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Shadowgirl I think I have put more time into outlining this story ahead of time than any other story. I know that I have some stuff hanging, but this story came to me very quickly and then fleshed itself out in my head long before I started to put it on paper. It is derivative of a number of sources, especially the various versions of the Batman, but I hope I have done some honor to him and Bob Kane, the genius who created him. As I write this, I don't even know if it will be continued or one chapter. I hope you enjoy, and please leave feedback, good or bad. I will answer any polite comments. My name is Tanya Jackson. The story I am about to tell you is true. Anyone whose secret identities could be compromised is long dead. I will probably be soon due to failing health, so I want to put it down on paper before my memory goes. My sister who is helping me will fill in some of the story for me. Karen: I am Tanya's sister Karen. Although I am five years older, we were pretty close growing up, I guess because our Mom died when we were young. I helped raise her, and have always loved her through the good and bad. I sometimes wish that things had turned out differently, but then a lot of innocent people might be dead now. I guess ultimately things did go as fate planned. We were born into a middle-class family. We did better than a lot of families, because our father was a personal advisor to the head of the Wayne Foundation. I remember meeting Bruce Wayne when he was still young, although he was several years older than me. He was nice to me, although I was just a young girl thoroughly smitten with him. Then, he disappeared. He had gotten more intense over the years, and suddenly dropped out of college. I was 13 at the time, and thought it was strange. Alfred, his butler was terribly rocked by it. He was more of a father than a servant to him. He basically shut up Wayne Manor, and let several people run Wayne Enterprises, including my father. A couple of years after that, our family was ripped by tragedy. It wasn't until years later that we actually found out what happened, but all we knew was that our parents were dead. They had recently been talking about something that was troubling Dad at work, but they didn't tell me anything because I was 16 at the time. But one night when i was home watching David, a policeman came to the door. He looked very grim, and said his name was Lieutenant Gordon. He had a priest with him, but I had never been very religious. He said the words that would shatter our world forever. Tanya: I was born David Lamm. Although I had loving parents and a sister who was a pain in the ass sometimes, but who also loved me, I think I always knew there was something wrong with me. It didn't take me long to figure out what it was- I was a girl in a boy's body. Looking back, I realize how lucky I was. The first time Karen caught me trying on her clothes, she didn't freak out. Maybe because she was an older sister she asked me why I was doing that instead of calling me a total freak. I just figured what the heck, and told her. I was five and she was ten. I told her, "I've not only been wearing the clothes, but I've been playing with your toys and stuff. I am a girl. I don't know how I know that, but I am." I was sure she would be horrified, but instead she said, "I've seen you with my toys when you didn't know I was there. I don't know if we can tell Mom and Dad, but we can play dress- up when it's just us." For the next few years, we did just that. The only person I thought might suspect that knew something was different about me was Bruce Wayne. He was a very smart kid, but also haunted by the murders of his parents. If he knew anything, he never said then. I do know that Alfred, his butler knew. He caught us one time when we were staying over while my parents were on a business trip for the foundation. He sat us down and asked me some questions. When he finished he said, "I have met a lot of people in my travels, including some people who have the same problem as you. There were men in women's bodies, and then girl's like you too. They were both good and bad, just like everyone else. I realize you're afraid of what your parents might say, but you need to tell them. I think they will react better than you think". Wayne Manor became a safe haven for me after that. Of course Bruce learned of it quickly, but he already liked us a lot despite the age difference and told me not to worry. It was sad that he took off and disappeared shortly after that. He was a great friend when I needed it. I was nine when I told my parents. It was a shock for them, but at the same time they were happy. They had gay friends, so it wasn't as hard for them to accept. Plus, they really loved us. Unfortunately, there weren't really any counselors around like there are today to help me. They allowed me to dress at home, but for now, they didn't want me to do it