Chapter Seventeen
I woke up the next morning at around six. That was two hours past my
normal time to get up. At first I tried lying next to Annie till she woke
but before long I had to get up.
First I went into the bathroom to empty my bladder. I would've taken a
shower shave and brushed my teeth but I didn't want to wake up Annie. So
instead I slipped into the changing room to look for something to wear.
Most of my clothes were things I wore to work. Those were dress pants and
button down shirts. I wanted something more comfortable.
I found a pair of sweat pants and slipped them on. They were a little
tight and short in the legs but other wise they fit. I then found a sweat
shirt that was big enough. I slipped on a pair of old slippers then went
downstairs for some coffee.
I found the morning newspaper on the front step then went into the
kitchen to make coffee and sit down to read the paper. It took me a
minute to find the coffee as I usually waited till I got in the office
for my first drink.
Even though I had spent three weeks in the hospital it felt weird to me
to just sit in my own kitchen and read the paper while I drank coffee. It
wasn't something I was use to as I felt I should be doing something.
Around nine o'clock I was just finishing up the paper when Annie walked
into the kitchen. She was also wearing sweats, though they looked better
on her then the ones I was wearing did on me.
She walked over to me and gave me a kiss before saying, "Good morning
honey, is there any coffee left?"
"Uh no but I'll make you some," I told her as I stood up.
Annie looked at me confused for a second before saying, "Okay I'll start
breakfast."
As I started filling the coffee pot I told her, "I'm not really hungry so
don't make me anything."
"Tim do you realize you haven't eaten since yesterday morning at the
hospital? And I'm sure you didn't eat much of that," she told me as she
started pulling stuff out of the refrigerator. "You really need to start
eating properly. You've lost so much weight in the last five years I
beginning to think you weigh less than I do."
I laughed before saying, "Annie I could never weight less than you do."
"Oh really," she said with a funny little grin on her face. "Tell me Tim
did you also put on a pair of my panties when you put on my sweats?"
"These aren't yours are they?" I asked as I looked down at the sweat
pants.
Annie giggled as she said, "Yes they are, that's why the legs are so
short. I will admit your ass looks better in them then mine does but I
fill out the top better."
"Dam," I said, "I'll go change I'll be right back."
As Annie started the bacon cooking she said, "Don't worry about it, we'll
change later before we go shopping. That's if you want to come with me?"
"What are we going shopping for?" I asked as I figure the sweats really
weren't gender specific.
"Well first we need to buy you some clothes you can wear around the
house. Then we need new furnishings for the family room and a new TV,"
she told me as she continued to cook. "I was thinking we might like to
turn the family room into a home theater. You know, with one of those
wide screen plasma TV's and a surround sound system."
I had no idea what she was talking about. And she could see by my face I
didn't know. "Well maybe you don't know about all the new gadgets they
have coming out. Don't worry, I know just where to go and what to look
for."
We then sat down to eat. Annie told me all about her job which I was
totally clueless about. I had no idea she was doing so well and in five
years she had gotten three promotions. Now she and Brenda were in the top
echelon. I was sadly impressed. Sad because I knew nothing about this and
impressed because she had done so well.
While we ate Annie called a handy man she uses to come and look at the
walls in the family room. She wanted to get those repaired as soon as
possible.
After breakfast we took a shower together then got dressed. When the
handy man arrived, Annie told him what she wanted done. He gave her a
price and she told him to get it done as soon as possible. He promised he
would have it done by the next Wednesday. It actually amazed me how
efficient Annie was. She never seemed that way before.
Once the handy man left with a check from Annie we also left to start our
shopping. The first place we went to was electronics store. When we
walked in Annie steered me to the back where they had a home theater set
up.
I was shocked by what I saw. The new digital TV's were amazing. They had
far more clarity then the old TV's. The sound systems they had were even
more impressive. Annie saw my amazement and said, "Do you think we should
get one?"
"Most definitely," I told her as I couldn't take my eyes off the screens.
We then sat down with a salesman where Annie told him what she wanted and
how she wanted it installed. The salesman was thrilled, as this would be
a big sale. When they figured out an estimated price I was shocked to
hear it would cost close to fifteen thousand. I was about to tell Annie
we didn't need anything that expensive. Before I could say a word she
pinched my leg, which told me not to say a word.
Once we were outside after getting a sight survey for the next day Annie
said, "I know you were going to say it's too expensive and we don't need
it or we can't afford it. To answer, no it's not, yes we do and yes we
can." I knew right then, any further discussion would be fruitless.
We then went to a high end furniture store where we bought four
recliners. They were very wide. In fact they were so wide Annie and I
could sit in one of them together. She said this way we could sit
together and watch movies like we did when we went on dates in high
school.
After that we went clothes shopping. Most of the clothes we bought were
causal clothes for me. We did buy some things for Annie and of cause
dress up clothes for me to go out in. Annie told me she liked to go out
to dinner a few times a week and of course she wanted me to go along.
Once we were done with clothes shopping we took our purchases back to the
car. Once they were loaded in the car Annie said, "Okay now we go
shopping separately."
"Separately?" I asked. "What for?"
Annie looked a little annoyed as she said, "Next week is Christmas do I
need to say anything more?"
I felt really stupid as I said, "Uh no I don't think so. But can you give
me a hint as to what you need?"
Annie gave me a silly grin then said, "Tim honey, I'm an heiress, I don't
need anything, but you. Get me something nice like jewelry. I love
jewelry."
About an hour later we met back up. I had finally found something to buy
her. It was the first time I didn't look at prices I just saw it and put
it on the credit card. Actually I was a little afraid to look at the
price seeing it had been displayed in the window without a price. That
usually meant 'if you have to ask you can't afford it'.
We then went to a restaurant where we had dinner before going home. After
we put all out purchase away we laid on the bed and made love for several
hours before once more falling asleep in each other's arms.
Chapter Eighteen
The next morning I woke up about the same time as Annie did. We showered
together, then got dressed and she made us breakfast. She then started to
do house work.
I was amazed that here was a woman who was worth several hundred million
and she was doing house work like any normal woman would do. First she
started the laundry then cleaned up the kitchen.
While I watched her go about her domestic chores I wondered what I could
do. Surely the doctor didn't mean I couldn't help around the house.
Knowing I had caused so much damage in the family room I went in there to
clean up while Annie went about her own routine.
After taking the broken TV and the coffee table out to the trash I
started picking up the broken glass around the room. There was a lot of
glass and a lot of broken wall board lying around. It took me close to
two hours before the room was as clean as I could get it. I then went
looking for Annie.
