I've never been the world's most masculine man- at 5' 5" and a slender 8
and a half stone- but this is just ridiculous.
When I went to bed last night, I was wearing my boxer shorts. When I
wake up this morning, things are quite different.
The first thing I'm aware of is the smell. Like a bomb had gone off in a
perfume factory, the sweet floral scent seemed to surround me. Then came
the taste of cherry on my lips, and a tingling sensation over my whole
body. I open my eyes and reach out a hand to find my bedside table, only
to be greeted with a shock- my arm is now completely hairless, and my
fingernails are painted a bright purple colour!
"What the hell!" I exclaim as I look around the unfamiliar room. It's
undoubtedly a girl's room, belonging to someone around my age (19). I
stare down at my body and gasp with shock. My legs- encased in thin
translucent tights- are as hairless as my arms. 5" black stiletto heels
had been placed on my feet, and where my boxers should be, there is a
denim mini skirt instead. I look down at my torso and immediately regret
it. My once-flat chest has been 'augmented' with real-looking breasts,
held in place by a bra and girly pink t-shirt that shows far too much
cleavage for my liking.
"No, no, no," I whisper as I get to my feet, tottering on my heels but
not daring to take them off for fear of what my kidnappers- as this is
obviously what had happened to me- might do if they found out. As I walk
toward the girl's full-length mirror, I try to unpick the wedgie that I
had somehow got, only to discover I was wearing a thong. Deciding not to
put it off any longer, I reach underneath my skirt, tights and thong and
gingerly poke a finger toward where my 'equipment' should be. To my
relief, I find it was still there- but underneath an additional layer of
latex that completely restricted any movement.
Equally gingerly, I caress my breasts to discover that they're also
latex- but seamlessly joined onto my skin.
Staring in the mirror, I am equally terrified and intrigued by the cute
girl staring back at me. Immaculately made-up with blush, fake
eyelashes, thick eyeliner, pink eye-shadow and deep, thick, burgundy
lipstick, and with her short blonde hair hairsprayed into a cowlick, she
is quite the knock-out.
I jump when I hear the bedroom door begin to open. My heart racing, I
grab the nearest thing that could function as a weapon and brace
myself...
"Charlotte?" I hear an older man's voice cry out. "Are you up yet? You
know you've got a big day today!" I remain silent, my hand remaining on
the lamp, preparing to use it as a weapon if the need comes. The door
opens fully, and I can see that the owner of the voice is a man no
taller than me, maybe 50-55 years old. His face looks familiar- and when
I surreptitiously glance down at the photo on this 'Charlotte's dresser,
I smile.
"I'm sorry, daddy," I begin in the most feminine voice I can manage-
which was actually pretty convincing- "I just had a late night last
night, that's all."
"Well you've got an early morning today," 'daddy' sternly retorts in the
way only a parent can. "You know how important this interview is, if
this agency adds you to their books you'll never need to find another
job again." Agency? Is this Charlotte an actress or something? "We leave
in forty minutes. Get yourself washed and dressed. And sort your make-up
out too." With that, 'daddy' abruptly leaves, leaving me alone in this
strange room with my thoughts.
Whoever this 'Charlotte' is, I clearly look enough like her to fool her
own father. I checked out the date on the bedside calendar- March 30th.
Last I was aware it was March 28th so obviously I was kidnapped on the
29th, made to look like Charlotte and dropped off here today. But where
is the real Charlotte?
I quickly look through Charlotte's drawers for clues but all I find is
more clothes, skirts, crop tops, girly t-shirts, lots of underwear of
kinds I'd never even seen before and a whole drawer full of dancewear,
leotards, tights, flimsy dance skirts and ballet slippers. She also has
more jewellery than every female member of my family put together and
more make-up too- so whoever she is, clearly she- and her family- has a
lot of money.
Opening her wardrobes, I discover racks upon racks of clothes- dresses-
tiny clubbing dresses and long, flowing gowns, skirts, blouses, formal
suits- of which I'll need to choose one for my interview, I suppose- and
over a hundred pairs of shoes and boots from ballet flats to ultra-high
heels.
In the corner of Charlotte's room is a TV with a DVD player attached,
and she's got plenty of DVDs and hundreds of music CDs too. Also on her
bookshelf are photos of herself- and she looks exactly like me, even
down to the body shape. One photo stands out in particular- of her
wearing a slinky black dress- much like one I came across in her
wardrobe- walking down a catwalk. She's clearly a model, and that must
be what this 'agency' today will be all about. I check out the clock- it
reads 8:55, giving me 25 minutes to get dressed.
I quickly kick off my heels- noting with dismay that my toenails have
also been painted the same colour as my fingernails- and head into
Charlotte's en suite bathroom. There, I take the time to inspect my face
more thoroughly- my make-up is immaculate, despite the fact I must have
slept in it last night. It is, however, a bit overdone, so I remove my
false eyelashes and wipe away some of the excess eyeliner and eye
shadow. I add a little mascara to try to make my face as feminine as
possible to maintain the masquerade whilst not going overboard, and when
I'm done, the illusion is as convincing as it was this morning. After
applying a bit more lipstick and spraying on some more perfume, I make a
mental note not to become too good at doing my own make up- I'm only
going to be doing this until I find out what's happening, after all-
before stripping off my clothes.
The skirt and t-shirt come off first, followed by the tights, leaving me
in just my bra and thong. Sighing, I remove my bra and inspect 'my'
breasts. They hang realistically, the weight pulling on my chest, and
even close-up you wouldn't be able to tell they're artificial unless you
touched them.
I pull my thong out of my backside and slide it down my legs, inspecting
my crotch area in the mirror. Where my penis once was, there is now a
realistic looking vagina that- on the surface at least- moves and
behaves properly, even down to the tiny patch of pubic hair. I'm even
able to slip the end of my finger into it. Unlike my breasts, this is
not sealed to my body, and I briefly stretch it aside to see my penis
lying shrivelled underneath. Sighing, I pull the 'panty' down to relieve
myself in Charlotte's toilet, before rearranging it again so that on the
outside, I look 100% female. 'Satisfied' with my look, I return to the
bedroom to choose my outfit.
After pulling on a bra, a pair of full-bottomed panties and some dark,
sheer tights, I search through Charlotte's suits for something
appropriate to wear, but to my dismay, all she has are skirts, and all
of them are shorter than knee-length. Even when rifling through her
drawers I didn't even find so much as a pair of jeans- a couple of pairs
of denim hot pants were the closest this girl has to trousers.
Looking at her shoes, I decide I'm not going to try to walk in anything
higher than a 3" heel for the rest of the day, and pick out a lilac suit
with matching stilettos. After donning a black satin blouse, I pull on
the skirt and jacket and examine myself in the mirror, before sighing
out of frustration- the skirt is tight around my backside- as all of
Charlotte's skirts likely are- meaning I have to change my comfortable
(ish) panties for another thong.
Once this is done, I zip myself into the skirt, slip on the pointed-toe
shoes and practise walking around the room. Unlike the denim mini from
earlier, this pencil skirt is more restrictive, pulling at my thighs
with every stride. I quickly get the hang of it, though, and after
examining myself one more time- and wondering where the hell I got two
sets of earrings in each ear from- I finish off my outfit by slipping a
gold chain around my neck, another around my wrist and grabbing a
matching lilac handbag before bracing myself for the interview ahead.
