When I got inside the house I immediately rushed upstairs so that I
could lock myself in my room and divest myself of the blouse, culottes
and camisole set that had been my travel clothes for the journey home.
I made it upstairs into my room and waited a few minutes for the
inevitable knock at the door from my mum.
The knock never came however and, after cautiously popping my head out
of the door and shouting for her, it became clear that my mum wasn't
home. 'Where was she?' I thought to myself. 'Had she gone out again
with the guy from her work? Did she even come home last night? What was
going on?'
My life had been so predictable up until a few weeks before but one
simple haircut seemed to have opened up a portal to a new dimension.
The boy who wouldn't say boo to a goose now wouldn't so no to a right
good goosing. My beige, vanilla lifestyle had been sprinkled with
hundreds and thousands and was being transformed into a rainbow
coloured treat by Becky.
And now my mum seemed to be joining in the revolution by entertaining
the thought that looking after me might not be all that she needed in
her life. It's almost as if the transformation of my unruly mane into a
stylish, if somewhat feminine, crop had lifted the hair out of her eyes
also and she was now on the lookout for a new life. A new life that
involved a new man. God, the irony of both of us discovering a sex life
at the same time. Although, I was pretty sure that my mum's sexual
exploits would pale into insignificance if placed beside the madness of
the last two days. However it would've been a toss-up to decide which
one of went out for dinner last night wearing the most mascara.
As I stared at my reflection in the mirror I decided I didn't want to
draw any further parallels between my weekend and my mother's. Standing
in my bedroom wearing women's clothes and underwear and contemplating
if my mum's tongue had been as active as mine over the course of the
weekend was not a position I had ever imagined myself in.
I was therefore ill-equipped to deal with this scenario so, in an
attempt to steer my thoughts away from it. I decided to set about doing
the task that I had originally rushed upstairs to carry out. I removed
the large silver bangle that Becky had slipped on my wrist and placed
it on my computer desk. When I did this I noticed two bottles that
definitely hadn't been there when I left yesterday morning. I picked up
the clear bottle with the pink plastic lid first of all and, when I
read the label, I was frozen to the spot. The contents of this bottle
were, apparently, a 'Make-up removing micelle solution'. Without
touching it I then moved my attention to the plastic bottle with the
blue liquid in it and the label on the front of that advertised the
contents as 'Nail polish remover'.
It was at this point that Becky's words shot into the front of my mind.
"Don't worry about your mum. She knows." Had the make-up and nail
polish remover been left there on purpose by my mother as a tacit
acknowledgement and acceptance of the direction my life seemed to be
taking? Or was it just an accident that these were sitting here? Maybe
my mother bought them for herself and in an absent-minded moment left
them here as she was tidying up my room?
Whatever the explanation was, one thing was for certain: they were just
what I needed if I wanted to get changed out of the clothes and
neutralise the feminine appearance of my face and nails.
I unbuttoned the soft, silk ivory blouse, slid my arms out of it and
then folded it neatly and placed it on my bed. I then sat down on the
bed and removed the floral patterned trainers that had adorned my feet
for much of the day and placed them next to the blouse on top of my
bed. I then quickly undid the full and flouncy bow from the belt that
had been stopping the culottes from sliding down past my narrow waist
and, just for a moment, stood in the middle of my bedroom wearing an
ivory and pink camisole set.
As I stood there I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror and
what I saw caused a swarm of butterflies to crash into my stomach
lining through nervous excitement. My hairless legs looked so toned and
feminine and the mere thought of sliding the soft knickers down those
legs and onto the floor prompted my penis to twitch slightly. However
the anticipation was no match for the reality and I savoured every
single moment, every single tingle, caused by the soft silk gliding
down my runner's legs and onto the floor. The removal of the camisole
top didn't quite give me the same amount of pleasure but the
butterflies in my stomach did briefly flap their wings as it gently
caressed my nipples when I pulled it up and over my head.
Now naked, I accidentally brushed my semi-aroused penis with my hand
and the sight of the shiny, raspberry red nails resting on the shaft
brought it back to what seemed to be its natural position this weekend;
fully erect. For the next few minutes I gave it the attention it was so
clearly yearning for as I secured another first for the weekend and
used my manicured mitts to bring myself to a much needed climax.
As I lay on my bed, reflexively running my hand up and down my hairless
torso in the afterglow, I bolted upright with a start as I suddenly
remembered that I had a face full of foundation that needed to be
removed. This prompted me to get up from the bed and, after a brief
moment of contemplation, I decided to take the make-up and nail polish
removers into the bathroom and use them before stepping into the shower
to remove any visible or olfactory traces of femininity from my body.
When I stepped out of the shower I reached for a towel and started to
dab myself dry, just like Becky had instructed me to do earlier in the
day. When I noticed that I was doing this it startled me slightly.
Becky seemed to be controlling my actions, even when she wasn't
present.
This thought was pushed out of my head though when I heard the noise of
footsteps walking downstairs. 'Shit,' I thought, 'Had my mum come home
while I was in the shower?' I quickly finished drying myself and, with
a towel wrapped around my waist, bolted from the bathroom to my
bedroom.
As I bolted the door behind me I nervously glanced round the room to
see if I could detect any trace that my mother had been there. Becky's
clothes were still neatly folded and sitting on the corner of the bed.
Something just didn't seem right though. I had an uneasy feeling that
something about the room was different but I couldn't quite put my
finger on what it was.
After scanning the room again, and still not being able to identify
anything that I could say for certain was out of place, I managed to
shake off the paranoid feelings and hastily put on some clothes on and
went downstairs to the kitchen.
When I got there my mum seemed to be in a very good mood: she was
dancing and singing along to a Calvin Harris song that was playing on
the radio. In fact, she was so into it that I was standing in the
doorway for almost a minute before she noticed my presence.
"Alright, love. I didn't notice you there. Watching your old mum make a
fool of herself were you?"
"What? No. I just...."
But before I had a chance to finish she interrupted me with, "How was
Edinburgh? Did you have a good time?"
"Eh, aye. It was ok."