when other people were around. They told me, "We need some time to adjust, and allow you to learn more how to be a girl. Alfred is willing to help you with that, as he has experience in helping bringing up girls before the Waynes". Alfred was wonderful. He insisted that I live only as a girl at the mansion, and he and my parents made sure I had plenty of clothes. Karen helped a lot too, although she wanted to let me go out. For my eleventh birthday, I finally got my wish. We decided to go for a day while we were in Florida on vacation. The trip had also been part of my birthday. I opened up the presents, and found some beautiful things. There was a matching set of panties and a training bra that were pink, and a pair of white tights. I had a powder blue dress in another package. My mom pulled one of my play outfits out of her suitcase that I didn't even know she had brought and said, "Happy Birthday honey. We're going to Universal Studios today, and you're going as Tanya". I was so shocked I didn't react at first, but then as I showered I started to cry. As Karen brushed my hair out to the way I wore it as Tanya, I still cried. I think they weren't sure how to react. Karen: It was true, Mom and Dad didn't quite know how to react. I knew she was happier than ever before, so I just went with it. We spent the day at the park, and no one could even tell she was a boy on the outside. When we got back to the motel, I had her take a bath. I then had the joy of helping my sister look beautiful for her first night out. She looked radiant when she smiled. Tanya: I had only imagined it would be like this. After taking a bubble bath, I put on the underwear, and then Karen helped me with some makeup. Of course, she wouldn't let me look. I put on my new dress, and she played with my hair. Finally she let me turn around and look in the mirror. I was incredible. I was pretty. Not super pretty, but there was no boy there. It was the greatest night of my life. With what would come soon after, it was almost the only great moment. I got to spend the week as Tanya. We had a great time, but I could tell something was troubling Mom and Dad. They made sure we had a great time, but I could tell they were worried. We went back to Gotham City, and I had to settle back into the life of being a boy. Things went on that way for a month as Mom and Dad got more and more tense. They were still acting as normal as they could around us, but we knew there was something going on. Then, they went out one night, and didn't come home by 10 like they said. I heard a knock on the door and Karen answered it. I heard her talking to someone, and then she called, "David, you need to come down here". I knew it wasn't good, because she was giving me warning. Nothing good could be there anyway, because when I looked outside I saw a police car. But, she was letting me know something was horribly wrong. I had gone to bed like I always did at home anymore, wearing a babydoll nightgown. I quickly slid it off and slid on some shorts and a t-shirt that could have been boy or girl and went down to see a priest and a cop I had met at the Waynes' named Gordon. I could tell he was really upset. Karen: He just shook his head and told us, "I really wish I didn't have to say this, but you both aren't little kids anymore. Your parents were killed in a car crash tonight. We don't know the cause or anything, but they were driving along the road by the cliffs, and somehow went over. I wish I could tell you there was hope, but we found both their bodies. I am so sorry, and anything we can do to help we will". I cried and begged Gordon to tell me it wasn't so, but it did no good. I turned around to David and he was standing there silently, but looking angrier than any eleven year old should ever look. I wondered right then if he knew something I didn't. He only said, "She killed them. You have to go after her". Gordon looked shocked and asked, "Who killed them son? If you know something, you need to tell us now". He said, "I was just thinking something else sir, I don't know anything". He suddenly broke down and started crying. He threw himself into my arms, and we both cried. When Gordon asked us if he could call someone, I immediately said "Call Alfred. He will know what to do". The next weeks were a whirlwind and a blur. Alfred came right away to get us, and moved us to the mansion. It seemed like it would be a wonderful thing, because both of us got our own much bigger rooms, and had a huge place to live in, but of course it didn't help. There was the funeral, only one because that's how Mom and Dad would have wanted it. Then, when the will was read, it was asked that Alfred become our guardian. It seemed like the best choice, and one we could live with. Our parent's estate was fairly hefty, although Alfred said "The Waynes would never forgive me if I didn't take care of you. Even with Master Bruce gone, anything that you need will be yours". I decided to save