"Ow..." I moan as my eyes slowly open and my body shivers in the cold
December air. I glance over at my phone, which reveals that the time is
8:05am and today is Monday- which causes me a moment of panic before I
remember that today's date is the 18th of December and we broke up from
college a week ago, meaning I'm under no obligation to get up early
today- or at all, if I don't want to. As I lay in bed, memories of
exactly why I'm this hungover on a Monday morning come flooding back to
me- and put very conflicted feelings in my heart.
Last night's party was to celebrate the 21st birthday of my best friend,
and to say it was extravagant would be putting it mildly. Everyone was
wearing their fanciest clothes- I myself wore a very form-fitting
strapless dress with ridiculously high-heeled matching shoes- we girls
wore our thickest make-up, poshest jewellery and strongest perfume, while
the boys wore their most expensive aftershave. The decorations at
Charlotte's house were ornate and elaborate, the food and drink was
exquisite, and Ophelia herself was at the centre of everything, looking
every bit like a princess... With her Prince Charming glued to her side
throughout the whole evening.
When I eventually stumble through to the living room, I'm unsurprised to
find that Ophelia is already awake (she's not much of a drinker so
naturally wouldn't have much of a hangover) and preparing breakfast- and
Telemachus is by her side helping her.
"Good morning, Jacinta," Ophelia says with a happy grin. "I trust that
you are not too much the worse for wear after last night?"
"I've had worse hangovers," I moan. "How are you two this morning?"
"We are well, thank you Jacinta," Telemachus replies in his refined,
deliberate voice. "Though I will admit that last night's party was
considerably more energetic than I was expecting."
"Birthday celebrations often are," Ophelia explains before I have the
chance to speak. "Especially for one as significant as the 21st. My
friends wished to celebrate this occasion with me, and it would be rude
to decline their request."
"Very well," Telemachus says. "Though on the occasion of the anniversary
of my birth next month, I shall only require the company of one of my
friends." I force a smile on my face as Telemachus gently kisses my BFF
on her neck- and Ophelia, someone who usually bristles at unexpected
physical contact, actually giggles at this gesture!
"Is- is it your birthday next month, then?" I ask.
"It is," Telemachus replies. "I was born on the 19th day of January in
the year one thousand, nine hundred and ninety-nine."
"...Cool," I say. "My birthday's February 2nd, so it's cool that we're
all, like, within a few weeks... Umm..." My voice trails off as I realise
precisely how much of a 'third wheel' I am currently being.
"...Well we will be sure to celebrate your birthday as well, won't we?"
Ophelia asks her husband.
"Absolutely," Telemachus replies. "Your friendship is beyond valuable to
the both of us, Jacinta."
"Thanks," I whisper. "My birthday's on a Friday next year so I'll
probably head back to Brighton for the weekend, see my dad... Do- do you
not want to see your family on your birthday, Telemachus?"
"My family do not exactly approve of the choices I have made for my
life," Telemachus replies coldly. "I do not intend to spend Christmas
with them, either."
"Oh, umm, that- that's a pity..." I mumble.
"And you are of course aware of my relationship with my family," Ophelia
says, making me grimace and nod. "Though it is ironic that they would
disapprove of our marriage for very different reasons than yours, agapi."
I have to bite my lip to keep myself from grimacing at Ophelia's use of
her pet name for her husband- like everything to do with the couple, its
use is very deliberate and elaborate, and while it sounds entirely
artificial, it suits both of them to a T.
"I remember you telling me," Telemachus replies. "I cannot comprehend how
one could live one's life in such a manner, without dreams or
aspirations."
"They are what they were made," Ophelia says as I grow increasingly
uncomfortable. Conversations like this have become commonplace over the
last few months- Ophelia and Telemachus will talk about their lives,
about their courses, about their hopes for the future- and I'll look in
from the outside, knowing that even though this is my home, I no longer
have any place here.
I suppose it could be worse, of course- Ophelia is still my BFF, and
Telemachus is friendly enough- well, maybe more 'polite' than 'friendly'-
and I still have all my other friends as well. But for the first time
ever, I feel singled out, self-conscious about who I am- which just adds
guilt to my misery as I'm forced to accept that I've had life a lot
easier than many other transgendered girls. Many of my friends in my
'fellowship' have told tales about how they were rejected by so-called
friends or family. Even Jamie, the millionaire celebrity, has had more
than her fair share of hardship concerning her transition. But maybe I'm
overreacting- after all, it's not like Ophelia has rejected me, as such.
She's just found something she likes better than our friendship...
A short while (and two very strong cups of coffee) later, I walk through
the front entrance of a nearby coffee shop, where a grin quickly spreads
across my face as I'm greeted by a usual feminine cheer.
"Hey there, girliest of girlies!" Katie giggles as I approach the
already-packed table, doing a quick twirl in my long-sleeved black
bodysuit and tight tartan miniskirt.
"Thanks!" I giggle, sitting down and straightening my skirt as my warm
drink is handed to me. "Everyone still hanging after last night, then?"
"Some more than others," Lauren says with a smug grin as she points to
the other married couple in our group, both of whom are wearing oversized
sunglasses despite it being freezing outside.
"Want us to keep the volume down?" I tease the two young women, both of
whom groan with pain.
"Keeping the volume 'off' would be better," Nikki moans. "Especially as
I've got my community service in a bit."
"Ugh, sucks that you still have to do that," Katie snorts. "Should've
punched Dannii a few more times if you were gonna be punished anyway."
"Heh, probably," Nikki sighs. "So where's the birthday plus one girl
today, then?"
"Have a guess," I reply, making the others sigh and/or roll their eyes.
"You were pretty much there with the 'plus one', heh."
"I suppose I can't blame them," Lauren shrugs. "This morning I found it
hard to peel myself off of Michael."
"Emphasis on 'found it hard'," Katie teases, giggling as Lauren gives her
a playful shove. "Ahh... Yeah. Guess I am a little jealous, especially at
this time of year, having a nice, beefy chunk of man flesh to cuddle up
to is the best cure for any hangover."
"You'll find one soon," Nikki reassures the freckled girl. "I can start
dragging along some of the guys signed to Heavenly Talent to our regular
parties, if you'd like?"
"...Maybe in the new year," Katie replies with a devilish grin. "Maybe,
say, the first or second regular party of the year?"
"Remind us again whose birthday is January 11th?" Sarah teases, which
widens Katie's grin.
"Ugh, enough birthday talk," I moan, earning quizzical stares from my
friends. "...Telemachus's is January 19th and he and Ophelia are already
planning it, heh."
"The 19th is a Friday next year?" Nikki shrugs. "Let me know what type of
party he'd prefer and I'll see what I can arrange, I'm sure Charlotte
won't mind."
"That's just it," I sigh. "The type of 'party' he wants is him and
Ophelia and no one else."
"Can't blame him for that," Lauren shrugs. "Not everyone's a party
animal, and he did look uncomfortable last night. Then again, Ophelia
kinda did as well, heh."
"I've got to admit," Sarah says, "at first, I was sceptical, but those
two are SO made for each other."
"Totally," Katie concurs. "Maybe even as much as you two, heh."
"...Nah," Nikki says, giggling as she pulls her wife into a tight hug and
they link their fingers in their own unique way.
"D'aww," Lauren giggles. "Stop being perfect, you two!"
