XIX: By The Grace And The Goddess
The moment Xavier had been informed by one of his contacts...Sgt.
Connor Niehaus, another soldier who was a part of the Nightshifters
unit...of the confirmed location of a woman fitting Maggie's exact
description, he was quick to drop everything and acquire a large black
case. This was all he took with him as he gunned the engine and raced
out to the coordinates Connor gave him.
He hoped to be able to intercept...and deal with...Maggie before she
did any more damage to Celeste's plans.
An hour later, he parked a block away from the locale and grabbed the
handle of the black case, hurrying over to the Hotel that corresponded
with the coordinates. Upon stepping in, he went right to the elevator,
making sure to access one that was unoccupied.
Connor gave him the room number, so he knew exactly where to go.
Hurrying out of the elevator, he ducked into an open room where a
Hotel housekeeper was busy cleaning a vacated room. With a single blow
to the back of the woman's head as she was rolling a vacuum along the
rug, she dropped to the ground, unconscious.
Xavier worked quickly, placing the case on the bed and opening it to
reveal the pieces of a silencer-fitted machine gun. He had been
trained to put this weapon together in just under five minutes,
fastening the components together firmly. Once the Nightshifter
slapped a fresh round of ammunition in the chamber, he left the room,
deliberately keeping the vacuum on to help mask the shots, and
proceeded across the hall to Maggie's room.
To Xavier's surprise, Maggie's room was open.
Moving in as quietly as he could, his weapon poised to shoot, he saw
someone sitting right by the large sliding door leading out onto the
room's balcony. The person's head was resting to one side, and his
wrists looked like they were bound together.
But this person looked far too well-built to be Maggie. In fact, it
looked more like...
A line of drool could be seen coming down the corner of the mouth of
Connor Niehaus. He was in his underwear, and he was also badly bruised
and bloodied. Beaten to within an inch of his life, it seemed.
And, pinned to his chest, was a note.
OOPS.
I LIED. I'M ALREADY
IN BULLCHESTER.
HELP ME! I'M DYING!
Xavier was quick to check the man, who wasn't moving. He figured
Niehaus was dead.
But he heard a slow, ragged breath. The heartbeat was faint, but
evident.
Niehaus became his first priority as he carried him out. He didn't
bother to disassemble the weapon and put it back in the case, He just
tossed it into the insulated case and snapped it shut, carrying the
case in one hand and Niehaus over his right shoulder.
Connor was a well-built man, too. The burden was considerable as he
entered the elevator. Just in time, too, as a scream from a curious
hall wanderer had cut loose just as the doors slid shut.
Xavier ignored everyone in the building excitement of the lobby.
Security people were on their way up, while Xavier slipped out of a
rear entrance and headed right for his car. Depositing Niehaus in the
back seat, he dropped the case in the foot space and entered the
vehicle's driver side, firing up the engine and roaring out of his
parking space before anyone could catch on to the suspicious man
carrying the limp body and a suspect case.
He could hear Niehaus continuing to struggle to breathe. Xavier
figured that this was blunt force trauma to the chest. Maggie might
have even cracked a few of this hardened soldier's ribs in the fight.
According to Maggie's file, she was trained in Muay Thai Kickboxing.
This was often considered the deadliest martial art in the world for
its bone-crunching knee and elbow strikes. Xavier himself had a taste
of her blows when she knocked him out prior to his encounter with
Jemima Poulson. She was the furthest thing from a pushover.
Niehaus was just as much of a badass, though. In his time with the
Nightshifters, he had amassed a nice body count from all the Black Ops
work their group had been through together. It took an arm wrestling
match...and a follow-up, second-chance fistfight, which ended in a
draw...for the two to become close friends. It was always Connor that
covered Xavier, and vice versa, when they were in the thick of the
firestorms of violence they had been involved in.
Now, Connor was barely clinging to his life. Xavier hoped that he
would not be too late to save him as he pulled into a parking spot
near the first hospital he could find.
Xavier carried him into the Emergency Room, handling whatever
necessary formalities were required, monetary or otherwise, before
heading back out to his car to begin the ride back to Bullchester.
An angry look was on the face of the Nightshifter as he rolled onto
the freeway.
Once again, Mary Margaret Katzhoff had crossed the line.
It was time for that bitch to bleed.
* * *
"A...a sssalon?" Waldo stammered as he stepped out of Celeste's car
after it had parked outside of Rubie's Mall. "Wh...why would I...need
to go t-to a place like that?"
Waldo was clearly struggling with his building femininity, even with
his being dressed up in male clothes. His voice already had a touch of
feminine softness to it, and although his movements were a bit
awkward, Celeste figured...or rather, hoped...the awkwardness would
pass quickly.
Celeste grabbed him by the arm and tugged Waldo along as he held to
his glasses. "If you want to be my lab assistant, you need to be made
sterile. I want you germ-free, girl. There's a machine that will do
this, but it's in the Butterfly Salon."
"But...d-don't they do hair in a Salo..."
"Oh, shut up and quit dragging your feet!" Celeste growled.
Not wanting to upset her benefactor, Waldo began to match her pace
with Celeste as they made their way through the Mall until they
reached the Salon the dominant woman had mentioned.
"M-mmyyy..." Waldo stammered. "...s-ssuch a big place..."
"Hello, Madame Celeste."
Waldo gasped aloud, visibly startled at the sudden appearance of the
large-chested and quite beautiful attendant who seemed to come out of
nowhere. He pressed himself against Celeste, who just grinned at the
attendant in response.
"Everything is ready," the attendant reported, her gaze shifting to
Waldo. "Is this...who is going to go in?"
Celeste nodded. "Yes. You do have the machine set to 'sterile' mode,
yes?"
"Oh yes," the attendant replied. "The machine is all ready for your
friend. Step this way, please?"
Of course, both the attendant and Celeste knew no such setting
actually existed on the machine. This was to be the next step in the
amusingly gradual feminization of the 'lab assistant' Celeste had
taken. Once the machine had done its job on Waldo, any visible traces
of remaining maleness would be forever gone.
There would, however, be a visible remnant of the young man he used to
be between his legs.
"Strip, dear," the attendant commanded. "It's necessary for you to be
completely naked."
Waldo nodded as he began undressing, unbuttoning his white dress
shirt. "Of course." He loosened his pants now as he kept muttering.
"Makes sense...yes...should be nothing on...I don't mind..."
The attendant angled her head to Celeste with an incredulous
expression. Celeste silently mouthed back the words 'don't ask' in
response.
Once his body was bare, the attendant led Waldo to the machine, which
had the appearance of a tanning bed. Celeste was already tinkering
with a nearby computerized readout for the sake of programming the
genetic instructions she wanted to apply to the effeminate boy. Waldo
was still mumbling to himself as he laid himself out upon the soft
white cushion of the machine's bed space.
When the attendant lowered the top portion of the machine down over
Waldo, she walked back to the computer readouts, only to find Celeste
expertly working at the panel.
"Hmmm. This is a rare honor," the attendant mused. "Giving your friend
a personal touch?"
"I figured I'd show you lazy bitches how a pre-programmed body
development subroutine is really done," Celeste answered, keeping her
eyes on the computer screen as she worked. "I know you regularly shy
away from such a complex procedure. I should have your machine
training reinforced."
A flash of light, and a low hum...like a loud electric lamp flaring to
life...preceded a gentle hissing noise as the machine came to life.
The muttering within the machine went silent as the process began.
As Celeste waited, her peripheral vision caught sight of a very sour-
looking Rita Noble wandering around the front lobby area of the Salon.
Given the many shopping bags on her arm, it seemed like she had been
on a bit of a spending spree within the mall.
Celeste knew one of the reasons she did that was because she was upset
about something.
Lights within the machine faded now, and the attendant stepped over to
lift the lid.
When Waldo sat up, his breathing sounded softer, and much more
feminine. His slim hands rubbed against the soft skin of his arm.
Looking down at himself, he noticed that his nipples were a little
more prominent and perky.
The first words out of his mouth were soft and breathy. "Is it over?
Am I...clean now?"
Celeste smiled as she stepped slowly over to her much more effeminate-
looking lab assistant. "Yes, Walda. Go ahead and put your clothes back
on. I need to step away for a moment."
The dark-haired woman hoped that this would not be some petty and
insignificant matter, but given recent events involving Maggie and
Tammy, she felt she had to at least check, and find out firsthand.
"Are you here for a touch-up, Miss?" Celeste mused, attempting levity.
Rita turned to her slowly. A displeased look was on her face.
Celeste raised an eyebrow. "Or did you just come here to sulk, and
waste my time?"
"She blew it," Rita finally replied. "Of all people, SHE blew the
illusion I was trying to establish for Tammy!"
Celeste frowned. "Who are we talking about?"
"Agatha," Rita responded, widening Celeste's eyes at the mention of
the name. "She paid Tammy a surprise visit. According to Barbara
Walsh, who was waiting outside, the encounter turned into a shouting
match. Before they were done, Agatha just went ahead and told Tammy
that she wasn't actually carrying babies."
Celeste sighed aloud. She had surmised that Rita taking Brianne would
get her mind off of the business of making Tammy her personal slut.
Obviously, that plan didn't work out so well.
"The idea was to wait until Maggie was back in Bullchester before we
dropped the bombshell!" Rita griped. "Then, we put Tammy to sleep,
dissolve the mass in her gut, put her in her old slut clothes, and..."
"Did you apply that extra stage of your conditioning process that was
supposed to be a part of your 'grand plan'?" Celeste wondered aloud.
"Did you use that trigger phrase yet?"
It was now Rita's turn to sigh aloud as she hung her head low. "Yes. I
know the idea for that was to wait until we had Ruth in place at the
Butterfly Salon, but...but I missed Tammy. You have no idea how much
it hurt me to find out that she was given a full sex change outside of
Bullchester. I had such plans for that boy. I even bought a pair of
earrings with my initials on them, so that everyone would know Tammy
was mine."
"Rita...given the fact that she became the secretary of an attorney
that the Sisterhood looks very favorably upon, and a particularly good
one at that..." Celeste thought hard on these words as she spoke them.
She knew Rita would not want to hear them at all. "...you might
actually want to lay off of Miss Portnoy. Especially if your efforts
to get her back with you upsets Mr. Hanel."
Sure enough, Rita's tone began to rise in anger. "No, no, NO! Tammy is
MINE! I FOUND HER FIRST, Celeste!" she moved close to the dark-haired
woman, speaking right in her face now. "I made her. I set the
foundations for her femininity. ME!" Rita moved away, thinking aloud
in her rising agitation. "She may not have a useless cock anymore,
but...damn, if only I could...turn back time...! I might also remind
you that she would not HAVE that job with Larry Hanel if it weren't
for me!"
"And...Brianne?" Celeste reminded. "Why don't you groom her in
secretary skills so we can have her replace Tammy?"
Rita shook her head. "She's my personal assistant. Very useful, too.
She helped me establish that ad campaign which restored public faith
in Loris International after that whole human trafficking scandal with
Demetrius. I need her to stay with me."
Celeste smirked. "And I thought the whole idea was for Brianne to get
your mind off of Tammy. You even told me this."
Rita shook her head once again. "No. I want her back," she began to
backtrack away from Celeste. "And I WILL get her back. No matter what
the Sisterhood thinks! I want my slut!!"
Celeste watched Rita hurry away, bags in hand. Shaking her head, she
turned back to look upon her new lab assistant...
...only to startle him as Walda moved to get the black-haired woman's
attention. "Are we done here?" Walda gently asked, his voice still
soft and breathy.
Celeste nodded. "Yes. Let's go. You need to finish up your work on the
formula I'm having you compose anyway."
