Reunion Nightmare by Cindy Johnson
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Oh God, no. Please tell me she didn't just bring this up in front of
the entire family, and my wife. My stupid, drunk sister spilled our
family secret, and now everyone is looking at me giggling.
It was our semi-annual family reunion. The entire family comes to
Chicago to meet every two years from all over the country. We usually
have over 50 people attend the reunion, and we make it a fun party
weekend. This year I got to bring my wife Rose, who I married a little
over a year ago, in a small ceremony back home in Tampa Florida. She
was excited to meet my family and get to hear stories about my childhood
and learn about my extended family. Rose asked lots of questions about
our family and what I was like growing up.
My sister Maria was always the troublemaker in the family, and I should
not have expected anything less from her, especially after all the
drinks we all shared. Growing up she was always jealous of me because
of all the attention I got from mom, and I guess this was her way at
getting back at me for all those years.
Everyone always made comments that my sisters took after my dad's side
of the family. Don't get me wrong, they weren't homely or unattractive,
but they didn't get my mom's beauty genes. Moreover, by some type of
genetic mistake, I was blessed with my mom's feminine features,
beautiful thick hair, long legs, bright blue eyes, and her angelic face.
I never gave it much thought, but my relatives and friends always made
comments on how much I took after my mother, and I'm sure my sisters
resented it over the years.
Maria took the opportunity to tell Rose about our childhood and some
things about me I wanted to be kept secret. Things that most of the
family, except Rose, knew about my childhood. Maria laughed and made
light of how I used to dress up in my sisters ' clothes growing up, and
how everyone treated me like one of the girls. That wasn't bad enough
but, she explained, that when my sisters used to tease me, that Mom
stuck up for me. Mom always took my side and told my sisters that I was
prettier as a girl than they were, and that they could learn from me how
to be more feminine and behave like a proper young lady.
Of course, she didn't stop there. Maria explained that I was wearing
their clothes so often that mom eventually bought me my very own panties
and outfits, so that I could stop wearing my sister's things. She also
told Rose how excited I was to have my very own wardrobe, and how I wore
those outfits around the house. She even went on to tell her how I spent
most of my time dressed as a girl instead of playing ball like all the
other boys. She explained that I was dressed as a girl so often, that
the family just treated me like all the other girls in the family. They
came to accept me as their sister and eventually nobody paid any
attention to my dressing.
After everyone had a good laugh at my expense, Maria gave my wife a
serious look and asked, "Does he still dress in girls' clothes around
the house?"
Everyone suddenly looked over at Rose and waited for an answer. I could
see how uncomfortable she was as she finally spoke up, "Well no, this is
the first I've heard about that side of Kelly. He's never even brought
it up and I'm sure it was just a childhood phase."
Maria burst out laughing, "Childhood? Well he was dressing up like one
of the girls until he went away to college. It was normal to come home
and see him in a pretty dress, nylons, high heels, all made up and
acting just like one of our sisters. To be honest, Mom was right about
him being prettier than his sisters, and I have to admit that he
presented perfectly feminine, and really looked pretty as a girl. We
all expected him to come back from college as a transgender woman, but
clearly you've made a man out of him," Maria said as my mom punched her
in the arm, telling her to stop the teasing.
"Well, I can certainly tell you he's all man," Rose said in my defense.
I was so embarrassed as I sat there with the entire family listening and
watching this cruel event unfold. Mom changed the topic about my
childhood and told stories about the family, but I could see that Rose
was in deep thought, thinking about the things Maria exposed about me.
I was hurt and anxious to hear what Rose thought about the conversation.
Nothing else was mentioned and we left the next day to return home from
the reunion. Rose seemed quieter than normal and I tried just to let
things play out. It was after we landed back in Florida, got our bags,
and left the airport that Rose started talking.
"Well that was a fun weekend and I love your mom, and I wish I could
have met your dad. Your sister Maria is a character, isn't she?"
"Yes, Maria has a big mouth and can be obnoxious. I'm sorry if she made
you uncomfortable."
I could tell she had something on her mind and waited for her to say
what she was thinking. We continued to chat about the weekend, all the
people, and how happy she was to finally meet everyone. Then when I
thought we were done talking about the reunion, she asked the question
that I knew was on her mind.
"That was an interesting revelation I learned about you from Maria. Why
didn't you ever tell me about that part of you Kelly?"
I felt my stomach turn and a sharp pain in my heart. I was painfully
waiting for this topic to come up, and I knew the moment Maria opened
her big mouth that I would have a lot of explaining to do. I swallowed
hard and tried to look relaxed as I answered her.
"Oh, that was something I tried to forget. A part of me from my past,
and not the person I am today. I didn't see any reason to mention that,
especially since it was far in the past. Besides, I'm sure there are
lots of things you haven't told me about your childhood or boyfriends
growing up too."
She sat quietly as I drove home, contemplating what I had said. "I
guess you're right, no big deal. It's not like you still dress in
girls' clothes anymore."
I might have remained quiet for too long a time, as she took my hand and
said, "You don't still dress in female clothes, do you?"
I've never been able to lie and when I do, I always get caught so I just
didn't say anything as I continued to drive.
"Kelly, do you still do that? Tell me!"
"Rose, you know I love you and would never do anything to hurt you, but
once in a while I'll put on a pair of pantyhose and panties under my
work clothes for the day, just for the sensation."
She sat there thunderstruck with her mouth wide open, in complete shock.
I knew I had to say something but not sure what would help but tried
anyway.
"It's nothing, really. I just like how it feels and sometimes when I'm
stressed, it helps to wear something feminine, that's all. It has
nothing to do with our relationship."
Obviously, I said the wrong thing and should have just kept my mouth
shut. I realized this the moment I said it.
"It has nothing to do with our relationship? Did you really just say
that? My husband has kept a secret like this from me? My husband is
wearing female lingerie under his work clothes, and keeping this a
secret from his wife, and that has nothing do with our relationship?"
She said obviously distraught as we drove into the garage.
"Bring the bags in and let me spend some time alone to think about this.
I'm going to take a bath and try to calm down and comprehend
everything," she said closing her car door, and walking into the house
before I even got out of the car. I have never seen her this angry, and
I was really pissed at my sister and her big mouth. She may have caused
a huge rift in our marriage, potentially ending it if Rose didn't
understand and wanted nothing to do with a man that wears women's
clothing. I loved her so much and would do anything to keep what we had
up until now.
It was now 3pm, and the afternoon sun was bright, on this Florida summer
day. Rose came downstairs an hour later, looking very relaxed and
refreshed. "Kelly, open a bottle of wine and bring out two glasses to
the patio," she said as she walked out to the pool area in her pink
bikini.
I joined her on the adjacent chaise lounge and poured two glasses of
wine and sat quietly. After we finished our second glass, she started
the conversation.
"Obviously we have to talk, and I'll expect complete honesty. Having to
find out about this secret of yours the way I did in front of your
family, was humiliating. I felt very uncomfortable in front of all your
family, and somehow betrayed. I thought we told each other everything,
no secrets, remember? That was one of the first things we agreed to
when we started getting serious. Now it appears you have not been
honest with me, and that is something that is difficult to forgive. I
need a relationship with someone that I can count on and trust. I
thought it was you, but now I'm having second thoughts.
