10th Ki Ladki Ki Chut Mari
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On Monday, after Mr. Parsons went to work, Mrs. Parsons told me to get ready for my golf lesson. It hadn't been two weeks, but I didn't argue with her. We took the limousine, and Hans drove straight to Brenda's house. When we pulled up outside, Mrs. Connor, Brenda, and Richard all came out together. I got out and opened the door for them. Since Richard was carrying his mother's golf bag, I didn't offer to help. Even Hans stayed in the driver's seat, and just pushed the remote button to open up the trunk. After the clubs were put away, everyone got in the back together. Even with the five of us sitting back there, it wasn't crowded. I noticed that Richard was looking at me like he wanted to beat me up. Mrs. Connor spoke first.
"Bertie, Walt and I are so pleased that you got Richard's suspension lifted. Isn't that right, Richard?"
"Yes. Thank you for helping us with that Mrs. Parsons." Richard didn't sound very sincere. It sounded rehearsed and grudging when he spoke the words. He didn't even bother looking up when he talked to her. I had never liked Richard, but, watching him sitting there, I liked him less. It didn't surprise me that Mrs. Parsons could make a few phone calls and get Richard's suspension overturned. It surprised me that she would bother to do it herself. She probably would use Mr. Chalmers for things like that usually. He was still in Hawaii though.
"You're welcome Richard. I hope your parents explained to you that the suspension was waived on the condition that your behavior be exemplary from now on?"
"I told him Bertie, and Walt explained the consequences to him if he gets in any more trouble at all. No football. I don't think you need worry about him not being good."
"Excellent. It's so good to see you again, Brenda. You look lovely today. Don't you think so, Kenny?" So far Brenda and I hadn't said anything to each other. The first I even knew they were coming with us to the club was when Hans turned off the road to the club to stop and pick them up. I'd been staring at Brenda since she came into sight though. She hadn't said anything either, but we were both looking at each other. I tried not to grin, but I was happy to be so close to her again. I thought she looked happy to see me too.
"Yes, she's very lovely. I think she's beautiful." Now, both of us were smiling at each other. Richard made some kind of sound, like he had a bad taste in his mouth or something. I saw Mrs. Connor looking at him worriedly, but he stopped making the sound when she turned to look at him. Mrs. Parsons spoke again.
"We have a nice day planned for the five of us. First, Richard needs to go see Mr. Thresher in his office, to be officially welcomed back to the club. It's really just a formality, but Richard, you should apologize for your past actions, then promise him that you've learned from that experience. Kenny will be with Dave taking his golfing lesson, and that will give Brenda and me a chance to talk together while you're accompanying Richard to Frank Thresher's office, Georgia. When you're done, let Richard go to the pool, then you can come back to join us all at the practice range. We can hit some warm up balls, and get ourselves ready to play. I thought it would be nice today if Kenny took Brenda to drive his cart. They could get all caught up with each other, and you and I could continue our earlier conversation, without having to disturb anyone else."
"Bertie, having Brenda and Kenny being alone together is something that Walt specifically forbade."
"Did he? Well I wasn't aware of that restriction until just now. Very well. We wouldn't want to go against Walt's expressed wishes, would we? Brenda can drive your cart then, and I will ride with Kenny." With that all decided, Richard and his mom went into the clubhouse, while Brenda and I went to the range, with me carrying Mrs. Connor's bag. Mrs. Parsons went to the pro shop to have her clubs and mine brought out, and to get someone to let Dave know that I was ready for my lesson.
I hit a few balls to get warmed up from the two big buckets the assistant pro brought with our clubs. Brenda and Mrs. Parsons sat together on a bench nearby, with Mrs. Parsons holding Brenda's hand and speaking to her quietly. I saw Brenda nodding her head a few times, but she was mostly just trying to listen to everything Mrs. Parsons was telling her. Dave got there soon after this, and I got busy working on my lesson. I noticed Mrs. Connor return about halfway through my lesson, and then she and Mrs. Parsons started hitting some balls to get ready for our game. Everything seemed normal until right after the lesson was completed.
The assistant pro had driven two golf carts up to the practice range, and Mrs. Parsons had him load her bag and Mrs. Connor's onto the same cart. She told me to put my bag on the other cart, then she and Mrs. Connor took off, leaving Brenda and me with the other cart. I looked over at Brenda, but she was busy watching her mother and Mrs. Parsons driving away.
"Richard's going to tell my father about this. You can bet that he's going to be watching us when we tee off. I thought I was going to ride with my mother?"
"I did too. That's what Mrs. Parsons said. She must have changed her mind or something. Will your dad be really mad?"
"Kenny, he's already really mad. My parents have been fighting all weekend, mostly when they were each in different parts of the house. My mother has been yelling at him, trying to make him do what Mrs. Parsons asked her to get him to do. He only agreed after Mrs. Parsons said she could get Richard's suspension taken away. He isn't happy, and he hates you."
"What will he do if Richard tells him we were alone together?"
