CHAPTER FIFTY ONE
There is certainly a different feeling to the Palace under the new
rule. Politics is always politics but the threat of death, or worse,
has been lifted. That brings a new set of challenges, ones that the
Witches Council seems incapable of dealing with. They all mean well but
good intentions will not feed the horse. They are too divided to truly
rule this world and they fail to inspire the kind of loyalty needed
among both the people and the Queen's Guard. There is no doubt that
Opulessa was worse but things could certainly be better.
The troubles have been increasing rapidly ever since they took ... well,
I can't say control, that is the problem. Certainly since Opulessa was
killed. However, I bring information that may change the situation.
If only Mistress Denson would keep a reliable schedule!
I have been waiting twenty decicycles past my appointed time yet there
is no sign of her, or her secretary. The woman who is here assures me
she will soon arrive but she has been saying that for the last fifteen
decicycles.
Finally, I hear a commotion at the end of the hall leading to this
office and Mistress Denson sweeps in, her secretary at her heels.
Some things never change.
"I am so sorry to keep you waiting, General Packer. The Council meeting
ran longer than expected."
They always do.
"I am at your service, Mistress. My time is yours to command."
"I wish all my appointments were as understanding as you, General. I
will see you in ..." she looks at her secretary "ten decicycles?" Her
secretary nods in confirmation.
"As you wish, Mistress."
Surprisingly, I am called after only eight decicycles. A pleasant
change.
Once I am seated, the secretary leaves us, though I have no illusions
that we are truly alone. I am certain that someone is recording our
conversation.
"What do you have to report concerning the numerous rebellions, General
Packer?"
"A surprising amount of very good news, Mistress."
"Really? There has not been much of that these past few months."
"No indeed. The information that I have is all second hand. None of my
men have witnessed any of the battles I am reporting about today."
"I do not understand. How could your men not witness battles they
participated in?"
"These fights did not involve the Queen's Guard in any way."
"Are the rebel groups turning on one another?" she asks, hope in her
voice.
"Not exactly. There was some of that in the early months as different
groups fought for territory, but that has faded away. No, these reports
are from the statements of the survivors of these different battles, of
which there are surprisingly large numbers."
"Proceed."
"Thank you, Mistress. It seems to have started in the East, near New
Amsterdam. One of the minor rebel groups, less than 700 in numbers, was
utterly routed by a single witch. She killed a group of men in an
extraordinarily theatrical manner but it was very effective. If the
reports are true, I must raise my hat to her. She then called upon, and
remember, these are unconfirmed but completely consistent reports, a
fire breathing dragon to bring total destruction to the property of the
rebel leader, a Thalyn Burns."
She blinks twice before responding. "Did you say a dragon?"
"A fire breathing dragon. A rather large one, though that is where some
of the reports vary."
"Since dragons do not exist at all, I can understand why the reports
are not consistent, General."
"I do not doubt these reports, Mistress Denson. I have spoken to many
of these men myself. Some used to be part of the Queen's Guard who have
returned, begging to be allowed to rejoin."
"Why would they do that?"
"Allow me to provide some additional information before I answer that
question. As I said, this began in the East but quickly spread.
Different groups were attacked in similar ways, though there were no
further theatrical executions. Always a single witch and the dragon,
which appears to be impossible to kill or even harm in any way."
"The witch or the dragon?"
"Both, Mistress. Also consistent is, though the attacks are nearly
unstoppable, there are no reports of casualties, no prisoners taken,
except for that first attack in New Amsterdam, and, before each attack,
the witch clearly identifies herself as Queen Alexia. She gives the men
a chance to run away, to return to her service and those who do not
will, and this is important, ultimately die."
"Which explains the sudden increase in the number of your troops."
"Exactly, Mistress. The most recent reports have Queen Alexia riding
the dragon as if it were a horse, directing it through the air and
destroying at will."
"Has all this been effective?"
"Exceedingly so. The survivors of one attack scatter but they tell
their stories wherever they go. The stories are now almost legendary
and the mere appearance of Queen Alexia and her dragon sends the rebels
running."
"I thought you said she was not killing anyone, with those first
exceptions."
"That is correct but most of the rebels view that as their good luck
and cannot see the genius in the plan. I honestly cannot say that I
would stand in the face of a giant, fire breathing dragon even if there
was a good chance I might survive. It would take someone stronger than
I to do that."
"You said 'Queen Alexia.' Do you believe it to be her?"
"Of that I have no doubt. The description of the witch is her to the
top of her head. The wish to not kill fits exactly, though she has
turned that to her advantage, so far. In addition, is there another
witch out there who could create a huge magical beast and maintain it
for many decicycles?"
"Alexia was not strong enough to do that when she left this world.
Somehow, she has become even stronger in her absence."
"I assumed this information would be a surprise but you have accepted
my statements rather easily. Is there something I should know, Mistress
Denson?"
She takes a sip from a cup of warm tea flavored with honey that is
always on her desk during meetings. Swallowing slowly, she looks at me
over the lip of the cup. The effect is uncomfortable, as if I am being
studied by an old, maiden aunt. She returns the cup to a holder above a
small lit candle.
"Your information is not a complete surprise. The news about the
various rebel groups is a happy surprise. As for Alexia, I had sent for
her well over a month ago."
"Sent for her?"
"I ordered Miran Pegues to return to the other world, find Alex
Thompson and convince him to return to this world. The concept of a
Witches Council has failed. History may argue exactly why that has
happened but there is no argument that the statement is not true."
It is a relief to hear her say that but I do not want to react too
strongly. It was her pet project and she poured a great deal of effort
in trying to make it work.
"It was a noble experiment, Mistress."
"One which I believe you predicted would fail."
"I am not a visionary, Mistress Denson. It is not my place to make
policy but to implement it. I kept my misgivings to myself and always
followed orders."
"And earned my eternal respect for doing so. Thank you for your hard
work in these difficult times, General Packer. I believe that if the
Council broke apart without another option in place, the fighting would
rapidly spread and become an all out civil war, fracturing the Queen's
Guard further in the process."
"An astute observation, Mistress."
"Thank you. Alexia was the obvious choice from the standpoint of a
dominant witch. We all know her and what she is capable of. None of us
are her equal, not even if we band together."
"Which you clearly cannot do."
The look on her face tells me I have struck a sore spot. "Yes, General.
We witches cannot seem to agree on anything."
"If I may ask, did you seek the agreement of your sister witches on the
return of Alexia?"
"I did not."
"Was that because they would not agree with your plan?"
"It was because there would not be unanimous agreement."
"Mistress Beckwith."
"At the least, General."
I am not one to put great stock in rumors but a man in my position
cannot afford to ignore them completely. Some have said that Mistress
Beckwith, in league with others, would not object to the collapse of
the Witches Council. It would give her the opening to create a more
active and forceful government. I myself have received some subtle
inquiries from her representatives which were cut short when I told
them that I was loyal to the current government and would never seek to
change it but that if change happened on its own, I would be loyal to
the new government.