She wasn't on the first floor so I went upstairs to see if she was in our
bedroom. As I approached the door I saw it was partially open and I could
hear Annie talking to someone.
It didn't take me long to realize that Annie was talking on the phone. I
only heard half of the conversation but what I did heard I didn't like. I
heard Annie say, "So far things have been wonderful. He's been very
loving." There was a pause then Annie said, "No I haven't told him about
us, I don't think it's a good idea to tell him about you." There was
another pause before she said, "Of course I love you with all my heart
but he just got out of the hospital and it wouldn't be right."
There was a long pause before she said, "Please baby don't make me choose
between you two. I love you both very much and I can't make that kind of
chose right now." Then she said, "I need to go now. I love you so very
much and I'll see you real soon."
My mind whirled as I realized Annie had lied to me. She told me point
blank that she wasn't having an affair and now I had caught her talking
to her boyfriend. My mind whirled at what I was going to do. I couldn't
confront her, as it would mean I had eased dropped on her. I also didn't
want her choosing this other guy over me. I couldn't loose her. I didn't
want to take the chance of her picking him over me.
I waited a full two minutes in the hall before I opened the door and
looked inside. Annie was in the process of stripping the bed. She looked
over her shoulder and said, "Hi honey what have you been up to?"
"I was cleaning the mess I made in the family room. I thought I could
give you a hand in here."
"That would be great," she said as she pulled the pillow cases off the
pillows. "It's so much easier when there's two people. Get on the other
side and help me with the sheets."
As I helped Annie with the bed I looked her over to see if she had
changed now I knew the truth. I couldn't see any difference, as she still
looked as sweet and beautiful as ever. I also wondered what I would do
without her.
Annie had been talking and I hadn't been listening. Finally she said,
"Well what do you think?"
I cleared my heads and said, "I'm sorry, I was looking at how beautiful
you are and I didn't hear you."
Annie smiled and blushed deeply before she said, "You are forgiven for
you inattentiveness. I was asking if we could out to dinner tonight and
then do some dancing?"
I remembered how disappointed she was when I said we couldn't go out to
dinner a few months ago so I quickly said, "That sounds like fun, sure we
can go."
Annie came around the bed and hugged me tight before saying, "Thank you
love, it would mean the world to me." We kissed for a few seconds before
she asked. "Can I invite Brenda to come along with us?"
I was surprised by her request so I said, "I guess that'll be okay, but
why would you want to?"
"Brenda and I have been going out together for the last couple of years,"
she told me as she played with the drawstrings on my sweat shirt. "Every
week we eat dinner together two or three times and we go shopping or to
the movies together. Sometimes we go out dancing together. I don't want
her feeling left out now that you're back in my life."
I knew Brenda had been there for Annie when she need her so I felt it was
only right to invite her along. Annie was ecstatic and she quickly ran to
the phone and called Brenda. As I left the bedroom I heard Annie telling
Brenda what she was going to wear and where she wanted to eat.
It was about eight thirty that night by the time Annie and I were dressed
for dinner. I was wearing a new sport coat and a turtle neck sweater.
Annie was wearing a dress that looked like it was two sizes too small for
her. The skirt of the dress stopped a good three inches above mid-thigh
and it looked like it was glued in place. The top of the knit dress
molded perfectly to her breasts and the neckline plunged down low enough
to reveal a generous cleavage. I could feel myself harden up just looking
at her in that dress.
Annie was working on her hair once her makeup was done to perfection. I
was also trying to brush out my extra long hair when I said, "I guess I
have the time to get my hair cut now."
Annie looked back at me and asked. "You're not going to cut it real short
are you?"
As I pulled it back into a ponytail I said, "I was thinking about getting
it cut short like most men's hair. What do you think?"
Annie stood and went behind me and said, "I like it long like this, but
you could get the split ends cut off. No more than an inch?"
"Are you sure?" I asked as I looked at myself in the mirror.
"MM definitely. It reminds me of that guy that was all the rage when we
were in high school. What was his name? Fabio or something," she told me
as she ran her fingers through my ponytail.
"If you want me to keep it long then I will," I told her. I was quite
used to it by this point so it didn't bother me either way. Annie
finished her primping and we went downstairs to wait for Brenda.
I never took much interest in Brenda. I really only saw her three times
that I could remember. The first was at the rehearsal dinner for our
wedding. The second was the day of our wedding. On both occasions I only
had eyes for Annie. The next time was the day I woke up in the hospital.
And then again I only had eyes for Annie and what I did to her.
There had been other times like when I would crawl home after working
sixteen hours and she would be there with Annie. Most of those times I
barely looked at Annie as the two of them sat on the sofa together
watching a movie. I was exhausted and the only thing on my mind was
getting a shower and getting to bed.
The only thing I really remembered about her was she was tall. Almost six
foot tall and she had short blond hair. I couldn't tell you what color
eyes she had or anything else about her.
When Brenda came in to the house that night I was in for a surprise. She
looked really hot. The dress she was wearing was even shorter than the
dress Annie was wearing. This made her legs look super long, as if they
were unnaturally long. She was slim but her breasts looked almost too big
for her tiny waist.
I almost couldn't take my eye off Brenda as she and Annie hugged each
there before Annie said, "You look hot tonight honey. Come on and let's
go, our dinner reservations are for nine thirty." Both girls put on their
coats and walked out with me right behind them.
The restaurant the girls had decided on was elegant and expensive. When
we sat down neither girl looked at the menu before deciding what they
wanted to eat. When I looked at the menu I just about choked when I saw
the prices.
The meals took some time before they arrived at our table, but they were
delicious and I could tell they were freshly cooked when we ordered.
Annie also ordered a bottle of wine, I was sure it cost a small fortune.
I didn't complain, as I knew it would annoy Annie.
After dinner I drove us to a dance club that the girls knew of. The place
was crowed and there was a steep cover charge to get in. There were no
tables to sit at but we did find a couple of stools at the bar to sit on.
Once we were in the club the girls made a bee line to the dance floor
while I guarded our seats and their purses. That was probable a mistake
for me as I would soon find out.
I was never a drinker. In college I never went to frat parties or keger's
like most students did. Mostly I stayed in my room and studied or went to
the library. I guess it was another symptom of my work obsession that
kept me from enjoying myself while at college.
That night I didn't let it hold me back. I started drinking the minute
the girls went on to the dance floor. Being this close to the bar my
glass was never empty and I kept drinking as I watched Annie and Brenda
shake their bodies on the dance floor. While I watched I remembered the
phone call from earlier in the day.
