10th Ki Ladki Ki Chut Mari
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We all teed off the next day from the white tees, even Mama. I was sure the extra yardage would have a big effect on her scoring, but it didn't seem to have any effect at all. She finished up at one over, beating Uncle Bunny, dad and I. I only won one hundred from dad and two hundred from Uncle Bunny. It hurt having to pay it all to Mama. I had shot an eighty seven, but it was a forty on the front and a forty seven on the back. The back nine score had caused me to tie my bet with Uncle Bunny for the back, and lose it to dad and Mama. Luckily, I won the front and the eighteen from dad and Uncle Bunny. Mama beat me on all three, even though I had birdies on the fifth and the seventh holes.
We all ate at the club, but they spent the whole time discussing business. Dad had finally made an offer to buy back his division from Consolidated. the board had asked him a bunch of questions about how he was going to handle the financing, but dad told them it would be all cash to them, and that was all they needed to know. They were considering his offer, and he needed to be back in New York by Monday. Uncle Bunny kept asking whether dad thought they'd take the offer, but he kept saying he didn't know. Mama just listened, saying very little, until they started talking about the plans for the golf learning center.
The biggest news there was that it was starting to sound like my dad's estimates on what everything would cost were lower than it was going to be. Based on everything that Mama and Uncle Bunny had learned to that point, it was going to cost twenty five million dollars before it was finished. They started discussing things they could do without, with dad and Uncle Bunny both saying that there wasn't any need to build thirty six holes right away. They could start with eighteen, and add to it if the idea proved a success. Mama said she's rather do it all at once, and said she'd put up the extra money for it herself. After she said that, there was a brief argument until Uncle Bunny solved everything by offering to put up ten million himself for a third interest. Before, Mama hadn't wanted Uncle Bunny as a partner in the learning center, but now, she just looked at dad to see what he would say.
"That would solve a lot of problems, Bertie, because we're going to need operating money even after it gets built. No telling when it will start operating in the black." Dad was letting mom know that he didn't care if Uncle Bunny came in as a partner.
"Bunny, the idea of you owning an interest in a golf learning center, with your game, it just doesn't seem right somehow. I know no one who is more anti practice and anti lesson than you are. Look at the way you play. This is why we didn't invite you in with us in the beginning."
"Bertie, that's ridiculous. Do you think Lamar Hunt knows how to punt, or throw a spiral pass? I don't need to be a player to be an investor."
"Lamar played football at SMU, Bunny, but I agree with you. What difference does it make if he can play golf well or not?" Dad was looking at Mama when he asked his question. She didn't answer dad, looking over at Uncle Bunny instead.
"I'm not going to take any lessons Bertie, so you can just forget it. I play strictly for the enjoyment of the game. I'm not like you, needing always to compete at it. If that's what your driving at, I'll withdraw my offer to join in with you."
"Very well. I can see I'm outvoted on this. We accept your offer, Bunny. It does make it easier this way. I do hope you'll overcome your aversion to taking lessons. We're going to have some very fine instructors, and you could learn to play a decent game, if only you were willing to spend just a little effort. Look at Kenny, he's just beginning, and already he's beating you, even giving you five strokes a side. Doesn't that bother you?"
"Not in the least, and why should it? We can't all be Jack Nicklaus or Arnold Palmer. I play for the relaxation, Bertie, to have fun and to be sociable. My ego isn't involved with playing golf. If I put greater effort into playing well, I'd still be mediocre, just a little less so. No, I'll continue playing my way, thank you anyway."
We were sitting in the back, and my chair was facing back towards the bar, and the entrance. I watched as the Connor family walked into the dining room. The first one in was Richard, but Brenda was next. She noticed all of us sitting at our table right away. Instead of picking someplace away from us, she started walking right over where we were. She took the chair at the next table over. It was the one that would leave her sitting closest to me.
My father and Uncle Bunny stood up to greet the Connors, so I had to stand up too. For the next five minutes, everyone was talking together. Everyone but Brenda, Richard and me. I had sat back down after politely saying hello to Mr. and Mrs. Connor. I had nodded my head in greeting to Richard and Brenda, but didn't speak to them.
"Kenny, how long are you going to stay mad at me?" As soon as Brenda spoke, all of the adults quit talking. She had really put me on the spot, saying that in front of everyone. I was getting flustered, and didn't really know what to reply to her. If we had been alone, it would have been different. I felt like everyone in the restaurant was looking at me and listening to hear what I was going to answer. I had been thinking that I might be able to pretend that I didn't hear her, but not now, not if everyone else heard her ask me that.
"As long as you go around doing things that get me into trouble, or writing things just to make me feel bad." I wanted to say something to her, to stop her from going forward with this in front of all of our families. I was counting on her unwillingness to speak openly in front of everyone else.
"Emily already explained to you about that letter. I was trying to make you jealous. I love you." I looked over at her mother and father, silently trying to get Brenda to think about her audience before saying anything else to make things worse. "I don't care who hears me, Kenny. I just want things to go back like they were before."