"Did you go out for dinner last night?" she asked.
"What? Aye, how did you...."
"Becky said she was taking you out for a meal at one of the hotel's
fancy restaurants. Hope you scrubbed up nice for her?"
Slightly taken aback by this line of questioning I could only respond
with, "I...I...I think so."
"Becky's lovely, isn't she?" my mum went on to say. "I'm so glad she's
taken an interest in you."
"Interest?" I asked.
"Look, she's a bit older than would be ideal but she's already having a
really good influence on you."
On hearing this I immediately thought to myself, 'is this what Becky
meant when she told me that my mother knew?'
My mother added "I don't know how she did it but she's managed to get
you to finally take an interest in your appearance. You look so clean
and well-groomed now. You'll soon be spending more time in the bathroom
than me."
I blushed as she said this and immediately thought about the bottles of
make-up and nail polish remover that I found in my bedroom on my return
home. I was eager to change the subject before my mother noted the
crimson colour of my cheeks so I quickly asked, "How was your date?"
My mother smiled and corrected me. "You mean dates? We had such a good
time last night that I met Alan for lunch today again. He's really
lovely. You'd get on really well with him."
I silently doubted the accuracy of that comment from my mother. However
it was clear from the beaming smile on her face that she really enjoyed
her "dates" with Alan and that I would be hearing a lot more about him.
In a bid to keep the conversation away from my weekend activities I
asked her a question that I already knew the answer to. "Are you going
to be seeing...Alan again then?"
My mum smiled once more and replied, "Definitely. We're going to the
cinema on Tuesday night."
A bit shocked by the prospect of my mother having three dates in the
space of four days all I could respond with was a casual, "Oh. Good."
Perhaps as eager to steer the conversation away from her love life as I
was to avoid any further discussion about my weekend with Becky, my
mother moved onto what she must have felt would be more familiar
ground. "Bring your shirt and trousers down and I'll put them in the
wash."
I stammered slightly in response to this simple request: "My what? My
shirt and trousers?"
My mother looked at me slightly quizzically, not sure how her simple
request had got me confused. "The shirt and trousers I packed for your
weekend away. I'm guessing you wore them to go out to dinner last
night?"
Of course if I had remained calm and rational I would simply have gone
upstairs and got the clothes that I hadn't worn out of the bag and
brought them down to be washed. However, in what was either a very eco-
conscious move to avoid wasting warm water on clothes that were already
clean, or in a slightly flustered moment (I know which one my money is
on) I blurted out, "Oh, they're not dirty. I didn't wear them last
night." Of course as soon as I said this I realised my mistake.
"You didn't wear them?" enquired my mother. "What did you wear then?
You didn't go out for a nice meal in the old t-shirt and jeans you wore
to work did you?"
"What? No, of course not. Becky gave me some clothes to wear." As soon
as this sentence escaped from my mouth my face felt as if it was
becoming so red it was in danger of setting off the smoke detector in
the hall outside the kitchen. I had just opened myself up to be asked a
host of questions that I would have no answers for.
However I was stunned when my mother said, "Oh, that's right. When she
was doing my hair Becky said she'd picked up an outfit for you to wear.
I think she wanted to make sure that you complied with the restaurant's
dress code. Blue trousers and a blue blou...blue silk shirt I think she
said? Sounded very stylish anyway."
This stunning revelation, that Becky had been having discussions with
my mother about what she was going to force me to wear, threw another
few logs onto the embarrassment fireplace and my face glowed even more
brightly now.
"Eh, yes. It was alright I suppose," I said, stumbling to get a
foothold that I could use to allow me to climb down from the pinnacle
of embarrassment that I had inadvertently scaled.
Thankfully my mother brought the exchange to a close by saying, "Right,
enough of this gossiping about our dates. Get out and let me get on
with making dinner. Mince and potatoes ok for you?"
I nodded my head without making eye contact and she responded with,
"Ok, now shoo. Let me get on with it."
I quickly retreated back to my room and promptly set about hiding
Becky's clothes and underwear inside my sports bag, safely away from
accidental discovery I hoped. I then spent the next hour or two
reclining on my bed and replaying the brief conversation with my mother
over and over again inside my head in a bid to see if I could discern
any further verbal, or non-verbal clues, which would help me to work
out exactly what she knew.
Like all attempts at over-analysing simple conversations and exchanges
it left me with a number of contradictory conclusions and, before I
knew it, my mother was shouting to tell me that dinner was ready. My
stomach welcomed this interruption but my nerves jangled at the thought
of having to field more questions about my incredibly dirty weekend
with Becky.
I needn't have worried though as I carefully managed to steer the chat
towards my mother's date, sorry dates, with Alan. It was clear from the
smile on her face and how animated she got when talking about Alan that
this new relationship had the potential to blossom into something a bit
more substantial than any other intimate relationship she had
throughout my childhood. I was simultaneously pleased that my mother
was so happy but also, somewhat confusingly, a bit envious of Alan. I
would've loved to be able to make my mother as happy as Alan seemed to
have made her.
Anyway, my mother gushed so much about Alan over the meal that, by the
time we got round to doing the dishes (I washed and she dried) I had
started to tune out until I heard my mother say, "What are we going to
do about your clothes?"
"What?"
My mother repeated her question, "What are we going to do about your
clothes?"
"What do you mean?", I asked.
"Your clothes? What are we going to do about them?" It must have become
clear to my mum that this third repetition of her question hadn't
advanced my understanding any so she elaborated further: "Becky is a
very stylish woman and your wardrobe is a bit studenty."
"Eh, that might be because I am a student," I retorted.
"Not yet you're not, smarty. Don't you want to update your clothes a
bit to fit in with your new hairstyle? I could take you shopping and
help you to pick out a few suitable outfits. After all, I'm sure Becky
doesn't want to pay for all of your outfits."
"What," I exclaimed. "I'm too old to be going shopping with my mother.
If I need any new clothes I'm perfectly capable of picking them out for
myself."
"Okay," responded my mother. "I just thought you might not be familiar
with the type of styles you want to buy and might need some help. I'm
sorry I spoke now."