"I don't know, but it won't be good. If he wasn't worried about Richard not staying in shape for football, he wouldn't have let me come here today." We got in the cart and drove over to the first tee. I got out and pulled out my driver before walking over to where Mrs. Parsons and Mrs. Connor were standing.
"Brenda is afraid that her driving in my cart will get back to Mr. Connor. Can we switch back to what we all agreed to?"
"Kenny, I've already thought about all that. I've told Georgia how I feel about you being punished unfairly. Walt needs to decide what is more important to him, our friendship and continued patronage, or his unwarranted antipathy towards you."
"I'd be more comfortable, and so would Brenda and Mrs. Connor, if we could ride like you said we would." Mrs. Parsons looked at me like she had looked at Mr. Parsons when he had said he wouldn't tolerate her using the company's business with Mr. Connor to get him to do what she wanted him to do.
"Kenny, I've already decided how we will ride today. You have the honors, shall we play?"
"I'm not going to make Mr. Connor mad just because you want to prove you can do whatever you want to. Why is it important to you to have us ride this way?"
"Kenny, I've explained my actions to you as much as I'm going to. Do you wish to play, or don't you?"
"No, I guess I don't. I don't like having people decide things like this for me." I turned back, walking over to the cart in order to put my driver back into my golf bag. In almost two months of my living with her, this was the first time that Mrs. Parsons was showing any anger at me.
"Kenny, think carefully before deciding to oppose me this way. There is more involved here than your personal comfort. It is a matter of principle to me now."
"You don't need me to be here while you do that. I'll wait for you over in the pool area."
"If you walk away, you'll be walking away from much more than a game of golf. Are you certain that you want to do that?"
I turned back to her. There was no mistaking the seriousness that had been in her voice. Mrs. Connor was standing there beside Mrs. Parsons, she looked very nervous, obviously not enjoying being a witness to this. I could feel the pressure of what was at stake between my temples. I resisted rubbing against that pressure, unwilling to betray the emotion I was feeling. I had been in countless situations that were roughly equivalent to this one. Always before, I had stood my ground, determined to not be bent to another's will. Always before, I had ended up with nothing to show for my trouble except new punishments or loss of privilege or opportunity. What made this time different, making it harder for me to stand firm, was that I had allowed myself to care about Mrs. Parsons, and about the wonderful lifestyle she was providing me with.
"If you continue, both of us will lose our chance to be what we want to be to each other. I hope this principle of yours means as much to you as it is costing both of us today. There are some situations I don't handle very well, and this is one of those. I'm sorry."
I walked away from the first tee, over towards the swimming pool. My legs felt weak, and I wanted to cry, but I just kept walking. As soon as I got to the pool gate, I walked to a lounger and sat down. I must have sat there alone for about forty five minutes before Hans came walking into the pool area looking for me.
"Kenny, I'm supposed to take you home with me. Are you ready to go?"
I got up and we walked over to Mrs. Parsons car. He hadn't brought the limo, so it was probable that he had only come just to get me. I looked over to the first tee, and the golf cart with my golf bag was gone. I went into the kitchen when I got back and told Gerta what had happened to me. I expected that she would see my side of things, but instead, she told me I should have been grateful for what I'd been given, and done what I was told.
"Kenny, there can only be one boss. You can tell her what you want, but, she's the boss. She gets to make the final decision."
"I can't do things that way, Gerta. I didn't want to make her mad, but she was doing that just because she wanted to show Mr. Connor that she was the boss, not him. She did the same thing with Mr. Parsons before. I didn't like it then, but she wasn't making me be a part of it."
"She gave you a chance to choose. Why couldn't you just do what she asked? It wasn't so important. Look at everything she's done for you. It seems to me that it would have been very easy for you to just let her do it the way she wanted to. Why did you have to stand in her way like that?"
"I don't know. I've always been like this. I guess I'm just stubborn and ungrateful, just like everyone has always said I was."
"No, you aren't like that. You are a very nice boy. You remind me of her when she was your age. She never could stand not getting her way when she was convinced that she was right. You need to learn not to be so sure you are right so often, and to choose to fight only when it is very important to you. This was important to her, but not to you. It was her fight. She will win this fight, because she always does, but now, she will feel betrayed by the person she was fighting for. She will be in her room for at least a week now."
"Gerta, I didn't try to make her mad. She got mad all by herself. At the end, I wanted to do what she wanted me to, but I couldn't. I think there's something wrong with me."
"There is. You could be one of them, the Chalmers. They are all the same way as you. Hans noticed that about you too. They got it from their papa. None of you know how to retreat. You need to practice giving up. You watch Mr. Parsons, you can learn how he does it. She was mad when she called for Hans to go pick you up. When she calls back to be picked up later, maybe it's better if you go up to your room. Give her time to get over things before you see her again. Right now, it would just make things worse. I know her, Kenny. Leave her to me when she gets here. I'll tell her how bad you feel. Don't make it any worse."
I went up to my room and went into my closet, looking at all my new clothes. I knew I might lose all that they had given me. I closed my closet door and turned off the light from the inside. It was so dark and quiet in there. I felt alone, completely alone, and it was a comforting feeling. In a short time, I started feeling more calm and relaxed about everything. I got down on my hands and knees and made my way to one of the far corners in the darkness. I put my back in that corner so that I faced out, looking towards where I knew the door was. I felt safe.