"That's enough of that young lady. You're embarrassing yourself, and all of us, with this ridiculous display. Knock it off, and I mean it." Mr. Connor had taken about as much of this as he could stand. For once, he and I were on the same side. Of course, Richard was enjoying what was happening. He had a smug grin on his face, and was just waiting to see more of a show from us.
"Brenda, maybe this isn't the place to have this discussion. Your father is right about that. Perhaps another time, dear." Mrs. Connor came over and tried to put her arm protectively around Brenda. As much as anything, she was trying to shield her from Mr. Connor's anger. I wasn't going to say anything more. Then, Richard had to open his stupid mouth and call Brenda a slut. What kind of thing is that for a brother to call his sister? Right in front of his parents and all of us too. I never liked him, not at all, but that was even more than my self control could take. Not just for Brenda, but for everyone else who could hear what he'd said to her.
"Richard, you are such a stupid dick. I'd call you an asshole, but that would be slandering other assholes." I had heard Nigel say that a few times, and thought it applied here pretty well. I stood up when I said that to him, realizing, as soon as I said it, that Richard had been trying to get me to say something like that to him, so he'd have an excuse to get back at me for that time at the pool, when I'd pushed him down after punching him in the face. He jumped up too, and was coming after me, but Uncle Bunny moved in front of him quickly and told him to sit back down. Uncle Bunny was fat, but he was also big. He had to outweigh Richard by at least sixty pounds, plus he was an adult. Richard sat back down, but he yelled something at me as he did so. I think he said I was a pussy, and that I hid behind other people.
"Bunny, you should let them go at it if they want to. Kenny would probably be able to take care of himself. He shouldn't say things like that if he isn't willing to back them up afterwards." Mr. Connor actually wanted Richard and I to fight, right there in the restaurant. That seemed very weird to me. I'd never met an adult who encouraged kids to fight before. It didn't matter what he wanted, because all of the rest of us, except Richard were against it.
"We were just leaving, Walt. Instead of trying to get these boys to fight, you should find out why Richard thinks it's okay for him to address Brenda that way. If he were my son, I'd have knocked him right on his ass for calling her that. Bertie, are you ready?" My dad had come around from where he was sitting until he was standing by Mama's side, and between her and Mr. Connor.
"Don't lecture me on how to be a parent, Tom. I'll do what I think needs doing. I don't need any advice from you." Mr. Connor had turned his full attention on dad by then. I think that was exactly what my dad wanted.
"Walt, you're absolutely right, and I apologize if I stepped out of line. I see that you've got everything, and everyone, under control now, so we'll be leaving you to enjoy your meal. Georgia, good to see you again. Kenny, Bunny, we should be leaving now." The waiter came over during all of this, with the bill for our lunch in his hand. He was standing closest to me, wondering who to give the check to, so I took it, and signed my new name, adding a twenty per cent tip to it, before I signed. I think it surprised him when I did that, but he smiled, and moved quickly away from us.
Mama went over and kissed Mrs. Connor on her cheek and whispered something in her ear. Then she bent down and hugged Brenda the same way she usually hugged me. I saw her whispering something to Brenda too, and Brenda looked over at me while she listened, and then nodded her head up and down, and smiled at Mama. We all left after that, with Uncle Bunny and I riding back to the house in his car, and Mama and dad in dad's rental car.
"That was interesting, Kenny. I've never had a girl or a woman make such a public fuss over me. Now that I've seen it up close, I'm glad of that. What was your immediate reaction, when she first started talking to you?"
"It started when I saw them coming in. My first thought was that I hoped they wouldn't come sit by us. Then, when they did, I hoped Brenda wasn't going to try to talk to me. After that, it didn't matter that much. I decided not to say anything to her. I didn't mean to say what I did to her, it just slipped right out of my mouth."
"Women have that power over us, Kenny. We risk great peril whenever we fail to meet their expectations, or to satisfy their needs. As to the latter, it has been my experience that no amount of trying can ever satisfy all of their needs. I have a theory that women are the ones who cause men to fight so much amongst themselves. There is something both primitive and satisfying in striking someone, or even in being struck, that only manifests itself after spending too much time listening to a woman complain. Of course, we must try to resist doing that, because it would be falling right into their hands."
"I really don't like Richard."
"No. I don't like him either. He's similar to how Walt was at that age. Walt improved considerably later, as will Richard. Right now, he thinks he's found a lifetime free pass for himself. Later, when he realizes that his talents aren't quite what he believes them to be, he'll regret his mistakes."
"What do you think Mama was whispering to Mrs. Connor and Brenda?"
"I'm sure it was an expression of solidarity with them both. How that will later unfold, I don't care to hazard a guess. My advice would be for you to be constantly on your guard. Machiavelli would have stood in awe of today's evolved woman. A determined woman can be more ruthless than anything nature has to offer. Give me a tornado anytime. There are ways to safeguard yourself against one of those."