Now, I want to know everything, and no holding back. If I get a sense
that you are lying to me or holding anything back, I swear I don't know
what I'll do, but the feelings I have right now aren't good, believe me.
So, you better tell me everything, and answer any of my questions
without obfuscation. Do you understand Kelly?"
"Yes, I understand, and I'm so sorry you found out about this the way
you did. It was something that I never thought would be a thing between
us and didn't see the need to tell you about it as I didn't see it
impacting our relationship, which I do know it does now. I'm so sorry
for not coming clean, but surely you can see that something like that
would be very embarrassing to tell your partner," I pleaded.
"Don't start that again. As partners I believe we should know
everything about each other, all our secrets, fantasies, and desires. I
understand how it would embarrass you, but the strength of our
relationship should be strong enough to overcome anything."
"I agree, and I was wrong for not telling you about it sooner. What do
you want to know, I'll tell you everything."
"First, you said that you sometimes wear pantyhose and panties under
your work clothes. Do you wear my things, or do you have your own
lingerie?"
Gulping and realizing I had to answer honestly, I said, "I have my own
things."
"Wow, so you've been hiding these feminine clothes somewhere? Where
exactly?"
"The old steamer trunk in the basement. I've been keeping the items in
there."
"Where did you buy these items?" she asked as she poured another glass
of wine from the second bottle I had fetched.
"I ordered things from several places on-line, over a long period of
time."
We were both getting a little tipsy from the 3rd glass of wine and the
hot sun as she asked, "Exactly what did you buy, what items?"
This was going to be difficult to answer because I only admitted to
wearing pantyhose and panties, but I was about to come clean on much
more.
"Well, several pairs of bras and panties, pantyhose, and some other
things."
"Like what?"
"Some outfits."
"Kelly, stop it. You're holding back and what did I say about that.
Start talking. What's in the trunk?"
"OK, several outfits, dresses, blouses, high heels, wigs, makeup, night
gowns, and sleepwear."
She looked at me puzzled and shocked, "I thought you said you only wore
panties and pantyhose under your suit. Apparently, you weren't being
completely honest before, were you?"
"Well, that part about the pantyhose under my pants is true, but
sometimes I will put on an outfit when I'm alone or on a business trip.
Sometimes I pack a special outfit to sleep in or just wear around the
hotel room."
"Dear god, I'm married to a cross dresser? You wear women's clothes
behind my back and never expected this to come out, did you? Don't
answer that, I already know the answer. How did this all start in the
first place?"
I explained, "I was the youngest of my 5 sisters. I was living in a
house of 6 females since dad was not around. Watching them always
dressing up in nice clothes, fixing each other hair and makeup and all
girly things made me interested. I remember being very young and
putting on a pair of my sisters' panties that were sticking out of the
hamper. I can still remember them. Silky pink nylon with some lace
around the edges, and when I put them on, it just felt right."
"How old were you?"
"I've thought about that quite often and I think I was 4 years old
because I remember that on my 5th birthday, I was wearing Emily's
panties, when I blew out the candles."
"Wow, that's a long time. How did it progress?"
"When I was about 9 years old mom caught me a few times in her closet
and asked me what I was doing there. After getting caught several more
times she sat me down and asked if I was wearing her things. I remember
feeling guilty and crying when I said yes. She told me to stop crying,
and that it was OK, and I wasn't in any trouble. She said she
understood that it must be hard growing up around all of us girls, and
if I wanted to wear some of their things, there was no harm.
Mom did explain that it wasn't right to wear other girls ' clothes
without permission, and that it might be better if I had my own things
to wear. That weekend mom came back from the mall with 4 bags and told
me to follow me up to my bedroom.
She took everything out of the bags and laid them out on the bed. There
were several packages of panties, some with the days of the week, a
trainer bra, two pairs of tights, and a pair of low heeled pink shoes.
There were also 2 dresses, a skirt and several tops and a small makeup
bag that had some lipstick and powder. I had a big smile on my face as
I hugged her and thanked her for all the nice things.
"You're welcome honey, but you need to keep this in your bedroom. Put
everything away nicely, as you've seen me, and you sisters do numerous
times. I'll expect nothing less than that from you. Feel free to wear
this in your bedroom with the door locked, but let's not venture out of
your room. Your sisters all know that you like to dress up, but they
have all complained to me that they are tired of you wearing their
clothes and stretching them out. So, from now on, you will wear your
own things, and only in your bedroom. If you need something else, just
ask me and I'll get it for you. Do you understand?
That was how things progressed, and from then on, I wore girls clothes
every day as soon as I came home from school. I would run up to my
room, get dressed in a complete outfit, put on some lipstick, and
eventually eye makeup, and do my homework. I would come down for dinner
in my boy clothes and then go back to my room for the rest of the night.
Of course, my sisters noticed the makeup that I tried to remove, and
they knew I was dressing up in my room, but never said anything.
Everything was peaceful, but just when you least expect it, things
happen. I was 13 years old, when one day I was all dressed up when we
had a small grease fire in the kitchen and the house immediately filled
up with smoke. Mom yelled for all of us to get out of the house, and
moments later while we were all standing outside, the fire trunks rolled
up and put out the fire. By this time, all the neighbors, and my
sisters realized I was dressed in a pink flowered dress, with my pink
heels and full face makeup. We were all panicked from the fire that
nobody noticed until the fire was under control, and I was standing next
to my sisters in full feminine fashion.
Our neighbor Mrs. Hendrick was looking at me and said, "Kelly, is that
you? Why are you dressed like that?" but before I could answer she
continued. "I always said you were such a cute boy, but you really look
much nicer dressed this way. You look so natural and pretty, and I
wouldn't have recognized you if you weren't here with your sisters. You
make a remarkable looking girl."
I was devastated. There I was, caught and being told I should continue
to dress this way because I looked so good as a girl. The truth was I
felt invigorated, and sexually aroused to hear that from another woman.
The word got out about me dressed this way, but surprisingly nobody
cared. I didn't get harassed by any of my friends or the kids at
school. And even more odd, was that my sisters started encouraging me
to dress more openly, and not just in my room. Mom agreed with them,
and after that event, I dressed as a girl whenever I was home, and not
in school. Mom even started taking me out shopping with my sisters and
doing things as one of the girls. My sisters accepted me this way, and
even taught me how to apply makeup the correct way. They involved me in
their talks and treated me like their sister. They made me feel
accepted into the secret society only reserved for girls.
Over the next few years, I learned about fashion, they taught me how to
walk naturally in high heels, how to sit and cross my legs and act
naturally feminine. I was a quick learner and progressed to the point
of being completely passable. This is when mom used to give my sisters
a hard time, because I was acting and looking so feminine, that I made
mom proud of me being a pretty girl. Mom always wanted my sisters to be
a girly girl, like my mother instead of being sloppy and lazy about
their own appearance.