"Do your sister witches know of your plan now?"
"They know Alexia has returned."
"How do they know this to be true?"
"Because we can feel her. A witch as powerful as Alexia does not move
about unnoticed by other witches. The long suppression by Opulessa made
many of us sensitive to the presence of large amounts of magic. Three
days ago, the well ran over. It practically gushed from the well
house."
"That strong?"
"It was as if she was standing in the room with us but she was not.
Alexia is finally in the city. I had asked Pegues to bring her back to
me but, clearly, that did not happen. From your reports, Alexia has
been quite busy completing her own plan for our world."
"Do you have any idea what that is?"
"None."
"Does that frighten you?"
"How could it not?"
"Mistress Beckwith?"
A tight smile creeps across her face. "Is disappointed."
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
It's been a busy few weeks for Johnathyn and me. I'd fly us to an area,
we'd scout out the local militia loyal to this Queen or that Queen,
plan my attack, scare the shit out of them and move on.
We've moved all around Glory but kept away from the city itself. I
wanted to give time for word of my return to spread naturally. It helps
with putting the rebels on the run. Johnathyn has been a bit of a pain
in the ass about what I can and can't destroy. When you're packing a
kick-ass fire breathing dragon, you just gotta burn something! He's all
worried about local economies, the cost of repairs and so on but I have
to do something to prove to the non-believers that I mean business. If
I'm not going to roast a few rebels on the spit, we both strongly agree
with that, then I'm limited to property damage. I know Johnathyn is
thinking back to the shock of finding his own home trashed but I gotta
do something. Property damage is the lesser of evils, though as my rep
spreads, it takes less of that each time.
Occasionally, I recognize familiar faces in the fleeing crowds as Lilly
and I cruise overhead. I need that to happen to spread the word but
still, it's disappointing. It means that I'm not getting through to
some people. Sooner or later, I'm going to have to escalate and I don't
want to think about what that means. I mean, there's got to be people
on this world who would be just as determined to fight against me as I
would be if I were in their shoes. What would it take to make me
surrender to me? A hell of a lot, maybe a lot more than I'm ready to
do. All Johnathyn and I have really done so far is rattle a whole lot
of cages. They aren't causing trouble for the common people because
they're too busy running, which is better than nothing but, as history
has proven, you can't win a war strictly from the air. Ya' gotta put
boots on the ground.
After that last group near the South coast, it was clear that we had
done about all we could by ourselves, which is why we returned to
Glory. Riding in on a couple of horses we liberated from a rebel group,
it is interesting to see how the city has changed since I left.
There's still security but it's mostly outside of the city limits,
defending against invading armies not individuals. There are still
troops around the Palace but not as many as before. In fact, the total
number of Queen's Guard that we see as we move into and through town
seems to be fewer than before. Way fewer. That could mean a couple of
things. They could be out fighting rebel groups but we never ran into
anything like that when we were out and about. If that was the case,
you think we would have seen it. A second explanation is there's been a
lot of casualties. I think Packer is too smart to waste his men like
that, assuming Packer is still in charge of the Queen's Guard. A third
answer would be desertions.
Guess I'll find out eventually. Right now, I need to check on my
popularity with the people.
Johnathyn and I rein the horses in front of the building that Beckwith
damaged during the attack on Opulessa. I'm glad to see that they have
fixed it.
"How do we know if they still live here, Alexia?"
"We don't, but it's as good a place to start as any."
"Should we not see Dierdra first before all others? She asked for you
to return so she should be pleased to see you."
"You're right but she may not know what's really going on. Leaders
often live in a bubble of what we call 'Yes men', subordinates who do
not like delivering bad news so they only deliver good news, even if
they have to make it up. They always agree with whatever idea or plan
their boss supports, right or wrong. You get surrounded by 'Yes men'
and pretty soon, you're completely out of touch with reality. I need
the unvarnished truth, Johnathyn. Good or bad."
"And you think the Cantell woman can give you that?"
"I hurt her and her family. I fixed it but that's not a good way to
start a relationship. I then left and we both know what happened after
that. She's got reasons to both like and hate me, stronger personal
reasons than most. She seemed smart and tuned into the pulse of the
populace. I'm sure she'd be a good sounding board if she's willing to
talk to me. If we can find her."
"If this remains her home, she should be in the courtyard, as it is
past the middle of the day. Do you wish for me to search for her?"
"No, I better do it. She's seen you and you're hard to forget."
He smiles slyly. "As are you, my Wife."
I had gotten past the change while we were out rousting rebel groups.
My head caught up with my body. It was like a second honeymoon for us:
traveling around the country, staying at little out of the way inns,
eating the local cuisine, seeing the sights and screwing like rabbits
at night.
We had left Leeanna with the Collens at New Amsterdam. Kinda took the
pressure off for both of us.
Picking up where we had left off, it was simply glorious! A lot of
pressure had built up in Johnathyn and he gave me every bit of it.
"While we both may be unforgettable, my Husband, only I can do this."
I dismount, stroll a few feet away to an alcove, step in so that no one
can see me and quickly transform, exiting as a dead ringer for my young
witch friend Penelope.
"I had forgotten you could do that, Alexia. It gives me an idea. Do you
suppose you could become a ..."
"Think twice before saying anything else, my Husband."
"Perhaps later, when you are in a more receptive mood."
"Hold that thought, Johnathyn. We've got work to do. You hang tight
here and I'll see what I can find out."
He also dismounts, grabs the reins of both horses and steps away from
the street into the shadows of several small trees. I enter the open
courtyard through a large stone arch. It takes me several milicycles to
spot Codii Cantell. I thought I'd pick her out of the crowd of children
almost immediately but she has grown so much in the three quarters of a
year since I left. Has it been that long? It takes even longer to
locate Emery, the baby boy. He's closer to a toddler. Do kids grow up
faster on this world or is it just me? I'd never have recognized him if
his mother hadn't picked him up and cleaned his hands. I amble over to
the bench on which Marta is sitting, holding Emery on her lap, taking a
round-about path through the playing children.
They race about me, chasing each other, screaming, shouting, giggling
and laughing. Pure joy unrestrained. I can't remember Terry and me ever
playing like that. Maybe we were younger, that age where you can't
recall what happened, like your second or third or even fourth
birthdays. To live in a household with that kind of natural,
unfettered, youthful happiness must be wonderful. Though there are also
poopie diapers, the terrible twos and picky eaters who live on spinach
for a week and then won't touch it for a year.
Children are a mixed bag, at best.
My brain says that but my hormones are making my arms ache to hold one
of those little racing imps. I look up to see Marta intently staring at
me. I mosey her direction, smiling at her.