"Do you think Mama would take their side against mine?"
"If it served her purposes, you bet. Bertie will go to any extremes. She sets no limits."
"She fakes her depressions."
"No, Kenny, you're wrong about that. She fakes some of her withdrawals, or at least exaggerates them, but not her depression. That is all too real. Don't fall into the trap that Tommy has. He still believes it's all just a matter of her demonstrating her willful nature. I'm not even sure how much Bertie is still in control of the situation when she is pretending. It is an escalation on her part, but how much is really voluntary?"
"Why doesn't she just try to be as happy as she can be? Why put everyone through all that other stuff, especially if she can control some of it?"
"It has become her power, the way she asserts herself. I believe it is similar to throwing a tantrum. It's dangerous though. There's a very real risk that one of these times she'll go beyond the boundary where any return is possible. Should that occur, she may never return. It would be a mistake for you to confront her about her exaggerated withdrawals, Kenny. It would force her to try to deny it, and to prove you wrong."
"I didn't think of that. So, everybody just pretends to believe it, even Gerta?"
"No. Gerta worries about her not eating, and about her injuring herself by these long episodes. It is bound to take a toll on her later. She really can't help herself at times, Kenny, and it shames her to be so exposed during those periods. Part of her withdrawal is to escape her embarrassment. She is a proud woman, too proud to bend, too proud to allow herself be seen as a helpless victim of her own mind's chemistry. By using them, these withdrawals, even to the small degree that she does, she asserts some semblance of control over it. It is like a pilot of a burning plane deciding on the area he wishes for the ultimate crash to occur."
"She just uses her illness for her own purposes then? That makes her feel better?"
"No, not better, but less a victim, and more in control."
"What do you think I should do about Brenda?"
"There, you're on your own. She is very much her mother's daughter, I'm afraid. I find it remarkable that a girl so young could summon the courage to create such a public scene. I would almost have to conclude that she is a formidable force to be reckoned with. Beware of women who push past boundaries easily, Kenny. They will make your life a constant trial."
"Is Mrs. Connor a constant trial to you?"
"Brenda reminds me of her, and that's all I plan to say to you on this subject. Did you notice how well I was chipping today? I've switched to a new wedge, more loft to it. If I could find a way to improve the rest of my game, I'd soon be challenging the rest of you, and winning back all my money."
"Why do you bet us when you know you aren't going to win?"
"Because it makes you all so happy, of course. Even Bertie. Who else do I have to spend my money on, if not my family?"
"You could spend it on Mrs. Connor, and on Brenda. They both like money more than we do."
"Don't kid yourself, Kenny. They show it more, but that doesn't mean they like it more than we do. You don't make the kind of money that we have by accident, or keep it intact either. Bertie and I are as venal and greedy as anyone else. Having too much to ever spend, we are constantly in search of more to add to what we already have. Money is freedom for us, and power over others. You can never have too much of either."
"Will I get like that too?"
"One can only hope. I proved accurate in my prediction about how Tommy would feel when he came into so much personal wealth. Look at where he invested half of it. He knows that golf learning center will never make a viable business. He might as well have given his money to some charity."
"Didn't you just put in ten million too?"
"That's different, Kenny. I can afford to indulge Bertie in this. She wouldn't have agreed to any plan for making the learning center less ambitious. This way, Tommy won't have his position diluted by Bertie increasing her ownership rights. They will remain equal partners. Really, it was the best possible investment I could make in their future together. Tommy needs to feel equal to her, and this will help in that."
"It's really going to be a nice place to learn how to play better golf. You really should learn to play better."
"I intend to take advantage, once it's fully operational. Did Bertie mention that four of her teaching professionals were women?" Uncle Bunny smiled at me, and I had to laugh too. It made me think of Bea though. I didn't want to bring her up to him though, because I knew he missed her too. We were already home by the time we had finished our conversation. I felt better after riding home with Uncle Bunny too. He had managed to distract me from my meeting with Brenda, and to let me know not to do anything about my awareness that Mama was exaggerating her withdrawals. It was hard for me to even think about someone putting up ten million dollars just to keep a balance between two other people.
We walked into the house, and were not surprised to find Mama and dad in the library, having a drink, and arguing about the Connors. My father was saying that Walt was only reacting the same way most fathers would have, while my mother was blaming him for the way Richard acted, and for not being more sympathetic to Brenda's obvious emotional suffering.
"Did you think about poor Georgia caught in the middle? She'll be the one to bear the brunt of that man's temper. Why she stands for that, I'll never understand. She should have sued for divorce fifteen years ago. She should have never married him in the first place."
"Nothing we could do, then or now. You should keep them all away from Kenny though." Mama looked at my father and smiled at him. I knew he had said absolutely the most perfectly wrong thing to her when he said that. I looked over at Uncle Bunny, hoping that he'd jump in between them and break it up before they could get started. He was backing away, and heading over to the bar to mix himself a drink. I had noticed that Uncle Bunny tried to stay out of their way when they were fighting.
