," the old woman said as she stepped into the booth,
"you could turn on the air conditioning." She smiled at Vicky. "It's
not like I've never spent time in booths; I know how hot it can get."
She gently pulled Vicky out of her chair. "Now, it's close enough
to quitting time, and it's a slow evening. So why don't you run
along?"
Vicky smiled. "Thanks, boss." She bent over and pulled her
purse out of an alcove. "I've still got a few minutes to wait for my
ride."
The old woman smiled. "Rob will be here in a few seconds." She
watched Vicky's surprise with amusement; there were advantages
of magic use. "Oh, Melanie isn't coming. She got a date, and
when she asked Rob...." She got a wistful look. "Rob is such a
nice boy." She sounded like a Jewish grandmother, giving Vicky a
hint.
Almost on schedule, Rob's car turned the final corner and rolled
slowly to the booth. Vicky stared for a moment at the car, then
she shook her head, smiling. "No matter how many times you do
that, it's still kind of spooky." She stepped out of the booth, then
glanced back. "Yeah, Rob's nice. But boys just aren't
...interesting. Not to me." Her brow wrinkled with worry. "Are you
sure...?"
The old woman smiled. "Go. Have fun. Dance." She shooed the
girl out of the booth. "Before I change my mind...." Vicky grinned,
then stepped around the booth and climbed into Rob's car. She
smiled and waved as Rob eased the car into gear. A sudden
frown appeared on the old woman's face. "Be careful!" she called
out toward Vicky. And even as she spoke the words, she knew
that Vicky couldn't hear her. She dropped her head, sighing
heavily.
**********
Vicky smiled demurely at her dance partner as the booming music
faded away. Around her, the motion of the pairs of people slowed,
eventually halting, and some began to drift from the dance floor.
She read the questioning look in her partner's face - was it Jeff or
Jack? - and she shook her head, indicating that she really didn't
want another dance. "Thanks," she said rather loudly; even
though the music was at a lull, the Coconut Club was still a noisy
place, and she had to talk loudly to be heard.
The guy nodded deferentially, then walked away, leaving Vicky to
go back to her table. Norma and Marta, co-workers and friends,
had decided to come to the club with her, and they occupied a
table waiting for her.
Vicky slid into her seat. "Well, aren't you going to dance some
more with him?" Norma asked with a sly smile.
Vicky shrugged. "Later, maybe."
Norma grinned. "Well, he's got a friend," she said, suddenly
increasing her volume as the music restarted. "I think I'll go see if
his friend wants to dance." She got up from the table and
sauntered across the floor.
Vicky watched her work; she brazenly walked up to the table with
the two guys, and leaning over the table, exposing the maximum
cleavage her dress would allow, began to talk to the guy. Within
moments, she was holding his arm as they walked to the dance
floor.
Marta shook her head. "I don't believe her," she said simply.
"She's acting so...."
Vicky smiled and nodded. "Like she's getting used to it."
Marta shuddered visibly. "Maybe she is. I know _I'm_ not."
Marta, like Norma, had until recently been guys. A very costly
prank at Bikini Beach had cost them their. They owed the old
woman thousands for damage they'd inadvertently caused to the
park, and were working for her to pay it back. Until it was paid in
full, they were stuck - as girls. Marta seemed genuinely shocked
at how well Norma was adapting to being a girl. "It was nice of
Rob to drop you off."
Vicky shrugged. "Yeah, I guess." She turned to watch the
couples dancing, her head bobbing slightly to the beat of the
music.
Marta grinned. "You know, I think he was hoping you'd invite him
dancing or something."
Vicky's jaw dropped, and her head snapped around to stare at
Marta. "What?" she demanded, her tone seemingly angry. Still, a
hint of surprise, and possibly even delight, came through her mock
distress. "He's not...my type!" She turned back to the dance
floor, as much to hide her mixed emotions from her friend.
Marta tilted back her head and laughed. "Methinks thou doth
protest too much," she quoted.
Vicky turned again, then shook her head. "Oh, I like him. He's
nice." She smiled faintly. "But I'm not interested in him. Not
romantically, anyway."
Marta laughed again. "Well, I think he's crazy about _you_! In
fact, you're make an impression on guys everywhere you go. Like
the guy you were dancing with. Don't look now, but he's coming
over."
Vicky's head started to turn, despite Marta's admonition. Before
she could, though, Jeff arrived and plopped on Norma's vacant
chair. "Since our friends are out dancing, maybe we could share a
table while we wait for them?"
Marta wrinkled her nose and frowned, an expression unseen to
Jeff. "I've got a test to study for," she announced with all the
distaste she could muster. She stood and grabbed her purse.
"See you later, okay?" She turned and stomped out of the club,
leaving Vicky stranded with Jeff.
Vicky wasn't enjoying Jeff's small-talk; the only thought in her mind
was for Norma to get off the floor so they could leave. Jeff was a
pompous, arrogant Alpha, a stereotypical example of that self-
absorbed group of guys that plagued the university. He was
smooth, sweet-talking Vicky, flattering her, and trying to convince
her to go home with him. Her three gentle but firm rebuffs hadn't
stopped his advances; if anything, they'd made him even more
determined.
Vicky sighed with relief when Norma returned from the floor.
Before Norma could even sit down, Vicky grabbed her elbow.
"Ladies room," she whispered in Norma's ear.
Norma turned to her guy and smiled. "We'll be back," she said
sweetly. It was obvious that she was enjoying the evening.
Nothing Vicky could say would convince Norma to leave. Not
while there was dancing, anyway. And since Norma had driven,
Vicky was stuck. Vicky started to wish she were with some of her
roommates friends, the Nu Rho Delta fraternity, or nerds. Like
Rob. She didn't feel nervous around Rob, not like she felt around
these two guys. But she couldn't convince Norma. After a long
discussion, they returned to their table, where the guys were
waiting with smiles.
Vicky sat down, while Norma took her guy's hand and led him
back to the dance floor. As she watched, amazed at Norma's
rather forward behavior, Vicky took a sip of her cola. She glanced
at Jeff, and saw a curious smile on his face as he quickly looked
out to the dance floor. Vicky took another sip as she began to
wonder about Norma and Jeff and the other guy.
**********
Rays of sunlight stabbed Vicky's eyes, causing her to flinch,
screwing her eyes more tightly closed and turn her head. For a
few long seconds, she fought waking up, but eventually, she
pulled herself to a sitting position, her eyes still closed. Then, ever
so slowly, she opened her eyes, giving herself time to adjust to the
light streaming through the blinds.
For several seconds, Vicky sat, rubbing her eyes, as if
dumbfounded. Then she slowly opened her eyes again, and
flinching from the pain of a severe headache, scanned her
surroundings.