"That is a beautiful boy you have!" I exclaim. "Does he take after his
father?"
She smiles back. "Very much so. Have we met before? You seem so
familiar?"
"May I sit?" Marta offers me a spot next to her. I settle down,
smoothing my dress underneath me. "I have just recently arrived in
Glory, so it is unlikely we have met before. I am Penelope Lightner."
"I am Marta Cantell and this young pup is my son, Emery. That dirty
scamp over there is my daughter, Codii."
"A lovely girl she is."
"Where do you hail from?"
"East, near New Amsterdam. A small town. It is nothing to compare to
Glory."
"But many have heard of it! They say that Queen Alexia has returned and
was in New Amsterdam not long ago. Is that true?"
"It is true. I saw her myself."
"Gods preserve us! I have heard so many rumors that one has no idea
what to believe or if to believe any of them at all. And now you say
that you saw her with your own eyes."
"She said she was Queen Alexia. I have never seen her before so I could
not say for certain."
"You would know her because there are no others like her."
"In what way?"
"It is hard to say. You can feel her presence. Did you not when you saw
her?"
Crap. "Certainly! I had never met a Queen before so I didn't know what
to expect. Quite a presence."
Marta gives me the look familiar to a billion mothers. She knows a fib
when she hears it. Don't give her time to think about it.
"Are you happy she has returned?"
She continues to look at me, pulling her son closer to her. "Queen
Alexia shall set things right."
"What needs to be set right?"
"What does not?"
Not a big help. I can't interrogate her, her suspicion's already on
alert. I could go back to more innocuous subjects but don't really have
the time to regain her confidence. A group of children go running by
us. Codii is among them but as she nears me, she pulls up, suddenly
stopping. The two children behind her run into her, pushing her to the
ground as they spin off and away. She doesn't cry but looks up at me
from the dust at my feet.
"Codii!" Marta shouts, trying to reach for her while still holding
Emery on her lap.
"I'll get her," I volunteer, reaching down and gently picking her up,
then setting her on her feet and carefully dusting her off, all the
while rebuilding my trustworthiness with Marta.
"She is a little Darter Fish, that one is," Marta sighs. "Everywhere,
fast as possible, always running into things."
"Enjoy it while you can. Emery will join her soon enough," I say as I
finish dusting Codii off. I catch myself licking my thumb, preparing to
rub a spot of dirt off her cheek with my saliva. That would have been a
bit too much. Codii curtseys to me.
"Thank you, Queen Alexia," she says, curtseying again. "Why do you not
look like yourself?"
"Uhhhhhh ..." I glance towards Marta. She knows. I can see it in her
eyes. No use pretending otherwise. I give her a waning smile. "Sorry.
Gotta go." I bolt off the bench, ready to sprint for the exit but Codii
grabs my dress with both hands.
"Do not run away, Queen Alexia! Stay and have tea with us, PLEASE? I
will make you a cake," she pleads.
She's latched onto my dress like only a desperate child can. I'd have
to pry her fingers off or take her with me. So much for the fast
escape. Marta touches my shoulder.
"Yes, Penelope. Please join us for tea. Codii makes delicious cakes."
Codii nods her head vigorously. With Codii doing her impersonation of a
bear trap, I'm effectively snared.
"Certainly," I sigh. "How could I pass on such a pleasant invitation?
Lead the way, Miss Codii Cantell."
She instantly releases my dress. For about a nanocycle I think about
making a break for it but she grabs my hand with both of hers and
begins pulling with all her might towards the exit of the courtyard.
"Codii!" Marta hisses. "The Queen is a guest, not a toy! How have I
told you to treat a guest?"
"With kindness," she grumps in response. She stops pulling but doesn't
let go.
Marta leads the way, Emery perched on her rolling hip. As we reach the
exit, I catch Johnathyn's eye and waive him off with a subtle shake of
my head. He settles back into the shadows while we enter the building
and walk down a surprisingly dark hallway. Codii's enthusiasm is
getting the better of her and she is pulling harder as we approach
their home. Marta removes a large, ornate key from the pocket of her
dress, inserts it into a slot in the doorframe and turns it. Codii
pushes the door open with her back, towing me inside as she does. Marta
follows us, closing it behind her and then letting Emery slide down her
leg until his feet gently touch the floor. He toddles away unsteadily,
giggling and laughing at his hyper sister. Marta squats down at her eye
level.
"Codii. Since this is a special tea, perhaps you would allow me to make
the tea while you clean up and then make the cake?"
"How many should I make, Mother?"
"I would think three are plenty, wouldn't you?"
"Yes!" she exclaims, clapping her hands. "Three cakes!" She scurries
towards what I think is the kitchen, jumps onto a short stool, pours
some water out of a bucket with a ladle into a small, shallow pan,
picks up a cloth, wets it and begins to rapidly scrub first her face
and then her arms and hands. She seems to do a thorough job and then
hangs the cloth on the edge of the bucket.
Hopping off the stool, she disappears around a corner as Marta enters
the kitchen, opening the stove door, stirring some ashes and adding a
few sticks to the fire box. They quickly catch fire and she puts a
metal kettle on the fire.
"You may ... relax, if you wish," she says without turning around. "No
one will see you here." She keeps her back turned, giving me some
privacy. I let the magic fall away, returning to my original form. I
give the place a closer inspection while she's not watching.
Stone walls, pretty thick judging by the recessed window wells. More
light than the hallway but still a bit dark. The furniture is the same
style as Johnathyn's was but his seems to have been of a better
quality. The kitchen has a few pots and pans out on the wooden counter
tops but there are shelves and cabinets. It is all neat and spotless,
which is a hell of a trick with two youngsters.
"You have a nice home, Marta."
She speaks as she turns, "Thank you ..." Her eyes are wide in disbelief
as she sees me, like she knew it was me but didn't actually believe it
until she saw it with her own eyes. "My Queen!"
"We talked about this. How about just calling me Alexia? I get more
than enough of 'my Queen.'"
She gulps hard. "Yes, Alexia." Then smiles in response to my smile.
"Why did you hide your true identity?"
"Apparently, I didn't. I think you suspected something was up from the
start, you just couldn't put your finger on it. Codii knew right away.
How'd she do that?"
"Codii knows all the witches who cared for her. Some even visit us now
and then, including Mistress Denson. She knows when they are near her,
even if they ride by in a covered coach. I sometimes feel something
when Mistress Denson is close by but Codii knows them all, including
you. Even I felt your presence but was confused, as you did not look
like you."
"Yeah, about that. I'm sorry about the disguise but no one knows I'm
back in town yet and I'd kinda like to keep it that way for a little
bit longer."
"The whole city knows you are back, my ... Alexia. They know what you
have done and that you have a dragon at your command! How is that
possible? Dragons do not exist; they are a child's fantasy."