my inheritance for when I turned eighteen in a couple of years. I threw myself back into school, determined to live my life to the fullest to honor Mom and Dad. But, I was really worried about David. I wanted to think of him as Tanya, but it was really hard, since he had stopped doing anything feminine at all. I don't know why he buried her, but I hoped it was shock from what had happened. At eleven, it was hard to understand what was going on, but I tried to be supportive, as did Alfred. He kept going to school and getting good grades, but something was wrong inside him, I could tell. Alfred got a call shortly before I was about to graduate from High School a couple of years later. I wasn't sure where he was going a few days later, but he told me to watch things, and took the corporate jet. I was at home when he returned a week later. When he opened the back door, I ran out and threw myself into the arms of Bruce. He was somewhat surprised, but we walked inside. Tanya: I was surprised to see Bruce return, but I was happy. There was finally someone who would understand what had happened to us. His parents had been murdered like ours had. But, when he came back it was like he had forgotten it. He acted like he was going to be a spoiled rich brat. I had desperately wanted to talk to him, but I couldn't now. There was so much that I hadn't said for the last couple of years that I thought I would be able to say to him. Now, I felt as if I had no one. It was time for me to enter high school. Karen seemed quite happy with her life, as much as anyone could. I had a choice of schools to go to, and I knew where I wanted to be. I had been approached by a young woman a couple of months ago, someone roughly Bruce's age. She had said, "I represent one of the top schools in the country, and we take only the top students coming from elementary school. You can study anything you want to, while taking the basic classes. The only thing is that we are a boarding school. You will only be able to return on holidays". She gave me some literature, and her name and number to call if I was interested. I had also been approached by other schools. I had been driven since my parents' murders, and this was what I was looking for. One of the booklets she had given me described the physical fitness program. It was tailored to each person's needs, so those who were less able would be helped. I knew that the school was probably something great, but one night I returned to my room after a late evening jog and found her in my room. This was pretty incredible considering that the mansion had a very good security system. Bruce was out of town, but Alfred and Karen were there. Alfred was very good, and getting around him wasn't easy. She was dressed in black. I knew I should be feeling fear, but some instinct told me not to. I said, "Isn't this a little bit unusual way to recruit people for the school?" She actually laughed at that and said, "The fact that you can joke like that shows I was right to come here. I need you to come with me. What you will see will convince you that you should be a part of the school"? Instinct told me to go, so I told her, "I'm in". She said, "If you are any good, then you can evade security like me without turning it off". It was a fair test. I knew how to disable it, but didn't know where everything was. But, I followed her out. We got all of the way out, although it was hard at times to follow her agile moves to avoid sensors. Outside the gates of the mansion, there was a limousine. A very large man stepped out and let us in. I looked at his face, and he looked at me with no emotion. The windows of the limo were blacked out. We drove for a while, but I couldn't tell where. We stopped, and when we got out, we were in a parking garage. Except for a bunch of extremely expensive cars, there was no way to tell where we were. We went up in an elevator to an entry hall that I assumed was a condo. When we stepped out, another extremely large man escorted into a sitting area. The furniture was very expensive. It looked like some of the expensive areas of the mansion. We sat down, and the man offered us something to drink. They had my favorite brand of soda on hand, as if sending me a message that they had done a lot of research. I was okay with that. I figured that if they wanted to harm me, it would have been done already. After ten minutes, the servant appeared again and escorted us into an office. Sitting there was a man was of a hard age to guess, but I could tell that he was very powerful. It wasn't just the way he moved, but just everything about him. I could see a family resemblance between them. He said, "Greetings daughter, and greetings to you young Mr. Lamm. I thank you for coming even at this late hour". I said, "Sir, thank you for the welcome. Talia has been most kind to me, but I don't think her name is Franklin. May I be allowed a guess at your name?" He laughed and said, "I would be disappointed