An Assessment of the G.I.R.L Program (Revised)
By Seaweed Smells
Jenny Boko read the report for the fourth time looking for typos and
errors. Finding none she placed the report on her desk and picked up her
phone.
"Karla, it's me Jenny. I have the revised GIRL Program Report ready for
you. ..... Fine, I'll bring it right away."
Jenny picked up the report and walked out of her office. As she walked
down the corridor towards Karla's office she pondered the paradox that
was her boss. Karla could be quite ruthless and unmerciful at times such
as when she transformed innocent people into living lingerie or body
parts for her bizarre yet lucrative transformation DVDs. Yet here she
was being kind and compassionate to young juvenile offenders of both
sexes who were facing a lifetime of poverty and spending much of their
lives in and out of jail.
Of course Karla's benevolence was due to her invention of the amazing
Genderswap Technology. Her experimenting with attaching data coding to
pulsing light beams similar to radio and TV waves was a technological
breakthrough. The first discovery was the unexpected impact this light
had on people - such as changing their sex within a matter of seventy or
so seconds. This was followed by the discovery that behaviour
modification and control was possible without the person realizing what
was done to them. This led to the establishment of the Genderswap
Corporation at Surfer's Paradise Australia. Over the last five years
over 10,000 men had paid from $5,000 to $30,000 to be recipients of the
Genderswap Process that enabled them to become the women of their
dreams. This made Karla and one of the first recipients of the process,
Jenny Boko who was now General Manager, multi millionaires.
The medical breakthrough came two years later when Dr. Simon Bendall, a
cancer specialist, after undergoing the Genderswap Process and becoming
Dr.Ruth Bendall saw potential in the medical industry for the process.
He or rather she wondered if patients with terminal cancer after
undergoing the transformation would still have terminal cancer.
Experiments with several very willing patients soon proved Dr. Ruth's
premise to be correct. Patients who underwent a Genderswap no longer had
their terminal cancer. It appeared the Genderswap process wiped a body
clean and refreshed and renewed every cell in a person's body.
Within a year, with the appropriate patents in place world wide,
terminal patients were soon changing their sex in order to be healed.
And that, thought Jenny, as she knocked on Karla's office door was when
the real money started pouring in. Thankfully, Karla had insisted on
treatment costs that were appropriate to the patient. Hence a patient
with a yearly income of $50,000 paid one week's wage before tax for
treatment while a poor patient paid as little as $50. Karla insisted on
such rates since the manufacturing costs for the equipment was just $200
per machine and each machine during an eight hour day could heal 40
patients each hour. The machines were manufactured at the high security
Genderswap factory in the industrial park behind Palm Beach and shipped
around the world. Only programmed Genderswap staff used the machines.
The ability to control people by using the technology remained a closely
guarded industrial secret. Both Karla and Jenny agreed that the risks
were
too great if such technology fell into the hands of any government,
political party, multi national business or criminal group. However it
did not prevent Karla and Jenny plus any programmed staff from using the
mind control behaviour for their purposes.
"Come in Jenny," called Karla from behind her red cedar desk.
Jenny flashed a smile at Karla and seated herself. She slid the report
across to Karla who placed it unopened in front of her ample chest which
was resting on the edge of the desk.
"Thanks Jenny. Is there anything you would like to say about the
report?"
"Not really Karla. I have covered most points briefly. My main concern,
as usual, is the security of our technology. Attempts by big business
and some governments to crack our gear so they can build it for
themselves is growing. Just now I am wearing two of the latest people
who attempted to kidnap me last night. Thankfully our security with the
necklaces and ear rings prevented any success. My bra and panties are
now two guys from the Yakuza."
Karla looked concerned. "Give me a few days to come up with some
personal security devices that we can wear even when we're naked. Sooner
or later some guys are going to dope us and strip us naked. I think the
time is coming when we have to be prepared for such an event. Now how
about the report itself? Is there anything you wish to highlight?"
"No. Everything about the program is a success. Selecting our staff from
the Genderswap clients and then programming then is good for our
security and retaining control of the program. We will probably have
some problems when we commence the program in China. Their Government is
clearly looking at this as a way to solve their shortage of brides. At
the moment they are paying huge incentives for their men to voluntarily
undergo the Genderswap program but take up numbers are still too low.
They are clearly going to force many of their young offenders to undergo
the GIRL program for quite minor offences."
"OK, thanks Jenny. If I have any further questions after reading the
report I'll contact you."
Jenny Boko stood up and left Karla's office.
Once her door was closed Karla picked up the report and began reading.
An Assessment of the Genderswap Young Offenders GIRL Program
Report compiled by Jenny Boko
18 February 2008
Attention - Karla Bancroft
Confidential - Not for Public Release
Contents
1. Background
2. The GIRL Program
3. Facilities
4. The G.I.R.L Program explained Step by Step
5. Camera Programming
6. The Types of Programming
7. Duties and Classes
8. Comments from the Lifestyle Coaches
9. Dream Girl Selection
10. Case Studies
11. Case 1 - A Typical Report produced by a Lifestyle Coach
Subject: Robyn Elizabeth Fernlow (formerly Roger Allen Fernlow)
12. Case 2 - a testimony from a graduate of the GIRL Program
Subject: Susan Anita Druce (formerly Barry Arthur Druce)
13. Detractors Comments and Response
14. Summary and Recommnedations
Background
The GIRL Program is the brainchild of Karla Bancroft, founder and CEO of
the revolutionary Genderswap technology. Karla realized that young male
offenders facing long or repeated custodial sentences would be better
off if they could be rehabilitated and then enabled to start totally new
lives back in society as women. Her concern led to the development and
government trials of the GIRL Program.
The G.I.R.L Program
State justice authorities leaped at the opportunity to trial the GIRL
program due to the high level of repeat offenders and the overcrowding
that existed within the penitentionary system throughout Australia. The
GIRL program runs for three months at the Genderswap Kingscliffe Complex
located just to the south of the Gold Coast in SE Queensland and deals
with young offenders from all states of Australia. Offenders are
referred to the program at the discretion of the Courts subject to
appeal. A full description of the GIRL Program and its goals is
explained to each offender. An offender has seven days in which to lodge
an appeal. Current figures show that only 3% of offenders lodge appeals.
Most offenders choose the option of becoming girls and being returned to
society after just two months to the alternative of serving longer
custodial sentences.
A similar program runs concurrently for female offenders who remain
female but are enabled to radically improve their appearance and
behaviour.
