Rebecca's Peace
By Cindi Johnson of Dallas, Texas
Part 1, Wanting Maria
It was one o'clock on a Friday afternoon. I had gotten off
work early that afternoon, not because I had anything much
to do but just because it was a nice autumn day and I had
accumulated several days of unused vacation. My job as an
accountant at NationsBank kept me inside and occupied, such
that come the end of the week I was usually more than ready
to leave work and relax.
I had been working there for five years now, ever since I
graduated from college in Iowa and moved to Dallas to get
my first "real" job. I had more or less settled into this
new life, although I hadn't made a lot of friends, which
was OK since I generally preferred to keep to myself,
anyway. But of course, like all young men my age, I was
always looking out for a mate.
When I first came to Dallas I had developed a serious
relationship with a co-worker, Mary, but after about a year
she was offered a higher position at the company's
headquarters in North Carolina; against my wishes she took
the job. This hurt me so that I broke off our relationship
completely, even though we probably could have made a go of
it despite the move. I hadn't heard from her in over two
years.
I had also met LeeAnn about nine months ago at a restaurant
downtown. She just happened to be sitting by me during
lunch, so we started talking, which led to a number of
dates over several months, but then the relationship just
faded. We didn't have any fights or anything. I don't know
exactly what happened; I suspect that LeeAnn just wasn't
physically that attracted to me. Not that I'm ugly; no, I'm
more or less just an average guy, but at 5'9" and with a
slender build, I just wasn't what she wanted. She wanted a
big guy and I wasn't one.
So, I was on my own as I pulled into the parking lot of my
apartment complex that day, looking forward to relaxing,
jumping into the pool, maybe having a beer.
As I approached the door to my apartment, I noticed my
neighbor's door was open. Three young women lived there;
all were very pretty, but unfortunately all had ignored me
during the six months they lived there. In fact, I had met
only one of them, Maria, although I had seen the other two
on occasion, coming and going.
Maria was a beautiful young lady, maybe about 24 years old,
and at about 5'10", very tall for a Latina girl. Slender
with a dark complexion, she always seemed to be nicely
dressed, and always seemed to wear makeup, even on Saturday
mornings. Once, about a month ago, she was at the pool when
I went swimming; that day she wore a yellow swimsuit which
definitely showed off her long legs, firm tummy, and small
but perky breasts. I had introduced myself, but that's
about as far as things got. So it was that I was pleasantly
surprised when Maria came out of the open door and spoke to
me.
"Hi, Jim," she said, smiling nicely, "how are you?" At
least she remembered my name, I thought to myself.
"I'm doing fine, Maria," I replied, "What's going on? Are
you all moving out already?"
"Oh, no," she laughed, "we're just cleaning up. We've got a
party planned tonight."
"Well if you need help with anything, just let me know. I
got off work early today," I said, not really expecting her
to take me up on the offer.
"If you're serious," she replied, "change clothes and then
come over; we could surely use some help."
It didn't take me to long to think that one over; after
all, I had nothing to do and Maria was a beauty. Maybe I'd
hit a home run! Worth a try, I thought.
About a half hour later, after I had changed into jeans, I
went over to help Maria. Their door was still open, so I
walked on in. Maria welcomed me and introduced me to her
roommates: Angela was shorter and not quite as thin as
Maria, her reddish-blond hair was cut short and she was
casually dressed in jeans and a sweater; and Patricia, also
very pretty, with long black hair. All three were Latinas,
Patricia, like Maria, had a dark complexion, while Angela's
complexion was nearly as light as mine. Apparently Angela
had more Spanish blood and less Indian blood than did Maria
and Patricia. Each spoke with a slight Spanish accent.
"OK, Maria, how can I help," I asked after she had
introduced me to her friends. "Do you need any furniture
moved around, or any heavy boxes moved?"
"Oh, no," she replied, "nothing like that. But Angela is
busy making snacks for tonight, while Patricia needs to do
my nails, and then I'll have to do hers. And you know how
it is, a girl can't do anything until her nails are dry!"
"Maybe you could help us with the wash," she continued. "If
you would just take that basket over there to the laundry
room. Then take the clothes that are in the washer, put
them in the dryer, and put these into the wash. We could
really use your help!"
Maria sounded so nice, so sincere, and yes -so sexy- that I
was caught off guard. Instead of refusing to do it, I
stammered, "Ah..., I don't know.
That's not really what I had in mind. I'm not too good at
laundry...."
"Please...," Maria responded, "we'll be so grateful!"
"Oh,...OK, I guess so," I agreed reluctantly.
"Oh thank you," Maria exclaimed, and even kissed me on the
cheek. How could I say no to such a sweet girl?
I went to the basket and picked it up. I blushed when I saw
what was in it: it appeared to be full of lingerie.
"Now, be sure to put the washer on delicate," she said, and
immediately hang up the clothes when they dry. We don't
want wrinkles in our blouses, do we, Patricia?"
"No," Patricia replied, looking at me oddly, "I suppose
not."
"And by the way, that basket has our lingerie in it. Have
you ever washed lingerie," Maria asked, seemingly
seriously.
"No, of course not," I quickly replied.
"That's OK, it's not hard; just don't use high heat. Dry at
the mid-range level. Don't worry, you'll do fine."
I picked up the basket and was headed out the door when
Maria stopped me. "Wait," she said, then came over and set
a small red purse on top the clothes, "here's my change
purse. It should have enough quarters in it."
The laundry room was in the next building over from mine,
which meant I had to walk through my building, through the
parking lot, and into the next building, all while carrying
girls laundry. How the hell did I let myself get talked
into this, I wondered to myself. It seems odd to me that
girls would ask a guy they hardly know to wash their
clothes, but Maria made it seemed like it was normal. Maybe
there's a cultural difference that I'm not aware of, I
thought to myself.
I felt odd carrying the basket of lingerie, but with it
being early afternoon there was nobody around. But my luck
changed when I reached the laundry room; a pretty blond
girl, wearing tight jeans and a low cut blouse, was in
there washing three loads of clothes. She was sitting on a
chair reading Glamour magazine, waiting for her clothes to
dry.
The laundry room was small, with only a half-dozen machines
and an equal number of dryers. I set the basket down and
took a few quarters from the red coin purse, which I then
put in my back pocket away from view. After buying a fifty
cent bag of soap, I set the machine up. Once the soap was
in and the machine set to its delicate cycle, I had no
choice but to put the clothes in. I couldn't help but
blush when I started going through the girls lingerie; the
basket was filled with bras, panties, slips, and half
slips; some were white, others were various shades of pink.
The panties and slips, in particular, were very lacy. In a
way it was rather exciting sexually to be handling
undergarments of those three pretty girls, but at the same
time it was humiliating.
I was nearly finished loading the washer when I noticed
that the blond girl had set down her magazine and was
watching me closely. Somewhat flustered, I inadvertently
dropped a lacy pink bra onto the floor; the blond smiled as
I bent down to retrieve it.
