SPIRALS: PART FIVE
By T-Vixen
In the Colorado town of Glory Falls, Karen Derrickson, now turning into
the alien hermaphrodite known long ago as Mastress Melonia, is warring
against the evil in hir soul. Meanwhile events continue to expand, as the
US military, guided by a behind-the-scenes group of scientists, starts to
mobilize to repel an "alien invasion". What will be the outcome of this?
NOTE: This is the continuation of an ongoing science-fantasy story.
Please read all previous parts.
WARNING: This story contains incest!
Melonia, the Dark Goddess, looked down upon hir groveling thrall Kidenda.
The lithe almost cheetah-like zengi lay in the dust before the city of
Digendo, the last great citadel of their world Nengi. It was chosen to be
the last to fall before Melonia's armies, because it was where hir lover
Henengi's own people had betrayed and tortured hir to death. It was the
great canker of Melonia's hatred; a festering sore on their world and in
hir mind that this day shi would destroy utterly.
Now hir slave that shi had altered into a perfect courier was bringing
news that a most hated enemy was coming. It was Tasola, Henengi's eldest
sister, who was also the ruler and head priestess of Digendo. Melonia had
no idea why shi would bother coming to see hir, unless perhaps to beg for
mercy. How could there be mercy for the one who stood by and allowed such
an atrocity to occur to the one the Dark Goddess loved so much?
Within Melonia's being, Karen Derrickson railed with rage. She screamed
out, as much to her self as to this alien memory called Melonia. She
cried, "Atrocity?! You accuse this woman of atrocity?! Look at what
you've done! Look at what I'VE DONE! How can you... I... even dare to
think of Tasola having committed an atrocity, when the lands are covered
with the dead and half-dead that we've created?!"
Like a movie projected by an infernal video machine, the scene played on
without pity for Karen's feelings. Melonia telepathically said to
Kidenda, "Where is shi? Does shi come now to us?"
Kidenda looked up at hir from the ground, scared of hir Mastress's
reaction, but more terrified of not doing hir genetically programmed
duty. Shi shivered and mentally answered, "Great Mastress, shi wishes to
talk to you of hir sister and your divine lover. Shi says shi has
messages for you."
Kidenda then lowered hir head, and awaited any punishment hir Mastress
wished to give hir. After all, Kidenda loved to run, and run fast. The
Mastress had deemed hir worthy of being mutated into a running machine,
and that was a dream come true for this zengi. So, shi now belonged body
and soul to the Mastress, to do with as shi wished.
Melonia's face sneered, but then grew softer. Despite the annoyance of
having to delay the attack a few moments, it would be amusing to confront
Tasola face to face. Perhaps shi would take the priestess captive, and
force hir to live long enough to see hir city burned into dust, and hir
people butchered and burned along with it.
Shi stepped down from the throne hir thralls carried about, and began to
walk towards the city gates. As shi passed Kidenda, there was a brief
flash of love and affection from hir. The slave had done what needed to
be done, and so the Mastress showed hir satisfaction. Melonia reached
down and gently stroked the head of hir pet, hir delicate fingers going
down along the spine and into the crack of the buttocks to brush and then
penetrate the thrall's anal opening. The combination of touch and psychic
impulse made Kidenda writhe with pleasure as an orgasm erupted through
the courier's body.
Melonia left the moaning and mewing creature to convulse upon the ground,
as shi continued towards hir meeting with Tasola...
***
Within the mind of Raymond Beaumont, at the edge of a trench filled with
the memory of murders past committed, stood the astrally projected
spirits of Mandy Derrickson and Ray's wife Claire Beaumont. Claire sobbed
with hysteria as the transforming hermaphrodite looked down upon a zengi
corpse she recognized as her own in a previous existence.
Her husband's previous being lay as a memory upon the fields nearby,
wailing and frothing at the horror of the sins committed in the past
against the one loved so dearly in the present. Solusa, Ray's original
alien self, was a memory trying to commit suicide and in doing so destroy
hir future self as well. The present Ray could not accept that his past
being had been so cruel, and as a God fearing man who believed in
justice, he realized that he must be punished for what he had done so
long ago.
Mandy grabbed Claire, and shook her hard to snap her out of the shock of
witnessing such a death. Claire looked at Mandy, and said, "It all just
came back to me now. It's like getting hit with a giant wave. I'm just
spun around, like in a windstorm!" She leaned against Mandy and began to
cry again.
Mandy said to her softly, "Claire, you have to go to Solusa and tell hir
something that will get hir out of this desire to die. I don't know if
Solusa really died here or not, but I think its Ray's memory showing us
the desire to die right now, back where all our bodies are in the living
room. Claire, you've got to say or do something now, or Becky said Ray
will go into shock and die."
Claire stepped back while wiping her eyes, and said, "Joliani..." She
then turned to walk back to Solusa, and said over her shoulder, "My name
is Joliani."
Claire laid her nude form over Solusa, and embraced the dying zengi. As
she did this, it seemed to Mandy that Claire was becoming a zengi her
self, snuggling up against Solusa and making purring and chirping sounds.
Claire's melodious voice sweetly whispered into Solusa's ear, "Baby, it's
Claire again. Don't worry about Joliani, honey. That's past now. Think of
it this way, baby. May be, when our spirits traveled to Earth, we were
meant to be together. May be that is the way that God, or our zengi
Goddess, wanted you to make up for what you did here. In all those
billions of people, we found each other, and you're my loving husband,
taking care of me. I'm going to have your baby, honey. Doesn't that mean
anything to you?"
Claire thought back to all the things she had learned as a zengi, from
their holy stories and myths. She also drew upon the strength of her
Baptist upbringing, and her belief in Christ, and thought about what she
could say that would save her husband from despair and death. Then, an
inspiration hit her...
***
Senator Alvin McLangley stared in dumbstruck horror at what he was
seeing. The wall of the laboratory had slid away, and behind it was a
series of carefully stacked and bolted cages. In this cubicles stalked
about creatures like, and yet un-like, anything he had seen before in his
life.