As I replayed the half conversation over and over in my head the more I
drank. The more I drank the madder I got so I drank even more. I do
remember once or was it twice that Annie came over and asked me to dance
with her. I tried to get up and go with her but I was too unsteady and
she told me to slow down.
That was pretty much the last thing I remembered till I woke up the next
morning. I kind of remembered being helped to the car and having my keys
taken from me. But after that I remember nothing until I woke up with a
mouth full of cotton and a pounding headache.
When I woke up Annie was lying next to me but this time she was turned
away, as I was sure my breath stank from alcohol. My stomach hurt so
badly I thought I had cramps and eyes wouldn't focus to well.
I crawled out of bed and stumbled into the bathroom where I relieved my
bladder, which relieved the pain in my stomach. I then took a hot shower
before brushing my teeth and rinsing mouth out with mouthwash. This all
helped but my head was still aching so I took a hand full of aspirins
before going down stairs for coffee.
By the time I finished my third cup of coffee I was feeling better. I
still had a dull headache but it wasn't near as bad as it had been when I
woke up. After I filled my cup once more I started a second pot so there
will be plenty when Annie came down.
To my surprise it wasn't Annie who came into the kitchen next, but
Brenda. She came in wearing a short red satin robe and from what I could
see little else. The robe barely covered her bottom as she went straight
to the coffee pot and poured herself a mug-full.
She then came over to the table sat down next to me and took a sip of her
coffee before saying, "I hope it's okay I took some?"
"No problem, that's what it's there for," I told her. "I didn't know you
stayed the night."
"I've stayed the night a lot over the last five years," she told me after
taking another sip of coffee. "In fact I think I spent more time here
then I did at my place."
"I didn't know that," I told her "I don't remember you being here that
much."
"If you were here yourself you would have noticed," she told me frankly.
"Poor Annie needed company and I gave it to her."
"You don't like me very much, do you?" I asked.
Brenda sighed and said, "It's not that I don't like you. I hardly know
you. You've been married to my best friend for five years and we hardly
seen each other. Do you know how many times Annie has cried on my
shoulder because she thought you didn't love her anymore? There were
times she threatened to have you served with divorce papers just so you
would remember who she was."
This was a complete shock to me. "She was going to divorce me?"
Brenda laughed and said, "Not really, she wanted to shake you up. She was
never serious about it until you lost your job a few months back. She
always thought it was the job that made you work so much. When you didn't
take off after you were laid off she knew it was you that was problem and
she thought you didn't love her enough to stay home with her. Just before
you had your breakdown she told me she was going to divorce you after the
New Year. She had had enough."
This news cut me to the quick. I had no idea it had gotten that bad. "Did
she hate me that much?" I asked Brenda.
She laughed and said, "She never hated you. It would have killed her
inside to divorce you but she knew she couldn't go on like that any
longer."
"Was there someone else she was in love with? Did she already have a man
on the side waiting for her?" I asked.
"Good god no," she exclaimed. "You're the only man she would give the
time of day to. She didn't give any other man a second glance. She was
hopelessly in love with you and you almost lost her."
I felt even more like an idiot then before but I still had to wonder
about the phone call I over heard. What Annie had said to the caller was
unmistakable. She said she loved him and she couldn't choose between us.
What the hell was that all about?
It finally dawned on me that Brenda wouldn't tell me if there were
another man in Annie's life. Brenda was Annie's best friend and she would
know. She had to be protecting Annie, there was no other explanation.
There was no way I could confront her with what I knew as she would know
I had eased dropped on Annie. Besides Annie came into the kitchen moments
late.
Annie seemed as happy as could be. She was humming to herself when she
walked into the kitchen. She then started cooking breakfast for all of
us. Her good spirits infected Brenda and I and soon we were as cheerful
as Annie was.
Brenda stayed the rest of the day. She and Annie talked and told me
stories of their time in college. They also talked about their jobs and
the people they worked with. She had dinner with us then she left for
home. As she kissed me goodbye she said she was starting to like me.
Chapter Nineteen
The next day was the first day I would be home alone for the first time.
Not alone exactly, seeing Ralph the handy man was there to repair the
walls. I didn't want to get in his way so I stayed in our home office
most of the day.
I tried going on the Internet like Annie suggested, but truth be told it
didn't excite me too much. I wasn't interested in talking to other
people, as I didn't know what to say. As far as looking up anything I
didn't have an interest to know anything so I got bored with it rather
fast.
The Handy man and his helper left around three in the afternoon with a
promise to be back the following day. It wasn't until six that Annie
arrived home from work. I'll tell you I was glad to see her.
I pretty much followed her around like a lost puppy as she set about her
daily tasks. First she started dinner for us and then she put a load of
laundry in to the washer. While she cooked dinner she cleaned up the
kitchen she then went into the dinning room and started dusting.
After we had dinner together she folded the clean laundry and put it away
before she vacuumed the dining room and the entrance hall. By the time
she was done with her daily chores it was nine o'clock and she got ready
for bed.
The next morning as Annie was leaving for the office she handed me a card
and said, "Brenda and I have reservations for a New Years Eve party. I
would like it very much if you would come with us. You'll need a tux and
seeing you've lost so much weight you need a new one. Go to that store
and have one fitted for you. That's if you have nothing else planned for
today."
I looked at the card and saw it was a business card for a clothier. As I
slipped it into my pocket I said, "Shouldn't I stay here with the
handyman?"
Annie laughed and said, "Don't worry about Ralph, He's been here alone
quite often. My aunt has been using him for years and she never had a
problem with him."
Annie gave me a kiss good bye and said, "By the way there is a hobby shop
in the same strip mall as the clothier. You might want to take a look in
there to see if there is something you would like to start."
Before she left for the office I said, "You know this feels very strange.
You going off to work while I stay here and wait for your return."
"I know it does honey but I'm sure you'll get used to it in due time. In
a couple years I'll join you and maybe we can make babies together," she
told with another kiss as she walked out the door.
It wasn't long after Annie left that the handyman showed up to finish his
work. I left soon after for the clothier. There was no way Annie was
going out on New Years Eve without me.
It didn't take me long to find the clothier but it took me quite a while
before I left his shop. Annie must have called him because he knew I was
coming and he knew just what I wanted in the way of a new tux.
I sat most of the day in the clothier's store and I tried on tuxes and
took them off again. I swear he measured me at least a dozen times as he
worked on one fabric or the other. It wasn't until two in the afternoon I
was told the tux would be ready in one week.
After the clothier I went a few doors down to the hobby shop. As I looked
around I knew there was nothing in the store that I knew anything about.
