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I tried to sleep but I could not. I thought about everything that had
happened to me today. The hypnosis had released so many memories of my
childhood that I had blocked out. Almost every memory I had now was me
wanting to be a girl and trying to be one as often as I could. I
dressed in my mom's clothes a lot. I was always in her room, pretending
that I was a mom. Remembering all those memories gave me such joy.
Then I remembered my dad beating me for dressing up. He did it on more
that one occasion, but that last time; he beat me so much... I started to
cry again. God, why did I have to repress those feelings! I could have
begun this journey so much earlier. Well, I won't let those bad
memories get me down now. I am finally going to be what I should have
been from birth, a woman. I know I should think about this step more,
but I have never felt more right about anything in my life. I really am
a woman, trapped in this body. No more.
I awoke and went to the kitchen to get some cereal. Jeff was already up
and eating.
"Good morning, Melissa," Jeff said to me.
"Good morning," I said back and smiled, hearing him calling me Melissa.
We ate in silence and then he asked me:
"What are you going to do today?"
"Therapy first, I have a follow up day with Dr. Culver. We are going to
discuss the next steps."
"Good. I'm happy for you."
"Thanks. I'm happy too." I really was for the first time in a long
time. I got dressed and went to my appointment. Dr. Culver and I
discussed the hypnosis session. I told her all that I had discussed
with Jeff and my feelings on what I wanted. Dr. Culver asked me if I
was sure this is what I really wanted. She told me about what the next
steps in transition were. I would have to live my life full-time as a
woman for at least six months and then I could begin hormone therapy. I
told her I was ready to begin as soon as I could get some appropriate
attire. Dr. Culver suggested I join a support group on campus. I told
her I would. I set up my next appointment for one week.
I went home and Jeff was not there. I decided to call my friend Alexis.
I told her about what I had discussed and asked her if she could help me
with my transition. She was more than willing and she suggested that we
go shopping tomorrow; but first she had to go to her room. I waited and
she came back with some bottles. Alexis told me to get in the shower.
I did and she handed me the bottles and a device that looked like a
razor but had no blade, just a flat end. The bottles were Veet. She
told me how to apply it and I did to my chest. I waited and then used
the spatula she gave me and removed it. The hair was gone! I used the
one bottle on my chest, arms and legs. The second bottle was a special
formula that I used closer to my private area and face. Thankfully, I
don't have much facial hair to begin with, so the cream did it's job
better. I was nice and smooth all over and she gave me some moisturizer
which I applied over my whole body. It smelled so nice after the smell
of the chemicals. Alexis than said that I should take it easy for the
rest of the day. As long as I didn't have any kind of reaction to the
Veet, we would go shopping in the morning. Alexis and I hung out for
the rest of the day; Jeff having called and said he was out with Kari.
We talked and watched TV. I finally went to bed early, feeling excited
about what tomorrow was going to bring.
The next morning Alexis and I went to the local mall. Now, as I said
before, I am sufficiently well off, having had a father that was a
successful lawyer would now pay off for me. He left me quite a large
inheritance that was now available to me; being an adult now myself.
Money would be no problem for me! I was ready to go hog wild.
We walked into the mall and I started to get nervous and excited. I was
finally going to look the part! I couldn't wait to get my clothes.
Alexis, though, had another idea first. She sat me down on a bench and
said:
"Before we start, we should talk. Do you have any idea on what kind of
clothing you want? You know it's not as simple as just picking out a
dress or two. What is your style?"
I hadn't actually thought of that. I sat in silence for a few minutes
and told her honestly "I don't know? What do I do now?"
"Don't panic, girl. Let's just walk around. Look at the other women
here and see what you like. Tell me what you think looks good and we
will go from there."
We walked around the mall and not only looked in the shop windows, but
also the women walking around. I would tell her that something looks
nice or that someone had a hideous blouse on. We walked around for an
hour or so before we sat down again. Alexis and I came to the agreement
that I liked more conservative clothing. Nice skirts and blouses,
dresses and the like. Nothing too flashy or trashy. More or less an
average woman. I told her I just wanted to blend in, not stand out; but
I still wanted to be feminine.
Alexis then led me to Fredericks of Hollywood. She said we should start
from the inside out. It was not overly crowded. We walked around for a
minute of so before a saleswoman came up to us. She asked Alexis is she
needed any assistance. I should have felt nervous about asking but I
didn't.
I said, "Actually, I need the assistance. I don't know what my size
is."
"Oh!" the saleswoman said to me. "I'm sorry. Well, let's go get you
measured," She led me to the dressing area. She made sure no women were
indecent and let me to a stall. She asked me to take my shirt off. I
felt a little embarrassed, but the saleswoman made me feel at ease.
