10th Ki Ladki Ki Chut Mari
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This time, Mrs. Parsons drove us out to the country club in her own personal car. It wasn't as big as the one that Hans had driven us in, but it was a nice car. She didn't speak to me at all on the drive over to the country club, and I was afraid to ask her if she was mad at me for what happened the night before. As soon as we got there, she took me down to where Mr. Chalmers had taken me. She didn't bring any golf clubs with her though. We went past where I'd stopped the first time, with Mr. Chalmers, walking around the corner, and over towards the other end of the big building. Mrs. Parsons walked over to a door which turned out to be a store. It had clothes, clubs, balls and golf shoes. She asked the man behind the counter where Dave was. He picked up a phone and spoke into it. When he put the phone down, he told Mrs. Parsons that Dave would be coming down to see her in just a few minutes. In two or three minutes a short, dark haired man, about fifty years old, came into the store and walked over to us. Even though he had a paunchy stomach, there was something about him that made him look exceptionally healthy. He seemed to radiate energy and vitality.
"Bertie, its really good to see you again. Its been too long since we've had you out here with us. Where have you been keeping yourself?" He came closer and the two of them exchanged a big hug and he kissed Mrs. Parsons on her cheek.
"Hello, Dave. It's really good of you to see us like this, especially when I didn't give you advance warning that we were coming out today. This young man is Kenny Masters. He's going to be staying with us from now on, and I wanted to get him started learning to play golf. Do you think you could find some time to fit him in for a few swinging lessons? Just enough to get him well started on developing a sound, fundamental, swing."
"Bertie, you know I always have time for you and yours. I've got some time this morning in fact, if he's ready to get started." He looked over at me then, and I felt like he was taking all of my measurements in his mind, almost the same way that tailor for my suits had, except Dave didn't seem to need a tape measure. After a few seconds he spoke to me. "It's a pleasure to meet you Kenny. Tell me a little bit about yourself. First, how old are you?"
"Thank you, sir. I'm almost fifteen."
"What kind of games do you most like to play?"
"I used to like baseball, but I stopped playing when I got too big for the other kids."
"I don't understand. What do you mean when you say you got too big?"
"I grew up in an orphanage. The other kids were all younger and smaller than me."
"All right. Tell me about golf. How much do you already know about it?"
"I saw people playing it on television, and I came out here with Mr. Chalmers, and watched him play some."
"Did you ever try it for yourself?"
"No sir, but it looks like a lot of fun."
"It is, Kenny. The thing is though, the better you play, the more fun it is. Some people, like Mr. Chalmers for example, don't appreciate the game as much as they could, if only they really understood it. I've given up on him though."
"Dave, I'd like you to measure and fit Kenny for a set of clubs. If you have a set of loaners for him, while you're making up his clubs, I'd like for you to take him out to the range and get him started with some swing training. I'll go out too, and hit some balls, to keep myself busy, and to keep you and Kenny company."
"Bertie, I think we're both in luck that you came by today. I've got a nice new set that is pretty standard. I made it up for a guy who never came back to pick them up after ordering them from me. I think they'd be a good fit for Kenny, at least until I find out what his swing is going to look like. After we find that out, I can bend them a little to adjust things for his particular swing. The man gave me a deposit of half down too, when I fitted him, so I can make you a real good deal on the set. It comes with a nice bag, and three woods. This is what I'd recommend we do, because then, we can go out and start hitting some balls right away."
"That sounds perfect. Can you get someone to bring up my clubs too?"
"Why don't you two head on over to the range, Bertie, and I'll get someone to bring the clubs over to you? I'll meet you over there in five minutes."
We went out of the store, then turned right again, and went around to the far side of the building. When we turned the corner, there was a real big green there, with a lot of holes cut in it, and little flag sticks sticking up about two feet above the holes. Mrs. Parsons told me it was the place golfers came to practice their putting. We went past that putting green, on over to a place that had a big fence all the way down the left hand side. There was netting up all the way, and it was at least forty feet tall. There were telephone poles about every fifty feet that the netting was hung from. The grass over there was all torn up from people hitting golf balls.
We found a place where the grass was all nice and smooth, and Mrs. Parsons showed me some stretching exercises to do so that I wouldn't pull a muscle when I tried to golf. We were still doing those exercises when Dave came over with another man who was carrying two golf bags, and two big containers filled with golf balls. It looked like each bucket had about two hundred balls in them.
Dave showed me each of the clubs in my new set, and explained about how they were supposed to work. He spent about half an hour showing me how he held the clubs in his hands, and then he started hitting balls with each of the clubs. He wasn't anything like Mr. Chalmers when he hit a golf ball. First, he didn't swing as hard as Mr. Chalmers, but his balls went a lot farther, and were a whole lot straighter. I saw they were set up so that the higher the number on the club, the less distance he could hit it. I was getting worried that he wasn't going to let me try to hit balls too. Mrs. Parsons had moved about twenty feet to the left of where we were, taking one of the buckets and her clubs, and she had started in hitting some balls on her own. I took a few peeks, but Dave still got almost all of my attention. I noticed his grip on the club was a lot different than Mr. Chalmers had been. The biggest difference was that Dave had his right hand tilted a lot more on top of the club than Mr. Chalmers had his. When Dave put a club in my hand and made me try to make my hands the same as his were, it seemed unnatural to me. I showed him how Mr. Chalmers held his, and he just laughed.