There were a few things I would have liked to have but I knew I couldn't
do the hobby justice without some knowledge first. I left the shop
without buying anything thing but I had a few ideas.
After the hobby shop I stopped at a supermarket to get some groceries for
dinner. I realized the day before that I could have dinner ready for when
Annie came home. There was no sense her making dinner when I was sitting
there doing nothing.
I knew I wasn't a chef but I knew I could cook if I had too. I used to
cook for myself when my mother had to work second shift. Besides how hard
is it to broil a few steaks and bake a few potatoes. I also picked up a
bag of salad a few tomatoes cucumbers and some salad dressing.
By the time I got home Ralph the handy man had already left. To my
surprise I saw he was already done and there was a fresh coat of paint on
the walls. In fact the room looked like nothing at all had happened to
it.
By the time Annie came home I had dinner ready and the dinning room table
was set. I even had candles on the table. When Annie walked into the
dinning room she stopped dead in her tracks and looked around. I was in
the kitchen taking out the steaks when I heard her said, "Wow you made
dinner for us, that's wonderful."
After I placed the platter of steaks on the table Annie slid her arms
around my waist and hugged me as her lips claimed mine. After we kissed I
steered Annie to her seat and held it while she sat down as I said, "It's
the least I could do seeing I have nothing at all to do all day."
Once I was seated Annie picked up her knife and fork and stared eating.
After her third bite she said, "This is very good honey but you know
you're messing with my routine."
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"I have a routine I do everyday," she told me. "I start dinner when I'm
eating at home. Then I start a load of laundry before I clean up the
kitchen and one of the other rooms. After dinner I clean some more. Fold
the laundry I washed and by then it's time for bed. Now I'm already
eating and I haven't clean or started any laundry."
"You do that every day?" I asked.
"Every day," she told me. "If I don't then I get behind and I have to do
it on the weekend. Then I can't enjoy my weekends like normal people do."
"That sounds like a lot of work especially after you worked all day," I
told her.
"Well who else is going to do it?" She asked.
"I could," I told her.
Annie just about dropped her knife and fork before she said, "I couldn't
ask you to do it."
"Why not?" I asked. "I'm here all day with nothing to do. I might as well
do something."
"You're supposed to take it easy like the doctor said. Besides it's
woman's work."
When I heard that come out of her mouth I had to laugh. "Annie that's
silly. I live here too. If I lived alone wouldn't I have to clean my own
house. I'm sure not going to hire a woman to come in and clean it for me.
It's not woman's work, it belongs to whoever does it."
Annie giggled too as she said, "That did sound silly didn't it. Oh what
would my suffragette sisters say if they heard it." Annie giggled a
little more before she said, "Are you sure you wouldn't mind?"
"Not at all," I told her. "It'll give me something to do."
"Okay then as long as you don't overdue it," she told me. "You really
only need to do a little each day to keep up."
After dinner we cleaned the kitchen together then went up to the bedroom.
We lay down on the bed together and watched some TV, as it was the only
TV we had in the house. It wasn't long before we were making love.
The next day was Christmas Eve and Annie didn't have to work. After we
got up and had a leisurely breakfast we packed some clothes in to a
suitcase and went to stay with her aunt for the holiday. Apparently Annie
did this every year though I didn't know about it. Brenda also came over
and spent the holiday with us.
We exchanged gifts Christmas morning. Annie loved the diamond pendant
necklace with the matching earrings and bracelet I bought her. She made a
joke, about it being the best present I ever got her. I guess it was true
but it didn't seem like she was rubbing it in. She got me a Rolex watch
that I thought was too extravagant but of course I didn't say as much.
She also thought about getting my mother something. It was a brand new
leather coat that my mother just loved. I found out later that Annie
always made sure to get my mother presents for Christmas and her
birthday. She made sure that my mother knew they came from the both of
us.
After presents were handed out I sat with my mother and talked while
Annie and Brenda went off together. I found out from my mother that Annie
had been paying her rent for the last five years. My mother has also been
invited to Sally's house for the holidays since Annie and I got married.
I didn't know any of this seeing I was off in my own world the whole
time.
I also found out Annie had made a few large donations to the hospital my
mother worked for. And she arranged to have carolers at the hospital
every year at Christmas time. She also had toys brought in for the
children who had to stay at the hospital during Christmas. I was
impressed by Annie's generosity.
That Christmas was the best Christmas I ever remembered. It wasn't
because of the gifts but more because I felt like I belonged to a family.
It felt like a real Christmas should feel.
The day after Christmas Annie and Brenda went off to the after Christmas
sales. I had to go back to the house as it was the day the new carpet
would be installed in the family room. It was also the day the new
furniture was supposed to arrive. Thankfully the carpet layers were
leaving just as the furniture arrived. I couldn't have planned it any
better.
I didn't hear from Annie till six that evening when she called to tell me
what restaurant to meet her and Brenda at. We had arranged to meet once
she and Brenda were done shopping for the day. I never seen two girls so
happy yet so utterly exhausted as they were.
During the week of New Year we had our home theater installed. The day
after New Year was the first day Annie, Brenda and I sat down to watch
several movies on our new system. I could see immediately why Annie
wanted it. It was like we were in a movie theater yet it was better as we
were in our own home. I never care much for TV but watching it in our own
theater made it a much more enjoyable experience.
Even though I enjoyed watching TV on the new system I never got into it
too much. Normally I would only watch it when Annie was there with me.
During the day while Annie was at work I would do my chores then spend
some time on the computer.
Chapter Twenty
I learned why people were fascinated with the Internet. There was an
awful lot of knowledge out there that I loved to look though. There was
also a lot of porn too. At first I didn't look at the porn. I was getting
plenty of sex at home and I felt I didn't need any porn. That was until I
found out that Annie loved watching X-rated movies.
After a week or so with our new theater system Annie showed me her
collection of porn movies. She had about twentyfive movies. Some dealt
with straight sex and others dealt with girl on girl sex. There were also
movies where girls used toys on themselves and other girls.
The first movie we ever watched was one of the girl-on-girl tapes. I
could see Annie was getting excited. Before the movie had started she had
showered and changed in to a pair of red satin and lace panties and a
matching camisole. I had also showered and put on a pair of boxers and a
sleeveless T-shirt.
We were sitting side by side on one of the recliners under a light
blanket. Once the movie started I felt Annie's hands start to move over
me as the two girls on the TV started kissing. Annie would grab my sides
or her hand would glide over my chest. When I ran my hand over her breast
I found her nipples already hard and standing up. When I touched her
nipples Annie moaned as her eyes closed slightly.