I woke up because Gerta was calling my name. I didn't want her to find me like that, so I got up, making my way in the dark, carefully over to the light switch, which I turned on. I tried to smooth the wrinkles out of my clothes, and used my fingers to straighten my hair before I opened the door, but when I came out, Gerta was gone, and there was a food tray laying on my bed. I looked at my watch, surprised to find that it was after eight at night. I must have been asleep for about six hours or more. I was hungry too, so I lifted the napkin that Gerta had put over the food tray. It was stuffed pork chops with green beans and steamed rice. the pork was stuffed with Gerta's mushroom stuffing. She had made the pork very moist, just like her stuffing, and I loved the way everything tasted. When I was done with everything, I took the empty plate and silverware downstairs to the kitchen. It was empty, so I needed to turn on the lights and I decided to clean everything and put it all away. I was almost done when I heard Mrs. Parsons behind me.
"Why were you in your closet like that? Were you trying to mock me?" She looked like she'd been weeping. She sounded sad.
"No. I went in there, looking at my clothes, and it was quiet, so I shut the door and turned off the lights. It was peaceful in there, and it made me get calmer. I just sat down for a minute, and I guess I fell asleep. I didn't even know you were home. I fell asleep around one thirty or two when that happened."
"Don't mock me Kenny. I couldn't stand that. I realize my ways seem strange to you, but I'm coping as well as is possible for me. I'm still very upset with you, for the way you took sides against me today. I was working on your behalf."
"I know you were. Gerta explained it to me. Still, it wasn't comfortable for me to be made to go against Brenda's father's wishes."
"It was comfortable to go against mine though?"
"I didn't choose to force the issue. You wanted to make some kind of statement to Mr. Connor. I didn't want to be a part of that. Gerta said you did it for me, but I think you did it because you wanted to, and because both you and he knew you could do it."
"He needed reminding."
"I already know how much power you have over my life, I don't need to be reminded. I could love you, but not if you have to prove to me that you can make me do things. If you can't love me without needing me to do what you tell me to, I'd rather leave here right now."
"No one has spoken of you leaving. I was pointing out to you that you let me down today."
"I was speaking about leaving, and when you try to make me do something, like you did today, I feel like I'm nobody to you. I've been nobody for too long, I don't want to be nobody here too. Mr. Parsons hates being treated like nobody too."
"Now, you're just being impertinent. I won't have you analyzing my marriage, or telling me how to treat people."
"I know why you hide in the closet now. It's where you go to give up."
"You're so wrong. I don't give up. If you think that's why I go there, then you understand nothing about me."
"You don't call it giving up, but that's what it is. I could feel it when I was there today. It's a safe place. I can see why you like it."
"I do not give up."
"Mr. Parsons could love you, but you'd have to learn to give up right in front of him."
"Don't try to sidetrack me, Kenny. I don't give up."
"You don't hook your drives, you don't lose to Mr. Parsons at golf, you don't sell your father's company. Mr. Parsons never had sex with Mrs. Connor."
"You can't know that."
"I do know it. He doesn't hide his emotions as good as you and I do. I could see his face when you were talking about Mrs. Connor, and then about Bea. Why is it you think he did have sex with Mrs. Connor?"
"Because she has thrown herself at him repeatedly, for fifteen years, that's why. I've seen them talking together at the club and at parties. She can be so obvious."
"He never had sex with her, I'm sure. He's really sorry about Bea too. I know you've already given up to him a lot, but he doesn't know you did, because you never do it in a way he recognizes as being that."
"I repeat, I don't give up."
"Is it that important to you? Think of all the trouble you'd save if you could learn how to do it, and then move on with your life. Gerta told me that I needed to watch Mr. Parsons, if I wanted to learn how to give up. I have a feeling you and I could learn this together. This is something I've always had trouble with too. We could try to help each other."
"If you want to learn how to give up, you need to find someone else to teach you how to do that. I have no interest in learning that particular skill."
"I need to learn how, whether you teach me or not. I guess I can teach myself, now that I understand my real problem. I don't want to keep getting into trouble because I don't know how to give up. I'd rather find a way to be able to avoid situations like today's in the future."
"We've yet to discuss the consequences for your decisions earlier today. What do you think would be a fitting punishment for today's disobedience?"
"Whatever you're comfortable with."
"What if I told you I was suspending your membership privileges at the country club?"
"That's all right."
"How about sending you away to a boarding school then? Would you like that?"
"Whatever you decide."
"Tell me a punishment that you would hate."
"I would hate it if you decided you didn't want me to live here anymore. If you sent me back to an orphanage."
"I won't allow you to defy me like you did today. Do you promise never to do that again?"
"No."
"You leave me no choice."
"I know. I guess this is what had to happen. I'm sorry. I really liked living here with you. I'll miss you."