"The grip is the cornerstone of building a good golf game. Without a good grip, you can't ever be a good golfer. The grip is the secret to having a repeatable swing, and a repeatable swing is the only way anyone can manage to strike the ball consistently. Bunny's grip causes him to spray the ball all over the place. I bet I've tried to get him to change it a thousand times over the last thirty years. He doesn't want to change it though, says it feels comfortable to him. You need to learn a good grip right from the start, it's that important to the building of a good golf game."
He started letting me hit golf balls with a nine iron. He would let me hit a few, and then he'd keep putting me back in the posture he'd set me in the first time. I started being able to hit the ball better after about ten minutes, making it fly in the air a lot of the time, and out in the general direction that I was aiming for. After an hour, he set up a time for me to come back the next day. He told me not to hit anymore, but to watch Mrs. Parsons while she practiced. I went over and sat in the grass by her. She had hit about half of her big bucket already. She smiled at me, and told me that she was really enjoying herself. We talked about golf, and about how good a teacher Dave was. She seemed like she was feeling better, less worried than she had seemed on the way over to the club earlier.
"Did you enjoy your first lesson, Kenny?"
"Yes, but I wish I could hit the ball better. Mine didn't go very far when I hit them. Not nearly as far as yours do."
"What were you hitting? What number club?"
"A nine."
She took the club she had been using back to the bag, putting it away. She looked around in her bag, then selected her nine iron. When she began hitting balls with her nine iron, I saw that her balls didn't go that much farther than some of my best shots had gone. That made me feel better for some reason. Watching her hit balls, I could see the difference in her swing from Dave's. His had been practiced and controlled, where hers was smoother and looked more graceful. Her swing was pretty, while Dave's was only efficient. Both of them were able to hit the balls to the same place almost every time. I wondered who would win if they ever played against each other.
I watched her hitting with the longer clubs, the ones with the wooden mallets on them. These clubs made the ball go really far. Most of the time though, when Mrs. Parsons hit the ball with these clubs, it would start to curve off to the right. It looked a lot like the same thing Mr. Chalmers balls had done. She told me this was a slice. I could see that she didn't like the ball doing that, didn't like it, not even one tiny bit.
She didn't start cussing like Mr. Chalmers had though. She did start adjusting her feet, and changing the way she took the club back. After some changes, she started hitting some good ones that were included in with all the slices. About one good one for each two bad ones. I noticed on the good ones, she had a little pause, from the time she pulled the club back, until when she started moving it back towards the ball to hit it. When she sliced it, I didn't see any pause. Also, when she paused, the club seemed to move faster coming forward, and I could hear more of a wind noise as it cut through the air. The last thing I noticed was, on her good swings, the angle of her swing seemed more up and down, rather than side to side, like a baseball swing. I didn't say anything though, I just watched.
"What do you make of this, Kenny? Bunny said you saw something in his swing, just from watching it once."
"I'm not sure, but you seem like you hit it straight when you take it back slower and then wait just a half a second before swinging forward at the ball. When you do that, it doesn't look like you're swinging as hard, but the club makes a faster and louder sounding noise as it cuts through the air. On your good ones, you seem to be steadier when you hit the ball, like you are evenly balanced or something. I don't know if that makes sense to you or not. I bet Dave could say it a lot better."
"Dave isn't here, Kenny. Did you really notice all of that?"
"I just watched what you did, and then watched how the ball went. I'm not sure if any of what I saw is the reason why it goes like that."
She started trying to swing slower, taking practice swings only. Soon, she was making that noise on almost every swing. The noise when she was swinging down faster. Kind of like wind blowing in a closed area, that kind of noise. After a few more swings, I heard her say something that sounded like 'tempo'. She lined up with her stance perpendicular to the ball, wiggling her club directly behind the ball, and then she took a nice, smooth, swing. The ball lifted up and went as straight as an arrow before landing and rolling forward some distance further. She teed a few more up and hit all of them the same way. From the way she was smiling, she really liked the way she was hitting the ball.
"Kenny, do you want to try to play a few holes with me before lunch?"
"Really? All I know how to hit is my nine iron."
"We won't even try to keep your score. We'll just go out and have some fun. Would you like to try really playing?"
I told her that I would, and we walked back to behind the clubhouse and got a golf cart. She let me drive it. She went in and said something to the man inside the store, and then came back out again. She was smiling, and asked me if I was ready. We only played six holes. She really was a lot better player than Mr. Chalmers was. Watching her play was much different than watching him. She also explained how to mark scorecards, and told me about birdies and pars and bogey's. She made a birdie on the third hole, it was a par five. She made it onto the green in three, and then one putted for her birdie. I made an eight on that same hole, but I was using my nine iron and my putter. Mrs. Parsons told me I could use the other clubs, but I told her I wanted to learn the nine iron before I tried any of the other ones. Even with the nine iron though, I made it to the green in five and then took only three putts to make it. For the six holes, she shot one more than par, and was twenty four over. She said I did good for my first time playing. I thought I did pretty well too, but I knew I'd get better with some more practice.
We drove back, and the same guy came out who helped Mr. Chalmers and me that first time. He took care of everything just like he did before, but Mrs. Parsons didn't pay him any money like Mr. Chalmers had. He was a good sport about it though, and didn't say anything to her. We went up and went to the restaurant. After all of that exercise, I was really hungry. I got another cheeseburger just like before, but Mrs. Parsons ordered some kind of a salad for herself instead.
