ROOM 6
Book 1
Here I am again! The world's slowest author with the world's oldest
unfinished story. Would you believe I was in high school when I put the first
chapter of this story back on the alt. groups? Now I'm in grad school and am
soon to face the real world. (yikes)
Anyway, I've made a lot of changes and this time I think we might actually
get past chapter 2 or 3! I hope so, because I'd love to see how it all turns
out.
Feedback would be cool!
Deej
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Chapter 1
The whole thing started because of socks. I hate old socks. If I could afford
them, I'd have new socks every day. Maybe two pair. Anyway, I went down to
the store to get some socks and while I was there I remembered that Sandy
wanted me to go with her to a wedding that weekend, so I picked up a new gray
dress shirt and decided to try it on. That's how it started.
It would probably be neater if I could say it was some old, dusty store with
strange potions in dark glass jars and wrinkled, dried monkey's paws in old
locked cases. But it wasn't. It was just a department store. You know, the
kind of place where the perfume counter is at the center of the world and you
can buy everything from lawn mowers to dinnerware. Normally, I don't bother
to try on shirts. I grab them off the rack, take them home, and if they don't
fit I take them back. Actually, I don't even remember to take them back, I
just shove them into the back of the closet with the other rejects. But Sandy
always looked sharp on any occasion and it was her older brother that was
getting married. I didn't want to embarrass her. So I tried on the shirt. The
dressing area was one of those high security sites. I guess they were afraid
I might try to run off with a nineteen dollar Oxford. Anyway, they had a guy
on a desk outside. You told him how many items you wanted to try on, he
handed you a tag with that number on it. God knows what happens to you if you
don't produce the right number of garments on the way out. I took my gray
shirt, took my tag, and went down the narrow hall to an open door at the end
of the row. Room 6. I was thankful that they at least put real doors on the
room. I hate those places where all there is to stop the public show is a
little curtain. I was down to my T-shirt when I noticed something odd. The
wall behind me was gone. I could have sworn that when I came in the little
cubicle had four walls, but now it only three. One wall with a mirror, a
door, a back wall with little shelf and a hook to hang the clothes, and that
was it. Where the wall opposite the mirror should have been, there was only a
dark opening. I mean dark. Dark like in midnight-inside-a-cave without a
match to your name dark. The smart thing to do right there was try on the
shirt and leave. But smart is not exactly my middle name. There was this big
dark opening, right there in the middle of a store. It was just too weird.
Leaving both the polo shirt I had worn into the store, and the unpurchased
dress shirt behind, I turned and took a step into the darkness. It was
strange inside the tunnel. It was like there was this fog in there, fog so
thick that I could barely see the dressing room I had just stepped out of. I
took a couple of steps. The floor was slick and somehow kind of squishy under
my feet. I took a couple of more steps. It was completely dark now. Even
though I knew I couldn't be ten feet away from the well-lighted dressing
room, not the barest flicker of light made it down the hall. All right. So
even if curiosity dragged you into that hall, this would be the time that
anyone but the profoundly stupid would turn back. Right? Color me stupid. I
kept going. And going, and going. I swear that corridor was as long as the
whole store. Longer. Finally, when I had walked so far that even I was about
to give up and turn around, I started to see a grey glow ahead. A couple more
steps and it was brighter. A couple of more, and I could see that it was
another dressing room ahead. I edged forward slowly. The room looked
identical. So much so that I began to wonder if I had somehow gotten turned
around in the tunnel and gone back to where I had started. But when I took
another step forward, that weird fog parted. As it parted, I felt a strange,
swimming sensation. It made me dizzy enough that I had to close my eyes for a
second to keep from loosing my lunch. When I opened them, I could see right
away that this was not my dressing room. On the little wooden bench attached
to the back wall, there was a black leather purse. From the little hook above
it hung a dark blue dress with pearl buttons. And standing in the room was a
woman dressed only in a beige colored slip. She was staring right at me.
"I... I'm sorry," I stuttered. I was so shocked that my voice was no more
than a squeak. Quickly I spun around and plunged back into the darkness,
running all the way until I reached my own dressing room. Once I was there, I
shoved on my shoes, threw on my polo shirt, and charged out of there. I
remembered to grab the dress shirt, but I never did try it on. I figured it
was more important that I get out of there without being arrested than it was
that I make to the wedding with the perfect shirt. It wasn't until I drove
home and locked the door on my own apartment that I began to feel safe. No
one was chasing me. No police were going to haul me in for sneaking into the
women's dressing area. Once I realized that, I started to think about the
woman. She had been attractive. Not burn-your-eyes-out beautiful, but, yeah,
attractive enough that I would have stopped to look when she crossed the
room. She had chestnut brown hair, slightly curly, cut just a touch above the
shoulders. She had good skin, with some freckles nested in the hollow at the
base of her neck. Nice legs. And good arms. Really good arms. So sue me, I
like women's arms. Smooth, rounded, but still slender. A very underrated
feature. From what I could see through the slip, she had a good other parts,
too.
I put her age at about thirty five, the same as mine. The more I thought
about the woman, the more I remembered something strange. She had seemed
familiar. I couldn't tell you where I had seen her before, but I definitely
knew this woman. And I don't exactly know that many people. I telecommute.
Sure, it's the wave of the future and all that, but it certainly cuts into
the social circle. Fact was, I had maybe ten friends in the whole city, and
this woman wasn't one of them. But I couldn't shake the idea that I knew her
from somewhere. I also couldn't shake the idea that she had said something to
me. When I had stammered out my squeaky apology, she had said something in
return. I saw her lips move. (Did I mention she had great lips?) The problem
was, I had no idea what it was she said. For the next two days, I obsessed
about this woman. Every time I went for gas, I checked to see if she was the
one inside the little booth. In the grocery store I was checking out the
other shoppers. I even did a pass through the department store, hoping it
might be one of her regular stops. I'm not sure what I intended to do if I
found her. I wasn't going to run up and say "Hi, I'm the guy that came into
your dressing room." Still, I had to see her. On Friday night, I had a date
with Sandy. As always, Sandy looked great. Though she was within a year of my
age, Sandy had one of those slightly round faces that always look young.
Combine that with big brown eyes and this tiny little nose, and she was
perpetually cute. Beautiful might be forever out of her reach, but Sandy
would still be cute at sixty. Though she was only five foot four, somehow her
legs were longer than mine and she had the world's best caboose. Really.