"Welcome back to the land of the living," a familiar voice called
out.
Vicky turned, and decided that even that motion was too much.
"Ooohhh," she moaned. "Oh, my head!" She sighed. "I don't
remember coming home," she muttered.
Melanie Lewis, Vicky's roommate, sighed. "Can't help you on that
one," she answered. "The Gammas had an all-night rush party.
You were here when I got in this morning." She glanced up from
her books. "You look like hell, too. Where was the party?"
Vicky started to take inventory. "Norma and I went dancing at the
club," she replied softly and slowly. Every motion, every word, no
matter how faint, seemed a new adventure in pain. "Funny, we
weren't drinking," she observed softly.
Melanie bit her lip. "And you don't remember coming home?" she
asked, suddenly sounding more than a bit worried.
Vicky started to look at herself. Her clothing was in disarray; she
could tell, just from the feel, that her bra was missing, and her polo
shirt was unbuttoned and not tucked in. Her skirt just didn't feel
right. Though she couldn't see it, she strongly suspected that her
hair was thoroughly mussed, and her makeup smudged badly. A
slow, sinking feeling started to form in the pit of Vicky's stomach.
"No," she answered. She lurched to her feet, and slowly paced
down to the bathroom.
Mel turned back to her studies. It was only when she heard the
door close again and Vicky slump against it that Mel turned.
What she saw frightened her. Vicky sank slowly down the door
until she was sitting on the floor, her legs splayed open. Her skirt
was crooked, and from the way she was sitting, it was obvious that
she wasn't wearing any panties. She was trembling, as if fighting
an impulse to cry. "I think I've been..." Vicky started to sob, unable
to continue. "I think I was..." she bit her lip, "...raped," she finally
said, and the sobs gave way to tears.
**********
"I want those bastards to pay," Vicky hissed. "Pay big time."
Melanie shook her head. It was late, and they should have been
studying, but they were sitting on their beds talking. Melanie
knew, somehow, that Vicky needed to talk. "I know, Vicky," she
soothed. "But it's not going to happen, you know."
Vicky glared at Mel, then her expression faded and she looked
down. "I know. They cleaned me up, so there's no evidence.
And no doubt the whole pack of rats would give him an alibi."
Vicky shook her head sadly. "Maybe I should just put this behind
me," she said softly, more to convince herself than Mel, "and get
on with my life." She stared at her bedspread for several minutes,
then she looked up suddenly, her eyes alive with the passion of
her emotions. "But I can't. Those...animals...raped me!"
Mel nodded. "But the Alphas are the Dean's and the Coach's pet
fraternity. Even if there was evidence...even if the Alphas didn't
have alibis...those two aren't going to take you seriously."
A knock at the door gave Melanie a welcome reprieve. It had
been a long day. "Hi, Mel," Rob called cheerfully as she opened
the door. "Is Vicky in?" It was clear to Melanie that Rob was
smitten with Vicky.
"Shhh," Mel hissed, glancing sharply over her shoulder at Vicky.
She pushed Rob into the hall and closed the door behind them.
"She's had a rough day," Mel said softly. "We think she got raped
last night by one of the Alphas."
Rob's eyes narrowed and his jaw clenched. "I don't understand?"
he finally said. "You think?"
Mel dropped her gaze. "They didn't leave any physical evidence.
And we think they used some kind of date rape drug on her." She
sighed. "And we all know that the administration isn't going to do
anything against the Alphas."
Rob exhaled heavily, a perfect metaphor for the frustration he felt
whenever anyone mentioned the Alphas. He knew that Melanie
was right. "So what can I do?" he finally asked.
Mel sighed. "Right now, she needs friends."
Rob nodded. Then his jaw clenched again, and Mel could tell that
his mind was working feverishly. "And the best friend she could
have would vindicate her."
**********
"Are you sure you know what you're doing?" Anya's question was
simple and to the point.
Rob clenched his jaw. "Nope. But that's never stopped me
before."
Anya shook her head. "You know this could be dangerous."
Rob nodded slowly. "But someone has to stop those bastards."
Melanie shook her head. "Don't waste your breath, Anya. I can't
talk him out of it, either."
Anya glanced at Rob, then at Melanie, then back to Rob. Slowly,
she handed him a pass. "It's for two days. You'll need the extra
day if anything happens. You wouldn't want to change...in the
middle of...." She let the sentence hang, unnecessarily. They all
knew what Rob was up to.
Rob glanced at the card, then nodded. "Okay." He squared his
shoulders and marched to the gate, to where he would swipe his
card, shower, and become...bait.
**********
The girl sat, smiling, enjoying the attention. Guys were coming out
of the woodwork to talk to her, to ask her to dance. She smiled
coyly, turning them down. And then one guy came over. She
positively grinned at him, then nodded as he suggested they
dance. She joined him on the floor, smiling happily as they
danced. Still, there was something behind her eyes, something
wary, cautious, predatory. Like she was the one doing the
hunting, and the guy had fallen into _her_ trap. They danced, sat
at her table and talked, and danced some more. It was becoming
clear that she was not interested in the same thing he was, namely
to get her back to his place. Still, he kept making his moves,
trying to pressure the girl into sleeping with him, despite her steady
and firm rejections. And as the night wore on, his seeming
desperation changed, became a devious confidence, a dangerous
cunning of its own.
**********
Mel held Rob's tightly, letting Rob sob from frustration on her
shoulder. Rob was...female. Still, totally, completely female,
thanks to the magic of Bikini Beach. Stunningly curvy, with a
figure most women would die for, he'd picked his form carefully,
designed to maximize his appeal. Every single detail was chosen
for maximum appeal, from the wavy shoulder-length auburn hair to
his supermodel features, from his tall athletic build to the sexy
contralto voice. Everything. He was a perfect lure. And
apparently, it had worked. "I don't get it," Rob cursed angrily. "I
didn't' touch anything! Nothing!"
Mel nodded, holding the girl tightly. "Are you sure they gave you
something?"
Rob nodded, sitting back from Mel's comforting hug. "I don't
remember anything. We were dancing, then the memories fade
off. After that...nothing. Just waking up this morning with a
hangover."
Mel sighed. "And you're sure something happened?" She was
grasping at straws here. "You could have just fallen asleep.
Or...."
Rob shook his head vigorously, ignoring his swirling tresses. "No.
They did me. I'm sore. Really sore." He looked away,
embarrassed. Even though Melanie had until recently been Paul,
a fraternity brother and male friend. "And you saw how I looked.
No underwear, clothes messed up. Makeup messed up." He
shook his head. "You can't convince me that I wasn't fucked. And
against my will." His use of coarse language was a clear
indication of the distress he felt.