Once referred to the program young offenders (clients) are transported
to the site by the State authorities. The program starts each Saturday
morning and lasts for eight weeks. The maximum number of clients treated
per month is 112. The maximum number of clients staying in the complex
at any one time is 224.
There are eight lifestyle coaches. One lifestyle coaches looks after 28
clients for the eight week period. Their role is to assist the clients
in achieving the goals of the program and to help clients thru any
struggles they are facing.
Facilities
Accommodation
There are four clients per unit with all four commencing the GIRL
program at the same time. There are eight units per block with the
lifestyle coaches living in the eighth units. The units have four
bedrooms with ensuites, a main lounge room, a spacious kitchen plus one
bathroom and a separate toilet and a laundry. A sundeck at the back
leads to the communal pool courtyard and luxurious tropical gardens that
surround each unit.
Games Rooms
These are spread throughout the complex and include pinball machines,
arcade games and pool tables. They are very popular with the clients.
Library and CD/DVD Shop
An extensive library and CD/DVD shop provide clients with a large
selection of books, music and movies from all genres. Clients are
encouraged to read extensively during their stay especially while sun
baking around the pool or beach. A small range of R and XXX rated books
and movies are available. MP3 players are free and may be kept at the
end of the program.
Beach and Pools
The nearby private beach is protected from strong swell and is for the
exclusive use of the clients. Extensive tropical gardens ensure the
privacy of clients. Public yachts and boats are restricted from the
area. Several pools are located around each set of units. Some are
surrounded by luxurious tropical gardens and courtyards.
Gym
A state of the art gym is available 24/7 for all clients. Four full time
personal trainers ensure that clients use the exercise machines in a
safe manner.
Bars
The bars are located in the courtyards near each pool. All are open from
lunch time (1pm) each day until midnight. Alcohol limits are observed so
clients can remain focused on the program tasks.
An evening disco operates on Wednesday and Saturday nights in the
largest bar. Clients are encouraged to attend both nights.
Restaurant
A high class restaurant is open for lunch and dinner every night. It
caters for clients and staff. An open air courtyard section extends into
the tropical garden located at the north end of the pool. Clients may
only use the restaurant once each week and must book.
Shops
Several shops are located adjacent to the main bar. These cater for the
needs of the clients and include:
? A large well stocked boutique that has all types of dresses, skirts
and tops plus jeans and shorts, bikinis and jewellery.
? A lingerie shop that has an extensive range of lingerie, slips and
nightgowns plus stockings, cosmetics and hair care products.
? A well stocked shoe shop with an extensive range from high heels thru
to sports sneakers.
? A hair dresser allows clients to experiment with hair styles (includes
manicurists).
? A well stocked supermarket that caters for clients cooking needs.
Computer Network
Each unit contains five networked computers. These are located in each
bedroom plus one in the lounge room. Clients are encouraged to use them
to record their personal diaries and to store photos and to speak to
friends in other units. They also contain a large amount of helpful
information on make up tips, hair care, fashion, cooking and personal
hygiene. Each client's timetable and work roster is available online
plus contact details for the many lifestyle coaches who assist with the
transition into their new gender.
The G.I.R.L Program explained Step by Step
The program lasts for eight weeks and involves several steps.
Step 1
Registration
Each client is photographed, given an ID card and allocated to a unit.
Any established friendship with other clients is used to determine unit
allocation. The use of Genderswap technology at this point ensures that
all clients will comply with the Program's rules and ensure there will
be no attempts to escape. Twenty eight clients enroll every Saturday.
Step 2
Initial Transformation
Once registration is complete clients are 100% compliant with staff
orders. All handcuffs and manacles are removed and clients are placed in
the bar or games rooms until their names are called. Alcohol consumption
is minimal due to the programming received during the registration
process.
Clients are called four at a time according to their unit allocation.
They are led to the transformation room which is located at the western
end of the main complex. Once in the room the clients are introduced to
their lifestyle coaches who will work with them for the duration of the
program. At this point the clients are quite nervous about their
impending change of sex.
The transformation process
? Clients are transformed according to their age with the oldest
processed first.
? The client is asked to remove all of their clothing, ear rings,
piercings and watches.
? The client stands on the marked floor space and faces the floor to
ceiling mirror.
? The Genderswap process commences with a holographic image of a girl
appearing between the client and the wall mirror.
? The image faces the client so they can see what the girl looks like.
? The image then rotates 180 degrees and moves towards the client.
? Once fully meshed with the client the Genderswap commences.
? The transformation process takes approximately one minute and ten
seconds.
? When the Genderswap is completed the client is assisted back to their
chair by their lifestyle coach.
? Most clients require assistance due to the shock of being transformed
into a girl.
? Once seated the next client is Genderswapped.
? All clients are silent and remain seated during the four
transformations (due to programming received in the registration
process)
Transformation Criteria
? Client's age must be between 16 and 21 years
? Clients under 18 years of age must have parental permission - this is
granted by most parents who quickly realize the GIRL Program offers the
best long term solution for their son's future well being.
? Clients guilty of racial crimes or rape are given an ethnic and
cultural transformation as part of their punishment (accent and some
cultural traditions) - the majority are transformed into Asian girls.
? Clients can only be reduced in age - hence a 16 year old client cannot
become an 18 year old girl.
The appearance of each girl
? The appearance of each girl is randomly determined by the Genderswap
process.
? Most girls (approx. 95%) are reasonably attractive with bust cup sizes
ranging from A to C - the majority start with B cups.
? Approximately 5% of the girls are very attractive with C cup breasts
and well proportioned hourglass figures.
? A small number of girls are created this way in order for them to act
as an incentive to the other girls to fully commit themselves to the
goals of the program (explained to the clients in Step 4).
Step 3
Bras and Panties, Skirts and Dresses
? Once all four clients are genderswapped their lifestyle coach leads
them to a nearby clothing rack where they are introduced to their first
experience with girl's clothing.
? At this point they are allowed to speak - no swearing occurs due to
the earlier programming.
? Understandably, clients have many questions - their lifestyle coaches
tell them that all of their questions will be answered once they are
settled in their unit.
? The clients are then handed their clothing and told to get dressed.
? Clothing at this early phase is kept plain and simple - usually denim
skirts and cotton tops or simple dresses. The lingerie ranges from plain
white cotton bras and panties thru to very feminine lace bras and
thongs.
