Empire Line
By
Mini_Smith2001
Disclaimer: The original characters and plot of this story are the
property of the author. No infringement of pre-existing copyright is
intended. This story is copyright (c) 2012 Mini Smith. All rights
reserved.
This story contains very explicit descriptions of sexual acts, please
do not read unless you are legally able to.
Summary:
It's the mid nineteen seventies, the white heat of change is a decade
old. Caught between the old and new moralities of the period, a boy in
his late teens with the nickname of "baby", lives out a long desired
fantasy with a hansom "hunk" of a friend, and changes his life forever.
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1. Foreword:
Lost somewhere within the brown, orange and beige of the early to mid
nineteen seventies, I was a mixed up teenage boy, struggling to come to
terms with my gender, sexuality and the changes going on in my life. I
am Baby, that is of course a nickname, it was given to me by someone I
nicknamed Hunk. This shortish story, chronicles the significant moments
in my life leading up to my getting that nickname, and the monumental
changes that came with it for me after.
2. Growing Up:
What a lovely little girl you have someone says to my mom as we shop,
mom coughs, he's a little boy!
A beautiful ice skater gracefully glides across the TV screen, I say to
my dad, I want to be like her when I grow up.
A strange dream haunts me, I'm in a ladies clothing shop down our road,
wearing female underwear and no one minds!
I'm helping my mom, sitting in the kitchen, back straight, wearing her
long brown wig! She brushes it, pulling my head slightly from side to
side as she gently yanks out knots and tangles. I feel oddly wonderful
as we chat, unaware of anything peculiar about questions like, what
would it have been like, if you were a girl!
A large box of old clothes spills out onto summer grass as I play dress
up games with friends. I make a grab for the long silky evening gown
and strappy stilettos. With feet slipping in oversized heals and dress
dragging long trails behind, we run manically about, squealing as
little kids do!
At thirteen a well read acquaintance, introduces me to some new words,
androgynous, effeminate and camp, he uses them in disparaging terms
towards me, but I smile inwardly as they affirm truths about myself I'd
no words for!
Some time in the early nineteen seventies. I'm at my aunties council
house. I don't like it much, but I never let on. Looking back I'm sure
my disdain was obvious, the sallow scruffy tone of her home needled me!
I was such a snob then, my farther had instilled irrelevant ideas of
station and position! Snobbish ideas that I later realised were
ridiculous.
After a year of intense bickering my mother and farther had eventually
separated and sold our family home. This led to my mother grudgingly
having to take us to live with her parents, until she could get a place
of our own. For some reason which eludes me now we stayed at my aunties
for a few nights before moving to my grandparents who lived not far
away.
That first night at my aunts I was given my elder female cousins nighty
to wear for bed. She had a wry grin on her face as she passed it me! We
had no clothes with us other than what we wore, so it was deemed I
should wear my cousins nighty as I had no pyjamas. I thought it odd but
happily took the frilly pale lemon slightly translucent and wonderfully
soft nighty. I was beginning to realise I really liked girls things,
although I couldn't have explained why!
I didn't consciously think it through but I took any opportunity
offered me to wear girls things, with barely disguised glee. So like
wearing my mom's wig, I took the offered nighty while feigning
reticence until the decision was taken for me and I was ordered to put
in on! I giggled with delight as I pulled the nighty over my head,
enjoying the feeling as the soft fabric caressed my body as it slipped
down to finally swish around my thighs. Strangely I can't remember
anyone taking much notice of me wearing the nighty, even when going
down to breakfast the following morning still wearing it?
Marc Bolan and then David Bowie are all over the place, on record
covers, in magazines and news papers, just everywhere. Their sexual
ambiguity and androgynous looks intrigue me and I'm constantly being
told off for playing with my mom's makeup, drawing lighting flashes
across my face, along with the usual eye makeup and shiny red lipstick!
I was also often told off for teetering on my mothers high heals as I
mimed to the latest hits of the day while mincing around in front of
the television in our new council house.
A sunny day a year or two later in the mid seventies, I'm about sixteen
now. I'm beside a rather weak trickling brook in the middle of some
scrub land. I spy a line of new council house roofs, off in the
distance through the long grass I'm hiding within. The sky is
wonderfully blue from horizon to horizon. I'm with a friend! I feel
good, wearing the latest fashion which in it's unisex androgynous style
makes me feel super cool. Tall platform shoes, extra baggy corduroy
trousers, tight tailored shirt with huge collar, eyeliner and touch of
mascara finish my look.
My friend is pressed close to me with a grin on his face and his hard
on in my hand! I nervously masturbate him! I look down wondrously at my
slender fingers wrapped tightly around his hot member, my skin so pale
in comparison to his glowing cock. The heat from him is penetrating
through my hand and his pre cum trickles from his glistening end. He
encourages me to stroke him faster until his heavy breathing quickly
becomes a ragged deep sigh. Pearly white semen suddenly shoots out. I
find it utterly fascinating as the torrent gushes forth. His face
screws up as he grits his teeth, in moments the brief torrent subsides
although it still oozes enough to splodge onto my thumb! I lift my hand
up, more in shock than anything else to look at the sticky goo sliding
down the side of my thumb. He laughs wickedly his face flushed as he
catches my hand. Taste it, he says with a naughty confident grin that
affects my horny mind. Unfocused desires flow through my innocent
immature youthful head. I loose control, lost as I was to erotic ideals
I had little power over, so, I do as I'm asked. With my own cheeks
flushed and heart pounding ever harder I turn the side of my thumb to
my mouth. He grins Cheshire cat like, as my tongue dips into his
glistening creamy liquid, it tastes predominately salty!
3. Youth Club
A dark car park after youth club, it's later in the year, probably
November and it's cold! Several teenage boys who's fashion sense is
inspired by Glam rock, fool around as they push through the exit doors
of our youth club. Ballroom Blitz thrums out briefly into the night,
before the doors swing shut. Some continue to sing the lyric in overly
camp style, squeaky effeminate voices pitched high, grabbing at each
other. Crotches are squeezed and rubbed by overly camp effected youth!
I deliberately let myself be grabbed by one tall lad. He was rough,
cocky and cheeky but I find him strangely interesting. He always seems
to make a bee line for me whenever we meet at the youth club. We would
fool around being cheeky with one another in a familiar but innocent
way!
We stopped together outside the youth club door, our warm breath
causing wispy trails in the cold night air. The others in our group
move off down the street, the bubble of silly chatter and laughing
fading into the distance. We look together at there backs as they amble
on not noticing we weren't with them. Suddenly the big lad grabs me,
wrapping his huge arms around mine, pinning them against my sides, bear
hug style! He laughs like an old film baddie, mock dramatic effect
gurgling from his lips! He lifts me up so that just my tiptoes are
skimming the floor as he walks us easily into a shadowy corner of the
car parks bicycle stand. It's corrugated canopy stops any light from
the youth club illuminating the dark recesses.