An astoundingly round little ass that worked in everything from jeans to
dresses. I never got tired of looking. Only on this date, I kept glancing
over Sandy's shoulder. She was cute. She had the world's best behind. But I
was still looking for the woman in the beige slip. Fortunately, Sandy didn't
seem to notice my distraction. She spent a lot of the evening talking about
her fifteen year old son. She had the kid just out of high school, and now
that he was in high school himself, he seemed to give Sandy no end of
trouble. As dates went, it was pretty tame. We had a good meal. We talked. I
stole peeks around the restaurant as I looked for the woman in the dressing
room. At the end of the night, I got a good kiss, but Sandy needed to get
home and get some things ready for the wedding, so a kiss was all I got. All
night, I continued my obsession with the mysterious woman. I plopped on the
couch, drank a six pack, and thought of her. By morning, I had latched onto
the strangest plan possible. Three days after I had first stumbled off into
the darkness, I was back getting a tag from the guy at the dressing area
entrance. Fortunately, Room 6 was open. I went inside, hung up the two pairs
of pants that I had no intention of trying on, and edged into the darkness.
I had my shoes on this time, but it didn't make any difference in the tunnel.
I couldn't hear any sound it all. Not even my breathing. Finally that
grayness appeared at the end of the tunnel. I strained to see ahead, but I
saw no sign of the woman in the dressing room. As far as I could tell, the
room was empty. I took another step anyway, and again I felt that
overwhelming dizziness. When it cleared, she was there. Like me she was
dressed this time, wearing jeans and a teal sweater crossed by a stripe of
not quite white. She looked at me with an expression that was somewhere
between surprise and embarrassment. "Hi," I said. Then I cleared my throat.
"Hi," I tried again. Both times my voice was ridiculously high. I put out my
hands, trying to show her that I meant no harm. "Look I'm not sure why I'm
here. I just..." My inane voice trailed away.
The woman was mocking me. She was mimicking my every move, moving her lips to
my words. Something tickled at my cheek. I raised my hand to clear it, and a
number of things became clear all at once. The thing tickling my cheek was
hair. The woman in the dressing room was not mimicking me. There was no woman
in the dressing room. Wait, scratch that. There was no _other_ woman in the
dressing room. What there was in the dressing room was a mirror. I was the
woman. I stumbled forward a step, pressing my hands up against the glass. The
face that I had been obsessing about for the last three days was right there
in the mirror. I had plenty of chance to study it now at close range. And
from the inside.
Slowly I pushed myself away from the glass. Then I raised my hand and traced
the curve of my face with one extended finger. The woman in the mirror did
the same, her slender finger moving along the smooth skin. The look on her
face was pure astonishment. "It's me," I said. The voice was still high, but
I expected it this time. I licked my lips. Seeing that small pink tongue
extend and brush against the red lips was almost shocking. This was no mask.
I was this woman inside and out. For a moment I wondered if the strangeness
was limited to the mirror. But when I looked down, I knew the truth. What I
saw was a teal sweater. It was pushed out too far by my breasts to see any
further. I had breasts. No little green apples, either. Large breasts. Not
big enough to earn me a headlining role at a strip club, but big. I cupped
the right breast in my hand and felt the weight of it.
"This can't be real," I said. I heard the words come back to me in that soft,
high voice. A woman's voice. I wanted to run. I wanted to turn around and run
screaming down that black tunnel to my own room. But for a moment I was
frozen. What if the tunnel was gone? What if I got back to the other dressing
room, but I was still like this. Still a woman. A faint scent came to my
nose. Perfume. A perfume whose name I didn't know, but whose smell I liked. I
was going crazy and it smelled like perfume. I reached up and put my hands in
the brown hair.
It was soft. My ears were decorated with tiny pearl earrings. Suddenly I was
trembling all over. I turned and went stumbling into the darkness. I think I
screamed, but if I did that strange fog and that strange tunnel swallowed up
the scream as neatly as they did the sound of my running feet. In a few
moments I was back where I has started, and the face that looked at me from
the mirror was a male face, the same face I had shaved that morning.
Except that now it looked really, really scared. I sat on the tiny bench,
waiting for my breath to come back to normal. Finally I grabbed the two pairs
of pants, marched out of the room, ran out of the store, drove straight to my
house, and dived into a large bottle of bourbon. I had never thought about
anything like this. I mean, sure I had wondered what it felt like for women,
but didn't every guy? I never fantasized about it. I never tried on my
mother's clothes. I never had a homosexual desire in my life -- cross my
heart and help to die. It was too weird. I stood in front of the bedroom
mirror, running my finger along my cheek and feeling the comforting traces of
stubble. It was over. No way was I going to take this thing any further. But
when Sunday morning came, the first thing I did was call Sandy and tell her
that I was too sick to go to the wedding. I could tell she was disappointed.
We had been dating for weeks, but she hadn't gotten many chances to show me
off to her family. I promised her that I would arrange something. A family
dinner. An outing in the park. Something to make it up to her when I felt
better. As soon as I was off the phone, I charged out to my car and drove
down to the store. When they opened for doors for business, I was waiting. I
barely glanced at the guy with his little tags. I can't even remember what it
was I grabbed as an excuse to go into the dressing rooms. It must have been
something. All I remember is closing the door to the dressing room and
plunging down the hallway. A couple of minutes later I was wearing a green
dress and a body that stretched it in all the right places. For awhile all I
could do was stand there and look at my reflection in the mirror. Then I saw
that the little black purse was on the bench again. Feeling strange with
every movement, I bent, picked up the purse and looked inside. There was a
lipstick, some crumbled tissue, loose change, old coupons, a matchbook, and a
wadded up dollar bill. In short, it was the kind of purse I'd probably keep
if I was a woman. I gave a short laugh, which came out as a light, girlish
giggle. After all, I _was_ a woman. At the bottom of the purse I found a
small black wallet. Inside was a checkbook, some credit cards, and what I was
really looking for -- a driver's license.
Jean Adams, it said. A chill came over me. That was my name. I mean my name
before I came through the tunnel, except that I spelled mine "Gene." Then I
saw the birthday. It was the same as mine. Hair: brown. Eyes: green. That was
all familiar. The Height: 5' 1" and Weight: 110 were certainly different. And
of course there was that big Sex: F to remind me of the obvious. But still,
there was too much on the license that looked the same. And it was while I
was looking at the goofy, stunned driver's license photo the truth came
through. The woman was me. I don't just mean that I was currently living in
her body. I mean that I was willing to bet that there was no Gene Adams born
12 Oct 65 at Teaneck. Instead there was a Jean Adams. My parents had had a
baby that night, but the blankets had been pink. I dropped the ID back into
the purse and dropped the purse back on the shelf. If I went outside the
dressing room, I would be in the world of Jean Adams, attractive female. What
would that world be like? Was she dating some guy? Was it serious? I quickly
scanned my smooth, slender fingers and found them free of rings. Thank God. I
wasn't ready to be Jean Adams. Whatever waited outside the dressing room
door, it was going to have to wait. In the meantime, since I was already in a
dressing room... There was a row of cloth-wrapped buttons along the front of
the dress. My fingers trembled as I opened them, but at last the dress was
open to my waist. I pulled the dress down from my shoulders and let it fall
to the floor. There was no slip this time. Instead there was a bra with lace
edges surrounding a smooth cup. Pantyhose covered my legs and extended up to
a taut brown band around my belly. I was gorgeous. I had underestimated the
body that lay under that slip. My waist was small, my hips belled out in a
curve. Through the pantyhose I could see pale green panties and the rise of a
nice round derriere. Maybe not an ass in the class with Sandy's, but pretty
damn fine on any scale. The bra hooked in the front. I reached up and pulled
open the clasp. My heavy breasts swung free of the cups. They were very pale,
soft, with surprisingly red-brown nipples that pointed slightly upward. As I
watched, the nipples drew tight, rising up until each of them looked a good
deal like a small strawberry ready to be plucked. A tingling ran over me.