"I've invited Brenda and Georgia to go with Kenny and I into the city for dinner and an art exhibit tomorrow, after you fly back to New York."
"Do you mean Springfield?"
"Of course. There's a new exhibit opening tomorrow night at Klasky's. Since you and Bunny will be unable to attend, I thought Georgia and I would go. We can bring the children, except for that horrid Richard, so they have an opportunity to patch up their differences on the long drive into the city."
Back in Glasgow I was kept busy between working different hours at the restaurant and my school work. What time I had off I spent studying and still managed to keep up a correspondence with Emma. I could go dancing on the weekends, so getting dates was not a problem, keeping them was because of my busy schedule.In her letters Emma was still telling me about her supposed dreams, in which she would be explicit, and pressing me to tell her what excited me. "Did I love her Soosi more than her...
Lesbian... I told her that she could be friendlier to me. I was going to ask her if she knew any card games that we could play, but before I got a chance to ask her, she opened up her robe and she was naked underneath. "Is this friendly enough for you?" Except for me, none of the other boys at the orphanage were older than eleven or twelve. That was because most boys got adopted by someone eventually, and St. Cecelia's tried to take younger boys in to replace the ones that left. The younger you...
After I said good night to Mrs. Parsons, I returned to my bedroom and started putting my clothes away. The very first thing I did was gather up all of my old clothes and put them back in the garbage bag that I had brought with me. I hoped that I'd be able to send them back to the orphanage so that some other boys could get some use out of them. If not, I was sure that Mr. Chalmers would know what I should do with them. I was halfway done going through the boxes and putting my clothes away...
This time, Mrs. Parsons drove us out to the country club in her own personal car. It wasn't as big as the one that Hans had driven us in, but it was a nice car. She didn't speak to me at all on the drive over to the country club, and I was afraid to ask her if she was mad at me for what happened the night before. As soon as we got there, she took me down to where Mr. Chalmers had taken me. She didn't bring any golf clubs with her though. We went past where I'd stopped the first time, with...
That Friday night, a little after seven, Mr. Parsons came back home. Even though Mr. Chalmers and Mrs. Parsons had both assured me that Mr. Parsons was going to leave me alone, and, I'd been told to stay out of his way, right after dinner he asked me to join him in his study. I'd never been in this room before, since it was reserved only for Mr. Parsons. I was a little nervous when he led me into the study. It was a smallish room, maybe fifteen feet by fifteen feet, and one whole wall was...
Mr. Parsons came back home that Friday night. I saw him mostly at dinner time, because he was in his study most of the rest of the time. On Saturday, Mrs. Parsons and I went to the country club and played eighteen holes. I had a hundred and seven, but she shot a seventy three. We didn't stay at the club for lunch because we were going to have an early dinner with company coming over. I went into the kitchen when we returned, and Gerta took pity on me, making me a nice sandwich. We were...
I started playing tennis with Brenda the next Wednesday afternoon. I came in early for my golf lesson, then I played eighteen holes with Mrs. Parsons, before having a late lunch by myself, and was out on the tennis court before four o'clock. Mrs. Parsons didn't really encourage me to play tennis with Brenda, but she didn't tell me that I couldn't do it either. It was unusual for her to skip lunch with me, but I assumed she had something else she wanted to do. I didn't really care for...
Friday night came, and with it, Mr. Parsons. He sat down to dinner with us and that was supposed to be all I saw of him for the whole weekend. Mrs. Parsons made a comment that he was under enormous pressure because of the pending merger, and she told me not to bother him during his stay. As if I would seek him out for anything. I went up to my bedroom after dinner, and sat on my bed, listening to my radio, and thinking about my next idea for "accidentally" running into Brenda. It had been...
Brenda had asked me to phone her at seven, but Gerta informed me that we were sitting down to dinner at seven. I decided to try to phone her before dinner, but I still didn't have her phone number. I could either go in and disturb Mr. Parsons again, something I didn't want to do, or else wait and ask him at dinner if he'd get me her phone number. Gerta noticed me just standing there, trying to decide. "What? Why are you staring at nothing?" Gerta had a superstitious nature, believing in...
At ten o'clock I knocked on Mrs. Parsons door, wanting to tell her that I was leaving for my golf lesson. She didn't respond to me at all. I went downstairs, and found Hans in the kitchen with Gerta. I sat up front with Hans, in Mrs. Parsons car, for the trip over to the country club. I took my golf lesson, and we mostly worked on my mid irons. Dave kept trying to show me the difference between picking the ball cleanly from the rough, and hitting down on it from the fairway. I didn't get...