Walda nodded, following Celeste all the way to the car. The lab
assistant felt very strange since being released from the machine. His
mind felt even more soft and even more buttery than before. As timid
as he had become since Celeste began infusing his body with feminizing
agents, he felt even moreso now. Raising a hand to feel at his hair,
he found that it felt a lot fuller.
Celeste could hardly wait to see how Walda would respond to his own
body slowly dissolving its masculinity in favor of a far more feminine
shape.
She also thought about calling Leonard Hardcastle down to her place
for a follow-up visit, just to see how he would respond to
Walda's...developments.
* * *
The ambience was definitely one of a showdown, at the stroke of 12
noon. History books dealing with Bullchester would afterwards refer to
this moment as the "High Noon Incident".
Maggie had contacted Jemima to have her pass on her exact location to
Xavier. She didn't care this time that she was calling Julia Stroud's
secretary on a line that was not secure. If the line was tapped, she
felt ready and able to take on any additional belligerents who wanted
to join the fray.
Xavier found the locale to be a mid-level parking garage, near the
heart of the city, and right next to the Loris International office
building. Most who might be aware of the conspiracy would fear...or at
the very least, be extremely nervous over...the concept of being that
close to a place that was undeniably a hub for Sisterhood-related
affairs.
Maggie, however, thrived on such a rush. There was no better place she
would rather be than in a space like this. It was the perfect place
for a fight she had been looking forward to with a building sense of
anticipation. All the teases...all the threats...all the
sabotage...everything she had done since arriving in Bullchester was
leading up to this.
An altruistic devil, locking horns with the prize lackey of self-
styled 'angels' with the blackest of hearts.
Maggie counted off a sparse four cars...and a chained-up bicycle...in
the low-ceiling area. Obstacles included granite lot dividers, and
large round columns to keep the entire structure sturdy.
She had no weapons.
She needed none.
She knew, however, that Xavier would be packing some kind of heat, if
not steel, or perhaps both. He had to be that kind of soldier.
Maggie kept her eyes on the only way into the parking garage. Other
cars occasionally came into and out of the garage, but no incoming
cars chose the space that would be occupied by Xavier and his raven-
haired quarry.
Five minutes past the hour, Xavier's vehicle quickly sped into the
entrance, and a smile formed on her face as she cracked her knuckles.
She could hear the car screech around the turns leading up to her
floor.
Maggie tensed as she spotted the black car speeding up and around. She
figured he'd try for a cheap hit-and-run. She assumed a fighting
stance, raising her fists up in front of her.
But the car screeched to a halt, close to where she was standing. She
saw the bald-headed soldier release himself from his seatbelt and hop
out, his eyes locked on Maggie as he hurried towards her with balled
fists.
Maggie grinned, and raised an index finger to beckon him over,
inviting the incoming combatant.
A devastating array of roundhouse kicks opened his first assault,
followed by several hard bare-knuckle strikes. The strikes Maggie
blocked mildly stung.
As the fighting continued, Xavier maneuvered Maggie over to his car as
he attempted a grapple. This proved to be a mistake, and his error was
answered with a bone-crunching knee shot to his chin.
His teeth slammed together, loosening one of his incisors as he
drifted upwards a bit, and then staggered backward. His jaw felt like
it was on fire. The salty taste of his own blood was on his tongue
now.
Maggie figured out the fighting style Xavier was using by now. Tae
Kwon Do. She wasn't surprised.
The next angry flurry of blows from Xavier...from his feet as well as
his fists...came surprisingly quick. Obviously, Xavier seemed to make
good use of his rage. This time, Maggie saw an errant blow from one of
her fists open up an opportunity for Xavier to send a fistful of his
rage right to Maggie's skull.
The shot connected, and a thin stream of blood fired forth in a drool
from Maggie's mouth as her head jerked violently to the side.
Grinning, the raven-haired combatant responded with a devastating
maneuver she called the 'Flurry from Hell'. An elbow strike to the
skull, followed by a series of spinning kicks to the head, effectively
taking a step forward with each blow. Taking advantage of Xavier's
next punch, which Maggie managed to dodge, her elbow strike easily
connected.
And so did the flurry of six solid head kicks that followed.
Ordinarily, she would move in to finish off the dazed opponent.
Maggie, however, leaped back, keeping her eyes on Xavier as he now
struggled to try and get to his feet.
Xavier felt like he had been hit, head-on, by an 18-Wheeler. He
rapidly shook his head to try and regain his disoriented senses. Blood
now flowed from his nose as well as his mouth. He struggled to
withstand the terrible throbbing in his head.
And yet, he was hungry for more as he angrily charged forward again,
going from a failed roundhouse kick to a series of swift blows from
the single leg, the final three of which connected with Maggie's head,
leading to a stronger whip of his other leg which also found a mass of
the woman's flesh.
Maggie then caught sight of a flash of steel as she staggered back,
clutching the side of her body painfully.
Xavier had produced a hunting knife.
As she was struggling to regain her senses in that moment, she was
unable to completely avoid the first furious slashing arc, which
nicked her below the eyebrow. He tried to follow up with a stab...
...but Maggie was able to trap the arm with her leg, grabbing Xavier's
wrist with a tight grip. The hook of Maggie's foot was at the bald-
headed soldier's neck, and she pressed down upon it while wrenching
painfully at his knife arm.
Such was the pressure she was applying that Xavier could not hold to
the knife handle. Numbness began to set in on the hand, and it dropped
down from his slackened grip.
Another elbow shot connected to the bald man's head, giving Maggie
time to scoop up the knife and toss it far from where the two
combatants fought.
As Xavier again struggled to regain his senses, Maggie paused a moment
to wipe blood and sweat from her face as she continued to gaze down at
the recovering soldier.
"How much further do you wanna go, cueball?" Maggie mused, throwing
her hands out to the sides. "I'm just getting started here."
* * *
Tamara had actually achieved some semblance of a nap back in her room
at the Fertility Clinic when her attempt was suddenly interrupted by
the appearance of two women. One was a blond nurse with a cap on her
head and a white doctor's mask covering everything below the nose.
The other, red-haired woman who had followed her in, she recognized to
be Barbara Walsh. In one of her hands was a syringe.
Once they were at Tamara's bedside, the blond nurse angled her head to
the large-breasted midwife and pointed to the bedridden secretary's
enlarged gut. "Do it," she commanded.
Rubbing the area the red-haired midwife was to inject with an alcohol-
treated cotton swab, Barbara carefully inserted the needle near the
belly button of Tamara's gut and injected the counter-agent into her.
Tamara could already feel activity begin in her gut with the
commencement of a murmuring there, as if her belly was complaining for
lack of food.
The blond nurse then turned Barbara to face her. "How long?" she
quietly asked.
"A few hours," Barbara answered.
The nurse nodded. "Get a wheelchair."
As Barbara hurried back out of the room, the blond nurse brought her
penetrating gaze a few inches away from Tamara's puzzled face.
"Time to go," The masked nurse remarked. She then put a finger to
Tamara's mouth, pressing it over her lips before the gut-heavy
secretary could say anything. "Shhhh."
Barbara and the mysterious blond nurse shifted Tamara once again to a
waiting wheelchair, and once the nurse covered everything above her
breastline with a large, thick blanket, the red-haired midwife began
pushing Tamara towards an elevator.
Tamara couldn't help but notice that the usually noisy hall area was a
bit quiet now, as if everyone who was usually at their stations needed
to take a lunch break, which made sense for the fact that it was 12
noon.
Once the elevator doors slid shut, Tamara had to ask, angling her head
towards the nurse. "Who are you?"
The blond nurse's eyes angled to meet Tamara's. "You and I have mutual
enemies."
"And where are we going?" the plus-sized secretary asked next.
The nurse's eyes stared forward, taking her eyes off Tamara. "You're
going home."
As much as this compelled Tamara to ask an obvious follow-up question
for the sake of defining exactly what the nurse meant by 'home'...as
in, home home? Back to where she had lived before she came to
Bullchester? Back to the Hotel room she shared with Maggie? Or to the
home she had moved into back when she was Timothy Portnoy?
Or was she being taken home to her beloved mother's lavish residence,
so she could once again bathe in orange citrus body wash, and perhaps
talk about how she was going to get Larry Hanel in bed with her at
long last? She had thought about how big his cock was. As an older
man, it must be really big...she could hardly wait to feel him in
her...
The elevator stopped at the lobby, where Tamara was carefully rolled
towards the clinic's parking lot. This would be the tricky part, as
they could not be seen extracting her. Although a guard almost noticed
them, he disengaged, and they were finally able to get Tamara to the
passenger side of the blond nurse's car.
As the mysterious nurse opened the door, Barbara tightened the blanket
around Tamara, who shivered from the cold winter air. They both hefted
Tamara's mass into the passenger side seat and once the wheelchair was
empty, Barbara gave the masked blond woman a nod of acknowledgement
before rolling the empty wheelchair back to the clinic. The blond
woman, removing her face mask, hurried to the driver side seat and
started up the car, carefully driving it out and away from the
Cresswell Fertility Clinic.
Tamara angled her head towards the passenger window as the car
continued quietly along the Bullchester roads. She just stared
outside, watching a surprisingly and beautifully rustic terrain pass
before her eyes as she relaxed upon the comfy passenger seat, still
warmly, snugly, and comfortably wrapped in the blanket Barbara had
provided her with.
The sights of the outside world streaming by the car began to look a
bit familiar now. They passed Gourmandizer's now, which seemed to have
picked up as a grocery shopping locale for Bullchester since
last...he...was there.
Memories of running into that woman who wanted her to be a part of the
Sacred Feminine religion...Gemma, that was her name...and of the
raven-haired firebrand who swooped in to spare Timothy the possibility
of becoming swept up in a belief he had never heard of, nor cared to
learn more about.
Since becoming Tammy, however, a part of her couldn't help but become
a bit curious about it.
When the car finally began to slow down, and then maneuver into a
parking space by a very familiar suburban home, Tamara finally
understood what the blond nurse meant by 'going home'.
Because she was now back at the house that she...and someone she could
not remember for some strange reason...had moved to when they first
came to Bullchester. Tamara's eyes widened upon comprehending where
she now was.
"Recognize the neighborhood, Tamara?" The blond woman's tone was a
little more pleasant as she said this. She had a slight smile on her
face upon seeing the former boy's reaction. "The house should be just
the way you left it since the last time the both of you were here. It
was never put up for sale," Killing the engine, the blond nurse
emerged from the car and then opened the passenger side, giving Tamara
a hand getting up. It became a little easier for her to maneuver now,
seeing as how the counter-agent was doing its job, and the weight at
her gut had visibly diminished some.
Her blond benefactor hoped that this would jog Tamara's memories some.
Even if it didn't, though, the woman knew that being in here would
make the attempt to correct Tamara's mind all the easier. The
suppressed memories had more of a chance to re-assert itself upon the
former boy, and counteract the nefarious new conditioning Rita Noble
had inflicted upon Tamara.
"Why are we here?" Tamara asked as her blond companion helped her over
to the front door.
"Because this is where you lived, Tamara," the nurse answered. "If you
fail to believe it now, I am convinced that it will come back to you.
Just stay for a little while, at least."
Tamara, however, stopped, holding her weight where she stood as the
blond nurse turned to her. "I'm not taking another step until you at
least tell me your name."
A slight smile was now on the blond nurse's face as she removed her
nurse's cap. "Grace."
"Hello, Grace," A slight smile was on Tamara's lips now. "Why are you
doing this?"
Grace sighed, casting her eyes downward thoughtfully for a moment, and
then brought her head up to match Tamara's gaze with the only answer
that she could give for the moment. "It's complicated. Just...come
inside with me." She held out a hand. "Please."