Mom tried to motivate them by teasing my sisters, telling them that I
was more of a girl then they were, and even made a better girl than they
did because I was so neat and careful about my appearance, some of my
sisters, including Maria, became a little resentful and wasn't as nice
to me from then on, but I understood. I'm sure mom was only trying to
get my sisters to act more like her at the time, but she created some
resentment that clearly exist to this day.
Anyway, I learned a great deal from my sisters, including a great deal
about boys, what they want, how they kiss, and many other things that
you can only imagine. Eventually each sister went off to college, or
moved out, leaving just Mom and I in the house for my last year of high
school.
Mom and I went out often to dinner, a movie or just shopping as mother
and daughter. She really enjoyed my company and I enjoyed living as her
daughter. It was all fun and games until it was time for me to go off
to college. We both realized that I would have to make some profound
changes, and I accepted things for what they were. That last summer I
packed all of my feminine clothes away and became my male self from that
time forward.
I went off to college and put all of my focus into school and didn't
look back. I believed that I would have no desire to dress that way
anymore and wanted to live a new life as myself. I finished school
after only 3 years and met you, and my life changed forever. I fell in
love with you and was excited when you agreed to become my wife. I
promised I would love you forever and I intend to keep that promise.
Living with you is amazing, and I love every moment. I guess what
triggered my old cross-dressing feelings was seeing your pretty lingerie
in the bathroom, or on a hanger in the closet. There was a magnetic
attraction to them, and I started touching them and longing to wear some
of that clothing. That's when I started ordering a few things from
Amazon, to just have an item to wear once in a while. As I wore them
under my clothes I wanted more, and of course over the next few months I
had ordered many items that now are downstairs in that trunk. I'm
sorry, and what I have told you is the entire truth. I hope you can
understand why I never mentioned it before and kept it a secret."
Rose gave me an empathetic smile and rubbed my arm. "This must all be
so hard for you Kelly. Thank you for telling me everything. Does
anyone else know about your recent dressing habits?"
"Nobody," I answered.
"Not even anyone on-line or in a chat room?" she asked as she squinted
her eyes looking to see how I answer.
"Well. I. Maybe."
"What does that mean?" she said a little agitated.
"Well, I have chatted with others about this online, but they don't know
me."
"Really? Bring me your laptop and show me," she said as she laid back
in the chaise lounge, dismissing me from our conversation. I knew I had
no choice and brought my laptop back to the patio.
"Open it up on the table in the shade, and show me what you've been
doing," she said not even looking over at me. I brought up one of the
chat rooms I visit and logged in. It was only a moment later that the
bell chimed indicating an instant message from one of the members. When
she heard that she came over to the table.
"Show me what you do. What was that bell?" But before I could answer
the chat window opened and there was an instant message from, Alpha for
Fem boy, to Kellie.
"Alpha for Fem boy? And you're Kellie spelled as a girl's name?
Interesting.
The message read, ''Hi Kellie, I've missed you.'
Rose looked at me and just said, "Well? Aren't you going to answer
him?"
I just typed back, 'Hello.'
"I'm so glad to catch you here, it's been a few days and I've missed our
chats. What are you wearing?"
I sat there stunned as I looked down at the floor. I could tell Rose
was taking all of this in.
"Oh my goodness! You have an online boyfriend! You are a naughty girl,
aren't you? I can't wait to hear you explain this."
Rose took the computer and started typing back to Alpha as I watched on
in disbelief.
"Well Alpha, I'm wearing a pair of pink panties with matching high heels
by the pool today. Where did we leave off last time?"
"That's hot, I'd love to see you in it. How about a photo?"
Rose was ignoring me and typed back, 'Not now. Remind me how we left
things last time, baby.'
I sat there with a heavy feeling of dread as I heard the notification
bell ring again and looked up in disbelief as I read his reply with
Rose.
"Well Kellie, after you sucked my cock, I promised to buy you a new
outfit. I'm true to my word and I'll pick out something sexy for you,
but you never gave me your address. Want to give it to me now? I can
bring it over myself, would you like that."
She turned to me with a look I've never seen before and said, "Holy
shit! I can't believe you, Kelly. You're not a man, are you? You are
nothing but a beta boi, a fem, a faggot. I'm so disgusted with you
right now." She typed back to him, "I'm thinking about it and I might
give you my address next time we chat, but I have to run now. See you
soon, lover."
She told me to shut it down and I did.
"What else? Tell me what else you've been up to? How many other guys
do you do that with? Wait, don't tell me, I don't want to know. What
else do you do on the laptop regarding your sexual play. Don't you dare
hold anything back, or I'll kick you out of this house so fast you won't
know what hit you."
She started going through my emails and web history as I contemplated
telling her about my story writing but also knew that if she found out
on her own, I was done.
"Well, I kind of write fantasy stories."
"Show me."
I pointed her to a file called CDSTYS and when she clicked there were
over 70 stories that I have written for self-expression and pleasure
over the years.
"You've written over 70 stories about your cross dressing fantasy? What
are they about?"
I tried to explain that while I was in college and not dressing, my only
vice was writing stories about things I fantasized about. I wasn't
looking to do any of them, but just fantasized and put them to writing.
This helped suppress my dressing desires.
"Get me a USB drive. I'm going to copy all of these and read about your
fantasies and what makes you tick."
I did as she asked, went inside the house, and came back and handed her
the USB drive, with trembling hands.
"Why are your hands shaking?" she asked as she inserted the USB drive
and downloaded all the stories. She would later load them on to her
tablet and read each one of them and discover each, and every one of her
husband's deep secrets.
"Because some of these stories are very explicit, and things I would
never dream of doing. You need to remember these are just fantasies,
and not something I really want to happen. I'm afraid if you read them
you will get the wrong idea."
As she downloaded the files she said, "Well, I also realize that there
is some truth in every thought and fantasy. I'm going to read exactly
what was on your mind and discover your deepest desires. I would rather
that you told me about your fantasy's in bed, while we were being
intimate with each other, but you have proven I can't trust you to tell
me all of your desires.
Now I get to read about them, and I can't wait to see what makes you
tick, because just in the last two hours I discovered that you not only
wear pantyhose and panties, but you have a full wardrobe, and dress in
secret. I learned that you have conversations in chat rooms, and on-
line sex with other men, I learned that you refer to yourself by the
feminine name Kellie, as a female. I'm learning that I really didn't
know who you are, and I'm about to find out.
Until I have time to read every story, do some research on this and
contemplate our relationship, you can either stay out of my sight and
sleep in the guest room, or go to a hotel until I tell you my decision
about our marriage. However, let me be clear, things will change, I am
certain of that. I do love you, however, I don't want to have a
marriage with someone I can't trust or rely on. We've only been married
a short time so if I decide to divorce you over this, I will. I have to
consider my future and how I want to spend the rest of my life. Do you
understand what I'm saying, Kelly?"
Heartbroken, I said yes. "I do understand, and please forgive me. I'll
do anything to keep us together, please don't leave me. From now on
I'll tell you everything, but you'll soon read everything there is to
know about me, and I hope you can find room in your heart to forgive me
and give me another chance."