After I got all the lingerie into the machine, I turned my
attention to the washer which had already finished its
cycle. I went to the washer that Maria filled earlier, and
began to unload the wet clothes. Instead of lingerie, this
washer had in it several skirts, a flowered jumper, a
sundress, and several blouses. After loading these into a
dryer, I went to sit down. There were only a few chairs in
the room, so I had no choice but to sit near the blond.
"I couldn't help but notice that you have a very nice taste
in clothes," she said to me after I had seated myself.
"I've never known a man that owned so much lingerie. Why,
you have more lingerie than I do!"
"No, no...," I replied, blushing, "those don't belong to
me."
"Oh..," she said skeptically, " then whose are they?"
"Well, they belong to my neighbors. I'm just helping them
out a bit."
"Yes, I see," she said sarcastically, "you just happen to
wash lingerie for your neighbors. Oh, don't be so afraid.
I don't care what you wash. Or for that matter, what you
wear! Here, would you like to read my magazine? I've
finished it and besides, my clothes are done now."
"Thank you," I replied. Only when she handed it to me did I
remember she had been reading Glamour, a girl's magazine.
The pretty blond took her clothes from the dryer. "Have a
nice day," she said to me as she walked out.
More comfortable now that I was alone, I flipped through
the magazine; it was filled with colorful ads selling such
things as pantyhose, lipstick, makeup, and clothes. Each ad
had a beautiful model in it. My thoughts turned back to
Maria; maybe if I asked her out......
Part 2, Trapped in Skirts
After about an hour I finished with the laundry. As I
removed the clean, dainty undergarments from the dryer I
again found myself somewhat aroused. What the hell, I
thought to myself, I'll go ahead and ask Maria for a date.
She's a little demanding, but she's sure cute.
My arms were full as I returned to Maria's apartment,
carrying a basket filled with lingerie, with the skirts and
dresses carefully folded and set atop the basket. Maria was
on the phone as I entered the apartment.
"But Becky," she said, pleading, "you promised! You've got
to come.
Everything is planned already. We need you!" But
apparently her requests were to no avail; she looked
dejected as she hung up the phone.
"Oh, thank you so much," she said to me as she rushed to
take her clothes from me. She even gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I was just getting ready to ask her for a date when
she explained to the other two what had happened.
Apparently Becky was the maid who was going to help out
tonight at the party, but since her baby was sick, she
couldn't come.
"I just don't know what to do," she said sadly.
"I wish I could help, but I don't know any domestic help,"
I said to her, wanting to let her know I felt bad for her,
and also wanting to enter the conversation so that I might
get a chance to ask her out.
"Why, thank you," Maria said to me, you're so nice." Then
suddenly a smile came to her face and she said to me, "But
maybe you could help us. I've got an idea. She came over to
me and held my hand sincerely and said, "You could help out
tonight in place of Becky. It wouldn't be hard at all,
just help out in the kitchen and such. What do you say? Oh,
please do it. Please! We've been planning this party for so
long." Then she whispered into my ear "It's for Patricia.
Her boyfriend is going to propose tonight, but don't tell
her!"
Then aloud again, she begged me, "Please help me out, just
this once. I'll be forever grateful!"
Damn, I thought to myself, if I say no, I might blow my
chance with Maria.
"Oh..., OK... I suppose so....," I said after she kissed my
cheek again.
"Oh goody! You're the greatest! Now, we'll have to start
getting you ready. Let me think..., I know! I used to work
at a nightclub, and I still have the uniform. It looks just
like a maid's uniform. I should fit you just fine, though
of course we'll need to modify you a bit," she giggled.
Angela and Patricia both looked at me with a hint of
astonishment. It took a moment for me to realize what Maria
was contemplating.
"Ah....," I hesitated, "Wait a minute. What do you mean,
uniform? I don't understand..."
Well, you know," Maria continued, speaking as if her
request was not in the least bit bizarre, "we need a maid,
so you'll need to dress up as a maid.
But don't worry, we'll help you. After all, it's no big
thing, and my clothes should fit you just fine. Oh, you
don't know how much I appreciate this!
How can I ever repay you." With that she came over to me
and put her arms around me and gave me a kiss on the mouth,
not a passionate kiss, more like a peck, but still enough
to disrupt my thinking.
"But I can't do that," I protested.
"Sure you can. Please give it a try, please. If later on
you change your mind, that's OK, I'll understand. But give
it a try, won't you?"
I hesitated a bit, and Maria took this to signal agreement.
She grabbed my arm and started to lead me to the bathroom,
talking so that I couldn't get a word of protest in.
"OK, Jim, first thing you'll have to do is shave. I'll
help. We want you smooth for tonight, OK?"
"But Maria! You don't expect me to wear your clothes, do
you," I asked in exasperation.
"Why not," she replied, "surely a man like you isn't
insecure sexually? Come on, now, no one will know, and I
promise to make it up to you." With that she pulled me into
the bathroom and kissed me, this time with a little more
passion. I stood dumbfounded and more than a little love
struck as Maria took an electric razor and started shaving
my arms and underarms, then unzipped my pants, had me
remove them, and proceeded to shave my legs. Then my T-
shirt was removed and my chest hair shaved off. Within a
matter of minutes, before I fully grasped what this
beautiful Mexican lass was doing, almost all my body hair
lay on Maria's bathroom floor. Next she took out a straight
razor and a can of lotion and instructed me to carefully
shave my face, and to go over one more time my legs, chest,
and arms.
"While you are already smooth enough to fool a man, us
girls would notice the stubs. And since a lot of my
girlfriends are coming tonight, we need you completely
smooth. Now I've got to go to work on getting your clothes
ready."
With that Maria closed the bathroom door, leaving me alone.
I looked into the mirror with a combination of horror and
amazement. I already appeared almost feminine. On the one
hand I wanted to just leave, but on the other hand, I now
wanted Maria even more than ever. With touches and kisses
she had hooked me like a fish. After some reflection, I
decided, what the heck, it was worth a try. After all, no
one would ever know, and she said I could bail out anytime.
I proceeded to very carefully shave my face, using Maria's
pink razor, and then did the same with my arms and legs,
all the while entertaining serious misgivings but also
desirous thoughts towards Maria. When I finished I showered
and put my clothes back on and stepped out into the hall.
"Hold it," Maria shouted. "We're all running a little
behind, so I'm sorry if I seem to be rushing you. Won't you
forgive me?"
"Sure," I replied, ready to forgive her anything for a
date.
"OK," Maria said, then quickly handed me some clothes. "Go
back into the bathroom and put these on. Then come out and
we'll get you fitted. And be sure to tuck your thing well
out of the way. Not that I would mind, but Patricia, you
know, has a fianc? and all." I took the clothes as Maria
almost pushed me back into the bathroom and closed the
door. She seemed in such a hurry and all that this party
must have been important to her; maybe by helping her out
she would show me some favors later.
I looked at what she had given me. On top was a pair of
panties, soft pink in color, and of a strong material like
Lycra. These had lace trim forming a triangle in the front.