"Not just a child's fantasy. It exists because I wish it to exist. I
think your water is boiling."
Marta rushes to the stove, removes the lid of the kettle and adds loose
crumbled leaves to the pot. No tea bags, no tea ball. This is a market
opportunity for someone.
"Marta, has anyone ever suggested putting the tea in something before
putting it in the water?"
"What kind of thing?"
"Oh, I don't know. A little hollow sphere with very small holes in it
so that the water could easily flow in and out but the leaves stay
inside."
"What is a sphere?"
"A round, hollow ball."
"How would the tea get inside this hollow ball?"
"You'd unscrew it ..." From the look on her face I can tell she's got no
idea what I'm talking about. "Never mind. I'll talk to Johnathyn about
it. He might be able to make something."
She places a dark colored cloth over a cup and pours the hot water
through it into the cup, trapping the leaves. From the looks of the
cloth, they drink a lot of tea. She repeats the process for two more
cups and hands me one.
"Your husband is a clever man, Alexia."
"He is that. While we were out on the road, we cooked on a portable
stove that he made out of flattened metal sheets that folded together.
It smoked a bit but was a lot easier than cooking over an open fire,
though I'd have killed to have a kitchen as nice as yours." I take a
sip of the tea. Not bad at all.
Marta takes her cup and leads me back into the main room. "I preferred
the kitchen of our old home. It was brighter. Please, be seated."
"Thanks. Who's the third cup for?"
"Codii, once she is done with the cakes."
"How is she baking cakes outside of the ..." Codii walks back into the
kitchen from wherever she was at, carrying a large tray with three
empty plates laid out on the tray.
"I am ready, Mother!" she shouts.
"Then come in and have a seat with us. Fetch your cup of tea while you
are in the kitchen."
"Yes, Mother."
She reaches up to grasp the cup, carefully transfers it to her tray and
then gingerly
walks into the main room, not spilling a drop. She has had some
practice at this. It suddenly hits me that I am at a tea party with
pretend food. Thank Zaphod Marta offered to make the tea.
Codii sets the tray down on a low table between the three of us then
rushes over to a smaller chair, dragging it to where she had been
standing and plops down, smiling to beat the band. Nobody does or says
anything for several milicycles.
"Is there some tradition about this tea that I'm not familiar with?" I
inquire.
"As the guest, you go first" Marta replies, Codii smiling and nodding
her head in agreement.
"Thank you. It's been awhile since I was invited to a tea party."
"Did you have tea parties when you were a little girl?" Codii asks.
"No, not exactly. My twin brother often invited me to his tea parties
but I usually had other things to do."
Codii covers her mouth with her hands, giggling wildly. "Boys don't
have tea parties, only girls."
"You had to know Terry. There's nothing wrong with boys at a tea party,
as long as they behave themselves." I lean down and take a theatric
sniff of the nearest empty plate. "Besides, who wouldn't want some of
this wonderful cake!" I pick up the imaginary muffin like cake and take
a small bite. "It's the best cake I've had in ages! Did you fix these
all by yourself, Codii?"
She dives in, grabbing her piece from the plate and taking a large
bite, chewing vigorously and then wiping her mouth with a napkin that
was sitting beneath her plate.
"Yes, my Queen, all by myself."
I take another small bite, chewing thoughtfully. "How many eggs do you
use?"
"Three. And a cup of sugar, four cups of flour, a decistone of butter
and a toogle of salt."
I take a third small bite. "That sounds like a lot of butter to me but
you can't argue with the results. I must have your recipe before I
leave."
"You are leaving?" Codii cries out, sounding heartbroken.
"NO! Not right away! Eventually, later on today but not right now. Was
there something you wanted of me before I left?"
Now she turns all shy on me, leaving me to coax whatever she wants me
to know out of her. After several, quiet requests, she finally relents
and blurts out what she wants.
"I want to see your dragon!"
"Well, unfortunately, Lilly's not with me today. I didn't want to scare
a bunch of people and she has a tendency to do that kind of thing."
"Your dragon is named Lilly and she's a GIRL?" an incredulous Codii
asks.
"Yes to both questions."
"But Bobby Compers said it was a boy dragon."
"Who is this Bobby Compers?"
"Just a boy who lives on the third floor where we used to live."
"Do you think this Bobby Compers know more about dragons than I do?"
"No, my Queen."
"Darn tooting. Next time you see this boy, you tell him that Queen
Alexia's dragon is a girl and her name is Lilly. And if he doesn't
believe you, tell him he can see for himself when she and I stop by to
give you a ride."
Marta looks at me like I was the old, eccentric aunt who just promised
to give a teenage boy who had recently passed his driving exam a Shelby
Cobra Mustang.
"Do not trouble yourself, Alexia. Please, do not!"
I don't take the hint. "Nonsense, no trouble at all." Codii is beside
herself with excitement, hopping around on both feet. "It is the least
I can do for someone who invites me to such a fine tea."
"I must tell all my friends right away! Mother, may I be excused?"
"Not quite yet, Codii. I need to speak with the Queen alone for a few
minutes to work out some details. Please go to your room."
She bolts from the room, stops, turns on a dime and runs right back.
"Thank you, Queen Alexia! Thank you, thank you!"
I smile and pat her head. "You are very welcome. Now, run along and let
me talk with your mother. She seems to have some concerns."
Codii is gone in a flash, leaving me with a thoroughly pissed off
woman.
"Go ahead," I say.
"I do not know where to start," she says, totally exasperated.
"Well, let me say this up front. I have flown with my own daughter,
admittedly not with Lilly but Lilly is just a magical manifestation
from my own mind. She could be a dragon or a unicorn or a pink pony, or
a giant turtle with four enormous elephants on her back."
"I don't know what a unicorn is."
"My point is, this is safe. I would not endanger my own child's welfare
for a single milicycle if there was any reasonable danger at all."
"What about an unreasonable danger?"
"You mean like the sun exploding; a gigantic earthquake splitting the
ground open and swallowing us all; an epidemic of illness sweeping
across the world, decimating the population? That kind of unreasonable
danger?"
She looks at me, fear still in her eyes but it is lessened. "You are
telling me this is safe?"
"Safe as kittens. I owe her something for all the harm I caused her."
"We were both injured but it was not your doing."
"I didn't anticipate it so I take the blame. You want a ride too? Lilly
can handle the load."
She considers my offer. "Perhaps that would be best for all. I could be
certain Codii was unharmed and not too frightened."
I smile. "Yeah. Right. All about Codii. Do we have a deal?"
"Permit me to discuss this with Marteen. If he agrees, I will consider
it."
"You do that. Now to why I came here in the first place. How do the
people feel about my return? Are they happy, angry, upset, accepting?
What do they think about it?"
"Why does that matter? You are the Queen. Their feelings have never
been important before."