if you couldn't figure out who I am. Feel free to guess, but if so, I will call you David, or maybe by your other name". I was shocked by that. I only had one other name, but no one but Karen, Alfred and Bruce were supposed to know that. He said, "If you can tell me my name, I will tell you yours, and how I know it". I was still in shock, but I managed to whisper his name. I said, "You have to be one man, a man whom many legends are spoken of. You sir are Ra's al Ghul". Legends had been told about him for years at my school. He had made many donations that had contributed to the library, gym and science labs there. It had been said that he was a shadowy figure, who was obsessed with the environment. I shouldn't be surprised that Talia was his daughter. I said, "Mr. al Ghul, I know some of who you are, but why are you spending time on me? I am honored, but there must be others like me". He said, "You have a very unique combination of skills and personality. There is one overriding thing. You are driven by a thirst for vengeance that if controlled, will cause you to rise to greatness. I think with that thirst for greatness, you also have been suppressing a key part of yourself. We want to see you become your true and greatest self. I could care less if that means you are a girl. What I want is your best. I contribute huge amounts to different schools, and have an intelligence network that helps me find young people like you. I will allow you to both be your true self, and to learn what you need to wreak vengeance on the people that ruined your family. I know about Tanya because your father was an ally. He didn't tell me, but after their murders, we checked out the house before everything was taken. We found your clothing and some of your writings. We didn't come upon you the normal way. We knew about you, Tanya. Come to our school, where you can come as Tanya. We will have girls who will be willing to assist you in being yourself, and you can learn whatever subjects you want. And, you will learn the skills of the ninja, which Talia used to come into your house, and also many others. What do you say?" I sensed that he was a man who was capable of deception, but that he was being honest with me. I said, "Sir, I do not need to think very long. Talia has already told and shown me enough that I wish to be part of it. What do I do"? He said, "Tell Mr. Wayne and Alfred of your desire. They will check out the school, but I suspect that they will be a little relieved to let you go. They don't seem to have any idea what to do with you. You can also reveal that you will be coming as Tanya. If they truly understand who you are, they will also support that. They don't know anything about our real purpose, although Bruce may suspect. The school year is almost over. I am sure that you will find a way to return to Tanya in a way that they will believe. Talia will approach you formally shortly. Goodbye for now, young Tanya. You won't see me anytime soon, but I will follow your progress". The large servant came and escorted us out. We got home a couple of hours before I would normally get up. It was good that it was Saturday, so no one would particularly notice that I would sleep in a bit. My dreams were filled with Tanya for the first time in years. I thought about how to start. When I woke up, I found a note next to my bed. It said to look in my closet. Apparently Talia had been doing a little work before I had found her last night. In the very back, I found a box. There were some castoff clothes of Karen's. They looked as if they had been amateurishly altered, as if I had done it, so they would better fit me. I took a while to get used to wearing them again, and a few days to really get the feel for being myself again. In my deepest heart, I had never stopped being Tanya, so it didn't take a lot of work to get the attitude. I wore the few outfits for a couple of weeks, and then one day put on my best outfit, and a wig I found with the clothes. I would use the excuse that I was afraid to steal some of her makeup as a reason why I didn't use it. My face was still soft enough that I didn't look bad anyway. I set off in search of Karen in her area of the mansion. Karen: I had been pretty caught up in myself recently, getting ready for graduation and preparation for college. I would be going to Stanford, on the other side of the country. I wondered at times if my choice of schools had to do with wanting to get away from everything once and for all. I had already started to pack. I knew that I would come back for a visit, but wherever I went would be my home now. Wayne Manor would be just somewhere to come back and visit. I hadn't paid much attention to David, so I was shocked when he suddenly appeared as Tanya. She had obviously been dressing again for a little while. She didn't look bad, although you could tell she was a boy if you really looked. She said, "What do you think Sis, do I look okay? I finally gave in