The rest of the dishes were washed in silence, apart from the faint
sounds of music playing on the radio in the living room. As soon as the
task was finished I retreated once again to the safety of my room and
the tumultuous thoughts that were tumbling through my head.
That night was an incredibly restless one as my thoughts oscillated
between the incredible feelings and sensations I had experienced over
the weekend with Becky, the paralysing fear about what my mother did,
or didn't, know about what had gone on, and a number of incredibly
erotic daydreams about Daisy Taylor and her hypnotically round breasts
and beautiful penis. Mind you, this last category of thoughts was
probably a by-product of a number of web searches that I carried out
before retiring for the evening.
The following day I completed an exhausting triathlon of wrestling with
my thoughts as I ran five miles and swam in a sea of confusion about
what I was going to do about the offer Becky had made me. I certainly
wanted to be her boyfriend, there was no doubt about that. But did I
want to go for ballroom dancing lessons with her in order to seal this
deal? Did I want her arms pulling me in tight against her body as her
breath warmed my neck and her heady scent filled the air. A quick
glance in the direction of my crotch concluded that the answer to this
was yes.
However I was sure that it wouldn't just be as simple as taking some
dance lessons with Becky. My experience with her had taught me to
expect the unexpected and that, somehow, the ballroom dancing was going
to be another step on the feminine odyssey that Becky, and now my
mother, seemed so intent, and so insistent, on me taking.
I knew that I needed to give Becky an answer today to give her a chance
to cancel the lesson and get her deposit back but I was no nearer to
making a decision when my phone started to ring. I glanced down at the
name that had just popped up on my screen and it was Becky. 'Shit,' I
thought and briefly contemplated rejecting her call until my manners
and upbringing got the better of me and I answered the phone.
"Hello."
"Hi Stephie, sweetie. It's Becky. How's things? Recovered from
Edinburgh yet?"
This question made me squirm slightly and I said, "Yes, I'm fine."
"Just fine? I don't know about you but I had a great time." Becky then
paused for a few seconds as I think she expected me to reciprocate and
tell her how much I had enjoyed the weekend. When I failed to say
anything she asked, "So, have you given any more thought about tomorrow
night and us?"
"Not really," I lied.
"Oh, that's a shame. I was looking forward to it. Do you want me to
cancel everything?"
I knew that by cancel everything she wasn't just talking about the
dancing lesson. She was talking about cancelling everything from
Tuesday and beyond and any further plans she had for us. This wasn't
just calling off a date, this cancellation was about calling off the
first intimate relationship I had ever had with a woman. It was about
cancelling any opportunity I had to have sex with Becky.
Faced with those kind of implications, and my own reticence and
inability to say no I meekly responded with, "No, don't cancel it."
"You mean you want to go? Oh that's brilliant, sweetie. I'm so happy.
Come into the salon about six o'clock and we can get ready together,"
said a clearly delighted Becky.
I'm not quite sure how I had managed it but, somehow, I had agreed to
start ballroom dancing lessons with Becky without explicitly saying
that's what I wanted to do. Deep down though I also knew that what I
had tacitly agreed to was even more profound than that. Becky was
steering me down her road of choice at a frightening pace and, even
though I was sitting in the passenger seat, I somehow had my feet
positioned on both the brake and accelerator pedals. However I seemed
to be applying far more pressure to the accelerator pedal than the
brake at this point and taking us quickly to Becky's preferred
destination.
This thought, and a strange fascination and obsession with replaying
over and over again my brief encounter with Becky's former partner,
Geri, were the root causes of another restless night. I had only met
Geri for the shortest time but this didn't prevent the casting agent
side of my subconscious from giving her a leading role in my dreams
that night. Geri had clearly got under my skin a bit and every time I
thought about her it caused my body to tense-up and to simultaneously
stir feelings of desire and unease in equal proportions. These feelings
were not too dissimilar to the ones that thoughts of Becky managed to
engender inside of me. The words we exchanged may have been brief but
it seemed that they were more than enough for me to start to develop
the beginnings of a crush on Geri. Another cougar seemed to be clamping
her jaws around me and I was dousing myself in blood so that she knew
exactly where to find me.
The next day seemed to pass incredibly slowly. My mum was, of course,
out at work so I was home alone with just my own thoughts for company.
The excitement and doubts about seeing Becky again, and the nervousness
about taking ballroom dancing lessons for the first time, were all
vying for supremacy at the front of my mind.
In a bid to quell some of the tumult in my brain, and to eat up some of
the long hours I decided that I was going to attempt to style my hair
the way Becky seemed to like it. In addition to being an activity that
could soak up some of the long hours, there was also the added benefit
that, if I got it right, there would be no need for Becky to style it
for me. I could potentially avoid the inevitable humiliation of being
wrapped and locked into one of Becky's new styling capes as soon as I
walked into the salon.
In preparation for this activity I washed and conditioned my hair twice
using my mother's shampoo and conditioner. When I opened her shampoo
for the first time the floral scent from the bottle caused me to
hesitate briefly. However I convinced myself that the smell of flowers
wasn't an exclusively female preserve so decided to lather up and get
on with it.
Of course washing my hair was the easy part. After that I needed to dry
and style it and, to achieve Becky's preferred look, I needed to borrow
my mum's hairdryer and styling brushes. I knew she kept those in her
room but, for some reason, I had always been reluctant to go in there.
As I contemplated the prospect of having to go in there the memory from
a few years previous, where she had asked me to take her newly cleaned
underwear upstairs and put them away in her lingerie drawer, reached up
and punched me from deep inside the recesses of my mind. This memory
did not reappear on its own though. It was accompanied by a repetition
of the shame and throbbing erection that I experienced as I spent an
unhealthy amount of time unfolding and refolding every item she had in
her underwear drawer that day.
This memory had briefly frozen me to the spot as I reached out to open
my mum's bedroom door. Overcoming this though I pushed the door open
and was immediately struck by the inviting aromas that swept past me
and perfumed the hallway. The smell was an intoxicating concoction of
my mother's scent, her make-up and freshness.