Under that was a matching lacy pink bra, which I recognized
as having been one of the bras I washed earlier. Curious
about what it would be like, I went ahead and slipped both
garments on. The panties were so tight that they held my
maleness firmly out of the way. I was looking at myself in
the mirror, thinking that I would never let anyone see me
like this, when Maria suddenly opened the bathroom door.
"Oh, you look just darling! Come out here and let me see,"
she said as she grabbed my arm and pulled me out to the
hallway.
"Maria," I said, "I'm sorry, but I don't feel right about
this. I think I'll have to pass on the party tonight."
"Oh," she said, dismissing my concerns as unimportant, "I
need you! And besides, we are almost done now. Here, let's
give you some breasts. You've never seen a maid without
breasts, have you?" She had put some water into two pink
balloons, which she now placed into the cups of the bra I
wore. Instantly, I had tits. Next, she took a blond wig
and carefully placed it on my head. I now had hair that
nearly touched my shoulders, and which had a nice feminine
curl to it.
I stood there in the hall, feeling like a complete fool and
wondering how to get out of this strange situation that
Maria had forced me into, when Angela came into the
hallway, stopped, stared at me for a few moments, then
started giggling. She happened to be carrying a camera with
her, so without asking she quickly snapped a few photos of
me, looking astonished, wearing only pink lingerie.
"Hey," I exclaimed once I gained some composure, "don't
take pictures of me looking like this!"
"Why not," she answered. "I filled the camera with film for
the party tonight, and you are part of the party. Besides,
you look kinda cute!"
"Kinda cute!," Maria added, "why, I say she looks
gorgeous." Then she gave me a big hug and kissed me again.
I blushed. No, I didn't like being referred to as "she",
but on the other hand, I did like being kissed by Maria.
"Now I've got to go to the grocery store for a minute. Why
don't you let Angela paint your nails and help you with
your makeup." Without waiting for me to respond to her
request, Maria left. Always in a hurry, it seemed.
"OK," Angela said after Maria had left, "let's get this
over with. Before long the guests will be arriving, and we
sure don't want you looking like this when that happens. Go
into the kitchen."
Angela, a very pretty girl, had changed into a short black
leather skirt, and a low cut blouse that showed ample
cleavage. She wore dark pantyhose but didn't have any shoes
on yet. She followed me into the kitchen and then called
out to me; as I turned my head she took another snapshot.
"This is a bun shot," she laughed. "I just had to get one
of your cute little buns! Now sit down at the table."
"Wait a minute," I said, having second thoughts, I don't
think I want to do this."
"Well, when Maria comes back you can argue with her about
that. Leave me out of it. But for now we are going to do
what Maria wants, so sit down at the table!"
I did as she ordered. I didn't want to get into an argument
with her when, after all, it was Maria I was helping out
here.
She had me lay my hands down flat, then used superglue to
apply false nails on top of my real ones; then she expertly
applied a thick coat of bright red polish. When finished
with the first hand, she began on the second. All the while
I sat across from her, wearing only a bra and panties.
"What's your name," she asked, with a Spanish accent.
"Jim", I replied.
"Jim," she repeated. "No, you can't be Jim tonight. From
this moment on you are Rebecca. After all, you are
replacing Rebecca tonight; she was going to be our maid.
So, now you are Rebecca. You can let your friends call you
Becky, but to me you will remain Rebecca."
"I guess that means you are not my friend," I asked Angela,
jokingly.
"Well," she said matter-of-factly, "I don't even know you,
and besides, you are just the maid," she laughed.
"Now, hold your hands at your side, fingers straight, and
don't touch anything. Look at me and keep your eyes
closed." I did what Angela commanded and she proceeded to
apply makeup to my face; this seemed to go on for a half
hour or more, but I kept silent, hoping Maria would hurry
back. I protested a bit when she plucked hair from my
brows, but she told me to be quiet or she would cut
something off me that I would really miss. I laughed at her
"joke", but she acted like she was serious. The final
thing she applied was lipstick; I recognized its taste from
the times I had made out with Mary.
"Stand up, Rebecca," Angela ordered me when she finished,
"but be careful not to touch your face for the rest of the
night. Girls don't like to smear their makeup."
"Well, I'm not a girl," I said forcefully as I stood up.
Angela's condescending attitude towards me was making me
angry.
"Shush," she commanded, "maids don't talk back. Now put
this on. You can't stand around in your bra and panties all
night, now can you?" She handed me a lacy slip, also pink.
With her help I carefully slid it over my new body without
smudging my makeup. Angela then stepped back and
scrutinized her creation. It felt very odd to have a skirt
covering my thighs.
"Very nice. You are one sexy senorita, Rebecca." She then
took the camera off the table and snapped two more
pictures.
"Will you quit taking pictures of me," I yelled at Angela.
"Shush, girl," she immediately snapped back. "Don't you
ever yell at me again! Just because Maria maybe likes you
doesn't give you any power over me. You are in my
apartment, so behave! And if you don't, you might just see
blowups of some interesting photographs posted all over
this complex."
"OK, OK," I said to her, trying to calm her down. "I'm
sorry. I just feel funny dressed like this, that's all."
I began to realize that maybe I'd made a big mistake in
getting into this.
But what could I do now? It was true that Angela could
cause me trouble if I crossed her. I decided to follow her
orders, but once Maria got back, I would explain to her
that I just couldn't go through with this. Maria would
understand, and would keep Angela in line.
"Rebecca, put these on, and after that I want you to
practice walking in Maria's high heels. I'll be in my
bedroom getting myself ready, so don't bother me. And by
the way, don't you even think of leaving, or else," Angela
threatened.
"OK," I replied, "I'll do what you want. Don't get so
angry."
Angela went into her bedroom and closed the door. I had
hoped she would leave the camera out, so that I could
destroy the film, but instead she took it with her into the
bedroom. I imagined that she would change the film and hide
the roll which the photos of me.
She had handed me a pair of white pantyhose and black open-
toed high heels. It took me several minutes to coerce the
pantyhose onto my legs. My anger towards Angela grew as I
realized she apparently just assumed I would know how to
put on pantyhose, as if I were just another girl.
That done, I slipped on the high heels. They were too
tight; Maria's feet were obviously smaller than mine, even
though she was taller than me. The shoes had heels at least
two inches high. When I stood and tried to walk, I found
myself very wobbly, and forced by the heels to take short,
dainty steps. I realized now why women wearing high heels
always looked sexy to me: it was because the shoes forced
them to walk in such a feminine manner.
I walked back and forth through the apartment, eventually
getting a little better at it. Walking past the bathroom, I
noticed that my own clothes were not there; Angela had
moved them, or hid them. This also meant I didn't have keys
to either my apartment or to my car. I was trapped, since
dressed like this I surely couldn't go to the manager's
office to get them to open my apartment door.
It was already after five when Maria returned. I was
standing in the center of the living room, still wearing
the pink lingerie and slip. For a second she stared at me
with a look of astonishment, then she rushed over to me and
hugged me in the way that girls hug each other.