"We'll see, but no promises. I'm going over to Vickie's house for a
while and I'm not sure when I'll be back. Please clean up and don't be
around when I come back. I'm so disgusted with you right now that I
don't want to see you when I get back. If you hear me come in the
house, please go to the guest room, and stay away from me until I tell
you differently."
Just like that, she got up and put on a sundress over her bikini and
drove off to her sister Vickie's house. She often would go and visit
her on the weekend so it wouldn't be odd if she happened to visit today.
I liked Vickie, as she was a kind and friendly person. Her husband Tex,
was a jerk. A real Alpha Male, loud, demanding and controlling. He was
6 foot 6 inches tall, ex-marine, with a muscular build. On the other
hand, I was an inch taller than my wife at 5 foot 8 inches with a
slender or slight build and Tex always intimidated me with his presence
and strong personality, which is why I seldom went over there with Rose
for a visit.
I picked up the glasses and put things away, unpacked our luggage and
put the dirty laundry in the wash then folded and put everything away in
our drawers and closet. It was a little after 9 when I heard the garage
door open and I scurried off to the guest room on the other side of the
house. We have a large home, with a mother-in-law suite that was on the
complete other side of the house. This room had a large bedroom, a
sitting room, bathroom, and access to the kitchen. This was to be my
home for the near future as I closed the door just as Rose entered the
house.
For the next two weeks my daily routine was to get up early and leave
for work before Rose woke up. When I got home each night, I came in the
garage door and entered the suite from the private entrance, to be sure
and observe her wishes of not being seen. Rose was spending several
nights at Vickie's place and would come home occasionally to pick up
some clothes and personal items.
Other than a few text messages regarding some financial matters, I did
not speak or see my wife for the next two weeks. I was terribly nervous
about how this was headed and how fast our relationship had changed.
I was also concerned about how she would react after she read my
stories. I wrote some of these in my last year of college, without
dressing for several years and very frustrated these stories got quite
explicit and a little wild. The themes of my stories ranged from simple
cross-dressing during my first year, to the very extreme in my last year
of college. Some of my stories included bondage, chastity, cuckolding,
humiliation, and sex with men. Yes, my stores were extremely
descriptive, and without any context, anyone reading it would believe
that I was extremely perverse, and even bisexual. I knew I was in for a
rough time after she read all my stories, but at this point there was
nothing I could do except focus on work and stay out of site.
The following Monday while I was at work, I got a call from Rose. It
was brief but gave me some hope. When I answered it, I tried to have a
conversation but all she said was that she has come to some conclusions
and wants to meet me for drinks on Friday after work to discuss our
future. Of course, I agreed, and we were all set for 6pm at Bradley
Steak House downtown, near my office.
The week went by slowly as I patiently waited for our date and finally
it was Friday. The day went by at a snail?s pace as all I could think
about was what she was going to say. I got to the restaurant on time
and was told that my guest was already seated and to follow her. I
followed the young shapely hostess and admired her little black dress,
long legs and four inch heels. I was feeling very positive until I came
to the table to see my wife and her sister Vickie sitting together on
one side of the booth.
"Hi Rose and hello Vickie," I said trying to remain calm but deeply
disappointed as I was expecting an intimate dinner with my wife.
I sat across from them with what I assume was a surprised look on my
face. Rose smiled and took my hand as she looked into my eyes. I asked
Vickie to join me tonight for support, because you know how soft and
agreeable, I can be. She insisted she be here for my best interest,
nothing more.
I smiled and said, that was find I always enjoyed Vickie?s company," but
tonight I wished she wasn't here. We ordered drinks and had some small
talk about the weather, how hot it has been, and the current teachers
strike. The conversation actually calmed me down and when my double
martini arrived, I anxiously started drinking to calm down.
After we finished our second drink, we told the waitress to keep the
drinks coming. I was very relaxed now and had a nice buzz. I figured
this conversation wasn't going to be about our relationship and felt
more at ease. That didn't last too long as Rose started speaking about
our current situation.
"Kelly, you must know that I tell Vickie everything and have ever since
we were little girls. We keep no secrets from each other, and she knows
exactly what we are going through, and since she has always been the
smarter, and more levelheaded one in the family, I asked her to join us
tonight.
My mouth was agape as I sat there stunned. "You told Vickie some of the
things we talked about?"
"Oh no dear, I told her everything, including the stores that we both
read together."
Vickie smiled and said, "You really are an amazing writer. I felt as if
I was part of some of those stories and to be honest, several of them
made my pussy wet. You've given me some new ideas I intend to try.
Don't worry Kelly, I won't be telling anyone about this, but I must say
I can definitely picture you dressed in a feminine outfit, I mean with
your slender build and pretty boy face, I can imagine you make a
stunning girl. But that's not important right now. Right now, Rose
needs to know where your marriage is headed.
When she came and confided these new revelations, she was ready to leave
you. She was very upset because she loves you dearly but wasn't sure
she could handle everything she learned in such a short time. You
should be happy to know that I stuck up for you and helped her
understand that she needs to give you a chance to redeem yourself.
I explained that sex is just superficial, and fantasies are only that,
fantasies. She made me understand that sex is just sex but love it much
more important. I encouraged her to explore your fantasies and find out
if there are things you can enjoy together.
Now you will have an opportunity to save your marriage, but you will
have to agree to our terms. This might sound extreme, but it's for your
own good. For the next year you will submit your will to both Rose and
myself. It's a very simple agreement which Rose will explain in more
detail, but basically you will show your love and commitment, by giving
yourself to us for the next year to prove your love to Rose.
You have twelve hours to let us know if you agree to the terms of the
agreement, we will leave with you tonight. Just to be clear, Rose will
expect full co-operation and compliance, otherwise whatever marriage is
left will be over, and you will have to immediately move out, and accept
her divorce agreement that we have written out. Your choice is to say
no, and file for an amicable divorce. This might be an easier path for
what is in store for you, but you will lose Rose forever."
Rose then took over, "Yes Kelly, after that weekend with your family and
then that chat room episode, I was sure I was married to a gay man. At
that moment I just wanted to end our marriage, but after a lot of
reading and talking to people, I think we might be able to work things
out, if we work together.
If you agree to this arrangement, then you will sign the divorce
agreement in this folder. You will see it is very one sided and
designed to motivate you to live up to the promises I hope you will
decide to make. I have no desire to counter sign the divorce papers,
unless you fail to live up to your end of the agreement. To be clear,
the reason I want you to sign it, is to make sure you don't back out on
your word. By signing it, I will control your fate. I'll keep it safe,
secure, and unsigned, unless you give me reason to execute the divorce
agreement.
We believe that this is the best way of making sure you live up to your
word and enable us to stay happily married. Unless you break your
promise to both Vickie and myself, we should have an exciting year of
self-discovery. You will notice that the agreement expires in exactly 1
year from tomorrow, which means for the next year we basically own you.
You know that Vickie and I are caring and gentle, we won't make you do
anything that you don't want to do, which should give you some feeling
of encouragement. So read this tonight and get it back to me signed by
noon tomorrow, signed, and notarized. If you don't, I'll understand
that our marriage is not that important to you, and I'll file for
divorce by the end of the week.