Mel stared for a few seconds, then nodded slowly. "Okay, so what
did they use? Rohypnol? Ketamine? GHB"?"
Rob looked thoughtfully at the wall for a moment, then he shook
his head. "Not likely. That stuff has been pretty hard to get
around here since the Feds and the state ran that sting. And I had
Pete run a titer against it."
Mel nodded. Pete, a member of the fraternity, was a budding
biochemist, a genius in fact. "If Pete says no, then that's it."
Rob nodded slowly. "He's over in the chemistry labs now, trying to
see if he can come up with anything."
"Hi, Mel," Vicky called even as she swung the door open. Her
voice betrayed a sadness, a melancholy that had pervaded her
very being for the past week - ever since the incident. She
stepped through the door, then stopped cold. "Uh, hi," she said,
not recognizing the new girl with her roommate.
"Hi, Vicky," Mel stammered. "I didn't expect you back for a while."
She glanced over her shoulder at Rob nervously. "This is my
cousin, Theresa Shultz."
Vicky stared evenly at Rob. "Hi, Theresa."
Rob felt the awkwardness of the situation; he knew he had to act,
and quickly. "Vicky, maybe you can help me. I'm trying to talk Mel
into spending the rest of the day, uh, out having some fun. She
said you work at some kind of water park. Is it any good?"
Vicky glanced at Mel, then her caution fell away. "Yeah, I think so.
But then again," she flashed a smile, "I work there, so I'm paid to
say that it's a nice park."
Rob glanced at Mel, then smiled at Vicky. "Well, I think we should
go spend the afternoon there. Where we don't have to think about
things like classes." He looked pleadingly at Vicky. "What do you
think? You want to come with us?"
**********
Vicky's mood had lightened considerably by the time the sun was
setting. The trio had spend the day frolicking, seeing if they
couldn't ride every single ride by closing time. They raced on
Pele's Race, rode the group tubes, slid down the speed slides, and
bobbed in the wave pools. They floated around Old Man River,
swung on the tire swings at the Swimmin' Hole, and even ate their
dinner on the verandas overlooking the river. Rob felt the fatigue
clear to his bones by the time the loudspeakers announced
closing. They changed, and Mel drove them all back to the dorms.
Vicky was about to go into her room when she turned suddenly
and gave Rob a hug. "I needed a day like that," she said.
"Thanks, Rob."
Rob stiffened, and his jaw dropped. "How...how did you know?"
Vicky smiled and shrugged. "Somehow, I just knew." She opened
the door, then turned again. "Thanks. That was a sweet thing to
do." She let the door close behind her, leaving Mel and Rob in the
hall.
"Cousin!" Rob hissed. "What a lame excuse!"
Mel glowered at him. "Well, you certainly weren't acting very
much like a girl!" she spat back. Then she got a broad grin. "But
she did say you were sweet."
**********
Weariness was written all over Rob's pretty female face - fatigue
from the day of fun and play at Bikini Beach, and emotion-sopping
tiredness from not having any answers. Bert and Brandon, his
roommates, were studiously ignoring him, absorbed as they were
in their seemingly perpetual chess game.
"No joy?" Chuck asked from the door, staring in at Rob.
Rob shook his head. It spoke wonders that his being a girl for a
couple of days was causing no stir in their fraternity house; most of
the guys had experience Bikini Beach in one way or another, and
thus Rob's current state was no surprise. "Nothing. They slipped
me something, so I got no evidence."
Pete's small, round pink face peeked around Chuck. "Rob? I got
it."
Rob's head perked up. "What?" He didn't want to believe what
his ears had told him.
The kid grinned. "I got it. It's a variant of Rhopynol, around a
different base. Actually, it should be faster acting. But the
formulation is different enough that the standard tests didn't catch
it."
Rob smiled and vented a sigh of relief. "At least I wasn't imagining
that part." Then he noticed Pete's face. "And...?"
Pete gulped. "This stuff isn't too pure. It's base is...well, it looks
like it's home-cooked. In fact," he glanced at Brandon, then
continued, "it's pretty dangerous stuff."
Rob frowned. "Dangerous...how?" His senses were alert; they
had given him some of the drug, and this news was not good.
"It looks like they were in a rush; the distillate wasn't completely
washed from the solution. It's pretty heavily laced with the initial
solvents." He glanced at Brandon again, his forehead wrinkled
with worry. "It's...well, the solvent is a pretty potent...it can cause
some severe neurological damage."
Brandon glanced at his roommate, Rob. "Is he okay?"
Pete nodded quickly. "Oh, yeah. I've figured out what the
concentration was, based on an estimate of kidney extraction and
liver metabolization. Which, by the way, is damned slow. Very,
very slow. It's going to take a couple of weeks for your body to get
all the traces out of your system." He looked confident. "Anyhow,
the dose you got wasn't too large. But a larger dose? Or a
repeated dose before your body eliminated it?" He shook his
head.
"But how did they get it to you?" Brandon was curious enough to
glance up from the board.
Rob shook his head. "I don't know. And that's the frustrating part!
I was being careful about that!" He sighed again. "Now I know
what they used, I can watch for it. But if I try again, and we
haven't figured out how, then it'll be a bust again!" He ignored the
leering stares at his very curvy chest, the jokes at his admittedly
poor choice of words. "Knock it off, guys!" he protested, slapping
at Bert's hand making groping gestures toward his bosom.
"Sorry," Brandon said for the group. "So I guess we're stuck?"
Rob bit his lip. "No, I'm going to see this one through. We're
going to nail that bastard." His eyes narrowed. "And here's what
we're going to do."
Brandon touched his arm. "Rob, you heard what Pete said. You
can't risk it."
Rob's eyes narrowed. "So what do we do? Sit back and wait until
someone does get hurt?" He shook his head. "I'm not going to let
those bastards kill someone because I wimped out!"
Bert put his hand on Rob's shoulder. "I think you're taking this one
a bit personally," he said with a grimace.
Rob spun, his nostrils flaring, his eyes focused like laser beams.
"Damned right, I am!" he snarled. "You know what those guys did
to me? And to Vicky?" He shook his head. "It ends."
Brandon stared at Rob for several long seconds, then he nodded
slowly. "Okay, we're in, too, I guess." He glanced around, and
saw the other guys nodding their agreement.
**********
The old woman was waiting at the ticket booth; it was nearly
closing time for the park, and as he parked the car, Rob gave a
sigh of relief. "That was close," he said as he stepped to the ticket
window.
The old woman smiled. "Actually, I was going to close about ten
minutes ago. But I knew you were running late."
Rob smiled and shook his head. "You and Anya," he muttered.
"Can't fool either one of you." He looked up. "So you know what
I'm going to do?"