"You planned this didn't you? You wanted to force me to have to make this choice. You think I care about you enough to give in on this. You may be mistaken. Are you truly willing to live with the consequences if you are?"
"It's your decision, not mine."
"Why are you so willing to make this into a contest where no one will win?"
"No one has ever cared about me enough to put what I want ahead of what they wanted. I guess I've never really given anyone the chance to before. I'm giving you a chance to do that right now."
"You can't test for caring, Kenny. It isn't just a yes or no decision. What you're really asking of me would require that I do what I've already told you I have no interest in doing."
"I'm not like you, I can't wait four years for you to try to convince me. I know that you care, but you need to show me that you can care enough."
"What do you need for me to give up?"
"Nothing."
"But, I thought you said I need to learn to give up."
"No, I said we both need to learn that. You need to show me that you care enough to put what I want ahead of what you want."
"Well, you need to tell me what you want."
"I want you to just love me."
"What do you think I want, if it isn't that already?"
"You want to control me."
"I want what is best for you."
"That's the same thing. You can still want the best for me without needing to control me. Today was a good example of that. You forced me to either do what you wanted or else not participate. You didn't care about what I told you I wanted."
"I was doing it for you."
"I asked you not to."
"We have a real problem, Kenny. I'm trying to help you, but to you, it is me controlling you. You need guidance. You just have to trust that what I'm doing is done with your best interests in mind."
"You don't listen. I told you I didn't want to do what you wanted me to do. You tried to force me to do it because it was what you wanted me to do. If you aren't going to listen to what I want, I'm going to give up. I won't tell you what I want, but I won't do anything I don't want to. It will be just like being back at the orphanage again."
Back in Glasgow I was kept busy between working different hours at the restaurant and my school work. What time I had off I spent studying and still managed to keep up a correspondence with Emma. I could go dancing on the weekends, so getting dates was not a problem, keeping them was because of my busy schedule.In her letters Emma was still telling me about her supposed dreams, in which she would be explicit, and pressing me to tell her what excited me. "Did I love her Soosi more than her...
Lesbian... I told her that she could be friendlier to me. I was going to ask her if she knew any card games that we could play, but before I got a chance to ask her, she opened up her robe and she was naked underneath. "Is this friendly enough for you?" Except for me, none of the other boys at the orphanage were older than eleven or twelve. That was because most boys got adopted by someone eventually, and St. Cecelia's tried to take younger boys in to replace the ones that left. The younger you...
After I said good night to Mrs. Parsons, I returned to my bedroom and started putting my clothes away. The very first thing I did was gather up all of my old clothes and put them back in the garbage bag that I had brought with me. I hoped that I'd be able to send them back to the orphanage so that some other boys could get some use out of them. If not, I was sure that Mr. Chalmers would know what I should do with them. I was halfway done going through the boxes and putting my clothes away...
This time, Mrs. Parsons drove us out to the country club in her own personal car. It wasn't as big as the one that Hans had driven us in, but it was a nice car. She didn't speak to me at all on the drive over to the country club, and I was afraid to ask her if she was mad at me for what happened the night before. As soon as we got there, she took me down to where Mr. Chalmers had taken me. She didn't bring any golf clubs with her though. We went past where I'd stopped the first time, with...
That Friday night, a little after seven, Mr. Parsons came back home. Even though Mr. Chalmers and Mrs. Parsons had both assured me that Mr. Parsons was going to leave me alone, and, I'd been told to stay out of his way, right after dinner he asked me to join him in his study. I'd never been in this room before, since it was reserved only for Mr. Parsons. I was a little nervous when he led me into the study. It was a smallish room, maybe fifteen feet by fifteen feet, and one whole wall was...
Mr. Parsons came back home that Friday night. I saw him mostly at dinner time, because he was in his study most of the rest of the time. On Saturday, Mrs. Parsons and I went to the country club and played eighteen holes. I had a hundred and seven, but she shot a seventy three. We didn't stay at the club for lunch because we were going to have an early dinner with company coming over. I went into the kitchen when we returned, and Gerta took pity on me, making me a nice sandwich. We were...
I started playing tennis with Brenda the next Wednesday afternoon. I came in early for my golf lesson, then I played eighteen holes with Mrs. Parsons, before having a late lunch by myself, and was out on the tennis court before four o'clock. Mrs. Parsons didn't really encourage me to play tennis with Brenda, but she didn't tell me that I couldn't do it either. It was unusual for her to skip lunch with me, but I assumed she had something else she wanted to do. I didn't really care for...
Friday night came, and with it, Mr. Parsons. He sat down to dinner with us and that was supposed to be all I saw of him for the whole weekend. Mrs. Parsons made a comment that he was under enormous pressure because of the pending merger, and she told me not to bother him during his stay. As if I would seek him out for anything. I went up to my bedroom after dinner, and sat on my bed, listening to my radio, and thinking about my next idea for "accidentally" running into Brenda. It had been...