I reached up and brushed a finger across the right nipple. The sensation was
so sharp that I fell back with a moan. Hair fell down in my face, and I shook
my head to clear it. In the mirror was a beautiful, almost naked woman with a
face that was mine, only softer, prettier. Was this really the difference
that one little chromosome could make? I looked again at the taut stomach and
smooth long legs. How could such a little thing make such a difference? My
fingers began to creep toward the smooth place between my legs. Either I was
taking too long in the dressing room, or my experiments were making too much
noise, because there was suddenly a tap at the door. "Are you all right in
there?" called a woman's voice. "Yes," I said quickly. I hoped my voice
really sounded like Jean's and not Gene's. As fast as I could, I tugged the
bra together and managed get my breasts lodged inside the cups. Then I pulled
up the dress and buttoned the buttons. I looked at my image in the mirror, a
little rumpled, but presentable. I had to make a decision: out the door, or
into the tunnel. There was no real choice. Whoever Jean Adams was, her life
would have to wait for another day. Back in my own dressing room, I grabbed
for the clothes I had brought in and was about to leave when I spotted
something. My shirttail was out. I wasn't positive, but I thought it had been
tucked in when I went into the tunnel. Not only that, but my billfold had
been in my pocket, now it was lying on the bench. It could have been that the
changes I made to Jean's things caused changes in my world, but another
explanation came to mind. What if while I was in Jean's body, exploring her
things, Jean had been here, doing the same with my body. It was something
that bore a little thinking about. I left the dressing room and went home.
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Chapter 2
It was hard for me to think about anything else but the dressing room, the
tunnel, and the different life that waited on the other side. But the next
day was a work day. Actually, the previous two days had been work days too,
but as long as I got the project in before deadline, my boss didn't care
about the hours. One of the big advantages of working at home. The project in
this case was some package art for a new word processor -- the latest company
to stubbornly throw themselves in front of the Word juggernaut. Not exactly
stuff that was going to get me a spot in the Louvre. I mean, there's only so
much you can do with little pictures of computer screens and a few flying
letters. I screwed around with the composition for awhile, nudging things a
bit, tweaking up the color fades in the background. I increased the font size
just a touch. Added a bit of metallic sheen to the edges of the simulated
screens. It took me till almost midnight before I was happy with the whole
composition. By the time I hit the button and sent the final color
separations speeding over the modem to the main office, the department store
was long since closed. There would be no trips to dressing Room 6 today. I
sat in the living room and watched some old movies flicker across around the
television. Maybe I should stay away from that place. Jean Adams seemed to be
doing all right without me. If her world was a real place, and not just a
little cube in the middle of nothing, then did I really have a right to go
screw with it? And if I was right about Jean taking control of my life, was
that something I was ready for? I thought about it through two old films, a
rerun of a sitcom, and half a dozen beers. When I went to bed, it was so late
that the sky outside my apartment window was already getting grey with the
first light of dawn. Late as it was, I didn't fall asleep fast. I was
thinking of Jean. Was she lying there awake in her world? Or was she sound
asleep, curled up in a satin gown, warm and soft under the sheets. I reached
up and ran my hand across my bare, flat chest. There was a sensation, sure,
but nothing like what I'd felt back there in that booth. I didn't think I
wanted to be a woman. I liked women. I liked to look at them, and liked to
sleep with them. But I couldn't fool myself that I didn't want to sample more
of Jean's life. Could I stand to go back? Could I stand it if I didn't? By
the time sleep finally came I had made my decision. I would go to the
dressing room and see if Jean Adams really existed. I would step out of the
dressing room on her end, see if there was a real world outside the door,
maybe stroll around the store a little. Then I would come back. An
experiment. Easy phases. Small goals. Once this test was out of the way, I
would decide what to do next time. With that out of my way, I fell asleep.
With a solid four hours of sleep under my belt and a moderate hangover
buzzing in my skull, I made it to the store not ten minutes after they
opened.
This time I made sure to pick a half dozen items -- the maximum allowed in
the dressing room at one time. I didn't know if my actions had any effect on
what happened at the other end of the tunnel, but I wanted to have an excuse
for spending plenty of time in the dressing room. Once inside, I plunged into
the tunnel and walked quickly through the deafening fog. The queasiness hit
me at the other end, as always, and when it cleared I was looking at Jean in
the mirror. This time I was wearing crisp black denim jeans, very snug, and a
soft cotton top. I would have called it a polo shirt on a man, but I had no
idea what women called such things. It was pale green. Green seemed to be
Jean's favorite color. My hair looked a little different than it had the last
time. It was maybe an inch shorter. It seemed straighter too, and it was
definitely more red. It seemed that Jean had made a trip to the salon in the
last couple of days.
I couldn't resist raising my hands and feeling the soft weight of my breasts.
Even through the shirt and bra, it was sensation totally unknown to me as a
man. From there my hands slipped down, moving into the gentle curve at my
waist and going back to slid over my ample, round rear. Under the polo short
I could feel the nipples of my breasts begin to tighten. There were four
dresses on the back wall of the dressing room. If I wanted to, I could strip
down and explore this body for a least a few minutes. With jeans on, there
were probably no hose underneath. I could get these pants off and get a good
gander and what went on inside them. Then I stopped myself. Easy stages. One
step at a time. Right. Take a deep breath and get on with it. I was here to
test the water outside the dressing room. The mission for the day, so to
speak. Exploring the great unknown interior of my panties would have to wait.