The old woman smiled. "Yes, and I must say I admire your
tenacity. Anya warned you that this could get dangerous."
Rob nodded his acknowledgement. "But I've got to do it."
The old woman smiled. "I know. Now, you're going to need a
different look. They may be dumb, but even the Alphas would
probably get suspicious if you had the same appearance." Rob
started; he hadn't considered that angle. The old woman smiled
again. "And you can go two ways with this. First, you can go after
the rape itself, which may be difficult to prove. Also, if you go that
way, you may have to change a few times for testimony to the DA,
the indictment, the trial, and so on. It can be done, but it could get
messy."
Rob looked crestfallen. "I didn't think of that," he admitted.
The old woman grinned. "I didn't think so. So you can go the
other way. Go after this on possession of a controlled substance."
Rob smiled as her words sank home. "The standard of proof is
lower..."
"...so getting a conviction, or at least a plea bargain, would be a
piece of cake. And the dean couldn't ignore this one." Her tone
went deadly serious. "How sure are you about the compound
Pete found?"
Rob grimaced. "Pretty sure," he lied. "It's a natural substance,
and it should preferentially bind with the date rape drug."
"Should is no guarantee," she said cautiously. "You know that this
is going to take a three day pass? With the testimony and police
reports and report to the dean?" She saw from Rob's face that he
hadn't contemplated being changed this long. She also saw that
this new data point hadn't changed his mind. "And you know that
there is a possibility that, with the extra time, you could become
pregnant? And if that happens, you'll be stuck like as a woman
forever?"
Rob closed his eyes for a brief moment, and a rough shudder
coursed up his spine. "Okay, let's do it," he answered with grim
determination. He reached up and took the card from the old
woman.
**********
Rob, going by the name Julie to match his feminine body, looked
nervous, even through her smile. Like the previous week, she
was in a dynamite body - D-cups, narrow waist, nicely flared hips,
tall and lithe, with very blonde and very wavy locks trailing off her
shoulders down her back. Full pouty lips, enhanced with her red
lipstick, soft brown eyes, perfect complexion accentuated by a light
tan - Rob had gone all out for sex appeal. And it didn't stop with
the physique of the body; she wore a clingy red dress, with a
scoop neck to emphasize her cleavage and a hem that ended
inches above her knees. High-heeled pumps gave back a couple
of inches that Rob had lost to her five foot five body.
And the effect was plain to see. It seemed that every guy in the
club wanted to chat, to get her to dance. Still, she waited,
deferring politely but firmly, and she watched. And then one guy
came up. A momentary terrified look flickered across Rob's
features, but it passed, leaving a sexy, smiling, happy girl. There
was something about this guy; as soon as he approached, the
other guys left her alone, as if he had declared the girl to be his
property, and had the clout to back his claim. "I'm Julie," Rob
introduced herself shyly, evoking a charming smile from the guy.
"Jeff," he replied easily as he slid into the vacant chair across the
table from her.
After a couple of dances, Rob excused herself. Inside the ladies'
room, she took a small vial from her purse and, after a reflective
pause, gulped the contents. She wrinkled her nose at the bitter
taste it left, and for a few moments, she thought it might make her
retch. But it stayed down, and after letting the taste fade a bit, she
strode back to the table, taking care to paste on her happy
carefree smile.
As the evening wore on, Rob danced with Jeff, sat at the table and
shared drinks, and chatted. The talking was the worst part for
Rob; he intended to give the full impression of an airhead, a
friendly sort of girl out for a good time. Rob saw cunning in Jeff's
eyes, and she knew that if Jeff suspected that Rob was playing a
game, that he could turn into a dangerous opponent. And so he
struggled, fighting his instincts and normal behaviors to remain the
`ditzy blond' that Jeff wanted to conquer. And so Rob force herself
to talk about the other girls, their clothes, how some looked and
acted stuck up, and a myriad of other topics that she thought a girl
would talk about. And while it appeared that Jeff was hanging on
her every word, Rob realized to her satisfaction that Jeff was
merely play-acting, that he really didn't care what Rob said as long
as he could get his chance.
Around midnight, Rob noticed something else. Jeff was starting to
act nervous, like something was wrong. Rob had been extremely
careful up to that point - never leaving a drink alone, getting a new
drink after every trip to the bathroom or dance. Now she realized
what she'd inadvertently done. Jeff was nervous because he was
missing his chance. She hadn't given him any opportunity to slip
her the drug. And Jeff's nervousness - was he getting ready to
give up on her? Or something worse? Rob gulped and realized
she had to give Jeff his chance.
She excused herself with a smile and a slight giggle, then went to
the bathroom, deliberately leaving a half glass of soda on the
table. Even though she didn't really have to pee, she waited in the
girl's room, taking time to freshen her makeup and comb her hair.
Finally, she emerged, and after suppressing a shudder of fear,
pasted on her dizzy smile and sauntered back to the table.
Jeff's demeanor was changed. The nervousness was gone. In its
place was...the look of a hunter, a predator. He smiled, trying to
look pleasant, as Rob tilted her glass to take a drink. But Rob saw
through his smile - he was now dangerous to her.
Within a few minutes, Rob let herself be helped from the chair and
guided out of the club. She stumbled a bit, leaning heavily on
Jeff's arm as he led her to the parking lot.
As if on cue, a van screeched to a halt beside them. The door slid
open, and four rough hands grasped her and pulled her inside.
Jeff quickly clambered in, and the door slid to a close even as the
van lurched and accelerated quickly from the club.
**********
Across the parking lot, four guys sat quietly in a dark car, one of
them wearing a headphone and listening with visible
concentration.
"Anything?"
Chuck shook his head, scowling. "No. No signal from Rob. But
something is interfering with the signal; it's kind of jumbled."
In the front seat, Bert scanned a monitor. "Signal strength is okay.
Same direction, same distance." He looked up. "Rob's still inside
the club."
Brandon felt like smacking the steering wheel. "Damn. What's
taking him so long?"
**********
Rob let herself be led inside the cheap motel room. She let her
lead loll around a bit, taking in her surroundings surreptitiously,
trying to hide just how alert she was from the guys. The motel was
at best a one-star affair, one story and with peeling paint, a gaudy
neon sign with half the tubes burned out, the other half flashing
alternately as they tried to call attention to this tiny establishment,
tucked as it was off a side road of the not-very-busy business loop
freeway. Progress had long since bypassed this part of town, and
the fact that this motel hung on was a tribute to its ability to adapt
by renting rooms hourly, satisfying the demand of the merchants of
flesh operating in the area.