Much as she felt she would rather be at her mom's more upscale and
lavish...and much, much larger...residence, Tamara decided to humor
Grace, and she held out her hand for the blond nurse to gently grab.
Pulling out a key, she unlocked the front door, and they both walked
in.
Memories of having once been male began to manifest in the mind of
Tamara Portnoy as she slowly stepped inside, her eyes wide as saucers
as she scanned the place. She remembered living here with
someone...was it an Aunt, perhaps? The memories were still hazy, and
that was what was bothering her the most in being here.
The haze bothered her more and more until she shut her eyes, trying to
fight back tears. "I...I can't...I can't..."
"Shhhh," Grace gently placed her hands on Tamara's shoulders. "Just
relax. Come on. It's just the two of us in here," she led the plus-
sized secretary over to the couch. "Here. Have a seat. Deep breaths,
Tamara. Just free your mind of whatever's troubling you. Whatever it
is that is making you upset right now. All gone, for the moment."
Not wanting to upset Tamara any further, she produced two tear ducts
from a pocket of her uniform and showed it to her. "These will give
you a little pinch, but they're meant to help relax you. I promise,
Tamara. Stay here for awhile and rest, and when you wake up, I'm
fairly certain you're going to feel a whole lot better, and things
will become much more clear to you. Trust me."
"I...hardly know you," Tamara reasoned. "At all."
Grace shrugged. "Would it be enough to say 'I won't hurt you'?"
"No."
Grace had to smirk upon hearing this. She decided to come clean. "Your
psyche has been damaged, Tamara," she showed Tamara the pair of tear
ducts again. "This should fix that."
All Tamara did in response was to lower her head a bit. It was tough
for Grace to figure out if the former boy had decided to trust her
benefactor. Was she conflicted, Grace wondered? Worried about Maggie?
After a long and uncertain moment, Grace reached over Tamara's
shoulders to position the tear ducts where they needed to be injected,
which was at two points at the back of the neck, aiming upward.
Tamara made no sudden move to stop her.
The tear ducts hit their marks, and the liquid inside of them were
squeezed into Tamara's bloodstream. After a moment, the former boy's
eyes began to flutter, and her head began to droop down.
Grace gently took Tamara's head in her hands, and placed it back
against the couch she was on. Her eyes were now wide open, and did not
blink once.
"Listen now, Tamara Portnoy," she began, speaking in a hypnotic tone.
"Listen only to the sound of my voice. That's right. You hear nothing
but my voice. Only my voice, which is so relaxing and comforting to
your mind..."
* * *
Xavier remained weary and dazed as he finally got to his feet, and
even then, he was struggling to stay upright as he shook his head in
his attempt to regain his senses. Maggie's shots came from the hardest
points of the human body, all of them conditioned to hit like blocks
of pure granite whenever they connected.
It was clear that Maggie wanted to give him all the chances in the
world to prove himself as a trained soldier. His grasp of Tae Kwon Do
was very good for the fact that he had gotten solid, well-placed blows
in, and the impacts were considerably effective, judging by the blood
and the bruises on her face.
She knew the knife, on the other hand, was desperation. It wasn't a
very wise move, and she had to transmit that to him.
As the knife was no longer a factor, it didn't seem like Xavier had
any other hidden weapons on him.
The bald soldier, however, found it difficult to shake out of the haze
that Maggie's Flurry from Hell had inflicted on his head. He dropped
back to one knee.
"She isn't worth this, Xavier," Maggie reasoned, crossing her arms in
front of her chest as she looked down at him. "I don't care how badly
you want to take me down."
"Fuck yourself," Xavier hatefully hissed. "This isn't just about her!
Connor Niehaus was my friend!"
"Yeah, well...your friend tried to shadow me," Maggie countered. "Bad
idea. So you left him to die, eh? Uh-huh. Some friend you are."
"I took him to...to a hospital." Xavier maintained his glare. "He was
barely breathing, you bitch."
Maggie responded by producing her smartphone, and after tapping at the
screen a few times, she positioned the smartphone against her ear, and
waited.
"Yes, hello. A friend of mine was brought into your hospital. The name
is Connor Niehaus. I believe he's in the Emergency area. Can you give
me an update on his condition? Yes, I'll wait. Thank you."
Maggie kept the smartphone against her ear while maintaining her gaze
upon Xavier.
"If he's dead?" Xavier warned. "So are you."
"And if he's alive, you get to walk away without me putting you in
intensive care," Maggie shot back. "Agreed?"
Knowing how bad Connor looked when he found him, Xavier seemed
convinced that he was gone despite his shallow life signs. If so, he
was prepared to die in the effort to avenge him, and save face with
Celeste Richards in so doing.
"All right," Xavier replied.
The raven-haired woman arched an eyebrow. "Your word of honor, as a
soldier? Or do I snap your neck when you make the mistake of jumping
me when my back's turned?"
"I promise," Xavier answered through gritted teeth.
Maggie engaged the speakerphone option on her smartphone and held it
out, turning the speaker's volume to its maximum level.
After a tense minute of relative silence, the woman Maggie was
speaking to came back on the line. "Hi, sorry to keep you waiting.
Sergeant Niehaus is actually in recovery right now. He'll need to stay
here a few days, but he should be fine. He was asking about a guy
named 'Xavier'. We're guessing that was the name of the guy who
brought him in last night."
Maggie smiled as she brought the receiver back to her ear. "I'll make
sure he's told. Thank you."
Upon ending the call, she slowly approached the still-recovering
Xavier. "You would have turned out just like him if you kept going,
kiddo. Maybe even worse. Now I don't give a fuck what Celeste asks you
to do for her. You lay so much as a fingerprint on Tamara Portnoy for
any reason ever again, I'm going to find you again, and then shatter
every goddamn bone in your body, and watch you die. You don't know
what that kid has gone through, and I wouldn't care if you did. Never
forget that I spared your life today, Nightshifter. Just like I spared
the life of your Sergeant friend because there's a big difference
between a devil like me, and a monster like Agatha."
Xavier's head still throbbed terribly as he made it to his feet. He
wanted to say something, but he couldn't. It was difficult for him to
think clearly given the punishing blows his head barely endured.
Without another glance to Mary Margaret Katzhoff, he got behind the
wheel of his car and sped away, screeching around the turns until he
roared out of the parking garage.
Going back to her own car, wincing over her own stinging injuries and
the soreness she had inherited from the fight, she saw a blank
envelope beneath one of the windshield wipers.
Opening it up, and pulling the single page within out of the
envelope's pocket, she looked over the message.
The roof of the Loris International building.
Tomorrow morning.
BE THERE.
- A
Maggie smirked, and shook her head, knowing full well who the 'A' was
referring to.
* * *
When Tamara's eyes fluttered open, she felt refreshed, fully awake...
...and judging by her greatly-diminished, and no longer pregnant-
looking gut, much more mobile. She was also wearing a one-piece gray
dress.
Scanning her surroundings, she found herself laying upon the couch in
the Living Room of the house she and her mother...Ruth Elizabeth
Portnoy...shared together when they first moved to Bullchester.
Tamara's eyes widened in her amazement, as if she were looking at it
all for the first time since the torrid circumstances brought about by
the Cresswell women got her out of it, and made her and Maggie
fugitives.
She noticed her pocketbook on the nearby coffee table, which she
didn't remember having with her during her time at the Fertility
Clinic. Checking her wallet, she saw that everything was still there.
Her money, her credit cards, everything.
Tamara rose up, slipped her bare feet into the pair of feminine
loafers she noticed beside the couch, and moved slowly as she
continued re-acquainting herself with the house. She remembered seeing
her mother lying on the couch when she came home...in her Timothy
Portnoy days...and she was experiencing the afterglow of being at the
notorious Butterfly Salon.
This also reminded her of how Rita Noble came into their lives.
Rita particularly lingered in Tamara's mind. A cross that the former
boy was forced to bear. It was clear that no amount of conditioning
could ever change that, or so Tamara had surmised.
In a twisted way, she was practically her mother.
Rita, however, could never be THE mother of the person Tamara used to
be. That distinction rightfully belonged to Ruth Portnoy.
Upon realizing this, Tamara smiled.
The plus-sized secretary's next stop was the second floor, and the
room Timothy Portnoy once occupied, It was here that Tamara saw a
piece of that old life Rita had given him. An exceptionally valuable
piece.
The solid-gold locket, which apparently could have fetched Timothy a
significant amount of money if he pawned it, as Rita had once
suggested.
As the locket was technically still hers, Tamara pocketed this locket,
and continued to look around the room.
The dresser drawers were empty, save for the drawer that was below the
top one. A single, one-piece white dress was in there, and the scent
of Rita's perfume lingered upon it.
Picking up the dress and letting it unravel from its folded-up state,
Tamara saw that this was the dress she tried on when she was at Rita's
place.
As the fabric was a stretchy one, Tamara figured it would still fit
her, too, and that it would certainly look better on her now compared
to when she had it on as Timothy.
Particularly since she had a much bigger rack now.
She knew that the house had a land-line phone in the house's first
floor kitchen, and it was this phone which suddenly started ringing.
Puzzled, Tamara descended the stairs.
The phone kept ringing as Tamara warily approached it. She figured it
was Rita, which would have explained the presence of the dress in the
otherwise empty dresser drawer in her room.
She felt feisty enough for a verbal spar, though. All she had to do
was to confirm who it was. She picked up the receiver. "Hello?"
"T-Tammy?" The voice on the other end sounded a little younger than
Tamara was used to hearing, but she remembered that this woman had
been to the Butterfly Salon. Tamara's eyes began to widen, and a lump
began to form in her throat. "Jesus...is...is that you??"
A grateful smile formed on Tamara's face as her eyes watered up. She
hardly had her voice when she finally responded. "Hi, Mom."
"Oh my God...OH MY GOD...!" It sounded like Ruth was on the verge of
tears as well. "Look...I don't care about the circumstances...it's
just...great to hear your voice again. How are you?"
Tamara nodded. Her tears flowed freely as she spoke. "Fine. I...I'm
doing good," she paused a moment to sniffle and wipe away the tears.
"I'm...still working with Larry Hanel. Earning really good money,
too."
"Have you been living at the house all this time, dear?" Ruth asked,
still fighting off the urge to weep openly.
"Well, I..." She tried to figure out a way around explaining her being
a fugitive for a time. "...I've been...getting out there. You know,
getting a lay of the land. It led to some...unique experiences, but
hey...the house is still here, just as we left it!"
"I wish I could go back there, sweetie..." Ruth thoughtfully remarked.
"...but they keep telling me that I can never go back, and they never
tell me why. It's not fair!"
This actually put a relieved smile on Tamara's lips, even if it
provoked another tear for the side effect of what was essentially a
witness-protection mandate. "It's for your own good, Mom. Trust me.
I...I'm the only one between us that can be here right now."
"Hmmm...and I suppose you will be able to keep up with the mortgage
payments?" Ruth challenged, sounding a little bothered.
Tamara quietly giggled at this, though. "I'll try, Mom."
Ruth sighed thoughtfully. "Strange. I wanted to be the one to start a
new life in a new town with my son and now, my son...or rather, my
daughter...is inheriting that life."
Tamara nodded, still smiling as she wiped away another tear. "I know."
"Have you seen Rita, dear?"
The smile on Tamara's face dissolved a little. "Yes. She...she's doing
okay. Always busy, though. Always...busy."
"Guess I'm...overdue to put in my resignation, eh?" Tamara heard Ruth
giggling in her amusement over this attempt at levity. "I actually
found a better job. I was told it was...safe...compared to working at
Loris. Better money, too. So you say that you're earning good money
with Larry? If it weren't for the scandals at Loris, I would have
suggested what Rita herself talked about with me when we were chatting
at Rubie's Mall: to get you in with her as a secretary. Would have
given us a chance to be together more often."