Everything is now in your hands and I'm anxious to hear your decision.
Vicky and I are not staying for dinner and we just wanted to meet in a
quiet place to discuss our future. Stay for a while and read the
agreement then let me know your decision. If I don't hear from you by
midnight, I'll assume you want to end our marriage. That would be sad,
and I would hate for that to be how we end up, but if you consider the
options you, we might end up stronger than ever in a year from now.
Please consider my offer and let me know your answer."
They got up and picked up their purses. And as I watched Vicky start to
leave, Rose bent down and kissed me gently on the lips and said, "I do
love you, and this is for your own good. Please consider this an
opportunity for reconciliation, and a new life together. I Love you."
I sat there with my mouth open for the second time, as I watched the
love of my life walk away as I sat helpless. I now had to make the
final decision on our marriage. I thought to myself, I was actually
lucky that she wasn't just going to leave me and that she was giving me
a chance to save our marriage.
The waitress brought me a fourth martini as I sat there with a tear in
my eyes feeling sorry for myself. After staring at the manila folder in
front of me for ten minutes, I decided to open it and read the one page
agreement.
When I read it, I realized how devastating this would be if we both
signed the agreement. It stated that I would immediately give Power of
Attorney to Rose for all of our financial holdings, including the house
that was paid for from some investments. It read that I agreed to give
up all of my assets and possessions and agreed to pay a monthly alimony
of 85% of my total income, basically leaving me destitute.
The attorney firm that put this together is known as one of the most
respected firms in the City. She wasn't fooling around, but she said
she wouldn't sign it if I agreed to her terms, which seemed simple.
Just obey her wishes for the next year. Surely, I can do that, and in a
year, she would rip this up and we would be back to a normal life.
Did I trust her to not just sign the agreement? Yes, she was not a
vengeful person, and would not do anything cruel or mean in spite of our
current situation. My choice was divorce and lose her forever, which
was something I could not live with. I would do anything for her and
now I had to either give myself to her totally for the next year or lose
her.
Finally, after reading the agreement for the fifth time, I realized that
the only thing I really wanted was to spend my life with Rose and would
do anything to keep her. At that point I understood that I was going to
agree to her demands. As the waitress took my credit card, I sent Rose a
text that said, "Rose I love you, and will do anything to keep you.
Yes, I agree to your terms and can't wait to get our lives back on
track."
A few minutes later a text came back that said, "Oh honey, I'm so happy
because I really didn't want to end our marriage. Just be sure you
understand that I am serious about my expectations from you. Full co-
operation to all my rules and wishes."
I read her text and said, "Yes, I understand, and I would have done it
anyway without even signing this agreement, but if that's what you need,
I'll sign it. You know I trust you, and I am putting myself in your
hands. I love you."
"OK, I'll meet you at the UPS store over by the gym tomorrow at 9am, and
we can have the agreement notarized. Once we have that behind us, we
can start mending our relationship. I'm looking forward to being with
you again. See you tomorrow at 9."
After closing my bar tab, I left and went back home to contemplate what
I just agreed to and what was in store for us over the next year.
What I didn't realize was that Vickie came up with the idea after she
learned all about my secret life from Rose, and reading all the stories
I had written, which exposed my deepest fantasies. After Rose confided
with her sister about us, Vickie felt compelled to confide with Rose
about her own relationship.
Her husband Tex, has always been a control freak in their marriage and
treated Vickie like a second class citizen. He loved to boss her around
and had got rough with her several times. Vickie discovered some past
things about Tex. It seems that her big strong, alpha husband, also had
a secret fantasy. His was about having sex with weaker boys and Vickie
found out all about it from some people from his past.
After she discovered his darkest secrets, she used it to control him to
her will. It actually helped temper his macho and controlling
personality with Vickie. In fact, from that day forward, Vickie was in
charge and he treated her like a queen. Tex never raised his voice or
hand to Vickie again. He understood that his secret could never be
told, and he would do whatever she wanted to keep his past life and
fantasies a secret. Since Vickie had experience with these types of
sexual proclivities, and because sisters are good at keeping secrets,
she was good at plotting how to manage these men and in this case, their
husbands. Apparently, I was about to become willing subjugated.
The next morning, I met Rose in front of the UPS store and to my
surprise she gave me a big hug and a tender kiss hello. This was the
first time since the reunion that she showed any sign of affection, and
my heart melted in her arms. We broke the kiss, she smiled and said,
"I'm so happy you feel our marriage is important enough to meet here and
sign the agreement. I didn't sleep all night because I was afraid that
you would change your mind and that I would lose you forever, but now we
start a new chapter of our lives together."
Five minutes later the notary stamped my signature and Rose took the
divorce agreement, put it in an envelope and sealed it in front of me,
"I have no intention of opening this envelope as long as you live up to
your end of the bargain. Vickie will hold it for safe keeping, and in
one year from today it will be null and void, and we will then start
another chapter of our lives." She kissed me tenderly and smiled, "I
love you baby."
As we were headed out to the parking lot, she gave me some instructions,
"Get some rest today and meet me a 2pm at this location. I'll be in the
parking lot and I'll explain things at that time. This is just the
beginning baby. I plan on having you move back into the bedroom tonight
and sleep in your arms again. See you there at 2pm, and done be late,"
she said handing me note with an address.
I was so excited that when I got back to the house, I spent the day
cleaning it and making sure it looked perfect. The day went by quickly,
and the house was spotless. I laid out by the pool for an hour and
tried to relax. At 1pm I took a shower, put on a pair of jeans and a
nice shirt, and left to meet Rose at 1:40. I recognized the address to
be about ten minutes away, and planned on getting there early.
As I drove, I looked for the address on the buildings, and finally came
upon the location written on her note. I pulled into the parking parked
in front of the Serenity Salon, where Rose was standing and talking on
her cell phone.
I got out of the car and walked up to her, but before I could ask why we
were meeting at her salon she spoke, "I missed you darling. Today is a
special day for you and just the beginning of things to come. In a few
seconds you will be going into the salon and meeting with Jessica, my
stylist. I've planned an entire afternoon, as a spa day for you my
darling. You will be here for several hours getting pampered and
spoiled. Vickie dropped me off, so I'll need your car while you're
enjoying your spa day. I'll be moving my things back into our home this
afternoon. Jessica has a list of everything you are to experience
today. I expect you to quietly agree to whatever she says and follow
her instructions, do you understand?"
Not knowing what to say I looked confused, "I don't understand."
"Oh silly, you will soon enough. You just need to follow my wishes and
do exactly what Jessica tells you to do this afternoon. Here," she said
handing me a small pill and pulling out a bottled water out of her
purse. "This is a mild sedative, which will help you relax and enjoy
the treat I've planned for you. Now, no more talk. Swallow the pill,
go inside, and ask for Jessica. I'll take your keys and see you soon."
I took the pill and hoped it would calm my nerves as I watched Rose turn
and start the car. She waited for me to go into the shop before I saw
her pull out of the parking lot. I went to the receptionist, a young
tall sexy girl with perfectly applied makeup, styled hair, and sparkling
smile and said, "I have an appointment with Jessica."