When one of the girls on the screen started to lick the other girl's bald
pussy my hand slid between Annie's legs. I found the crotch of her
panties was all ready quite damp and her hips moved up so she could rub
herself on my hand.
At the same time she pulled my head down so I could suck on her nipple
through her camisole. As I sucked on her nipple I felt Annie pull off the
rubber band that held my long hair in a pony tail. As I sucked and rubbed
her pussy Annie ran her fingers through my hair.
Annie had an orgasm rather quickly. She moaned and squealed as her hips
moved quickly on my hand. I could feel the heat from her pussy, as her
panties became wetter.
Annie wasn't done yet either. Once her first orgasm had subsided she
pulled off her cami and pulled down her panties to her knees. She then
pulled my head to her nipple once more as she took my hand and slid it
between her legs.
She started moaning instantly as my fingers started to slide into her
hole and stroke her erect clit. She kissed the top of my head as she
played with my hair. She also guided my mouth from one nipple to the
other.
She came twice more on my fingers before she started to push my head down
toward her tummy. Before I knew it I was kneeling on the floor with my
chest on the seat of the recliner. Annie's legs were spread wide so she
could rest them on the arms of the chair as I licked her pussy.
She had several orgasms as she held my head firmly between her legs as I
licked her pussy. I drank the juice from her pussy each time she came
before she would steer my lips back to her clit for me to bring her off
once more.
I really don't know how many orgasms she had but finally Annie went limp.
She was panting like she had just run a marathon and her naked chest
moved up and down with each breath.
As I crawled back up on to the seat next to her I looked at the TV. I saw
the movie was over as there were only snow on the screen. As soon as I
sat down next to her she slid into my arms and practically wrapped
herself around me.
Once Annie could speak she said in a whisper, "God love that was
wonderful. I think I'm really going to love this in home theater."
"You seem to really be turned on tonight," I told her as I caressed her
naked bottom with my left hand. "You must really like watching two
lezzies getting each other off?"
"Do you really think they were lesbians?" Annie asked.
I chuckled and said, "Of course they were. They sure weren't straight. No
straight women would lick another girl's pussy," I told her.
"I wouldn't bet on that," she told me. "I think most women are curious
about other women. I think most would like to try sex with another girl
but they're afraid. They're afraid of what other people might say."
"Have you ever wanted to try?" I asked.
Annie thought for a minute then said, "I thought about it. How about you
have you ever thought about it?"
"I've done it. Don't you remember I just did it to you," I told her. I
knew what she was asking but I wanted to get her off the subject.
Annie slapped me and said, "Sometimes you can be so silly." She reached
down and took my rock hard cock in her hand and said, "Come on let's go
upstairs and see if we can do something with this."
I was quite relieved she changed the subject. I didn't want to lie to her
and I knew I would be too embarrassed to tell her the truth. I doubt she
would understand that not only had I wondered about it but I also
indulged. No woman wants to know her husband had sucked cock and got
fucked by another man. Actually he was a boy like I was at the time.
The next three months went along very peacefully. I took care of the
house and Annie pitched in where she could. She was always there with me
when I washed the dishes after dinner.
When I thought back on that phone call I had overheard I thought I must
had been mistaken. Never once did Annie give the slightest indication she
was seeing someone else. Every day she would arrive home right at six in
the evening. We would have dinner together then we would watch some TV.
The only time she wasn't home at six was when she and Brenda would go out
to dinner or to do some shopping. She always made sure to invite me but
most of the time I declined so she and her best friend could have some
time alone together. Of course I did go out to eat with them on occasion
but those were special nights where we would go to the movies or dancing
afterwards.
By March I was looking at porn on the Internet. Mostly I would be looking
for movies that I knew Annie would like. During and after we watched a
movie she would be quite excited and we would have sex all night and most
of the next day.
It was when I was looking for a movie I saw the ad for a T-girl site.
Just the thought of T-girls brought back memories of the magazine Billy
had given to me. I clicked on the ad and was taken to the site instantly.
Chapter twenty One
The first page had a few movie clips that I could watch for free. The
page also told you what was inside once you paid the membership fee. I
watched each clip several times, then wondered what I would find inside.
The first day I didn't become a member. I was too afraid Annie would
somehow find out I went on to the site. I really wasn't sure how she
would know but I knew she would.
For the next couple of days I would go on the net after my chores were
done. I knew if I hadn't done them Annie would have never known. Besides
it wasn't like she was checking up on me.
The small clips I had watched the first day changed every day or so. Each
day I went back to see what new T-girl would be on the clips. Some of the
girls were very pretty and if you didn't see the cock between their legs
you would never had known they were once boys.
Others you knew right away. Their facial features and their muscular
bodies gave them away right off. They were still exciting to watch, as
were the ones that looked like real girls.
The only problem was the clips ended to quickly and I never saw any of
the people in the clip's orgasm. I wondered if the girls in the clips
actually had orgasms, as most of them never seem to get hard.
After about a week of watching these small low quality clips my curiosity
got the better of me. I remember it was two o'clock on a Monday when I
clicked on the icon to become a member. I signed on with the credit card
Annie told me to use. Apparently it was to use for the Internet only, as
it couldn't be used to steal our identity.
The first movie I downloaded took a long time. Apparently the site didn't
have the same broadband server we had. I only got to watch half the movie
before I had to stop it to start dinner. I also deleted the movie from
our hard drive so Annie couldn't find it.
The next morning after Annie left for work I went into the home office
and started to download a movie. While it was downloading I went about my
daily routine. By the time I was finished with my cleaning the movie had
been downloaded and I was able to sit back and watch it.
I started doing this just about every day for the next week or so. As I
watched the movie I thought back on when Billy and I had sex the last
time. As I watched the T-girls sucking off their man I remembered what it
felt like to suck off Billy. I remembered how much I had enjoyed doing
him.
I also remembered when he fucked me for the first and only time. I
remembered how good it felt as his cock moved in and out of my ass. And I
remembered how wonderful it felt when he filled my ass with sperm as I
filled the panties I was wearing. I remembered the pain too but it didn't
seem that bad.
It didn't take me long before I started imagining myself as the T-girl in
the movies. I imagined I was the one who was sucking off the stud or the
one on her knees having my bottom filled with his big cock. More than a
few times I would stroke myself off thinking about being one of those T-
girls.
It was about three weeks after I became a member of the site that I was
sitting in front of the computer as the movie was playing while I was
folding some of Annie's lingerie. I had picked up a pair of red satin and
lace panties and started to fold them when I realized they looked a lot
like the pair that Billy gave me to wear that night.