Tamara nodded. "You're safe now, Mom. That's all I ever cared about.
Please stay where you are, and...let me stay here. Can I...can I ask
where you are now?"
She heard Ruth's voice speak away from the receiver, clearly asking
'can I tell her?' She received a murmuring of male voices in response.
Ruth sighed before she spoke. "I can tell you what state I was moved
to. Jeez...you'd think even on a secure line, I could talk freely.
I...I'm in Kansas, dear."
Tamara's eyes widened in disbelief. "Goddess...that's a real hop,
skip, and a jump away from Bullchester!"
"It sure is," Ruth replied. "It's...close to your Aunt Eunice, though,
but she's talking about moving out and going abroad as well."
Tamara raised an eyebrow. "Isn't she the one who made you..."
"...a prude? Yes, I think it's safe to say she is, dear." They both
shared a laugh over this. Her admittedly weird and questionably
conservative Aunt, Eunice Hemingford, certainly had the kind of
personality that would attract the attention of the Cresswell ladies,
so she could not help but wonder if the reason for Eunice moving was
because of a Cresswell-related job offer.
She remembered a couple of occasions, during the couple of times where
Aunt Eunice was called upon to babysit a younger Timothy, when Eunice
punished little Timmy for an incident of naughtiness by having him
wear a pink polka-dot skirt around the house. She even put him in
women's makeup, as well. A couple of hours before Ruth and Brock came
home, however, Eunice would wash off the makeup and take off the
skirt, and then made little Timmy promise never to tell about what she
had done to him.
Tamara could hear a little more murmuring, which Ruth irritably
acknowledged. "Honey...I have to go, but listen...it's great to hear
your voice again. I honestly don't care what you are. Male, female,
transgender, whatever. You're still family, dear. You always will be.
Oh...and about the house? If anyone asks, it's yours from now on. Make
yourself at home. Do whatever the hell you want with it, but just...
try to keep something there to remember me by."
The tears came again as Tamara smiled. "I love you, Mom."
Ruth's voice sounded shaky. It seems she was speaking through tears as
well. "I miss you so much, dear. I...I'm so proud of you for how far
you've come."
Tamara squinted her tear-soaked eyes shut and gritted her teeth in her
effort to avoid a sobbing fit. She barely managed to squeak out,
"Thank you..."
Tamara heard the line click to silence...and in that moment, she
wondered if that would be the last time she would ever hear from Ruth
Portnoy.
It was easier for the plus-sized woman to recover from her sobbing fit
for the fact that Ruth was now safe. At the same time, she thought
about taking time off from work so she could look for her Mom once she
made it out to Kansas.
Washing her tear-streaked face at the kitchen's sink, she took a deep
breath, and smiled once more, looking around her. Tamara Portnoy now
had a house all her own. It was just a matter of getting her clothes
back over to the house, and into her room.
Bullchester was her home now. A place that was both a blessing for how
she ended up, and a curse for the powerful enemies she had made.
She felt inclined to eat something, but sure enough, the refrigerator
was sparsely-filled. Fortunately, Tamara remembered from a past
conversation with Larry Hanel that a bus route within Bullchester
stopped right outside Gourmandizer's.
As there was still time left in the late afternoon, Tamara decided to
do her first big grocery shopping trip. Once she got rid of all the
food in the fridge that had gone stale, she went to grab a coat...one
of Ruth's overcoats, which lingered in one of the closets...and
stepped out to head for the nearby bus stop.
Tamara warily kept her eyes on the front of the bus for the obvious
reasons. It was on a bus, after all, that she had met Rita Porter.
Porter? Tamara frowned for a moment. That didn't sound right. Wasn't
it...Noble?
Suddenly, Rita has two...last names? Tamara blinked in her surprise.
Was this, perhaps, the name she had before she had a life in
Cresswell?
And how in the world did she suddenly become aware of this?
The confusion almost made Tamara miss her stop, and she stepped off
the bus to hurry over to the transfer point, where the bus to
Gourmandizer's was just rolling in.
Upon getting on this particular bus, one of the young men on the bus
glanced at her...and then did a doubletake, his eyes widening.
Flipping quickly through the pages of an independently-published
fashion fringe magazine he had with him, he got a good look at the
face of the busty pinup girl on the page, and then redirected his gaze
to Tamara.
They were one and the same.
Fortunately for him, Tamara had chosen to sit alone. He had to go
over, if only to be near those huge titties, and to undress the woman
with his eyes at close range.
"Hey, babe!" the young man began, grinning like a predator. He then
brought up the page upon which Tamara was featured. "Is this you?"
Tamara glanced at the ad, and then turned her head towards it. It was
one of her curly-haired rockabilly photos from one of the shoots
Maggie had arranged for her. The pose was particularly fetching, too.
She wasn't surprised that it made this particular young horndog hard.
For all Tamara had been through since arriving in Bullchester,
however, she had to appreciate the adoration, even if it did come from
a guy who thought he was all that and more, so to speak. It was one
thing to have a guy panting over her. It was another thing entirely,
though, for him to actually act on his impulses.
As she had been trained in applying painful holds and joint locks by
Maggie, she could certainly handle herself. For the moment, the kid
seemed harmless.
Tamara nodded, smiling. "Yeah...I remember when we did this." She
looked at the wide-eyed boy with a flirtatious grin. "The wind was
tickling my clitty that night."
"Awwww, man! Shoulda had me there, man! I woulda warmed you back up in
no time!" The young man crassly suggested.
Yup. Tamara thought to herself. Time to wrap things up here. Fishing
through her purse for the marker Maggie suggested she have in her
purse in the event of situations just like this one, she pulled it out
and uncapped it.
Glancing at the young man, she noticed that he was definitely staring
at her cleavage. He was practically transfixed.
"Uhhh...hellooo-oo?" Tamara waved her free hand in front of his face.
"My face is up here."
"Yeah, but the milk is down there!" He laughed, a bit obnoxiously, at
his own joke.
"Okay, ground rule before I do this," Tamara warned. "If I'm gonna do
this for you, the rude sexual innuendo has to stop. That kind of thing
is dangerous around here, and I wouldn't want to see you get hurt."
From the look on her face, the woman looked very serious, and the
smile on the boy's face melted to a more serious one. "Okay,
okay...I'm sorry. It's just...well, I've never seen a real live model
before."
Tamara arched an eyebrow. "There are fashion mags all over the place."
"Yeah, but that's corporate shit," the young man responded. "I like
mags like this one."
Tamara smiled. "I like your thinking," Tamara then held the mag steady
so she could begin writing. "Got a name, kiddo?"
"Oh, it's Prentice," he replied. "Prentice Braithwaite."
"Prentice. Gotcha."
She knew what kind of message to write out, given the way Prentice was
acting.
There's more to a girl
than tits and ass, kid!
- TAMARA
Prentice glanced at the message that was written out, and he smirked
upon returning his gaze to Tamara, who shrugged.
"Hey...just sayin'." She noted that she had some time left before the
bus arrived at her stop. "So what do you do for a living, Prentice?"
The mullet-haired boy shrugged. "Ehh, I just play games and hang out
back home."
"If magazines like that are your only real social education, you
should get out more often, Prentice," Tamara reasoned. "Maybeeee...a
summer camp, or something? Grow your hair out? Get a big bunch of
curls, like what I'm wearing there? I bet you'd look nice with a mass
of curls."
When he laughed, he certainly sounded geekish. "Naaah..." He then
flexed a generally adequate and visible muscle on his forearm.
"...this is the only curling I wanna do."
Tamara smirked. "Try Crochet instead. Does wonders for stress relief,"
she mused, remembering one of the 'punishments' her Aunt Eunice had
inflicted upon her in her days as Timmy. Noticing that the bus was
slowing towards her stop, Tamara rose up. "Gotta go, Prentice. Nice
meeting you."
"See you around, babe! Thanks for the autograph!" His eyes were wide
in his lingering amazement as Tamara made her way towards the front of
the bus. She could practically feel that his eyes were on her ass as
she swayed towards the open door of the bus.
Upon nearing Gourmandizer's, Tamara noticed, much to her surprise,
that the girls representing the "Sisterhood of the Sacred Feminine"
were still where they were when the plus-sized secretary first visited
this place...
...as the boy she used to be.
She remembered how she responded to it the first time. She...or
rather, he...was hesitant to accept such a belief. Like Ruth, Timothy
never really had much interest in religion.
Tamara also remembered a redhead within the actual supermarket who
roamed around, apparently looking for converts. Gemma. That was what
her name was. She was the woman Maggie 'rescued' her from.
Sure enough, there she was. Still looking for potential converts. A
part of Tamara wondered what would have happened to her if she had
allowed Gemma to bring her in as a potential convert.
As Gemma's eyes fell upon Tamara, her curiosity for the religion
became a little more evident. Flashing a smile, Gemma approached the
plus-sized woman.
"Hi!" the woman began, provoking Tamara's own sense of d?j? vu. "How
are you this afternoon?"
Tamara nodded in acknowledgement. "Uh...doing OK, thanks. Just...you
know. Shopping."
"Literally putting food on the table for mom?" the woman asked, the
words sounding entirely familiar. Such were this woman's first words
to him when they met that very first time.
"I live alone," Tamara corrected.
Gemma seemed to cozy up next to Tamara as she pushed her shopping
cart, walking with Tamara as she held the plus-sized woman's arm
gently. "Oh? Did something happen to her?"
"No, she's fine. She's just...elsewhere. Long story." Tamara smiled
gently. "I appreciate your concern, though."
Gemma flashed a sweet smile. "Spiritual strength is so important in
these uncertain times, my child. I'm Gemma Schultz." She offered a
hand, which Tamara gently shook in greeting. So far, things were
pleasant enough.
"Tamara Portnoy." She found the scent of Gemma's perfume quite sweet.
"Nice to meet you."
Gemma slipped her fingers around to gently grasp at Tamara's hand.
"Humor me for a moment, dear?" She then reached down to pull up
Tamara's other hand. Straightening both hands out, Gemma pressed both
hands together, and then began to slowly step back. "Hold your hands
together like that for a moment, dearest Tamara."
Inescapably curious, Tamara complied as Gemma kept her eyes on the
former boy. The red-headed woman seemed to be looking at the plus-
sized woman as if she were suddenly bathed in an immaculate light.
Gemma gently placed her hands upon both of Tamara's cheeks, continuing
to stare into the potential convert's eyes. Truly, there was something
about Gemma's gaze that held her own as she spoke.
"You...have been touched...by divinity, child." Gemma seemed almost
melodramatic as she spoke, but she also sounded strangely earnest.
"You said your name was...Tamara?"
The former boy nodded.
One of Gemma's hands slipped behind Tamara, while the other hand
gently smoothed itself against the secretary's cheek as if she were
showing genuine affection. "Do you know what that name means? It
means...you are a tree. Standing tall and firm...and strong. Much like
the tree of life, dear child."
Tamara smiled. "Well...if the tree of life were a palm tree, anyway."
Gemma shrugged, smiling as she placed Tamara's hands back on the
shopping cart's push bar. "A tree is a tree, Sister Tamara. If you
wished to flourish through our caring and generous attentions, the
Sisterhood of the Sacred Feminine could help you to blossom, and
prosper. More than you ever believed you could."
Tamara had to admit that the offer sounded quite pleasant, although
while her guard was still up, she was willing to let it falter a bit
so that she could hear more about it. "Could you...walk with me, for a
while, while I shop, Gemma? I...have questions about your spiritual
calling. I'm obviously very curious."
Gemma stepped in once again, clinging to Tamara's arm as they both
began to move through the aisles. "Of course, Sister Tamara. I do
humbly endeavor to explain and enlighten you more of our divine
calling while you are here. Ask me anything you wish."