Voices went by in the hall outside, and I heard a woman laugh. I laid a slim
hand on the door knob. Could I really go out there? What if all the women
screamed and called for a cop? What if everyone laughed at me for dressing up
in women's clothing? I took a look in the mirror. I was a woman. These were
the clothes that fit. No one was going to scream. I started to turn the knob
when I remembered to get the dresses. I turned around to take them down from
the hook, and when I did I saw the black purse sitting on the shelf. And
sitting on top of the purse was a small yellow envelope. On the envelope was
a single handwritten word:
Gene
My heart skipped a beat. Jean Adams was real. Not only was she real, but
while I had been going through her purse, she must have been flipping through
my billfold. She knew my name, just as I knew hers. Not only was I living her
life, she was living mine. I picked up the envelope and found a small note
inside. The handwriting was neater than my own, with a little more roundness
to the loops. A woman's handwriting.
My car is in lane 5, two slots up on the left. There's some cash in the purse
if you want to buy anything. Don't use the credit cards, they're pretty well
maxed. I left another note for you at home. I'll be back first thing in the
morning.
Jean.
Note at home. First thing in the morning. The first time through, the note
confused me. I read it again until I got to that final line. I'll be back
first thing in the morning. Jean was planning on staying in my body
overnight! I spun around, ready to race back down the tunnel, and got a shock
so big it nearly made my heart stop. The tunnel was gone. In its place was a
plasterboard wall with dingy off white paint and a smear of grey where some
old poster had been removed. I ran my small hands over the pebbly surface of
the board. It was solid. There was no hidden door, no secret opening. It was
just a wall in a dressing room. A woman's dressing room. My heart raced on
for a few seconds, beating so hard I could literally feel it making my
breasts jiggle. What was wrong? Was I stuck this way forever? Then it came to
me. Jean must have left the dressing room. That was the simple solution. Up
till now, Jean's actions must have mirrored my actions. She had always been
here when I had been here, and the tunnel linking our two worlds allowed us
to pass each other invisibly in the darkness. But if Jean had opened the door
and strolled out into my life, then there was nowhere for me to go back to.
So, there was no tunnel. "Jean?" I whispered to the blank wall. "Are you in
there? I felt ridiculous.
I was ridiculous. The note said she would return in the morning. Until then,
I would have to do the best I could. So much for easy phases and small steps.
I was in for 24 hours of being Ms. Jean Adams whether I liked it or not. I
put the note Jean had written away in the purse and carefully arranged the
strap over my arm. Then I picked up the dresses from the hook, checked in the
mirror to make sure I was wearing the right face, took a deep breath, and
stepped out of the booth. Just going to the end of the little hall told me
right off that I was not the man I used to be. The heavy breasts moved with
every step. Not a big movement. I wasn't about to slap myself in the face or
anything, but there was a definite rise, fall, bounce as I walked up the
hall. There was a difference in my hips, too, a looseness that made me feel
like I was walking on sponges. Several times I had to look down at the floor
to reassure myself that I was not really sinking into some kind of rubbery
quicksand. After what seemed like a long trip, I reached the end of the hall
and handed off the ticket reading "4 garments" to the girl who waited there.
It made me nervous. Despite the reassurance of the mirror, I still expected
her to shout "What are you doing here?" The girl who took the ticket was a
lot more attractive than the guy who waited back in menswear. Too young for
me, but really quite cute. As I handed over the ticket, she looked up at me
and smiled. "Find anything you like?" she asked. "Uh, no," I said. "Not
really."
My voice was weird, not bimbo high, but definitely different. I had to remind
myself that the girl's smile didn't mean anything. She wasn't coming on to a
man: this was just between us girls. She looked me up and down. "I think I
know a dress that would great on you. Want me to get it?" "Not right now,
thanks." I smiled back, hoping my face didn't look as silly as I felt. There
was a warmth in my cheeks that was unfamiliar, but I was pretty sure I was
blushing. "I have to run." I stepped out of the dressing area and into the
store. It was another world. When you're five eleven, you see over all the
shelves and racks of clothes. The layout of the store seems clear. When
you're five one, those same shelves seem like the walls of some huge maze.
Barriers of sweaters. Barricades of underwear. I had left my own world and
stepped into the land of the giants. I stumbled around the women's section,
hoping to spot some rack that was a probable source for the dresses. Finally
I gave up and put them all on a shelf in the middle of a pile of some half
price swimwear. Then I struggled on, making my way through deepest darkest
women's wear spaces in search of an exit. When I found the central aisle of
the store, I was as relieved as if I had hacked my way through the bush. That
is, until I started trying to walk along with the crowd. People were big. I
had shrunk more than half a foot, and lost almost half my weight. All around
me wandered this crowd of giants. Guys six feet or better where absolutely
huge. Half the guys in the store looked like they were ready for the NBA.
Even most of the women were quite a bit bigger than me. Even a pack of
laughing teenage girls towered over me as they passed. I felt like I was
going to be crushed at any second. Reaching the cosmetic counters at the
middle of the store relieved me of most of the mammoth men, but afflicted me
with a pair of perfume girls. They seemed to have made it their mission in
life to spritz me with everything in sight. Behind the counter, a woman
offered me a makeover. In a dozen mirrors, I caught sight of a cute, but
frightened looking woman. It took some time to realize it was me. I made for
the door as fast as I could manage.
Outside I drew in a deep breath of spring air. The street looked the same as
it did back in my world, and the weather seemed the same, too. There were no
tailfins on the cars and no three moons in the air. If there were differences
between Jean's world and mine, they were subtle. I went over my options. I
could go back into the department store and look around. I had been in too
big a hurry, more like too big a panic, to look at the dresses before, but
now I had all night. I could go and grab some of the slinkiest underthings
from the longerie department, maybe snag a swimsuit or two, and get my own
private fashion show. Just then a guy came out of the store. He had a bundle
of packages under one arm and he was walking like he was in a hurry, but when
he saw me, he suddenly slowed down. His eyes scanned me from shoes to face,
then moved lower again. "Hey," he said, "are you waiting for someone?" He
smiled. The guy couldn't have been more than normal height or weight, but to
me he looked like he was ready to play linebacker on the Bears. I took a step
back from him. "I...I'm just leaving." I spun on my heels and hurried out
into the parking lot. Hurrying made my breasts bounce more energetically, but
I didn't slow down. Staying around the store no longer seemed like a good
idea. I wanted to get home, get away from other people, and lock the door.