"Kenny, do you have any concerns about Mr. Parsons and I getting a divorce?"
"Does it mean you have to make any changes about me living at the house with you? Divorce is just the two of you stopping being married, right?"
"Yes, that's all it is. Now we're married, but soon, we won't be any longer. I hope that you'll still want to remain living with me. I enjoy your company, and I feel better having someone around to talk with, and to do things with, like play golf. I'm sure Bunny told you, and you've seen some of it for yourself, but I have these times when I'm not able to do things. I started having these times back when I was even younger than you are now, Kenny. I don't know why they happen. When they do, I just want to be alone. I'm not good company for anyone then. I like to pretend that I can just go off and hide from the world. It becomes a very sad time for me when I feel like this. Most people cannot understand, and they think less of me because I have this weakness. I hope you won't think less of me when it happens, Kenny. I don't think I could bear to see the same kind of disappointment and disapproval that I always received from Thomas during my periods of needing to be alone. He always referred to them as my 'ditzy times'. I think of them as either my melancholy or my moody periods."
"Have you gone to a doctor to find out the cause?"
"Many times, many doctors. They all agree that there is some mental cause. They disagree about what the cause is. To me, it doesn't matter why. If I could make it stop, I would. I hate not being able to float through life without a care in the world. I hate causing people I care about to have to worry. In my own way, I fight to try to minimize the effect it has over me."
"It bothers me to listen to you crying, but it doesn't disappoint me. I don't think I disapprove either. Aren't you just doing it because that's how you feel? It sounds like you don't want to have to go through all of that."
"I'm glad you understand that. Thomas thought it was something that I could turn on and off, if I just set my mind to it. It isn't like that."
"How come you didn't get a cheeseburger? Salads don't really fill you up like real food."
"I don't like being too full all the time. I'm only eating the salad to keep you company, and to keep you from becoming concerned about me. Normally, I don't eat even this much. Do you really think I need to gain some weight?"
"Sure. I do too, especially if we're going to do a lot of fun things like you said. Food is energy, that's what the sisters at St. Cecelia's always said. Gerta is such a good cook too, and she can make you whatever you want her to."
"I want to please you, Kenny. I don't like to disappoint people. I'll try to eat more, if that makes you happier, but not as much as you like to eat. My body doesn't process food as efficiently as yours does. Is that all right?"
"Sure, I guess it would be all right, especially if you ate as much as necessary to keep Gerta from worrying. I was going to ask Mr. Chalmers about Bea. You're still going to let her keep on being my friend aren't you?"
"I worry about some of her unhealthy habits when it comes to displaying friendship, Kenny. She is a young woman who has grown accustomed to using her body to achieve her purposes. You are a young boy, not even fifteen years old. I fear her becoming a corrupting influence on you."
"I like her, and she doesn't have any other friends around. I don't think she really likes me the way you think she does. I think she only pretended because Mr. Parsons asked her to."
"Kenny, you really are an innocent. At least I hope that you still are? Someone like Bea could take that innocence away from you, and once you've lost it, you can never get it back."
"I'm not so innocent, Mrs. Parsons. I think about those things all the time. Bea said she'd help me, and give me lessons about some things I want to learn."
"I don't want to discuss this with you, Kenny. Let's just consider that subject closed, shall we? The idea of Bea with you, in that way, it seems very wrong to me. If you wish to please me, you'll avoid any improprieties with her."
"There were times that I hated staying at the orphanage. Mostly it was because they kept making me do things I didn't want to do. Their rules were dumb, and only made it so they got to stay in control of everything. I never wanted to live like that, where other people were the only ones who got to decide what was best for me."
"Kenny, as much as it would hurt me to lose you, I'd rather do that right now, then allow you to dictate to me the limits you will tolerate for my authority in raising you. If I am to be the person in your life that I hope to be, I cannot give in to your attempt to coerce me into letting you have your own way with this. It isn't right for a boy as young as you are to experiment with sex, especially with a harlot."
"What about someone my own age then?"
"I still think you're far too young to experiment at all. However, with someone who was your own age, and who had a comparable level of experience, this would be more acceptable to me than Bea could ever be. Why do you feel the need to rush headlong into it? Why not enjoy these final years of your childhood? The rest will come naturally, Kenny, all in due time."
"I still think it should be me that gets to decide personal things like that. I'm grateful to you though, for letting me come stay with you. I'll try hard not to step over the limits that you set."
"I'll try not to be unreasonable about setting those limits. There are some things, however, that I feel very strongly about. Protecting you from being preyed upon, even if being preyed upon is now your single greatest wish and desire, is one of those things I feel strongest about."
"I just wanted to look at her. I've never seen a real girl like that before. She was going to show me, and tell me things to do with a woman."
"Kenny, that will be enough. This conversation is beginning to upset me now. I try to make allowances, really I do, but you seem deliberately to be trying to see how far you can push me."
"Let's change the subject then. How long do you think it will take before I'm good enough at golf to beat Bunny?" She laughed.
I think you'll be able to beat him in a month, if you practice. You would have to keep allowing Dave to help you with your game. You might be able to give me a real challenge in another year, but only if you work very hard at learning how to play. Would you like to beat Bunny?"
"Just so he could see that he should learn to play better than he does. I wouldn't want to beat him to make him feel bad. I thought if he saw how easy it was to learn how to play right, maybe he'd let Dave coach him, so that he could enjoy golf more than he does."