"Never," Sarah replies. "And you two will get your Prince Charmings soon.
You're both far too hot not to, hehe! And believe me, I know a thing or
two about hot women!" Lauren, Katie and I sigh happily again as Sarah and
Nikki exchange another gentle kiss.
"I guess," I shrug, though as appealing as 'Prince Charming' sounds right
now, I'd be more than happy just to have my fellow 'princess' back in my
life full time.
This new routine continues for the rest of the week, up to and including
our friend's Viks's birthday party- yes, yet another one- on Thursday and
the final regular night out of the year on the Friday- neither of which
Ophelia or Telemachus attended, choosing instead to stay indoors curled
up on the sofa reading. A part of me agrees with Lauren, that they can't
be blamed for preferring each other's company, and that Ophelia was never
really a party animal to begin with- but a part of me still misses having
my BFF next to me whenever I go out, and there's a part of me that
worries about whether it's her choice to stay in, or whether she's being
'influenced' by her husband...
Saturday morning begins much as Monday morning's did, with a hangover and
a cold room, but unlike Monday, I have a reason to get out of bed and get
ready to leave the house early, as I'm reminded by the large suitcase at
the bottom of my bed. After showering and pulling on a cute black skater
dress, a pair of warm black tights and a pair of flats, I grab the
suitcase and head through to the living room, where I sigh when I see
Ophelia and Telemachus sat together in their usual positions on the sofa,
just like every other day. However, today is most definitely not like
just every other day, and not just because it's the day before Christmas
Eve.
"Good morning, Jacinta," Ophelia says, barely tearing her eyes away from
her husband as she addresses me.
"Hi you two," I say, biting my lip as I try to word my next sentence as
delicately as possible. "I'm, umm, heading to the station in a bit...
Heading down, you know, to Brighton..."
"Of course," Ophelia says, frustrating me as she stays rooted to our
sofa.
"...Are you coming too, or staying here all over Christmas?" I ask,
deciding that as tact isn't getting me anywhere, I may as well be blunt
about it.
"I, umm," Ophelia replies hesitantly, immediately tipping me off to the
fact that I'm probably not going to like what she has to say.
"We have decided," Telemachus explains, "that- umm..."
"We do not wish to impose on your father any more than necessary,"
Ophelia says, confusing me- dad has never seen Ophelia as an imposition,
in fact, the opposite is usually true. Dad adores Ophelia, and I know she
feels the same way toward him- he's certainly been more of a parent to
her than her 'real' mother, after all. Obviously, she now adores someone
more than dad- making me wonder just whose idea it is not to go to
Brighton.
"You don't impose, you know that, he's told you often enough," I retort.
"WE do not wish to impose," Ophelia says, clarifying what I already knew.
"And you wouldn't," I say. "You BOTH wouldn't. Telemachus, you've met my
father, you know he's a decent guy, wouldn't mind you staying over."
"I am not comfortable with the idea of celebrating Christmas with the
family of another person," Telemachus replies in a voice barely louder
than a mumble. "I would much rather spend it with my family." I try to
suppress a frown as Telemachus pulls his wife into a tight hug- a gesture
that causes the usually touch-phobic Ophelia to giggle excitedly.
"And how would you have spent it if you hadn't married Ophelia?" I ask,
smirking as Telemachus bite his lip, clearly having to think about his
answer.
"I do not know," Telemachus confesses. "Certainly not with my own
family." I decide not to press the issue about Telemachus's family- I
don't know the whole story there, after all, and I can easily believe
that both he and his family could be to blame for their estrangement.
Instead, I decided to try to build bridges, rather than break them down.
"...Why not become a part of ours?" I say. "You don't want to spend
Christmas with another person's family, I get that, but you're married to
Ophelia, she sees my dad as like her dad, so that technically means you'd
be spending Christmas with your own family, right?"
"You must admit that her argument makes sense," Ophelia says, making me
smile- she obviously not totally under Telemachus's thumb. Well, not yet,
anyway...
"I would still much rather spend Christmas with just you," Telemachus
says softly.
"What would you prefer, Ophelia?" I ask, instantly grimacing the second
the words leave my mouth- disregarding his opinions isn't exactly the
best way to convince Telemachus to come to Brighton with us, after all.
"I would prefer to spend Christmas with those that I love," Ophelia
replies. 'Those' as singular or plural? I think to myself as Telemachus
gazes into his wife's eyes and lets out a gentle sigh, instantly bringing
a smile to both my and my BFF's faces.
A short while later, the three of us- along with bulging suitcases-
stride through the front door of my father's house, and a wide grin
spreads across his face as he sees myself and Ophelia walk through the
front door. Much to my delight, his grin widens further when he sees that
Ophelia's fingers are linked with her husband's.
"Merry Christmas!" Dad says, greeting myself and Ophelia with loving hugs
and Telemachus with a firm handshake. "So glad you're here. So glad that
you're ALL here."
"Thank you, mister Hanley," Telemachus says in a shy, quiet voice.
"Friends of Jacinta and Ophelia can call be Mike," dad insists. "That
goes double for Ophelia's husband, heh!"
"Okay... Mike," Telemachus says with a hesitant chuckle as I smile- ten
seconds in and already Telemachus is being made to feel like part of the
family, as I knew he would be.
"So then, he treating you okay?" Dad asks Ophelia, who giggles nervously-
she's obviously as hopeful as I am that Telemachus and dad get along
well.
"He is my prince," Ophelia replies, "and treats me like his princess."
"Good, I'm glad," dad says as he flops down into his usual chair and
gently runs his fingers over mum's urn. "All husbands should."
"You have no reason to worry about us," Ophelia says with a smile.
"Good," dad repeats. "You- you didn't want to go to see your family,
then?" Obviously, this question was directed at Telemachus, which makes
all three of us bristle.
"...My relationship with my family is not currently a positive one,"
Telemachus says coldly. "They neither approve of my lifestyle or my
relationship, particularly my- I mean, our marriage."
"Pity," dad shrugs. "If I was married to someone like Ophelia I'd want to
show her off to my family, even if I was only eighteen."
"If it were my choice, I would show Ophelia off to the whole world,"
Telemachus says, smiling happily as he gazes into my BFF's eyes. "I just
wish that there were those who were willing to listen."
"Well I'm willing to listen," dad says with a smile. "And I'm certainly
not going to say no to a new pseudo-son-in-law." Way to make me feel
inadequate, dad, I think to myself.
"Thank you, mis- Mike," Telemachus says with a smile. "My hope is that
one day my family shall accept me for who I am and respect my choices.
However, I do not hold out any hope."
"Have you met his family yet, Ophelia?" Dad asks.
"Not yet," Ophelia says. "They live in the north of England and we have
been busy at university, so have had little time to go and see them."
"Where in England are you originally from, Telemachus?" Dad asks.
"I was born in the city of Wolverhampton," Telemachus replies, making dad
chuckle with laughter.
"Yeah, I can tell by the accent," dad says- which, much to my surprise,
actually brings a smirk to the young man's face. Suffice to say,
Telemachus's accent doesn't sound like it comes from anywhere near
Wolverhampton, or the rest of the West Midlands. "Wanderers are doing
well this season."
"I am not a follower of football," Telemachus says, which makes dad
smirk.