After I returned home, I checked in with Gerta to see whether Mrs. Parsons had eaten anything or not. She hadn't. According to Gerta, her last bite of food, or drink of any liquid refreshment, had been the evening before. When I came back out from the kitchen, Bea was scurrying away from the door separating the dining room from the kitchen. "Hi Bea, don't tell me you're still mad at me?" She continued moving away from me. "I guess you don't want to hear about what happened at the pool...
I went into the library, as soon as I got off of the phone with Brenda. I waited for Mrs. Parsons to come back downstairs like she had promised she would. My thoughts were centered not so much on the questions I wanted to ask her, but on the more general idea of me finding a way to fit in. I hadn't fit in very well at the orphanage. The sisters had told me many times that it was because I refused to make any attempt to. They were right. I hadn't wanted to fit in there. Here, it was an...
We left the pool area to go over to the club house restaurant. By the time I had gotten to the pool, Bea and Brenda had already befriended Carol, telling her that I had insisted on them inviting her to have lunch with us. Both Brenda and Bea had described me to Carol, Brenda telling her that I was the boy that had been here with her before, the time when Carol was standing in the pool and smiling over at me. Bea then told her that I was the boy she had teased by exposing herself to me. Carol...
Once again Mrs. Parsons was in a good mood when she came down for breakfast. She had me call over to Brenda's house to ask them if we could come by to pick them up on our way out to the country club. She told me to tell Mrs. Connor that they would be leaving after lunch and that Hans would return to pick Brenda and me up after we were done with our tennis practice. I called them, and spoke with Brenda for about half an hour. We didn't talk about kitty's, but there was an undercurrent to...
I was up a little before six thirty the next morning. I ate in the kitchen with Gerta and Hans, telling them a little bit about St. Cecelia's, and how my life had been when I still lived there. Gerta waited until I was finished telling them about it before asking me why I wanted to go back, even for a visit? I told her about Marie, sister Clara, and some of the kids that I had gotten along all right with. "I want to go back so I can tell them how lucky I am now. Not to make them feel bad...
The next day, Mrs. Parsons and I went to the country club in her car. After my lesson, we played nine holes and then had lunch together. I hadn't played that well, and I felt a little upset about Brenda's hanging up on me, and her refusal to take my call that morning. It was two thirty, so I changed and went to the pool. Brenda was there, sitting with four other kids that I'd seen around the pool before. I went over and said hello to her, asking her if she wanted to start practicing...
I got up earlier than usual to see Mrs. Parsons off on her trip to Chicago. She asked me several questions about my reconciliation with Brenda, seeming quite satisfied with my answers. She kissed me lightly on my lips when she gave me a hug goodbye. "After tonight, Kenny, the company will effectively be out of my family's hands for the first time ever. I'm going to hate signing everything away. It isn't the money that I wanted, it was knowing that all of the employees and their families...
After Bea left with Mr. Chalmers, Mrs. Parsons started coming downstairs again. On Thursday, she came to the country club with me, and we played eighteen holes. I shot an eighty seven. My putting was improving, and I had learned where to hit the ball to avoid big trouble areas on the course. Mrs. Parsons and I started talking more out on the golf course. There was no one behind us anyway, so we talked in the cart between shots. She started telling me about how happy her early childhood had...
It was almost eight o'clock before dinner was finished and I could go up to my room to call Brenda. Mrs. Parsons came downstairs when Hans, Gerta and I were about halfway through eating dinner in the kitchen. She was drunk and weeping, dressed in her robe, and obviously rumpled from too little rest. She sat with us through the remainder of dinner, but refused to eat anything. Gerta had to help her back up the stairs, and sit with her until she finally fell asleep. This was the first time I...
We picked up Brenda a little before ten, and it was already getting hot outside. Brenda seemed happy to see me, but she started right in about wanting us to practice together in the afternoon too. I didn't want to get into a big argument about it, so I said that we would wait and see how the morning practice went, and then decide. We practiced for a little over an hour before I stopped playing. Brenda wasn't ready to stop, arguing that a few more minutes wouldn't hurt either of us. I...
It was decided that I needed to keep away from the country club for at least two weeks. Part of this decision was to allow Mr. Chalmers to return before allowing me outside in public again, and part of it was that Mrs. Parsons wanted to try to help Mrs. Connor and Brenda to come to terms with my not being sent away to the orphanage. Mrs. Parsons waited until Wednesday before calling Mrs. Connor. She asked about Brenda, but then said her main reason for calling was to ask Mrs. Connor to join...
Mr. Parsons liked to drive fast. We were in his car, on our way out to the country club to get my clubs. I told him that I wanted to keep practicing so I wouldn't get too rusty. When we pulled up in front, he went in, telling me to stay in the car. Five minutes later, he came out with one of the employees who was carrying two sets of clubs. Mr. Parsons opened his trunk and the attendant put the clubs in there. I saw Mr. Parsons giving him some money, but I didn't know what denomination the...