"You are not the first guy to come in here. We have a lot of male
customers."
I thanked her and removed my shirt. She put the tape measure around my
chest in two different places, writing down the number. She then
measured my waist and had me pull down my jeans enough that she could
measure my hips. She told me I was a 38 bra size and a medium in panty
size, having a 28 inch waist. The saleswoman led me out and to a
display of silicone enhancers. She asked me if I wanted these and I
said yes. I picked out the full breast enhancers in a C cup size. We
then went to where there were padded panties. I picked the four pad
girdle panty in black and nude. Then the three of us started to shop.
I ended up with six bras, four bikini cut panties, two hip hugger
panties, three boy-short panties and a thong. I also purchased two
corsets, black and nude. I paid for it with my Visa and then we went to
Macy's.
At Macy's, we went to the women's section and started looking around.
Alexis would pull something out and ask me if I liked it. We had quite
a few pieces when a saleswoman came around to us.
"Would you like to try those on?" she said to Alexis.
Alexis smiled and said, "That won't be necessary, but Melissa here would
like to try them on," The saleswoman's eyes got really big and she
excused herself. We both laughed and went back to looking at clothes.
Another woman came up to us a few minutes later.
"I want to apologize for that. I'm Jennifer and I would be happy to
assist you," she said to me.
"Thank you," I said back. "I would like to try these on."
"Of course," Jennifer said and led Alexia and I to the dressing rooms.
Jennifer took our Frederick's bags and Alexis and I went into the room.
I was just about to try on a dress when Alexis said she would be right
back. Alexis came back in with one of the Frederick's bags.
"I told Jennifer what we would need," She pulled out the nude padded
girdle and had me put it on. Alexis turned her back and I slipped it
on. It felt so nice to have some women's garments on finally. The
panty/girdle was so soft and silky. I loved it. After I told her I had
it on, she pulled out a white bra and had me put it on, telling me to
put it on with the clasps in the front and then spin it around. Alexis
adjusted the bra straps for me and then I put the silicone enhancers in.
Looking in the mirror and seeing myself in a bra and panty put the most
wonderful smile on my face. Alexis then took the nude corset and put it
on me and tied it in the back, giving me a more hourglass shape. I then
picked out a pink polo shirtdress and put it on. It was short sleeved
and hit just above my knees. I stood there looking at myself in the
mirror. I was so happy that I started to cry with joy! I was wearing a
dress in public! Alexis gave me a hug and told me to come out in the
outer dressing room with the angled mirrors. I looked at myself from
different angles, spinning this way and that. Jennifer came in.
"That looks really cute on you," she told me.
"Thanks for saying that, but..." I started to answer.
"No, I really mean it. It fits you really well. I like the color on
you." She sounded like she really meant it.
"Thanks," I said back. "I will definitely take this one," I went back
into my stall and tried on all the clothes we picked out. Some looked
good and some didn't. I ended up with 3 dresses, 4 skirts, 6 blouses, 2
pairs of jeans and 3 shorts. I got dressed in my old clothes but left
the undergarments on. I thanked Jennifer for her help.
"Your are most welcome," she answered. "Can I ask you something?"
"Sure," I answered.
"Are you just dressing for fun, or..." She trailed off.
"I am transitioning from a man to a woman."
"Really. That is so neat. I don't mean that disrespectfully or
anything."
"No problem. I'm sure I'm going to hear much worse than that. I am
finally taking my mother's advice."
"Really?" Jennifer asked.
"Yes, she told me that I should always try to better myself. What could
possibly be better than being a woman!" I told her. We all laughed and
she gave me a high-five. Alexis and I then went to the shoe department.
We looked at many different shoes and a salesMAN came up to us.
"Can I help you with anything?" he asked Alexis. I spoke up before she
could answer.
"I would like these in a size 11," I said holding a pair of pink, sling
back wedges. He gave me a queer look and said he would be right back.
We both giggled and sat down. He came back looking very uncomfortable,
but being polite. He took the left shoe out and I stuck my foot out.
He slipped it on my foot and then did the right one. I stood up and
almost fell over. Alexis held me up and we walked around the floor.
Some other women laughed at me as I was walking around; but I eventually
got used to them a little. They were definitely cute! They are peep
toe with a cute rosette detail in the front. I bought them along with 7
other pairs of shoes. After we left the shoe department, we went back
to the women's department and found Jennifer. Alexis asked if I could
use a dressing room again and Jennifer took us back.