Brenda had asked me to phone her at seven, but Gerta informed me that we were sitting down to dinner at seven. I decided to try to phone her before dinner, but I still didn't have her phone number. I could either go in and disturb Mr. Parsons again, something I didn't want to do, or else wait and ask him at dinner if he'd get me her phone number. Gerta noticed me just standing there, trying to decide. "What? Why are you staring at nothing?" Gerta had a superstitious nature, believing in...
At ten o'clock I knocked on Mrs. Parsons door, wanting to tell her that I was leaving for my golf lesson. She didn't respond to me at all. I went downstairs, and found Hans in the kitchen with Gerta. I sat up front with Hans, in Mrs. Parsons car, for the trip over to the country club. I took my golf lesson, and we mostly worked on my mid irons. Dave kept trying to show me the difference between picking the ball cleanly from the rough, and hitting down on it from the fairway. I didn't get...
After I returned home, I checked in with Gerta to see whether Mrs. Parsons had eaten anything or not. She hadn't. According to Gerta, her last bite of food, or drink of any liquid refreshment, had been the evening before. When I came back out from the kitchen, Bea was scurrying away from the door separating the dining room from the kitchen. "Hi Bea, don't tell me you're still mad at me?" She continued moving away from me. "I guess you don't want to hear about what happened at the pool...
I went into the library, as soon as I got off of the phone with Brenda. I waited for Mrs. Parsons to come back downstairs like she had promised she would. My thoughts were centered not so much on the questions I wanted to ask her, but on the more general idea of me finding a way to fit in. I hadn't fit in very well at the orphanage. The sisters had told me many times that it was because I refused to make any attempt to. They were right. I hadn't wanted to fit in there. Here, it was an...
We left the pool area to go over to the club house restaurant. By the time I had gotten to the pool, Bea and Brenda had already befriended Carol, telling her that I had insisted on them inviting her to have lunch with us. Both Brenda and Bea had described me to Carol, Brenda telling her that I was the boy that had been here with her before, the time when Carol was standing in the pool and smiling over at me. Bea then told her that I was the boy she had teased by exposing herself to me. Carol...
Once again Mrs. Parsons was in a good mood when she came down for breakfast. She had me call over to Brenda's house to ask them if we could come by to pick them up on our way out to the country club. She told me to tell Mrs. Connor that they would be leaving after lunch and that Hans would return to pick Brenda and me up after we were done with our tennis practice. I called them, and spoke with Brenda for about half an hour. We didn't talk about kitty's, but there was an undercurrent to...
I was up a little before six thirty the next morning. I ate in the kitchen with Gerta and Hans, telling them a little bit about St. Cecelia's, and how my life had been when I still lived there. Gerta waited until I was finished telling them about it before asking me why I wanted to go back, even for a visit? I told her about Marie, sister Clara, and some of the kids that I had gotten along all right with. "I want to go back so I can tell them how lucky I am now. Not to make them feel bad...
The next day, Mrs. Parsons and I went to the country club in her car. After my lesson, we played nine holes and then had lunch together. I hadn't played that well, and I felt a little upset about Brenda's hanging up on me, and her refusal to take my call that morning. It was two thirty, so I changed and went to the pool. Brenda was there, sitting with four other kids that I'd seen around the pool before. I went over and said hello to her, asking her if she wanted to start practicing...
I got up earlier than usual to see Mrs. Parsons off on her trip to Chicago. She asked me several questions about my reconciliation with Brenda, seeming quite satisfied with my answers. She kissed me lightly on my lips when she gave me a hug goodbye. "After tonight, Kenny, the company will effectively be out of my family's hands for the first time ever. I'm going to hate signing everything away. It isn't the money that I wanted, it was knowing that all of the employees and their families...
After Bea left with Mr. Chalmers, Mrs. Parsons started coming downstairs again. On Thursday, she came to the country club with me, and we played eighteen holes. I shot an eighty seven. My putting was improving, and I had learned where to hit the ball to avoid big trouble areas on the course. Mrs. Parsons and I started talking more out on the golf course. There was no one behind us anyway, so we talked in the cart between shots. She started telling me about how happy her early childhood had...
It was almost eight o'clock before dinner was finished and I could go up to my room to call Brenda. Mrs. Parsons came downstairs when Hans, Gerta and I were about halfway through eating dinner in the kitchen. She was drunk and weeping, dressed in her robe, and obviously rumpled from too little rest. She sat with us through the remainder of dinner, but refused to eat anything. Gerta had to help her back up the stairs, and sit with her until she finally fell asleep. This was the first time I...
We picked up Brenda a little before ten, and it was already getting hot outside. Brenda seemed happy to see me, but she started right in about wanting us to practice together in the afternoon too. I didn't want to get into a big argument about it, so I said that we would wait and see how the morning practice went, and then decide. We practiced for a little over an hour before I stopped playing. Brenda wasn't ready to stop, arguing that a few more minutes wouldn't hurt either of us. I...
It was decided that I needed to keep away from the country club for at least two weeks. Part of this decision was to allow Mr. Chalmers to return before allowing me outside in public again, and part of it was that Mrs. Parsons wanted to try to help Mrs. Connor and Brenda to come to terms with my not being sent away to the orphanage. Mrs. Parsons waited until Wednesday before calling Mrs. Connor. She asked about Brenda, but then said her main reason for calling was to ask Mrs. Connor to join...