The car journey there is conducted in silence, 'daddy' clearly upset at
his little girl for staying out late last night whilst I play the part
of the sulky teenager. I practise keeping my knees together throughout
the ride- the last thing I need is to start projecting a male persona.
For all I know, 'daddy' killed Charlotte and has kidnapped me to be her
replacement...
The interview itself goes well- my choice of clothes are complimented
and all I have to do is field a few easy questions about my portfolio.
'Daddy' does most of the talking- he seems to already have some form of
relationship with the man. I simply sit with my hands clasped in my lap,
displaying my bright purple nails to the interviewer with my knees
clamped tightly together despite the discomfort- I don't want to cross
my legs for fear of my skirt- I'll never get used to that, 'my skirt'-
riding up further than it already has. The only really uncomfortable
part of the interview comes right at the end when the man comes around
the desk, shakes my father's hand, then accepts my deliberately-limp
handshake and leans in closer.
My eyes widen with panic for a moment as he kisses me on the cheek,
before I let instinct take over and I kiss his cheek in return, quickly
swapping and kissing the other cheek as well. The man smiles- I must
have got away with it. 'Daddy' quickly leads me out of the office, and
the interview is done.
The car ride 'home' is conducted in silence too. I know I'm expected to
speak, but my thoughts are thoroughly scrambled by the events of the
first three hours. First I became a girl, then someone's daughter, then
someone's employee- as a female- then I kissed another man on the cheek.
I don't know how the day could get any weirder...
As we arrived 'home' I became aware of a presence standing at 'our'
front door- a young man in his early twenties waving at the car as we
pulled up. Oh god, I thought, please don't be Charlotte's boyfriend...
But I should have known better than to second-guess fate.
"Hello Mr. Hutchinson," the tall, well-built young man says before
grabbing me around my slim waist and sticking his tongue down my throat.
Again, I panic- who wouldn't under these circumstances? But in the end,
I allow instinct to take over and I reciprocate this total stranger's
kiss, girlishly wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him close
to me.
"Enough," 'daddy' half-jokingly reprimands the two of us. 'My boyfriend'
releases me and I totter back slightly on my heels, forcing my burgundy
lips into a smile. "Charlotte, you need to get changed and prepare for
your shoot tomorrow. Keith, you can wait in the kitchen."
"Sure thing Mr. Hutchinson," Keith says, giving me another quick, but
passionate kiss on the lips. Shaking slightly, I enter the vast house
and quickly find my way back to 'my' bedroom, where I strip down to my
underwear- carefully folding the suit away- and collapse on 'my' bed.
What the hell is happening to me!? I lay there for five minutes in the
vain hope that it is all just a dream, but when a knock on the door
wakes me up, I am still trapped in this feminine nightmare.
"Charlie?" Keith calls through the door. "Hey, are you alright babe?" I
panic for a second before responding.
"I'm fine," I lie, climbing off my bed and wandering over to Charlotte's
drawers. "Just a little nervous about the interview, that's all."
"You're the most beautiful girl in the world," Keith says soppily.
"They'd have to be insane not to hire you."
"Thanks, honey," I say, wincing a little at using the pet name whilst I
search for a casual outfit. I want lots of layers, I think to myself, in
case his hands start wandering...
"Need a hand?" Keith says cheekily as I strip off my tights and thong in
favour of my earlier full-bottomed panties and a pair of thicker black
tights.
"Cheeky," I tease back, hoping that I don't give the game away too much.
Keith's chuckle from the other side of the door confirms that my
deception is safe for now. I pick a black pinafore dress out of
Charlotte's wardrobe and lay it on her bed, searching for a top to go
with it before presenting myself to 'my' boyfriend.
"In all seriousness though, you shouldn't worry," Keith reassures as I
find a suitable top in Charlotte's drawer- a white one with a turtle
neck and lace-like sleeves. Upon closer inspection, it appears to be a
bodysuit- with snaps at the crotch- instead of a normal top, but with
time being of the essence (and figuring additional layers over my crotch
couldn't hurt) I pull it over my head and snap it shut, before pulling
on the dress and a pair of comfortable Ugg boots. I open the door to the
Keith's smiling face and I can't help but smile myself.
The smile fades slightly as Keith tenderly holds my face in place to
plant a long, tender kiss on my burgundy lips, but by now I'm so deep
into the 'part' I can't help but reciprocate, even if I am thinking of
Cheryl Cole instead of Keith... We stand there for several minutes
making out before being interrupted by a loud cough. Looking up, we see
'Daddy' there smiling sheepishly at us.
"I've got your brief for tomorrow," 'daddy' says, pushing a folder into
my hands. "Thanks for stopping by Keith, but Charlotte has a lot of work
to do."
"That's okay Mr. Hutchinson," Keith concedes, "I just wanted to see my
favourite girl at least once today!" Keith pulls me close to his 6' 2"
frame as I smile and wrap my arms around him. Thank god for 'daddy', I
think to myself.
"Well," 'daddy' replies, "Charlotte doesn't have to work all day..."
Dammit! I think to myself.
"Thanks," Keith replies, "but I've got an early morning tomorrow." God
above! I think. By now my emotions are being played with so much I'm
actually clinging onto Keith to keep me upright.
"I'll see you tomorrow after your shoot?" Keith asks me expectantly. By
now my mouth is completely unable to form words, all I can do is giggle
and nod. Keith plants yet another kiss on my lips and moves off, leaving
me to grab onto 'my' bedroom door handle to keep myself standing.
"See you tomorrow Keith," 'daddy says to the departing young man, before
turning his attention on me. "Shoot tomorrow. Make sure you know what
you're doing."
"O-okay," I stutter, still quivering from the emotional onslaught.
"Assuming you can keep your mind off of him," 'daddy' teases. I smile
and retreat back into my bedroom, collapsing on the bed. For the first
time since this ordeal started, I finally have more or less unlimited
time to myself. I briefly flick through the folder- the shoot tomorrow
is for an internet fancy dress store, it looks like I'll be modelling
costumes mainly, French maids, playboy bunnies, naughty nurses... I sigh
and drop the folder on the floor, collapsing on my bed. There has to be
some sort of clue in here, I think to myself as I lay still, trying not
to focus on the snare of femininity I'm encased in. I briefly consider
stripping down to either nude or a pair of pyjamas, but I figure that
since 'daddy's already seen me in these clothes, I may as well keep
wearing them- and as loathe as I am to admit it, they're not entirely
uncomfortable, especially the warm boots.
I decide there's no point in feeling sorry for myself and continue
rummaging around Charlotte's room for anything that looks like a clue.
Within seconds, my eyes fall across her laptop- pink, naturally- and I
flip it open expectantly. Bizarrely, her password is attached to the
screen with a post-it note (unsurprisingly, the password is
'69keith69'). That's suspiciously insecure of her...
I switch on the laptop and enter the password, and immediately I'm
shocked as a video player opens and there, in front of me, wearing the
same clothes I was wearing this morning is Charlotte. Wow, I think, she
really does look like me...