Following Jean's instructions, I located her car. It was a good thing she had
given me the instructions. We were not parked in the same place, and we
didn't own the same model. Besides, the cars in the parking lot were big
enough that I now had trouble seeing over them. When I opened the door to her
little compact car -- green, of course -- my first inclination was to shove
the seat back. It had been moved up so far that only someone really small
would fit. Someone like... me. I tossed Jean's purse into the passenger seat
and got behind the wheel. I had never felt so uncomfortable in a vehicle in
my life. My breasts were almost in the way of steering, but if I pulled the
seat back further, I had trouble seeing over the dash. And then there was the
shoulder strap, which seemed designed to cut between my breasts at the most
painful angle. Someone needed to tell Detroit that women drove cars too. I
looked down at my tiny feet in their tiny white sneakers. The controls all
seemed to be in place. The car looked normal. I put the key into the ignition
and started the car. Driving was something of a relief. Inside the car, I was
back to being the same size as everyone else. I could still cut lanes and run
yellow lights with the best of them. The department store was walking
distance from my apartment. It would only take me five minutes to get home
and... I pulled over to the side of the road so fast that three cars honked
at me. I was five minutes from _my_ home, not Jean's. Quickly I dug into the
purse and pulled out her driver's license. 4314 Basilton. Not my address,
but I knew where Basilton was. I steered the car back into traffic, praying
that Jean hadn't moved since her license was renewed. Apparently she had
stayed put, because my key fit the lock at 4314. It was a house, not an
apartment. It was not a particularly fancy house. This was an old
neighborhood, turn of the century rowhouses. Eventually the rehab trend would
probably come to the area and these old stone and brick boxes would be worth
a fortune. For now they were cheap. And old. The monthly payment was probably
less than what I paid for my apartment. Jean had done a good job with the
inside, though. There was fresh paint on the old walls, and a scattering of
new furniture in the front room. On the table beside the door was another
envelope. I shut the door and put down my, that is, Jean's purse. Then I
picked up the envelope, went over to the couch, and sat down. I was grateful
to be out of the mass of people. Adapting to a new body was definitely
something that called for a little time in private. I opened the envelope and
unfolded the note.
Gene,
If I didn't go through with it, then you won't be seeing this. But you are
reading this so I guess I worked up the courage and did it. Hi! Welcome to my
life. I'm not sure what I should say. I don't know much about you, really,
but I have a suspicion that you may be a lot like me. Please don't do
anything too foolish with my body. Try not to get me arrested. Or hurt. I
asked for a vacation day at the office, so no one will be expecting you. If
the phone rings, let the machine get it. There's food in the fridge, and beer
if you need it. Make yourself at home.
Jean
The note didn't tell me much. Jean Adams worked at an office. That was
different. I had been working out of my home, and loving it, for more than
two years. I wouldn't like it if I had to go into an office -- especially if
I had to go into an office looking like a petite babe and deal with guys
staring at my chest. Jean's note didn't tell me anything about where the
office might be or what kind of work she did. When it came to personal
information, it was a pretty empty note. The kind of note you might send
someone you didn't want getting too involved in your life. A tough thing to
work out if you're going to have someone vacationing in your body. I got up
and looked around the house. Pretty nice stuff. Nothing too fancy. Decent TV.
Good stereo. A computer, too, though not as speedy as mine. The decorations
in the place were a little frilly in places -- some yellow curtains in the
kitchen. Lace edges to the comforter. But overall the place wasn't too girly.
In the bedroom there was a picture on the shelf. In it were my mother and
father. They were young in the picture, probably in their thirties. With them
was a little girl in a white dress. I stared at it for a moment before I
realized that the girl had to be Jean. Me. Looking at that picture gave me
the willies. If I called my parents on the phone and asked them about their
son, they'd think I was crazy. They didn't have a son. I put the picture down
and looked into the dresser mirror. There I was, Jean Adams, a lovely thirty
something woman. Now what did I do? The answer was obvious.
I got up, made sure the drapes were closed, then got completely stark raving
naked. For the next hour I did little more than look at myself and touch
myself. I stood in front of the mirror with my mouth hanging open and my
fingers doing the roving, reciting to myself all those fascinating items of
female anatomy. Vagina. Aureole. Clitoris. If the feeling I had in first
brushing my nipples was a shock, the feeling from touching my clitoris was
high voltage. I had to sit down before I fell down. I sat there on the
carpeted bedroom floor and rocked slowly back and forth while my fingers did
their work. The temperature in my vagina grew so warm that I would have sworn
I had a fever. Finally the muscles in my stomach began to tighten, and in my
thighs, and in places I never had muscles before. Then it all sprang loose
with a rippling series of waves that left me making loud squeaks of pleasure.
Maybe there's a more dignified word, but squeaks describes it well. After the
squeaking came the laughing. And when I was through laughing, I did it all
again. That's how I spent the whole afternoon -- looking and masturbating.
When I got tired of masturbating, I spent a few minutes looking. And a few
minutes looking would soon bring me back to masturbating. I didn't get out of
the bedroom till six. I walked around Jean's house in the nude, feeling my
unbound breasts not just bouncing, but swaying as I moved. I found a jazz CD
in her collection that was also in mine and tucked it into the player. Soft
saxophone notes flowed through the house. I added a little sway to my walk,
letting the music work some magic with that new looseness in my hips. In the
kitchen I sat at the table and ate some cheese and crackers, which tasted
just like cheese and crackers. I thought about a beer, but changed my mind. I
was already half out of my head. I didn't need any help. Anyway, what right
did I have to kill off some of Jean's brain cells? I finished up the crackers
and then I went back to the looking. No matter how long I stared into the
mirror, I didn't think the message was ever really going to get through. This
woman was me. These breasts with their aureole the size of half dollars and
their terribly sensitive tips, there were my breasts. The narrow waist was
mine. The smooth round ass was mine. The vagina with the small folds of skin,
the nubbin of clitoris, the patch of dark curly hair, this was mine, too. I
picked up the bra from the floor and turned it around until I could read the
faded label inside. 36-D. Wow. I was big. Especially for such a small woman.
The jeans turned out to be a size six. So were the shoes. The polo shirt was
just that -- a men's polo shirt. Size small. I tried to remember the last
time I had worn a small shirt. Probably when I was eleven. I thought about
going out. There was a bar down the street. It might be interesting to go
inside and see what reaction I got. I looked in the mirror again. I knew what
reaction I would get. Men would be on me like sauce on meatloaf. My breasts
alone would draw every man within twenty yards. I thought about the guy back
at the store. Just walking past, he had stopped after one look at me. It
wasn't that I was gorgeous. No model or actress. But the combination of a
cute face, small frame, and sound curves made me undeniably sexy.
This was a body that would get men interested in a hurry. That definitely
wasn't what I wanted. Just because I was in a woman's body didn't mean I
wasn't still interested in women. What I really wanted was to get this sexy
redhead back to my apartment and have my way with her for about twenty years.