Mr. Parsons liked to drive fast. We were in his car, on our way out to the country club to get my clubs. I told him that I wanted to keep practicing so I wouldn't get too rusty. When we pulled up in front, he went in, telling me to stay in the car. Five minutes later, he came out with one of the employees who was carrying two sets of clubs. Mr. Parsons opened his trunk and the attendant put the clubs in there. I saw Mr. Parsons giving him some money, but I didn't know what denomination the...
Hans drove me over to Holton the next morning. Mrs. Parsons came downstairs to sit with me at breakfast, and to see me safely off. She looked more natural than she had the night before, but still very tired and wan. I told her that I needed her to try to eat better and to regain her strength. She said that she had already checked with the school and cleared it with the administration for me to be picked up Friday after five P.M. It was school policy to try to be responsive to the wishes of...
On Friday, my last class got out at three o'clock, but I still had to wait for my weekend pass to be processed, and then brought over to our apartment by Terry. I was the only boy from the room that was leaving for the weekend. As such, I was being given lists of items to bring back with me on Sunday night. Nigel gave me a twenty dollar bill, and asked me to buy him some condoms. Jerry said he was broke, but gave me a list of snacks and magazines that he said he really needed. How could you...
Sunday Morning I got up and got dressed before eight o'clock. When I came downstairs, Gerta was in the kitchen and Hans was working on changing the outlet in the garage. I went out back to see Hans. He was already finished putting in the new outlet, and had replaced the fuse with one that was for the correct amperage. He went and turned on the main power switch and the lights came on and stayed on. After about ten minutes, he went and put his hand on the outlet box, feeling to see if it had...
Mr. Chalmers and Bea were sitting in the living room talking to Mr. Parsons when Mrs. Parsons and I got back from the club, at around six. All three of them had drinks in their hand. Dinner was at six thirty, Gerta told us, then she went and made a drink for Mrs. Parsons. I was glad to see Bea. I knew she was leaving the next day, and I wanted to have a chance to tell her goodbye before she left. "So, Kenny, how's that fancy school you're going to? Bunny says there are no girls allowed...
School dragged by slowly. Our teachers were very good. Too good, if you were used to going to a school where you were one of the smartest kids. In my classes, that was definitely not the case anymore. The teaching philosophy at Clement Academy was simple. Each teacher would push you as hard as he felt you were capable of absorbing information from him. It didn't help me that I never volunteered in the classroom either. At CA, they didn't ask for a show of hands to see if you wanted to...
Mrs. Parsons was feeling a lot better, but still, she wanted to wait until the next day to go to the country club with me. After Elena decided to take the job, she left on her motorcycle to get her belongings. She told me that she had a green '63 Ford pick up that she'd be moving her stuff with. After she left, I went into the kitchen to have something to eat. Gerta was happy about a few things. She was glad that Elena had accepted the job, and that Mrs. Parsons was doing well again. She...
Sunday, Mrs. Parsons was feeling good, and we went out and played eighteen holes of golf together. We teed off at ten thirty, and finished up at three o'clock. We were behind two other foursomes, and it was the foursome in front that was slowing everyone down. While we waited, I tried to keep Mrs. Parsons focused on her learning center idea, rather than on the slow pace we were able to play golf. After golf, I walked over to the pool area while Mrs. Parsons was in the pro shop talking with...
Mr. Chalmers helped me with my mother, moving her into her bedroom, Gerta followed close behind us. The three of us spent the next hour with her, Uncle Bunny (that's what he asked me to call him) telling mama how difficult it had been for the two of us to bring her back this time. I decided to ask her about the place she went to. "Did you want to come back to us?" She looked at me for a minute, and then closed her eyes before speaking. "Kenny, that is too hard for me to answer. Going...
Uncle Bunny joined us for golf Saturday morning. He refused to bet with Mr. Parsons because they couldn't agree on the number of strokes he needed to be given. Mr. Parsons offered him five strokes a side, but Uncle Bunny wanted a stroke per hole. When they finally gave up trying to make a money match, I offered Uncle Bunny two strokes a side for a ten dollar Nassau. When he found out that Mr. Parsons was giving me eight a side, he accepted my bet. My mother was a little off her game,...
By the time we drove back home, all the good feelings had been stripped away. I could see and feel the tension on Mama's face as we neared the house. I reached over to her, and placed my hand on her arm, trying to send her a signal of my love and support for her. "Kenny, I'm not sure I can do what we talked about. When it was just the two of us, everything seemed possible to do, but, now, I don't think I can face telling Thomas that I forgive him. I still have angry feelings about what...
We didn't stay up too late Friday night. Mama had two more drinks before we turned in. After saying goodnight to her, I went into my own room and got ready for bed. A lot had happened in a short time. I had been on an emotional roller coaster almost since the time my mother had picked me up and taken me to the club that afternoon. I was beginning to feel the strain of all of the changes that had been set in motion by the words spoken within our family. Earlier in the evening, although it...