? Shoes are usually low heeled but some of the shorter girls may have to
wear two or three inch heels.
? The other girls will usually have to assist these clients as the
lifestyle coach leads them to their unit.
? At this stage the initial shock of the transformation subsides due to
programming received during the Genderswap process
Step 4
The Units
? Clients are placed in their units where a small serving of sandwiches
and drinks is waiting for them (clients are hungry after their
transformation).
? The lifestyle coach plays a DVD that explains the GIRL program and its
objectives.
? Clients remain quiet until the 20 minute DVD is finished.
? The lifestyle coach repeats the main points made on the DVD. Clients
are reminded that they may choose to become male again twelve months
after their graduation from the program. Most client's demeanor visibly
relaxes on hearing this fact. Over the following two months they are
expected to transform their appearances into their perfect dream girls
and to fully accept and adapt to their future roles in society as women
even if it is just for twelve months.
? A computer program will enable them to create an image of their dream
girl
? Clients are not told they have received some basic programming that
will prevent them from trying to escape or injuring third parties.
Clients think the classes they attend and the coaching from their
lifestyle coaches is responsible for their changed attitudes.
? Further questions are answered by the lifestyle coach who points out
that a FAQ booklet is to be found on the top of the make up tables in
their bedrooms. This booklet contains a map of the complex, the
timetable for each client and the goals of the program.
? Clients are shown their bed rooms which contain a basic selection of
clothing (dresses, skirts, lingerie and shoes, bikinis and shorts and
jeans). Cosmetics and hair care and skin care products are found on the
make up table located in each bedroom. Full length mirrors allow the
clients to view their new figures and check clothing ensembles.
? Clients are allowed to wear jeans or shorts for the first two days and
are then expected to wear skirts and dresses on a regular basis.
? All clients must wear skirts or dresses and have their make up and
hair done when attending every class
? Clients are expected to work on their cooking skills by taking turns
preparing the evening meals for their room mates. One night a week they
may eat at the restaurant. These nights are booked so as to avoid over
crowding in the restaurant.
Step 5
Use of Cameras
? A digital camera is located in each bedroom on the bedside table
? The lifestyle coach tells the girls they must use the cameras several
times a day taking photos of themselves and their flat mates as well as
other clients. Both clothed and nude photos are to be taken and
downloaded onto their computers.
? Each girl must have at least two changes of clothing every day with
each change being photographed from nude to fully clothed.
? These photos enable the girls to see the strengths and weaknesses of
their current appearance. Are their breasts too small or just right? Is
their bottom nice and curvy? How good do their legs look? What clothes
suit them? How good is their make up and hair?
? All photos downloaded are accessible by all other clients thru the
computer network. Photos will detail the name and unit number of each
girl for encouragement and appearance suggestions by other clients and
room mates.
? Girls are expected to use the chat room facility each day to encourage
other girls regarding their appearance, make up, hair and clothing.
Camera programming
The regular use of the digital cameras is foundational for the success
of the GIRL program. Unknown to the clients and the State authorities
each camera contains some Genderswap technology. Whenever a camera is
turned on this technology randomly selects a behavioural program that
will influence the client(s) looking into the camera at the time of the
photo. A new photo generates a new program. None of the clients are
advised that they are being programmed thru the use of the cameras.
Clients must keep the cameras with them in their hand bags at all times
and are expected to take many photos each day of themselves and other
clients.
The programs
The programs influence client's attitudes towards their appearance,
physical attributes, clothing, make up, sexual orientation and gender
and socializing.
Initial programming
This programming occurs for all new clients in the order listed below.
1. Client identifies and accepts the fact that they are now a girl and
will not be male again for at least fourteen months. This is the very
first programming received with the first group photo taken by the
lifestyle coach when she is about to leave the unit.
2. Posing for the camera is fun and sexy. It allows a girl to correctly
assess her appearance from all angles so she can become the pretty girl
she desires to be. This is the second piece of programming and ensures
further programming will occur on a daily basis.
3. Client decides to make the most of being a girl and decides to become
as pretty as possible by using the clothing and classes that are
available.
4. Client decides after wearing their third dress/skirt and top that
wearing girl's clothing is not so bad after all. In fact it is quite
enjoyable and feels sexy.
5. Client decides after wearing their second set of bras and panties
that wearing lingerie is enjoyable and sexy.
6. Wearing make up is an essential part of being a girl and is worth the
effort. It makes the client feel very feminine and sexy and so they
decide to make every effort to become an expert in putting on make up.
This initial programming is completed by the evening of the first day
for all clients. From this point onwards clients begin to blossom in all
aspects of their femininity as they willingly embrace their new
lifestyle.
Ongoing Programming
The following programs are randomly generated whenever a camera is
turned on and used. This maintains a variation in the feminine
development of each client and ensures the clients do not realize they
are being programmed.
Wearing programs
These programs make the clients feel sexy, feminine and attractive when
wearing dresses, skirts and lingerie. They impart a sense of femininity,
self worth, happiness and contentment to the client.