On Monday, after Mr. Parsons went to work, Mrs. Parsons told me to get ready for my golf lesson. It hadn't been two weeks, but I didn't argue with her. We took the limousine, and Hans drove straight to Brenda's house. When we pulled up outside, Mrs. Connor, Brenda, and Richard all came out together. I got out and opened the door for them. Since Richard was carrying his mother's golf bag, I didn't offer to help. Even Hans stayed in the driver's seat, and just pushed the remote button to...
Hans drove me over to Holton the next morning. Mrs. Parsons came downstairs to sit with me at breakfast, and to see me safely off. She looked more natural than she had the night before, but still very tired and wan. I told her that I needed her to try to eat better and to regain her strength. She said that she had already checked with the school and cleared it with the administration for me to be picked up Friday after five P.M. It was school policy to try to be responsive to the wishes of...
On Friday, my last class got out at three o'clock, but I still had to wait for my weekend pass to be processed, and then brought over to our apartment by Terry. I was the only boy from the room that was leaving for the weekend. As such, I was being given lists of items to bring back with me on Sunday night. Nigel gave me a twenty dollar bill, and asked me to buy him some condoms. Jerry said he was broke, but gave me a list of snacks and magazines that he said he really needed. How could you...
Sunday Morning I got up and got dressed before eight o'clock. When I came downstairs, Gerta was in the kitchen and Hans was working on changing the outlet in the garage. I went out back to see Hans. He was already finished putting in the new outlet, and had replaced the fuse with one that was for the correct amperage. He went and turned on the main power switch and the lights came on and stayed on. After about ten minutes, he went and put his hand on the outlet box, feeling to see if it had...
Mr. Chalmers and Bea were sitting in the living room talking to Mr. Parsons when Mrs. Parsons and I got back from the club, at around six. All three of them had drinks in their hand. Dinner was at six thirty, Gerta told us, then she went and made a drink for Mrs. Parsons. I was glad to see Bea. I knew she was leaving the next day, and I wanted to have a chance to tell her goodbye before she left. "So, Kenny, how's that fancy school you're going to? Bunny says there are no girls allowed...
School dragged by slowly. Our teachers were very good. Too good, if you were used to going to a school where you were one of the smartest kids. In my classes, that was definitely not the case anymore. The teaching philosophy at Clement Academy was simple. Each teacher would push you as hard as he felt you were capable of absorbing information from him. It didn't help me that I never volunteered in the classroom either. At CA, they didn't ask for a show of hands to see if you wanted to...
Mrs. Parsons was feeling a lot better, but still, she wanted to wait until the next day to go to the country club with me. After Elena decided to take the job, she left on her motorcycle to get her belongings. She told me that she had a green '63 Ford pick up that she'd be moving her stuff with. After she left, I went into the kitchen to have something to eat. Gerta was happy about a few things. She was glad that Elena had accepted the job, and that Mrs. Parsons was doing well again. She...
Sunday, Mrs. Parsons was feeling good, and we went out and played eighteen holes of golf together. We teed off at ten thirty, and finished up at three o'clock. We were behind two other foursomes, and it was the foursome in front that was slowing everyone down. While we waited, I tried to keep Mrs. Parsons focused on her learning center idea, rather than on the slow pace we were able to play golf. After golf, I walked over to the pool area while Mrs. Parsons was in the pro shop talking with...
Mr. Chalmers helped me with my mother, moving her into her bedroom, Gerta followed close behind us. The three of us spent the next hour with her, Uncle Bunny (that's what he asked me to call him) telling mama how difficult it had been for the two of us to bring her back this time. I decided to ask her about the place she went to. "Did you want to come back to us?" She looked at me for a minute, and then closed her eyes before speaking. "Kenny, that is too hard for me to answer. Going...
Uncle Bunny joined us for golf Saturday morning. He refused to bet with Mr. Parsons because they couldn't agree on the number of strokes he needed to be given. Mr. Parsons offered him five strokes a side, but Uncle Bunny wanted a stroke per hole. When they finally gave up trying to make a money match, I offered Uncle Bunny two strokes a side for a ten dollar Nassau. When he found out that Mr. Parsons was giving me eight a side, he accepted my bet. My mother was a little off her game,...
By the time we drove back home, all the good feelings had been stripped away. I could see and feel the tension on Mama's face as we neared the house. I reached over to her, and placed my hand on her arm, trying to send her a signal of my love and support for her. "Kenny, I'm not sure I can do what we talked about. When it was just the two of us, everything seemed possible to do, but, now, I don't think I can face telling Thomas that I forgive him. I still have angry feelings about what...
We didn't stay up too late Friday night. Mama had two more drinks before we turned in. After saying goodnight to her, I went into my own room and got ready for bed. A lot had happened in a short time. I had been on an emotional roller coaster almost since the time my mother had picked me up and taken me to the club that afternoon. I was beginning to feel the strain of all of the changes that had been set in motion by the words spoken within our family. Earlier in the evening, although it...