When I entered the room I had originally intended to get her hairdryer
and brushes and take them into my bedroom. But something came over me
when I was in there and I found myself taking a seat at her dressing
table and sitting down in front of the large mirror that sat on top of
it.
After briefly checking my reflection in the mirror I found myself
staring at the array of perfumes, potions and make-up brushes that were
scattered across the top of this table. For a brief second I also
caught myself wondering what it would be like to have one of those
make-up brushes dragged across my face.
I quickly shook of this train of thought and, after a brief inspection
of my mum's range of hairbrushes, I selected the one which looked as if
it was closest in style and shape to the brush which Becky and Roxy had
used when they styled my hair. I briefly swept this brush through my
damp hair and concluded, I'm not quite sure how, that this was
definitely the brush to use.
I switched on the hairdryer and started to brush my hair under the hot
air in a bid to try and restore to it a style which at least partially
resembled the feminine coif that I had walked out of her salon, and the
Edinburgh hotel room, with following her ministrations.
As soon as I started I realised that, despite my hair being short at
the sides and back there was still plenty of length left on top that
needed to be carefully tended. This wasn't going to be as easy as Becky
and Roxy had made it look. I curled the hair round the brush, dried it
and moved onto the next section of hair until it was fully dry, full of
body and fully absent of any sort of style. My mum's hairdryer was
clearly a dangerous weapon and in the hands of the wrong person (i.e.
me) had the potential to leave behind a trail of destruction and tears.
I panicked slightly at this point as I knew immediately that this
wasn't going to be acceptable to Becky. I aggressively ran my fingers
through the hair in an attempt to turn back the clock to a time 30
minutes BH (before hairdryer) and to try and salvage the situation.
This seemed to undo the worst excesses of my failure and, through a
combination of the brush and my hands pulling the hair this way and
that, I managed to get it to the point where, when I looked in the
mirror, I no longer resembled the love child of Stan Laurel and Albert
Einstein.
This clearly still wasn't good enough but it did give me some
encouragement that there was some possibility that I could undo the
initial damage. After a further ten minutes of manipulating my hair
with the brush and my fingers I finally managed to get it to the
position where it looked as if it had been designed to look this way
instead of having just burst into life. I resigned myself to the fact
that this was as good as I was going to get it to look when it suddenly
struck me that I was going to have to get on a bus looking like this,
in the middle of rush-hour. It was at that point that I decided I was
going to revert to my favourite hair accessory for the journey to the
salon: the baseball cap.
Throughout the bus journey to the salon I had this gnawing feeling in
the pit of my stomach that my failed attempt to style my hair were
going to come back to haunt me. When I arrived at the salon, just like
every other time I had been here, I hesitated at the door as a reminder
that it wasn't too late and that I could turn back. And, just like
every other time, I ignored this feeling and opened the door. However
unlike every other time I was almost knocked over by a smiling Roxy as
she brushed past me.
"Nice to see a young gentleman around here. Thank you," Roxy said,
acknowledging the fact that I was holding the door open for her. "Can't
stop though, I'm in a hurry. See you later."
Then, before I could relinquish my new duties as salon doorman Duncan
also breezed past me.
"Somebody obviously can't stay away," Duncan said. Then, just as I was
about to provide a witty response, (not sure what it was as my brain
hadn't shared it with my mouth at that point) he immediately followed
it up with, "No time for chit-chat, I'm in a hurry. See you later."
Feeling slightly dazed by the hurried exits of Roxy and Duncan I walked
into the salon only to be greeted by the sight of Amanda putting on her
coat in preparation for her exit.
"Becky's up on the mezzanine if you're looking for her," Amanda said as
she picked up her handbag. "Sorry, in a bit of a hurry. Can you lock
the door behind me?" Before I could respond she made her way to the
door with a breathless, "Thanks. See you later."
As soon as Amanda had closed the door I turned the sign that hung on it
to display the word 'Closed' to passers-by and dropped the latch just
as Amanda had instructed me to. I then turned round to face up to the
mezzanine level and briefly contemplated making as quick an exit as
Roxy, Duncan and Amanda. However cowardice, or lust, or some other
primitive driving force, propelled me up the short flight of stairs to
look for Becky.
When I reached the top of the stairs my penis saw her before my eyes
did. She was at the back of the salon area, folding some towels next to
the sink. She was very casually dressed today, in a pair of black
skinny jeans, black loafers and a black t-shirt. She still looked
absolutely stunning.
As I stood there, with my eyes drinking her in like cheap cider, Becky
turned round and saw me.
"See what I have to do when my favourite assistant's not here," she
said, gesturing towards the towels she had just folded. "You'll need to
work more days here so that I don't have to do all these menial tasks."
I hesitated, not sure if I was meant to respond to this. However the
brief silence was broken when Becky admonished me with, "Well, don't
just stand there. Come over and say hello to me properly."
As I walked towards Becky I started to contemplate what she meant by
saying hello properly. Should I hug her? Kiss her on the cheek? Firm
handshake? Thankfully, the decision wasn't left up to me so I managed
to avoid the social awkwardness of making the wrong choice as Becky
placed her arm round my waist and pressed her lips against mine for
long enough to make it clear, as if I didn't know already, that our
relationship was more than just that of a salon owner and her favourite
assistant.
After Becky pulled away from me she said, "I'm so glad you've decided
to be my boyfriend, sweetie. We're going to have so much fun together."
After saying that Becky stepped back slightly, looked me up and down
and said, "What are you doing with that cap on? What have I told you
about this, " she said as she whipped the cap off my head. "I mean,
look at the state of your hair. What a mess. Did you do this on purpose
so you could try out one of your new styling capes?"
My face flushed immediately at the mere thought of this. "What?
No.....I....I tried to style it." As soon as I said this I regretted
it.
"What? You tried to style your own hair? Oh, that's so sweet," said a
clearly thrilled Becky. "You're a distance away from being able to do
that, sweetie, but I'm so happy that you wanted to look your best for
me," she said as she ran her fingers through my hair. "Shame we don't
have enough time to make you look as pretty as you would want. Sit down
in the chair though and I'll see what I can do in a couple of minutes."