"Always nice to celebrate your hometown's achievements, though," dad
says. "When Albion went up last season I celebrated for about a month,
heh. And because you're from Wolverhampton, you wouldn't be accused of
glory chasing either."
"Thank you, but I shall decline," Telemachus says, clearly growing
uncomfortable with the conversation.
"We believe that a person's hometown is a mere accident of birth,"
Ophelia explains. "I am no more attached to Brighton than I am to
London."
"Fair enough," dad shrugs. "Just glad I didn't know in advance and get
you a Wanderers shirt for Christmas, though you don't strike me as a
'football shirt' kind of person anyway, heh."
"No, thank you," Telemachus says with a chuckle as he visibly starts to
relax. "And there is no need to spend money on any gifts for me, your
hospitality is more than I could ask for."
"Don't be silly, you've got to have something to unwrap on Christmas
morning!" Dad chuckles. "Well, besides your wife, heh!"
"Heh," Ophelia chuckles as she starts to blush.
"I, umm, I didn't not buy any presents for you, though," Telemachus says
in a shy, quiet voice.
"I don't mind," dad shrugs. "I'm guessing this was a last minute decision
to come here, so it's fine."
"We can always change the labels on my gifts so that they say they are
from both of us," Ophelia suggests.
"...No," Telemachus says firmly. "It would not be proper to accept
hospitality and not at least buy a Christmas present for our host. I
shall buy one today once we have unpacked."
"If you insist," dad shrugs.
"If we may be excused," Ophelia says, before leading her husband up to
her room- or rather, my old room, which I've 'loaned' to them for the
holiday period- to unpack.
"...It did take a bit of persuading to get Telemachus to come today," I
say, making my father smirk.
"I'm glad you did," dad chuckles. "I will admit, I am a bit worried,
though."
"...I am a little," I say with a grimace. "I've never known Ophelia to
change so much and so quickly, you know?"
"Oh- I agree with you," dad says. "But I'm more worried about you than
her."
"Wha- me?" I exclaim. "Why, exactly?"
"You didn't say two words when I was talking to those two," dad says.
"You sat there, staring off to space... You're either depressed or pissed
off, so which one is it?"
"I'm not depressed and I'm not pissed off," I reply, before letting out a
long sigh. "...Okay, maybe I'm a little of both, I dunno."
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure I DO know," dad says. "And I know why, too. Does
Ophelia have any green contact lenses she can lend you?"
"I'm not jealous of Ophelia," I scoff. "Sure, Telemachus is her type, but
he's not mine, you know?"
"I never said he was," dad retorts. "And I never said it was Ophelia that
you were jealous of."
"Who else would I be jealous of, then?" I ask.
"Telemachus," dad replies. "For stealing your BFF away from you."
"I'd be a hell of a hypocrite if I was jealous, then," I retort. "Given
that I've been chasing after my own 'prince' for what feels like that
last century."
"Nothing wrong with feeling a little jealous," dad shrugs. "Everybody is
at some point in their life. Though I'd have thought you of all people
would be used to change."
"Change for the better," I clarify as I gesture to my feminine body.
"I'm sure Ophelia thinks this change is for the better," dad says.
"...Yeah," I sigh. "And yes, that's what's got me jealous."
"If she was with some football hooligan, then you might have a point,"
dad says. "But you can't argue that Telemachus and Ophelia aren't made
for each other."
"She went from 'happily single' to 'happily married' in just a few days,"
I feebly mumble.
"Because she met the right guy," dad says. "And you will too. Though-
wait a bit longer than two weeks before tying the knot with him, please?"
I open my mouth to respond, but at that exact moment, Telemachus and
Ophelia return to the living room and sit back down on the sofa.
"Thank you again for letting us stay under your roof, Mike," Telemachus
says.
"You're welcome anytime," dad replies with a smile. "Your wife should
already know that."
"And I do," Ophelia says with an almost smug grin, which widens as her
husband wraps an arm around her tightly-corseted waist.
"At least I can be sure you won't make too much of a mess," dad teases,
before slowly rising from his chair. "And on that note, please try to not
make a mess while I'm out."
"Umm- what?" I ask.
"Got a ticket to the Watford game," dad explains. "Probably gonna be late
in the Christmas traffic but it was worth it to welcome the three of you
home. So I'll see you all at dinnertime, okay?"
"Umm, sure," I say, looking on with surprise as dad grabs his coat and
leaves us alone in the house. "...So, then..."
"Your, umm, house is very nice, Jacinta," Telemachus says in a valiant
but vain attempt to break the awkward silence that filled the room when
dad left.
"Thanks," I reply.
"This is where I lived for the year before I moved to London," Ophelia
explains, which unsurprisingly causes Telemachus to perk up.
"Then it is a very lucky house indeed," Telemachus says softly, before
exchanging a long, loving kiss with my BFF as I try not to fidget.
"Anyway..." I say, drumming my fingers on my knees. "Do you, umm, do you
want to see some more of Brighton? It's not exactly the right season for
it, and the city centre's going to be slammed this close to Christmas,
but-"
"I would never pass up the opportunity to see more places where Ophelia
walked," Telemachus says, making me feeling simultaneously relieved to be
able to leave the house and nauseated by the longing look he gives to
Ophelia.
A short while later, the three of us are walking through the city centre,
taking in the sights and sounds of the city, particularly the elaborate
Christmas decorations. Naturally, many parents are out with their
children, which means that naturally, the three of us get a lot of
attention from passers-by. However, as this is Brighton, and it almost
Christmas, Telemachus and Ophelia's odd manner of clothing is largely
written off as being a festive costume, and several people actually ask
for selfies from the two of them. A couple of people actually ask for
selfies from Ophelia as they (presumably) recognise her from the Angels'
Instagram feeds, with Ophelia's birthday party having been a major event
on their social media pages in the last week, Ophelia being known to be a
Brighton native and she, of course, isn't the most inconspicuous person
in the world. Ophelia herself has no problem agreeing to these selfies-
she (and I, occasionally) get these requests in London- but with every
passing photograph, Telemachus looks more and more uncomfortable...
Eventually, after a spot of Christmas shopping (Telemachus insisted on
picking up some gifts for my father), the three of us head to a small
coffee shop for some lunch, where we're all glad to take the weight off
our feet- especially Ophelia in her 4" stilettos! We each pick up a drink
and a light snack to nibble on, but as we're sitting down at a table, I
catch a glimpse of something that immediately makes me freeze, something
I haven't seen in a long time and hoped I would never see again.
"Ooh shit," I breathe.
"Is there a particular need to be profane?" Telemachus chastises me.
"Especially in the presence of children."
"Yeah, it's the children that are the problem," I say, mentally adding
'particularly those two children in the corner- or rather, their mother'.
"Strange, you do not usually think so," Ophelia muses. "In fact, you
often speak about how you enjoy being an auntie to children like Nikki's
sister, especially as you have no siblings of your own." Yep, way to
inadvertently hit the nail on the head, I think to myself as I let out a
long sigh.
"That's precisely it," I sigh. "Out of the two of us, one of us is
already an auntie... And your nieces are in this coffee shop." I frown as
I point behind Ophelia to where the unmistakable form of her sister
Candice is sat with her two young daughters, both of whom are clearly
exasperating the teenaged girl. However, it's Ophelia's emotional state
that I'm most concerned with- and she is clearly in shock at seeing
someone from her 'family' for the first time in almost three years. It's
almost certainly the first time she'll have seen either of her nieces,
too.