to myself and am becoming Tanya again". I was shocked, but happy. Something had obviously been happening, and I wished I had been paying more attention. I asked her, "Do Bruce and Alfred know?" She said, "I haven't told them yet. The mansion is so big that I have been starting over on my own, and then tell wanted to tell you first." I was curious about why she had gone back to Tanya now, and said, "This is wonderful. But why now? What brought you back?" I didn't know whether she would be upset by the question, but she had obviously had been expecting it. She said, "I have been trying to move forward in some way, to deal with what happened to Mom and Dad. Then, one of the High Schools that have come talked to me. I had heard that they worked with people like me who were different, whether transsexual, or gay or bi-sexual. It didn't take me long to just break down and tell them about me. With my grades and stuff, they want me to come to the school, and I can come as Tanya. They said that if the Wayne Foundation won't pay for it, they will give me a scholarship". This is where I had good news. I told her, "Bruce has told me that he would take care of us. I got a full scholarship to Stanford, but he is going to provide for me to get a place so I can concentrate on school. If we go and talk to him about this, I'm sure he will probably cover the cost so that someone who needs it can go to the school. Now let's get you ready and we can go down and talk". I think I was too happy for her to question much. The story was believable and it helped that I really wanted to believe it. I guess part of being rich now was that I saved some of my favorite outfits from when I was younger. I had a denim skirt and a white pull-over blouse that would fit. I also had something that no one had none I had used when I was younger- a pair of breast forms. It wasn't easy getting a bra that would both fit her and hold them, but we did. They were only a-cup, so they didn't look too strange on her. We looked in the mirror, and she started crying. Looking back on it, I know that part was real. I let her cry for a bit, and then helped her put on a little makeup. Now she looked enough like a girl that you really had to look. By then it was almost suppertime, so I said, "Let's go down and show Alfred. I hope Bruce is here to see you". When we got downstairs, Alfred turned and saw us and started a little. But, we never were able to really throw him. I think raising Bruce did that. He said, "It's good to have you with us again, Tanya. Why don't you go and get Master Bruce from the den"? I took her by the hand and we headed to the den, where Bruce turned from watching the news and gave a small start. He then smiled and said "Hi Tanya, it's been a while. Good to have you back". She said, "Thank you Bruce, it's good to be back". We went in and had dinner, and just talked about normal things. We helped Alfred clean up, and then we all went into Bruce's home office. There, Tanya told them everything she had told me. His only reaction at first was a bit of a start when Tanya said the name of the school. He asked some questions, and then said, "Tanya, I have heard a lot about that school, and if you really want to go there, then I will take care of it. I think it's a little intense that they don't allow you to come home much, but if you really want to, then you can go. You said that the open house is next week- we can all go. The school was beautiful. By then we had a chance to get Tanya some clothes of her own. There was a presentation for Bruce and Alfred, and the other kid's parents, and the school had some senior's my age show me around. I met a number of different kids. They all seemed to respect each other, although everyone probably didn't get along perfectly, just like anywhere else. It was obvious that there were some guys holding hands affectionately, as well as girls. No one acted any differently towards them. It was obvious that they had arranged for me to meet a few transsexuals, and for the first time I really got to understand the viewpoint, both of boys who were really girls, and also girls who were boys. I imagined that Tanya was having the same experience. It was also obvious that no one really cared about race or stuff like that either. Both teachers and students were all different groups. Tanya: I was in a bit of a daze as I walked around. The two girls who were taking me around were very nice, and didn't say anything at all about me being a boy. For a minute, I forgot that I wasn't just another fourteen year old girl, just looking at a new high school. Then one of the girls, who I learned was Destiny, brought it back to reality. She told me, "You move like someone who has been trained to some degree in the martial arts and is an athlete. I don't care that you aren't a girl in body yet. Talia says that you are one of us in spirit and soul, not just a girl, but a warrior. It will be my pleasure to help you become who you