As the pair of them made their way through the food aisles, questions
relating to the 'Divine Feminine' were posed, and Gemma answered each
of them as safely as she could, elaborating on the nature of the
religion to the receptive and curious former boy.
At one point, Gemma needed to step away, as someone had signaled for
her attention. One of the shoppers, apparently. As Tamara waited, she
glanced at a young man reaching up to try and grab something that was
out of his reach. He tried leaping, but that didn't get his hand close
enough to acquire it.
Tamara smiled, heading over to confirm, and then acquire, that which
the boy wanted. Handing it down to him, she remembered a raven-haired
woman named Maggie offering the same favor.
It almost seemed like Tamara's life...perilous and stimulating, as it
all too often was...was coming full circle. What would become of this
particular boy? How would he end up if Cresswell ever fixed their
feminizing eye upon him?
"Pssst...hey, kid," Tamara quietly beckoned over the boy just as he
was about to deposit the item he now had into a half-full shopping
cart. She then pointed at Gemma. "See that red-headed woman over
there?"
The boy nodded.
"Stay away from that one," Tamara instructed, as quietly as she could.
"She's...a little weird."
The boy looked confused now as Tamara giggled, going back to her own
shopping cart to wait. Eventually, Gemma returned. "I'm so sorry, but
I need to cut this short, but please, Sister Tamara..." Fishing
through the pockets of her dress, she pulled a pamphlet and handed it
to the plus-sized woman. "...let the divine voice within you guide you
here upon any given Sunday, so that the rejuvenating hymns and psalms
of the Divine Feminine can flow through you, offering rebirth under
the immaculate light of the great Goddess," As she backtracked, she
placed her hands together, as she had done with her potential convert,
in a prayer position. "Blessed be the Goddess of the Sacred Feminine,
Sister Tamara."
And, with that, she turned to leave. Looking at the pamphlet, she saw
the address for what was assumedly a place of worship. The hours of
their services were more or less the same as that of the Christian
religion that Tamara was a little more familiar with.
Obviously, Tamara was in no big hurry to reinvent herself as 'Sister'
Tamara, and she had a feeling that going through their spectrum of
beliefs and rituals would be just as harrowing an adventure as the one
Rita Noble put her through.
No doubt if Timmy had allowed Gemma to take him into their numbers, he
probably would have wound up among the nuns that lingered outside,
trying to get the attention of other potential believers.
It was bad enough that every time Tamara sought to say the word 'God',
it always...always...came out as 'Goddess'.
Perhaps that was why the concept of the Divine Feminine became a bit
more interesting to her, now that she was a full woman. That side of
her that always couldn't help but to peer into the Abyss, so to
speak...and sometimes even jump headlong into it...kept repeating the
question to herself.
What more is there to it?
Does this 'Goddess' Gemma spoke of have an actual name?
Would she truly have to become 'Sister Tamara' just to find out?
* * *
The hairclips Walda had in his head looked silly in their placement,
but Celeste had to admit that the greatly-amusing arrangement kept the
full and lustrous head of hair that had grown out from getting into
his eyes as he practiced combining the chemical compositions Celeste
had taught him.
The bumps beneath his shirt were larger, and Walda found it impossible
to latch together the waistband of his black dress pants, making him
look even more ridiculous. Occasionally, he would reach down and pull
up his pants to make sure the waistline stayed above his larger
posterior.
Walda sighed. "No, I...I don't think that's it," he lamented in his
higher, girlish voice, which remained quietly timid and nervous.
Celeste shook her head. "Ruined another one, eh? And I thought you
were an aspiring scientist."
"I am, Madame Celeste! I am! Really!" Walda whined.
"Bullshit," Celeste shot back. "You have yet to prove it, young lady."
"I can do it...I can do it..." He began rinsing out the test tubes.
"...I really can do it..."
Celeste, however, intervened, angrily grabbing one of his delicate
wrists. "No, no, no. STOP. I won't have you ruining any more of the
compounds! Get over here..."
Walda hurried to keep up as Celeste pulled her jittery lab assistant
over from the white-walled laboratory she had within the basement to
the dungeon area that was outside of it. After commanding him to lower
to his knees, and after pulling off his glasses, she stepped over to a
nearby rack, pulled a firm black dildo, drenched its length with a
bottle of lubricant, and then turned back to Walda, who timidly stared
up at her.
"Your body is clearly distracting you," Celeste explained, still
glaring down at her new assistant. "You need to learn how to release
it."
Walda tilted his head to the side. "With an artificial sphincter?"
Celeste sighed irritably. "Dildo. It's called a fucking dildo."
The ringtone on her smartphone interrupted the apparently momentous
occasion. Seeing the name, she gestured for Walda to wait while she
stepped away to answer the phone.
"What is it, Petal?" Celeste asked.
"Plainly put? A cluster fuck, Madame Celeste," Petal responded.
"Xavier is in the hospital recovering from blunt force trauma, Tamara
was removed from the clinic before I had a chance to do anything more
with her, and...well, it seems Agatha has decided to deal with that
whole mess personally."
"Because she wants her feisty little bodyguard, obviously," Celeste
mused. "She's wasting her time. Not surprised. I guess I can't get
Xavier to put that Katzhoff bitch away anymore."
"Soooo...what are we gonna do?" Petal asked.
"You know what, Petal? We're not gonna do shit!" Celeste griped.
"Because I've had enough of this Katzhoff-Portnoy garbage! If Agatha
wants to deal with it personally, she can have it! Best we can take
out of that is that Maggie can continue to be a distraction for her!
But right now? I'm not arranging anything more unless she starts
pissing directly in my pool!"
"Let's not forget the hold Rita has over Tammy," Petal offered.
"That's always gonna be there, which gives us the edge."
"Yeah, yeah, whatever...but until Rita comes banging at my door to
bitch and moan about something she needs from me, I'm washing my hands
of all this nonsense." Celeste let out a loud sigh, rubbing her
forehead. "For the moment. Now if you don't mind, I have someone here
and I need to teach him how to play with himself."
"Very well, Madame Celeste. Have fun." Petal ended the call there.
A thought occurred to Celeste when she diverted her attention back to
her fidgeting, and perpetually nervous lab assistant, who as he knelt
on the ground engaged in a habit he had developed since coming out of
the Salon's machine: pinching his larger, sensitive nipples.
Going over to another rack in her dungeon, she picked up a black
leather eyemask...one which had no holes for the eyes to see through,
effectively making it a blindfold...and stepped back over to Walda.
Before he could say anything, Celeste wrapped the thick leather
covering over the nervous lab assistant's eyes.
Walda began hyperventilating now. "Mistress Celeste...?"
He felt a finger press against his lips. "I don't want you to see what
is about to happen," Celeste explained. "I want you to feel it.
Now...lean forward and present your ass to me."
Celeste inserted the thick dildo into Walda's anus slowly, and once
the tip was submerged, she pushed the rest of the dildo's long length
into the tight hole. Walda let out a loud moan as she did this.
Celeste began to pull it out now, but only to a point just before the
crown could be seen. She pushed it back in again, and then back out,
establishing a slowly-increasing pumping motion.
She heard Walda moan like a whore as the pumping continued.
Celeste then had Walda hold the dildo so he could continue pumping the
dildo into and out of his own anus. Quickening the pace of the
pumping, he began panting like a dog.
"There," Celeste grinned. "Now you sound like a proper pet."
* * *
Although she had gone to Gourmandizer's by bus, Tamara had so many
bags to carry that she chose to summon forth a car through an online
taxi service for the trip home.
She was still dwelling on what Gemma had told her about the local
religion. Still debating to herself as to whether or not she wanted to
jump into it. There had to be downsides to becoming a believer. If
there were enough significant ones, she could brand them radical
cultists.
She thought about asking Maggie about it, the next time she saw her.
When the cab finally pulled up near her house, a familiar-looking car
with a familiar-looking woman leaning against it gave Tamara a reason
to smile wide. Burdening herself with all the shopping bags, the
former boy walked towards the car as Maggie turned her head to look
upon the plus-sized secretary with a grin of her own.
Although when Tamara saw her bruised face, which had a couple of small
bandages on it, Tamara's smile melted a bit. "What the fuck happened
to you?"
"Oh, just some hotshot soldier boy who made the mistake of messing
with my big-boned bitch," Maggie mused, walking alongside Tamara as
they both approached the front door. Knowing the kind of person Maggie
was, she didn't expect the raven-haired hellraiser to give Tamara a
hand with the bags...
....but she was nice enough to produce a key, and unlock the front
door for Tamara.
"Why am I not surprised that you have a copy of the house key?" Tamara
amusedly asked.
Maggie answered with a wry grin. "I didn't think you'd mind."
"I'm glad you're here." They stepped into the house's foyer. "And in
one piece. How'd you know I was here?"
"Did you run into any mysterious blondes at the clinic?" Maggie asked
as Tamara began storing away her groceries.
"Her name was Grace," Tamara replied, stopping to turn to Maggie. "She
got me out of there. Do you know anything about her?"
"Well...I can only guess that she's on our team," Maggie answered.
"Otherwise, you'd still be in there, thinking you were knocked up."
"Rita messed with my head, too," Tamara added. "Grace...well, I'm
guessing she cleared it up a bit."
"Yeah, about that..." Maggie stepped forward to gently place her hands
on Tamara's shoulders. "...I...hope you're aware that there may be no
way around that. I mean...you're always gonna be associated with Rita.
Whenever any of the Sisterhood ladies feminize a guy, it...tends to
leave a permanent mark on their psyche."
Tamara lowered her head a bit, nodding in acknowledgement. "Guess I
really don't have much of a choice there, do I?"
"I intend to grill Grace about that," Maggie responded. "If there's a
way to break her influence, or even weaken it, I'll beat it out of
people if I have to."
Tamara giggled. "Most people tend to have angels on their shoulders. I
guess you're mine."
"Fuck yeah, kiddo," Maggie confirmed. "I just like to cosplay as the
devil," she added with a wink and a grin.
Tamara regarded Maggie with a more submissive look. "Can I get the
devil anything to eat, or drink?"
Maggie feigned a moment of thought, and then frowned playfully to
Tamara. "Yeah. Get me a beer!"
Tamara giggled at this. "I knew there was something I forgot."
Maggie then closed the distance between her lips, and Tamara's. She
spoke tenderly before their lips touched. "I guess you'll have to give
me this, instead."
As their lips connected and pressed together passionately, their arms
wrapped around each other. Tamara moaned as they kissed, feeling a
surge of excitement within her as the moment lingered.
Tamara's body heat rose quickly as their kiss deepened, compelling her
to release her arms from the shoulder straps and pull down the top
half of her one-piece dress until it hung down from her waist.
Grabbing one of Maggie's wrists, Tamara positioned the raven-haired
woman's hand at one of her breasts so Maggie could rub it.
Maggie pulled her head back slowly, looking upon Tamara's now sweaty
face as she panted with slack-jawed desire, gazing lustfully back at
Maggie through half-lidded eyes.
"D-did you...want something to eat?" Tamara asked, still panting.
The screeching of tires out in front of the house diverted the
attentions of both ladies, and their heads snapped in the direction of
the front door. Slipping the straps of the top portion of her dress
back on her shoulders, Tamara headed for the front door with Maggie
following behind her.
Just as Tamara reached the door, whoever was on the other side knocked
frantically upon it. "T'mara?? T'mara, you in there?"
The southern-accented voice was unmistakable, and a wave of relief
swept over them both. With a pleasant smile on her face, Tamara opened
the door.
"There's nobody here but us bitches," Tamara amusedly replied,
relieved to once again see the face of Larry Hanel.
Larry himself looked relieved. "Next time y' take an extended leave of
absence, sport...y' need t' call me!"