He holds me tightly, I cant escape! The heat from his body seems to
increase as for a moment he looks at me curiously. I look up at him as
I wriggle trying uselessly to pull away. Aren't you goner struggle, he
asks with a snigger. I am, I breathed, with exertion, teeth clenched.
He knew full well being a lot stronger than I, he could hold me there
all day! I decided on a different ploy so I stop wriggling and lean
against him suggestively. Then saying in the campiest voice I can
muster, which I find easy, as my voice is some what effeminate being
pitched much like a girls. I like being in your big strong hunky arms,
it's so warm and cosy, then I wink at him.
I'd expected him to throw me off with disgust, but he didn't! He
tutted, then said, Baby, did anyone ever tell you how girly you are?
Yes, I retort cheekily, with another wink, is that the kinda thing your
into? Suddenly he leans down and kisses me roughly on the lips. I'm
taken aback for a moment, but quickly respond by pushing my lips harder
upon his. Soon our tongues are entwined, we fumble and stumble but
continue to kiss for long moments hidden in the shadows. It wasn't the
most accomplished kissing ever but it was passionate, new, naughty and
different and I just loved the moment!
4. Pub Disco
It's Friday night, I'm in a disco at one of the local pubs, I'm not
quite eighteen so shouldn't really be there! I'm with some friends, we
manage to get into the disco after some cheeky banter with the bouncer
on the door. Luckily the landlord was away this night so the rules were
relaxed and we where allowed in!
The room was packed, a smoky haze hung in the air, disco lights cut
through the gloom, flickering bright coloured patterns across the
patrons smiling faces. The music was loud, so a nod in the direction
of the bar was the only way to communicate, as we nudged and pushed our
way through the crowd. A number of records later we managed to squeeze
through the crowded to the bar.
Once served, we pushed again through the crowd, ending up beside the
flashing lighting rig, adorning the DJ's decks. We dance and grooved to
numerous tunes as we fooled about doing the latest dance moves for one
another, showing off in that oblivious teenage way. I felt someone tap
me on the shoulder, so while still grooving I spun around. A large
shadowy figure loomed over me until a disco light briefly illuminated a
grinning face. I blinked, it was the lad from the bicycle shed!
After that night we fooled around every now and again, having fun
snatching long kisses here and there in the shadows. It never went any
further than that and we never let on to our friends what we were up
to. We even made up silly nick names for one another, his was Hunk and
mine was Baby. I liked him a lot and would day dream about him often.
From the start he'd told me he was joining the navy in a couple of
months, so I knew we only have a short time together before he'd have
to leave. My college graphic art and design course was getting
increasingly tougher and a part time job at a local photographers
didn't make it any easier to find time for one another. I never thought
to deeply about what we'd been up too, or what it meant, I just went
with the flow whenever we had a moment alone, letting Hunk lead the
way. I was reticent, or possibly to scared to label myself or Hunk, I
would tell myself, I was to immature to bother reasoning our actions. I
just wanted to have fun with life and to hell with anything else.
I wasn't ready for how it would effect me when he eventually left, it
knocked me sideways and I spent many a night crying myself to sleep.
He'd been away in training for almost a year, in that time I'd written
to him regularly, inane dull everyday letters which sometimes I'd post
to him. Sometimes my emotions would get the better of me, and I'd write
complex convoluted letters trying to explain my feelings to him, but I
would always rip them up. Now here he was stood before me wearing his
navy uniform, looking very cool and hansom. He shouted above the din of
the music that he was on leave for a week and this was his first night
home. After a difficult few moments trying to shout above the music he
nodded to the lounge!
Pushing open the lounge doors the hush hit us, even though the deep
thrum of the disco could be heard in the other room, the quiet was
almost deafening. A group of regulars were bemoaning how loud the
music was and one pompous blue haired old lady looked down her nose at
me with disgust as we passed by. I deliberately shimmied past her with
a beaming smile, she sneered then croaked, what are you then, a girl or
a boy? I just rolled my eyes and walked on ignoring her.
We chose a table at the back of the room, as far away from the oldies
as possible. Hunk could tell from the look on my face that I wasn't
happy with the old ladies taunt. He grinned at me saying in a good
natured way, Baby, they have a point, look at what your wearing! Eye
makeup, silk shirt and baggy trousers that look more like a long skirt!
Plus don't forget the platforms, It's not exactly the macho flat cap
style they expect from a young man! I smiled a knowing grin at him and
said, so, my cunning plan worked! We laughed and laughed and soon where
deep in conversation chatting and fooling around with one another like
old times. He bought us drinks from the bar as we joked and reminisced
about our misspent time before he joined the Navy. About an hour or so
later we decided to go back into the disco.
5. In the Shadows
As we stood to leave the lounge my legs suddenly became very weak and
heavy. Wow, I said, woozily, I think I'm drunk! Not having drunk much
alcohol before, I didn't realise how it would effect me; Hunk grinned
saying, ha, my cunning plan worked too! I smiled back while trying to
keep my balance. What cunning plan I asked, my voice becoming
increasingly slurred. Hunk leaned down and whispers in my ear, oh Baby,
to grab you outside like old times! I giggled and huddled closer into
his chest, then said in a theatrical whisper. Hunk, you didn't need to
get me drunk, I'd happily let you grab me, then I stumbled into him, my
legs wobbling.
Hunk guides me outside, saying, the cool night air will sober you up. I
lean against the pub wall while shivering and feeling dizzy. A cars
headlights temporarily dazzle me as it pulls out of the car park. Hunk
kindly asks if I'm Ok, yeah, I'm Ok, I say in a woozy slur. I go to pat
him on the arm but slip and fall against him. Oops, sorry, I say
looking up at him. He smiles at me before looking furtively across the
car park, making sure no one's around. He grins at me as he snatches a
light kiss on my lips. I giggle, thank you, I say as he scoops me up
with a strong arm and walks us towards the shadowy pub rear. There is
some waste ground behind it which is used for whippet racing at the
weekends and the rest of the week by couples making out!
We settle upon a tree in the shadows, I lean against it's cold trunk,
Hunk presses himself tightly up against me, holding me firmly in place.
We look at each other for a moment in the gloom before eagerly kissing
again. His kisses weren't like those we'd had before, he was far more
self assured, confident and passionate. Within a few minutes of intense
lustful kissing, we'd both become hot and horny! I could feel his
huge bulge pressing into me as we kissed and was very impressed with
how large he felt! As we kissed ever more passionately he slowly
started to guide my hand towards his enlarged member. I let myself be
guided and delight in his taking control. Soon I'm touching where he
wants, I begin tracing the shape of his huge length through the thick
fabric of his trousers with the tips of my fingers. I'm so excited I
could hardly breathe as I caress him, thoughts popped into my mind, the
only other cock I'd ever touched, seemed small in comparison to his and
I didn't even consider my own insignificant little member!