"That's very commendable. I have to warn you though that all of us have tried things like that before. Bunny prides himself on being able to resist getting better through lessons. He much prefers his own trial and error methods. He believes experience is the best teacher. You would think that all his golfing experience would have dissuaded him from that belief."
We finished eating, and this time we didn't order dessert. I would have liked another hot fudge sundae, but she didn't offer, and I wasn't going to ask. We drove home, and again, we didn't talk at all to each other. I didn't know, maybe she needed to keep all of her attention on driving. When we got home, she went up to her room and closed her bedroom door.
I went out into the kitchen and got to eat some of the strudel that Gerta had just taken out of the oven. That was really good, because it was still fresh and hot. I'd only eaten a few forkfuls when she came over with a big scoop of vanilla ice cream.
I avoided being alone with Bea for the next few days, but she wasn't coming up to my room at night anymore anyway. Every morning Mrs. Parsons would take me out to the golf course. She would hit balls the whole time Dave was working with me. When my lesson was over, she and I would play nine holes together. I was getting better, and was using all of the irons now. Dave told me to leave my woods in the bag until after he'd taught me how to hit them. I finished the nine holes on the third day with a score of sixty three.
On the next morning after that, Mrs. Parsons claimed that she didn't feel well, making Hans take me for my golf lesson. She stayed up in her room the whole day. That night, before I went to sleep, I went to her room, but she wouldn't answer me when I tried to talk to her.
Mr. Chalmers hadn't come to see Mrs. Parsons since before Mr. Parsons was sent packing. Several times since then, she had left messages for him to contact her, but he hadn't ever called or come over to the house. When Mrs. Parsons again stayed in her room the following morning, I had Gerta call Mr. Chalmers at his office, to leave a message that I needed to speak with him as soon as possible.
Hans drove me over to the country club, and Dave gave me my golf lesson for the day. While we were doing the lesson he asked me if Mrs. Parsons was feeling all right. I told him that she was fine, that she had other things she needed to take care of. I don't think he believed me, but he didn't ask any other questions about her.
While I waited for Mr. Chalmers to call, I worried that I was the reason for her not wanting to come out of her room. I really liked her a lot, and hoped that it wasn't that conversation in the country club restaurant that caused her to get like she was. I went to her bedroom door and told her that I was sorry if I had upset her. I promised her that I'd try to be better. I don't know if she heard me or not, because she didn't answer me, or acknowledge my presence in any way.
At around two o'clock that afternoon, Mr. Chalmers showed up at the house. He looked upset in general, and mad at me in particular.
"Let's go Kenny, come outside, we need to talk. Now!" He turned around, and started walking down the stairs again. When I came out of my bedroom, I noticed that Mrs. Parsons bedroom door was cracked open, just a little bit. It had been closed for two days, and this was the first time I had seen it opened since she went in there. I walked down the stairs, watching Mr. Chalmers hurrying out the front door.
I increased my own pace, almost running after him, not wanting to make him any angrier at me. I came out the front door and saw him climbing into his car. I went over and got in the front passenger seat. As soon as my door was closed, he took off, driving all the way around the fountain, and then heading straight down the driveway to the regular road below. He drove back towards Ridgeline, then he pulled off the road and parked his car, turning off his motor.
Back in Glasgow I was kept busy between working different hours at the restaurant and my school work. What time I had off I spent studying and still managed to keep up a correspondence with Emma. I could go dancing on the weekends, so getting dates was not a problem, keeping them was because of my busy schedule.In her letters Emma was still telling me about her supposed dreams, in which she would be explicit, and pressing me to tell her what excited me. "Did I love her Soosi more than her...
Lesbian... I told her that she could be friendlier to me. I was going to ask her if she knew any card games that we could play, but before I got a chance to ask her, she opened up her robe and she was naked underneath. "Is this friendly enough for you?" Except for me, none of the other boys at the orphanage were older than eleven or twelve. That was because most boys got adopted by someone eventually, and St. Cecelia's tried to take younger boys in to replace the ones that left. The younger you...
After I said good night to Mrs. Parsons, I returned to my bedroom and started putting my clothes away. The very first thing I did was gather up all of my old clothes and put them back in the garbage bag that I had brought with me. I hoped that I'd be able to send them back to the orphanage so that some other boys could get some use out of them. If not, I was sure that Mr. Chalmers would know what I should do with them. I was halfway done going through the boxes and putting my clothes away...
That Friday night, a little after seven, Mr. Parsons came back home. Even though Mr. Chalmers and Mrs. Parsons had both assured me that Mr. Parsons was going to leave me alone, and, I'd been told to stay out of his way, right after dinner he asked me to join him in his study. I'd never been in this room before, since it was reserved only for Mr. Parsons. I was a little nervous when he led me into the study. It was a smallish room, maybe fifteen feet by fifteen feet, and one whole wall was...
Mr. Parsons came back home that Friday night. I saw him mostly at dinner time, because he was in his study most of the rest of the time. On Saturday, Mrs. Parsons and I went to the country club and played eighteen holes. I had a hundred and seven, but she shot a seventy three. We didn't stay at the club for lunch because we were going to have an early dinner with company coming over. I went into the kitchen when we returned, and Gerta took pity on me, making me a nice sandwich. We were...