Failing that, there was always my nimble little fingers. That is, Jean's
fingers. Jean's fingers. Jean's equipment. But I was the one that got the
pleasure out of it now. After awhile, the increasing stickiness between my
legs and the musky smell in the room gave me the idea that a shower might be
in order. A shower, in fact, sounded like a grand idea. I went into the
bathroom and turned on the water, getting it as hot as I could stand. Then I
let it run over me. It cascaded from the tips of my breasts and ran in sheets
down my taut stomach. Little rivulets ran along my smooth thighs. I
discovered that even my feet were pretty. When the joys of hot water began to
pale, I discovered the wonders of soap. Soap on a man makes him clean. Soap
on a woman makes her _slippery_. Being slippery was definitely an interesting
feeling. There were a variety of little lotions in the show. Things with
flowery scents and various promises of making your skin smooth. I would never
have bought them as a man, but I gave most of them a try now. Rubbing some
rose scented body wash into Jean's skin was an experience not to be missed.
When it was over I stepped out, toweled off, and folded myself into a
terrycloth robe that went almost to my ankles. That was when I discovered the
rule of hair. Jean had only two or three times the hair that I had, but
drying it seemed to take ten times longer. Obviously some insidious higher
math was at in effect. When I was done, Jean's careful work at straightening
her hair had been undone. My face was framed by red curls. Loose ringlets
dropped down beside my eyes. I decided I liked it that way. I yawned and
stretched, feeling my back curve and my breasts stand out. A whole evening of
masturbation can make a girl awfully tired. Back in the bedroom I dropped the
robe on the side of the table and searched for something to sleep in.
Though I had walked around the house nude for hours, I didn't think I could
sleep that way. Besides, I felt uncommonly cold. There were a number of
choices in the way of nightgowns, including some that I was sure would look
delicious on this curvy frame. But I settled on an oversized green T-shirt
that came down to my knees. I always like girls in T-shirts. The only thing
better would have been if I had somehow smuggled one of my old dress shirts
through the tunnel. That was one fantasy I couldn't indulge, the T-shirt
would have to do. I skipped the underwear. With makeup washed away and hair
something of a mess, the girl in the mirror was still attractive. In fact,
she now looked painfully cute. Cute was not a way I had ever thought of
myself before. Thirty something guys are never described as cute. Even a lot
of women that age had lost the cuteness factor. Jean was still decidedly
cute. I stood very close to the mirror and studied my face in the glass. I
wanted to memorize this face. I wanted to remember every ringlet of hair,
every pale freckle on the bridge of the nose. I touched my breasts gently
through the soft material of the night shirt. If only Jean and I could
somehow meet. She would be perfect for me. She was perfect. Technically I
suppose we were brother and sister, maybe even closer than any brother and
sister could ever be. But we had not been raised together. I didn't feel the
barrier that keeps siblings from being sexually attracted to each other.
Midnight found me curled up in a big easy chair with a bowl of popcorn on my
lap.
It was only Wednesday. Jean would most likely have to go to work after we
swapped back. Rest would probably be a good idea. But I hated to miss a
moment of this experience. So I sat there and thumbed through dusty high
school yearbooks, finding Jean Adams among a crowd of faces most of whom I
remembered from my own youth. Here was Jean in a cheerleader's outfit. That
was her sophomore year. Here she was in seventh grade, and looking very, very
cute. In ninth grade she was captain of the girl's volleyball team -- also
the shortest girl on the team. Somewhere around two in the morning, Jean's
body insisted on sleep. I stumbled off to the bedroom and climbed under the
sheets, feeling the texture of the cotton with a clarity that was unnerving.
Finding a position to sleep in proved a challenge. My chest prohibited face
down. On my back felt wrong. I finally settled on my side, feeling my breasts
press close together. As I drifted off to sleep, I thought about the
childhood Jean Adams had lived. My own life hadn't been so bad, but it seemed
to me that Jean had come off better. More popular. More attractive. For the
first time, I felt a little jealous of her.
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Chapter 3
I woke up and looked at the room. For a moment, nothing looked familiar. Then
I remembered where I was, and who I was, and what I was. I pushed away the
sheets and swung my feet over the side of the bed. My smooth bare legs were
just long enough to let my small feet touch the ground. I stood up and
stretched, feeling my soft breasts thrust against the cotton night shirt as
my back arched. Instantly, my nipples tightened into hard little
strawberries, but I was too tired to do anything about it at the moment.
Yawning, I stumbled across the room and stared into the mirror. The girl in
the mirror looked exhuaseted. The red curls were a tangled mess, and the
bright green eyes had lost their sparkle. She looked like a girl that had
stayed up until late in the night masturbating about a dozen times. At the
thought, I felt the the space between my legs grow warm at the thought. I
smiled at the image in the glass and remembered how good it had all felt.
Maybe there would be time for more. I glanced around at the clock. It was
after eight. But Jean has said she had taken care of work for the day, so I
didn't have to worry about getting in to an office. All I had to do was show
up at the store when it opened at ten. Then I could swap places with Jean and
go back to my own body and my own life. For just a moment, I had a thought --
what if I didn't go back? If I stayed away from the store and from Room 6,
then I could stay here, in this body. I could see this face any time I looked
in the mirror. I could get my hands on these soft breasts whenever I felt
like it. I wouldn't be Gene anymore. I would be Jean. But I dismissed the
thought almost as fast as it had come. It was one thing to live in Jean's
body for a few hours and enjoy the feelings it could give me. It was a very
different thing to move in for good. That would mean not just being in Jean's
body, but living Jean's life. Although in a lot of ways Jean and I were
closer than the closest siblings, I really knew very little about her. I
didn't even know what she did for a living. Most importantly, staying here
would mean not just playing around in a woman's body, it meant really
becoming a woman. That was definitely not in my plans. It might be fun to do
this again some time, but right now I was going home.
There was a rumble from my insides. Jean's stomach was a lot smaller than
mine, but she couldn't run on zero calories and hunger still felt the same. I
scratched an itch on my smooth round bottom, and stumbled toward the kitchen
to find some breakfast. I soon found that the cheese and crackers I had eaten
the night before was the majority of food in the house. Most of what remained
seemed to consist of low fat yogurt, lettuce, and diet soda. I scowled at the
empty refrigerator. Jean certainly had a great figure, but the price for
fitting into a pair of size six jeans seemed awfully high at the moment. I
suppose I could have run out to a fast food place and scarfed down a good
greasy biscuit or two, but somehow it didn't seem fair to leave Jean with a
thousand extra calories to work off. With a plastic cup of yogurt in hand, I
yawned my way over to the table and sat down to eat. On the table was one of
the high school yearbooks I had been looking at the night before. I leafed
through it quickly and was about to put it away when I notice something
strange among the pictures of my classmates. Mike Marshall was gone. In his
place was a thin, pinch-faced girl with limp blonde hair. The name under her
picture said Valerie Marshall. I quickly scanned the rest of the pictures. It
seemed that I wasn't the only one that had a different sex twin on this side
of Room 6. In this yearbook, pretty Jenny Hessle had been replaced by a
brooding Charlie Hessle. George Merriweather was a cute little brunette named
Karen. Other kids I remembered from school were just flat out missing. Maybe
the difference in sex had caused some chain of events that had taken them to
another school. There was no way to know.