He began to slowly unzip himself while we continued kissing each others
faces off. With his guidance I slipped my hand into his fly, then
beneath the elastic of his boxers waistband. Brushing over his bushy
pubes, then on towards his thick veined hard cock. I wrapped my chilly
fingers around his hot manhood, feeling the heat warming my fingers as
I levered his almost unbending member up between his fly. We stop
kissing for a moment as we both looked down, he smiles saying, what do
you think! I say wondrously, with shortening breath and slight slur
that I think it's glorious. He smiles then whispers, give me a blow
job! I giggle nervously shocked at his audacity and my eyes widen
involuntarily. I've never done anything like that before, I slur,
breathlessly. Well now's your chance, he says with a cheeky grin. I
giggle to myself as I nervously and unsteadily lean forward towards his
hot member. His manhood is so hot in my hand my fingers are warmed
through, as is the rest of me! I bend forward with a squiffy wobble to
take a better look at his wondrous cock but the alcohol affects my
balance and I slip, falling unsteadily to my knees in the long grass
covering the base of the tree.
Luckily holding onto his manhood allows me to steady myself and when I
look up from my unsteady descent I see I'm kneeling in the perfect
position! Looking straight at me is his glorious throbbing end. His
musky pleasant aroma fills the air around me and I notice he leaks a
steady stream of clear pre cum. I smile up at him from my semi kneeling
position saying, oops. I feel fuzzy, excited and sexy as I repositioned
my fingers around him. He grins back at me as I began to masturbate him
in long slow deliberate drawn out lengths. I squeeze tightly as I work
along his shaft my thumb and fore finger only just touching. It seems
to me as I stroke him he gets even bigger! After a few minutes I'd
become so enthralled and excited a whirling storm of erotic feelings
surge through my mind as I lift myself up on to my knees and caress his
hard shaft with both my hands. His shaft is sandwiched between my palms
as I play with him. My hole being is fixated upon his hard member as I
tilt my head forwards to kiss the head of his sexy swollen end. My
heart is beating hugely in my chest as I taste his moist pre cum upon
my lips, which I lick at testily. The aroma and taste is smoothly
wonderful and I began to kiss him impatiently all over his bulbous
swollen gland.
Slowly and gently I skim the taught skin with my kisses, I hear him
groan, one of those, I'm in ecstasy type groans. I smile then begin to
explore his engorged member further with my tongue, swirling it around,
licking and probing his huge bell shaped end. I spend a long time
licking and kissing along the crevice that runs beneath the ridge of
his swollen helmet. Getting to know him in intimate detail delights me
and I have feelings welling within me I never knew I could feel. My
heart is pounding in my chest with an excitement I'd never experienced
before. Feelings wash over me that were so new I had no words to
explain them. I'd never gone this far with anyone before and I was
absolutely loving it.
After a few minutes of licking and kissing his swollen engorged helmet
I began to explore his hot shaft further with my tongue. My saliva
lubricating the taught skin as it passes over his length from tip to
base. As I kiss and nibble along his length I delight in the hard
shafts contours, relief and thick protruding veins and then smooth
skin. I sit back a moment at his request while he pulls his trousers
and boxes further down over his taught thighs. Shifting closer I lean
under his testicles to carefully kiss, lick and suck them, paying much
delicate attention to each. His breathing changes and he exhales
deeply, small groans escape his lips and hang in the air as I go. I
realise it's time to actually suck his cock. So I move back up his hard
shaft, nibbling, licking and kissing him as I go.
At his now sticky saliva covered bulbous end, I make the classic O
shape with my lips. The contrast between the softness of my lips and
his incredibly hard cock were not lost on me as he slipped between
them. The engorged head of his manhood is huge and hard as I suck
moistly upon him. I opened wider to take more of him into my mouth. I
find I need to lift myself up further stretching my thighs to get a
better position and angle so that I can push him further into the back
of my mouth. I enjoy his hard maleness as I suck him, getting ever
wetter with my saliva washing over his swollen member. Each time he
goes a little further into my mouth. At times I gasp for air, but I'm
so excited I can't stop. After a time he groans and I feel his thigh
mussels tighten, he grabs the back of my head with both hands,
entwining his strong fingers in my hair. Pulling me firmly forward he
begins to buck into my mouth with short controlled thrusts. I choke a
little a first, as for a moment his hard cock is pushed deep into my
mouth.
My face was rhythmically pressed tightly against his thick pubic hair
and flat warm stomach. I feel his cock slide ever deeper into my now
wet sloppy mouth. I try to relax as he bucks into my face, his rising
excitement makes it a little uncomfortable for me as he goes ever
further into the back of my throat. With difficulty I learn to control
my gagging response as he enters deeper into my mouth and instead of
just hanging on, I guide him as he takes my mouth. I'm so consumed and
lost in the moment giving him pleasure letting him have my mouth, that
it almost came as a surprise when I feel the beginnings of an orgasm
rising within myself. I loose control as I feel a pulsing between my
own thighs. All I wanted at that moment was to give myself to him for
his pleasure, to let him do what ever he wanted with me; After a few
moments more his rhythm slows and I gasp for air between the moments he
pulls his cock out of my mouth and before he pushes it firmly back
again. Finally he gasps and groans his teeth clenched, Baby, I'm
coming, I'm coming. I manage a breathy, cum in my mouth, please.
Between his final thrusts, he pulls out just long enough for his cum to
splash into my ready open mouth.
Huge globs of his semen gushed forth, I gulp and swallow, wanting so
much to revel in the moment and feelings that rushed through my mind as
I taste his wonderful maleness. While rolling my tongue through his
thick liquid splashing inside my mouth, some of his creamy cum escapes
onto my cheek and chin, making my already sticky wet face, even more
messy. He tastes so different from the last time I'd tasted semen, I
liked his a lot more and licked my lips as I finished the last of it
off. He looks down at me with a huge satisfied grin. Just then I clench
my thighs tightly together as my own thundering orgasm began. I let out
a small squealing sigh, Hunk, I heard myself plead, as waves of ecstasy
crash through and over me; I feel a sticky wetness seeping from my own
little hard cock. The shock of having an orgasm without touching myself
was something I never even knew was possible and I was some what
bewildered and dazed by my orgasms ferocity. Some immeasurable time
later I flopped backwards onto my heals as a huge sense of well being
washes over my whole being. Trance like I use my fore finger to wipe
his hot cum from my sticky face. I licked it all up while absent
mindedly smiling to myself! Hunk watches me while still grinning then
asks, Baby, you Ok? I beam an unsteady squiffy smile back at him
saying, oh yess Hunk!
6. Arrangements
Back in a shadowy part of the pub car park feeling light headed, not
quite believing what I'd just done, during our passionate moment, we
arrange to spend as much time together as we can in the week to come.
Loving disco, Hunk suggested several night clubs he knows which will be
open throughout the week. With a still squiffy head I tell Hunk I only
just managed to get into the pub, so doubt I'll get into a night club!