I had a strong urge to try them on. My hands actually trembled as I held
them in front of me. I quickly got control of myself and folded the
panties and put them into the basket. More that a few times I looked in
the laundry basket and wondered if they would fit me.
Even though Annie had joked about me weighing less than she did I knew I
was bigger. She was shorter than I was by a few inches and even though
her hips were wider than mine were she was still smaller, but not by
much.
Once the movie ended and I had deleted it I took the clean laundry up to
our dressing room. Even as I placed her delicate lingerie into her drawer
my hands still shook and a slight sheen of sweat broke out on my
forehead.
Even though most days I wore sweat pants and a tee shirt I always made
sure to dress before Annie came home. In fact I showered and shaved each
day before I put on a pair of slacks and a polo shirt or a dress sweater.
I didn't want Annie coming home to a slob.
While in the shower that day I kept thinking about her panties and the
other delicate things in her lingerie draw. I wondered how much if any of
it would fit me. I would remember how pretty Annie looked in them and
wondered if I would look anywhere near as good.
Of cause I knew I wouldn't. I didn't have the body for it like those she-
males on the web-site. By the time I got out of the shower I had
convinced myself that it would be useless to even think about her
lingerie except to envision Annie wearing them.
That sort of reasoning didn't last all that long. The next day I found
myself going into our dressing room several times to look in Annie's
lingerie drawer. Before I even attempted to take anything out I scolded
myself and left the room.
It took about three days before I finally took a pair of her panties down
to the home office with me. But instead of putting them on I used them to
stroke my cock while I watched another shemale movie. The feel of the
satin as it wrapped around my hard cock was thrilling. It felt so smooth
as my hand glided over my erection. It wasn't long before I was squirting
sperm all over my chest and her pink panties.
I didn't stop there either. My cock never went soft as I continued to
stroke myself. Before the movie ended I had a second orgasm that covered
her panties with even more sperm.
By the time the movie was over I was completely wiped out. I barely had
the energy to go upstairs and take a shower. I rinsed out the panties I
had used, tossed them into the dryer before starting dinner.
That night when Annie and I went to bed I made love to her like I hadn't
had sex in a year. I licked her pussy for over an hour and I fucked her
in every position I could think of. Annie seemed to enjoy it to as she
kept squealing that she was cuming and begging for more.
After I had unloaded a third load of sperm into her honey pot we laid
side by side panting for breath. When Annie could take in enough air to
speak she said hoarsely, "God you were something else tonight. You must
have found something interesting on the net today."
"Not at all. Why would you say something like that?" I asked though my
voice sounded jittery. I feared she knew something about what happen
earlier.
Annie giggled before saying, "Don't be so defensive honey. I'm not upset.
If you found something that really turns you on maybe we can share it.
You've indulged my fantasy's often enough let me indulge yours."
"It's... It's nothing like that," I told her stuttering.
Annie cuddled up to me and said, "It's okay honey, I love you very much
and no matter what turns you on I'd like to share it with you. You can't
do anything I would reject you over."
I had no idea why she would say anything like that. I was sure, if she
found out what I was doing while she was at work she would think
differently. I doubted very much she would want a husband who thought
about wearing her panties.
For the next week or so I didn't touch her panties. Well except for hand
washing them and then folding them once they were dry. I didn't use them
for stroking myself off. In fact I stopped going to the she-male site
just so I wouldn't be tempted. I made a resolution never to go there
again and never touch Annie's lingerie again for sexual gratification.
As most resolutions go this one didn't last long. When for the next week
and over two weekends Annie never brought up my interest in the Internet
again. I started to feel confident that she didn't know what I was doing
and where I was going. Before long I was once more visiting the T-girl
sites to download movies.
The next time I sought out Annie's panties I didn't stop at holding them.
When I picked out a pair of white satin panties I just had to try them
on. They were so pretty with the lace panel in front I couldn't resist.
I pulled off the sweat pants I had been wearing and slid the panties up
my legs. The instant the silky material touched my legs I knew I was
doing something wrong, though it felt so erotic I couldn't stop myself
from continuing.
When I had the panties settled on my waist my cock was already rock hard
and it was pushing out the front like a tent. I realized that they were
probably too small for me but they felt so good I couldn't take them off.
Besides they weren't that small for me.
Once I had the panties on I pulled on the sweat pants I had been wearing.
I then went down to the home office to watch the movie I downloaded. Even
walking through the house knowing I was wearing panties sent a thrill
through me. I enjoyed the feeling of wearing panties so much the next day
I put on a fresh pair right after Annie left for work.
I kept this up for the next three days, then on the fourth day I also put
on a pair of stockings and a garter belt. I had watched Annie as she
dressed so often I knew just how they should be worn. I felt fantastic as
I did my house cleaning. I even did extra cleaning before watching
another hot she-male movie.
By the following week I was also wearing one of Annie's camisoles. They
were tight on my chest so I switched to one of her baby doll nighties.
This I wore under a bulky sweater in case I had to answer the door.
Over the next two weeks I believed I tried on every piece of lingerie
Annie owned and most of them I loved how they felt on me. One exception
was Annie' bras. They felt nice wrapped around my chest but I had nothing
to fill the cups with. The other things were Annie's shoes. They were too
small and even with my small feet I couldn't squeeze my feet into them. I
even tried on a few of Annie's dresses but I didn't dare wear them around
the house.
Chapter Twenty Two
My foray into Annie's lingerie draw came to a sudden halt. It happened
one Friday afternoon. I had just finished watching a Tranny movie and I
was getting ready for a shower when Annie came bursting into the bedroom.
Luckily I was naked at the time and the lingerie I had been wearing was
tucked away in the hamper.
When Annie first saw me I saw a look of disappointment on her face. She
then perked up and said, "Hey baby what cha doing?"
"I was going to take a shower before I started dinner. How come you're
home so early? Not that I'm complaining," I asked her. It was only three
in the afternoon. If she had come home a few minutes earlier she would
have found me wearing her lingerie.
"I had a meeting with a big investor and instead of going back to the
office I decided to come home and surprise my wonderful husband," she
told me as she came over and wrapped her arms around me.
We kissed for a few minutes before she said, "How about I join you in the
shower but instead of making dinner let's go out. That investor I told
you about has agreed to let me handle his portfolio. It's a big plum in
my hat and will probably mean a promotion for me."
"That's great Annie," I told her as I started to unbutton her suit
jacket. "Do you have anywhere special you want to go?"
"I've already made reservation on the way home," she told me as she
started to shimmy out of her skirt. "Come on let's get your sexy naked
body in the shower. I feel the need to have my mouth filled with sperm."