? Wearing girl's clothes is fun and enjoyable
? Wearing skirts and dresses is fun and enjoyable
? Wearing bras and panties makes a girl feel very attractive and
feminine
? Wearing thongs is a real pleasure and very sexy
? Wearing stockings and pantyhose makes a girl feel sexy and
feminine
? Wearing a bikini is fun since it enables a girl to show off her
figure -especially her legs, butt and boobs
? Wearing tight jeans and shorts is fun and sexy since they
highlight a girls butt and her long legs
? Wearing slips and nightgowns makes a girl feel very feminine and
sexy
? Wearing high heels despite them being uncomfortable at times is
worth it since they emphasize a girl's long legs
? The client decides that wearing high heels helps her feminine
appearance and sexy walk
Appearance programs - attachments
? Hair styling and grooming is fun and enjoyable
? Wearing hair ribbons is fun and sexy
? Ear rings feel good and make a girl look very attractive
? Wearing eyeliner, eye shadow, eye liner and mascara is fun and
sexy
? Having trimmed eye brows is sexy and makes a girl look very
feminine
? Wearing lipstick and lip gloss is fun and makes a girl look sexy
? Wearing foundation and blush is an essential part of looking
attractive
? Wearing perfume is enjoyable and makes a client feel very
feminine
? Nail polish is an essential part of every girl's appearance
Appearance programs - physical
? Girls have very sexy figures and therefore it is sexy being a
girl
? Having breasts is very enjoyable, sexy and fun
? Having a vagina is wonderful since it is a source of great
sexual pleasure
? Having long smooth legs is attractive
? Having an hour glass figure is sexy and fun
? Having a curvy butt is figure enhancing
? Having a pretty face is sexy and fun
? Having lovely big eyes and long eye lashes is very feminine
? Having long hair is sexy and pleasurable and fun
? Having a narrow waist helps a girl's appearance
? Having periods is bearable
Sexual programs
? Clients are sexually attracted to men (only occurs in the last
days of the program)
? Client enjoys sex as a girl
? Client enjoys masturbation
? Client enjoys intercourse
? Client enjoys giving blow jobs (only occurs in the very last
days of the program)
? Client enjoys various sexual positions
? Client enjoys stripping
? Client enjoys having their breasts licked, sucked, fingered and
rubbed
? Using dildos and vibrators is very enjoyable
Orientaion
? Lesbian (programming for all clients for the duration of the
GIRL Program)
? Heterosexual (only occurs in the very last days of the program)
? Bi sexual (only upon request at the end of the program)
Miscellaneous programming
? Shopping for girl's clothing, makeup, shoes and jewelry is fun
? Having showers and bubble baths is very sensuous for girls
? Cooking is fun and enjoyable
? House cleaning is a necessity
? Chatting with other girls is heaps of fun
? Reading women's magazines is fun and informative
? An interest in reading and movies
? Flirting with men is fun (only occurs in the last days of the
program)
? Being checked out by men is enjoyable (only occurs in the last
days of the program)
? A desire to be married to an attractive man and becoming a
mother (only occurs in the last days of the program).
Repeat programming
Since the clients have their cameras with them and many group photos are
taken some doubling up of programming regularly occurs for most clients.
Repeat programming reinforces the influence of the doubled up program -
for example a client who receives two or more repeats of the "Wearing
skirts and dresses is fun and enjoyable" program will focus on wearing
skirts and dresses as much as possible and receive at least double the
fun and enjoyment.
Repeat programming tends to occur more frequently during the first week.
This fact explains why some clients adapt to their new lifestyle far
quicker than others. The programming history for each client is
automatically recorded whenever a photo is taken. This enables the
quality of the GIRL Program to be accurately assessed since problem
areas are easily identified and fixed.
Lifestyle coaches" cameras are set to give one type of programming for
each photo they take. For example they can set their cameras to give
five types of programming with five successive photos or the same
program may be repeated five times.. The coaches monitor each clients
programming on a daily basis and then arrange private or group photo
sessions. This is a very effective way to program clients especially
those lagging in development due to missing out on key programs. Further
photos taken by friends and room mates reinforce the programming
received from the coaches. At the end of the first and at the six week
mark a report is produced for each client that details what programming
they have received and what is lacking. The lifestyle coaches then take
sets of photos for each of their clients until all of the programming is
received by the end of the seventh week.
The clients who receive repeated physical programming (physical) tend to
create dream girls with extremely feminine figures (hour glass figures
with D or in some rare instances DD breast sizes, narrow waists and
curvy bottoms that join long smooth legs). These girls are the head
turners and become very popular when back in society.
Clients receiving repeated physical programming (attachments) quickly
become very feminine in their appearance and behavior. These clients
soon develop an aura of femininity that enhances their attractiveness
and successful return to society. Data reveals many of these girls are
engaged within six months of completing the program.
Duties and Classes
During the first week new clients are scheduled to attend morning make
up and hair care classes which run from 9am to 12pm with a morning tea
break at 11am. Feminine hygiene and skin care is also covered during
this time. It is compulsory for all clients to wear dresses or skirts
and tops to these classes. These classes run from Monday thru to Friday.
Although make up skills could be programmed this approach helps
establish new friendships and helps the clients accept their new gender
roles. Class sizes are limited to 28 with clients working in pairs.
Clients must team up with some one from another unit within their block
(not a room mate) and are encouraged to meet up with them in the
afternoons and evenings for further make up practice and trying on new
dresses and skirts etc.
After the first week new clients are rostered for completing four hours
of duties per day. These are feminine in nature and include secretarial
and administrative work, working in the supermarket, restaurant kitchen
duties, staffing the boutique and lingerie shop or bar and waitressing
work. Dress is to be appropriate to the duties rostered. Clients work
four hours a day five days a week for the duration of the GIRL Program.
The remainder of the time is free for socializing, relaxing by the pool
or beach and becoming used to living as females. Clients are expected to
do their own washing, cooking and house keeping. Lifestyle coaches check
each client's activities in these areas. The coaches also use hidden
cameras in each unit for assessment purposes.
At the commencement of the last month clients are presented with a
selection of careers they may choose from and receive scholarships for.
This ensures that where necessary all clients move straight into
suitable training for employment when they graduate from the GIRL
Program. Where a shortage of workers exists for a particular career a
majority of clients are programmed with the appropriate desires for
training for that career. At the current date clients will be filling a
shortfall in nursing, doctors, pharmacists and teaching positions across
Australia when they graduate. Where needed programming to improve IQ is
used.
Client's scholarships cover training and living costs. The funding is
sourced from the huge income generated by the Genderswap medical
technology that is now used throughout the world.
Contact with Associates & Visiting Times
After the first two weeks clients are allowed to send emails and photos
to friends, relatives and parents. The receipt of such tends to trigger
visits by the parents in order to see the changes first hand.
Parents, friends and relatives may visit the clients at any time after
the second week. Visiting times are restricted to weekends. Other times
must be arranged with the lifestyle coaches. Visitors must allow clients
to complete their four hours of duties each day. Some parents have been
known to holiday in the area for the last week of the program so their
new daughter can return home with them.
Response to the GIRL Program
The following comments are drawn from several sources. These include the
assessment of data collected over the first twelve months of the program
and reports written by the lifestyle coaches plus diaries and comments
from the clients. During this period 1,344 clients were processed.
Follow up of clients after completing the program is also included.
Statistical Evidence
Statistics show the rate of repeat offending is zero. This is in stark
contrast to the previous re-offending rate of 85%. The social and
economic benefits for the community ensure the GIRL program will be
expanded to cover older offenders.
Comments from the lifestyle coaches
The lifestyle coaches closely monitor all clients in their care. They
check that clients are progressing in the program, are socializing and
generally enjoying themselves as they learn about their new gender and
lifestyle. Coaches report very few emotional problems arising and are
convinced this is due to the effectiveness of the initial programming.