"They are to me. I want to help people but I'm also going to change
this world. Some will not be happy with those changes."
"What kind of changes?"
"Equal rights for women, to start. No more violence against women just
because they are women. No debt labor for anyone; man, woman or child.
I am improving the health and education systems as quickly as possible.
Better roads, better transportation systems, better communication
systems and an end to corruption. No more bribes."
"Who could object to any of that?"
"Well, men for one. Lenders for another, bureaucrats for a third. The
list goes on. Some things I can do quickly, some will take time. Some
may take generations before they are generally accepted but you have to
start somewhere. I would prefer to fight as few people as possible and
maybe get more to support some of these changes than fight them. That
would help a lot. If I know what the people think, that helps me put my
plans in effect and improves the chances of them working. Ultimately, I
hope to put myself out of business, to make this world a self-governing
democracy but we're a long way away from that. However, even the
longest journey begins with a few, simple steps."
"That is very wise of you."
"I got 'Bartlett's Book of Quotations' on my laptop. It makes me sound
much smarter than I actually am."
"Why ask this of me, Alexia? I am not an important person."
"I won't insult you and say you represent the common man. You're too
smart for that. You and your family represent a lot of the demographics
I'm shooting for, and yes, I know you've never heard of 'demographics'
before and, Zaphod willing, you'll never hear it again. You and your
husband are smart, aware people who have their fingers on the pulse of
public opinion. You listen and discuss. Knowing what you know helps me.
You're not the only people I'm talking too but you are one of the most
important because you have already been harmed by my actions or
inactions. If you can forgive me and move on, then others might follow
you because your support is sincere. That's it in a nutshell. Do you
think people will give me the benefit of the doubt? Will they give me a
chance to keep my promises?"
Marta sits and looks up at me, thinking about the kind of world I am
offering to bring with me onto the throne. She doesn't answer for at
least five decicycles and I don't push her. Finally, she answers.
"I cannot speak for all, you know that, Alexia?"
"I do and wouldn't expect you to. Yours is just a voice among many but
it is an important voice nonetheless. Will they give me a chance?"
"I believe they will, though early results could bring greater
support."
"That's almost always the case." I stand, as does she. "Thank you for a
lovely tea. Consider my offer for a quick flight around town. Codii
will be the envy of all her friends and you might enjoy it too. Haven't
met anyone yet who completely hated it. Frankly, it's just a hoot and a
half to fly."
"I understand. Marteen and I will talk about it. Should you wish to
know what I think about other matters, I would be pleased to speak with
you, as would be some of my neighbors."
Great. My first Focus Group.
CHAPTER FIFTY TWO
There was a knock at my door late at night. I had been reviewing
revised troop estimates for both the Queen's Guard and the rebel groups
for the last hour. The Guard had rebuilt some of their lost strength
thanks to those who returned at the Queen's "suggestion." Likewise,
most of the rebel groups had lost many men, some to the point of
disappearing altogether. All except the group funded by First Minister
Dupree. In fact, the hard core rebels that Queen Alexia had put on the
run seem to have joined his side. His men likely outnumber the Guard,
though we are better trained and equipped.
The knock at my door is an old scrub woman, here to clean my office.
"It is not necessary, old woman."
"I have waited all night, Sir," she croaks. "You are my last. Once
finished, I can go home to my husband and child and prepare their
meal."
"This late? Can they not do that for themselves?"
"In all these years, they have not shown a desire to do so, Sir."
"Fine, be quick about it."
"Thank you, Sir. I will be as quick as possible."
I return to my papers but keep one eye on her as she bustles about,
dusting and sweeping. Using domestic workers as spies is a time honored
tradition and should always be guarded against. This gray haired and
bowed woman seems too old to still have a child at home but she could
be an unwed daughter. Her appearance may not reveal her true age, as
this kind of work often makes the women appear older than they actually
are, much to the distress of their husbands, no doubt. The woman is
humming, which makes concentration difficult. No spy would bring such
attention to herself.
"What is that song you are humming, woman?"
"Beg your pardon, Sir. Just a habit of mine. Tis' a folk tune from
where I hail. 'Bohemian Rhapsody' by Freddy Mercury. A popular ditty."
"Never heard of it."
"Can't say I'm surprised. Are the men happy to have the Queen return?"
"What did you ask?"
"Well, the town is full of rumors that Queen Alexia has returned and I
was asking if the men were happy that there's now a Queen for the
Queen's Guard to actually guard."
"Why is that any of your concern?"
"I have a son who serves, you see. That is how I got this job. He seems
to be happy about her return and I was just curious if that feeling was
more widespread."
"It is curiosity that will get you fired from this job, woman."
"Didn't mean nothing by it, Sir. Just idle talk to help the time move
by quicker."
"Idle talk indeed. What makes the job go faster is working harder.
Finish and be gone."
The cleaning woman straightens up, standing taller. "You are not making
this easy, General."
Her voice is younger, deeper. As I reach for my sword, she is awash
with a bright glow that only lasts a few milicycles before fading
rapidly away, leaving me blinking in momentary blindness in my dark
office but ready to attack at the slightest provocation.
"Put the sword down, General Packer," says a familiar voice. "I'd hate
to make you eat it."
I return it to its sheath. "It's more ceremonial than anything else,
Alexia. The men expect it. Not very useful in a battle in this day and
age." It takes another few milicycles before my vision is restored.
Alexia is standing before me, dressed in her usual plain garb but, for
some reason, her breasts seem more prominent than I have observed
before. Perhaps it is a trick of the eye. A happy one. She is watching
me with a half-smile on her face.
"Glad to see you remember our conversation, General. It's like pulling
teeth to get anyone around here to call me 'Alexia.'"
"I am equally pleased that you also recall that conversation. It proves
you are who you appear to be. Someone who could transform into a
cleaning woman could also transform into Alexia."
The smile breaks into a full one. "You are a suspicious bastard,
General."
"It is one of the reasons I am alive today. I understand that you also
are, as you say, a suspicious bastard."
"Probably more paranoid than suspicious but that's splitting hairs."
"Why are you here, Alexia?"
"Just why I said. I want to know how the Queen's Guard will react when
I return to the throne."
"A disguise was not necessary. You could have simply asked. I would
have told you what I thought, just as I did when asked about the
Witches Council."
"Yeah. About that. You were right and I was wrong. I've done what I
could to correct that mistake."
I glance at the stack of reports on my desk. "You have indeed been busy
and accomplished much, more than The Guard could have, to be honest,
but I am afraid we have moved past the frighten and bluff stage of
operations."
"Frighten and bluff?"
"Yes. My reports say that, with a very few spectacular exceptions, you
have avoided actually killing or even injuring the rebels you have
attacked. In fact, you have recruited many of the faux witch Queens to
your cause."
"I have my reasons for both, General."