Becky then led me by the arm to one of the styling chairs and both my
brain and my penis knew what was coming next. In what seemed like no
time at all I sat down in the chair and the styling cape with the
pretty pink ballgown on the front had been wrapped around my neck and
was gluing me to the chair.
Becky leaned forward and whispered in my ear "I love this cape. You
look so cute in it." She then started to vigorously run her hands
through my hair to try and remove the effects of my failed styling
attempt and the cap I had been wearing. This activity must have
released some of the scent that had been locked into my hair when
Iwashed it with my mum's shampoo and Becky immediately picked up on
this.
"Mmmm, your hair smells so fresh and girly sweetie. I'm so glad you're
embracing your feminine side like this."
I blushed at this observation from Becky but when I caught a glimpse of
myself in the mirror, with my head sitting on top of a pink ballgown,
it was not an observation I was in a position to rebut. I therefore sat
quietly, staring at the floor as Becky worked some styling gel into my
hair and used her fingers and brush to turn hat hair into hot hair.
After standing back and looking at her handiwork Becky declared herself
happy with it by nodding and saying "Not bad, even if I say so myself.
Right, all done. Let's get you out of this dress," she said with a
mischievous smile as she undid the cape at the neck, whisked it away
from me and went to hang it up on the rack at the back of the salon.
While Becky was doing this I raised my eyes up off the floor, looked at
my reflection in the mirror and, once again, was amazed at how Becky
had transformed my hair in just a matter of minutes. As I tilted my
head left and then right to assess it from all angles I hadn't noticed
Becky returning to the styling chair.
"Glad to see you like it," she said. "But we don't have time for you to
admire yourself in the mirror. We need to get ready for our first
lesson tonight. Your outfit is in the office, sweetie. Go and get
ready."
"Outfit," I enquired. "What's wrong with what I'm wearing?"
"We're going ballroom dancing, sweetie. We're not having a session in
the gym," she said as she gave a contemptuous tug at my grey
sweatshirt."
"Now scoot, go and get dressed."
I lifted myself out of the chair and trudged to the office as I
contemplated what I was going to find in there.
As I closed the office door behind me I scanned the room to see what
Becky had left out for me. I struggled to see anything at first but
then my heart dropped into the pit of my stomach as I noticed a pile of
black and gold clothes on the chair next to Becky's desk. Sitting
underneath the chair was also a pair of shiny black shoes.
When I walked over to the chair my eyes were immediately drawn to the
shoes so I picked them up to inspect them. They were a pair of black,
patent, slip-on penny loafers with pointed toes and a two centimetre
high block heel. As I held up the shoes and inspected the side
elevation I shook my head in disbelief. It was perhaps a sign of how
far Becky had taken me on this journey that my first thought was 'How
am I going to dance in those?' instead of 'Shit! They're women's
shoes.'
Placing the shoes back on the floor I then started to inspect the pile
of black and gold that was sitting on the chair. At the top of the pile
was a set of the flimsy black socks that Becky had me wear when were in
Edinburgh. Underneath those sat a soft and silky gold camisole set and
underneath that was a black and gold blouse and a pair of black
trousers. This was clearly going to be another outing in girl's clothes
for me This outing was going to be in my home city though. This caused
me to freeze and hesitate for a few moments before the auto-pilot that
Becky had somehow installed, or uncovered in me, took over and I
started to undress in the office.
I quickly removed my own clothes and folded them into a neat pile on
the floor. Standing there naked I decided to remedy this as quickly as
I could by slipping on the pair of gold cami knickers. Even though it
had only been a few days since I had last worn something similar, I had
clearly forgotten about the electrifying effect the feel of soft satin
sliding up my naked legs had on me. My penis immediately started to
throb and beg for release.
This feeling deepened even further as I slid the camisole top, with its
basic lace detailing around the bust area, over my head. The sensation
of the satin sliding over my nipples increased my desire to touch
myself through the soft fabric. Thankfully, I managed to satisfy this
craving by closing my eyes and gently playing with my nipples through
the fabric. The desire to masturbate at this point was so strong but I
simply couldn't give in to that urge in Becky's office.
I manfully (if you can say that about a boy standing in the middle of
his place of work wearing girl's underwear) broke the satin-induced
trance and decided that the best way to avoid the temptation to
pleasure myself was to put further layers of girls' clothing on. I
pulled on the black trousers and was immediately struck by how much the
legs tapered down to leave a very narrow hem at my ankles. This look
was new to me and served as a clear indicator that I was wearing
women's trousers.
Although when I slipped the blouse over my head, if both halves of my
body were involved in a game of femininity top trumps, the top half won
hands down. The blouse was made of a black, slightly diaphanous
material with black and gold embossed polka dots covering the main body
of the blouse. The loose, billowy sleeves had two button up black cuffs
that were trimmed with gold lace detailing that gently caressed the
back of each hand. The same gold lace sat on top of the military style
collar of the blouse and delicately kissed my neck each time I moved my
head.
The collar of the blouse also had two bits of black fabric hanging down
each side but I wasn't quite sure about what to do with so I just left
them hanging there.
I then sat down to pull on the delicate socks that Becky had left out
and, as soon as I started to roll them up my leg, I realised that these
were different from the ones that I had worn in Edinburgh. These were
much longer and it was only when I tried to put them on that it became
clear that they were going to extend way past my calf and that the only
way I was going to get them on was to remove the trousers.
I very carefully slipped out of the trousers and then started to roll
the socks up my naked legs, past my knees until they eventually stopped
three quarters the way up my thigh as the elasticated lace detailing at
the top held them firmly in place. This was not a pair of socks I was
going to be wearing: these were clearly stockings. I pondered this fact
as I rolled the second stocking up my other leg and snapped the
elasticated lace top against my thigh. As I stood up I inadvertently
rubbed one stockinged leg against the other and my penis throbbed in
pleasure at this happy accident.