I never heard Annie be this direct before. She normally used euphemism as
compared to being slightly vulgar. Before I could recover from her
vulgarity she practically ripped off her clothes before dragging me into
the shower.
I wasn't sure what was up with Annie but she seemed quite excited. We
weren't in the shower a few minutes before she went to her knees and
started licking my cock. I just had an orgasm less than an hour earlier
and I thought I would have some problem getting it up. Not that I doubt I
would but I expected it to take longer.
Annie worked her lips all over my cock and she even licked my balls,
which had me hard in no time. Once I was completely hard she took me into
her mouth.
I loved the way her lips sealed around my shaft. She uses the right
amount of pressure with her lips as her head moves back and forth. Her
tongue also gets in the act as she wiggles it on the underside of my
shaft. All this makes it quite hard not reaching orgasm quickly.
She also plays with my balls giving them a gentle squeeze now and then.
And when she thinks I close to climax and she still doesn't have her fill
of sucking me she pulls them down, which forestalls my orgasm. She really
knows how to show me a good time when she wants too.
This time she did it a little different. As I started to really get into
the feel of her lips and my orgasm was close at hand I felt her hand on
my backside. I felt her fingers slide between my ass cheeks and rub the
soft tender skin around my asshole.
She never did this before. I always thought she considered this a taboo.
She let me finger her butt hole while I fucked her doggy style but never
once did she even attempt to touch me back there.
I couldn't help the groan as it escaped my lips as her finger made
contact with my sensitive bunghole. When I looked down at her I saw her
looking up at me and there was no mistaking the smile on her face. Even
though her mouth was filled with my cock I could still see her smiling.
I knew my orgasm was approaching and apparently so did Annie. She pulled
her mouth back till just the head was still in her mouth. Her free hand
started stroking my shaft as she sucked hard on the head. Then the finger
that was scratching at my back door pushed inside me.
There was no way I could have stopped my orgasm if I wanted to, though I
really didn't want too. I groaned as if I was in pain as the first of
five thick ropes of hot sperm ejaculated from my cock into Annie's
sucking mouth.
Annie made sure she got every drop of the thick liquid. She sucked hard
and pumped my shaft rapidly. The finger of her left hand was plunging in
an out of my ass in rapid succession.
It was one of the best orgasms I ever had. Though it wasn't as good as
the one I had as Billy's girlfriend it was right up there with it. It was
one of those, gut-wrenching orgasms that drops you to your knees. I
couldn't help myself as I slid down the wall dislodging my cock from
Annie's mouth and her finger from my ass.
Before I could even catch my breath Annie's lips were on mine. Instantly
I could feel my sperm slide out of her mouth and into mine. This was not
unusual as we did this every time she sucked me off. It's what Annie
calls snowballing. We pass the sperm back and forth between her mouth and
mine. The amount of the sperm grows with our saliva till it becomes so
large we have to swallow.
Once our lips pulled apart and we swallowed Annie asked coyly. "Did you
enjoy that?"
"Which part?" I asked as I pulled her on to my lap and held her tight.
"The part where you gave me a wonderful blow job or when you put your
finger in my butt?"
Annie leaned over and rubbed her tits on my chest then said after kissing
me on the lips. "I know you loved the blow job I gave you but I was
referring to the finger fuck I gave you. That didn't hurt you did it. I
know you like finger fucking me when you do me doggie, I just thought you
would like it too."
I could see Annie was trying her best to be sluty. She was using language
she normally didn't use unless she was really horny. So I patted her
bottom and slid a finger between her ass cheeks as I said, "That was
different, I didn't expect you to ever touch me back there but I also
have to admit it felt really good especially the way you did it. I felt
like my whole body was cuming."
I could tell Annie was really happy with my answer by the way she
squealed and hugged me so tight. We then kissed deeply and passionately
for several minutes.
Annie surprised me when she abruptly pulled her lips from mine and
started coughing. Actually it sounded more like she was gagging. She
coughed so much she couldn't catch her breath finally she took a deep
breath and said, "I hate it when that happens."
I couldn't keep the concern out of my voice when I said, "What was that?
Were you choking?"
Annie giggled a little before she said, "Not exactly. I had one of your
pubic hairs caught in my throat and it was tickling me."
"Gees that sounded awful, I thought you were going to throw up," I told
her as I pulled her close once more.
Annie smiled and said, "I feel that way sometimes too but I'm getting
used to it."
"Used to it? How often does it happen?" I asked.
"Just about every time I go down on you. It's something I have to live
with," she told me. "You would have the same problem if I didn't shave my
pussy. I think you would have more problems seeing you can't lick my
pussy enough. And believe me I am quite grateful you lick me so often,"
she told me with a giggle.
"I'm grateful you let me, your pussy tastes so great," I told her. "But
what are we going to do about your problem. I don't want you going though
a coughing fit every time you go down on me."
"Well love there's only one way to stop that. That's to remove the hair
down there," she told me coyly.
"You mean I should shave my pubs like you do?" I asked.
I'll admit I had thought about it more than a few times in the past four
months. Every guy I saw in the porn movies was shaved clean and just
about every girl. If they weren't shaved clean their pubic hair was cut
close till there was only a tiny strip of hair. I also noticed all the T-
girls were hair free as well.
"Only if you want to love. I can live with a few hairs tickling my
throat," Annie told me. "I know some guys feel that shaving their pubs
will take away from their manhood. Personally I think that's a silly
idea. Hell nobody sees that hair anyway except for their wives."
"Seeing you're my wife and you don't care for it then let's shave it
off," I told her. "Let me up and I'll take care of it right now."
Annie smiled and kissed me before she stood and turned off the shower.
She then helped me to my feet as she said, "I have a better way to remove
your hair and it'll be a lot easier than shaving."
Annie pulled me out of the shower and over to the vanity. She went to her
knees and looked in the vanity before coming out with a pink bottle. She
stayed on her knees and said, "Spread your legs and I'll apply the hair
remover. I use it all the time so it's safe."
Annie quickly applied the lotion all over my pubic hair. She even put
some on the hair between my legs and the crack of my ass. While the
lotion was doing its thing on me Annie used it on herself. Once her pubic
area was done she used a different bottle on her legs.
We waited about ten or fifteen minutes before we climbed back into the
shower. Annie then took a washcloth and wiped herself off before turning
her attention back to me. She wiped the lotion off me then as if to
inspect her work she started sucking on my cock once more.