I was back in school in the early part of January when my mother had another of her serious depression withdrawals. Everything had been going fine, one minute she was laughing and happy, and the next, she went up to her room and started the painful process of guilt and overwhelming sadness. It was like one of those long slides they had in the playground at the school I had gone to. Mama would go anywhere from two or three days, to two or three months, seemingly perfectly normal, then, for...
I got back to school just in time to be there for all of the drama of Nigel finding out that his whole family was going back to England, and that, they were planning on leaving him behind to finish out the school year. Nigel's father had been promoted, and was heading back to run the marketing department for the entire auto company. Naturally, this news was devastating to Nigel. He had felt rejected by his family before any of this happened, but hearing the news made it seem far worse. He...
In the library, Mama was having a highball before dinner, when Emily and I walked through the open doorway. We joined her, with Hans fixing each of us a lime tonic. It looked like a real drink, but it had no alcohol in it. "Emily, I knew your father in high school. My brother and I were in the class right in front of his. Tell him that Bertie Chalmers says hello, won't you? He wouldn't know me as a Parsons." "He does remember you, because I heard him talking about that with my mom. He...
I called Emily, but only after telling my mother and father that Brenda had agreed on Emily coming on the trip with us. I told her that we'd stop by her house to pick her up soon after one o'clock, when my father was scheduled to leave. When I came back downstairs, Mama told me that dad was waiting in his study to speak with me. I went there and knocked on his door. "Come in Kenny, and close the door. I wanted to speak with you about what happened this morning. I'm not sure what all of...
We spent the next two hours of our journey with Brenda and Emily covertly competing for my attention. Mama and Mrs. Connor were both drinking. They drank a whole bottle of champagne together, and then another bottle of some white wine they both seemed very happy with. After an hour, you could tell they had been drinking quite a bit. I had already given Brenda a little make up kiss, and then I had to give Emily one as well. It was after this that the whispering began. Brenda was the first to...
It was the week before our Spring break, Nigel tried to hang himself in his bedroom. It was on Tuesday night, after we were all in our bedrooms. I heard a loud thumping sound, followed by the light in my bedroom going off. The sound had come from Nigel's room, and when I opened my door to get some light, I discovered that all the lights in the building had been knocked out. We found Nigel slumped on the floor with torn sheets wrapped around his neck, and the lighting fixture pulled from his...
You see a large collection of toys on the bed. There are leather cuffs, chains, dildos, but plugs, vibrators, and a plug-in massager. In the corner is a wooden chair with rope on it. I stand behind you and uncuff your hands. I cup and squeeze your tits and slowing kiss your neck and whisper 'You are my lil FUCKMEAT slut for the rest of the night' You can feel my hardness pressing against your arse. I push you forwards towards the bed, when your legs hit the edge of the bed I shove you forwards...
Mike & Laura (The Wedding) It’s my wedding day today, I am looking at my reflection in the mirror to make sure that my makeup is flawless and my hair is perfect. My maid of honor comes in to help to stand up and move since I have a corset on under my gown that is so restrictive I can barely draw enough breath. My breasts are being pushed up by the corset and I also have a chastity belt on with a butt plug attached and a vibrator in my pussy. My maid of honor who will also be my...
It was a cold evening in New York when their flight landed at Kennedy International Airport. Ali stretched and yawned having slept during most of the flight east. There was a layover until their Swissair flight for Zurich departed and she took the time mentally to review their plans for the upcoming trip. As soon as they had decided to spend January in Switzerland, Ali had called her old friend, Karl Gaudli, who lived in Zurich. She had met Karl years earlier when she was in Switzerland...
"Mom ... June, I need to do my homework, then Stacy is coming over for some 'playtime in the pool.' Can this wait until you are sober? I've always dreamed of you ... like that. I want you—but you need to be completely sober when we do it, all right?" Running her hand through my hair, she said, "That sounds OK to me." She then gripped me by my dick and said, "I want all of this inside me really soon. I don't want a relationship with you, I love you already." I got out and helped...
I awoke in the early morning, to a dorm room that wasn’t mine, a sour taste in my mouth, a pounding in my head, sore hips and a heavy, unfamiliar weight across my torso. Glancing down at my chest I noted that said weight was attached to an arm. A very large, very muscular, arm. I turned my head to the right and was met with the back of someone’s head. Close cropped dirty-blonde hair did not give me much to go on. I tried to see if there were any distinguishing marks that would give clue as to...
Reluctance1Self-Sub Susy by The TechnicianF exh, Bondage Self, M/F, F/F Spanking EnemaCHAPTER ONEAn adventurous young woman who calls herself “Self-Sub Susy” is warned to stop playing naked bondage games on the park trails. She gets more than she bargained for when she taunts back, “catch me if you can.”My name isn’t actually “Self-Sub Susy,” but then again, W’s real name isn’t actually “The Technician.” That is what most people know him by, and that is what he is. I guess Self-Sub Susy is what I am,...