To call them mockeries of Earth animals would be a gross understatement.
They were gargoyles, freaks that blended the best and worst of carnivores
and supposedly more passive creatures. Dogs with mouths full of
slobbering teeth pawed at their cages with talons like raptor birds. Cats
howled and yowled, their tails ending in scorpion stingers, and their
claws dripping with what must have been some kind of venom. Birds
fluttered about one large enclosure, all with red glowing eyes and the
look of vultures waiting to kill. Their beaks were serrated, and their
tongues barbed.
Alvin thought he was going to be sick, and began to gag at this menagerie
of obscene forms. Even the sparrows looked like killing machines. Worst
of all, he could somehow sense instinctively that there was an alien
power behind these creatures, as though nothing like this could have
naturally been conceived by nature's plans.
"What in God's name are these things?" he said with a croak to his voice.
Solvang, now seeming more a mad scientist than a calm doctor, turned
about the laboratory and exclaimed, "This, dear Senator, is what we can
do to stop the zengi infestation! These creatures have been created and
bred by myself, and my other associates around the world who have been
tracking this problem for several years!"
Mclangley just shook his head in disbelief, and asked, "But, where did
they come from? How could anyone breed anything like this? It's
impossible!"
"Oh, really Senator?!" the biologist continued. "We are standing at the
beginning of an alien invasion involving millions of humans, soon to
transform within days, or at most weeks into creatures unlike anything
the world has seen before! And now you can't believe that there are other
forces, similar to them that could do this?!"
Lana Monroe seemed positioned between the two, both physically and in
feeling as well. Though McLangley assumed that the young woman had been
involved in this secret project, she also seemed to find the creatures in
the lab instinctively repulsive to human senses.
"Doctor Solvang, perhaps the Senator should know everything we do, since
you've taken it on yourself to show him this much," Lana said. She also
showed signs of fear and annoyance, as though Solvang had jumped the gun
on their time table as to when to inform the world of what they were
doing.
"Yes, yes Doctor, let's hear more about it," Alvin said with suspicion.
"Who are you and your associates, and where did you get the alien
technology to do this bio-engineering?"
Solvang was slightly taken aback by Monroe's sudden bravado. However, he
quickly regained composure. He went to a nearby computer terminal, and
began bringing up images of areas of what looked like Eastern Africa.
"Senator, I have some news to tell you," he began to say. "For many years
now, there has been a private task force that has been dealing with the
question of alien invasion since the 1950's. Despite what many think,
this interest in space did not come from events such as Area 51. We have
never discovered an alien technology like a UFO crashing down into our
backyards."
"If such an event had occurred, do you think that it could have been kept
secret from the US, KGB, British Secret Service or the Mossad? The
governments of the world are so full of traitors and moles, and so
incompetent at keeping secrets from each other, they could not keep the
news of extraterrestrials safe for more than thirty minutes."
"However," he continued, "there are private organizations that have been
suspicious about the nature of life and evolution for many years. I and
my associates belong to such a group. Studies in East Africa by early
anthropologists led to many sites of early proto-human existence being
excavated."
"At one of these sites, dated nearly 30 million years ago, was found
traces of a blue crystalline material of a very exotic nature. It was
unlike anything seen before, and the hope of some kind of profit from
materials knowledge led to the corporation carefully sealing the
materials away. Businesses, driven by the profit motive and their
responsibilities to stockholders, are better at holding onto ideas than
governments, which are responsible to no one but themselves."
"The strange nature of this material indicated that it was not only made
to survive in outer space. It was also partly biological, and contained
traces of an alien genetic structure unlike anything seen on the Earth.
That is, until now..." Solvang then went to an armored cabinet, and
removed one of a set of tubules that contained a bluish purple fluid. He
walked back with it towards the senator and fellow scientist.
"What was also strange was that this material was dated from layers that
originally were created by the Earth nearly 100 million years ago. This
means that roughly ten million years ago, life on Earth contacted an
extraterrestrial material that crashed here over three times earlier on
the scale of history. So, it is likely that the pollution of our genetic
lineage came from a project started by the aliens long, long before
humans developed. This implies that our entire evolution has been
influenced by them, even at a time when the dinosaurs still roamed the
Earth."
"Is it a coincidence that the mighty reptiles failed and died out, to be
replaced by the mammals? Replaced by mammals that look and operate
similar to the aliens we have tried to reconstruct? We have no evidence
that the aliens intended the extinction of the dinosaurs, but we cannot
ignore the possibility. While today we have assumed that a comet or
asteroid finished them off, they were already going into a decline.
Perhaps a decline brought about by a disease released by the aliens, and
sent to Earth even earlier than what I hold here now?"
"The reason I am hitting you with all these suppositions is because I
want you to understand how terrible the nature of our enemy could be.
Their ancestors were ruthless enough to start a terraforming project on
our world, all to ensure their eventual evolution. To the New Blue, we
are biomass, created to ensure the development of a project started ages
ago."
The senator wiped the sweat from his brow, and said, "So, what can be
done? If they were that evolved and advanced, how could we stop them
without destroying our own civilizations? I mean, if they are so
incorporated into our species, we would need a "magic bullet", like an
antibody that was tailored to attack only alien infected people.
Otherwise, we could end up bombing and burning whole sections of our
world to get rid of these beings."
Solvang smiled a grin with no real sense of joy or humor behind it. He
replied, "Funny you should mention that, Senator. Along with the blue
crystals, we discovered another kind of matrix, one that may have been a
mutation that went terribly wrong. It was a red crystal, and from it we
extracted another kind of genetic material, the offspring of which you
see around you."
McLangley spun about and gawked at all the freaks in the cages. He had
assumed that Solvang was leading up to telling him that the alien blue
had created these things. Now the scientist was implying that these
mutants were actually another form of alien genetic material. The senator
didn't know what would be worse: Humanity turning into alien beings, or
the Earth's ecosphere changing into hordes of monstrous animals and
plants.