"Hello James," Charlotte begins in her voice, which I'm relieved to
discover I've been impersonating fairly well. "I know you must be scared
and you must be confused, but please hear me out, as my life my depend
on it."
"My father is... not a nice man," Charlotte continues, visibly trying to
subdue her emotions. My god, has he been abusing her? "I'm sure you've
noticed we are a rich family. My mother... was the heir to a fortune.
When she died, my father inherited it all- I was just fourteen at the
time, I wasn't eligible to inherit so it all went to him."
"I know he loves me and I know the money will all pass to me once he's
gone," Charlotte continues, wiping a lone tear from the corner of her
eye, "but that money was my mother's. Over the past few years, I've
become increasingly convinced that he killed her." I almost drop the
laptop at this revelation. "I know where to find the evidence but
getting it will take time. He's not let me out of his sight- other than
to go out with friends- for ages, so I can't just disappear for days at
a time without risk to my own life. This is where you come in." So
Charlotte kidnapped me herself... she can't have done that alone,
surely?
"You only need to impersonate me for the next five days," Charlotte
reassures me. "Then I'll return with the evidence I need. Daddy will be
arrested and the fortune will come to me." Charlotte looks down, almost
as if ashamed of something. It actually takes me time to realise that
her shame is because of what she's done to me. "I stumbled across your
facebook page," she explains, "and your similarity to me was uncanny.
Believe me, if I could've found a girl to do this I would've, but I
needed to act quickly. You'd be well within your rights to go to the
police yourself once this is all over, but if you co-operate I can make
it really worth your while. Daddy is presently worth two and a half
million pounds." This time I do drop the laptop, snatching it just
before it hits the ground. "If you play your part, all that money will
be mine. I'll see to it that you get 10% of it. That's two hundred and
fifty thousand pounds. All yours. No questions asked. I'm sorry I had to
do it this way- I couldn't take the risk of you saying no if I asked
you." And I probably would have... but a quarter of a million pounds?
It'd have been seriously tempting...
"On this laptop you'll find my schedule for the next few days. I've got
two modelling shoots coming up- one for a fancy dress store on Saturday-
" that'll be the one tomorrow, then- "and one for a lingerie store on
Monday. I'll be back by Wednesday so all you need to do is fill in until
then. I've left video tutorials on how to do your make-up, how to
imitate my fashion, if you have any questions about how to be me, they
should cover anything that might come up. Only one other person knows-
my private ballet tutor, Ellen." I knew there had to be someone...
"You'll be expected to attend the lessons in my stead, but you'll be
able to confide in her if you suspect things are going wrong. There's
just one more thing before I sign off-" I immediately sense where
Charlotte is going.
"...And that's the matter of Keith." I knew it. "He doesn't know about
the deception. He can't know about the deception, his family are too
close to my father, your life would be in danger if he got wind of it.
But... Keith is the love of my life. I adore him, I really do. Please, I
know I shouldn't ask this of you, but if you can, please maintain the
relationship with him. If you have to break up with him-" Charlotte
begins to cry freely now- "I'll understand, but I beg of you, please at
least try to make it work. He'll know that for the five days sex is out
of the question- girly reasons- so you won't have to be 'with' him.
But... please treat him kindly." With that, the video ends, and I sit
back on the bed in a state of shock. A quarter of a million pounds for
dressing up as a girl for a week? Hell, I probably would've accepted.
Following the recommendation of the video, I watch the other videos
Charlotte has prepared. Over the next few hours I become an expert at
applying and removing make-up, walking in heels, a couple of basic
ballet steps, and all of Charlotte's quirks and feminine mannerisms and
her views on fashion. It turns out my choice of dress and bodysuit was a
good one- but apparently Charlotte never meets up with Keith without
heels on so I dropped a bit of a clanger with the Ugg Boots, luckily I
got away with it. After two hours of practice, I'm almost more Charlotte
than Charlotte herself, and when I'm called down for dinner by 'daddy',
my performance is flawless. I spend the rest of the day chatting with
'daddy' and listening to music in 'my' room before pulling on one of
Charlotte's nighties- as recommended by Charlotte herself- and drift off
to sleep.
The alarm clock rouses me from a dreamless sleep, and I am momentarily
confused by the sight that greets me, of my purple fingernails and
silky, light blue nightdress. Yesterday's events come flooding back
though, and I lie still for a minute, trying to make sense of everything
that's happened. All I have to do is impersonate this girl for four more
days and I'm a quarter of a million pounds richer. How hard can it be?
"Charlotte!" 'Daddy' shouts through my door. "Breakfast in twenty
minutes, you've got your shoot this morning so get ready!" Remembering
Charlotte's tutorial videos, I swipe back my covers and head into the
shower. As I stand under the running water, I give my breasts a quick
tug, but they're sealed tight to my skin. Fortunately I don't need to
shave- I've never been very hairy, either on my face or my body. After
cleaning the vagina panty and rearranging it over myself, I expertly
apply my make-up for the day- including a fresh coat of deep red polish
to my fingernails and toenails, as recommended by Charlotte for the
photoshoot- and pull on some underwear (yet another thong- some of the
costumes I'll be modelling today are skin-tight so I can't get away with
regular panties), a pair of slippers and one of Charlotte's satin
dressing gowns before heading downstairs. 'Daddy' passes no comment-
clearly I'm living up to expectations. We quickly finish breakfast, and
I head upstairs to change into my day clothes. I pick out a fresh pair
of black tights and a tight black miniskirt- tight around my backside
and the top of my thighs but leaving everything else very exposed- and a
tight khaki top. I opt for a pair of ballet flats instead of Charlotte's
recommended heels- given what I would be modelling throughout the
morning, I just wanted to be as comfortable as possible. Finishing off
by spraying on some perfume, putting on some jewellery and grabbing a
back handbag, I head down to the car where 'daddy' is waiting to take me
to my shoot.
"Hi, I'm Charlotte," I hammily say in my mock-feminine voice with a big,
sexy smile on my face, "and you can buy this costume only at costumes-
unlimited.co.uk! For just ?19.99 you get these cute ears-" I play with
the ears attached to the headband on my head- "these cuffs, this collar,
this stretchy leotard and of course, this cute little tail!" I turn
around and wiggle my backside for the camera. "So what are you waiting
for? Grab a great deal today!" I blow a kiss at the camera, and we're
done.
"Cut!" The director says, hitting a button on the camcorder pointed at
my exposed body. "Beautiful, Charlotte. Just got a few stills to
capture, okay?"
"Sure," I say, trying to sound as enthusiastic as possible give how
uncomfortable the costume I'm wearing is. Fishnet tights, a restrictive
corset wrapped around my waist, a strapless leotard and 6" spike-heeled
stilettos were not what I usually wore on Saturday mornings, but that's
what I found myself wearing today. With a rosette on my hip proudly
displaying the name 'Charlotte', I looked every inch the playboy bunny,
but that was just the start.
After stripping out of the bunny costume, I was ordered to exchange my
tights for a suspender belt and a pair of back-seamed stockings- yet
another new feminine experience- slip a pair of frilly French knickers
over my thong and pull a French maid's dress over my constricted figure.
Keeping my skyscraper heels in place, I grabbed a feather duster and
repeated the whole experience again- only the script had changed this
time.