"My, you really turned out nice. I can't thank you enough
for saving my party. But you had better get your dress on
before guests start arriving!" Maria took my arm and
started to lead me towards her bedroom.
"Maria," I protested, "I've changed my mind. I can't go
through with this.
It was stupid of me to volunteer. I'm sorry if I've messed
things up for you, but I've got to change back into my own
clothes."
"Oh, don't worry so much," Maria replied. "You'll do fine.
Don't worry. Now come with me. Once you get your uniform on
you'll feel much better, I promise.
"No, Maria," I said. "I won't do it. I feel totally
ridiculous dressed like this. I like you, Maria; in fact I
think you are very attractive, which is why I got into this
mess. But I will not dress like a girl, and I definitely
will not be a maid at your party!"
I didn't want to hurt Maria, but my mind was made up. I
wasn't going to pretend to be girl all night, and not just
a girl, but a maid, of all things! How the hell had I let
things get this far?
Just then, as I was giving Maria my ultimatum, Angela's
bedroom door opened, and she stepped into the hall. She
looked beautiful. Her makeup was perfect, her lips bright
red, her hair so soft. She still wore the black leather
skirt, but now she also wore a red silk blouse and matching
red high heels, higher than mine by at least an inch. Her
overall look was sexy and tough.
"OK, you two," Angela said to us in a very authoritative
voice, "we don't have time for games. Our guests will be
here in another 30 minutes. This party is important,
especially for Patricia, and I don't want either of you to
mess things up.
Rebecca," she continued, glaring at me, "you are the maid
tonight. And that's that. If I hear just one more protest
from you, I promise to put photos of your panty-clad fanny
in everybody's' hands. And maybe you didn't notice that
you have no men's clothes left to wear?
"So, Rebecca, tonight you are our maid. You will serve me,
Maria, Patricia, and our guests. And throughout the evening
you will behave nicely, and you will smile. You will be the
perfect, subservient girl."
"I can be a real bitch, as Maria knows. So don't push me.
And if you try to get physical with us, let me tell you
that my boyfriend is real tough, and he can be very mean.
So if you are thinking of trying to force me to give you
your clothes or your photos, just know that my boyfriend
will grind you into hamburger."
"If you do a good job, Rebecca, then after the party you
may have your other clothes back, and this will all be
over, and nobody will see your pretty photos."
"Do you have any questions, Rebecca," Angela asked, still
glaring at me. I looked towards Maria; she looked surprised
but also afraid. Apparently Maria was not one to challenge
Angela.
I wasn't a fool; I could see I had no options.
"No...no..," I stammered, "I'll do what you want."
"Good," Angela said to me, "now go with Maria and put your
uniform on!"
Maria took my hand and led me into her bedroom. Lying on
her bed was a black dress which, I presumed, was meant for
me.
"Sorry about that," Maria said to me in a hushed tone, so
that Angela would not overhear us, "I hope you forgive me.
But it won't be so bad, believe me. You'll do just fine.
Nobody will recognize you. And besides, anything is better
than getting Angela mad; she can be really mean, you know.
Here, let's slip this pretty dress over your head."
Maria held the dress in front of me. It was entirely black,
had short sleeves and a fancy white lace collar. It also
had lace around the hem. A shiver went through me as I
realized that I was in fact the maid, that this was not
just a game anymore.
"Rebecca is such a pretty name," Maria continued talking as
she carefully helped me with the dress, "I'm so happy you
chose it. I think you'll get used to it. You look so cute
that the name fits you very well! Hold your breath in,
Rebecca, while I zip your dress up."
I sucked in my stomach. The dress was tight on me. The
skirt seemed way too short, at least three inches above my
knees. After the dress was secured in place, Maria put a
small, lacy white apron around my waist, and tied it in the
back into a large bow. She took my hand and led me to the
full length mirror. I blushed with embarrassment when I
saw what I had become: a pretty, demure young maid, ready
to serve. Next, Maria took a small white name tag, on which
she had written "Rebecca", and pinned it to my uniform,
just above my left breast.
"Now, to make you extra special, I will loan you a pair of
my earrings,"
Maria said, gushing with enthusiasm. She took a pair of
earrings, gold rings nearly two inches in diameter, clipped
them securely onto my ears, and said "these will hurt some.
Don't you wish you had pierced ears like most girls do?" I
didn't answer; the earrings hung down at least an inch
below my ears, and I could feel them jangle when I moved my
head.
"Oh Rebecca," Maria exclaimed as she stood back and gazed
at her creation. "You are so pretty! Now listen: you must
answer the door when anyone arrives: first curtsy slightly,
then introduce yourself and invite them in. If they have
coats, take them and hang them in the closet. There is beer
and wine in the kitchen; you must ask our guests their
preference and then serve them.
And every thirty minutes or so, you must make the rounds
with a tray of hors d'oeuvres; Patricia has them in the
refrigerator. When you are not busy with those things, you
should stay in the kitchen, with the kitchen doors closed.
You must not drink any alcohol; that is a no-no for a
maid!"
"Other than that, just be prepared for anything. If our
guests need any assistance, they will summon you. You may
want to talk as little as possible, since your voice isn't
terribly girlish yet; you'll have to practice that some
more."
"Tell me...," I stammered, afraid to ask, "will the guests
know ... that..., well..., that I'm not a...a...real girl?"
"Oh, don't worry so much," Maria laughed, but I noticed she
avoided promising to keep my gender a secret from the
guests. "Here is a purse. All girls carry purses, you know.
You would feel lost without one! I put some things in it
for you, like mascara and lipstick, just in case you need
to touch up later."
She handed me a small white purse and showed me how to set
its long strap on my shoulder.
"Now," she said after coaching me for a minute or two,
"I'll go out and knock on the bedroom door. You answer it
as if I were a guest." Maria went out, closed the door,
then knocked on it.
Apprehensively I opened the door. I did my best imitation
of a curtsy, and said in the most feminine pitch I could
muster, "Hi, my name is Rebecca. I am the maid, so please
let me know if you should need anything at all this
evening. Please come in and have a seat in the living
room."
Maria started giggling. "Oh, you do just great! But you may
want to practice your curtsies a bit more. When you bend
your knees, you should grasp the hem of your skirt with
your fingers, and raise the hem just ever so slightly as
your knees bend. Not too high, though; you don't want to
show your panties off to our guests," she laughed. "I
don't know why maids have to do that, I guess it's just to
show subservience. But don't worry, you'll do fine. Now go
into the kitchen and practice your curtsies while you wait
for the first guest; I have to touch up my own makeup."
"Thank you, Maria," I said as I left her room. At this
point I felt as if she were my only friend. I was relying
on her to help me get through this ordeal.
I walked into the kitchen. Patricia was there, finishing
with the trays. She stared at me for a moment, as if she
couldn't believe what she saw. Even though Patricia was
clearly a quiet and shy girl, she couldn't help but smile
at the site of this Anglo man transformed into a pretty
maid.
"Hi Patricia," I said. Too embarrassed to look into her
eyes, I instead averted my gaze towards the floor. "Maria
told me to wait in the kitchen."