"I can see your concern, Senator," Solvang continued. "Let me show you
something that will put you at ease. These creatures have been recently
fed a great deal of food, and have no hunger in them that would cause
them to attack people. Doctor Monroe, if you would please?"
Lana walked up to a cage and opened it, releasing one of the spiny hound
wolves, which trotted out and about the other cages, pausing to take
occasional sniffs of air. Solvang and Monroe approached the creature, and
began to touch it, even going as far as to poke and prod the animal with
their fingers, but carefully avoiding the razor-sharp spines on its back.
The creature showed no interest in them, merely sitting down upon its
haunches and scratching behind one ear with a hind leg.
Then, Solvang took out a rubber toy and said, "This item has been
immersed for a few seconds in a diluted formula of the blue matrix
liquids. Watch the creature's reactions to it."
He threw the toy into an empty corner of the room, and within a second
the monster sniffed out the objects existence. With a howl of what could
only be described as mindless rage, the frothing beast threw itself with
so much violence at the rubber device that its head impacted on the wall
with a loud thud. Regaining its senses, it tore into the chew toy and
within seconds had shredded it to pieces. It then proceeded to devour
what to any other animal would have been a completely indigestible
material.
Solvang turned and said to Lana, "We will have to sedate the creature and
pump the rubber from its stomach; there is no point in letting it get
sick." He looked over at McLangley, who was now white as a sheet.
"So, you see Senator, we have our "magic bullet"," he said. "Any creature
engineered with the "red serum", as I call it, can be remodeled into a
fierce fighting machine that is obsessed with destroying anyone that is
infected with the alien blue virus. Why they do this, we have not been
able to determine right now, but you can see the utility of this. In this
way, we can release them into infected areas, and allow them to patrol
and slay the infected, without harm coming to anyone who is a pure
human."
"I would suggest that we start in rural and semi-rural places, releasing
the creatures in small groups to stalk down and eliminate the infected as
covertly as possible. That would allow the army to concentrate on urban
areas of higher density, instead of having them be scattered about the
country, which would dilute their effectiveness."
"You said they're not hostile to humans," McLangley responded. "But, what
if we are hostile to them? I mean, if you saw such a thing rummaging
around your backyard, you'd take a shotgun to it. What would happen
then?"
Solvang thought for a few seconds and answered, "I can't guarantee that
the creatures wouldn't fight to defend themselves, but we can program and
train them to avoid contact with pure humans if possible. And of course,
my associates and I and others in the government would be present, if
hidden, to ensure the removal of the creatures from an area once the
infected had been destroyed. I suggest a test, perhaps to destroy the
"queen bee", the head breeder of the aliens? We know that it is located
in a community in Colorado, which is comprised of many of the infected.
Don't you think that would be an excellent testing area?"
To emphasize his point about control, Solvang took a long and thin metal
tube and blew at one end of it. A barely audible sound made the fillings
in Alvin's teeth tingle, and the spine hound turned about and with the
mindless joy of a prancing Labrador Retriever, came over to Solvang. He
motioned it into the cage, and it gladly went in. The scientist then
closed the cage door behind it, and looked over knowingly at the senator.
McLangley looked at the cages about him for a few seconds, and then said,
"Okay, how long do you need to start?"
Solvang answered, "About three or four days; well less than a week. Of
course, some of the Army will need to know about it, but I suggest that
only higher ranking officials like General Knowles be told right now.
He'll of course want to do an outright assault, but this and future
conflicts may require... delicacy. Might you persuade him?"
Alvin McLangley went to a nearby phone, and replied, "Probably not, but I
know someone who can." He picked up the receiver, dialed several special
code numbers into the phone, and waited for a few seconds. He then said,
"Yes, this is Senator Alvin McLangley. Yes, this is a secured line, and
make sure everything is double encrypted. Patch me through to the
President of the United States."
***
Melonia had walked up to the gates of the city, and before them stood the
object of hir hatred. Tasola was an older zengi, a priestess of the
Goddess. Henengi had mentioned hir many times; how wise and kind shi was.
Hennie knew that of all hir family clan, Tasola was the least angered by
the relationship hir younger sister had started with Melonia.
Tasola, with hir light white robes and simple gold badge of hir office,
and hir long mane of blue and silver hair about hir shoulders, stood with
strength and confidence before Melo. Melonia couldn't understand how shi
could look so calm, given that the priestess was staring right at hir
inevitable death. It was as if the priestess had practiced this situation
over and over again, knowing that this confrontation would be necessary.
Melonia cried out, "Are you here now, after all this time since your
family killed hir, to beg for the lives of these scum?! How can you
expect me to stop it now?! It would be better to command the sun to not
rise in the morning!"
Tasola just shook hir head, and in hir deep and strong voice answered,
"What I expect is that this madness will now stop. There is one here who
will put an end to it, and shi stands before you now."
Melonia threw back hir head and laughed wickedly. "You are insane to
think that I'll stop at this point. Can I go back on all the murder and
mayhem I've caused to get to this point? How can you end this?"
Tasola smiled, which was something totally unexpected for Melonia to see.
The priestess then said, "Melo, did Hennie ever tell you what I am?"
Melonia responded, "You are an elder priestess of the Goddess. Your
psychic powers are very great, and you were one of the cornerstones of
your family identity. You are the essence of what we two rebelled
against. Though you were sympathetic to us, for this reason I must
destroy you utterly; and with you I'll destroy this city."
Tasola shook hir head again, and said, "No, dear sister-in-law, you shall
not. Hennie never told you everything about me. I am a Soul Talker."
Melonia was taken aback by this. The Soul Talkers were an ancient sect,
and supposedly only a dozen existed at any time on their world. However,
they were supposed to have become extinct long, long ago. It was said
that their empathy was so powerful that they had the ability to talk to
the spirits of the dead, who sometimes wandered the world for a while
after they died. These mystics would help these souls find their way into
the next life, after aiding them in bringing closure in death.
Melonia snarled back, "Those are mythical beings, Tasola. They were
supposed to have died out centuries ago. Are you daring to claim that you
can talk to the dead?"