"Her heart-stirring smile made me weak as she spoke in a British accent,
"Lovely, I'll let her know you're here. Please have a seat and I'll
bring you a glass of wine while you wait darling." As I looked around,
I could instantly tell that this was an upscale salon that catered to
fashion conscience women, who cared about their looks and being
pampered. I never had a spa day and thought it would actually be fun to
be pampered all afternoon. Maybe a massage or a facial, I was wondering
what she had planned. It was so thoughtful of her to do this for me
today. I was smiling to myself as I realized the pill she gave me had
already taken the edge off my nerves. In fact, I was relaxed and
starting to just enjoy the experience.
Jessica was another strikingly beautiful woman about 5 foot 9 inches,
and taller than myself in her heels, with long black hair and striking
green eyes. Large breast, small waist, and perfectly applied makeup. I
was intimidated by her beauty as she greeted me and brought me back to
her private area.
"Oh my, Rose was right, you have wonderful facial features, and I love
your hair. Most girls I know would kill for hair like yours. Your thick
blonde hair is really something with those blue eyes. Nice skin, and
well just a perfect prospect for what Rose has outlined for you today.
Let me fill up your wine glass. I want you to just relax here for a few
moments."
I sat in her chair observing the room, which was completely designed for
women, which made me feel a little out of place, but the wine and
sedative was doing its job. I didn't have a care in the world and sipped
on the second glass of wine as Jessica came back into the room holding a
notepad.
"Rose explained everything and detailed exactly what she wants done
today. She also told me to remind you not to complain or put up any
arguments today, or I am to call her. She said you would understand
what this meant. Now, the first treatment today is with the
esthetician. You have light colored fine hair, so this treatment should
be fairly fast and easy. Tina is waiting for you now, so please follow
me."
I stood up and almost fell over, as a result of the drinks and the pill
I had taken. Jessica took my arm as I giggled and walked with her into
another room. Tina also looked like a super model. I smiled and I stared
at her as she said hello. "Please take off your clothes and lay on the
table, I'll be back in a few moments."
After taking all my clothes off I got on the table and covered myself
with the sheet that was on the table. I had a big smile on my face as
Tina came back in and commented, "You seem happy today, and I'm pleased
to meet you."
"Nice to meet you too Tina. I think I had too much wine after I took
that pill from my wife," I said now even more giggly. She laughed and
removed the top part of the sheet and examined my body.
"You don't have much body hair to speak of and your blond hair is very
fine. This should go extremely easy. I can tell you that every girl I
know would love to have such light coverage, you're making my job very
easy today."
For the next forty minutes Tina gently applied and removed hot wax over
my entire body. I was feeling so relaxed and comfortable that when she
got to my private area and applied wax to all my pubic hair, I didn't
even resist. I felt the pain as she ripped off the strips of wax, but
it didn't bother me enough to complain. She spent some time between my
legs as she only left a very small patch of hair, as was outlined in the
detailed notes that Rose left for her. When she was done, she rubbed a
lavender scented oil over my entire body. Having this beautiful woman
rub this scented lotion on my freshly dehaired body was amazing. She
covered me up when she was done and started working on my face.
"Doesn?t that lotion smell delicious?" she said as she carefully applied
wax to my eyebrows.
"Oh my god, it's amazing. It feels so good, I would love to do this
again sometime."
"I'm sure you'll be back for maintenance in order to keep you nice and
smooth, but right now don't move as I work on your eyebrows honey."
After she done waxing both eyebrows, she took her tweezers and started
plucking away. This went on for at least five minutes and I was
wondering If there were any eyebrows left, as I just laid there content
and happy with a big silly smile.
I was there for less than an hour, and when she was done she handed me a
pink robe and matching silky shorts, "Slip into these honey," and then
led me over to the wash basin where I was handed off to another
beautiful young girl that introduced herself as Gloria. For the next
twenty minutes Gloria washed and massaged my scalp. I had to thank Rose
for this spa day, so far, I was enjoying the experience, even the pain
of the waxing.
At this point my legs were like jelly when I got up from the sink.
Gloria helped me back to Jessica's room where Jessica was waiting.
"Well, we are ahead of schedule and that will give me more time to make
you perfect. Rose called and was happy to hear you were getting along
nicely. She's excited for you and can't wait to see you later this
afternoon.
Jessica handed me another glass of wine as she started working on my
hair. She told me she knew all about me from Rose and how I work for
the Dept of Health and Human Services. I told her it wasn't too
exciting, but it was a great job with amazing government benefits.
Well you're lucky to have a job you like, and Rose seems to love her job
as well. In fact, she's my Dermatologist, which is how we met. It must
be nice to be married to a doctor who can always help plump up your
lips, which would look amazing on you, I'm sure.
I was groggy and might have nodded off as she worked on my hair, because
the next thing I remember was sitting under a hair dryer next to several
women. I woke up with a fright, not remembering where I was or what was
happening. The pill was wearing off as was the buzz from the wine.
Once I realized where I was, I sat quietly trying to remember things. I
remembered walking with Jessica and then hearing her say that she will
be back for me. I recalled everything up to this point and realized
what was happening and became very aware and nervous. When Jessica came
back for me and took me back to her room, I tried to act calm, but I was
clearly nervous.
"Are you OK honey? You look upset."
"I think the pill wore off and I'm trying to recall things we did today,
and for the life of me I can't remember why I was under the hair dryer."
"Yes, those pills can do that. Rose gave me a few when I was having
problems with my boyfriend, and they can really relax you. Just relax,
you're in good hands. So far today we've made your body very smooth. I
cut your hair into a cute new style and added some extensions while you
fell asleep in my chair. Do you remember how we talked about some curls
for your hair, well that's why we used the dryer, to set the curls which
I'm about to comb out right now. Trust me, you're in good hands and
you're going to look just darling when we're done. Now, after I finish
with your hair, I'll be sending you up front for your manicure and
pedicure. After that, our makeup artist will be here to do you make up
and give you some basic instructions. Rose has been quite generous and
thought of everything.
I have to admit that with your new hairstyle and facial features, you
are going to be drop dead gorgeous. I mean you must have great genes,
and with that face and slender body, you could easily do some modeling,
if you want. I have some friends in the business that I know would love
your style. Let me know if you or Rose are interested, OK?"
She started playing with my hair and combing it different directions
until I felt all my hair just fall down all over my head and down to my
shoulders. Now I had long hair before I came in, but not down to my
shoulders. When I felt the hair on my shoulders I quickly reached up in
shock.
"Rose said you would love to have long hair, and you were in luck
because, we had the perfect color match to your pretty blonde hair.
Yes, you will now have thicker, longer, and curly hair when we're done
with you. Like I said, you look amazing, and after a little makeup
you'll be one of us, for sure. You'll have to come back every 3 weeks
for adjustments for the extensions, and wax appointments, but I know
you'll enjoy that after you see the results.