I was back in school in the early part of January when my mother had another of her serious depression withdrawals. Everything had been going fine, one minute she was laughing and happy, and the next, she went up to her room and started the painful process of guilt and overwhelming sadness. It was like one of those long slides they had in the playground at the school I had gone to. Mama would go anywhere from two or three days, to two or three months, seemingly perfectly normal, then, for...
I got back to school just in time to be there for all of the drama of Nigel finding out that his whole family was going back to England, and that, they were planning on leaving him behind to finish out the school year. Nigel's father had been promoted, and was heading back to run the marketing department for the entire auto company. Naturally, this news was devastating to Nigel. He had felt rejected by his family before any of this happened, but hearing the news made it seem far worse. He...
In the library, Mama was having a highball before dinner, when Emily and I walked through the open doorway. We joined her, with Hans fixing each of us a lime tonic. It looked like a real drink, but it had no alcohol in it. "Emily, I knew your father in high school. My brother and I were in the class right in front of his. Tell him that Bertie Chalmers says hello, won't you? He wouldn't know me as a Parsons." "He does remember you, because I heard him talking about that with my mom. He...
We all teed off the next day from the white tees, even Mama. I was sure the extra yardage would have a big effect on her scoring, but it didn't seem to have any effect at all. She finished up at one over, beating Uncle Bunny, dad and I. I only won one hundred from dad and two hundred from Uncle Bunny. It hurt having to pay it all to Mama. I had shot an eighty seven, but it was a forty on the front and a forty seven on the back. The back nine score had caused me to tie my bet with Uncle Bunny...
I called Emily, but only after telling my mother and father that Brenda had agreed on Emily coming on the trip with us. I told her that we'd stop by her house to pick her up soon after one o'clock, when my father was scheduled to leave. When I came back downstairs, Mama told me that dad was waiting in his study to speak with me. I went there and knocked on his door. "Come in Kenny, and close the door. I wanted to speak with you about what happened this morning. I'm not sure what all of...
We spent the next two hours of our journey with Brenda and Emily covertly competing for my attention. Mama and Mrs. Connor were both drinking. They drank a whole bottle of champagne together, and then another bottle of some white wine they both seemed very happy with. After an hour, you could tell they had been drinking quite a bit. I had already given Brenda a little make up kiss, and then I had to give Emily one as well. It was after this that the whispering began. Brenda was the first to...
It was the week before our Spring break, Nigel tried to hang himself in his bedroom. It was on Tuesday night, after we were all in our bedrooms. I heard a loud thumping sound, followed by the light in my bedroom going off. The sound had come from Nigel's room, and when I opened my door to get some light, I discovered that all the lights in the building had been knocked out. We found Nigel slumped on the floor with torn sheets wrapped around his neck, and the lighting fixture pulled from his...
I was almost back home after a long run and a smallish k** on a bicycle clipped my thigh with the edge of his handlebars. As he sped off I fell awkwardly twisting my ankle. Sitting on the pavement rubbing my thigh and ankle alternatively and cursing the k**, a yound couple stopped their car and came over to me."Are you OK?", he asked. "Sure" I replied "A bit shocked and sore as hell, is all". I tried getting up but my ankle would not take my weight. I leant against a wall and sighed heavily....
Living as four bodies and one mind – a tale of love and wife swapping Synopsis: After the birth of the first child, sex life takes a turn for the worse for a young couple in Bangalore. The husband tries to discuss his problems with his close friend. Can the four of them find a new way of life? Can two men and two women live together as shared husbands and shared wives, or will jealousy destroy the ‘extended’ family? Me – 32 years old, married for three years. Wife – 25. One kid, 2 year...
Kelly sat her wine glass on the night stand and took a breath held it for a second and exhaled. She looked around and said "Are we ready to keep going?" A few guys walked to the bed and climbed up next to her. Another black guy climbed between her legs. Kelly adjusted herself on the bed and reached down to grab his cock. Then, she looked up at him and then leaned to look at me and said "Oooh babe! A big one! All for me!" and then she started aiming him towards her cunt. I got a glance...
A Girl I Want to Be By Jennifer Allison Dean had been thinking about taking his own life for the last year. The main reason for this thought was Dean thought Mother Nature made a mistake when he was conceived. He should have been born a girl. Dean knew he wasn't gay. When he tried to wear his mother's clothes. He didn't get very much excitement out of it. So Dean found himself with the wrong gender and nothing he could really do about it. Except think about killing...
My name is Clinton Crayle, and I'm a very different kind of Private Eye. I specialize in untangling the kinky sex problems of the very rich. My fee is One Thousand Dollars a Day, and I'm seldom out of work. My clients know that my discretion is absolute and I guarantee my results. So if you're rich and in a jam, come to my office. Harold Belt did.... "Mr. Belt," I said, "Your problem sounds interesting. Blackmail from a professional Dominatrix is, fortunately, rare. But from what...