"It's time for Melissa to shine, girl. Get undressed. I was starting
to feel nervous as I took off my old clothes. Alexis handed me the pink
dress that I wore before and I slipped it on. She then handed me a pair
of pink sandal flats that I just purchased. I slipped those on. I
stood there nervously.
"Let's go, Melissa. We have plenty of shops to hit yet," Alexis said as
she took my hand and led me out of the dressing room. I had to look
foolish. My hair was long, but it wasn't styled like a girl. I had no
makeup on and I looked like a boy in a dress, even with the curves. I
was walking slowly as we headed out. Jennifer said she liked the shoes
and I thanked her. I felt like everyone was staring at me. I looked
around nervously. Most of the other people paid no attention to me. I
started to feel a little better.
"Follow me," Alexis told me as we walked to the back of the Macy's and
we walked into the salon section. "Do you trust me?"
"Yes" I answered and Alexis went to talk with a woman behind the
counter. A few minutes later the woman called for me.
"Your friend has made an appointment for you to get your hair done. Do
you really want what she asked?" the woman asked me.
"Yes I do," I answered.
"OK. Please follow me." She led me back to a chair. "Beth will be
with you shortly." I sat down and waited. Another woman sitting next
to me gave me a disgusted look and turned away. I sat there feeling
ashamed. What had I gotten myself into? Did I really want this? I was
going to run away when Beth came in. She was a pretty woman in her mid
20's. She instantly made me feel at ease.
"You must be Melissa. Nice to meet you." We shook hands.
"Nice to meet you too," I said meekly.
"So, what do you want to do with your hair?" She took my hair and held
it out. "You have nice hair. We can do a lot of different things.
What were you thinking?"
"I'm not sure. What would you do with it?" I asked her.
"Hmmmm. Let me look," Beth looked at my hair and my face. "Well, do
you trust me?"
"That's the second person to ask me that," I said with some sarcasm.
"Sure. Do what you think is best."
"I think you will like it," Beth said and tilted the chair back and
washed my hair. She then trimmed up the ends and she started cutting
the sides. "I'm going to give you a layered cut. It is very versatile
so you can give it different looks by doing different things with it. I
will show you how to style it differently." She continued to cut for a
while then she brought out some different bottles. "Now I'm going to
give you some lighter highlights." She then set my hair up for putting
highlights and applied the color. While the color was setting, we
chatted. I told her my story briefly and she did not seem to mind that
I was a guy. She treated me like she would have any customer. I felt
much better about everything. When it was done, she then started to
style it. She talked me through what she was doing step by step. She
even told me about other things I could do with my hair. After a lot of
blow-drying she put wax on the ends and showed me how to do it. Then,
she applied some smoothing shine to my hair and then gave it a quick
once over with a hairdryer. She then turned my chair so I could look at
the finished results.
"Wow!!!" I yelled out with glee. It was so cute! It was parted on the
side with cute layers. It was wavy on the ends and the color was
gorgeous. I loved the highlights. It was a very feminine style. I
told Beth how much I loved it. She was grateful and showed me the
products I would need to keep it up. I bought them all and gave Beth a
very large tip. One last thing she did was wax my eyebrows, giving me a
arch that was not too thin. I loved it. I went out and showed Alexis
my hair. She loved it and told me it looked great. We then went to the
MAC counter. I asked the woman behind the counter if I could get a
makeover and she said yes, as long as I bought the items I used. I
bought everything I would need. Lipsticks, blushes, foundations,
eyeliner, mascara and a lot more. The woman applied everything. I felt
glamorous sitting there getting makeup applied. When she was done, she
showed me the results. I wanted to feint with delight! I looked almost
passable. Alexis said I was passable. The smile I had was huge! I
felt so good at that moment. I went to a full-length mirror to take it
all in. I was passable. I never felt more happy and confident than at
that moment. Alexis and I finished in Macy's by going to the handbags!
I bought two. One gorgeous Calvin Klein beige hobo and one black
Michael Kors clutch. I slung the hobo over my shoulder and we left
Macy's. We ended up hitting other stores and my wardrobe became quite
extensive. I felt giddy with delight. No wonder women liked shopping
so much. What an incredible rush to buy cute clothes for yourself.
We then went to a nail salon run by a family of Korean women. I had a
manicure and a pedicure done. I had false nails applied and then had
the pink and white full treatment done to my hands. My nails looked so
good! My feet got the princess pedicure and my toenails were done in
Italian Love Affair pink by OPI. I just love that color. I bought a
bottle to take home.