I started playing tennis with Brenda the next Wednesday afternoon. I came in early for my golf lesson, then I played eighteen holes with Mrs. Parsons, before having a late lunch by myself, and was out on the tennis court before four o'clock. Mrs. Parsons didn't really encourage me to play tennis with Brenda, but she didn't tell me that I couldn't do it either. It was unusual for her to skip lunch with me, but I assumed she had something else she wanted to do. I didn't really care for...
Friday night came, and with it, Mr. Parsons. He sat down to dinner with us and that was supposed to be all I saw of him for the whole weekend. Mrs. Parsons made a comment that he was under enormous pressure because of the pending merger, and she told me not to bother him during his stay. As if I would seek him out for anything. I went up to my bedroom after dinner, and sat on my bed, listening to my radio, and thinking about my next idea for "accidentally" running into Brenda. It had been...
Brenda had asked me to phone her at seven, but Gerta informed me that we were sitting down to dinner at seven. I decided to try to phone her before dinner, but I still didn't have her phone number. I could either go in and disturb Mr. Parsons again, something I didn't want to do, or else wait and ask him at dinner if he'd get me her phone number. Gerta noticed me just standing there, trying to decide. "What? Why are you staring at nothing?" Gerta had a superstitious nature, believing in...
At ten o'clock I knocked on Mrs. Parsons door, wanting to tell her that I was leaving for my golf lesson. She didn't respond to me at all. I went downstairs, and found Hans in the kitchen with Gerta. I sat up front with Hans, in Mrs. Parsons car, for the trip over to the country club. I took my golf lesson, and we mostly worked on my mid irons. Dave kept trying to show me the difference between picking the ball cleanly from the rough, and hitting down on it from the fairway. I didn't get...
After I returned home, I checked in with Gerta to see whether Mrs. Parsons had eaten anything or not. She hadn't. According to Gerta, her last bite of food, or drink of any liquid refreshment, had been the evening before. When I came back out from the kitchen, Bea was scurrying away from the door separating the dining room from the kitchen. "Hi Bea, don't tell me you're still mad at me?" She continued moving away from me. "I guess you don't want to hear about what happened at the pool...
I went into the library, as soon as I got off of the phone with Brenda. I waited for Mrs. Parsons to come back downstairs like she had promised she would. My thoughts were centered not so much on the questions I wanted to ask her, but on the more general idea of me finding a way to fit in. I hadn't fit in very well at the orphanage. The sisters had told me many times that it was because I refused to make any attempt to. They were right. I hadn't wanted to fit in there. Here, it was an...
We left the pool area to go over to the club house restaurant. By the time I had gotten to the pool, Bea and Brenda had already befriended Carol, telling her that I had insisted on them inviting her to have lunch with us. Both Brenda and Bea had described me to Carol, Brenda telling her that I was the boy that had been here with her before, the time when Carol was standing in the pool and smiling over at me. Bea then told her that I was the boy she had teased by exposing herself to me. Carol...
Once again Mrs. Parsons was in a good mood when she came down for breakfast. She had me call over to Brenda's house to ask them if we could come by to pick them up on our way out to the country club. She told me to tell Mrs. Connor that they would be leaving after lunch and that Hans would return to pick Brenda and me up after we were done with our tennis practice. I called them, and spoke with Brenda for about half an hour. We didn't talk about kitty's, but there was an undercurrent to...
I was up a little before six thirty the next morning. I ate in the kitchen with Gerta and Hans, telling them a little bit about St. Cecelia's, and how my life had been when I still lived there. Gerta waited until I was finished telling them about it before asking me why I wanted to go back, even for a visit? I told her about Marie, sister Clara, and some of the kids that I had gotten along all right with. "I want to go back so I can tell them how lucky I am now. Not to make them feel bad...
The next day, Mrs. Parsons and I went to the country club in her car. After my lesson, we played nine holes and then had lunch together. I hadn't played that well, and I felt a little upset about Brenda's hanging up on me, and her refusal to take my call that morning. It was two thirty, so I changed and went to the pool. Brenda was there, sitting with four other kids that I'd seen around the pool before. I went over and said hello to her, asking her if she wanted to start practicing...
I got up earlier than usual to see Mrs. Parsons off on her trip to Chicago. She asked me several questions about my reconciliation with Brenda, seeming quite satisfied with my answers. She kissed me lightly on my lips when she gave me a hug goodbye. "After tonight, Kenny, the company will effectively be out of my family's hands for the first time ever. I'm going to hate signing everything away. It isn't the money that I wanted, it was knowing that all of the employees and their families...
After Bea left with Mr. Chalmers, Mrs. Parsons started coming downstairs again. On Thursday, she came to the country club with me, and we played eighteen holes. I shot an eighty seven. My putting was improving, and I had learned where to hit the ball to avoid big trouble areas on the course. Mrs. Parsons and I started talking more out on the golf course. There was no one behind us anyway, so we talked in the cart between shots. She started telling me about how happy her early childhood had...
It was almost eight o'clock before dinner was finished and I could go up to my room to call Brenda. Mrs. Parsons came downstairs when Hans, Gerta and I were about halfway through eating dinner in the kitchen. She was drunk and weeping, dressed in her robe, and obviously rumpled from too little rest. She sat with us through the remainder of dinner, but refused to eat anything. Gerta had to help her back up the stairs, and sit with her until she finally fell asleep. This was the first time I...