truly are. I am a girl by birth, but Jodi here is also learning to be herself". I know now that it's kind of a clich?, but at the time I couldn't tell any difference between them except age. Destiny was a senior, while Jodi was about to be a sophomore. If one year here could make her so able to be a girl, then who knows what would happen for me? I said, "I know that Bruce seemed hesitant at first about me coming here, but I will convince him. Talia and her father completely convinced me that this is where I belong to become who I really am". Destiny and Jodi exchanged looks and then Jodi said, "You have met her father? Very few meet her father before they come here. He must have some special plan for you and see something special in you". I guess I could have felt some special pride at that, and even did a little, but having found two friends who were going to help me become who I am, I was afraid that they wouldn't like me because of this, or it would be fake. I said, "Please, don't judge me by that. I liked him, but he said nothing of that. I thought everyone saw him". Destiny said, "We won't make a big deal of it if you won't. We already liked you before you told us, so that won't change". They both gave me hugs to show it was true. We continued the tour. I did get to see a few places that I'm sure the others didn't get to see, including the special training areas. Boys and girls were training there in forms of combat I had never seen. Other than these areas I didn't see anything that looked different than any other school. There wasn't any question that I wanted to go here. Karen and Alfred both liked the school. Bruce seemed to, but not as much. In the end, there wasn't any real doubt. I went home for a couple of months, now living as completely as Tanya as I could. I also continued to take some pills that Talia had given me the night I agreed to all this. They were female hormones, which we figured wouldn't have any real noticeable effect before it was time to go to school. It wasn't quite true, as I was starting to show a little bit of shape in my hips and butt, and maybe a little on my chest. The only person to know was Karen. I had to tell her when we went shopping for new clothes to take to school. I tried to go by myself but she insisted. She said, "I do understand, but I should make you stop. I think it is too late to do that though. I don't even want to know where you got them. You have to go to a doctor though". I got the name of a friendly doctor from the school, and she found what I wanted her to- that it wasn't reversible, and she started moderating the doses. I had gotten rid of the breast forms and started wearing a training bra. I liked that much better anyway, because it was real. I was slowly becoming a girl. My body was catching up with my soul and spirit. Finally, the day came. They all came and took me to the school. I was going to be rooming with Jodi. She was glad to see that I was wearing a training bra and what I had was small but real. She told me, "I had to go through this first step myself. It takes some adjustment, but it will be better and better as it happens". I hugged everyone goodbye and started to unpack. Karen: I was really nervous as I hugged her goodbye. I had a feeling that there was something I was missing. But, I had only a couple of weeks before I left for Stanford. I don't think Tanya had really noticed, but Bruce and Alfred had been acting more mysteriously in the time since Bruce had returned. I know that they were concerned that crime in the city had gotten worse over time, and that they were interested in a masked vigilante who eventually became known as the Batman. I didn't think about it very much until everything I knew changed forever. I was downtown doing some last minute shopping, and didn't really think about how it was getting late. I was getting into my car when a kid about my age stuck a gun in my face. I tried to fight back, and given the training I had would have succeeded, except there were three of them. The one with the gun said, "She's a fighter. Stupid bitch, all we wanted was the car, but now we take you along for an extra prize". I fought desperately, but one of them was pulling my hands behind me, and I felt him starting to tie them with something when I saw something black swoop down on the others. They suddenly went flying, and landed out cold in the street. The man who was holding me had no chance to do anything. My hands were suddenly free. I turned and kicked him in the nuts even before my rescuer sent him flying. I looked at him and recognized the drawings of the Batman. The rumors of a giant bat were obviously false, as he was a man. He said, "Get in your car and go. They won't be coming after you". As he turned to go he looked back at me and said, "Nice kick", and then he was gone. As I arrived home at the mansion, I realized that I knew that voice. When I saw Bruce and Alfred in the morning, I pretended not to know