More costumes followed. A nurse's uniform, a stewardess costume, a
'ringmaster' tuxedo leotard costume, a sexy schoolgirl, a Vegas
showgirl, a leather catsuit, even a Star Trek dress- complete with 6"
heel go go boots, naturally. For almost four hours I pose for and flirt
with the camera, voice the adverts and generally try to appear as sexy
as I can. At the end of it, despite myself, I breathe a heavy sigh of
relief. Fortunately, the director sympathises with me.
"You did a great job, Charlotte," he reassures me as I kick off the
heels and slump- still wearing my gangster's moll costume- into the
nearest chair. Here I was thinking all models had to do was stand around
looking pretty- this is damned hard work! Despite myself, I actually
find myself looking forward to getting back into 'my' miniskirt and
ballet flats and going 'home'. Naturally, my plans are again thwarted.
"Guess who," Keith's voice teased as he covered my eyes with my hands.
Again despite myself, I break into a smile as I stand up and face the
young man- remembering Charlotte's advice and putting the dreaded heels
back on- and give him a long kiss on the lips. I mustn't enjoy this, I
think to myself as he presses his face into mine. No matter how good he
smells... or feels... or tastes... I snap myself out of it long enough
to realise Keith's hand straying dangerously close to my breasts.
"Is this really the place?" I cheekily whisper in his ear. Quietly
sighing, he withdraws his hands, instead wrapping them around my tiny
waist.
"I guess not," he says with an air of frustration. "I just wish this
didn't, you know, happen all the time."
"It's only a few days each month," I say, letting out an involuntary
giggle. "The rest of the time I'm all yours..." This time I initiate the
kiss, hoping to satisfy him enough that I can go and get changed. Oh
crap, I think to myself, am I going to have to spend the whole day with
him?
"Are we still on for clubbing tonight?" Keith asks as he lets me go
toward my dressing room.
Dammit! I think, grimacing. The whole night, too? However, Charlotte
instructions are still ringing in my ears. "Sure!" I say with a forced
smile as I go and get changed back into my earlier day clothes, only
swapping my comfortable ballet flats for a pair of the studio's 5" black
stilettos (it turns out Charlotte always takes some clothes from each
shoot as payment, 'fortunately' for me).
Sure enough, the rest of the day is spent in Keith's company, but to
give him his due, he knows how to treat a woman. Despite the fact that
Charlotte is mega-rich, he insists on paying for all my meals, tickets
to see a movie- in which we naturally spent most of the time kissing-
and even bought me a new necklace- a fancy gold one worth over ?150!
Everywhere we walk we hold hands- when I'm not having to tug my skirt
down, that is- and he lavishes absolutely all of his attention on me. I
also have my first encounter with a ladies' public toilet- which I have
to force myself to enter instead of the gents'. By the time we arrive
'home' at 7:30pm- having stopped off for a Mexican meal first- I'm
absolutely exhausted. Still, I knew Charlotte's instructions, and they
stated that the night was still young yet...
Leaving Keith in the living room I dragged myself up to my room and
stripped off all my clothes, even my underwear. Charlotte was very
particular about what she wore out clubbing- which meant I had to be
too. I was too far into this to back out now...
After relieving myself and washing away any sweat that had accumulated
on my body, I reapply my make-up according to Charlotte's instructions-
which for nights out were 'more, more, more'. Fake eyelashes, thick
eyeliner, blush, glitter absolutely everywhere. My red nail polish is
replaced by a shiny silver colour- on my toes too, of course- and I
spray myself down with an absolute cloud of perfume. Fortunately my
hair- and by extension, Charlotte's- is short enough that I didn't need
to do much with it, but I add a few waves in it like I had been shown.
Fighting back the urge to just climb into bed and cry myself to sleep, I
pick out Charlotte's recommended clubbing outfit and slither myself into
it. A frivolously tiny lace g-string and matching strapless bra is
followed by a tight, scandalously short halter black dress- that
thankfully covered up my breasts in case any wandering hands tried to
make their way onto them. A pair of shiny nude tights and another pair
of torturous black 6" stilettos later, and all I have to do was grab my
handbag and I'm 'ready'. Sighing at the gorgeous looking 'girl' in the
mirror, I head downstairs to where 'my boyfriend' was waiting.
We stay out until 11:30pm that night, bumping and grinding and, of
course, snogging at every nightclub we could find. I didn't drink-
citing girl problems, which Keith is fortunately none the wiser about-
but by the time I got home I was barely able to stand, my feet were in
such agony and I was so tired.
"Thanks for tonight," I mock-enthuse. "Actually, thanks for the whole
day! I had such a great time..." Keith responds by giving me one last,
longing kiss on my lips before letting me go back inside. I stagger up
to 'my' room, finally kick off my heels and collapse on the bed. Fifteen
minutes later and I'm in yet another of Charlotte's babydoll nighties
and I'm asleep pretty much as my head hits the pillow...
"Charlotte!" 'Daddy's voice yells through the door. "Wake up! Church in
thirty minutes! And I don't care if you have a hangover, this is
important, you're going!" Dammit, I think to myself, I forgot they were
god-botherers...
My morning routine goes as it had yesterday. Showering, cleaning my
vagina panty, reapplying my make-up- subtle lipstick, eyeliner, eye
shadow and mascara, something a bit more appropriate for church than
last night's- and redoing my nails with a clear polish. I spray on some
perfume as well, but a lot less than I was wearing last night.
My outfit of the day- by Charlotte's recommendation- is a very formal
knee-length high-necked sleeveless white dress with matching handbag, 4"
peep-toe stiletto heels, short cotton gloves and a very posh hat. The
dress is form-fitting- very tight around the legs, like a pencil skirt-
so naturally I have yet another thong riding between my buttocks
underneath a pair of tan-coloured tights. My whole looks is at least
fifteen years too old for either myself or Charlotte, but as Charlotte
stated in her video, that was the goal.
The service goes without a hitch- 'daddy' seems more interested in the
vicar's tales of forgiveness and redemption than in my indifference to
the whole religion. Could Charlotte be right about him offing his wife?
We arrive back home at 12:15- after having stayed for a cup of tea with
the vicar, which I drink in as ladylike a manner as I can. As I head up
the stairs to 'my' room, I pause for a moment to stare at 'daddy' as he
hangs his coat up. His complexion has turned pale, almost ghost-like.
"Daddy?" I ask, feigning a daughter's concern. "Are you okay? Do you
need anything?"
"Huh?" 'daddy' asks, startled by my question. "No, no thank you
Charlotte. Come here, please?" Nervously, I stride over to 'daddy' who
takes me in his arms and gives me a tight, loving hug. "You're a good
girl," 'daddy' continues. "You have the rest of the day to yourself and
prepare for tomorrow's shoot. You've earned it." I smile- this is the
first piece of good news I've had all week.
"Thank you, daddy," I say, beaming a wide, girlish grin at the middle-
aged man. I head upstairs into 'my' room and quickly strip out of the
dress and heels, changing into a denim miniskirt, a pair of thick black
tights and a slouchy pink hoodie. I briefly consider changing my thong,
but to my horror I'm finding I'm beginning to find it comfortable... I
slip my feet into my- Charlotte's- comfy Ugg boots and collapse back on
the bed. Once I've studied the brief for tomorrow, I have the whole day
to do absolutely nothing- just as Sunday's should be- but still I'm
restless.