The next morning, I awoke to find that I was alone, making me wonder if I had dreamt the whole crazy day yesterday. Was Pippa only a figment of my imagination? Was that all just a fantasy? What about Karen? What about Tory? What about Stephanie? I shook my head, rather groggily, went to the john, and noticed that my cock smelled very strongly of ass ... Did I sodomize someone the night before ... or was that this morning? I pissed quickly, washed my hands, and started up the shower, only to...
Russ was such a kind considerate guy. May appreciated him escorting her home even though she needed no one to protect her. She started to regret for hurting that goon so much. A simple broken wrist would have done the job. But to kick him in the face like she did, she knew she not only mashed his nose she felt his jaw and cheeks break with several teeth loosened in his mouth and blood on the ground. What she deplored the most was the mangling of his sex organs. His balls were gone, his cock...
Ed returned from school exhausted. His boss, Nevada, pressured him into taking the promotion that he had been offered. Working full time, and going to school part-time, was about to kill him. He wished that John was home, but he was off in Austin doing something that he was keeping very secret. He had an early class Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays and two late classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. After wandering into the kitchen, he realized that he didn’t have anything in the house ready to...
This is my first story. To start the story I will give you a little background about myself. My name is Eric and I am 19 years old. I just got out of high school and am planning to join the military in the near future. I have a younger sister named Lori who is a little over a year younger than I am and has recently turned 18. We are from a small town in the Midwest and live in the middle of nowhere in an old farm house. I have been attracted to my little sister for the past two years and my...
IncestIntroduction: This is a continuation of my series Kat – My Sex During the week, Dan through emails, wanted to hear all about Mr. D. I found it exciting to tell Dan what happened. He would email me back with questions and I would reply giving details. That is when I first got into writing about my adventures. I didnt tell Dan about Karen, I didnt want him to know about that. I was planning on seeing Dan next on Saturday when my husband would be away DJing. However my husband unexpectedly brought...
Mary got a big smile on her face and then stiffened up. I leaned over to Jack. "Is that the smell you were talking about?" I thought I said it quiet enough for only Jack to hear but I guess mothers are good at picking up stuff like that; it must be part of the package. "Hush, Jill. Let her enjoy it." I would have probably said something stupid if not for Mom's hand on mine and the warm smile on her face. I looked over at Mary. She was in her own little world and things were good. She...
RabbiRabbit lives out in the country now Country Wisdom Don't name a pig you plan to eat. Country fences need to be horse high, pig tight, and bull strong. Life is not about how fast you run, or how high you climb, but how well you bounce. Keep skunks and lawyers at a distance. Life is simpler when you plow around the stumps. A bumble bee is faster than a John Deere tractor. Trouble with a milk cow is she won't stay milked. Don't skinny dip with snapping turtles. Words that soak...
By: Rahul Gupta Dear Friends Like you all I have also been reading lots of stories posted in this site which range from reality to fantasy.Friends I am a senior position in MNC incidents which happened in my life. The names have been changed to respect the privacy of the individuals. This incident happened more than 3 years ago.I was working with a leading MNC and based out of Delhi. I was in Pune on some official work and had logged into yahoo to check my mails.Since I had some free time...
“They’re finally ready... Cody, Ryan and Leo,” the Scientist announced, making some notes briefly on his clipboard, and then asked, “But where will you keep all three clones, Sir?” “An Island,” I answered, “A little one just off Maldives... Tell me, Doctor, why did you need so many of my pictures, a video of me, and even a sample of my DNA? How am I a part of their creation?” “We factored it all in. The technical details are rather tedious to outline. But in the process of manufacturing these...
Gay MaleFriday was an interesting day around campus. The football team, which had been practicing for most of the summer, was being presented to the rest of the school. They were easy to spot around campus all day. The school had a standard dress policy for all sports teams. Guys were required to wear a collared shirt and tie on game day, or in the event of a weekend event, they had to wear them on Friday. This was intended to honor the other team. Of course it also gave everyone a chance to ID the...
My sexual experience with dogs is very limited, and since I have experienced some guilt and shame over my actions, its not therefore something I encourage others to do. I consider myself to be a normal individual. I’m a college graduate, I’ve been happily married for 11 years, have two healthy children and a good job. I guess my fascination with male dogs began when I was a young girl. My aunt and uncle used to have a large german Shepard, and I can remember being 11 or 12, when I...
Freya Parker is looking at her phone, gazing sadly and longingly at a photo of her with her former boyfriend, Brad Newman. Suddenly, Brad appears at her door, causing Freya to panic a little – her parents didn’t approve of her relationship with Brad because he’s older than her, so he’s NOT supposed to be here. Freya frets that her parents will freak out if they see Brad here, but Brad pleads that he just wants to talk to her for a few minutes. She lets him in, and Brad...
xmoviesforyouI am Rahul, I was working in a company in Bangalore, since it was a big company we had clients all over the world and to meet one such client I was on a business trip to Colombo, I look forward to such trips as usually on my trips I get to meet some very interesting people. I reached the airport and finished my security; I was looking around at the crowd eyeing many beautiful women, especially the air hostesses in their short skirts. I went over to the magazine sore and picked up a couple of...