The priestess answered, "There are still a very rare few left, but we
found ourselves slowly discredited over time. Now, we practice our craft
in secret and in quiet, so as not to disrupt the afterworld too much. It
was a great mistake for our species, the day we forgot the magic of our
souls, and began to view our minds as just scientific tools. Melo, our
psychic power, and the power of all living things, is not something that
can be analyzed or dealt with like some kind of experiment. We are
magical beings, blessed by the Goddess with souls and the ability to
love. You and Hennie forgot that, as you plotted on how to reshape the
minds and wills of millions of your sisters."
"You two and those who followed you belonged to that new way of thinking.
You believed that our troubles were some kind of engineering problem that
could be solved with the tools of genetics. Yet think about it, Melo. For
you, genetic engineering is intuitive, something that you visualize and
bring about with your mind and will. It is like an art form, trial and
error with your feelings, until you strike that moment of enlightenment
and see what it is that you really wanted."
"The creatures we manipulate are partners in this transformation; it is
not something that can be enforced on them. What you and Hennie started
was a kind of disease, like a virus. It was conversion by trickery, and
disguised in the guise of love and sexual bliss. No wonder so many of our
youth were eager to adapt to it, and change into what you wanted them to
be. You thought you were doing the Goddess's Will, but in the end it was
a perversion of Hir love you were giving out."
"But as I have talked to the shades of those who you converted, and those
who have died in your madness, I have seen a terrible sense of anger and
resentment forming in the aura of our world. The saddest thing is that I
knew this would happen; and in the end Hennie did too. When shi came to
see me that fateful day, I worked to show hir what was happening. Shi
couldn't understand, as our minds were no longer sharing any similar
pattern at all. It was terrible, but in the end there was only one way to
make hir understand. That is why I slew hir personally. It was the only
way."
Melonia stared with open slack jaw at what shi had just heard. Then with
a look of rabid anger, shi shrieked, "You killed hir!!! You killed your
own sister!!! Why... how could you do it?!!!" Shi began to advance
forward, one hand clutching a long knife, while hir claws slid out of the
other. There would be no psychic contest; shi intended to just gut the
priestess there and then, and eat hir entrails. "You won't stop me now!
You can't stop me!!!"
"I am not the one who will," Tasola replied fearlessly. "I said shi
stands before you now, and it is not I. Stop your blindness, Melo, and
see with your heart and not your head."
There before Melonia was a hazy light, which seemed to emanate out from
hir own psychic aura. It began to coalesce, gaining a translucent but
defined form. The insane zengi paused for a second, wondering if this was
some trick or attack from the priestess. Soon, shi realized that this was
from hir self, and not an outside assault.
The image gained its final form, and Melonia was stunned to see a glowing
phantasm of hir beloved Henengi standing right in front of hir. Melo fell
to hir knees with a scream of fear, followed with a cry of joy. Hir
emotions went wild, almost tearing hir mind apart, upon seeing hir
beloved again. All those feelings of happiness, desire and hope began to
flow through hir again. However, something was wrong, for Henengi looked
sad and forlorn.
"My dearest, dearest Melo," the shade whispered softly. "It's been so
long now, that I've walked in your footsteps and followed you through all
this terrible carnage and suffering. I'm so, so sorry that I failed to
reach you. Tasola tried hir best, but I wasn't strong enough to talk to
you without hir being here. Only because shi is a Soul Talker can I
finally use hir energy to let you see what is going on."
"Oh sweetest, don't be sad anymore!" Melonia replied back to the ghost.
"It's all right! Once I've destroyed this fiend who took your life, you
will be released from hir power! I don't know how shi bound you here to
the world, but I will free you, and you will go to the Goddess where you
belong!"
Henengi shook hir head, and said, "No my dearest. You have it all wrong.
My sister has not imprisoned me. You have. I and all those who served
you, or were forced to join you, are prisoners in your own aura, and
bound into you forever."
Melonia shrieked out loud, "Lies! It must be lies! Shi's making you say
these things to me!"
Henengi looked at hir with a face intense and somber, and said, "No Melo.
You and I know we could never lie to each other. Look behind me, and all
around you. See for yourself what is happening to you and all zengi that
are part of our experiment."
Though shi dreaded the act, Melonia turned hir head around and refocused
hir eyes using the inner orb of hir inner mind. Like Henengi, shi saw a
sea of zengi spirits around hir. A handful looked upon hir with love and
concern; these had joined hir at the start willingly. Many others looked
at hir with sorrow and despair; these felt that their dream had been
betrayed by the selfish madness of their Mastress. Finally, the others
(and they were massive in their numbers) looked at hir with rage and
hatred. They were forced to join hir, their minds damaged and warped by
hir dark visions.
Melonia whispered with fear, "Hennie, please, please, make them go away."
"No, I cannot make them go away, Melo," shi responded. "They are you now,
just as I am. Their sorrow and anger outnumbers your will, and now it is
your will. It is a will that is slowly turning against itself, and
against all life everywhere. When we created our "plan", we did not
understand what my sister did: That we were absorbing not only the
genetic and psychic energy of our species, but we were tapping into the
very soul of what it is to be a zengi. As we died physically, our new
compulsion to be as one would drive our spirits into the auras that we
all started to share together. It became a cage to us, and we could not
leave and continue our travel into the after life."
"Worse, many of these have felt hatred growing in them, because your
hatred of my death drove you to punish others for my loss. As their hate
grew, it bled into your soul, and that in turn made the darkness grow
stronger and made you hate more, which in turn made them angrier and more
hateful."
"Why, why didn't you or Tasola tell me this?" Melonia asked with a moan
of sorrow.
"Would you have believed my sister, since shi was not of the new pattern
we had created?" Henengi answered, hir face turning to sadness. "I
couldn't understand hir when we met that last fateful day. Shi tried so
hard to enter my mind and show me the nightmare shi knew was coming, but
I couldn't grasp it anymore, because of the changes we made to
ourselves."