Even as one guy closed the door and flipped on the light, Rob felt
rough hands groping her chest, feeling up her curvy boobs. Again,
her head flopped, and she counted eight guys. Already, they guys
were roughly stripping her, ungently removing her dress. Hands
clasped at her thighs, tugging at her panties, rubbing her coarsely
in her crotch. She allowed her mind to grasp all these facts, to
mentally observe as the guys unzipped her dress and tore her bra
off, freeing her boobs. In a strange detached manner, Rob noted
as the guys pressed her to the bed and then fought briefly among
themselves. As she expected, Jeff, the hunter, took her first,
mounting her roughly, pumping almost violently as he took care of
his own passion first and last, caring not one whit for her body. To
these guys, Rob realized, she was just a cunt, an object to be
sexually taken.
As the third guy mounted her, Rob felt fingers tugging in her hair,
twisting her head. She allowed herself to be manipulated without
fighting, but she couldn't stop the whimper of shock as a large
erect dick was shoved in her face, toward her mouth.
"What the hell?" The guy's voice was concerned, expressing a
sudden concern which shoved aside his carnal needs.
Rob let her head roll, and saw from the corner of her eye. His dick
still pointing toward her, the guy scowled down at her, concern
etched on his face. And then, without warning, he slapped her
hard.
Rob screamed, reaching instinctively for the stinging cheek, and
even as she cried, she knew what she'd done. The guys knew.
They couldn't help but know. She wasn't drugged.
The guys leaped back as if stung. Except for the one currently
screwing her, all the guys huddled, staring warily at her. Rob
couldn't make out everything, but some words came across.
"Didn't it take?" "Did she get it?" The voices lowered. "What do
we do now?" Mumbling took over, and Rob knew the guys were
discussing her fate, her future. She was no longer an innocent
victim; she was a real threat.
Rob felt a real shudder of terror; in this body, she was small and
weak, unable to fight if these guys decided to get rough. And
based on what they'd done so far, she realized with a chill that
these guys might be capable of anything - including disposing of
an inconvenient witness.
Hundreds of images, none of them particularly pleasant, raced
through Rob's mind, adding to her terror. She was nothing to
these guys, and if she didn't think of something fast....
Rob turned, and reaching up with her arms, she encircled the neck
of the guy currently on her. She pulled him down even as she
lifted her head, her lips parted in a sexy pant. Roughly, she kissed
him, her instinct for survival forcing aside any thoughts she might
have had about the propriety of what she was doing. As she
kissed him passionately, she began to pump her hips, accepting
his thrusts and matching them.
After he came, and disengaged himself, she propped herself on
the bed, licking her lips in a sexy gesture, wiggling with mock
passion. "Like, don't tell me you guys are all done?" she asked in
as sexy a voice as she could muster. She ran her fingers through
her hair, pushing aside the tangle from her face. And her fright
increased to a bone-chilling terror. Her fingers brushing across
her ear delivered potentially fatal news. Her earring was missing.
The bug, the tiny electronic listening device, her lifeline to the
guys, was missing. It was gone, absent from her ear lobe.
She glanced back, and saw the panic of the guys starting to abate.
She spread her legs, knowing with sickening certainty that her
ability to act like a sex-starved bimbo was her only hope of living.
"I need it, like, really bad," she pouted. "I really, really want it..."
One guy took her up on her invitation. In seconds, she was being
boinked yet again, pumped, used as a sex toy by the eight horny
Alphas. And as she accepted him, another knelt by her face.
Rob's mind cried in shame as she let the erect dick slip between
her lips.
**********
"I don't like it," Brandon finally said, punctuating the silence of the
car. The parking lot was nearly empty, and still the signal showed
that Rob was inside the club. "I'm going in." Before any of the
guys could stop him, he lurched from the car and stalked toward
the doors.
It was late enough that Brandon didn't have to pay a cover charge.
He stormed into the main club, where the bright lights and loud
music momentarily stunned him. As he stood, his eyes searching
the remaining guests, he felt someone brush his side. He turned,
and was relieved to see Bert with his small electronics box.
Both guys turned back to the crowd, searching and scanning the
faces. "I don't see her," Bert yelled over the music.
"Me neither," Brandon shouted. "Maybe in the bathroom?"
Bert glanced at his box, and examined the indicators. "Nope.
She's over there." He pointed to a row of booths, mostly empty by
now.
The two nerds walked directly across the dance floor, dodging
around the few remaining dancers. Bert stopped at an empty
booth. He waved around his box, searching for the strongest
signal, trying to locate the strongest source. Then he bent
forward, and after a quick prod in the cushions, he pulled an
earring and held it up for Brandon to see.
"Shit!" Brandon cursed aloud, echoing the sinking feeling he knew
Bert had.
**********
Rob let herself be led out of the motel. She was stiff and sore;
these guys had done her over and over, vaginally, orally, and
anally. As she climbed into the van, she forced a smile to her
face. "Like, thanks for the great time," she said, trying hard to
sound like she was both satisfied and ditzy. A couple of the guys
grinned at her, while Jeff and another of the Alphas glanced at her,
then at each other, their faces etched with worry.
She knew she wasn't out of the woods yet. These guys could still
change their minds. "Are we, like, going back to the house to
party some more?" she asked, trying to sound eager for more sex.
Jeff's eyes narrowed, ignoring her distraction of rubbing his crotch.
"How do you know...uh, what makes you think we're Alphas?"
Rob giggled. "Silly! Like every girl knows the Alphas." She
rubbed Jeff's crotch more insistently. "And most girls want to, like,
get to know you better," she added, cooing. "Like me." Her voice
was dripping with what Rob hoped was sex appeal. "Except for
those stuck up bitches in the Eta sorority." Trembling, she knew
she had to complete her role. Without the bug, there was no way
the guys could find her, and thus no way to make any kind of drug
charge stick. It was a whole new game, and it all rested on her
now.
"Bitches," one of the guys snarled, echoing Rob's view of the Etas.
"Like, I'd like to see those cunts get what I just got," she cooed.
"I'd love to see them try to, like call me a whore after getting
screwed all night!"
The guys perked up visibly, and Rob knew she'd struck a nerve.
Now the question was - did these guys want to prove something
by conquering the Etas, or were they going to defend the sorority.
"There's an idea," Jeff sneered. He reached down and unzipped
his pants, freeing his member, then he placed Rob's hand directly
on it.
Rob giggled as she began to stroke Jeff's manhood. "I wish I
could, like get my hands on some Roofies or Special K," she said
absently as she rubbed Jeff. "It'd be, like so easy to slip it to
them." She giggled again, then started to lean toward Jeff's
crotch. Do or die time. Either they'd take the bait, or they
wouldn't.
Jeff caught her head as she was about to start sucking him.
"Could you really get something to them?" He sounded eager.