He scratches his chin for a moment then says, you know the old folks
who gave you a hard time tonight. Yes, I say wearily. Well that's given
me an idea, maybe he asks tentatively, you could dress like a girl, I
mean properly, you know all the skirts, blouses and makeup "n" stuff?
He continues to ponder speaking his thoughts aloud, I don't think
anyone could tell the difference, especially not some hairy arsed
bouncer on a night club door!
Even though I was some what inebriated, I only need to think for the
merest of moments before agreeing. Just being with Hunk made me feel
all fluffy, light and ever so girly, so the chance to play this game,
was a no-brainer, for me to agree too. I animatedly explain with an
occasional slur and hiccup, I'd been fooling around with my mom's
things for ages, her shoes and makeup, all in the name of fashion of
course! Hunk stifled a laugh, then saying with a titter, I'd have bet
good money you'd be doing that! I slap him on the arm, as he titters
more while trying to say sorry. But, I explain, none of her dresses,
skirts or underwear fitted me, she's quite a few sizes bigger. Plus, I
ask, how will I be able to get changed and put makeup on? Hunk nods his
head sagely, scratches his chin then grins happily, saying, it's no
problem, I know exactly what we can do. Oh that's great, I say, with
questioning furrows creasing my squiffy brow. He smiles at me like I'm
a small child, then explains his plan.
First things first, he begins, I never told you before but I live with
my dad, there's just the two of us at home. A question popped into my
mind and slurred straight out my mouth before I could stop myself. Oh,
I say, what happened to your mom? And to make sure I put my foot right
in it, I say, I couldn't live without my mom, even though she drives me
up the wall. He rolls his eyes saying, the same thing happened to her
as happened to your dad, she left. He showed no emotion and repeated,
she just left, when I was starting secondary school. Anyway, he said,
that's not the point, he took my hand in his and begins to stroke my
fingers absent mindedly. My dad, he starts again, is a long distant
lorry driver. Oh, I say, not sure what he means. Well, he continues,
tomorrow he's off to Europe on a long haul and he's not coming back
until next Thursday. The penny finally drops and I giggle, so he goes
on, you could get dressed at mine, you could even stay over. I'd love
that, I gush leaning into him, his body heat and smile warm me all
over. I shake my head after a moment to clear my thoughts. His gaze
dazzles me as I say with an involuntary hiccup, I'd have to ask my mom,
she's quite protective of me you know. He nods resignedly, I guessed
as much, I'd be the same with you as well! I smiled a wicked little
grin up at him as he rolls his eyes. The next thing I was going to say,
he said, before you kept interrupting me, was I've saved up a bit of
dosh while in training. So I'll buy you some outfits, he winks at me
with a big grin. I blink at him, you will, I ask in astonishment, he
nods still grinning. We arrange to meet to go shopping in my dinner
hour from work the next day, a Saturday.
7. Saturday Job
Six o'clock Saturday morning, I groan painfully with a small but
insistent headache bothering me as my alarm wakes me from a sexy
dream. I'd decided for a couple of reasons to get up an hour early. The
first was to avoid my mom moaning about the way I was dressed and the
second so that I could spend longer choosing my outfit for work! After
a hot cup of tea and a headache tablet I began. I wanted to look
particularly androgynous for my shopping trip with Hunk, so everything
I chose to wear was either unisex or just plain girly! I wore a tightly
tailored pale pink, paisley patterned shirt with long collars and
billowing sleeves. Dark purple high waisted baggy trousers, with pleats
at the waist band, they gave a vague impression my hips flared out from
my small waist. They were also nice and tight over my pert bum and so
baggy in the leg they looked more like culottes than trousers!
I intended wearing my usual platforms to work but had the idea I'd
"borrow" my mom's fashionable platform sandals, to make my outfit look
more convincingly girl like! The cork finished wedge healed sandals
with thin tan straps were very cool. I was a bit shocked when my mom
bought them as she never went for anything so fashionable usually. I'd
sneakily worn them on more than a few occasions around the house, so
knew I could walk in them without problem. A moment of guilty
nervousness washed over me as I popped them into my large college
satchel bag!
My mind quickly raced on to other thoughts, as my ideas became more
elaborate, to enhance my girly look further, while wearing mom's shoes.
I decided to paint my toenails bright red after noticing a bottle of
nail varnish on the side while pouring out my cup of tea. I spent
precious minutes I didn't really have to spare in the bathroom crouched
over my knees carefully applying the varnish to my toenails. It was
tricky, but amazingly I did it with out making a mess! While wobbling
about on my heals, holding my toes up, off the bathroom carpet waiting
for the varnish to dry, I wondered whether I should do my finger nails
too, but knew I just didn't have time. I decided to pocket the varnish
and apply it later, some how!
Make up filled my mind next, I thought if I'm going to wear nail
varnish, I might as well go the whole hog and do my face too. My mom
had gotten use to me wearing eyeliner and mascara. It's the fashion, I
would whine, when she gave me grief over wearing it! So it wasn't
unusual for me to be looking through her makeup, which I'd rifle
through relieving her of items I hoped she wouldn't notice missing. One
of my mom's friend worked as an Avon makeup representative and was
always giving her end of line items. My mother would thank her
graciously but never use any! I had built up quite a good selection of
makeup from my forays into her makeup bag. It included a creamy pan-
stick foundation, which luckily matched my skin colour perfectly, an
old pressed powder compact with dusty mirror, blusher and eye shadow
pallets plus a couple of lipsticks in different shades of red. Along
with my eyeliner and mascara, I had pretty much all I needed. I also
knew enough to take some moisturiser, applicators, brushes and sponges.
I quietly scooted upstairs to gather my makeup and other items from
there secret hiding place, at the back of my lowest bedside cabinet
draw. My mom snored loudly as I padded past her door to my room. My
makeup was unceremoniously rolled up in a plastic super market bag,
with a load of felt tip pens, a simple but great disguise I thought! I
tipped them out onto my bed spread and quickly picked out just the
makeup, dropping each item into a fresh plastic carrier bag. I checked
caps and lids as I went, having already experienced leakages, then
rolled up the carrier and placed it beside mom's platforms in my bag!
Next I needed to do my hair, which was shoulder length, in a sort of
shaggy page boy style, it was the nineteen seventies after all! I'd
experimented with my mom's large roll brush, hairspray and hair dryer
when alone. I'd found that with just a small alteration to my hair
style, i.e. curl out instead of under, made it look much more feminine,
Farrah Fawcett style! With practice I found I could easily make big
soft curls around my fringe and throughout the ends of my hair, which
made it look quite pretty. So this is exactly what I did, the only
problem was I didn't want to wake my mom, so I went back down to the
kitchen to use the hair dryer sparingly! It took a little longer than I
anticipated, but I felt the result was worth it! I smiled at my
reflection in the small kitchen mirror as without any makeup on I
already looked pretty much like a girl! Finally I applied my eyeliner
and rolled a little mascara through my lashes, then quickly gathered my
coat and bag before quietly slipping out to work.