The biggest surprise was finding that my friend Bryan Thompson had been
replaced by a smiling girl named Mary. From the way the picture was signed,
it seemed that Jean and Mary had been friends in school. Now that I knew who
to look for, I found Mary on the volleyball team, and on the cheerleading
squad. The thought of Bryan Thompson turned into this blonde girl was almost
as weird as when I had first come through the tunnel and found myself
transformed. It didn't take long to finish off the yogurt. When it was done,
I still had plenty of time to have some more fun before it was time to go
home. I headed for the bedroom and peeled off the night shirt. Goosebumps
appeared on my smooth pale skin as the cool air moved over me, but I felt a
rapidly rising warmth. Sprawled across the foot of the bed, I watched the
girl in the mirror as her fingers found their way into all the secret,
electric places of this body. I let the red curls fall into my face as I slid
from the end of the bed, one hand pushed between my legs and the other
cupping the weight of one breast. In seconds, I no longer felt cold. When the
clock showed nine thirty, I forced my hands to behave themselves and started
getting ready. The hair turned out to be a real pain. No matter how I brushed
it, I couldn't get it to look anything like the neat style I had found when I
stepped into Jean's body the day before. I suspected that obscure instruments
of female hair torture were involved. I was about to give up, when I spotted
a length of green ribbon draped over a towel rack. It took me a few tries,
but eventually I got my hair pulled back into a tumbling ponytail, secured by
a green bow. The result was so cute that I had to fight off the temptation to
run back to the bedroom. I considered putting back on the clothes Jean had
worn the day before, but I didn't want to make her think I was being a slob
with her body. I browsed through her lingerie drawer, fingering the soft
garments of silk and lace before settling on soft panties of pale green and a
matching bra with smooth, soft cups. Once I wrangled my breasts into place, I
browsed the contents of Jean's closet. There were a lot of woman's suits,
neat pastel jackets and skirts. Whatever Jean did for a living, it took
seemed to require good clothing. There were also a number of dresses, some
with narrow straps and plunging necklines. None of them looked like something
I was prepared to wear to the store. In the back of the closet, I finally
located another pair of black jeans. Getting into them took considerable
wiggling and a little jumping up and down, but once they were on they looked
damn good. Standing in front of the mirror in tight jeans and bra, with my
hair pulled back in a ponytail, I had to fight another wave of temptation
before I could make myself look through the chest and locate a top. The top I
picked out was blue, with a little American flag over the left breast. It
wasn't until I pulled it on that I realized it was cut to leave a strip of
bare skin between the top of my jeans and the bottom of the shirt. I looked
at the results in the mirror. For years I had been pulling down my shirts to
hide the growing softness at my waistline, but there was no spare tire in
Jean's small frame. Her waist was thin enough that I could see the bottom of
her ribcage just below the short top. Jean might be inher mid-thirties like
me, but she still had a body that was worth showing off. I cocked my hip to
one side, watching the smooth skin move over my flat, taut stomach. "What the
hell," I said in Jean's throaty voice. "If you've got it, flaunt it." I
grabbed the car keys from the table and headed out the door. At the last
second I remembered that my driver's license wasn't in my pocket at went back
to get Jean's purse. Then I had a sudden thought. I searched around the room
and found a small pad of paper and a pen. Then I wrote a short note.
Jean,
Thanks for these hours. I've never experienced anything like this in my
life. Hope to see you again soon,
Gene
It was a stupid note. I thought about adding "You have a fantastic body," but
that sounded like something an oversexed teenager might say. As I was putting
the pen down, I noticed that the writing was different than my usual. The
letters were smoother, with more rounded loops. It was a woman's handwriting.
I brought my hand up to my face and looked at the slender fingers. "From a
woman's hand," I whispered. Then I grabbed my purse and headed for the car.
But I didn't make it this time, either. Not even sure why I was doing it, I
ran back into the kitchen and picked up the yearbook. With the thin volume
tucked under my arm, I finally hurried out the door. The trip back to the
mall went off without a problem. Once again, the store made me feel like a
midget, but there weren't many people in the aisles so early in the day, so
at least I wasn't pushed around. As I was passing through the center of the
store, I saw a guy stop and turn his head to watch me. I felt a blush creep
over my face. It was one thing to say "flaunt it" when I was all alone, but
to actually have some guy ogling me felt really weird. I hurried to grab a
blouse off the rack and carry it back toward the dressing room. Inside Room 6
the tunnel had returned. I hung the blouse from the hook on the wall and
stared into the darkness. For a moment, I felt the desire to stay again. I
ran my hand over the smooth bare skin at my stomach. Maybe not forever, but a
few more hours couldn't hurt. No. I couldn't stop now. Jean was waiting for
me. I clutched the yearbook in one hand and stepped into darkness. Moments
later, I stumbled out the other end wearing khaki pants and my own skin. The
yearbook was still in my hand. I sat for a moment on the little bench in the
dressing room, catching my breath and getting the feel of my own body back. I
felt big, and more than a little clumsy. I opened the yearbook and looked at
the pictures. I had expected that it would be transformed along with me, and
that the images of Jean would vanish, but I was wrong. The yearbook was just
the way it had been, complete with my female alter ego, and the opposite sex
versions of some other people in my class.
Finally I closed the book, got up, and went home. Everything in my apartment
seemed to be in place. I wondered if Jean had even been there. I hadn't been
expecting the long swap, and hadn't even told her where to find my car. Maybe
she had spent the night at one of the motels down by the mall. She might not
have even made it to my car. But then I found a videotape sitting on the
kitchen table. Even as I carried it over to the VCR, I knew what I was going
to find. Sure enough, as soon as the tape came on, I found myself looking at
myself. "Hi!" called the guy on television. "This is really weird, huh?" I
slumped down on the couch, staring at the picture. Watching my own body doing
things that I didn't remember doing gave me something of a queasy feeling.
"I've got to say, Gene," said my face on the screen, "this is the most
incredible experience of my life. Really." Was there something of Jean in
that voice? It sounded strange. But maybe it was only that I wasn't used to
listening to myself. "I don't know about you," continued the man with my
face, "but I want to do this again. Really, really soon. How about we try
this weekend? We could swap on Friday night, then swap back on Sunday night.
That would give us two whole days to play around, and we wouldn't get in the
way of work." The image shrugged. "I guess if you agree, I'll see you there
about eight." The image of my face split in a smile. "Or I guess I should say
I'll _be_ you about eight." The image moved, and for a moment I could see
nothing but my empty living room, then my face came back into view. "By the
way," said my voice on the tape. "I've been looking through your things a
little. If you want to... I mean, if you don't mind. Why don't you see if
Bryan wants to come along?" With that, the tape clicked off.