Coaches check the type and degree of programming received by each client
every day. Coaches may decide to give some clients specific programming
and will use their own cameras to achieve this.
The most frequent programs added by coaches are:
? Shopping for girl's clothing, makeup, shoes and jewelry is fun
? Chatting with other girls about girly stuff is heaps of fun
? Cooking is fun and enjoyable and is a source of pride and
contentment
? House cleaning is fun and enjoyable
? Reading women's magazines is fun and informative
Most coaches program all of their clients with the above points during
the first week when photos are taken in the make up classes. They have
discovered this approach speeds up the socializing and ongoing
femininity of the clients.
Response to the Initial transformation
The GIRL program is proving to be very effective. So far all clients
have responded to the initial transformation and programming without any
problems. Clients are in a state of shock immediately after their
transformation but this quickly passes due to the programming received
immediately after their transformation. The clients quickly accept their
new gender status and busy themselves with the scheduled classes. The
repeat programming that every client receives during the first two days
ensures there is a speedy development in their femininity. The majority
of clients show a desire to become the girl of their dreams after the
first two weeks. Most clients have transformed to their dream girls by
the end of the sixth week. Minor improvements in their dream girl
appearance are permitted up the end of the eighth week. As a result some
very attractive and pretty girls graduate from the program.
Escape and violence
No client has ever tried to escape nor is there any swearing or physical
violence evident. This is an excellent result and vindicates the
effectiveness of the program.
Class Attendance
The make up and hair care classes are compulsory for new clients. No
clients have missed classes except for 11 instances of sickness. With
the completion of this class clients persistently use make up and show a
real joy in wearing it. Also, many clients start experimenting with
various types of hair styles and visit the hairdressers for the first
time.
The friendships formed during these classes last beyond graduation.
Several clients end up living and working or studying together. The
friendships also help clients achieve their goals as they encourage each
other with their transition into beautiful women.
Coping with problems
Clients seek assistance from the lifestyle coaches when they encounter
problems in their new gender roles. The problems appear to be few in
number with the most frequent being coping with periods, frustration
with cooking skills and the gossiping and cattiness of other clients.
Dream girl selection
The lifestyle coaches give tips and guidance to the clients as they
develop the appearance of their dream girl. The selections of past
graduates are online and provide a useful starting point for clients who
are having trouble getting started. No exact copies of previous dream
girls are permitted but these may be used as a basis for a new girl.
Clients must create their own unique dream girl. Clients who received an
ethnic transformation must remain within the boundaries of their new
ethnicity. Most of the girls in the GIRL Program have transitioned to
their dream girl by the sixth week. From that point onwards the dream
girls settle down into their new life styles and practice their cooking,
make up skills and becoming familiar with the pleasures of the female
lifestyle.
A Typical Report produced by a Lifestyle Coach
A report is produced for every client by their lifestyle coach
They give the following details:
? A table that lists the date of programming and the type
? The observable effect on a client's behaviour and attitudes due
to new programming
? client's daily duties completed
? problems discussed with the lifestyle coach
? Turning points - these are the critical dates where a client
makes a sudden jump in their ongoing femininity.
? Date of dream girl creation and development
? Date of transformation to dream girl
? Sexual activity commences
? Shopping and socialization with other girls
? Make up skills levels achieved
? Cooking skills develop
? House cleaning skills
? Hair care and hygiene
? Date of first period
CASE STUDIES
Two case studies are provided. The first is a typical report submitted
by a lifestyle coach. The second case is a testimony from one of the
graduates.
Case One - a lifestyle coach report
Lifestyle Coach : Anita Flower
My approach to the clients in my care is different to most of the other
lifestyle coaches. Rather than a gradual increase in the extent of the
programming I prefer to give my girls a large amount of programming
within the first week. I believe this gives my girls a speedier and more
effective transition into their new lifestyles since they receive a much
larger percentage of repeat programming over the three month period.
A high amount of repeat programming multiplies the girls desire to
become very feminine in all areas of their behaviour and appearance.
Research has shown that my clients graduate from the program with very
strong female attitudes and determined to make the most of their new
lives as women.
Subject: Robyn Elizabeth Fernlow (formerly Roger Allen Fernlow)
Age: 21
GIRL Program Id. No. 154-2006
Background
Roger Fernlow was part of the second induction of clients. He was a long
term offender found guilty of a double murder. He did not appeal his
sentencing to the GIRL Program.
Whilst on remand he was further charged with two cases of assault on
fellow cell mates and deemed to be a violent offender.
Week One
Initial transformation
Roger's initial transformation proceeded smoothly. He appeared very
nervous until his ID and registration was completed. From that point
forward he was much calmer thanks to the effectiveness of the
programming and obeyed all instructions.
The initial transformation for each client is randomly selected by the
computer. Roger was transformed into a very pretty girl with small perky
B cup breasts and an attractive hour glass figure. Robyn's hair was
thick and wavy and her legs were long and slim (see photos). Her long
legs were enhanced by her height (5'8?). Robyn showed some signs of
shock but settled down after her closest friend and room mate was
genderswapped.
Since all four room mates were convicted murderers and their violence
was well known amongst the other clients I decided to use the four as
leading examples of the benefits to be obtained by fully embracing the
GIRL program. Hence they received the complete initial programming
during the first photo session in the unit with me. The girl's cameras
were also set to randomly choose another program after each photo thus
ensuring all four received a large amount of programming within the
first few hours.
The steps given during the photo session were:
1. Client identifies and accepts the fact that they are now a girl and
will not be male again for at least fourteen months
2. Posing for the camera is fun and enables a girl to correctly assess
her appearance from all angles so she can become the pretty girl she
desires to be. This is the second piece of programming and ensures
further programming will occur on a daily basis.
3. Client decides to make the most of being a girl and decides to become
as pretty as possible by using the technology and classes that are
available.
4. Client decides after wearing their third dress/skirt and top that
wearing girl's clothing is not so bad after all. In fact it is quite
enjoyable and sexy.
5. Client decides after wearing their second set of bras and panties
that wearing lingerie is enjoyable and sexy.
6. Wearing make up is an essential part of being a girl and is worth the
effort. It makes the client feel very feminine and sexy and so they
decide to make every effort to become an expert in putting on make up.