When I put the trousers back on they felt very different this time as
the fabric rubbed against my stocking-clad legs. These were not
sensations designed to quell the storm that was rising in my satin
cami-knickers so I quickly sat down to try and avoid any further
movement. After sitting almost motionless for a few minutes I decided
that it was safe to move again so decided to slip on the shoes that
Becky had selected to go with the hyper feminine blouse and trousers.
When I put on the first shoe I immediately noticed how the heel,
although not much different in size from the heel on most men's shoes,
seemed to angle my foot forward slightly so that the toes were almost
pointing to the floor. This was accentuated even further when I put on
the second shoe and, for some inexplicable reason, clicked my heels
together before deciding to stand up and see what they were like to
walk in. I was definitely surprised at how comfortable the shoes were
to wear, although the slight heel and the imperceptible forward tilt of
my feet ensured they felt very different to any other shoes I had ever
worn. Although this may also have had something to do with the fact
that I had never worn shoes and stockings before.
After a few circuits of the office I decided that I had mastered
walking in the new shoes and there was no point in putting it off any
longer. So I left the safety of the office and found Becky sitting in
one of the styling chairs flicking through a magazine. Her head turned
to look at me as soon as she heard the sound of the heels on the wooden
floor of the salon.
Her face broke out into a huge grin as she saw me.
"God I've got great taste."
"In clothes?" I enquired.
"In clothes and in the pretty boy that looks so good in them for me.
Come over here to let me get a closer look," Becky said.
I walked over to her as she remained seated in the styling chair. When
I reached her side she reached out and caressed my right buttock. Her
hand then slipped down slightly until she could feel, through the
trousers, the outline of the top of the stockings. She ran her finger
round this outline.
"How are you finding the stockings?" she asked.
"I don't know. A bit weird."
"I see at least one part of you likes them anyway," she said as she
playfully flicked my swollen groin with her finger before standing up
and pulling me towards her. "You'll get used to them. A pretty boy in
pretty stockings is my Kryptonite," she said as she closed her lips
around mine and started to explore the inside of my mouth with her
tongue before she put her hands on my chest and pushed me away
slightly.
'But, as sexy as you are my precious little pretty boy you really must
learn how to finish dressing yourself," she chastised as she took the
two bits of cloth that were hanging down from either side of the blouse
collar and tied them into a very feminine bow.
"There. Do you know what type of bow this is?"
I shook my head, unable to speak as a result of Becky's exquisite kiss.
"This is called a pussy bow," she advised. "Do you know why they call
it a pussy bow?"
Again, I shook my head, unable to look her in the eye.
"It's because the woman that tied it for you is going to get rewarded
in that very special place later."
I blushed a bright crimson red.
"Now be a sweetie and go and sit down. And make sure you don't have any
accidents while I'm getting ready," she said before heading off to her
office and closing the door behind her.
Becky's disappearance into the office meant that I was left on my own
in a salon filled with mirrors. I was torn between the strongest of
urges to look at the reflection of the 'pretty boy' that had got Becky
so excited and the fear of what it might reveal about me.
To avoid the immediate desire to resolve this dilemma I decided to get
a bit more practice walking in the shoes. I promenaded up and down the
length of the salon floor and, as my confidence grew, I even found
myself spinning round when I reached the end of the salon floor to
start walking in the opposite direction. It was on one of those spins
that I inadvertently caught my reflection in the mirror and the effect
of this was like hitting pause on a TV recorder.
I was frozen to the spot as it quickly hit me that this was the most
feminine outfit yet that Becky had me wear. The bow that she had tied
at the neck was just the exclamation mark in the statement that this
blouse was making. It really was a delicate and exquisite piece of
clothing that, ever so gently, declared its femininity. From a distance
it would be very easy to mistake me for a girl. Get a bit closer though
and the gender lines started to blur a bit.
As I was pondering this and staring at my reflection Becky had silently
emerged from the office.
"Well, looks like you are finding yourself as sexy as I do in that
blouse."
I was taken aback to be caught like this so I blushed and stammered my
way through some sort of justification or denial for being transfixed
by my own reflection. Becky didn't buy it though.
"Yes, of course you were. I think you might like looking at pretty boys
as much as I do. Now, come over here and drop your trousers," Becky
instructed.
"What?"
"Come over here and drop your trousers, please," she said, this time
making it sound more like a request than an order.
As I walked towards her I noticed that she had changed into a pair of
black, leather-look leggings, a black shirt and a pair of black penny
loafers that looked identical to mine. She had also refreshed her plum
coloured lipstick and her look, in my head, was putting a very strong
emphasis on the final letter in the MILF acronym.
As I stood in front of her the first wave of scent from her perfume
sent ripples of Goosebumps through my body and caused my penis to
swell.
"Undo your trousers sweetie."
Unable to move, and reluctant to reveal how excited I was in that
moment, Becky decided to take matters into her own hands. She reached
round to the side of the trousers and undid the zip. She then slowly
pushed the trousers down until she revealed the tops of the stockings I
was wearing and the tell-tale bump under my gold cami-knickers. She
carefully placed her fingers on the elasticated waist of the knickers
and pulled them down until my penis was eventually standing exposed and
naked in front of her.
"I've had a brainwave," she announced. "I think we can all see how
excited you are at wearing your pretty clothes. And if we're going to
be holding each other tight for an hour in the dancing lesson I think
the odds of you having one, or more, little accidents are quite high.
Don't you think, sweetie?"
This was simply a statement of fact that I couldn't deny so I meekly
nodded in agreement with her.
"And the last thing we want is you making a mess of these lovely soft
knickers. So I think you should wear this," she announced as she
started to roll a condom along the length of my shaft. She then took a
piece of pink ribbon she had been holding in her other hand and tied it
round the base. "That'll keep it on in the unlikely event that you go
soft at any point in the evening." She then crouched down slightly and
as gently as she could she pressed her lips against the top of the
shaft and left a plum lipstick mark on it. On seeing this my penis
twitched slightly. From her crouching position
Becky then started to adjust the tops of the stockings I was wearing.
"Oh my God, these look so amazing on you sweetie. If we didn't have an
appointment to go to I'd fuck you right here," she exclaimed.