We picked up Brenda a little before ten, and it was already getting hot outside. Brenda seemed happy to see me, but she started right in about wanting us to practice together in the afternoon too. I didn't want to get into a big argument about it, so I said that we would wait and see how the morning practice went, and then decide. We practiced for a little over an hour before I stopped playing. Brenda wasn't ready to stop, arguing that a few more minutes wouldn't hurt either of us. I...
It was decided that I needed to keep away from the country club for at least two weeks. Part of this decision was to allow Mr. Chalmers to return before allowing me outside in public again, and part of it was that Mrs. Parsons wanted to try to help Mrs. Connor and Brenda to come to terms with my not being sent away to the orphanage. Mrs. Parsons waited until Wednesday before calling Mrs. Connor. She asked about Brenda, but then said her main reason for calling was to ask Mrs. Connor to join...
Mr. Parsons liked to drive fast. We were in his car, on our way out to the country club to get my clubs. I told him that I wanted to keep practicing so I wouldn't get too rusty. When we pulled up in front, he went in, telling me to stay in the car. Five minutes later, he came out with one of the employees who was carrying two sets of clubs. Mr. Parsons opened his trunk and the attendant put the clubs in there. I saw Mr. Parsons giving him some money, but I didn't know what denomination the...
On Monday, after Mr. Parsons went to work, Mrs. Parsons told me to get ready for my golf lesson. It hadn't been two weeks, but I didn't argue with her. We took the limousine, and Hans drove straight to Brenda's house. When we pulled up outside, Mrs. Connor, Brenda, and Richard all came out together. I got out and opened the door for them. Since Richard was carrying his mother's golf bag, I didn't offer to help. Even Hans stayed in the driver's seat, and just pushed the remote button to...
Hans drove me over to Holton the next morning. Mrs. Parsons came downstairs to sit with me at breakfast, and to see me safely off. She looked more natural than she had the night before, but still very tired and wan. I told her that I needed her to try to eat better and to regain her strength. She said that she had already checked with the school and cleared it with the administration for me to be picked up Friday after five P.M. It was school policy to try to be responsive to the wishes of...
On Friday, my last class got out at three o'clock, but I still had to wait for my weekend pass to be processed, and then brought over to our apartment by Terry. I was the only boy from the room that was leaving for the weekend. As such, I was being given lists of items to bring back with me on Sunday night. Nigel gave me a twenty dollar bill, and asked me to buy him some condoms. Jerry said he was broke, but gave me a list of snacks and magazines that he said he really needed. How could you...
Sunday Morning I got up and got dressed before eight o'clock. When I came downstairs, Gerta was in the kitchen and Hans was working on changing the outlet in the garage. I went out back to see Hans. He was already finished putting in the new outlet, and had replaced the fuse with one that was for the correct amperage. He went and turned on the main power switch and the lights came on and stayed on. After about ten minutes, he went and put his hand on the outlet box, feeling to see if it had...
Mr. Chalmers and Bea were sitting in the living room talking to Mr. Parsons when Mrs. Parsons and I got back from the club, at around six. All three of them had drinks in their hand. Dinner was at six thirty, Gerta told us, then she went and made a drink for Mrs. Parsons. I was glad to see Bea. I knew she was leaving the next day, and I wanted to have a chance to tell her goodbye before she left. "So, Kenny, how's that fancy school you're going to? Bunny says there are no girls allowed...
School dragged by slowly. Our teachers were very good. Too good, if you were used to going to a school where you were one of the smartest kids. In my classes, that was definitely not the case anymore. The teaching philosophy at Clement Academy was simple. Each teacher would push you as hard as he felt you were capable of absorbing information from him. It didn't help me that I never volunteered in the classroom either. At CA, they didn't ask for a show of hands to see if you wanted to...
Mrs. Parsons was feeling a lot better, but still, she wanted to wait until the next day to go to the country club with me. After Elena decided to take the job, she left on her motorcycle to get her belongings. She told me that she had a green '63 Ford pick up that she'd be moving her stuff with. After she left, I went into the kitchen to have something to eat. Gerta was happy about a few things. She was glad that Elena had accepted the job, and that Mrs. Parsons was doing well again. She...
Sunday, Mrs. Parsons was feeling good, and we went out and played eighteen holes of golf together. We teed off at ten thirty, and finished up at three o'clock. We were behind two other foursomes, and it was the foursome in front that was slowing everyone down. While we waited, I tried to keep Mrs. Parsons focused on her learning center idea, rather than on the slow pace we were able to play golf. After golf, I walked over to the pool area while Mrs. Parsons was in the pro shop talking with...
Mr. Chalmers helped me with my mother, moving her into her bedroom, Gerta followed close behind us. The three of us spent the next hour with her, Uncle Bunny (that's what he asked me to call him) telling mama how difficult it had been for the two of us to bring her back this time. I decided to ask her about the place she went to. "Did you want to come back to us?" She looked at me for a minute, and then closed her eyes before speaking. "Kenny, that is too hard for me to answer. Going...
Uncle Bunny joined us for golf Saturday morning. He refused to bet with Mr. Parsons because they couldn't agree on the number of strokes he needed to be given. Mr. Parsons offered him five strokes a side, but Uncle Bunny wanted a stroke per hole. When they finally gave up trying to make a money match, I offered Uncle Bunny two strokes a side for a ten dollar Nassau. When he found out that Mr. Parsons was giving me eight a side, he accepted my bet. My mother was a little off her game,...