After a brief exploration of the grounds and lunch at the cafeteria
Robyn and her three roomies stocked up on jewellery, cosmetics and hair
care products and then spent the afternoon back in their unit learning
basic make up skills. Interestingly all of them remained in their denim
skirts and tops. The attention given to learning make up skills
indicates the effectiveness of Step 6 Make Up Programming.
Robyn wore make up and a lovely ankle length pink skirt and matching
pink jacket to the restaurant for the evening meal. After a short time
at the bar chatting with other girls Robyn spent the rest of the evening
reading about make up tips on her computer.
The morning monitoring check the next day revealed Robyn had also
received the following programs:
Miscellaneous Programming
? Shopping for girl's clothing, makeup, shoes and jewelry is fun
(repeat x 3)
? Chatting with other girls is heaps of fun (repeat x 2)
? Using dildos and vibrators is very enjoyable
Wearing Programs
? Wearing skirts and dresses is fun and enjoyable (repeat x 3)
? Wearing bras and panties makes a girl feel very attractive and
feminine
(repeat X 4)
? Wearing high heels shows off a girl's long legs and makes her
walk attractive
Appearance programs - physical
? Having long hair is sexy and pleasurable and fun
? Girls have very sexy figures and therefore it is sexy being a
girl (repeat x 2)
? Having an hour glass figure is sexy and fun
? Having a curvy butt is sexy and fun
? Having a narrow waist is sexy and fun (repeat x 2)
Appearance programs - attachments
? Hair styling and grooming is fun and enjoyable
? Wearing eyeliner, eye shadow, eye liner and mascara is fun and
sexy (repeat x 5)
? Wearing foundation and blush is sexy and fun (repeat x 3)
Sexual programs
? Client enjoys masturbation (repeat x 3)
? Client enjoys having their breasts licked, sucked, fingered and
rubbed
? Using dildos and vibrators is very enjoyable
Robyn is well on the way to becoming a very happy girl who enjoys all
aspects of her femininity. Her interest in cosmetics and make up skills
is due to the repeat Appearance Programs received (Wearing eyeliner, eye
shadow, eye liner and mascara is fun and sexy (repeat x 5, Wearing
foundation and blush is sexy and fun (repeat x 3).
Make Up Class
Robyn has enjoyed this program and has shown excellent progress. She has
developed an interest in experimenting with her appearance using various
styles of cosmetics and hair styles. She is clearly enjoying herself and
is making new friends in the class.
Note
After the first week my reports focus on key points in the development
of the girls.
For a detailed report of daily programming received please refer to
Appendix One.
Week 2
Robyn continues to develop into a very pretty girl who enjoys wearing
short denim skirts and sleeveless tops.
She is now walking comfortably in high heels.
She is starting to show an interest in cooking and house cleaning.
Robyn is spending each afternoon with her friends at the pool or the
beach sun baking while reading women's magazines and books.
She and her roomies spend an hour or so in the bar each evening and are
inviting other girls to their unit to watch movies or try on clothing.
She is regularly using the games room, especially the pool tables
She has stocked up her clothing with a selection of skirts, tops and
stockings plus some pantyhose and new shoes
Week 3
Robyn is regularly but discreetly using dildos and masturbating.
She is displaying lesbian tendencies with her roomies.
Robyn has commenced creating her Dream Girl since she now enjoys being a
girl and wants to be as pretty as possible.
Her cooking skills are improving.
She is wearing tight jeans and shorts.
She enjoyed working in the bar this week and made more new friends.
She is regularly working out in the gym.
Week 4
Robyn received repeat programming for coping with her first period which
is due at the end of the week.
Turning Point - Robyn says seeing her best friend transition into their
Dream Girl was a turning point for her. This made her realize she has
the opportunity to start a whole new life that would never have happened
if she had remained a male.
Robyn has finalized her Dream Girl and will transition to her once her
period is finished.
She is enjoying cooking lessons and intends to become an excellent and
versatile cook.
Week 5
Robyn finished her period after 5 days - she coped well and accepted
that it is part of being female.
Robyn spent the rest of the day shopping for new clothes - dresses,
skirts, lingerie, shoes, shorts and jeans, night gowns, cosmetics.
Robyn's parents visited her during the weekend and expressed their
happiness with their new daughter.
Weeks 6 to 8
Dream Girl - Robyn transformed into her dream girl on the Monday morning
and is very happy with the result (see large selection of photos at
Appendix D). There is usually very little to write up during this period
once the majority of clients have transformed into their Dream Girl.
Most of the dream girls focus on becoming as feminine as possible during
the remaining two weeks and fine tuning their cooking skills.
Robyn is no exception to this rule and is becoming very comfortable
living as a girl. She is putting a lot of effort into her cooking skills
and is thoroughly enjoying herself. She loves wearing make up and
experimenting with hair styles.
Weeks 9 to 12
During this time Robyn received the entire GIRL programming with
multiple repeats of all programs. Robyn has completed her duties and has
performed them well. She loves wearing sexy lingerie and is building up
quite a collection (see photos).
Robyn has selected primary school teaching for her career.
Graduation
Robyn's parents and her younger sister were present.
Her parents treated their new daughter to a family holiday at one of the
major resorts in the Whitsunday's for two weeks.
Six Month Follow Up
Robyn is now enrolled in university and studying to become a primary
school teacher. She is dating an accountant she met at the beach and is
very happy with her new life. She sends her best wishes to all of the
staff and promises to send photos of her wedding day. She says the GIRL
Program is the best thing that has ever happened to her and she does not
intend to switch back to being a male again since she is thoroughly
enjoying herself.
Case 2 - a testimony from a graduate of the GIRL Program
Subject: Susan Anita Druce (formerly Barry Arthur Druce)
Age: 21
GIRL Program Id. No. 164-2007
Hi, my name is Susan Druce. I am a graduate of the GIRL Program and this
is my testimony.
Background
I come from the Bondi area of Sydney where I had lived for all of my
teenage years. Before my incarceration I was completing a degree in
architecture. I had well off parents and was quite happy with my life. I
would spend each weekend hanging out down at Bondi beach with my friends
where we would surf and check out the many hot girls that Bondi
attracts.
My mates and I would hang down at the south end near the rocks and enjoy
the scenery. Bondi attracts heaps of visitors each year who don't really
know what they're doing when they go for a swim. Many of the visitors
are foreigners such as Japanese, Lebanese, Indian and Chinese and a fair
number of these girls are real stunners.