Travelling to work on the bus, I try to plan out how I'm going to do my
full makeup. I considered I might be able to gradually put it on
between helping customers? The photographer was usually out back in the
studio, which left me alone in the shop front. Also knowing a lot of
customers mistook me for a girl, I hoped they wouldn't take much notice
of me when my face was fully made up? These thoughts revolved slowly
through my mind, chasing one another until my bus broke hard, juddering
abruptly at my stop, waking me from my reverie.
As I tapped on the photography shop door the photographer opened it
hastily and was a little breathless as he told me a wedding photo shoot
had been suddenly dropped on him, so I would have to look after the
shop for the day. You'll be fine, he said I've made a list of people to
call for portraiture collections, do the film processing orders, keep
the customers happy, oh and try to sell those picture frames and albums
we have on offer! I smiled to myself, how lucky was I! Ok, I said
brightly, that's no problem, It'll be easy. The photographer smiled at
me while picking up his camera bags and as he went to leave, said, your
looking different today, have you changed your hair? Oh yes, I said,
what do you think? Well, he said, thoughtfully, it looks lovely, but I
think the customers will have an even harder job deciding what gender
you are! Oh, I said, as I combed my fingers through my soft wavy curls,
do you think it's to much? No, said the photographer, your just being
fashionable, I'm still young enough myself, to appreciate that, then he
smiled good naturedly. I smiled back, thanks, I said, then before
thinking it through, I blurted out, I'm meeting a friend dinner time, I
jumped within myself after saying this as a thought struck me, what if
he insists I should not leave the shop! That will be Ok, wont it, I
asked testily? Yes, said the photographer, just make sure to lock up
properly, I smiled at him, I will, don't worry.
8. Make Up, Dress Up
After he'd left I still had almost half an hour before the shop needed
to open, so I decided to make a start. First taking mom's platform
sandals from my bag, I place them on the floor and kick off my shoes
and socks. Then I stepped eagerly into the platforms, loving the feel
of the soft insole pressing against the arch of my foot. Slipping each
foot beneath the thin straps, I begin to feel excited. The contrast
between my painted toenails, soft pale skin and the thin tan straps
looked really cool. I pull up the hem on my trousers to see better and
wriggled my toes in glee. Crouching down I straighten up the straps, my
ankles wobble cutely as I bend making me smile while doing up the ankle
buckle. I sashayed up and down behind the counter swinging my hips, a
little giggle escaping my lips. The hem of my baggy trousers swishes
around my ankles, the higher heal making me that bit taller. My feet
seemed smaller too, making me feel even sexier. Looking down at my nude
feet and polished toenails peeping out beneath the hem of my trousers,
makes me smile to myself. I mince up and down behind the counter
feeling excited and very naughty.
Once I'd settled down from my shoe fetish, I dragged the one and only
stool from the shop front through the hall to the photography studio
out back. After positioning it in front of a large mirror, at the back
of the studio, I scoot back into the shop to collect my makeup. I hitch
myself up onto the stool, wiggling my bum into a comfortable position
and cross my legs, completely unconsciously in a girly fashion! I took
a final satisfied look at mom's shoes, rotating my ankle.
Getting to work with my makeup, I empty it all into my lap then holding
my fringe back, I smile to myself as I dab large spots of the pan stick
foundation onto my face. It makes me look like I've a contagious
disease! My forehead, under eyes, cheeks, chin and neck are all spotty
before I've finished. Next I carefully use my finger tips to blend it
evenly over my face and neck. After a few moments I have an even pale
pink complexion, although I look some what washed out! I then pat on
some powder from the compact to fix the foundation in place. Next I
begin applying eye shadow, the best bit! I start with a dusty grey on
my eyelids, blending it into a pale grey, which in turn fades into a
sparkly white below my eyebrow. I worked hard to make them look like
the models I saw in magazines, although I was careful not to go over
the top for day wear. Once I had finished the eye shadow, I went over
my eye liner and mascara again, making it thicker than usual. After
some deliberation, I chose the darker red lipstick of the two I had
with me; Carefully following the line of my lips, I drew on the silky
smooth lipstick. I loved the smell and taste of lipstick, so couldn't
stop pouting to myself in the mirror while joyously applying it.
Finally I brushed on some blusher, pouting again to define my cheek
bone area.
Just as I had finished doing my makeup and while admiring my handy
work, I heard the ding dong of the shops door bell. A jolt of nervous
adrenaline shot through me, as I jumped and almost fell from the stool.
Feeling some what hyper after the shot of adrenaline, I quickly
plonked my makeup onto a near by shelf then zipped through the hall, to
peep carefully around the door frame into the shop front. The post man
was bending down, trying clumsily to push a large brown envelope
through the awkwardly positioned letterbox, at the bottom of the glass
door. I relaxed as I realised the postman wasn't our usual one, so knew
he wouldn't recognise me; Just then, he looked up and caught sight of
me, he waved with a smile. I scooted over to undo the door latch,
morning, he said as he stood up breathlessly to pass me the squashed
wrinkled letter. I took it from him some what nervously and with a
faltering smile squeakily mumbled, your new, aren't you. Oh yes, he
said still breathless, I'm only doing this round for today. That's a
shame, I replied quietly with a weak smile, he nodded with a grin then
turned to go on his way with a cheeky wink my way.
I smiled to myself as I went back into the shop noticing my reflection
in one of the glass cabinets as I passed by. I could see that I would
pass easily for a girl in the face but my figure was a problem as I had
of course a flat chest! I needed to do something about my lack of bust.
Luckily I recalled the photographer had been doing some catalogue
product images for a swim wear company a few weeks back. The swim wear
company had left a box full of swim suits and bikinis behind. I popped
the letter down on the counter and went back into the studio. I
remembered seeing a large cardboard box, with a sticker on it's side of
the company's logo. It was hid amongst the photography studios
paraphernalia, lighting rigs, soft boxes and backdrops obscured it from
view. The photographer had used a female manikin to display the
costumes on, while shooting the pictures. It now stood in one dark
corner of the studio with some lighting stands for company. A large
chiffon scarf was draped over the curvaceous form, causing the material
to flow over it in that wonderfully female way. I smiled at it as I
lifted the large card board box from behind it. I quickly pulled open
the flaps and started to look through the costumes. There were lots of
really fashionable designs, but I needed something that looked more
like a bra and knickers and less like a swimming costume! Luckily after
some digging I found a bikini set!