"Please Melo, don't fault Tasola. In the end shi knew one truth: That in
the after life, all zengi are part of one wholeness, and all spirits can
talk to each other. That is how Soul Talkers can communicate with any
zengi, no matter where or when they came from. So, in order for me to
understand, shi killed me. Sadly, though this allowed me to see what shi
was trying to warn me of, I was whisked away into the vortex of your
aura. Without Tasola there to communicate for us, I was never able to
tell you what was happening, except in snatches of dreams. And even then,
your hate blinded you to that."
"But, but what can be done?!" Melonia cried back at the ghost. "How can I
stop it now?! The hate, mine and theirs, flows through my skin and soul
like venom; sometimes I feel that without it, I would shrivel and
collapse into nothing! Hennie, I've become a vessel of the Damned One! I
am hatred and death! I can't stop it!"
Hir lover looked into hir eyes, and shi answered, "Yes, yes you can Melo.
Remember the joy you felt when you and I began our courtship? It took us
so much courage to abandon our families, leave our homes and go out alone
into the world. We struggled to start our lives anew, and with love and
courage we won. You must find that love and courage again, Melo, and let
it take you completely. You remember what our Goddess did at the start of
time? It will take an immense courage to will it, but I will hold you
through it all, dearest. I will be there for you..."
Melonia's mind swam with terror. Shi realized that Hennie and Tasola were
right: The evil in hir was not just hir own sick being, even as powerful
as that was. It was the culmination of the anger and resentment of all
those who had died over the years, victims of hir own obsession for
revenge. If something wasn't done to stem this, to destroy this darkness
in hir, it would consume them all in eternal madness. Or perhaps Tasola
was right, and death would be their ultimate ending. One morning shi and
all hir thralls might just turn on each other, or take knives to their
throats and end their misery in collective suicide. Then the shadow of
the Damned One, the Goddess's arch-enemy, would truly triumph over their
world, reveling in a civilization of corpses piled on each other in
despair and hopelessness.
"So, you see now, don't you," Henengi's ghost went on. "You know what you
must do, my love. Have the courage of the Goddess, and accept your
penance. Embrace it, and we will all be free; free again to love and
hope."
Melonia's eyes welled up in tears, and shi cried back, "Hennie, oh
Goddess, Hennie! I don't have the courage! I know what to do. It's so
obvious now. But I'm so scared of it. What if I die forever? What will
happen to me? I've been so evil, and I've hurt so many people. Can
anything save me from the Shadow?!"
Henengi floated towards hir, and placed hir arms about Melonia's neck.
Shi leaned forward with a smile, and placed hir lips to the mad zengi's
ear. Shi spoke only three words; the same three words that Claire now
whispered to Raymond as Joliani whispered to Solusa. So seemingly
trivial, just three small words...
"I forgive you...
***
In our universe there are many sentient species besides humans and zengi,
and they are scattered across the galaxies. All of these species have, at
one time or another, given rise to wise people, who believe that words
are magical and filled with primordial power. These words can heal or
harm, for they are representations of the forces of Good and Evil that
exist within the very fabric of reality, and so these words, to some
extent, call upon those forces to act with us.
Many of these wise ones consider the words "I forgive you" to be the most
powerful ever spoken. They are perhaps even more powerful than "I love
you", for within forgiveness exists and is implied the very essence of
love as an absolute and unconditional force; one which can heal any
injury and slay any evil act with impunity. Can there be a greater love
than that in which you could ignore all the natural impulses to strike
back at one who had offended or hurt you?
Well... perhaps one more...
And in this case, perhaps the wise ones would not have been at all
surprised by the results of these words spoken by Claire and Henengi.
Instantly in the physical world, Raymond's face broke out into a
beautiful smile of sheer joy and happiness. His blood pressure and
breathing almost immediately returned to normal as the horrific images of
his previous being began to melt away like a mist before a rising dawn
sun.
Instead, all he felt for his Claire (or perhaps hir Joliani) was an
unyielding love which went beyond a mere physical and romantic
experience. He felt an immense opening up of him self, and he felt no
fear of the zengi he had been and now was becoming. This creature, once
so cruel and wicked, was a new person now reborn back into the family of
love; born again to serve his beloved forever and ever. Claire had not
demanded this of him, nor even expected it. It was what Raymond wanted,
and so now it was what Solusa wanted as well.
Raymond's body throbbed with pleasure, and as Claire's spirit returned to
her body, she could feel and taste the hot and salty spray of her
beloved's seed in her mouth as he orgasmed. Then Claire, Becky, Sarah and
Mandy curled about their new "sister", waiting and hoping for the end of
their Mastress's struggle, so that shi could come and finish their
transition once and for all.
***
For Melonia, and also for Karen, these words spoken ages ago had an even
more profound affect. For Melonia, these words of hir beloved filled hir
with endless courage, and shi suddenly realized that what was expected of
hir was not only just and right, but was the only sensible thing in the
universe to do. With a wail of despair, the dark monster in hir knew that
its time had ended, and that love had become triumphant.
Karen was flooded with a wondrous acceptance of her human and zengi
failings, and the realization that Someone, Somewhere, would forgive her
for everything she had ever done wrong in her life, or lives at it may
be. It allowed her to forgive her self, and accept what she had done in
the past as Melonia. She was eager to see what this new and grand memory
would show her. How was she to make penance for her terrible sins?
By their own myths, when the Goddess Hir self had come to their world,
and Shi had wished to create the zengi as beings of love and free will,
the Goddess knew that to make such a creation would require an absolute
sacrifice of love. By sheer will, the Divine Mother had shattered Hir
self into endless particles of essence, which over time and space became
the souls of Hir children. Each zengi was a part of the Goddess,
desperately trying to learn the meaning of such absolute love and return
the Goddess to Hir previous state.
Why exactly Shi had done this was one of the great mysteries of the
universe, but Melonia had understood that hir enslavement of their
species had been the worst abomination shi could have committed against
hir Sacred Mother. Now, knowing that what shi had done could not be
undone, shi carried out the one act that would prove hir love for hir
Maker. Shi would take the burden that hir Goddess had taken, and give up
hir own self in order to ensure that the wandering and despairing souls
of those shi had destroyed would find a new home to exist in, until the
time came that their Mother would be reformed again in total.