Looking over Charlotte's list, I quickly slip a few CDs into her stereo-
she's big into chart music and has CDs from just about everyone who's
ever appeared on the X-Factor- grab her laptop and watch some of her
videos again.
At Charlotte's suggestion, I pick up her phone and dial Keith for a
long, heartfelt chat. I of course lie when asked what I'm wearing-
telling him I'm wearing just a bra and a thong- but he 'sees' right
through it.
We talk for almost 45 minutes about recent events, each other- Keith's
studying history at university so can talk for ages about that- and I
find myself not wanting to put the phone down on him. God above, I think
to myself, am I falling in love with him? Shuddering at the thought, I
bring the conversation to a close and turn back to Charlotte's laptop-
fortunately as well as her videos, she has enough games and movies on
there- all chick flicks, of course- to keep me entertained until dinner.
After dinner- which passes off without a hitch, fortunately- I keep
myself entertained by preparing a bit more for tomorrow's photoshoot,
painting my nails the recommended shiny black colour and trying on some
of Charlotte's lingerie. In addition to bras and thongs, she has all
manner of stuff (that she's thoughtfully identified for me in one of her
videos)- basques, teddies, bodysuits, bodystockings, corsets &
corselettes, she has three dresser drawers full of the stuff. I can't
help but feel that the vast majority of it is intended to be taken off
by Keith rather than herself...
I eventually slip into one of Charlotte's nighties- after a two-hour
long msn conversation with Keith, of course- and head off to sleep,
hoping I was mentally prepared for the photoshoot tomorrow...
Morning goes the way it has for the past three days. Woken up by
'daddy', showering, doing my make-up (Charlotte's mandate today was
'posh' so subtle eyeiner, silver eye shadow and deep red lipstick are
the order of the day), pulling on a fresh bra & thong, eating breakfast
and heading off to the shoot after choosing my outfit for the day
(another tight black miniskirt, this time paired with a clingy black
top, fishnet tights and a pair of 4" stilettos). Keeping with the 'posh'
mandate, I bring along plenty of jewellery as well in my black handbag.
I spray on some posh perfume- even though I know the photoshoot won't be
in 'smellovision', I need to maintain the character. It's sunny outside
today. so I slip on a pair of Charlotte's expensive oversize sunglasses.
The shoot goes flawlessly. My practice last night- combined with
Charlotte's tutorials- ensure I am the perfect model. I model over fifty
sets of lingerie for the cameras- all stills this time, no videos-
mostly bra & panty sets but a few teddies, bustiers and tightly-laced
corsets as well. Of course, each set of lingerie is modeled with a pair
of hold-up stockings on my legs and 6" stilettos on my feet, and for the
corsets & bustiers I don a pair of bicep-length black opera gloves too.
As loathe as I am to admit it, I look damned sexy, even if I do feel
nervous posing in front of a camera with just a thong to hide my
dignity- as well as other things. I worry that the amount of time I take
between each set- adjusting the vagina panty underneath each set of
knickers so that nothing shows- might give the game away, but I'm never
even so much as sighed at for being late.
Unsurprisingly, Keith shows up after the shoot- it being school holidays
and all- but fortunately he waits until I've changed back into my day
clothes before grabbing me and sticking his tongue down my throat- which
I find myself eagerly reciprocating. For the first time- scarily- I'm
not thinking of another girl whilst I kiss him, but instead I'm just
leaning back and enjoying the moment...
"Hey gorgeous," he says, making me blush and giggle girlishly. Scarily,
that last part wasn't an act... "Got time for lunch before your
appointment?"
"Sure," I say, linking my fingers with his and walking off together
toward the nearest restaurant. Needless to say, the lunch goes as well
as the photoshoot. The odd thing is, the more I see of Keith, the more
he seems to like me- Charlotte- whatever. Am I actually becoming more
'Charlotte' than Charlotte herself? As scary as it may sound, am I
becoming a better girlfriend than her?
The appointment Keith was referring to was at a nearby beauty salon.
Charlotte has a regular pre-paid appointment there every Monday so I
have to keep up appearances- but unlike the modelling, this isn't nearly
as much hard work. All I have to do is sit back as the girls treat my
hair and face with what seems like every lotion under the sun. My make-
up is expertly reapplied, my finger- and toenails are manicured to
perfection and recoated with a layer of glossy pink polish and my whole
body comes out of the salon tingling all over.
Naturally, as I exit the salon clutching my handbag, 'daddy' is waiting
there for me. I now begin to realise that Charlotte wasn't joking when
she said he dictated her every move.
"You look beautiful," the older man says as I slide into the passenger
seat of his expensive Mercedes. "Just like your mother..."
"Thanks, daddy," I reply quietly as we drive back 'home'. They were the
only words exchanged between us throughout the whole trip home.
As I arrive 'home', an older woman is waiting for us in the driveway
with a knowing look on her face. This must be Ellen, I think to myself
as I get out of the car.
"Hello Charlotte," she says stoically.
"Sorry we're late," 'daddy' interjects, "you know how she gets when
she's at the salon!" Ellen simply smiles in response.
"That's okay," she says. "I'll be waiting in the studio Charlotte, get
changed and meet me there as soon as you're ready."
"Okay," I reply equally stoically. Ellen goes back inside, but before I
can follow her, I feel 'daddy's hand on my elbow, making me jump
slightly.
"Have the two of you had a falling out or something?" He probes firmly.
I've been impersonating Charlotte for four days now, but every time I'm
put on the spot like this, I get nervous.
"She- she-" I stutter, trying to think of an excuse. "She's just been
giving me some difficult steps to learn, that's all." 'Daddy' rolls his
eyes at this excuse. Inside, my heart is pounding, expecting to be
exposed at any second...
"Well you need to keep at it," 'daddy' lectures me. "If you're going to
be a professional model you need grace and poise and I am paying that
woman too much money for you to give up now!" Outwardly, I appear
devastated, but inside I'm breathing a sigh of relief.
"I'm sorry, daddy," I say sadly. "I'll try harder, I promise!"
"See that you do," the older man says, leading me into the house. I
quickly head up to Charlotte's room and change out of my day clothes
into Charlotte's ballet gear, a pair of soft pink tights and a very snug
black spaghetti-strap leotard. After attaching a pair of satin ballet
'pointe' shoes to my feet the way I was shown in one of Charlotte's
tutorial videos, I wrap a flimsy see-through skirt around my waist and
trip off to the bedroom within the house that's been converted into a
private dance studio. Once I'm inside, Ellen makes sure the door is
securely shut, then breathes a sigh of relief.
"I take it I'm not talking to the Charlotte I've known for eleven
years," the middle-aged woman says sadly. "I'm really sorry we had to do
this to you, it's just-"
"It's okay, I understand," I interrupt, but speaking in my feminine
voice. May as well get in as much practice as I can... "And besides,
I've been promised a lot of money out of this."
"Charlotte's a good girl," Ellen explains. "She'll make sure you're
rewarded for your part. I just need to know- would you have said yes if
we'd asked?"