When the pill finally wore off, I still had a buzz from the drinks, but
I had most of my faculties back and I now fully comprehended what was
done to me that afternoon. The note that Vickie handed me from Rose
explained everything. It read;
"Kellie, I hope you enjoyed this special day and love the outcome. I
can't wait to meet you and spend some time together. You see, after
everything that I learned from your family, the things you told me,
along with the thoughts you outlined in your stories, helped me to make
this decision.
Knowing what I now know about you and your desires. Because Kellie, is
such a big part of your life and thoughts that I think it's only fair I
get to meet Kellie and spend some time really learning about her
desires.
I know you would never have agreed to what was done to you today, so I
pushed you a little and helped you become the girl you've dreamed of
becoming. You will be living full time as Kellie for the next month. I
took the liberty of calling your office and putting in for some time
off. They were extremely helpful at the office and happy to help. It
seems that the government has great benefits and they said you had over
6 months of time off accrued, which might just come in handy.
If you're reading this then I know your day at the salon is complete and
Vickie should have a garment bag and a small suitcase nearby. You have
a complete outfit that you will wear for me today. I can't wait to meet
Kellie tonight. The girls at the salon have already been paid and given
a nice tip for their help. I'll be busy here at home putting things away
so when your all dressed, call an Uber and have them drive you home.
Yes, you will be leaving the salon as a woman and venturing out into the
world by yourself.
I love you and can't wait for you to come home."
Vickie pointed to the garment bag and suitcase smiling, "You can get
dressed in here honey, I'll close the drapes to give you some privacy.
When you're done just give me yell, I'll be right outside."
The drapes closed and I just stood there in shock. I re-read the letter
again and was in complete shock. Yes, I realized at some point what was
happening to me today and I could have stopped things, but deep down I
enjoyed every moment. Now it appears I will be coming out as a female
to everyone, which is something I have not done since I was very young.
I opened the suitcase to find a black thong and a matching padded bra,
silicone inserts for the bra, along with a package of glossy, nude
pantyhose, along with some jewelry, a girls watch, and earrings.
When I heard Vickie voice asking me if I needed any help, I realized
that several minutes have already passed. Since I was already
completely feminized there was no reason for me to wear my male clothes,
I would have looked ridiculous wearing them and knew what I had to do.
"I'm fine Vickie, I'll out in a few minutes," I said as I got undressed
and inserted the heavy silicone pads into the lace bra. The silicone
pads had built in nipples that would protrude from the fine material of
the bra and put myself on display. Everything fit perfectly as the bra
slipped into place after I adjusted the straps. I stepped into the
thong as it tightly covered my boy clit, which is how I referred to it
whenever I dressed up. I opened the package of pantyhose and slid them
up my freshly waxed legs. They made me shiver with pleasure when I
finally had them in place. For some reason, the feeling of wearing
pantyhose reinforced my feminine feelings. I instantly started feeling
different and suddenly realized that I was now excited to see what
outfit Rose had selected for me to wear. I was now excited about
everything and no longer thinking about what others might think or say.
When I opened the garment bag, I gasped. There inside was an amazing
silky black dress from Nieman Markus. It felt magical when I stepped
into in and zipped up the side zipper. The skirt fell just above the
knee, and flared out, as the material clung to my waist and my new bust.
The thin material of the dress allowed the nipples from the silicone pad
to be visible as I moved in different ways. In the suitcase I found a
small purse and a pair of four inch pumps. I realized that Vickie had
picked all the right sizes as I slipped into the heels. Just at that
moment Vickie popped her head through the drapes, "How we doing in here
Kellie? Oh my god! Is that really you? This is amazing, you look so
good!" She turned and called out, "Girls, come here, you have to see
this."
That made me nervous and embarrassed as the girls stepped into Vickie?s
area and gasped when they looked at me.
"Holy shit, she's amazing. Wow Kellie, you really should have been a
girl. Looking like this, nobody would ever believe that you were ever
anything else but this pretty girl. Come with us to the full length
mirror and see for yourself."
Vickie took me by the hand and led me out to main area where there were
several mirrors. When I saw myself, I understood why they were making
such a fuss. With my new feminine hairstyle, glamour makeup, painted
nails, high heels, and the amazing sexy dress, I realized that Vickie
had transformed me not only to the girl of my dreams, but an extremely
attractive girl. The type of girl that would get a lot of attention
from others, including the attention of any healthy male.
"Wow, I never realized she was buried inside me. I mean, I never knew I
could look like this. All of you have really transformed me today and I
have to admit, I love it. Thank you everybody," I said realizing that I
just admitted to everyone that I was excited to be transformed into a
beautiful girl and thanked them for doing so. I was not in my normal
state of mind, but it was too late to take anything back. I just
continued to admire the girl in the mirror as I turned and looked at
myself in every position.
"Kellie, we're so happy you like how you turned out, and we hope you
come back on a regular basis. I'm serious about my friend that looks
for girls that want to model, I'm sure he can use you in some print
work, if you're interested. Let me take a few photos to send him."
Vickie took several photos with the girls and by myself. I loved posing
in the girly positions I had practiced over the years. The girls were
amazed how natural I behaved and acted and commented on how amazed they
were with my transformation. "Kellie, anytime you want to come out with
us for drinks, we'd love to have around. The guys would be all over us
with you around," they said giggling as I blushed and enjoyed the
attention.
It was now after 6pm and they were about to close for the day, so it was
time for me to leave. I then realized that I had to call and Uber and
fumbled for my phone. I giggled to myself as I tried to use the Uber
Application with my long red nails. I wasn't used to having nails this
long or a bright red, but finally arranged for a ride.
A few minutes later my ride pulled up in front of the salon and I
realized I was about to go out as Kellie. Scared but feeling confident
I held my purse and walked comfortably in my heels out to the car. When
the man saw me come out of the salon and opened my car door as I slid
in. I knew this was not the normal treatment and was already enjoying
the benefits of being a female. I was not sober as I realized that in
less than ten minutes, I would be presenting Kellie to my wife for the
first time. I didn't know what to expect but realized that since she
planned everything, I had nothing to be worried about. We pulled up the
house and the driver got the suitcase from the trunk and offered to
bring it up to the house. Inside I was laughing about the special
treatment to a pretty girl, but I took advantage of his offer.
Navigating up the stairs in my high heels, dress, long fingernails,
dragging a suitcase just didn't seem right so I smiled and in my
feminine voice said, "That's sweet of you, thank you," and smiled as he
quickly brought the suitcase up to the front door.
"Thank you again sir and I'll be sure to leave you a nice tip," I said
smiling.
"My pleasure Miss. Anytime!"
I was now standing at my front door, purse in hand and took a deep
breath as I rang the bell. Seconds later the door opened, and Kellie
was now face to face with Rose for the first time. The look on her face
said it all. Despite the fact that she arranged for my transformation,
it was obvious she didn't expect the results to be so dramatic.
"My lord, is that really you? I mean, you're beautiful. I mean you're
really a girl, I mean you really look like a pretty girl. I had no
idea! Come inside and let me meet Kellie, the super model," she said
with a big grin.