Chapter Six I stared through the small window with shocked fascination at the surreal scene that unfolded before me. Jim Arlington was sitting on a stool with his hands cuffed behind his back and a sullen expression on his face as he was held in his seat by two of Rocco's muscle bound thugs. Rocco went through his wallet, emptied it out and held the driver's license up to Jim's bruised face. He nodded to a third hood who grabbed hold of him, shook him by his shirt collar and began...
Hi dosto. Sabhi lundwale apna lund nikal kar hath me le le aur chutwaliyo apni panty utar kar ungli ya baigan taiyar rakhe. Kyonki meri chudai story padhne ke baad aapko control nahi hoga. Mera naam rohan sharma hai aur main patna city se hu. Meri age 24 hai aur main ek baanka atheletic body wala naujawan hu. Hua yun ki main garmi ki chuutiyo me apne mama -mami ke ghar jaaya karta hu. Aur is baar bhi main unke paas hi gaya. Mere mama ki ahe 42 hai aur mami 34 ki. Lekin unka kasa hua badan...
A storm is coming that no one can escape. Tears are falling from the darkness and Blood rises Something waits within the shadows. An army in the night that is hidden from the light. Save them all. Speak your name and claim your power! I shoot up from the darkness. The darkness surrounds my room. My hand shoots out and I feel that familiar lamp. I’m in my room. That dream! My name? Why is it always that woman saying those words? My name is David. David Kennedy Marshall Graceson. I am...
Gathering among the crowd of adventurers Elinore and Bonny ready themselves as they enter the structure jutting out of the mountain. Elinore’s eyes widen as the group finds themselves in a wide-open field with fountains of water across the area. The crowds dissipate surprised by the extensive amount of space in the area as Bonny raises her guard. “Where is this?” Kaito asks. “This is the Wasser Dungeon, the Dungeon of Water,” Bonny says. “Or at the very least it’s the entrance, but I don’t...
Once outside she led them down the street and to a small, family owned ice cream shop. Inside she placed her order, then gave Stephan his. Walking outside, Stephan began eating his ice cream and looked over at Kylie. ‘Mmm, this is really good,’ he said to her, devouring the sweet treat. She grinned at him. ‘I told you it would be worth your while.’ ‘I’ve never had ice cream that tasted so good, how’d you find this place?’ ‘When I first got to Paris I happened up on this little shop and had...
There isn't a man on earth that doesn't love slinging ropes on a bitches face. There is nothing like it. Actually, I take that back. There is one thing that provides a very similar joy to cumming on a bitches face, and that's pissing on it.Using Yellow to Make WhitePissing isn't as popular a fetish as busting a nut on a bitches face, but the result is similar. Much like with cum, there are several reasons men like to urinate on a cunt.Many men enjoy the visual of a woman pissing. It’s a subtle...
Premium Scat & Piss PornLet me start out by saying this is my first story. So please don't be too harsh.I'll give you some background information first in saying that my grandfather was a bit of a playboy even as a old man. He had quite a few women in his life and even more children. My mother was his third child in a line of many. My aunt in question was his sixth, had a different mother and was born three years before I was born. Okay now that the history lesson is behind us I can get to the story.I never really had...
IncestA couple of weeks ago, on the way back from work I went in to a charity shop a few miles from my home. My wife and I had argued that morning and I didn't feel like seeing her right away. The shop was pretty deserted apart from a young man at the counter, who was reading a magazine. "Pretty dead here, huh?" "Always is this time of day, towards closing time" he replied, without looking up from what he was reading. I spent some time looking at the clothes and the CD's. After a while I...
Don't be a hero Part 5 After a teary reunion the trio decided they had to make a game plan. Kenny was upset at the fact that Larry checked into a hotel using his real name. He was afraid that Mato still had contacts all over the city and he was Sure Larry was possibly a target. The sun was starting to set and the strip was becoming busier by the second. Kenny wanted to get out of Vegas as fast as possible. After discussing it further they agreed to drive to Pahrump about an hour...
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xmoviesforyouSo my sex life with my girlfriend was in a bit of a slump. Too tired, too stressed, the usual sort of thing. I ended up going on Craigslist, scanning the listings of guys looking for some NSA fun with other guys. I loved the imagined thrill of it. I loved the pictures of their dicks and asses. I used to wank for hours thinking about being with another guy.Until one day I got the courage to try it. I found a guy who had posted on there looking for some fun - sucking and wanking only, no fucking....
As soon as Dr. Griffin returned to the examination room, I knew that the news wasn’t good. I could tell by the way he avoided my eyes as he studied his clipboard and fidgeted with his pen that something was wrong, terribly wrong with me. The ache in my groin that I had been ignoring for so long was indication enough, and as the doctor cleared his throat, I tried to prepare myself for the worst. “The test results are positive for testicular cancer,” he said abruptly. “Unfortunately, the cancer...
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