That's what led to our offence. One Sunday morning we were hanging in
our spot when a small group of Asian guys and girls arrived and settled
just near us. There were four guys and four very pretty girls. Needless
to say we were soon checking out the girls as they stripped to their
bikinis and stretched out on their towels while their boyfriends went
for a swim.
Two of the girls were checking us out so Tom and I moved in and started
talking to them. These babes were great conversationalists. When their
boyfriends returned we stayed with them and kept talking. One of the
guys got pretty angry with us and told us to move on. We ignored him
since the girls clearly wanted to continue their conversation with us.
So we asked them to come over to our group.
That's when things got out of hand. Two of the Asian guys took offence
at our invitation with one throwing a punch at Tom who hit right back.
The rest of the Asian guys went for Tom. Then it was on for everyone.
Within a few seconds all three of my mates were involved.
After a few minutes we also received extra help from some of the locals
who we surfed with. However the Asian guys also got some help from a
nearby group of men. The result of the brawl was not good for any one.
Several guys ended up with stab wounds and broken limbs. One guy was
knocked over and hit his head on a rock. He died almost immediately. All
twenty of us were charged with brawling and involved in a melee plus a
string of other charges. Some of the guys were charged with attempted
murder including myself and Tom. Tom and I were finally charged with
manslaughter due to some dogy witness statements which we knew were
untrue, The girls never came to our defense. They claimed we had been
harassing them to the point their boyfriends had to intervene. None of
our witnesses were believed. The crime was deemed to be racially
motivated. All of us were found guilty and referred to the GIRL Program.
None of us appealed since three months in the program and then back on
the streets had to be better than a minimum of five to ten years in
jail. We were horrified when we were given details about what went on in
the GIRL Program. I mean the name itself seemed pretty weird. Guys
Inducted into a Realigned Lifestyle. Surely they were joking? They were
not really going to turn us into girls were they? Our parents seemed to
think they were going to do just that. None of us appealed. It was made
very clear to us that there was no point.
The GIRL Program
The following comments are extracts from my diary plus comments written
when I was asked to write this testimony.
My initial genderswap
Thankfully they kept all four of us together for which I was grateful. I
would not have got thru the first day without the support of my friends.
Our manacles were released after our registration and ID photos. We then
spent some pleasant time in the bar having a drink. That blew us away
and made us decide that the GIRL Program was definitely the better
choice for us even if it meant we would become girls for fourteen
months. A very pretty lady called out our names and introduced herself
as Sally, our lifestyle coach. She led us away to a room that had one
whole wall of floor to ceiling mirrors.
Sally had us sit down in a small semi circle of lounge chairs while she
talked to a blonde sitting at a fairly large computer console that
looked like some type of mixing board. There were two attractive girls
operating nearby cameras. My name was called first. Sally told me to
undress and to remove my watch. Amazingly I obeyed her without any
hesitation and stepped onto the large shiny steel disc laying on the
floor just out from the mirrored wall. I was not happy being nude in
front of everyone.
A holograph of a nude Asian girl suddenly appeared in front of me. That
freaked me about big time. I was expecting to become a really attractive
blonde surfer girl. I watched the image rotate until it was in front of
the mirror and then it started drifting towards me. Despite wanting to
get out of its way I remained where I was while the image merged with my
body. The sight that greeted me in the mirror was bizarre. The image was
basically I except where bits of the girl stuck out from me. For example
her breasts were peeking out from my belly while her face was attached
to my chest, at least those parts of her face that you could see. The
legs were a total mismatch as was her long black hair which covered my
throat. I had no idea what was going on.
Once the image was merged a tingling started up all over my body and a
bright red misty light appeared all over me. I watched myself in the
mirror as I was bathed in the colours of the rainbow. Once the purple
colour faded the whole process repeated itself. By the third cycle I
realized a couple of changes were happening to me. One, my height was
steadily decreasing and two; the girl's image was becoming more
prominent while I seemed to be disappearing. By the fifth cycle I knew
what was happening. I was being replaced by the girl. When the seventh
cycle finished all I could see in the mirror was the girl.
I staggered forward towards the mirror and stared at myself. I was the
Asian girl. One of the staff led me slowly back to my chair where I sat
down next to Tom who was staring at me like I was the plague. After my
three friends were also transformed into Asian girls Sally led us to a
nearby table where our clothes were waiting for us.
My clothes were a white bra and panty set, a short pinkish skirt, a red
top that left my belly bare and some white sneakers. I also had some
bangles and big round hoop ear rings to wear. Once all of us were
dressed Sally led us to our apartment. I felt deeply embarrassed walking
along the pathway listening to my clacking shoes. Everything about me
felt totally strange. The swishing of my very short skirt and the air
swirling up around my legs felt very odd as did my long black hair which
felt like it was flopping all over the place. When I spoke to Tom I was
surprised to discover that I now spoke English with a very strong Asian
accent.
A few minutes later we arrived at our apartment which was set amongst
some very nice tropical gardens. We devoured the waiting plate of
sandwiches and then watched a DVD which explained the purpose of the
GIRL Program.
Sally listened to our complaints as she gave us a quick tour of the
apartment and then it was time for some photos before she left for the
next batch of girls. She took about ten group photos and about five of
each of us by ourselves. Before she left she informed us we were now bi
lingual and could fluently speak Mandarin, Cantonese, Thai and Japanese.
She said when we were alone or with other Asian girls we would speak one
of the Asian languages amongst ourselves in preference to English.
After Sally left we sat down in the lounge room, had a few beers and
talked about our predicament. To our surprise we spoke fluently in
Mandarin. We had no desire to speak English while just the four of us
were in the room. All of us agreed we were now stuck as girls for awhile
and that our best choice was to make the most of the options available
to us. It was still better than spending at least the next five years in
jail. That meant we were going to become as pretty and as feminine as
possible over the next three months. I was surprised how easily Tom and
I accepted our situation and chose to run with the program. Tom was now
calling himself Michelle. My other two friends were now going by the
names of Melissa and Simone.
Since it was just before lunch time we decided to take a walk around the
premises and familiarize ourselves with the layout. We popped our
cameras into our handbags after taking a few shots of each other and
spent the next hour checking out the location of the class rooms, shops,
gym and the various pools and beach. It was like a five star tropical
resort. I took a heap of photos including several of the girls posing at
various spots. For some reason I was pretty keen to have my photo taken
plus take lots of photos of my roomies.