By the time we drove back home, all the good feelings had been stripped away. I could see and feel the tension on Mama's face as we neared the house. I reached over to her, and placed my hand on her arm, trying to send her a signal of my love and support for her. "Kenny, I'm not sure I can do what we talked about. When it was just the two of us, everything seemed possible to do, but, now, I don't think I can face telling Thomas that I forgive him. I still have angry feelings about what...
We didn't stay up too late Friday night. Mama had two more drinks before we turned in. After saying goodnight to her, I went into my own room and got ready for bed. A lot had happened in a short time. I had been on an emotional roller coaster almost since the time my mother had picked me up and taken me to the club that afternoon. I was beginning to feel the strain of all of the changes that had been set in motion by the words spoken within our family. Earlier in the evening, although it...
I was back in school in the early part of January when my mother had another of her serious depression withdrawals. Everything had been going fine, one minute she was laughing and happy, and the next, she went up to her room and started the painful process of guilt and overwhelming sadness. It was like one of those long slides they had in the playground at the school I had gone to. Mama would go anywhere from two or three days, to two or three months, seemingly perfectly normal, then, for...
I got back to school just in time to be there for all of the drama of Nigel finding out that his whole family was going back to England, and that, they were planning on leaving him behind to finish out the school year. Nigel's father had been promoted, and was heading back to run the marketing department for the entire auto company. Naturally, this news was devastating to Nigel. He had felt rejected by his family before any of this happened, but hearing the news made it seem far worse. He...
In the library, Mama was having a highball before dinner, when Emily and I walked through the open doorway. We joined her, with Hans fixing each of us a lime tonic. It looked like a real drink, but it had no alcohol in it. "Emily, I knew your father in high school. My brother and I were in the class right in front of his. Tell him that Bertie Chalmers says hello, won't you? He wouldn't know me as a Parsons." "He does remember you, because I heard him talking about that with my mom. He...
We all teed off the next day from the white tees, even Mama. I was sure the extra yardage would have a big effect on her scoring, but it didn't seem to have any effect at all. She finished up at one over, beating Uncle Bunny, dad and I. I only won one hundred from dad and two hundred from Uncle Bunny. It hurt having to pay it all to Mama. I had shot an eighty seven, but it was a forty on the front and a forty seven on the back. The back nine score had caused me to tie my bet with Uncle Bunny...
I called Emily, but only after telling my mother and father that Brenda had agreed on Emily coming on the trip with us. I told her that we'd stop by her house to pick her up soon after one o'clock, when my father was scheduled to leave. When I came back downstairs, Mama told me that dad was waiting in his study to speak with me. I went there and knocked on his door. "Come in Kenny, and close the door. I wanted to speak with you about what happened this morning. I'm not sure what all of...
We spent the next two hours of our journey with Brenda and Emily covertly competing for my attention. Mama and Mrs. Connor were both drinking. They drank a whole bottle of champagne together, and then another bottle of some white wine they both seemed very happy with. After an hour, you could tell they had been drinking quite a bit. I had already given Brenda a little make up kiss, and then I had to give Emily one as well. It was after this that the whispering began. Brenda was the first to...
It was the week before our Spring break, Nigel tried to hang himself in his bedroom. It was on Tuesday night, after we were all in our bedrooms. I heard a loud thumping sound, followed by the light in my bedroom going off. The sound had come from Nigel's room, and when I opened my door to get some light, I discovered that all the lights in the building had been knocked out. We found Nigel slumped on the floor with torn sheets wrapped around his neck, and the lighting fixture pulled from his...
I didn't have any clue how to find a partner for this, until I saw that my local rag had a 'seeking friends' section in the Personals. It was filled with people seeking fuck buddies (although, obviously, they didn't put it in those words), including guys seeking other guys. Striking up my courage, I answered the ad of a bi guy seeking other bi or bi-curious guys. He didn't take long to reply to my voicemail message, and before I knew it, I was heading to his place. As he lived with...
To that special someone, with my endless gratitude. ( You know who you are ) Yes, I’m indeed grateful to you. Grateful because you showed me, or should I say reminded me, of the abundant pleasures and delights that the body of a sexy lady offers to the attentive man. Let’s start with your hair. Memories of being treated to the tantalizing way your hair so lightly brushed over my skin and teased me while you gave me the best oral sex I’ve ever had, lives vividly in my mind. All I could do was...
This is sort of fantasy. I went in to a store and it was closing time so the counter man asked me. "Can I fuck you" I was shocked. "Sure why not" So I flollowed him into the bed room and he told me to strip. "So what's your name" "jake" "are you pregnant" he asked me "yes" "how many months" "about 8" "ok then" he took his cloths off and I spread my legs. He teased me with his head. I finally took it and shuved it in. "You want all of me don't you" "yes all 20 inches" "Ok" He lhrust in and out...
Erotic FictionWe start this week’s show with establishing shots of an impressively large Spanish Baroque style, brownstone building - the overstated Kelvinghall Art Gallery and Museum. We pause for a moment, then cut inside to look at impressive original artworks by Rembrandt, Monet, Renoir and van Gogh, as well as antique items from ancient Greece, Rome and Egypt, all set in impressive stone floored splendor. Tourists and art buffs point out and discuss displays with each other as we pass, coming to rest...
We were surprised at the number of people waiting for Chrissy’s exercise class. Word must have gotten around because the ship had coffee and breakfast treats. With all the excellent food available on the cruise, I will need double exercise and will still pick up more than a few pounds. Chrissy was handed a powered megaphone. “Wow, someone must have really spread the word. Please gather into groups of mutually consenting adults. Mike, use this thing so I can demonstrate.” “I’m Mike with the...