"Should- should we introduce ourselves?" Telemachus asks hesitantly. I've
no doubt that Ophelia's told him about her relationship with her sisters,
and that she's happier now that she has no relationship with them, but I
can tell by the look on her face that there's a tiny part of her that
actually misses her 'family'. That, and the chance to rub in Candice's
face that she's succeeding at college, mildly famous in her own right
and, last but not least, married may be too much for her to resist.
"...No," Ophelia replies. "She is a part of my past. We shall eat and
leave. She does not need to know that we were even in here."
"Umm... I'm pretty sure EVERYONE knows we're in here," I retort.
"Candice was never the most observant person," Ophelia says with a
dismissive shrug. "She would likely not even recognise me even if I did
speak to her." Wow, I think to myself. That's pessimistic...
"You might be surprised," I say softly. Candice (and her kids) are
obviously here by themselves, her and Ophelia's mother is nowhere to be
seen... Maybe Candice would actually want to see Ophelia... Certainly,
her kids might want to meet their cool aunt. "Don't you want to meet your
nieces, at least?"
"My life would be no less complete if I don't," Ophelia replies, a
definite trace of anger seeping into her voice.
"...Would they not technically be my nieces, too?" Telemachus asks, and
immediately I start to feel guilty, for as much as I disapprove of
Telemachus controlling Ophelia, on this occasion, we both share the same
goal.
"I said I don't want to talk to her!" Ophelia suddenly snaps- in her
natural accent, no less- startling myself and Telemachus, not to mention
many of the other diners around us. "...My apologies. I did not mean to
lose my temper, but this is a sensitive subject for me."
"Maybe we- maybe we should find somewhere else to eat," I say softly.
Even though Ophelia is more successful than Candice by any objective way
of measuring it, the chance to gloat isn't worth all the stress it's
causing her. She's even started to sweat- something Ophelia almost never
does regardless of how tight she ties her corset.
"Perhaps that would be for the best," Telemachus says softly, returning
to the counter to enquire about getting our food repackaged to takeout as
Ophelia takes several deep breaths to calm herself down.
"Are you okay?" I ask my BFF, who sighs and nods.
"I will be once we're out of here," she replies. "You of all people
should want to have as little contact with Candice as possible." I
shudder as I remember the time I encounter the teenager in a nearby
supermarket, when she accused me as loudly as she could of raping her,
despite the fact that we were in a large crowd- and that she was shopping
in the store after having been repeatedly banned from it for shoplifting.
"Yeah, that's true," I sigh. "I guess I just saw the kids and thought she
may have changed, I dunno."
"That certainly never worked for my quote-unquote 'mother'," Ophelia
retorts. "And Candice had a child with her the last time we saw her."
"Yeah, I guess," I shrug as Telemachus returns with containers for our
food. "Thanks, Telemachus. There'll be somewhere nearby we can eat this,
hopefully somewhere indoors, heh!"
"I shall let you lead the way," Telemachus says, giving his wife's hand a
supportive squeeze. Before we can finish packaging away our food,
however, we hear the sound we were all dreading- and a sound that
instantly makes my whole body tense up.
"Mandeh?" The unmistakable, unrefined voice of Candice calls- and I can
tell by the look on my BFF's face that I'm not the only one dreading
what's coming next. "Mandeh? That you?"
"Just ignore her," I whisper.
"What would be the point in that?" Ophelia sighs. "Like you said, we are
conspicuous. And this is the first time in my life I wish I wasn't."
"We will always support you," Telemachus says softly, but even this
doesn't reassure my BFF as her younger sister approaches our table,
dragging her squirming toddler with her.
"Mandeh?" Candice asks. "I knew it were yer!"
"There is no one sat at this table who answers to the name of 'Mandy',"
Ophelia says in an almost angry voice. "My name is Ophelia Cassiopeia
Love. And as far as I and the rest of the world are concerned, it always
has been."
"Alright, don't need to bite my head off!" Candice snorts. "I ain't seen
yer in two years and that's all you got to say? I thought we were
sisters?"
"Really?" Ophelia replies. "You never seemed to when we were growing up."
"What's- well, yeah, I guess," Candice shrugs, silencing the three of us
sat at the table- the Candice Lowe I know would never admit to anything
like that. She also hasn't blinked twice at the fact that I'm sat just a
few feet away from her. Or, more likely, she hasn't recognised me...
"Mummy, I want to go home!" The restless toddler tugging at Candice's arm
whines, breaking the awkward silence.
"We'll go home in a bit!" Candice scolds. "Mummy's talking to your Auntie
Mandy!" Naturally, this does nothing to calm the little girl, who starts
crying when her mother turns her attention away from her.
"What's her name?" Telemachus asks, bringing a sneer to Candice's face-
and, ironically, making it look a lot more familiar.
"Who are you?" Candice asks.
"Telemachus Charlemagne Percival," the white-haired teenager replies.
"Ophelia's husband. And, as such, also the little girl's uncle."
"What- you're married?" Candice asks.
"Correct," Ophelia replies, gripping her husband's hand as they show off
their rings. "And no, you may not tell our mother, I would prefer it if
she did not know."
"Ugh, like that's gonna happen anyway," Candice snorts. "Ain't not talked
to mum in months, she kicked me out when she stopped getting benefit for
me." Naturally, this silences the table once again.
"I wish I could say that I was surprised," Ophelia says softly. "She was
never fit to be a parent."
"Yeah, I'm only just realising that meself," Candice snorts. "Having me
own is what made me see how useless she was."
"You will get no argument from me," Ophelia says with a warm,
surprisingly genuine smile. "Please, would you sit? You and your
children."
"What?" I ask, before grimacing as a look of realisation comes over
Candice's face.
"Who- wait, ain't you the ladyboy?" Candice asks, making me roll my eyes.
"If you mean 'transgendered', then yes," I ask. "Are you going to accuse
me of raping you again?"
"When'd I do that?" Candice asks.
"Do you want the precise time and date?" I ask.
"Whatever," Candice shrugs. "And yeah, I'll get my youngest, hang on a
bit." I frown as Candice walks over to retrieve the stroller with her
younger child, and as Telemachus and Ophelia look at me with concern on
their faces.
"I can hardly blame you for reacting like that," Ophelia says. "But does
she not seem different to you?"
"Well- maybe," I shrug, realising that the circumstances have again done
a 180, as Ophelia is now welcoming her sister while I'm dreading the
upcoming conversation. "She's not screeching her lungs out, that's a
start."
"Very true," Ophelia says as Candice returns to our table and sits her
squirming toddler on her lap. "You never did tell us your daughters'
names, Candice."
"This one's Kelsie-Leigh," Candice says, gesturing to the toddler. "The
little one's Maisie-Mae."
"Very... Interesting names," Ophelia replies, suppressing a snigger at
the children's decidedly lower-class names.
"What, like yours is any better?" Candice sneers. Much to my surprise,
Ophelia simply concedes the point rather than arguing any further. I
immediately start to wonder if this is how she coped with life before
moving out- and worry that she's falling back into old habits. However,
I'm confident that Ophelia's not going to get bullied by her sister
today- Telemachus and I won't let her.
"Do you live with their father?" Ophelia asks.