Patricia wore a flowered dress, and conservative high heels
only about an inch in height. With my high heels on, I was
considerably taller than her.
"Yes, ah..., Rebecca...," she said haltingly, also
embarrassed by the unusual situation, "everything in here
is finished. If you can't find anything tonight, come and
ask me. And..., by the way...," she continued, apparently
not sure how I would take her comments, "you do look very
pretty. Prettier than some girls I know."
I could tell she meant it as a sincere compliment, so I
said "Thank you, Patricia. You are very pretty also."
Patricia went to join Angela in the living room, leaving me
alone in the kitchen. I practiced my curtsies, watching my
reflection in the black surface of the refrigerator. I was
extremely nervous, so much that I considered just leaving.
But where would I go? I couldn't even get into my
apartment. And Angela would see to it that everyone in the
apartment would see pictures of me in woman's lingerie.
After practicing for ten minutes, I sat down to try and
relax my nerves. I set my purse on the table and, hoping
Maria had put my keys in it, emptied it out. Inside the
purse was a tube of red lipstick, mascara, a compact of
face powder, nail polish, and two items wrapped in shiny
blue and white paper. I picked up one of the wrapped items
and read the print on it; it was a tampon, regular size. I
blushed in humiliation as I realized what I was holding.
Just at that moment Angela walked in, followed by Maria.
Both were surprised to see me sitting at the table, looking
as if I were ready to open a tampon.
"Gosh," Angela said derisively, "I didn't know you were on
your period. We don't want any PMS tantrums tonight,
Rebecca!"
I quickly put everything back into my little white purse,
and said to Maria, "I'm sorry..., I suppose that was yours.
I... a... was just looking through the purse. I....a...,
didn't realize what it was."
"Oh Rebecca, you are as afraid as a little girl," Maria
laughed in response. "Don't worry so much. You can use my
tampon if you want, I don't mind! I won't spank you or
anything!"
"Stand up, Rebecca," Angela commanded. "Let me check your
uniform."
I did as requested, not saying anything. Angela closely
looked me over. She lifted the hem of my skirt, saying she
wanted to make sure my slip wouldn't show. Then she ordered
me to hold a tray as if I were going to serve the guests.
Again I did as she commanded; what else could I do?
While I stood holding the tray, she took three more
photographs of me.
"Don't worry, Rebecca," she said, "these photos are for me.
Nobody you know will ever see them..., that is, assuming
you do good tonight." I could only pray that she would
keep her word.
Part 3, The Party
The kitchen door led directly to the entry foyer, such that
while in the kitchen I was also close to the door into the
apartment. I was alone in the kitchen for only a few
minutes before I heard a knock on the door. I gathered all
my strength and tried to focus myself on my new identify,
that is, a young female maid. I realized that being a
totally convincing maid could limit the humiliation of my
position; better the guests take me for a girl in the
rather lowly position of maid, than for a male in the
degrading job of a female maid.
I opened the door. Before me stood two attractive young
women: one was Hispanic with dark hair permed into a
cascade of tiny curls, wearing a tight blue dress and
matching high heels; the other an Anglo girl with long,
light brown hair and blue eyes, wearing a beige blouse,
white slacks, and flats.
"Hi," I said in as steady, feminine a voice as I could,
while slightly bending my knee and holding the sides of my
skirt in my now well-practiced curtsy, "my name is Rebecca.
I am the maid. If either of you should need anything
tonight, just ask me. Angela, Maria, and Patricia are in
the living room; please follow me."
Both girls' eyes opened wide, obviously surprised to find
such formality at what they thought a simple get together.
"Well, thank you, Rebecca," the Anglo girl said to me, "you
are indeed a well trained maid! My name is Donna, and my
friend's name is Suzy."
"I'm very pleased to meet you both," I replied, then led
them into the living room. As we entered Maria and Angela
were sitting on the couch, and Patricia was putting a CD in
the player; all turned to watch how I did.
Because Angela was obviously the boss in this house, I
turned to her and said, "Miss Angela, Donna and Suzy have
arrived." I then turned to the new arrivals and asked, "May
I get you anything, perhaps some wine?"
"No thank you, Rebecca, but maybe a little later," Donna
said. Thankful I did not have to serve them yet, I turned
and walked in short, dainty steps back towards the kitchen;
once I reached the entry foyer I could hear my heels click
against the hard floor. I overheard Donna say to someone,
"My, where did you get the fancy maid? I've never seen
anything like her before. She could be a maid on Lifestyles
of the Rich and Famous!" I heard the others laugh at the
joke; once I closed the kitchen door I could no longer hear
them.
Well, I thought to myself, I've passed the first test.
Maybe I can make it through this. Just then their was
another knock at the door; I pulled together my composure
and walked to the door and opened it.
This time a young married couple was at the door; the wife
was Hispanic, very cute, barely over five feet tall, with
hair gathered into a pony tail. She was casually dressed in
a yellow T-shirt and jeans. Her husband, taller and husky,
also wore jeans. The wife carried a young baby in one hand,
and her purse and diaper bad in the other. Her husband was
apparently too macho to help her.
"Hi," I said again as I managed a feminine curtsy, "my name
is Rebecca. I am the maid. If you should need anything
tonight, please ask me. Angela, Maria, and Patricia are in
the living room; please follow me."
Both of them looked at me strangely. The man laughed and
said, "Hey, I've never seen a maid anywhere but at hotels.
I guess Angela must have won the lottery."
His wife looked at me for a second or two, then said,
"Rebecca, please carry my purse and the baby's bag."
It became apparent that these guests would be more
difficult to serve than the other two. I did as commanded,
taking the large diaper bag (pink background with red and
yellow flowers) and her brown leather purse, then leading
them into the living room.
Maria smiled as she saw me carrying the baby bag and purse,
but didn't say anything. After the mother had sat down I
handed her the purse. I was going to hand her the diaper
bag when Angela spoke up.
"Rebecca, you may help Josie out tonight by helping to care
for her little baby. Please take the diaper bag into the
kitchen."
"Yes, ma'am," I replied.
"Wait," Josie said, "I smell something. I'm afraid I'll
have to change the baby first."
"Oh, don't worry," Angela said, "Rebecca can do that.
Besides, she needs the practice, as she's planning to
become a new mother soon, isn't that so, Rebecca?"
I blushed. Angela was making this difficult for me, the
bitch.
"Yes, ma'am," I replied, not wanting to contradict Angela,
"I hope to."
"Are you married," Donna asked.
"No Ma'am, I'm not married yet," I replied uneasily.
"Well don't worry, Rebecca," Angela laughed, "as cute as
you are, it won't be long before a handsome man knocks you
up!"
Josie handed me the baby, which I held close to my new
breasts. Maria quickly took the diaper bag and said, "I'll
go to the kitchen and help Rebecca change the baby's
diaper. Please excuse us."
"Thanks, Rebecca," Josie said.
I was still blushing as Maria and I went into the kitchen.