The bikini was made of a strong white nylon material, the top and
matching bottoms were quite skimpy in design but they looked almost
perfect! I held the bikini atop my chest were I imagined a bust would
be, while looking in the large studio mirror. I turned this way then
that, trying to judge if it would work. It definitely looked about
right, so I slipped off my shirt and undid the clasp on the bikini top
then unceremoniously pulled it on. It was tricky doing the clasp back
up, but I managed it with a little struggle. Looking back at my
reflection, I straighten the straps while noticing the sad looking
bikini cups, laying flat and deflated against my chest! With a
dissatisfied grumpy humph, I went to get some tissues from a work top
on the other side of the studio. As I reached for them, I notice on a
nearby shelving rack a number of bean bags. I remember the photographer
showing me how he used them to support his cameras when he was taking
low level shots. I sorted through the sandy coloured different sizes
until finding two about the same size as a tennis ball. I quickly
slipped them into the bikini cups, then squeezed and kneaded them into
shape. They made useful, but small breast shape forms. I also found
that their weight was about right, as I swung my new breasts from side
to side, in naughty girl fashion! Looking back into the mirror while
still smoothing my new bust into place I felt they looked pretty
convincing, not big, but enough to make a convincing breast shape.
Although content with the bikini top, I felt it would be nice to
complete the outfit, so I quickly stepped dubiously out of mom's
platform sandals, my trousers and underwear. Catching a glimpse of my
smooth pale naked body in the mirror caused me a moment of discomfort,
being this naked at work is not good! I hurriedly stepped into the
small bikini briefs and wriggle them quickly up over my soft pert bum.
I found the strong nylon to be good enough to allow me to tuck my own
bits beneath myself, thus hiding them away! This was an added bonus I
wasn't expecting as I checked myself in the mirror. I smiled to myself
as I posed, hands on hips pleased with what I saw. Ok, I didn't exactly
have a girls figure but mine was ambiguous enough. I was slim and
slender and without that hard edged knobbly roughness most my male
friends had. My skin was smooth and soft and I'd hardly any body hair
and never needed to shave. My shoulders and chest were narrow and my
hips had a small but definite flare, plus I had a cute round bottom,
even if I do say so myself. According to my mom, my legs were too nice
for a boy as I had long well shaped thighs and calves for my short
height. With a slightly conceited smile, I put my trousers and shoes
back on and hid my own under garments in the bottom of my bag. Looking
back at myself in the mirror, I loved the two little mounds, I now had
on my chest, stretching my shirt convincingly, the fake bust looked
lovely in profile reflected in the mirror! Plus the lack of any bulges
in my crotch area only added to making me looking more feminine. With
my makeup and hair done, I looked like a typical mid 1970's girl and
couldn't wait to meet up with Hunk dinner time!
Back in the shop I open up five minutes late! I turn the sign on the
door to "Open". and noticed an old lady waiting impatiently outside! I
quickly open the door for her with a smile, your late she said grumpily
as she barged past me! Sorry, I said nervously. I suddenly become hyper
aware of myself and how I looked and how I was presenting. It all
becomes to much as rush of anxiety about how I could be so stupid and
silly washed through my mind! I felt giddy, faint and slightly sick. My
legs also felt weak as they began to buckle. I caught onto the counter
just in time to stop myself from falling. The old lady looked at me
with a curious arched brow, are you all right she asked, a slight hint
of irritation in her voice. I just nodded weakly, a huge frog now
jammed firmly in my throat, sorry, I eventually squeak. I'm not feeling
to well. You young girls should take better care of yourselves the old
lady said exasperatedly. I smiled weakly, sorry, I said again. She told
me her name and that she's come to collect her sons portraiture photos.
As quickly as I could with a light head and swimming vision, I sort
through the return photos draw, finding the photos for her in moments.
She paid me for them and then with a curt smile she was gone!
Phew, I said, aloud to myself, regaining my composure as I begin to
settle down. She didn't seem to notice I was anything other than what I
appeared to be, a girl! The rest of the morning went quickly as I
served several customers without incident, I began to feel comfortable
as no one seemed to notice that I was anything other than the girl shop
assistant I appeared to be. I even had time between customers to apply
the nail varnish I'd pocketed earlier, so now they matched my toes! Ten
minutes before my dinner break, a tall athletic man in a smart suit
came in. He was probably in his mid twenties, about the same age as the
photographer. Hello he said cheerfully as he came in. Hi, I said back
with a smile, can I help you. I hope so, he began, I need a large good
quality leather bound photo album. Oh, I said brightly, we have some on
offer, he smiled at me as I took him over to the shelving with them on.
I discuss the merits of a few of the albums with him, until I realise
he's standing right behind me; I feel a warm hand, rest on one of the
cheeks of my bottom! He squeezes me firmly, I freeze, cold fear
clutched at me for a moment.
I wasn't sure if it was my reaction, freezing, or his sudden
realisation at what he'd done. But he blustered, oh I am sorry, and he
snatched his hand away. I slowly turned around to face him, he backed
away. I'm really really sorry, he said again. I just couldn't help
myself, your bum, it's so cute, he said with an ineffectual half smile.
I reached out for the telephone besides me; His eyebrows raised and
hovered nervously upon his furrowed brow. Please don't call anyone, he
pleaded. I continued to stare at him and began to feel angry, more out
of shock than anything else. A look of disgust clouds my face and after
a moment I calmly say, buy the most expensive album we have, then
leave! I will, I will, your so right, he said quickly, as he opens his
wallet and dropped a number of ten pound notes onto the counter. I slip
our best album into a bag and passed it to him. He smiled weakly then
quickly scooted out the door! Phew, I hear myself say aloud for the
second time that morning, I realised looking like a girl I'll suffer
some of the problems they have to endure everyday! After a few deep
breaths calming myself, I picked up the notes and counted them! He'd
dropped forty pounds! The album was only twenty! I worried briefly
about what I should do with the other twenty, until I think, it was my
bottom he squeezed, so I guess I should have it. I smiled wickedly to
myself as I pop the notes it into my pocket.
9. Shopping
On my way to meet Hunk, I caught little glints of my reflection in shop
windows as I walk briskly up the busy high street. I felt pretty
confident I looked good enough to pass as a girl, so relaxed even more
into my roll as I walk by smiling. The weather was bright and seemed
quite warm for the time of year so I decided not to wear my coat. I
felt it spoilt my look anyway, being a typical boy's Wrangler style
jacket! I quickly regretted it though, as I started to shiver, my shirt
alone not being enough to keep me warm . As I passed by a small fashion
boutique tucked incongruously between other more mundane shops, I
notice a bright sale sign. The sign sat atop a woman's calve length
tweed wrap coat with dark brown fur collar. More importantly, I notice
the price, fifteen pounds! The twenty pounds in my pocket suddenly
started to burn a hole, as I was reminded with a shiver that I should
have worn my coat! I scooted into the shop making a beeline for the
rack with sale coats on. I quickly flick through them until I found a
size I thought would fit. Dropping my bag at my feet, I shrugged my
arms hastily into the sleeves, only to realise It was to big! My body
temperature raised with the excitement and exertion as I pull my arms
free to get the next size down. I spun around to look in the mirror
behind me and smiled, the coat made me look even narrower, the tailored
higher waist and midi length, slimmed my figure even more. I loop over
the belt and poof up the collar while making the decision that this is
the coat for me; The only cloud on the horizon was how would I get it
past my mom, I decide I'd worry about that later. Instead of taking the
coat off I paid the assistant at the counter saying, I'll keep it on.