"Dunno who he even is," Candice snorts. "For both of them. Everyone told
me to get knocked up so I can live on benefits the rest of my life, but
that ain't gonna work 'cause I'll have to find a job when they're five,
and I ain't got no qualifications either. Social nearly took the kids off
me a couple of months ago, said I weren't raising them right."
"That's terrible," I gasp.
"Nah, they gave me a chance to, you know, learn how to be a 'proper'
mother," Candice replies. "I weren't gonna say no to that. It were like
going to school again."
"I know how much you hated that," Ophelia chuckles.
"I wish I didn't," Candice confesses. "Even if all our teachers were
stupid. I wish I was more like you, you know? Going to university, that
sort of thing." Naturally, this totally silences my BFF, and me too-
there's no way the 14 year old girl I met a few years ago would ever have
admitted to anything like that. Ophelia spent her whole life being looked
down on by her family, and it's about time that changed.
"Thank you," Ophelia whispers.
"What- what are you doing for Christmas?" I ask hesitantly.
"Spending it at my boyfriend's," Candice replies, making me breathe an
internal sigh of relief- Ophelia and Telemachus would be too polite to
invite her to dad's house when they're guests themselves but I know they
would want me to extend the invitation on their behalf.
"Where is he today?" Ophelia asks.
"At work," Candice shrugs. "We ain't, you know, serious or anything, not
living together, like, but we do like each other."
"Good," Ophelia says softly. "Hopefully you will be able to find the
happiness that Telemachus and I share."
The four of us (well, six including the increasingly-agitated children)
stay at the coffee shop for another half an hour talking about the
sisters' lives, past, present and future, and exchanging contact details
for future Christmases and birthdays. All throughout the talk, I feel
more and more marginalised, and by the time we eventually leave the
coffee shop, I'm so lost in my own thoughts that I barely pay attention
to what Telemachus and Ophelia are saying to each other. However, Ophelia
then says something that causes me to snap back to attention- and reminds
me just how lucky I am.
"Candice is probably the biological sister I had the most contact with
while I was growing up," Ophelia muses. "However, Jacinta is far more my
real sister than any of them. And almost certainly the only real sister
I've ever had." Naturally, this immediately brings tears to my eyes as
Ophelia looks at me with a warm, genuine smile on her face- a smile
that's reflected by the normally stoic Telemachus.
"Then she is also the best sister-in-law one could have," Telemachus
states.
"...Thanks," I sniffle, crying even more as Ophelia opens her arms and
accepts a tight, sisterly hug from me- an even greater rarity than a
Telemachus smile!
The rest of the day, along with the whole of Christmas Eve, is spent at
home watching TV, helping dad prepare the Christmas dinner and sharing
stories of past holiday seasons. With every passing second, the four of
us grow closer as the family that we truly are, and once he realises that
he's among true friends, Telemachus begins to loosen up and genuinely
seems to have fun, while Ophelia and I take the opportunity to spend some
quality 'sister time' together. After so many years of Christmas being
celebrated by just myself and my father, then the last few years being
me, dad and Ophelia, celebrating with so many people in the house feels
like a fairytale, or one of those old Christmas movies. The only thing
missing is the four of us singing carols around a piano.
However, at the end of each night, my holiday spirit evaporates as I
can't help but feel sidelined when Ophelia and Telemachus walk upstairs
together, hand-in-hand, while I'm left to sleep alone on the sofa bed.
Ophelia might be my sister, but 'Prince Charming' trumps 'sister' any day
of the week- something that I of all people should know.
Eventually, Christmas morning rolls around, and I'm awoken just after 6am
by a sight that would have excited me fifteen years ago, but today, just
confuses me.
"...Dad?" I ask the rotund, red-suited figure that's crept into the room.
"Ho ho ho!" Dad replies, his voice muffled by the thick fake white beard
covering his mouth. "Merry Christmas, little girl!"
"Seriously?" I ask. "I'm 21, don't you think I'm a little old for Santa?"
"No one's too old for Santa!" Dad replies. "Ho ho ho!"
"You said that already," I say, before letting out a quiet giggle and
laying back on the sofa bed. "Okay, fair enough. Just hope I've been on
the 'nice' list this year, heh."
"You? Always," dad replies. "Ophelia and Telemachus too. Might have drawn
the line at Candice it she'd come here today, though."
"Yeah, kinda glad she isn't," I chuckle. "Still, it does show that anyone
can change, I guess. And not into a Santa suit, either."
"Yep!" Dad chuckles. "It's clear who Ophelia thinks are her real family,
though."
"Yeah," I chuckle. "She even flat-out stated it, and she's not wrong
either."
"...But?" dad asks, making me sigh.
"It's obvious she considers Telemachus to be more- well, 'more' than
either of us," I say. "And I get it, he IS her husband, it's just- I
dunno."
"Yeah, it's tough," dad sighs, sitting down in his chair. "Kinda like
when your only child goes away to university and has a brand-new circle
of friends they hang around with, kinda like they've got themselves a new
family."
"Yeah, thanks," I mumble, rolling over in my bed.
"I didn't say that to make you feel guilty," dad sighs. "I said that
because even though you have all these big, fancy friends with their
millions of Instagram followers, come Christmas morning it's this roof
you're sleeping under. And it's this roof that Ophelia's sleeping under
as well, regardless of who she's sleeping with."
"Well- I guess," I say.
"I KNOW," dad insists. "You've been friends with Ophelia longer than
Telemachus has. Longer than anyone else has. Whenever she has a problem-
especially with Telemachus- it's her sister she'll need help from. And by
'sister' I mean her real sister, not any of those quote-unquote women
that came out of the same vagina as her."
"Thank you for describing it like that," I say.
"And on that same sensitive topic," dad says hesitantly, "you know that
she'll be there for you every second of every day after you have your
operation next summer."
"Yeah," I whisper. "She's said as much there too. Though that was before
she got married."
"Well, lucky that you have so many other friends," dad shrugs. "Quite a
lot of whom have also been through that operation, right?"
"Yep," I reply with a smirk as I remember the trip Ophelia and I took to
London to welcome Nikki back following her SRS. At that moment, the
living room door opens, and the extremely unfamiliar sound of Ophelia and
Telemachus giggling together fills the room- and it's fairly obviously
what they're laughing at.
"Ho ho ho!" Dad cheers. "Merry Christmas!"
"Season's greetings, 'Father Christmas'," Ophelia replies between
giggles.
"I'll get some coffee going," I say, wrapping my bedsheets around my cold
body as I head through to the kitchen. "Unless 'Santa' would prefer some
sherry?"
"Not before 7am," dad replies, earning yet more giggles as he begins
laying out the numerous gifts we have received.
The four of us receive the usual things- clothes, perfume and jewellery
for myself and Ophelia, aftershave sets and football memorabilia for dad
and smart clothing and fashion history books for Telemachus. We eat
Christmas dinner at 1pm, finishing just in time for the Queen's speech,
before settling down in front of the television for the rest of the
evening. I allow myself to relax as evening turns into night, dad's word
from earlier in the morning helping me to realise that as hard as we
tried to get Telemachus to accept us as his new family, I also need to
accept that he's a member of my family, and that he's quite possibly a
more important part of Ophelia's life than I am now. Like any 'Prince
Charming' should be...