"I don't know," I reply honestly, moving with Ellen to the centre of the
studio and sitting down on the floor cuddling my knees to my chest,
wondering whether to wince or smirk at the feeling of the thong being
dragged further into my backside. "I'd probably have said no but in
hindsight, it's really not been that bad..." Except perhaps Keith, I
think, but I'm even enjoying that...
"Thanks anyway," Ellen shrugs, not satisfied with my answer. "Oh, and
Charlotte's father will often come and observe her lessons, so we'd
better go and stand by the barre- and can you take your skirt off
please?"
"Sure," I reply, untying the flimsy garment and placing it out of the
way on the floor. "Charlotte's actually taught me a couple of steps in
her videos, I reckon I could bluff if he does come in to observe."
"Not in those shoes you can't, dear," Ellen replies condescendingly.
"You need to have danced for at least 18 months to go en pointe." She's
not alone in saying that- Charlotte warned me not to try dancing on the
tips of my toes in her videos.
"Wow," Ellen says, turning to face me. "Really- the illusion really is
incredible, I'd never be able to tell." Smiling, I turn my feet out into
the ballet first position- as demonstrated by Charlotte in a video- and
hold my hands out in front of me. Ellen giggles and gives me mock
applause. "Now try second?" I comply, and we eventually run through all
five positions, and a couple of plies and tendus, even an arabesque-
stretching my leg far out behind me- which Ellen applauds, laughing her
head off.
"You're better than I thought!" Ellen said with genuine praise in her
voice. "Ever considered taking lessons?"
"No, not really," I replied, returning to first position and causing the
teacher to smirk some more. "Before all this, I'd never looked at a
girly thing in my life."
"Hey," Ellen says with mock hurt, "ballet can be masculine! ...Though
perhaps not the way you're dressed. You do make a cute ballerina
though!" Despite myself, I can't help but smile and blush. "Even cuter!"
Ellen teases. Just then, we both jump at the sound of a knock on the
door of the studio.
"Damn," Ellen whispers.
"Ellen? Charlotte?" 'daddy' calls through the door. "Can I come in?"
"Just a second!" Ellen replies, dragging me over to the horizontal bar
mounted on the wall. "Grab hold of the barre, go along with what I'm
doing, and don't try to move or dance. Just hold that barre tight."
"Okay," I reply, wincing as Ellen bends my feet outwards so that
eventually I'm standing on the tips of my toes, en pointe to use the
technical term.
"I'll get rid of him," Ellen reassures me as I concentrate hard on not
falling on my butt. "Just hold your balance- and don't try to lean your
weight on the barre. I'm sorry, but it looks really fake and he'll see
straight through it." God damn it, I think self-pityingly, how much more
abuse can one pair of feet take?
It takes almost two minutes, during which I can barely concentrate on
what they're saying for fear of flying onto my backside, but 'daddy'
finally leaves and I relax back onto the soles of my poor feet.
"You held that well," Ellen reassures me, leading me to the centre of
the floor where I sit down and take the weight off of my legs and feet.
"Better than I could have hoped for, actually- are you sure you're not
really a ballerina?"
"Positive," I say, wiping the sweat from my brow. "Oh no," I mutter
immediately afterwards as I spot a problem on my chest.
"What is it?" Ellen asks with concern.
"My left boob," I say, wondering when the hell a phrase like that became
normal. "The glue's starting to wear off, I'm probably sweating too
much."
"It's okay, it's okay," Ellen reassures me. "Charlotte showed you how to
cover that up."
"But it's already started to peel," I whinge, picking at the latex edge
clearly visible above my leotard.
"Picking at it won't help!" Ellen scolds, and I quickly leave it alone.
"You didn't bring along a sweater or a cardigan... I've got an idea but
it's going to be tricky. Put your skirt back on." Hastily complying- and
trying not to make the edge of my boob peel any more- I allow Ellen to
fold my arms over my chest so that I'm effectively disguising the
damaged area.
"Follow me back to your room, we'll sort it out there." Ellen instructs.
"Okay," I reply nervously. "What if daddy catches us?" I pause briefly,
wondering when it became so natural to call him 'daddy'...
"I'll think of something," Ellen responds, the nerves clear in her
voice. Quietly- out of fear of making my boob situation any worse- I
follow her out of the room. We don't get ten steps before we run into
'daddy'.
"Is the lesson over already?" He enquires with slight anger in his
voice. "It's only been 35 minutes..."
"We, umm," Ellen stutters, before finishing boldly, "we need to get
Charlotte's practice tutu! Big recital coming up!"
"I wasn't aware of that," 'daddy' replies with suspicion.
"It was only booked on Saturday," Ellen explains, hastily inventing her
story.
"And you didn't think to tell me about it a few minutes ago whilst we
were talking?" 'daddy' presses further. This is it, I think to myself
nervously, I'm going to get found out, I'm going to die dressed up as a
ballerina...
"Well you never gave me the chance," Ellen replied with mock hurt in her
voice. "You were all concerned with Charlotte's form, how well she's
doing in lessons- which as we established, is great. I can't help but
feel you don't trust me as much as you should..." You go girl! I think,
smirking inwardly as Ellen's deception.
"Okay, okay," daddy says, holding his hands up. "Can I see a few steps
once she's in her tutu?" I start to panic again and Ellen and I briefly
exchange a stare.
"They're very complicated," Ellen improvised. "I want to give her more
time to learn them before I make her perform them for anyone." To our
collective surprise, 'daddy' nods in agreement.
"Charlotte did mention she was struggling with them," the older man
states, remembering my earlier deception. "Oh well, maybe in the
future."
"One more thing," Ellen asks before we move off. Dammit! I think to
myself. We were in the clear! "Can we move Wednesday's lesson forward to
tomorrow? I want to drill these steps into Charlotte whilst they're
fresh in her mind."
"Of course," 'daddy' nods, "as long as I can see a couple of them!"
Inwardly, my heart sinks. Way to torpedo our chances, I self-pityingly
think to myself.
"We'll see," Ellen says with a smile, before we move off together toward
my- Charlotte's bedroom. Once we arrive, Ellen springs immediately to
action, handing me a wide, white tutu before rummaging through
Charlotte's drawers for something else.
"Wrap that around your waist," Ellen instructs, which I do, removing my
dance skirt first. So now I'm wearing a proper ballerina's tutu, I think
to myself. No matter how many feminine experiences I have, each one is
even weirder than the last. Ellen quickly returns with a small bottle of
what looks like glue. Like an expert, she applies it first to my chest,
then to the peeling latex of my breast. Within five minutes, it has set
solid and is looking just as good as it was before.
"I'm afraid this'll take longer to remove than it otherwise would have,"
Ellen explains. "You'll have to put up with breasts for a bit longer
than we'd hoped."
"They're not too bad," I say, trying to ease the teacher's worries as I
cup the two weights dangling from my chest. Ellen, for her part, simply
rolls her eyes.
"Typical man," she says quietly. "Give him a pair of breasts and he's
happy, even if they are his!" I can't help but feel a little offended by
this- but scarily, what I'm offended at isn't her accusing men of being
sex-crazed beasts, but of her calling me a typical man...
"We'd better get back to the studio before your father catches us,"
Ellen says, not realising her mistake at calling the older man 'my'
father.