anything at first and then said, "Bruce, you really need to learn to do a better job of disguising your voice at the Batman. Thanks for the rescue by the way. It isn't hard to figure out why you became him. I hope you know you can trust me with who you are". Bruce said, "I knew you would get it, but had to save you. If I had just been able to resist speaking to you, but you've been a little sister me, and I guess part of me wanted you to know. I will work on the voice". I hugged him and said, "Since I'm moving to the other side of the country, I doubt anyone will ever make the connection". I'm a little worried about you since there won't be anyone here to keep you grounded in family". The conversation was suddenly interrupted by the voice of a young boy. I turned around and saw a boy of about eleven, who looked totally lost. He asked, "Where am I, and who are you"? I looked at Bruce and said, "Have I been that far out of it with getting ready to move that I haven't noticed a new houseguest"? Bruce said, "This is Tim Drake. When I was patrolling night before last, he wound up saving my life. His Dad was killed a little while ago. I have decided to take him in, with both Tanya and you leaving. In saving my life, he learned that I was Bruce Wayne. He showed that I could trust him for now and at least give him a chance". I only had a couple of days, but talked with him for a while and told him about how much Bruce and Alfred had helped Tanya and me. He sensed a kindred spirit, and I could tell he would probably alright. I gave him my cell number and said to call anytime. I left for Stanford and the long drive feeling like things were going to be okay. Tanya: I had gotten into the last month of the summer with total enthusiasm. When we weren't working out and beginning training, Jodi and I were in the library. She didn't press me on what I was studying, but I was going through and finding out everything I could about Ra's al Ghul. It wasn't much. His public identity was of a mysterious and powerful figure who was almost obsessed with the environment. I also studied everything I could about ninjas. Their history was also much hidden. At night, Destiny would come over and help me learn more about behaving as a girl. Jodi never corrected on behavior in public, but we would discuss mistakes with Destiny and I would learn. A few days before school began, I was summoned to the school office. When I was told to go in, I found not the headmaster, but Talia. She said, "Father and I are proud of your progress, and also that you haven't tried to make a big deal of having met him. It is time for you to concentrate not on becoming Tanya, but being her. Trust yourself, and just be who you are. You're training as a warrior has been remarkable, and you're growth as a girl is better than hoped. I may not appear again for months at a time, but know I am watching over you. Here is a letter from your sister. She will talk of herself and of Bruce Wayne. You must answer as her sister, but remember that we are your family now. I told her that I knew that, and returned to my room. I had no idea where this was going. It was obvious that I was becoming a warrior for some reason, but even I couldn't imagine what. If I had known how it was going to turn out, I might have tried to run away. But, another thing happened that was a life changer. I had hung out with a few of the boys while there were a few spare moments, and had even gone to a movie with a boy named Derek. He was nice, and very nice looking, but there was no spark. I just felt no interest for boys. I told Jodi about this, wanting to know her reaction since she was also a girl in a boy's body. She told me, "I also feel like that. I don't know if that makes us less of being girls, or lesbians or what". We both kind of had the same idea at the same time. We had been sitting on the small couch we had in our room, and we each moved a little closer. She rubbed my arm, and we looked into each other's eyes, and I moved in and kissed her lightly on the lips. It was like a light electric shock. Suddenly we were kissing. I had never kissed like that before. It went on for several seconds and then we pulled apart and I could she had the same shocked look on her face that I did. There was a knock on the door, and we suddenly realized that it was the time when Destiny was supposed to come over. I looked at her and said, "What now?" She said, "I don't know. Do we tell her? What do we do"? To be continued I think one of my biggest trademarks is big cliffhangers. Not this time. I don't think I should take it any further with a fourteen and fifteen year old either, as that has never been my style. Obviously I have changed one key element of the Batman universe by using Tim Drake right away as the future Robin. Using Dick Grayson right away would have complicated things, so I apologize to any of his fans, which I actually am one of. Part two should be along shortly. I hope you enjoyed this.