Hearing this pushed me over the edge and I came into the condom, in
full view of Becky.
"Oh well, looks like my idea worked," she said as she pulled up the
knickers and zipped up my trousers. "Now I just need to get the rest of
you smelling as gorgeous as your hair and then we'd better be on our
way. It's a ten minute walk to the dance studio."
"What? We're walking to the studio? Like this? It's still light
outside. People will see me," I complained.
"Of course people will see you. I want them to see you, sweetie. It
would be terribly selfish of me to keep you all to myself when you look
this pretty."
"But...but..." I said, searching for some elusive words to persuade
Becky that sharing my "prettiness" with the world at this stage wasn't
necessarily a good idea. However whatever argument I was about to come
up with became lost in the mist of perfume that Becky sprayed on, and
around, me.
Becky inhaled deeply and said "I do love it when you smell just like
me."
And that was that. Before I knew it the door of the salon was being
locked behind us and Becky was linking her arm in mine and striding out
purposefully into the busiest part of the city-centre. We passed
countless numbers of people and the feeling I had every time that I
felt passers-by pay more than a glancing interest in my appearance will
never leave me.
We eventually arrived outside a fairly old, fairly run down building
and Becky veered in through the old wooden and glass revolving doors,
dragging me behind her. There was a small wooden reception desk to the
left of the door and seated behind it was what appeared to be the
building security guard. He was a frail, elderly looking man in his
late sixties and I guessed from his appearance that this building
didn't require much guarding.
"Can I help you ladies?" the guard said as we approached his desk.
"Me and the boyfriend," Becky said, gesturing with her head to make it
clear she was talking about me "have got a lesson booked at the dance
studio."
This clearly knocked the security guard off his game slightly, although
given his physical appearance that game was probably only dominoes. He
seemed to be staring at me in disbelief as my face turned a crimson red
and he said, without removing his eyes from me, "It's on the third
floor. The stairs are through the back there."
This little exchange seemed to provide Becky with some pleasure as she
clearly had a spring in her step as we made our way up three flights of
stairs, through a fire door and into a long corridor. The sign that
confronted us as we entered the hallway clearly instructed us that the
dance studio was to the left and the yoga studio was to the right.
Becky opened the door and pulled me by the hand in behind her.
When I entered I was stunned to see that two sides of the studio were
lined in full-height mirrors. Although this quickly became a secondary
concern when I also noticed that there were three other couples in the
room.
Becky leaned in and whispered "Oh my god, look at all those mirrors.
Hope you're not going to be staring at your reflection for the entire
lesson."
I didn't even have any time to process that comment when I heard
"Becky! Becky! What took you so long?"
At that point I looked over at the other three couples and, if Becky
hadn't had a firm grip on my hand, I would've ran straight out of that
room. Standing in the corner, limbering up, were Roxy and Duncan with,
what I assumed, was her girlfriend and his boyfriend.
On seeing them Becky gripped my hand even more tightly and we walked
over to greet them. Becky dragged me behind her in the same way that a
matador drags his cape into a bullfight.
As Becky greeted Roxy and Duncan with the campest of air kisses I
started to hope that, somehow, they hadn't recognised me. That hope
disappeared when Duncan came over, hugged me and said "You look
fabulous, Stephie. Just say the word and I'll ditch this one here and
me and you will run off to Gretna and get married." Duncan's partner
was clearly used to hearing this flirtatious banter as he just rolled
his eyes.
"Alistair, this is Stephie. He's the one I told you about. You know,
the one that was pretty enough to turn me into a top. Don't worry
though, I'll give you to the morning to clear out your stuff before he
moves in."
"Don't pay any attention to him, honey," said Alistair as he extended
his hand for a handshake. "He's all talk."
Then, just as I finished shaking his hand Roxy came over and hugged me.
"Let me look at you," she said, "You look amazing. No wonder you like
to wear girls' clothes when you look this good in them."
I blushed at this comment as Roxy then went on to introduce me to her
partner. "Stephie, this is Jess. Jess, this is Stephie."
Just like Alistair Jess held out her hand for me to shake and said
"Roxy wasn't kidding. You're so pretty."
Then just at that there were two sharp bangs on the floor and we all
turned round in the direction the noise came from. Standing there was
woman in her late thirties to early forties, wearing a long black
pleated skirt and a black vest like top under a long grey unbuttoned
woollen blouse. Her blonde hair had been tied back into a long ponytail
and her rather stern looking face wasn't softened any by the bright red
lipstick that coated her thin lips.
"Finished your chatter have you?" she asked as she stared directly at
me. "I am Amanda Brownlee, your ballroom dancing tutor for this
evening, and perhaps many others. Now this may just be a bit of fun to
you all but for me ballroom dancing is my passion and my livelihood. Do
as I say and you and your partner will soon be gliding across the floor
like Ryan Gosling and Emma Stone. It'll be up to you to choose which
one of those you'd prefer to be," she said as her intense gaze rested
on me. "Now I'm going to put on some music so that I can see what I'm
working with. You and your partner do whatever comes naturally to you."
As the music started Becky pulled me in tightly against her and the
chemistry of her scent mixing with mine caused an explosion in my
nostrils and a fire to start raging in my groin. Becky then started to
push forward and I found myself moving hesitantly backwards across the
floor as she held me tightly by the waist and moved us round in time to
the music. I felt powerless locked in Becky's arms as her movements
dictated mine. She was in charge of both direction and pace and to keep
this dance going I had to cede full control to her. For the very first
time I accepted that was a feeling I wanted to experience more of.
As we were dancing the intimidating Ms Brownlee started to make her way
round the group to share her observations and advice with each couple.
As Becky whirled me round the dancefloor I overheard Ms Brownlee share
the odd platitude with the other couples as she sought to strike a
difficult balance between helping them to get better and encouraging
them to come back.
She eventually stopped myself and Becky in mid-turn with a tap on
Becky's shoulder and seemed to be very enthusiastic about what she had
witnessed.