She nodded with a smile, taking my offered two ten pound notes. With a
cha ching of the till she gave me a fiver change and in mere moments I
was back outside amongst the milling crowds, Saturday shopping.
Hunk was waiting for me at the bus stop we'd arranged to meet at, he
was wearing a black leather bomber jacket, dark trousers and white
shirt. Wow, I thought, he looks fashionably cool and gorgeous! His legs
were crossed in an easy laid back way as he leaned against the bus
stop, whistling a tuneless little ditty to himself. He was oblivious to
me as I walked up and stood besides him. I realised almost immediately
that he thought I was just another passenger waiting for the bus! For a
laugh, I stand next to him pretending to queue. Almost a full minute
passes as he resolutely refuses to notice me! Eventually I cough, he
looks down at me blankly, then slowly his brow furrows questioningly.
It's me, I mouth theatrically with beaming confident smile. Oh my god
Baby, he exclaims, as he quickly shrugs himself erect from his leaning
position. I would've never guessed it was you in a million years, he
says with a small laugh and broad appreciative smile. You look bloody
gorgeous, he said taking a long look up and down at me; Then he tilted
his head quizzically to one side and with a broad cheeky nod to my
chest, asked, were did you get those. Oh these, I said with a smile
curling my lips, these, I informed him are my little sandbag bust! He
tittered at this shaking his head, well you look positively gorgeous
anyway. Thanks, I said primly, I did work hard to pull it off. I can
see that, he said, as a bright naughty smile spreads across his face.
I'd like to grab you now, he gestures with curled fingers in a groping
fashion, his voice full of innuendo. He paused letting his wicked
thoughts hang in the air. The memory of the idiot who grabbed me not
minutes before flash across my mind. There's a time and place for such
things, I said primly, now is not it! He raised a questioning eye brow,
so he laughed, you'd like me to grab you later then? Oh yess please, I
gushed with a giggle.
Can I hold your hand he asks me tentatively as we move off towards the
shops. No one will think anything of it, we'll just look like boyfriend
and girlfriend out shopping. I nodded nervously as he reached out for
my hand, and we move off for the shops. My hand felt small tucked away
inside his much larger warmer hand. I loved the feeling of him holding
my hand and smiled broadly as I sashayed besides him. I guided us to a
nearby market hall I knew. It will have all the items I'll need and the
prices are cheap, I said to Hunk with enthusiastic glee. We stopped
just before the entrance to the market, I looked up at Hunk and asked
delicately, how much do you want to spend? Oh don't worry about that,
just get what ever you want, he said. Are you sure, I ask nervously? He
leaned in close to my ear and whispered, after what you did for me last
night Baby, I'd be happy to give you anything you want! I giggled
saying, your so wicked. He winked at me, then we briskly walked into
the market hall.
We wonder through the cramped busy stalls, the hub?bub almost chaotic
as we squeezed through the throngs of busy shoppers. I was looking this
way, then that, for stalls that sold fashionable female clothing,
almost to the point of becoming dizzy. After a few minutes walking
between the long rows of colourful trestles we come upon a stall that
looked perfect. The clothes were all the latest styles plus the prices
displayed were very good. I could see also they had a changing area
with large mirror besides it at the rear of the stall. I smiled at
Hunk, as I began to look at tops, skirts and dresses. They were all
pretty, sexy and perfect, I was dizzy with ideas for outfits looking at
them all. But I had limited time, so I quickly chose a couple of empire
line style dresses. I liked the folk styles and wrap dresses but felt
the empire line style would disguise my rather slim straight figure.
One of the dresses I chose was chocolate brown in colour, made of a
thin soft nylon material with deep rounded square neckline, flared
sleeves and midi length skirt. The other was a deep purple colour made
of velveteen. Again it had a deep rounded square neckline but was more
mini in length with the same sleeve design as the other. They both had
tight bodices with skirts that flared out from below the bust line. The
chocolate brown one had a ruched wrap over bust while the purple one
was more tailored, they were both very lovely. I looked at Hunk who
smiled back with a nod of the head, indicating he approved of my
choices. Turning back to the stall I slipped between the tables to
stand before the large mirror at the back. There were two other girls
there looking at themselves in the large mirror. I smiled at them as I
took the only free space left before the mirror. I positioned the
chocolate brown midi dress in front of me resting it above myself as if
I wore it. I tried to visualise myself wearing it as I turned this way
then that. It looked good I thought noting how feminine and pretty it
was. Upon looking back at Hunk for his opinion, he nodded a confirming
smile to me; I did the same with the purple dress and felt the same
about it, although I was unsure about the length, as it seemed quite
short, being well above the knee! I was sure, I could pull it of
though, as I recalled my mom saying many times my legs were to nice and
smooth to be a boys!
As I switched from one dress to the another looking in the mirror the
stall owner appeared beside me; She was grinning at me in a slightly
unnerving way, there lovely, she says in a slight cockney drool. I
smiled back at her saying, thanks. Do you want to try them on she asked
with a nod towards the changing cubicle? I would loved to, I said,
though I just don't have the time, so declined her offer. It occurred
to me to ask though, If I have them now and they don't fit properly
will I be able to exchange them later? I'm sorry, she said in her
cockney drawl, I can't my dear, we've had some girls trying to con us,
they'd buy an outfit, wear it out then try to exchange it for a new
one! I nod my understanding, saying, I'd better try them on then, and
move to open the curtain on the cubicle. A shrill, get out, was shouted
from within the cubicle as I went to open it. Oh I'm so sorry, I called
to the girl inside, I thought the cubicle was empty. I turned to give
the stall holder the dresses back wishing to get away quickly, I was so
embarrassed. The stall holder places a hand on my arm with a slight
grin curling her lips, it's alright love, that happens all the time,
don't worry about it. I can see your trust worthy so If they don't fit
I'll exchange them but I can't give a refund, is that Ok? I nodded,
saying I'm pretty sure they will fit me, I had a good sense for clothes
sizes, most times, so was confident they'd be fine.
Hunk happily paid the the nine pounds fifty for the two dresses and we
left the stall with a smile to the owner. I clutched my large paper
carry bag with my two dresses in tightly, as we began again to saunter
through the aisles. After a time I pause by an underwear stall. I knew
underwear was the one thing that could disguise my figure better than
any other item of clothing. Although standing there I was some what
dazed by the huge amount of lingerie on display and a little reticent
to reach out and touch any of it. The tall skinny lady working the
stall smiled at me from between the explosion of bras, knickers and
corsets. Can I help she asked with a broad smile. Yes, I said, as I
leaned across the stall towards her to privately say, I need something
that will give my figure a bit of shape, I gesture down towards my
rather slim featureless figure. She nods and gestures for me to stand
back a little. I do as she asked realising she was estimating my size.
Mm, she pondered, you do have quite a slim straight figure don't you. I
blush at this, suddenly worried she's caught me out! She smiled at me
making a one sign with her forefinger while saying, shan't be a second.
