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A Time Of Changes Part 5: Breakdown free porn video
I'm sorry for the delay, I just couldn't get in the mood for writing this
week. I hope you enjoy part 5.
A time of changes
by Souffle Girl
Part 5: breakdown
The first thing that Rachel did after dinner was a shower. She felt a
burning need to wash, as if the events she just went through had left her
dirty. Undressing made her nervous. So far, she had only stripped to try
on new clothes and had carefully avoided looking in the mirror while she
changed. This time, however, she felt the need to familiarize with her
body.
She slowly took off her top, watching the fabric slide over her skin,
just a little lighter in hue than she remembered it being. She noticed
that, much to her relief, the small imperfections and moles she had
always had were still in place. It was nice to see that something of the
old Matt was still there.
She was hairless except under her armpits, only a very fine hair as clear
as that of a child covered her body. She undid the simple white bra,
revealing her still immature breasts. A cold draft gave her goose bumps,
and her nipples stood up at attention. Rachel felt the urge to cover her
breasts in embarassment.
Finally her skirt and panties slid to the ground. She hesitated before
looking down at her now flat crotch. Even there, only some scattered hair
remained.
She looked in the mirror, her big eyes going over the curve of her hips,
over her delicate neck, over her small shoulders.
She was struck with the thought of being, in her own way, beautiful.
Gifted with the ethereal beauty of a virgin girl yet to fully blossom.
She found herself thinking about the looks that her new body would
attract, the desires that it would stir...
She shook her head and stepped into the shower, letting the hot water
wash away her thoughts, as if it could cleanse her soul.
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Rachel sat on the couch watching television with Chelsea. On the screen
Matt Smith was chatting with Karen Gillian in an old episode of Doctor
Who.
When she had finished showering, Rachel had discovered that Janice had
come over to spend the night with Steve. With Chelsea turning a blind
eye, they hoped to take advantage of the free home, and of Steve's bed in
particular.
The girl was quite embarassed when greeting her, asking her if she was
all right. After her Twist, Rachel was almost four inches shorter than
her.
The two lovebirds had locked themselves up in Steve's room, so Rachel had
put on the pajamas she borrowed from Chelsea the previous night and had
gone looking for her on the ground floor.
"I didn't know you liked classical TV" said Rachel while Chelsea was busy
chewing through a pack of biscuits. She would have thought Chelsea was
more into romantic, and definitely more recent, shows.
"Steve kind of rubbed it off on me" she said. "And then Smith is so
cute!"
Chelsea stopped, looking at her with a strange thoughtful expression,
then began to giggle.
"What?" Rachel asked
Chelsea pointed at the TV. "You know, I can't help thinking that you
regenerated. Just like the Doctor."
Rachel looked at her wide-eyed. She had never thought of it that way.
"You changed appearance, habits and behaviour in a moment. But inside,
you're still the same person as before. Same as it happens to him."
"You're right!" she said, laughing.
The two girls went back to watching TV, but Rachel kept thinking about
Chelsea.
Rachel had known her for most of her life. She even had vague memories of
her as a newborn child, eagerly suckling her mother's breast. Yet, years
later she couldn't say she really knew her.
As good boys, she and Steve were steadily keeping little Chelsea from
joining their couple and made fun of her at times. Still, she had never
stopped looking up to them. Not just to Steve, but to Matt too. The old
Matt.
Now, she realized, they would become much closer. It had already begun, a
natural, instinctive process. Females gathered together. Even her
appearence made her look closer in age to Chelsea than to Steve. Once
again she instinctively hugged her.
"Thank you for everything you're doing for me"
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Rachel spent the morning emptying her old room with Steve and Chelsea's
help, thanking God that her uncle and aunt were at work. She packed box
after box of comic books, video games and his action figures. For each
one she filled, she felt a moment of pain remembering where and when she
had bought everything. The plots of her favorite stories passed through
her head as if she had read them the day before, yet reminded her of a
past so far away it could as well be another person's. Which, she thought
sadly, was likely true.
"Hello how are you? Do you think that today we could see each other?"
She sighed, looking at Kate's message on her mobile. She knew that this
moment would come, but she was afraid to deal with her. What could a
former male say to her straight girlfriend? For a moment she thought to
ditch her with an excuse, then she realized she could not do that to
Kate. Their story deserved more than that.
"I'm better, but still upside down. We can meet whenever you want, just
tell me a time and a place."
They agreed on early afternoon at the park. She would need a lot of moral
support that night, she thought.
After lunch he spent a good hour sending application letters to colleges
in Spiral. Luckily, she already had a draft, and she just had to update
it with the latest developments.
Then she changed into jeans and a loose fitting blouse, fighting back the
feeling of not being feminine enough. Maybe it was stupid, considering
that Kate was present during her shopping trip the day before, but she
felt she needed to maintain a minimum level of manhood this time. If Kate
was to break up with her, she wanted Matt to be the one being there
rather than Rachel.
They met at the park, the sun had just hidden behind a summer clouds.
Rachel shivered, but she didn't know if it was just due to the sudden
cold.
They didn't hug nor kiss, just a shy, "Hello."
The thing lasted less than an hour but to Rachel it felt like ages. Kate
had tears in her eyes as she told her they could not stay together
anymore. That even though she knew that, inside, she was always the same
person, she could not really feel that. She told her that they could be
friends someday, but not right away. That she needed time to go over
losing Matt.
Then she burst into tears and spent ten minutes on a bench, before
leaving.
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"Rachel, come out. I made ??you some tea," Chelsea said, knocking on the
door. Rachel had come home an hour earlier, her face dark, and had ran
into the bathroom, locking the door from inside.
"Go away. I don't want it, Chelsea," a voice said sadly.
"You can't stay in there all day ..."
"I can stay here forever if needed."
Chelsea remained before the door for a while, listening as her friend
cried softly.
"Let me in at least, please. Speak to me."
There was a moment of silence. Then the key turned in the lock and a
devastated Rachel appeared on the doorstep.
"Oh, your hair ..." Chelsea exclaimed.
Rachel was still holding the scissors with which she had cut her hair
short, like a boy's, but despite her best efforts, the cut was irregular
and patchy. Her eyes had a dark rim around them, were red from her crying
and had a strange look.
"I don't want this hair! I don't want this body!" she shouted throwing
the scissors on the floor. "This... this isn't me!"
Then, like a stringless puppet, she collapsed on the ground crying.
"I can't do it. I really can't! It's too much!" she managed to say
between sobbings "I don't want to be a girl. I hate feeling so small and
helpless!"
Chelsea held her tightly, then took her to her room, where Rachel now
slept. They sat down on the bed and Rachel kept crying, letting off her
steam.
"It must be hard, I understand. But it's always you in there ... It's
still Matt. You just have to get used to this... Look, you want to do
something together? We could watch one of my brother's anime. Something
you like."
Rachel wiped her tears and looked at Chelsea. Then she nodded and they
headed downstairs, looking for something to watch together.
Alma
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