"Good reasons, I am certain and I will not argue with your success so
far. It is just that you have now picked off all of the easy targets
and made the harder targets more resolved."
"You mean that I separated the truly committed rebels from the wannabes
and dumped the worst of the worst in one spot."
"I believe you understand my point."
"And that one spot is owned by First Minister Dupree, correct?"
"Again, you understand me. His is the largest, best trained, best
equipped of the rebel groups. He also has the strongest witch
available, Karren Tammy."
"Is she better than me?"
"I do not believe so but she is not to be taken lightly. She has been
hunted most of her life but she remains alive. Her years in hiding have
let her lacking in the social graces but more than capable of defending
herself. In some respects, she is more dangerous than Opulessa."
"Why is that?"
"Opulessa was busy being the Queen. Karren Tammy is only concerned
about surviving."
"And she gets to survive in fine style if Dupree wins."
"Exactly so. If he falls, it should put an end to all of the groups.
His defeat would cause them to either surrender or sue for peace. Up
until now, he has been content to remain in the North and become
stronger, letting all the other groups attack in turn, sapping our
manpower and resources."
"A problem that I just took care of."
"Yes, you did but in a way that will no longer be effective. The Guard
will take it from here, Alexia."
"I'm the Queen, General. Don't I call the shots?"
"You are not yet restored to the throne as Queen and even if you were,
that is not how the system works in this world."
"Really! How does 'the system' work in my world?"
Saying that may have been a mistake. Her words are not angry but I can
hear the emotions behind them. I best tread lightly. "As you have
discovered, this is a world resistant to change. Everyone in it has
grown up with a witch Queen as the ruler, a man serving as First
Minister and the Queen's Guard keeping the peace. It is what we know,
what we have accepted, what we want."
I pause, waiting to see her reaction. There is none but a tight smile.
"Go on," she says.
"The Queen is the figurehead. She sets the tone of her rule. The First
Minister carries out her orders and the Guard ensures stability. If you
disrupt this careful balance, chaos ensues."
"How many women serve in the Guard, General?"
"Women? None! Women are not suitable for such work. The men are there
to protect their women."
"I see. How many women have served as First Minister or in other
capacities like Patron or in charge of cities, towns or villages?"
"None that I am aware of. Again, they are not suitable for such work."
She says nothing for almost a decicycle, just tapping the wall next to
her with her finger. "You're not married, are you General Packer?"
"I am married to my job. I have not had time to find a spouse and am
too old now to father a child."
"That's a pity. Don't take this the wrong way but you have no grasp of
what life is like outside of Glory, outside of the Guard. I have
traveled across my world. I have seen the abuse that takes place out
there on a daily basis. I have heard the cries of the women who are
ignored, mistreated and kept in servitude. I have seen the needs of the
people for better education, better healthcare and General, I'm gonna
give it to them. You're right about one thing, though."
"Only one?"
"Well, likely more than one but the important one right now is that my
world is reluctant to change. It can't handle rapid change. Actually,
very few systems can handle rapid change. Doesn't matter, change is
coming. I've got time. Opulessa was Queen for over two hundred years. I
can get a lot done in two hundred years."
"She had the support of the Guard."
"So will I. When you go after Dupree. I'm going with you."
"That is impossible! We fight for the Queen! The Queen does not involve
herself in these matters. The men will never accept your presence on
the battlefield!"
"They will. What you're worried about is I'm going to interfere with
how you run the war. I won't. I'm not a soldier; in fact, I'm more like
a rebel than anything else. I can understand why they won't accept me
but it's not because they oppose my ideas. They want power. They love
the status quo as long as they're at the top. It'll be the same song
just a different band. It's a fluke that the person in charge of the
status quo wants to change it. You'll be fighting to give me that
chance and I'm going to do everything I can do to help you and keep my
Guard alive. No one's going to die fighting for me. Not if I can help
it, General."
"That is unrealistic, Alexia. This is not a game, it is war. Men are
hurt, men die. That is the way it has always been. You cannot change
that. For you to be even near the battlefield is dangerous enough. Men
are expendable but the Queen is not."
"They aren't expendable to their families, their wives and children,
their mothers and fathers. If they are willing to fight for me, I've
got to be willing to take care of them and that means out where they
are. I know I'm not a soldier but I'm probably the best Healer there is
in this world. Besides, there's not a gun out there that can hurt me. I
can handle bullets."
"There are more than guns on the battlefield."
"You mean a cannon? I ran into them a couple of times. I deflected the
ball and then took care of the cannon. They'll only get one shot at
me."
"Sometimes, one shot is all that is necessary."
"I'm not worried about it, you shouldn't worry about it either. Look,
General, you know that I'm serious about this and there's nothing you
can say that'll change my mind. You might as well learn how to use me.
I'd think that you'd like to have command of the skies over a battle."
"Of what use is that?"
"Oh General Packer! Do I have something for you to read about Cover Air
Patrol."
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
A man came running up the path to my tent. It was a pleasant day and I
had been eating lunch outside, watching my men drilling on the fields
below the hill where my tent was perched. He came to a halt and saluted
smartly, breathing heavily.
"First Minister ... I have ... news," he gasps between breaths.
"Tell me, man!"
"We have engaged the Queen's Guard just south of Pottstowne. She and
her dragon were there!"
"That should have made no difference. She refuses to kill, the
sentimental whore!"
"It was a fearsome sight, First Minister. Many of the men fled."
"They were not our best troops," I say, looking down at the men
training below. I am saving the best for last but I still expect them
all to put up a fight. At least for awhile. "Did the men withdraw as
planned?"
"Yes, First Minister, though they suffered higher casualties than
expected, nor did they inflict as many casualties as we had hoped."
"Why is that? We fought from a fortified position and forced them to
attack uphill. We should have given them a very bloody nose before
retreating to the new redoubt."
"The dragon may not attack men but it had no problem attacking the
fortifications. It set it ablaze, forcing our men to flee. It also
burned the obstacles on the hillside, clearing the route for the Guard.
After that, the witch and her pet circled the land below, guiding the
Guard to our men as they fled."
"How were they talking?"
"Unkown, but it was General Tasher's belief that some kind of
communication was taking place. He requests that you release the secret
weapon to him to kill the dragon."
"Request denied. The weapon would not kill the dragon. The dragon is
pure magic. Nothing can kill it."
The witch Alexia, on the other hand ...
"We lost many men today, First Minister."
"I will lose many more before this is done. We must lure the witch
Alexia to where we want her before striking the fatal blow but we must
be careful in doing so. The Guard must feel as if they are winning but
not too easily. Return to your post."
He salutes. "Yes, First Minister." He turns and runs back the way he
came.