Rob felt his heart steady. He was taking the bait. She glanced up
and giggled. "Sure. I mean, like my cousin is a member, it would
be so easy to get in. I mean, like she asks me to help them set up
for their parties and stuff all the time." Rob feigned a scowl. "I
think she likes bossing me around, you know. Like she's so much
better than I am!" Rob giggled again. "And it wouldn't even matter
if I was there. Like, that stuff doesn't work on me, you know."
Jeff grinned a vicious, evil grin, then he pushed Rob's head back
into his lap. As she took Jeff's member in her mouth, he laughed.
"Guys, I'm getting a plan."
**********
Rob glanced over her shoulder, trying to look casual, then slipped
into the dressing room. Even before she could hang the dress on
the hook, she collapsed on the bench, every muscle in her body
trembling with fear. Sobs wracked her body, shaking her to her
very soul, as she convulsed, as if her body were desperately trying
to shake off the terror of the past twelve hours. Her mind whirled
in a jumble of images, some real, some imagined, as she
contemplated what she'd done, and how very real was the danger
she'd put herself in.
After nearly half an hour, an attendant knocked on the door. Rob
wiped her eyes, and with a final shudder, she pulled herself to her
feet. She assured the sales clerk that she was fine, then she
remembered what she was there for. She carefully put on the
dress, then walked slowly, carefully out to the mirrors. She whirled
and turned, eyeing the fit of the dress carefully. Or so it seemed.
The mirror gave her a perfect means to check. She knew, she'd
seen, that after the Alphas had dropped her off at the mall, one of
them followed her. Perhaps they didn't trust her completely. Or
perhaps it was a coincidence. In either case, Rob wasn't about to
take any chances. She ducked into the first shop she found, and
made a show of examining the dresses, searching for outfits,
oohing and ahhhing over the fabric or the style or the color.
Finally, she collected a dress and ducked into the changing room.
And now, the mirror showed that the coast was clear. The guy
was gone. Whether coincidence or not, she felt a final shiver of
relief. Then she borrowed the store's phone - persuading the
clerk by buying a dress. She called the house, and after a very
brief and cryptic conversation, she hung up, smiled at the clerk,
and rummaged in her purse.
Her purse! What a mess they'd made. Rob shuddered yet again.
These guys - they weren't stupid. Not at all. And that made them
doubly dangerous. While she'd been occupied pleasuring some of
them, Jeff had thoroughly and methodically searched her purse,
tearing through it. Rob knew what Jeff was doing - he was
searching for bugs or wires. Her sole remaining earring and her
tube of lipstick had been smashed. Jeff had clumsily claimed it
was an accident, that they'd spilled her purse and in a scramble to
gather her stuff, they'd stepped on a couple of things. His apology
was as transparent as his soul was black.
**********
Rob strode confidently into the food court, and after buying a
salad, she scanned the crowd. The guys stood out, easily
recognizable, and she walked over, easing herself into a chair as
she set down her salad.
The look on Brandon's face said it all. "What the hell happened?"
Rob felt his knees turn to jelly. "I...lost my earring," he began.
"And then they took me to a motel."
Brandon's eyes narrowed. "Are you okay?"
Rob felt herself trembling again. "It's a long story." She looked
down and stabbed some of her salad. "They found out the drug
didn't work."
Bert blanched, as did Brandon. They stared at Rob, speechless.
"So all that was for...nothing?"
Rob ate a few bites in silence, chewing to hide her anger and fear.
Finally she looked up, a grim determination on her features. "No.
It can't be. It's got to stop." She glanced around the table, to Bert,
to Brandon, and to Chuck.
Chuck finally nodded his understanding. Rob had been humiliated
by those guys. Twice. It was personal to him now. "Okay, so
how do we stop them?"
Rob glanced around the food court, then leaned forward. "I think I
got them convinced to try the Eta house. Here's the plan."
**********
Perhaps the Alphas were nervous about using the Coconut Club
twice in a row, or perhaps they didn't fully trust Rob. In either
case, when Rob showed up at the Coconut Club, she was given a
message to go to the Beach House.
Before she got to the door, Jeff intercepted Rob. Again, the van
materialized, and she was hustled inside.
"Hi," she said cheerfully, sounding all to pleased to see them. She
glanced around, and saw the expressions. The guys were wary of
her, and it showed. "Damn, like I thought we were going to have
some fun, not go to a morgue!" she complained.
"We got to blindfold her, man," the driver reminded Jeff.
Jeff glanced at him, then he nodded. Rob felt a stab of fear as the
guys slipped a blindfold over her eyes, shutting out the light - and
her awareness of what was happening. She fought the impending
sense of terror, and tried to sound innocent and dingy. "Okay, but
like I can think of a lot more fun ways to distract me." She leaned
toward where she thought Jeff was, trying to rub her body against
his. Inwardly, she felt wave after wave of panic crash against her.
Had they found out? Did they suspect something? Were these
their normal precautions, or were they going to dispose of her?
"Sorry," Jeff said, sounding disappointed. "Our contact has some
rather strict rules."
The van ride was long, and judging from the way the van lurched
around corners, it was tortuously convoluted. If the guys were
trying to spot a tail or shake off pursuers, they couldn't have done
a better job. Again, Rob was reminded of how dangerous these
guys were - and what she'd gotten herself into.
**********
The knocking was clearly a code, and a primitive one at that, Rob
realized. But it was answered, and then she was shoved through
the door. As the door slammed shut, she felt someone fumbling at
her head, and then dim light stabbed her eyes. She rubbed them,
then looked around cautiously.
The house was fit only for condemnation and destruction.
Cracked plaster hung from the walls, leaving ugly gaping holes.
The paint was long-since faded, and the floor was in as bad, or
worse shape than the walls and ceiling. A single dim bulb glared
nakedly from a tiny fixture in the ceiling, shedding barely enough
light to reach the corners of the room.
And the smell! A horrible, sickly chemical smell permeated the air,
like a chemistry lab without ventilation. Rob felt her stomach
convulse, and she fought the instinct to retch at the awful smell.
Through a small door lay the kitchen, only partially visible to Rob.
A table, low and as decrepit as the rest of the house, squatted in
view, its top covered with tubing and flasks and jars. A burner,
connected by a tube to a gas supply elsewhere, flamed away,
boiling a foul black mixture in one flask, cooking who-knows-what
kind of drug. Rob suppressed her shiver. This was far deeper
than she'd intended to get. This wasn't distribution or possession.
She was in the supply part of the drug chain. And she'd heard all
the tales about how ruthless the drug business was.