The pool and beach held the most attraction to us. Everywhere we looked
there were plenty of very attractive girls either sun baking or
swimming. All of them were smiling and joking and were obviously
enjoying themselves. Some of them were real stunners especially some of
the other Asian girls. We joined the lunch queue and found ourselves a
table near the main pool. Some of the girls looked really hot in their
skimpy bikinis. We chatted amongst ourselves effortlessly in Thai while
we enjoyed the sights. All of us realized we would be wearing bikinis
when we hit the pool and beach during the afternoon. That idea prompted
us to score a few drinks. This time we drank vodka and orange instead of
beer which we realized was too fattening. After all we had to watch our
figures.
After posing for a few more photos around the bar and courtyard we
headed back to our unit. Once in the unit I headed into my room to see
what swimwear I could find. I picked out a handful of ridiculously
skimpy bikinis from the ward robe and laid them out on my bed. I
finally chose a very skimpy floral set and changed into them after
asking Michelle to take a few photos of myself flashing my knickers and
striking a few poses in my skirt and top. I wanted to see what I looked
like from various angles. Removing my bra was a challenge until I
dropped the shoulder straps and turned the thing around.
Once naked I took a quick look at myself in the full length mirror that
was next to my make up desk and did some nude posing while Michelle took
more photos. I had to admit my face was quite pretty and was well framed
by my long thick black hair which hung almost to my waist. My legs were
firm and smooth while my waist and hips were nice and curvy. However my
breasts were only a B cup although the nipples were quite prominent. I
surprised myself by already wanting larger breasts and decided that they
would be the first items dealt with when creating my dream girl. My butt
was round and smooth but I would need to see the photos to really have
an idea what I looked like from the rear.
I was surprisingly calm considering my situation. For some reason I had
accepted my new gender spectacularly well. In fact I was determined to
become the best looking and most feminine Asian girl that I could.
Strangely my thoughts were now focused on the make up classes. If I was
going to be wearing make up all the time then I wanted to become really
good at it as quickly as possible so I picked up a few magazines and
booklets on make up tips and dropped them into my beach bag along with
some sun tan lotion and a large beach towel plus a pair of sunglasses. I
decided to forego wearing a dress or skirt and just walk to the pool in
my bikini.
By the time we arrived at the main pool I was feeling pretty self
conscious about wearing such a skimpy bikini. The fabric of the bottom
piece was especially tiny and just covered my new pussy. To make things
worse the rear thong strap was now well and truly wedged between my butt
cheeks and felt quite uncomfortable. I felt quite naked as I sat down in
one of the deck chairs, rubbed some sun tan lotion on me and settled
down to read the make up articles. Michelle was not the slightest bit
interested in make up and was happily devouring a romance novel she had
found in the big bookshelf in our lounge room.
I spent the afternoon alternating between dips in the pool and checking
out some of the other girls and reading my make up books which I found
quite fascinating. Some of the girls around us were real stunners.
Clearly all the girls set out to be as attractive as they possibly
could. Of course there were lots more photos of each other. I noticed
that after each photo session I felt quite uplifted and excited about
being a girl. We returned to the unit late in the afternoon and treated
ourselves to a big bubble bath which felt wonderful. By this time I was
becoming jealous of Michelle's rather healthy bust line compared to my
meager set of B cups. She was sporting a pair of very attractive C cups
which were a lovely cone shape and tapered to her prominent nipples.
Already she was enjoying their presence as she ran her soapy fingers
over them. She told me she was really enjoying her new body and was very
keen to put on some of her new lingerie and a slinky black dress for the
night out. I had to admit I had similar thoughts. I wanted to try out
some of the make up tips and put on a very sexy looking lace lingerie
set.
All of the new girls were going to the restaurant and bar for the
evening for a get to know each other night. It was a night exclusively
for all of the new girls. After the bath I put on my sexy lingerie and
struck a few more poses before the mirror. I then spent the next 30
minutes putting on my make up. It took several attempts to get it right.
Putting the dress on blew me away. Something clicked inside me and made
me feel very happy to be a girl.
At 7pm all four of us walked off to the restaurant in our figure hugging
dresses and to the sound of our heels clacking on the pathway. I
thought all of us looked unbelievable for our first evening out as
girls, Asian girls at that. I was looking forward to the night for
several reasons. First of all I wanted to see some of our fellow inmates
and check out their new appearance and two I wanted to talk to them
about how they were coping with their new gender. I knew something odd
was going on since none of us were freaking out after having our sex
changed. All four of us should have been really angry but instead all of
us were enjoying ourselves. I had a suspicion our minds were fiddled
with during our genderswap.
The evening was a real blast. I thoroughly enjoyed chatting with Ben and
Ian my other main friends within the prison. Both were now rather plain
teenage girls who were also quite happy with their new gender. That
convinced me that we had received some sort of programming during our
genderswap since both guys were strong womanizers and would have been
complaining loudly about their new sex.
I only found them because each of us new girls had to stand up and
introduce ourselves before the evening meal commenced. We had to give
our previous male names and then our new female names. Ben and Ian were
now called Tina and Lisa respectively and by the way they clung to each
other during the night it was obvious they were thoroughly enjoying each
others company, especially when they hid themselves away at the back of
the bar and spent some serious time kissing each other.
Michelle and I spent the night chatting to some of the guys we had hung
around with during our three months on remand waiting for vacancies in
the GIRL program. When not chatting or dancing we amused ourselves by
watching the antics of some of the prison heavies. These were the guys
who had run our section of the prison using stand over tactics. It was
either hand over your gear or be punched out.
Four of the main gang was sitting nearby and from their current
appearance and behaviour you would be hard pressed to recognize them.
All four were now quite pretty teenage girls who were spending most of
the time giggling amongst themselves. The four heavies were dressed in
short skirts and low cut tops that displayed their new cleavage every
time they leant forward to pick up their drinks. Their girlish laughter
was quite loud. Every now and then one of them would rub some more lip
stick on their full girly lips or preen themselves before a compact. I
thought they looked like some surfer girls out on the town for a good
night of fun.
Their behaviour further convinced me that something had been done to
change our attitudes and emotions. The four pretty girls in front of us
should have been furious with what had been done to them and they should
have been hurling threats at those responsible. Instead they were acting
like typical teenage girls with a few drinks in them.
I decided to not worry about what may have been done to us and to enjoy
myself for the rest of the night. If the GIRL program could change those
macho guys in just one day then what hope of resisting the changes did I
have? Stuff it I thought, I am enjoying myself for the first time in
months so why fight it? F