There is a smaller tent next to mine that holds several crates. They
are our entire remaining supply of what the man from the Winthrop Group
called the 'Russian Model 7 RPG.' We have used almost a third in
training but we must be certain to kill her when we get the chance. If
we lose the element of surprise, all will be lost. That she is flying
about on that dragon should give us the opportunity sooner than we
might have hoped for and make the attack more effective. Alexia may be
the most powerful witch in this world but even she cannot manifest a
dragon, fly and shield herself from the most powerful explosives found
on this world all at the same time.
General Tasher will just need to be more careful in the future.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
I will be the first to admit that I was wrong.
At the outset, my concerns were proven valid. The men resented Alexia's
presence and were very upset that she was planning to fly over their
heads riding that dragon. The idea that there was a dragon in the air
above them made the Guard very nervous, despite my assurances that it
was completely under Alexia's control.
I sincerely hoped I was not lying to them.
I will also admit that the value of having control of the skies had
never occurred to me. That one could observe and report to troops on
the ground, directing them towards the enemy and alerting them to
potential traps was a new tactic. Alexia had several devices that
permitted her to talk to others while she was flying overhead.
The men grasped the value immediately.
During our first fight with Dupree's men, it appeared that they had us
at a great disadvantage. They held the high ground, the hillside was
full of assorted barriers and they were well dug in. In a matter of
decicycles, Alexia changed all that. She flew low over the battlefield
and burned several clear paths through the barriers on the hillside. In
addition, she attacked the rebel's fortifications, scattering the red
clad rebels back to their lines.
She called it aerial bombardment.
The men called it a miracle. An attack that would have cost me many men
became a clean up mission. Even then, several Guards were wounded in
the fight with Dupree's men, two severely. When that was reported to
Alexia, she swooped down, grabbed the men with the claws of the dragon
and brought them back to our camp within decicycles. She dismounted,
the dragon disappeared in the blink of an eye, and she immediately
turned to caring for the injured men.
I had never seen a Healer work so hard before. Usually, the patient is
sick or has some kind of minor injury. These men had been shot, some
more than once, one of them in the head. Before, none of them would
have lived but Alexia saved them all, even the man with the head wound,
though he will need more time to fully recover.
By the third day, most of the men had removed the old yellow insignia
from their black tunics and were sporting hand drawn dragons on the
breast plates of their uniforms. They cheered wildly whenever the Queen
appeared. She was one of them. Opulessa never had that kind of support,
not even when she sent them wagon loads of Klatch.
* * * *** * * * *** * * *
"General Tasher, for the last time, we cannot afford to squander these
weapons in the weekly skirmishes with the Queen's Guard."
"Skirmishes? First Minister, we are getting our heads bounced! That
Zaphod forsaken witch and her pet are destroying everything in her
path. We might as well be fighting in open fields. The only protection
we have is rocky high ground and that is not much."
"We outnumber them, General."
"And they know exactly where we are. They avoid our ambushes and we
fall into theirs. My men are being reaped like corn!"
"Not your men, General Tasher. MY men. I paid for them. I bought their
weapons. I found the man in the Winthrop Group who was willing to
smuggle their rifles and our limited supply of the precious RPGs into
our world without the knowledge of the Queen's Guard."
"You cannot pay a man enough to die. If we do not spring this
miraculous trap you speak of, your men will not be around long."
Someone rang the bell at the entrance of my tent.
"Yes!" I call out.
One of Queen Tammy's Special Guard pulls the flap of the tent back and
enters.
"Queen Tammy requests the honor of your presence, First Minister,"
rolling his eyes at the mention of "Queen Tammy."
"What does the hag want?" asks Tasher.
"I do not know, General. She does not discuss these matters with us.
She just orders us about."
"Gentlemen," I warn, "be careful how you speak of the future ruler of
this world. Tammy is no Opulessa but Opulessa did not begin as
Opulessa. She became more skilled as she grew older."
"Then she best become very skilled very quickly because she is
insisting on challenging Queen Alexia," says the trooper.
"Is she daft?" asks Tasher.
"She claims to be more powerful than she has ever been in her life."
"That is likely true," I say. "With Alexia in the area, there is more
magic available and Queen Tammy is using that extra power.
Unfortunately, that goes both ways and Alexia is more powerful with
Queen Tammy nearby, though, as I understand it, Queen Tammy gets the
net gain because Alexia is the stronger of the two."
"How do you know this, First Minister?" asks Tasher.
"I found it best to discover as much as I could about magic when
dealing with Opulessa. It is best to know as much about your friends as
you do about your enemies. Let us go visit Queen Tammy."
"Do we have the time to humor the hag?"
"General Tasher, when we defeat the witch Alexia, Tammy will be the
witch on the throne. Would you wish her to think kindly of you or
unkindly of you?"
"Bah! It is a waste of time but I see your point. No harm in being nice
now. It may benefit us in the future." He stands up, dusting off his
jacket and straightening his sheathed sword. "Lead the way, soldier."
The trooper holds the tent flap back, clearing the way for the General
and I to exit. As we leave the tent, the trooper hurries ahead to
escort us down the hill to where Queen Tammy's tent has been erected.
It is at least eighty decileagues from mine and further downhill.
All the better for me to keep an eye on her. Sometimes, hired
underlings are just not good enough. It is always best to see things
with the naked eye, to observe what others might miss. As we tromp down
the hill, the men move off, saluting as we pass. The same occurs at
Queen Tammy's tent where there are two guards.
"Who ordered the guards?" demands Tasher.
"She did," answers our escort. "Afraid of being snuck up upon in the
dead of night. Or any other time. Usually there are three times as many
men out here but it is mess time so there's only two."
"Waste of manpower," grumbles the General as he reaches for the tent
flap. One of the guards gently blocks his hand.
"Sorry, Sir," he apologizes. "Have to announce you. Her orders."
The General glares at the guard, frustration clear on his face but he
holds his tongue, dropping his hand and nodding curtly at the guard.
"Thank you, Sir," whispers the trooper as he steps through the flap
into the tent. "General Tasher and First Minister Dupree reporting as
ordered, my Queen."
"As ordered?" Tasher grumbles.
"Be respectful, General. We need a witch and she is the best choice of
the lot. As a Sixty Three, she may be the second most powerful witch in
the land."
"For all the good it does us," he says before plunging through the
opening in the tent. I follow right behind.
We find my witch, Kareen Tammy, fifty two years of age and showing
every one of those years, dressed in the finery of a woman half her
age, sitting in an old wooden chair placed on a six milileague raised
platform, a Special Guard on either side looking thoroughly
embarrassed. I would laugh at the sight if she was not so necessary for
my plans.
I bow deeply before Queen Tammy. The General eventually follows my
example. It is easier for me. I had much practice with Opulessa.
She bids us rise with a flick of her wrist. "Thank you for answering my
call so promptly, Gentlemen."