It was early evening by the time we left the mall. Alexis suggested we
go to Olive Garden for dinner. We went and were served by a very
handsome waiter; who had eyes for Alexis. Too bad for him that she is a
lesbian. Anyway, we had a lovely dinner and then went back to my place.
Jeff was home and Kari was over too. Alexis told both of them to close
their eyes before I came in. I walked in and they opened their eyes.
"Wow, Melissa. You look great," Kari said. "Too bad I'm already
attached..." She said as she gave me a once over. Alexis playfully
slapped Kari.
"You look great, Melissa," Jeff said. It made me feel really good to
hear Jeff say that.
"Thanks," I said to Jeff, then turned to Kari. "Thanks to you both. I
know I still am rough around the edges, but I hope to remedy that soon.
"Honestly, girl. You look great," Kari said. "Other than your voice,
you could pass," I thanked her again.
"You need help with your walk too," Alexis said. "But that's why I'm
here, girl. I'll teach you to shake your thang!" I had to laugh at
that. Jeff was strangely quiet, but smiled at me a lot. After we all
had a few drinks, Alexis and Kari left for the evening. I went to my
room and got undressed and put on a nighte I just bought. It felt so
good to wear clothing that I really liked. I felt normal for the first
time! I went back to the living room and Jeff was watching TV. I had a
nighttime exfoliating mask on after I took off my makeup.
"So tell me Jeff. What do you really think?" I asked him. "You were
awfully quiet there. Do I freak you out now?"
"No! It's just that...I don't know. It's hard to imagine you as a girl
now. I guess it will just take me some time. I know that sounds
horrible, but it's how I feel."
"That's OK," I answered. "I understand. It was hard to imagine you the
same way at first for me."
"Really, cool. I hoped that I didn't sound too hypocritical."
"Nope. It's cool with me. Now what are you watching," I said and we
changed the subject.
The next few days found Alexis hanging out with me and teaching me how
to be more feminine. I got a crash course in walking and talking more
like a woman. The heels were easy. It only took me a few days to
really get used to them. I can see why women love them so much. They
make your legs look great, and they are just so cute! I definitely need
more! The talking was not going so well. I looked on the internet and
found many YouTube videos on the subject, but none really helped.
Alexis was at a loss and I was out of hope when my therapist suggested
something. There were speech therapists that could help. I would have
to pay for it out of pocket, but if I wanted to sound like a woman I had
to do it. My therapist found one and I called and set up an interview.
I got home and told Jeff and he was happy that I found someone to help
me. I was just going to tell Alexis when my cell rang. It was my
mother. I hadn't talked to her for a while, really since I started my
transition. It was not unusual for us not to talk. She was busy with
work and all. Anyway, I answered.
"Hi mom," I said.
"Hello Robert. How are you doing?' She said and we went into normal
talk, catching up on what we were doing. It was a few minutes into
talking when she said:
"Well, who is she?"
"Who?" I answered.
"The girl you bought all that stuff for. Your Visa bill came and you
charged quite a bit. Over a thousand? Who is she?" My mom sounded
mad.
"It is my money, mom. I can spend it however I want."
"I know, but that much? She must be pretty special to you. Who is
she?"
"Her name is Melissa," I told her coyly. I just had to tell her,
though. "Listen mom, I need to tell you something. Maybe you should
sit down."
"What is this about? Did you get her pregnant or something?"
"No, nothing like that," I answered and took a deep breath. "Melissa is
me, mom."
"What?"
"I'm Melissa. All that stuff I bought is mine. I am transgender, mom.
I am going to become a woman," There I said it. I was relieved and
nervous all at once. There was a long silence on the other end. "Are
you still there, mom?"
"What did you just tell me?" she answered shocked.
"Mom, I'm a transgender woman."
"Are you serious?"
"Yes, mom. I'm very serious. I am in therapy over it. That is why I
am in therapy. I didn't know how to tell you before, but now I did.
I'm sorry, mom. I can't help it. This is who I am." I started to cry.
"Robert, are you sure this is what you are? Maybe this is some phase,
or something. Maybe it's that Jeff rubbing off on you." She sounded
angry.
"Jeff has nothing to do with it, mom. Leave him out of it. This is
about me. I am a woman, mom. I always have been. Nothing is going to
change that now. I'm transitioning."
"Listen, Robert. I am coming out there tomorrow to see you. We will
talk about it when I get there. I have to go now." She hung up. I
started crying hard then. Jeff came into my room and I told him what
had happened. He gave me a hug and encouragement. He told me he would
go stay at Kari and Alexis' apartment while my mother was in town. That
was a good idea. I went to bed depressed and hurt. I was also nervous
and mad too.
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