"Kellie, I had no idea you would turn out this pretty. I expected you
to look more like a guy or maybe a not so pretty girl, but nothing like
this. I don't believe anyone would mistake you for a guy, the way you
look.
I have to admit that I'm shocked on how you look, and I can't get over
how you seem so natural dressed this way. I mean, all of your movements
are so feminine, as if you've been a girl all of your life. Even the
way just sat down, the way you crossed your legs, and how your sitting
now, with your shoulders back and chest out. And your voice has
completely changed, to an almost sensuous tone. It's as if you are a
different person, not a man at all. How do you explain this Kellie?"
"Well, I guess it goes back to living with my sisters and dressing up.
They always said that if I was going to dress like a girl, that they
expected me to act like one, and strive for perfection, because they
didn't want to be embarrassed when their friends came over or anyone
knowing that I was really a boy.
The girls convinced my mom it was for the best, so mom and my sisters
continually instructed me on all things girly, including movements, and
how to think and respond like girls do, naturally. My older sister
helped me with my voice training and from then on whenever I was
dressed, I literally became a girl, in my attitude, thoughts, and
feelings. After years of living as a girl, whenever I dress-up I
immediately feel my feminine side just take over and I start thinking
and acting this way. I'm so embarrassed and sorry if it makes you feel
bad but, it has become a habit, and something I can't just change.
"No, don't be sorry Kellie. You need to remember I've never met Kellie,
this side of you. I think you're amazing and I'm happy I get to meet
her and be with you this way.
"Thanks Rose, I wasn't sure about all this but if you're really OK with
how this turned out, then I'm happy. To be honest and something I would
never admit, I?ve always dreamed of meeting you this way, and you've
made one my dreams come true."
"Oh, you're welcome Princess. You can also count on many more of your
dreams coming true, I can assure you of that."
We sat there for a while just talking about my treatments and how I felt
about everything. I started to relax and feel more comfortable around
Rose when I heard the knock on the door. Rose quickly got up and led
Vickie into the living room, where I was sitting on the couch, with my
legs crossed, and my hands crossed on my lap, with my long red nails on
display. I was comfortable in this feminine position and was completely
in character as Vickie walked over to me with her mouth open, and
obviously speechless.
Rose giggled, "She's very pretty, don't you think Vickie?"
"Oh my God! I'll say! I can't believe how perfect she turned out."
Vickie sat next to me on the couch and took my hand, "How do you feel
about all of this Kellie? Are you upset? I convinced Rose to set this
up for you, so don't be angry with her."
In my feminine voice I took her hand in mine and said, "I'm really OK
with this Vickie. In fact, I'm happy I get the chance to let my
wonderful wife finally meet Kellie and understand my feminine side. No,
I'm not upset at all."
"Wow, you amazed me Kellie. First, I didn't expect you to look like
this. Second, I thought you might be upset. Third, you are way more
convincing than I could have imagined. I mean besides your new-look,
the way you're sitting, the way you sit with your legs crossed, you hand
movements, and your girly voice, I can only think of you as a girl, and
one of us. Rose, what do you think? How do you feel about seeing him
this way?
"Well, when I opened the door, I was shocked but after sitting with her
for the last hour, and discussing her feelings, I realize how natural
this is for her. Am I right Kellie, does this feel natural for you?
I smiled, "Natural and Wonderful! Thank you for doing this and
accepting me this way. It means so much to me."
For the next two hours the three of us finished off two bottles of wine
and chatted. They complimented my new hairstyle and how it looks
perfect for my face shape. They asked about the eyelashes, which turned
out to also be extensions and permanent. "I always wanted to get mine
done like that, they do look wonderful and so natural," Rose said.
We talked fashions and outfits that might look nice on me and we made
plans for shopping the following week.
"Yes, we need to get you several outfits Kellie. Since you'll be off
from work for the foreseeable future, you can't keep wearing the same
clothes."
"Rose, about that. I know you had me take some time off from work, but
don't you think a month is too long for me to dress this way? Can't we
just do this for a few days and then go back to the way we were?" I
asked pleading.
"Absolutely not! And it might be longer than a month if I don?t like
how things are going. You have up to 6 months off, and you might be in
skirts the entire time. There is not going to be any negotiation here.
I've already put all of your male clothes in boxes and have them ready
for the Church to pick up this week. Your closets are empty, and we
need to fill them up with some nice clothes for you this week. I tried
to salvage some outfits that you had hidden, but they were cheap and out
of style. My girlfriend will have the latest fashions and not
embarrassing me when we out with other people."
"You're kidding. All my clothes are boxed up?"
"Well yes! You won't need them and it's only right to give them to
charity to help others in need. Besides, just think of all the pretty
things you will soon have. You must be so excited," Rose said as I saw
Vickie giggling.
"OK, so this is payback. Your punishing me for everything I kept
secret?"
"Not at all. After seeing you like this and reading all your stories,
I'm convinced that deep down this is something you desired and I am
determined to make you live out these desires in order to see if we can
go forward. Unless I'm convinced that we can be together, you have no
other choice. Besides, are you going to tell us that right now, sitting
there in that cute dress, all made-up and chatting as girls, doesn?t
feel right? Are you going to tell me that you haven't enjoyed every
minute today? Tell us! How does it feel to be with us right now?"
I looked down and knew I couldn?t lie to them because the already knew
the truth. I spoke quietly, "It's true. Today has been wonderful and
I've enjoyed every minute. I'm just nervous about what this will do to
our relationship if I'm living as your girlfriend, every minute, and
every day. I worried about how you will think of me."
"Honey, thank you for being honest. We both know how much you enjoy
this. We can tell how happy you are by your actions. And don't worry
about me thinking less of you as my husband or a man. Right now, after
being with you and learning all about you, I couldn't think less of you
as a man and especially a husband. Don't be silly. Right now, until I
say differently, you're my girlfriend, and if you want to stay with me,
you will remain that way and continue to play the part, which you seem
to do so easily. Now don't get me wrong sweetheart, I love you and want
to be with you, but before we can't move forward as a normal couple
until we play this out. Besides, this isn't up for discussion."
I sat there quietly replaying her words. Hearing her comments about not
being a man or a husband, hurt. Putting myself in her position and
seeing me dressed and looking as feminine as I did, I really couldn't
blame her, but hearing her say it made it real. I knew she was right
and living full time this way did sound fun, but I did worry about how
this would impact our relationship. Living as her girlfriend? Is that
what she said? Did I really want this? I knew I had no say in her
demands and was conflicted. Staying in my female mode was something I
would enjoy but, losing my place as her husband was something I had not
considered. The only positive thing was that she did say this would end
when she was satisfied, so I would do whatever I needed to do to make
that happen.
"Well girls, I need to get going. It was so nice to meet you Kellie and
I can't wait to go shopping with you tomorrow. We're all going to have
so much fun together," Vickie said as she gave me an 'air-kiss' as she
headed to the front door with Rose. I heard them speaking quietly and
then the door close.
"That was fun, wasn't it baby? Vickie loves you this way much more than
she did when you were a man. I think she's right; you do make a great
girlfriend and we're going to have more fun than we ever imagined.
To be continued....