"My, my. Aren't you a special couple. It takes a very special boy to
let the lady lead like that. But I can tell you are a very special boy,
aren't you?" she said as she cupped my cheek in her hand. "And so
pretty. too," she added. "Where did you find this delightful creature?"
she asked Becky.
"Oh, he just sort of fell into my lap," replied Becky.
Ms Brownlee stared at me intensely and without looking at Becky said
"Well he can fall head first into my lap any time he likes." I could
feel the flames of embarrassment burning in my cheeks so I broke off
eye contact with Ms Brownlee and she started to address Becky.
"You're both doing ok for a couple that are new to ballroom dancing.
There's definitely a lot of chemistry between you. But if you don't
mind I'll just give you a couple of pointers that might help."
"No, feel free. That's what we're here for," replied Becky.
After receiving Becky's permission Ms Brownlee wasted no time and held
out her left hand and waited for me to take it. As soon as I did she
spun me round until she could pull me in close by wrapping with her arm
her around my waist. Ms Brownlee now held me in the same position that
Becky had me in moments earlier. Somehow, though, this felt much more
restrictive. This, of course, heightened my state of arousal. She then
started to move me around the floor, at first silently, and then after
a while each move, each spin, seemed to be punctuated with a question..
"Mmmm, you smell lovely.....sorry, what's your name dear?"
"It's Stephi....it's Stephen," I managed to say.
"Well, Stephen. That's a lovely perfume you're wearing. What's it
called?"
I blushed intensely at the fact that it was so obvious I was wearing
perfume, and also in the knowledge that I didn't actually know what
brand it was. "Eh, I'm not....I don't....I don't know. It's Becky's
perfume."
"Well Becky has marvellous taste. Is that her blouse you're wearing as
well?"
I nodded silently in response.
"It's so soft and feminine: just like you. Well apart from that hard
thing that seems to be poking me in the side here." She then let her
hand slip from my waist to cupping one of my buttocks and pulled me in
tightly against her. "If that's what you're like now imagine how hard
it's going to be when we've got you in a pretty gown."
I was rendered speechless as I started to feel the first spurt of
ejaculate being caught in the end of the condom Becky had placed on me
earlier. As this was happening Ms Brownlee whispered in my ear, "We're
going to have so much fun together, Stephen. I can't wait to pass on
all of my experience to you."
We suddenly came to a halt and Ms Brownlee extended my hand towards
Becky as an instruction for her to take over and start to lead me
around the dancefloor again.
"There, did you see what I did with the natural turns and the
hesitations?" she asked Becky. "I want you to try that with him."
For the rest of the evening I alternated between Becky's firm grip and
Ms Brownlee's strong, controlling embrace as she demonstrated a wide
variety of moves until, before I knew it, the lesson was over. With the
exception of the middle-aged couple that nobody knew, we all headed out
to a nearby restaurant to replenish our energy reserves. Becky even
asked Ms Brownlee if she wanted to come but unfortunately she had
another class to teach so declined the offer,,,,for now.
As we all sat down to eat there was much excited talk about the lesson
and it seemed as if we had all thoroughly enjoyed it. Despite this
though, nobody seemed that keen on going back for more lessons. Apart
from Becky and me, of course. She even went as far as to say that she
thought we'd be entering competitions within a few months.
I was less convinced that would happen but when I expressed this Becky
silenced me with a simple "Now, now sweetie. You know that you always
end up doing what I want. It's why we get on so well." This simple
statement was a verbal expression of what everyone had witnessed for
themselves during the dance lesson: where Becky led I would follow.
This was emphasised even further when the waiter arrived and Becky
ordered my drinks and food without making any reference to me at all.
As the wine flowed and the food silenced everyone's hunger pangs the
conversation turned to the weekend and Roxy took me by surprise
somewhat when she said "So, Stephie, are you coming out with us on
Saturday to celebrate Becky's birthday?"
I looked at Becky and asked, "It's you birthday on Saturday?"
"Yep. Forty-three."
"And you don't look a day over thirty-five," Roxy said.
"If that's what your eyes are telling you then you'd better be suing
your optician," Duncan joked.
"Thanks very much," Becky responded, pretending to be offended by
Duncan's comment.
"You'll need to come out with us on Saturday," Duncan said. "If this is
what you look like for a dance lesson can't wait to see you glammed up
for a big night out," said Duncan.
"Eh, I'm not....I'm not sure," I said, looking at Becky for some
guidance on what she wanted me to do.
After a brief hesitation Becky responded. "I agree, you should come out
with us. Camp David over there isn't the only one who can't wait to see
you dressed up for a night on the town."
This little verbal jab back from Becky elicited a nod of appreciation
from Duncan before he said, "That's it settled then. Here's to
Saturday," he said as he did the most Glaswegian thing possible by
raising his glass to get everyone to drink to the fact that we had
agreed to go out drinking again.
As the evening started to draw to a close and the bill was being
divided up I got up to go to the toilet and, as I caught my reflection
in one of the large mirrors that adorned the walls of the restaurant, I
suddenly remembered that I was wearing a blouse. This shook me
slightly, and I became a bit more self-conscious as I headed to the
gents.
However the tremors caused by this were nothing when compared to the
seismic shock that stopped me in my tracks as I remembered that earlier
in the evening Becky had rolled a condom onto my penis, sealed it with
a kiss and a pink ribbon, and the events of this evening had filled
that condom with semen.
Thankfully I recovered my composure quickly enough to turn around and
head back to the table, as everyone was saying their goodbyes. After
Roxy and Duncan and their partners had left Becky looked at me without
saying anything. After a few uncomfortable moments I broke the silence.
"What?"
"Were you not heading to the little boys' room?" Becky said.
"I decided I didn't need to go that badly."
"Good, that means I'll get the privilege of untying that pretty bow on
your condom seeing for myself how much you've enjoyed this evening. Now
get your coat, you've pulled."
What? Pulled? But I don't have a coat."
"Figure of speech, silly. But you're right to pick me up on one
inaccuracy: technically I'm the one that's pulled because you're coming
home with me," Becky said with a huge grin on her face.