Melonia smiled back at the spirit of hir lover, and gently nodded. With
the courage born of hir love for Henengi, shi spread hir arms wide, and
screamed out to the heavens above, "I, Melonia, hereby command the
spirits of all those I have used or slain in my madness, to consume and
destroy my soul! To render me apart, and take my energies to call their
own. From this day forward, I exist to be your vessel!"
In so doing this, Melonia was surrendering hir self to the final form of
love, the one which is at least as great, if not greater than
forgiveness. It was the love born of self sacrifice; it was the ability
to die for those others so that they may live in one's place. This was
the Goddess's love, the one which made creation possible for the zengi.
Henengi smiled with joy and hope, and led the charge of psychic energy
back into Melonia's aura. The mad zengi's being was overwhelmed by the
seemingly endless wave of millions of souls. These ghosts were no longer
enraged with hir. As they came into hir being, they knew the sacrifice
shi was making, and now they loved hir for it. It was as if hir act of
selflessness destroyed the hate and anger in their souls, filling them
with the desire to live free of the darkness that was within them as well
as hir.
It was time for the false goddess to die. Karen shared this memory, this
experience with her original self. There were no human or zengi words
that could hope to describe it. Melonia's mind and being were literally
flayed apart in the psychic realm, hir complete surrender to the justice
of the acts making it so simple for hir victims to each claim a piece of
hir being. Each cell of hir body became a physical capsule for a zengi
form, and hir aura became the repository of all their energies and
thoughts.
Melonia (and with hir Karen) writhed in the agony and ecstasy of hir
total destruction. Each little death shi suffered was a rapture that
brought hir closer and closer to a divine truth. Finally, unable to bear
the shock any more, the false goddess collapsed into the dust before the
gates of Digendo, and died...
***
Then, shi awoke again. The being who had once been Melonia staggered to
hir feet, amidst the screams and cheers of excitement and pleasure
echoing around hir. As shi slowly turned about, shi saw the hordes of hir
thralls wildly jumping and waving their arms about, crying out in unison,
"Our Mastress is free! Our Mastress is free!" Upon the walls of the city,
masses of people were likewise cheering and chanting the same words.
At this point, a strange realization came over Melonia: Shi still
existed. Shi closed hir eyes and concentrated, opening hir inner eye, and
in every part of hir being was a gentle buzzing sound of the minds and
wills of millions of hir kind, quietly and happily meditating within hir
physical and psychic being. Hir aura was a rainbow, an endless
kaleidoscope of twisting colors, a vision of beauty that was
indescribable. Of hir madness, there was not a sign of it anymore. It was
as if those who now possessed hir had torn it away and destroyed it.
In hir mind shi could see Henengi standing next to hir, smiling and
holding hir hand. Hir beloved whispered, "You didn't think we'd actually
destroy you forever, did you? How could we kill something that loved us
so much that shi would make such a sacrifice for us? You are now we, and
we are now you. Through you, we have a form of immortality."
Melonia began to cry again, and shi whispered back, "Will I ever see you
again, in flesh my beloved?"
Henengi smiled and answered, "As each of us is now part of a greater
whole, there is the chance we will be reborn again into the world in the
form of those yet to be. Your living presence now gives us the connection
to this physical realm that will let us reincarnate. You hold our genes
and our memories now, the total sum of soul and body. As the zengi
continue to assimilate into our new species that you created with your
serum, so too will they be added to your being, and be eventually
reborn."
"I cannot know if and when such events will occur. It may be centuries
before the right place and time happen, and even then I may not meet you
directly in that lifetime. But know that a part of me is always with you,
Melo. Your Hennie will never leave you now, and neither will any other
zengi who joins you."
As this vision faded into hir, Melonia could only feel a mix of
exhaustion and joy. Standing before hir was Tasola, and the priestess's
face broke wide into a grin. The zengi leader said, "Now you understand.
You have saved us all from death and madness. Now you are worthy to be my
Mastress."
Melonia shook hir head, and replied, "No Tasola, I feel that I have done
such terrible wrongs. I feel that I have no right to ever ask anyone to
ever join me again. I'm so sorry for what I have done."
The priestess put a finger to hir lips, and gently went, "Shh! Say no
more. It is a new day, and a new age for every zengi on our world. You
and I and the spirits shall never, ever speak of this again, for there is
no longer any need to speak of it. The Shadow is gone; the light of our
Goddess's love has illuminated it, and sent it away."
Tasola dropped hir robes and turned around, got down upon hir hands and
knees, and then reached back with hir hands to pull away hir tail and
open wide the crack of hir bottom. Shi looked back at Melonia, and said,
"You may take me now, if you so wish Mastress. Please put your seed into
me."
Melonia disrobed, and went forward towards Tasola. Shi knelt behind hir,
and with hir throbbing organ penetrated the priestess. Tasola whined with
pleasure, and Melonia embraced hir and began to play with hir breasts and
cock. All the other zengi sat or stood and lustfully watched as Tasola
accepted the seed of hir Mastress.
Finally, with a scream of joy, Melonia erupted into Tasola and within
seconds shi could feel the priestess's mind in hir's. Melonia's
transformation and the creation of this vast collective will within hir
had sped up the mutagenic properties of hir powers, causing Tasola's
brain to transform within moments. The priestess moaned and said, "Now I
am one with you, my loving Mastress, my sister. I exist to serve the
Goddess through you."
"No, it is not over yet," Melonia replied. Shi pulled out of Tasola, and
then on hands and knees settled next to the priestess. Shi looked at hir
new thrall with a gaze of love and kindness, and said, "Take me now,
Tasola. Place your seed and essence in me, and I will make you immortal.
I exist to continue you forever."
The priestess took hir turn mounting the Mastress, and soon another voice
joined the millions of others singing in Melonia's body. Hir cells sung
of a life eternal, and endless happiness. Another color entered into the
infinite rainbow within hir aura. Now shi belonged to Tasola, as much as
Tasola belonged to hir.