"Sorry, Rebecca, Angela is being mean, isn't she? But tell
me, do you really have a boyfriend or something? I mean,
you can't really want to be a mother, can you?"
"Of course not, Maria," I said, almost in tears. "But what
could I say? Why is Angela making fun of me. Has she told
everybody already?"
"Told everybody what," Maria asked.
"You know..., that I'm not a..., a girl," I stammered.
"Oh, don't worry," she laughed. "If you think you're a
girl, then you're a girl. Gosh, Rebecca, no one's gonna
lift your skirt and pull down your panties just to see
whether you're a real girl or not! Besides, as far as I'm
concerned, you are a very pretty girl. So quit worrying,
I'll take care of you!" Her answer, ambiguous as it was,
managed to calm my nerves a bit. In a way I actually felt
glad that she called me a pretty girl; this from a girl who
just hours earlier I had hoped to ask out. How everything
had changed so suddenly! I, the macho neighbor seeking to
get into his neighbor's pants, had instead gotten into her
panties. Now I was a helpless young lady needing Maria to
protect me.
Together Maria and I managed to change the baby. "Just in
case you have to do it later, when I'm not around, you had
better learn how," Maria said. "You know, she continued,
speaking to me as if I were a girlfriend instead of the guy
next door, "I've always wanted to be a mother. I used to
play dolls when I was just a little girl, and practice
changing my dolly's diapers. How about you, Rebecca, did
you ever dress up and play mommy when you were little?"
"No, Maria," I protested, "I'm a guy, after all. Don't you
remember?"
"I'm sorry, Rebecca," she replied. "I'm not making fun of
you, really I'm not. It's just that you look so much like
a girl now, you know,...and I've read about sissy boys who
really do dress up in girls clothes. I just thought maybe
you were like that." Just then there was another knock at
the door, abruptly ending this conversation. I began to
realize that I had little chance of ever making it with
Maria; she didn't even consider me a man, apparently! So
all of this, this whole effort of mine, was wasted. I ended
up as a maid solely because of my desire for Maria, and now
it was obvious that she has no sexual feelings towards me.
"Rebecca, you get the door, and I'll take the baby back to
Josie," Maria said. She cuddled the baby and walked back
to the living room as I apprehensively went to open the
door.
This time there were three Hispanic men at the door, all
about my age.
Trying hard to channel my energy into the task of being a
typical maid, I again did my routine.
"Hello," I said, diverting my gaze towards the floor, and
again managing to accomplish a little-girl type of curtsy,
"my name is Rebecca. I am the maid. If any of you should
need anything tonight, just ask me. Angela, Maria, and
Patricia are in the living room; please follow me."
All three men stared at me, somewhat dumbfounded. Then the
one in front, who was the tallest of the three at maybe six
foot, smiled and said, "Rebecca, is it? So when did Angela
hire a maid, and an Anglo maid at that? That little
movement you just did was cute. Why don't you do it again?"
The man in me wanted to tell this macho smart-aleck where
to get off, but now the man in me was almost extinguished,
smothered by layers of feminine clothes and makeup.
Besides, were these three to discover my real identity, I
would probably be beaten. So I swallowed my pride, smiled
sweetly, and with one high heel placed slightly in front of
the other, I gracefully flexed my knees while at the same
time I held the hem of my dress between my thumb and index
finger.
"May I take you to the living room, please," I said to the
three men.
"Well, girl, you can take me to either the living room or
to the bedroom," the tall man said. All three laughed at
the joke. They apparently had been drinking some before
arriving.
When we reached the living room the tall one went over to
Angela and gave her a big kiss, right in front of everyone.
He apparently was the boyfriend Angela had told me about.
But, to my surprise, one of the other men sat next to
Maria, so close that their bodies touched, and then took
her hand in his and whispered some words to her. She kissed
him on the mouth, and from the way her eyes closed during
the kiss, I could tell there was obviously something
between these two.
So, Maria had a boyfriend! She had, knowingly or not, led
me on to expect that some mutual attraction existed between
us, but she was already taken!
I stood at the entry to the living room, somewhat dazed by
what I saw.
"Rebecca, will you quit staring at Maria and Tony, and go
bring some refreshments to us," Angela commanded. "Why, the
way you look, one would think you're jealous of Maria."
Then turning towards Maria, she continued, "You had better
watch out, Maria, I think Rebecca may have the hots for
your man!"
Everybody laughed lightly, assuming that Angela was just
kidding around. Maria, her kiss interrupted, looked at me
with an embarrassed "I'm sorry" expression.
I quickly turned and went to the kitchen. I felt humiliated
and deceived, and yes, jealous too. But jealous of Tony,
not Maria.
I took a tray that Patricia had prepared earlier, returned
to the living room, and started to circulate among the
guests, saying "Would you like an hors d'oeuvre, ma'am" or
"Would you care for an hors d'oeuvre sir." After about ten
minutes I reached Maria and Tony, who were still cuddling
and speaking to each other in whispers, like young lovers
do.
"Maria," I said softly, trying to hide my hurt, "would you
care for any hors d'oeuvres." Interrupted from her petting
session, she looked up at me with surprise; her lipstick
was smudged.
"Ah..., why thank you, Rebecca," she replied haltingly.
"You are doing a very good job..., you're a great maid,
Rebecca.
"Thank you, ma'am," I replied, thinking of how I would
rather be holding her and kissing her, than serving her as
a maid.
"Ah.., Rebecca..., this is Tony, my boyfriend. Tony, this
is Rebecca. She's been very sweet to help us out with the
party tonight."
"Hi, Rebecca," Tony said. "That uniform makes you look
kinda sexy, you know!"
"Tony!, you stop that. No flirting with the hired help,
mister," Maria exclaimed only partly in jest.
"Tony," I said politely, "I'm pleased to meet you. Would
you like an hors d'oeuvres?" After they had each taken a
finger sandwich I was eager to get away from them and let
them go back to their romance. To Maria I was not a suitor,
I was just hired help wearing her clothes. And to Tony, I
was definitely not a rival for Maria's passions; no, he saw
me as just a cute maid to tease.
After serving hors d'oeuvres I served drinks. Also, three
more couples arrived. Between answering the door and
serving the guests, I was kept too busy to ponder upon my
degradation.
About an hour and a half passed. Other than Patricia,
everyone present was drinking. Angela put some disco on the
CD and she and her boyfriend began to dance. Several other
couples followed. I was clearing out some empty glasses and
plates when Josie motioned me to her.
"Rebecca," she said, "my husband and I would like to dance.
Would you please hold the baby?" When I hesitated in
responding, she added, "Please! You are so good with
children, I just know you'll make a great mother someday!"
Josie, trying to compliment me, had instead embarrassed me.
I blushed, but took the baby from her, and a bottle of
milk. As I sat down the hem of my short skirt rode up so
that my thighs were showing, my lacy pink slip was showing,
and possibly even my panties, but since my hands were
occupied with the baby, I was unable to straighten my
skirt. Nor, with the baby on my lap, could I cross my legs.