I wake up early on Boxing Day morning to get ready to head back to
London, filling my suitcase with my clothes and my Christmas presents
before Ophelia and Telemachus come downstairs hand-in-hand for the third
morning in a row.
"Ah, good to see everyone's up bright and early!" Dad chuckles as he
enters the living room a few seconds behind my BFF and her husband.
"Gonna be weird tomorrow waking up to an empty house, heh."
"We shall return before long," Ophelia reassures my father, who replies
with a smile and a nod.
"I'm glad to hear it," dad says. "I'll drop you off at your flat first,
reckon you'll have a lot more gifts to open there, right?"
"If Nikki and Sarah have dropped them off," I say.
"They always live up to their promises," Ophelia reminds me. "They said
they would drop them off after the gift exchange on Christmas Eve, and I
believe them."
"It'll be good to catch up with them again," I chuckle. "Think this was
their first Christmas as a married couple too."
"Yeah, that's always a special feeling," dad muses. "And I'm glad you're
looking forward to going back to London. You can never have too many
friends, right?"
"Absolutely," Ophelia concurs with a wide grin. "And you are also most
certainly correct about celebrating one's first Christmas as a married
couple."
"I'm sure you two will want some privacy once you're back home," dad
says, causing me some confusion.
"...Thanks, dad," I say. "Kick me out of my own flat on Boxing Day, then,
when nowhere's open?"
"Oh, there'll be a few places open," dad says with a smug grin, before
tossing me one final present he'd obviously held back from yesterday- a
present that, by the feel of it, contains an item of clothing.
"What, do I need a uniform to get in there?" I ask, unwrapping the
present and letting out a half-chuckle, half-groan when I see what's
inside.
"Well... Kind of," dad says as I hold up the item of clothing- a Brighton
and Hove Albion F.C. replica shirt. "'Course, they'll be playing in their
away kit as the team they're playing also plays in blue, but this'll
still count. There should be a ticket inside there too." Indeed, when I
shake the package, a slip of cardboard drops out with 'Chelsea vs
Brighton and Hove Albion' written on it. "It's been ages since we went to
a game together."
"Yeah," I grimace. "No offence, dad, but last time we went to a game, I
didn't exactly, you know, have THAT much fun..."
"I get that," dad says. "And there's a reason for that- it's because we
went as father and son. I've never taken my daughter to a match before,
and that's something I intend to change."
"And you did say you enjoyed watching the American Football game, did you
not?" Ophelia asks. Another thing I went to to avoid watching you and
Telemachus slobber over each other, I think to myself.
"I guess," I shrug. "It's just- there will be a LOT of people there, you
know?"
"Jacinta," dad says softly. "No one there is going to mistake you for a
boy. No one. At all. Trust me."
"There is nothing even remotely masculine about you," Telemachus
reassures me. "You are the type of woman my brothers would be deeply
attracted to. If you will pardon the insult."
"...Thanks, 'bruv'," I giggle, making the young man smile warmly. "Even
when I'm wearing a football shirt, though?"
"It's a women's replica shirt," dad shrugs. "I'm not going to buy you any
male clothing now, am I?" I giggle as I check the label of the shirt to
confirm that what dad says is true, before heading into the kitchen and
returning a few seconds later in my new shirt.
"Don't expect to see me wearing this every weekend!" I caution.
"Especially not at Charlotte's parties!"
"God forbid," dad chuckles. "And it's Tuesday today, not the weekend, so
you're fine. Now come on, traffic in London's going to be hideous and I
for one want to be on time for the match!"
After one final check that everything is packed, the three of us follow
dad out to his car, stuffing his boot with our cases (and our numerous
presents) before settling in for the long trip north to the capital.
We arrive in London just over two hours later and head into our flat to
discover that our friends have indeed dropped off our presents from our
'extended family'- Ophelia and I each have a large pile waiting for us,
and gratifyingly, my new 'brother-in-law' also has a small pile of gifts
waiting for him from Nikki, Sarah, Katie and Lauren- all of which are
related to vintage men's fashion and all of which Telemachus clearly
appreciates a lot. Ophelia and I also appreciate our gifts from the rest
of the girls- I particularly appreciate the two new clubbing dresses
Sarah and Lauren made for me and the matching designer heels from Nikki,
all of which I intend to try out soon!
The excitement surrounding my presents helps to distract me from what's
happening on the sofa in front of me- namely, Ophelia and Telemachus
opening their presents together, even when they're individual gifts for
one of them but not the other. I've had three days of this at dad's
house, of course, but it makes me a million times more uncomfortable when
it takes place in my home- precisely because it is in my home, reminding
me that despite my friends' reassurances, I am the odd one out. Suddenly,
going to a football match doesn't seem like too bad an option...
Dad and I take our leave of the couple just after 1pm and head along to
Chelsea's vast stadium, stopping at a nearby coffee shop for some lunch.
As I'm nibbling at my Panini, I muse on how much the change to Ophelia's
life has affected my own, and how much it continues to change my life
even three months later. Even when I was in a relationship, such as with
Simon, I was still closer to Ophelia than I was to any boy. In fact, on
reflection, I was closer to all the other girls than I was to Simon.
Maybe this is the reason the relationship failed. Or maybe I'm just
incapable of feeling about a boy the way Ophelia clearly feels about
Telemachus. Or maybe there just isn't a 'Prince Charming' out there for
me at all? 3 and a half years of searching has yielded nothing, whilst
Ophelia found her Prince Charming without even having to look at all. And
yes, I am a little jealous that things seemed to fall so neatly for her."
"Hey!" Dad says, startling me and derailing my self-pitying train of
thought. "You looked like you were miles away there."
"Yep," I sigh. "Guess why, heh."
"Ah, and here I was thinking that we'd made progress these last few
days," dad says with a heavy sigh.
"Yeah," I mumble. "Being home has kinda hammered it home that I'm the
'third wheel', heh."
"Or 'best friend'," dad advises. "Or 'fairy godmother' if you'd prefer."
"That second one doesn't sound too bad," I giggle. "I dunno. Maybe if I
had a 'Prince Charming' of my own to cuddle up to it'd be different, I
dunno."
"Well if you're looking to pick up a boy, you're going to the right
place!" Dad chuckles. "But going round and round in circles about Ophelia
and Telemachus isn't going to do anyone any good. Least of all you. I
should be the last person to encourage you to jump in bed with someone,
but, well, you DO kinda need to take your mind off of things, you know?"
"My own dad is telling me I need to get laid," I sigh. "My life is
officially OVER."
"Stop being such a drama queen," dad chastises with a chuckle. "There's
someone out there for you, Jacinta. I know it. You're not going to still
be single when you're forty, or even thirty. And I kinda want to walk you
down the aisle before I go too senile."
"...You're forty-nine," I remind my father. "Hardly 'going senile'. And
you walked Ophelia down the aisle, didn't you?"
"Do I really need to explain how that's different?" Dad asks as we share
a knowing smile. "Probably not going to find anyone in here, though.
Everyone's shirt is the wrong shade of blue, for starters!"
"Yeah," I chuckle, scanning the faces of the other diners before spotting
something that makes my eyes widen.
"So much for not jumping into bed with the first guy you see," dad says,
having noticed my reaction. "What was that, ten, fifteen seconds?"