I don't know if it was the fact that I was now pubic-hairless or Annie
was that good but in just a minute I had a hard on once more. I really
thought she was going to bring me off once more but she took my cock out
of her mouth and turned me around.
I then felt her tongue on the crack of my ass. This was a first for
Annie. She never touched me back there before today and now she was
licking my ass. I knew right then I would return the favor on her bottom
as soon as I could.
Annie licked the crack for several minutes then I felt her tongue on my
asshole. I was glad we were in the shower so I knew I was clean back
there, but I was still worried she would find something offensive.
Annie gave me a good tongue licking for several minutes before she
stopped and said, "I would like to continue this baby but I have my own
needs to fill."
Annie stood took my hand led me out of the bathroom. When we got into the
bedroom she turned and pulled me down onto the carpeted floor as she
said, "This way we won't get the bed all wet."
We never made love on the floor before so this was a new experience for
us. We started out by kissing and a slight bit of fondling. I fondled
Annie more than she fondled me. Which was okay seeing she worked me over
in the shower.
It wasn't long before I was down between her legs, licking her pussy and
sucking her clit to bring her off. After her second orgasm I licked her
pussy clean of her cream then raised her legs till I just about doubled
her over.
I started kissing her ass cheeks and I heard her moan sweetly. I covered
each cheek with kisses then slid my tongue into her ass crack. The way
she groaned, so sweetly, I could tell she liked how my tongue felt.
Once the tip of my tongue found her sweet anus it never left it. I
swirled my tongue around her hole till it was drenched with my saliva.
Annie moaned or squealed the entire time.
I remembered what Billy had done to my asshole so I pushed my tongue at
her hole till it opened like a flower. The second my tongue entered her
Annie started squealing and panting as she tried to hump my face with her
ass.
I realized very quickly that Annie loved what I was doing. So I tongue
fucked her asshole till my tongue became tired. Finally I reached up with
my hand and started to diddle her clit while I drove my tongue in and out
of her tight asshole. Thank fully she climaxed quickly.
After she had a strong orgasm I released her legs and licked her pussy
clean once more. Then I kissed my way up her body. As soon as my head was
near her breasts she took my head in her hands and pulled me close for a
very sloppy wet kiss. She even sucked on my tongue that had just been
inside her asshole.
While we kissed my cock found her slit and without taking my lips from
hers I slid in till I bottom out. Even though our lips were locked
together I heard us both moan as I slid into her.
Seeing I had two strong orgasms in less than two hours I had no problem
going the distance. I fucked Annie missionary style for sometime before
turning her on her side and taking her that way. Annie even raised her
leg to my shoulder like they did in the movies we watched.
After we fucked in this position Annie turned over till she was on her
hands and knees. I quickly got behind her and slid my cock back into her.
It wasn't long before her sweet ass cheeks were bouncing off my thighs as
I fucked her hard.
At one point Annie was whipping her head around so her hair was flying. I
remembered a scene in a movie where the guy pulled on the girl's hair
like it was a handle. So I reached up and grabbed a hand full of her long
brown hair and started to pull her back to me as we fucked.
Annie instantly started moaning and groaning. I knew by the sound she was
making she wasn't in pain, she was aroused by what I was doing. I could
feel her pussy tighten around my cock as she squealed.
When my orgasm finally claimed me I had worked up quite a sweat. In fact
both of us were sweating like two heavy weight boxers after fifteen
rounds. We were both panting and swearing as I fill her tight pussy with
thick ropes of sperm. I swear it felt like Annie had an orgasm just from
me shooting into her.
I had barely pulled out of her and rolled onto my back when Annie
straddled my head. Her pussy came down hard on my mouth as a huge wad of
pussy flavored sperm drained out of her hole and into my mouth. That load
was followed by a second before it thin out to a trickle. Once we were
both clean Annie turned around and kissed me for a minute or so then she
rested her head on my chest to recover.
Once we had recovered some of our energy Annie and I crawled up on the
bed to get more comfortable. We kissed and caressed each other for
several minutes before she said, "I may have to come home early more
often."
"Why is that?" I asked teasingly.
"Wonderful sex before dinner then wonderful sex after dinner. What more
can I ask for," she told me as she ran her hand over my limp cock.
"Oh you think I'll be ready by then?" I asked.
"If you're not I'm sure we can come up with other ways to entertain
ourselves. Besides you know you never let me down in the sex department,"
she told me.
My pride swelled with that statement so I pulled her close and said, "In
that case when are these reservations?"
Annie giggled as she said, "Not till nine. That gives us plenty of time
to get romantic."
That's exactly what we did. We laid in bed together kissed and caressed
each other for the next two hours. Then we got up and showered together
before I shaved and Annie started on her makeup.
I went into the dressing room first but Annie was close behind. I had
just about finished dressing when I heard Annie say. "I don't understand
what's going on with my underwear."
I turned around to see what she was talking about. She already had on her
bra stockings garter belt and panties. She was pulling at the front of
her panties while saying, "It feels like they're stretched out."
I saw the panties she was wearing. They were a pair I had worn on several
occasions. In fact it was a pair I liked very much. I could also see they
looked like they were too big for her.
I tried playing dumb so I asked what she was talking about. "Look at
them. They're loose on me. I know I haven't lost any weight but they
still feel big. And it's not just this pair either it seems like almost
all my panties are this way."
I really expected the next word to come out of her mouth would be an
accusation that I was wearing them. Surprisingly Annie said, "Maybe
they're just getting old. I guess I'll have to go out and buy some new
lingerie. Would you like to come with me so you can tell me what kind you
prefer?"
"What do you mean what kind I prefer?" I asked and I couldn't keep my
voice from sounding guilty.
Annie giggled and said, "What kind you prefer on me silly. I wasn't
accusing you of wearing my lingerie. You do realize I wear these sexy
undies for you. I've seen how you watch me while I'm putting them on. I
swear I could almost see you drool. I like that look because I know you
still find me sexy."
"I'll always find you sexy baby," I told her.
"We'll see how you feel when I'm fifty," she told me as she turned to put
on her dress.
After that conversation I knew I couldn't dress up any longer. I knew
Annie would some how connect her stretched out panties with me. I
couldn't run the risk of her finding out.
Going lingerie shopping with Annie was a real treat. She would tease me
by holding different garments up to her and ask me how they look. She
even took several garments back to the dressing room to try them on. She
had me come in with her so I could see and give my approval. By the time
we got back home that day I was dripping with excitement.
After that weekend I knew I couldn't continue with my she-male fantasies.
I discontinued my membership with the T-girl site and deleted anything
that could connect me with that lifestyle from my computer. In fact I
stopped going onto the computer all together.