She quickly bent down beneath her stall and we heard the sounds of
boxes and plastic bags being opened and closed before she popped back
up, I think these will do what you want, she says, with a reassuring
friendly smile.
Laying three items of serious looking underwear in front of me she
explained, their cinchers, or under bust corsets, one hundred percent
rubber and boned for support. They wrap around your waist and midriff,
cinching it in, creating a much slimmer waist! The stall holder smiled
at my bewildered expression, quickly realising I needed a better
explanation. She looked at me, and said, watch, she then demonstrates
with a smooth efficient movement as she wrapped the cincher around her
midriff. With her chin craned on her chest, she spoke in a some what
muffled voice. You start with the top eyelet, hooking it first then
working your way down. Oh I see, I giggled with a coy grin as she
placed the cincher back with the others. I looked at the garments
spread before me, pursing my lips and stroking my chin. The colour of
two of them reminded me of pale pink sticking plasters, plus they
looked boringly utilitarian. The last one however was black with lace
strategically sown around the hems and seams. I pointed it out to Hunk,
he very briefly looked with a smirk and a nod. I realise he feels
uncomfortable and grin at the stall holder, she rolls her eyes. How
much is this one, I ask, pointing to the black one, five pounds, the
stall holder says quickly. Mm, I need a bra and knickers too, could you
do a deal? She smiled her agreement with a nod, then showed me some bra
and knicker sets, all of which were my size she assured. I choose a
pretty chiffon black lacy set with little pink bows sown between the
bra cups and on the front of the knickers. I also picked out four pairs
of every day white knickers, each pair having some different pretty
flowery detail sown upon them. We agree a price for them all and Hunk
paid without a moments hesitation. Just as we were about to leave, the
stall owner motioned for me to come closer, she whispered, I've slipped
some falsies in with your underwear, I know how hard it can be when
nature doesn't provide what you'd like! I stare at her wide eyed and
puzzled, she motions down to her own bust, falsies, she whispered!
Thank you, I whispered back, that's really nice of you. We then said
our goodbyes and left. When we were clear of the stall, I look into my
bag of new underwear, for the falsies, not being entirely sure what
they were. I found them quickly in the bottom of my bag laying like two
chicken fillets, wrapped in a clear resealable plastic bag. I nodded to
myself, understanding instantly what they were used for.
With thirty minutes of my dinner break gone, I turned to Hunk and said,
I still need to get some shoes and tights. He looked over my shoulder
squinting into the distance, then nodded to a stall tucked away in the
corner of the large market hall, they have some nice shoes, he said. I
beamed a bright smile back at him, thanks, I said graciously touching
his arm, gratitude and other less well defined emotions bubble
butterfly like in my tummy for him. We walk quickly to the stall were I
spotted a pair of platforms I adored almost immediately. They had pride
of place upon a towering collection of glossy black shoe boxes, crafted
into a display stand. The deep platform sole and tall heal were made of
one piece of dark teak coloured wood which was contoured and sculptured
to perfection. A latices work of neutral coloured leather straps
adorned the upper with each terminating on the sides of the platforms
sole, to be held in place by tooled metal studs. I reach out for them
mesmerised by their beauty, they typified all that a fashionable pair
of mid 1970's platforms should. They balanced perfectly on the eye,
each line and curve in harmony with the other.
I gushed on about how cool they were to Hunk, he smiled at me with a
slight look of baffled amusement, but nodded his agreement anyway. Try
them on, he said, I'd been so lost in the moment coveting the shoes
that I completely forgot about seeing if they looked any good on my
feet! I smiled up at him and with a titter under my breath said, yes of
course. I Leaned across the shoe stalls trestle, to try to attract the
attention of the Jamaican stall holder with a wave, but he was
finishing a sale with a couple of giggling girls. He smiled back at me
from across the other side of the stall and mouthed, I'll be with you
in a second. In a moment his bright smile was cast upon me and his
silky smooth patter was spilling forth. Hi gorgeous, what can I do for
you today, he asked in an anglicised Jamaican accent, oblivious to Hunk
standing besides me; I blushed as a cough escapes Hunks stern but
smiling lips. Hunk gestured towards the shoe balancing in my hand,
could you help, the "gorgeous young lady", he said, with finding the
correct shoe size, please. The Jamaican stall holder smiled calmly at
Hunk, then said, sure thing buddy. In a moment I was passed the correct
size so I delicately lifted my ankle to the side and bent a little to
undo the buckle of one of mom's platforms. A few seconds later I was
looking in the low angled mirror, placed before the stall at my
beautifully adorned foot. I lifted the hem of my trousers above my
ankle to view my foot as I turned the shoe first one way then another,
appraising the gorgeously tall platform. I fell in love with how they
looked, and knew, I just had to have them. There perfect I gushed again
to Hunk, can I have these please, I asked him excitedly, he smiled at
me saying, sure. The shoes were expensive at twelve pounds fifty, but
Hunk didn't flinch and paid without a word.
Brimming with excitement, and other equally scintillating feelings,
rushing steam train like through my weak at the knees mind, we moved on
with our shopping trip. Hunk looked at me with mild amusement as we
walked through the stalls, you look like the cat who got all the cream,
he said with a grin. I nearly skipped with joy as I said, you don't
know how long I've dreamed of owning my very own girl things. I must
have fantasised about it one way or another since I was eight! Oh I
see, said Hunk, that's a long time to wish for something. It is, I
agreed, but now it's all coming true, I wonder if I'm not just day
dreaming again. Hunk pinched my upper arm through my coat, ouch, I
cried. He laughed, saying, nope your not dreaming. Thank you for making
that clear, I said with a grimace as I rubbed my arm, he hadn't pinched
me hard, but I pretended it was, I liked the idea of him thinking I was
delicate!
What do you want to get next Hunk asked, well, I said hopefully with a
little half smile, knowing Hunk had spent quite a bit already, I need
tights and maybe some costume jewellery. Hunk nodded distractedly, then
raised an eyebrow, look at that stall he said pointing behind me; I
turned around to see a stall selling sexy baby doll nighties. They were
mostly very short, frilly and see through with skimpy matching
knickers. I turned back to Hunk, wide eyed, you like them I asked with
a frown. Yes of course, don't you? Well, yes, I said, but before I
could finish Hunk interrupted me saying, can I get you a set, he
grinned, you know, for if you stop over. You'll need something to wear
in bed, I blinked at him. I mean, he carried on, if you want to carry
on with dressing up that is, which I hope you do, he finished with an
awkward half grin. I smiled up at him and touched his arm, you know I
might be falling in love with you, I said softly. He laughed, come on,
he said, as he dragged me to the stall. A few minutes later I had a
candy pink baby doll nighty tucked amongst the other bags we carried. I
giggled as we walked away from the stall, Hunk cocked his head at me
questioningly, I smiled up at him, I can't see us doing much sle