"It's not THAT," I say, finishing my Panini, grabbing my drink and
standing up, which definitely confuses my father. "Besides, these two
guys are married, anyway."
"Even worse," dad says, before reluctantly grabbing his drink and
following me to the table where the two men who had caught my eye are
sat.
"Hello BOYS," I say with a smug, confident voice, giggling as the two
young men are briefly startled before a look of realisation spreads
across their faces.
"Hi Jacinta," my friend Stuart- who is decked out in a Chelsea F.C.
shirt- says with a heavy sigh. "Backing the losing side today, then?"
"We'll see," I say with a smug grin. "Dad, I'd like you to meet Stuart
Milton and Keith Hartley, two good friends of mine. Guys, this is my dad
Mike."
"Nice to meet you both," dad says as he shakes the hands of the two young
men. "So you're part of this 'extended family' I keep hearing so much
about, then?"
"'Fraid so," Keith chuckles. "Stuart a bit more than me, heh!" My smile
grows smugger as Keith points to his friend's upper arm, below which is
the bottom of a very distinctive tattoo- the same tattoo I have on the
back of my shoulder.
"Ah," dad says, instantly recognising the significance of the tattoo.
"One of the 'fellowship', heh. Pity you're a Chelsea supporter."
"I'll remind you you said that after we win," Stuart snorts as he rolls
down his sleeve.
"Ugh, BOYS," I say, giggling as all three men roll their eyes at me.
"Seriously though," Keith says, "it is nice to meet you, Jacinta's always
spoken highly of you."
"I'm flattered!" Dad chuckles. "Maybe. I think. You two got any kids of
your own?"
"One each," Stuart says. "I've got a ten month old girl, Keith's got a 2
year old boy."
"With numbers two and three already on the way," Keith says with a proud
grin.
"Yay, just what the world needs, more Chelsea supporters," dad says,
smirking as he's met by playful jeers from the two younger men.
"I say again," I sigh. "BOYS."
"Well I need to repark the car so I'm going to get that done now, but it
was nice to meet the two of you," dad says. "I'll leave you three to it-
make sure that you get Jacinta safely to the AWAY supporters' end of the
ground."
"Will do," Stuart says as he and Keith exchange handshakes with dad
again. "It was nice meeting you."
"You too," dad says. "Also, Jacinta's desperate for a guy, so please set
her up with someone nice?"
"DAD!" I hiss, my cheeks burning as dad leaves with a chuckle and I sit
down next to my two friends. "SO embarrassing..."
"Nah, your dad's cool," Keith shrugs.
"And he didn't tell us anything we didn't already know," Stuart says,
laughing as I give him a firm shove.
"Wanker," I retort. "Just for that I hope Brighton DO win. And you end up
covered in soda again!" I smirk as Stuart rolls his eyes and Keith
chuckles at the memory of the former's humiliation after this year's FA
Cup final.
"Yeah, I've been banned from making bets by my wife," Stuart mumbles.
"Which is probably for the best, heh."
"We're actually lucky we were even allowed out today," Keith confesses.
"Charlie, Jamie and the kids are treating themselves to a shopping day.
I'm guessing you'd rather be there than here?"
"If I had the money," I shrug. "And... Kinda yeah, kinda no. I mean, yes,
shopping is WAY more fun than football, but it's the company, you know? I
hardly ever get the chance to spend time with my dad anymore, so it'll be
nice to do something together."
"Ophelia otherwise indisposed, then?" Stuart asks.
"...Yeah," I sigh.
"'Indisposed' with Jacob Rees Mogg?" Keith teases, squirming as his
insult earns an angry glare from me.
"Not fair," I growl. "For starters, Telemachus is far more modern-minded
than he is. And probably a lot more warm-hearted."
"If you say so," Stuart shrugs. "Given I've probably only even laid eyes
on the guy twice. It won't surprise you to learn I have the same view as
my wife on the number of friends a person can have."
"Yeah, me too," I say. "Just wish I could persuade Telemachus of that."
"I dunno, you did with Ophelia," Keith says. "Hard to imagine an Angel
party without seeing her there."
"Hard to imagine my life without seeing her every day," I chuckle. "But I
guess it was bound to happen eventually."
"Our wives know all about that," Stuart says in an almost solemn voice.
"As do the two of us, to some extent."
"You might," Keith retorts, chuckling as his friend rolls his eyes. "But
seriously, yeah, Charlotte was in pieces for days after Jamie moved out.
But that's just part of getting older, I guess."
"Did you think you'd still be living together after you graduate?" Stuart
asks.
"I- I dunno," I say. "I mean, I guess we would, if we both found jobs in
London, I- I dunno, really. And I mean, we still ARE living together. I'm
just the 'third wheel', heh."
"Jamie lived with me and Charlotte for ages," Keith shrugs. "She still
spent about as much time with her as I did, heh. Admittedly she didn't at
the start of the relationship, but still, I reckon you're worrying about
nothing."
"Thanks, I think," I snort.
"And you've still got LOADS of other friends," Stuart reminds me, gently
drumming his fingers over his 'fellowship' tattoo.
"And here comes another proud owner of that tattoo," Keith says with a
smug grin.
"What- is Jamie back already?" I ask, turning round in my seat. However,
it's not Jamie who's just walked through the door, but another friend of
mine, one I haven't seen in a long time. "...Ian?"
"He was in London over Christmas," Stuart shrugs as the teenaged Welsh
transman approaches our table, accompanied by an older woman, presumably
his grandmother. "Thought I'd take the opportunity to catch up, see how
he's doing..."
"Oh, okay, cool," I shrug.
"Hi Ian!" Stuart says, giving the younger man a firm-looking and
stereotypically masculine handshake.
We spend the next few minutes talking to Ian about his Christmas- which
hadn't been a pleasant one by any stretch of the imagination- talking to
his grandmother about her take on things. After meeting up with Jamie
(and, even better, her and Stuart's daughter Olivia) we say our farewells
to Ian- but not before I have the chance to invite him to my birthday
party in February (and Jamie has the chance to record a video message for
his Angels-obsessed girlfriend)!
"Eh, we should probably get going now," Stuart sighs as Ian and his
grandmother depart. "Need to get you to the losers' end before we take
our seats."
"Just ignore him, Jacinta," Jamie says with a smug grin as her husband
rolls his eyes.
"WAY ahead of you on that one," I snort. "Hope Ian'll be alright, stuck
all the way over in Cardiff."
"Aww, only met him a few times and already you're looking out for your
'little brother', hehe!" Jamie teases.
"And he's hardly 'stuck'," Stuart shrugs. From what I understand, he's
got a good bunch of friends over there. And he'll always have his
'extended family' in London too."
"Just like I do," I say with a chuckle.
"Exactly," Keith says with a grin. "Hope you both remember that."
"It's actually Ian's birthday in a few days," Stuart states. "His
eighteenth."
"Wait," I say as something clicks in my brain. "Eighteen in a few days?"
"Yep," Stuart replies.
"So... Was he actually born then on the 1st of January 2000?" I ask.
"Almost," Stuart replies. "His parents were deliberately aiming for that.
Them and every other parent in the world, heh."
"Is he having a party?" I ask.
"Dunno, maybe," Stuart shrugs. "His birthday's actually this Saturday,
perfect opportunity for a party at Charlotte's, but it'd be a bit much
asking him to come to London again when I know he's not all that
comfortable here."