So I sat there, holding my knees tightly together, rocking
the baby while feeding her milk, as the party got louder.
The baby seemed oblivious to it all. In a way it was very
relaxing to just sit there caring for the baby; I soon
realized how a young mother could find such a mundane task
to be very rewarding.
About fifteen minutes passed. The music stopped while
Angela looked for more CDs to dance to. Maria and Tony
passed by; Maria looked down at me, sitting there with the
child, and said "Oh, Rebecca, you look so nice there. You
really should have been a girl..., I mean mother! You
should be a mother!
You would make a perfect mother to a baby like that, you
know!"
Damn, I thought to myself, she had almost let my secret
out. If she keeps drinking, I'm in trouble.
"Thank you, Maria," I said, smiling girlishly.
Just then the music started up; Angela had put on a slow
song. One of Tony's friends walked up to us and said to
Maria:
"Say, this is nice dancing music. Maria, why don't you hold
the baby so that Rebecca and I can dance?"
I felt all my nerves instinctively tense up. Damn! How did
I get into this mess. I glanced towards Maria with a
frightened look on my face; she appeared both surprised and
amused by my dilemma.
"No..., I'm sorry," I stuttered, unsure of just what to
say, "I've got to work here..., I'm the maid..., I'm not
allowed to dance...."
Maria laughed. "Oh, go ahead, Rebecca, no one will care!
Here, give me your little baby, and you get up and dance
with Antonio. Have some fun, girl!"
Obviously feeling the wine she had been drinking, Maria
giggled as she took the little baby from my lap. I didn't
know what to do. I sure wasn't going to dance with a guy,
of all things, but how could I get out of it? Refusing him
would raise more attention than going along with the flow.
Antonio didn't ask me again; he just reached down and
grasped my hand, led me up from the chair, and out into the
open area of the room where the other couples were dancing.
I blushed as Maria, amused, watched me being taken away by
Antonio.
Antonio put his arms around me and we danced; it was a slow
song, which was good, because I had no experience dancing
in high heels. Antonio led; I followed. After I calmed down
and relaxed a bit I was able to move fairly gracefully with
the music. I remembered Maria's advice: if I think I'm a
girl, then I'm a girl. Who's to say otherwise? Not that I
wanted to be a girl, but at this moment I had to either be
female or be in big trouble as a male masquerading in
women's clothing.
I saw Patricia, sitting on the couch with her boyfriend,
watching us wide-eyed. I could understand her astonishment;
even had I been a real girl it would have been an unusual
sight: a tall blond maid in high heels, wearing a sexy
black maid's uniform with a frilly white apron, dancing
with a young Hispanic man. But to Patricia it was even more
amazing, after all, she knew that up until a few hours ago
I had been just a typical young man. Luckily Angela had
left the room; she and her boyfriend had gone to her
bedroom to play.
"Thank you, Antonio, I enjoyed that," I said demurely when
the song ended, "but now I really must get busy with my
work. After all, I am the maid here, not a guest."
He led me back over to where Maria, smiling so beautifully,
was sitting with the baby.
"OK, Rebecca," Antonio said, "I'll let you get back to
being a maid, but only if you give me a kiss first. Come
here. Just one kiss."
Maria looked up, winked at me and giggled. My mind tried to
focus on getting out of this predicament, but it went
blank. What were my options? All girls learn at a young age
how to graciously resist advances from boys, but I wasn't a
girl. I did not understand the subtleties of the fairer
sex.
To a male, a girl who doesn't say no is actually saying
yes. Again, my hesitation in responding was taken by
Antonio to mean that I would submit.
He gently pulled me close to him, put his arms around my
waist, and kissed me on the mouth. I couldn't just stand
there like a rag doll, so I kissed him back.
"Oh Rebecca," Maria called to me after the embrace ended,
"what a sexy scene, girl. You two are getting me all hot!"
She started giggling again as she resumed caring for the
baby.
I went around the room, gathering up empty plates and
glasses to take to the kitchen. The kitchen doors closed
and suddenly it was quiet. I could hear my heart pounding.
After setting the dirty dishes down I went to my white
purse and took out the compact, opened it, and using the
compact's mirror I touched up my lipstick and added a
little powder. The party would be over soon; with care and
adequate makeup, I could avoid discovery.
Part 4, Acceptance
Grateful to be by myself for awhile, I made a fresh pot of
coffee, then washed the glasses and plates, all the while
being careful not to stain my frilly white apron or break
my false fingernails. I heard the front door open and a
number of people leave. I began to relax; it was almost
over.
"Rebecca!" I heard Angela call to me, "Rebecca! Please
serve coffee!"
"Yes, Ma'am, I'll be right there," I called to her out the
kitchen door. I closed my eyes for a second to psyche
myself into my role, then put cups and saucers onto the
tray, poured the coffee, and carried the tray into the
living room. All the men had left; only women remained in
the living room. The baby girl lay sleeping on the couch.
Maria sat closest to the living room entrance, so I went to
her first. My heart ached as I looked at her, so young,
beautiful, and happy.
"Maria," I asked, "would you like coffee?"
"Why yes, thank you," she gushed, smiling sweetly at me.
"Rebecca, you have done such a good job tonight. You make
an absolutely wonderful maid! I really appreciate your
help, you know."
"Thank you, ma'am," I replied. With Maria, I could tell she
actually meant it; she wasn't putting me down.
Maria said the guys had went to the apartment complex's
recreation center to shoot pool for a while. So I went
around the room, offering coffee to each girl, one by one.
They mostly ignored me as they talked animatedly about girl
things, including Patricia's engagement, which of their
friends was seeing who, which of their friends were
pregnant, where they bought their dresses, and so on. And
of course they discussed men: this man was "sooo good
looking" and that man's legs were "sooo muscular"; some of
the girls were even more graphic, particularly Angela as
she described in detail the hard-on her boyfriend had when
she was dancing with him. I felt embarrassed as I listened
in on all this, a male eavesdropping on a "for ladies only"
discussion, but not even Maria, Patricia or Angela seemed
to care that I was present.
Maria, quite tipsy from several glasses of wine, broke out
laughing when Angela described how she could feel her
boyfriend's penis throb as he held her close to him during
the slow dances.
"Rebecca," Maria asked loudly between fits of giggles, "did
you feel Antonio's penis while you two were dancing? I saw
how close he held you!" She started laughing uncontrollably
again.
Having just finished serving coffee, I was standing in the
middle of the room, with young ladies seated all around me.
I blushed bright red in embarrassment. Maria, I thought to
myself, why did you have to bring me into this
conversation? Everything had been going so smoothly; the
evening was almost over.
"What," Angela exclaimed in feigned amazement, "Rebecca was
dancing with Antonio?"
"Not only that, Angela," Maria added, "Antonio gave Rebecca
a big smoochie kiss. It was so neat!"
"Well, I'll be," Angela said, talking like a mother would
to a daughter caught in the act of something naughty. "Did
you know, girls," she continued, addressing all present,
"that our pretty maid, Rebecca, just happens to have a
little penis of her own, well hidden beneath her pink
panties, that is."