Pink Panties Part-2 By Princess Pantyboy Chris/Me 10-years-old boy Cindy 5-year-old little sister Pam 16-year-old big sister Mom 36-years-old but looks like she is 20 (Author's note: I started this chapter with a couple paragraphs from Part 1. I hope and pray you enjoy my little story. Hugs, Princess Pantyboy) Mommy smacks my bottom as I run past her and to the front door as I see Cindy, smiling so big it looks like she is...
so carrying on...it was time for the reception, i got there a little late cuz we went to a bar first.i saw alpa straight away at the bar and she looked like she was on her own. she was wearing a tight black saree. I went up to her and she just ordered JD and coke. i told her bar person so allow the coke and and to get 3. she said she wanted it with coke but i just told her to shut up. The drinks came and amd we wemt off to the side where nobody was, and i took one drink and put it to her mouth....
Jack was on his normal route, reading the electric meters at the houses on High Creek road. The next stop was 450. This meter was located on the side of the house where the bedrooms were located. Jack had seen the lady of the house before. She was extremely hot. He hoped that she was home that day. From the meter, Jack could see in the bedroom window. Normally the blinds were shut on all the windows of the bedrooms. This day, however, one window's blinds were open, and the lower half of the...
It all started one day when I was invited to my best friend Dave’s house for a house warming party. He had just purchased the house after a harsh divorce and he wanted to break it in the right way. So, he invited a few friends who in turn invited friends. It turned out to be a bigger party than what he was expecting. The more the merrier was all he could say. There were at least 60 people in all running throughout his house, in the back at the pool and it even spilled over into the front...
I keep visiting lots of online forums and chatrooms related to sex and lesbians, to meet like-minded people and find out more about myself. There, I met Martina. She’s 9 years older than me and bored in her marriage, so while looking for a new rush she tried to find out how it would be with a woman. We liked each other right away and were both noobs in the chat (though I’ve been there a little longer than her) and soon we were talking about what we both like doing and how we’d do it to one...
The day had been an extremely productive one for me. I landed two new clients and closed a mega-deal with another and my boss took me out to celebrate. We had a couple of drinks at the lounge across the street from our office building and then he took me to his favorite titty bar where he paid for me to have several lap dances. I was having a great time and then he tried to make it even better. He pointed to a ravishing redhead and said, "If you want her I'll pay. You can consider it as part...
A wide smile decorated Jessica’s face as she looked out the window of her hotel room, drinking in the sight of the ocean, and the beach. She could hardly believe that she was here, the hazy reflection of her red curls and green eyes staring back at her in the window. Nobody in the office had ever won a top safety prize in all of the drawings since she’d started at the warehouse. The free week of vacation and the all-inclusive resort were a dream come true. A summer vacation with all the perks....
Group SexNetflix on the tv i wait for him on the couch , wearing my little white panty with the Qos logo over my cage the little white tshirt with Blowjob queen written in fron on my fake silicone sleeve tities iam ready for the guy who is making me his propertyI never could have imagine this happening to me, but the days passed and he started buying me the sissy thing he wanted me to wear until i had become his little sissy princessat fist it only was a bj , i met him at the park as i smoke weed and he...
Russ and I have worked together for a few years. We’ve always been friendly but recently our relationship has gotten much more intimate. Last fall, during the Presidential race, we discovered we had a lot in common. I’d go sit in his office to talk about the latest events while staring at him and thinking decidedly non-work related thoughts. During these conversations we learned more and more about each other. And the more we learned, the more we liked. If I had to fall for someone, Russ is a...
When I wake up in the morning after a well-slept night, I wear myself a bra and a women’s top with beautiful lace at the bottom. The morning starts much nicer when you get to do as you want. Very often I get an erection just when I wear beautiful women’s clothes. Some mornings I wake up and wear my menswear, a black t-shirt with a big print on the front. That, too, is okay, I am a man, however. In this case, the erection is not visible.In my free time I can be what I want. I don’t think my...
Cherie DeVille is having a video call with her 18-year old step-daughter, Emma Hix, who has gone away to study abroad. The call starts innocently enough as Cherie asks her daughter how school’s going, is she eating well…typical ‘concerned parent’ questions. Emma dutifully answers each question, and insists she’s being good – mostly. When talk turns to Emma’s social life, Cherie coyly tries to find out if Emma is dating anyone – eventually Emma...
xmoviesforyouThe worst part about Lynne Sullivan was that she was so fucking nice. It was just impossible to stay bitchy at her. Her brother Jeff had managed to lift Annie up out of her sulking a little bit and talk her into coming out of her room, but this meant facing Lynne again. And as Annie tried to apologize to Lynne for her behavior, Lynne simply took it in stride as if nothing had happened. She was so understanding, so patient, and so forgiving, it was practically sickening. Annie had a lot to...
For two days she had prepared the cases wardrobe and accoutrements for Lydia’s journey to Agincourt which allowed her Lady to be at Cecelia’s side in support of Cecelia’s’s bid to secure William of Edenbridge’s release from the hands of the French. Each waking moment, had found Annalette laboring with new instructions from Lydia so that by the appointed hour for departure Annalette found respite from her Lady’s constant demands as she left in the rescue vessel departing the shores of...