Shi looked at the priestess with a big smile and asked, "Can I call you
Tassie now?"
"Yes Mastress Melo, you can," Tasola answered, hir smile as great as
Melo's. The two giggled and tumbled together in the dust, now sisters and
lovers forever.
The gates of the city flung open, and the army of Melonia poured into it.
There was no battle, but a massive orgiastic celebration broke out. For
days the zengi feasted, celebrated, and fornicated. There were no enemies
now, only sisters and lovers. The young people of the city lined up
eagerly to offer themselves to Melonia and hir horde of breeders.
Meanwhile, Melonia altered hir breeders, who in turn with the controllers
carried out and expanded the link that would bind them all together.
Melonia reveled at the sensations of thousands of new souls fusing into
hir being. Shi had lost the chance to mate and bear kits for hir beloved
Hennie, but now shi was the spiritual mother to all of them. Shi also
sent out patrols to seek those who had been tortured and driven into the
wilderness before. These poor wretches were brought back to Digendo to be
repaired by hir and the zengi that shi genetically engineered from the
most powerful empathic caretakers. This new strain shi called "healers",
and with the help of the controllers and breeders, they slowly undid the
damage they had caused over those last few years.
***
The scene shifted again, and Karen realized that many, many years had
gone by, perhaps even centuries. Shi (for now Karen could not help but
think of hir self as being Melonia) looked out from a polished balcony at
the highest tower of Digendo. The city looked like a giant, polished
jewel of ceramics and marble, sparkling in the sunlight like a rainbow of
colors. Kneeling before hir was a young and pretty zengi, who was using
hir mouth to orally pleasure Melo. In return, Melo's semen was altering
the servant, gradually changing and swelling up the lymphatic nodes in
hir body to convert hir into a healer.
Melonia had made the city the new capitol, and had ordered all the
temples across their world to hir and Henengi demolished. New temples to
the True Goddess were rebuilt, and every day hymns to Hir love and mercy
were sung by the zengi breeders and controllers, who had become like the
new priestesses. All traces of the Dark Goddess were destroyed, and Melo
took particular pleasure in demanding that hir statues be desecrated and
shattered.
Hir children were all too eager to serve hir wishes. They obliterated hir
monuments, and the old cities were eventually returned to their previous
states of being. Over time, the elder zengi who could not bring
themselves to join Melonia eventually died out, until all that remained
were the 500 million or so that had joined hir, and their offspring. They
were all one family now, and shared a common vision of a future golden
age, with no more war, crime, or cruelty.
And in truth, it was a golden age for the zengi. Melonia's intellect had
been vastly enhanced by hir ability to help co-ordinate the thinking of
the most advanced minds on their world. Hir advances in biogenetics had
improved their species over time, and shi had made them all highly
resistant to disease and aging. Melonia hir self had lived for hundreds
of years, though shi never understood if that was due to hir tinkering
with hir metabolism, or if it was a side effect of the collective will of
hir "children" within hir cells and aura. It didn't matter really. Shi
was working on ideas of what to do should shi ever be killed.
"So," Karen said to hir self, "is this how it ends? All's well that ends
well?"
Melonia smiled to hir own question, and answered, "Well, it seemed that
way. We built a great civilization, Karen. People were happy, or at least
quite content. War and crime slowly dwindled away, as we found it nearly
impossible to fight with one another. The mentally ill were quickly
detected, and the controllers and healers would spend all their available
time entering their minds and bodies and healing their damage. The Great
Will would help them see their problems and deal with them, so they
always knew that they were never alone or alienated from their fellow
sisters. We slowly evolved ourselves into ever more efficient creatures,
able to eat less, sleep less, and spend more time enjoying our leisure,
and of course, enjoying each other in flesh and spirit."
"We never did develop the inorganic technologies humanity did," shi went
on. "We had metals, which we eventually replaced with organic ceramics,
but we created no electronics, no computers. I guess we just weren't
ambitious enough to want to go to the stars. We wanted to live in harmony
with nature, not control it. Everything did seem to work out though, and
yet I know there was a problem we were never able to deal with fully. I
could feel it like a shadow, just on the edge of my awareness, but
neither I, nor my sisters could ever figure it out. In the end, the
question had to be set aside."
"Did something bad happen again?" Karen asked.
To answer hir question, the sky around their city began to rumble. From
the clouds rained down thousands of tiny red sparkles, which fell to the
landscape and disappeared. Melonia said, "Thus it began. The rain of the
Rage, a form of life we had known nothing about."
"It came from outer space, Karen, and at first we assumed it was some
kind of meteor swarm. Those who went out to study it did not return, but
we sensed that they had died from terrible violence. More went out to
find out what had happened, and came back with tales of animals and
plants twisted into hideous creatures. At first the controllers and I
decided that it was an isolated situation, and so I and the healers began
to create antidotes to cure the infected lifeforms. However, we soon
heard from other towns and cities of armies of fiends that had grown up
overnight across Nengi."
"Wave after wave we were besieged, and we fought the best we could. We
had done such a good job of becoming pacifists, that we found it
difficult at first to re-awaken the anger and fear in our hearts that
would allow for the violence needed. We did learn, though, but it was too
late. The very ground of our world seemed to revile us, and tear at us,
slowly wearing away our defenses and allowing the gruesome creatures to
flood our homes and devour our flesh."
Karen could see the landscape beyond the city mutate into a vast,
crawling chaos of spiteful spines and blades, creatures of every
description mutated into killing machines with one thought in their
minds: The need to destroy the zengi. That is why shi had named it "The
Rage", for any attempt to communicate with it telepathically showed that
there was nothing but anger and hatred in those mutated forms. No sense,
no hope of reasoning, only an aching need to consume and eradicate the
zengi species.