The remaining 45 minutes of the lesson goes without a hitch. Ellen
teaches me a few of the steps that I may have to dance for 'daddy'
tomorrow- though she is still reluctant to let me up en pointe, to my
relief.
Once the lesson ends, I lead Ellen back to her car- changing out of my-
Charlotte's pointe shoes into a pair of ballet flats first- where we
exchange a girly air kiss before she leaves for the day. As I turn round
to head back into the house- still feeling slightly ridiculous in my
tutu- 'daddy' is waiting there for me.
"We need to talk," the older man says, much to my chagrin.
"Can't I change first?" I ask, nervous about the repair job on my
breasts coming undone.
"It won't take long," 'daddy' explains, leading me indoors. "I'm not
happy with the job Ellen's been doing," he continues candidly.
"She's been my teacher for years," I retort, "she's great-"
"Let me finish," the older man interrupts. "You yourself have said she's
pushing you too hard, and that little chat this afternoon was very
interesting. I don't trust her." 'Daddy' coughs, as if to cover up that
last sentence. "I don't trust her to do as good a job with your tuition
as you deserve," he says, placing his hands on my shoulders.
"She's my friend," I say, holding 'daddy's hands to my shoulders- and
away from my latex breasts.
"I know," 'daddy' says with genuine love and concern in my voice. "But I
only want what's best for you." He leans forward and gives me a loving
kiss on my forehead. "Go on," he says, motioning toward 'my' room,
reminding me I have the rest of the day free.
I quickly trip back up to Charlotte's room, removing the tutu but
leaving the leotard and tights in place- Charlotte always leaves them on
after her lessons- and pulling on a girly pink t-shirt (covering up my
breasts just in case of any further 'accidents') and a layered, ruffled
black miniskirt, opting out of yet another denim mini after remembering
Charlotte's instructions not to wear the same type of clothes too much
in a short space of time.. I also put some of Charlotte's jewellery back
on, having removed it for the dance lesson.
After dinner- which passes in really uncomfortable near-silence- I head
back up to my room, still nervous about 'daddy's demeanour towards
Ellen. Does he suspect me too? I think to myself. If he suspects
Charlotte, I'm in trouble, but if he finds out I'm not Charlotte, I'm
dead... I lie on my back listening to music for almost a quarter of an
hour before deciding I need to talk to someone. I can't call Ellen for
fear of 'daddy' finding out, and I can't talk to the man himself, so
this leaves just one person...
"Hey gorgeous," Keith says as he enters my bedroom, giving me a long,
loving kiss on my freshly-made up lips. God, I think to myself, I've
missed him... "You said you needed to talk?"
"Yeah," I say with audible sadness in my voice, kicking off the 4" heels
I'd changed into just to meet him and sitting down on the bed, with
Keith coming and sitting next to me. "I don't even know what I want to
talk about," I continue, giggling and trying not to cry.
"It's okay, it's okay," Keith reassures me, taking my head in his hands.
Good job I made sure my face is clean-shaven, I think to myself.
"I'm your boyfriend, it's my job to sit back and listen," he continues,
giving me one further kiss on my lips.
For the next hour, we relax on the bed, chatting about our various woes
(Keith's struggling with some of his university coursework- I mention
struggling with my ballet as a way to try to sympathise with him).
Throughout our chat, Keith's hands wander all over- my hips, my butt, my
thighs (yes, underneath my skirt) and occasionally my breasts. Thank god
I'm wearing a leotard, I think to myself- wondering when I would have
ever had that thought in the past- as he caresses the unnatural bumps on
my chest whilst I fake a satisfied sigh.
"I've got a question for you," Keith says with sincerity in his voice.
Holy shit, I think, is he proposing? "I'm not really sure how to word
this..." My heart begins to beat faster.
"Yes?" I ask, almost breathless with- genuine- excitement and
anticipation.
"Will you..." Keith leans in closer to me and whispers in my ear. "Dance
for me?" I pull back, staring at Keith's face with confusion. Way to get
a girl's hopes up, I think to myself. A fake girl's hopes up... I
hastily correct my earlier thought.
"I'm- I'm sorry?" I ask, genuinely confused by the question.
"Well you said you're struggling with your ballet," he explains, gently
caressing my thigh. "I'd like to see a few steps."
"I'm struggling with them, remember?" I say jokily. "I don't want to
look like an idiot falling on my bum in front of you..."
"Well some easier steps then," Keith says pleadingly. "It's been ages
since I last went to one of your recitals, and it's not like you're not
dressed for it..." Rolling my eyes, I decide that one or two steps
couldn't hurt.
"Oh, okay then," I say, getting off the bed and fishing Charlotte's
pointe shoes out of her dresser.
"Cool!" Keith says, shifting to the edge of the bed so he can watch me
strip down to my leotard, wrap the tutu around my waist and tie the
pointe shoes to my feet. Damn it, I think to myself, why did I
instinctively reach for the pointe shoes when she has other ballet
slippers? Still, too late to backpedal now I suppose...
I stand before 'my' smiling boyfriend and turn my feet and arms out into
a perfect first position as he laughs and applauds, much like Ellen had
earlier. I run through a few basic steps, much to his delight.
"Do a pirouette!" Keith shouts, grinning from ear to ear. Blushing and
wondering how the hell I'm going to pull it off, I sweep my leg back
behind me, and rising onto my tiptoes, spin around 360 degrees, landing
gracefully. How on Earth did I do that? I think to myself, blushing
further and laughing into my pink-tipped fingers.
"Nah, a proper pirouette," Keith says, slightly disappointedly. "You
know, on the end of your toes. You're wearing the proper shoes for it,
aren't you?" Crap! I think to myself.
"Yeah, but I'm not supposed to go en pointe," come on, think... "On
carpet," I explain, looking down at the floor. "It'd ruin the shoes."
"Your dad's a millionaire, he can buy more," Keith says encouragingly.
"Come on..." I sigh. How hard can it be?
"Okay," I say resignedly, "but if I fall flat on my face it's your
fault, understand?" Keith nods expectantly as I try to remember how
Ellen manipulated my feet earlier. I sweep my leg back again and once
again spin, this time springing up en pointe as I spin around.
Miraculously, I land perfectly once again. I guess somebody up there
likes me, I think to myself as Keith steps off the bed, coming towards
me to give me another long, deep kiss...
"Let me get dressed first!" I laugh, reluctantly pulling away from
Keith's embrace.
"No, come on," Keith pleads, "can't you stay in just your leotard?"
"It's so cold!" I complain. Actually, with three layers of fabric and
another of latex around my crotch, if anything it's too warm, but I need
those layers on...
"I can keep you warm," Keith says, coming up behind me and wrapping his
strong arms around my waist before kissing my neck. I sigh for a second,
wanting to stay in the moment forever- despite the feel of his obvious
erection pressing into my lycra-covered butt- but I know I need to
maintain my cover.
"I've told you, two days," I tease. "Then we can be as warm as you
want!" Keith pouts a little, obviously trying to elicit sympathy from
me- and succeeding.
"Okay," he concedes as I take off my tutu and pointe shoes and put my t-
shirt and skirt back on. Once I've dressed again, I yelp as Keith scoops
me up in his arms and lays me back down on the bed, before jumping
beside me and giving me yet another passionate kiss.