"No way," said Josie, while the other guests looked at
Angela like she had had a little to much wine.
"It's true! Tell them, Rebecca, don't you have a penis.
Tell them the truth, Rebecca."
Utterly humiliated, I looked towards Maria hoping she would
help me out of this mess, but she was still giggling.
"Yes, I suppose so," I quietly replied, casting my eyes
down towards the floor.
All the girls started laughing; Donna walked over to me and
looked closely at my face, ran her finger along my cheek,
and announced "Yes, I feel a bit of whiskers; it must be
true, Rebecca's not a woman!"
"Of course it's true," Angela announced with certitude.
"Rebecca, lift up your skirt and show us your panties."
"No, Angela, I can't do that," I pleaded.
"Do it, Rebecca. Do it now! OR ELSE!"
I knew what was implied in Angela's command. If I didn't do
whatever she said, who knows what could happen. Hell, if
the men found out what the girls now knew, I would be
beaten, for sure. I hesitated for a moment, and Angela
again commanded me to raise my skirt.
"Yes, ma'am," I said with an air of resignation. Gently
grasping the hems of both my skirt and my slip between my
fingers, I raised both to the level of my breasts. My pink
panties were fully visible to all; luckily they were made
of such tight spandex material that they effectively hid my
manhood. The girls all laughed about it; one commented "My,
those are the prettiest panties I've ever seen on a boy",
and another said, "Oh, look at his legs! So smooth and
sexy!". Josie said, "MY husband would NEVER wear panties,
thank god!".
As I stood there showing off my panties like a naughty five
year old girl, Angela walked over to me, crouched down in
front of me as if she were closely inspecting my panties,
and announced to all, "Look, girls! There is something in
there, and it's definitely not a vagina! " Pointing at my
crotch, she added, "though it's not very big, either. Let's
just call it an itsy bitsy penis. Or, better yet, let's
call it a shenis! Rebecca doesn't have a penis, she has a
shenis!"
"Angela," Maria broke in, "don't tease Rebecca!"
Then Donna, the only Anglo girl present, came up and knelt
down beside Angela.
"Well," she said, as she also inspected my panties in
feigned seriousness, "I don't like the idea of white boys
dressing up like maids. I mean, like what are all you
Mexican girls going to think of us Anglos, if our men go
around wearing frilly dresses and high heels! Now Rebecca,
tell me the truth, are you a girl or not?"
"Yes, ma'am..., I mean, no..", I replied, flustered by the
pressure.
"Yes you are a girl, and no you are not a girl? Well than,
what are you," Donna continued her interrogation.
"I'm not a girl. I'm not a girl!" I protested.
"Well, Rebecca, if you're not a girl, then why are you
wearing pink panties? White boys are not supposed to go
around wearing pink panties, are they, Rebecca? Nor, for
that matter, high heels, dresses, and makeup."
"No, ma'am," I replied to Donna.
"Well," Josie interrupted, "Mexican boys don't go around in
dresses! In the barrio, boys are macho, not sissies!" New
mother Josie clearly didn't like the idea of a man trying
to cross over into a woman's role.
"OK, everyone," Angela entered the discussion again, "let's
settle this once and for all. The only way we can decide
this is to have Rebecca lower her panties. Does everybody
agree?"
"No," Maria said, "Leave Rebecca alone. She's a very nice
person. She was only trying to help me out with this
party."
"Yes! Yes! Make Rebecca show us her vagina, or whatever is
there under her pink panties," Josie shouted.
Donna, who together with Angela appeared to be the leaders
in the room, said "I agree with Josie. After all, Rebecca
was dancing with a guy and kissing a guy, just like a real
girl. So, we must see if she's a girl, don't you think,
Angela?"
"No," I said emphatically, cutting into the girls'
discussion, "No, I won't do it! I've told you what I am,
now please let me be!"
"Rebecca," Angela said sternly, "you must do as I say, or
else! Don't you understand that? None of us girls will
hurt you, I promise. Just pull your panties down for a
moment, that's all, and then we'll let you be. It's no big
deal; whatever you have, whether it's a vagina or a penis,
it can't be something that we haven't seen before."
"Josie," Angela continued, "come over here and hold one
side of Rebecca's skirt up, and I'll hold the other side
up, so that Rebecca's hands are free to pull her panties
down."
"Angela, please...," I pleaded, to no avail. Josie stood to
the left of me holding my hem, still at breast level, and
Angela did the same on my right side. There I stood in my
high heels, with two girls holding my skirt up, and Donna
still kneeling only a couple of feet in front of me.
Patricia was sitting at the table, looking pensive; she had
not been laughing and encouraging the others. She appeared
to feel sorry for me. Maria, having failed in her attempt
to protect me, was standing a few feet away, watching the
proceedings and smiling. Maria didn't think it any big deal
that I would do such a thing. Suzy sat coyly on the couch,
watching in amusement. The other three young Hispanic girls
present were all laughing and having a good time.
I decided that I had better do what Angela wanted so as to
get this over with. After all, the guys could return any
minute and catch me like this.
I blushed as I lowered my hands to grasp the tops of my
panties and pantyhose. A few of the girls were cheering me
on, as I slowly pushed the tight pink panties down. It was
difficult to do under such circumstances, but slowly they
went down, down, until they reached the middle of my
thighs. I pressed my legs together out of modesty, but that
just made me look more feminine. After lowering my panties
I put my hands up and covered my face.
For several moments I stood like that, my face covered by
my girlish hands with their long painted nails, the skirt
of my dress held high, my panties and pantyhose bunched up
around my thighs, my legs shaved smooth, my open-toed high
heels revealing my painted toenails. And between my waist
and my lowered panties I was naked, naked in front of nine
pretty young ladies. My maleness, due to my nerves being
stressed and also because of the squeezing effect of the
tight panties, had shrunk to near nothing.
Josie was the first to speak. "Well that isn't a vagina, so
Rebecca can't be a girl, no matter how much she wants to be
one!"
"True, girls, that's not a vagina. But is it a real penis?
I mean, it looks so small. My boyfriend's is much larger
than that thing is," Angela announced matter-of-factly.
Josie quickly added, "My husband's penis is also much
bigger than Rebecca's."
Maria, taking my side, said, "Come on, you all, Rebecca's
penis is actually rather cute."
"Oh. Does that mean that Tony's penis is the same size as
Rebecca's," Angela asked Maria.
"Oh, no," Maria giggled, "Tony's is a lot bigger than
Rebecca's. I know, cause I've held it in my hands. But Tony
is a big man. It's not fair to compare him with Rebecca, is
it?"
But apparently comparing was OK, because each girl, in
turn, announced that her boyfriend's penis was larger than
mine; understandably such talk did not cause any swelling;
if anything, the humiliation caused it to shrink more.
"Well," I heard Donna say, "I surely don't want to touch
that thing, but we really must check it out a little
further, for scientific reasons, that is."
Worried over what she planned, I lowered my hands from my
face, whereup