"If I was able to, I would have," Tamara opened the door wider,
revealing a grinning Maggie at the doorway as well.
"Nice place!" Larry observed as he walked from the foyer to the living
room. "Old school d'sign. I like it!"
"What realtor did you get this place from, Tamara?" Maggie asked.
Tamara turned to face them both. "My Mom," she soberly replied.
"She's...not coming back, so she told me the place is mine."
"I hope y' realize your Mom's a hero among most of th' normal women in
Bullchest'r, sport," Larry reminded. "It was Ruth's info that led to
th' well-d'served dismantle o' that slave traffickin' ring."
"Yeah, but she had to go into Witness Protection to do it," Tamara
replied. "She called me, though. A few hours ago. Maybe Grace arranged
it, I don't know, but...she told me she's in Kansas now with my Aunt
Eunice. She's doing OK, too."
Maggie nodded. "Because you saved her life. I won't hear any
differently, Tambo."
Tamara blushed, lowering her head bashfully.
"T'mara...I should tell you that Mayoress Stroud contacted me," Larry
cautiously remarked. "She wants me...or, us, rath'r...back in
Bullchest'r. She's ev'n set aside some awful fancy office space for
us. We'd be...a bit more upscale than we used t' be."
"Sir...the way I feel right now..." Tamara couldn't help but glance to
his crotch as she spoke, fighting a minor urge. "...I'm ready for
anything."
"Attagirl." Maggie grinned with pride.
"And right now..." Tamara turned her head towards the kitchen. "...I'm
ready to fix us up a little something to eat."
"Whoa, hold yer horses there, sport," Larry raised a hand in
restraint. "Wouldn't y' rath'r th' three of us chow down at th' best
damn rest'rant in Bullchest'r? I'm buyin'."
"You sure about that, prude boy?" Maggie amusedly remarked, feigning
concern "I mean...look at Tamara. Can you imagine how much she eats?"
"I have you to thank for all this luscious poundage, devil girl,"
Tamara grinned. "I had to fight off a kid who couldn't stop staring at
my mams on the bus."
"Did you get his name?" Maggie asked. "I could have him in a maid
outfit by the end of a week. You could hire him to keep the place
clean."
"Naah, he was harmless," Tamara answered. "He's probably jerking off
to the picture I autographed for him as we speak."
"See...it's guys like that who seem to deserve the femininity that the
Sisterhood forces upon them if they should happen to live in a place
like Bullchester," Maggie observed. "He'd better watch his ass."
"Yeah, but Maggie...I was nothing like him when Rita found me," Tamara
countered. "My Dad tried to put that kind of thinking in me, sure,
but..."
"But you're not your Dad," Maggie interjected, placing a hand on the
plus-sized secretary's shoulder and giving it an emphatic squeeze as
she spoke. "You're a kick-ass bitch who has proven that she's totally
capable of handling herself in most situations. I hope you realize
that that's why I haven't been shadowing you very often."
"Yer also th' best damn secretary I ev'r had, sport," Larry
emphatically added. "Y' got Paralegal p'tential, too, an' that's my
pr'fessional opinion."
"I haven't made up my mind about that, by the way," Tamara reminded.
"Ehh...stick to the secretary thing," Maggie noted. "It'd be kind of
weird to have a Paralegal in Bullchester who moonlights as a pinup
model."
"So..." Larry flourished towards the door in the manner of a
gentleman. "...shall we, ladies?"
Once Tamara had bundled herself up again, the trio stepped outside the
house, which Tamara locked up behind her. Loading into Larry's car,
they rolled away towards the city.
"Ev'r thought about learnin' how t' drive, sport?" Larry asked.
"I haven't really thought about it," Tamara answered.
"Nothing screams independence like having your own Jag, sweetie,"
Maggie offered.
"Y' could easily git one on yer salary, y' know!"
"I know, but...well, I still have to acquaint myself a little better
with the city," Tamara reasoned. "I mean...do they have a driving
school where I don't have to worry about being seduced into wearing
short skirts and skimpy bras so I could offer sexual favors during a
cab ride?"
"Jeez, Tams," Maggie mused. "That's one hell of a premium. Is that
before, or after the ride?"
Tamara shrugged, smiling. "Depends on the tip."
As Maggie and Larry chuckled merrily over the mirth, Tamara found
herself staring out the window of the car as they made their way
through the city. Upon slowing to a stop sign, her gaze lingered upon
a sinfully attractive young woman asserting herself upon a younger
man. She definitely looked like she could be associated with the
Cresswell ladies. The young man looked nervous, but stimulated and
entranced at the same time. His jaw seemed to hang open as she spoke.
Maggie's curious eyes fell upon this moment, too. "What do you think
they'll turn him into by the end of the week?" she quietly wondered
aloud.
"Does he deserve it, though?" was Tamara's response. "He doesn't look
like the kind of person who peeks under skirts without permission."
Maggie shrugged. "Sometimes the worst kinds of people hide behind the
most innocent of appearances, Tam. I'm not saying you're one of them,
but...well, as much as I loathe them for all their damned power plays,
a part of me is kinda glad they're doing what they're doing.
Bullchester was a melting pot of male ego and misogyny before
Cresswell's influence began to spread."
Tamara nodded. "I would have hated it. All that 'guy' shit. It's like
we've forgotten what equality is all about. Why it's worth fighting
for."
"That's why I'm here, Tambo," Maggie responded. "Because women like
Agatha won't stand for it. Extreme masculinity against extreme
femininity can get out of hand. I'm all about being concerned for the
ones that caught up in the crossfire," Maggie gave the plus-sized
secretary a gentle nudge. "People like you."
Tamara indicated the enthralled young man. "And him, if he's one of
the good ones," Her head then turned to regard Larry. "You could have
chosen to remain in practice outside of Bullchester, Larry. Why did
you decide to go back?"
"Guess I'm callin' their bluff, sport," Larry replied. After a moment,
he thoughtfully added "'I was within an' without, simultaneously
enchanted an' repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.'"
Tamara smiled a bit. "I'm guessing that's from Gatsby?"
"That's th' one quote that stuck with me ev'r since I moved th'
practice t' Bullchest'r, an' clients started comin' in," Larry
answered. "Gotta take th' good with th' bad, ev'n in a place
as...extreme...as this one. Besides...it's a blessin' t' be able t' be
on the inside track on all them power players."
"Just as long as they don't put you in panties, boss," Tamara warily
reminded.
"Oh, hell. I'd look downright ridiculous in a half-slip, sport!" Larry
responded, provoking a bit of laughter from his two passengers.
"'Sides...I don't think th' wife'd much approve!"
The car settled into a parking lot of a restaurant that had gotten a
great deal of praise in the local newspapers. The place was called
Upscale. Larry had talked about it on occasion during their lunch
breaks together when they went out to eat. There was a less fancy
eatery across the street where Larry and Tamara had their lunches
right across the street, and Larry had spoken of what made Upscale
such a top-tier dining mecca.
The biggest perk was the fact that the establishment...which was a
reservations-only venue...was only accessible by a scenic elevator of
clear, reinforced glass that ran along the side of a what looked like
a tall office building. While offices were on the various floors of
this building, the top floor...and the floor below it, where the
kitchens and the promotional and reservation offices were
located...corresponded exclusively to the restaurant.
The top floor was where the guests were seated, and where they dined.
As it was the Winter season, the reinforced glass dome was in place
and the building's heaters kept everyone comfortably warm. As the
building was one of the city's tallest, beaten only by the Loris
International building(and only by a foot in height), the main eating
area...at the center of which were two round bars, each of which was
staffed by a team of four highly-talented bartenders...provided an
entirely unobstructed view of Bullchester.
Tamara found the elevator trip itself amazing enough. It was as if
they were being levitated, some invisible force slowly rising the
carpeted platform they were standing on higher and higher above the
ground, while a recorded, pleasant-sounding female voice outlined the
specials of the day, and the Happy Hours at the bar. They also
promoted themselves to be able to cater to parties, and to offer up
their space to rent out for birthday parties.
Although Tamara felt a little dowdy in her plain, one-piece dress and
her loafers, Larry assured that the three of them would be fine. As
this was a regular business day, a formal dress code was not required.
Stepping out into the top floor, however, made them feel as if they
should have. Although while there were indeed groups, couples, and
individuals in formal dress, there were people in much more ordinary
modes of dress as well. Waitresses were in abundance, going to and
from various tables, and all of them wore black and white maid
uniforms, each of them bearing a name plate on the right breast of
their uniforms.
Tamara was wide-eyed with amazement when she saw how spacious the area
was. A young, formally-suited and female Ma?tre d'h?tel named
Venice...who was unsurprisingly shapely and hyper-feminine in nature,
and who could have once been a man judging by how robotically perky
she was...guided Larry and his two guests to what turned out to be a
much sought-after area of the dining space: a three-person table right
beside the outer edge!
This meant they could get the best possible view of the city below.
The evening skies were clear, save for a few small cloud formations,
and the moon was full. Once Rio, their somewhat nervous-looking
waitress arrived to pass around the menus, Tamara simply stared
outside, thoughtfully savoring the incredible skyline view. She
temporarily disengaged to establish her food order to Rio when her
turn came, after which her gaze returned to the skyline.
Larry leaned over to his secretary. "Penny for y' thoughts, sport?"
Tamara had to shrug. "I don't know...I guess I can't believe
everything that has happened in the past few days since I arrived
here. Ever since Mom got us out of Woodhaven after Dad died. Never
would have occurred to me that I'd wind up in a place like this, as a
member of the opposite sex."
"If you had the opportunity to go back to being a boy right now,"
Maggie thoughtfully remarked. "Would you?"
Tamara spent nearly a minute pondering this. A glance down at her
large breasts seemed to help make up her mind.
"No. I wouldn't," Tamara resolutely answered. "Being a guy just seems
so much like trying to prove yourself to a members-only club with most
men. Know what I mean?" she quickly raised a hand to Larry in
assurance. "No offense."
Larry shrugged, smiling. "None taken! Hell, I'm in agreement, sport!
Knowin' what College fr'ternities can be like, an' that's the epitome
o' misogynism!"
The musical ambience was pleasant enough in the venue, although it
wasn't as...captivatingly serene...as the tunes Rita Noble liked to
play in her car, and at home. That thought gave rise to a chilling
possibility. Especially if this was the most successful and the most
scenic restaurant in all of Bullchester.
But upon rising and getting a look at the crowds from her vantage
point, there was no sign of the shapely debutante who had so radically
changed the life of Timothy Portnoy.
A cordially-smiling Rio returned with a tray full of plates upon which
their very delicious-looking meals had been prepared. She set them
out, one at a time, next to the drinks they had ordered.
As Tamara began to dig into her very well-prepared meal, she had a
line of inquiry relating to her experience at Gourmandizer's that she
had to share with her raven-haired friend. "So, Maggie...can you tell
me a little more about this 'Divine Feminine' thing?"
"Oh, those sneaky little twats?" Maggie mused as she began eating her
food. "Talk about cult mentality! Why do you ask?"
"I ran into Gemma again at Gourmandizer's," Tamara replied. "She gave
me the chance to do a little Q&A with her. Apparently, they're sold on
the idea that John the Baptist was a herm."
"They fed you that line too, eh?" Maggie giggled. "Well, she was in
the right place to do it, that's for sure."
"She nearly had me the first time." Tamara paused to sip her non-
alcoholic drink. "Probably would have succeeded in getting a convert
if it weren't for you jumping in that day."
Maggie nodded, smiling. "Did she give you that line about 'being
divine', and 'belonging with us'?"
"She sure did!" Tamara confirmed.
"Wanna know how I know that?"
Tamara grinned. "Because she fed you the very same line, right?"