"Are these... times of the month as frustrating for you as they are for
me?" He asks. Good question, I think to myself, before making up what I
think would be the right answer.
"You have no idea," I say, wrapping my slender arms around his neck. No
more words are exchanged as we kiss each other passionately, working up
a sweat as our hearts beat faster and faster. Good job I redid the glue,
I think as Keith kisses what little of my neck pokes above the neck of
the t-shirt. I gasp out of shock, however, as one of his hands finds its
way underneath my skirt and begins to massage my groin, right on top of
the vagina panty.
"Is that good for you?" He asks, continuing to dance his fingers across
the lycra gusset of my leotard. Again, I'm forced to hastily think of
the correct answer. Do girls orgasm when on their periods? Keith sure
seems to think they do...
"Yes," I say breathlessly, "yes!" I cry as he probes further. Within a
minute, I'm laid on the bed, thrashing and crying and faking the most
violent orgasm I can. It lasts for over thirty seconds before I lay back
down, desperately trying to catch my breath. "Wow," I mouth, as Keith
leans over to give me another longing kiss. I wish there was some way I
could repay him, I think to myself. To maintain my cover, I hastily add.
But there is a way to repay him, a voice from inside reminds me. You
have a mouth...
But I'm not gay, I think in reply to my earlier thought.
Says the person in the pink t-shirt and miniskirt with their tongue
stuck down another man's throat...
This is just to maintain cover, he kissed me first...
Oh don't give me that. You've fallen in love with him, you know you
have. What difference does it make if you put something else of his in
your mouth? Who's ever going to know? You and him?
I'm doing this for money, it'd make me a whore!
Oh I think that ship has already sailed, don't you? Despite myself, I
can feel my left hand reaching down toward Keith's fly, ready to unzip
it. it's any consolation, just think of yourself as 'Keithosexual'
rather than just regular gay. As Keith's fly comes undone, his erect
penis springs into my hand, momentarily startling me. This is it, I
think, I'm masturbating another man. I am now officially gay.
'Keithosexual'. Whatever. The scary thing is, it doesn't repulse me as
much as I thought it would. In fact, it doesn't repulse me at all...
I slowly masturbate Keith's penis to full length, my heart now beating
faster than ever, before I look deep into his eyes, smile, and duck my
head down to meet his throbbing organ.
Well, this is it, I think to myself as I stare at the penis's glistening
head in front of me. Now or never... Leaning forward, I give the end of
his penis a longing kiss, sucking some of the moisture off of it. And as
much as I hated to admit it, it tasted good...
I take the next few inches of his penis into my mouth, licking and
sucking for all I was worth. Keith's moans and grunts tell me I'm doing
a good job.
Eventually, I have all of his penis in my mouth and I suck as hard as I
can, desperately trying not to bite or laugh at the feeling of his pubic
hair tickling my nose. Within a few seconds, his penis engorges,
thrusting deep into me and shooting his seed down my throat. I try not
to gag as I gulp down his juices before he finishes, his once-mighty
penis going limp in my mouth. I give it one last suck- to clean it,
before putting it back into his pants. I pull myself back up to Keith's
eyeline, where he waits, a thousand-yard stare etched onto his face.
"That was- that was-" Keith begins, before I silence him with a long,
lingering kiss. "I love you, Charlotte."
"I love you, Keith," I reply. And I mean it. I really meat it. That
thought didn't horrify me or sicken me or cause any other reaction it
would have last week. I love Keith. And in two days, I'll have to give
him back...
As I kissed Keith goodbye at the front door, I held his hands and didn't
want to let him go, but I knew I had to- it was getting late and I had
my last day as Charlotte waiting for me in the morning. I return to 'my'
bedroom, strip out of my heels, my clothes and my ballet gear and
inspect my breasts for any signs of the glue peeling- there is none.
Ellen really had done a good job... My lipstick was horribly smeared,
though- unsurprisingly!
I change into one of Charlotte's nighties and climb into bed, dreaming
all night of a boy...
I was allowed- mercifully- to sleep in on Tuesday, my last day as
Charlotte. Eventually rising around ten, I follow my- Charlotte's normal
morning routine of breakfast, showering, putting on underwear (another
thong, as I had ballet later today) and doing my make-up (subtle pink
colours today, as I wasn't going anywhere) by getting dressed into one
of Charlotte's short, tight grey sweater dresses (with a turtleneck)- it
still being colder than usual outside- pairing it with a pair of thick
black tights, a wide leather belt and a pair of over-the-knee leather
boots, with a 4" heel, naturally. With my pink nails and pink lipstick,
I'd never looked so chic whilst feeling so comfortable.
My morning was spent on the internet, listening to music and on the
phone to Keith, before being interrupted by 'daddy' knocking on the door
at about 11am.
"Charlotte?" The older man calls through the door. "Great news! The man
from Spencer & Hall"- the modelling agency I'd interviewed with last
Friday- "called and they want to meet us again!"
"That's great!" I shout through the door with genuine excitement. "When
do they want to see me again?"
"That's the thing, they want to fit us in today," 'daddy' explain. "Can
you get ready in half an hour?"
"Sure," I say, springing off my bed and heading over to get a suit out
of Charlotte's wardrobe.
"Well that would make a refreshing change," the older man teases.
"Very funny," I tease back, consciously worrying if I'd accidentally
given the game away...
I change out of my dress and tights into a white satin blouse, glossy,
translucent black tights and a powder pink suit with a short- 4" above
the knee- pencil skirt. To match my nails and makeup, of course. A pair
of matching 5" stilettos and handbag later, and after applying more
makeup, spraying on more perfume and sorting out my jewellery, I was
ready.
It was only as I hopped down the stairs to the car- perfectly
comfortable in my- Charlotte's skyscraper heels- that I realised I was
actually excited about the interview. For the first time since all this
had begun, I was looking forward to what my future as Charlotte would
hold.
Whilst the ride to the interview was conducted in awkward silence- as
the first one had been, only for different reasons this time (namely
Ellen)- the interview itself goes swimmingly. This time around, I'm much
more confident, much securer in my skin as Charlotte. I talk at length
about what I wanted to offer the agency as a model, my various strengths
and skills. I am again complimented on my look- this time I didn't even
have to concentrate on keeping my knees together or my feminine
mannerisms, they all come so naturally to me.
"Well, Charlotte," the interviewer says at the end of the interview,
clearly impressed by how well it's gone, "I'm happy to say that Spencer
& Hall would like to add you to our books."
"Oh my god!" I squeak, holding my hands up to my mouth. "Yes, obviously
I accept!" I look to my side where 'daddy' sits with a wide, beaming
grin on his face. Clearly, I'd done good, I'd made him proud.
"Welcome aboard," the interviewer says, walking around the desk and
accepting my limp handshake. Once again, he leaned in and kissed me on
the cheek- only this time, even that action felt perfectly natural.
After shaking 'daddy's hand, he laid out what would be expected of me-
usually two shoots a week and a fashion show every other weekend. It's
only at this point that it hits me- it would be Charlotte doing the
actual job and not myself- and that fact makes me sad. I'm going to miss
being Charlotte. And I wasn't ashamed of that fact one bit.
The car ride 'home' was very different from the car ride to the agency.
"I'm proud of you," 'daddy' says with