"So this is the bimbo you told me about, huh?" Rob snapped her
attention back to the room, and spied a large thuggish man staring
at her. He wore a tank top, proudly displaying his powerful arms
and the garish tattoos. His head was bald, shaven clean, which
made a powerful contrast to his reddish-brown mustache and
goatee. His sneer, an intimidating, angry expression, revealed
one gold crown, and a jagged scar on his left cheek attested to a
brutality that exceeded what Rob had imagined.
Jeff stepped forward, almost meekly. Even he was intimidated by
the brute before them. "She's going to help us with a big party..."
"I don't give a shit!" the brute snarled. "She clean?"
Jeff glanced at Rob, then nodded. "We checked her out. She's
clean."
"How much?" The thug's question was directed at Jeff, even
though he was sneering lustfully at Rob.
"Uh, thirty-five or forty drinks?" He, too, was glancing at Rob, but
he was trying to get information about how much to buy.
Rob trembled inwardly; outwardly, she screwed up her face as if
trying hard to think. "Uh, yeah. About that."
Jeff smiled at her, then turned to the dealer. "Let's go for fifty.
Just to be sure."
The dealer nodded slowly, then he bit his lower lip. Finally, after a
few moments of thought, he grinned wickedly. "Four hundred
bucks."
Jeff's jaw dropped. "Four hundred?"
The guy shrugged. "Take it or leave it." Then he glanced at Rob
and grinned again. "Or two hundred and the girl."
Terror gripped Rob. Now she was being treated like disposable
property. That's all she was to the thug. An object to be traded in
a drug deal. She reflexively backed up a half step, and bumped
into one of the Alphas. Sheer terror was etched on her features.
Jeff glanced at her, then he looked back at the dealer. "She's not
for sale. She's mine." He glanced at Rob, and the lust in his eyes
was plain to see. "Besides, without her, we can't do the job."
The dealer scowled. He glanced at Rob once more, and she
could see just how much he desired her. Then he frowned at Jeff.
"Okay, three fifty."
Rob watched in shocked disbelief as Jeff pulled out several large
bills and handed them to the thug. In response, he stalked into the
kitchen, his lab, and returned with a vial of crudely pressed tablets,
his drug supply.
"Appreciate it," Jeff said, trying to sound nonchalant, as the group
turned to the door.
"Thanks for the business." But then the thug snarled. "Next time,
come alone."
Rob could see the tremble in Jeff; despite all his bravado and air
of dominance, he was as scared of the dealer as Rob was.
As they got into the van, Rob started to vent a sigh of relief. Only
a little more to go. Then it would all be over.
**********
Rob sat on the hard bench, staring morosely at the cell bars.
Beside her, a hooker sat, patiently examining her nails and
snapping her bubble gum as she waited for her pimp to make her
bail. Rob took a deep breath, and tried to sort out all the details.
It had happened so fast.
As the van pulled away from the dealer's house, they were
suddenly surrounded by police cars. Even as they were forcibly
dragged from the van and spread against the cars, more cars and
a SWAT van swooped into the neighborhood. With practiced
precision, the cops leaped from their vehicles and crouched
behind them, their weapons ready. A few cops vanished,
obviously taking sniper positions, while the rest of the SWAT team
prepared. Then with a sudden rush, they smashed through the
door into the drug dealer's house.
From within the house, gunshots rang out. Two, three, then a
burst of automatic fire. And within seconds, the drug dealer was
stretched on the driveway, blood seeping from wounds in his leg
as they waited for the ambulance. A cop had been hit, and in the
aftermath, he and his buddies poked and pried at the bulletproof
vest that had saved his life. Drug-sniffing dogs pored over the
house, and crime-scene yellow tape quickly cordoned off the
house.
The detectives had been thorough, and professional. Rob's
statement was taken, and then they put her in the cell. Even now,
reflecting on the events in slow motion, Rob was amazed at how
quickly the entire bust had gone down.
And now she sat, waiting while the detectives checked her story.
It was Rob's plan that had enabled them to break up a major drug
ring; the guy was a major supplier of methamphetamines and a
host of other drugs. But she was a suspect. Then a new worry
came to Rob. Sometime around midnight, the Bikini Beach magic
was going to wear off. And then she'd be Rob, a guy in the
women's cell at the jail. And that was going to take some serious
explaining.
**********
The clinking of the keys stirred Rob from her deep funk. She
turned, and saw the door open and the policewoman gesturing to
her. "Come on. A friend is arranging your bail."
Rob frowned; the guys didn't know she was down here. Did they?
And surely her bail was going to be enormous - given the
seriousness of the drug charges. Still, there was little to do. She
slowly rose and followed the policewoman.
Inside the captain's office, the old woman was sitting, chatting
pleasantly with the captain. The policewoman gestured at a chair,
then closed the door behind her as she left.
"Are you okay?" the old woman asked Rob, her demeanor
changing instantly to reflect her concern for Rob's well-being.
Rob shivered involuntarily. "I'm scared," she admitted.
"I imagine you are, dear," the old woman said warmly.
The captain watched the exchange with a neutral expression.
"Okay, now that the greetings are over, would you mind explaining
this rather...strange request?"
The old woman smiled. "Look, Al, you got your guys. You got one
of the biggest rings in the area. This little girl didn't do anything
wrong - except maybe to not include you in her plans at the start."
The captain frowned. "But...I can't just let her go," he protested.
The old woman smiled again. "Al, you know how I work. She was
caught up trying to stop a fraternity using a date rape drug. It went
way beyond that. You got your drug dealer. I got the girl back
safely. Let's leave it at that, okay?"
The captain shook his head. "According to one of the guys, she's
an accomplice."
The old woman sighed sadly. "Look, if it weren't for her - and her
friends - you'd still have a dealer out there. With her help, you've
got an air-tight case. And not just against some college punks for
possession, but against their supplier!" She sighed again. "Look,
Al, in a few hours, their supposed accomplice isn't going to exist."
The police captain paused visibly, then he turned to Rob. He
stared at her, and she realized he knew. She dropped her head,
suddenly ashamed that she was a guy who'd been changed to a
girl. He turned back to the old woman. "Okay," he finally said,
gruffly. "You can go."
The old woman stood, and took Rob's arm, helping her to her feet.
"Thanks, Al," the old woman said pleasantly. She started toward
the door with Rob. From the open door, she glanced over her
shoulder. "I owe you one."
The police captain scowled. "Damned right, you do."
**********
Rob lay on her bed, her blanket tucked tightly under her chin.
Though it was late, and the lights were out, her eyes were wide
open. She trembled slightly, nervously, as the implications of what
she had done came back with a rush, a flood of terrifying
possibilities that Rob had been able to bury under his obsession
with vengeance. Well, now the vengeance part was over, and the
horrifying possibilities hit him like a thunderclap.
"You okay, Rob?" Brandon, from his bunk.