"They showed little sign of conflict amongst themselves, except that the
largest would feed from the weakest, while the weak would consume the
dead bodies of their larger cousins fallen in battle. It was all
perfectly designed to create a giant force similar to the army ants of
Earth." With sickness in hir heart, Karen realized the similarities
between these things, and the dog and birds shi had fought earlier on
that day in hir home town.
"Every day, every second, I could feel more and more spirits flow into
me, their shells of flesh destroyed. They hid in my aura, hoping and
praying for the day they could re-awaken into new flesh, and live the
lives that had been stolen from them. Everything we did failed over time;
the things adapted to my poisons and viruses, and kept on coming wave
after wave."
"Finally, we came to realize that we could not win. So, we studied the
crystals that the Rage had used to come to our world. The creatures had
somehow been encoded into a viral form that also contained the psychic
energies of the central will. I suddenly knew that we could duplicate
this, and render ourselves into a matrix that could be sent out into
space. Hopefully, we could find an untainted world to settle on, with
life forms that we could infect and one day transform into ourselves. We
had studied the stars for many thousands of years, and we picked out ones
similar to ours to send ourselves out to. It was a great gamble, but one
which we had to take."
Karen listened to this with a sense of disbelief. Eventually, shi said,
"So, the blue crystals, the helix, the crystal I saw explode over the
Earth millions of years ago. That was me, or us? It was all of us?"
But, shi already knew the answer to hir own question. The crystal had
been the sum of their minds and bodies. The surviving zengi had come
together, and in mass they had formed the crystal with their will power.
Karen could see the image of it before hir, the alien beings dying in
droves as their physical and psychic essence was assimilated through hir
will into the matrix. Their bodies seemed to dissipate into protoplasm
and dust, reduced to their primordial components.
Karen marveled at how much sheer will it must have taken all the
remaining zengi to do this near magical act. But then again, what choice
did they have? Their world was dying, turned against them by an alien
intelligence. Melonia was the last to enter the matrix, and with hir came
the souls of all those who had died and were awaiting their chance to be
reborn again. They became a race of ghosts, trapped in a sleep within
their crystalline spacecraft. With telekinetic force, they threw
themselves into space, heading for distant suns on the far side of the
galaxy.
Alas, they had no way to go faster than light speed. They floated in the
eternal darkness for eons, sleeping away the ages in hopeful dreams of a
new tomorrow. As they finally approached a blue globe below them,
turbulence shattered the matrix, and blue shards and psychic energy
rained down upon the world. Fortunately, there were mammals about,
creatures very similar in physiology to them. Their genome infected these
creatures, these proto-humans, and hid in their DNA. There the Will
waited for the day when one person would become so evolved, and have so
much of the genome in them, that the Mastress would psychically manifest
again to re-create their species.
"And so, that is you, Karen; or should I say, myself," Melonia finished.
"Now you understand that you are the final culmination of what we were. I
have been your shadow, living beside you and under you all these years,
and in all your previous human incarnations. I have been both man and
woman, slave and lord, and have carried with me fragments of those lives.
Perhaps that is why we are so wise for our age, Karen."
"Your mother has told you how much you were like your father. He might
have been the final incarnation, but for one or two sequences that were
missing. But your mother had another sequence, and finally your infection
with the New Blue dropped in the keystone that completed everything. Now
there are millions who are also on the cusp of changing. They need your
seed to finish the process, and become what they have always been in
their dreams."
The scene changed for a final time, and Karen found hir self standing at
the top of the crystal stairway. Before hir was stretched some kind of
membrane, like a barrier, which held back all the spiritual energy of
those shi had sworn to serve. Shi could barely hear them crying out for
release; for the chance to once again live and breath and love with flesh
and substance. Shi knew that amongst them was the spirits shi had begun
to awaken within those humans now in hir living room at home.
Melonia's voice came from hir lips, saying, "So, I ask you, Karen: Will
you let me live? Will you take up our cause to re-create our hermanity,
and place the sequence into those who need it to complete their destiny?
Or are the zengi meant to die out, and leave only traces of their former
selves in humanity? I promised to leave the final decision to you. I
await it."
Karen thought about it harder than any thing else shi had ever thought
about before in hir life, or may be even hir previous lives. Shi so
desperately wanted the zengi to live again. All the good they could do
for humanity; all the knowledge and wisdom that could unite the world
into one family. Their biological science, bordering on magic, could
alter the world and humanity into a species at total ease with its
environment. That meant no disease, no famines, may be even a form of
practical immortality.
However, the human side of hir was full of nagging doubts and questions.
There would be rejection from both humans and proto-zengi. Many humans
would be frightened and suspicious of these new beings that had just
appeared amongst them, especially if they saw their family members and
neighbors just start mutating. No doubt it would seem like the end of the
world, as if the End Times had finally come.
And what of the proto-zengi? Many of them would be terrified by the idea
of turning into something considerably different from what they
originally were? What would become of their human feelings? What would
happen to their hopes and ambitions? Melo had told hir that the zengi
were not very ambitious, and had no desire to alter the nature of their
world about them with physics, which some would argue is a major defining
feature of humans. Would the proto-zengi be willing to give up that kind
of power?
There was no doubt to hir human mind that violence would probably be the
result, especially if it looked as if the proto-zengi had no choice in
the matter of their changes. The zengi deserved to exist, if they wanted
to, but there would have to be set conditions to it. Karen's mind
quickly, and feverishly, worked out the details as fast as shi could.
Finally, Karen said, "Okay, I will do it. But, there's one condition.
You, or I, may not like it, because it will require a huge compromise.
But it seems to me that we zengi are all about compromise. How else could
we five hundred million have come to agree to be spiritually as one
family? You know what I feel and think. Do you, or I, agree with my
terms?"
But it was so silly, and shi laughed at hir self for even asking. Shi
already knew the answer to hir own question. With hir own claws and
teeth, Karen attacked the membrane, tearing into it with screams of
delight, until it finally ruptured. Shi was washed over with the endless
waves of rainbow colors and lights, dragging hir down into it and
drowning hir in the love and gratitude of hir sisters, hir children, hir
lovers.
And with that, Karen Derrickson died...
To be continued...
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