"Bingo." She paused to carve a piece of her meal away from the
delicious mass on her plate. "As I remember, Gemma appreciated the
fact that you liked helping your Mom. Knowing them, that would have
segued into a crash-course on submissiveness to women, and maybe even
a chemically-treated shower."
"Whereas with th' women, it's prob'ly a drop down into some big ol'
abyss o' trainin' t' b'come a nasty ol' dominatrix," Larry mused.
"That's just a guess, o' course. I think ol' Judith Newlington was
involved with them Sacred Feminine ladies at one time."
Tamara nodded as she listened, taking another forkful of protein-rich
meat into her mouth.
"Don't let 'em convince you otherwise, Tams," Maggie dismissively
remarked. "It's all horseshit. Just another way of hooking you in. If
you wanna call my bluff, they do services every Sunday. As always,
though, you should watch your ass."
Tamara nodded again, swallowing her food. "I think I can find better
things to do with my Sunday time."
Maggie grinned. "Attagirl."
At that point, the Maitre'd, Venice, stepped beside their table
flashing a wide-eyed grin. "Good evening! How is your meal tonight?
Everything cooked to perfection?"
Tamara shrugged. "Works for me!"
"Yup," Maggie spoke through a mouthful of food. "No complaints here."
"All good as always, Ven!" Larry held up a raised thumb in emphasis of
his compliment.
"Nice to see you return here, Mr. Hanel." Another full grin from the
well-attired, blond-haired and chirpy-voiced hostess. She turned her
gaze to Tamara. "Is this your first time here, Miss? I couldn't help
but notice you staring around."
"Yes, it is," Tamara answered. "It's a really beautiful place."
"Well...right over there, on the other side of this floor, is a kind
of...observation deck, which you can access from either side of that
wall with the big painting of John the Baptist. See it?" Venice
pointed to the area in question. Sure enough, flanked by other well-
composed paintings, was a large rendering of John the Baptist, who did
indeed bear effeminate features in the painted caricature.
"Well...we actually have a really nice view of the skyline from here,
thanks," Tamara responded.
"Why'nt y' go check out that side though, sport?" Larry suggested.
"Get th' full Upscale 'sperience while y' here! I'll jus' keep borin'
th' shit outta Maggie here with a lil' shop talk."
Tamara glanced curiously at Maggie, who shrugged. "You don't need my
permission, do you? Go on, check it out for a bit. But be careful."
Tamara rose from her seat. "Will do," she turned to Venice. "Thank
you."
After giving a cordial nod, Venice dutifully...and with the routine
nature of a drone...diverted her attention to the next full table in
the area, leaving Tamara to approach the opposite side of the dining
area. Stepping around the space on the right side of the wall, she saw
a couple leaving the space behind the wall, which Tamara now
effectively had to herself.
The view was indeed as impressive as the one at the table they were
sitting at, and without food to divert her, she stepped close to the
reinforced glass shielding her from the Winter air outside, and
lingered her gaze on the bright lights and buildings of Bullchester
below.
Wish you were here to see this, Mom. The former boy thought to
herself.
She was in the midst of recollecting past events when she heard
someone step behind him. Tamara initially figured it was Maggie, come
to tell her to return.
But the last time she smelled that catchy perfume, she was at
Gourmandizer's.
"Astounding view of the city...don't you think, Sister Tamara?" Gemma
Schultz gently remarked as she stepped in close, and next to the plus-
sized secretary.
Tamara nodded slowly. "Yes, it is."
"Like you are gazing down from the highest elevation of an ivory
tower," Gemma observed, her hand slowly and gently grabbing Tamara's
wrist. "Observing the varied masses...Her flock...as they linger upon
the lot of their lives."
Tamara smiled, raising an eyebrow. "To which they're all entitled, no
matter what their gender."
"Mmmm," Gemma turned her head to Tamara. "I wonder if you are still
considering a visit to our Church on Sunday. You are not very far from
the divine path at all."
Maintaining her slight smile, Tamara frowned in confusion as she
turned her head to Gemma. "I thought you told me I was..."
"I have been blessed by the ever-penetrating light of truth, Sister
Tamara," Gemma interjected, looking right into Tamara's eyes. "I know
what you used to be, but you have drank from the cup of the Goddess,
experiencing a wondrous rebirth."
"This was forced on me, Gemma," Tamara shot back. "I did not ask for
it."
The bright red-haired educator shrugged, smiling. "Our Goddess works
in mysterious and varied ways. Sometimes, even through unbelievers. As
was the case with you."
Tamara didn't respond to this. She wasn't the sort to easily dismiss
such statements, skeptical as she was. Her words didn't sound very
melodramatic. In fact, they sounded surprisingly earnest.
Gemma stepped behind her, and gently grabbed the wrist of her other
arm. More of that catchy perfume filled her nostrils as Gemma brought
both of her hands together in front of her, as she did at the
supermarket.
The red-haired woman spoke gently. "Close your eyes, Sister Tamara."
Humoring her, Tamara gently lowered her eyelids as Gemma kept her
hands pressed together.
"That's right," Gemma remarked. "Now...breathe gently for me."
Tamara complied, becoming more and more curious.
"Good girl. Now...keep your hands together like that..." Gemma pulled
her hands away from the plus-sized secretary's wrists, and then
stepped quietly in front of her. The red-haired woman's hands then
settled upon Tamara's shoulders, tapping them gently. "Now...embrace
the gift of humility. Lower to your knees now."
Tamara hesitated for a moment, but then began to sink down to the
carpeted ground beneath her, still breathing deeply...and by
extension, breathing the alluring scent Gemma wore upon her.
The former boy felt a finger push up at her chin, and then a pair of
lips press against her forehead. "As I am the educator of her ways,
She speaks through me. She feels...that you are stronger than you
know. I can guide you further, Sister Tamara. You need only come unto
me. Wherever you may find me, if not on a Sunday. Always think on how
much farther you can go, Sister Tamara. She has already welcomed you
with an open heart. I am now in the hopes that you will allow me to
teach you her good words."
Gemma quietly maneuvered back behind her. "Repeat after me,
Sister...Blessed is Our Sacred Lady of the Divine Feminine," she
brought her lips closer to Tamara's ear, whispering as Tamara's lips
began repeating them. "Blessed is Our Sacred Lady of the Divine
Feminine."
They began repeating it together now, quietly. And once again, they
repeated it.
And again, Gemma moved in front of Tamara and lowered herself to her
own knees, gently placing her hands on the former boy's cheeks. "Now
believe, Sister Tamara." She brought her lips closer to Tamara's.
"Believe."
Gemma's lips touched Tamara's gently, and then her lips moved to speak
quietly into Tamara's ear. "Have you ever wondered why you always say
'Goddess' when you try to invoke...His...name?"
Indeed, Tamara did harbor such a curiosity. As much as she could say
that it was strong mental conditioning, there was another side of her
which would give claims such as Gemma's a chance to be explored.
After a moment, Gemma rose to her feet as Tamara held her position
below. "Only one who willingly offers her voice for the Goddess of the
Sacred Feminine could ever possibly give you the answers you seek,"
she then pulled Tamara up to her feet. When the plus-sized secretary
opened her eyes, she saw Gemma staring back at her. "Find me."
With that, Gemma casually walked away from the now-mystified former
boy. Going back out to the main dining room as three other patrons
stepped into the observatory space, Tamara could not see Gemma
anywhere. She did see that Larry and Maggie were waving her over, and
it looked like they were preparing to leave.
She spoke nothing of her encounter on the way home.
It was clear, however, that this was a mystery best left for the next
occasion in which Tamara shared a room with Gemma Schultz.
EPILOGUE
The air was warmer the following morning, which made it a little more
comfortable for Maggie as she idly wandered around the roof of the
Loris International building, awaiting a sign from the ever-scheming
and mercurial woman whose genocidal wants she had been resisting
through her actions.
As this was the tallest building in Bullchester, she knew that there
were no higher elevations from which a sniper could try and take a
shot at the raven-haired hellraiser, and that was perhaps Agatha's way
of assuring her that she was not being guided into a trap.
As much as the view from the table at Upscale was as outstanding as it
was, she had to appreciate the perspective from the top of the Loris
International building even more. Perhaps it was because Maggie was
out in the open air, rather than within a bubble keeping people warm
through a well-placed heater system.
"Sometimes, I wonder if you're going to burn it all down someday,"
Agatha began, keeping a distance behind the now smirking Mary Margaret
Katzhoff.
"Depends on whether or not you could ever be convinced to maintain an
acceptable gender balance," Maggie replied, turning to face her sworn
enemy. "But I suppose that's too much to ask of a vengeful, selfish
witch like you, isn't it?"
"Bullchester is ours, Maggie," Agatha remarked, holding a stern gaze
on the raven-haired woman. "Everything in it is ours, and yes, anyone
who enters our borders, whether they have any relation to the circles
of the Sisterhood or not, can become ours if we feel that they can be
useful to us."
Maggie shrugged. "Then you'll never hear the end of me, Hag-atha."
The older woman shook her head with a sense of disappointment.
"Shameful. Perfectly shameful that you and I cannot see eye to eye. I
suppose I have a better chance of having Miss Porntoy embrace our
beliefs."
Agatha expected this statement to sting, but Maggie laughed aloud
instead. "That's the silliest thing I've ever heard. You obviously
underestimate her inner strength."
"Inner strength? She is a lamb, Maggie. Not a wolf. She is the sort of
person who pokes her head into the abyss, and more often than not
stands to stumble and fall. I know the type."
"It's one thing to fall, cunt," Maggie shot back. "It's another thing
entirely to get back up, and Tamara has been doing a pretty good job
at that thus far."
"And what if she falls so far that she cannot climb back to the
surface no matter how hard she tries, and even with you trying to help
her?" Agatha observed. "That may be her ultimate fate, you know. Rita
has become quite obsessed with the need to re-acquire her, and I am
prepared to support this resolve."
"While I arrange for you to wake up with a human head under your
bedsheets one morning," Maggie mused. "A head that was once on the
neck of Celeste Richards."
Clearly striking a nerve, Agatha's gaze now looked more menacing. "You
would go that far, wouldn't you?"
Maggie returned this gaze in kind, looking just as menacing. "Watch
me."
Agatha smirked, crossing her arms in front of her chest. "Even if the
mouse's curiosities...kill the cat?"
"Like Xavier tried to do yesterday?" Maggie now moved in close to
Agatha, who held her ground. Maggie spoke right in her face. "Ask him
how hard I can hit, assuming he hasn't left the intensive care unit."
"It must have been glorious." A slight smile was on Agatha's lips now.
"Bringing that jarhead to his knees. I may not be very fluent in
martial arts, but I can still bring men to their knees. The kind of
men I know you despise just as much as I do."
"There's only one place that I would ever even consider being your
lackey, Aggie." Agatha raised an eyebrow in her curiosity. "And that's
in your fucking dreams."
"They'll never be grateful to you in the highly unlikely event that
you'll ever get rid of me," Agatha growled. "The world of men. The
world I so desperately want to eradicate."
This apparently made Maggie yawn aloud, however. "Haggie...we could go
on trading insults and silly prophecies all morning, but we both know
no one's gonna win. The next time we meet face to face, I'm gonna end
you by any means necessary. Even if I have to bring you the head of
Celeste Richards to remind you."
Agatha shrugged. "If it's a war you want, dear..."
Maggie spread her arms to the sides as she interjected. "If you want
to see broken Sisterhood bodies litter the streets..."
"Don't be surprised if Tammy Porntoy is among them." Agatha began
backtracking. "Assuming you have the guts to kill her for the apparent
crime of finally understanding...and sympathizing with...why we're
doing all of this."