Rob sighed. "Yeah." Then she started shaking badly. Tears
started flowing, torrents of liquid pouring from her eyes. She
sobbed, shaking with fear, unable to control herself any longer.
Brandon leaped from his bunk, and sat down beside Rob.
Instinctively, he pulled her head onto his shoulder. For a long
time, Rob cried, thinking nothing odd of crying on his best friend's
shoulder. The fact that Rob was really a guy, temporarily in a girl's
body, was irrelevant to the friends. Finally, Rob's body stopped
convulsing. She sat back from Brandon, wiping tears from her
eyes.
"I'm scared," Rob finally said. "I got...I could be..." She couldn't
finish her sentence, so horrible was the thought. And she didn't
have to. Brandon knew, and he understood. Rob had been
multiply raped, forced to perform countless acts of sex. And now
she could easily be pregnant. The old woman had warned Rob,
and now she had to wait those last painful moments. In a few
minutes, the spell would wear off, and Rob's fears would be laid to
rest. Or a whole new nightmare would begin.
The two sat silently. Words weren't necessary. Finally, Brandon
spoke, his words soft and hopeful. "I think it's happening."
The magical transformation, so often a source of wonder and fun
for the guys, was now Rob's lifeline. And as the magic began to
unweave, the spell expired and broken, Rob's body began to shift.
Within a minute or two, it was over. Rob was back to being Rob.
The male Rob. His nightmare had passed.
**********
Rob glanced around awkwardly. The note he'd gotten was cryptic
- meet me at the burger shop. No signature, no hint of the author.
And so, curious, he went, but not without a little nervousness. The
events of the past four days had rattled him thoroughly, scaring
him more than he'd ever though possible. Last night, he'd
awakened in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, his pajamas
drenched in perspiration. The nightmare. His dream crossed that
confusing line where it's hard to tell what's a dream and what's
real, where the dream contained a dream, layer upon layer of
illusions within the mind. In his dream, he was sleeping and
dreaming about changing back. He dreamed that he'd awakened
to find that he hadn't changed back - that the change was an
illusion, and that he was stuck as the girl - and pregnant - and
servicing a long line of Alphas. When he finally broke out of the
complex web of dreams within dreams, he was thoroughly
confused and frightened. It took him a long time to calm himself to
the point he could sleep again.
"Hi."
Rob snapped back to reality. He'd let his mind wander, and
completely missed her approach. "Oh, hi. I
was...uh...daydreaming."
Vicky smiled as she eased herself into the empty chair. "Right,"
she said, sounding a bit skeptical.
"You wrote the note?" Rob asked warily.
Vicky nodded, then frowned. "You sound like you were expecting
someone else."
Rob trembled, and he knew that Vicky had seen it. "No. It's just,
well, with everything that happened, I'm just a bit nervous.
Scared, actually."
Vicky smiled. "I can understand that. You heard the news? The
Alphas are on suspension, and some of their members were
arrested on drug possession charges. Date rape drug."
Rob felt another shiver, then he nodded. "Yeah, I heard. Even
the dean couldn't protect them this time."
Vicky reached out and gently touched Rob's hand. "I just wanted
to say thank you." Rob's eyes narrowed, and his mouth started to
open in protest. Vicky placed her finger across his lips. "Melanie
told me what you did, so don't try to act like you don't know what
I'm talking about."
Rob dropped his gaze, his face reddening with embarrassment.
"I...."
Vicky cut him off. "I know what you went through. It had to be
worse for you. I wasn't really conscious like you were." She
waited for Rob to glance at her again. "Why?" she asked simply.
Rob took a deep breath. "I don't know," he mumbled. "I couldn't
let those guys get away with what they were doing."
Vicky waited. "Is that the only reason?"
Rob caught her eye, then dropped his gaze yet again. "No. I
think...well...I think you stole a piece of my heart. I couldn't stand
the thought of them doing something to you and getting away with
it."
Vicky's eyes fell, and tears started to form in the corners. "Rob..."
she started to protest.
Rob saw her reaction, and his heart fell. It had taken everything
for him to admit that he was smitten with her. And now.... His
face fell, his hopes shattered.
Vicky looked up, seeing the pained expression. "No, Rob.
Please. You're so sweet, and so caring." She waited until he
looked at her again. "It's just that...I don't deserve...." She
dropped her gaze.
Rob could see that her body was shaking; she was either very
nervous, or crying. He reached out his hand, resting it on hers,
trying to reassure her.
Vicky's head snapped up, and Rob's suspicion about tears was
confirmed. She snatched her hand from under Rob's, and then
started to rise hastily, awkwardly. "I'm sorry," she muttered,
averting her gaze from him, as if she were afraid to look in his
eyes.
Rob slowly retracted his hand, stunned and embarrassed. His
mouth opened to speak, but words wouldn't come out. He sat in
awkward silence as Vicky scrambled from the table, her pace
quickening as she bolted for the door.
Rob sighed heavily, his heart weighing a ton or more. It had taken
all his courage to tell Vicky how he felt. And this was his reward -
she ran away. He'd frightened her. He dropped his head,
catching it in his hand, his elbow propped on the table. He felt his
eyes stinging, echoing the pain in his heart.
Rob felt a hand lightly touching his shoulder, startling him. He
glanced up, wondering who might have been able to sneak up on
him like this. His fear-filled eyes softened when he recognized
Anya.
"Hi, Rob," she said simply.
"Hi," Rob answered, sounding as dejected as he felt. His head
drooped again, weighed down by his sadness.
Anya slid into the seat Vicky had just vacated. "I know that was
hard," she said softly.
Rob looked up, then back down. It just didn't seem right for Anya
to see the tears trickling from his eyes. "I don't understand," he
said softly.
Anya clasped his hand. "Hey, listen up Rob." She waited for him
to look up at her. "You're a very special guy. Not many guys
would do what you did for Vicky."
Rob lowered his eyes. "So why is it that whenever I'm nice and
sweet, the girls always leave me? Why is it that I always end up
alone and hurt?" Rob knew he could confide in Anya; she was the
kind of girl that made a wonderful friend.
Anya smiled sadly. "Some girls never learn. You treat them nice,
special, and they go for the guys who dump all over them. And
you wonder if you shouldn't start being nasty, too. Right?"
Rob's jaw dropped; she'd read him like a book. A spark of wisdom
lit Anya's eyes. "Somewhere out there is a girl who will appreciate
you for you, who will be tickled by being treated like a queen, and
who won't take advantage of you. She's out there. The hard part
is being patient enough to wait for her."
Rob stared into her eyes for a long time, absorbing what she'd
said. He dropped his gaze again. "It's so hard. I thought Vicky...I
guess I hoped she'd appreciate me."
Anya waited for Rob to look up again. "I know how you feel about