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Chapter 4
The next two days I was buried in work. And I was grateful. If it hadn't been
for something else to keep my mind off Room 6, I might have gone into
obsessive overdrive. On Monday, I did not touch the year book. On Tuesday, I
did not touch the year book. Don't get me wrong, I thought about the book --
thought about it so much I could hardly get through the monotonous bits of
magazine ad layout that had been assigned to me. But I was strong. I was One
Tough Hombre. I was the man who knew when it was time for another cold
shower. Then on Tuesday afternoon I finished. The work was done, checked, and
sailing off over the web to appear in some obscure trade weekly. The client
even wrote me a short email note telling me how happy she was with my work. I
told myself that I deserved a reward. So naturally, I went straight to the
dining room table and picked up the year book. Considering the circumstances,
I thought I made an incredible display of self control to wait that long. I
spent eight hours that night studying the yearbook. It was probably more time
than I had spent in total staring at the year book that I bought during my
own version of teen torture. I read all the little notes that Jean's
classmates had written. Jean must have been popular. There were a lot of
notes, and a lot of people -- boys and girls -- hoped that she might decide
to go to the college they were destined to attend. I went through the clubs
and teams again, picking out Jean the debate team member, Jean the school
council member, Jean the cheerleader. Especially Jean the cheerleader. I
loved to look at that tiny girl in white socks and pleated skirt standing on
the shoulders of two other girls. I went to sleep with the book open to that
page. The next day, I opened the book for a quick browse before breakfast. I
peeked at it again by ten o'clock and kept it open all through lunch. I took
it with me to the bathroom and carried it out back to read on my puny excuse
for a patio. I realized I was in danger of becoming like one of those people
that polish the doorknob every time they enter a room, or brush their teeth
forty three times in four hours. Only my compulsion was looking at yearbook
pictures from another universe. A universe where I was a woman. I was saved
from slipping even deeper into yearbook fetish land only because Tuesday
night brought a date with Sandy. If there was one thing that could cure me of
thinking about being a woman, surely it was being _with_ a woman. I cleaned
up, put on a decent shirt and some pants that didn't look like were Bolivian
Army surplus. I shaved. I combed my hair. I brushed my teeth -- one time
only. It took all my willpower, but I managed to leave the book behind when I
drove over to her place. I was feeling pretty proud of myself. A normal guy
out on a normal date with his girl. Sandy's teenage son opened the door and
gave me the customary greeting that teenage sons everywhere share with men
that are dating their mothers: a noise somewhere between the growl of a guard
dog and the hiss of a cobra. I gave him a fatherly grunt in return.
Fortunately, I only had to wait for a couple of minutes before Sandy appeared
wearing a fantastic blue dress. Short enough to show off her firm legs. Tight
enough to show her trim waist and snug enough at the top to put the squeeze
on her cleavage. I liked it mucho. The answering tightness I suddenly felt in
my pants reminded me that I was still in my home universe. I suffered the
son's withering glance for a few minutes while Sandy told him to get to his
homework and hit the sack. Then I escorted Sandy out to the car and we rolled
away on an official date. As soon as the car was out of sight of the house,
she slipped a bare arm around my shoulders and leaned over to kiss me. "I
shouldn't be leaving him alone on a school night," she said, "but since you
were gone all weekend, I missed you." She planted another quick kiss against
my cheek. Her lips felt very soft and warm against my skin. "Yeah, I'm sorry
I wasn't around," I said. "Maybe this weekend we can make up for it." Sandy
shook her head and settled back into her seat. "I can't. Don't you remember?
This is the weekend I have to take Jeff up to see his grandparents. We won't
be back till Sunday afternoon." "Oh," I said. "That's too bad." But Sandy's
statement had triggered a chain of thoughts in my head. If she wasn't going
to be around for the weekend, that meant I had no plans. Which made me
completely free to visit Room 6 and spend the weekend being Jean. We made it
to the restaurant and put in our order. The night went well. Sandy was in a
good mood and she was so talkative that she didn't seem to notice when my
mind wandered off. Several times during the night, she leaned forward and I
got a good view of the rise of her breasts, the shadowy valley of her
cleavage, and the scalloped edge of a black bra. The scenery was certainly
good, but after a few seconds of glancing down Sandy's dress, I found myself
thinking that Jean's breasts were larger. Not necessarily better, but
certainly bigger. Sandy's were more of the round variety. Jean's a little
more pointy. If I had been wearing that dress in Jean's body, my breasts
would really be something to see. And with Jean's legs, that short skirt
would... Wow. When you start to think of yourself in your girlfriend's dress,
things are seriously warped. We went dancing after dinner. I'm not a great
dancer, but Sandy knew how to move and holding onto her was always a
pleasure. As I pulled her to me, I found new thoughts of Jean entering my
head. What would it feel like to crush Jean's small, curvy form against my
own? How would Jean move on the dance floor? The thoughts were strange, but I
found myself getting excited. Seriously, zipper-straining excited. Sandy was
worried about getting home too late, but I begged her into coming by my
apartment for a quick stop in the bedroom. I peeled the blue dress from her
body with a force and speed that surprised us both. I unhooked her bra and
let her round, pale breasts with their surprisingly wide brown nipples spring
free. I peeled off her panties, fumbled out of my own clothes, and was in her
before her back hit the mattress. I twisted my neck so that my mouth could
catch one of her tightening nipples. It was different from Jean's, not only a
different color, but a different texture. Of course, this time I was on the
outside. I only knew Jean's breasts from wearing them. I only knew Sandy's
from touching them, That had to make a big difference. I moved my hands up to
cup Sandy's breasts and moved my mouth to taste the smooth skin at her long
neck. Somewhere in the middle of the sex, I started to think about having
Jean under me instead of Sandy. Maybe I had been thinking about it a little
bit all along. The idea lit me up like a candle. I pounded against Sandy so
hard that the bed did a little out-of-balance-washing-machine dance around
the floor.
Then I thought of Jean in bed with Sandy. Their breasts pressed together.
Their legs in smooth tangle. A pressure wave swept up and I exploded into
her. It was all I could do to keep from screaming Jean's name. Afterwards,
Sandy snuggled against me. "You must have really missed me this weekend."
"Absolutely," I said. I reached over and gently brushed one nipple with the
tip of my finger. "I always do." "What were you thinking about?" She asked.
"When?" "When we were making love. You've never been...you know... Like
that." I was thinking about you having sex with my genetic twin from the Gene
is a Girl dimension. "I was just thinking of you," I said, "and how beautiful
you are." An hour later, I had taken Sandy home, driven back to my apartment,
and was pa