"Maybe organise a party in Cardiff for him?" I shrug. "Like, an Angel
party 'on tour'?"
"Had the same idea," Stuart says. "Getting a venue this short notice will
be though, though. Getting permission to go from my wife will be even
tougher, heh!" I bite my lip to try not to giggle as Stuart shoots a smug
look at the blonde woman, causing a look of indignation to immediately
spread across her face.
"Hey!" Jamie chastises. "I think it's an AWESOME idea. We can let daddy
go and play with Uncle Ian for one night, can't we, Olivia?" I sigh
happily as the tiny baby girl giggles uncontrollably at her mother's
teasing.
"Thanks babe," Stuart says, giving his wife a gentle kiss.
"I'll text Nikki while you three are busy staring at footballers' legs,"
Jamie teases.
"Hey!" Stuart and Keith immediately reply as Jamie and I giggle.
"I'm not saying 'hey'," I state with a smug grin. "As that's exactly why
I'm going, hehe!"
"Fair enough," Stuart shrugs, before turning to his friend. "Reckon you
can get your missus to let you come too? Maybe get a proper gig for the
Celestials?"
"Well, here's the chance to ask," Keith says as we exit the coffee shop
and immediately run into his wife.
"Hey babe," Charlotte says, giving her husband a gentle hug with one arm
while her other hand is wrapped around the hand of her two year old son.
"Hi Jacinta! Don't tell me these two have persuaded you to go the match
with them?"
"It was my dad who persuaded me, actually," I chuckle, before giving a
gentle hug to the famous model.
"The fact she's in a different team's kit should kinda have been a clue
there," Keith says.
"BOY," Jamie, Charlotte and I retort.
"And besides," I sigh, "I Kinda needed to give Telemachus and Ophelia
some privacy."
"Ah, of course," Jamie chuckles, glancing over at her BFF. "I know what
THAT feels like."
"Told you," Stuart says smugly.
"I beg your pardon?" Jamie says to her husband with mock offence.
"Stuart, dear, have you been suggesting that Jacinta should ask me for
advice on how to cope with living with a couple who spend every other
second in each other's pants?"
"...Maybe?" Stuart replies nervously.
"...Good boy," Jamie says with a grin, making her husband breathe a sigh
of relief. "Seriously, Jacinta, any time you want to talk, just hit me up
on Facebook, I'll always listen."
"Thanks," I chuckle.
"And that includes if you get bored during the game!" Jamie giggles.
"GIRL," Stuart and Keith reply as we walk the short distance toward the
vast Stamford Bridge stadium.
A few hours later, dad and I head back out to his car, both of us tired
and dad a little disappointed after watching his beloved team lose 2-0.
"Meh, I guess that was inevitable," dad shrugs. "Never mind. Plenty of
other matches in the season!"
"Yep!" I reply. "...And if you get any more tickets for any of the London
games, well... I wouldn't say no to coming along."
"As long as you don't spend all the time on your phone again!" Dad
chuckles. "But seriously, yeah, it was nice to be able to go with you.
Before you end up spending all your time wrapped around a significant
other as well, heh."
"Yeah, still awkward and embarrassing," I say as I again check my phone
for any new messages. During half time, Stuart sent me a message
confirming that Jamie had given her permission for Stuart to hold a
birthday party for Ian in Cardiff- and an invitation was immediately
extended to me.
"Hello, phone," dad sighs as we pull out of the car park and head back
through the crowded streets of West London.
"I'm just talking to a friend online," I retort.
"Ophelia?" Dad asks, making me pause.
"...No," I reply quietly. "It- it's Stuart, the guy we ran into in the
coffee shop."
"Oh, okay," dad shrugs. "The married one, right?"
"Yes," I sigh. "And no, we're not flirting, he's invited me to a party on
Saturday, that's all."
"...You go to parties virtually every Saturday," dad retorts. "What's
different about this one?"
"It's in Wales, for starters," I reply. "Ran into another one of the
people with the tattoo on our way out of the coffee shop, he lives in
Cardiff, he's eighteen on Saturday, so... Yeah."
"Wow," dad says. "Didn't realise your 'extended family' crossed the
border into Wales."
"Remember me telling you about the girls we met on October?" I retort.
"It crosses an OCEAN."
"Even better," dad says with a smirk. "You know, I was kinda worried that
I was going to take you back to your flat only for you to spend the rest
of the Christmas break miserable and all 'third wheel' ish, but if you've
got this many friends... You'll be alright. Unless you'd rather come back
to Brighton for the rest of the holiday?"
"London's my home," I reply. "Don't get me wrong, I'd kinda like to go
back to Brighton, but-"
"London it is," dad says with a smirk as we head back to my flat.
Naturally, when I explained the Cardiff party to Ophelia and Telemachus,
they were interested (and supportive of me going) but ultimately decided
not to go themselves. During the days leading up to the party in Wales, I
found myself spending less and less time at the flat and more and more
time with my other friends, going over coursework with Katie, comparing
notes about my life and my transition with Jamie and Nikki and helping
the latter plan Ian's party.
Eventually, Saturday rolls around, and I (and several others) roll down
to Cardiff to help Ian celebrate his birthday, which includes a lot of
dancing and a lot of drinking... And a lot of missing my BFF. Sure, I
have plenty of other friends, all of whom genuinely love me as much as I
love them, but life isn't the same without Ophelia in it. It's not bad,
by any means- I have a lot of fun at the party and make several new
friends, but I know I'd have had a lot more fun if Ophelia was with me.
However, there's no sense moping about matters when I could be having fun
instead- as has been repeatedly pointed out to me, it's not like
Ophelia's going to cut me out of her life completely, after all. However,
as we're heading home on the Sunday morning, I can't help but think about
my BFF, and this doesn't go unnoticed by the other occupants of our car.
"Hungover, tired or miserable?" The tall, elegant (and very famous)
Hannah Dexter asks as she stares at me with her piercing blue eyes.
"...In descending order," I reply with a chuckle.
"Jacinta's missing the love of her life," Nikki teases, giggling as I
reply with a roll of my eyes.
"What, hooked up with one of the boys last night?" Hannah asks.
"No," I reply. "...Though admittedly a couple of them were kinda cute. In
a nerdy way."
"Nikki's talking about Ophelia," Sarah says from the driving seat of the
car.
"Aww," Hannah coos. "Missing your BFF 'cause they've got themselves
someone to snuggle up to... I can sympathise with that, heh. Me and Viks
have been BFFs since we were both eleven, it was kinda hard when she
hooked up with Jonathan, now it's like she's mum first, wife second,
Angel third and 'Hannah's BFF' fourth. That's kinda tough when you
haven't got yourself a man to cuddle up to, heh." I can't help but let
out a smile- yet another person who's been through what I'm going through
right now.
"Hence why she's slumming it with us," Nikki teases, giggling again as
it's Hannah's turn to roll her eyes. "And what's happening with Mr.
Kennedy?"
"Never you mind!" Hannah immediately replies. "And it's not 'slumming it'
if you're with your friends, even if you're not quite 'BFF level'."
"We'll try not to be TOO insulted," Sarah laughs as we pull up outside a
small suburban house.
"Why are we stopping here?" I ask.
"Think it's Ian's girlfriend's house," Sarah replies. "Stuart's hopin