Maggie giggled once again, shaking her head as she grinned. "See you
in your wet dreams, bitch."
As much as she didn't want to admit it, however, Agatha's last
statement did sting. Seeing the picture of John the Baptist at the
restaurant last night made her think of Gemma. If she did have
intentions to mess with Tamara's mind through a religion that Maggie
knew was just another nefarious strategy in Agatha's grand scheme...
Perhaps the devil of Bullchester needed to visit this particular
redhead called Gemma sometime soon, and have a...potentially
unpleasant chat.
* * *
As she sat on the bench in the Bullchester park, Rita Noble glared at
the picture of Tamara Portnoy in the fringe fashion magazine she had
been given by one of her fellow executives. The retro-fashioned pinup
girl the former boy was obviously moonlighting as was generating more
notice, and she was effectively turning the eyes of the fashion world
away from the models of Loris International.
The worse news was that their transgender superstar, Pandora, was
ironically considering a change in motif. Now, she wanted to do the
same kind of 50s retro pinup girl portfolios Tamara had begun building
an audience with.
Yet another reason to somehow reverse Tamara's fortunes, and one day
make her the slut she had once conspired for her to become.
The sound of clacking shoes walking in her direction compelled the
debutante to curiously bring her head up, and then over to whoever it
was that was approaching. She figured it was one of her many Loris
models.
Upon seeing who it actually was, she froze, her eyes widening. Rita
slipped the magazine back in her bag.
It almost seemed like d?j? vu. Not too long ago, a young male object
of her attentions had come to her...to this very bench, where she sat
reading a Loris fashion magazine...so that he could thank her for
providing a job offer that proved fruitful.
The end result of her seductions...the very same woman who had put a
glare on her face in the magazine ad she had spotted...now stood
before her. She was dressed in the very same white outfit that Rita
had left for her at her abandoned home. She didn't think the subtlety
would pay off.
Tamara's hair had been fashionably teased. They weren't the 50s-style
curls in the picture, but it nevertheless went well with the white,
one-piece dress which hugged her curves like a glove. She was
definitely a vision of beauty. Not as slutty as Rita would have wanted
for her creation, but certainly catwalk-ready.
Rita had to smile. No doubt that this could have been provoked by the
triggered mental conditioning she had implanted upon Tamara during her
feminization. Perhaps this was the moment where she could truly take
Tammy Porntoy back.
"Hello, Rita," Tamara began, looking upon her with a straight face.
Shit. Rita griped to herself. The conditioning was supposed to prevent
Tammy from calling her anything other than 'Mom' or 'Mother'. Never
Rita. It was obvious that someone very deeply associated with the
Sisterhood had broken Rita's carefully-laid conditioning. SHIT!
Still, Rita maintained her smile for the fact that Tamara looked so
sinfully alluring in the dress.
"Good morning, dear." She leaned in towards Tamara. "You...look...
incredible. I always knew that someday, you'd have the perfect body
for that dress. I'll never forget when you first tried it on, and I
fixed your hair, and I did your makeup. You may not have been the
female that you are now, but...you would have been passable."
A part of Tamara was entirely nervous, but she made a herculean
attempt to keep from letting it show. "If I reminded you of my father,
Rita, there's nothing I can really do about that. But you crossed the
line when you tried to make me believe you were my mother."
"In a way..." Rita grinned like a Cheshire cat. "...I am your mother."
Tamara's eyes narrowed. "You never gave birth to me."
"No, but I still created you from the foundations you gave me," Rita
reminded. "You were my first, too...and I must say, you have become
quite the vision of femininity since then," she then lifted the fringe
fashion mag, showing Tamara her own retro pinup picture in the
advertisement. "I never expected you, however, to use those gifts
against me."
Tamara smiled. "Hmmm. That was a chilly day, too. The wind was
tickling my clitty that night."
The smile on Rita's face was gone now. "This hurts me, Tammy."
"So does being unable to see my real Mother again," Tamara shot back.
"I loved my Mother, you bitch. Don't you ever try a shitty trick like
that on me again. I don't give a fuck who you are, or what you've done
to me."
"I would think you inherited the house, though," Rita reminded, her
smile slowly restoring. "Your flag is still planted there, and through
friends you and your mother made right here in Bullchester. A part of
me wonders how different your life would have been had you not met
Mary Katzhoff."
"Knowing what you had in store for me, I probably would have been
attached to your leash by now."
"How I missed the touch of your lips, and your tongue, on my feet,"
Rita noted. "You worshipped me like a Goddess back then. How could I
not reinforce the bonds I have over you, Tammy Porntoy?"
"Well..." Tamara began to tremble a little bit, recollecting the words
Julia had spoken during their last encounter, when she renewed
Tamara's attraction to feet. She couldn't help but glance down at
Rita's. "...it's...it's over...now."
"Is it?" Rita caught the glance, and her smile became a bit more
lascivious. "Or are you..." she pulled one of her bare feet out of the
fashionable sandals she was wearing, and wiggled her toes fetchingly.
"...hungry?"
Tamara shut her eyes, trying to resist the temptations as her head
slightly turned away from Rita. A part of the plus-sized secretary
figured that this could be a big mistake. She hoped she would
ultimately be able to stand her ground, and walk away from the source
of her pleasure...
...pleasure? No...she meant to think pain, but...Rita never really...
She suddenly felt Rita's plump lips press against her own, and her
arms wrap around her body as the debutante's curvy body pressed
against her. Tamara moaned once in her surprise...
...but her next moan was a passionate one, as she melted into the
kiss, unable to resist the feel of Rita Noble's body against hers.
Tamara's own body heat rose, and the kiss became much more passionate
as they stood there.
Keep your head... Tamara thought to herself. ...keep...your...head...
Rita then slipped a hand beneath Tamara's dress, finding the nipple of
one of the former boy's breasts. She positioned a long, french-cut
fingernail beneath it as her lips moved to whisper into Tamara's ear.
"It's not..." Rita gave the nipple a sharp flick, causing Tamara to
gasp from the sensation. "...too..." Another flick, another gasp.
"...late."
Rita then pulled away, still deviously smiling as Tamara panted,
trying to recover from the moment. A hand went to her forehead to wipe
away sweat beads that had formed.
"I won't need to reel you in, like a fisherman pulling a feisty trout
he managed to hook," Rita mused as she went for her bag, and slipped
her bare foot back in the sandal. "You'll come back to me, someday.
You know where I live, and I know where you live. Now the real game
begins, Tammy Porntoy. Your Goddess will always beckon for you...or
perhaps, when you least expect it...I will come for you for an eve,
just to remind you how much more of a mother I have become to you
compared to Ruth Portnoy."
Good. Tamara thought to herself as she recovered. She's going away.
Goddess, that was too close.
A sweet smile returned to Tamara Portnoy's face as she waved. "Say hi
to Pandora for me, Rita Porter."
Rita stopped as she tried to slink away. Her head furiously snapped
back over to where Tammy was standing...
...but she was walking away now. Having turned away from the self-
styled 'Goddess', she now had a satisfied smile of her own as she
walked away with a sexy sway to her hips. She could feel Rita's angry
gaze linger upon her as she moved.
But the downside to this victory was that she once again found herself
approaching the boy she had met on the bus. Prentice Braithwaite was
in a bench, and his eyes had immediately locked on the busty vision of
irresistable beauty who was nice enough to autograph the ad he had
wanted to detach from the magazine so he could have it framed.
Prentice's eyes lit up when he spotted her, and he rose up from his
seat. "HEY! Wow! Remember me from the bus? Damn, it's great to see
ymmmmf...!"
Knowing Rita's eyes were still on her, Tamara immediately planted a
deep kiss upon Prentice's lips, much to the boy's total, wide-eyed
shock. She even wrapped her arms around him as she lingered the sexy
smooch for a long moment.
When she glanced in Rita's direction after slowly pulling away, the
crafty debutante was gone.
Prentice, however, was trembling wildly as he stared, wild-eyed, upon
the veritable Goddess who had just kissed him.
A highly-satisfied Tamara's hand went to Prentice's head of shoulder-
length hair and pinched some of it, rubbing them between her fingers
as she spoke. "Get those curls."
With a spring in her step, Tamara stepped away, heading for the bus
stop. She was looking forward to sharing this empowering moment with
Larry Hanel when she returned to work the following morning.
Prentice needed a moment to recover...and when he did, an adolescent
girl passed him. Looking down at his crotch, her face twisted to one
of disgust. "EWWWW...!"
Looking down, he saw that a large, wet, and sticky spot had formed
around the bulge in his pants.
"Fuck!" He growled as he hurried away, blushing furiously. His hands
tried to conceal the wet spot from open view.
That didn't keep everyone around him from laughing at his expense.
* * *
Tamara and Larry shared a big laugh over her story as they continued
boxing up their things at work. Although the new office was still in
the latter half of its construction, they wanted to be ready to make
the shift to their more upscale digs in Bullchester.
"Sounds like y' got a big ol' burn in on Rita in the end, sport!"
Larry mused. Her tone suddenly went serious. "But, uh...y' might wanna
try an' keep from doin' that kinda thing too often. Y' keep goin' back
t' her, y' might relapse. Know what I mean?"
Tamara sighed. "That's just it. I don't know if I can. The night
before, I hardly got any sleep, thinking about whether or not I should
do it. I was practically writhing in bed over what I went through with
her in the past. Rita was right about one thing. I...I don't think
I'll ever be rid of her."
"Maggie said she'd look into it, so let's hope she can come up with a
lil' ol' workaround," Larry responded, getting a look around the half-
empty office. "So...we still got a big ol' chunk o' time before we can
get ourselves set up in th' city..." One of Larry's hands now fished
into an inner pocket of his suit jacket. "...so I figured I'd,
uh...extend an invitation to a lil'...business trip."
Larry then produced a pair of plane tickets. Grabbing one, Tamara
examined it.
The former boy's eyes widened. The end destination was Kansas.
Her widened eyes went back up to Larry, feeling a little concerned.
"What kind of business are we..."
"I want you t' meet th' wife!" Larry merrily interjected. "See...I
knew from what Maggie told me that startin' work in a place like
Bullchest'r would be an awful risky thing for a married man t' do,
so...rath'r than practic'ly hand 'er off to th' Sist'rhood on a silver
platter, Shelley an' I agreed that she should head on out t' be near
her gran'ma out in Abilene. Seems ol' LouAnne's havin' a tough time
gettin' acquainted with th' modern world. Y' know...cell phones,
tablets, internet, comput'rs...so while I made th' move t'
Bullchest'r, Maggie helped get Shelley on a plane without any o' them
Sist'rhood bitches gettin' wise. Laid quite a stink, too. Had a hack'r
put a ransom bug on their comput'rs! Scary stuff there, don'cha
think?"
Tamara nodded, her smile widening as Larry spoke.
"An' yes, I'm gon' see what I can do t' locate yer Mom while I'm out
there," Larry added. "Figure we'd get two birds on one stone.
Assumin', o' course...y' got nothin' bett'r t' do 'fore that...new
office is ready t' move into..."
Tamara wrapped her arms around Larry, pulling him into a tight hug as
she giggled happily. When she pulled away, happy tears rolled down her
face.
"You've been so nice to me, Larry." Tamara wiped the tears from her
face. "Thank you. Thank you so much."
Larry smiled, tapping Tamara's cheek lightly with a hand as he spoke.
"Jus'...think of it as well-earned vacation time," Larry then
continued emptying out his office, storing things in open boxes he had
before him. "I'll pick y' up t'morrow mornin' at 6 sharp."
Tamara went back to dutifully helping her boss with the cleanout.
"Feel free to stop in for coffee if you arrive early, sir."
"Hmmm. Might jus' do that," Larry mused as they both lapsed back into
their cleaning.
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