"We live to serve, my Queen," I answer, oozing charm as I stand. I
nudge the General, who also rises up but remains silent. That is likely
best for both our sakes. "Did Your Majesty have something specific you
wished to discuss?"
"Yes, Dupree."
I cringe almost imperceptibly at her failure to use my title. Such an
uncouth woman! Still, it is probable that her lack of contact with the
real world saved her life. Opulessa would never have permitted a Sixty
Three witch to survive, no matter how good a Healer she was.
Tammy was not much of a Healer. In fact, there are few of the skills
most witches possess that she has mastered, except the art of killing.
At that, she is very good. Another reason that she has survived the
many witch hunts held since her birth. Despite her uncivilized behavior
and unfashionable airs, it is best that I not forget she is much more
dangerous than she looks. Even if humored, she might strike out in
anger or frustration.
"I believe that we have waited long enough to allow that trollop Alexia
to become over confident enough for me to challenge her. Please arrange
a contest as quickly as possible."
The General is less successful than I at stifling his laughter. I have
warned him repeatedly in the past not to take Tammy at face value.
"Did you find something I said humorous, General Tasher?"
"No, my Queen, it is just that Alexia is not likely to accept your
challenge, seeing as they are mostly winning on the battlefield."
"She will have no choice. It is how we live, General."
"Or die. No offense, Queen Tammy, but you couldn't have beaten Opulessa
and she did."
"She was fortunate."
"No, my Queen," I say. "Alexia was good and she has become stronger."
"As have I."
Tasher sighs loudly. "Enough of this. Show me your dragon."
Tammy is confused. "My what?"
"Your dragon, my Queen. The large, fire breathing creature that you
ride as it flies across the sky, obliterating all structures before it.
The one that I have seen is as black as midnight but glisten like a
fine jewel in the sun. What color is yours, my Queen?"
Tammy turns to me. "Of what is he speaking?"
"I believe that General Tasher is making the suggestion that unless you
can at least duplicate the magic of Alexia you would have little chance
of winning any challenge you might make. Your survival is vital to our
plans for the future, my Queen. It would be best that you leave the
pursuit of this war to the professionals. Is there anything else you
need from us?"
"It is the way of our world that one Queen succeeds another through
direct conflict. The people will accept nothing less, Dupree."
"You could be correct, my Queen. We will deal with it when the time is
right. Good day."
Both I and General Tasher briefly bow and stride out, walking back up
the hill to my tent.
"First Minister. That woman is more trouble than she is worth but she
does raise a valid point. The tradition is quite clear. One witch must
defeat the other. How is Karren Tammy ever going to defeat Alexia?"
"What is important is that Alexia die, General. Who is to say that
Queen Tammy did not do so? One witch dead, one witch alive. We can tell
whatever story we wish as to how that happened. I doubt that Queen
Tammy will be interested in correcting us when the throne is within her
grasp."
CHAPTER FIFTY THREE
It had been weeks since we had faced any serious fighting. Not that I'm
complaining. No bad injuries to fix. We're making steady progress,
moving further North into heavily forested areas of this world. It's
getting harder for me to see what's going on below as Lilly and I glide
through the skies above the tree tops. General Packer keeps warning me
not to get too close to the trees. There could be snipers high up, just
waiting for me, cutting down my reaction time but I'm not much use two
leagues above the action.
The men have completely accepted me. The armorers made me a uniform
that matches theirs only mine has a full black skirt instead of black
pants and the breastplate is a little fuller than the usual troopers.
We wear the same basic black uniform that was the style when Opulessa
was Queen. General Packer offered to make changes but I told him not to
bother, that there were more important things to worry about.
Ultimately, the men took matters in their own hands and changed the
uniforms themselves. Most of them removed the old yellow insignia from
their long, heavy cloth shirts and replaced it with hand dawn pictures
of Lilly. Some did it themselves and others hired more skilled artists
to do it for a fee. There were many different styles. When this is
done, I should hold a contest for the creation of a new insignia.
I have my meals with General Packer most every day in his tent.
Sometimes we both eat with the men but it's mostly in his tent. We make
sure to eat the same food that the men do but, somehow, I think there
is a little more care taken in the preparation of our servings than
theirs.
The privileges of rank and all.
I gently try to push Packer to be more aggressive but he's the cautious
type. I have to respect that. It's not my life on the line out there.
Sure, someone could get lucky and pick me off but I'm at much less risk
than all the men on the ground. I won't do anything to increase their
risk. It's already unnerving enough to have someone actually risking
their lives to protect mine or to fight in my name. I've always taken
care of myself and my family, fought my own battles. That's MY job. But
now ... there are so many of them. Some are just young kids. I know, I'm
just twenty two. There are officers who have daughters my age or older
but there are also kids barely eighteen. Lots of the men are married,
have children. They're just regular guys.
All their lives are on the line because of me.
Packer assures me that it's nothing personal. I'm the Queen. There's
always been a Queen. If it wasn't me, it would be some other witch but
we both know that's not true. I'm the one who upset the apple cart, the
one who shattered the status quo. Is this better than what came before?
Right now, maybe not. It's the promise of a better future and these
guys are paying that forward. One of my current jobs is that as many of
them as possible live to enjoy that better future.
When I enter his tent this morning, Packer quickly stands and greets
me.
"Good morning, Alexia. You are looking beautiful this morning. As
always. You do the uniform proud. Did you sleep well?"
"Thank you. Yes, I did. Any news from the front?"
"Let us enjoy our breakfast before discussing the war." He walks over
to a small folding table that has our breakfast laid out on it. "What
would you care for this morning? We have the usual eggs, sausage,
oatmeal and fried corn mush with syrup."
I usually dig right in, eating more than my fair share. Lately, I've
been hungrier than normal, maybe it's all the magical energy I've been
expending but, for some reason, this morning, just the thought of
eating turns my stomach. It's all I can do to keep from throwing up.
"No thanks, General. I'm feeling just a little bit off this morning."
"Are you ill?" The concern is clear in his voice.
"No. No, I'm sure I'm not. I'll just have a cup of hot tea and sit over
here while you eat."
"Protocol dictates that if you do not eat then I cannot."
"General, when have we ever followed protocol? You eat, I'll drink my
tea and all will be right with the world."
"As you wish, Alexia."
He hands me a metal cup three quarters full of steaming hot tea and I
sit as far away from the food as possible because even the smell upsets
my stomach. After a few sips, I'm feeling better. Not well enough to
eat but better. We picked up our conversation from where we left off
yesterday after supper. I was explaining to him what a printing press
was and how it had changed my old world. He had been very enthusiastic
last night.
"I do enjoy reading, Alexia. A man cannot be a soldier all his life.
Even generals can get too old. Our wits are not as sharp, our judgments
not as good. It is always best to get some young blood in the upper
ranks."
"I don't know if I would trust anyone else, General Packer."
"You are too kind, Alexia, but t